I used to be his spare tire, until in order to sign a contract, he got me drunk and
sent me to the other party’s car, even took my mobile phone, so that I had no way to ask for help, I
realized that this love, humble for too long, it’s time to throw away..
He said with red eyes, “You give me a soft one and help me one last time.”
I sneered, “Brother, you have to kneel down to say that to be convincing.”
Then, Xi yuanzhen knelt down to me.
Tall and straight man, straight kneeling in front of me, the backbone is not willing to bend down half a
minute.
He looked up at me, and the line of his tight mandible was very beautiful.
I once took advantage of the wine, the hot kiss fell there, but was pushed away by Xi yuan for the first time
, fell to the ground.
He chuckled and said, “Jiang Miao, why are you so disgusting?”? I am your brother.
I bit my lip, feeling ashamed and subconsciously trying to run away, but he hooked his finger at me
again. “Take it off. Is that all you can do?”
At that time.
I really feel that as long as Xi yuan can love me, I am willing to lower my stature inch by inch, take away my pride
, and put my life into it.
So I am willing to chase Xi yuan and be his licking dog.
My dream, my talent, my career, I don’t want anything.
I just want him to love me.
Now he knelt down in front of me and looked at me with red eyes. “Miao-miao, help your brother
one last time.”
“Take this contract and we’ll get married, okay?” A face with delicate makeup is reflected in the
mirror.
Xi yuan bent down and put on the last earring for me. He patted me on the shoulder and said, “Let’s go
.”
I looked him in the mirror and whispered, “After today, are we
going to pick out a wedding dress?”
He moved his lips twice, avoided my eyes, and nodded gently for a long time. In fact, at that time, I had seen his perfunctory and insincere words.
I just have a little naive hope in my heart.
After all, I have been in love with Xi yuan for five years, and I always fantasize that he will be soft-hearted to me. Not long after
sitting down at the table, Hsi yuan said, “Look how hot you are. Why don’t you take off your
coat and hang it up?”
I trembled and could hardly hold the glass in my hand. Under the
knitted jacket, I only wore a Burgundy suspender dress, the neckline
was very low, and when I sat down, it was even more exposed.
Xi yuan personally helped me pick out the skirt, how could he not know?
I was biting my lip, almost giving in to Hsi yuan’s increasingly cold gaze, when
suddenly a languid voice rang out across the way: “The air conditioner is on so low, I don’t think she’ll be hot at
all.”
Dazed, I followed the sound and looked at a pair of bright and burning eyes, like flames burning
.
It was an excellent face, with cold white skin, high eyebrows and a high nose. Although
the lips are thin, the shape of the lips is very beautiful, which makes the outline of the whole face deep
.
Noticing that I was looking at him, the young man raised his lips and smiled brightly
at me: “Hello, my name is Zhong Yinian.” Zhong Yinian.
I was stunned for a moment.
Xi yuan wants to talk about this contract today, and the boss opposite is Zhong Heng.
Zhong Yinian is Zhong Heng’s nephew.
Rumor has it that Zhong Heng has been single and childless, so he dotes on his only nephew
.
Zhong Yinian is also spoiled by Zhong Heng, driving luxury cars, buying famous paintings, full of dandy temperament,
only spending money, ignorant. The teenager sitting across from me
now, playing with a glass of wine in his hand, did not look as naughty as he had been rumored
.
Even on his bony fingers, there were two traces of watercolor paint and
a thin layer of cocoon. So is
he. Do you learn to draw?
In a daze, the wine party has already begun. In the midst of
drinking, Xi yuan’s voice sounded in my ears: “Miao-miao, go and propose a toast to
General Manager Zhong.”
I subconsciously turned my head to say something, or glanced at Xi yuan’s eyes
falling on me. But at that moment, his mobile phone on the desktop suddenly lit up.
It’s a new message.
From Fu Yue.
“I’ve already picked out the wedding dress. Why don’t you come over tomorrow and try it on?”
My heart instantly congealed into ice, pulled the corners of my lips, and after a long time, I showed a very pale smile
.
Fu Yue is the most precious white moonlight in Xi yuan’s heart.
I tried my best to get a little bit of preference from Xi yuan, and as long as she hooked her fingers
, he was willing to give it all.
“Xi yuan..” I shook my lips and tried to suppress the tremor in my voice. “You lied to
me. I’m not the one you want to marry, am I?”
Xi yuan turned his head.
The banquet was filled with smoke. I couldn’t see the expression on his face
through the hazy gray. I could only hear his
cold, emotionless voice:
“Jiang Miao, you owe me this.”
Is it? It is only five steps from my seat to the main seat of Zhong Heng. The distance of
these five steps, however, seems to have completed the five years between me and Xi yuan.
I’ve been thinking about a question: What do I owe him? For the first eighteen years of my
life, he was my parents’ favorite. After the
acquaintance, he has been enjoying my humble ingratiation. I have been thinking about
this question for five years, and there is still no answer.
“Wait.”
I stood in front of Chung Heng and was about to raise my glass when Chung Yi-nien
, who had been busy with his meal, suddenly stood up in front of him and said with a smile,
“My uncle is drunk and can’t drink any more. I’ll take his place with this glass of wine.”
I watched him take the glass from my hand and drink it up. Instead of returning the cup to me immediately,
Zhong Yinian smiled even more brightly: “I’m
sorry, I forgot this is your cup.”. Then let’s say you’ve done it, okay?
Without waiting for an answer, he paused for a moment and said in a low voice, “Don’t drink.
Your face is very red. Go back and sit down.”
His eyes were sparkling, and a strand of wet hair clung to his forehead.
This is the second time he’s come to my rescue tonight. I looked back, and Xi yuan was staring at this side, his eyes dark and his
face very ugly. Shaking my head in a
sudden sense of revenge, I picked up a
glass from the table and filled it with wine. I touched the empty glass in Zhong Yinian’s hand and said,
“Thank you, young master, for helping me out. Let me toast you.”
I gulped down the wine in my glass. Unable to
stop him, he hesitated to speak for a long time before saying, “Don’t call me young
master, okay?”? My name is Chung Yi-nien.
「…… Chung Yi-nien.
“You’ve really had too much to drink. Hurry back
.” He took another look behind
me, and his lips, which had been raised, suddenly flattened. “Wait a minute.
Do you want me to take you home?”
I never dreamed of it.
Finally, it was not Zhong Yinian who sent me home, but I went home with him.
Not only that, but I slept with him. After the wine party, Zhong Heng declined Xi yuan’s invitation for the next trip and waved his
hand to go home.
When Xi yuan asked about the contract, he was noncommittal. He just glanced at me
and said, “General Manager Xi, you have a good sister.” It
was this sentence that pushed me into hell. After
Zhong Heng left, Xi yuan said he wanted to sober me up and poured me a glass of ice water. After I
drank it, my legs were so weak that I couldn’t stand. Holding me in his arms,
he walked step by step to the dimly lit parking lot and put me in the soft back seat of the car
.
He took away my mobile phone under my cold and painful gaze.
“Xi yuan..” Because I had no strength, I could only murmur, “Don’t you even give me the last bit of life
?”
“Miao-miao, Chung Heng likes you, but I can’t help it.” After
saying this, he walked away without looking back.
But neither Xi yuan nor I expected that Zhong Heng had already left in someone else’s car. The car
parked here was left to Zhong Yinian. My hands were too weak to
grasp the corner of his clothes when I
was taken into a fragrant embrace.
「…… General Manager Zhong.
“It’s Zhong Yi Nian.” The boy corrected me in a good voice, then frowned and bowed his head. “You’re so drunk. Shall I take you home?” When the
dim headlights shone down, I thought of the anger that flashed in Xi yuan’s eyes at the wine party just now, and suddenly made up my mind.
“I don’t want to go home.” I threw myself into his arms and unbuttoned a shirt with my teeth. “I’m going back with you.” The
driver drove the car downstairs, and Zhong Yinian carried me all the way home.
He bowed his head and kissed the end of my nose. “Don’t go back on your word.”
The next thing is logical.
I deliberately seduce Zhong Yinian, who is not an innocent little boy. When the
feeling was strong, I looked up at the teenager on my body.
Even at this time, he still had a good smell, his hair was wet with sweat, and his breathing was slightly rapid, which did not make people feel greasy or bored.
Seemingly aware that I was looking at him, Zhong Yinian moved and lowered his eyes. When he
met my eyes, his eyes darkened slightly, and then he leaned over and kissed my eyes. “Don’t frown. Don’t think so much.” He whispered in my ear, “
Just enjoy this kind of thing.”
My eyelashes trembled and I finally closed my eyes. After the
end, it was nearly late at night.
I broke free from his arms and got out of bed, but I stumbled because my legs were weak and my ankles hit
the corner of the bed.
“Hiss!”
The intense and sharp pain made me frown, unable to hold back a cold hum. Chung Yi-nien,
who had been lying in bed, immediately sat up nervously: “What’s wrong?”? Sister,
are you all right? The
particularly intimate address, spoken in his pleasant voice, made me slightly stunned. The
dim light shone on his handsome face, and his lips were bright red. On the
bare chest, there are lipstick marks I just put on. I
was stunned for a moment. I shook my head and said, “It’s all right. I hit a bone.”
Zhong Yinian jumped out of bed, bent over to look at my ankle, and gently brushed the small
red mark with his finger pulp.
“Be careful, sister.” The
warm and cool breath blew on the wound, and I looked down. There was a twist on the top of Zhong Yinian’s hair, and a few clumps of hair were sticking up beside him, showing a bit of lively childishness.
He is so young and so energetic.
Standing in front of him, I was only 24 years old, but I was almost lifeless. All the energy in
my life seems to be consumed in the long and fruitless love and hate entanglement with Xi yuan. When
I was in a daze, he had stood up straight again, his eyes were looking straight at me, and there was a light in his pupils.
“I’m drunk..”
Thinking of the original purpose of today, I tried to find a reasonable excuse for a series of unrestrained seduction behavior, but just after opening my mouth, I was stopped by Zhong Yinian.
In my startled eyes, he suddenly moved forward, threw himself into my arms, buried his face in my chest and rubbed it.
“My sister is drunk.” He looked up at me as if tiny stars had fallen into his eyes. “But I was awake all the time.”
Sober.
I’m in a slight trance. I also said
this to Xi yuan. When I was 19 years old, I couldn’t help expressing my love to Xi yuan through alcohol. When he woke up
the next day, as soon as he explained, he sneered in disgust:
“Jiang Miao, do you really think I can’t see the way you usually look at me?”
I lost all my strength in an instant.
He saw it, but did not expose it, nor refused it, but looked on coldly as I worried about gains and losses,
restless, and sinking in this unrequited love without response.
The original infatuation, at this moment suddenly congealed a distinct hatred. I felt a sharp pain
in my heart, but I hooked my lips and put my hand on Zhong Yinian’s neck. “If that’s the case, why don’t you do it again?” I said
with a smile
.
I suddenly changed my mind at that moment.
Since Xi yuan can torture me, cheat me, and personally send me to Zhong Heng
‘s car for this contract, why can’t I retaliate and make him more painful than me?
With this contract, he can marry Fu Yue. How can
I make them happy.
The next day, when I woke up, it was nearly noon, and Zhong Yinian was still asleep. Originally I wanted to leave directly, but last night Xi yuan took my
cell phone in order not to leave a way out.
I still woke up Zhong Yinian and asked him softly if he could take me home.
“I want to move out and go back and pack my bags.”
The sleepy-eyed teenager suddenly sat up and said, “OK, no problem!” I
don’t know why, but I heard a hint of excitement in his voice. After
a simple wash, Zhong Yinian drove me home.
Lamborghini is indeed a rumored luxury car.
It’s just that the teenager driving with a lollipop in his mouth doesn’t look like an
ignorant playboy.
“Do you want me to go up with you?” When the
car stopped downstairs, Zhong Yinian took the steering wheel in one hand and turned his head sideways to ask me.
I glanced over his handsome eyes and said, “No, I’ll just go up and clean up and
come out. If you have your own business, you can go first.”
Chung Yi-nien shook his head forcefully. “I’m fine. I’ll wait for you downstairs.” When
I got out of the car, he waved to me, “Get down early!”
In fact, I don’t know why Zhong Yinian is so enthusiastic about me. In fact, when I looked at each other many times last night, I felt vaguely that his beautiful face was somewhat
familiar.
But for the moment he couldn’t remember where he had seen him.
Maybe last night was enough to be in tune, or maybe because I was at a loss, it was rare for me to show
a little pity.
I only know that if I want to get back at Xi yuan, I have to seize this fleeting enthusiasm.
It’s like grasping at straws.
Last night, the news from Fu Yue was still vivid in my mind. I thought Xi yuan was
not at home.
But as soon as I opened the door, the room was filled with the smell of smoke.
I couldn’t resist turning my head to cough twice, and when I looked back, Xi yuan was already standing in front
of me. I stared
at his red eyes, but before I could speak, Hsi yuan clasped
my shoulders and said in a hoarse voice,
“Why did you come back so late?”
I laughed derisively, “Aren’t you going to try on the wedding dress with Fu Yue?”? Why haven’t you
set out yet?
He turned a deaf ear to my sarcasm, and when his eyes swept over my face and fell on the
bright red hickey on my shoulder, a touch of pain suddenly appeared in his eyes: “You and Zhong Heng..”
“Yes, what’s the matter?” I pushed him through the door, packed my bags by myself, and threw my computer and clothes into the box.
Then he turned to look at him and smiled maliciously. “Brother, you sent me to his car with your own hands. Who are you showing me now?”
Xi yuan stood in place, as if the whole person was frozen, the light of the fundus went out inch by inch, the original handsome eyebrows and eyes congealed with a touch of melancholy, more and more dim. I
used to secretly rub his eyes with my fingertips while he was asleep, and even put a gentle kiss on his forehead, but I didn’t dare to wake him up. It was not
until today that I suddenly realized that those hot and sincere love had been worn away in five years of entanglement and ended at the moment when he personally sent me out last night.
The heart dies to ashes, but so. It wasn
‘t until I was dragging the box past him that Xi yuan suddenly came to his senses. He grabbed my wrist and said,
“Last night..” I finally went back.
“But Miao-miao, the car is gone, and you’re not there.”
When I heard him say that, I realized that I would still be in pain. The
sharp pain is like a needle in the heart, not intense, but long and deep, as if there is no end forever.
I took a deep breath, let go of the box, and held out my other hand to Hsi yuan: “Give me back my cell phone.”
“Miaomiao..”
“Brother, stop putting on an act. In fact, you still have many ways to find me. If the person who was taken away was Fu Yue, would you give up so easily?” When I
finished, I laughed again. “How could I forget? How could you be willing to send Fuyue to such a place?”
When Xi yuan stiffened and could no longer refute it, I dragged the box out of the door and, like him last night, never looked back. When
we got downstairs, Zhong Yinian was not in the car.
He did not know where to take out a SLR camera and took pictures of the cherry blossom tree in front of the door.
Seeing me come down, Chung Yi-nien turned his camera around and took a picture of me. Then he put away his camera and ran over. He took the box from me and said
, “Have you packed everything?”? Then let’s go, sister. On the way here in the
morning, Zhong Yinian helped me make an appointment with an intermediary to look at the house, but he stood us up temporarily.
“Why don’t my sister move to my place first?” Chung Yi-nien suddenly clasped my wrist and looked at me with bright eyes. “I’ll look for a house in two days, or..” It’s all right if you don’t want to move out for the time being. My house is big enough for two people. Not only is the house big, but the bed is soft.
I gently raised my eyebrows and laughed.
“Okay, I’ll pay you the rent.” So
I moved to Zhong Yinian’s home, and then resigned from Xi yuan’s company, intending to find a new
job.
I didn’t even go back to the company to pack up my things. I just sent an email to the personnel to confirm.
Xi yuan sent me a lot of messages in the middle, but I crossed them all out and didn’t
read any of them. What
is there to see? Just apologize, and then urge me to go back and continue to help him
. Before I
resigned, I had a lot of unfinished plans in my hand, and he had to coax Fu Yue, who was angry because he missed the appointment
, probably already very busy.
Brother, don’t worry, this is just the beginning.
“Zhong Yi Nian.” I sat on the sofa and looked up at him tenderly. “Can you not tell your uncle about that night
?”
He took out a Yakult from the refrigerator, came over and handed me a bottle, biting the straw and nodding
, “OK.”
Zhong Yinian didn’t ask me why.
In the past few days, he has been like this, I say everything should be good, find the opportunity to feed me, and even when playing games, he will rub against me to act like a spoiled child. I
just stayed here for a week, and this warmth and intimacy gave me some unrealistic illusions.
In the final analysis, Zhong Yinian and Xi yuan are two completely different people.
Xi yuan does not love me, but does not refuse to touch me, but also keen to sneer at me when I am in love.
But Zhong Yinian,
apart from getting drunk that night, the most intimate contact between me and him was only a dragonfly kiss on the cheek. After kissing me,
the little boy backed away in a hurry and closed the door with a red face. “Good night, sister.”
In the past, because Xi yuan liked the kind of girl who was black and straight and wore a white skirt like Fu Yue, I dyed my natural dark brown hair black and straightened it, and bought a lot of white skirts like Fu Yue. After moving out
from Xi yuan, I seemed to have finally broken free from some bondage and become free.
Or, when I was staring blankly at a box full of clothes I didn’t like, Chung Yi-nien came over and said, “Sister, if you don’t like it, throw it away. Let’s go and buy what you like.”
Then Zhong Yinian took me out to go shopping. Strolling all the way up
from the first floor of SKP, Zhong Yinian accompanied me to try one by one. After coming out
of the fitting room, he praised one after another, as if he would never feel impatient
.
He seems to have a gift for color matching, and his advice is amazing.
Eventually, I bought a bunch of suspender dresses and high heels in different colors, and found a
shop to dye my hair pink and purple. As soon as
his hair was dried, Zhong Yinian ran over.
“Sister, you are so beautiful!”
He pulled my skirt and shook it, and the bright light in the shop made his
white face more beautiful.
Zhong Yinian is not stingy to praise me.
In the past, I tried my best to get a few words of praise from Xi yuan, and he could say it to me many times an
hour.
My eyes fell on his slightly hard, bony fingers.
Suddenly I feel thirsty. When I came home in the evening and waited for Zhong Yinian to come out of the shower, I shook the red wine in my glass and gave him
a gentle and seductive smile
: “Do you want it?” Would you like to join us for a drink?
I admit I did it on purpose.
Zhong Yinian has always been polite, but I don’t want to wait any longer. Being humble
in Xi yuan for so long, I almost forgot what kind of person I was. Xi yuan and
I are not brothers and sisters. I didn’t even see him until I was
18. When I was
nine years old, my adoptive parents took me from the orphanage. When I was
thirteen years old, after my adoptive mother died in an accident, my adoptive father looked at me with a
strange heat.
Later, deep in the closet, I found a huge insurance policy whose beneficiary was him, and I began
to suspect the cause of my adoptive mother’s death. It was
also at this time that my adoptive father became addicted to gambling and was in debt. He wanted to sell me for a betrothal gift. I was in college
at that time. Cooperating
with others, he lured him to borrow a large sum of money. At first, he just wanted to drive him out of the city
and run away like a lost dog. But he gambled red eyes, regardless of everything, owed huge debts, was chased to the construction site, fell
down. The
steel bar passed through the chest and died at the scene.
I’m not afraid.
During that time, every night I dreamed, I could see my adoptive father standing in front
of me covered in blood, staring at me.
For the umpteenth time, I woke up to screams and gasped to wipe the cold sweat from my forehead.
But there is another voice in the bottom of my heart to remind me: Jiang Miao, you are free.
You are saved.
However, the second month after his adoptive father’s death, Xi yuan appeared.
He claimed to be my brother and took me back to Xi’s house.
And then.
And then?
“Then, unconsciously, I fell in love with my brother.”
I murmured and shook half a glass of wine in my hand. Next to me, Zhong Yinian stretched out his hand
and took the glass down:
“Sister, you are drunk.” Looking at his burning and worried eyes, I raised my lips and pulled down the long skirt with only a thin
shoulder strap.
Chung Yi-nien could hardly hold his glass steady. His Adam’s apple rolled up and down, and his voice became more and more hoarse:
“Sister..”
“Zhong Yi Nian.” I threw myself into his arms and rubbed my chin against his chest.
When Zhong Yinian was silent for a moment, he suddenly held my face and dropped a very gentle kiss.
“Sister, remember to tell me to stop when I feel uncomfortable.” When he
spoke, his expression was natural, as if it were a very common sentence.
I was so stunned that I almost shed tears. Between
me and Xi yuan, so many times.
He did not comfort me once, only when he was confused, he would
shout the name of Fuyue to me again and again.
Aware that I was crying, Zhong Yinian panicked, stopped his movements and kissed
the tears on my face a little bit.
“Jiang Miao.” He seldom seemed to call my name, but every time he did, his voice was so soft
that it dripped water. “If you don’t want to, we won’t go on.”
“But don’t cry.” After a long pause, as if he had finally made up his mind, he said earnestly in my ear,
“I like you.” I’m
not cowardly, I’m not incompetent.
It’s just stubborn and fragile.
A long time ago, Xi yuan knocked on my heart.
He is good at playing tricks, deliberately using sporadic warmth to hook my heart in the past, so that I have a trance
illusion that it is love.
But for six years.
He didn’t even say he liked me once. I haven’t
even acted. The only favorite sentence I have ever heard in my
life comes from Zhong Yinian. Zhong Yinian and
I failed to continue in the end.
In the end, I was so sleepy that I closed my eyes and fell asleep. In the
dim light, I felt that Zhong Yinian carefully wiped the tears on my face, took me
to take a bath, changed me into pajamas, and put me on the bed. Before
turning off the light, he leaned down and kissed me lightly on the cheek. “Good night.” I
told Zhong Yinian that I wanted to work in Zhong Heng’s company.
Originally, my plan was to make this request by getting drunk and acting like a spoiled child with Zhong Yinian.
I even thought of excuses and lines, but I didn’t use a word.
Chung Yi-nien didn’t ask anything, but nodded obediently. “OK, have breakfast first. I’ll take you there after that.”
He pushed the yellow fried egg in front of me and patiently spread peanut butter on the toast. When
doing all this, Zhong Yinian pursed his lips slightly, his eyes were serious, and he looked particularly exciting.
I subconsciously remembered the words “I like you” that he said very seriously in my ear last night.
Even if it’s just comfort when I’m sad, it’s not sincere, but it’s precious.
After breakfast, he went downstairs to drive, and I realized that the Lamborghini was missing.
He drives a very affordable scooter.
Under my inquiry, Chung Yi-nien spoke pitifully, “Sister, the rumor is just a rumor. This car is mine.”. And my uncle doesn’t spoil me at all
. He’s very strict with me.
“Rumor has it that you like to buy famous paintings..”
“I painted them all myself.”
「…… The previous Lamborghini?
Chung Yi-nien was even more aggrieved: “I rented it for 2,000 a day.”
「……」
Until the car drove to the downstairs of Zhong Heng Company, I could not recover from the impact
of rumors and reality.
Zhong Yinian is very calm.
He naturally clasped my wrist and took me to the nineteenth
floor by elevator, saying that he wanted to see Zhong Heng.
The secretary said politely, “Just a moment, General Manager Zhong is in the conference room with clients.” As she
spoke, the door of the conference room behind her happened to open. Zhong Heng came out first with a faint
smile, followed by two men
in the same suit and leather shoes.
Xi yuan. The moment I saw him, the memory that was deliberately hidden came back again.
My whole body was frozen in place, and even my fingertips were cold.
Zhong Yinian seemed to be aware of my emotions.
He suddenly took half a step forward and stood quietly in front of me.
Xi yuan’s eyes fell on the hands I held with Zhong Yinian, and his face became ugly
bit by bit.
In the midst of the silence, Chung Heng was the first to say, “Why is Little New Year coming?”
He looked at me and Zhong Yinian calmly, as if he had not seen our
hands holding hands at all.
“Uncle, I have something to ask you.”
Chung Yi-nien’s eyes moved, and when he fell on the face of Hsi yuan behind him, he suddenly raised his eyebrows, and
his eyes were covered with a layer of ice.
“If Hsi is all right, I’ll leave.”
That’s a very rude remark. Only then did
I realize that Zhong Yinian had been acting like a spoiled child in front of me for too long, which made me forget that he
was not a good-tempered person.
Standing beside Hsi yuan, Meng Hsin, who runs a company with him, goes to pull him:
“Hsi yuan, let’s go first.” He didn’t seem to hear. He just stared at me and said, “Jiang Miao.”
The voice is a little astringent.
I should have been nervous, or like every time I saw him before, my heart was moving and
aching-but nothing.
Zhong Yinian held my hand tightly, and the warmth was conveyed all the way from his fingertips to his limbs. “Don’t be afraid, Jiang Miao,”
he whispered. “I’m here now.”
I suddenly calmed down and said, “Brother, I haven’t seen you for a long time.” The light in
Xi yuan’s eyes suddenly dimmed, and he opened his mouth, saying
nothing more.
Meng Xin took the opportunity to smile apologetically and pulled him away.
I followed Zhong Yinian into Zhong Heng’s office and saw that he recommended
me to Zhong Heng with a serious face and praised my working ability.
The young man’s beautiful timbre rang in his ears, but there was no response.
I looked at Zhong Heng’s sharp and probing eyes and suddenly understood what he was thinking.
That wine party was the first time I met Zhong Yinian, but it was not the first
time I met Zhong Heng.
In order to win his huge contract, Xi yuan has been in contact with Zhong Heng Company for two
months.
And in the past two months, how much I licked the dog to Xi yuan, how much I obeyed unconditionally, even if it was just a stranger, Zhong Heng could get a glimpse of it from the fragmentary fragments.
Now Zhong Yinian suddenly proposed to him that I should come to work in his company. I’m afraid his first reaction was that I came to help Xi yuan.
Thinking of this, I pressed Chung Yi-nien’s hand, and as soon as he stopped talking, I said,
“General Chung, I hope you can reconsider the cooperation with my brother’s company. Their plan is actually not the best solution.”
Zhong Heng finally raised his eyebrows in surprise and motioned me to go on. More than half of
Xi yuan’s plans came from my design.
I know where the advantages and selling points are, what the biggest shortcomings are, and how to improve them. I had already done more than half of the
second phase of the plan, but before I could show it to Xi yuan, those humble loves and the additional benefits they brought were cut off by Xi yuan himself.
After I finished talking about the biggest improvements in the second phase of the plan, Zhong Heng hesitated for a moment and laughed:
“If Miss Jiang doesn’t mind, why don’t you come to our newly established advertising department to work on the project?”
…… When Zhong Yinian and
I left Zhong Heng’s company, it was nearly dusk.
In order to express my gratitude to Zhong Yinian, I offered to invite him to dinner.
“It has nothing to do with me. It’s all my sister’s ability to work.” Chung Yi-nien hits the brake at a red light. “But to celebrate my sister finally getting rid of the garbage, I’ll treat you to dinner.” When he
said the word “garbage,” he made a special effort to bite the word, with a hint of natural wildness in his tone, but he peeked at me out of the corner of his eye, as if he was afraid that I would be angry.
But I just think he’s so cute.
I smiled, dug out my cell phone from my bag, and began to choose a restaurant. “Okay, what do you want to eat?”
Chung Yi-nien exclaimed, “It’s all right. My sister has decided!”
Finally, I chose a Huaiyang restaurant.
The private house is elegantly decorated and the price is not cheap. The only thing
Xi yuan did well with me was to offer me a salary twice as high as the market price. So after working for him for two years, I saved a lot of money. It is not a problem to
invite Zhong Yinian to have a meal in such a place. Chung Yi-nien and
I had just sat down at a table across a small, yellow-lit bridge, when a soft voice came from behind us: “Wonderful.” I stiffened, turned my head, and was looking at the dark eyes of the upper seat, and the gentle eyes of the Fuyue
.
Her eyes passed over me and fell on Zhong Yinian, and her expression suddenly darkened
.
Moments later, he began to laugh again: “Have you got a boyfriend?”? Come and sit with us.
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“Don’t.”
Without waiting for me to open my mouth, Chung Yi-nien had already decisively refused: “I came to date
with Jiang Miao, and I don’t want any outsiders to disturb me.”
His frankness made Fu Yue choke in an instant. She pulled the corner of her lower lip with some embarrassment. Her gentle and amiable
smile could hardly be
faked. Miao-miao, your little boyfriend is really quite straightforward.
I know, she actually wants to say that Zhong Yinian is impolite and has no family education.
After all, that’s what she said about me when Xi yuan was not present.
“Miao-miao, even if you’re supposed to be a member of the Xi family, you’re still being raised outside.”
At that time my whole mind was on Hsi yuan. She deliberately ordered him to do this and that, and
as soon as Hsi yuan went out to buy milk tea for her, she told me: “Girls
should have a little self-respect and know the rules.” I looked at her and gave her a more gentle and tolerant smile.
“Little Nian, he’s only 18 years old. If there’s anything that offends Sister Fuyue, I’ll apologize for him
.”
Chung Yi-nien was also very cooperative. “Sister,” he called out in a sticky voice behind me.
Xi yuan suddenly stood up and walked over without saying a word, pulling my wrist to the side
.
Chung Yi-nien shook his hand forcefully: “You let go of Jiang Miao!”
He turned his head and looked at Chung Yi-nien. “Little Chung, I want to say a few words to my sister
.”
I sneered, and his grip on my wrist grew stronger.
Zhong Yinian’s eyes turned cold and he refused to go in front of me.
I thought for a moment and said softly, “Go ahead and order. I’ll be right back.”
「…… Elder sister
He looked at me with wet eyes, illuminated by the light, like a big dog.
“Order me a blueberry rice cake and Sweet and Sour Mandarin Fish. Be good.”
Chung Yi-nien finally relented: “Call me if you need anything.”
He sat back in his seat, and I was dragged by Xi yuan all the way to an empty box. He pushed me in and locked the door behind my back. As the
light dimmed and brightened, I closed my eyes subconsciously. Then I heard Xi yuan’s cold voice
:
“Aren’t you and Zhong Heng..” How could he get mixed up with Chung Yi-nien again?
I laughed. “I’m in love with Chung Yi-nien. Hsi yuan, do you have to care who I’m in love with and
which boyfriend I have?”
Xi yuan clenched his teeth and his eyes fell on my pink and purple hair and the large piece of naked
skin exposed by the suspender. “Jiang Miao, do you have a sense of shame?”
“Xi yuan, a man with a sense of shame wouldn’t send his sister to
a client’s bed for a contract.”
I looked at him and smiled, and layers of misty mist piled up in my eyes.
“Didn’t Zhong Heng contact you again?”? Brother, your wedding to Fu Yue should be
postponed.
Opening the locked door, I passed by Xi yuan.
He stretched out his hand, as if to grab my skirt, but finally it fell down, and
only his voice came clearly to my ears: “Fu Yue and I have called off our engagement.”
I didn’t look back. I didn’t even pause. What does
that have to do with me? Over the years, he and Fu Yue have been on and off too many times. I have been chasing the pace
of Xi yuan, but also the idea of Fu Yue see clearly.
Xi yuan is the best solution she can choose at present, but she is not really willing to accept the status quo.
As long as there is a big enough chance, she will leave Xi yuan at any time and go to a higher place
.
So. I can probably start with Fu Yue.
By the time I got back to my seat, the food was ready.
Zhong Yinian was playing with a box in his hand, but when he saw me coming, he pushed it aside
in a panic.
As if I hadn’t noticed, I sat down and picked up my chopsticks.
Chung Yi-nien hesitated to speak and looked at me for a long time. Finally he asked, “Sister,
what did you say to your brother?”
My chopsticks in the air lightly: “He asked me, how to be with you.”. He also
said that he and his girlfriend had called off their engagement.
“What’s it to him?!”
Zhong Yinian lowered his face, and his cold eyes swept over Xi yuan at the table behind me. His
voice was a little more eager:
“Sister, don’t believe him!”! That night he wanted to take you to.. This man has no peace
of mind!
Even Zhong Yinian could see that Xi yuan wanted to push me to Zhong Heng that night.
Zhong Heng also said such an ambiguous word to him, so that Xi yuan drugged my water and sent me to Zhong Heng’s car.
Had it not been for Zhong Yinian’s concealment of what happened later, I could not have joined Zhong Heng’s company at all.
I looked up at the boy in front of me. He was staring at me. His eyes were shining, as if they were shining.
I was silent for a moment and raised my lips slightly. “I know.”
「…… And, sister. Chung Yi-nien seemed to struggle for a long time: “I’m not 18.”
I was stunned and looked at him with some surprise.
“I’ll be 22 in six months, and I’ll be graduating from college soon.” He looked at me very seriously, but there seemed to be something else in his eyes. “Sister, I’m not a child anymore.”
For a moment, I felt a strange familiarity from this sentence.
But before I could think any more, the box that had just been hidden by Zhong Yinian was pushed in front of me by him.
“Sister, a gift for you to celebrate your release from misery.” It’s a necklace. On a
thin platinum chain hung an elaborately carved rose inlaid with rubies. After
he helped me put it on, the rose fell right in the middle of the collarbone, which made the skin
more cold and white, especially beautiful.
“When did you buy it? Why don’t I know?”
He blinked his eyes and seemed to think for a moment before he said,
“Yesterday when my sister was dyeing her hair, I went out and picked
it out in the mall next door.”
Chung Yi-nien looked at me with a look of praise on his face: “Do you like it?”
I was also very cooperative and solemnly praised him: “I like it very much.”
He sat back contentedly and went on with his meal. It
suddenly occurred to me that Zhong Yinian seemed to be the same at the wine party that day.
If he hadn’t gotten up and stopped my drink, he would have been eating it.
I turned the glass in my hand and said jokingly, “Do you young boys eat
so much?”
Chung Yi-nien immediately put down his chopsticks and looked at me a little nervously. “Does my sister think I eat too much
?”? Then I can eat less. I finally burst out laughing: “Zhong Yinian, why are you so cute?”
He opened his mouth and was about to speak when Fu Yue came over with a glass of wine
in her
hand. “I’m sorry, little Zhong Shao. I offended you just now.”
Should be Xi yuan back, told her the true identity of Zhong Yinian, Fu Yue actually came
to apologize.
She raised the glass to Zhong Yinian, bit her lip gently, and looked at
him apologetically.
It looked really pitiful, with a trace of stubbornness in its weakness.
Xi yuan has always been very good at this.
I watched the performance of Fu Yue with interest, looking at the light
of desire in her eyes, and I knew it very well.
Zhong Yinian is probably the higher place she just found.
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“Sorry, I have to drive Jiang Miao back later. I can’t drink.”
Zhong Yinian did not reach for the glass, but looked up at her with some interest.
Fu Yue was turned away from the door, and unwillingly stood where she was and refused to leave. As a result, Chung Yi-nien
added, “If you have nothing to do, please leave. I still have some personal topics to talk about with Jiang Miao.”
Probably Xi yuan told her that Zhong Yinian could not be offended.
Even though Fu Yue was full of grievances, she went back in silence. As soon as
she left, Chung Yi-nien sneered, “The smell of tea is everywhere.”
It turns out that he is the legendary expert in identifying bitches.
After dinner, Zhong Yinian and I drove home.
I drank some wine and leaned back in my chair with my eyes closed when I heard his hesitant voice:
Sister.. Are you free next Saturday?
I opened my eyes and turned to look at him.
Chung Yi-nien hits the brakes in a dark parking lot: “I want to invite my sister
to my graduation ceremony.”
Probably because I was drunk, I kept silent. Suddenly I raised the corner of my lips and looked at
him.
“I’m free, but..” In what capacity shall I attend
your graduation ceremony?
The distance is too close, and the breath is entangled.
Chung Yi-nien called out in a husky voice, “Jiang Miao, of course it’s a girlfriend.” Then he clasped my shoulder and kissed me.
His lips were soft, and there was a sweet aroma of blueberries in his breath. As
the air warmed up, a hand clasped my waist and went all
the way up my naked back.
“Sister..” Chung breathed lightly with his youth and backed away a little. “Let’s go
home.”
He took my waist and got out of the car, but as soon as he stood firm, his eyes suddenly became cold.
One step away, Xi yuan was standing there, looking at me with deep pain
in his eyes. A
strong sense of relief swept over me from the bottom of my heart. I hooked Chung Yi-nien’s neck and looked at Hsi yuan
with a light smile. “Why is my brother here?” In the
dim light, his face was as pale as paper, with cigarettes between his fingers and ashes scattered
all over the ground. I don’t know how long he stood here.
Come to think of it, the whole process of my intimacy with Zhong Yinian in the car was seen by him.
Send Fu Yue home.. Suddenly I wanted to come and see you.
I nodded and said, “Let’s go after reading it. Little Nian and I are going home.”
He seemed to be stung by some word, and there was a distinct pain in his eyes: “Miaomiao,
where we live is your home.” I almost laughed out loud: “Xi yuan, is that really my home?”? Do you believe
what you say?
But after that emotion, I felt very sad.
Eighteen years old, when I was brought back by Xi yuan, I also felt that it was my home.
But I soon found that I was very strange to the layout of the house, even
less clear than Fuyue.
Xi yuan did not intend to explain to me, but let me grope for it by myself. Having lived
there for six years, I’m not even qualified to replace a hanging picture.
On one occasion, Fu Yue came to my home and played games with Xi yuan. Suddenly, he said he wanted to eat
bear cookies.
I went to the kitchen for a long time and even scratched my finger on the sharp corner of the biscuit box. When he went back
with the cookies, he saw Xi yuan and Fu Yue kissing.
Xi yuan turned his back to me, but Fu Yue heard my footsteps. She raised her eyes and looked at me with gentle
and mocking eyes.
I ran away. The opposite of
him is Zhong Yinian. The first day I
moved to his house, from the entrance to the kitchen, from the bathroom to the storage room, almost
every inch of the room, every place, he took me to understand the past, for fear that I would not use things because of strangeness, or feel stiff.
He looked at me and said earnestly, “Sister, you live here and do whatever
you want — I have no secrets from you.”
I also saw Zhong Yinian’s easel in the study and learned that he
studied oil painting like me when he was in college.
Hsi yuan’s eyes darkened. “I’m not –”
I interrupted with a smile. “I think it’s more
appropriate to call that place the wedding room for you and Fu Yue. Now that I’ve moved out, I have no intention of going back.
Xi yuan’s whole person froze in place, the light in his eyes went out completely, and there was no sign of life
. Holding Zhong Yinian in my arms,
I turned around and walked away without any remembrance.
Even if I didn’t look back, I could feel Xi yuan’s eyes chasing after me. After
two steps, Chung Yi-nien suddenly turned his head, pecked and kissed me on the cheek, and issued
an invitation: “Sister, would you like to take a shower together tonight?” The burning eyes
on my back suddenly disappeared.
Go to the gate, and then look back, Xi yuan has disappeared. When I
got home, I changed my nightdress and went to find Zhong Yinian. He had been playing with a picture frame in his study, but when he saw me come in, he put
it away in a hurry. When he looked up again, he suddenly froze: “Sister..”
I smiled at him. “Aren’t we going to take a shower together?”
Chung Yi-nien was obviously moved, but he still turned his head uncomfortably: “I’m trying
to help you make him angry.” In
the second week, I successfully joined Zhong Heng’s company. The first project
started was the second phase plan that Zhong Heng had heard before.
Due to the smooth progress of the project, Zhong Heng refused Xi yuan’s request for cooperation, saying only that
his plan was flawed.
On Saturday, I accompanied Zhong Yinian to attend his graduation ceremony.
At first, I didn’t know which university Zhong Yinian was from.
However, when the car drove all the way along the Boulevard I was familiar with and stopped at the South Gate, where I had been in and out countless
times, I finally couldn’t help saying, “Zhong Yinian, you shouldn
‘t..” Is it my junior?
I’ve been living with him for almost two months, and I’ve never heard him mention it.
When Chung Yi-nien parked his car and turned to look at me, there was a flash of light in his eyes: “Sister,
you didn’t know until today, did you?” “I haven’t heard you mention it before.”
His eyes dimmed for a moment, and he quickly adjusted his mood: “It’s all right, just remember it later
.”
I suddenly realized that Zhong Yinian never seemed to show me negative emotions.
He is always sweet and clingy in front of me.
Obviously two years younger than me, Zhong Yinian came into my life, but from the very beginning, he was a
protector. The softest part of
my heart seemed to have been poked. I got out of the car, reached out and clasped Zhong Yinian
‘s wrist. “Let’s go,” I whispered. In
the graduation season, the school is filled with a mixture of excitement and sadness.
I walked on the very familiar Wutong Avenue, and the bitterness in my heart came out bit by bit.
Two years ago, I was absent from my graduation ceremony. During the four years of
university, apart from normal study, I spent almost all my spare energy on
the long and fruitless entanglement with Xi yuan.
Even in the month when I was going to graduate, Xi yuan cooperated with others to start a business and asked me to
help him. After four years of
acquaintance, he spoke to me for the first time in a gentle, almost pleading voice: “Miaomiao
, come and help my brother.”
I compromised.
I gave up my ideal, gave up my almost sharp talent in painting, gave up the place my teacher gave me to study abroad, and was willing to stay and become a designer in Xi yuan’s company.
In order to help him get his first contract, I drank until I was hospitalized with stomach bleeding and missed my graduation ceremony.
However, it was not until three months later that I learned that at the beginning of the company’s establishment, Xi yuan put 20% of the shares in the name of Fu Yue.
「…… Sister, sister — Jiang Miao?
I suddenly came to my senses. Chung Yi-nien put a mortarboard on my head and held up his camera to me. “Sister, smile.”
I raised my lips subconsciously, and the next second I heard the sound of the shutter. In
the midst of all the excitement, Chung Yi-nien handed me a bachelor’s gown from a boy next to him. He looked at me with bright eyes and said, “Sister, come and take a picture with us!” After
a moment of stupefaction, I was quickly dragged into the crowd by his wrist, ran with him, put out a huge love on the lawn in front of the library, painted the school badge on my cheek with paint, and took pictures with my mortarboard high.
My missing graduation ceremony was completed in the year when I met Zhong Yinian.
In the familiar school auditorium, when Zhong Yinian pulled me to the stage, I saw the familiar oil painting teacher, Luo Yin. Jiang Miao? Why did you go back to school? The look of surprise in
her eyes flashed away, and when she saw Zhong Yinian beside me, it soon
turned into a surprise.
I opened my mouth, and without waiting for me to speak, Chung Yi-nien next to me said with a smile,
“Teacher Luo, my girlfriend is here to accompany me to the graduation ceremony.” Teacher
Luo seems to be very emotional.
Before she left, she pulled me aside and said softly, “Now that you’ve come out, it
‘s all right..” Little Chung is a good boy, and you are fine.
I was silent for a moment. It was Mr. Luo who
recommended me to go abroad for further study. After
I refused, she was very disappointed. After asking her to stay again and again, I finally told her that I had people I couldn’t give up in
China.
She probably guessed something and sighed, “Jiang Miao, people who really love you will
not put your future in their hearts. I am worried that you will regret it in the future.”
It’s a prophecy. I
don’t know how I remember high school. How proud I was
then, carrying an easel in the school, as if it were the whole universe. As long as the brush is in hand, you will have the courage to face all difficulties.
At that time, I never thought that one day I would crush my pride and self-esteem and trample
it under my feet. On the way
back, I was silent.
Zhong Yinian seemed to see through my thoughts and suddenly turned around on the way to the largest park in the city
.
At dusk, the golden red light was reflected on the lake, a warm sparkling light.
He took out an easel, paper, pens and paints from the trunk and handed them to me. “Sister,
would you like to try to draw a picture?” I haven’t held a paintbrush
since I graduated.
Xi yuan doesn’t like my painting. Once
I took a picture of him sitting in front of the window with the sky behind him. After drawing
it and painting it, I showed it to him like a treasure and wanted him to hang it on the bedroom wall
. “I don’t like hanging things on the wall,”
said Hsi yuan, who only glanced at them.
After that, the company just started, everything was busy, and I had no time to paint.
Plus we moved house once, and even my easel and paints were left in the old house. Later
, however, Fu Yue painted a digital oil painting, and even the color was out, but he still treasured the frame and hung it on the bedside. There has never been a painting that
Xi yuan doesn’t like, only people who don’t like it. Back
from the memory, I finished the last stroke, let the clock look at the year.
He ran over happily, and when he saw the drawing paper, his eyes lit up: “Sister, you drew me!”
Zhong Yinian’s tone is clear and melodious, which matches the young man whose white shirt is blown up by the wind on the drawing paper.
He stared at the painting for a long time, and when he looked up at me, his eyes were shining and full of joy.
“When I get back, I’ll find a frame and hang it up.” He said, “This is the first picture you have painted for me, and I will definitely keep it well.”
He took my note and carefully collected it. When he got home, he handed me a framed painting and said, “Sister, have a look.” When I moved out of Xi yuan’s house
that day, he took pictures of me under the cherry blossom tree and painted me again. In the
picture, I have a suitcase at hand, my plain white skirt is wrinkled, but my eyes are surprisingly bright.
There are complex emotions, such as relief, liberation, and hatred hidden under the calm water.
Zhong Yinian painted very carefully and attentively, even the two petals that fell on my shoulder were not spared, and he wrote the title and name in the lower right corner.
The New Life.
I stared at the two words, from the bottom of my heart, I felt a force, sprouting, watering, and then blooming. Zhong Yinian and
I hung the paintings sent by each other in the bedroom.
He even set up an easel in his study so that I could use it whenever I wanted to paint.
While I have picked up the dreams and talents I have lost in the past two years, the company’s advertising department, where I work, has grabbed two contracts from Xi yuan one after another.
Backed by Zhong Heng’s company, besides, I stayed with Xi yuan for two years. Their design department was almost brought up by me. It was not difficult at all to snatch orders from them.
It’s just that I used to be soft on him. After a series of failures in
business, Fu Yue, who has always sought advantages and avoided disadvantages, began to look for a new branch while perfunctory and absent-minded Xi yuan. At noon
that day, as usual, Chung Yi-nien came to the company to bring me a meal. Sitting in the tea room, he had a strange expression on his face: “I was just downstairs..” I met someone.
I raised my eyebrows and looked up at him. “Who?”
It was Xi yuan’s girlfriend whom I met in the restaurant that day. She rubbed up against my car and insisted on giving me WeChat, saying that she would invite me to dinner to make amends.
I didn’t expect Fu Yue to move so quickly: “And then what?”
“Then I told her to contact my uncle’s driver. He always handles compensation. How could I add her WeChat and have dinner with her?”. As Chung Yi-nien said this, he gave a sneer. “The means are clumsy.” Only then did
I discover that although Zhong Yinian’s young mind was naive and sincere, it also meant that he spoke without mercy. There was a hint of interest in
my tone: “But that’s a pretty girl anyway–”
“Jiang Miao.”
My voice did not fall, Zhong Yinian suddenly moved forward, the tip of his nose touched the tip of my nose, his eyes were focused, and his breath was burning.
“You can’t say that. You’re my girlfriend now. I won’t be happy if you say that.” He said earnestly, “I like you, and I only see you in my eyes.”
I just blinked my eyes lightly, and my soft and warm lips came up.
Help.
He took my face in his hands and forced me to look at him, whispering between my lips, “Sister, open your eyes and look at me.” After
a pause, the voice suddenly dropped, with a little gentle humility: “Can you say that you like me?”? Even if it’s to make me happy.
The clear pupils dilated in front of me, and I stared at him in a daze, with a sudden sense of familiarity in my heart.
“It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to talk about it for the time being.” The light in his eyes darkened slightly, and he stepped back a little. “Sister, I have the patience to wait for you to speak.” I knew
clearly that the fox-like cunning teenager in front of me was probably deliberately seeking sympathy, but my heart still hurt slightly.
The pain pushed me forward, and I kissed Zhong Yinian on the lips, and then announced in his suddenly ecstatic eyes: “I like you very much now — not to make you happy.”
At noon, Zhong Yinian walked away with a giggle. When
he left, Zhong Heng just appeared at the door, and before he could put away his bright smile, he was hit.
「…… Uncle.
Zhong Heng glanced at Zhong Yinian lightly, and his thoughtful eyes fell on me again.
I didn’t read any negative emotions from it, and finally I was relieved. Seem to realize, this is in front of Zhong Heng through the bright road, Zhong Yinian come again,
more aboveboard.
He is keen to cook and feed me, and even more keen to come to the company to deliver meals at noon every day. He is not stingy to
show his love for me in front of people.
Such an undisguised preference. How can
I not be moved.
As a result, all aspects are more in tune.
Zhong Yi is tall, probably because of his good physical strength, and he will not be tired.
He has contracted almost all the housework, and he will not be tired at night.
I also told Zhong Yinian about his graduation work, and only then did I learn that he had been working part-time in the
training studio since his junior year. Later, he simply took the pocket money given by Zhong Heng and the gift money
he had saved from childhood to adulthood to buy shares in the studio. At ordinary times, he would sell paintings and make money by designing private work.
Very down to earth, not like the rumor that the ignorant and dandy Zhong Yinian. Then
I was relieved.
At noon, Zhong Yinian came late. I went downstairs to pick him up and bumped into the moon at the elevator
entrance of the building. When
she saw me, her face was full of astonishment: “Jiang Miao?” After a pause, he returned to his usual gentle smile. “Miao-miao, what are you doing here
?”
I looked at her with interest. “I work here.”
Fu Yue suddenly froze, and her face became ugly bit by bit.
After a long time, she managed to laugh at me and said, “Miaomiao, how can you ask your boyfriend
to help you arrange your work?”? Girls still have to rely on themselves.
I couldn’t hold back a sneer and looked at her mockingly. “Fu Yue, do you deserve to say
something like that?”
Fu Yue’s rank is really not enough to see, otherwise it would not be so long, only to hook a Xi
yuan dead set on her.
At this moment, I was directly scolded back, and immediately lost my cool.
She clutched her handbag and looked at me with a forced chuckle.
“Miao-miao, apart from anything else, after all, you were in Ah yuan’s company before, and now
you’re here. Isn’t it not good?”
Her name is Xi yuan and a yuan. Fu Yue will not give up
Xi yuan before he really hooks the
next high branch. After
realizing this, I knew that I had achieved half of my goal. “I brought up the design department of the Hsi yuan Company.” I looked at
her with a smile. “So if I want to go, I can go anytime-no one can stop me.”
Fu Yue looked at me with some astonishment.
Perhaps she is used to see me in front of Xi yuan humble to the end, so that now,
she can not even get used to my reshaped pride.
“Jiang Miao.”
Zhong Yinian’s voice suddenly sounded, breaking the stagnant atmosphere between me and Fu Yue.
He walked over to me and didn’t even look at Fu Yue. He just coquettishly said to me,
“It’s so hot. Let’s hurry up.”
I thought Fu Yue would do something, after all, he is also her new target.
But she just stood where she was, smiling her usual soft smile: “Miaomiao, little
Zhong Shao, take care.”
The elevator went all the way up, and there were only two of us in the confined space.
Chung Yi-nien suddenly said, “She’s changed her target.”
I was stunned for a moment before I realized that he was talking about Fu Yue.
He looked at me and raised his lips, showing his sharp little tiger teeth. When the driver went to deal with
the compensation problem that day, my uncle had something to do with him, so he ran into her.
Later, she insisted on joining my uncle’s WeChat and was still looking for a time to invite him to dinner. Fu Yue actually changed her goal from Zhong Yinian to Zhong Heng.
Thinking of Xi yuan’s hard and soft tactics before, trying every means to send me to Zhong Heng’s bed, I just
felt that fate was turning around and changing.
And extremely ridiculous.
Half a month later, one afternoon, Zhong Yinian couldn’t come to pick me up and asked me to take a taxi
back by myself. As soon as
I went out and stood on the side of the road, a familiar black SUV stopped beside
me. “Get in the car,” said Xi yuan with cold eyes from behind the
window. I
didn’t move. I leaned over the car and looked at him with an expressionless face.
“Jiang Miao, are you going to force me to tell you what you’ve done
in front of passers-by?”
I just laughed. “Tell me, what have I done?” With a
bang, Xi yuan pulled open the car door and stood in front of me, staring down at me
with a sarcastic smile
in his eyes: You slept with Zhong Heng first, then hooked up with his nephew, and now you’re in Zhong Heng’s company.
Do everything you can to snatch the contract from me–Chiang Miao, why didn’t I see you
were so capable before?
“Of course I’m not as capable as Fu Yue.” I looked at him with a smile. “Maybe it would have been better if you had sent her to Zhong Heng’s bed.” As soon as
the voice fell, a heavy slap was thrown in my face.
The sharp pain spread in an instant. I took the tip of my tongue and pushed it against the soft flesh in my mouth. I slanted my head and looked at him for a moment. Suddenly, I raised my hand and hit him harder.
Xi yuan’s eyes darkened in an instant. He gritted his teeth and said, “Jiang!”! Wonderful!
“Xi yuan, you should have seen how your white moonlight flattered my boyfriend and his uncle.”
I looked at him with a smile. As for the so-called contract snatching, it all depends on one’s ability. Brother, that’s your company with Fuyue. What does it have to do with me? Why should I show mercy?
He was probably used to me being a licking dog in front of him, but he couldn’t get used to it for a while. He just stared at me.
I gave a sneer and walked away without looking back. It didn’t take much effort for
Xi yuan to hit me, but I still had a faint red mark on my face, so that when Zhong Yinian saw my face after returning home, his eyes immediately sank: “Sister, who hit me?” Before
I could open my mouth, he suddenly snorted, “It’s Xi yuan, isn’t it?” “I scolded Fu Yue in front of him, and he got angry.” I reassured him,
“Don’t worry, I called back right then and there.”
Zhong Yinian raised his hand and gently rubbed my cheek with his finger pulp, and his dog-like eyes were full
of heartache. “I will make him pay for it,”
he said with all the seriousness of a promise.
At first, I just thought Zhong Yinian was joking. I didn’t know
he was serious
until my colleagues chatted and mentioned that Xi yuan’s company’s cash flow was broken.
In the evening, Zhong Yinian took me home. As soon as the car stopped in the underground garage, a
figure suddenly flashed out in front of me.
I was a few seconds late to recognize that it was Xi yuan.
It turned out that unconsciously, the traces of him in my heart had faded to almost
non-existent.
Chung Yi-nien raised his eyebrows and suddenly reached out to hold my hand. “Don’t be afraid.”
He got out of the car, stood between me and Xi yuan as a protector, raised his chin and looked at him haughtily
.
Xi yuan was actually very tall, but when Zhong Yinian stood in front of him, he was even taller
. Although
he was younger than us, he was no longer the thin skeleton of a teenager, so he stood with his back straight, as tall and straight as a tree.
The momentum is not half weaker than Xi yuan.
Hsi yuan looked at Chung Yi-nien with a faint expression. “Have I ever offended little Chung?”
Chung Yi-nien sneered, disdainfully, “General Manager Xi hit my girlfriend and asked when he had offended me.”
Xi yuan opened his mouth, and when his eyes swept over me, he suddenly brought a little cruelty.
Chung Yi-nien, you’re just relying on your uncle to get where you are today. Do you really think of yourself as a savior? What on earth do you have to do with the private affairs between Jiang Miao and me?
“Yes, I depend on my uncle — do you depend on yourself?” Chung Yi-nien laughed back angrily. In the past two years, if you hadn’t used Jiang Miao to help you make plans and help you get orders for wine, how could you and that little green tea company have developed so fast? If a woman gets up, she’ll bite back. It’s really our family’s Jiang Miao’s misfortune to meet a shameless person like you.
“And..” “Don’t always think that Chiang Miao owes you anything,” he said, his eyes cold and bitter. “If you look into something, you owe her from the very beginning.”
He spoke without mercy, and at the end of his speech, Xi yuan’s whole face turned pale.
Seeing that he could not be refuted, Zhong Yinian took my hand and walked away without looking back. After
returning home, without waiting for me to ask a question, Chung Yi-nien had already opened his mouth and admitted: “Sister, I did ask my uncle to arrange
the breakdown of the capital flow of Hsi yuan’s company.”
He looked at me with a cautious look in his eyes. “You’re not mad at me, are you?”
I stared at him, unable to speak for a moment. How could I be angry when
he took it out on me?
I’m just thinking about the past.
I lost my self-esteem, abandoned my dream and chased after Xi yuan. Everyone could see the deformity and inequality of this relationship
. Only I was in the game, and I was duty-bound to go back for that insignificant
warmth.
I almost forget that I am also the object of love. There was a long
silence, and finally I asked him, “You said Xi yuan owed me something. What
is it?”
Zhong Yinian’s clear eyes flashed a complex expression.
At last he sighed and leaned over to kiss me on the lips. “I’m still looking into it
…” Sister, if there is a definite clue, I will tell you
at the first time.
Another question was blocked by his kiss, and I didn’t ask it after all.
Zhong Heng has been in the business world for more than a decade, and his means are certainly much more brilliant than those of Xi yuan at the beginning of his business.
Even if he tried his best, he could only save the company from Zhong Heng, so
he had no time to bother me for the time being.
Also at this time, when Zhong Yinian came to pick me up in the evening, he suddenly handed over a bank
card.
“There are fifty thousand yuan in it.”
He stepped on the brake at the red light and peeked at me out of the corner of his eye. “Sister, I
took one of your paintings and sent it to the gallery for consignment. This is the price I got after the deal.”
He paused slightly.
Sister, go ahead and pick up the paintbrush. You have such a gift that you shouldn’t waste it in cubicles
and boring blueprints.
I was silent for a moment and took the card.
“Good.”
It’s not that I really don’t like painting, but I’ve been rejected by Xi yuan too many times, and I’ve broken
my pride with my own hands, and I’m willing to be attached to him.
Zhong Yinian really knows me too well.
Silence for too long, I need something to prove my value, to prove that my talent has
not been completely obliterated in the rolling world of mortals and all kinds of mundane things. I picked up my paintbrush again and spent almost all my spare time
in the studio as I did in high school.
Zhong Yinian seemed very happy and sat with me in the studio after returning home.
Apart from occasionally going out to answer the phone, he always sat opposite me and painted, and his eyes
glanced at me from time to time.
Zhong Yinian’s talent in painting is not inferior to mine.
On the weekend, I sat with him in front of the easel set up in the study, and the sun shone
through the glass window, laying a light golden layer on the ground.
I turned my head and saw that the boy was holding the brush and looking intently at the easel in front of him.
I suddenly felt that this scene was very familiar.
That day, blocked by his kiss, the unasked question came to mind
again:
Have we met somewhere before?
Seemingly aware that I was looking at him, Zhong Yinian looked at me and suddenly pulled out
a brilliant smile on his lips.
Then he stood up and came to me.
The wind blew in from the window and rolled the gauze curtain. In the flowing air, I raised my face to look, and Zhong Yinian was bending down and falling a burning
kiss on my lips.
Painted brushes fell to the ground, splashing paint in the air spread a faint
fragrance.
It seems as long as a century.
He stepped back slightly, crouched down, knelt beside me on one knee, and looked at me with a pair of
wet eyes because of emotion.
He asked me, “Sister, do you remember?” Memories of the
past suddenly flow back at this moment.
I suddenly remembered that I had seen Zhong Yinian before. In the winter of his
senior year, Xi yuan changed the door lock of his house in order to force me to surrender. During the
winter vacation, I couldn’t go back, so I stayed at school and found a studio for training as a part-time teacher
.
Because the income is good, I have been doing it.
At that time, there was a tall and thin teenager dressed as a high school student who often came to class.
Although the brushwork is still immature, the sensitivity in color matching is amazing enough
. But at that time, he did not use this name, and I spent almost all my efforts
on the entanglement with Xi yuan. I didn’t care much about his appearance at all. I only remembered that
he had a pair of wet eyes, and his expression was always somewhat proud and unconvinced.
In addition, later, Xi yuan rarely put down his posture and asked me to help
him in a soft voice.
Xi yuan is really too good at playing tricks, he used both hard and soft, bit by bit dragged me into the illusion of a gentle
trap, I eventually gave up my dream and promised him. The
last time I taught Zhong Yinian, I asked him about his dream.
He looked a little flustered, saying that he wanted to go to the best Academy of Fine Arts in the country, and that although
his family was not well off, he would work hard.
I smiled vaguely and gave him the salary I got from the part-time job in the past few months.
“I have to give up this road, because I’m going to take another road.”
A road of unknown life and death and unknown results.
“You have a gift, so stick to it.” After
saying that, I got up and left, went through the formalities of resignation, and never went to
the studio again. I suddenly came to my senses
from my memory. I looked at Zhong Yinian in a daze, and he looked at me expectantly
: “Remember?”
「…… Why didn’t you use your real name then?
The little boy’s pretty face flashed a trace of shame: “Actually, I didn’t go to that studio to really look for you to teach. At first, I wanted to challenge you.”
Sister, you may not know that in many classes, your name will be repeatedly mentioned by teachers, especially Mr. Luo. She said that you were the most gifted student she had ever taught, and that artistic perception was innate, not to mention that you practiced carefully and diligently. I was curious and unconvinced at the time, so I wanted to see what you could do.
But it was winter vacation, and I couldn’t find you at school. I tried every means to find out about your part-time studio, and I was afraid that my identity would be exposed, so I made up a fake name to find you for class. Then I was convinced to lose.
He rubbed his cheek against my palm and said, “Sister, you draw really well.”. So after you said you were going to give up and gave me your pay card, I was shocked, and I had someone investigate for a long time before I slowly found out something.
“Xi yuan doesn’t deserve this.”
He looked at me with sparkling eyes, “You know what?”? I dream of seeing Jiang Miao again, who is as proud as a little rose in Teacher Luo’s mouth. When she picks up her paintbrush, it seems that nothing in the world can baffle her.
And the pride and self-respect that I had lost in Xi yuan and the pride that I took away with my own hands were reborn here in Zhong Yinian.
I should have thanked him.
But I just kept silent for a long time, and then asked him softly, “So from the very beginning, you knew that Xi yuan would give me to Zhong Heng, didn’t you?” His eyes suddenly became very flustered.
“No, Jiang Miao..”
Why did Chung Heng suddenly swap cars
with you when he left that night? Why was the car door, which should have been locked, so easily opened
by Xi yuan? Was it a
coincidence, an accident, that you had a condom in your pocket from the beginning that night?
I laughed at myself and suddenly felt very pitiful. Although my
adoptive parents adopted me, they treated me sternly and coldly. After
my adoptive mother passed away, my adoptive father always looked at me more and more strangely day by day. For three years in
high school, I spent all my time outside of class in the studio, making no friends
, only an ally who was not close.
Later, Xi yuan took me home, but with a little warmth, I couldn’t wait
to approach him.
Now, Zhong Yinian saved me from fire and water and said frankly that he liked me.
I’m completely in it.
Only to find that from the beginning, I expected to get love and security from others, which was
wrong.
I stood up and walked quickly outside the door. In a panic, Chung Yi-nien knocked over the paint tray and tried to catch up
with him to explain: “No, Jiang Miao, I want you to see the true face of Xi yuan, and what I have in
my pocket..”
The latter half of the sentence was so hesitant that he could not say it.
I shook off his hand fiercely, turned my head and looked at him. “Take advantage of the danger
of others-what do you think is the difference between you and him?”
I moved out of Zhong Yinian’s house. I
left in such a hurry that I didn’t even take my paintings with me, but packed a simple
suitcase. As he
left, Chung Yi-nien ran after him with red eyes and tried to explain, but I
raised my hand to block him: “Chung Yi-nien, I’m not totally rejecting you.”. I believe in your sincerity
, but this is not a pleasant start. I think we all need to calm down.
I was surprised that I was too calm when I said this.
But Zhong Yinian was obviously hurt and looked at me pitifully: “Jiang Miao, I can
apologize, but I really didn’t mean to..”
…… No way.
Almost the second his wet eyes looked over, I wanted to surrender
. It was
also at this moment that I realized very clearly that I liked him so much. “Anyway, let’s take a break for a while.”
I pulled the door and told the driver to drive quickly.
Although it was a move, I always felt that it was more like a unilateral escape.
The next day, I went to the company to submit my resignation application. Because I still had work to hand over,
I couldn’t leave immediately. The personnel quickly informed me that Zhong Heng wanted to see me. When I
entered his office, I was passing by a little girl with a double ponytail.
That beautiful face looks a little familiar. After
entering the door, I found that in the huge office, the faint smell of alcohol filled the air, Zhong Heng sat in a
chair, his tie was messy, and there were mottled lipstick marks on his lips.
All in all, the scene looked a little unserious.
He was calm enough to wipe off his lipstick with a tissue and motioned for me to sit opposite him.
“Don’t worry, Miss Chiang, I’m not the kind of unreasonable parent, and I won’t give any instructions about the relationship between you and Chung
Yi-nien.”
He looked at me and smiled gently and calmly.
I just want to clarify two things for Chung Yi-nien. First, I said that sentence
to President Xi, which does not mean that I have any idea about you, but simply help Zhong Yinian.
Second, the condom in Chung Yi-nien’s pocket that night was bought
for me and my girlfriend. She’s an entertainer, and her relationship can’t be announced for the time being, so he doesn’t know how to tell
you. He just wants you to see your brother’s true face and send you home.
Zhong Heng. Do you know what happened that night?
But Zhong Yinian clearly promised me that he would not tell him.
Chung Heng seemed to catch a glimpse of my thoughts in his eyes and smiled.
“Chung Yi-nien didn’t tell me. I saw it myself. Miss Chiang, please believe me. A mature man is not the same as a silly, simple little boy like your boyfriend.”
He actually said that Zhong Yinian was silly.
Okay, a little bit.
“In fact, I am very supportive of Miss Chiang’s departure. President Xi’s company is already in trouble, and Miss Chiang’s talent should naturally be used on the right path.” Chung Heng put his fingers together on his chin and looked at me calmly. “As for the relationship between you and Chung Yi-nien, I’m not going to be involved much.” Before
I left, he stopped me again and said, “Yes, that’s the moon.”
Zhong Heng’s pronunciation is very astringent, probably already did not remember this person’s name.
“I packed up the chat and phone records of her trying to invite me to dinner and other things and sent them to your mailbox. Maybe you can use them.”
That night, I got off work very late.
It’s not overtime, but there are too many things in my heart, and it
takes a long time to sort them out one by one.
Originally, I wanted to go home, but I suddenly remembered that some things had been left in Xi yuan’s house
before, so I decided to go and pick them up.
Unexpectedly, after such a long time, Xi yuan had not changed the door lock.
I just tried to put the key in and turned it lightly, and the door opened. After
a moment’s pause, I went in and was overwhelmed by the overwhelming smell of alcohol.
I frowned and turned on the light in the living room. The man
who had been sitting on the sofa suddenly looked up, and when he saw my face
, his lips trembled twice, and his face suddenly turned pale.
I have never seen such a deep despair in Xi yuan’s eyes, like the whirlpool of the ocean, dragging
people down infinitely.
“Miaomiao.” He suddenly stood up and walked towards me step by step. “Miao-miao, are you back
?”
His tone was cautious, as if I was standing in front of him, some precious and fragile porcelain
.
In the past, Fu Yue was the only one who could make him speak in this tone. I don’t know why, but I suddenly want to laugh.
Xi yuan stretched out his hand, as if to touch my shoulder, but I quickly stepped back and
dodged.
“General Manager Xi, we’re not relatives, so we’d better not touch each other.”
I said lightly, “I came back to get something. I’ll leave after I get it. You don’t have to worry.”. As
for the play, you don’t have to do it anymore–we all know very well that before you pretended to be in front
of me and pretended to be disappointed with your deep feelings, you just wanted me
to be soft-hearted and go back to helping you, didn’t you? That’s
human nature.
Xi yuan didn’t cherish my heart at the beginning, how could he really wake up after I was personally sent out
by him? It’s just
an act.
Maybe there are real regrets, but in the final analysis, three points are really seven points.
And people perform such an affectionate look, nothing more than to get something.
Obviously, my design ability is probably still useful to Xi yuan, so he
is not willing to let me go.
For a moment, the despair in his eyes deepened.
“Miaomiao, I’m not..” Hsi yuan’s voice was extremely difficult. “I misunderstood before about
your parents.” He didn’t finish the rest of the sentence.
I followed his eyes and found that besides cigarette butts, there were several
pieces of paper scattered on the tea table. What is written on the
paper is very clear.
At the beginning, Xi yuan’s biological parents cooperated with my parents to start a business, but because I was abducted
, my parents had no intention of working, but let them find an opportunity to swallow up a lot
of shares in the company.
Later, my father realized this and wanted to separate the shares of the two companies. Unexpectedly
, the other party ran away with all the cash flow and had a car accident on the way.
Two adults died on the spot, and Xi yuan was slightly injured and fell into a coma.
When he woke up and was discharged from the hospital, my parents adopted him regardless of the past.
They were not bad to Xi yuan, but from the time he was very young, they told
him over and over again that if he had a chance in the future, he must find me back. When I
saw this, I understood everything at once. Why did
Xi yuan say I owed him? It is self-evident how
they will brainwash Xi yuan with
such a pair of parents who value profit and forget righteousness and take him away with money. In addition, after
my parents really adopted him, they were not particularly good to him, and Xi yuan felt more
and more that they owed themselves. After
they left, he transferred this resentment to me. When
I put down the pages and looked at Xi yuan in front of me again, I suddenly felt that the persistence of the past was too ridiculous.
In fact, Zhong Yinian is right.
Had it not been for that night’s head-on attack, I would have been trapped in the pulling of Xi yuan’s blunt knife, boiling frogs in warm water, and slowly getting used to the endless pain until I became his puppet and never woke up.
In fact, Zhong Yinian saved me.
Thinking of this, I threw the pieces of paper on him and laughed softly.
“Xi yuan, I don’t accept your apology. I don’t like you anymore. You can rot in the mud with Fu Yue.” After
I moved out of Zhong Yinian’s house, he didn’t contact me for several days.
Originally I thought he was really calm, but that night when I came home from work, I found him squatting pitifully in front of my house. When he saw me, he jumped up excitedly and said, “Sister!”.
Then the body shook, I quickly stepped forward to help him, Zhong Yinian also fell into my arms, buried his face in my shoulder, warm breath on the surface of my skin.
“Sister.” “My feet are numb,” he said.
「……」 I
had no choice but to take Zhong Yinian home. After
entering the door, he took off his backpack from behind and took out a picture from it.
I found that the painting was me, on the desolate ground, the flaming skirt was scattered all over the ground, and the soft rose-brown hair fell down, which matched the golden red sunset light in the sky.
It’s just that the face on that screen doesn’t look like me now.
“This was you two years ago.”
Zhong Yinian said, “Sister, after that time, I often dreamed that you, like a proud and gorgeous rose, could blossom in the desert without people.”. Then I tried to find out where you were, and I always felt that you shouldn’t be trapped in his mud. As he
spoke, he paused and looked at me with sudden seriousness in his eyes.
“So I took the initiative once, but I just wanted you to recognize him and send you home. Jiang Miao, I didn’t want to take advantage of him. I didn’t buy the roses. I designed them for you long ago, because I like you.” Zhong Yinian has told me many times
before that he likes it, but he has never been as nervous as he is now, as if he was about to hear the final judgment.
In fact, I knew very early that the rose necklace was not bought in the mall as he said before. My colleague told me that this brand has always only accepted customization.
I just didn’t think that even the design was drawn by Zhong Yinian himself. With the help
of Zhong Yinian,
those proud bones that were picked out of my body by Xi yuan with a soft knife were really recovered little by little. Before
that, I never thought that I could pick up the brush and become a proud and calm
Jiang Miao again.
I was silent for a moment, and finally reached out my hand in Zhong Yinian’s expectant and careful eyes and
hugged him gently.
“I like you too.”
I close my eyes.
As pious as wedding vows. Since then, Xi yuan has been eliminated from
my world forever.
In addition to the paintbrush and easel, there is an extra clock and a year.
Later, Zhong Yinian and I moved to Shanghai, where we rented a nice space
and opened a gallery. Not long after the opening of the
gallery, I held my first solo exhibition. At that time, I was already a little famous oil painter in the circle, and many people inside
and outside the circle came to the exhibition, including Zhong Heng and his girlfriend, the little
girl with a double ponytail.
She spent a lot of money to buy the most expensive painting, and also took pictures of Jiugongge’s micro-blog
. I
was so grateful that I said I would help her draw a portrait.
She winked at me and said, “Don’t mention it. I really like your paintings. Zhong Yinian
can’t compare with you.” The little boy
next to him did not feel offended at all. Instead, he proudly puffed out his chest and said,
“Our Jiang Miao is very powerful!”.
I narrowed my eyes, patted him on the shoulder, and smiled charmingly. “It’s not polite
to call him sister.”
He turned his head and looked at me. His eyes were wet and he did not speak.
It wasn’t until all the guests in front of me had gone that she whispered in my ear, “That’s not what my sister said when she pestered me to call my brother last night
.”
For a moment, my cheeks were hot.
Last night. I probably had a few drinks, and I was very happy to have an art exhibition.
I wore a very short slip dress and insisted on dancing with Chung Yi-nien. I even took the opportunity to touch his shoulder
and cheek with my fingertips, laughing as I touched him: “Brother, do you eat soft rice?”.
He leaned over and kissed me. “Eat.” Facts have proved that Zhong Yinian’s soft rice is very qualified.
Because my legs are still a little weak when I walk.
I stared at him, and Zhong Yinian quickly admitted his mistake: “Sister, I was wrong.”
Laughing, suddenly there is a figure standing aside.
Looking up, it turned out to be Xi yuan.
I have also heard some news about him off and on, for example, he did not know where
to pull a financing, but actually saved the precarious company, and then developed all the way
, but there is a vague trend to expand the scale.
And Fu Yue.
I did not send the evidence that Zhong Heng gave me to Xi yuan, but somehow, he broke up with
Fu Yue and even got back the shares he had sent before.
At this moment I look past, more than a year no see, Xi yuan thin a big circle, looks almost
a kind of shape pin bone stand desolate, only the eyes are as cold as ever.
Zhong Yinian immediately stood in front of me warily.
Hsi yuan’s eyes never wavered. He just looked at me and said, “Miao-miao, I have something to say to
you.”
“I have nothing to say to you.” In the past, Xi yuan would have been angry, but he still looked at me calmly at the moment, and the emotions in his
eyes were so complicated that I couldn’t understand them for a moment.
And I don’t want to understand.
He smiled and said, “It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to hear it now. I sent it to your mailbox
. Whenever you are free, just read it.”
Xi yuan finished and left. When
we finished the exhibition in the afternoon, we learned that he had bought a painting here.
I painted a lake with swaying lotus leaves. It
suddenly occurred to me that I was actually rowing with Xi yuan.
On my twentieth birthday, Fu Yue was not there, and he was finally able to spare a day to
accompany me to row for two hours.
At that time, I was so happy that even if Fuyue called him away again in the evening, I
thought it was the happiest birthday I had ever had.
But when I painted this picture, I couldn’t remember that day at all. All
I can think of is the scene of Zhong Yinian accompanying me from rowing to roller
coaster, from jumper to merry-go-round on my 26th birthday. At the end of the day
, people are cheap. Can easily get, do not cherish, just want to pick no longer belong to their own
stars.
How ridiculous.
Several days later, I remembered what Xi yuan said that day, opened the mailbox casually, and
found that it was actually a confirmation of equity transfer.
Xi yuan wants to give me half of his 46% stake in the company. What is
this? Compensation? Apologize
I sneered and was about to turn off the mail when suddenly a strange number called
. After
picking up, it turned out to be Fu Yue.
She probably didn’t have a good time. She thought she could use Xi yuan as a springboard to climb up the high branch of Zhong Heng
.
Unexpectedly, even Xi yuan was thrown away, so his tone was full of exasperation: “Jiang Miao,
how could there be such a shameless woman like you?”? On the one hand, you’re looking at Chung Yi-nien, enjoying the resources of the Chung family
, and on the other hand, you’re staring at Hsi yuan’s stock?!
I smiled gently at her. “Fu Yue, can’t the little white lotus pretend anymore?”
“What qualifications do you have to say about me?”
“Thank you for introducing yourself.” I interrupted, “Actually, I didn’t intend to sign the confirmation
.”. But you’re right. Hsi yuan’s original capital came from my parents, and most of the company’s initial development depended on me. What
‘s half of the shares? It’s not too much for him to give me all of them.
Then I hung up the phone. “
Sister, are you going to sign a contract
with that scum?”
“No.” I raised my lips and said, “I’ll scare her.”
He seemed to breathe sigh of relief.
In fact, the little boy is quite insecure.
Maybe I was too deep in Xi yuan before, so he was always alert that I would go back again
.
But how.
I have seen the appearance of light, how can I tolerate myself to return to the dark abyss
?
But some words are useless and can only be shown by actions.
Thinking of this, I sat on Zhong Yinian’s lap and reached out to take off his T-shirt.
Zhong Yinian raised his arm cooperatively and let me take off my clothes and drop
hot kisses all the way.
In the end, he looked at me with tears in his eyes and said, “Sister, can you kiss me?” …… There are two kinds of love in
this world.
A kind of mud
that makes me pay infinitely and sink, break my wings and pride, and sink into dull pain.
The other gives me preference and respect, rebuilds pride and self-respect, and makes me go back to the light
.
I used to fall into the delusion of the former’s tenderness, almost thinking that it was love.
Fortunately, later, I met the light and caught Zhong Yinian in the light.
I will never let go again.