Suddenly do not love the moment, what is the feeling? -Zhihu

Suddenly do not love the moment, what is the feeling? On the day of

520, our first wedding anniversary, I waited expectantly for my husband to come home. When he came home, he reeked of alcohol. I realized something was wrong and turned over his cell phone.

Only then did he discover that on the 20th of each month, he would transfer 131413 14 yuan to a fixed account.

He is in the decoration business, and it is normal for him to transfer more than ten or two hundred thousand yuan from time to time. What’s

not normal is the number of money. Knowing that Lu Min made me a rival in love stems from a vanity.

I want to transfer a 52013 to myself with his Alipay. 14 Go to the circle of friends to show love.

Let our friends know that although Lao Lu is silent in his daily life, he is also a loving husband.

As a result, it was unexpectedly found that Lu Min regularly and unquantifiably transferred money to a number on the 20th of each month.

It was 520, and it was also the first anniversary of our wedding. He didn’t show up for a long time and came back drunk in the evening.

I rubbed my eyes. Yes, it was a transfer of more than 130,000 yuan.

Lu Min is in the decoration business, and I will not suspect that he has any money dealings with customers, often tens of thousands, hundreds of thousands of back and forth.

But the owner of Lu Min’s regular remittance account is like a dead man. Every time Lu Min transfers money to it, the account doesn’t even have an echo of thanks.

On the contrary, Lu Min wrote a countdown of XXX days every time he made a stroke.

This is not right.

I have always been a woman who has doubts in her heart and must understand it. While Lu Min was drunk, I took his cell phone to look for clues.

I first opened the account of the head, the head is a wooden penguin, looks very boring.

But because it was boring, I was wary. Look down

again, pay treasure account is a mobile phone number, common move 188 beginning, end number is very special however: 13520.

I breathed a sigh of relief and thought carefully, this number is not another mobile phone number of Lu Min.

Before, he bought a dual-card dual-standby mobile phone in order to distinguish between work and life, so he made two contact numbers. How can

I forget this.

Thinking of this, I switched the Alipay account of his mobile phone to log in, and sure enough, the stuffy old penguin was Lu Min’s trumpet.

I also used Lu Min’s fingerprint to unlock the login, and in his small address book, there was only a cross-correlation with his own large number.

Moreover, since a month before our marriage in April last year, he has been making money in this trumpet.

Counting up today’s 130 thousand, it’s almost two million.

This is almost the rest of the mortgage of our wedding house.

I was glad that I didn’t wake up Lu Min for questioning. My heart said that Lu Min really worked too hard to pay off the mortgage in advance. He could come slowly and wait for me to struggle with him.

Although I am a nine-to-six office worker, I recently took the lead in doing a content project, which will also have a bonus of 200,000 yuan, so I will not let him bear the pressure alone.

To find out, I extinguished the vanity of transferring money from Lu Min to show my love, and lay beside him with guilt in my heart.

Ke Xinyue, your man is fighting hard outside for a small family, but you suspect him, you really deserve to die.

I hugged him with great guilt.

Lu Min seemed to wake me up. He opened his eyes and looked at me in a daze. His big hairy head, which smelled a little of alcohol, arched in front of my chest. He called out to me with great affection and pain: “Xiao Rou.”.

In a word, it was like pouring cold water on my head.

I suddenly feel that a woman’s sixth sense is not wrong, Lu Min this bastard is to bring me a cuckold.

I, Ke Xinyue, don’t even suffer losses every day. How can I tolerate being cuckolded! I can endure Lu Min ignoring our first anniversary. Without saying a word,

he regularly transferred all his family’s money to his private trumpet for a long time, and I could also find a reason for him to explain.

But he, from my bed, looked at me and called another woman’s name.

Thinking of the connection, I absolutely can’t accept it. Who is

Xiao Rou?

I unlocked Lu Min’s cell phone again to check the traces of his derailment.

After some exploration, the spending records of all kinds of travel and accommodation apps seem to be well-founded and can not be found wrong.

Is it my delusion?

Do you really want to forget it? I felt like a

cat scratching its paws in my heart, looking at Lu Min, who was already snoring, with complicated eyes, and began to check how to check the derailment of the object on the Internet.

As a result, I found an unusual record of energy harvesting. On the day of March 14,

2021, his Ant Forest energy exploded.

Alipay official said that every kind of green behavior will produce green energy. Although

Lu Min deleted the purchase records of many things, on Valentine’s Day this year, when he was supposed to sit in the office and work overtime urgently, he had nearly one kilogram more energy in the deep ant forest.

Compared with the official green energy collection map of Alipay, my scalp tingled. It takes more than 500 grams to go back and forth by

train, and 180 grams to buy a movie ticket. What other activities made him go home near the next morning, and when he came back, he was still smiling and not a trace of fatigue?

I looked at Lu Min, and my vision gradually blurred.

The next day, Lu Min rubbed his head and saw me sitting at the head of the bed without saying a word.

“New Moon.” He grabbed my arm and tried to hold me in his arms.

I dodged him with an expressionless face and got out of bed.

He hurried down and grabbed me. “Are you angry that I didn’t come home yesterday to celebrate your anniversary?”?

I opened my hand and looked at him coldly. Ironically, he knew that yesterday was our wedding anniversary.

I’m sorry. I’m really too busy with my work. Yesterday, General Manager Li and his wife wanted to talk to us about the renovation plan of his villa. I couldn’t put it off.

Lu Min said, looking cautiously at my expression.

I wanted to ask him, who is Xiao Rou?

Why do you shout her name even when you’re drunk.

Also, who are you guarding against when you deliberately deposit the money in the trumpet?

But I didn’t.

Looking at Lu Min lowering his eyebrows and worrying about my anger, I brewed in my heart all night, and the grievance that I wanted to pour out completely stuck in my throat.

I shook my head. “I’m not feeling well. You go out for breakfast first.”. I won’t cook

today.

I don’t have the heart to cook for Lu Min, and I don’t have the heart to convince myself that I totally believe in Lu Min. Worried,

Lu Min touched my forehead. “I have a meeting today, and I’ll be back with you at noon.”.

You lie down for a while. If you are hungry, I will order takeout for you.

I gathered my eyes and nodded faintly. I didn’t ask him to stay with me, even if it was just to cook a bowl of rice porridge for me. After

a sleepless night, I lay in bed, staring at the ceiling with dull eyes and a splitting headache.

But dare not close their eyes, afraid to close their eyes, the scene of yesterday will emerge in front of them.

Lu Min is not honest with me. There is a woman named Xiaorou in

his heart, and he is transferring the common property of marriage without telling me. The marriage between

him and me is an illusion.

I don’t want to endure it. When

my headache was relieved, I asked my best friend Lanyue to help me inquire about Lu Min’s college history.

Her husband, Dachen, is not only Lu Min’s roommate, but also a childhood friend with 20 years of brotherly love. He knows everything about black and white.

At that time, I was the matchmaker who facilitated the marriage of Dachen and Lanyue. If Dachen cheated me on the issue of principle, then I would also remind Lanyue that birds of a feather flock together.

We two sisters wipe our eyes and don’t be cheated by the scum.

Soon, Lan Yue called me. On

the phone, her voice hesitated, “New Moon, are you all right?”?

“I hum, it’s all right.” Did Dachen say who Xiaorou is?

Lan Yue coughed and said that it was actually something in Lu Min’s past.

I asked her in a gentle voice, “Are you going to lie to me with them?”?

I have a strange temper, and the more determined my heart is, the calmer my face is.

Lan Yue has been friends with me for many years and knows that I am very unhappy now.

She said anxiously, “New moon, don’t do this. That person is really Lu Min’s past tense. Big Chen said that Song Anrou had separated from Lu Min in the second year of high school. Lu Min never talked about it again after her.”.

Until Lu Min fell in love with you and got married, there was no woman outside.

“Finally, Lan Yue advised me:” New moon, you listen to me, who has not a past.

Let’s not compete with the present for the past. My hand turned slightly white as

I pinched the phone. Ah Yue, he called out Xiao Rou’s name to me last night.

This is not his past.

He doesn’t want her to be a thing of the past. Lu Min and

I fell in love at first sight after a blind date.

At that time, I had just been admitted to a public institution in Shanghai, and my eldest brother was my fellow-townsman. He usually regarded himself as my elder sister and took care of me a lot. I

learned that I was alone in Shanghai and had no one to depend on. Recently, I was harassed by drunks when I got off the night shift.

She pushed her cousin Lu Min to me and said she wanted us to see everywhere.

I didn’t agree for the first time, but she seemed to be sure that Lu Min and I would be able to do it, and she did it several times in the middle to facilitate the dinner between Lu Min and me.

Frequent rejection of people will make people have a lot of psychological pressure, especially that person’s kindness to my work.

I nodded and promised to come to the eldest brother’s house to meet her excellent cousin during the Dragon Boat Festival. On the first day of meeting

Lu Min, I got up an hour earlier, grabbed the only bathroom in the shared four rooms and one hall, and put on a heavy makeup.

I wanted to go quietly and elegantly, but at that time, in order to become a full member, I frequently stayed up late and worked overtime. The dark circles under my eyes were very heavy, and my skin was cold and white. If I didn’t cover it, the contrast of the whole person was very obvious.

It’s like a sick ghost. It’s very pale.

I don’t want the boss to think I’m perfunctory and make her look bad.

So, I went out with a lot of makeup.

Following the address given by the eldest brother, I bought fruit and milk downstairs in her residential area, while slipping, a little heavy up the stairs of the old residential area.

The eldest brother lives in 601, that is, I have to carry about ten catties of things to the fifth floor. When I got

to the third floor, I was a little regretful and very depressed. The temperature

in midsummer is surprisingly high, I make myself sweaty, not to mention the makeup, the mood is also very irritable.

When I wanted to run away and put my things on the steps, I wanted to tell the boss that I couldn’t go out because of something.

A boy came down the stairs.

The hair is very thick and thick, the eyelashes are very long, and the outline is a bit like Daniel Wu when he was filming “The Love of a Beautiful Teenager”.

I was stunned.

He stood on the steps three or four steps above me and seemed to want to go down, but I blocked him.

I’m sorry, it’s occupied. Embarrassed,

I moved my basket of milk and fruit, and he looked at me hesitantly for a second. Then he stretched out his hand

to me. “Can I help you?”.

Even the voice is clear and pleasant to listen to with a touch of youth.

I swallowed my saliva. “No, no. I’ll be on the sixth floor. I’ll be there soon.”.

」「601?

“” Well … Are you the girl my sister said you were?

Ke Xinyue.

He laughed sheepishly.

I blushed and wanted to die in situ.

Say I am not Ke Xinyue, I am passing by! But he came down calmly and took everything from my hands. It

‘s too heavy for you to mention.

He was very tall and had a nice smell on his body, probably the smell of clothes care solution.

Clear and elegant orchid fragrance, mixed with the burning temperature of his arm when he touched me occasionally, my heart beat violently and suffered a lot. He should not be able to see my facial expression

through the dust mask I wear.

However, I always feel that his eyes always fall on me, and I don’t know what he is thinking about.

Finally climbed to the eldest brother’s house.

I heaved a sigh of relief and leaned against the door, close to collapse. “Boss!” I howled. Boss, help me! I can’t stay with this beautiful man. Something will happen! As a result, something really happened to me that day. When we

sat at the table and took off our masks, the boss introduced us.

I noticed that Lu Min’s eyes stayed on my face, and his eyes were palpitating.

The eldest brother coughed and stopped Lu Min’s impolite behavior. Embarrassed,

I lowered my head to eat shrimps. I didn’t know whether the spicy crayfish made by the boss was too tasty or the iced lychees I ate were not fresh. After a dinner, my stomach was noisy all the way. During the dinner, I ran to the bathroom frequently. After squatting in the pit for the last time, I almost fainted and couldn’t stand up. Seeing this,

the eldest brother hurriedly called Lu Min to send me to the hospital.

I shook my head, covered my stomach and squatted on the ground to inhale, feeling wronged and wanting to shed tears.

Born single for so many years, Lu Min was the first man to make me bump into a deer. I should have been a fairy and left a fairy impression in front of him, but now, ah, am I a shit spirit. What would

he think of me?

! Think I’m smelly and gluttonous.

It’s all my fault. Last night, when the boss asked me what I wanted her to cook, he said he wanted to eat spicy crayfish! My face was ashen and cold sweat ran down my forehead. But someone lifted my

arm, and Lu Min said, “I’m offended,” and picked me up.

The boss followed me anxiously with my backpack. They took

me to the nearest hospital for emergency treatment. When the

eldest brother went to pay the fee, Lu Min sat with me in the hall to comfort me. It

‘s all right, don’t be afraid.

I bow my head sullenly and gently.

In fact, the belly has nothing to export. What I want to ask him now is: “Do we have a chance to date next time?”.

But damn, the smell mixed with my body makes me feel ashamed and indignant.

In order not to pollute the fragrant Lu Min, I moved to the side.

Lu Min looked down at me. His voice was very soft, but he couldn’t hide his worry. “You have a stomachache. Do you still want to go to the toilet?”?

His handsome face magnified in front of my eyes, and I clearly saw my embarrassment in his eyes.

「…」 I was really going to cry. My brain was so hot that I pushed him away. “I’m sorry, I didn’t know I was in so much trouble today.”.

Don’t come near me. I am very smelly and ugly.

Lu Min paused, raised his hand and touched my head. One sentence made my heart beat.

It’s a good thing you came today.

I looked at him in a daze. He smiled, and his eyebrows and eyes curved into a beautiful arc.

My sister told me that there was a very nice girl who wanted to introduce me.

I didn’t want to come, but my parents said that I had to go to my cousin’s house for the Dragon Boat Festival, so I came to eat.

I didn’t expect to meet you.

I’m glad I’m here today.

My heart went poof, and in an instant the fireworks were gorgeous.

It turned out that Lu Min fell in love with me at first sight. On

my first blind date, I met Mr. Lu, who wanted to walk hand in hand for a lifetime.

Lu Min looked at Gao Leng, but he was very clingy to me.

After we confirmed our relationship, he picked me up from work and fed me his own love lunch box during lunch break every day.

The eldest brother joked that Lu Min’s concern for his parents at home for a whole year was not as much as for me for a day.

I ate the food he cooked for me, and my heart was indescribably sweet. Later, in the name of loving him,

I lived with him and ate the Tang monk meat I dreamed of.

Lu Min is gentle, the body looks thin and long, but after taking off his clothes, he is very fierce. When they were

intimate, there was no blood for the first time, and I was a little flustered to explain to him.

He kissed the corner of my eye and told me that he believed me and that all he wanted was the rest of my life. One of

my jobs is to help the unit operate the emotional public account.

It is to browse the countless posts of crazy men and women, knowing that these men say good words, in fact, as long as they get it, they will abandon women like shoes.

I was worried that I would not get his treasure if I handed it over rashly, so after Lu Min muttered such beautiful words, I pillowed in his arms, thinking that I would force him to show his prototype earlier.

As long as he is impatient with me and not as good to me as before, I can leave disappointed.

I wouldn’t have fallen in love with him.

But Lu Min didn’t.

It was not until our parents talked about marriage face to face that my parents not only asked Lu Min to give a betrothal gift of 500,000 yuan, but also hoped that Lu Min would sell his small apartment in Shanghai and buy a new house with my name on it. Our family had no dowry to accompany us, and brought back half of the betrothal gift at most.

Lu Min’s parents’ faces sank on the table, feeling that with this request, coupled with Lu Min’s good appearance, local girls can marry.

Lu Min, however, did not flinch and told his parents directly that after he met me, he did not want to spend the rest of his life with other girls.

So, he will do what my parents said, with his savings from three years of work, sell the small apartment and buy a wedding house with my name on it, so that I have a sense of security.

I knew that my parents actually didn’t want me to marry far away, so they deliberately embarrassed Lu Min. Those requests for betrothal gifts and names were all for the Lu family to retreat from difficulties.

Lu Min’s statement in public moved me so much that I couldn’t speak. My mother was also a man of temperament. She waved her hand and said to my father, “Forget it. Little Lu is not easy. Anyway, he is good to the new moon. Then the young couple will do it by themselves.”. The turn of

events was unexpected, but everyone was happy.

We found a fine day and asked for leave to get the certificate together.

After marriage, we lived in Shanghai, and our parents did not participate in our life, so we lived a very dull and comfortable life.

Lu Min has no bad habits, and his care for me is basically the same before and after marriage.

I thought I was very happy, but I also felt that my life was too smooth and a little dreamy. When I was

intimate, I asked Lu Min tentatively, “Why did you like me at that time?”?

I was wearing a lot of makeup.

But also run diarrhea, smelly to death.

He always grabs my restless hand and slurps helplessly on my lips, saying vaguely, “No matter what you become, as long as you are, I like you.”.

I believed it.

But now, the dream is broken.

Lanyue heard my collapse and forced Dachen to take out their high school photos in the name of divorce.

That is a group photo of their class in the first semester of senior high school.

There are 48 people in five rows.

Lu Min stood in the third position on the left of the penultimate row. Song Anrou,

his first love, stood in front of him. The girl who smiles shallowly

at the camera, has a melon seed face, a clever neat bangs covering her eyebrows, a small nose, black and white eyes, and when looking at the camera, the corners of her mouth are slightly hooked with dimples on one side.

My hands trembled, and all my strength seemed to be taken away.

If I hadn’t been sure that my parents hadn’t given birth to twins, and that I had studied in my hometown in high school, I would have thought that I had traveled through time and space to Lu Min’s high school and taken a group photo with him.

Song Anrou’s appearance, and I are too similar, even the dimple this feature, are exactly the same. The untruth I

feared in my heart finally came true.

Lu Min didn’t fall in love with me at first sight. He just treated me as a stand-in for Song Anrou! Ridiculously, I always thought that Lu Min’s love for me was based on my interesting soul. Although I was interested in him, he was based on his pure love for me. And

the result.

He only chose me based on my almost identical appearance with Song Anrou. He

doesn’t love me. He shouldn’t lie to me. When I

married Lu Min, I told him that I didn’t want anything for his house tickets. What I cared about was him. If

he does something wrong to me, I will not divide the property with him. I will let him die.

Even though it’s illegal to kill directly, I can’t do it to him.

But he put a bullet in my heart, and it killed me.

He and Song Anrou don’t let me feel better, and I won’t let them feel better. Before

attacking Lu Min, Lan Yue advised me, Sentencing a person to death always makes the person who dies understand.

Are you sure Lu Min did something really cheating?

Body or mind?

If it’s not the last step, let’s give him another chance.

She was afraid that I would divorce Lu Min on impulse, probably because Lu Min, in the eyes of most people, was an excellent choice for a rich husband.

I was silent for a long time, but I still couldn’t get over the barrier in my heart. I shook my head lightly and said, “You can’t take dirty things.”. The lollipop I ate

when I was a child fell to the ground, and the wheels rolled ash. My mother picked it up and washed it for me, and let me continue to eat it. I would find it hard to swallow.

Not to mention the person who will accompany me for the rest of my life. I don’t know what kind of heart he can satisfy by deceiving me and letting me indulge in the dreams he weaves for me.

But for me, dirty is dirty.

However, her reminder is still useful, and I also want to give myself a complete explanation.

I first asked Lan Yue to help me get Song Anrou’s recent situation and contact information from Dachen. On the other hand, I sent a text message asking Lu Min to come back at noon to accompany me. When

Lu Min came back at noon, I prepared the food I wanted to eat and waited for him.

He was surprised to see that I had cleaned up my face. He put the things in his hands on the porch, took off his shoes and came to me, trying to touch my forehead.

New Moon, are you feeling well already? Holding back my reply,

I looked up and asked him, “Do I need to pay for our mortgage?”?

“He shook his head and laughed.” I told you, I’ll do it.

Your salary has covered the expenses of your family, so you don’t have to worry about the mortgage.

“I said,” How much money do we have in our account now, except for the mortgage and public expenses?

I have a sister who has a very good Taobao shop investment project, I want to take money to invest, not much, almost 50w project, we take out 20w. When

I asked him, his tone was very calm. Stunned for a moment,

he sat on my left and frowned. “The balance on the books at home is about 100,000 yuan.”. Let’s not get involved in the investment

of Taobao store. We have enough money to eat and drink at home, but we can’t take it out.

20w investment is not a small thing, we can not rely on human relations to squander.

I put down my chopsticks and spit out the bitter bones in my mouth. The

ribs are fried. It’s really bitter.

I wiped my mouth with a tissue, knowing that he was not going to tell me the truth.

New Moon, what’s wrong with you? He’s been mad at me

since last night, and this morning. What did

I do wrong? Is

a wedding anniversary so important?

I work hard every day for us to pay off the mortgage early and retire early. I have to coax you to lose your temper inexplicably when I go home. I am very tired.

Lu Min leaned back in his chair and rubbed his eyebrows, looking tired to death.

I slowly approached him, looking more gentle than before. “Lu Min, you are very tired, aren’t you? Then let’s divorce.”.

His pupils shook, and his whole body almost bounced up! What are you crazy about?

It was the first time I had seen him lose his temper. From the beginning of our acquaintance, he was polite and powerful in front of me.

But now there was a look of shock on his face. “You said you were tired,”

I said earnestly.

I thought about it, too.

You have to lie, you have to balance two women, and you have to open a trumpet for another person and try to save two million.

Lu Min, I don’t want you to be so tired, so I quit. I wish you and that person live together and get together as soon as possible.

Lu Min’s light-colored lips were pursed, and his expression was complicated.

After a while, he whispered, “New Moon, she and I are impossible.”. You are the wife who

wants to be with me all my life.

I will only cherish you and go to the same grave with you.

My heart trembled for a moment, and this subtle confession made my heart, which had already suppressed its anger, flutter with anger.

I put my steak knife and fork in my face and met Lu Min’s shocked eyes. The woman you love is Song An-rou. What you like is that I am very similar to her in appearance. Would you still love me

if I were disfigured?

This self-deceiving licking dog couldn’t forget his predecessor, so he used me as a stand-in. Did

he ask me if I was disgusting.

“New moon, don’t be impulsive.” Lu Min was in a hurry. The way

he worried about me reminded me of the first time I met him before.

He carried me, who was too sweaty to speak, and his back was wet with the sweat of two people. He was anxious to keep me talking to him and conscious.

When the nurse gave me water, he confessed to me, and they held hands and dared not let go.

But the memory of a year ago can be traced back as if it had happened in a previous life.

I don’t want to put the knife down.

Suddenly, I found that it was boring.

“Lu Min,” I looked at him. “Let’s divorce. The house

at home can be given to you, and the two million savings can be given to me. I don’t want the

car, and I will continue to use it for your work.

This is my concession, and I hope we can leave with dignity.

Originally, I didn’t want his money, but thinking that he was hiding the money, it was probably according to what Dachen said, to help Song Anrou fill the deficit when she opened a mother and baby shop in the city before, and then marry Song Anrou.

I’m not happy.

And after a year of marriage, I gave him my salary and performance card, and asked him to use it for financial management, which was almost 200,000 yuan.

The money, I guess, was regularly transferred to the trumpet by him, just to let Song Anrou go ashore earlier.

Ridiculous, think of it this way, now living in this set of market value of five or six million marriage room, the original down payment or I and he each paid half a million.

I shouldn’t have left him.

Lu Min was silent for a long time. I waited patiently for Lu Min to get angry. I hoped that he would quarrel with me, saying that I slandered him and that he did not agree with my divorce request.

In this way, I can tear out what I found out before.

But his lips moved, his eyes were slightly red, and he hugged me. I couldn’t get away, and I laughed. What do

you mean?

Lu Min pressed me to his chest with a crying voice, and tears fell on my neck drop by drop, which was very hot.

Baby, don’t leave me, okay?

I admit that when I saw her last year, I had a struggle in my heart, but I really didn’t go that far with her.

Including the money, I intend to lend it to her first to pay off the debt, not to give it to her directly.

I dropped my hand and let him cry without saying a word.

He’s still lying. He’s not telling the truth.

Before I let Lanyue threaten Dachen to give me Song Anrou’s information, I couldn’t hold back and contacted Song Anrou directly with my WeChat.

Maybe. I think I’m just a substitute.

Song Anrou’s attitude is calm and terrible.

She directly dumped Lu Min and her record of opening an hourly room on March 14 in the WeChat.

Because it was opened with her account, I couldn’t find Lu Min’s information.

But after Lu Min fought with her, his tired but contented side face was still clear and striking enough.

I was stabbed speechless, trembling all over, and hastily closed the WeChat. I

ran away in a mess as if I were a mistress. When I

recovered, I was depressed for a while.

I knew that I would rashly go to Lu Min’s friend to get evidence, and directly confront rival Song Anrou, which would make me alert the snake, and in the future divorce lawsuit, I might be in an embarrassing situation where the advantage turned into a disadvantage.

But screw up, screw up.

I can’t stand it anymore. During the few hours alone

at home, I have held a fruit knife many times, gesturing in front of the mirror, wondering where I need to move the knife to make my face completely different from Song Anrou’s.

Lu Min took me as the shadow of Song Anrou, which made me almost lose the confidence to love the world.

It turns out that Ke Xinyue is not unique. I’m just a stand-in.

Fortunately, my mother called me from her hometown and said that she had sent me the dumplings for the Dragon Boat Festival.

She and my father miss me, afraid that I can’t get used to the Dragon Boat Festival dumplings outside.

I listened to her garrulous words, did not hold back tears, suddenly thought, why let the bad people do things, annihilate my love for life.

My life is not just bullshit love, I also have my family and friends, they all love me, all know that I am unique Ke Xinyue. I don’t want to participate in the ups and downs of the emotional drama between

Lu Min and Song Anrou.

Lu Min held me in his arms and wailed for a while. Seeing that I was still indifferent, he released me.

Do you really want to be so cruel?

I still love you. How dare

Lu Min! How can I put another bullet in my already torn heart! I slapped him hard. “Lu Min, don’t deceive yourself and others any more!”! When you were fooling around with her, did you ever think that I was your wife! No divorce. Hang me and her. You’re not a man.

Lu Min covered his face and looked at me blankly. I

turned my head and didn’t want to be affected by Lu Min again, but the corners of my eyes were very sour. That’s it

. Song Anrou has already given me a picture of you having an affair with her.

This can be used as evidence. If

you want to make things ugly, I’m here.

His parents had a better face than my parents. At the beginning, Song Anrou and Lu Min were not allowed to be together because Song Anrou’s father was an economic criminal.

Song’s father went in when he was young, and although he made the Song family very rich after he came out, Lu Min’s parents did not want the Lu family to be implicated and ruin the reputation of the scholarly family.

So when Lu Min and Song Anrou were in their second year of high school, they transferred Lu Min, who was paranoid and unwilling to separate, to another school. For some unknown purpose,

the Song family arranged for Song Anrou to go abroad in the second year of high school.

Soon, the whole Song family industry was moved to Canada for development.

Lu Min and Song Anrou are completely cut off.

It was not until Lu Min met me that his dead heart was rekindled. He excitedly told Dachen, who knew the past well, that he hid it from me and took me to his home to meet his parents. He told his parents in advance that if they broke up his love again, he would break up with them.

That’s why my parents-in-law looked like they ate a fly when they first saw me.

Even if they want to pretend to accept me, subconscious physical resistance can not deceive people.

My gallantry to my parents-in-law made them respond, not because I was unlikable, but because they were angry and grafted their dislike of Song Anrou onto me.

I didn’t know I was innocent until today. I can’t shed

tears. Lu Min doesn’t want to divorce, so I will spend time with him.

Look at the end, who is willing to compromise.

I moved out of the wedding room in the afternoon and went to the small apartment lent to me by Lanyue.

The class is still normal, but it is in a trance when dealing with people.

Even the task of checking the report information that the boss asked me to do was wrong.

The eldest called me to the office and asked me what was wrong, whether the pressure of life was too great or whether the old man had seen the report of the second and third births and began to give birth.

I stared blankly at her pleasant face and realized that it was hard for me to trust her as a family member as before.

The eldest poured me a glass of water and handed it to me to calm me down. “New Moon, did Ah Min do something wrong? I’ll teach him a lesson for you!” When she said “teach him a lesson,” she deliberately dropped the accent, as if to reassure me that she was still the boss who protected the calf.

Lu Min is with his first love, Sung An-rou. After

saying this, I calmly took her water and swallowed it slowly. The noise in the

office suddenly fell silent.

I know everyone wants to hear the gossip, but I don’t want to turn my broken marriage into a joke for other people.

I said sorry to the boss and left the office. The stunned expression of the

eldest let me know that she did not know about Song Anrou and Lu Min. When she

got off work, she came to me again.

This time, the boss called me to her car alone.

I thought she was going to be a lobbyist for Lu Min, and she looked a little nervous.

Who knows, the eldest brother just soothingly patted me on the shoulder: “New moon, I agree with your divorce.”. The space

in the car is private and cramped, which is very suffocating.

But because of the eldest brother’s words, my tense expression suddenly relaxed.

For the first time, in front of someone other than myself, I cried so hard that I almost died.

The eldest told me that she was completely unaware of Lu Min’s first love, and that she had crossed paths with Lu Min because of the relationship between their parents. As the elder sister of the family who had taken root in Shanghai early, she had the obligation to take care of her younger brother who had just come to Shanghai to study.

Originally, I always thought Lu Min had a good character, and she herself liked me, a little girl who had just entered the game, so she wanted to introduce me.

Unexpectedly, because of her matchmaking behavior, I was hurt so badly in the end.

I shook my head. Fundamentally, this is not directly related to the boss. I am not the one who is

cheated, and there will be silly girls who are cheated by Lu Min.

It’s just my bad luck that I didn’t find out that his kindness to me was adulterated at the beginning. The better

he treats me, the more he can make up for the pain he left when he was too young to protect his lover and was forced to break up.

The eldest brother sighed, “Even if a scumbag stays for the New Year, he will not respond.”.

I’ll help my aunt to make it clear that this is the fault of the Lu family.

When the time comes, let Lu Min give you all that should be given to you.

No, plus compensation.

Lu Min is not worthy of forgiveness! I had spent a lot of effort fighting my negative emotions, and I was grateful that she was willing to help me.

But it’s not necessary.

I don’t want to have any more involvement with the Lu family.

I just want Lu Min to sign a divorce agreement with me. I take the money and do all the things I want to try that I haven’t done before.

For example, take my parents to travel across the country and go to Thailand to get a diving license.

Experience the hot air balloon and take photos of this trip at the Louvre Museum in France. Life is my own, I can no longer draw the ground for prison, must blossom, take good care of their emotions. Seeing this,

the boss only said that if she needed to communicate or help, let me say it directly.

I nodded and went back to Lan Yue’s apartment first.

Lanyue worried about me and came to me with beer fried chicken in the evening, saying that she would denounce the scum man with me and celebrate the new life.

She was also angry and felt that Dachen, as Lu Min’s accomplice and accomplice, was equally unforgivable. With

a howling voice, she wants to restore the ranks of single nobles with me, work hard to make money, and be the most beautiful sister rich woman when she is old.

I am very touched by Lan Yue’s loyalty, but my best friend hopes that the other party can be happy. Apart from helping his brother

, Dachen did not do anything beyond the bottom line during his marriage, so there is no need to punish him for the same crime.

Lan Yue raised her eyebrows disapprovingly and looked up to pour half a bottle of Budweiser. Come on, birds of a feather flock together. Lu Min has done such a wicked thing for the sake of a white moonlight. Da Chen is his good brother. I don’t know what kind of mosquito blood cinnabar mole he has.

I haven’t fallen into it completely yet. It’s better to divorce and be safe. I don’t know how to refute

that.

But I know in my heart that it is irrational to kill a man with such a stroke.

I hugged Lan Yue to make her feel at ease. Even though I was cheated by Lu Min, I still believe in love, so she doesn’t need to do this for me. As long as we look forward to the future together, we can embrace happiness again. Regardless,

she hugged me and cried loudly, scolding Dachen and Lu Min as bastards who were not qualified to be happy in this life.

I buried my face in her shoulder and burst into tears again.

Lan Yue cried and fell asleep. I was worried that she would go to work tomorrow, so I called Dachen to take her away.

When Dachen came, he said to me apologetically, “I’m sorry, I didn’t stop him.”.

He’s waiting for you down there.

“Me:” … ” The rain outside is fast and heavy.

Lu Min turned himself into a leading actor in a movie and looked up outside.

I closed the curtain and wanted to vomit. If

he is a little tough, I say divorce, he nods, I will feel that although he was wrong before, his conscience is still there, and he is willing to give me a way out.

We can each be well.

Maybe they can lay a flower at each other’s funeral later.

But now, my patience with him has been ruined by his ambiguous behavior.

I sent him a WeChat directly: “Do you want me to go to Song Anrou and tell him that you don’t want to divorce me at all, and that you want to have a daughter and two husbands?”?

He looked down at his cell phone, but didn’t call me back.

People still stubbornly stand outside, facing the torrential rain and wind, like an infatuated little prince.

I was speechless and curled my lips. I wanted to pour a basin of boiling water on this bastard to wake him up. After thinking about it, I felt really bored. There was

a long silence, but I still couldn’t hold back. I deleted and asked him again: “Song Anrou said she was pregnant, and the baby is yours, do you know?”?

The pregnancy test photo that followed his profile photo was also sent to me by Sung An-rou.

As if she knew I would retreat in the face of difficulties, she posted a sentence in the photo: “Children need a complete home, thank you.”. The

accompanying smiling face is full of sarcasm.

I have experienced so many attacks in the morning, but I have not been so emotional, but after seeing the news, Lu Min’s face is colorful.

To put it crudely, it’s like a dead mother.

From such a distance, I could feel his momentary gloom and irritability.

Lu Min doesn’t want this child?

I have some doubts.

Fortunately, this information prompted him to sign our divorce agreement the next day.

However, there was a little setback in the divorce. Lu Min wanted me to sign his newly drafted divorce agreement with him.

Looking at the property above, I can only get a total of 100 w cash agreement. I asked Lu Min what he meant. I’ll give you the down payment of the

house at a premium of 1.5 times, which is 75w. The rest is the salary you saved here. Although it’s not enough for one million, I’ll make it up for you.

“I asked him,” Is this your own consideration or Song Anrou’s meaning?

He turned his head and couldn’t look me in the eye. She’s the only one in

the Sung family now, and she’s pregnant again. Without the security of money and a house, there will be no sense of security in the future.

I laughed out loud, tore up the divorce agreement, and simply said, “Then don’t divorce. I’ll hold her child by my side and raise it.”.

If she is willing to be a mistress for you, she will be a mistress for love all her life. It’s just

a kid. I’m happy to have someone come up and call me mom. I

don’t have to give birth to it myself. That’s great.

These two bitches don’t know how to write the word “face”, so they are shameless together.

They don’t want to be human, and I don’t want to be human.

Or a word: do not give me the money, then I will accompany to the end, spend it.

Lu Min twisted his eyebrows. “New moon, I’ll give you another two hundred thousand. Let’s sign it.”.

I looked up at him with a half-smile and sent Song Anrou every word of my words.

Comes with a photo of the torn and shredded divorce papers.

She asked me calmly what I meant?

I replied, “It doesn’t mean anything. Just wait until the baby in your belly is ripe and calls me to be your mother.”.

I know that no one can accept that their children call someone else to be their mother.

The only blame is that Song Anrou is too greedy and wants everything.

Lu Min is already dirty and doesn’t deserve to be with me. She wants Lu Min and I give her away.

But the compensation that should be given to me can not be less.

I have to use it to make a travel plan for taking my parents out to play. After

playing, I’m going to buy a small room in Yunnan, where my family will start a new life. If

she’s smart, she should know not to mess with me when I’m the first wife.

Song Anrou will not reply to me.

Lu Min went out to answer a phone call. When he came back, he said to me, “Then we will divorce according to your request.”.

“I hooked my lips and said,” Two million is the divorce compensation just now, and now I have to add 750,000. Return the down payment premium paid by

my family at that time to me.

Lu Min was somewhat exasperated. “Ke Xinyue!” Not afraid at all, I pulled out my ears. “It doesn’t matter,” I said. “Will I answer you or not?”.

Anyway, I’d rather destroy this wedding room than let another woman live in it. If

she wants to check in with her bags, she has to pay the price.

Lu Min’s company now has a scale, and his personal annual income is no less than 500,000. If

they delay again, I will pay a premium. Lu Min learned his lesson

this time. Instead of waiting for me to send a message to Song Anrou, he directly asked the staff to draft an agreement for us and sign it quickly.

I signed it and received the 2800000 of the transfer within half an hour, without sorrow or joy in my heart. When he

left, he stopped me, saying in a low voice, “This is because I’m sorry for you. The extra money I transferred will be my apology to you this year. You can buy everything you want to eat and play. Don’t be wronged yourself.”.

“I smiled at him.” You’ve been sleeping for nothing for a year, and you still get so much money. This business is bloody, boss Lu.

“Lu Min-jun’s face turned pale, and his tone was very sad.” New moon, don’t become like this.

I knew that he might come up with the words “Don’t fall”.

But he is such a fool that he doesn’t know who has fallen.

Song Anrou’s bad debt was not left by poor management at all.

As for the origin of the child in her belly, I will not speculate. If

she can hide it, I hope she can hide it from Lu Min for a lifetime.

As for me, I also thank them for giving me this lesson. In the future, I will remind myself not to indulge in men’s love. Women still need to do career first.

. Focus on not getting lost ~