What
are some high-quality marriage before love novels to recommend? My boyfriend of
nine years fell in love with another woman at first sight on a business trip.
He broke up and said that he had found the muse in his heart.
I smiled and nodded. The day we broke up, I turned around and accepted another man’s proposal.
Lin Yi’s micro-blog account sent a video. In the
video, he jumps off a bungee platform with a woman in his arms, and the screams of fear and excitement are deafening. After
watching the video, my heart was surprisingly calm. As usual,
I sent a text message to Lin Yi in the evening, and after a few words, they said good night to each other and ended the chat. I don’t know when
Lin Yi came back from a business trip. He just called me and said, “I’ll pick you up after work. I have something to say to you.”.
Lin Yi took me to a restaurant. He sat opposite me in silence, but his cell phone never left his hand. During
the meal, the prompt tone of his mobile phone rang from time to time, and every time he read the text message, his eyebrows and eyes curved, and the corners of his lips naturally filled with a pleasant smile. It was only
after dinner that he said, “Tonight’s meal is our farewell dinner.”. As
I slowly wiped the stains from the corners of my mouth with a napkin, he continued, I have fallen in love with a woman who fits all my imaginations of a woman. She is my muse, and if you see her, you will understand me.
“I looked up at him and smiled faintly.” Well, let’s break it up.
He was stunned for a moment, and only after a moment did he react. His face suddenly brightened: You’ve been with me for nine years. If you have any conditions, you can mention them, and I’ll certainly satisfy you.
“I laughed and said,” No need.
I stood up, picked up my bag, and said goodbye to him politely. I have nothing else to do, so I’ll go first. I have been dating Lin Yi for nine years
since I was 20 years old.
As I grew older, I fell into the anxiety of being unmarried at an older age, which reached its peak at the beginning of this year.
I urged Lin Yi to get married many times, and we quarreled many times. After the quarrel, there was a cold war. The longest cold war between us was more than a month. From that day to June 25, his birthday, I gave him a gift and bowed my head to him.
Should also be from that time I took the initiative to bow, after we made up, my heart also followed slowly cold down. The day
I promised to break up with Lin Yi, when I got home, I called my high school deskmate Xu Moyang.
I said, “At the end of last year, when my mother was in the hospital, you said that if I was not married at the age of 35, you would marry me. Was it a joke or a serious one?”. After a moment’s silence
, Hsu Mo-yang asked me, What happened?
“I calmly narrated,” I’m completely finished with Lin Yi. If you don’t dislike me, you can marry me back in advance. Then
he asked me, “Where are you now?”? Send me
the address.
So I sent him the location of my home.
He quickly texted back, “Wait for me.”.
I waited for Xu Moyang for three hours, but he never showed up. I texted
him and he didn’t answer. I called him and no one answered.
It seems that my wish to get married has been dashed again.
But I do not blame him, in fact, I want to get married, not because I like him, but for another reason.
I had just fallen asleep when the doorbell rang. When
I opened the door, Xu Moyang stood in front of my house, sweating and panting. Holding a bunch of bright red roses in his
hand, he quickly apologized to me.
Sorry, there was a car accident patient in the hospital who needed immediate surgery. Time was pressing, so I didn’t have time to call you to explain.
I understood and smiled at him. Suddenly
he knelt down on one knee in front of me and took out a diamond ring from his pocket. “Chang Jing, will you marry me?”?
Last year, my mother was diagnosed with early lung cancer. It happened that Lin Yi was on a business trip during that time. I lost my mind, so I sent a message in the high school alumni group.
I said, “Students, do you know anyone in the People’s Hospital?”?
At that time, Hsu Mo-yang, who had not contacted me for five or six years, suddenly replied to me: I am a doctor from the People’s Hospital. If there is anything, please add my WeChat and tell me in detail.
Later, Hsu Mo-yang helped me contact a specialist. At the end of the year, my mother had an operation, and she was recovering well. During this period, whenever Hsu Mo-yang was free, he would go to the ward to see my mother, and I gradually became familiar with him again.
On one occasion, the two of us sat on a bench in the corridor and chatted about Lin Yi.
He said, “You’ve been dating your boyfriend for many years. Why haven’t I seen him come to see my aunt once?”?
I was really disappointed with Lin Yi at that time, but I could only bite the bullet and smile to excuse Lin Yi, saying, He also wants to come back, but there is no way. The task assigned to him by the company this time is very important. If the work can’t be completed, he can’t come back.
Hsu Mo-yang nodded his head, and after a moment he said, Auntie is not in good health. Fortunately, the cancer was discovered in time, and she saved her life. I heard her say several times that she hoped you would get married, and that she wanted to have grandchildren as soon as possible.
His words stuck in my heart in an instant. I wanted to hide it, but my eyes turned red.
I was silent for a long time and held back my tears. I sniffed my nose and said, “I want to get married, but he doesn’t.”.
Hsu Mo-yang frowned. Perhaps to comfort me, he quickly said to me with a smile, “It’s all right. You can always get married. If he doesn’t marry you when you’re 35, you come to me and I’ll marry you!” His words immediately made me laugh through tears.
I agreed to Xu Moyang’s proposal. He seemed worried that I would go back on my word. The next day, he took me to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate. After
we got the marriage certificate, he pulled me again. Each of us had a marriage certificate and took a picture in front of the camera of the mobile phone.
He smiled and said to me, “From today on, you are my wife!” On the way back, Xu Moyang was driving beside me. I had nothing to do and took out my mobile phone to play for a while. Coincidentally, I accidentally found that just a few minutes ago, Lin Yi sent a message to his circle of friends.
He said, My Muse. In the
photo, he and the woman were holding hands and looking at each other sweetly. I recognized at a glance that the woman in the photo was the one who was bungee jumping with him.
I glanced at his circle of friends, and there were many questions from our mutual friends under Lin Yi’s circle of friends. Did
you break up with Chang Jing? Is there something wrong with
my memory? Isn’t
your girlfriend Chang Jing?
I remember didn’t Chang Jing say she was planning to marry you at the beginning of the year?
Lin Yi posted a comment at the end of his circle of friends, with a unified reply: I broke up with Chang Jing a long time ago, so please don’t mention people who don’t matter to me in the future. My girlfriend will be unhappy. After
seeing his unified reply, I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
I broke up with him yesterday, but he said he broke up a long time ago today.
Hsu Mo-yang asked me casually, “What are you laughing at?”?
“I said:” Brush the circle of friends, brush the two fools who got Alzheimer’s at a young age.
“Hsu Mo-yang chuckled and said,” Then you have to tell him that if he’s sick, he needs to be treated. You can’t delay. If you need your husband’s help, just tell him.
“I laughed and said,” It’s too late. I’ve already blacklisted him. After I married
Xu Moyang, I moved to his house.
Adult men and women, married couples, even if we just flash marriage, I have nothing to let go.
About a month later, I went to the supermarket with Xu Moyang and happened to meet Lin Yi and his so-called muse.
Lin Yi walked in front pushing the shopping cart, while the girl stopped in front of the refrigerator in the back to choose yogurt.
Lin Yi took the initiative to step forward and said hello to me with a smile: “Coincidentally.”.
I glanced at the contents of his shopping cart, including instant noodles, biscuits, chocolate.. Yes, the girl was in her early twenties, and it was understandable that the little girl liked to eat these things.
I used to like these things very much, but every time Lin Yi put all the snacks I took back on the shelf in private without my consent. When I found out, he said, “What you take is junk food, and I am also for your own good.”. Before
I could open my mouth, Hsu Mo-yang suddenly took a bag of latiao from a nearby shelf and asked me with a smile, I remember when you were in high school, you used to buy latiao to eat. Do you still eat it now?
“My eyes lit up.” Eat! I’m going to buy a few more packages of different ones, and the chicken feet with pickled peppers! Xu Moyang gave me a spoiled smile and went to the front, sweeping all kinds of spicy strips and chicken feet on the shelves according to my request.
Lin Yi frowned tightly. “Your boyfriend?”?
I answered casually, “No, he’s me..” Before I could finish speaking, Lin Yi said with a clear look, “Oh..” Spare tire?
Or an ambiguous phase?
I shrugged my shoulders slightly. “Whatever you think, I’ll go first. I wish you and your muse happiness!” Then I turned around and ran to Xu Moyang’s side, but I could feel that there was a look behind me that followed me closely and never moved away. When
I caught up with Xu Moyang, he asked me, “Is he the fool you said before?”?
“I was stunned for a moment. I couldn’t help laughing and thumping his arm.” Nothing can hide from your eyes.
Hsu Mo-yang raised his eyebrows lightly and said nothing. After
returning home, Xu Moyang sat quietly on the sofa, looking at his lonely back, I felt a little bit that I was looking at a lonely and desolate little pitiful.
I went over and sat next to him and asked him, “Were you jealous at the supermarket?”?
Hsu Mo-yang slightly tugged at the corners of his lips and said lightly, “Well.”.
“I looked at him in surprise.” Are you really jealous?
He sighed helplessly and raised his hand to touch my head. At least it’s your ex-boyfriend of nine years. Can I be jealous?
“I asked him with a smile,” Is that delicious?
“He gritted his teeth.” Sour.
I put my arms around him and buried my face in his chest and asked, “Do you want a change?”?
As I spoke, I poked him in the chest and said, I think I’m quite sweet. Would you like to taste it?
He froze for a moment, then pushed me onto the sofa, and the strong smell of hormones came to his face.
Xu Moyang is usually very busy with his work, and sometimes he can’t even eat.
I usually work from ten to six, and I have enough time after work. On a whim
that day, I knew that Xu Moyang was going to be on the night shift, so I cooked soup for him and fried two dishes.
By the time I delivered the meal to the hospital, it was almost nine o’clock in the evening. When I
arrived at his department, I didn’t see anyone else, but I saw that there was a lunch box on his desk, and the food in the lunch box was still warm.
The most important thing is that there is a convenience note on the lunch box.
Dr. Hsu, this is a love lunch box I made for you with my own hands. I hope you like it and love you.
Signature: a cute rabbit.
I couldn’t help shaking. It was so disgusting.
At the same time, I felt a little uncomfortable for no reason. Just then
, a nurse happened to pass by the door of the department. She saw me and said with a smile, “You like Dr. Hsu, too. However, I advise you not to come to deliver meals to Dr. Hsu. Dr. Hsu never eats meals delivered by others. Dr. Hsu has given all the meals delivered by you to the nurses in our department.”.
I was stunned for a moment. It turned out that I had misunderstood him. Smiling,
I put the thermos on his desk. “It doesn’t matter. He doesn’t eat other people’s food, but he will eat what I cook.”. When
the nurse heard this, she smiled helplessly and said, “That’s all right. It’s up to you.”.
When Hsu Mo-yang came back from checking the room, he saw me in his office. His eyes lit up: Xiao Jing, what are you doing here?
“I patted the thermos box on his desk and said with a smile,” I’m thinking about your night shift tonight. I’ll cook something delicious for you.
“He suddenly grinned,” It’s all right if you don’t say it. I feel hungry when you say it. I’ve had dinner.
As he spoke, he came over and opened the thermos box. He lowered his head and sniffed a few times. “Incense!” He exclaimed. Soon, however, he swept to the side of the lunch box with a post-it note, and suddenly his face froze.
I looked at him with a smile. “Dr. Hsu, would you like to explain?”?
“He said helplessly,” Some girls from other departments always like to do this, and they all come in when there is no one in my office.
“I raised my eyebrows lightly.” Then you always give other people’s lunch boxes to others. Isn’t that a waste of other people’s hearts?
Hsu Mo-yang said with a smile, It is shameful to waste food. As for whether I have wasted other people’s minds, it is not within the scope of my responsibility.
When Hsu Mo-yang finished, he took a few mouthfuls of food and a big mouthful of soup. Then he suddenly froze: How do you know I gave someone else the box lunch they gave me? Before
I could answer, I saw the nurse who had advised me not to bring food to Hsu Mo-yang come in.
The nurse was dumbfounded before she could speak.
I looked at her and said with a smile, “Look, I told you, he will eat my cooking.”.
When Hsu Mo-yang looked up and saw her, he said casually, This is my family.
The nurse looked at me with an incredible look on her face and her eyes were wide open. Dr. Hsu, are you married?
“Well, what can I do for you?” He said as he busied himself with cooking? The patient in No
. Bed is looking for you.
Hsu Mo-yang nodded as he ate. “Okay, I’ll be right there.”.
Hsu Mo-yang hurriedly picked up a few more mouthfuls of rice, then looked at me and said with a smile, Wait for me to come back.
He was dressed in a white coat, and when he walked, his footsteps were full of wind, and the way his white coat was flowing, he was simply very handsome.
I looked at the back of his departure, I thought, why didn’t I find Xu Moyang so handsome before?
But I waited for him for a long time, but I didn’t see him come back. As a result, the same nurse came over and looked at me warmly and said with a smile, “Dr. Hsu’s family, you’d better go back first. We just received an ambulance call. Dr. Hsu didn’t have time to come and inform you, so he followed the ambulance.”.
He’s really busy, but I’m not disappointed at all. On the contrary, I’m proud to be a family member of such a doctor.
Xu Moyang did not deliberately conceal his marriage from his colleagues in the hospital, but he could not tell everyone that he was married.
So while he had a day off, I took him to the gold shop to buy a man’s wedding ring.
Xu Moyang usually has to operate on patients, and it is not convenient to wear a wedding ring, but I made a request to him.
I said, “I don’t ask you to wear your wedding ring all the time, but this week, you put your wedding ring in your pocket, and whenever you meet those little girls, you take out your wedding ring and put it on.”.
Hsu Mo-yang’s lips brimmed with a smile of great pleasure. He said, All right, I’ll listen to you.
About three months later, we were finishing up a good workout one night when my cell phone rang. Before the blush
on my cheeks dissipated, I gasped heavily and took a look at my cell phone. It turned out to be a text message from a strange number: “How are you recently?”?
I almost immediately guessed who sent this text message.
I once dated Lin Yi for nine years. During the nine years, we were on and off several times. I blacklisted his number several times. Every time he asked to get back together, he always made such a move.
Then the tone of my mobile phone began to ring constantly, and one text message after another came.
I think the person I love most is still you.
I shouldn’t have broken up with you in a moment of obsession. Shall we make up?
We’ve been together for nine years, and the nine-year relationship can’t just be put down, right?
Hsu Mo-yang asked me, Why is your cell phone ringing all the time?
I handed him my cell phone directly. See for yourself.
He read the text messages sent by Lin Yi one by one, and then coldly raised his lips and sneered, without making any statement.
I said, “I’ll blacklist him.”.
“No,” he said. “Turn on the mute and let him send it. Even if you blacklist the number, he can still send you a text message if he changes the number next time. When
I woke up early in the morning, Xu Moyang was still asleep next to me. I reached for my cell phone and took a look. It turned out that after I turned on the mute last night, Lin Yi sent more than 30 text messages in a row.
But my eyes were fixed on the last text message he sent. He said, “As long as you are willing to get back together with me, I can consider our marriage.”.
“12” What are you looking at? Hsu Mo-yang’s voice came to
my ears.
He looked at me sleepily. I handed him my cell phone and said with a smile, “The fool said he wanted to get back together with me and said he could consider marrying me. Do you feel a strong sense of crisis?”?
Hsu Mo-yang took his cell phone and glanced at it. With a sneer, he replied with a text message: “Get out!” Smiling, I put my hand around his neck and said with a smile, “Are you angry?”?
“He tugged at the corners of his lips and said,” I’m not angry, but I regret that I didn’t marry you back earlier.
“I buried my face in his arms and said softly,” It’s not too late! However, it seems that there are still a lot of people who don’t know about our marriage, or shall we send it to the circle of friends?
Hsu Mo-yang looked at me in surprise. Are you really willing to announce our marriage?
“I don’t understand,” Why don’t I want to? Suddenly there was a big flash of brilliance in
his dark eyes. He smiled and hugged me tightly. So I’ve been worrying about nothing for so many days. You’re so good.
A minute later, I sent a message to my circle of friends.
I said, “Mr. Hsu, please give me more advice for the rest of your life.”.
I also attached the photo we took that day at the gate of the Civil Affairs Bureau, with a marriage certificate in each hand. About two or three minutes after
I sent out this circle of friends, a mutual friend of Lin Yi and I suddenly called me. As soon as
I got on the phone, Lin Yi’s dejected questioning voice came from the phone: “The photos in your circle of friends are fake, aren’t they?”? Are
you trying to provoke me?
I was really amused by Lin Yi’s words: Can a marriage certificate with the official seal of the Civil Affairs Bureau be faked?
Can you make one for me?
Lin Yi, however, did not give up: “Obviously, the last time we met in the supermarket, you weren’t together yet, and he wasn’t even your boyfriend!” I couldn’t help laughing. “Who told you I wasn’t with him at that time?”? The night I broke up
with you, my husband proposed to me. The next day, we went to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get the certificate.
In the past, when I liked Lin Yi, I thought he was excellent in all aspects. Now, somehow, when I think of Lin Yi, I think of the word “silly” at the same time.
Then look at the man beside me, with a chicken nest head just waking up, can reveal a strong abstinence temperament. A.
! I used to be blind.
Hsu Mo-yang put his arms around me. He leaned against my ear and said in a low voice, “Call my husband a few more times.”.
I blushed. I haven’t hung up yet. As soon
as Hsu Mo-yang tugged at the corners of his lips, he laughed even more happily: “I don’t care, you can call my husband a few more times for me to hear..” Lin Yi on the other end of the phone should have heard Xu Moyang’s voice, and he immediately hung up the phone, presumably because he was angry.
When I put down the phone, Hsu Mo-yang pushed me down on the bed with a threatening look in his eyes?
I bit my lip and felt a little embarrassed for a moment. After all, I haven’t called him husband since I married him. I was just talking to Lin Yi.
He narrowed his eyes slightly and said with a smile, “If you don’t scream, I’m going to do it.”.
I hurriedly reached out my hand and hooked him around the neck. With a stiff scalp and a red face, I cried out one after another: “Husband, good husband, dear husband, the best husband in the world..” Xu Moyang is really easy to coax, as long as I act like a spoiled child, he will completely surrender.
I was also surprised that the skill of acting like a spoiled child had long been lost in the process of my previous association with Lin Yi.
That long and on and off several times of feelings, I have already suffered the loss of self.
I suddenly realized that since I married Xu Moyang, I have become the enthusiastic and cheerful person who used to be full of hope for life.
There is a wise saying: who has not loved a few scum when he was young.
I also loved, but look back, have not experienced Lin Yi’s slag, how can I understand Xu Moyang’s good?
But the reason why scum men are scum is that their skin is unusually thick. Since
Lin Yi knew that I was married, he should put aside the past and stop pestering me. As a result, he was as childish and capricious as ever, and even blocked my place of work.
He called me and said, “I’m downstairs in your office. Come down and we’ll talk.” I laughed sarcastically and said, “What is there to talk about? I don’t want to see you.”. But
he said, Then I will go up to you.
“I rolled my eyes helplessly.” Okay! You wait downstairs! As soon as I came downstairs, I saw him waiting for me with a bunch of bright roses in his hand. When
he saw me coming down, he smiled and went up to me and handed me the flowers.
I clasped my hands on my chest and made a gesture of refusal. I looked at him very calmly. Lin Yi, don’t come to me.
As soon as he heard this, he was in a hurry. We just broke up. It’s not like we haven’t broken up for so many years. Didn’t we all make up in the end? Is it necessary for
you to make fun of your life’s happiness and marry someone else in order to stimulate me?
“I couldn’t help laughing.” Then if I really get back together with you, maybe if I really marry you in the future, I won’t be making fun of my happiness all my life?
Lin Yi looked stupefied. He frowned. What do you mean by that?
We’ve been dating for nine years. Do you think I’m just having fun for nine years? If I don’t like you, can I talk to you for nine years?
“I glanced at him sarcastically.” Don’t say how noble you are. The one you cheated on is your muse, the perfect woman who can satisfy all your fantasies about women! What are you doing in front of me now? You hit yourself in the face. Doesn’t your face hurt? An embarrassed look came over
Lin Yi’s face. He clenched his teeth and said nothing.
I looked up at the cloudy sky and said, “There will be a rainstorm later. Hurry up and don’t come to me again. Now that I’m married, I just want to live a quiet life with my husband.”.
“Lin Yi didn’t know what he was smoking. He said,” I won’t leave unless you take this flower away. I’ve really spoiled him
these nine years. Look at this silly look.
I sighed, “Well, that’s up to you. I’m going back to work.”.
In the evening, there was a heavy rainstorm. I was so busy with my work that I forgot about Lin Yi. At the end
of the day, Hsu Mo-yang called me and said, “It’s raining heavily outside. I’ll drive to pick you up later.”.
“I asked in surprise,” Don’t you have a night shift?
“He laughed and said,” I changed shifts with my colleagues. After
hanging up the phone, I suddenly heard several colleagues around me gossiping: Just now there was a fool holding a bunch of roses downstairs in the company, and he was drenched. Finally, the security guard of the building couldn’t bear to watch and drove him away.
I raised my eyebrows lightly. I told him to go, but he didn’t go. When I was driven away, I lost face. I brought it on myself. When
Xu Moyang came to pick me up, it was raining heavily.
He parked his car at the door, and when he saw me coming out, he immediately got out of the car and walked towards me with an umbrella.
I don’t know why, but when I saw him coming towards me, my heart was beating very fast.
I can’t help but remember that there was a rainstorm last year, which was about the same as today’s.
Lin Yi drank with his friends in the middle of the night, and then asked me to pick him up. I was disturbed. It was so difficult to get a taxi in the middle of the night. When I stood at the intersection with an umbrella waiting for the bus, it was windy and rainy. I couldn’t even hold the umbrella, and my clothes were wet.
Later, when I picked him up, he was not only ungrateful, but also looked at me with a look of displeasure and scolded me, saying, “Why did you come so late?” At that time, I was in a mess, but when he said it, I felt sad and aggrieved, but because his friends were also there, I had to give him face, so I swallowed all the grievances in my stomach.
Hsu Mo-yang stretched out his hand and handed me the umbrella. “Take the umbrella first.”.
I took the umbrella, and after a while my body warmed up, he took off his coat and put it on my shoulder: The temperature drops at night. Don’t catch a cold. As
he spoke, he took the umbrella over again. I stared at him in a daze and suddenly felt warm in my heart. It turned out that this was the feeling of being taken care of. When Xu Moyang and I fell in love
that night, I gasped and hugged him tightly and said, “I find that I seem to like you more and more.”. When he
heard this, he raised his handsome eyebrows lightly and held me tightly in his arms. “It’s just that if you like it, it’s not enough.” I blushed and buried myself in his chest, feeling his heavy breathing. I asked him, “Do you like me?”?
He looked slightly stupefied. After a moment, he reached out his hand and pinched my face heavily. For the sake of fairness, I won’t tell you now. I’ll tell you the answer when your heart is full of me one day.
I shriveled my mouth, a little dissatisfied, so I lowered my head and bit him hard on the chest, leaving two rows of shallow teeth marks.
He raised his lips and hugged me tightly in a good mood, with a smile in his deep eyes.
Two days later, I received a phone call from Lin Yi’s buddy. As soon as
I got on the phone, I heard him say, “Chang Jing, can you come and see Lin Yi? He was caught in the rain two days ago and has had a high fever these days. When he was confused, all he said was your name.”.
“I frowned slightly.” If he’s sick, treat him well. I’m not the medicine to cure him.
“He sighed helplessly,” But after all, you have been together for such a long time. Can you really put him down completely in such a short time?
I have never seriously considered this issue, just because I have completely put down Lin Yi long ago.
I was stunned for a moment, and then calmly explained: “In the thousands of days and nights I spent with him, every time when I needed him most, he always happened to be absent. I would completely put it down because I really didn’t love him. Even if he didn’t cheat, even if he didn’t break up with me, sooner or later, I would leave him.”. Not long after I hung up the phone
that day, Lin Yi called me again.
His voice did sound a little hoarse, but it was not enough to be confused.
He said, “I am sick, and can’t you coax me?”?
He said such heartless words to stimulate me.
I frowned tightly, and now he still thinks we have room for manoeuvre.
I was silent, and he said, “Can’t I promise you?”?
I will never cheat on you again. You are the only one in my heart. Don’t be angry with me. Make it clear to your spare tire that you should divorce and come back to me.
Listen to what he is saying?
Spare tire?
Xu Moyang has never been my spare tire.
In my heart, he used to be my high school deskmate who had a good relationship with me, the benefactor who helped me when I was most lonely and helpless, and the husband I respect and love now.
I said to him, “When you are well, let’s meet.”.
“Don’t wait for me to get better,” he said with a hasty smile. “I’ll see you today.
We arranged to meet at a coffee shop. He arrived earlier than me and ordered a cup of my usual Café Americano for me in advance.
I sat opposite him, facing his smiling face. I said lightly, “If you have anything to say, let’s make it clear today. Let’s make a complete break.”. His
eyes flashed slightly and he said with a smile, “Have you moved? I went to your house to look for you before, and the new tenant opened the door.”.
“I nodded.” Well, after I got married, I gave up the house and moved in with my husband.
Lin Yi, somewhat flustered, took a sip of his coffee and said with a shyly smile, It doesn’t matter. So we’re even, so we can start over.
“I looked at him calmly.” Lin Yi, I hope you will listen carefully to what I said. I didn’t get married on impulse. I wanted to get married very early.
“Lin Yi said unwillingly,” Then you just casually find someone and get married?
Maybe I didn’t even figure it out myself before. Did I just find someone to get married casually?
But now that I think about it, the answer is no.
I looked at Lin Yi and said, We’ve been together for nine years. I remember once I sprained my ankle when I was shopping and called you to ask you to pick me up. You said you just got home after a busy day and didn’t want to move at all. So I limped out of the mall and limped to the side of the road to take a taxi home. After a pause,
I said, Another time, I had an appendicitis operation and was hospitalized. My mother came from my hometown specially to take care of me, and you came to see me after work. You had a holiday on weekends. You would rather sleep and play games at home alone than come to accompany me. I
used to feel sad and want to cry when I think of the grievances I have experienced, but now my mood is extremely calm, just because I don’t care anymore.
I looked at him and continued, “Actually, I could digest all that by myself, but where were you when my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer last year?”?
I just felt like the sky was falling, and I didn’t know what to do. When I needed you most, you were still not by my side.
He hastened to explain, I was out on a business trip. It’s not like you didn’t know that I really couldn’t come back to accompany you at that time.
I smiled faintly and said, “Yes, you can’t come to accompany me, but in the middle of your business trip, you actually went back to the company several times. You were so busy that even if you came back, you didn’t have time to come to the hospital to see my mother. Even if you brought something over, put it down and left, you kept lying to me, saying you couldn’t come back.”.
Lin Yi moved his lips and hung his head in silence. The reason why
I will give up completely, just because I have expectations for him again and again, but I am disappointed again and again. After a long time, I will be numb, numb, and slowly I will not love him. At the beginning of
2021, I had urged Lin Yi to marry many times, just because I was old and my mother was in poor health, and wanted to see me get married and have children as soon as possible, so I was eager to get married.
And at that time, Lin Yi is my boyfriend, I want to get married, naturally have to find him, but also fortunately he did not agree.
Looking back on my mother’s diagnosis of lung cancer last year, I still feel very sad and want to cry.
I sniffed my nose and said with a red-eyed smile, When I had no way out, it was Hsu Mo-yang who accompanied me all the time. He helped my mother find the most authoritative expert and went to the ward to see my mother whenever he was free. When I was sad, it was he who comforted me and made me happy all the time.
Lin Yi suddenly clenched his fists, his eyes darkened, and said, “He’s just taking advantage of the situation!” I said with a smile, “Even though he took advantage of the situation, didn’t you give him the opportunity to take advantage of the situation?”?
It’s not that I can’t understand that you really can’t accompany me at the beginning, but that’s not the case. You’re just used to putting me at the end of all your plans, or I’m not in your plans at all.
He can fall in love with another woman at first sight, cheat and break up with me without guilt, and when he loses the novelty of that woman, he takes it for granted that as long as he wants to get back together, I will come back to him. There may be many kinds of
love, sometimes we will lose ourselves because of love, but sometimes we will work harder to be ourselves because of love. Before I
left, I looked at him very seriously. I said, “No one will always stand in the same place and wait hopelessly. If I hadn’t met Xu Moyang, I might never have seen it. Beautiful love can make people feel happy. Fortunately, I met him.”. After I left the
coffee shop, I made a phone call to Xu Moyang. After the
first ring, he didn’t answer.
He once told me that when he went to the operating table, he would put his mobile phone in the lounge, but he would not turn it off, because he was afraid of missing important calls, so that as long as he got off the operation and saw a missed call on his mobile phone, he could call back at the first time.
But he never called me back that day. I waited for more than ten hours from day to night.
I have never missed a person like this, even though he is not by my side, even though I have been waiting for his call, but I do not feel wronged.
I knew he was doing what he had to do, and even though he didn’t give me any promises, he gave me a full sense of security. When
I was sleeping in the middle of the night, Hsu Mo-yang finally called me back and said, “I’m sorry I didn’t call you back until now.”.
“I chuckled and opened my mouth with a nasal voice.” What happened today?
Why are you so busy? A traffic accident happened on a viaduct
in Dongcheng District. Three patients were seriously injured. Fortunately, with the efforts of our general department, they were all rescued.
When Hsu Mo-yang spoke, I could clearly hear his heavy breathing. He must have just got off the operating table, and he called me back. Then
he asked, “Why did you call me today?”?
“I pursed my lips slightly, a little embarrassed. After a moment, I summoned up my courage and said to him,” There is nothing important. I suddenly want to tell you that I love you. Suddenly
he was silent. After a long time, he said, “Do you know?”? I’m
suddenly full of energy again, and I’m especially energetic! I didn’t understand what he meant at first, but later I learned that he had been in the operating room for eleven hours that day. In
those eleven hours, he did not eat a mouthful of rice, only drank some glucose water. Later, when he got off the operating table, he was so tired that his eyes were dim and his legs were unstable. But the first thing he remembered was to call me back.
Not long after, Lin Yi sent me a text message: I’m sorry, I was wrong. After
I read the text message, I deleted his number. I knew that after deleting his number this time, he would not change his number to find me again. Three months after
I got my marriage license with Xu Moyang, he held a wedding ceremony for me. On the night of the wedding night, he lay beside me and held me tightly in his arms. His warm breathing was in
my ear. He told me that the thing he regretted most was that he didn’t express his love to me as soon as he graduated from high school. Later, when he finally summoned up the courage to express his love to me, I already had Lin Yi beside me.
Later, he also fell in love, also used to love others, but round and round, he returned to the original starting point.
He said that he never thought that one day in the future, he would be lucky to meet me and spend the rest of his life with me.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
