The King asked me to marry the little eunuch. I didn’t blink.
But on the night of the big wedding, when I was tied to the Emperor’s bedroom, I couldn’t even get my head covered.
01
“I don’t know what His Majesty called me for, but if it doesn’t matter, I’m going back to the house, and I’m waiting for my husband. I’m sorry.
On a dragon bed not far away, Qijido held his arms unintentionally, and opened his mouth to the grapes passed by the beauty, laughing.
“Blowing candles and a castration man?”
“What are you going to do this night?” I’m sorry.
After Qijido had said it, smiled undisguisedly, and the beauty on the side was very perceptive, and the Emperor laughed, and he kept his mouth shut.
I turned my eyes over, and I pulled the red silk out of my face, and I couldn’t change it.
“The cups, the candles, the heads, the promise of life.”
“If he doesn’t want to sleep, we’ll go to the moon and drink up the pot, and my mother has hidden peach blossoms for more than a decade. If he is tired, we shall lie on the bed, shoulder to shoulder, hold his hand, touch his face, kiss his lips…”
I looked at Qijido’s darker face, and I smiled.
“If you want to hear this, Your Majesty, there’s a special mission in the palace. Do you want me to pass them on? I’m sorry.
I’ve had my foot crushed by the typhus of the Western Legion, and I’ve kept my face shut. Qijidu is always like this.
He kicked the beauty out. There were only two of us left in the burning bedroom, and Zido choked me by my neck, and brought me to the table, and the clitoris rolled down.
“He Huai An, guess what happens to you when you don’t come back tonight? Do you think you’re slutty, cheap or angry because you’re incompetent? I’m sorry.
Qijido has a lot of power. I can’t breathe, but I’m still strong.
“He’ll be in pain! I’m sorry.
Yes, he’ll be heartbroken. Winning is the only person in the world who’s gonna love me.
Qijido, I was instinctively cuddled with Qijido’s finger around my neck because my breathless face was red. “Now that we are married, I ask you to make me an ordinary couple. I’m sorry.
“The usual couple? I’m sorry.
Qijido put his face on my neck, and it sounds a little gibberish.
“He Huai An, the body of Zhao’s sister has still not been found. How can a man like you want to live in peace and happiness? I won’t let you. I’m sorry.
If I close my eyes, Qijido won’t let me go easy. Zhao’s sister died, so I deserve to live my life in pain, so I can pay for her life.
Qido’s hand is loose.
“Don’t you want to be married to him? I’ll show everyone how you married him. I’m sorry.
02
That night, Chidwig was so mean.
It’s not the first time he’s done something like that, he likes to humiliate me, he likes to embarrass me, he lets everyone know about the dirty things between us, and he never wants to give me any credit. Three years into the court, the people didn’t even know what to call me, but they called out “Girls”.
No one took me seriously, nor did Quido give them reason to hate me, nor gave me the capital to protect myself in this palace. I had no identity, no one to support me, and no one dared to come here and take advantage of it, so that they could not be loved.
Every day in the palace passed by in darkness, and Qijio’s daughters ran to the other wives, after all, and I was even more disobedient.
Long wins are the only ones sent by Qiji to stay.
He was three years older than me, and he was a poor man, and when he was a child his family was flooded and separated from his family. A child of five or six years old was born into a catastrophe, and he became an eunuch in the palace in order to swallow the gruel of his belly.
“Why are you living here with me? I’m sorry.
“Where is the four-angle wall’s compound? I’m sorry.
“Do you hate me, too?
“When did Miss He ever forget me? I’m sorry.
“What do you do when you’re not happy? I’m sorry.
Hide, cry.
“Will you cry?”
“Natural … but if she wants to cry, she doesn’t have to hide. I’ll watch the door and no one will come in. I’m sorry.
“Long wins, they didn’t give us carbon this month. I’m sorry.
Don’t be afraid. I’ll give you my coat. I’m sorry.
“What about you? I’m sorry.
“I’m man, man hot. I’m sorry.
“Well, then… hold me! I’m sorry.
“Girl He…”
“Can you call me Xian? I’m sorry.
“Wi-an! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I never felt that Qiji had asked me to marry a long-term winner as a disgrace to me, after all, that I was really happy with him.
03
When Quido put me back, the sky was covered, and the people of the palace began to do their jobs. And We dragged in tired bodies, and in large red robes, and We dragged back in a whisper.
I live in the least visible corner of the palace, where a former palace girl allegedly hanged herself in the beams with a sense of displeasure because she wanted the King’s affection.
It’s not a big deal. After all, the palace is dead every day. However, because of the remoteness of the site, the woman had died for a long time before being discovered, and the body was no longer visible, and a little girl who had come to clean up was terrified and no one had ever lived in the room since.
Qiji had asked me to live here on purpose, knowing that the place was out of repair, and knowing the horrors, he just didn’t want to make me feel better.
At this point, however, the smelly dichotomy was filled with orange lanterns, and in the light of the morning when the light was not bright, the warm light made the small house warm.
I know that those lanterns spend almost half a year on the moon.
“How can they need so much money when they bully people? Go back to them. I don’t want any lanterns and satire. Let’s drink the peach blossom. That’s what my mother left me. I’m sorry.
“Marry you one time, it’ll be a bit more luxurious, but I can’t give you ten miles of red makeup. Thank you for marrying me. I’m sorry.
Winning always wanted to give me his best, but I took him on the wedding night.
“Is it cold? We went in, there was a coal fire today, and it was warm. I’m sorry.
A cape is on my shoulder, long wins and holds my hand, red nose.
“You’ve been waiting here?” I asked him.
“It was a good night, I was drunk, I fell asleep in the house, I just woke up, thought you’d come back cold, and I had a coal fire, and I waited for you.” I’m sorry.
He’s lying. He’s so cold. Even the cape that’s always warm in his arms.
I suck my nose, I don’t break him.
“Let’s go inside and don’t waste the charcoal fire in the house. I’m sorry.
04
The whole palace knows all about me and Qi Qi. A few times before, when Qijida came to me, he was there. Qijido would not be able to take a few points because someone was there, and long wins would simply go back and close the door.
I’m living with Long Win and I are living in this remote, deserted house, but he doesn’t have to be on duty, and I have nothing to do. If no one comes to us to trouble, they’ll be happy.
It’s just that there’s so few days in the past, and the spoiled concubines come over and wash their sense of existence, and I’m going to be punished together from each other.
Now that we’re married, Qijio made this known to everyone in order to humiliate me, I’m a wife and no longer a threat to them, and there’s no reason for the princess to mess with it anymore. I’ve got some hope in my day with hot tea and a silly smile.
I smiled with him like this.
Bang! I’m sorry.
Search!
Suddenly the door of the courtyard was pushed open, and the bodyguards with the sword entered, and began to roll indiscriminately in the courtyard, and everything fell down.
“What are you doing?” Who gave you a break? I’m sorry.
The leader took a look at me, not much.
“On the orders of His Majesty, come and find something for Miss He.” I’m sorry.
“I have nothing of his. I’m sorry.
“The Emperor says yes, and there is!”
I’d like to argue with the leader, but I’ve been pulled behind my back.
“It’s all right. Let them search. We cannot resist.” I’m sorry.
I watched the guards tear me and the small yard that I’ve been working so hard on, and the lanterns fall on the floor, and the clothes on the bamboo poles that were ready for the future are on foot.
The one under the roof of the house, Lamé, is the favorite of all the winnings, and the flowers have just opened up, and now they’ve been thrown over the floor and the roots have come out.
I couldn’t bear to see it again. Long wins covered my eyes.
“It’s okay to win long, we’ll plant another Ralmay. I’m sorry.
“I’m just worried about the pellets of charcoal, and I’m running out of money, so you’ll get cold.” I’m sorry.
I took the winning hand off my eyes and held him in my arms.
“No, the man is hot, I hold you. I’m sorry.
05
I don’t know what they’re looking for. I don’t know what else I’ve got to do with this. He’s probably just not used to me.
At this time of winter, we have no coal fire, no cold clothing or even much to eat. I am sick and I feel very sick.
Long wins went to the hospital for a couple of days to get me some drugs. His head was smashed and he didn’t get a few pills.
I’m lying in a long-term win-win, feeling weak and cold, and I’m shaking softly, and I’m trying to comfort myself.
“Don’t worry, it’s just a normal cold and sweat. There are peach blossoms hidden under my bead tree in the courtyard. You dig them out, we drink, we warm up, we get sick. I’m sorry.
The bouquet of peaches was left to me by my mother, saying that when I was married, I used it for a drink with my husband. Unfortunately, on the day of the marriage, we did not have a chance to meet.
“Yeon, I dug it up. Wait a minute. I’ll pour some for you. I’m sorry.
I’m covered in blankets, and I’m busy with long wins and I’m barely nodding. What if I die and win?
I didn’t have time to think so much, I didn’t even drink the peach blossoms that were delivered to my mouth, and Qijido came, and brought with me a lot of people, eunuchs, palace girls, concubines, and a lot of people, as if they were coming to the fair.
Long wins lay down the peach blossoms and rises and rises and rises upon me, and we both kneel together on the ground and greet the Qijia.
“Oh, it’s cold in here! “The beauty behind you just walked in and complained.
I didn’t talk to them. I just wanted to fill my stomach with peach blossoms and warm myself.
The beauty saw me in a cold, a bit of a bad way.
How dare you, Your Majesty! I’m sorry.
“Li My Lady forgives the sin, and long wins the opening words, “We didn’t mean to neglect, we did…”
“The shame in the bag. “I didn’t wait to win, so I cut in.
“If the beauty of Lee hadn’t given us some of the carbon money, then the next time the beauty comes back, we’ll be welcome.” I’m sorry.
After all, long wins are men and rules. There are things he can’t say, I’ll do it.
“It’s so annoying. I’m sorry.
LEE BEAUGHTER CLOSES ON A LOT OF BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL, CLUBING ON A LOT.
06
If it were normal, I would have fought this man for 800 rounds, but today it’s not very spiritual. Qido didn’t speak. Long wins and I had to kneel on the ground, there was no coal fire in the house, and they were cold under their knees.
I was sick, I couldn’t get on my knees, and long wins held one hand over my waist and held me back.
It’s just this move. I don’t know how it got to Qijia again.
“You two are so loving, it seems I’m not wrong about this marriage. I’m sorry.
Qijido sits on his bed and stares at us kneeling on the ground, without any intention of being exempt.
“When did the Emperor miss? I’m sorry.
“Amnest, do not transgress. * Long win softly stops me, I don’t speak *
“I certainly missed it, too. Qijido says, “Show under the nose the peach blossoms that have not yet been sealed on the table.”
“As for the day when the man was sent to search the courtyard, We should have commanded them to dig up the sheath tree.” I’m sorry.
I look up. What do you mean, they’re looking for the wine?
“Qiji, if you don’t understand, this wine is mine. What does it matter to you? I’m sorry.
“Yours? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * I’m * * * I’m * * * I’m * * * I’m * * * I’m * * * I’m * * * * I’m * * * * I’m * * * * I’m * * * * * * * * I’m * * * * * I’m * * * * * * * * * * * * * I’m * * * * * * * I’m * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ( * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
“He Huai An, even you are mine, not to mention a pot of wine? I’m sorry.
Qijido’s words have changed my face, and I have consciously looked at the long-term winner, and he’s not so big on his face, but his hands stand flat behind me.
I stood up, and I was cold-faced, and I ordered.
“Your Majesty, it is cold this day, there is no coal fire here, and we cannot afford to freeze your precious body. Please return. I’m sorry.
Chido raised his chin against my eyes and laughed.
“What’s the matter, I’m going away. Am I wrong?” Did you know what you were like in my bed? I almost forgot that he was a castrated man and probably never had a chance…”
Pop! I’m sorry.
I don’t know how that slap hit Qijio’s face, but I know that when I react, people are pressed to the ground by the guards, and I’m breathing and shaking.
“Your Majesty forgives her, and she didn’t mean to do it. Forgive me, Your Majesty!”
Long wins kneeling on the ground and repeatedly bowing to the angry territory of the dragon.
I look red, and I stare straight at my way.
“Long wins, you don’t ask him. I’m sorry.
Qijio pulled me over the wall, and he was so strong that I couldn’t get out of it, and my head was banging on it.
“You dare to hit me, huh? I’m sorry.
Qiji-san grabbed my collar, one word at a time.
I smiled, and that smile was ugly, and maybe even smug.
“I’m going to kill you! I’m sorry.
“Well, good, good, good, good. You better have the skills, or I will not let you live for one day.”
“This peach flower is your drink. Don’t you like it? I’ll make you a drink today! I’m sorry.
Qijido said, “A hand choked my neck, and a hand covered my mouth with peaches.” I couldn’t get away, and I couldn’t breathe with a spicy mouth in my throat.
I’m not sure I’m going to be able to stand on my feet when I’ve been seriously ill for days, and I’m not sure I’m going to be able to stand.
It’s like a long win-and-win talk about how I can’t stand it. He wants to be punished for me.
Qijido seems to be yelling at something. He’s so noisy. I closed my eyes and tried to block his voice, and then I really couldn’t hear anything.
07
“Hey, why are you crying?”
“Who cares?”
The little boy who sat on the peach branch covered his face with his cuffs in fear of being seen.
The little girl under the peach tree groaning without emotion while she’s groaning the slingshot in her hand.
“It’s your dad who doesn’t want you! I’m sorry.
“Your father doesn’t want you! The boy jumped out of the peach tree and held his waist fortified.
“How do you know? I don’t even remember what my dad looked like, but what’s the matter with me? I made this slingshot for you. I can hit the bird at the top. I’m sorry.
“Crunch, gross! I’m sorry.
Cut, don’t beg me to lend you a hand! I’m sorry.
I don’t like the little boy, who’s crying all the time, and who’s acting like an adult.
But Grandma told me I was not allowed to bully them, and asked me to call them brother and sister.
Well, I’ve listened to your mother since I was a kid.
Besides, that brother, Ziji, is annoying, but Zhao’s very nice, and I can eat three cinnamon cakes at a time.
Cut, gross. I’m sorry.
Qijido looks like I’m eating pastry and frowning.
It’s like he’s a noble man.
I don’t know.
My mother is very sick, and I keep my hand in Zhao’s hand.
Zhao, you’re a good kid. I can only trust her with you when she has no other family. I don’t want to cause you too much trouble, but just give her a bowl of porridge so she can live. I’m sorry.
“O Auntie, I will not be ashamed of my sister. I’m sorry.
I can’t leave without her, but I know I can’t keep her.
She said she will be my sister-in-law, and Qijido will be my brother-in-law, and since then they will be the most valued person in the world.
I’ve always listened to your mother.
I don’t know.
The mother-in-law told us that in recent times there had been a lot of violent men in the east of the village who said they would take the young women for sale and dig up their hearts if they couldn’t sell them.
She’s going to the market to sell cinnamon cakes to make money, and when she left, she told us to stay at home, but Qijia has been ill for days, and today she’s in a hot state, lying on her couch screaming her mother’s name.
He’s a man who likes to act like a child only when he’s sick, and I look… really in a hurry.
I know there’s a herbal medicine in the mountains behind the village, and when I was sick when I was a kid, my mother used to pick it up and put it in the porridge, and I’d get some sleep.
Qijido cried again in his sleep, and his eyes were closed and tears were shed on his pillow, and I watched him sigh and reach out and open the closed door.
I don’t know.
I can’t remember what happened after that, except that it was Zhao’s sister who came when I was most afraid.
“Leave them away later. Run to your home. Don’t stop, don’t look back, remember? I’m sorry.
I was crying and shaking my head, “But sister…”
“Don’t you remember what your grandma said before you left? She wants you to treat me like she’s your sister. Do what I tell you. I’m sorry.
“Ooh, I hear, I listen, but sister, I worry about you. I’m sorry.
Go home and wait for my sister. I’m sorry.
She didn’t go back.
I don’t know.
“Hawaan, why don’t you listen to me and go around?
Why did you come back alone?
“Why did you leave her? Why do you want her to be bait for your life?
“My sister is the only family I have, and you’ve ruined her.
“He Huai An, you owe me your life. I want you back. I’m sorry.
“…good. I’m sorry.
“How dare you die, I want you to live with regret and guilt as painfully as I do. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I learned later that Qijido was a son and a birth mother, and that he and Zhao’s sister had been oppressed since they were children. After the birth mother had left, the harem of the Queen’s Princess drove his brother out of the palace and sent him to this remote and barren town.
Turns out he’s a real gentleman.
Then Taifu came to pick up Qido. I don’t know how much it took to get on that dragon chair in that war, and how much blood he had on his hands to get rid of the power of the court. All I know is that this road seems never to have come to him again.
08
I must have been asleep for a long time, dreaming of a lot of old things, and then I woke up and heard that His Majesty had been searching for the South Anshire for years and had returned the other day.
For years? Master Nan An?
Sister Zhao!
And when I came down from the couch, my foot was still weak, and the whole body was not able to stand, but I ran and fell and fell several times from the couch to the door, so that I could finally win and push the door, and lift me up.
“Ann, you’re awake. How are you feeling? I’m sorry.
“I’m fine. Where’s Nan An? Take me to see…”
“Wi-an! I’m sorry.
Before I could finish my speech, I heard my name being called from outside the door, and I looked up and from my winning shoulder, and when I saw who I was, the whole body stood still.
Sister?
One line of tears came out of the face uncontrollably, followed by two or three lines … I shivered my shoulder and held the person in front of me.
“Don’t cry, you’re still sick. I’m sorry.
And I reached out with my hand to wipe my face: “I’m all right, it’s just the wind, so don’t worry. I’m sorry.
“But I came back to see you twice these days, and you’re asleep. How can you be so sick? I’m sorry.
Zhi Zhao looked back at Qiji, “Adi, what did the doctor say?” I’m sorry.
I just noticed that Qiji was there.
“The doctor… just says it’s cold, sister, it’s cold by the door. Let’s go inside. I’m sorry.
Then thou shalt tell the pavilion to be careful, though it is cold, but it is hard to remove it. I’m sorry.
Zhao ‘ s sister said that Qijia was responding with one voice and not much.
We sat together for a long time, and it was only then that I learned that Zhao’s sister had suffered so much.
She was taken away by the bandits, blindfolded for nearly half a month, and, although she escaped from the attack, she sustained a heavy wound and was blindfolded throughout the journey in a way that was unclear. The village was remote and unknown, and she was unable to hear it, begging for impressions along the street without wishing to go further.
Then the trip fell off the cliff and was saved by a long journey of books whose lives were at stake, but which also hurt their heads and lost some memory, with whom they had lived for many years.
The student was very nice to Zhao’s sister, who became a relative and slowly recovered her memory with his care. But at this time, Qijidu was the Emperor, the guards of the palace wall, and the news of Zhao’s sister could not be heard.
I listened to her and knew that she had suffered so much, that it felt like I couldn’t tell.
And Zhao’s sister saw through my heart, comfortingly saying, “If it hadn’t been for this, I would have never met Mingro, and some things had been arranged, and we would not have escaped.” I’m sorry.
Qijiji said: “I don’t know if it’s good for my sister.” I’m sorry.
“Aji, I’ve saved my life. I’m good to me, and I’m really happy with him. I’m sorry.
Qijido left his mouth open and seemed to be dissatisfied with the man, but no more.
She continued:
“It’s just you two. After all these years, you’ve grown up. Have you met a man of joy? I’m sorry.
I put down the cinnamon cake I brought with me, and I saw the long wins not far away, and I took my eyes back.
“Sister, I’m married. I’m sorry.
“Becoming married? We got married! I’m sorry.
Sister Zhao came down from the seat and held my hand in the eyes of the unspoken joy.
“What little man is in the palace? Come and show her. I’m sorry.
I smiled and noded my head: “Yes. I’m sorry.
I seem to have forgotten the pain of my illness, and I sped to the long win and took him to my sister.
Sister, this is my husband. I’m sorry.
“Soldiers win, and meet the South Anshire.” I’m sorry.
The winner was wearing a uniform uniform for the men of the palace, and she was able to see it for a moment, but she reacted very quickly and reached out to help.
“Please rise up, don’t be so polite. You’re married to her and you’re just like her. I’m sorry.
Sister? But he’s a castrated man.
Zido rises from his seat, looks cold at me and wins.
The atmosphere of joy and peace was brought to the ice point by a Qijiang phrase, and I kept my eyes on the Qijiang without a word.
Winning is my husband. When we were married, we had no parents, no media, and no one blessed us with a white head, even with an empty seat at the church.
My mother entrusted me to Zhao’s sister, who is the closest person to me in the world. I just wanted to share this joy with her. I just wanted to hear from someone who truly wishes us well, and I was happy to destroy it.
I do not understand why she did not look at me like this even though she had returned, so that he would disgrace me and win in public.
“Aji, who says this to you, and in your opinion I must bow to you and bow to His Majesty? Then stop calling me sister and just the mayor. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t mean that. I’m sorry.
This is what Zhao ‘ s sister said, but it is not easy for us to stay when Qijidu is the king and has just lost face. This is Qijidu ‘ s bedroom, where I have been living since I was unconscious, and there is no reason to stay.
Sister, it’s late. We’ll see you tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“Okay, I’ll send you back. I’m sorry.
“No, I’m not afraid of the dark. I’m sorry.
09
What’s going on? Zhao Zhao is sitting in the fox’s soft bed and looks a little bad.
A glass of wine fell down in China, left empty wines on the table, and the dung wines rolled in circles, stopped in the middle of the table.
“The marriage I gave you. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you see what He Huai An just did? You love her here, but she’s beautiful! She’s never been heartless. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time, and Qi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi.
“Aji, what’s going on with you and Huai An? I’m sorry.
“What’s going on?”
“I don’t have eyes!” “The sound of Zhao Qi has a bit of anger.
“Ei An’s clothes are worn out, so cold as to be in his first autumn. And that long win. His clothes are all white. What, you can’t even afford your clothes? Why should I look at your swaying concubines, who hate to wear silver on their entire treasury?
“What kind of cold does it take to get people to sleep for two days? Do you really think she’s stupid? I’m sorry.
Qido did not answer, the house was quiet, and the tarantula, which had been stopped, was rolled back on the table.
“Are you complaining about her? You’ve been treating her badly for years, haven’t you? I’m sorry.
“That’s what she owes. I’m sorry.
The Quidos were crushed to the ground.
“Ah, I thought you… you were the only family I had, but He Huai An, who watched you being abducted for her life, and you clearly wanted to save her, but she never wondered if anything would happen to you.
“If it hadn’t been for her, you wouldn’t have been taken away, hurt, not remembered me, not married to that typhoid student.
“I will choose for you the best son-in-law, and you will marry more than any woman in this world, and not suffer so much in vain.
Sister, I’m incompetent, why are you always suffering?
Qijido seems to be in deep sorrow, when a king, who stepped on the bones and blood of countless people, came to his present-day emperor and cried like a child when he was sick on his bed.
It was only then that Qijido’s mouth was shouting “Mommy” and now he is simply unable to ask again and again, “Why are you always suffering?” I’m sorry.
Zhao Zi Zhi Zhao walked away and brought his brother into his arms as a child.
But who in the world is not suffering?
Is it easy to live on a daily basis and face a merciless situation in the face of a crowd of flies?
Is she not bitter?
Qijido was just thinking that He Huai An had been the cause of Zhao Zhao Zhao Zhao’s day, and that she would die by being left alone in these deep palaces.
“But Dok, you’ve got people to hate, but what about Xian? She can only hate herself and others. It’s easier to hate herself.
“Why did you think you were willing to enter the palace with her, who was never bound?” After all these years of suffering, she could have died, why didn’t she? If she really wants to die, do you really think she can stop it? I’m sorry.
Chishoshoton, softly:
“She’s watching over you, Dov!”
Are you watching him? Qiji didn’t think about it. He couldn’t even say what kind of emotion he had for Hwang An.
He hated her, but turned his hands when a glass of poison was about to fall. He tried to humiliate her, but he turned his eyes on her as she was married.
Sister, I’m married!
“This is my husband. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
“You must live as painfully as I do. I’m sorry.
“Yes! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Qiji, I’ll kill you! I’m sorry.
She doesn’t want to live with him anymore, she doesn’t want to stay with him, and He Huai An wants to kill him now, and then to be an ordinary couple with that long win.
Qijido won’t!
The candles shiver in the house and the shadows on the wall shiver, and Qijia seems to finally understand something.
Yes, he doesn’t want to marry him.
“Aji, since this is the case, grant them a garden, lots of good fields, and let them both go out of the palace. I’m sorry.
“No way!”
“What? I’m sorry.
Qijima stood up and the tears of his face were dried up and left behind, still the face of the emperor.
“She’s pregnant, she’s my child! I’m sorry.
10
My repertoire landed at the Qiji Palace, and it was feared that the people would clean up and throw away what was not Qijidu. My mother left it to me, so she won and told me to come back with me.
We just got to the door of the bed and we heard that.
“Let them both leave the palace. I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“She’s pregnant, she’s my child. I’m sorry.
The newly found ring fell on the ground, making a crack.
She’s pregnant? What do you mean? I can’t even think about it.
The door was opened and Zhao’s sister and Zido came out of the house, and I watched them step back, step down, and there was a blank in my head.
I was called to say nothing.
“Long wins, let’s go back, you take me back. I’m sorry.
Long win leaned over and picked up the ring I dropped on the ground and held my hand tight.
“Yes! I’m sorry.
I have ignored the darker face of my country and let the long win and the long win drag me out.
The night has gone down, the palace is quiet, it’s just a couple of night trips, long wins and holds my hand, and it’s deliberately slowed down to keep me up.
“How much money do you have?” I’m sorry.
In this palace, up to the princess, down to the queen, everyone has a moon’s silver, except me.
Long wins stop.
“It’s not too much, but if there’s anything you want to buy, I can do it. I’m sorry.
I look down and I can’t say anything, but I feel a great shame, so it’s too late to see my face.
I don’t know how long it took.
“I want to… buy some abortion pills. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time since you’ve been winning. At the end of the day, he just ripped his sleeve and tried to overwhelm my hand.
“Leon,” wins. “If you want, then I’m not going to let him be a slave, whether a man or a girl. From now on, I’m going to save him some more monthly silver, and then we’re going to get him to read and read. And when he grows up, you will go out with him and live a free day. I’m sorry.
I looked up to him.
“So you won? Aren’t you leaving?”
Long wins and looks at me again, and it’s not like I’m missing.
“I won’t be discharged until 50 years later. It’s too late. I don’t want you to wait that long. I’m sorry.
I went up and rounded his waist and put my face on his neck.
“I’m not afraid to wait. I’m with you. I’m sorry.
I said look back at him and there was no light on the narrow, dark road, all black, but I felt light on him.
“You know, Zhao’s sister said today that some fates are fated, and I can’t get away with it. I’m sorry.
Long wins and laughs. Hands on my head.
Eleven.
I was making tea with Long Win when the Qijian sent over the next day. I don’t drink that stuff, I feel bitter, I win, I learn to cook.
“Girl He, Your Majesty calls you. I’m sorry.
The Consul-General is holding his voice. I hate to get my eyes on the beam.
I hate that tone. It’s not like winning. He talks like he’s scared of me.
I don’t think he’s a good man, but he didn’t say anything, “No!” I’m sorry.
“Are you going to disobey me? I’m sorry.
Say I disobey? Do you have a sacred decree?
“You… you dare, Your Majesty. I’m sorry.
I stood up and wanted to talk to him a little bit more, and the long win caught me.
It’s okay. I’ll come with you. I’m sorry.
By the time we arrived, Quido was in the library playing, and seeing us here, it was just a little obstinate, not to mention:
“We only called He Huai An. I’m sorry.
“Your Majesty pardons me, I do not feel comfortable and come with my own advice.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry? It’s a joke. @Ambassah: #Jan25
“If I really want to do something, can I stop you by being a slave? I’m sorry.
I can’t see it. I can’t see it.
“If His Majesty has anything to say, why do you have to do this to humiliate people? I’m sorry.
Stand up and walk straight to me, and then look at me and win.
“Speak straight? Well, win, divorce or divorce, you choose. I’m sorry.
I’m in front of a long win.
Qiji, you’re crazy. What are you doing?
Qiji left me alone.
“I will grant you a good land, a son and a baron, and after you have left, you will be out of the palace, and after that you will have an infinite future. I’m sorry.
I look back and win for the long term, and while I don’t know the purpose of the Qi Qi, the conditions he sets are too tempting, and suddenly I lose my temper and am afraid in secret.
“Long wins”?
And I cried out to him, and I won and looked at me, and I looked deeply inside and I couldn’t see.
“Thank you, Your Majesty. I’m sorry.
My heart cooled almost immediately.
Qijido smiled, as he had anticipated, but the long-term win didn’t rise, but he bowed and said:
“But… ..forgivement is difficult. I’m sorry.
Qido looked at him with anger:
“What did you say?”
And on the day when We made our marriage, We promised her that we would never harm one another in this life, nor be ungrateful. It is men who must be obeyed. So, Your Majesty, take it back. I’m sorry.
Qijido probably didn’t expect a long win to be rejected.
Qijido is in a hurry to pull me over before the long win and kick me in the long win. Qijido has practiced riding from a small point of view, a long-term victory that has never been trained in martial arts, and that even if it is true, it may not be able to withstand it.
But Qi Qi is still dissatisfied and steps on a winning chest.
“Long wins!”
I want to go up there and see if he’s hurt bad enough, and I want to lift the long wins from the ground and hold him to my arm, and I can’t move.
“What a good man to keep his command, then I will see how good you are. And if neither she nor she chooses to be divorced, it will leave He Huaian widowed, and the result will be the same, and I do not want to be merciful to you. I’m sorry.
Quido moved his foot on the long-win chest, dressed in silence and pulled my arm back a few steps.
“Someone, drag him down, put him in jail, listen to him. I’m sorry.
“Qiji, you son of a bitch, let go of me! Don’t you dare win! I’m sorry.
I struggled and tried to break the ties, but I couldn’t do it, but I watched a group of guards take him away from me.
I went back: “What do you want to do?” Why don’t you leave me alone? I’m sorry.
“Let go of you? Why did you let you go? To stay with the castration for life? I’m sorry.
“It’s none of your business,” I yelled to Qidu, “Qidu, you said I owed you, I’m sure you want me to do whatever you want, but now that you’re back, I’ve been through all these years, and I don’t owe you anything anymore. I’m sorry.
It was dark, it came to me step by step, and it pushed me to the corner of the wall, and then it reached out, and it fell on my belly.
“I want you to give birth to this child. I’m sorry.
For a moment, I seemed to be laughing at him, and then I really laughed.
“What if it was born? Qijido, I’m married, and my husband is a winner, and even if the child is born, it’s your father, not your father.
“Don’t you despise him? Don’t you do everything you can to humiliate him? Don’t you always love the look on his face? The child must kneel on his knees and shout for His Majesty’s sake! I’m sorry.
Qijido looks at me and looks like she’s bleeding.
That is why I want you to separate, and he will not, and I want you to be widowed. How can he fight me for a life he can’t win?
“I’ll make you a concubine, or later. I’ll let the boy never know who he is. I’m sorry.
Qido let go of my hand and smiled low.
“He Huai An, I just don’t want to let you go. I want you to be with me forever. I’m sorry.
12
Qijido locked me up in his bedroom and kept me under watch. I don’t know how long I’ve won, but I’ve heard it over and over again.
I was looking for help from Zhao’s sister and wanted someone to bring her a message.
No one can help me, but I have to save Long wins.
When I came in to bring her food, I knocked her out without it, changed her clothes and snuck out in the absence of the guards.
Qiji said he wanted me to have this baby, and I don’t know if he’s up to it or if he really cares, but I don’t have time to think about it, but I’ll bet.
I went up to the highest building in the palace and stood on the wall of it, waiting slowly for Qiji’s arrival.
I haven’t been waiting long. Qiji will be here soon.
“He Huai An, what are you doing? Get down here!”
I look down at Qianjia and the great Davids he brings, the wind is high in the city, and I’m shaking softly, but I’m still holding my voice:
You know what? If it wasn’t for the long-term win, I would have gone to the Tai hospital to find a cure, and I didn’t want to leave the child. But Long Win said to me that he would try to save the moon’s silver, that he would read and read the child, that he would leave the palace, that he would live free, and that I would not bear it. I think the long-term win is the hope that someone will have a happy knee, and that’s why I’m willing to leave this child for him but you’re forcing me. I’m sorry.
I look down, and then I look at the line.
“You’re right, I can’t stand you, but I can decide whether I’m alive or dead and whether this child in my belly is alive.
Zido, get us out of the palace, or I’ll jump from here. I’m sorry.
For some reason, Quido heard my request, but was relieved to look at me in peace.
“Are you threatening me?
I replied: “So what? I’m sorry.
“Oh, Quido smiles, “You’ve got a lot of skills. I’m sorry.
Quido waved.
“Somebody, bring the long wins. I’m sorry.
When Qiji came, he was ordered to bring the winnings from the prison, and he was being put up, covered in blood and a weak breath, but I saw him holding on to me and breathing.
I heard him, and he said, “Ah, do not be foolish. I’m sorry.
Tears clouded my eyes in an instant.
Qijidu shouts, “Do you know that the murder of the prince was a great sin of the nine clans?”
“Oh, I almost forgot that your nine clans won only one man for a long time, so I have 10,000 ways to keep him alive and die.” You want to jump, I won’t stop. I’m sorry.
A few buckets of ice water are on the side of the winning body, one eye is on the horizon, the guard is on the right side, and the stingy ice water is pouring a barrel by barrel onto the winning body.
It was cold, and he was wounded, and he lay on the floor with a long win-winner, and I saw a heart pain.
“Stop it, stop it, stop it…”
I came down from the wall and ran over and held him in my arms.
He’s pale and cold. I’m holding an empty ice.
“Long wins, wake up and you’ll be fine. I’m sorry.
And I put his hand in my hand, and I kept breathing, but I couldn’t even get warm, and my tears were pouring down, and I was helplessly holding in my arms a long win-win cry, and my voice became squeaky.
“You didn’t say that men were hot, won, you said you wouldn’t lie to me, but you’re so cold. I’m sorry, but I shouldn’t have taken you for granted. I’m sorry.
I look helplessly around, and everyone is halfway down, with all due respect, and without any doubt.
“Please, help him and call us a doctor, please, anyone, help me and please.” I’m sorry.
I know that no one can come up without Qiji’s permission, even if I hand over a windy coat to us, but I’ve been asking, and I don’t know who I’m begging for, and I just want someone to help me win.
I suddenly thought that many years ago, the day I left, my body was so cold that I never woke up. It was then that I felt so cold and stingy, and I remember that it was the young Qiland that removed its cloak and put it on my shoulder.
He said to me, like a young man, “Don’t cry. I will never be a bully to you when I am your brother.” I’m sorry.
But he who caused me to come to the field today was the one who said, “No one will harm me.”
I’m really scared. I’m sorry.
I’m scared. I’m afraid I’m gonna lose my beloved again.
After some time, the man in the arms finally moved, and the cold hand lifted one, lit a little tip on my face, and slipped like a little force.
The winning mouth moved, and I leaned down and approached my ears so I could barely hear it.
Don’t be afraid I’m here. I’m sorry.
I fell on my long-win shoulder and finally calmed down after winning told me that.
Qijido has never given me any choice. He is the King, the King of 95, who is able to subjugate to him all over the world, and whose blood and human lives are already unknown, and who is not afraid to add to this, or in my belly.
I smiled and cried.
“I forget that there are 3,000 beautiful children in this harem. Who can’t give birth to your son?” You just don’t want to make me feel better, that’s all you ever wanted. I’m sorry.
I touched my face, laid the winning body on the ground, stood up in front of Qi’s land, and made a most formal bowing and bowing, with my forehead on the floor of the hard.
“and I’ll write the book, and I’ll give birth to the child, as you say. I’m sorry.
“So please, Your Majesty, let go of the long wins. The girls would like to remain in this palace and to live their lives at Eid al-Fitr, to remember His Majesty’s grace and to pray for His Majesty’s blessings. I’m sorry.
13
The day I won the palace, it was my book. I didn’t think Qiji would let me send it.
I’m in a dress, and my neck is sore with my head full of jewels. The long-term win-win is a vegan and still a clean and handsome face, except for the fact that the disease is still getting worse, which makes him look a little worse.
I understand why Qijido has given me permission to present himself. He has chosen today to let him win out of the palace so that he can see for himself what I am now, and since then he has been afraid to think about it.
“Long wins, what do you think?” I see long wins always wait and ask.
Long win shakes head:
“It’s just that the sissies are supposed to be rich, and that’s what you look like. I’m sorry.
I had to cry and suck my nose.
“I’m sorry for your long win, but I’m afraid I won’t get a chance in my life. I’m sorry.
“Wyan, with all due respect, I will still call you like this.” I’ve never seen anything like it.
“You have nothing to lose, you have never done so, you have done so before, and you have done so to me. You don’t have to blame yourself, let alone blame yourself for it. I’m sorry.
Just live your life? In my life, I felt tired, and then I hurt my sister. Qidu said I owed them, and I deserve to suffer for a long time.
And long wins, and now he tells me I’ve never been sorry for anyone and I can live well.
Is that it? I want to be free, free and free, to live three or four seasons with a truly happy person, and what I think of as “living well” seems like no more.
“Go back, it’s cold, don’t freeze, I’m leaving, and I don’t know if I’ll ever see you again, but in any case, I want you to be well. I’m sorry.
I nod my head, my tears are in my eyes, and my eyes are sour.
Long wins gone. Without a seal, without a baron, without even a month’s silver, without a settlement, with a sick person standing outside the gates of the palace, and without a stop.
“Leon,” wins back and laughs at me. “Even though I know it’s impossible, I want to wait for you, just as you wanted me to be 50, okay? I’m sorry.
Fifty?
Yes!
14
The Emperor received a new concubine, but in the rest of the month she was promoted to the third level, and the Queen was said to be hers, if not for the opposition of the Queen.
“Our Majesty is very fond of the mother and is now pregnant, and if he gives birth to another prince, his position will be unmistakable ever since. I’m sorry.
“But how did I hear that the mother had been married before, or had been given by His Majesty herself, to a eunuch? I’m sorry.
“Shh, don’t bullshit, watch your head. I’m sorry.
This is the sixth year I’ve been trapped in the palace since Qijidu.
The number of months in my belly is growing, and I feel tired every day and I fall asleep, and even when I wake up occasionally I look at the walls of the yard.
For the month of Lon-tong, the courtyard was bleak, the Qiji people moved in many red plums, and the twigs were taken care of daily, and nothing was seen.
I look at them every day, like living in a dream.
How will flowers never die? I’m sure I’m still awake.
Qijido often comes to see me, sometimes even to send the coupons and stay here all day.
I have humbled myself, humbled myself, given tea, and called His Majesty with humility, but I have never taken any initiative to speak to him.
Qijidu said I was not happy and broke my glass when I called his Majesty angry and asked if I would speak properly. I kneel down and repeat His Majesty’s forgiveness over and over again.
I’m afraid Qijido’s angry and I’m afraid he’ll try and kill me.
I can’t die. I have to live to be 50. What do I do to be 50? Why don’t you remember? I just know I have to live to be 50.
Then Japan turned around, and I looked at him with my chin, and suddenly I was a little confused.
Quido. I’m talking.
You look up to me and you can’t tell me.
“What did you just call me? I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer what he said, and I kept talking.
“Are you older than me? I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
“My mother told me to call you brother, but you look like me. I’m sorry.
I looked at him with my chin blinking, and I said, “If you don’t, I’ll call you brother when she’s not here.” I’m sorry.
The table fold was thrown to the ground.
“He Huai An, what are you doing? I’m sorry.
I don’t know what Qiji is saying or why he’s angry, but there’s a voice in his head, and he doesn’t seem to answer me that way.
I’ll call you Qi-do when you’re not here. I’m sorry.
“Call whatever you like. I’m sorry.
What’s going on? How can there be two areas?
15
“Your Majesty, your Highness, this is a disease that sometimes makes it impossible to distinguish between reality and memory, and she is afraid that she will recognize His Majesty as someone in memory. I’m sorry.
Qijiji was walking around.
“I don’t want to hear this, I just want to know how to cure her. I’m sorry.
The doctors kneel on their knees in fear, with their foreheads on the ground.
“Your Majesty, it’s heart, heart, sickness… there’s no cure, there’s still something to be found. I’m sorry.
“What am I going to do with you, you piece of shit?”
They spoke loudly, and I heard them even close to the door.
Who’s the ringer? I don’t even know.
I’m sick, I can’t tell the difference, I don’t feel anything, I just feel like I’m dreaming.
Dreams of Grandma, dreams of Qiandian. Dreams of Zhao, dreams of winning.
It’ll be New Year’s Eve in a few days, and Quido’s man is wearing a lantern in this bed, and I look at the lanterns in the yard, and I sit in a soft chair.
“What’s on your mind?” Qijo asked me.
“Though the lantern is so expensive that it will cost you nearly six months of your salary.” I’m sorry.
Zido didn’t say anything. I shrunk my chin into the fox’s fur.
“But you’ll still buy it for me. You’re so good. I’m sorry.
“Is that good for you? @Assam: #Gaza
I nod my head: “It’s natural. Long wins are the best of me in the world. I’m sorry.
The people around me haven’t moved for a long time, and I’m feeling a little tired, and I’m asleep in my sleep and in my sleep, I’m hearing the voices of the people around me.
“He Huai An, I will also send you a lantern from the courtyard. Would you not like him. I’m sorry.
On New Year’s Eve, the Nananshire and the horse went into the palace and sat around and had a big dinner.
I was happy that day, and I haven’t had this much fun in a long time, but somehow it’s strange how she looks at me.
Sister, why are you looking at me like this?
Zhao’s head was shaking: “It’s nothing, it’s just that we’re getting more handsome.” I’m sorry.
I had to laugh, “I’ll be fine after the year, and I can’t say I’m a child anymore.” But how come you haven’t seen my mother all night? I’m sorry.
Zhao’s eyes are red and she caresssed my rising abdomen.
“I’m sorry I didn’t take care of you. I’m sorry.
16
“Aji, listen to my sister and let her go. I’m sorry.
There are only Quido and Qi Zhao Zhao, but the scene seems to be a fantasy, and Qi Zido sits on the central seat, and the wine on the table is unknown.
“No way. I’m sorry.
“Why? So you’re going to watch her be trapped in this palace, sick every day, living in memories? Qiji, why are you so mean to her? I’m sorry.
Qiandu said nothing but a pot and a bottle of wine in his mouth.
“Yo, I’ve been promised to take good care of her before she dies, but how can I tell her what she looks like now? I’m sorry.
It was snowed, white and white, with hair scattered in the Qiji region, with hair on its face ablaze, and the neck was splattered with alcohol, showing scars from previously learned riding in the chest.
He was carrying the value of the city, and he was walking all the way down and down.
Where are you going?
“It’s snowing. She’s cold. I have to stay with her. @Assam: #Gaza
Qi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi
“Adi, like someone, not like that. I’m sorry.
Qianjian turned back and looked blind.
“What then?”
Qi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi Zi
What should we do? How do you like being alone?
When they were young, their biological mother was not loved, and in order to survive in the palace, they learned to look at people and to remain silent.
Zhi Zhao Zhao followed her mother to learn to cook and learn to take care of her seven-year-old brother.
“The older sister is like mother, Zhao, and if she’s gone one day, you’ll have to drag him to adulthood. I’m sorry.
Qi Zi Zi Zhao remembers and does.
Every day in this palace, Zhao Zikou told Zido that you had to become strong. Do not be soft, do not be gentle. If you want anything, you have to fight for it, and you have no one to protect you.
Zhi Zhao Zhi Zhao, a sister and mother Zhong Ziang, asked her husband to teach Qijido to read and read and read books, and asked him to worship martial arts as a teacher.
She taught him to pull people together, to review the situation, to teach others how to believe easily, and not to give up everything. She taught him how to plan and teach him enough to sustain him, but she forgot to teach him how to love a man.
“How do you like someone?
“He Huai An said that the long win bought her a house of lanterns, and it was good for her. But if she likes, I can fill the palace for her. Is that what you really like?
“You taught me everything I wanted to be given, you had to fight for it. I did. I tried everything I could to keep her with, but now you want me to leave her alone?
“Sister, it’s too late for me to find out what I love about He Huai An, but I haven’t had the time to be happy.
“I don’t want to! I’m sorry.
Qijido pushed out the door, leaving a trail of feet on the white snow, and he was drunk, shaking in the shadows, carrying a bottle of wine in his hand, wetting his shoes.
So alone, as if it were only him.
17
Quido is sick, yesterday’s snowy, he’s cold, he’s still hot.
I was sitting on the side of the bed, reaching out my hand on his forehead, hot!
I guess my hand’s too cold to wake Ben up in a sleepy neighborhood. He held my hand, and he was dumb, and he said, “What? I’m sorry.
“You’re sick. I’m sorry.
“No problem. I’m sorry.
“How can it be? It’s hot. I’m sorry.
Qijido looks at me, and it’s so sad that he smiles.
“Who do you think I am today? The winner? I’m sorry.
And We smote him on the forehead: “Whatever is won, you will burn. I’m sorry.
“I know there’s a herb on the hill behind the village, and I put it in the porridge, and it’ll go away. But sister said there’s bad people in the village lately… It’s okay. I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
Qijido, I think I heard something incredible.
“What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
“I’ll be back soon.” I’m sorry.
“What are you going to do? Get me herbs?”
I nod my head: “What if I can’t see you go on like this and burn yourself?” I’m sorry.
I was just leaving, and Qiji died and I saw him crying.
“You’re not going anywhere! I’m sorry.
On that day, Qijido was holding my wrist tight, and he wouldn’t let go, as if he was recovering something.
Recovering what? When I was conscious, I suddenly felt a little greasy.
If Qijima held me like this, would everything be different?
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I still don’t think so.
Even if I hadn’t left and Zhao’s sister hadn’t saved my life, we would probably still be on that path.
The doctor said that the bell must still ring, but it’s been a long line between us, and it’s hard to find a clue in the end, and it doesn’t matter who it was.
Those who want their brother to be strong will not give up on this path, those who do not know how to love will not know, those who desire freedom and those who are loved will still expect, and I will once again fall in uncontrollably in love with long-term win, and will be fated together.
I don’t know.
“Let go of Qijido, I’m not leaving! I’m sorry.
18
The difficult process of having a baby in October was finally over, and at the beginning of the second year, when I arrived in the fall, I had the child, who was not as real as ever.
“Your Majesty, the Prince is well, only the Queen is weak and afraid that she will…”
Qiji was always angry, and I listened to the doctor in the house and thought he was going to yell at me again, but I waited a long time and still was quiet outside.
The palace people retreated and came in with a bowl of soup.
Maybe some kind of backlight or something? I don’t know. I just feel like I’ve been unconscious for almost a year, and I can’t believe I’m so clear.
“Qiji, I’m dying, right? I’m sorry.
“Don’t talk nonsense. I’ll feed you. I’m sorry.
“Will you take your medicine?”
“It’ll be fine. I’m sorry.
“I don’t believe you. You always lie to me. I’m sorry.
“I won’t lie to you this time! I’m sorry.
Qijido fed me the soup. I looked down and smelled it.
“Can I not drink? I’m scared. I’m sorry.
“No!”
I wrinkled: “You are not good to me. I’m sorry.
“I know. I’m sorry.
Qijido is holding me, holding on to some emotions, still soft words.
“You said you’d live to be 50. You drink your medicine, you don’t have to wait till you’re 50. I’ll have you out of the palace when you get better. I’m sorry.
I don’t have much strength, but I’m barely poking around.
“Really?”
“Really. I’m sorry.
Qidu said: “The long-term winner has opened a winer in the capital, and the business is doing a great deal. The place is not far from the palace, as it can be seen as soon as he leaves the gate. He is said to have made a brand-name peach blossom and to have to line up early to buy it.
He’s been waiting for you. You’re better. You have to see him, don’t you? I’m sorry.
I nod my head: Yes, I have to see him. I’m sorry.
And We took up the bitter soup, and We squeezed it down with its nose.
I’ve been drinking that bitter soup for days, and Qiji has sent me a lot of honey.
Finally, before the winter comes, I’m well fed.
Qijido didn’t show up on the day she came out of the palace, hugging me, touching my back over and over.
“Am, I’ve got enough land and field in your bag for the rest of your life, so don’t let yourself suffer, go wherever you want, if you don’t want to come back.” I’m sorry.
I nodded at my sister’s head, and as I was leaving, I suddenly came out of the carriage uncontrollably and looked at the high wall.
It is heavily guarded, with armored bodyguards standing up, and the blades on the spears flash cold in the early winter winds.
They are doing their duty, not to let anyone in or out.
How many people have been trapped in this wall since ancient times? I do not know but I know that there must be one of them, Qidu.
Qijido, since then, we’ve gone far away!
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There’s a barber on the luxurious streets of the city. The store is small and it doesn’t look like it, but it’s crowded.
“The shopkeeper, how come the peach blossoms are gone again? I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, sir, but this is a very good sale, and it’s been robbed as soon as it opens. That tastes great.”
Guests wave:
“Come on, your business is good, you can’t take it every time. You’ll save me a pot next time. I’m sorry.
The store was crowded, the guests were loud and loud, the days of the skyscrapers were well and the people were happy, and the shop followed the boom and the financial resources.
The people said that this generation had a good life and had a good emperor, which had made it possible to celebrate its birthday.
There is no one outside the walls who does not exalt himself as a son to the heaven, nor does he pray to Him for a blessing.
But I don’t care!
“The shopkeeper, the peach blossoms? I’m sorry.
In a crowd full of laughter, you win back and turn your back on me.
“Today’s sold out. I’m sorry.
“What should I do? I think it’s been a long time! I’m sorry.
Under the tree in the backyard, I hid a pot for my wife. I’m sorry.
I’m gonna laugh.
“Yes, of course!”
You’ve been waiting for me for a long time!
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“Hey, you kid, why are you stealing from us?” I’m sorry.
“Everyone says your peach blossoms are delicious, and that’s all I see! “The children are proudly holding their heads and their faces are filled with disdain.
I looked down on him with my arms, and I thought he looked like an old man.
“Che, have you ever had a drink? What kind of grown-up is this? Where do you live? Your mother? I’m sorry.
The children listened to the bitterness of their mouths.
“I don’t have a mother. I’m sorry.
I took a look at it, looked at it with a long win, and then I got down:
“Don’t be sad, auntie, it’s a little warm here. I’m sorry.
The children were happy to pick up the snacks, and there was no sorrow in their faces.
“My father says my mother is the best person in the world, and when I grow up I can find her. I’m sorry.
I made him laugh, “How old is he?” I’m sorry.
Kids face seriously.
“Now, it’s just Dad and I are not allowed to go too far, except by the palace. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Your father didn’t lie to the children! I’m sorry.
“That’s, my father is…”
“What is it?”
“I’m not telling you. I’m sorry.
I shot him in the head.
“Don’t say anything. You stand aside from my guests. I’m sorry.
The kid told me his name was mischievous.
Auntie, can I come tomorrow? I’m sorry.
“What? You’re not looking for your mother anymore? I’m sorry.
“Of course I’m looking, but at my age, my father and I don’t allow me to go too far. I’ve looked around. I’m sorry.
I asked him about the wine.
“How do you know without your mother?”
“My dad says I’m the best person in the world and I don’t think they’re the best.” I’m sorry.
“What kind of talent do you think is best? I asked.
It took too long to think, and there was no answer.
Long Win came out of the backyard and handed him a glass of water and said:
“This is all the more true in the world, and there is no precise standard, as long as you think it’s the best. I’m sorry.
I said, “Do you remember, kid? I’m sorry.
“I’m not a kid! I’m sorry.
Kids come here every day, rub our snacks for money.
I squeezed his nose and told him not to come after eating and drinking like that again, but on the next day, at the table near the door, the winner would still have a plate of snacks.
“You’re so mean!” I don’t know.
I turned my eyes, “Hmm! I’m sorry.
Many years later, he has grown into a big boy. Five officials, stand up.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“I’m waiting for someone. I’m sorry.
“Wait for who?”
He’s got a little red on his face:
“Just a girl who always buys wine for her brother. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Tell them if you like, who knows?” I’m sorry.
“Can you just say it? But my father said…”
I knocked on his head and said, “Don’t listen to your father. I’m sorry.
I didn’t ask why he grew up and didn’t go to his mother. I was confident that I was the “best of all” but I didn’t tell him.
Huh, kid!
Queen’s Day.
On the day I won the palace, I watched all over the city, looking at Shawser, and He Huai An dressed in the best clothes, which I had ordered to make, bright red silk, with a plethora of threads, thousands of times better than the day she married and won.
I thought I had won, and it was me who left He Huai An behind, and I was the one who gave her a better life, and I was the one who kept her company, but why did I feel so bad?
Like, I’m the one who lost He Huai An.
I have given her no concubine in the harem, and I have raised her to a higher position, and I want her to be queen and be my true wife, but all of my people will stop me, and I am a little confused when they cry out, “Your Majesty, think twice.”
“Rethinking”? Thinking what?
In order to survive, to stay in this position, to be happy and happy for thousands of people, and in order to be a good man, I’ve been on a thin ice-free day, and I’ve always been thinking about the trade-offs, but now I don’t know what to think about if I want to marry someone.
I don’t want to think about anything. I just want to stay with He Huai An and stay with me for the rest of my life.
I seem to have done it, and now I see her every day, but she will no longer shout at me like she used to. She just whispers “Your Majesty” with a low eyebrow.
She’s scared of me, scared of me, but I…
He has been saying strange things lately, often thinking of me as a former Qijia and of me as a grown-up winner, and the doctor says that she is suffering from a disease, a heart disease and no cure.
I watched her in her memories all day long, and I thought of myself as a bad thing.
At least she didn’t hate me that much, and it’s okay if she lives in memory and doesn’t wake up.
I think I’m crazy. I’m sick of He Huai An. I want to live my life in memory.
She didn’t smile like that for a long time, but she cried to me and asked me why I was so mean to her alone. I couldn’t tell. I just thought it was really big out there.
“Aji, it’s not like you like someone! I’m sorry.
Isn’t that right? What should that be?
“How do you like someone? I’m sorry.
“He Huai An said that the long win bought her a house of lanterns, and it was good for her. But if she likes, I can fill the palace for her. Is that what you really like? I’m sorry.
What is it that really likes someone? I walked alone that night long, snowed on my face, fell on my shoulder and had a cold heart, but I kept walking.
He Huai An, where are you?
She recognized me as the former Qiji region, and she said she was going to help me with herbs. She said that the evil men in the village were scared, and she said it was okay. She would be back soon.
She didn’t come back, she didn’t come back like sister.
I’ve lost her since that moment.
I had a long dream that I went back to that little village that was once so disgusting.
In spring day, the seagull trees in the courtyard bloomed, and sparrows fell on them to rest, and the dirty girl from the neighbor’s house always came across a courtyard wall and pointed his slingshot at the bird from the seagull tree.
“I shot very well. The girl said:
I don’t believe it. “But you never hit a sparrow. I’m sorry.
“That’s because I didn’t want to hurt them! I’m sorry.
Peng!
The sound of another stone hitting the trunk of the tree, and the seagulls fell on the ground, and the bouquets overlapped, and the face of the girl I saw was a little blind.
He Huai An, are you lying to me? I still don’t know if you’re gonna shoot it.
I never had the opportunity to know that even though the slingshots had never been intended to hurt the sparrows, they would have fled with fear when the stones came.
They’re not coming back!
I decided to let He Huai An go after the child was born.
If there’s only one win in the world that will keep her alive, I’ll give her back my hope!
He was gone, and I didn’t send her. He was just a little guy sleeping in a rocking chair, sitting by the window all day.
Let’s call you “Happiness”.
Many years later…
“Dad, there’s a drinker in the north alley of West City who says he’s got peach blossoms, but I think it’s more like that aunty cheese. I’m sorry.
“Daddy, my aunt is so mean, but I’ll always have a cheese for him. I’m sorry.
“Dad, I love that aunt! I’m sorry.
“Dad, I know what’s best for you. I’m sorry.
“Dad, I think I found my mother, but it’s a secret! I’m sorry.
“Dad, Grandma’s fine. She looks happy every day. I’m sorry.
“Daddy, don’t cry! I’m sorry.
Eight mountains on all sides of the earth support the celestial bodies, of which the mountains that support the north-west are called the miscreants. There’s a gap.
It’s bad luck, it’s bad luck!
She knows everything!
—the end of the earth —
The author says: I was thinking about writing another full-time bee’s ending while turning my comments around until 2:00 a.m. How can two children, even though they are scarred, be unhappy with a child who truly loves? I was dirty, I had only one sugar in my hand, I protected the sugar, and then I met you. “You want some sugar? I’ll give you all mine. It’s sweet! * I’m sorry *
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
