What
if you are the vicious female number two in the abuse article?
My name is Zhen Yudu.
I have a man in my heart. His name is Nanzhu.
Nanzhu and I are childhood sweethearts. He is sunny and handsome, like a little sun.
And I am silent and aloof, unsmiling.
? 1 Everyone likes Nanzhu.
Me, too.
Nanzhu asked me out to play one day, and the screen of his mobile phone lit up one second before I fell asleep.
I have no sleep at all.
Deletion and deletion, but also lightly sent the past two words.
Ok.
I picked out clothes for another hour, and the clothes I tried on were piled up in the big white bed.
Finally, I chose the first dress I tried, a light blue skirt.
This is the first time he has asked me out, and I think something will happen tomorrow.
Maybe he wanted to.. I?
The next day.
He smiled shyly at me with a disheveled girl in his arms.
I don’t know what I looked like, but it must have been ugly.
Nanzhu is unaware of this.
He scratched his head and said to me with a smile, “This is Bai, my new friend.”.
But she just sprained her foot. I sent her to see a doctor. Let’s have dinner together another day and get to know each other. The girl in
his arms encircled his neck and smiled sheepishly at me.
She is really good-looking, and I am different, she is good-looking, and Nanzhu made in heaven, incomparably good-looking harmony.
I was always reticent, and at this time I naturally did not question him and shout at him like a resentful woman.
I don’t believe that he doesn’t know my mind. I don’t believe that for more than ten years, from babbling to falling in love, he doesn’t have me in his eyes.
I have always been reticent, and at this time I can only mumble, “Yes.”. The
pale blue fairy dress, like a tsunami of jokes, flooded my heart. After
that day, I was restless.
Nanzhu has feelings in her eyes.
Why can I see it? Because that’s what I’ve been asking for for decades.
I tentatively asked him out. After waiting for an hour, he told me that his mother was in the hospital and he couldn’t leave her alone.
Ok.
I still reply to him like this.
It seems that I can only agree with him.
Let’s go for a run! Ok. Let’s go home
today! Ok.
I’ll take care of Bai first. Ok.
Year after year, month after month, I feel so low in the dust that I have no strength to blossom.
Since then, the name of the white like a surround stereo, often appear: white father unknown, suffered a lot of grievances, but she is very strong.
Bai’s mother got sick, and the family was poor, working three jobs every day.
Bai Qi never asks for help, which is really painful.
Nanzhu chattered with me without feeling, smiling without haze, while my hand holding chopsticks gradually tightened.
Nanzhu.
“I said,” Eat without a word. Still smiling,
he felt embarrassed and touched the back of his head. “Hey, I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”.
He seemed to have a little grievance, hidden in the warm amber eyes of the sun, and my resentment was as clean as a punctured balloon.
I lowered my head, my black hair covering my drooping eyelashes.
Fool.
I almost resented him for his ignorance.
Anyway, I was dark and nobody loved me.
Anyway, I’m paranoid and sick, and it’s not surprising that I hold on to him or drag him into the mire. Nanzhu went to school with me
today.
Autumn is cold and everything is withered.
Nanzhu, wearing a brown scarf, talked to me. He walked in front, turned around, stepped on the rattling maple leaves, suddenly stopped, and his hand gently passed over my head and spread out in front of me.
A bright yellow maple leaf, with a smiling pale yellow pupil, the bleak and slightly cold yellow autumn is suddenly lovely.
He lit up the whole autumn.
7 Are you Zhen Yidu?
Really A special name. The girl
beside him was full of smiles. Recently,
she was bullied by small hoodlums. After school, she was often blocked in the alley to ask for money. Nanzhu found out one day and invited her to go home with us.
Bai’s mother was hospitalized, and the house was deserted, so Nanzhu simply invited her to come to us.
Nanjia is a very rich family, with a lot of pomp and circumstance, and there are luxury cars to take you to and from school.
My family and his family live close, parents are also good friends, we are in a university, the two families together, simply let us go to school together every day. When
my mother told me this, her eyes curved gently and narrowly.
We were meant to be married.
From babbling to stumbling, then to holding each other foolishly, his toothless mouth covered each other’s face with saliva, and then to his body, he grew into a clear teenager.
He is the second and last man in my world besides my father. My father gave me the fatherly love that a girl should have. Nanzhu is my partner for the rest of my life. I
had never liked other boys, and I was even more indifferent to other boys’ confessions.
I looked at them as if they were someone other than a man or a woman. They could not be my father, let alone my partner. Their fanatical pursuit often puzzled and even pitied me.
Pity them for doing useless work every day and sending innocent roses destined to die in the dustbin to a girl who didn’t even treat them right.
Someone asked me what kind of boy I like.
From a man who always looks at me with an obscure gaze.
Desperately and doubtfully.
If you like it, it’s Nanzhu. On the
smooth running car, the girl in the white dress had curved eyebrows and eyes, and her face was just right embarrassed, as if she felt embarrassed at the mention of my name.
I did not speak, but looked at her lightly.
Nanzhu brought the girl home for the first time. It seemed that he had a good impression of her. I could almost imagine the surprise of the Nan family.
It is said that they met on a road, and a man who touched porcelain picked Nanzhu’s car, groaned in front of his car, and made a show of being hit. The
driver of the south family was not surprised. He helped people aside and was about to restart the car. He was seen by the passing white man. He thought they were going to escape. He stopped them in front of the car with justice, but he was blown down.
Later, I saw her being held by Nanzhu at the place where Nanzhu asked me.
The white man was at a loss for my indifference.
Reflected in the surprised eyes cast by Nanzhu, who was sitting in the co-driver of the car.
In fact, my whole body was stiff and aggrieved, but my face was gloomy and unattainable.
Camouflage is camouflage after all, true and false contrast, the answer is self-evident. I have never been a good kind, nor a lovable one, compared
with the white man. The atmosphere in the
car was cold and awkward.
I turned my head out of the window, and the tall building backed up and gradually blurred.
The car gave a gentle meal.
We’re home.
I quarreled with Nanzhu for the first time.
We dined at Nanzhu’s house. Bai was curious about what he had broken when he looked back.
I looked over, and a crystal Lily fell to the ground and shattered, each fragment refracting a tiny light. My
expression froze and I rushed to push her aside.
This is.. My gift to Nanzhu.
“Ah!” Nanzhu obviously thought of it, and he squatted down to pick up the pieces with me.
I’m sorry.. I don’t mean it Bai said at a loss.
Shut up.
I interrupted her and watched her face turn pale.
I.. I’m sorry. I can compensate you.
“” Compensation?
Uh?
You! I want to say, the Zhen family has a big business, how can it lack this crystal Lily?
Besides, this is the only time I’ve ever had the courage to give him a gift. How will
you pay for it?
She covered her face and cried, “I’m sorry, I don’t have any money right now, but I’ll pay you back..” Nanzhu seemed to think that I was satirizing the poverty of the white man. He said, “Forget it, Xiaodu. It’s just a crystal flower.”.
His face was soft and sincere, and I stared at him incredulously.
After a while, I said coldly, “Yes, it’s just a flower.”. In the still of the
night, the shadows of the trees outside the window are dim.
I was lying in bed. There was nothing on the
ceiling, but I just stared at it. The
tense thoughts relax a little, and the warm water will overflow the eyes. Everyone is
sleeping, the night seems to divide the moment and the day into two worlds, everything can be settled in this quiet. There was a
“poof” sound, as if something had fallen on the pillow.
I turned on the light beside me, and a book lay there quietly, with a dark green cover and no name. Although I was surprised that it appeared out of thin air, I opened it with an inexplicable impulse.
In a hurry, I saw my name. The light in the
bedroom was on all night, and when the chirping birds sounded, I touched my eye socket, which was slightly swollen because of the great change of the night.
The sun was shining generously, and Nanzhu downstairs had already come in. He greeted everyone with a smile: “Hello, Auntie. Is Xiaodu up?”? In a trance,
I searched the room, but there was not a dark green book.
My mother was calling me, obviously surprised at my staying in bed.
I raised my voice and said, “Mom, I’m sorry, I..” It’s a little uncomfortable.
So he used this as an excuse not to go to school and steal a day of leisure.
My room was on the second floor, and the sweet-scented osmanthus branches outside the window were about to come in. I held up the windowsill and looked down. Nanzhu lowered his head, disappointed, and got on the bus and left. We broke up on bad terms
last night, and the driver of the South family sent her home very early.
I looked at his hair, golden in the morning sun.
I know why he’s sulking, but.
But.
A few years later, he was the one who held the white man and watched me die.
I looked at the childishness on his face, compared with the words in the book, a burst of unknown nausea, slowly in the body to the throat.
According to the “book”, next, I would “bully” Shiratsu again and again, and then quarrel with Nanzhu again and again because of this. Finally, I was almost mad and asked someone to kidnap Shiratsu. Who knew that the kidnappers would go back on their words, and I was trapped with Shiratsu.
…… He finally chose her.
Really, the life of the perfect “evil woman”.
At least in the eyes of the reader, this woman comes from a famous family, is a childhood sweetheart, but she can’t get it. Because of love and hatred, she is finally solved, and then the prince and the girl live a happy life. I was naturally surprised at
first, then frightened, and then relieved. No wonder I was a “yawner.”. When I
think about it later, I am really such a person.
Last night, I really had a bad idea about Bai.
If she disappears.. I know how dark I am and want to die in vain. For me, it’s really not something that needs to break through the moral bottom line. And
I don’t feel guilty. Someone knocked on my door in the
afternoon.
The hair is stiff and straight, and the face is young and wild. “What are you doing here?”
I asked?
Seeing that you didn’t come to class, I thought you were lying dead at home.
The words are still ugly, but I am too lazy to argue today.
He sat beside me and turned his head to look at me; I sat on the bay window and pulled a sweet-scented osmanthus to sniff.
His face was angular and his pupils were dark, as if he could see through everything. I looked at him for a long time and turned my head as if nothing had happened. Have
you ever wanted to live in a book? What’s the matter with
you?
“” Me?
I’m fine.
“He sneered,” Lie.
You never ask such empty questions. You’re not interested in anything.
“” Huh?
Do you know me well?
I looked at him, almost defiantly.
Not much, a little more than yourself.
He smiled a little.
Since you are unusually interesting to me today, I will condescend to answer you.
He lowered the bay window and stretched himself. The dark green sweater moved up with the movement, revealing a faint waist line, smooth and firm. With his back to me,
he put his hand on the doorknob and whispered, “So what?”. 16
I began to think I was crazy. The book of unknown
origin, the despair of seeking but not seeking, the unknown future opens the devil’s wings.
At night, there is a lot of noise downstairs, and the cars are flashing.
I slowly walked down the revolving escalator, with the cold iron carving in my palm. The
servants were whispering in a feverish, gossipy tone. Did
you see that?
No, what’s so exciting?
“You don’t know yet, let me tell you..” No need to listen. I know what they are talking about. Bai’s biological father found her. Bai’s father was powerful and vowed to give her all the love he owed Bai.
The book told me.
I’m not surprised. I even know what’s going to happen.
This is really a beauty and a geek, and they are well-matched.
Nanzhu found that Bai was his childhood playmate, and his relationship with her became better and better. I,
on the other hand, am just a poor patch, a useless ornament for their bright and beautiful love. Nanzhu came to me
tonight, and I shut him out. The
servants were whispering my jokes.
Doesn’t matter. I
heard it when I was young.
A business marriage. When my mother was pregnant with me, my father cheated on me.
From then on, my mother was often in a trance. When
she was sober, she would ask me about Nanzhu in a narrow way and touch my face gently with warm hands. When she became crazy, she would paint a painting over and over again that would never be finished.
Ha, it’s a big house, and it’s empty.
The Bai family was on a par with the Nan family, and the invitation to the banquet came to me on the night of Bai’s return. The
golden paper and the black official script clearly show the sense of existence that is hard to ignore.
According to the “plot,” tonight I feel that the crisis of Nanzhu being taken away will drag him to the garden to express his love.
Nanzhu would look at me at a loss, and then Bai would find us, cover his mouth and run away, and then Nanzhu would leave me to chase her. What was he going to say when he
looked at me?
That he always treated me like a sister?
Said he was surprised?
I can’t know the answer to that unfinished night.
Just looking at him hurriedly chasing the back of the white, everything is meaningless.
I carefully collected the invitation, put on the blue dress, gently wiped my face, walked out of the room, pressed the armrest, and said, “Prepare the gift and go to the White Mansion tonight.”.
My poor pride.
Even though the heart is tottering, the face is still invulnerable to wind and rain.
This is all I can have: hopeless unrequited love, cheap self-esteem.
21 Fragrant clothes and shadows on the temples. There were a group of girls chattering
around Nanzhu, and he looked around as if he were looking for something.
However, the etiquette is very good, at least the girls around him are smiling.
He spotted me entering the door, his eyes lit up, and he ran to me as he politely apologized for breaking away from the crowd.
I took a bottle of champagne and stared at the slightly shaking wine in a trance.
“Xiaodu!” His surprised face was close at hand. “I thought you wouldn’t come.”. Can’t
I come?
I asked him in reply.
“Uh..” I just don’t think you like the way Xiaomao looks.
Tell me, why don’t I like her?
I stared at him.
He looked around, but didn’t dare to look at me. Finally he whispered, “Because she broke the gift you gave me?”?
Do you really think so?
I suddenly took his hand and walked to the garden of the Bai family, faster and faster. Now it coincides with the description in the book. I walk the same way and rush to the hopeless result.
I have always been self-respect than sky, holding it will not let go, had already known the embarrassing results, but still want to do.
Maybe I’m really not reconciled. There was silence in the depths of the
garden. I stopped to look Nanzhu in the eye and said, “I like you.”.
His pupils were as yellow as honey, warm and sweet, and he looked at me slightly enlarged.
He opened his mouth and was about to say something when out of the corner of my eye I saw the corner of the long skirt.
White cockroach.
I suddenly lost interest.
Forget I said anything, good night.
I ran away, with the discomfiture I knew.
Clearly doomed to the result, clearly is self-humiliation, but also moths to the flame?
Ridiculous. I
ran as fast as I could. For the first time, I ignored my manners. On the way, I met a man who stopped me. I took advantage of his strength and simply pulled him to run together. I
don’t know how long I ran, but I stopped. The man
I was pulling was very quiet. I held my knee to catch my breath and turned to look at him.
It’s him. The man who visits me carelessly in the
daytime, the young son of the Sheng family, Sheng Qiao.
Cynical, cold and paranoid, sent me a rose, and the rose died in the trash can.
I know he likes me, in ways I don’t understand. It
was he, too, who smiled and said, “You are so poor.”.
I have always avoided him, but today, by mistake, I pulled him through my secret changes in my mind. Good night to
you, too.
Breathing returned to normal. I had no intention of saying more. I was about to leave. Anywhere
, as long as there’s no one, let me.. Be quiet. Stay.
“Oh, look up.”. I looked
up subconsciously, and the stars snatched my breath.
Long star across the top of the head, will also across countless States.
Thousands of miles share the same moon, and thousands of people share the same stars.
Plot, love and hate.. They all left me, and Yu Guangzhong and Shengqiao were lying on the lawn with their hands on their heads.
I simply imitated him to lie down, and the expensive skirt belonged to the land without any care.
Dreams are dreams after all, and reality is as disgusting as ever.
Nanzhu is late today.
Shiraya came in behind him, apologized, and sat down.
Someone whispered, “I heard that the white man has recognized his ancestors.”. She
has a good face, money, and a good personality. Who doesn’t like her?
Nanzhu likes it, but I don’t. After
class, Nanzhu caught up with me.
“Xiaodu!” I ignored him, and his voice came closer.
He shouted, “Xiao Du!” Then he said, “What’s wrong with you? Why do you ignore me?”? When there was no one
around, he asked me shyly in a low voice, with a tiny light in his eyes that I could not understand.
You.. What do you mean, last night?
“I asked,” What did you say yesterday?
“Unexpectedly, he said,” It’s nothing. Yesterday you suddenly ran away and I went after you.
“He stuck out his tongue.” You ran too fast. I didn’t catch up with you. Dad pulled you away.
“” You.. Is there anything you want to say to me?
He looked at me like a puppy.
I touched his face.
My hands were cold all the year round, and I slowly ran from the bridge of his straight nose to his lips.
I said, “That’s what it means.”.
He became excited for a moment. “Really, Xiaodu, you like me, too!” He jumped in place a few times, very excited, and rushed over to give me a big hug. Shall
we be together?
His body is very warm, and his body temperature is something I don’t have.
I frowned tightly.
Incorrect. That’s not the
plot.
I was supposed to confess my love, and then Bai heard it and ran away. Nanzhu went after me. Embarrassed, I knew that Nanzhu’s childhood playmate was Bai, so I stole the token and pretended to be me.
Nanzhu was burning with anger, and there were cracks in our relationship.
But that’s not true. He said he liked me and wanted to be my boyfriend.
This isn’t right, I thought calmly.
Warmth, warmth like sunshine, what I long for.
I pushed Nanzhu away and said, “When I was a child, the person you played with was Bai.”.
I lack love, but I am more afraid of death.
The book gave me an ending, and the readers were delighted with it.
If I were with Nanzhu, I would eventually be separated because of Bai.
I’m really afraid of death. In
the novel, I fell off a cliff and died without a whole body.
The sun is too big, but I still feel cold all over and wrap myself tightly. If
I die, how can my crazy mother live?
I don’t look back.
25 You promised him, didn’t you? The pi
tiful sound of crying is white.
She stared at me, the corners of her eyes were red, and it seemed that the white father really doted on her, and the grade of her clothes had been upgraded.
It is said that the head of the Bai family has been single since her mother ran away.
Touching the world. What’s it
to you?
Like Nanzhu to express his love to him, pestering me will make me think that you like me.
“You!” For the first time, she showed obvious resentment, and soon she was in tears.
25 What’s the matter, disappointed?
He didn’t like you, but he confessed to me? Did
you hear that? What was your mood that night?
“I walked past her indifferently, and as I approached her, I whispered,” So much for goodness and purity.
What an acerbic remark.
She shouted behind me, “What do you know about a young lady who eats with a ringing bell?”! Do you understand him more than I do?
“Do you know that when I was being bullied, he showed up to help me? He was so good to me!” You don’t know that he told me himself that he didn’t want to be with you! Ha! What are you faking?
Are you holding on?
You’re not crying, are you! I like him! Does he like you?
Love really makes people blind, first me, then her.
But how lucky she is, she will eventually be with Nanzhu, do not have to feel the taste of heartbreak, she wins, I lose, I see the love that does not belong to me, she took them and I swagger. Before
they lived happily together, I rolled down the cliff and drew the curtain of this absurd script.
I am a young lady who never looked up at the moon in the sky.
If there is no Shengqiao.
If there is no Shengqiao.
Morihashi stood in the shade of the tree, wearing his favorite iron triangle and leaning against the trunk.
He was wearing a black sweater, and the white earphone cable was shaking slightly on the surface of the clothes. One of
his cheeks moved slightly, as if he were chewing gum, and he stared down at a certain point on the ground, his eyes scattered, and for a long time he spat out a bubble.
“Hey!” I walked up to him. “What are you doing?”? When the
bubble popped, he chewed it again, his phoenix eyes raised and he looked domineering. “Get in my car, and I’ll go back with you.”.
He always looks heartless, but his mind is more careful than mine. Although he doesn’t know what happened, he will comfort me in his own way.
Perhaps my heart is weak now, actually feel warm from this kind of words, I think the most useless, the cheapest, feelings.
Thank you.
“He looked at me in surprise and immediately stood up straight and walked in front of me.” Well, you’re not so ignorant.
I straightened my slightly disheveled sleeves and followed him in silence. The hand I held in a hurry
last night was probably warm, and then he held it back, and the palm of his hand was sweating where it touched.
If at that time, Nanzhu stretched out his hand to me. Will
not, in the long suffering, holding the cliff stone hand, bit by bit lost strength.
Little by little, sweat; twinkling, twinkling, stars; together, running-I suddenly untied what shackles, ran forward to catch his hanging hand, the crystal pendant in my schoolbag tinkled, the wind passed me, raised my hair in an instant, curled and ran away, who cares about the wind?
Who cares about the rain?
Who cares?
“Hey — what’s the matter with you?” “What do you care about me?” I speak louder than any other social posturing.
In this way, regardless of the ground, run up-27 his carefully groomed short hair in the wind messy, highlights of a touch of purple particularly bright.
Squint at me: “You are really …” Uncertain.
I caught my breath, and the cool wind rushed into my throat, relieving the itching.
it’s not the first day we met.
He snorted, and his long fingers rolled up his forelock, revealing his smooth forelock. He gave me a white look in silence, and soon he ruffled my hair directly. When I bowed my head
following his strength, a fallen leaf on the flagstone pavement turned over and gurgled out of my sight with the running road.
Does it know the leaves that set over my head? When
his brother was taken off my head by Nanzhu, did you tell him whether Nanzhu’s hands were cold or warm at that time?
But when it left, I couldn’t open my mouth.
I am very happy.
Sheng Qiao said.
Then you should thank me.
I slapped his hand away.
He grinned, “The way I express my gratitude is to make a promise with my body.”.
“I said,” Well, I admit it, I thank you.
And your whole family.
He burst out laughing, and his overly profound facial features were so vivid that even old movies could not erase them.
In the distant sky, the wild geese pass by, the mist rises from the mountains, and the coolness makes people feel shocked.
When winter comes, autumn and the fallen leaves will sleep forever. Now
I wonder from time to time, if I accept Morihashi, will I not end up in the book?
One question is: If you were to spend the rest of your life with one person, would you choose the one you love or the one who loves you?
Unfortunately, reality is often not black and white.
Do I like Nanzhu?
Or did I just casually like him?
Does Morihashi like me?
The heart is changeable, once the mother chose to like her father, but he soon showed his true colors, lingering.
I don’t like Nanzhu that much, and Shengqiao doesn’t like me that much.
Sheng Qiao gave me a bunch of lilies today. He cared about it clearly, but his eyes were elsewhere.
Lily is fresh, not like the crystal I gave Nanzhu, precious and fragile. The bunch on my hand is fresh and elegant, and the dew is still there. I cut one and play with it for a while, and throw it into the trash can in a dull way.
I don’t like lilies, although I once longed for that kind of love, so I gave Nanzhu a Lily, which was a rare moment of panic for me: did he know my heart? Stay
with you until you grow old together, and your innocence will last forever for a hundred years.
It is a pity that it is broken, and no one seeks justice for it. Human beings pull and pull, heartbroken or indifferent, and its broken corpse reflects the world.
I am not a Lily, do not like flowers so useless things, I have long known that they do not deserve romance, but in another time and space, they are arrogant and end up miserable.
Although the development of the situation is now unexpected, but, love, I am determined not to touch. People
like me should not pollute love. I don’t want either
fish or bear’s paw.
Just as light and shadow will intersect, they will eventually separate.
The traveler put down his hand in front of him and looked around blankly. The sun was rising slowly. In the other direction, the full moon was so pale that only a shadow remained. The color of madder blurred the boundary between black and white. The old days were gone, and the world was bright. Is the crystal tear in the corner of the
traveler’s eye because the sunshine is too dazzling, or is it the regret of waking up from a dream? They met
in childhood and have been separated ever since. Not only did they “agree to marry” in childhood (described in the book, if there is an author, it must be the icing on the cake of love), but they also had a friendship of being kidnapped and rescued together.
Bai’s mother was originally a college student from a small city. She was drugged overnight and mistakenly broke into the room of the head of the Bai family. The head of the Bai family was obsessed with her and had been looking for her. She hid well until she needed better treatment and was transferred to a big hospital.
“I” knew about them by accident and knew that they had a token. At that time, “I” saw their feelings warming up and stole the token to mislead Nanzhu.
It’s a pity that I don’t know whether good and evil will be rewarded or the author’s will. Anyway, I ended up like a clown and ended up in a tragedy.
So I told Nanzhu the truth and asked them to be together. At school
today, I saw the two of them walking together, talking and laughing.
Very good.
My father’s illegitimate son came to the door, and my mother was stimulated to talk in the corner.
I beat him out.
Coinciding with the passing of Shengqiao, Shengqiao’s bodyguards took him out before the illegitimate son could say anything cruel.
His eyes were narrowed, his hands were in his pockets, his thin lips were raised, and he was smiling.
‘Hello.
I said. Let’s
cooperate.
We are in the same boat. My father is looking for flowers and willows, but I am the only one in the family, and Morihashi, his elder brother, is an illegitimate son.
But he is more resourceful than me, and he is the preferred heir of the family.
I offered to cooperate, and he helped me get the power of the Zhen family, and I facilitated the cooperation between the two families.
No marriage?
“” No.
This may be faster.
“” Refuse. Do
you still think about him?
」「…… Nope.
“” Really?
“” Seriously.
I heard that the loser of the Nan family is going to get engaged to the Bai family. Lost Pearl.
」…… What does it have to do with me.
Don’t call him that.
Xiaodu, you have been avoiding me recently.
Nanzhu seems to have grown up a lot overnight, and has become something I can’t understand.
His beauty was no longer harmless, but had an aggressiveness similar to that of Morihashi, and when he bowed his head and looked at me for a long time, even I felt pressure on his gaze.
I stopped looking at him and just played with the pen in my hand. I raised my eyelashes and said lightly, “How could it be?”?
“But you and Morihashi..” I heard that you are going to be engaged to Shiraya. Congratulations.
He seemed to have been punched by someone, and his momentum sank.
“It’s an expedient measure. I..” There’s no need to say more. I hope you’ll be nicer to Bai.
“I looked directly at him.” If you like it, tell her not to suppress yourself. The most important thing is to give her enough sense of security. I
don’t know if I’m talking to myself. That’s all
, I’m sorry.
I leaned forward and left him with my back for the first time. I had been looking at him
before, watching him laugh wantonly, watching him leave, watching him hold the white.
Hopeless gaze is a useless flower, from the moment I choose to turn around, the petals wither, and the two worlds are distinct from each other.
I whispered, “I’m sorry.”.
“” Xiaodu! Xiaodu! I I’m sorry.
It’s my vacillation that has hurt you. I’m sorry, I.. I’m sorry, I’m sorry.. He’s probably in tears.
Don’t apologize, I would have.. You shouldn’t expect. Instead,
I slowly began to appreciate the white, from such a difficult environment, but still maintain a kind heart.
That’s not what I said. It’s in the book.
Perhaps it was this unsullied purity that attracted Nanzhu, making him see clearly the evil face of the green plum, and thus reaping his own happiness.
“Oh.”. What
I appreciate is not the innocence of the white, but the unscrupulous and crazy hiding under the surface of purity, just like me.
Her way of survival is to use “kindness” as a weapon in an unbearable environment. Those who pity her love her all the more, and those who hate her dare not attack her.
Who would want to bully a poor girl and make herself look like a villain?
And my way to survive is to arm myself with indifference and refuse all possible harm or beauty.
It is hoped that Shiratsu will use his tricks on Nanzhu and “live a happy life” from now on.
They’re made for each other.
33 months later. When I
saw my father’s face in disbelief, I didn’t seem to be as excited as I imagined.
I sat on a chair in the middle of the meeting room, and the two rows of directors were silent.
My dear father became an outsider who could only eat dividends overnight.
And I will be the new chairman of the Zhen family.
His teeth were clenched, his cheekbones bulged, and his old romantic appearance was gone. It was with such a good appearance that
he deceived my mother, the only heir of the Du family, who was raised in the boudoir, and from then on he leaped to the sky.
Unfortunately, now, his face is slowly wrinkled.
He’s getting old. The sound
of high-heeled shoes hit the ground, and the staff lowered their heads to work, with residual curiosity on their faces.
Sheng Chiao changed into a suit, silver gray, coquettish and abstinent. He raised his glasses and said, “Congratulations. Have an appointment for dinner tonight?”?
“” No.
“Don’t be so heartless..” I put my cell phone in front of his face and said, “I have an appointment.”.
“Hey, you’d rather promise me than promise me. Am I lower than her?”?
“” Uh-huh. It is rare for
me to speak in a relaxed tone. Since I let go of that relationship that ended without any illness, I seem to have broken away from some heavy lock and become light from the inside out. The two southern and
white families are engaged. They are very affectionate and don’t know what to do with me.
It doesn’t matter. I’m very interested in her. The
waiter brought the coffee and left quietly.
I took a shallow sip, and the heat rose, blurring the white figure opposite.
She still likes white so much, sitting there like a white lotus flower, her eyes are slightly red, as if she was bullied by me, and several people have looked at me. What are you
looking for me for? Have you come here specially to hear my blessing?
She seemed to come to her senses and cast her deep-seated eyes on me.
He was thinking about you all the time, and when he was chatting, he would be in a trance and look at your pictures and giggle. One day he came back out of his mind, without an umbrella, and wet from head to foot.
I didn’t speak, and she didn’t seem to need me to say anything. She was in her own world.
Obviously, our meeting seems to be doomed by God, but there is only one you.
I said you discriminated against me, and he also said that I should be more considerate of you and apologize to me for you! For what! On what grounds? Xiaomao, she is very kind.
“I just feel sorry for her..” Nanzhu once said so, really should let him see his own vision.
I’m not interested in you, so make a long story short.
I just want to know whether he loves me or you.
She put down the untouched coffee in her hand and gave me a strange smile. The madness in her eyes was as suffocating as fire.
Vertigo strikes.
Unexpectedly, thousands of calculations, or can not escape, this fate of the fall. The rough rope frayed my wrist, and I struggled gently, but I couldn’t break it.
The white man was in a commanding position, and next to him were two men.
I will pretend to be kidnapped with you.
“She smiled eerily.” Will Nanzhu choose you or me?
I hung my head. I had made it clear to him that he would leave me alone.
Idiot.
I said. What did
you say?
She glared at me.
I just sniff and stop talking.
I have walked out of that strange circle, love can no longer stop my footsteps, haute couture shoes and bags, hand-made clothes, decent work and identity, are just my reliance, my scenery, and now everything I have is obtained by my own hands, worthy of heaven, worthy of earth, looking up and down, the scenery of life is in my eyes.
But she still pretends to be pitiful, singing self-pity on the precarious stage, using tears as weapons and kindness as excuses, but in the adult world, no one can cry and laugh to the end.
And I am not what I was that day.
Bai had himself tied up, leaning against the container, with his black hair covering half of his face, as if he had been abused.
“I’ll give you anything you want. Let them go!” Nanzhu appeared at the door of the warehouse, panting, apparently very eager to arrive. The
two men looked at each other. Has the
ransom been brought?
A million, it’s all here.
He opened the box and pushed it over cautiously.
One million is the limit that Nanzhu, who has not yet become the head of the Nanjia family, can come up with. Confirming it was true,
a man folded his arms and grinned, “You heard wrong, a million, one person.”.
“You!” Each of them had a knife, which was placed across the necks of me and Bai respectively, with a slight force.
Tut, I use essential oil to maintain my neck every day, really.
Choose one, young master.
“I’ll go back and get another million, and you let her go!” Nanzhu looked at me, and his eyes were about to crack.
We can’t afford to wait. The Nan family, the Pai family, and the Zhen family want to take revenge. We little minions can’t afford it.
“” Choose one.
Hurry up! “Brother Nan, help me!” Cried Haku in a trembling voice. I looked at them coldly.
Nanzhu’s lips trembled and he closed his eyes for a long time. “I choose..” 37 “I choose..” I thought I didn’t care, but at that moment, I still thought a lot.
Young, young, old; quarrel, tacit understanding, arrogant.
I have seen all his faces, as if I had accompanied him all over the country, and the two travelers have only each other and nothing else.
No food, no water, wading through the desert, swimming into the deep sea, two people under the night, the shadow is also close to each other.
Until one day, at dawn, they went back to back and went to different destinations without looking back.
The crystal falls to the ground, splashing countless prisms, reflecting different places and different expressions.
I choose.. Bai Qi.. My dream with him for more than 20 years has finally come to an end.
“Oh?”?
So you don’t want this?
I’ve heard that Nantah and Miss Zhen were childhood sweethearts, but now it seems that they are.. “Shut up!” Nanzhu picked up the sobbing Shigeru. Shigeru got into his arms as if seeking a sense of security, but secretly gave me a winner’s smile. She mouthed, “You..” Lose. “…” Nanzhu took a deep look at me, opened his mouth, but closed it again. Miss
Zhen, my brother will see you off. The
men approached me, grinning grimly, their knives glistening.
Nanzhu couldn’t bear to see this scene and ran out of the warehouse.
The warehouse is an abandoned warehouse, the dust is flying in the sun, and the running posture of the teenager is not very clear.
I close my eyes.
“Do it!” The sound of the bullet sinking into the body, I slowly raised a smile.
Heh.
The robber covered his chest and fell in front of me, his face full of disbelief.
I threw the rope that tied my hands and stood up to relax my muscles and bones. The
hired mercenaries are really useful, better than these two robbers.
I walked past the silly Nanzhu and the white, someone respectfully handed over the document bag, and I gently patted it into the white arms.
Xiaodu! You! You already knew! Nanzhu’s eyes were slightly red, and in his eyes he could not believe it, and he was glad that he had survived the disaster.
“What the hell is going on..” The evidence of Bai’s collusion with the kidnappers is in there. It’s better to think about how to get off first. Instead of listening to their quarrels,
I ran alone. There were few people in the suburbs, and the sun was clear and transparent. I took a deep breath, like drinking whiskey with ice, and it hit my chest. As far as the
eye can see today, a man leans against the car and looks up with the corners of his mouth high.
That touch of purple is fresh and eye-catching, and a beautiful spring must be not far away.
Sometimes, it takes a little bit of courage to do something.
For example, take out the bouquet hidden in your heart, for example, confide your shy love words to others. The longer we
get along, the more timid we become. Does
she really like me? Do
I like her? Who was there in the eyes
she looked at me?
I Can you give her happiness?
Xiaodu, Xiaodu.
Proud and fragile, so beautiful that it breaks people’s hearts. On
my 18th birthday, she handed me a frosty crystal flower with a cool finger, and I tried to find it to see if there was me in her world.
I caught the flowing light and shadow in her eyes, and found my own reflection at a glance.
I want to express my love to her. Give her all the roses in the
world and hold the stars in front of her.
We will not only be the best friends, but also the most compatible partners.
We will grow old together and sleep with our hands together under the same tombstone.
I, hovering, press the “send” button lightly. Do you have time
tomorrow?
I looked at the light of the house not far away, where my sweetheart lived.
I wait anxiously, waiting lonely.
Every day is like a year.
Not knowing when, she replied, “Yes.”.
It was as if a hundred flowers were in full bloom for a moment, and I was ecstatic.
3 Shiraya is.. An accident.
She is totally different from Xiaodu. She is weak and kind. She can’t even protect herself. The first time I saw her, she was pushed down and robbed of her wallet.
I tried to help her up, but she fell into my arms.
I pushed her away in a hurry, and as soon as I looked up, Xiaodu stood there quietly.
She was dressed in a pale blue dress, like a fairy coming down to earth.
Bai Qi began to sob, and we broke up on bad terms.
Later, Xiaodu’s gift to me was smashed by Bai, and the next day she treated me like a new person.
I should have apologized, I should have coaxed her, but somehow, there was a strange force driving me away from her.
It seems that someone told me that Bai and I are a natural couple, but I don’t like her. Why is it that when I see her, my body doesn’t listen to me? I
hated the feeling that I couldn’t help it, and I tried to resist it with little success.
Bai found her father, and she turned out to be the daughter of the head of the Bai family.
They intend to marry us.
“Look at these two children, what a good match …” “Yes, yes..” I don’t like her! I roared in my heart, trying to resist the thoughts that I shouldn’t have.
You and Shiraya are destined to be together. Who is it?
Who’s talking?
Who?
Come out, why do you want to control me! You love Bai. Nope! I don’t love her! What I love is, what I love is.. I have a splitting headache. The three words between the
lips and teeth seemed to be blocked.
I love you.. Little. My father had three illegitimate children, who were the same age as me and stood in front of me, vaguely taller than me.
Their eyes were full of eagerness to try and tear something out of me.
Yeah, I’m an adult.
I heard my own voice, Gujing Wubo: Yes, I like it … White cockroach. What does it matter
who controls me?
Who is mocking my cowardice?
Who’s disappointed in me? None
of this matters.
Some people look like light, wind and moon, but they are manipulated by fate, poor people. The greatest tragedy of all is the weakness and indecision bestowed on me by
fate and power.
I was born this way.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
