The doctor was found to be a former doctor when he entered the maternity ward.
I pulled the nurse to make me dizzy, but it seemed late.
“You’ll have a divorce in less than a year. Your new husband is better than me. I’m sorry.
He had a knife, he got angry with his eyes and looked at me cold.
I can’t get my kids to know.
One of his little feet got to my belly, and I went straight to the populist.
“Fuck you, Luzon, get your son out of here. I’m sorry.
One.
I told you not to send me to the gynecology hospital in the center of town, to turn around, to send Maria gynaecology, to turn around.
But the taxi driver was lazy enough to drive straight into the downtown house.
Dr. Lu’s delivery here is very good. This is where his wife was born, and the child is healthy, so I’m safe.
Honestly, if there’s no one I know here, I’m kind of relieved.
But my ex-husband was the doctor in his mouth, and I don’t remember how much he cried when he got divorced.
We were married for two years, had no children, went to the hospital to see if it was his problem.
After my mom found out, she forced me to divorce him.
And now you’re young, and you’ll find a living life.
I don’t agree with that. Although Luzon and I met each other, we didn’t have any feelings at first, but for two years now we’ve both worked together.
Every game… ..weak, weed.
It’s so irresponsible to get divorced so easily.
But my mom doesn’t think so.
She said it was irresponsible to marry me at Luzon.
Then I’d have to ask for a divorce.
That’s the first time I’ve seen Luzon’s hair fall off his head.
Woo-hoo, red-eyed, crouching in the corner, crying at the text I sent him.
See me back, he’s coming right up.
Shake my shoulder a hard question.
“Do we have to divorce? Do we have to divorce? I’m sorry.
I nod my head, I don’t see his eyes.
“Can’t we adopt? Or a test tube or should I drink more Chinese? Just don’t get divorced. I’m sorry.
I shook my head, and it was a bit of a bore.
“You can’t hold me there. You can’t hold me off. Just sign the deal. I’m sorry.
I’ll start packing.
We started fighting and then we got to the bed.
He says it’s a divorce. After this sleep, he’s gone.
But I didn’t think I was dating a new date.
He threw up on the table, and the elbow came out.
My mother was worried if something was wrong with me.
I went to the hospital and found out I was fucking pregnant.
And then my mother, the cheeky one, started to give me a chance to remarry Luzon.
I have no face, no face.
Besides, I’m immoral, when people are bad, I’m out, I’m out, I’m out.
Can I do that?
And how hard he was the other night’s divorce. I remember that.
I stayed in bed for three days before going to the Civil Administration for a divorce.
He gave me a blessing when he smiled, “May I meet someone who can do better than him.” I’m sorry.
Now it’s good to have a baby in his hand.
The mother and son are probably dying.
When I got out of the delivery room, I had a car to go home from the hospital.
Luzon came to see me with a fruit banana on his third day.
“Put down and go. I’m sorry.
“You don’t mean anything to me, do you? I’m sorry.
I didn’t mean to talk to him.
Although we were married for two years, I can assure you that, at best, the relationship between a couple and a couple should not rise to love.
When I was divorced, I thought he couldn’t let his pride go, so I was beaten.
But this is not about getting back together.
That won’t work.
Good horses don’t turn back.
A good dog doesn’t lick the same shithole.
Besides, he’s got a lot of respect.
“That’s not true. I’m sorry.
“Just wanted to see how the new husband of the ex-wife was better than me. I’m sorry.
Well, I told you.
“Where’s his father?”
“Where’s the game? Have you been drinking or fishing?”
Luzon put it down and then took out a banana, peeled it off and ate it himself.
I don’t deserve a good bird for nothing.
“What’s it to you, Dr. Lui’s problem with the beating hasn’t changed. I’m sorry.
His face was suddenly blacked into a line.
Throw me a paternity certificate.
“My father is probably eating bananas. I’m sorry.
“You say so, mother. I’m sorry.
Fuck you.
Now you know what else to do.
I don’t have to explain it. A paternity test will prove that the child is his.
Not to mention, the old doctor at the time misjudged.
Now that the family is here, let’s talk.
I’m not the one who likes to delay.
I see Luzon.
He was eating bananas, one by one, and he didn’t treat himself like an outsider.
My son was lying in bed, and he didn’t feel anything wrong.
Look at the surface, it’s nice.
Ahem, but I’m good horse.
There’s no turning back.
I threw my eyes down and pushed my son.
“Son, you’re almost a week old. It’s not your first day in the world. Tell me, who do you want to talk to? I’m sorry.
“If you’re with me and you’re gonna have a bunch of girls, but if you’re with that monkey-eating banana, you can’t tell. I’m sorry.
After all, when I married him, it was only because I had a good time, and it was only later that my habits were right.
After he got married, he was busy working and he couldn’t take care of me.
It’s good that I’m romantic allergies, not so much.
But now it’s different. With a son, can’t everything be the best for him?
If he takes it, he’ll have to eat the hospital canteen three times a day.
I might as well order some.
As soon as I had finished my speech, Luzon had a deep hiccup.
I’ll call you back and say one word in a hurry.
“Oh, baby, look at all these bananas. Maybe he’ll starve and eat you. I’m sorry.
And then the son seemed to understand.
Whoa, whoa, whoa.
I’m not happy.
Well, yes, my son, his banana.
I picked up my son and started taping his back.
But… don’t know anything.
This kid, the more he cries.
I looked at Luzon like I asked for help.
Only see him take out his cell phone.
Open up a hundred degrees.
“How not to make a child cry for less than a week. I’m sorry.
Fuck me.
I don’t know.
I thought gynecologists could at least know how to get kids.
Then I called my mom.
I told him to hide it.
After all, the two mothers were having a rough time.
If they’re all here, they’ll have to be in two.
When my mom came, she saw Luzon, with a strong dedication.
It’s all about getting us back together.
Luzon whispered.
One word before closing.
“What makes auntie think I’ll take your daughter again, after all, because I’m young and capable, and the woman who wants to give me a baby can line up from here to France. I’m sorry.
My mom couldn’t talk, and I threw my pillow out.
Louder and roll.
Then go fuck my mom.
But I didn’t think my mom would say something.
“You’re getting more handsome when Luzon divorces you. I’m sorry.
I’m…
Two.
My mother was born self-interest.
As long as you can get what you want.
While I was asleep, my mother went to Luzon’s house with her son.
Luzon’s mother called and asked me to take her away.
I had no choice but to take a cab downstairs.
It’s no surprise they’re in the old neighborhood and the elevator’s broken.
I look at the ladder in front of me, and I’m upset.
I’m a tough guy, but it’s still a little hard when I’m a month old.
But when I think of Luzon’s mother’s face, I bite and climb up.
Our family was determined, Luzon refused, Luzon’s mother was honoured, and despite Luzon’s refusal, he was forced to sign a divorce agreement.
Finally, she said that it would be better for the two of us to stop having to deal with each other and that it would be her kindness if she did not spit.
So did my mother. The two of them fought over each other.
She said she had a point, you said you had a point.
Anyway, my marriage to Luzon was rather uneasy.
And now my mom’s starting again, and I feel bad about having a baby.
I want Luzon to marry me again.
Even she said that she was in charge of hundreds of thousands of his son’s future kindergarten money if Luzon was willing to remarry.
I tried to last a little bit and climbed to the sixth floor.
I saw my mother with her son in her arms.
His mom doesn’t look, she doesn’t like it.
Seriously, she was the first grandmother I ever saw who didn’t like her grandson.
When I walked in the door, my mom called me to apologize.
“Ku-chul, come and pay her back. I’m sorry.
My mother greets me and rubs her face.
“Father, they’re not too young, and now they’re having a baby. Let it go. I’m sorry.
“We’re grown-ups, don’t we? I’m sorry.
“I couldn’t live without my grandson. I’m sorry.
“You say?”
Luzon’s mom doesn’t look good, and she doesn’t sound good.
Just step back and point at me and my mom and yell.
“Oh, your child is a child. My child is not a child? I can’t eat for days, I can’t sleep, I’ve lost your daughter’s face. I’m sorry.
“Now you can leave if you want to, come if you want. You’re my son. I’m sorry.
“It’s not wrong to have your grandson delivered to you. I’m sorry.
“To remarry them, there’s no way, unless I go down, and then my son is in line to marry him. I’m sorry.
“You should find your own family, you should raise your own. We really don’t need this grandson. I’m sorry.
“What kind of mother has a daughter, and maybe his grandson has inherited from your family’s spleen, we can’t afford it. I’m sorry.
My mother was scolded like an ant, but still a hot face.
“Oh, my dear, that’s a terrible thing to say. I forced my wife to divorce, and my daughter was a good girl. I was bad, and it had nothing to do with my daughter. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe I’m looking at my mom.
It’s not necessary for her to marry me again.
They yelled at me.
I pulled my mom out of the house before I went up.
It’s too embarrassing to be ashamed of.
I can’t talk.
He stopped the car and didn’t say a word.
My mom couldn’t stop with the doo-doo.
When I got home, I finally collapsed and yelled at my mother.
“Was it necessary? I’m not alone. I’ve got a lot of divorced women who can afford it on my own. I’m sorry.
My mom put the kid in the bedroom and pulled me on the couch.
It’s a lot. It’s a lot of talk.
She said, “Can you explain it? I’m sorry.
She said, “Does the child ask you why someone else has a father? I’m sorry.
She said, “How many men do not mind their own women taking their own children with them for life?” How many can you find?”
I know. She’s been through all this!
I was my mom’s big, never seen my dad when I was a kid.
Most of the people I’ve seen are my mom holding my hand and dating another man.
It didn’t end well.
I was stuffed, watching my mother’s tears drop a little bit, and I couldn’t help it.
“Mom, you’re right, but you know what? Do you think Luzon and I would be happy after all this? I’m sorry.
She looked at me, and her lips opened slightly.
“No, but at least it’ll be easier. I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
“Mom, how easy. I’m sorry.
Luzon and I were married not for love, but for two adults.
It’s not gonna happen again.
Better to find another one than to follow Luzon.
3
I asked my mom to give me some time to meet the right man.
Maybe he was divorced, maybe 40 years old, maybe a couple of kids.
Somebody’s gonna take over my mess anyway.
My mom wants to see me happy, I can’t wait, so make the date full.
True, after the Red Mother saw my condition.
The number of men who are dating has dropped several times.
I look at a man with only one curtain in front of him, a little sick.
“I have a son. I’m sorry.
I’ll get to the point.
When he heard it, he laughed and noded.
“I know, I have. I’m sorry.
“I have a job, a house, a great income. I just want to find a dad for my kids. I’m sorry.
I’m direct. I know it’s not really about love.
When he heard it, he laughed again.
“That’s good. I think I fit. I’m sorry.
He smiles dirty, and I look straight up with the creeps.
He goes on.
“That night, I could raise feelings with my son. I’m sorry.
So soon?
So you’re going to have a relationship with your son?
I wonder, “How old is your son?” I’m sorry.
Thirty. I’m sorry.
Shit, his son is 30. Isn’t he gonna be 50?
I can’t even shake my head.
I was so anxious to end the blind date.
I was going to leave, and suddenly there was a feeling between my thighs.
I looked down and there was a man crawling on the floor and scared me screaming.
“Ah! Who are you?”
The men on the ground laughed.
“Mom, Ma, I’m your baby. I’m sorry.
He was screaming and rubbing on me.
I can’t hide. Let his father talk.
But when I looked at his father, I was drinking coffee.
“Crediting for feelings, what are you afraid of? I’m sorry.
I’d really like to get rid of those hairs on his head.
Fuck this guy is sick now.
But there’s a big man with dirty hands and feet.
Don’t look stupid, but it’s pretty strong.
He was about to attack my chest, but there was no way.
This coffee shop is still run by this old man. The waiter’s been pulled out long ago.
I’m depressed.
All of a sudden, I saw Luzon in a white coat.
“Fuck, get your paws off. I’m sorry.
Then the man was kicked out.
And then, one foot and two feet, to the man.
Don’t even say that for the first time I saw a beating in a white coat.
Nice.
Luzon held my hand and was ready to leave.
I stopped when I was passing by the man who was dating.
Luzon’s pretty eyebrow wrinkled.
“What? You want to talk about it?”
He’s saying I’m an idiot and I gave him a white eye.
And then you stretch your hand to the top of the head of the man you kissed.
I had the curtain down.
“Aah! I’m sorry.
Holy shit, it’s real hair.
4
“What’s your hurry? Want to find my son a father?”
Luzon’s face is blue, sitting in the main driver’s mouth.
He met a pregnant woman in the street who temporarily broke the water, so he rushed to get a simple check on the white cologne and found nothing wrong, and called 120.
Who knows when I look up and see my face being molested by the son of a related man?
He asked me more than how to talk.
He’s right. I’m in a hurry.
If I don’t find one soon, my mom’s gonna be staying at his place.
I nod my head.
“Don’t you have a French follower waiting for you to have a baby? I’m sorry.
Luzon looks at me like I’m an idiot again.
“You went to my house? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
It’s probably his mother telling him.
I’m in a hurry.
“I didn’t bully your mother, I didn’t ask you for alimony. I’m sorry.
“How did you get up there? I’m sorry.
Luzon ignored my pale explanation and changed the subject.
“Stairs, how can we get up there? You don’t know what your neighborhood is like. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what happened. He turned his head at me.
There’s a lot more to it.
“What did you do and what did they fight at their age?” You’re 80 years old too? I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
“You talk a lot today. What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
I don’t have the air to say.
Why would I want to talk to two grown-ups if I didn’t have to go to the fucking court?
And I can’t see the attitude of their families.
“I’d like to say that my son doesn’t feel comfortable giving it to others. I’m sorry.
“Or…”
I interrupt Luzon’s speech and say it out loud.
“Damn, you want my son?
“I can’t, I can’t give it to you, you’ve had a good night and you’re trying to take my baby from me. I’m sorry.
“Stop the car. I’m sorry.
“Stop the fucking car. I’m sorry.
When I got home, my mom and my son slept together.
Time is good.
I cleaned up a little bit, warmed the soup up in my mom’s fridge and went to an afternoon appointment.
I just didn’t know that Luzon and I met each other.
He drove the car downstairs and waited in front of the car with his chest around him.
Very spiritual. I thought I was going to a blind date.
I walked by him and was going to stop the taxi.
We can’t get in touch with him anymore.
“Stop. I’m sorry.
Luzon screamed at my figure.
I didn’t stop, the pace started to accelerate.
“Kou Jun, you keep going and I’m going upstairs? I’m sorry.
Oh, threaten me.
He won.
Lo! those of Luzon are going to be with each other.
He said his fucking friend’s daughter just returned from France.
He’s been in love with him since he was a kid, and now he’s been in a hurry to contact Luzon’s mother.
I don’t care if Luzon’s second-rate.
When I got out, my date said it was traffic jam, and it’s late.
I was gonna wait for him at the store.
Unfortunately, there was only one four-person table left.
Without my refusal, Luzon pulled me across from my French sister.
“Yang Jin, this is my ex-wife. Do you mind? I’m sorry.
Holy shit. Does that bother you?
It’s not Luzon’s first date, is it?
But I didn’t think of that.
The French sister has tea too.
“Oh, it’s my ex-wife. I’ve worked hard to take care of my brother. I’m sorry.
“I’m really busy, I don’t care about my sister-in-law, and I don’t think she’s like 40 people. I’m sorry.
Don’t do this to me. I’m sorry.
Well…
I’m 28.
No one’s gonna pay for it.
I drank a big cup of coffee with anger.
And then, the sound of a bang hit the face of the French sister.
“Ah, why is this coffee so… hot? I’m sorry.
“Did your ex-wife hurt her? I’m sorry.
I took out the paper towels and rubbed them in her face.
I did it on purpose.
Can I give her a kid to Yingyang?
The pox hole on her face was already visible, with some coffee, and it was just off her.
“It’s okay. Sit down. I’m going to the bathroom to clean up. You just had a baby. I’m sorry.
The French sister went to the bathroom with a paper towel.
Shit, I’m losing.
Luzon has been busy reading the information on his cell phone and has been busy with us since Yang Jin was introduced.
So in that scene, he basically saw me spraying water on Yang Jin’s face.
He opens his mouth and wants to talk.
I got ahead.
“You made me sit down, she disgusted me first, so don’t play some kind of male-natured green tea. I’m sorry.
He then looked at the remaining coffee on the table.
Only Luzon raised his hand and drew a tissue.
And where my lips are… and where my chest is covered in coffee.
“Well, it’s not too smart to spray people and make themselves dirty. I’m sorry.
“Can my son trust you to bring it? I’m sorry.
What does he mean?
You want to take custody again?
I pushed his hand away and went to the bathroom myself.
Because… milk spills.
I’m also wearing dark colors.
But Luzon saw it when he approached.
Luzon’s eyes are so confused they don’t know where to look and their hands are used to swiping my coffee.
I went to the bathroom in a hurry.
I just happened to be on a date.
“Not yet. I’m sorry.
His awkward eyes looked at me from top to bottom.
His hands are still on his nose.
I nod my head.
“Well, how about next time?” I’m sorry.
I’m going to nod.
Next time, that look clearly says we can’t.
I know, it’s your wish.
I have nothing to complain about.
After all, he’s in good condition, he’s got a middle income, he’s got a good look.
It is probably for my sake and for his sake, even for his sake.
Yang Jin-la took me back to my seat.
To be their witnesses.
I don’t know what to say.
It’s rare for an ex-wife to be a witness.
It’s true that the people who fly around the world see it.
I’d rather sit down and eat a little cake.
I’m hungry to be honest.
It’s been all day, and I had some chicken soup for lunch.
No appetite.
Now it’s not like you can walk anywhere.
“My ex-sister-in-law likes to eat sweets, but he’s not. I’m sorry.
I made a nod.
Luzon really hates sweets.
Before I brought home my new product, he took a sip and drank half a bottle of water.
Later, I stopped putting sweets in the fridge.
I don’t want him to be sick.
“But my sweetness is right for my brother, sweet and not tired, right, brother? I’m sorry.
Yang Ying’s cheeks and Lu Song’s cheeks are so sweet.
Shit. What about my face?
Who wouldn’t.
Ahem… ow… I won’t.
She won again.
Luzon looked me in the eye, and then he said, “Well.”
Well, what am I doing?
Look how good his sweet little sister goes.
I looked at him for nothing and kept taking a little cake.
The remaining light saw Luzon’s mouth bends gently and quickly drops.
Then a row of cupcakes in front of me was evacuated.
“What? I’m sorry.
“What are you doing with my cupcakes? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but look at the food on the waitress’s plate and complain to Luzon.
“That’s enough. You’ll get sick in the stomach again. I’m sorry.
Luzon put his hands on the waiter.
Then I went back to the phone.
No, no, no.
I’ll have fun.
“It’s time to play hard on the eyes. I’m sorry.
Then Luzon took the phone and stuffed it in his own pocket.
I’m…
“Your ex-husband, it’s your blind date. What am I doing without a light bulb? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help looking at Luzon, and I accidentally looked at him.
“The body of a woman during her period.
The mood management of women who have just given birth.
A healthy diet for women who have given birth.
Can we just have five cupcakes? I’m sorry.
What the hell is he looking for?
Luzon saw me look at him, panicking and pressing off.
Then Yang Jin broke the awkward atmosphere.
“There’s a new hotpot nearby. I’m sorry.
I wonder what kind of demon Yang Jin wants to be.
I categorically refused.
One of my ex-wife has been here long enough, and he’ll talk.
“No, I’m going home to take the kids, so let’s play with the brothers and sisters you’ve never met again. I’m sorry.
Then turned around and left the coffee shop.
5
Just outside, Luzon followed.
“I sent you. I’m sorry.
I waved, “I called the car. I’m sorry.
“There is room for you to live alone, and the sister has some tea, and wishes you a long life. I’m sorry.
Then, wait until Luzon says something, gets in the cab.
Dog man, you got a target so fast.
It’s true that men eat better after divorce.
My phone was in Luzon’s pocket.
Shit, a woman with a baby is stupid for three years.
I borrowed the Master’s phone and called Luzon.
“Hey, it’s me, Gu, my phone is…”
I didn’t finish, Luzon interrupted.
“I know I’ve got a red and green light. I’ll be right there. You wait in the car, don’t come down, it’s hot outside. I’m sorry.
Then I hung up.
Him? Since when so sweet.
Hand the phone over to the master and start staring in the car.
In less than five minutes, Luzon came running.
Sweat all over my head and knock on my side of the glass.
The driver smiled on her face.
“Girl, you married well, and you came to deliver your cell phone. I’m sorry.
I saw the sweat of my eyes.
“It is a good husband, but not mine.” I’m sorry.
Then he got out and Luzon paid for it.
On the way, I was walking in front and he was following.
Nobody talks.
But the way Luzon looks, it’s over.
Until downstairs.
I stopped.
“What do you want to say, say it. I’m sorry.
If he says he wants a baby, I’m gonna slap him.
Let him have a look.
Luzon scratched his head and opened his mouth.
“I think…”
Pop.
I really want to rob the kids.
I didn’t wait for him to finish, I threw it up.
He looked innocent at me, covered his face.
“You hit me?”
Does your hand hurt? I’m sorry.
He used to be angry and he turned hard.
I want to be soft for nothing?
I’m not eating hard for the kids.
Then turn around and go upstairs.
I heard the kids crying before I came in.
The hands with the keys are starting to get nervous and can’t match the holes.
Ever since I was a mother, it’s hard to hear a child cry.
Two or three times to open the door.
I’m shocked by the images of the curtains.
Six.
Mom? Mom?
“Mom, wake up. What happened? Why did you suddenly faint? I’m sorry.
I moved my mom unconscious, but she didn’t respond.
The son was screaming and crying.
I’m in a hurry to turn on my phone and call.
“Hey, Luzon, come on up, come on up, my mom, my mom, she’s dead, she’s dead, you come up, Luzon, you come up. I’m sorry.
I felt my mother’s nose and tears were endless.
What’s the matter with you?
How come it’s just like that?
“I put your mother in a hospital a year ago, and she gave her some medication, a year of resistance, and the old lady was pretty hard. I’m sorry.
“It’s your mother who is so ill that your family doesn’t know? I’m sorry.
“If you don’t give her so much weight, you’ll find something. I’m sorry.
“When I first met her, I was a nice little old lady. You see, it’s obviously half thin. I’m sorry.
The doctor’s words were in my head, in empty corridors, and suddenly became noisy.
I held my mom’s hand for marshmallows.
I cried like I was looking for Dad.
I told her I went to college.
All of her and me, all of her memories, just happened.
. .
I slept in the hospital for two days.
When I woke up, it was Luzon’s mother who shook his body in the window with her child.
“Oh, my grandson. Sleep well, eat a lot, grow tall. I’m sorry.
I’m weak, and I shouted, “How are you coming? I’m sorry.
Mama Lu turned around and showed a good smile.
“Look, Zhui, this kid is so beautiful and fat and fat, just like Luzon when he was a kid. I’m sorry.
I smiled and my mom said it was just like when I was a kid.
But now no one remembers what I looked like when I was a kid.
Is it cute or is it good?
No one remembers…
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
“The little thing was so noisy, it made me feel bad, my mom was having a hard night and night. I’m sorry.
As soon as that was done, the tears began to drop from the big one in the eyes.
How could I not have found it?
I’m sick of this kind of disease, but if I get a snack, I can treat my mom early.
“Well, well, good boy, aren’t you hungry? Luzon went downstairs to get you some food. You’re too weak. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
Close your eyes again.
Soon, Luzon’s footsteps were heard.
“How’s it going?”
Lu Song Qi says to your mother next to you.
My mother also whispered back.
“Just woke up and fell asleep. It must have been hard. I’m sorry.
“Kids, I’ll come back later. I’m sorry.
Then Mama Lui left the ward.
7
I opened my eyes, and Luzon was learning how to look like Lu’s mother and put the kids to sleep in the window.
The smile of happiness.
In this case, my mom must have seen it.
After all, seeing me happy is her life wish.
I didn’t notice Luzon coming to me.
He sat down and grabbed my hand.
“I’ve taken care of everything. I’ll show you when you’re better in two days. I’m sorry.
“Don’t blame yourself for what happened to your aunt. She didn’t tell you. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
My mom was always so strong.
I was sick and fed me all kinds of drugs and supplements, and she was sick and drank hot water for days.
She’s not telling me. It’s not new.
I’m sorry I didn’t notice for a year.
What have I been doing this year?
Luzon continues.
“From the moment your aunt left, I should have been the first to know she was sick. I’m sorry.
“She begged me to take good care of you, either in the name of her husband or in the name of a friend, and whatever you call her. I’m sorry.
“Perhaps it was because of my good looks and I didn’t say yes in time, my aunt went to my house and my mother was in trouble. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, he looked at me.
I shake my head “no blame you, you’re right. I’m sorry.
“The aunt apologized to me for saying that the divorce was her idea, that we had no children, that it would not last long, that she forced you to divorce me, and I understood her, but I refused. I’m sorry.
“If I marry you, I’m going to spend the rest of my life with children, without children is a world of two, children are not bound, love…”
“You don’t have any friends around, I guess… we’ll get married again. I’m sorry.
Luzon says he’s nervous, he’s tripping.
I looked at him and didn’t know what it felt like.
That’s right, he’s safe.
“Just wait, my mom just left. I’m sorry.
8
When I was well, Luzon sent me home.
The moment the door opened.
I thought my mom was back.
“Mom.” I’m sorry.
But when I turned around, I found her.
She was surprised, and then she said, “Well,” and she started working on things.
I’m gonna put the kid in the bedroom before I come out.
Just went into the bedroom and Luzon came in.
“You can’t take care of yourself, my mother can’t do anything at home except play mahjong, and I asked the dean for a shift, and this month was mostly day shift, and my mom was at home during the day, and you wanted to do what you wanted to say to my mom, “What’s wrong with me at night, you come to me, if you’re not feeling well, and you shout directly inside, I’ll come from next door.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t be afraid, I’ve always been there. I’m sorry.
He helped me put the kid down and dragged me to the living room.
My mom’s gone.
Lui’s mom is coming.
She said she’ll be her mother.
And every day, a lot of extra soup and a lot of kids’ clothes.
I’m afraid I’m bored and sad and I’ve got her little sisters to play mahjong together.
At night, Luzon watched me sleep first before I went back to sleep next door.
But I started insomnia at night, almost all night long, and Luzon told me at my bed about some of the fun things he had encountered in the hospital.
But how could there be so much fun in the hospital?
Most of them live and die.
It says he’ll stop.
I know, that story didn’t end well.
And he started to change the subject or find some novels.
Once, I fell asleep and woke up.
Wake up and never sleep again.
He went to the living room, looked for a box of sleeping pills he had bought a long time ago.
Water pouring, ready to eat a few.
All of a sudden, the glass was snatched and the sleeping pills spilled over the ground.
I’m surprised to see Luzon in front.
He was as nervous as he saw death.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Luzon squeezed a few words out of his teeth and asked me.
I wanted to explain that he took it first.
“What are you doing? Don’t do this! Don’t do this! I’m sorry.
“You don’t know what happened to me in the year you left, you didn’t even think about how I felt, and I worked so hard, I stayed in the ward, I didn’t think about you. I’m sorry.
“I know there’s still your breath in the world, your smell, so I just stuck around until I met you again, or where do you think I got so many honorary titles at a young age? I’m sorry.
“Now what do you want? What if you leave the world? How can I live without you? How can I live? I can’t hold on. I can’t hold on. Your days are hard every day. I’m sorry.
Don’t be so selfish. Think about me. Think about me. Think about me. I’m sorry.
Luzon said he was going down until he sat down.
No sobbing.
I’m down, hold him.
“I can’t sleep. I’m sorry.
“I can’t sleep, you hug me, honey, you hug me. I’m sorry.
“I miss my mother…”
His shaking body held me in the same tremors.
9
The day my mother was buried, not many people came.
After all, my mom only had me, and I only had my mom.
I haven’t seen my family since I was a kid, so my mother died and I don’t know who to call.
The Luzons are here, and he knows I love it.
I invited a troupe to sing a play in front of my mother’s grave.
There’s Yang Jin with Lu’s mother.
The French sweet girl who was with Luzon.
My mother told me when Lui Song was at work.
Yang Jin was the date she arranged for Luzon, and she said who was an adult wanted to keep her children alone.
So the match was arranged on his own initiative.
But then I found out that Yang Jin had a little French boyfriend.
The marriage was promised because Luzon arranged it.
He’s mad at me for seeing another man.
When Lui’s mother knew, she called Luzon a tummy.
I smiled at her, “Yeah. I’m sorry.
Luzon gave me a hug.
“What are you? How many times have you kissed in the year?”
I broke my fingers.
Hands out.
Five times?
Luzon frown.
I shake my head.
“Fifty times. I’m sorry.
Then Lui’s mom got scared and shot her leg.
“Oh, my God, here’s a good daughter-in-law. I’m sorry.
At the end of the funeral, I lay in Mom’s bed for a long time.
Take the phone that Mom bought a few years ago.
When it turned on, it accidentally turned on a video.
The video is a few hours long.
For the first five or six minutes, my mother was in a camera with her cell phone, flipping over or messing with other things.
Starting at 7 minutes and 6 seconds.
Mom’s face began to appear in the picture, but it was obviously twitching.
She’s really skinny. She’s got a dent in her face.
I covered my mouth and cried down.
Keep looking at the mother talking to the camera.
10
Oh, my God!
Why did you drink that little chicken soup at noon?
Did Mom put more salt?
I’m getting old, I’m losing my hand.
By the way, when I woke up, I saw you rushing out, and I didn’t think I’d tell you.
It’ll spill out, on the street. How embarrassing.
You girl’s careless.
Ugh…
If only Luzon were here, he’d be careful, you’d be fattening a few pounds together.
I don’t know why he’s giving you hospital food all day.
You look happy, you laugh a little more.
Speaking of Luzon.
Mom’s really sorry for him.
But if we do it again, Mom might still choose to do it.
After all, Mom’s a selfish man, so long as you get better the rest of your life, the bad guy will fall.
Mom knows you don’t love him that much.
And I know who you didn’t really love.
Whether it’s a marriage or a blind date.
It’s all to reassure Mom.
I’m sorry, Zoo.
Mom dragged you.
You want to give our mother and daughter a good life at work.
I bought a car and a house, and I bought so many things I couldn’t read.
But mom just wants to see you happy.
Just be happy.
A little happiness, too.
At least be happier than Mom.
Jeez, you’re not feeling well.
I’ll talk to you later.
I don’t know.
Ahem!
Ooh.
You think Mom’s bad and selfish.
Getting you married and getting you divorced and remarried.
I don’t care what you think.
Well… but if it makes it hard for you for the rest of your life.
Mom is so bad.
No one in this world is selfish, no one is not selfish as a mother.
There’s at least one reliable person around.
I’ll be the mom in my next life.
I don’t think the love of my life is enough.
I’ll make it up in the next life.
Ugh.
It’s really not working.
Mom’s sick.
There’s a lot to talk about.
There’s a lot I’m sorry to tell Luzon.
I want to play some mahjong with your soft-mouthed mother-in-law.
You don’t know, don’t look at your mother-in-law.
I saw her sneaking around the park several times.
There’s a lot of stuff in your hand.
Ugh.
Nobody’s easy!
Or do you want to say that you talk to Luzondo, or you beg him, or you don’t give you a soft sign?
Let’s see what they got.
Mom was so scared.
Too scared.
How can you live with your son alone?
You don’t know, when you were little.
Ugh…
Mom said more than she can say.
Mom, please, go find Luzon.
The rest of you, Mom, don’t worry.
And…
And the last sentence…
Luzon loves you. He loves you very much.
It’s more than Mom loves you.
But Mom loves you the most.
Mommy only loves you.
You’re the only person in the world who doesn’t love you.
But Mom’s so bad…
After my mother had said that her face seemed to be wrinkled in pain, and the baby’s crying was coming out of the video, and the picture was dark.
Then it’s like, “Oh, my sweet grandson, why are you crying again? I’m sorry.
“Good grandson, Grandma will accompany you. I’m sorry.
Then I heard a bell.
A resound.
No mom’s voice.
The son’s cry seems even more silent.
The whole video is two hours long.
Mom only showed up for 20 minutes, and the rest was the crying of her son.
I looked over and over again.
Until Luzon comes in.
I looked at him.
He panicked.
The soup in his hand was placed right next to the table.
Come to me.
“What’s wrong? What’s wrong? Don’t cry. It hurts. I’m sorry.
I choked, “Luzon, that soup is salty…”
“The chicken soup is too salty, more salty than tears. I’m sorry.
Luzon hugged me and shot me in the back.
“It’s okay, then don’t drink. I’ll do it for you. I’m sorry.
I look up to his eyes.
“I don’t deserve you to be so nice to me, or think about it. I’m sorry.
His eyes were red again, like the night I mentioned his divorce.
Value! I’m sorry.
“Don’t say that again, for the rest of my life, I’ll give you and no one but you will love me more than I love you, and I’ll give you what my aunt wants. I’m sorry.
“Could we do it, Gu? Don’t leave me again. I’m sorry.
“One more time, I don’t want to live like that. You don’t know how many times I’ve tried to tie you back to jail like in a movie. I’m sorry.
“But I can’t. I’m sorry.
I never knew Luzon was so passionate about me.
I always thought he was the same as me.
Marriage is used as an excuse for faking their parents.
Actually.
If sorted.
Mom first.
Luzon is next.
He doesn’t matter. He just seems a little light in front of Mom.
I touched his earlobes.
“Then it will pass. I’ll try, really. I’m sorry.
He held me tight.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I said, “I’m sorry, you’ve suffered. I’m sorry.
Mom, look, I don’t think I’ve fulfilled your wish.
I have my own home now.
Listen to you, we’ll have some pretty hot-ass daughters.
I’m sorry.
My name is Luzon!
Lu is Mom’s Lu.
Song is Papa Song.
Mom wants me to be a good doctor in history.
Dad wants me to be a happy kid.
Subsequently, they disagreed and split up.
I became a doctor, too, but no history.
At the same time, it’s not special pleasure…
I just finished my night shift from the hospital, and I had no wash of my face, no face, no eyelids, but the guy who introduced us said that she was anxious and couldn’t give me time.
I thought, “Well, forget it, it’s the first time I’ve had a big chance of getting married, and I don’t want to get married, just tell my mom.
When she arrived, she was sitting in a café, facing a computer, surrounded by documents, which was pretty messy.
I sat there and looked at her.
She’s too busy to talk.
I took a closer look at her.
She’s ordinary, with no eyes, no nose, no body.
There’s even a slight mole around the nose.
Long hair, with a red head rope, which is randomly turned into a mess.
In a black dress, it’s easy to be generous.
But I don’t know why.
I couldn’t get my eyes off her.
She smells like she’s attracted to me.
About 10 minutes ago, she spoke.
“Hello, I’m Gu, I want to be a family, I have a car, I have a company, I’ve got a firm, I’ve got more than 50 w, I’ve read your file, I’m okay, doctor, what do you think? I’m sorry.
Well…
I’m a little indecisive sometimes.
Otherwise, it would not be possible to remain unsure of whether or not you like the profession of a doctor.
And her direct and self-expression envies me.
I stopped and noded.
She goes on to say, “Friendly, but I’m busy, I can’t take care of my daughter-in-law and my neighbors, and I can’t do a good job, but don’t worry, I won’t get you into trouble, I’ll do it. I’m sorry.
“All right, I can handle it. I’m sorry.
Then we start dating.
First time in a hospital canteen.
Eat the stewed ribs.
She loved it, said it was better than her mother did.
And then we kissed in the car in the basement.
The second time was at the hospital’s west cafeteria.
Eat chili chicken.
She likes it a little bit, but it’s not as good as the one at Longsung Pass.
Then we were downstairs, kissing for a long time.
The third time was in a new window in the hospital.
Eat pizza burgers.
She didn’t like it. She never liked it when she was a kid.
I asked her why.
She said, “Because you want to find your father. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand. Pizza has nothing to do with dad.
She said, “When I was a kid, I saw my father in a pizza shop many times. I’m sorry.
“But in the end, they’re all gone. I ate three burgers alone. I’m sorry.
She’s a single parent. She knew it at first.
So there must have been a lot of bad things since I was a kid.
I was trying to trick her.
“But Luzon, does the hospital canteen have your share?” I’m sorry.
I shake my head.
“None. I’m sorry.
“So next time you can change your fucking place, there’s a smell of disinfectant. I’m sorry.
I’m ashamed and I’m busy nodding my head.
“Sorry, sorry. I’m sorry.
Then she smiled and pulled my hand and ran to the basement.
Car, we did.
Later, we got it.
It’s been about six months.
After the marriage, she was really busy, and I was working the night shift.
We don’t usually have people, but she tried to fry an egg for me before she went to work in the morning and threw her clothes into the washing machine before she went to bed at night, and did some chores for her wife.
There was no contradiction between her daughter-in-law and no dispute between her neighbours, but it was she who managed the blocked sewers, the bad light bulbs, the neighbors’ money!
Mother-in-law also often comes to the house to clean up and cook for me to take to the hospital and less often to eat in the hospital canteen.
Honestly, I think I’ve fulfilled my father’s wish.
I’m a happy kid.
But one day…
I’m not happy anymore.
I feel like I’m falling, and those words on my phone are tearing me apart.
Why can’t I?
Why can’t you give her the baby?
But why do you get divorced for that?
She’s so mean, I can tell she’s less emotional to me, but at least she is, otherwise she wouldn’t have tried to wash my clothes.
The words “divorce” and “divorce” were so easily said.
I can’t get involved.
Apologize is no good.
Please don’t.
Anyway, she’s divorced.
I loved her, but this moment, I hated it.
That night, I went crazy.
She was crying all the time, and I didn’t hear it. I just hated myself.
After that, I stopped talking to her.
Three days later, we divorced the Civil Service.
Then I finished my mom’s wish.
Becoming a famous doctor.
But I accidentally lost Dad’s wish.
I didn’t expect Gu Gu to appear on the maternity list.
Or the delivery room where the ambulance pulled it.
I asked about it.
She was still busy talking about cooperation and running around the city.
I’m so mad I don’t hit one.
What, the new husband’s bad for her. He’s about to have a baby.
I went to the delivery room to get dressed.
She’s still so ordinary and tough.
Some of the thoughts came to me, and the people in each night’s dream suddenly appeared in front of them, and they opened their mouths and said, “Long time no see.”
But she got angry when she was talking faster than her head and was replaced by a hard-on.
After delivery.
There’s a saying in my head.
“Get your son out of here. I’m sorry.
I’m surprised.
My son?
And then we’re going to do it.
True, Ha, it’s mine.
I was actually looking for her to remarry.
But the mouth beats the brain.
The visit was not very pleasant.
Mum’s sick.
She wanted us to remarry, to tell the truth, but I didn’t do it on the spot when I thought my mother was forcing me to divorce.
Gu’s mom left the day she cried on the phone.
I regret it.
I should’ve told her about her mother’s illness, at least they’d say goodbye.
It’s as if Gu’s leg collapsed.
Like when I was abandoned by her.
The whole person was pumped.
My mom kind of likes to care.
She said she didn’t do anything. She didn’t rob her son.
And it’ll take half a week to play mahjong with her.
Straight and straight. She’s a good match.
But by looking after her mother, she had some bad impressions.
So, the remarriage thing is not gonna work here with my mom.
Later, she learned about her mother’s death, and when she arrived at the hospital, both eyes were red.
I never thought there would be such a thing.
Later on, the remarriage took place at a certain pace.
I’ve never met another woman.
But there’s only one person who cares.
She hurt me too.
It’s okay not to love me.
Anyway, just want to be with me.
Then anything. Case number: YXX1 Mbx80ajTd56eyxos RgRr
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
