To what extent can relationship between
female college students in the dormitory be terrible? In my
junior year, I had an abortion. I rented a house
outside the school to rest my body. I still go to class
every day, but I don’t listen much. When I close my eyes, I am the shapeless fetus.
The doctor comforted me and said that at this stage, it was not a life.
I don’t know if it’s true or not.
But it’s just a feeling.
I abandoned my child. The father of the
child is my senior.
Since he was with another woman, he has become an irrelevant passer-by.
At that time, I had just had an abortion, and I didn’t tell anyone.
Lying in the dormitory, I felt so uncomfortable that I almost died.
Body, heart, both.
My roommate was on the phone, smiling, and on the other end of the phone was the father of my dead child.
She called me specifically. No one can teach me how to nurse after the operation.
I downloaded some recipes from the Internet and made an appointment for an online consultation with a psychologist.
But, it’s no use, I can’t sleep all night. As soon as I close my eyes, I feel a pair of children’s eyes, peeping at me in the dark.
No fear, yes, self-blame and powerlessness. Late
one night, 2:00 in the morning.
I struggled to get up with a sharp pain in my lower abdomen and wanted to go to the hospital for a check-up. When I
went downstairs, I saw a middle-aged uncle feeding stray cats.
He is my next-door neighbor.
I wanted to ask him for help, but I saw an incredible scene.
The wild cat, eating what he had fed it, shook its limbs and fell to the ground.
At his feet, there was a sack.
Inside, several unconscious cats.
I hesitated for a moment and did not speak.
Holding back the sharp pain in his lower abdomen, he hobbled away from there.
I was in the hospital all night.
The endometrium fell off and bled a lot, but it didn’t hurt much. I took some medicine and it was much better. At daybreak
, I took the medicine prescribed by the hospital and went back to the community. When I
passed a corner, I found some people gathered.
There was a child screaming, and the mother covered the child’s eyes.
During working hours, there were not many people gathered, so I took a look.
It’s a sack, oozing blood.
A security guard opened the sack with a branch.
Inside, there were pieces of the cat, shapeless and bloody.
I think I have discovered the unspeakable hobby of the uncle next door.
But I really don’t have the strength to think about these things.
When I got home, I lay in bed and almost immediately passed out.
It’s just, I didn’t know at that time, killing wild cats, he was just practicing.
What he really wants to kill is people.
It’s a woman.
Speaking of, when I first moved here, I noticed this uncle. About
forty years old, with strong muscles.
On weekdays, he wore a pair of sunglasses, went upstairs and downstairs, holding a metal stick in his hand, and knocked on the ground to identify obstacles.
He is a blind man, a strange blind man.
Even with a guide stick, he walks faster than a normal person.
I figured it out later-he must have lived in this building for a long time, and in his head, he had the whole topographic map here.
But what really horrified me was what happened next. When
I woke up, it was the afternoon of the next day.
Tired to get up, go out to class, is ready to go downstairs. In the
corridor, there was a child, holding a stone in his hand, looking around at something.
“Patter”. The sound of
opening the door.
The blind uncle opened the door, knocked on the ground with the guide stick, and went out with the garbage.
The child’s face was full of anger, and he tried his best to throw a stone at him! Hard stone, flying to his head.
This time, even adults, I’m afraid their heads will be broken and bleeding.
I was just about to say something.
But to see in amazement, he dodged! I almost thought I was dazzled, but I really saw him turn his head sharply, and the stone hit the iron gate behind him. “Bang!” There was a buzzing sound, and a big dent in the iron sheet.
The child also froze completely.
Then I saw a scene beyond my imagination.
He turned his ear sideways, as if trying to distinguish a sound.
The child ran in a panic and tried to escape.
The next second, the blind uncle, like a silent beast, sprinted. The
speed was so fast that I could hardly see his movements.
He rushed behind the child, who was very fat, but he picked it up easily with one hand.
The child swayed several times in midair because of inertia. The muscles of
his whole body were terribly strong.
Let go of me! You killed my cat! You will die a terrible death! The child struggled and cursed.
He grabbed the child by the collar and hung in the air.
Listening to the scolding, his face became more gloomy, and he slowly lifted the child high. The child was strangled by his collar and could not make any sound because of suffocation. In front of
him was the window of the corridor. Half of the
child’s body was already hanging out of the window.
This is the fifth floor.
As soon as he lets go, I’m afraid the child will fall downstairs directly! “Hello..” I couldn’t stop myself.
He froze for a moment, then withdrew his arm and put the child down.
The child kept coughing and he patted the child’s head. If you dare to be naughty
again, I’ll tell your parents.
The child came to his senses, looked at him fearfully, and ran away in panic. Only the blind man and I were left in the
corridor. The cicadas chirp in
summer, and the noise shakes the sky.
5 You.. Not blind?
I hesitated and asked him.
He was silent for a moment and took off his sunglasses.
In front of my eyes, there was a large area of pale red whites.
And a diseased, atrophic lens.
Like a broken glass ball.
I’ve heard of this lesion.
Basically, it’s totally blind.
I said I was sorry and turned to go downstairs.
Cats abandon their young.
Suddenly, he said.
When I turned around, he was still standing there, on the ground, the garbage bag he had knocked over.
Inside, there are some bloody cat hairs.
Not every cat.. Is it all like this? Those who have
abandoned their cubs will have a special smell.
He gave a strange smile. If
there is no beginning and no end, it makes me a little uneasy. When
I went downstairs, the child had already run away. In the
heat of summer, I remembered one thing later, and my spine shivered.
He knows every corner of the building.
He lifted the child out of the window with the real intention of throwing him down. What
I saw was the scene of his attempted murder.
7110。 During
the break, I dialed the alarm phone in the corridor.
Suddenly, I was hit by someone.
The mobile phone fell out and made a heavy ring.
A few girls walked away, talking and laughing.
They are my roommates. One
of the girls was the woman who slept with the father of the child.
They heard the noise, but they didn’t look back.
Whether it is unintentional or intentional, I think there is no need to ask.
“Ah!” Suddenly the girl gave a cry of pain.
A boy with messy hair, squinting his eyes, slammed into her shoulder.
She rubbed her arm and looked at the boy angrily.
I’m sorry.
“He said,” I can’t see when I walk. She swallowed back the words she
wanted to curse.
The boy returned the phone to me. I opened it and looked at it. The screen was out of order, but it still worked.
I saw you in the neighborhood.
He put it in his pocket and was careless.
His name is Lu Yu, my classmate. Sel
dom come to class, a solitary person.
Our intersection is at the end of the semester, and he will ask me to draw the key points.
He talked to himself, and then I knew that he also lived in that neighborhood.
Besides, I’ve lived there since freshman year.
The doctor said, I have a problem here, bipolar disorder or something.
“He pointed to his head.” I’ll have to move out.
“” What about you?
He asked me.
I can’t answer that.
He was sensible and did not ask questions. He
lay on his arm on the railing and looked out in silence. If you can’t
go back to the dormitory, move early. Out of the blue
, he said to me.
What?
I was stunned. I’ve met the blind man next to
you a few times, and he smells funny.
“I should say the patient’s intuition. He’s here..” He pointed to his head. “The problem is much more serious than mine.”. Be careful if
you live alone.
9 That evening I returned home. When I
opened the door, I was surprised to see that the door next door was open and empty.
The blind man is gone.
Some neighbors are talking. After
inquiring around, I learned that during the day, the parents of the child came to him to settle accounts.
But the door of his house was open and no one was there.
It’s been, like, missing all day.
I went home.
I guess he might be hiding from the parents.
Or maybe he moved away. Anyway
, I don’t have to see this blind man again, and my heart is much more stable. The wind
outside was very strong, and I packed up the clothes on the balcony. The rain shelter of
a family was blown and shaken.
The stormy night is coming.
I remembered what Lu Yu had said and locked the door of the living room.
That night, probably during this period of rest is not good, I sleep very dead.
The thunderstorm is coming, the air is hot and the pressure is very low.
In the middle of the night, I was once again woken up by a sharp pain in my lower abdomen, and my head was dizzy and my whole body was weak.
I struggled to turn over, and I didn’t even have the strength to get out of bed.
It was pitch black.
Suddenly, I heard a clanging sound.
I turned my head, and it was a thermos cup in the living room. It
fell to the ground and rolled to the bedroom door. The
silver vacuum cup reflects the moonlight in the middle of the night.
By the moonlight, I saw the most horrible scene in my life. With
one hand, he reached for the door and picked up the thermos cup.
The hand picked up the thermos cup, then withdrew and disappeared by the door. There was a slight sound of footsteps in the
dead dark living room.
And the movement of the vacuum cup being put back on the table.
My hair is all over me.
Someone is in my house.
A person who doesn’t speak. Who is
12?
！ No matter who it is, there is a crazy thought in my brain: I am in danger now! Careful not to make any noise, I picked up my phone and wanted to call the police.
But when I picked it up, I found that it was probably because I had fallen down in the afternoon, and I couldn’t open the screen.
Suddenly, the whole bedroom lit up. Thunderstorm clouds had
accumulated all day, and now there was a huge thunder in a rage. The
thunder rumbled.
I knew in an instant what I was going to do.
By the thunder, cover their own movement, with the fastest speed, lock the bedroom door! At least the man broke the door long enough for me to shout out of the window for help! Be quick! 13 Get out of bed, step quickly, hand, about to reach the door.
The heart is beating wildly.
At that time, I found that I had forgotten one thing.
The thunder, at the same time, covered the sound of the man’s footsteps.
A flash of lightning flashed through the window.
Illuminated the entire bedroom.
I saw a pale man standing in the doorway.
It’s him.
The blind man who lives next to me. It’s too late
to close the door.
He had stepped into the door, right in front of me.
He touched the wall with one hand and walked along it. In
the other hand, he held a meat knife. Up
there, there’s a small drain of blood.
I even stopped breathing, and the great fear made me stay there completely.
The thunder subsided.
He turned his ear sideways, ear, toward the space inside the bedroom.
He walked on in silence.
I did not dare to make any sound, the smallest amplitude, sideways, very slowly sideways away.
His back was wet with sweat and he leaned gently against the wall.
He passed me by.
I dare not breathe at all for fear of making any sound.
He walked quietly to my bed and came to the head of the bed. It was at this time that
I noticed something strange.
He paused, raised his feet and stepped over the small trash can on the ground.
It’s strange that he is a blind man.
Why. Will he know the terrain of my house?
Besides, I locked the door, how did he get in. All of a sudden, I remember what that neighbors were say. He had been missing all day.
For a moment, a chill went down my spine.
He’s not missing.
He’s hiding in my house.
I opened my eyes wide and looked at his figure in horror.
He raised the meat knife high, and the muscles and veins in his arms burst eerily. A
violent crash.
That’s where I was lying.
The knife was thrust down hard.
Even the floor seemed to shake.
That knife, it’s empty.
He raised his head doubtfully and tilted his ears.
He’s listening.
I leaned against the wall, and in the dark, I dared not move. In
his head, he clearly remembered that the child had not escaped two steps, and he followed the sound and rushed up in an instant, like a vicious tiger.
If I make a sound, I’m dead.
15 How long?
Time flows away minute by minute. There was a dead silence in the
dark bedroom.
His hands groped on the bed for a moment and he straightened up.
Suddenly, he put the tip of the knife gently against the wall.
He started to move along the wall.
He’s looking for me.
I can not stop the weakness of the legs, I know, this time must be calm.
But fear overcame everything, and my mind went blank.
Outside the window, suddenly a huge white light flashed.
There was another huge thunder, and it exploded.
The thunder woke me up a little, and in my mind, it was like grasping at a life-saving straw.
Sound! As long as he can’t hear, he is blind after all! The thunder was still rumbling. Without hesitation,
I immediately moved my body and tiptoed out of the bedroom. The tip of
his knife crossed the wall I had just leaned against.
The thunder had gone away, and I stopped there in a cold sweat. Luckily
, it’s a thunderstorm tonight. The
thunder subsided completely and disappeared.
From the living room, there is still a corridor distance.
I know. Just wait for one more ray.
Under the cover of thunder, I can escape.
I’m getting out of here! But. He stopped, too.
His hand touched the wall.
There’s sweat on it from me. I can’t
stop my legs from shaking.
Bean sweat, across the forehead.
I didn’t feel it at all, but I heard it fall to the ground.
In this dead night, crisp and crisp.
For a moment, there was only one thought in my mind.
“Run!” I stepped on the ground barefoot and rushed madly to the living room. The sharp pain in the
lower abdomen seemed to disappear.
I know. It’s my survival instinct at work.
Every organ, every muscle, is working like crazy to keep me alive.
There’s a sound approaching.
I turned sideways almost instinctively. The
knife stabbed me in the back and scratched my clothes.
I lost my balance, fell to the ground and rolled out. He touched his
stomach subconsciously, but there was no wound, just a scratch on his clothes.
He lunged at me again.
I had no time to breathe and got up in a panic.
Right in front of you, the gate is right in front of you! Desperately, I shouted, “There’s a thief!”! At the same time, he rushed to the door.
It’s like a strong wind.
My hand just reached the door handle. I
felt a huge force clamp my throat.
His throat was pinched so hard that he could no longer make any sound. A sense
of suffocation.
Consciousness is gradually blurred.
I was dragged back and watched feebly as the doorknob moved further and further away from me.
I wake from my faintness. Is his back in the darkness.
Here. It’s my bathroom.
My limbs are all tied up. Between the
upper and lower jaws, there is a circle of cloth, which is very deep. In the
mouth, there is the smell of blood.
A tinny sound.
I slowly got used to seeing in the dark.
The blind man, on the ground, was covered with a plastic sheet.
I’ve seen it in movies. That way, it’s easier to deal with blood. I struggled in
terror, my mouth was strangled, and I could only make a vague sound.
He heard me wake up. He
leaned over, lowered his head and sniffed something gently. The first day I
saw you, I smelled it.
He said.
What?
It’s your fault.
He murmured. You smell like you
abandoned a cub.
I shook my head desperately, trying to back up, but I couldn’t move. The knife in
his hand was aimed at my stomach, and through the clothes, the sharp tingling sensation came.
You’re just a cat, you’re not a man.
“You’re just a big cat..” Help. Help me.. I wept feebly. Suddenly there were several knocks on the door in the
living room.
20 Are you at home. The casual
voice is Lu Yu.
The blind man, like a statue, fell into absolute silence.
My pupils shrank slightly.
I know. This is the only chance to live.
I struggled crazily, any movement, let Lu Yu hear any movement! However, the blind man held my body down.
My weak struggle, vague cry, through the door, weak and inaudible.
Finally, I struggled, felt my lower back, and leaned against the toilet.
Found a power point. With all my strength,
I pushed him hard and hit him on the calf.
He lost his balance and wobbled towards the sink.
But a sharp bright light.
It makes me completely desperate.
A huge thunder resounded through the sky.
He bumped into the sink and the makeup on the sink fell off. The
noise was completely covered up by the roar of thunder. The
thunder rumbled away. Outside
the living room, there was no voice of Lu Yu.
The blind man raised himself.
I saw a strange smile on his face.
There is no one to save me.
22 “Bang!” Suddenly, outside the living room, the sound of smashing the door.
It was Lu Yu who kicked the door with his foot, with anger.
Bipolar disorder.
I’ve never loved this disease so much. The sound of
kicking the door continued.
The blind man did not speak.
He stood up in silence, put his hand on the wall, and walked out along the wall.
He’s headed for the living room. He’s got a knife.
23 Lu Yu.
I don’t have much in common with him, except for the key points at the end of each semester.
I heard the rumor that he beat up his roommate.
Because the roommate choreographed a girl’s dirty joke, he broke the roommate’s nose.
That girl? Is that me. It’s been said for
a long time. I can’t remember.
But I don’t want anything to happen to him.
I struggled and moved my body on the ground.
Gasping, he finally poked his head out of the door.
A pair of shoes stained with rain stopped in front of me.
Raise your head, it’s Lu Yu.
Lu Yu’s body, there is no sign of fighting. There was only shock and confusion on
his face.
Incorrect Since it was the blind man who opened the door for him, why did the blind man disappear.
I looked straight ahead and my hair stood on end. In the
living room, the open door gradually closed.
Revealing the figure of the blind man who had been hiding behind the door.
He let Lu Yu in on purpose.
I struggled desperately and motioned to Lu Yu.
He reacted in an instant and turned around.
The blind man had rushed over and the knife thrust into his abdomen. The
incision was less than a few centimeters from Lu Yu’s abdomen. The
blind man’s hand was held tightly by Lu Yu.
I could hear the sound of two people’s muscles trembling with tension.
Suddenly, Lu Yu raised his head, and then hit the blind man’s nose heavily.
The heavy blow finally made the blind man get rid of it.
The knife fell to the ground with a ringing sound.
Lu Yu did not stop, a blind man pulled to himself, the blind man’s lower abdomen, hit his knee.
Lu Yu’s face was full of violence, like a wild beast.
A series of knee bumps, each with a muffled sound.
But suddenly, the blind man stretched out his hand and grabbed Lu Yu’s neck.
Lu Yu lost his balance and was pushed by the blind man’s brute force, hitting his head heavily against the wall.
Lu Yu shook his body and barely stood still.
But he was caught in the head in an instant and hit one after another.
26 A lot of blood splashed on the floor in front of him.
I twisted my body frantically, and finally, my fingers reached the knife that had fallen to the ground.
The edge of the knife is aimed at the rope and rubbed hard.
Several times, the tip of the knife scratched the skin, sharp pain.
Faster, faster! Suddenly, I felt my whole wrist loosen. He pulled
hard and broke the rope in his hand.
I sat up and cut the rope on my ankle.
Stumbled to his feet and tried to help.
Raised his head, but only saw Lu Yu’s body, lost consciousness, and fell to the ground weakly.
The blind man, covered in blood, stood there.
He turned his ear sideways. He heard the sound of
me stumbling to my feet.
He knows where I am.
I gripped the knife in my hand.
All of a sudden, he rushed up.
My heart almost exploded, and the knife in my hand jerked forward.
He’s not hiding.
I saw him raise an arm, a sharp blade, and sink directly into his arm under inertia. I
felt like I was hit head-on by a car, and I fell out and rolled on the ground.
My ears are ringing.
I raised my head with difficulty, and he pulled out the knife from his arm, dripping blood from his arm, and came towards me.
Not far away, Lu Yu fell to the ground, blood gushing under his head, without a sound.
I watched in despair as the blind man came closer and closer. It’s
over.
Mom, do you regret it?
Suddenly, he said.
What?
A huge bolt of lightning exploded in the sky.
It was like a complete explosion of crumbling cumulus clouds, and a furious rainstorm roared down. The canopy
downstairs was smashed by the rainstorm.
The blind man was obviously stunned for a moment.
Almost at the same time, my heart was racing. The
sound of rain.
Here it comes! He grabbed the knife and rushed at me.
I got up with all my strength and rolled away.
The edge of the knife stabbed hard, but it only hit the ground and broke a gap. Without hesitation,
he immediately took the knife and waved it.
However, the only thing that the blade crossed was air. I was
sweating profusely, and I had already dodged by the sound of the rain.
The rainstorm is still pouring down. Barefoot and on my toes,
I exited the hallway and went to the living room.
The blind man turned his ears sideways.
The torrential rain poured down, and there was only endless noise.
He slapped his ear hard, but in vain.
He can’t hear anything.
Without the voice, he is just a blind man.
I looked at the gate, which was less than two steps away from me.
Now, go out, knock on every door, wake up every sleeping person.
He will be completely finished.
My hand reached the doorknob.
Mom.
Suddenly, he said.
On the count of three.
He said.
He knelt on the ground, grabbed Lu Yu’s head, and aimed the knife at Lu Yu’s neck.
He cocked his ears and listened.
Let me hear your voice. The tip of the
knife pierced the skin of Lu Yu’s neck and oozed blood.
Lu Yu was unconscious, and a finger jumped faintly.
“One.”.
“” Two.
」…… 33 I’m here.
I said.
He laughed. A little
louder.
“I’m here!” He cocked his ear and took my bearings. Stay
away from the door.
“” Good.
I promised him and took a few hard steps.
You’re just marking time.
He became wary.
At this distance, I can open the door and rush out.
But, Lu Yu. The knife in his hand entered Lu Yu’s skin a little more.
I gritted my teeth and took a few steps back.
The rainstorm was still venting, and the manic noise filled the room.
Put on your shoes.
“” What?
Put on your shoes, near the entrance, high heels.
I realized that he wanted to make sure he could hear my footsteps.
I had no choice but to bend down and pick up the shoes and put them on. He took a few steps
on the ground and listened to him.
I’m far away from the door. Let him go.
“” Not enough.
“He said,” The table.
“” What? Push the
living room table to the door.
“Good..” Following his instructions, I pushed the table, creaking and blocking the door.
Now, the only exit, it’s blocked. The only thing
I can pray for is that the noise can wake up the residents downstairs.
He straightened up and stumbled.
He frowned and covered his lower abdomen.
I saw some blood oozing from the corners of his mouth, which he swallowed back. It was
probably a few knee bumps from Lu Yu before that hit his organs.
If you call for help, he will not live.
He said.
He grabbed one of Lu Yu’s hands, dragged it on the ground, and walked towards me.
He is very cautious.
Injured organs and dragging the adult’s body made him walk very slowly.
Perhaps he expected that I was completely at my wits’ end.
I looked at Lu Yu. His
face was pale, and he was dragged on the ground, dragging out a long blood stain.
My fingernails, pinching the flesh of the palm.
Force yourself to calm down.
The brain is working like hell.
I want to live.
I want to escape with Lu Yu.
Mom. The voice of the
blind man.
Why did you abandon me?
I froze for a moment. What does
he mean by saying these weird things all the time?
He questioned, dragged Lu Yu and walked towards me.
Why are you sticking cigarette butts in my eyes.
Why do you never come back to see me.
Gradually, I understood.
He was once a child abandoned by his mother.
“I’m sorry..” I don’t want to hear you say sorry, I want to hear you scream.
Mom. There was a
violent flash of light, and thunder pierced the sky.
He doesn’t know.
What I’m waiting for is this thunder! That pair of high-heeled shoes, I did not wear completely, I had already been quietly taken off in situ.
Thunder explodes.
I kicked hard to the ground and rushed at him.
The thunder muffled all sounds.
He felt the wind in his face and subconsciously tried to raise his arm, but it was too late.
“Dong!” I’m holding the vacuum cup in my hand.
Almost all his strength hit him heavily in the lower abdomen.
There, is his injured organ.
He was brought down by my inertia and fell heavily.
I also lost my balance and hit one knee on the ground, which was painful to the bone marrow.
He struggled to get up, and I jumped on him, grabbed the thermos cup, aimed at his lower abdomen, and smashed it down again; in the darkness, it seemed that a pair of children’s eyes were peeping at me.
Very strange, at this time, I think of Lu Yu.
[Afternoon, broken cell phone.
He said, Be careful if you live alone.
The vacuum cup was lifted and dropped heavily.
Once, twice. [In the corridor in the afternoon, Lu Yu turned to go and suddenly turned around.
He said, “If you don’t think about it, you won’t lose sleep.”.
] [How do you know..] [He points to his head and smiles. “Patient’s intuition.”.
At the last moment, even the floor seemed to shake.
The thermos cup fell out of hand and flew out; [outside the corridor, cumulus clouds rolled.
Lu Yu was careless and put it in his pocket.
I lowered my voice and told him that I closed my eyes, and in the darkness, there was a pair of children’s eyes peeping at me.
The sight pierced my heart.
] [Ann.
He was silent for a long time and said, “When the child sees that you blame yourself, he will not blame you.”. Home on
a thunderstorm night.
I lost my strength completely, shaking my body and nearly fell down. The blind man under
him had no movement, and a big mouthful of blood oozed from the corners of his mouth.
That pair of diseased eyes, probably from many years ago, began to lose their minds.
I was weak and gasping for breath.
Pow.
All of a sudden, my wrist was grabbed.
The blind man grabbed my wrist.
I tried to break away, but I couldn’t exert any strength. I
was pulled by him and fell on him.
Neck, feeling gripped by a big hand.
But he, like me, has no strength.
That hand, it’s just strangling my neck.
For a long time, he let go of his hand.
His weak fingers, raised unwillingly, touched my eye socket.
Very humid.
I heard him ask me in a weak voice.
Mom.. Is it your sweat? Or are you crying.
It’s tears.
I did not deny it.
He dropped his hand slowly, and his whole body was weak and street stall on the ground.
Thank you.
He said.
38…… I found his cell phone in Lu Yu’s pocket and called the police. When the
police came to the door, the rainstorm was much lighter.
Lu Yu was sent to the ambulance, he is still alive, but the brain was severely damaged, will not wake up for a while.
I was taken back to the police station and made many rounds of statements.
The blind man, whose internal organs were severely ruptured, survived an overnight operation.
There are still many things and charges waiting for him.
A few days later, the policeman who gave me the statement told me the results of the investigation.
The blind man’s eyes were healthy when he was very young.
His mother, when he was very young, went away with a businessman.
He kept running out, crying and crying.
His mother was so cruel that she locked him in his former home. Blinded him
with a lighted cigarette.
That woman has an empty skin, and her cultural level is not high.
She just felt that in this way, the child would no longer be able to pester him.
She did, and the child survived, grew up, and tried to find her, but there was no trace of her.
Probably for this reason, when he grew up, he began to hate all the women who had abandoned their children.
One more thing, the policeman who gave me the statement told me.
He also made a statement to the neighbors.
On that thunderstorm night, several families, to varying degrees, heard the noise coming from my house.
But the rainstorm hit the canopy and covered up the sound of the follow-up, so that they did not pay much attention to it.
That is to say, that night, if there was no resistance, I could not wait for rescue at all. I wouldn’t have survived
if I hadn’t resisted.
A few weeks later, I received a phone call from Lu Yu.
He woke up, but he was so badly injured that he couldn’t get out of bed for a month.
But I’m no better. I have a bandage and a wound.
We asked about each other’s condition. Why did
you suddenly come to my house that day? Out
of the blue, I asked.
Because I’m morbidity, I can’t sleep, and I want to talk to someone.
No wonder he always tells me about patient intuition.
“Then you started kicking in the door..” One of the symptoms of bipolar disorder is a tendency to fantasize.
What kind of fantasy?
Imagine that you are in danger.
I heard him laugh at himself on the other end of the phone. When I walked in the door and saw you tied up there, I thought I was still in fantasy. Have a
good cure for your illness.
I was in the hallway, talking to him one by one. The railings washed
by the rainstorm are much cleaner than before.
I suddenly felt the familiar sound of footsteps and turned around.
It was my roommate and the man she slept with.
They were holding hands, and the man was hit by my turn and rubbed his arm painfully.
He looked a little flustered, as if he didn’t know why I suddenly had so much strength.
Sorry, I can’t see when I walk.
“I patted him on the shoulder.” Now, always.
I made a phone call and walked away. I made an appointment with Lu Yu. After class, I went to see him. — end Easter Egg: Before and after the thunderstorm night. There was one thing that I told Lu Yu after I arrived at the hospital. Another reason
I moved out.
It’s being pushed out, right. Before
I could open my mouth, Lu Yu gave me the answer.
He ate the apple I peeled and lay on the hospital bed like a young master.
But it’s the kind with bandages. How do
you know again.
***, you’re in a dorm, and you’re the only one who comes and goes alone. Am I blind?
That was before the thunderstorm night.
At that time, I had just had an abortion, and I didn’t tell anyone.
Lying in the dormitory, I felt so uncomfortable that I almost died.
Body, heart, both.
That roommate, making a phone call, smiling, the other end of the phone, is the father of my dead child.
She called me specifically.
She’s trying to kick me out. I know. Why
do you say?
Maybe I never dare to resist.
Bullying is an addictive thing.
During that time, her tactics intensified.
In the middle of the night, when I came back from the public toilet on the floor, I found that the door of the dormitory was locked from the inside, and I could only sit on the bench downstairs until dawn. There were also lizard corpses that suddenly appeared in the drawer, and there were lizard limbs at the bottom of the thermos cup after drinking hot water. After
vomiting, fear from the bottom of my heart.
…… I moved out, saying it was to rest, but in fact it was to escape. People who are cowardly in their
bones just want to be avoided.
Until, thunderstorm night.
That night, the rainstorm kept falling. There’s blood all over
my house, on the floor, on the walls.
Lu Yu was unconscious on the ground, and the blind man did not know whether he was alive or dead. I’m the
only one still awake. There was still some time
before the police came to the door, and I sat on the ground for the rest of my life, panting and looking at them.
Then I heard a voice, coming from the bedroom.
Back in the bedroom, on the bed, the broken mobile phone, the screen is on.
It finally turned on, and the image was disordered, but it could still see the picture above.
There was a piece of news, a few hours ago, from my roommate.
She posted her love photos on her social media account.
He said he finally met the right person.
There is also an expression of titter.
Ait met some people, including me.
I think she wants to hurt me again, want to make me hurt, want to make me feel inferior, want to make me suffer.
It’s just, on that night, I stood in my bloodstained home.
Look at the scheming words and think about the logic behind her.
Inside, very calm. For
the first time, I think it’s childish and ridiculous.
I peeled the apple for Lu Yu, and he listened to me.
By the way, you can’t live in that house.
He said.
I’m going to move back to the dorm. When it was time to
visit, I put down the peeled apple, said goodbye to Lu Yu, and left.
‘Hello.
He stopped me suddenly. Go and stay at my house.
I was stunned.
Are you worried about me?
It’s all right.
“I smiled.” Now they’re afraid of me.
I’ll go and talk to that man.. Well, during my manic episode.. “But, man,” he murmured, “you always have to stay in a happy environment..” As a bipolar patient, don’t tell me to be happy?
I picked up my bag to go.
His eyes were always on me.
I sighed.
「…… Where are the keys to your house?
The doorway, the fire cabinet, in the crevice at the bottom. How long do I
have to stay?
I don’t know, it could be a long time.
“Lu Yu said,” When I leave the hospital, I will take care of you.
“— end. Focus on not getting lost ~”
