What is the experience of being a childhood sweetheart? -Zhihu

What is the experience of

being a childhood sweetheart? On my

nineteenth birthday, I was drunk and accidentally exposed my animal nature and kissed my bamboo horse directly.

The next day, he said to me, “You have two choices, either be my girlfriend or let me kiss you back.”. Does

it still need to be chosen? The first one,

of course! As a result, he pressed me directly and kissed me.

You are an adult, and at this time you should say, “I want it all.”. One day

when I was fifteen years old, I was looking for the downloaded learning materials with my mobile phone.

However, I found that in the folder marked “study”, there was a text file with a blank name for no reason.

Out of curiosity, I clicked on it and found that it was actually a small yellow article, because there were two big characters written on the first page.

Prisoner’s pet.

Small print: Imprisoned PLAY.

Stimulation.

I’m not a pervert. I’m just curious.

Yeah, that’s right. Holding my cell phone,

I turned my head slightly and observed the teenager beside me quietly.

He was sitting on the sofa playing games, staring intently at the screen of his mobile phone, as if he had not paid any attention to me. Slightly relieved,

I quietly moved away from him, and then clicked on the next page.

A look shocked my whole family.

…… Lin Miao looked absently at the ceiling, vaguely feeling that the crystal lamp, which emitted a dim light, was shaking, as if it never knew how to get tired.

But she had no strength.

Seemingly aware of her laziness, the man looked at her slightly trembling lips and bit them heavily like punishment.

Jiang Shu’s kiss was as fierce as a wild animal’s bite, as if he were going to swallow a man into his stomach.

This movement drove the shackles on her hands, and also made a few crisp sounds.

It was not until the people under him began to tremble uncontrollably, and his chained hands were trying to push him away from his chest, that he restrained himself a lot and changed into a sticky and long sucking.

He loosened her red and swollen lips and kissed away the tears from her eyes as tenderly as he could.

“Indistinct..” He murmured her name and raised his hand to stroke the end of her red eyes, which were morbidly paranoid.

Lin Miao clenched his lower lip, his reddish eyes wrapped in moisture, his white shoulders and neck covered with red marks, and he looked bullied. Only he could see

her like this.

Not only this, but also the way she smiled, frowned, was happy, was unhappy, and from then on, he was the only one who could see it.

He no longer had to worry that her world would grow bigger and bigger, that she would share her love with anyone but him.

She’ll only have eyes for him.

Finally. Finally. He kissed her eyes and buried his face in the pit of her neck.

You are finally quiet and only disturbed by me.

」…… It’s good to be so exciting at the beginning.

If it wasn’t for me, it would be Lin Miao. For

the first time, when I looked at Xiao Huang Wen, I showed an expression as if I had seen a ghost.

Perhaps my face changed too obviously, red and white, white and blue, and someone asked aloud, “What’s the matter with you?”?

I slanted my head stiffly to look at him.

The boy wore a warm white woolen sweater, which showed his childish white face and soft outline. His

soft hair had just been rubbed into a mess by himself, but instead it showed some arbitrary good looks.

He stopped playing games and stared at me.

Those eyes, at first glance, only felt clean, clear and warm, and felt that there were the sun, moon and stars in them.

Such a young man makes people happy at first sight.

The problem is that this man is my childhood sweetheart.

And called Jiang Shu.

I silently pressed off the screen of my mobile phone.

Out of line, out of line. Who played

this prank?

Or am I hallucinating?

Or am I delusional?

Jiang Shu raised his eyebrows and looked at me. “What are you looking at?”? Did the

monthly exam results come out?

Did you fail the exam?

I would rather fail the monthly exam than I was just dreaming.

I pinched my fingers hard.

My fingers hurt, and I was desperate.

He frowned?

When I heard the name and thought of what I had just read, I jumped up from the sofa and said, “Don’t call me that!” He seemed surprised. “What are you doing?”? What can

I say?

I saw a little yellow article whose main character’s name is the same as ours?

You’re still holding me prisoner in there, PLAY?

Mader, I feel very absurd now, very sad, very outrageous! Forget it, it’s better to be out of line than to be out of line. It’s better for a person to doubt life than to pull a person to doubt life with me! I took a deep breath, threw caution to the wind, and said, “I..” Then I was surprised to find that I couldn’t say a word about the article just now.

I think it’s more absurd, more sad, more ridiculous.

I stayed there for a long time and finally said, “*** me.”.

Jiang Shu’s expression was even more shocked. What’s the matter with you? Trembling,

I turned on my cell phone and was horrified to find that the little yellow article had disappeared.

Am I ***ing hallucinating?

Jiang Shu also seems to be directly to the whole will not be, twisted eyebrows looking at me at a loss. I

stood still for a long time before I found my voice. “I forgot to water the flowers and went home first.”.

“Wait for you.” I ran as fast as if there was an evil ghost behind me, and I left Jiang Shu’s house as if I were running away. When I went back to my room in a

trance, I felt more and more hallucinatory, and even felt that I was sick, so I imagined all this.

So I turned on my phone again and found that the little yellow article came back.

It’s ***ing ridiculous.

I rushed to the living room and shouted at my parents, who were sitting on the sofa, “Mom, Dad!”! I Sure enough, I didn’t say it. The

two of them looked away from the TV to me doubtfully. What’s wrong?

I hit the devil, I saw the ghost, I may have some incurable disease! I smirked and said, “Nothing, I love you.”. When I

got back to my room, I lay down on the bed, feeling tired.

I must suddenly have some serious illness, otherwise why do I look at the world so abnormal?

Then suddenly.

Calm down, little girl.

Me: “… …” Let me tell you something, a voice, a voice with a very strange tone, suddenly appeared in my mind after I had experienced a very strange thing, and then told me to calm down?

Laugh to death, who can calm down? Big brother of

the world, I beg you, you are normal, I am really afraid.

I expected it to say something, and then the voice stopped talking.

I’m ***ing.. Don’t play like this! Then I heard two taps on the door.

Open the door, it’s Jiang Shu.

I am very panic, but also very tired, feel that the world has been full of strange, including Jiang Shu in front of me.

I tried my best to look calm and asked him what was wrong.

You ask me what’s wrong?

“He looked restless, and his tone was as if he had been greatly wronged.” Shouldn’t you explain what’s wrong with you?

“I said,” convulsions.

」「……」 He did not speak for a moment, but stared straight at me with some inquiry in his eyes.

I looked at him for a while and then I didn’t dare to look at him. I was so confused that I had to sit at my desk and pretend that I was just reading a book and staring at the book on the table.

Oh, my dear fellow, I am convinced of your innocence, but after seeing that thing just now, I can’t face you for a moment. So you must be able to understand, right! To a ghost, I can’t understand myself.

It proved impossible for him to understand.

Jiang Shu walked up behind me?

“He seemed to find my answer funny.” Okay, do you want to go to the hospital? At first

I really thought I might have some kind of mental illness, but now I don’t think going to the hospital can save me.

No, I don’t smoke anymore.

“He looked at me for a long time, as if to confirm something, and then leaned close to my ear, voice with a smile,” Then can I continue to call you Miaomiao?

」「……」 I hesitated for a moment. “Why don’t you stop?”?

His smile faded. Why?

I rubbed my head a little irritably and said after a while, “This name is too much.” Ordinary, please call me Nicholas Lin Miao from now on.

He was silent for a moment and looked at me worriedly. You’d better go to the hospital.

“Me:” … … ” I’m really fine. I think I can do three sets of papers today.

I tried to get back to my usual appearance. I’m going to write the test paper. Don’t you have a team match to play?

I took out my paper and was about to get a pen when I saw Jiang Shu pull one directly out of the pen holder and hand it to me. It was the one I wanted.

I should have taken it naturally, but my fingertips were still trembling.

Jiang Shu looked at me and took the pen, straightened up and retreated.

Lin Miao, turn around. I have something to tell you.

“I didn’t move. I just said,” What’s the matter?

He did not answer me for a moment.

It makes me very nervous.

Just when I couldn’t bear to turn my head, I suddenly felt that the chair I was sitting in was pulled back.

Then Jiang Shu directly grabbed the back of the chair and turned me and the chair around, straight at him.

I’m going to be stupid.

He leaned over slightly, his hands on the edge of the back of the chair, a position that seemed to imprison me in his arms.

This knowledge makes me stiff.

He tilted his head and looked at me. “Are you afraid of me?”?

」「……」 It was all right, but his behavior now reminds me of Xiao Huang Wen before.

I took a few deep breaths before I managed to whisper, “How could that be? I don’t..” He got a little closer.

I lost the ability to speak directly.

「……」 He gave a sneer. “Look at your silly appearance.”.

Then he straightened up, looked away, and said with emotion, I didn’t expect that I would have such a deterrent at such a young age.

“Me:” … … ” Normally, I would have rolled my eyes and given him a contemptuous look, but now I can only freeze in my chair as quiet as a chicken.

Seeing me is like seeing a ghost. Tell me, did you do something wrong to me behind my back?

Jiang Shu folded his arms and looked down at me.

I had a brainwave. “You’re sorry!” He stared at me as if puzzled. “Where did I offend you?”?

」…… Little Huang Wenli.

Unfortunately, I can’t say it.

Mingming.. We agreed to study together, but you started playing games as soon as I arrived at your house.

I tried to sound aggrieved and accusatory.

I asked for your advice.

“He seemed even more puzzled.” Didn’t you let me play games without a care?

Maybe I’m still secretly pleased that I can learn a little more than me.

」「…… Do you understand the needle in a woman’s heart! On the surface, you say you don’t care, but in fact, there are so many expectations and regrets in your heart, do you know? Who can understand the bitterness of

my heart.

Jiang Shu blinked a little dully. “Do you often say one thing and say another?”?

」「…… You have to think about this problem by yourself.

I forced out the last ounce of normality and invited him out of the room. After

Jiang Shu left, I immediately prayed that the strange voice would appear soon, after all, it seems that it may be the source of all the strange events. Thankfully

, it didn’t take long for it to appear.

And I seem to have established a communication channel with it. What

you just saw on your cell phone is not a prank or a hallucination, but a fact that will happen in the future.

Me: “… …” I still believe that I have hypochondria, which is more acceptable.

If you don’t believe me, you can finish the book, and you will find that it describes exactly what happened before you were fifteen years old, and you even know how many moles you have on your body.

Me: [… … I’m still more accepting of my hypochondria.

Believe it or not.

Me: [… …] Page.

I hesitated for a moment and turned on my phone.

Jiang Shu looked at the mole on her chest and felt that it seemed to be even redder under the influence of lust, and it was particularly dazzling against the white skin.

He couldn’t help but bow his head and kiss it.

I took one look and pressed the screen of my mobile phone with trembling.

The voice rang again. [Do you believe it now? You have a mole on your

chest, and no one knows about it except you and your parents, right?

I still want to struggle, [one, a mole, what does it mean..] You can wait a few years.

］「……」 I almost want to cry, “I am only fourteen years old, why would I experience such a thing?”?

No, how can a minor engage in pornography? You were already twenty-four years old in that part.

Me: “… …” I still can’t believe it. [How can this happen? Jiang Shu and I are good brothers from childhood to adulthood.] What’s so strange about the deterioration of brotherhood.

I still doubt life: [It won’t turn into this … … Why did he..] Can’t you read it yourself? Did

I give you that article to make you look for excitement?

Me: [… …] I trembled and asked, “Who are you?”?

A messenger. It doesn’t matter.

I suddenly remembered, [.. Why can’t I tell anyone?

I can’t bear so much by myself! It’s an exception to let you know alone.

Anyway, I have said what I should say, and the future has been revealed to you. If you still mix up like that in the article, you can only blame yourself.

It seems very impatient. [Take care of yourself.

Then it disappeared again, and it seemed that it would never appear again.

…… Kill me or.

I collapsed on the bed again. It

‘s not supposed to be like this.

Having known each other for so many years, it’s not that I haven’t thought that Jiang Shu might like me.

But I really didn’t think that he had the potential to be sick.

This guy laughs heartlessly all day long, straight man talks a lot, like a little sun, is a good-looking sand sculpture.

I would never have thought that he would become as terrible and paranoid as I just saw in the article.

It’s not just me.

Who the *** would have thought?

But there is no doubt that everything just now shows that this is probably true.

I think I need to calm down.

As a result, he was so calm that he hardly slept all night.

The next day, with a pair of dark circles under my eyes, I succeeded in getting the surprised eyes of my parents. Did

you quarrel with Jiang Shu?

I saw him last night when he came back and his face was not very good.

A quarrel? It’s good to

have a quarrel, and there is still the possibility of reconciliation.

Give me the whole thing. How much psychological strength do I have to have to act like nothing happened?

I shook my head.

“They obviously don’t believe it.” If you have something to say, just talk about it. What big conflicts can you have at a young age? You two are friends who have wet the bed together! ” I I am calm on the surface, but I am trembling inside. The joys and sorrows of

human beings are indeed different.

Actually.. I had a nightmare.

I pretended to look haggard. No, I didn’t have to pretend at all.

I, I read a ghost story yesterday, in which there was a person named Miaomiao. It sounded so similar to my name that I couldn’t help thinking about it.

Then I dreamed at night that there was a monster chasing after me, calling out to me to eat me.

“I was about to cry.” Don’t call me misty in the future. I have a shadow. It

sounds crazy, but it’s something I’ve been thinking about all night, and I’m doing my best. It’s easy for

my parents to believe.

To Jiang Shu here, but it does not seem so easy.

He asked me three questions.

You mean you were reading a ghost story yesterday?

」…… That’s more than a ghost story.

Walking on the way to school, I took a bite of the steamed stuffed bun he brought me and nodded with certainty.

I look like the ghost in there?

」…… No, you’re scarier than a ghost.

It’s not like that. It’s just that I have a strong ability to empathize. At that time, I felt like I was on the scene, and everyone looked like a ghost.

Then why didn’t you say it yesterday?

」…… It was an emergency yesterday. It’s not ready yet. It’s a shame to

watch a ghost story and be scared like this, but when you think about it later, it’s not good for you to misunderstand.

“He gave a sudden cry.” Indistinct.

I immediately froze, and my calm appearance was almost broken. The stuffing in the steamed stuffed bun was almost squeezed out by me.

He raised an eyebrow. “So amazing?”?

“Me:” … … ” You look like you think it’s funny?

Do you know what I went through? Before

I could open my mouth, he smiled at me again and said, “All right, for the sake of your pity, if you don’t scream, you won’t scream.”.

Then he added, “In the future, don’t kill yourself by reading ghost stories. Just scare yourself, and you’re going to scare others.”.

“Me:” … … ” You have no idea what I’ve been through. The worst thing in the

world is to find out that everything I experienced yesterday was not a nightmare, and I failed the monthly exam. In the

office.

The math teacher took my paper and sighed, “Lin Miao, what’s the matter with you this time?”?

The full score is one hundred and two. Why didn’t you even get one hundred?

My heart is heavy.

Look at Chiang Shu in the next class. You two are quite familiar. You grew up together. How can he get full marks?

My ***ing heart is heavier.

“It’s quite normal for a child to be partial to some subjects,” the Chinese teacher said for me. “Lin Miao did very well in the Chinese exam, 118, the highest score in the grade.

As a result, the math teacher was even more excited. “Listen, math can score more than 10 points lower than Chinese, and math scores are much more serious than Chinese. You will suffer a lot in the senior high school entrance examination like this.” The Chinese teacher was not convinced. “It’s easier to raise the score in math than in Chinese. Your Jiang Shu is good at math, but he’s not good at Chinese. I can’t bear to look at his composition.” Me: Shivering and quiet as a chicken.

The result was clearly a math teacher’s oral education to me, but in the end it turned into a battle between the Chinese teacher and the math teacher, and the names of Jiang Shu and me appeared in their mouths very frequently. What a terrible thing

this is.

Destroy. I’m tired.

I was wrong.

There are worse things.

That is, I ran into Jiang Shu when I came out of the office. Boys of

this age are probably very naughty, and they don’t listen when they say they don’t want to fight in the teaching building.

Jiang Shu was not paying attention when he was playing with his classmates, and he bumped into me who was also not paying attention.

He gave me a quick hand. “Are you all right?”?

I took a step back to stand firm and almost immediately shook off his hand.

He seemed to freeze for a moment. It’s

over. The hand is fast.

“What’s the matter with me?” I hurried to remedy it. “You’re a tiger. You dare to fight at the door of the office. If it’s Lao Qin who just came out, then it’s you who have something to do.

Old Chin is the director of our department. He is very fierce, and most people are afraid of him.

Jiang Shu withdrew his hand and laughed like a man who had nothing to do. “Then I’d like to thank you for bumping into me.”?

“I replied,” Make it clear that you bumped into me.

We quarreled as usual, and everything seemed to be the same.

But I understand. I’m just watching. The

future has been revealed to you, and you have only yourself to blame if you are still mixed up like that in the article. Before I went to bed

at night, I kept thinking about this sentence in my mind. It’s

like I know the future and I can change it. What can I do? Flee the city

overnight?

Alienate him?

Avoid him? Stay away from him

completely? Is

it really not going to speed up his blackening?

I was lying in bed, and my heart was in a mess. I

turned on my cell phone and tried to look at the article to find a way. After reading a few lines, I couldn’t bear to close it.

Maybe in a few days. Calm down

in a few days.

I gave up on myself.

If I hadn’t slept all night yesterday, I would be very sleepy now, and I would have insomnia again.

I tried my best to restrain my alienation from Jiang Shu, and tried my best to pretend to be normal, but I still couldn’t control it. At some time, I subconsciously repelled him and avoided him.

For example, when you meet him on the road, you pretend not to see him, when you go to and from school, you find all kinds of reasons to refuse to go with him, and subconsciously get rid of his touch immediately.

Jiang Shu always looked at me with the eyes of “you have convulsions again.” Then he looked as usual, as if he didn’t care very much. At most, he was not used to it.

Even later, when I said, “I don’t have time,” “I have an appointment,” or “I have to go first,” he got used to it. At most, he said, “Oh,” and then he didn’t care.

If it wasn’t for that, I would have thought he really didn’t care.

This period of time I have been restless, naturally did not study well, so of course, the next exam failed again. The pressure accumulated

all the time seemed to erupt in an instant. After school, I went to the river alone without saying hello to anyone.

I walked aimlessly along the river. I don’t know how long it took. When I was tired, I went straight to the river and sat down.

The twilight has stained the corner of the sky, looking at the sunset that is about to set in the west, I am worried. The ringing of the

mobile phone suddenly kept ringing.

My father called me, and then Jiang Shu called me again. The content was very consistent. They all asked me why I hadn’t come home yet. I said

vaguely that I was in a bad mood to find a place to relax, and I would go back in a moment. I hung up the phone without hesitation, set the mobile phone to mute, and stuffed it into my schoolbag.

And then I was even more worried. It doesn

‘t look that bad. There are still several months

to go before the real entrance examination, and the imprisonment described in the book has not yet happened, so everything is still in time.

But I seem to have spent the whole month running away.

I even thought, just give up on myself, anyway, according to my current performance trend, I may not be able to get into the same high school with Jiang Shu. Is that a

change in the plot? I don’t even feel so worried when I think about it. After thinking about it for

a while, I sadly found that I would not be happy whether I was drifting away from Jiang Shu or developing into the book.

This can’t be a ***ing dead end. What did

I do to have to go through this in my life?

Melancholy was gradually replaced by grief and indignation.

I suddenly felt thirsty, took out the cup and drank a mouthful of water, only to find that the water was cold. The sun was no longer visible in the

sky, leaving only a little afterglow above the footline.

A cold wind blew, and I felt cold now.

Jiang Shu was probably sitting in the heating room, drinking hot milk and reading comfortably.

I can even imagine him holding his cheek in one hand and turning over a book in the other.

That’s good. More resentful.

In an instant, I felt that I didn’t want to learn anything. I went directly to learn martial arts and practice a peerless magic skill.

Jiang Shu still wants to imprison me?

See if I don’t beat him down.

The more I think about it, the more satisfied I am.

In the end, I felt that I was a talented person, and I saved my mood just by my brain circuitry.

Just as I was getting up to go home, I heard a “Lin Miao!” I turned around as if I had seen a ghost.

I saw Jiang Shu standing not far behind me, as if he had just run over, panting a little as he spoke, “You..” You calm down.

I turned my head and looked at the flowing river in front of me, speechless and choking.

He wouldn’t think. Am I going to jump into the river?

I stood up slowly, turned to him and said, “I’m quite calm.”. Before

you appeared.

Seeing him in person, I was still shamefully weak when I was just fantasizing about how to beat him down.

You.. How did you know I was here?

“Chiang Shu put it succinctly,” Positioning.

“I froze.” What, what, what?

I suddenly thought of something bad, and the way I looked at him changed. Why are

you so shocked?

“He raised his forehead.” Have you forgotten?

Didn’t you get lost once when you were a child? Your parents bought you a mobile phone with a location for this.

If you don’t go home, your parents are worried, so I came to you. Just now, your father shared your location with me in real time.

“Me:” … … ” I am guilty, and I should not speculate on Jiang Shu with prejudice and malice.

But I just can’t help it (tears).

So that’s it. I almost forgot about it.

I hastened to explain, but Chiang Shu did not reply. After

a moment of silence, I couldn’t help saying, “What are you thinking?”?

“He seemed to finally come to his senses and replied,” I’m afraid you’re not a fool.

I knew he was just teasing me, but I couldn’t quarrel with him like before.

What saved my mood.

Sure enough, it’s a fake.

Some things can’t be controlled even if they are done over and over again.

For example, when I face Jiang Shu now, I feel panic and anxiety in an instant.

I spoke in a difficult voice. “You see me, too. There’s nothing to do at all. You go back first.”.

“What did you say?” He said as if he had not heard clearly?

“I took a deep breath.” I said, I’m a fool. Your mother won’t let you play with a fool. You go back and stay away from me.

」「…… What’s wrong with you?

Jiang Shu raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows. Even if you are really a fool, then go back to your own home and be a fool.

I pursed my lower lip. I’ll go back by myself later.

I didn’t come all this way to see what you were doing, I came to take you back.

“He grabbed my wrist directly.” It’s almost dark. It’s not safe for you to be outside alone. Can you go home and talk about it?

He dragged me forward with some force. I looked at the hand he was holding my wrist. I felt more and more breathless. Finally, I couldn’t resist shaking his hand away. “Don’t touch me!” He stopped his steps.

I stepped back unconsciously.

He did not look back, but froze there, unable to see his expression.

It seems to be completely dark.

I actually feel more out of breath.

A long time.

Why? Jiang Shu’s hoarse voice came from the

front, as if he was trying to suppress something.

But he clenched his fists and could not suppress them. He turned around and his eyes were scarlet.

Why did you let me go with a cold face when I came to you so worried?

Why do you avoid me like a snake when I’m your best friend?

He took a deep breath.

If you don’t let me call you Mianmiao, I won’t. You

said you didn’t want me to control you all the time, and I had less control.

I can see that you don’t want to go to and from school with me, and I will follow you.

But why do you still look at me like a monster?

He finished these accusations with a low roar, and the mixture of red and hostility surged in his eyes. Lin Miao, tell me, why did you do this to me?

At this moment, he seemed to coincide with Jiang Shu in the book.

I looked at him and felt my throat tight and I couldn’t say a word.

But in the end, he seemed to be suddenly deflated, and the hostility all over his body disappeared, leaving only a strong sense of loneliness and sadness.

He lowered his eyes and whispered, “What did I do wrong? Can you tell me?”?

His tone was cautious, like a stray cat in the corner of an alley, having been bullied, shrinking into a ball and sobbing with grievance in his throat.

He looked like a soft punch to my heart.

But I can’t answer. I can’t answer a single question.

In this matter I seem to have become particularly weak, I hate this kind of weakness, when things happen will only hide, can not hide will only cry.

I kept wiping my tears, but the speed of wiping my tears could not compare with the speed of shedding tears.

I think I must really look like a fool now, a sick fool.

I’m so sad. I don’t want to see Jiang Shu become like that, and I don’t want to see us become like that. In

the misty eyes, I saw Jiang Shu frozen and looked at me in some panic.

「…… I haven’t cried Yet. Why are you crying?

He seemed to want to hold out his hand to me, but at the moment he was about to touch it, he stopped and withdrew it.

I couldn’t stop crying. I couldn’t even speak. I just kept repeating “I’m sorry” over and over again.

He froze in silence.

Final.

“Indistinct..” He tugged at the corner of my coat and handed me some pieces of paper. “Don’t cry, Lin Miao.”.

“He lowered his eyes and let out a sigh between his lips.” I won’t ask, I won’t ask anymore.

He gave an assurance.

Even if he is suffering from unknown grievances, even if his heart is wrinkled and immersed in bitter water, he still chose to make such a guarantee to help me relax.

But instead of feeling relieved, I felt more sad, as if something was tearing my heart apart.

That day, Jiang Shu and I came home in silence and pretended to be normal in front of our parents. After

that, none of us mentioned anything about that night.

Jiang Shu’s performance was as usual, as if nothing had happened.

Except that he no longer waited for me to go to school and school together, no longer grabbed meat with me at the dinner table when he came to my house, no longer invited me to his house to do homework.. Other than that, it’s pretty normal.

Good boy. Good boy.

Is this revenge on me? Give him a taste of his own medicine

?

Okay, I admit he got his revenge.

Similarly, I am also thinking about why I tried my best not to contact others a few days ago, but they helped me, and I was uncomfortable? After

thinking about it for a while, I understood that there was something wrong with me. The senior high school entrance examination is

only a few months away, but my grades are declining. My parents are so worried that they run into my room to send warmth when I am doing my homework for several nights in a row. You know, neither of them cared about me before.

I know they can see that I have something on my mind, and they want me to talk to them.

I also want to talk, and I want to tell them all about my anxiety, my uneasiness and my panic.

But I can’t.

So I said to them, “You can scold me and give me some motivation to learn.”.

As a result, they looked at me sadly. “Is this child learning to be stupid?”?

“Me:” … … ” Let me learn to be stupid, so I won’t think about those bad things.

So I asked my parents to enroll me in a lot of cram schools and fill my spare time.

Whether it’s a handsome boy or a beautiful girl, no matter how long you stare at it, it’s not yours; those bad things, no matter how long you think about them, are also bad.

But learning is different. If you learn, the knowledge is yours.

Learning enriches me and makes me happy.

I want to be a super scholar and become a learning machine without feelings.

After school, I rushed to the cram school valiantly, and happened to meet Jiang Shu at the school gate.

Since I have a lofty ambition, and I haven’t seen him much these days, my mental state is not as tense as before.

I even offered to say hello to him.

He was walking in front of me with his head slightly lowered, but when he heard my voice, he looked up at me and said, What a coincidence.

I noticed that he wasn’t going home, so I asked, “Where are you going?”?

He raised his eyebrows. You don’t know where I’m going?

」…… I should know?

Looking at my confused face, he smiled and said, “Just last night, I was playing games happily, and my mother came in. She was very considerate to wait for me to finish the game, and then ruthlessly took away my smartphone.”.

“Well done,” I said.

“He snorted.” Then she gave me half an hour of ideological education, ten minutes to condemn me for playing games every day, and twenty minutes to praise you.

Harm, who isn’t.

My parents always praise Jiang Shu. The parents of these

two families dislike their own children, but they can praise each other’s children. Jiang Shu and

I wondered more than once if they had held the wrong child in the hospital.

I couldn’t help smiling. “Go on, go on. What did your mother say about me?”?

“I forgot,” said Jiang Shu with a smile.

It’s hard for her to praise you for twenty minutes.

“Me:” … … ” I don’t care about dog men.

So does it have anything to do with where you’re going?

His smile faded. My mother finally said, “You asked to go to cram school yourself. You worked so hard. I have to learn from you.”.

Then he sighed slowly. So now, do you know where I’m going?

“Me:” … … ” Come on, my smile is fading.

I walked to the cram school with Jiang Shu. When

choosing a seat, he did not sit next to me, but sat in a row behind me.

I couldn’t help asking a series of questions: Why didn’t he sit next to me?

Is he still mad at me? A better position in the

back?

Why do I want to sit with him when I know it’s uncomfortable to be near him?

Forget it, study, or study.

But in class, I was still on pins and needles.

Probably because of psychological reasons, I always feel that Jiang Shu is staring at me.

Boy, he might as well sit next to me.

Sitting behind me, even if he didn’t stare at me, he could stare at me by the blackboard, which made me too stiff to move. What kind of human suffering

is this. When we got home

in the evening, it was more than eight o’clock. It looked very early, but in fact we didn’t eat or do our homework. When I went to cram school

the next day, Chiang Shu complained to me, After school is over at 4:30, the cram school runs from 5:00 to 7:30, and it’s almost 8:30 when I go home for dinner, and then I have to do so much homework. I have to get up at six o’clock the next day. Is this a human life?

Although what he said is very reasonable, I am a woman who wants to be a university bully. How can this little difficulty trip me up?

So I said, “I don’t want to be a man, I want to be a God.”.

Jiang Shu: “… …” Lin Miao, you are good.

He took a deep look at me and seemed to admire me very much. I can’t do it for an ordinary person like me. I’ve already written a profound self-criticism to my mother, telling her that I’m not qualified to learn from you. Tomorrow I’ll come back and I’ll be a dog.

」「……」 My mood is very complicated, and it is a little unbelievable. Can

this toy be a sick girl? Is the threshold of

illness so low now? What about

the paranoia?

You wouldn’t last three days studying at this level! Stop. Calm down.

This is clearly a matter of congratulation! The future God of learning, no one can hinder you from learning! I should be in tears.

With Jiang Shu gone, I can finally study at ease. After a few days

like this.

I deeply feel that Jiang Shu is right, this is really not a human life. As soon as

such an idea came out, I gave myself a slap in my heart.

You wake up! Is it human life to be ***ing imprisoned and forced to do something indescribable every day?

！ Although there is no direct connection between whether I am imprisoned or not and whether I study well or not, I deeply feel that if I continue to study like this, I may die suddenly and not live to be imprisoned at all.

So after my grades returned to their former level, I decided to be a human again. When

Chiang Shu found out, he was very disdainful. “I was expecting you to become a God of learning, but this is the result?”?

“I said with an expressionless face,” It’s really not good to give up halfway. Why don’t I tell your mother that if you accompany me, I can still insist?

“Jiang Shu instantly smiled and said,” You are already great to be able to persist for so many days.

My relationship with Jiang Shu has eased a lot.

Maybe it’s because my heart has become stronger. The

main reason is that I deeply feel that Jiang Shu is very normal so far, I really can not imagine why he would be sick.

In order to figure out this problem, I struggle in front of the computer before I go to bed at night. Over the past

few nights, my browser records have been filled with a long list of search histories such as “how to become a sick girl”, “why people become sick girls” and “how to turn a sick girl into a normal person”.

As a result, I didn’t know much about it, but I read a lot of novels.

In the past, when I read this kind of novel, I was very excited.

Now the mood is complicated, very complicated.

But I got a lot out of it.

According to my own understanding, if a person is sick or has an extreme personality, the reasons can be roughly divided into three categories.

First, it is influenced by the growth environment, such as the original family.

Second, because of any unusual experience, such as a major blow.

The last one is the rarest, and this person is born like this.

Jiang Shu’s growth environment can be said to be very superior.

The family is well-off, the family is harmonious, the neighbors are friendly, the school is smooth, and I am so kind and lovely that I can endure his childhood sweetheart who has not broken up with him for more than ten years.

As for being born, it’s even more impossible. At least he’s normal now.

So it’s most likely what happened to him after that.

So the question is, what happened to him?

To understand this problem, it seems that.. All right, I still have to see Xiao Huang Wen.

I couldn’t help saying, “Damn it.”.

Just looking at the beginning, it took me nearly two months to cure, but I haven’t cured yet. Now we have to look at all the

results.

If my heart is a little more fragile, I will jump off the building.

After several days of ideological construction, I finally put a bottle of heat-clearing and detoxifying green tea, a cup of cold water and a bottle of Huoxiang Zhengqi water beside my bed one night.

And in April, the air conditioning was turned on to cool down.

I even have a ghost movie ready to help me ease my mood.

Finally, I slowly opened the document under the background music of the Great Mercy Mantra.

Well, I didn’t want to make such a big battle. I also thought about taking a shortcut. With a try mentality,

I want to replace our names with small A and B, so that I can see that the impact is a little smaller.

As a result, laugh to death, simply can not change. Can’t be

moved, deleted or changed.

He meows like a ghost.

I silently read the core values of twenty-four words in my heart, and began to read them with a sad attitude.

I try to skip the indescribable parts, put the mind of reading comprehension on it, and concentrate on finding useful information.

As a result, it is indeed a small yellow article, similar to memory killing and psychological description that can reflect useful information are all mixed in the indescribable part. When I looked at it, I

felt my blood pressure soar, and I couldn’t bear to look at it. I drank all the

green tea and water, and I was almost delirious to pour Huoxiang Zhengqi water into my mouth.

Looking at the two big characters “righteousness” on the bottle, I wanted to cry without tears.

Until. Until I saw that Jiang Shu lost his parents when he was fifteen years old. In an instant,

I felt the warmth of my whole body faded, my heart was severely pulled, and I felt cold from head to foot.

One moment my face was flushed because of those gorgeous descriptions, and the next moment the blood on my face faded clean.

I was frozen in bed for a long time, and the screen of my mobile phone went out for a long time. The Great Mercy Mantra is still playing in

my mobile phone. It has not played the role of pure heart and righteousness that I hoped just now. Instead, it seems a little funny against the background of the content I read.

And now, in the empty bedroom, in the darkness on one side, the ethereal Sanskrit is particularly compassionate. The

book said that after the senior high school entrance examination, his parents specially asked for leave to take him to travel, but on the way back, he had a car accident.

Jiang Shu was seriously injured and his parents died on the spot.

I didn’t want to believe it was true, but when I looked at the front of the book, I found that it described exactly what happened before I was fourteen years old, so I had to admit that it was probably true.

This is really a big, big blow.

At the age of fifteen, he lost his parents overnight, and the whole world lost its color. He was entangled by pain and self-loathing, and his temperament changed greatly.

As Lin Miao’s best friend, she must have suffered from this kind of thing, but she knew that Jiang Shu was more painful, and he needed a lot of comfort and companionship to get through it.

So she gave him a lot of comfort and companionship, and even made such idealistic promises as “I will always be with you.”.

This made Jiang Shu, who was in darkness at that time, unilaterally think that he only had Lin Miao, and she was the only light.

Once he has this idea, then hope, then desire, Lin Miao is only him.

So they can not see, she smiled at others, she is good to others.

I seem to know the root of the tragedy, and the future that I have been panicking about can also be changed.

But my heart is still heavy.

I didn’t sleep all night and spent one night to calm down. The heartache

for Jiang Shu temporarily made me ignore my other feelings for him.

The next morning, I bought breakfast early and came to the door of Jiang Shu’s house.

I drank soybean milk and waited for him, and when I saw him come out, I immediately gave him a loving look.

He didn’t seem to wake up. He yawned lazily and walked out. He seemed to be confused when he saw me.

I stepped forward, handed him the breakfast and smiled at him.

Perhaps my eyes were too strange, and his eyes, which had been somewhat bleary, became clear.

He took the breakfast suspiciously and glanced at the steamed stuffed bun in his hand. “You didn’t poison it, did you?”?

Me:? After school in the

afternoon, I bought his favorite flavor of milk tea. When he

took the milk tea, he finally asked, “Are you having convulsions again?”?

“Me:” … … ” What’s wrong with you? If you are not good to him, you will say I have a fit. If you are good to him, you will say I have a fit.

Alas, men are hard to serve.

“I don’t have convulsions.” I looked at him. “I don’t have convulsions anymore.

“” Don’t.

He took a sip of milk tea with a contented look and bent the corners of his eyes. If you buy me milk tea as soon as you have a fit, I hope you have a fit every day.

“Me:”.. You’re thinking of eating farts.

Everything seemed to be back on track, and Jiang Shu and I started going to and from school together again, and started grabbing meat at the table again. Before

his fifteenth birthday, I asked him what he wanted for his present.

He looked ahead and thought for a long time, as if he had thought a lot of things, struggling to know which one to say. The more

I looked at it, the more I felt that he wanted to kill me severely, and he was ready for the pain.

But finally he said, “I just want you to stop throwing my hand away.”.

He looked at me and smiled at me. But

I felt that there was some moisture in my eyes and smile.

What can I say? I’d rather he killed me every day.

I don’t want to see him like this.

Okay, I was a real jerk before. At the end of the

senior high school entrance examination, Jiang Shu and I were admitted to the best high school in the city.

The two families gathered together to celebrate, and while the adults were drinking, I pulled Jiang Shu aside. What are your plans for

this summer vacation?

It seemed that because he had finally finished his bitter study life, Jiang Shu was very happy at this time. His good-looking eyebrows and eyes were full of smiles, and he could not hide them. What plans

can I have? Of course, I have to play hard. I must make up for the games I didn’t play and the cartoons I didn’t watch last year. My parents even said they would take me to travel.

I took a deep breath.

To play, you must play, but you can’t spend all your holidays playing.

“I said in all earnestness,” Do you think the end of the senior high school entrance examination is really the end?

That’s just the beginning! The competition in high school is so fierce, if you don’t know how to work hard early.. The smile in Jiang Shu’s eyes was gradually replaced by confusion, and then he did not know what he remembered, laughed again, and even laughed out loud.

I stopped my tirade. “What are you laughing at?”? The way

you looked just now reminds me of my mother. Ahem, no, so what are you trying to say?

He tried to stop laughing and looked at me.

I “I think you have a lot of potential to get into Chingbei, so I recently saw a cram school for the first year of high school, which is very suitable for you.” “No,” he interrupted at once. “It suits you, not me.

“It suits us,” I said.

」「……」 Jiang Shu: Lin Miao, be a man.

“I tried to put on a pitiful look.” Brother, please go with me.

He was unmoved.

Why do I have to accompany you? I’m afraid I can’t last ten days

without you.

Then don’t insist. Isn’t it good to lie at home and look at your cell phone?

」「……」 I looked at him.

He looked at me, too.

And then I realized.

I said, “You stay with me, and I’ll take care of your drinks for a month.”. Sure enough,

he smiled. Just a month?

man.

The whole summer vacation.

“” Hmm?

He stopped laughing and frowned, as if he were not very satisfied.

I gritted my teeth and said cruelly, “One year.”.

He sighed, and just as he was about to speak, I interrupted him bitterly. “Don’t go too far!” Then he laughed again. “Actually, I just wanted to say it, so I’ll say yes reluctantly.”.

“Me:” … … ” Are you still reluctant to do it?

“I looked sad.” Do you know how much I have to pay for this year’s drinks? What’s the big

deal? I’ll invite you back next year.

then it’s all right. The

parents listened to our plan, expressed their full support for us, praised us for our ambition, and were so happy that they drank a few more glasses of wine.

So we have to start the morning cram school, the afternoon to do homework cram school happy summer vacation life. On

the first day of cram school, Jiang Shu took a bus, holding his schoolbag in his arms, looking at the scene outside, his eyes drooping slightly, not knowing what he was thinking, and his expression was a little tired.

I sat next to him with a word book in my hand to recite words.

Carrying it on my back, I suddenly felt my right shoulder sink.

Jiang Shu put his head on my shoulder, and his soft hair brushed my side neck and earlobe, and I felt that the word book in my hand was about to be unsteady. As if unaware,

he looked at my word book and scanned it slowly. His voice was very low and lazy. “Ah, I’ve recited this page.”.

」…… Then what are you doing with your head here?

Consolidate it again? Is there something wrong with

your behavior?

I can’t help asking myself, has he ever done this before?

Oh, yeah, it’s okay.

According to my current thinking, I have had it before, and that’s right. I’m the one who

thinks something’s wrong. Holding back my feeling,

I said in my usual tone, “How could you study secretly behind my back?”?

As a result, there was no response for a long time. I slanted my head and saw that the man had fallen asleep on my shoulder.

Oh, this is ***ed up.

I seriously doubt whether he stayed up late to play games again.

I looked at the broken hair in front of his forehead, the fine eyelashes and the light lips, and I felt that he was very clever when he was asleep.

Not to mention that he was carrying a schoolbag. It

makes people want to. Bully.

I even wanted to reach out my sinful hand and pinch his nose to see him frown and wake up in a moment of confusion.

…… What am I thinking?

Is this what a good and honest me should think about?

I immediately sat down and grasped the book in my hand and continued to recite the words.

But I can’t read a word. After

struggling for some time, I bowed my head and called his name. After a few

cries, he woke up and slowly raised his eyes. His voice was soft and hoarse. “Here we are?”?

“I replied,” Not yet.

He said, “Oh,” closed his eyes again and went to sleep, even rubbing his head against my shoulder.

With a black question mark on my face, I reached out and gently pushed his head. “Did you stay up late playing games again yesterday?”?

As a result, the more I pushed him, the more excited I became, and my whole upper body tried to fall on me.

“I didn’t..” His tone was aggrieved, but his voice was loose. “You have wronged me.”.

I was too lazy to argue with him about whether he was playing games or not. I said with a straight face, Staying up late is not good for your health. You are not allowed to do this again.

“” Well, no more.

He tried to lean his head on my shoulder again. “Don’t move. Let me sleep a little longer..” I I’m just a human pillow.

This cram school, Jiang Shu sat next to me, after the third grade of primary school, we finally became deskmates.

Remembering that he and I were not in the same class on the high school class list, I could not help sighing.

Jiang Shu’s Chinese is not good, especially his composition, which is like a long joke, and was widely praised in junior high school.

On the contrary, my Chinese is very good, and my composition is widely praised in another sense.

I began to make up for his Chinese in the first year of junior high school. As a result, my Chinese became the first in the whole grade, and his composition became the legend of the whole grade.

I often wonder if I can’t. After

he made up the math for me, my math score went up slowly.

But his language seems to be in the same place, and the only improvement is that he writes jokes better and laughs more. The teacher of

the cram school also felt very difficult about his composition, and found that as his deskmate, I wrote a good composition, so he asked me to help him.

Teacher, you may not believe it, but I have helped you for three years.

You know how I’ve spent the last three years.. Oh, sorry, off topic.

During the break, Jiang Shu turned sideways with a smile, propped himself up on the table with one arm, and looked at me holding his cheek. “Come on, Teacher Lin, help me.”.

“I lay down on the table in a decadent manner.” Ordinary people like me can’t teach immortals like you.

He also leaned over the table, tilted his head, and looked straight at me. With a smile, he said, As a teacher, how can you give up your students so easily?

“I thought about it and said,” I told you, this composition can’t be too realistic. Some places should be a little empty, you know?

He seemed puzzled. What I wrote is not empty enough?

“I sighed.” Others are empty and have a sense of beauty, while you are empty and have a sense of joy.

」「……」 He seems to be very dissatisfied, “Then you show me, show me, what is the beauty of emptiness?”?

I leaned over the table and rolled my eyes helplessly. I’ve shown you many times.

“He propped himself up.” No matter, show me again.

“I thought for a moment, then looked him in the eye and said,” You have beautiful eyes.

He was stupefied.

「…… What’s a good idea?

Inside, there seem to be mountains and rivers, the sun and the moon are shining, and the stars are flowing.

I suddenly came up with such a fantastic sentence, which sounded really outrageous, but when I looked into his eyes, I felt that it was true. All the good things in

the world are hidden in the eyes of young people.

It’s a pity that this teenager is a sand sculpture.

Jiang Shu was silent for a long time. Are you sure this is beauty and not comedy?

My literary girl style was destroyed by his words in an instant.

Why isn’t it aesthetic?

I frowned at him.

It just feels ridiculous. How do you see so many things?

He leaned close and looked at me seriously. I only have eyes for you.

My breath stagnated. My heart

is beating a few minutes faster.

…… My little heart, don’t beat blindly.

I straightened up and sat upright. “If you really can’t get it, just do whatever you want, ignore the rest, and just look at the sentence that your eyes are very beautiful.”.

“He nodded.” But are my eyes the only thing that looks good?

“I froze for a moment.” You look good everywhere.

“He laughed.” Well, according to your logic, I have mountains and rivers in my eyes, so my eyes are very beautiful, and I include my eyes, so I am more beautiful. Now you look at me and have me in your eyes, aren’t you more beautiful than me?

“Me:” … … ” You are such a logical genius.

Summer vacation has passed more than half, I arranged Jiang Shu’s schedule full, successfully coaxed his parents to completely rest the idea of taking him to travel.

Perfect. Perfect.

Jiang Shu will certainly not develop into a sick girl at all, and I have solved a big worry.

My whole person was relaxed and happy, and even took Jiang Shu to the movies.

After a long time, I chose an inspirational movie whose poster and name looked very positive. After

watching it for a while, I sighed. It turned out that it was actually a bloody love movie with inspirational skin.

But I can’t stand the high appearance of the leading actor and actress, so I still enjoy watching it.

Jiang Shu, however, leaned back on his seat, almost drinking a mouthful of milk tea. After talking to himself for

a long time, he saw that I was still staring at the screen in a daze. He leaned closer to me and said, “Can you take care of me?”?

I finally took one look at him. The atmosphere is just right. Can you complain after watching it?

He snorted disapprovingly. If

you don’t talk to me, I will fall asleep.

“He put his chin on my shoulder.” This movie is really boring. You might as well watch it. “I watched the hero and heroine kiss soon, and immediately interrupted him.” Wait, don’t talk first.

He did stop talking, and I was about to give a reassuring smile when the next second I felt a hand over my eyes. The warm touch in my

eyes and the sudden darkness made me confused and subconsciously slanted my head in his direction. What

are you doing?

Even though I couldn’t see him, I could feel that he was smiling.

“Me:” … … ” You seem to be making me laugh. What storm haven’t

I seen?

I’ve even seen my own little Huang Wen! Oh, my God, what am I thinking? Why do I think of Xiao Huang Wen?

I suddenly froze, and some indescribable words flashed through my mind.

Why, why is my memory so clear when I’ve only seen it once?

Why don’t I have a photographic memory when I recite English words? “Why can you see if I can’t?”

I asked?

I’m not looking, I’m looking at you.

」「……」 As soon as he said this, I instantly felt that his eyes, like substance, were tightly wrapped around me with his breath, which made my whole body not right, and even the eyelashes covered by his hands were trembling restlessly.

He just said it casually! Little heart, what are you beating blindly! After sitting for a moment, I finally pulled Jiang Shu’s hand away from my eyes. He withdrew his hand and raised his eyebrows in some surprise. “You’re really not looking?”?

I thought you would pull my hand away at the first time.

“I pretended to be calm,” because I suddenly realized, you’re right, this movie is really nothing to see, don’t watch it first, I’ll go to the bathroom first.

Although the way I ran away was really awkward, at least the way I decisively abandoned a rubbish movie and stopped the loss in time was really handsome.

14 Something’s wrong with me.

Why do I sometimes see that his mind is full of indescribable words, which makes me feel like an old man.

The pervert is me?

Walking on the way home, it was completely dark, and I silently put my eyes on Jiang Shu.

He was looking at the night in the distance, his eyes reflecting the overlapping neon lights, and his expression was faint and indiscernible.

I sighed in the bottom of my heart. Don’t open your eyes. After repeating

this several times, he turned to me and leaned over to look me in the eye. “Do you know it’s weird that you look at me like that?”?

“I said,” What’s so weird?

I looked at you a few times. What happened?

He looked at me for a long time. There’s definitely something wrong.

“I sighed and lied without changing my face.” Well, you’ve become handsome again recently. I don’t want to believe that.

“He didn’t seem to believe it very much.” Is that true?

“I sighed again.” Well, actually I want to ask, what do you want to do in the future?

Probably surprised that my topic jumped so fast, he was stunned for a moment and then said, “Ah, I haven’t decided yet.”.

Just now I suddenly remembered that in the original future, Jiang Shu would become a doctor.

In a novel that focuses on pornography, the occupation of the protagonist will be specifically mentioned, which must not be simple.

So in Xiao Huang Wen, as a doctor, Jiang Shu knows what kind of medicine can make people powerless to resist, at the mercy of others or even obedient to take the initiative to ask for, and because of his understanding of the human body, he knows how to make a person unable to stop.

he is really good at playing.

That’s not the point. Yes, the point is that it’s too difficult and tiring to be a doctor. It’s better for Jiang Shu to change his career.

Why haven’t you figured it out yet? Think about what you’re usually interested in?

He thought for a moment, … Play games?

I also thought for a moment, “Then you can be a game anchor?”?

I’m kidding. Why do you take it seriously?

He smiled. I remember when I was a child, I wrote in my composition that I wanted to be a doctor. Well

, he was quite faithful. Most of the dreams I wrote

when I was a child were to be a policeman, a doctor and a teacher. In fact, it was because these professions were easier to write. When

these children grow up, few of them really realize their original dreams.

I didn’t expect Jiang Shu to be one of them.

“The doctor is pretty good, but it’s a little difficult, a little hard, and a little busy.” What do you think I should do?

He asked.

Ah, he suddenly asked me, and I didn’t know which one to say.

So I smiled and said, “I believe you can do everything well.”.

Witty as I am. When

Chiang Shu-wen heard this, he was on cloud nine. Then what do you want to do in the future?

I thought about it. Be a reporter.

I want to interview all kinds of people, record the voices of many people, and use my own words and language to let people know and understand this society better.

He looked at me for a long time, and his eyes seemed to be filled with light, which made me a little dizzy for a moment.

Finally, he smiled and said, “Let’s refuel together, Lin Miao.”.

After a whole summer of cram school life, I felt very good about myself and stepped into the high school campus.

Yes, I still have a dream of learning from God.

One day when I was struggling to become a God of learning, several little sisters in my class suddenly ran over to take me to watch basketball.

So I took a word book and got down on the railing with them.

I carried the words on my back and occasionally echoed a few of their words.

Lin Miao?

Suddenly a girl came up to me and called out to me as if in surprise.

As soon as I looked up, I found that I was also in the same class and said hello.

She asked me, “Why don’t you go down?”?

It’s true that you can see more clearly from below. There are a lot of people around the basketball court. From time to time, a cheer breaks out. The atmosphere is very boiling.

But the temperature below is also boiling.

…… Besides, I’m not even here for the basketball game.

I replied, “It’s so hot down there.”.

She looked at me with an air of hesitancy.

I looked at her doubtfully?

She whispered in my ear, “But isn’t your boyfriend playing ball down there?”?

“Me:” Hmm?

My little sisters: Eh?

！」 Why do you react more than I do. Not so low. How did you hear that?

Sister 1: Do you have a boyfriend?

！」 Sister 2: You have a boyfriend?

！」 Sister 3: When did you have a boyfriend?

！」 I’m not. I’m not. Don’t talk nonsense. So how on earth did you hear it so quietly?

I looked at the girl in shock. “Sister, what’s going on?”? Where did

I get a boyfriend?

Boy, it’s only been two months since school started, and I’m already having an affair?

She pointed to the man below. “The one in the white uniform, isn’t he?”?

I cast my eyes in the past. It’s Jiang Shu. It’s all right. The scandal between

us has been spread from childhood to adulthood.

…… No, something happened.

Sister 1: I was scared to death. Fortunately, it was Jiang Shu.

“Sister 2:” I knew it was him, but Lin Miao still doesn’t admit it.

Sister 3: See, we’re not the only ones who feel that way now.

」「……」 “We’re really just good friends,” I said feebly.

At least for the time being! Sister 1: “What kind of scum talk is that?”.

“Sister 2:” Dear, good boy, don’t be a sea king.

“Sister 3:” Small, the pattern is small, she must be afraid of being caught puppy love to say so.

“Me:” … … ” Since the beginning of the military training, Jiang Shu often came to play with me during the rest time, and they began.

Later, I found that when we went to school together and went home together, they were even more excited. “Do I look like a puppy lover?”

I shouted angrily at them with a straight face?

I only have eyes for learning! Sister 1: “Like? Why not?”.

Sister 2: Has anyone ever told you that you have a first love face?

Sister 3: Learning is just your big baby. You have to have a little baby.

“Me:” … … ” Can’t say, really can’t say.

I’ve been fighting them for two months with one against three, but with little effect.

Later, I realized that they didn’t really care about what we were really like. They just wanted to be a couple.

Fearful! Fearful. At the end of the first semester of

senior high school, winter vacation is coming. On

New Year’s Day, I went to Jiang Shu’s balcony to wait and watch the fireworks. Then he put a big stuffed doll in my arms. “New Year’s gift.”.

“I was stuffed and flattered when he said,” Do I have a gift?

We didn’t agree to give any gifts for the New Year before. Didn’t we just eat up the strange dumplings made by each other?

I blinked, “Uh..” You didn’t say anything about getting ready before, did you?

He looked at the dark sky in the distance, and a few scattered stars were reflected in his eyes.

He pursed his lower lip. “Can I have one now?”?

I held the doll in my arms, looked at him, then looked at the sky, and joked, “You don’t want the stars in the sky, do you?”?

He smiled and shook his head. I don’t want stars.

“I smiled, too.” What do you want?

He moved his lips. “I..” The sky suddenly exploded a firework, brilliant and brilliant, reflecting the night sky as if it were day.

For a moment, the surroundings seemed to become very noisy, and it seemed to become very quiet. I

suddenly feel that I can’t laugh. The

fireworks didn’t last long before I lost interest in watching them again.

I pulled Jiang Shu by his sleeve and pulled him into the living room. I sat on the sofa with the doll in my arms and looked up at him. “What did you just say you wanted?”?

“He looked at me and said,” My mother’s birthday is coming. I want to cook a meal for her myself. Can you help me?

His face was as usual, and his tone could not have been more natural.

But he’s lying.

He thought I didn’t hear it just now.

But I heard you, he said. I want to be able to call you Miaomiao in the future. When I

heard this sentence, I felt a little sad.

Can not help but think of that night in the river, his red eyes obviously very uncomfortable, but still for my sake. I

even think of the very paranoid and twisted but unfortunate and pitiful Jiang Shu in the book.

He stood on the edge of the balcony, with thousands of brilliant fireworks behind him and warm yellow lights in the living room in front of him.

But as he stood there, he looked so low to me.

I put aside the doll in my arms, got up and pulled him to sit down with me.

He stared at me. It’s like you haven’t called me that in a while.

That time doesn’t count.

I looked at him seriously. I made some mistakes during that time and hurt an important person. Now I want to make up for those mistakes sincerely. I don’t know if that person is willing to give me this opportunity.

“I took his hand.” Will you, Shu?

I felt his eyes soften in an instant, with some light of expectation. Can I continue to call you that?

“I gave a big smile.” Of course, let’s go and study what you cook for your mother now.

Ran goose.

One moment of warmth, the next moment of tragedy.

Although I am a good fan of Xialuoshi, I am not very good at cooking.

Jiang Shu?

Not as good as me.

So the oil in the pot splashed everywhere because of our wrong operation, the scallion used to enhance the flavor was directly fried by us, Jiang Shu shook his hand and poured half a bottle of soy sauce into the pot, and even found that he poured vinegar instead of soy sauce.. In the end, the two of us, after a lot of screaming in the kitchen, came up with a dark dish with a magical smell that we couldn’t bear to look at.

I looked at him and said, “Your mother might be moved to beat you up.”.

Jiang Shu: “… …” In the end, he gave his mother a bowl of longevity noodles on his birthday. When school

was about to start, Jiang Shu made an appointment with his friends to play basketball. Before he

went, he told me that he wanted to be the most beautiful boy on the basketball court.

As a result, he broke his arm while playing basketball.

So he became the most beautiful boy in the hospital.

Heaven and earth conscience, I am really very distressed and sympathize with him.

But after the initial heartache, looking at the thick plaster and bandage on his right arm, as well as his pitiful face with his eyelids shrugging, I still smiled unkindly.

Not only did he laugh, but he also pretended to cry with laughter. “You are so miserable and pitiful.”.

He raised his other arm and pinched my face without mercy.

Boy, if he pushes a little harder, I’ll really cry.

Jiang Shu’s father had the same state of mind as me. At the beginning, he was very distressed. After that, he began to scold him.

Playing basketball, playing basketball, is it you playing basketball or basketball playing you?

You don’t need to worry. School is about to start. Give me this.. The more he scolded, the more energetic he became. He simply wanted to turn over Jiang Shu’s black history, and even revealed it. Nostalgic eyes?

Jiang Shu looked at me in silence, and his eyes were filled with the word “outrageous.”.

I replied with my eyes, “Brother, hold on.”.

Finally, his father snorted heavily, “I’ll take you to and from school before your arm is completely healed.”.

“I can also ride a bicycle,” said Jiang Shu. How can you ride with

your arms like this?

I can ride with one hand.

As a result, Uncle Chiang slapped his dog on the head. “Come on, ancestor, you still think it’s not symmetrical, and you want to break your other arm?”?

Then I leaned close to Jiang Shu’s ear and said, “Shall I leave the back seat of my bicycle to you?”?

“He slanted his head and looked at me.” In your dreams, it’s impossible.

Then he snorted, “Shall I take the bus?”?

It’s not that Chiang Shu-fei is fighting with his father. The main reason is that his father is busy with his work and often works overtime. It’s very inconvenient to pick him up every day.

No, I’m not at ease.

That’s when I need Nicholas Lin to stand up.

I volunteered, “I’ll stay with him and promise to take good care of him.”.

This was supposed to be a helpful girl helping a disabled and determined teenager. A touching story.

Yes, I am so helpful and considerate. I am even afraid that Jiang Shu is uncomfortable carrying such a heavy schoolbag on one shoulder. He carries two heavy schoolbags alone.

But one morning, we were walking to the bus stop. Maybe I didn’t notice that a small piece of the ground was frozen, or maybe it was bad luck. Anyway, I felt my foot slip and I was lying on the ground when I realized it.

Jiang Shu was startled. “Are you all right?”? Did it

hurt?

In the winter, I wrapped myself up thick, and because I carried a schoolbag in front of me and a schoolbag in back, I even looked like a ball, so I didn’t feel much pain.

But because of this, dragged by two heavy schoolbags, I felt that it was difficult for me to get up from the ground for a while.

I was silent for a moment and said, “It doesn’t hurt, it just..” I can’t feel it.

I tried to exert myself, but I didn’t get up.

Jiang Shu smiled unkindly.

Yeah, you read that right. He laughed, and he didn’t stop. Just

like the way I laughed at him.

That’s it? The tables are turned.

Don’t ask, ask is regret.

As he laughed, he grabbed my hand and tried to pull me up, but I don’t know whether his left hand was not very strong or his strength was used to laugh, and he did not succeed for a long time.

So, at six o’clock in the morning, on the street with few pedestrians, there was such a strange scene: I fell to the ground like a fool, holding a schoolbag in my arms, and Jiang Shu laughed like a fool.

Is this the loss of humanity or the loss of morality.

Finally, Jiang Shu gave up pulling me up directly and pulled two schoolbags off me and threw them aside.

Okay, now I don’t need him to pull, and I’ll get up by myself.

I patted the down jacket, picked up two schoolbags and patted the dust, and then I found that Jiang Shu was still laughing. “What on earth are you laughing at?”

I asked him with a straight face?

“He laughed and said,” Nothing.

Is it that funny?

“” Ha ha ha No.

“Me:”.. If I talk to you again today, I will be a dog.

“He stopped laughing for a moment.” Really, so cruel?

I snorted and ran away on my little boots. When I

got on the bus, I drew the curtains and closed my eyes against the window.

Jiang Shu sat next to me. “What window? It’s hard and cold. Lean against me.”.

」…… Hum, do you think I will talk to you.

“Indistinct?”?

“He called out to me, but I still didn’t respond.” Are you really ignoring me? I,

Nicholas Lin, do what I say! “I was wrong,” he softened. “I shouldn’t have laughed at you.

Hum, it’s too late to know it’s wrong now! At least I won’t forgive you until I get off the bus.

So I continued to rest with my eyes closed. If

you don’t talk to me, don’t blame me for using the killer’s mace. Shall I

, Nicholas Linmo, be afraid of you?

As a result, he leaned close to my ear and called me “misty” over and over again, using all kinds of strange tones that made me get goose bumps.

…… Come on, I’m scared.

I lowered my voice and said, “Stop barking. Do you think you are a cat?”?

“He laughed.” You said you were a puppy.

」「……」 Receiving my kind look, he immediately changed his tune, “I was wrong, I’m a puppy, woof.”.

“Me:” … … ” Lord Nicholas Linmeo, would you mind my poor little dog?

“Me:” … … ” I have a well-founded suspicion that his next sentence is going to be.

Jiang Shu, do you know that the character setting in your book has collapsed?

But I like it. In the second year of high school

, the liberal arts and science classes were divided. Jiang Shu chose science and I chose liberal arts.

Arts and science are not in the same teaching building.

But it doesn’t matter, we weren’t in the same class anyway (smile).

I have a little sister who runs from the science building to the liberal arts building every day. I thought she couldn’t let go of our good friends, but she couldn’t let go of her CP.

I’ve seen a lot of liberal arts girls come to the science building to see Jiang Shu. They may be abducted one day. Why don’t you take them down? You say

that as if I could take it if I wanted to.

To tell you the truth, Jiang Shu and I are so close all day long that we really look like a couple in the eyes of others.

But the problem is, we are childhood sweethearts, and we have been like this since childhood. In

such a relationship, it is difficult to distinguish whether the other party is accustomed to and dependent on you or likes you between men and women.

…… As Nicholas Lin Miao, I even saw Xiao Huang Wen, how can I be so unconfident! Be confident. He has both for me. A

little more confident, he is sure to express his love to me as soon as the college entrance examination is over. It’s okay for

me to express my love to him.

I laughed unconsciously.

Are you still laughing?

She looked at me in shock, but then she showed a look of understanding. I see. I’ve got it, haven’t I? Boy

, you understand again.

Then she insisted on dragging me to the Science Building for a stroll. “Do you understand that you want to declare sovereignty?”?

」…… My sovereignty has not been determined yet. Sister, do we have to follow the steps?

Who am I Where

am I? What

am I doing? When I

got to the door of Jiang Shu’s class, I couldn’t help thinking about these three questions.

Why did I accidentally walk here? What should I say

if Jiang Shu asks me why I come to him? More questions came into

my mind.

…… Forget it. What if Jiang Shu is not in the classroom at all.

I peeped in at the door, but unfortunately I caught sight of him.

He sat by the window, holding his chin on one hand and looking out of the window, his eyes half closed, not knowing if he was dozing.

Then his back desk patted him on the shoulder, as if to say something close to him.

He yawned, his face was full of indifference, but he turned lazily, slanted his head and listened for a while, as if he had found something interesting, his eyes were stained with a few sporadic smiles, and finally he bent his eyes and laughed with the people around him.

The sunlight fell on him, and as I watched, I felt that he was too dazzling, as if even the light had become a foil.

Beautiful people dare not look, and can not help peeking.

No wonder a little girl came to see him. I’ve seen his face and the way he smiles for so many years, and I still want to see it again.

I suddenly remembered that my little sister was still around.

All right, if you come, you can’t call people out to talk.

…… So what’s the reason I’m here?

After thinking for a moment, I had a brainwave.

Just as a boy was about to enter the classroom, I quickly stopped him. “Classmate, can you call Jiang Shu for me?”?

He stopped and looked at me. What’s the matter with you?

I asked him to borrow a book.

What a just cause! Just pretend that I didn’t bring my English book today.

The boy frowned when he heard it.

Why are you here to borrow books again?

He seemed a little impatient. This is not a wholesale market for textbooks.

“Me:” … … ” Okay, I’m still too naive. It seems that this reason has been used up.

Forget it, slip away, anyway, it’s almost time to finish school, and I’ll see Jiang Shu soon.

Seeing that he had no intention of calling someone for me, in order to save face, I had no choice but to say, “Then can you lend me the book?”?

I really didn’t bring my English Book. I’ll give it back to you after class.

He hesitated for a moment. Alright.

I said thank you and watched him go into the classroom to get the book.

But the moment I cast my eyes into the classroom, I saw Jiang Shu slanting his head and looking at me without blinking.

“Indistinct?”?

“He seemed surprised and delighted.” What are you doing here?

Watching him walk up to me, I felt both happy and a little embarrassed.

I pretended to be calm. “I came to borrow the book.”.

He took it for granted that I was asking him to borrow a book. Which one do you want?

By this time, the boy had finished taking the book and was standing at the door looking at us with some confusion.

Okay, I’m even more embarrassed. “I’ve already borrowed..” Hearing this, Jiang Shu looked at the boy on one side and raised his eyebrows.

The boy also looked at him, and the two of them looked at each other, as if a question mark had appeared in their eyes.

Scene. It’s a little weird. Embarrassed,

I reached out to pick up the English book in the boy’s hand. “Thank you very much, classmate.” Jiang Shu suddenly reached out his hand to stop me. He easily pulled the English book out of my hand and slowly patted it into the boy’s arms. He said to him with a smile, “Thank you, brother, but she still borrowed it from me. It’s more convenient to return it.”.

The boy looked at us, said “OK” with a vague smile, and turned back to the classroom. It’s a

loss. I said thank you twice.

Jiang Shu went in to get the book for me. When he came back and handed it to me, he asked, “Do you know him?”?

The tone is very casual, as if it is a casual question, but I don’t know if I think so in my heart.

I suddenly thought, “I said I just came to see him. Do you believe it?”?

He looked incredulous. Do you know his name?

“I pretended to be regretful.” I was about to know. Do

you still want to know?

His voice rose and sounded like a question.

But then he looked aggrieved and said, “You didn’t even come to see me!” I don’t care. He’s just jealous. Smiling,

I said, “Aren’t you coming this time?”?

After hearing what had happened, his face softened a little.

Then he asked, “What about after that?”?

“I didn’t realize for a moment.” What?

You will come to me later.

“” Ah, this.. I don’t have such a bad memory that I always forget to bring books.

Even this time, it’s not that I didn’t bring.. He looked very unhappy. “Do you only come to me if you borrow books?”? What other reason should

I use?

To see your beauty? When I

finally looked at him, I woke up. Why do you

need a reason.

I don’t need a reason to see you.

I once thought that it would be a pity if Jiang Shu didn’t have such an appearance.

As a result, he really went to play around with me.

Or the flower of Kaolin. There is a school beauty in the class next to

Jiang Shu. I have seen that girl. She is superior in all aspects. The key is that she has a good character. Although she grew up surrounded by people, she is not arrogant at all. She is very approachable. Recently

, however, I don’t know why, but I seem to have taken a fancy to Jiang Shu, and I have the courage to confess directly.

My little sister in the science building told me vividly about the gossip between them, and there were all kinds of versions, which made my sense of crisis rise.

I can’t help but reflect on myself. If I had confessed earlier, what would have happened to her?

Okay, people still can’t be too confident.

Come to think of it, Chiang Shu didn’t say he liked me at all, even though it seemed to me that he had written “labor and capital declare you” on his face, but this may also be an illusion I took for granted.

Although in that little yellow article, he loved me to death, but it can not be ruled out that in the book he may like me just because I accompanied him through that dark time. It’s

floating. It was floating before.

In fact, I probably dare not tell him directly that I like him.

I’m really a coward, so I admire that girl for having the courage to confess directly.

I wouldn’t bet on it.

For that girl, Jiang Shu was just an amazing teenager she had met when she was young.

She must have met a lot of amazing people in her life, and even she herself has surprised other people’s time.

Even if you miss it, an excellent person like her can take it up and put it down.

But I’m different. I can’t let it go.

Jiang Shu is different to me.

He has occupied almost all of my life so far, the best time of more than ten years.

Even if there is a possibility of failure, I dare not bet, because I know that I can’t let go if I lose.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally I had the courage to ask Jiang Shu about it after school.

You have to pretend to be casual.

Shu, I heard that a very beautiful little sister confessed to you? When

Jiang Shuzheng came back from buying milk tea, he handed me the milk tea with the straw in it and admitted it directly, Yes.

It seems that at least he didn’t agree immediately. Otherwise, what else can I do? I can still drink the milk tea he bought for me here? Pretending to be calm,

I took a sip of milk tea and spoke vaguely, “You say we walk together every day, and there’s no misunderstanding?”?

“He paused,” … They all think you’re my cousin.

All right, if I push a little harder, I’ll spill the milk tea in my hand. Then

I asked, “How did you reply to that girl?”?

He paused again. I said I’d think about it. Fortunately

, I had the foresight to stop drinking and hold the milk tea in my hand, otherwise it would have spilled.

You think about it?

Do you dare to think about it?

Although I would like to blow his head off now, my reason reminds me that as his good friend and good brother and “cousin” and “have no bad thoughts about him”, I can be excited at the moment, but only because I am excited that my friend may be single.

I comforted myself by saying that I was just thinking about it. What if there was any mystery in this “thinking”?

So I was confused on the surface, but I was looking forward to it in my heart and asked, “Why should I consider it?”?

He looked at me and sighed. My parents won’t let me have puppy love.

“Me:” … … ” I really want to blow his head off. What

am I supposed to do?

Then forget it, study is the most important thing? Will

this turn into a perpetual turmoil that he can’t get? Jiang Shu was forced by his parents to give up his first love, but later the girl became more and more clearly engraved in his heart and became a white moonlight?

No, this is not going to work.

Then, be bold, brother. If you hide it well, they won’t find it? Boy, didn’t

they just get together! What else is there for me! Not necessarily. If he really likes it, will he care if his parents let him have puppy love? If

he wants to hide it from his parents, I guess the biggest hidden danger is me.

No, he may not have puppy love, but he just doesn’t have puppy love! Will they have agreed to be together after the college entrance examination? Maybe

even agreed to go to the same university?

All of a sudden, my thoughts turned around a thousand times.

Okay, I have nothing to do after thinking about it.

“Miaomiao,” Jiang Shu called out to me. “What are you in a daze for? I

looked at his earnest look as he stared at me, and I had a bold idea in my mind.

I held the milk tea in my hand again. “I’m thinking for you, thinking about what you should do.”. I

also thought about what I should do.

He seemed to be looking forward to it. So what did you come up with?

“I smiled and said,” I don’t think you can be weak.

If the person I like confesses to me, I’m sure I’ll be with him, no matter whether I have puppy love or not.

He was silent for a moment. Do you have someone you like?

Okay, I caught you.

Logically speaking, he should be thinking about his own emotional problems at this time, not whether I have someone I like.

Of course, this is not necessarily, so I said: “Do not hide from you, there is.”.

“” Who is it?

I stared at him carefully, but I could only see curiosity in those good-looking eyes.

Uh?

？

？

Did I guess wrong?

I think I can struggle a little more, “You think I’ll tell you?”?

“He raised his eyebrows.” I don’t believe you can hide it all the time. I’ll know sooner or later.

」…… Okay, I guess I’ll have to hide forever.

No, I have to struggle again.

I took a deep breath. “In fact, you have a chance to know now. We both have a chance. You are with her, and I will go to express my love to her.”.

He stopped talking for a moment and looked at me heavily, as if he were thinking.

Moments later, he said with an expressionless face, “What if you fail to express your love, are in a bad mood, retaliate against society, and directly tell my parents about me?”?

」「……」 What’s with this feeling that I’m a class enemy?

I feel I have no hope.

I feel powerless. “If I betray you, I will be struck by lightning.”. For

a moment, I was even ready to say, “Actually, I don’t like anyone at all. I said that just to give you a push.”. So what if

they’re together?

Maybe it will be broken up in a few days! Jiang Shu didn’t like her very much, maybe he was just confused by beauty for a while! Mader, even so, it’s hard! My face was calm, even firm, but my heart had begun to say, “I’m sorry I was born to be human.”.

Jiang Shu sighed.

Forget it.

He said.

I am stupefied next: “What calculate?”?

“He actually smiled and said,” In order to prevent you from being struck by lightning, I decided to sacrifice my love.

Me:?

This development is really unexpected to me.

I had mixed feelings for a moment. You make it sound like I broke you up.

“” You didn’t.

Jiang Shu lowered his eyes and walked forward. I refused her from the beginning.

Me:?

？

I’m almost stupid. “Then why did you lie to me?”?

You didn’t lie to me?

“He asked in reply, bowing his head and leaning closer.” Do you really have someone you like?

」…… Yes, there is.

I looked at his face in front of me, but I still felt very weak. I hesitated for a moment and said, “Well, no, I just lied to you.”.

“He smiled indistinctly.” But it seems to me that there are a lot of people who like you.

Me:?

？

？

When?

Is it in another parallel world that I don’t know?

So far, I’ve only been confessed once in my first year of high school.

I had to say, “Is there?”?

Too busy studying to notice.

Hurry up to set up my public persona of being a straight A student.

He breathed softly, “You really only have eyes for learning.”.

“I said very deeply,” Only by studying hard can my eyes be qualified to hold more things.

This is me, Nicholas Lin Miao, the new generation of life coaches.

「…… So, “Jiang Shu looked down at me,” you don’t have puppy love at all?

」「……」 I was forced to see through the world of mortals with a look on my face. Men will only affect the speed at which I brush the questions. I just said that

day that men would affect the speed of my exercises.

Love can only make me cry, learning can make me happy.

Unexpectedly, a few days later, I was forced to have puppy love.

It was a sunny afternoon, and Jiang Shu and I were walking outside the school together. With his schoolbag on his back,

he stepped on the raised roadside stone beside him like a pupil and walked along it as a single-plank bridge.

I teased him, “Are you missing your childhood?”?

In fact, I am saying that he is childish in disguise.

Unexpectedly, he said, “Yes, do you remember that when we were young, we used to walk on it, and you couldn’t catch up with me when I walked in front of you?”.

“Me:” … … ” Just miss it. Why do you mention my black history?

Fortunately, he didn’t mention anything more humiliating. Once I saw him go far away and I was anxious to chase him. As a result, I stepped on the air and fell down.

But then, instead of walking in front of me, he watched me walk slowly behind me.

It’s hard for him. After all, he runs faster on the top than I do on the flat ground.

I gently grabbed the hem of his school uniform and smiled at him. “Are you running now?”?

See if I can catch up with you.

Jiang Shu also smiled and was about to say something when suddenly a voice called out his name.

The voice was so full of energy that many people looked askance at it.

Jiang Shu turned back subconsciously when he heard the sound, but he seemed to forget that he was still stepping on the roadside stone, and his clothes were still in my hands.

So the next moment he tilted, fell off the curb, jumped directly at me, and grabbed my shoulders with both hands to stabilize his figure.

I was thrown back by him, and I was startled by the cry, and now I was startled by his sudden throw on me.

I silently looked at the corner of his school uniform in the palm of my hand. Boy, how did it make it look like I pulled him into my arms? If

I have the courage.. Okay, I would like to understand that Jiang Shu threw himself into his arms.

Jiang Shu looked at me in a daze, holding the hand on my shoulder did not let go, it seems that there is still some confusion. It was not

until the boy who had just called him came up to us and called him again that he seemed to come to his senses.

The boy seemed a little surprised at the scene in front of him. He looked at me and then at Jiang Shu and asked, “..” Who is this classmate?

I’m Nicholas Linmiao, please give me more advice. You

didn’t ask me. I hope Jiang Shu can make me sound awesome when he introduces me.

As a result, Jiang Shu, who had come to his senses, not only did not let go of me, but put his right hand around my back and directly hooked my shoulder.

He smiled at the boy and said, “Lin Miao, my girlfriend.”.

“Me:” … … ” Okay, it’s really awesome.

But why do you hug your girlfriend like a brother? When else

? When is it

exactly?

Is there really a parallel world?

I looked at him in shock, and the way he looked at me, he hugged me tighter, and the strength of his hands seemed to suggest something to me.

I had to smile on the surface and cooperate with him in my heart.

After saying goodbye to the man, I asked, “What’s the situation?”?

Jiang Shu released me, his eyes fell on my neck, and helped me straighten the collar of my school uniform coat.

He said, “Last time I listened to you, I thought about it carefully. We really should study hard first.”.

“I looked at him with relief.” Yes, you are very conscious.

That being said, what does this have to do with what you just did?

He went on to say, “But the world is crazy. I’m only 17 years old, and I feel like there are a lot of people who have ideas about me, and a lot of people who want to introduce me to someone.”.

“Me:” … … ” The last time I learned that you were so pure in heart and had only study in your eyes, I had a wonderful idea.

“Me:”.. It means that I pretend to be your girlfriend to help you block the peach blossom and let you study at ease?

Jiang Shu nodded his head.

I No wonder, no wonder so concerned about whether I like someone, will not puppy love, dare to wait for me here? I

guess I didn’t look well. He pursed his lips and asked nervously, “Don’t you want to?”?

I shook my head.

I just, for a moment, felt like, on the surface, I got love, but in fact I lost love.

Holy shit, it’s too cruel.

Jiang Shu’s lips seemed to tighten even more. “Of course I won’t let you help me in vain. I’ll try my best to send you whatever you want in the future.” This kind of words is really misleading. When does “

later” mean? Can I have anything I

want?

So, Ashi, I want you, for a lifetime, will you send it to me?

Forget it. It’ll scare him.

Besides, there’s a chance.

Boy, this “try my best” is really wonderful.

Calm down. I still have hope.

Occupying the status, enjoying the so-called economic treatment, and going to and from school together.. Apart from not kissing, hugging and holding hands, they seem to be no different from real boyfriends and girlfriends. Be a little more

optimistic.

Jiang Shu certainly can’t see whether I like him or not, but in fact I like him.

I’m not sure if he likes me, so actually.. He might like me too! I looked at Jiang Shu, who seemed more and more uneasy with my silence, and became more and more sure.

I smiled a little. “Sounds like a good deal..” He was stunned for a moment, then winked at me and smiled. “Help me, please?”?

I don’t know if it’s because of the filter, but I always feel that he is acting like a spoiled child.

I smiled more deeply. “Okay, help you.”. After

helping you, you sent yourself to me, which was a good deal:) 22 Afterwards, facing the encirclement and suppression of my little sisters, I said calmly: Yes, we have a.. We’re in love.

Sister 1: “Mom, I hit the real one!” Sister 2: “I knew I would never be wrong about CP!” Sister 3: When are you getting married?

Me:?

I’ll go straight to the good guy.

Then I remembered a question later.

I looked at Jiang Shu, who insisted on dragging me around the store. “Do you know you’re famous at school?”?

“It’s all right,” he said, pretending to be modest and holding a pair of bracelets in front of me. “Do you think this looks good?

“I took a look, black and white color matching, the style is good, directly copied what he just said,” All right.

Then I went on to ask, “Do you know that I am also very famous among the teachers?”?

“He looked at me and smiled.” Well, Miaomiao is excellent.

“Well, I’m sorry.”.

I smiled for a moment and then said with a straight face, “We seem to be quite famous for our puppy love, so I feel like we’re going to be invited to the office for tea.”.

“It’s all right.” He doesn’t seem to be very worried. “In fact, they don’t dare to be too ruthless in this kind of thing. If they are too ruthless, there will be problems.

He took another style of bracelet. What about this one? What do you think?

I looked at another pair of bracelets. Why are they all two? Would it be strange to

carry one on each hand?

」「……」 Jiang Shu looked at me with a kind of loving eyes. “Miaomiao, this is a couple’s style.”.

“Me:” … … ” Ah, you make me look silly. How could

I possibly think that you would buy a couple?

Finally, Jiang Shu bought the first black and white one.

He put the bracelet on for me, looked at my wrist for a moment, and then said with a smile, “I wear this when I go to the office for tea.”.

」…… Young man, you are very brave.

Sure enough, a few days later, we were invited to tea.

Looking at that serious posture, I leaned close to Jiang Shu’s ear and whispered, “Why don’t we tell the truth?”?

“He smiled and whispered back to me,” Then you try?

The next second, the teacher scolded discontentedly, “Are you still bored when you get to the office?”?

！」 Ah, here.

I stood up straight. “Actually..” I told the truth, but no one believed me.

Lin Miao, don’t treat the teachers as fools. You two still have lovers’ bracelets on your hands.

“Ah, here.”.

I coughed lightly and cast my eyes on Jiang Shu, motioning him to say something.

Jiang Shu thought for a moment and pointed out that the teacher asked me to talk to him because he was worried about the harm of puppy love.

But teacher, I don’t think there’s any harm.

His face is pure and his eyes are sincere.

The teachers may not know that Lin Miao and I grew up together and have been together for so many years.

I kept looking at her, and there was no room for anyone else in my eyes.

First of all, the use of exaggeration, coupled with firm eyes, directly shows the indestructibility of their love. From an early age,

she was particularly fond of learning and worked very hard. In order to keep up with her, I had to study very hard. If

she hadn’t urged me to help me, I might not have been admitted to this high school at all.

Secondly, he uses exaggeration again to show that he is making progress because of the pursuit of love.

And it doesn’t distract me at all. I feel very happy when I see her every day. The pressure of study is relieved, and I feel energetic. I feel that I can do more problems well.

Okay, he used the praise again.. I feel that this is not an exaggeration, but something out of nothing.

But that doesn’t stop me from stepping in and laughing inside.

Finally, he said, “And we’ve been together for so long, so we’ll have a sense of proportion before we’re adults. We just hold hands and hug each other.”. When are

you going to hold hands with me? To

tell you the truth, if I were a teacher, I would be moved by him.

It is a pity that the teachers have not seen any storms, let Jiang Shu talk about the hype, and finally we did not escape the fate of being called parents. After some

discussion, we decided to take one step at a time and tell the truth. After dinner

in the evening, looking at my parents sitting on the sofa watching TV, I coughed lightly, “Well, Mom and Dad, the head teacher asked you to go to school tomorrow.”.

“They looked at me doubtfully.” Why? What did

you do?

“First of all,” I said, “you can’t do it.

Hearing this, they looked at each other and saw dignity in each other’s eyes.

Go ahead, we can take it.

“I swallowed my saliva.” I have puppy love.

」「……」 They were silent for a moment.

And then my mom said in shock, “Huh?”? With

a cry, my dad slapped him on the sofa. Which little bastard dares to lay hands on you?

！」 I Jiang Shu.

」「……」 They were silent for another moment.

Then they all said, “Oh, that’s all right.”.

Me:?

…… So inexplicably, my parents and Jiang Shu’s parents had a friendly exchange.

I asked Jiang Shu quietly, “Didn’t you tell them the truth?”?

He propped up his chin and looked at the parents, talking and laughing. I think they seem to be very happy.

“I looked at him.” I think you’re happy, too.

“He laughed.” I see you too.

That’s right. Can you not be happy after the disaster.

Finally, the parents looked at us lovingly and said, “Don’t worry, we’ll help you solve it at school.”.

“Me:” … … ” It’s really a good guy. After

becoming Jiang Shu’s nominal girlfriend, my life doesn’t seem to have changed.

Probably, in front of others, Jiang Shu will hold my hand.

Other than that, it’s probably no different from before.

But that’s good enough.

The most urgent task is to prepare for the college entrance examination, and many things can be discussed after the college entrance examination.

Fortunately, both of our grades have been very stable, until the end of the college entrance examination, I feel that there is no problem.

But after the exam, I was still very nervous, because I was afraid that Jiang Shu would directly break up with me on the surface and restore his single status.

But he never mentioned it when he went back a few days ago.

But he didn’t confess to me or anything.

I looked at him playing games happily and thought sadly that he would not forget it directly, would he?

Or is our relationship automatically dissolved by the end of the college entrance examination?

I decided to rush and confess my love to him. I think so

, but I think I have to plan it carefully. In addition, we have to go to several classmates’gatherings in the days after the college entrance examination, so I haven’t had time to say it. The results of the

college entrance examination came out the day before my eighteenth birthday.

The result is similar to what we expected. Jiang Shu is a few points higher than me. Although he can’t go to Qingbei, he can go to other top universities in China.

Jiang Shu looked at the results, did not say anything about his score, but smiled and praised me for my good performance in the exam and my extraordinary performance in mathematics.

Then I went to my sofa to play games. I guess I didn’t touch it for a year in the third year of high school.

I took a plate of strawberries and sat next to him to ask him something, but he was playing games vigorously and decided to wait for a while.

As I stuffed strawberries into my mouth, I asked him vaguely, “Do you want to eat?”?

Jiang Shu said, “Um,” and naturally opened his mouth to me, still staring at the screen of his mobile phone.

I picked up a strawberry, pulled the leaf off, then looked at the strawberry and the leaf in my hand, and put the leaf into his mouth maliciously. With a leaf in his mouth,

he slanted his head to look at me and raised his eyebrows?

I smiled at him. Blame me for not making it clear just now. In fact, what I asked was, do you eat strawberry leaves?

He laughed, too, and put the leaves in his mouth, chewed them and swallowed them. “Well, you eat strawberries, and I’ll eat strawberry leaves.”.

」…… Ah, here.

Your operation is more coquettish than in your game. Feeling ashamed of

myself, I went on to feed him strawberries. As a result, he was still playing games energetically after eating all the strawberries. He even looked at the empty plate and asked, “Can I eat any more?”?

Laughing to death, he ate almost all of the plate. When did he like strawberries so much?

I asked him kindly, “Can you stop playing games first?”?

He immediately put down his cell phone.

」…… Ah, here. Why don’t

you always play by the rules.

「…… Then you can’t eat any more.

He sighed regretfully.

“I took the opportunity to say,” I want to ask you a question.

Ask me what I got you for your birthday?

“He raised his lips.” You’ll know tomorrow.

“” Not this.. Which university are you going to go to?

“He was stupefied. After thinking for a long time, he replied,” A is big.

“Ah, here.”.

With my grades, I can’t touch the threshold of A, and even Jiang Shu can only go to the major with low scores.

I forced myself to be calm. “What are you going to university A for?”?

“Computer,” he replied, “the electronic information major of a University is very famous. Although my score is not enough for that major, a University has a policy of changing majors. As long as I pass the exam, I can go.

“” This.. This also too troublesome, I feel B is big very good, I plan to go, its computer major is quite good also. University

B’s computers are just so-so, but their medical school is very good.

I took a deep breath. Didn’t you say you wanted to be a doctor?

“Yes,” Jiang Shu stretched. “But didn’t you say it was very tiring and hard to be a doctor?

」「……」 Is this lifting a brick to drop on one’s own feet?

Regret is regret.

Boy, I was going to follow this topic to express my love, but I got the whole thing?

So is it really the default that our relationship will be automatically dissolved after the college entrance examination?

…… Why don’t I choose a university in the same city with him instead of going to B University?

That’s too obvious.

It’s like telling him I like him in disguise.

But it’s like he really doesn’t like me.

The more I think about it, the angrier I get. Why don’t

you speak?

Jiang Shu looked at me doubtfully. “You’d better go on playing your game,”

I said angrily.

He actually said, “Oh, all right.”.

Me:?

？

？

Fine?

I felt even worse. He was very nervous when I was a little unhappy before.

I cast my eyes on Jiang Shu.

His face was not as childish as it used to be, nor as soft as it used to be. His jaw line was clear and angular, and he looked a little sharp. When

he lowered his eyes to look at people, the emotions in his eyes were sometimes so hidden that no one could see them.

He’s grown up.

His world will get bigger and bigger.

It is impossible to give a lot of thoughts to people who may not be important at all in the future life.

Thank you. There’s a knife. B

ah! What are you thinking about.

I, Nicholas Lin Miao, dare to say that no matter how big Jiang Shu is, he is also a sand sculpture.

But this sand sculpture may be getting farther and farther away from me.

…… Ah, here.

Turns out, when you cut yourself, you can’t stop.

Today is my birthday, and I should be very happy.

But as a birthday girl, I have dark circles under my eyes and a decadent temperament.

Jiang Shu looked at me in surprise. “What’s the matter with you?”?

“Oh, who am I doing this for? Don’t you have any pressure in your heart?”?

Okay, he didn’t.

I sighed, “Last night I stayed up late to read the sadistic article, which made me feel uncomfortable all night.”.

“He asked with concern,”.. Is everything okay?

“I yawned.” It’s all right. I’ve recovered.

Some people, on the surface, say that they are all right, but secretly pour themselves wine when they celebrate their birthday at night.

Okay, that’s me.

In the end, I don’t know if I’m drunk or not.

If I’m drunk, I know exactly what I’m doing. If I’m not drunk, I don’t know why I did that.

Jiang Shu called out to me tentatively, “Miaomiao?”?

I turned to look at him a little dully?

He pinched my face gently. You’re drunk. Would you like to have a rest first?

I frowned and shook my head vigorously. Where’s the gift you promised me?

“I’ll give it to you when you sober up tomorrow,” he said helplessly. Why don’t

you go to wash up and then go to bed?

The tone was like coaxing a child.

That. Then Ben Baobao is not polite.

I grabbed his hand and looked at him pitifully. “Will you give yourself to me?”?

Drink to boost your courage, and sure enough.

He took my hand and chuckled, “Good.”.

At that moment, my heart seemed to explode with ten thousand fireworks, and then I realized that my parents and his parents were beside me.

Ok, he may just say it to them. After all, in their opinion, Jiang Shu and I are still boyfriend and girlfriend.

I suddenly collapsed and pulled back my hand. I went to wash up.

If I were completely awake, I’m afraid I would really wash up and go to bed sullenly wrapped in the quilt.

But after drinking, I changed into pajamas and lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling for a while, and then got out of bed again.

Walking to the living room, Chiang Shu was helping to clear the dining table. When he saw me, he asked, “Why don’t you go to bed?”? I can’t

sleep.

Then you can sit on the sofa and watch TV for a while, or play with your mobile phone for a while, and I’ll go to play with you when I’m finished. Do

you really treat me like a child?

Still play with me?

Hum, the mobile phone is not much more fun than you! I swear I do, but after drinking, my thoughts don’t seem to be in sync with my actions.

So I sat cross-legged on the sofa and looked up at Jiang Shu for a moment.

Until he cleaned up and washed his hands, came to me, sat down, raised his hands and rubbed my head.

I stared at him.

Perhaps because my expression looked dull, he held out a finger and waved it in front of me. “What is this?”?

」「……」 I didn’t answer him because I thought he was acting like a fool.

But my silence seemed to make him think I was silly, and he pointed at himself and asked, “Do you still recognize me?”?

」「……」 “Who are you?” I answered?

“He laughed.” I’m your boyfriend.

」…… But it’s a fake.

I said, I don’t have a boyfriend. Yes,

you are. Your name is Jiang Shu, and you are a super handsome guy.

“Me:” … … ” Boy, you are not modest at all.

I picked up his cell phone next to him. “I want to play games.”.

“He raised his eyebrows.” Which one do you want to play? The one

you always call. When

I logged on to his account, I wanted to make a call, but I accidentally clicked on the ranking.

I looked at him and he said, “It’s all right, you play first.”.

Then I was 0-4 in just three minutes.

He looked at me with his chin propped up. “I may be reported.”.

“I’m just a little slow after drinking,” I explained. He chuckled. “Okay, go on.”.

“I gave him my cell phone.” It’s not fun at all. No more fun.

Don’t be angry, I’ll call you back.

Under Jiang Shu’s operation, the record gradually became 10-4, and the teammates all sent question marks in the lower left corner, sighing as if they had changed people.

Okay, it’s just a new person.

Originally won immediately, Jiang Shu also killed crazy, see people on.

As a result, someone stole the house without paying attention. The sound of

his own crystal explosion was so unexpected that it made people suffer from myocardial infarction.

Jiang Shu looked at the big “failure” on the screen of his cell phone, and for a moment he was a little incredulous. “Damn, I don’t talk about martial arts.

I really wanted to laugh, but I comforted him kindly. My fault, I shouldn’t have clicked on the ranking.

“He grinned again.” Then how can you make it up to me?

」…… I will be polite, and you kick your nose in the face.

I also grinned, “Then I’ll give you another round?”?

“He nodded.” Yes.

“Me:” … … ” Why don’t you always follow the routine?

After that, I felt drunk again. I can’t remember what stupid things I said to Jiang Shu. It seems that I did a lot of things without telling him before. For example, I showed his parents what he said in the second year of non-mainstream middle school, and then laughed together. It

lasted until ten o’clock. Jiang Shu’s parents went back early, and my parents went upstairs to sleep.

Jiang Shu said helplessly, “It’s ten o’clock, ancestor.”.

“I’m still high because of the alcohol.” I want to sing.

“I whispered in his ear,” Let me tell you a secret. I sing very well.

“Jiang Shu also whispered back to me:” I also secretly tell you a secret, you can be like a little fool now.

“I stared at him disapprovingly.” You’re the fool.

Then he thought of something, and his thoughts seemed to drift far away. “I’m not a fool,” he said. “Don’t stop playing with me.

“Jiang Shu was stupefied and looked at me with a gentle expression.” Whatever you want to play, I will accompany you.

“” Really?

“I am very happy,” then you listen to me sing.

Then I sang for about an hour, out of tune, scribbling lyrics.

Probably tortured by my magic voice for an hour, Jiang Shu finally couldn’t stand it any more. His whole eyes looked pitiful. “Have you finished singing?”?

Go to sleep. I

almost added “I’m begging you.”.

I wouldn’t let him get what he wanted. “You can’t. It’s only eleven o’clock.”.

He stared at me. Staying up late makes you ugly.

“I won’t be ugly. I’m a fairy,” I said, leaning close to him. “I’ll tell you another secret. I can fly.

He was silent for a moment. Why don’t you fly and let me see?

Hearing this, I stood up, jumped onto the sofa, and looked down at him. Look, I’m flying.

」「……」 Jiang Shu is estimated to be shocked by my operation, staring at me, half a day did not recover.

I reached out my hand and waved it in front of his eyes?

He finally came to his senses, stood up, and seemed to take a deep breath.

You can only fly once?

Who said I could fly a lot.

I jumped on the sofa again.

He put his hands on my shoulders and turned up the corners of his lips. “You fly again?”?

I jumped again, only to find that I couldn’t get up under his pressure.

You let go of me.

“” Don’t let go.

I raised my hand to earn, and found that I couldn’t. Angrily, I lowered my head to bite his hand.

He didn’t seem to be aware of my intentions, nor did he hide. But

I didn’t want to bite him, and I didn’t try hard to get to his hand. Instead, I rubbed the saliva on the back of his hand.

「…… Did you just try to bite me?

Jiang Shu looked at the back of his hand, and his tone was somewhat strange. “So what?”

I snorted. “Why don’t you bite me too?”?

He looked at me for a long time, and his eyes made me feel as if he was really going to bite me.

I couldn’t help but take a step back?

I didn’t really bite you just now. After a while, he sighed.

Then the hand on my shoulder slowly moved down to hold my thigh.

He picked me up and went straight to my room, saying in a strong tone, “Be obedient and go to bed.”.

I don’t know why, but my voice is a little hoarse.

I held his shoulders and looked at his beautiful eyes, his high nose, and.. His lips were close at hand, moist and rosy.

Drunk and upwelling, let me feel dizzy, but at the same time, let the beast in my heart.

I leaned in and kissed him on the lips.

At that moment, I felt that I was promising. What happened

next?

The next day I lay in bed, thinking deeply about this problem, and my head was still aching.

Jiang Shu kissed me back?

Or were you scared enough to leave me on the bed?

I seem to have cried afterwards? What a terrible thing

this is.

Forget it. I’ve already kissed him. I’ve already thrown caution to the wind. There must be an end to everything.

Even if Jiang Shu avoids me or breaks up with me later, I will admit it.

Don’t you feel bad for a while! What’s the big deal! It’s not too bad to kiss anyway! I just have a headache and can’t remember what it feels like.

All right, blood deficiency.

I sat up from the bed, rubbed my temples and looked for my cell phone. It took me a long time to find that I probably left it in the living room yesterday.

I was about to get out of bed when Jiang Shu pushed the door and came in.

My breath stagnated. Pretend you don’t remember anything

now. Can you save it?

Are you awake?

He walked over to me, his expression showing no difference at all, and he handed me a cup of warm water. Does your head still hurt?

I began to wonder if I was just dreaming when I kissed him yesterday?

I took a deep breath, took the water and drank a few mouthfuls.

“He looked at me for a moment.” Don’t you have anything to ask?

I tightened my grip on the cup. Oh, yeah, where’s the birthday present you got me?

Didn’t you say you would give it to me today? When he

heard this, he said, It seems that you still remember what happened after you got drunk yesterday.

I put the cup back and pretended to be calm. Some things I remember, some I don’t.

“He laughed and said,” Do you remember when you kissed me?

is this so straightforward. So

I said bluntly, “I’ve laid my cards on the table. I like you, and I’ve been plotting against you. I couldn’t help myself yesterday.”.

Anyway, it’s like this. Just tell me what to do.

You’re welcome. I’m willing to be responsible for you.

He smiled more deeply and put his hands on my ears, as if he were holding me in his arms. “I give you two choices, either to be my real girlfriend or to let me kiss you back.”.

Do you think I’m stupid? Do

you still need to choose?

It must be the first one! But I wanted to be reserved, so I thought for a moment and said, “Let’s go first.”.

“Little fool,” he chuckled and raised his hand to rub my already messy hair even more.

Miaomiao, you are an adult. At this time, you should say, “I want everything.”.

His lips came up, first nibbling my lips, licking and kissing them, then prying open his teeth and wantonly entering my mouth to touch and entangle the tip of my tongue.

So that’s how it feels.

The heart is full of swelling, every inch of skin is longing for each other’s body temperature, unwilling to leave. In

a trance, I felt as if Jiang Shu had kissed me like this yesterday.

It’s just more jerky, more urgent, more reckless than it is today.

“Indistinct..” He loosened my lips and called my name, with tender feelings in his eyes.

I gasped slightly, “You..” Did you kiss back yesterday? Without the slightest hint of embarrassment,

he said with a smile, “Yes, you’ve taken the initiative. How can I be indifferent?”?

“He leaned closer and held my face in his hands.” If you feel you have lost, I’ll let you kiss me back?

“Me:” … … ” Boy, I didn’t expect you to be such a person. I always thought you were very innocent. Then

I asked, “Then why did I cry?”?

“He thought,” Maybe I pushed too hard and hurt you.

」…… What kind of words are these.

I nodded. “I get it. You’re a bad kisser.”.

He winked at me. Shall we practice again?

“Ah, it’s not impossible.”.

Wait, I have another question.

I raised my hand and pinched his face. “I haven’t asked you yet. Are you still going to a University?”?

I lied to you.

He grabbed my rebellious hand, squeezed it in the palm of my hand, and kissed it close to his lips. I’m going to express my love to you on your birthday. I’m going to give you a scare first and then a surprise.

this dog man.

Come to think of it, I made him very sad before, and I decided not to care about him.

I threw myself into his arms. “Did you already like me?”?

He put his arms around me and pressed his lips to my ear. Yes, I’ve been thinking about you for a long time.

If you hadn’t said no puppy love, you would have been mine.

“Ah, here.”.

If I had known what he was thinking, I would have kissed him.

It doesn’t have to wait until now.

Fortunately, it’s not too late.

We finally come together, do not have to go through the book of life and death parting, do not have to go through the dark plot in the book.

If you get what you want, everyone will be happy.

. Focus on not getting lost ~