In mid-Autumn, my brother proposed to a girl who had been bullying me at school.
My mom greeted her with enthusiasm and made a lot of good food.
What she does not know is that her daughter-in-law, who is now a gentle, gentle daughter-in-law, was the one who forced her daughter to write her suicide note.
One.
The day of Mid-Autumn, he took his girlfriend home and proposed to her in front of her parents.
My mother was very pleased with her brother’s girlfriend, a teacher, and she said she was always happy.
But what my mother didn’t know was that this mouth once spitted in my food and forced me to swallow.
This man once dragged me into the toilet and ripped my clothes off for video.
Used to pour red ink on my uniform and glue on my hair.
Even “sell” me to an out-of-school gangster to let them invade me.
I’ll never forget her, Corinne.
The second I saw her, the memory of her death was like a flood beast, and I shivering in my blood and my body.
As if Corwin didn’t recognize me, holding my hand before dinner, smiling sweetly:
“That’s your sister. I brought you a present. I don’t know if you like it. I’m sorry.
Then he gathered me in my ear and whispered, “You must watch it again at night.” I’m sorry.
Every moment she was close to me, even my pores were resisting.
I naturally stepped back and pulled our distance.
“Thank you, my name is Wynn. “I watched her eyes carefully, hoping to capture a little fear from her eyes.
But no. It’s like she’s heard that name for the first time.
But even if she can’t remember me, he should.
Mom and Dad have been working out for years, only me and my brother are home.
It was my brother who saved me from the suicide attempt.
Did he forget? Did he forget this man? Did he forget my suicide note?
I look at my brother, and his eyes are deliberately or not avoiding me, which makes me even more certain that he remembers.
He remembers the woman who bullied me, but he fell in love with her or proposed to her.
I’m very uncomfortable with this meal, and my mom said, while I’m cooking,
“Let’s hurry up and find a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
If you don’t wait for me, you’ll answer the phone.
“I don’t know what my sister likes, but I’ll keep an eye on her, and I’ll introduce her when I can. I’m sorry.
I didn’t pay attention to her. My dad seemed to know I was uncomfortable.
“I can’t afford to take advantage of those stupid kids. I have to keep her for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.
My dad’s always afraid of my mom.
Even if my mother threw his pillow out of his room at night, he would not dare to complain, simply pick it up and squeeze it with the gold hair of his family.
The atmosphere was so cold that after eating, Ko-chul took the dishes and my mother dragged me into the room.
“You’re not feeling well, are you? Don’t worry about what Mom said. Mom didn’t throw you out. Mom and your dad couldn’t let you get married.
Mom thought I was upset by that and started to explain.
I held my head down, and it wasn’t until I took a skin off my thumb that my mom realized it was serious, grabbed my hand and cried out.
Don’t scare Mom.
After a while, I finally looked up and looked up to my mother’s eyes with fear.
“Mom, can we not agree with your brother’s marriage? I’m sorry.
And now my mother can’t care what I’m asking for, and she’ll answer me without saying:
“Good and good. Mama will do anything to you. Don’t hurt yourself. I’m sorry.
Because my parents used to do business in the provinces, and my brother and I grew up with Grandpa, I never kissed them.
It was not until junior high school, when I was bullied by Kochung, that I could not bear the suicide note, that they rushed back and stayed with me ever since.
They feel like they’ve been trying to make money to get me hurt, and they feel guilty about me.
So Mom and Dad tried to satisfy me in many ways, trying to get our relationship closer, trying to make up for my childhood.
It’s just that Corinne had a rich and powerful father, and she was sent abroad to study and changed her name, so Mom and Dad never met Corinne.
Oh, no, it should be Kojaja now.
But my brother saw her. Why would he do that?
It is ironic that he knows how much he has done to me, and that he has protected me since he was a child, and now he is marrying someone who has bullied me.
I suddenly think of a gift from Kocahija, shaking open, a shirt, but it’s not an ordinary shirt.
It’s exactly like the shirt I was torn up. It’s really exactly the same.
Even after all these years, it’s old and old.
But Kocahka tried to find it and gave it to me.
She didn’t even forget me. She knew who I was before she even met.
She sent this gift to remind me not to forget what happened.
I suddenly feel like I’m stuck in my chest and I can’t breathe.
My mother held me in her arms and kept squeezing my tiger’s mouth and shouting the names of my father and brother.
Dad came up first, then brother, and finally Kodya.
She hides behind her brother and is afraid to pull his horns.
I’m holding on and asking why she hasn’t spared me.
And she showed her face, crying, and she said, “I just wanted to apologize to her because I didn’t know anything.
I didn’t expect her to confess her identity, but I finally knew why she was so shy.
My brother is behind me.
“How many years have passed, will Gaja die? All inmates have the chance to change their mistakes. Why can’t we give Ga Ga a chance? I’m sorry.
My brother left a word of anger, and he was ready to leave.
Dad hugged me and looked at my brother so hard, “Win-seok, you’re doing yourself a favor. I’m sorry.
Two.
I was hospitalized again.
It took me 10 years to put the past behind me, and it took me less than a day to get back to that shock.
Mom and Dad don’t ask me anything. They don’t want to provoke me.
I lost my emotions, I lost my tears.
I can’t forgive Kodya, ever.
I am suffering from traumatic stress disorder, and one third of this mental illness will remain intact for life.
I used to think I was lucky, because with the help of my brothers and my parents, I gradually forgot about that.
But it hurts. It hurts.
Small town high schools in the south are all required, and I, unfortunately, have a dormitory with Kojaja.
No, that was Corinne.
On the first day of the dorm, she gave me one of them to get her ash with my hands.
I didn’t know how scary school violence was, so I ignored her.
“Shit, the new fool, can’t hear me? Her voice has raised a few more bees.
I turned around and looked at her, “I’m not a fool. I’m Winky. I’m sorry.
Corwin’s angry. “What are you looking at me for? Pull her over here. I’m sorry.
The two girls around her came and dragged me over.
One of the chubby girls kicked me in the leg, and I was wrong.
I can’t stand up under them, but I’m not mistaken, I’m right.
Corinne smoked his last cigarette and spitted on my face.
It was the first time I smelled smoke. It was awful.
“Yo, it’s still a seed. I’ll see how good you are. I’m sorry.
She put the cigarette butt on my arm. It hurts. It really hurts.
I couldn’t stop crying, and Corinne slapped me, “Where’s the crying? Don’t you dare say no to me when I call you? I’m sorry.
Fortunately, the fellow students who were watching outside the dorm came in and whispered, “Hung-hye, the bedroom is here. I’m sorry.
Corwin let the two girls who were with me let me go, and I didn’t get up and kicked me in the knee.
“Fuck, get up. I’m sorry.
I fell on the ground with a heavy weight.
She pushed the door of the dorm, she used a flashlight to shine on me on the floor, and she said, “Why?” I’m sorry.
Corinne pretended to come and help me, actually twisting my thighs where the casket couldn’t see.
“I’ll kill you if I tell you.” I’m sorry.
And then she pulls me up and laughs and says to Aunt Housekeeper:
“It’s all right. It just dragged the floor and fell, didn’t it? I’m sorry.
And the rest of the dorms joined in, “Yeah, yeah, I just dragged. I’m sorry.
“Yes, yes, she fell herself. I’m sorry.
She looked at me like, “Come on, don’t cry. How old are you? I’m sorry.
Close the door.
Why do I cry, not just for pain, but for fear.
I’m a tough guy and my brother protected me so I haven’t been hurt since I was a kid.
When I was 1st grade, my brother was 3rd grade, and at least we were in a school.
Now that I’m a sophomore and my brother’s in college, and I don’t know what to do, I just want to get to the weekend and it’ll be fine.
I did not continue to torment me that night, and I fell back to bed as I wished, and only slept with nightmares.
The next day came to the classroom.
Senior 2nd grade, a lot of classmates I’ve never seen in class.
Corinne’s a good-looking guy, and he’s a good-looking guy.
But she sits behind me, and I hear a little noise behind her, and I’m afraid of it.
When I left school at noon, I found the teacher who wanted to change the dorm, but Corinne saw it.
The teacher asked me why I had to change dorms.
Before I opened my mouth, Corinne came in laughing and hugged my arm. I’m sorry.
I think the teacher likes to be a good-looking classmate.
“Hey, Corinne, you’re here. Isn’t Winch in your dormitory? I’m sorry.
I’m scared that Corwin won’t think I said something to the teacher to get back at me.
“Oh, you’re changing dormitories? Come on, it’s okay, teacher. Winch just thinks she’s lonely. I’ll take her with me later. I’m sorry.
The headmaster noded.
“Well, there’s nothing to change the dormitories, and you’re a student, and your first priority is to study and not to be friends all day. I’m sorry.
I nod my head and said yes.
And then Corwin pulled away.
And then I knew that even if I told the teacher about being bullied by Coco, it wouldn’t have happened.
Because Corinne’s dad was a very influential businessman in our town.
By the time Corinne was assigned to this class, her father had already said hello to the teacher, who would not offend him.
On the way Corinne didn’t speak, dragged me to the dormitory, and I opened my mouth weakly: “I did not tell the teacher.” I’m sorry.
“Shut up. “I’m not sure I’m going to do it.”
Back to the dorm, I was slapped on the wall by Corinne, “Damn, little jian. How dare you complain? I’m sorry.
The heat and the pain on my face strangled me, and the tears came down, “I didn’t…”
But Corinne doesn’t give a shit what I’m saying.
There’s water all over the floor, and my black and white uniform is covered in stains.
Cortez swipes her sleeves, picks up the cigarettes she lit, smokes while running her shoes over my finger.
“Fuck, why did you ask him to change his dorm? I thought we were trying to bully you. I’m sorry.
“I’m telling you, it’s no use talking to your teacher. I’m sorry.
The first time I was so close to despair, my head was blank.
Corinne’s words were repeated over and over and over again, and then he fell into his ears.
I can’t hear my cry, I can’t hear any of the voices around me, I can’t hear them, I can’t hear them, I can’t hear them.
The girl who’s closest to me doesn’t look right at me.
“Is something wrong with her? I’m sorry.
I don’t know when Corinne moved his feet away from me, and at that moment I lost all hearing and feeling, even for a short time.
Dan, who sleeps under my bunk, drags me to the wall, puts me against it, then pulls me under my nose and says,
“Sister-in-law, she seems to have lost her mind in shock. I’m sorry.
Other girls in the dormitory are starting to panic, and they have not experienced such a situation, one by one, and they look at Ko-chul.
Corinthian’s eyes were full of panic.
“Feared that what is feared is stupid and not fatal. Who knows what scares her?” I’m sorry.
“It’s all right. I’ll take care of it. I’m sorry.
People got Corinne’s pills and stopped talking and went out to eat in the cafeteria.
Dan looked at them all gone, and then he gave me a spit, and then he followed my chest.
“It’s okay. My grandma said it’s okay to drink cold. I’m sorry.
I slowly recovered my consciousness, shivering all over my body, but I still had no strength.
Little Dana, I didn’t pull up twice, and I ended up standing by the wall.
After more than half an hour, I finally got a little strong, got up, changed my wet uniform.
I was afraid to get out of the dormitory, afraid I’d run into them, so I put my dirty clothes in the tub, and I was going to study for the evening.
On the bed, I thought about what Corinne had done to me over the past two days, crying without a word, slipped my nose and damped my pillow.
I can’t close my eyes. I can’t close my eyes.
I don’t know what I did wrong because I didn’t pick up the ash the first day of my meeting or because I didn’t.
3
Maybe my reaction scared them, and then for a while, they didn’t bother me any more, but they were playing with other boys in class.
They said, “I’m sick, I’m scared of pissing my pants, and all those terrible things are pouring into my ears over and over again, and I can’t even cover my ears.”
I can only bury my head lower.
Someone hit me in the back of the head with something, and I almost cried, but I couldn’t look back on who did it, but I looked carefully on the floor, and it was a pile of paper.
The sound of the boy’s ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, followed by the footsteps, and I closed my eyes with fear.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to hit you. I made a mistake. I’m sorry.
A boy’s voice was heard.
Fortunately, not Corwin.
I opened my eyes slowly and said it was okay.
But he didn’t go, went to the empty spot in front of me and sat down at my desk.
“Hey, don’t cry. I didn’t mean to. I’m sorry.
I raised my head a little, and I recognized him, a famous gangster, Zhu Yiu.
I wiped my eyes with my hands, but I didn’t cry, but my eyes hurt.
“Hey, Chew Yew, why are you apologizing for her? I’m sorry.
Corinne shouted in the back.
The schoolboys at the end of the day heard it.
Zhuo Yiu stood up and picked up the paper under my feet, and said, “What are you talking about? If you hadn’t thrown it at me, I wouldn’t have hit her. I’m sorry.
Corinne and Zhuo Yeung played well, and they used to hang out with each other, like brothers, so I thought Zhou Yeo was watching me on purpose.
After all, like me was a joke.
The boys always bet, “Who loses is Winky’s boyfriend.” I’m sorry.
No one wants to be ashamed of that.
But at least I don’t have to be beaten, I don’t care.
My brother didn’t come back this weekend, and he called me and said he was working part-time so I could listen at home.
I was disappointed, but I promised him.
I don’t know how to tell him that I’m being bullied, I don’t know how to say that. I’m afraid I’ll crash next second.
Corinne started not to bully me because they had a new target – Little Dan.
The little Danes are a little chubby, they’re not tall, they speak with a foreign accent.
She was told that she had studied in the province before her mother could not bear the beating of her father and came back with her.
That’s what I heard from the old folks in town, so we kids know it.
4
The next night, I went back to my dorm, and I couldn’t get the door open.
There’s nothing to cry in there, and there’s the sound of the iron bed rubbing on the ground.
I know someone must have been beaten again, and the fear in my heart woke up, and I was afraid to knock on the door and crouched against the wall in the hallway.
Aunt Tentage shot me with a flashlight and asked me why I didn’t go back to bed.
I didn’t say anything. I stood up and was going to the dorm.
But before I got there, the cathedral went through the door of our dorm.
When she couldn’t push it, she kicked her ass.
The sound of the Iron Door echoes in empty corridors, and other dormitory students open the door and look out.
“411, open the door! “The aunt in the canteen shouted out.
The door of our dorm was slowly opened and the bedroom aunt walked into the dorm and asked what they were doing.
I followed in, and then I realized how stupid it was.
Corinne’s eyes have been staring at me since I entered the door.
I don’t understand how I’m messing with her again, but I’m just pretending I don’t see her eyes and I’m wrong.
Dan also sat on the floor and wept, and his uniform jacket was pulled to one side, with visible nail marks on his arm.
She looked at her, and she said, “Slid down again. Don’t cry. Don’t be ashamed. I’m sorry.
I looked up in my eyes and thought I heard something wrong or I was blind.
The floor of the dormitory is concrete, and if it’s towed to the water slide, it’s hard to say, but now the ground is dry. How can the rough ground slide?
I don’t believe she didn’t see Dan’s mess, but she chose to ignore it.
Before I left, I saw her and Corwin looking at each other.
The dormitory door was closed again and a bang was made.
I’ll get Dani up and dress her up.
When the fabric was rubbed on her arm, she was twisted by the five officials, but only grunted twice.
I climbed up to the bed when the lights went out, and I was so restless.
Suddenly, one hand came in from the fence and held my arm tightly.
I was scared, and a spirit stood up.
It’s cold and clear outside the window, I see it’s Corwin.
“Winky, take me to the bathroom. I’m sorry.
“Oh… good. I’m sorry.
I smoked my hand and I didn’t. And then Corinne pulled me out of bed.
I screamed, and the next second the pain spread all over.
Corwin looked at me faceless and I stood up with pain and walked out with her limping.
The dormitories are far from the toilet, and the roads are quiet, so quiet that I can hear my heart pounding.
Corinne’s been holding my hand. It hurts. It really hurts, but I can’t say.
I found out in the bathroom that the other girls were in the dorm and that a few seniors pushed Dan.
Dan looked at me helplessly, and his mouth was filled with fear and frustration.
I didn’t hear from one of my seniors.
“You’ve learned to fucking report, haven’t you? I asked my sister to pack someone for me. I’m sorry.
Then I learned that it was only because Dan accidentally hit her in the cafeteria, and the oil stain hit her uniform, and she asked Corinne to teach her a lesson.
And We fell down on the earth, weeping with our bellies, saying: I did not complain. I’m sorry.
She was crouching on the floor and she pulled the collar on my shirt, and the button was ripped off and the pink corset was shown.
I reached out and wanted to cover, but Corinne pulled my hair out of the back, and the pain kept me from knowing where to put my hand.
“Come and help me!”
Corwin greets the other roommates.
They came to hold my arms and legs and laughed like they were just kidding me.
Corinne came in empty, turned on his phone and taped it to me, “Come on, Wendy, look at the camera. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t move my body, so I begged her with a cry, “Please, don’t…”
Aoi ripped my clothes off, “Yo, the pink one, are you trying to seduce a man?” I’m sorry.
The others were laughing at each other ‘ s ears, and the obstinate laughs were echoing in the toilet.
Corinne came to me, turned the camera into my face, and he said:
“Sister, take her underwear down and throw it in the men’s room. Isn’t she trying to seduce a man? I’m sorry.
My body’s blood is frozen to the point, so I’ll start with it.
At the moment when her hand touched my skin, it seemed like a force had burst.
I struggled against it, my feet ragged, and I yelled, “Don’t let go of me.”
“Go cover her mouth. I’m sorry.
Corwin saw no more people around and turned his head against Dan’s orders.
Dan was afraid to shake his head and his body shrunk back.
“If you don’t go, I’ll take you out and put you in space, see what you do. I’m sorry.
Dan couldn’t help but do what she said.
She was crouching on my head, not covering my mouth with her hand, but biting her arm over my mouth.
I’m out of control, like the sheep that’s about to be slaughtered, the last hard struggle before I die.
You know you can’t escape, but every part of you is pushing.
I don’t know how hard it is to bite. It smells like blood.
She cried and told me she was sorry, and she fell into my heart.
I felt cold in my chest and suddenly stopped fighting. Ah, the slaughter was over, and I just wanted to die.
They threw my underwear in the men’s room, and there were a lot of men who smoked.
And so the next door was like a little squealing, laughter and whistling.
Even on our side, we talk to our fellow men’s toilets.
They’re happy, and I’m a clown for their fun.
Corinne finished the video. He got down and shot me in the face.
“This is what happens when the charges are made, so keep it quiet, or I’ll let the whole school appreciate it. I’m sorry.
She waved at me with her cell phone, and she let them let me go, crossed over my body and walked out of the toilet.
Dan kneels beside me, always saying sorry.
I pulled my clothes up, strangled and buried my head on my knees.
It is as if I have lost the instinct of tears, and at this moment I do not know how to describe emotions, as if I could not even hate them in my heart, and I just want to die.
But I can’t. I haven’t seen my parents. They say they’ll come back after this year’s work.
I haven’t seen my brother yet, and he said he made money on a part-time job and wanted to give me an extra 18th birthday present.
Soon, soon. A month to my birthday.
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
5
I’m getting more and more sensitive and lonely, and I feel like I’m laughing when I walk around the campus hearing people laugh behind me.
I thought the next second she’d slap me in the face.
So I buried my head lower, on the road or in the classroom.
I didn’t think I’d get the attention of Corinthian, or get beaten.
The same is true in fact, because they find it more interesting to hit Dan than to hit me.
We are mundane, introverted and thin, and fall down as if we were born to be bullied.
But school bullying continues once it starts on someone.
Corinne stopped hitting me and didn’t intend to let me go.
Every time I eat lunch, I pick up 20 minutes before the noon bell rings, because they’re done.
There’s no one in the canteen. I can be afraid without eating.
That day, Corinthians didn’t know why they weren’t gone. I didn’t care. I just wanted to eat early.
They sat next to me with a bowl, and my hand was shaking.
Corinne picked up my bowl and looked at it. I’ll give you something to eat. I’m sorry.
I put out my hand to get back the bowl and whispered, “No need.”
Corwin punched my hand with chopsticks. It hurt. I could have shrunk my hand back.
And then I saw Corinne spit in my food. I thought she just didn’t want me to eat, but she let me swallow.
“Eat, it’s for you. The other roommates are starting to get high.
Look at me. Corinne slapped me in the head.
“Don’t give me the face. I’ll put your video in space right now. I’m sorry.
The aunt of the cafeteria came out of the kitchen and shouted, “What are you doing, don’t bully your classmates. I’m sorry.
Corinne threw the chopsticks at her window table and the plastic chopsticks were thrown on the tiles and broken several sections.
“Don’t mind your fucking business. Be careful I let my dad drive you tomorrow. I’m sorry.
Auntie pulled the window silently, and no one could help me.
Look at me swallow it, it’s only good to be satisfied. Put their bowls in front of me.
“To thank me for the food I added to you, you wash the dishes. I’m sorry.
As soon as they left, I ran to the pool and threw up.
It’s strange that I didn’t cry this time. Did I take it?
I thought they were just beating people up at school, but I didn’t think they could get so bad.
Dan got beat up and walked into the principal’s office one afternoon.
The headmaster called Corinthian’s father and everyone in our dorm.
Corinne’s father, sitting on the couch, standing on his legs, was not like the family of a violent man, and said to the headmaster, “I know my daughter, and how can she bully someone else if she doesn’t bother her?” I’m sorry.
The headmaster stood by, a little bit of a nod and said to Dan:
“Why don’t you think about yourself, and you’re right? I’m sorry.
Dan’s swaying. I don’t know what the principal’s talking about.
He didn’t even look at Dan. He smoked a cigarette and left.
“You don’t have to fight. I’m sorry.
This dramatic scene brings me back to the world today.
The headmaster symbolically said not to bully our classmates, so we left.
Later, I chose to sit on it even if I saw them pour red ink on my stool for fear of being beaten.
I even pretended not to know that Corinne put glue on my ponytail.
But Dan dropped out of school because she told the headmaster and Corinne went home and got scolded by her father.
As a result, one Friday, on the way to school, Dan was dragged into an abandoned old house and stabbed with a spoon.
Dan’s mother cried out at the school entrance against the school leader and went to the police station to report the case.
I don’t think I’d get beaten if the police arrested Corinne.
The police did take Corinne, but I saw him drive to the entrance to the school and bring her back.
There is no evidence and there is no way to punish the group on its own.
I looked down in the hallway of the classroom on the second floor, and Dan’s mother sat at the door, crying, and suddenly her nose was sour.
What if one day Mom knew I was being bullied?
Then I hope she never knew, because Dan’s mom cried so sad.
It turns out I’m too naive. I heard Little Dan’s mother scolding him in the nose, saying that Little Dan was disinherited, that he would be misled by her family and that the bride price would be less.
I took a breath of cool air and felt sorry for Little Dan.
Her mother was not worried about her injuries, but was worried that Dan would marry in the future and would not get more money for the bride price.
After that, Dan told me she was going to Guangdong to work, and her mother found her a factory and made $3,000 a month.
I asked her carefully. Did Corwin apologize to her?
She smiled and said:
“Is giving money an apology? Her father paid my mom $20,000 and she never mentioned it again. I could go to high school, and my mom thought I had a high school degree, and I’d get more money for the bride price. I’m sorry.
She said, “Kiki, you’ll go to college.” I’m sorry.
Six.
After this incident, Ko-chul took a bit of a toll and hasn’t been in trouble for a long time.
I’ve also relaxed a little bit, and I dare go to dinner at noon.
When I was writing my diary at home this weekend, Corinne sent me a message to help her with her birthday at night.
She didn’t bully me, but I’m still upset.
Besides, our relationship wasn’t as good as our birthday together, so I refused to let my parents let us go.
Corinne started to threaten me with video.
“You come, you come, you come, you clean, you go back, or I’ll put the video in space. I’m sorry.
I panicked when I saw the two words of the video and only promised her.
Grandma asked me where I was going when I ran out of the house and I told her I was going to school.
I was on my bike and I was on my way to Corinthian’s house when my phone got a friend’s application.
I don’t understand why he’s doing me, but now I have more important things to do.
But the phone kept ringing, and I had to stop.
Zhuo and Koo had a good time, and I couldn’t care less, so I approved his application.
Before I typed, he sent two pictures.
I’m going to light it up, and it’s Corinne who sent me a video in a group, and there’s someone underneath.
I promised her I’d go.
I shivered my hand to the next one, and there was a man in the group who said he’d ask me out.
Corinne said to give her 300 bucks and she asked me over.
Another guy said he’d give 200.
There’s another message from Cheuk Yeo: Don’t come over, there are many men in her house.
My feet are soft, I sit on the floor.
I’m done. My life is ruined.
My body is cold, my back and my hands are sweaty, my heart is dead and I can’t even shed a tear.
Think about it. What have I done wrong for three months?
Because I’m ugly, because I don’t know how to beg, and because I look at her more, should I be bullied?
I can’t imagine the people I know. What would they say when they see my video?
They seem to be showing up in front of me, pointing at me, laughing.
And Corinne came again and ripped my clothes off and said to them, “Look, I said she was a slut.” I’m sorry.
I had the instinct to hold my arm tight, but I found it only my imagination, and I was still standing there.
But this moment I just want to die, it’s torture.
I can’t stand it.
The moment I stood on the roof, the cold wind woke me up.
I look down, and every grass and tree downstairs is Ko Zheng’s bullying bystander.
There was a light on the window in the dormitory building opposite, and I saw Corwin slap a girl hard, and I couldn’t see her face.
Looking forward, it was a girl who dragged her into the toilet, ripped her clothes and recorded her naked body on her cell phone, and I couldn’t see her face.
Far away, a girl was dragged into her room with her hair, her legs were stained with blood on a stone road, and she cried and begged for forgiveness, but Corinne didn’t care, and this time I saw Dan.
I don’t know.
7
I can’t look, it closes my eyes, but the sun shines in my eyes.
Oh, it’s daytime. I’m open.
Kiki!
I look back, it’s brother.
Wrong.
Kiki.
That’s Mom’s voice.
I think someone pushed me off the roof.
Open my eyes, find me in the hospital, and Mom looks at me.
“Kiki, it’s okay. Mommy’s here. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.
I’ve had a long dream, and I’ve been through Coco’s bullies again.
It’s been over a decade. I don’t have to be beaten.
There’s an argument coming out of the room between my father and my brother.
Warm Suk! I gave you post-graduate law to avenge your sister one day, not to take the perpetrator home and continue bullying your sister. I’m sorry.
He was angry.
“What can Jia’s dad do to get me into a business? I’m sorry.
Why?
I lifted the covers and ran barefoot to open the door and asked him to his brother.
“For what? Why should I forgive her? And she didn’t apologize. I’m sorry.
“Why can she start over with another name and I’m going to live in the pain of the past forever? I’m sorry.
I complained to him with all my voice.
Warm Suk!
My brother and father suddenly disappeared, and my mother was replaced.
But I’ve only been out for a few minutes, and she’s got so much white hair on her head, and she’s getting that short.
Warm Suk! “Mom shakes my shoulder.
“Mom, I’m Kiki, Kiki where’s Brother? Where’s Dad? Why are they all gone? I’m sorry.
I look around, empty hospital corridors without them.
My mother held my shoulder tight and cried.
“Win Suk, please wake up. Please…”
When did my mom joke about me?
I can’t believe I’m shaking my head, “Mom, what are you talking about? I’m Kiki, Kiki, Win-Kee. I’m sorry.
I seriously told my mother that my hands were used to trying to get my hair together, but instead of touching it, I stomped on my chin.
I touched my chin in shock, I grew a beard! A lot… a lot of beards.
Suddenly a fear rose in my heart, and I ran into the ward and went into the blanket.
“The vermin stomped and said:
“I have a beard and they’re gonna bully me again. They’re gonna push me into the men’s toilet. I don’t want a beard. I don’t want a beard. I don’t want a beard.”
I grabbed my face so hard I tried to scratch my beard off.
The covers were lifted and I held my head in fear.
I don’t know.
“I’m sick again. I’m sorry.
I’m sitting in the psychotherapy room.
The doctor sat across the table and was fast-tracked on this.
“Can you tell me?”
I leaned over the chair, staring at the ceiling with white flowers on my head.
“I had a long dream that I was a grown-up Kiki, watching my brother propose to a girl who used to bully me at school on Mid-Autumn Day. I’m sorry.
The sound of a pen in my ear, I was tired and tired of closing my eyes.
“My brother has advised me to be generous, and let me not consider the past. He said Kocahka’s dad could help his cause, and I couldn’t do anything. I’m sorry.
“I went back to the first day I was bullied, and I went through another bullies, three months, and I went through it again…”
Speaking of which, my voice is tired.
It took the doctor a long time to say, “What’s the difference? I’m sorry.
I opened my eyes and said, “Yes, a man named Zhuo Yiu stopped the last bullies. I’m sorry.
The doctor was suffocating.
“You think it was you who failed to save Kiki in time, so you blame yourself, you feel guilty, you fantasize that you proposed to the perpetrator and you became a bad brother. I’m sorry.
I’ve been crying and smitten my head in pain,
“I can save her a little sooner, blame me, not go back earlier…”
The doctor tried to calm my emotions, so I thought about where Corinne is.
In prison! In the urn!
She should always kneel before Kiki and confess.
I’ve never had Ko Gaga, only Ko Gaga.
“Will you give me Kiki’s diary? You’re getting more frequent, longer and longer. You can’t read her diary all the time. I’m sorry.
“It’s the eighth time in 10 years that you’ve been fantasizing yourself as Kiki, and I’m sure Kiki wants you to be good, see how old your mother is. I’m sorry.
The doctor slowly opened a curtain and the house was lit up.
I wept in my face, and my tears wet my hands.
“So I didn’t do anything wrong with Kiki. I’m not a bad brother, am I? I’m sorry.
The doctor said softly:
“You’re not. You’re a good brother. You put a man who bullied Kiki in jail. You avenged her. I’m sorry.
Fix your emotions, my mother and I went home.
Behind you, the doctor’s assistant went into the clinic.
“What’s wrong with him? I’m sorry.
“Several fantasies, when his sister killed himself in front of him, then he always read her diary and suicide notes, couldn’t stand the excitement, and became his sister. I’m sorry.
Brother’s perspective.
One.
In fact, Cheuk Yeo did not stop the last bullying, and he did not have Gaki’s best friend.
Kiki didn’t know what they were going to do until she came to Corinthian’s house.
I didn’t save Kiki either. When I got to school, she jumped off the roof and died in front of me.
Mom and Dad came back, but they didn’t see Kiki last time because it was too hard to accept.
I stopped them from going to see them, and I hope they only remember Kiki’s most beautiful face.
After reading Kiki’s diary, it’s hard to imagine how desperate and painful she is to suffer so much harm.
The aggressor’s father, a powerful rich man in town, tried to use 200,000.
It’s a living life!
“I’ll give you $200,000 to kill your daughter. I’m sorry.
It’s ironic that the father shouted at his door, but people closed the door to play TV, laugh and cry.
Two.
I stayed home to look after my mother, who was too sad to be ill, and was afraid that she might not want to do something stupid.
The father walked between the court and the prosecutor ‘ s office, demanding that he be tried for his crimes.
However, as a result of the lawsuit, Kiki committed suicide and Ko Xing did not constitute a criminal offence.
None of the old wounds in Kiki’s autopsy report constitute minor injuries, so we can’t sue for the most basic intentional injuries.
And we can’t find what Kiki’s diary says. Those people made the video, so there’s really no way.
We were unable to accept the choice to insist on the complaint or to achieve the same result.
The father was told that the visit could be taken seriously, that it was a one-stop shop with information and that the results had not been clear, but had attracted the attention of the father of the perpetrator.
He found Dad and he said he’d make it another hundred thousand.
He asked his father, “I want your daughter in jail!” I’m sorry.
A few days later, Dad was in a car accident, which is no doubt adding to the snow to our home.
Mother grew old and sometimes whispered in my ear: “Your sister died, your father died, let’s go.” I’m sorry.
The driver apparently took the blame for the incident, even for his reasons, and his statement changed and changed, but he was sentenced.
So I took over from my father’s visit and added a copy of over 500 pages of complaint and mother, which is my only hope for survival.
In the third year, I was found by two people who claimed to be Kiki’s classmates, who gave me some evidence, two pictures and one agreement that was more critical.
Photos are a video clip from Cheuk’s group and a record of Kiki’s “sell” to the gang.
The agreement was signed between Dan’s mother and Corinne’s father.
Cheuk Yeo said he’d been suffering for years and thought he killed Kiki.
It wouldn’t have happened if he had told Kiki the truth.
If I need to, he’ll be a witness.
So I went on to visit and asked to reopen Kiki’s case and finally finalized the final results by the fifth year.
Corinthian fought her father, and after graduation, he committed many crimes, one stake, one piece, and I found evidence.
Corwin was convicted for several crimes and sentenced to 20 years ‘ imprisonment, and her father did not do his own business, and he was sentenced to life imprisonment for the same offences.
And Corinne, until the last minute, still said that it was just that she was too young to say a word of humility.
3
Later on, she died of a third year of sudden illness serving her sentence, probably as a punishment.
Bullies never deserve forgiveness.
I’m sober and confused, and I’m not feeling well.
When China Won went to see Kiki and Daddy with her mother, a beautiful butterfly stopped at the tip of my nose.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
