My brother-in-law was arrested for cheating on the Gacko examination, and he razed the papers of his fellow candidates with a heart attack.
When I heard the news, my mother was angry, but she felt sorry for her son, and finally threw her anger at me.
She hit me with a belt and yelled, “That’s how you taught your brother? I’m sorry.
I have no face, but I’m laughing.
That’s right. I planned all this!
One.
I hate my name, Suzette.
It’s like always reminding me that my parents love my brother, not me.
When I was a kid, I was so jealous to see my parents love my brother.
I even had the guts to ask my parents, why would they give me birth if they didn’t like me so much?
As a result, my mother told me, undisguisedly, that when she was more than three months pregnant, she took the money to examine me and found me to be a girl who went to the hospital first to have an abortion.
If the doctor hadn’t warned her that the uterus was thin, if she had had had an abortion, there would have been no more children, and I wouldn’t have really been born in the world.
My mother wanted a son, and she only wanted to have a child, and I was only forced to choose for her.
It’s not important to have one more child, but it’s important to prevent her from having a son.
But soon after I was born, she could not wait to have two children, and when I was one year old, my mother gave birth to my brother as she wished.
I’ve been drinking baking milk since I was born.
And my brother is breast-feeding for a year and a half.
This is probably the difference between love and preference.
Two.
After my brother was born, he took away all my mother’s love.
Yeah, no exaggerations, all of them.
When I was a year old, my mom used to boil water and give me milk. I was afraid I’d taken my brother’s “ration” and even though she was breastfeeding, she didn’t give me any breast milk.
When she heard my brother crying, she panicked, her hands and feet were busy putting down the hot water that had just burned down and rushing to my brother the first time.
Finally, the hot, hot water turned over and poured on my arm.
I cried so fast.
My mom didn’t have the kung fu to mind me, but when she took care of my brother and remembered me, she found my arm red and swollen, and my blood was all over a terrible water bubble.
Because it wasn’t done in time, the mass burns came with me.
And when she was in hospital, my grandmother saw that a child of my age had suffered a great sin, and her eyes cried out. The good grandmother took me home and received her care.
My mother would have hated my extra daughter, and she was happy to see my grandmother raise me.
My dad’s busy at work and he doesn’t have anything to say if he doesn’t take his son.
3
I was six years old.
It’s only after New Year to meet my parents.
“Song brother, you’ve grown tall again? Here’s your new dress. Take it. My parents haven’t seen me for a long time, and they’ll be nice to say.
It’s just, every time I get a dress, it’s either size one or size one. Or it’s a bad color. It’s out of date.
One year my grandmother couldn’t look at it, so she reminded them, “What black clothes do you buy for a little girl next time you like pink? And size, before you buy it, ask me. I’m sorry.
Grandma knew my name since I was a kid and kept calling me a trick.
My mother promised well, but in fact she did the same for the second year.
The clothes that I’ve brought, as always, are not fit or color I don’t like.
Then my grandmother was too lazy to remind them, because they would not remember.
Their hearts are filled with my brother.
Before I was six years old, I didn’t feel much about my parents’ son-in-law.
Until after my aunt had the second baby, my grandmother was old and limited in energy, and caring for the three children was indistinguishable.
And I’m at the age of primary school, and my grandmother agreed with my aunt and sent me back to my parents in town.
And I started my nightmare childhood.
4
Grandma called and told my parents I was going back to town.
As a result, the two adults didn’t listen and finally my uncle sent me from home. My uncle put me at the door in a hurry, so he went back.
I just came back to my parents’ house on the first day, and when I entered the door, my brother opened his hands and stood in front of the door, scouring me in hostile sights, like an intruder who was about to rob his private sphere.
“What are you doing here? He’s a year younger than me, but in the city he’s got a good life and a better nutrition, half a head higher than me.
“This is my home too, I’m home. I took my luggage and explained it to him.
I hear he’s turned and he’s crying and he’s sitting on the floor, “Oh, I don’t want her to come to my house, I don’t want her to take my mother’s love and let her go! I’m sorry.
He’s got a big voice and he’s attracted to my parents.
“Dad, I want her gone, I don’t want her to separate my mother’s love from my father’s love. There’s only one baby in this house. “My brother’s got a face, no crying.
I’m embarrassed, and I’m looking at my parents.
I thought my parents would comfort my brother, and I was a member of the family, his own sister, and love her.
But the result is I don’t deserve it.
My dad took a nice picture of my brother’s hair, and he said, “We babies are so smart and cute that we know what it means to be a mother and a father.” I’m sorry.
And my mother, who had nothing to hide from her brother, who was there, hugged my brother, whispered, “Dabao, don’t worry, all my love for me and my father belongs to you alone, and no one will take away our love for you. I’m sorry.
She looked back at my dad and said, “Yeah, honey? I’m sorry.
My dad doesn’t hesitate, “Of course. I’m sorry.
My heart’s pouring rain. It’s getting cold.
My parents tried so hard to show my brother’s loyalty, but my brother sat on the floor and cried.
My mom was groaning and looked at me, “Sweety, go to the door for a moment. We’ll let you in when your brother falls asleep. Your brother’s been sitting on the floor, and I’m afraid he’s cold and bad for his health. I’m sorry.
It’s not about talking to me, it’s about informing me.
Put it down, my mom just threw me out the door.
Whether I agree or refuse, bang, close the door.
I was just a kid, and for the first time I went back to town, and I had nowhere else to go but this so-called house, and I had no choice but to sit on the steps at the door of my home, alone in a bag.
I must have looked like a homeless stray dog.
Wait, wait, wait, wait. I fell asleep.
I don’t know how long it took for my mother to remember my daughter outside the door until my brother was pacified.
When I heard the door opening, I opened my eyes, and I saw my mother waved at me, “Sweety, I had to put your brother to sleep, you come in here and play softly and don’t wake your brother. Also, you’ll be in your room when you’re all right. I’m sorry.
I was silent, carrying my luggage to the next bed.
In this house, I’ve been a transparent man for months.
I tried to change, but I grew up away from my parents, and the feeling of alienation and courtesy between them was like an invisible barrier that prevented me from coming to them.
Sometimes all day long, I talk to my parents, just call them Dad and Mom.
I’d like to be in the arms of my parents like other kids, but I can’t.
Their arms belong only to Sodabao.
The last time I remember, it was a weekend, and it was Sodabao’s birthday.
5
In order to prevent me from running around, my parents locked me in the house alone after taking Sodabao.
Fearing that I was alone at home with safety concerns, they shut down the gas stoves and the power mains.
I’m so hungry I can only eat cold night food in the kitchen.
Grandma told me kids can’t eat overnight, but I’m really hungry.
Without electricity, I couldn’t burn hot water, and I had to drink a bottle of fresh oranges in a cupboard that belonged to Sodabao.
From day to night, there was no electricity, no water in the house, I was lying down, sitting down, lying down, and I was suffocating.
At night, a house without lights, like a horrible ghost house.
I waited for some time to hear their voices coming back.
Pop, light’s on.
I looked red in my eyes and had the courage to run into my mother’s arms, to hold her tight, to show her weakness, “Mom, I’m scared. I’m sorry.
My mother took a look at my brother’s face and pushed me away, “I’m almost seven years old, I’m afraid of the dark. I’m sorry.
So Dae-Boo made me a ghost face, a Lego toy with a new one, and he showed off, “You know what? Mom and Dad took me to a $500 meal today. It’s delicious. I’m sorry.
Since my return to my parents, my brother has never called me sister, and he knows that I do not like the name “brother” and even more deliberately calls me by my name.
I only ate the leftovers from yesterday at noon, there were no leftovers at night, and I was hungry.
“We ate big abalone, crabs, lobster, ice cream…” Sou Dabao said, “Put your hand on it.”
I’m going to get my saliva out of my stomach and scream.
My mom’s probably embarrassed to leave me alone in my own house. “You know my family isn’t that rich, and if I take you, it’ll cost you $500. I’m sorry.
I look down and my tears almost fall.
“Yeah, bro, you’re too big to know. You can’t make money for your family, you can save money for your family. My father is right.
I don’t understand. I don’t want to understand.
But there is nothing I can do to face this injustice.
And the next second, Soda Po screamed and cried, “Mom, Su Tsiao drank my drink! That’s my exclusive!
As soon as my mom looked at it, the table was full of drinks.
“Mom, I’m so thirsty, I don’t have electricity, I can’t burn hot water. I’ll explain even though I’m filled with frustration.
“You’re a thief!” I won’t do it. Nobody drinks my stuff! I’m sorry.
He’s holding my mother’s arm, and he’s angry and angry, “Mom, you let her spit out my drink and give it back! I’m sorry.
Six.
My mom was embarrassed, “I’ll take you to buy a new case of drinks to make it up to you, okay? I’m sorry.
And then my brother used to do what he always did with his ass, sitting on the floor and crying, “Mom doesn’t love me anymore, mom doesn’t want me! Whoo!
This time, he won’t listen to my parents, no matter what they say, buy him new toys and snacks.
As I stood by, I saw my parents sweating so hard that I could spit out my beverage and give it back to him.
My mom got upset by Sodabao and turned around and saw me still here. Raise your hand and slap it in my face.
Pop, slap.
My mother looked at Sodabao, “Baby, how about this?” I’m sorry.
So Dae-bao was wailing, staring at me with tears, and stopped crying.
When I was less than seven years old, I was slapped down by adults, and the whole body was smitten, covered in the burning face of the beating, and my ears were buzzing.
And now that So Dabao is gone, he even has a successful smile, “That’s more like it, huh? I’m sorry.
My dad stopped seeing my brother, and he took a breath, and he looked at me. I’m sorry.
I’m talking to my mom and dad, and I wake up with red eyes, and for the first time with a hard-on protest, “It’s my fault to drink that drink, and it’s enough for that slap. But you want me to apologize. It doesn’t make sense! I’m sorry.
Is this really my real parents? I’m a little skeptical!
That night, I was hiding in a blanket and crying my eyes were swollen.
7
The next morning, while my parents were asleep, I secretly called Grandma with the home phone.
Before I heard it, Grandma over there on the microphone seemed to have figured out my situation. Tell Grandma she’s on your side. I’m sorry.
When I heard the sound of my grandmother’s familiar voice, my eyes were sore and thick, my stomach was stuck in my throat, and I ended up saying, “Grandmother, I miss you. I’m sorry.
Grandma snived, “A little trick, you wait a few days, Grandma comes to pick you up. I’m sorry.
That’s enough to give me hope.
I went to school for days without thinking, hoping for the moon, waiting for Grandma to come and pick me up in the city.
Unfortunately, I didn’t wait for Grandma to come. I waited for a phone call from my aunt.
After my mom answered the phone, her face changed.
She ran into my room, and she grabbed my collar like a chick, grabbed me out of my seat and fell on the floor without mercy.
“You call your grandmother on your own? Didn’t you know your grandma was taking care of your uncle’s kids? I lost my face to your aunt! I’m sorry.
My knees fell so hard on the floor that it hurt.
This time, I put up with tears. I didn’t cry.
My mom’s probably pissed off at my aunt’s, and she can’t stop throwing fire at me.
She bends down, stretches her hand over my ear, “Do you hear me? Next time I find your grandma, I’ll take care of you. I’m sorry.
“Mom, I won’t. I’ll do anything. * I’m in pain and I feel like she’s about to rip my ear off *
If I looked in the mirror, I’d find my ear red enough to look familiar.
After that, my mom got upset.
That night, she bought me a bottle of fresh oranges and apologized to me.
But after a slap, give me one more sugar, will I ever find that sweet?
The answer is no.
Two days later, I received a package from my grandmother at school, a letter and a few red tickets.
Grandma says she’s sorry, and she can’t protect me if she won’t come. The husband died and the grandfather died early, and in the future she will have to expect her uncle to retire, and she will only listen to his aunt. The money was the pocket money she kept from her aunt, so I saved it. Let me forgive her for being a human being. There is no way to keep a bowl of water flat between her son and her daughter, and she has to choose her son.
I know it’s not gonna work.
My grandmother had taken care of me for the last six years, and I had caused her a lot of trouble, and I really shouldn’t have made her suffer any more.
I don’t know.
I thought I’d just be a ninja tortoise in this house, but I’d still ignore the stubbornness of a five-year-old boy.
So Dae-bao started to bully me with impunity because his parents were at home with a blatant preference for my brother.
It’s either pouring ink on my clean white school uniform, or sticking a tasted bubble gum in my hair.
These childish pranks have made me suffer.
But more than that, he put nails in my shoes, and I didn’t notice when I was wearing them, and my toes were pierced and he was bleeding.
My heart’s pain has caused me to lose my emotional management, and I hit my favorite robot model on the ground with my unharmed foot.
His toy broke and ran to my mother crying.
And I was beaten with my mother’s belt without any surprise.
I reached her with my red eyes and my bleeding toes, and I showed her the masterpiece of her precious son.
However, the balance in my mother’s heart was always the one that favoured my brother.
She didn’t care, but she scolded me with a mean tongue, “Soo Cheeks, you’re a heartless loser, you’re wasting your grown-ups’ money, and I have to pay for a new toy! Do you know how expensive it is to make money? I’m sorry.
It seems to her that my injured toes aren’t as important to her as his toys. After all, by name alone, one is the best brother and one is her big baby.
8
And then I tried to be good, and I fought with Soda Po in front of my parents, just to get a little bit of my parents’ attention.
I’ll hand him the slippers when my dad comes in and I’ll smile and say to my dad, “Dad, you’ve worked hard. I’m sorry.
My mom was busy cooking in the kitchen, and I was washing for her, and when she was sweating, I stood up with a little stool, and I worked so hard to wipe my mom’s sweatballs and even flattered my mom, “Mom, when I grew up, I’ll cook for you. I’m sorry.
Sometimes in order to get a word of praise, I even take a shower of water and wash my parents’ feet.
I thought a warm little cotton tamper and a naughty leather jacket, in contrast to each other, would have moved a little bit in their hearts.
Contrary to what was hoped, all the efforts I had made had been in vain as long as there had been a conflict between me and Sodabao.
I would never wake up a couple of heavy-handed parents, so I gave up.
There’s no way to live under someone else’s umbrella. I’m on my own.
At school, I began to study hard, and I worked better than any other classmate.
My parents don’t think I’m worth investing more in my education. I can’t report on various courses and remedial classes like other classmates. I’m only out of school, and I’m using every opportunity to make up for my knowledge.
It is better to improve my academic performance than to become a favored personality, and after all, learning can benefit me for life.
At home, I’m becoming the kind of “good sister” my parents want. # I don’t know #
I won’t be stupid enough to compete with Sodabao, but instead I’ll be like my parents.
I don’t remember where I saw the word “kill.”
It’s good to see that Soda Po is hooked.
So Dae-bao is not only picky, but lazy.
When he was nine years old, his mother fed him every day.
Sometimes, my mother was nice to him to eat more vegetables, and he was unhappy and would even spit out his mouth and throw his breath at food.
Even I was watching, and I felt that image, uh, disgusting.
My mother was so angry about this, and I even suspected that she was in her thirties, and had a few of her obvious white hairs, which was also responsible for Daebao.
Sometimes my mother was so angry, she couldn’t bear to blame the baby boy she’d been holding on to.
My mother couldn’t take it when Su Dabao N put food on the white wall.
She’s so red, her hands up in front of me without warning, and she’s pointing at my nose and yelling, “Eat, eat or you’ll die, eat, your brother hasn’t eaten enough, you’re eating a ghost here, you don’t look like a sister!” I’m sorry.
I was eating in peace, and she waved, and rice and soup were pouring on my face, on my clothes.
I blinked on the eyelid, and the soup of tomato egg soup flowed out of my eyebrow, wet and sticky.
It’s a good thing the soup is cold or I’ll have to burn.
Sodabao, who was watching the show, saw me look like I was in a bad mood. I’m sorry.
I see my mom’s moving right now, and she’s really thinking about hitting me.
Before she did her next move, I said, “Mom, I’ll feed Dabao later. You’ve worked hard. I’ll feed her later. I’ll make sure you eat. I’m sorry.
“Well, you feed me? I don’t eat. “Sou Dabao’s hands are wrapped around his chest, proudly turning his head.
I didn’t have any anger, but I put it in his ear, laughing, and whispered to him.
When I’m done, he stares at me, and he talks, “Mom, she’ll feed me later! I’m sorry.
Even though Sodabao was the baby of my mother’s heart, all these years my mother was tired of feeding her food and having to do so.
Now I’ve heard from Sodabao that I’m on a feeding mission, and my mom won’t be able to come up if she gets an amnesty.
9
I’ve observed that this giant baby, Soda Bo, is really doing it.
He does not like vegetables and eggs, he only eats meat, he is the kind of fat flesh, and he doesn’t like it alone.
Moreover, he does not eat vegetables either with food or with meat or with vegetables, he wants a spoon of pure rice and a spoon of pure meat to open his mouth.
All these years, watching my mother feed him, I’ve seen his taste for food.
My mother feared that he was not nutritionally balanced and often advised him to eat a few more vegetables, and every time he did so, he threw up.
I don’t care. I don’t have anything to eat. I just want to finish my job so I don’t suffer.
He eats nothing but flesh, and We cast for it.
One bite of food, one bite of meat.
My mother, seeing So Dae-bao as no longer her, would like to eat with her mouth open and would not care about my way of feeding.
After all, it’s hard to feed Sodabao. She’s sick of it.
She’s been through all these years, and she knows it’s hard.
Since then, I’ve fed Su Dae-bao for years.
It also led to the subsequent years when Sodabao became a one-person scorned fatty who couldn’t lose weight.
Of course, it’s later.
That night, while my parents were watching TV in the living room, Soda entered my room, and said, “If you play me, you’re dead.” I’m sorry.
I’m doing my homework, and I’m not mad about him.
Put down the pen, and I’ll give him a pack of chips out of my bag in peace, “Don’t worry, I promise you I won’t break my promise. I’ll give you a bag of snacks every night as long as you work with me at noon. I’m sorry.
My mom had already banned him for a long time for a good meal. To prevent him from sneaking out his snacks and even restraining his pocket money.
He needs something. My mom’s got him ready in advance.
He’s in a tight spot right now, and I said to him at noon, and he immediately agreed.
Seeing the chip in your heart, Sodabao’s eyes were open.
And I pick up the frown, and I go on, “Not just for snacks, I can buy you regularly, and then on weekends when Mom and Dad aren’t home, you can watch TV, you can play games, you can watch. I’m sorry.
“Don’t lie to me, or I’ll make you look good! “Sou Dae-bao put chips in his mouth and waved his fists at me while doing something.
“As long as you don’t forget, all this is based on your cooperation. “I laugh at the tunnel.
It’s better to deal with Soda Po than with his scooter.
After all, being a little kid, giving him a little snack and a little bit of grace, he can stop.
Grandma gave me money in secret these years, and I saved it all except for some school supplies.
It’s a waste to buy snacks for Sodabao now, but it’s worth it for the sake of peace.
I will not give him all the snacks in one breath, but a pack every day, or a pack for a few days, slowly hanging him.
In the long run, he’s had less trouble with me.
I don’t know.
Before that, I just gave up on my parents, and then one time they were so paranoid that I just gave up on them.
When I left school the previous day, there was a heavy rain, and I put an umbrella in the drawer, and I didn’t know who walked away.
About 30 minutes later, the school was closing and the rain was not stopping.
I never expected Mom and Dad to come and pick me up or give me an umbrella, so I went home with a bite.
I’m in a public school, and my brother is in a private school with high tuition. But whenever they have time, they go to private schools to pick up my brother.
The next day, I started a high fever, and the whole brain was swelling and dazed.
My parents were at home, and I was sick enough to take them to the hospital with a thermometer.
My mom touched my forehead, burned her hands, and she slightly changed her face. I’m sorry.
I’m glad I’m on the couch in the living room.
When my mom packed up, he was pulling me out of the house, and my dad came after me, “No, Big Mom, Dabao has a soccer game in the afternoon. It’s almost time. We have to go over to Tai Po. I’m sorry.
My mom came to her senses, “I almost forgot. Drive over, it’s too late. I’m sorry.
She took a look at me and said, “Sweetie, your brother has a soccer game this afternoon. As soon as the soccer game is over, Mom will come back and take you to the hospital. You stay home, stay away, rest, drink hot water. I’m sorry.
My mom’s in a hurry to go out with my dad.
My heart broke.
Lost, huh? Or despair?
10
I’ll be alone in the house when they leave.
I’ve found some deflammation pills in my medicine box, and I’m so soft, I can only go back to my room and sleep.
By the time they return, they will be in the middle of the night.
My mother measured my temperature, found out I had a fever, and didn’t say anything about taking me to the hospital.
And indeed the fire turned back, but for the following days I had coughing and snot, and I did not ask them to take me to the hospital, and I put up with it, fighting hard.
Since then, I have learned not to look forward and not to be disappointed.
I don’t know.
In elementary and lower secondary school, it’s like crucifixing me a disgrace.
“Do you have a brother? I’m sorry.
I’ve got a brother! I’m sorry.
“Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha! I’m sorry.
“…”
In that case, I have the right not to hear, to devote all my energy to learning.
The Emperor didn’t have a heart, the midterms came out and I took the first grade.
The schools make a list of first-class students and place them in the most visible places of the schools for the students.
This is an honourable thing, and it is a reason to attack me.
“First place is in our class. Look at her name. I’m sorry.
“I heard her mother told her to hire a brother every year. I’m sorry.
Some of the girls in our class who were on the tail of the crane repeatedly spread my rumours to the crowd under the list.
“Really, so weird?”
“There’s something weirder, she wears a long sleeve every summer, covering her arm like she’s invisible. I’m sorry.
What’s the secret under your sleeve? Did your mother carve a few words for you on your arm, so you can always remember your mission? I’m sorry.
“Ha ha ha ha! “The people laugh for a while.
“Can you show us your arm? “And then the first girl looked at me.
I have a large-scale burn scar on my arm, which I left behind when I was over a year old and looked scary and ugly.
Girls don’t love beauty and are afraid to scare their classmates. I’ve been afraid to wear short sleeves since primary school.
I’d rather wear long sleeves to cover my scars, even on inflamming summer days, even if I was sweating.
But I’ve ignored it, and maybe it’s an alien in their eyes, and all people reject it.
“This has nothing to do with you. “I covered my sleeve with my guard and took a few steps back.
And I’m not afraid of them. I’m a good student, and I don’t have to argue with them so quickly that they can have a positive impact on school.
“In the same class, your image and name make us spicy. “The girl in the first place grunts.
She’s a pain in the ass, but I’m used to it. I’m getting ready to leave.
A tall girl suddenly came out of the crowd and stood in front of me.
The sound of cold and cold is, “Is there another rumor in the class? I am ashamed that I will not learn any good, but by such obstinate means I have to black out others and follow your class. I’m sorry.
The talking girl is our new transfer student, Susie.
Like me, she’s an alien who’s been marginalized, and I hear she’s from the countryside, and she’s not good at Mandarin and she’s very special.
“Who do I think I am, a transfer student, why drag?” “The girls in charge of the project were angry and scolded.
“Well, if you can do it, you’ll have to take the second final in our class. @Supreme: #Supreme #Supreme #Supreme #Supreme
The first girl was blushing and she couldn’t speak.
I was slightly pulled out of the crowd by Suzy.
I heard a conversation from the girls behind me, “Same as her sister said, it’s the country’s dirt. I’m sorry.
After a long walk, I haven’t waited for my thanks, so let go of my hand, the cold way, “These clowns, the more you ignore them, the more they dance, the more you have to fight back. I’m sorry.
I’m a good nod. “I got it. I got it. I’m sorry.
After the show, the people in the classroom automatically cut me and Su Li.
We lived up to their expectations and, later, we were really best friends.
She used to study in the country, and English teachers didn’t speak very well, and I helped her to make up her mouth.
Whenever someone laughs at me because of my name, she helps me to get back and keep my mouth shut for a long time and no one dares to make fun of me.
She’s a nice, nice girl, and the last time that three-person group of girls came to us for trouble.
Su-Yi, in fact, did not have the appearance of glamorousness. She’s a reorganised family. She has a step-mom and a step-daughter, and she’s being set up everywhere.
But I’m sure Su Li’s strength will soon overcome those who bully her.
Me and Su Li, like snails, like hedgehogs, are all different in the crowd, and we’re all like one another and we’re all warm.
Eleven.
At school, I was the first to raise a long sleeve and dare to show the scars on my arm to Soze.
“Soze, isn’t that a shock? I’m worried, I’m upset.
She pulled my arm, reached out and touched the rough skin on it, consoling, “I saw it on TV, and this large-scale burns can be treated for skin-planting. When I get paid for my graduation, the first thing I do is pay for your surgery! I’m sorry.
I almost cried, “Soze, we have to be good friends for a long time. I’m sorry.
“Look what you’ve done. “Sou Li smiled so well.
I don’t know.
Ever since I knew I could have skin implanted to treat the scars, I’ve asked my mother once if she could take me to a beauty hospital for a skin-planting operation.
Once I’m done, I regret it.
“Do you think I’m a cash machine? You don’t have that kind of money for surgery! I’m sorry.
“Your brother’s training fees, tuition fees, no money, and your brother’s money first. If you’re going to marry someone, you can’t waste your mother’s money. I’m sorry.
My mom just said a bunch of things.
It’s a good thing I didn’t expect much, and I didn’t feel disappointed. I just felt like I had to fight once.
This scar has been with me for years, and it doesn’t matter how many more years.
Who told me to set up a son-in-law family?
A while ago, I saw my mom buy my brother an expensive T-shirt, and I heard it cost my dad a half month’s salary.
And then to me, there’s no money.
After that, my mom didn’t forget to say, “Yeah, we pay you up to high school, college, you make your own summer, you have your own hands, you don’t want to spend your day, you don’t get paid for it. I’m sorry.
I can’t be hit by those words anymore. Thank you for putting me in the flesh of a brass wall.
I’m about to take a high test and I’m starting to learn.
Su Li’s achievements were also very strong, especially in the subject of languages, and I followed her through and you followed my common progress.
After the exams, we signed up for the same voluntary, local priority college.
Suzie was swept out of the house because of changes in the family, and she took over her father’s business and invited me to help.
When I got in touch with Suzy’s business, I found out that Susie’s college boss had been hiding power, and I certainly wasn’t bad enough to keep up with her work.
During the first summer, Susie accompanied me to the beauty hospital for skin-planting. I’ve actually had enough of the surgery, but she won’t let me pay for it, and she promised me.
Suzie was with me from surgery to rehab.
Sometimes I think that if Su Li hadn’t moved to our class, my life would have been less colorful.
I’ve had a good trip, but it’s not going well with Sodabao.
It was full of meat and had thick glasses on its nose because it used to watch TV games as a child.
The grades were not very good, the grades were not good enough, and even the grades were not good enough. My mom took a couple of tutors, did not miss the training class, but couldn’t do it.
My mother only remembered my daughter.
She called me before the second year of the year. “Your brother’s last six months of high school, you come back and finish his homework. I’m sorry.
I haven’t taken money from my family since high school.
I’ve been working part-time at Soze for the summer. When the holidays are over, me and Su Li will report directly to the university.
My parents were always absent.
I also called home several times during this period, and their attitude towards me was cold and cold, and they looked like they loved to come home, and I didn’t come back to them, except for a cold year.
I got a call on the pretext that I’m not going back on a part-time basis on a cold vacation so that they can get Su Dabao a special tutor.
12
My mom’s in a hurry and calls me home three or four times a day.
I didn’t answer the phone, they even called me instead of my dad. My dad couldn’t.
Grandma’s face, I’ve got it all.
New Year’s Eve, I went home.
When I came in, my mom yelled at me, “You have no conscience, you want to come home and ask for help?” I’ve raised you so big! Even if he had a dog, the master would have let it go home. You’re worse than a dog!”
I frown, I just feel a little loud.
Now I’ve become the bottom of my life, my brightness, my focus on the university’s diploma, and my best friend Su Li.
I don’t need to let myself down again, “Mom, now you’re asking me to come back and teach Dabao. If you’re gonna beep again, I’m gonna go. Then I’ll say to Grandma, “I was taken away by you.” Grandma is reasonable, and she won’t blame me. I’m sorry.
“You! My mother opened her mouth and chose to shut up.
When I walked into the house, I looked at the room where I used to live, and now I’ve created a groceries room full of old Sodabao’s clothes, old books, toys and stuff.
Girls grow up without a home … If they’ve seen it online, they know it now.
“Come back where do I live?” I asked my mother.
As if my mom hadn’t thought about it at all before, pointing at the couch in the living room, “You’re not here long enough, sleep on the couch.” I’m sorry.
My brother and I are grown up, grown-ups. I sleep in the living room all the time.
But my mom doesn’t care about it, and she’s thinking about my brother, “Yeah, except for this cold break, when school starts, you and the teacher apply to go out and go home to your brother’s school at night. It’s been six months. It’s important to your brother! I’m sorry.
I went to a university in this city, but it took at least two hours to get to my house.
Every night I went to my brother’s study, and my mother could think of it.
My eyes are about to turn to the sky.
Ignore her. I went straight to Sodabao’s room, took a few exercises and flipped the papers.
If I really was a teacher of Sodabao, I’d probably have to go up with his blood pressure.
Let’s put it this way.
The practice book is full of beautiful women’s faces, and no serious questions have been asked.
He’s a little genius, and I’m a human being who doesn’t teach.
I’ve got a plan in mind.
I’m taking this opportunity to break up with this family.
When my brother came back at night, he didn’t look good. Don’t think you can teach me. Get out of my house! I’m sorry.
I laughed. He didn’t want me to teach him. I didn’t want to teach him yet.
“Of course I can go, but if I go, you’re fucked. I’m sorry.
So Dae-bao’s got his head up. I’m sorry.
Close the bedroom door and I sit in the chair, “You think I’m gone and Mom won’t invite anyone else to teach you to study? I’ll give you all the training? That’ll only make you more tired. If it was me, as a child, you play your game, and I can watch your back. I’m sorry.
So Dae-bao’s a little thin, “That’s it, but if you’re upset, I’ll kick you out! I’m sorry.
Next time, I’ve been helping him with his tutorials in Sodabao’s room every day.
When my mom came over to check, he worked with me.
As soon as my mom walked away, I covered for him. He should play games.
Sometimes when he can’t play, even I look like he’s working hard, and I’ll be kind enough to help him play two games and clear his customs.
He’s moved from rejecting me, hating me to cooperating with me.
Sometimes I feel sorry for my mom when I see him on his last winter break before his high school exams.
You’ve given up your son with your own hands.
13
The winter break will be over, and my brother will have an examination as soon as school starts.
I’m going through Su’s unmoved practice book, reminding him, “You’re going to start school right now, and you’re going to learn a little and you’re going to look at your grades. I can’t help it. I’m sorry.
“What are you afraid of? It’s just a simulation test. I have more ways. “Sou Dabao doesn’t care.
I guess I guess he called it a bad idea, but he didn’t say anything.
Dabao, can I show you a picture of my college? If you can go to college, you can play whatever you want. I’m sorry.
I’ll hand him my cell phone, which includes beautiful schoolgirls, as well as a variety of interesting community events, and pictures of artistic performances.
He didn’t show up, but I could see he was moving.
This is just a seed I planted on him.
After the winter break, I did not follow my mother’s advice and read it back every night, but promised her to come back every weekend.
Every time I come back, Soda Po plays games while I sneak around and indoctrinate him about how wonderful college life and environment are.
And he listens to me, and he doesn’t even smell the game on the phone, and he says, “Sweety, college is wonderful, but I can’t do it for 10 years. I’m sorry.
“You don’t think about college in the country, but wouldn’t it be wonderful if Mom and Dad would pay you to go abroad and go to college, and they wouldn’t control you, and you’re free and easy? If you were to go to school anywhere in the country, Mom would still have to take care of you for three days. I’m sorry.
My plan is officially operational.
“To go abroad to college! When Sodabao’s eyes are bright, and the next second, he dies. If I do not, I doubt they’ll let us continue until I get to college. I’m sorry.
I didn’t squeak.
The seed planted on the heart of Su Dynasty has sprung, and I am not in a hurry.
Over the past six months, Su Dabao has been entangling his mother to send him abroad to college.
My mom is so determined to put So Dae-bao in the high school, once, twice, third, fourth.
He’s getting more angry and he’s got more opinions about my mother.
Until the eve of Gacko, We took the opportunity of stabbing Sodabao, closing the door and whispering to him.
“You’ve got a few days to go to high school, you’ve been out of school for so long, and now you want to sprint, and to be honest, it doesn’t work. I’m not saying anything.
“If you’re thinking about going abroad to college, there’s a way. Didn’t Mom want you to take the test? Why don’t you do something illegal while you’re at the senior exam, and let the school punish you, and you’re not allowed to take any more exams? Mom can’t really stop you from reading? You beg Mom to send you abroad. I’m sorry.
“You’re too good for me to think about. I’m sorry.
OS, in my heart, he’s an IQ, he can’t play games, and I’m thinking about these ideas…
A few days later, my brother did not fail.
At the first exam in the high examination, cheating was caught.
He was also afraid that the matter would not be sufficiently serious, that the punishment would not be sufficient and that the examination papers for the examination at the next desk would be ripped off on the spot.
You’re gonna rip it, you’re gonna yell, “You’re not gonna copy me, you’re gonna rip your paper!” I’m sorry.
He said that he had not only been disqualified for several years, but that no school in the country would take him away.
Even when I heard about it, I was shocked to learn that people who had been spoiled by my mother since they were kids, could really do anything.
Suzie listened to me for a few seconds.
She bit the apple, and she said, “Your brother is a real pain in the ass. Your mom’s pissed off. What if she beats you up? Do you want me to come with you this weekend? I’m sorry.
“No, it’s almost over. I don’t want to go back. I’m sorry.
Soon, I’ll finish with my original family.
14
I’ll be home on the weekend as usual.
My mother sits on the couch like a defeated old hen.
Looks like another big white piece of hair.
As soon as she saw me, she grabbed the whips next to me like she was when I was a kid. I’m sorry.
But I’m not a child anymore, so I can easily avoid the whip she pulled, “If you don’t want me back, I’ll go. I’m sorry.
My mom bit her teeth, she had to bear it.
So Dae-bao sent me a message that he had successfully convinced my mother to send him out of the country to college before I came back.
My mom’s a little down and down, “I’ve talked to your dad about sending your brother out of the country to study. Don’t think I don’t know how much money you made out of your job. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “You sent him out of the country. Why would I pay for it? I’m sorry.
When my mom changed, she started beeping, “What happened to your brother? You unconscionable…
And it shall be said unto her, as a record of her scolding. And I sat still on the couch, so that I might wait for her to scold her, so that I may pay for it, and you may sign a deal with me. It’s none of my business to buy money off our relationship and you’ll be old enough to get old enough for you to retire, and to agree to go to the notary. I’m sorry.
When my mom heard it, she was shocked and yelled at me.
“Let’s talk to my dad. I don’t want to talk to her too much, but I don’t want to leave her alone.
As expected, my mother called the next day and agreed. As long as I pay, they sign.
I borrowed a great deal of money from Su Li and promised her that when I graduated, I would work at her father’s company and pay her debts.
It was quick, and at the notary’s, my parents and Sodabao signed the protocol.
Even though I would have liked to see this day, I was cold for a second when I actually saw my parents buy our love for money without hesitation.
Maybe my heart is not strong enough.
The moment I walked out of the notary’s office with the buyout agreement, I was relieved.
It’s been so long since my mom came out behind me, like she’s been looking at me for the first time, and she’s noticed I’m willing to wear short sleeves.
My arm is clean, and that ugly burn scar is gone.
“When did you get rid of this scar?” She asked me.
Of course she doesn’t care about me. Next second, she’ll regret it. I knew you’d make a lot of money now. I knew you’d have to pay for that. I’m sorry.
I don’t care about her.
She only cares about the money, but does she ever wonder if I’ve had a pain in doing this skin-planting, who’s with me for how long?
The car horn sounded, and Sue left the car to pick me up.
This family is totally out of my league.
I didn’t say one more word to my mother, I took a bus to Suai and went directly to the city’s registry office, which changed my name for almost 20 years.
My new name is Su Xin.
I don’t know.
Until one day, more than a year later, I suddenly got a call from my mother, and I had her number deleted, and I didn’t show her notes, and I was surprised to hear her voice.
“Chou, I’m sorry about your brother’s trouble abroad. Can you give Mom some money? My mom’s on the microphone, crying.
Come on, it’s for the money, it’s for my brother.
I’m just a senior now. Where do you get so much money? Has she thought about it for me?
“First, I have no money. Secondly, have you forgotten you’ve bought our relationship? The deal, I still have it. I’m sorry.
I didn’t give her a chance to talk, just hang up.
Then my mom phoned me again, and Su Li couldn’t watch, took my phone and hacked my parents’ phone number.
My grandmother didn’t help them this time.
On New Year’s Eve, I took time to see Grandma.
According to Grandma, my mother is in a terrible state, and in order to make money for my brother to go to school, to be a nanny during the day and to work at the restaurant at night.
The family in which she worked, where she had a bear child, a little girl, who played her every day and used her as a horse, but for a high salary, she was forced to resign and had to endure. My mom’s not old, but her hair is all white.
My dad’s not much better, he’s old, he’s fired from the company, he sends all the compensation for his dismissal to my brother, who’s away from the country, and eventually he’s got meat buns and dogs.
I don’t know.
After many years, I worked hard to earn money, not only to pay off the money I borrowed before Susie, but also to buy a small apartment in the city.
Although Su-Yi has been very generous to me not to pay back, good girl, I still have to settle the score. I remember that, but the money must be returned.
I do not want to affect our friendship for money.
Occasionally, I’ll take Grandma to my house for a few days.
One time, my grandmother knocked on my side, and asked me, “Shin, your brother hasn’t come back once in years, calling your mother to ask her for money, it’s impossible to expect your brother to give your mother a living. Now that your parents are old, have you thought about going back to see them? I’m sorry.
I knew Grandma was kind, but she refused.
My heart is now strong enough, and from the moment my parents signed the buyout agreement, I owe them both.
My grandmother didn’t ask. She photographed my hand and comforted me. “Your mother can’t change the idea of son preference. Even when your mother was a child, she would have favoured your uncle. You’ve made up your mind, then. I’m sorry.
I didn’t visit my parents again, and I didn’t have to tell Grandma about them anymore, and I didn’t care or want to know.
In the days to come, with my best friend Soze and my grandmother, I will be enough.
(concluded)
A little flower:
The night before I went to the notary, I picked up a Xinhua dictionary, flipped over and picked up a new name, and it sounded so loud.
“You’re so pretty, why don’t you change your name?” I’m sorry.
I looked in the eye, and I said, “If I graded, Soprano is five, you have 35!” No more!”
“If it isn’t so much fun, let’s get rid of the family!” I’m sorry.
I almost sip it out.
She grabbed her cell phone, brushed it on a novel, “Well, why don’t you change her name to So-hyun? I’m sorry.
Well, I guess she’s been reading the boss’s novel lately.
“Why don’t I change my name to Su-san? We’re just as close as we can?
She was so proud, “No, that sounds like it. I’m sorry.
“…”
Finally, we discussed half-night and decided to change my name to Susing.
Say goodbye to the past, start over, everything is new. Record number: YX11oRWzOvq
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
