Come home this New Year, my mom’s pushing me to bring a boyfriend.
In my mother’s eyes, I’m 26 people, I’m not working, I’m playing with my cell phone…
She’s dying for my life.
But what she didn’t know was that I had six or seven rich boyfriends.
Every time I leave, they hold me and ask not to break up.
With my mother’s lack of imagination, it will never come to mind that there is another world, a diamond-like world beyond her life.
And the way I embrace the world is called — the disguise.
One.
In order to take a few fine seaside photos, I fell over half of China with my best friend’s forest and came to Sanya.
This trip was due mainly to the fact that we’re running out of photo inventory, and X Bo has nothing to update, self-portraits and pets, and looks like we’re going to lose the powder, and make a new set.
It’s a long time off, sitting on a beach chair in a bikini, talking to his boyfriend while he’s typing, and playing with his male friend’s voice games, which is more time-management than I do.
I was in a hurry to see the sunset come down and the forest fall down and hold on to the men, and I said, “Hey, hurry up, it’ll be two minutes before the sun comes down and I’ll shoot a pool in the sunset.” I’m sorry.
“All right. “The forest falls from the good to the good, pick up the camera, “Then go down and I’ll take it now. I’m sorry.
We’re at a hotel pool called X Disson.
This hotel was chosen by us at a price so high that we could afford one night’s room, and we’d have to pack up by noon the next day and drag heavy bags to another fast hotel.
The main reason for picking this house is because it has an outdoor pool. Other bloggers took pictures with great effect. With bamboo forest and sunset, the luxurious atmosphere is still alive.
The sunset slows down and the proper light is only a few minutes.
For a few minutes, we were crawling up and down in bikini and almost fell into the water.
It’s time for the forest to fall down. When I was looking for a spot on the shore, my body was blown by the wind and it was cold.
It’s almost over. It’s all dark.
We crawled in clothes and went back to the hotel to put on a fine full makeup and put on a low-breathing bonnet for taking pictures to catch the beach.
Both I and Lin Fall are of the kind that can be “changed” with the use of makeup. On the beach, we’re afraid to eat, looking for light and dents.
Of course, extravagant goods that are intended to be unimpressed are essential — the corner shows a corner of Prada’s bag, cartier’s necklace falls on the collarbone…
And Lin-Leun put it on in a microclinism, and asked the Lord for a Baidar lover’s watch, We have a group of Internet reds, and the luxury goods are basically paid for by the boyfriends we gave. In a spirit of mutual assistance, you borrowed from each other luxury goods that you had taken many times, creating a false image.
Forest falls and I run accounts on X-Bo and Little X books, share our lives, pretend to be famous to attract traffic, and white is net red.
But the difference between what we do and what we do is that someone else’s number is just an electric toothbrush ad.
We’re doing this for “fishing men.”
My current boyfriend, Lu Hosawa, is very generous and has a small personality. But lately I’ve been busy shooting. I haven’t seen him for a while.
The jewelry and handbags he gave me were already in the mirror. And We had to turn to the forest, and borrowed from her purse and necklace.
After a hungry stomach shot, the BBQ is almost over. I’m chewing on a cold string and holding on to the P chart. On the dark beach, the Travellers have dispersed, and only me and the forest have fallen, and they’ve been playing with their cell phones.
Finally, I picked out nine of the most satisfactory images from hundreds of pictures, sharpened to the largest, with a well-designed case of X Bo.
@Liang @Celia: “Come to Sanya to attend an important conference and make new progress in the cause. Too busy during the day, eating and drinking with your sisters at night I’m sorry.
When I was done, I dropped my phone.
The salty night wind from the sea made me murmur from the inside and out.
Suddenly, I felt my arm tickling, and my right hand was in fact scratching my left arm, except that it was too focused and I didn’t notice it.
The lights are dark, and I put my left arm in front of me, and there’s a little bit of something on it — a little bit like a twig, but it’s much more dense than a twig — and they’re so closely arranged there that I’m very timid.
And I said to the forest, “What is that? I’m sorry.
Two.
– I’m cursed.
From Sanya, signs point to this explanation.
After updating X-Bo, my arm somehow grew rash. But it’s not just the left arm, but when I reply to the comments of the netizens, the right arm also grows a little bump in the eye.
They’re small, they’re tiny, they’re glitter, they’re glitter, they’re glitter, they’re grazed, they’re puss.
The most disgusting thing is that they’re too dense, and there are dozens of them that big, well organized. I tried to blast them, and then the next day, there was more where the puss came from.
The forest fell half dead, bought a ticket overnight and flew me back to the city where we lived.
I was in between hospitals.
Doctors were of the same calibre: it was a common rash, although they had never seen such a concentration. I’ve opened a bunch of pills for my internals, and I’ve followed the doctor’s instructions, and I’m not going to relax; but the rash is growing.
One morning I got back to the news, itchy behind my back and looked at the mirror, and they grew back.
The medicine for the rash didn’t work for me.
I started to panic, I went online looking for patients like me.
There are all kinds of rashes and those that can’t be cured. I can’t stand to look at those images, and no one has similar symptoms to me, even the most disgusting pictures, which are not as bright and thick as the creeps on my body, and they’re chilling.
Lin fell so worried that he came to visit my apartment.
She asked all kinds of views online, from old people, and heard that rice can treat rashes, and came up early every day to cook me rice congee and monitor me to drink.
And my boyfriend, Lu Hozawa, heard I was back.
I thought about it. This weird skin disease, he can’t see it!
I argued that work was too busy to meet and I hung up. After I hung up on the phone and I scratched my legs, and I reacted, and I cried, and my legs started to grow.
But why?
Since the doctors can’t say anything, I can only understand that I’m cursed.
Looking back at the growth and spread of rash, I noticed one thing: They appear on a regular basis, and they usually grow up when I grow up and interact with my friends.
Is that why? I tried one day to stop updating all social software, and it was a lot lighter.
This strange curse seems to mean that I don’t use social software anymore.
I’ve decided to suspend the account number for a while to see if the rash recedes. It’s a blow to my online red enterprise, but as long as it’s good, it’s nothing.
Three days later, the rash showed signs of improvement. A full of creeps went down and covered it up with dust.
I was so excited, I immediately contacted Lu Hozawa:
“Dear, I haven’t been busy lately. “When he talks about meeting,
Lu Hosawa returned quickly and couldn’t wait: “You’re finally finished, I miss you!” In the end, it was accompanied by two expressions of shyness.
I said, “I miss you too, darling. I’m sorry.
– Actually, I thought about your gift and transfer.
I’m sending a message, and I feel my arm tickling, but I think my skin’s not all right, not really.
“Today’s my friend’s birthday. I’ll take you out for dinner. Let’s have some fun. I’m sorry.
Lu Hosawa has a bunch of addresses.
I looked at that club he used to visit and took me there a few times, each time in the tens of thousands to hundreds of thousands.
Lu Hozawa likes to take me to meet his friend because he’s proud.
At the party, everyone will have their girlfriends, and some even two. “Girlfriends” are mostly cyber-red, like me, and there are real generations.
The women sit there and fight for wine and sometimes vanity, and that’s all about the party.
From his friends, Lu Hozawa is a shallow man.
But I’m afraid of smart and rich people, so I’m just targeting them.
I’m still very deceptive, and I’ve graduated from journalism, and I’ve been at parties, and I’m proud of my self-proclaimed CEO.
I’m supposed to be a “honor” in this circle. The second generation loved a bright life, and I wrapped myself up in cash.
In fact, Lu Hosawa was not seen during this period, and I have already owed two months’ rent for my high-end apartment in downtown. The house is now out of water and electricity and the landlord has changed the lock.
I came back from Sanya and rented an old single apartment, which was headed north, small and dark.
But none of this allowed Lu Hozawa to know, so I dressed up in front of the night, squeezing over the forest and lending it to me, Prada, crawling into the subway, smelting the Chanel Five in the people’s sweat.
At the entrance to that high-end apartment 40 minutes early, I had no security card, I couldn’t get in there, pretending to have just come down and waited in circles.
The familiar Porsche slows down, Lu Hozawa comes down and gives me a bear hug. I’m sorry.
I hugged him with a smile.
“Where have you been all this time? I don’t know what you’re talking about, and the phone’s a little off. I’m sorry.
“I told you before, I went on a business trip to Sanya. I was asked to see the head of a company. I’m sorry.
I got into the car while I thought about how I could extract some money from Lu Hosawa, “but the company’s financial chain is a bit out of order, and I’m worried about it.”
I haven’t finished my lie yet, and all of a sudden my back is tickling.
That’s not what everyone’s been through. It’s a lot of pain, a thousand needles on the skin.
My face became very distorted at once.
Lu Hosawa was driving, he noticed me, and turned around, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“No…” I took a lot of effort to catch my breath and stop myself from scratching my back, “It’s nothing, it’s a little early in the morning for work. I’m sorry.
And I cried, and it was so firm that Lu Hozawa scared me, and he pulled over and stopped and looked at me. I’m sorry.
“All right. “I bit my teeth tight and didn’t scream.
It’s like burying a thousand seeds under my skin at the same time that they are sprouts, and I can almost feel the rash coming out of my chest and abdomen, shrouding the clothes in a close line.
I want to rip my clothes off and scratch them until the rash breaks out.
But Lu Hozawa must think I’m a monster.
I can’t bear it, but I have to bear it with my fingers on the Porsche’s expensive seat, and my lips are about to bleed.
Finally, that itchy and painful feeling passed.
I took a deep breath and smiled at Lu Hozawa: “It’s okay, it’s work…”
I stopped the car in time for the word “work”.
I woke up that the rash grew as a result not of social software, but of lying –
I’m a liar. I lie all the time.
In order to preserve the image of white rich CEOs, I need to tan on social software that is not my luxury, to fabricate experiences and consciousness that are not mys and to show that there is no life, which is a lie; when I grow the rash, I push out of my meeting with Lu Hozawa and make up an excuse, which is a lie; now that we meet, I’m used to lying.
The opportunity for rash to get serious is just after every lie I ever made.
Lu Hosawa asked me a question, and I’m not listening to it.
I’m done.
3
At the next party that day, I was in my head, and whoever talked to me, I couldn’t look up or respond.
The fire was fuelled by Lu Hozawa’s excitement when he took me to sit on the couch and attracted everyone here: “Hey, look who’s back. I’m sorry.
I went to Sanya, I ran to the hospital, I didn’t show up for a while.
The voice of Lu Hozawa called all his friends and friends around me, saying, “Oh, come back! “Lian Liang, haven’t seen you for a while. What are you doing? He’s been talking to us for a long time. Look, he’s shy! I’m sorry.
Lu Hozawa made a model boyfriend, hugged my shoulder, embarrassedly laughing.
He fork a piece of fruit in front of me. I opened my mouth and bit it. God knows how stiff my cheeks are. People around me started talking to me about what to do in Sanya.
So the people around here started talking about this place.
They’ve been out there on vacation, and I’ve just taken a couple of photos with the view, and I can’t talk to the cheapest hotel in the forest without making it up.
I cleaned my throat and tried to wipe the ball: “I don’t really think it’s funny, it’s too busy on the road. I’m sorry.
The rash didn’t react. And when I thought that I could get through this, I was asked, “What are you doing?” I think you’re a little busy. I’m sorry.
I’m afraid to answer that the rash continues to tick like a knife on my neck, making me sit like a needle.
In my view, the near faces, the breath of wine on their bodies, the exaggerated make-up are shaking and blurling with the world.
Lu Hozawa felt a little impatient and humiliated and stabbed me with his elbow: “What happened to you?” Like a wooden stake, not a word. I’m sorry.
I was dazzled and had to push a Lu Hozawa, trying to crowd out and breathe fresh air.
And he strangled my arm and asked, “Where are you going? “It’s very gruesome.”
He’s always like this — there’s been a few days, I know his character.
And when We are angry, He will comfort him with sweet words, except that he should not be able to do so. At the end of the day, he’s the most generous young man, and he’s happy and he’ll make me laugh, but I’m not going to run him over when he doesn’t want to.
“I’m going to the bathroom. I’ll say one word.
Lu Hozawa’s really pissed off, but I can’t even control it. He threw his hand so hard that Lu Hozawa’s face was black and he ran out.
The rest of the time, I’ve been in the toilet, hiding from monsters, from everyone at the party.
Until the end of the party, there were all the crooked people in the box, empty bottles of wine and champagne on the table.
I left the toilet with my hands and feet, stepped on a wolf’s foot, took my bag and ran out.
Lu Hozawa fell on the couch with another woman in her arms and whispering about something.
I’m just cold-eyed and quickly returning to my apartment.
I went home, closed the door, I started with my back to the door, I took a breath, and then I lifted up my clothes to see the symptoms.
As I felt in the car, the front and back of the chest were taken by rashes, and this visual shock caused me to lose my head.
Except for the no rash above the neck, there are symptoms of light or heavy on other parts. I’m like a toad standing in front of a mirror. Then I lifted my arms and found them in a bloody sea.
It is no longer a suspense, but rather a blood water that emerges from countless holes, drops down and dyes the pool red. I couldn’t stop screaming, screaming back in the bathroom, shaking my eardrum. I screamed and cried in my head, and the tears ran out of my face.
Why? Is that my punishment?
Just because I faked my identity and got into a circle that I wasn’t?
Everyone in this world lies, why punish me only one?
I look normal, I have a bad family, my parents have failed many times in business and have spent my whole life borrowing debt to save money. And I was determined not to have such a life, and envied those who were Lu Hozawa, and were born with a wasteful wealth. It is only through my fine disguises that I have learned that life can go on like this: I can buy a broken fruit, cut it off and eat it again, I can’t worry about a leaking lead, I can put water in the face of the bottom, I can’t beat up for losing five dollars.
What I see is a wasteful, intoxicated life.
I can’t go back.
I would lie only to remain in a world surrounded by luxury goods.
But the blood on my arm reminds me that it’s time.
If I continue, I will become an ugly monster.
I’ve opened up accounts that have been working so hard for years, and the screen is down, one by one.
Those pictures are full of filters, vague faces, and the protagonists look very strange.
Her life is full of sights in ski fields, blue skies in the sea outside the port window, and high-rise forest in the city. She’s always beautiful, always rich, always lucky.
But that’s not me. Behind the picture, I was dusty, dusty, lying to everyone.
I deleted the social software and then texted Lu Hozawa, who is probably still drunk at the clubhouse.
We said, “Let’s break up.” I’m sorry.
4
I’ve been easy enough to break this up.
I didn’t stay long in every city because I was afraid I’d be discovered, so I went to the next city to find the next target.
I’ll break up once the rich two-generation boyfriends I’ve dated, or once their families start to wonder who I am, and I’ll leave all my mistakes to each other while their new feelings are still alive and their feelings are preserved.
They often apologize for being suspicious of me and try to make things right, but I know very well that when the lies are revealed, they will never be able to get back, and one day they will find out that I am a liar.
When I sent the message to Lu Hozawa, I cut off the network, turned off my phone, and sat in a small apartment for days.
Lu Hozawa should have gone crazy, but he doesn’t know where I live now, he’ll just try to block me in the old high-class neighborhood, maybe transfer me a gift and I’ll get another one.
Unlike this time when Lu Hozawa broke up, I did not want to change my boyfriend, and I made a serious decision not to continue living a life full of lies.
The extent to which the rash has developed scares me, and it is time for me to get back to work, take care of my illness and start a new life.
The snails came to me these days and opened the door and said, “Is there a problem in your head?” A fish like Lu Hosawa said no. You’re in the middle of something? There’s gotta be a limit to the hang-up. People are so anxious to find me here! I’m sorry.
I’ve seen the forest fall, and she’s as glamorous as she used to be, and she’s full of brand-named jewels, and she’s telling me how hot she is.
And I stood in front of her and laughed so badly: “I can’t lie anymore. I’m sorry.
What do you mean? “The forest falls and picks up its eyebrows. I let her in, show her my arm, she stares round her eyes and stares at me incredibly.
We said, “We went to Sanya and you saw it. If I lie, I’ll grow more rashes. I don’t want to become a monster. I’m sorry.
The forest fell silent for a while, raised its head and looked mean and cold: “You’re not doing this anymore, are you? I’m sorry.
I said yes, never again. Get a normal job. Lin dropped me and asked me to pack all the things she borrowed and to take the case and contact me again.
Her footsteps were echoing in the corridor, and the shadow of the forest fell away.
I stood at the door looking as if life had gone away from me.
5
I started a new life.
Lu Hosawa was completely cut off, and I moved to another city to find new media jobs.
Pay is low, but at least there is no need to bear the risk of lying.
Most of the previous luxury items were resold on second-hand platforms, leaving only a few clothes and jewellery.
I’m a daily commuter, I’m wearing a simple dress, a smooth makeup.
I am tired of dealing with the relationship between the leadership of my colleagues.
Very few people notice me as if a drop of water fit into the sea, and there’s no trace of it.
Such an ordinary and difficult life is not a relief to me.
I miss the day when I lied, and I miss sitting across the city on the Porsche, on the Ferrari Rambokini, and I miss the touch of my fingers touching the cover of the leather, as well as the shiny jewelry.
I’m in the clouds, looking over the crowd for too long to adapt to normal days.
In this city, where no one knows me, I remain silent, and gradually the blood of the rash is crumbling, falling down, and the skin of the fresh and white.
I’m well.
This may be the only consolation.
However, the sense of dissatisfiedness followed me with no work experience and no hard ability, and therefore low wages. I struggled to contain the desire to spend money, and the road to the mall would leave in haste, but it was useless, and the desire to grow mad in my heart and to feed itself with infertiles.
One day, I couldn’t help but buy a bag with a credit card.
I used to spend a lot of money, and my card was always high, and I came home with that bag, like something precious, and I couldn’t help but cry.
The next day I went to the mall in a state of magic, and bought back a set of dresses and cosmetics in a store that I could not even look at, and rented a more luxurious dwelling.
And when he has made himself fresh, I know there is no turning back.
Wages are nothing compared to these expenses.
I’m gonna go out and get a man to pay for me.
Soon, the man who paid the bill showed up — I met Qinqiu at the show.
Six.
By the time I quit my job, I downloaded the social software back and entered the net account.
When I was bored and wandered between the luxury club and the hotel, I met Qinqiu at a hotel.
I forget whose paintings were displayed on both sides of the day, but I remember the impression that the luminous tone of the pen had been flashing into people’s hearts, making me dazzled to walk through the porch.
I almost hit a man before the painting.
The man was long, and was politely introducing to his companion the drawings before him.
I looked at the watch first. I actually saw the Rolex Greenwich series on his wrist, and then the Amani suit, Louis Vuitton’s shoulder bag.
When I saw this, I looked at the smile and the face.
Well, it’s good-looking.
I was not stupid enough to throw coffee on his clothes, but rather to unwittingly hear their conversations, which naturally caught up.
His companion left midway, apparently interested in me, and told me that his name was Qin Qianqiu, this time with a client who had just left to show me the picture.
Qinqiu is very gentlemanly and will give me the history of the painting, his tastes, but not too much, and he will turn to other topics, noting that I can’t catch up.
And I’m familiar with this kind of conversation, and he’s allowed to show his learned, and he smiles, and occasionally tells me that I’m set up as White Rich CEO.
We were very speculative.
I realized this was a good goal, and I exchanged contact with Qinqiu. After two or three days, instead of looking for Qin, I forgot about it and left the chat box on the interface of just friends.
In fact, I’m anxious to wait, but years of experience have told me to wait for him first. At last, after three days, the other side was in a state of shock and asked me if I could go to another exhibition in the museum.
I say he’s had a cold these days. He’s been resting at home. Qinqiu’s tone of loss and concern for me led me to suspend this conversation. Actually, I’m running out of savings and I’m on my way to the end of the month, and I’m in a hurry to pay off my credit card, but I’m still at work.
Because the hunch tells me this is the only chance. My rash is coming up again, and I have little time left to lie and catch Qinqiu with my mystery.
A few days later, I choked on the day, and I felt like I was almost there. I’ve dressed up for this meal, we’ve had a good time, and I even see in each other’s eyes an undisguised love. I’m satisfied with him, easy to control, he pays for all expenses, and he’s more moderate than the average rich, and meets the perfect standards in my heart.
Things didn’t work out. We went out for fun.
One day Qin Chiu opened his Ferrari and sent me back.
In the car seat, he leaned over to help me untie my seatbelt and thought again, reaching over my shoulder.
He said, “Can I chase you?” I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you ask me if I can be your girlfriend? I’m sorry.
He touched my hair: “Because I didn’t want to make you choose, I just wanted your permission. I respect your opinion. If you say no, I won’t chase. I’m sorry.
Qinqiu said it was a twitch, and if it was a normal girl, she would have been very moved and couldn’t speak.
But Qinqiu was a perfect target in my eyes, and I was anxious to establish a relationship with him, so I kissed him in his face.
“I’ve made a choice. I’m sorry.
7
The relationship with Qinqiu is moving fast.
We stick together every day.
It’s just that I’m a little quieter than I used to be with my boyfriend, and I’d rather be confused than lying.
But my identity is a lie. There’s no reason to avoid lying.
Within a month, my rash spreads across every part of the body, but with no sign of bloodshed.
I used to hide from Qinqiu and pretend to be deaf and dumb about his intimate demands.
It’s not that I’m in the dark, but the rash is too scary to wear long-sleeved skirts every day.
I don’t think Qinqiu is far away.
Although he’d give me a nice gift and two red bags for three days, I’d definitely have to break up with him before my rash grows to my face.
But he did more than I expected.
On a day when we were sitting in a day shop, he suddenly said, “My parents said they wanted to see you.” I’m sorry.
I was struck by lightning and chewing stopped. “You… your parents? I’m sorry.
I’ve repeatedly confirmed that the idea of seeing parents is not to get married?
I’ve never had a boyfriend like this before, and I know each other, but I’m just having fun and I can’t keep a relationship for long.
But Qinqiu, he seems more simple than my boyfriends.
I used him only as a temporary ATM, and he had thought of getting married.
But I thought, who said no? If I were married to the Qin family, I would be able to withdraw money for a long time, at least for a long time, even if Qin Qin Qianqiu’s face was exposed; if I were to disguise well enough, maybe I could spend half my life in luxury.
This road is risky, but worth a try.
Make up my mind, and I promised Qinqiu to meet his parents.
I looked at the state of my rash, and there was a slight bleeding, which should hold.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter if I get through the time before I marry Qin, I’ll have a bright future, and then I’ll never have to lie again.
8
The day I went to see Qinqiu’s parents, I kept matching myself in front of the mirror in an attempt to find the lowest but not the least luxurious.
The present was ready early. It cost me a lot of money and swiped another card.
I am relieved that this is a necessary investment.
The dream of marriage seems to be in sight.
I grunted, and I got in Qinqiu’s car, and I was so excited.
Qinqiu smiled: “How happy is Qin?” I’m sorry.
“It’s to ease the tension. I can’t get too excited.
“I don’t know what my parents do. Qinqiu said, “You never mentioned it in front of me. Can I see you sometime? I’m sorry.
“This… uh. I’m sorry.
I pretended to look out the window, and I lied, “We’re just doing a little business. If you want to meet, I’ll tell them in a few days. I’m sorry.
Actually, my parents had been out of work for years and opened a restaurant in their hometown.
But I did not intend Qinqiu to see my real parents.
I’ll disguise, they won’t.
We’ll have to rent a villa for a day and invite actors to pretend to be my parents.
Lying karma will be here soon, and my back will start tickling.
But Qinqiu was there to question him: “Ha ha, Qianjin, are you kidding me? I’m sorry.
This question is difficult to answer. “My family is really not rich, and it’s all in my own hands.” I’m sorry.
After that, my cold sweat fell.
My intention was to say the irrelevant truth, to be honest, to allow Qinqiu not to know the truth, and yet I committed a taboo in order to fill a gap in the family that was not very rich — a lie that made up my own struggle.
Cold sweating in the back, no, more like blood.
I feel clearly that those things are pulsing out of the colored blood.
Sooner or later, at this point in time, the rash has reached the point where there is a great deal of bloodshed.
“It must have been hard for you. Qinqiu lamented.
I can’t respond. I just nod my head.
But as I nodded, the blood came out, not only behind my back, but all over the blood.
There’s a dark dress today, and there’s nothing in the darker car.
But what if we get to the light? What if Qinqiu’s parents see me covered in blood?
I’m scared I’m suffocating and I can’t think about it.
At this point, Qinqiu said, “We’re here. I found the car in the villa, a row of bright or dark houses, with gardens in front.
Qinqiu was about to drive into the villa, and suddenly I grabbed his wrist: “Stop! I’m sorry.
Qinqiu looked at me with doubt or stopped the car.
I said to him, “I’m not feeling well just now. I’ll apologize to my aunt and uncle someday.”
In Qin’s eyes, I must have looked like I wanted to escape without knowing that I was not anxious to see his parents.
He smiled softly and asked me, “What’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
“I have intestinal inflammation. I may have eaten something bad at noon. I’m sorry.
I can’t afford to make up a lie. Cut him, pray he can trust me and take me home. “This dinner is not going to work, can you?”
I took a breath of cool air, stopped talking and touched my face. As I speak, a strange feeling gushes in my heart, burning on my face, and almost immediately, the rash reaches my neck and spreads to the cheek.
I’m fucked!
Before Qinqiu could see what was on my face, I shouted, covered my face with my hands, and jumped out of the car and ran along an empty road.
Qinqiu got out of the car and then saved me by a taxi that happened to be passing. I waved to the master to stop and then went into the car and banged on the door.
9
I ran away and went back to my apartment.
The rash was particularly severe this time, when the clothing was taken off and the clothing fibre was stuck to the fumigated skin. I bit my teeth.
Now I really don’t have a good piece of meat all over my body, and I have more rashes on my face than a pox, as weird as a creature from an alien.
Worse still, the earliest rash on the arm has rotted.
It’s not just bleeding; the juice that comes out of it becomes black, and it smells corrupt.
I was so scared that they weren’t just disgusting, but they would burst.
I didn’t answer a dozen calls from Qinqiu. It’s like a scam is poking through my head.
He knows where I live. He can’t be found.
I was in a hurry to pack my stuff and grab the door.
I stayed in the hotel that night, and in a few days I found the right place to rent a new apartment on the other side of the city and called Qinqiu back.
He answered the phone and said, “I know it may be too soon to see my parents, but why are you avoiding me?” How worried I am these days, can you imagine? I’m sorry.
I didn’t think. I’m just saying, I have to lie to you one more time. I want to fly to Australia for two months. I’m sorry.
Qinqiu talked to me on the phone for a long time, I didn’t let go, and I lied more.
He did not know that I had endured hundreds of times the pain of the telephone, and watched the blood flow, gradually rotting and almost fainting.
But now that I’ve lost Qinqiu, there’s nothing left.
Finally, Qinqiu agreed: “Then be safe and I will wait for you.” I’m sorry.
I left the phone, and I grew a breath.
I’ve paid a heavy price to marry Qinqiu.
As long as I don’t lie, the rash will heal itself; when I’m well enough, I can continue to date him.
What does it matter if it’s a monster now?
If I marry Qinqiu, I can spend a lot of money.
Thinking of it, I’m in a better mood, even on X’s treasure, and the Toau generation bought a wool cape and wine as a gift to Qinqiu’s parents after I returned home.
I’m waiting in my apartment, looking forward to what the future looks like.
However, the rash did not improve as I had hoped.
One day We rot in the heavens and the earth, like the same dead body, and the wound sends a disgusting scent, and a piece of rotting flesh shattering.
At the end of the day, I cannot prevent the fall of rotting meat without wrapping myself in sheets.
I seem to have exhausted the opportunity that God has given me to be rehabilitated.
From my arm, to my stomach, to my back, to my thigh, full of rotting holes.
I dialed the hospital’s emergency phone with a rotten hand and put it on the phone and hung up.
It is God’s wrath, and I do not believe in anyone in the world who can save me; and I have not treasured it when I improve, and I dream of bearing part of the price and pursuing the greater gain. I am nothing but a gambler without fear.
I have no doubt I’m going to die, and I’m lying on my bed, and I don’t think about Qinqiu anymore.
The doorbell rings at this time.
I don’t know who’s looking for me. Qinqiu doesn’t know my address. I don’t have friends in this city.
It’s always ringing, and I’m groaning, and from the bed, I’m wrapped up in a tight, and I have only one eye.
The door said it was a delivery. I remember the shawl and wine I bought before. Open the door.
I’m stuck when I open the door.
Qinqiu was holding a delivery box and standing there wearing a logistics uniform.
My first reaction was that Qinqiu found my place.
But then I understood — totally understood.
My heart cools down an inch, so I have to laugh.
I covered my face, and Qinqiu didn’t recognize me and handed over the case to himself: “Miss, your delivery is here, please sign for it.” I’m sorry.
And I covered my mouth, and I laughed first, and then I couldn’t help it.
Qinqiu, Qinqiu you are a liar! For me and for you…” I can’t stop, tears fall.
“You…” And he hesitated, and I saw his work card with the word “Fang Shun Yi”.
Even the name “Qinqiu” is fake.
“You’re Liang Liang?” he said.
I didn’t answer him, but I said, “Where did your suit, your watch, and your shoulder bag come from when we first met?” I’m sorry.
Fong-soon was panicking, dropping the box and trying to come over, “Little, listen to me.
Say thou, and I shout.
He was frightened by me and stammered and said, “Yes, I attended a training course where I borrowed it, not mine.” I’m sorry.
“What training course? I’m sorry.
“Pull … and be rich and white. I’m sorry.
And I swayed with rage over his shoulder: “What about your client?” It’s also fake?”
“The other trainee in our course, he’d come out of the game when he saw you interested in me. “It’s been a long time since we’ve been together, and you don’t know if I love you.”
And with a bang, I threw a loud slap at him, and shivering, “What about your parents? What you brought me to–
“It’s all fake. The villa was a rental, and the parents hired a crowd of actors, and that night did cost me a lot of money, and you left, and I thought you were the one who noticed my problems. I’m sorry.
I’m shaking my head and I’m back.
And Fong Shun (Sun) was still groaning there, saying how much he loved me, and how much he did for me, and thought I could not leave him.
The blood pressure inside the skull is rising, my eyes are ringing and everything is so ridiculous.
I finally stopped the way: “That’s enough.” I’m sorry.
Then I took off my mask and showed my face full of rashes, some of which were already crushed.
He’s staring at me. I took off my clothes and my skirt and showed him all the corruption and approached him step by step, and some of the rotting flesh fell on the floor with my actions.
“It’s the price I paid to deceive you. I asked, “Do you still love me even if I tried to make him feel guilty?” Do you still have what you owe me? I’m sorry.
Fong Shun couldn’t listen to me, screamed, turned around like a ghost and almost slipped under his feet.
Qin Qin Qin Qiu — Fan Sun Zheng! You’re not human, you’re not human!”
He did not stop for even one second and quickly fled along the road.
I followed back, but my muscles were already like broken pine, so it didn’t have a fragrance, the left foot accidentally tripped to the right foot and fell down the stairs.
Bang!
When I was a kid, I played a balloon full of water, banged it on the wall.
Like this, bang, my flesh out of my body and all over the ground.
The blood water was lost in a thin layer of wrapping, overflowing and passing through the stairs. I try to climb forward, even if I become a bloody corpse.
Forward, forward.
Forward, forward.
I found out that there was only a skeleton hand, white bones stuck to a few muscle fibers, and broken veins, slowly reaching into the air as if I had caught a dream world.
I will climb forward, to the top of everyone’s head, to the pile of money, until the jewels surround me, until the wind blows through the yacht.
Many came out of their apartment and surrounded me with fear.
I heard them whispering, and the sound of an ambulance was ringing downstairs.
Suddenly, from this moment on, I can’t feel fear at all.
Being watched by so many people doesn’t feel self-righteous.
I smiled at them, and watched them push me and pushed you back.
You won’t understand, I guess. This rotting body is proof of my efforts, my efforts to climb the ladder to the top of happiness, and many of you, not as hard as I am, are willing to do everything for the life I want.
I fell off just because of an accident; now I go to a new world where I can do my best.
Will you bless me?
May the new world be as full of lies as here.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
