What is the most frustrating moment in unrequited love?

I have a crush on the young man in our school, and he knows it.

When he went to the movies with other girls, he would ask me to come with him. They had a date, and in the middle of the night

, they called me to go to the hotel to deliver something to them.

Others scold me for licking dogs, but I am still willing to do my duty.

Until that day, I suddenly didn’t like him.

A big bad school grass Zhou Shen, likes to learn the elder sister Bai Shan. Once vigorously pursued the other

side, but was mercilessly rejected. After

Bai Shan graduated, Zhou Shen’s private life became extremely chaotic. Today I’m with this girl

, and tomorrow I’m with another girl.

But without exception, they all look a little like White Fir. When

Zhou Shen was a sophomore, he was followed by a girl named Lu Zhi.

Everyone has noticed her, not only because she looks like Bai Shan, but more importantly, she

has been around Zhou Shen for the longest time. Mention her, everybody’s evaluation to her is: How can there be the person that licks a dog so?

The girl who is called Lick Dog is me.

(1)

“Lu Zhi, I want to drink coke.”

“Good.” I nodded my head.

As soon as I got up, I heard him say, “She wants to drink, too.”

I looked over and saw him pointing to the girl he was holding in his arms.

“I see.”

I turned around and didn’t take two steps before I heard the sound of giggling behind me.

“Shit, is she so obedient?”

“Chou Shen, you can do it. What kind of magic soup did you give people?”

“Niu, Chou Shen, you are my father.”

I just paused and walked away from the sounds.

After a while, I walked back to the basketball court.

Zhou Shen just stopped. I went over and handed him two bottles of soda. Without saying anything, he

turned around and gave it to the girl who had just hugged him. All the boys around me looked at me with sympathy.

I got used to the sight and sat back to watch them play basketball.

Gradually, Zhou Shen and others were ready to leave, so I packed up my things and followed them

.

“The way is known.” Zhou Shen gave a cry.

I knew what he was going to do. I took out the lollipop in my bag and gave it to him. Just as the fork in the road

came, I separated from them. After

two steps, I looked back.

Zhou Shen peeled off the candy wrapper, touched the girl’s lips with the candy, then leaned over

and kissed her, and all the people around him made jokes.

I saw Zhou Shen look up at me, the corners of his mouth turned up and deepened the kiss. After

a kiss, he hugged the girl and walked on.

I watched them turn the corner and disappear, then moved their feet and went back to the dormitory.

(2)

“Hello?” I was reading a book when my cell phone suddenly rang. I saw the word “Chou Shen”

on the screen and picked up the phone.

“Lu Zhi, Li Hsueh and I didn’t bring that with us when we opened a room. You go and buy one for me.” Stunned, I looked at the time. It was already 9:40 pm. “Now?” I asked

.

“Forget it if it’s not convenient.” He made a gesture to hang up the phone.

“Where?” I asked him.

“× × Hotel 502 5.”

“I see.”

I put on my clothes and was about to go out when Meng Li, my childhood friend and best friend, called out to me, “Mouse

!”

“What’s the matter?” She opened her mouth and closed it again, and after repeating it several times, she sighed,

“I’ll accompany you.”

She quickly put on a dress and accompanied me out of the door.

Zhou Shen said that there was an express supermarket downstairs of the hotel. I went in and bought a box of that. Then

I went into the hotel with Meng Li. I went up to the fifth floor and found 5025. I knocked on the door. After a

while, Zhou Shen opened the door. He looked very impatient. His coat had been taken off.

He took it from my hand and closed the door. Didn’t say a word to me

the whole time.

“Hey, this dog!” Meng Li made a gesture to knock on the door and beat Zhou Shen.

I grabbed her hand and said, “Let’s go.” She stopped moving and went out with me. While I was

waiting for the bus, I was sitting on a stone pier beside me. Meng Li stood in front of me and asked me,

“Mouse, you know..”

“Lily, forget it.” I interrupted her, and she said no more, sighed

, and touched my head.

(3)

One of Zhou Shen’s friends, Gu Qu, fell in love with my roommate Zhao Lin and went to KTV on the

weekend.

But my roommate was the only girl in the group, and she asked me if I could

accompany her.

I thought about it and agreed. When

Gu Qu came to pick up Zhao Lin on the weekend, he was stunned to see me, and then reported a friendly

smile.

I sat in the front and let the young couple sit in the back.

Soon we arrived at the KTV. When I

got off the bus, I found that a lot of people had gathered at the door. Zhou Shen was tall and handsome

. He belonged to the type you could see at first sight in the crowd.

A group of people looked over here, laughing and laughing, and saw that my laughter was even louder. Some

of them said, “She even followed me here. Isn’t that too licking?” The sound of. Zhao Lin pulled my hand, full of regret.

I patted her hand to show that it was all right.

A group of people into the KTV, into the box Zhao Lin sat on the edge of Gu Qu.

I was sitting on the edge, and someone asked me if I wanted to drink, and I refused.

The atmosphere was very good, everyone was talking and laughing, and occasionally there was a song with a broken voice, which made

everyone laugh.

I sat looking at Zhou Shen in the middle. His

hair hung down to cover the white space between his eyebrows, he had been drunk a lot, he was a

little drunk now, his face was a little confused, there was a small mole on the right side of his nose, and the dark blue

light hit his face.

He looks more and more like that man.

(4)

When it was over, everyone scattered.

Zhou Shen was obviously drunk and unconscious, walking around, and the boy

holding him was also a little nervous.

I followed and watched Chou Shen hit the wall for the third time. His forehead was obviously red. I

quickly went over and said to the boy, “I’ll do it.”

“Huh?”? OK The boy looked at me and gave me Zhou Shen. Everyone else has a “I get it” look.

I carefully held Zhou Shen with another boy.

Anyhow, I went out. Zhou Shen’s friend was bargaining with the taxi driver. I held

Zhou Shen in the back. Looking at the front, it was obvious that I couldn’t agree. The boy who was holding

with me also went to help. As soon as

the boy left, I was the only one holding Zhou Shen, and Zhou Shen put most of his body weight

on me, and I barely stood firm.

I looked up at Zhou Shen, whose medium-length hair covered his sharp eyebrows and eyes, showing that he was very soft at

this time. There was a red patch in the middle of his forehead, which he probably hit just now. After looking at it for a while,

I couldn’t help but reach out and touch the swelling and the

mole next to his nose.

A gust of cold wind blew my brain awake, I looked at Zhou Shen, and then bowed his head with a wry

smile. It was made clear

earlier that Zhou Shen and his party opened the hotel

after taking three taxis. I went back to school with Zhao Lin and Gu Qu, who was worried about her.

I handed Zhou Shen to his friend and turned to get in the car.

I opened the window and looked at the scenery along the road with my hands propped up. Behind me, Gu Qu and Zhao Lin were laughing and

playing.

The cold wind blows me, but it can’t wake me up any more.

Song yuanshan, I miss you so much.

(5)

I lived the life of a “licking dog” in the words of others, only to find that I was already a junior. Zhou Shen’s reputation grew louder and louder, and at the same time, it also brought my reputation.

The days are fleeting.

May Day came in a twinkling of an eye. I packed my luggage and went back to my hometown, C city, with Meng Li.

Dad came to the station very early and took Meng Li and me home. My family and Meng Li’s family are neighbors, and the two families are separated by a three-meter road.

Meng Li got out of the car. His parents thanked my father and asked him to go to dinner. My father smiled and refused, saying that it was ready at home.

Opening the door and looking at the familiar home, I always feel that I can smell a smell of home.

In the afternoon, my father and friends went fishing. I helped my mother water the flowers at home. My mother was very interested in flowers and plants. There were many different kinds of flowers and plants on the balcony.

As I watered, I chatted with my mother, who suddenly mentioned my black history in high school, which made me want to dig out three rooms and one hall with my toes on the ground.

Speaking of it, thanks to Teacher Sung, hey. I don’t know where Teacher Song is now. She sighed.

My whole person is stupefied in place, maintaining the action of watering, but my thoughts have reached the Atlantic Ocean. “My flower!” My mother shouted and grabbed the kettle from my hand. I looked down and saw

that it was because I watered too much, which caused the newly arrived flowers to be somewhat decadent

.

The mother waved her hand and said, “Go, go, go.” And then kicked me out of the balcony.

I went back to my room and lay on the bed staring at the ceiling for a long time.

(6)

I went back to school after the holiday.

Zhou Shen came to me uncharacteristically and asked me if I wanted to go to the movies.

I was stunned for a moment and looked up at him before I said I agreed. I didn’t know

until Saturday that he had asked me out.

He put his arm around a girl I hadn’t seen, took two seat tickets, and handed me another

one. When I

entered the cinema, I knew that their seats were connected to the edge of the

row in front of me, and I sat behind them. When the lights

went out and the movie started, I heard two people in front of me flirting and kissing

. Because Zhou Shen was sitting diagonally in front of me, I even saw him reach

into the girl’s clothes.

I sighed and looked up at the big screen. The movie is a love story, consisting of several short stories, some of which are very interesting and some of

which are barely satisfactory. When

I watched it, the story of love between brother and sister was coming to an end, and I entered the next story.

It talks about the love between teachers and students, the woman likes the man, the man also likes the woman, but

because of the teachers and students, the love between two people can be described as tortuous and complicated.

It ends six years later, in a classroom, with no students but

a bespectacled man marking papers in front of the podium.

“Teacher.” As soon as the camera turned to the door of the classroom, a girl dressed in beautiful clothes came

into the classroom and stood beside the man.

“What’s the matter?” The man asked softly with a smile.

“I like you.” She hugged the man.

“I like you too.” The man hugged the girl back.

Then the finale moved on to the next story.

But I couldn’t come to my senses for a long time.

I think of a man who has neither long nor short hair, wears thin-framed glasses,

likes to wear white shirts and blue trousers, and can always smell a faint smell of Chinese medicine near him.

(7)

When I went back, I followed the two men in a trance.

“Oops.” I looked over and found that Zhou Shen had fallen down, and the girl was trying to help him up.

I looked at the two men numbly for a while, until Zhou Shen looked up and I saw a wound on his eyebrow that was bleeding, and then I came to my senses.

I went over and picked up Zhou Shen with the girl, and I felt a little flustered for no reason.

“Go back, a little wound.”

“No!” I refuted his words for the first time. I looked up at Zhou Shen, and Zhou Shen looked at me. After a while, he put his head aside and said, “Yes.”

We went to a nearby clinic, and I didn’t expect that a small wound would need stitches.

When I saw Zhou Shen again, I realized that my panic was not without reason. There was a scar about three centimeters long on

his eyebrow, which made him a little angry.

He was very different from the man in his memory.

“He doesn’t look much like Sung yuan-shan.” These are the only words in my mind for a moment.

“Why don’t you go?” Zhou Shen looked at me impatiently.

“Huh?”? Uh For the first time, I turned away without a trace of nostalgia. (8)

First I took two steps, then I ran.

I ran for a long time until I was too tired to move my legs.

I found myself on a bridge with people coming and going. The

summer evening breeze was comfortable and cool, and I put my hands on the guardrail and realized one

thing.

No one will be exactly like Song yuanshan. I buried my

head in my arms, and for a moment I didn’t know how I felt. I

don’t know how long it was before a call came in. I clicked on it and found it was Meng Li. I got through

and said, “Hello.”

Hello? Oh, mouse, I was scared to death. I went to the playground for a walk and saw Chou Shen

coming back. I waited here and there for you not to come back. I thought you had been robbed.

“I’ll be back in a minute.”

“Where are you now, Qiaodou Gunny?”

“Uh..” Here at Chongfeng Bridge. What’s wrong? I went to the map to see the name

of the bridge.

“Wait for me. I’m not far from you. I’m ***ing afraid you’ll really meet an accident. I’ll come out to look for you in my

slippers.” “Good.” I was amused and turned to see a man on the other side of the bridge.

I can’t tell whether it’s reality or illusion.

He was wearing a white shirt and blue trousers, and he was no different from the person I remembered.

He went to the bridge, and I ran in his direction to the bridge on this side.

Also do not know where the strength, obviously just feet have no consciousness, but now is still

struggling to chase the man.

Running to the bridge, I was about to go to him when a group of women dressed in pink

came to me, each holding a fan in his hand.

He disappeared into the crowd, and I was impatient. As soon as the word “Song” came out of my mouth, I saw that the man seemed

to have telepathy and turned to look at me.

He wore the same thin frame glasses all the year round, gentle eyebrows and eyes, a small mole on

his high nose, and then smiled at me. The

familiar smile made me want to cry for a moment.

“Mouse!” Meng Li’s voice came from over there. I looked back and she came to me with her slippers

.

Lily! I I responded with a smile, pointing to the direction of Song yuanshan for her to see, only to find

that he had disappeared.

“What’s the matter?” “I, I just saw Song yuanshan.” I wanted to run after her, but Meng Li grabbed her

arm.

“Go back first.”

“I, I really..” I stopped.

I suddenly thought, could it be just my imagination?

(9)

When I was 16, I was a sophomore in high school.

Because of my poor foundation and love of reading Mary Sue romance novels, my grades have fallen sharply, and my name is always on the bottom

of the list.

My father felt that this could not go on, and it happened that the family had made some money in business, so he

hired a tutor for me. Can

I agree?

Specifies that you cannot.

School life is tiring enough, and I have to hire a tutor to deprive me of my leisure time.

So I ran, I ran, I went through the window.

On a sunny afternoon, I was pulled home by my father’s ears, holding

the unopened “Overbearing Prince and Iceberg Princess” in my arms.

Also on that day, I met Song yuanshan for the first time.

He sat on the sofa in a flowery shirt and black trousers, holding my mother’s tea in his hand, and smiled gently when he saw me. At that time,

however, I was in a rebellious period, and I was deeply poisoned by Mary Sue novels. My view of choosing a spouse was that the overbearing and handsome man who would knock me on the wall and say to me, “Woman, you can’t escape,” sniffed at Song yuanshan’s type and was very disdainful.

“Che.”

I forgot that my ear was still in my old father’s hand. As soon as I finished cutting, my father’s hand suddenly increased in strength, and I almost knelt down to beg for mercy.

Pain, pain, pain! Dad, daddy, gently, gently..

“Teacher Sung, I’m sorry to make you laugh.” My father let go of his hand and walked towards Song yuanshan.

Song yuanshan stood up, bowed slightly and shook hands with my father.

“Come here!” My father turned his head and scolded me fiercely, then turned his head and looked at Song yuanshan with a smile. For the first time,

I know that my father changed his face so quickly.

I stepped forward and said reluctantly, “Please take care of Mr. Song in the future.”

“Please take care of me.” Song yuanshan said with a smile. The sun fell on his face through the window, and both he and the sun were very gentle.

(10)

Song yuanshan is recommended by my father’s friend. He will come to

help me from 10 o’clock to 3 o’clock in the afternoon on Saturday and Sunday. During

this period, I did not give up and had a friendly conversation with my mother.

“Song yuan-shan has just graduated from university and is young and knowledgeable. What

else do you want to say?”.

“Mom, it’s not for me that I don’t go to cram school. It’s for you.”

“Oh?” My old mother glanced at me and said, “Tell me about it.”

“I’m doing it for the sake of this family. Teacher Sung’s tuition fees are certainly not cheap.

Didn’t I save a lot of money for this family by not doing it?”.

“I know. I’ll have to discuss this with my 18-year-old boyfriend.”

“Huh?”? Where did you get an 18-year-old boyfriend? Can my father agree to this? I

look confused.

“I’m not, so there’s no discussion on this.” She stood up and went back to her room. Before she left

, she said softly, “If you say more, I will deduct

your pocket money.”

Leave me alone to draw a circle in the same place. (11)

This is how my tutoring career began. On the first day when

Song yuanshan helped me make up lessons, he asked me a few questions

about basic knowledge.

I was very confident at the beginning, but later I felt more guilty.

At this time, Meng Li should poke me in the head and scold me for being stupid.

But Song yuanshan didn’t say anything. He quickly wrote down a lot of things in his notebook, and then

pushed me in front of him and asked me to look at them first. When I

saw something I didn’t understand, Song yuanshan told me what

to do in detail.

I seriously doubt he’s a mind reader.

But I don’t hate it.

With his help, my grades have really improved a lot.

My parents are also very happy, which is reflected in the fact that when Song yuanshan came, they were as enthusiastic as the leaders who came to inspect the cadres

in the countryside. I didn’t even know them.

“Oi, get a glass of water for Teacher Sung.”

“Xiao Zhi, bring an apple to Teacher Song.” “Xiao Zhi, I just bought bread. Go and bring it to Teacher Song.”

I looked at the bread that was not my turn to eat, and I thought to myself: Who am I? Where

am I? Song yuanshan is their own.

I took the bread and went into the room.

Young heart may only be a moment.

For example, Song yuan-shan, who had heard the noise, raised his head and looked at me at the door. He smiled

and said in a very gentle tone, “Are you back?”

“Huh?”? Ah Uh

I looked down at a loss because I felt my heart beat faster.

(12)

“Why?!” I was lying on my desk in a rage.

“You ask me?” Meng Li glanced at me with a popsicle in her mouth.

“Hey..” I sighed. “I just couldn’t figure it out. I should

be used to seeing him every day. Why did I suddenly become moved at that time?”

“I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I’m young.” Meng Li asked again, “What are you going to

do now?”? Tell your aunt that you have a crush on Song yuanshan and ask her to fire him?

How is that possible? I’m going to say that I’m afraid my mother will kick me

out of the house because I desecrated Song yuanshan. “Well, I think that’s only 20% of the reason, and the rest is probably because you don’t want to give up, is it?”

“I, I, like, really..”

“Are you going to confess?”

I sat up and looked at Meng Li. Song yuanshan always gave me one. How can I say that? That’s him He

is smiling at you, but you feel as if you are far away from him. Oh, I don’t know

how to describe it.

“Cold?”

“It smells a little bit.”

“Don’t get too involved.” She patted me on the head.

“Mmm.”

(13)

In the second semester of the second year of high school, I accidentally learned about Song yuanshan’s birthday.

Yeah, that’s right.

I flatter myself to give Song yuanshan a birthday gift.

But I pondered for a long time and observed a lot, but I didn’t see what Song yuanshan liked.

He seems to like everything, and he seems to like nothing. That beats me.

So I decided that asking myself was more reliable than anything else.

“Teacher Song.”

“Well, what’s wrong?”

“Does Mr. Sung have anything he likes?”

He was stupefied for a moment and raised his glasses. “Why do you suddenly ask that?”

“Just, just suddenly. Yes, suddenly.” I stumbled for a while, and then

I wanted to beat myself to death.

Song yuanshan looked out of the window and did not speak for a moment.

I thought to myself that my question was too abrupt, and just as I was about to say forget it, I heard Song yuan-shan say

, “Fireflies.”

“Huh?”

“I prefer fireflies.” He smiled at me.

When I saw him, there seemed to be some nostalgia in his eyes.

I thought to myself: Good!

(14) Fart. Easier

said than done. After living

in C city for so long, I haven’t seen fireflies at all. What

can I do.

While I was thinking hard, my classmate told me that he had

seen fireflies in the back hill of the school.

I’m grateful.

It is said that the hill behind the school is actually a small hillside, and it takes ten minutes to climb to

the top of the hill. Meng Li and

I stayed there for three days and finally saw fireflies on the fourth day.

The day after tomorrow is Sunday, and it is also Song yuanshan’s birthday.

The next day he came to help me make up lessons, and my stupid brain finally remembered it.

“Teacher Sung, are you free tomorrow evening?”

“Well, what’s wrong?” He answered quickly.

“I want to ask you to go somewhere.”

“Yes.” He was stupefied and nodded. I am a little strange, according to reason, the birthday is not accompanied by someone? But

I also think that maybe Song yuanshan’s parents are not in C city.

As a result, I was very happy to catch a cold the next day.

I looked out of the window at the rain.

I really want to curse.

“Do you still want to go?” Song yuanshan asked me softly.

“Go.” I cleaned up and talked to my mother and went out.

Mother looked at me very worried, so she took Song yuanshan’s hand and told him carefully for a

while. Song yuanshan and

I went out with umbrellas and went to the back hill of the school. Song yuanshan didn’t ask me where I was going

all the way.

Fortunately, the rain in the sky almost stopped when we got to the back hill.

But the fireflies were gone.

“Teacher Sung, can you wait with me for a while?” I sniffed.

“Good.”

After a while, because of the cold, my brain began to become confused and a little sleepy

. When I was thinking about how to apologize to Song yuanshan, a firefly floated slowly past my eyes

.

I suddenly came to the spirit. Teacher

Song! Teacher Song! Firefly, Achoo. I happily pointed to the firefly

.

“I see.” He looked at me with a smile and walked over to me and looked at the firefly.

I also looked over and saw one bright spot after another, like stars in the night sky.

I turned to look at Song yuanshan, he looked at the firefly, with nostalgia and love in his eyes,

smiling at the corners of his mouth, the whole person is super gentle, at this moment, I feel really close to him.

I covered my little heart. On the way

back, I slipped

and fell down because I saw the beauty and filled up with excitement. The skin was broken and bleeding

directly. I was speechless and choked. Bo Meiren smiled and made so many

things for herself.

Song yuanshan saw me limping, probably causing secondary injury to myself, so he

carried me on his back.

I suddenly thought it was worth it again.

Damn it! This damn beauty. I lay on his back and smelled the faint smell of Chinese medicine on his body. I felt very relieved and

sleepy.

“Happy birthday, Miss Song.” With that, he could not resist the sleepiness and fell asleep.

I remember he seemed to respond to me, but he didn’t.

(15)

The end of the second month of the first semester of Senior Three.

Song yuanshan helped me make up lessons, and then handed me a notebook, which recorded a

lot of things in detail.

“Lu Zhi, come on.”

“Mmm.” I was so happy with my notebook. When I

sent him out, he suddenly raised his hand and touched my head. First

I froze, then I bubbled with joy.

He opened the door, turned to me and said softly, “Goodbye, Lu Zhi.”

“Goodbye, Miss Song.” At that time, I looked at the back of his departure and suddenly had a bad

feeling, but I couldn’t say what it was.

I suppressed my uneasiness and thought I would see you next week anyway.

As a result, I never saw him again. (16)

I don’t go to see Zhou Shen anymore.

Of course, maybe it’s because I’ve been Zhou Shen’s licking dog for a long time. When I

go to the canteen, I always meet some people who ask me why I don’t stay behind Zhou Shen.

I usually ignore them, and when Meng Li and I are tired of listening together, she will scold,

“It’s none of your business.” There are

also a lot of people who will laugh and say that I want to refuse to rest, and in a few days I will run back to Zhou Shen

and become a licking dog.

Then it was a week, two weeks, a month.

Everyone has changed from watching jokes before to discussing what Zhou Shen did now.

Zhao Lin would also secretly ask me if I wanted to go with Zhou Shen when they got together.

I smiled and shook my head.

In the past, when Zhou Shen licked the dog, if I didn’t look for Zhou Shen, I could hardly see him anywhere except the playground

.

I didn’t expect that I could see him everywhere after I was out of line. With different girls,

he would occasionally look at me, I would smile and nod to him, and

he would shake his head and ignore me. Then I stopped saying hello to him and saw him as if I hadn’t seen him.

As a result, instead of looking for someone, someone came to me.

(17)

Meng Li and I went downstairs together and met Zhou Shen on the roadside of the dormitory building.

He crouched on the edge of the lawn, expressionless, and with the scar on his eyebrows, he looked very fierce

.

I thought he was waiting for a girl, so I passed by him with Meng Li.

As a result, he opened his mouth and said, “The way knows..”

“Call me?” I first looked at Meng Li with a puzzled look on my face, and then I turned

to look at him when I saw Meng Li nodding.

“What’s the matter?”

“You..” He paused for a moment and then said, “It’s all right.”

“Oh.” He said so, so I left directly with Meng Li.

The next day. Meng Li

and I met him squatting on the edge of the lawn when we went to the canteen.

“The Way Knows..” He opened his mouth faintly. “What’s the matter?” My face was full of doubts.

“It’s okay..” Day

three, day four, day five..

I felt a trace of fear, and every time I passed Zhou Shen, he called me with a slightly dark look in his eyes

and a weak voice. I

asked him if he was all right, and he said no.

“I didn’t know he was sick..” I asked Meng

Li very seriously in the dormitory.

Meng Li had a slightly complicated look in her eyes and said, “Do you know now?”

“I thought you were joking when you called him sick.”

“I didn’t think it was true, did I?”

“Mmm.” I nodded my approval.

(18)

I stayed in the dormitory for a few days and asked Meng Li to bring me meals these days.

I thought to myself, this is not the way to solve the problem.

Meng Li said that I hadn’t seen Zhou Shen for two days, so I decided to go downstairs with Meng Li. Unexpectedly, as soon as I went downstairs, I saw Zhou Shen squatting there again.

To tell you the truth, I was scared.

I took a deep breath and walked up to him. “Chou Shen, are you really all right?”

“I’m fine.” He stood up, looked at me, and said, “I just have a question

for you.”

“You ask.” I thought you should have said it earlier.

“I..” He hesitated for a moment. “Have I scarred and become ugly?”

「…… Nothing I’m telling the truth.

“So, how did you..” He scratched his head.

“What’s wrong with me?”

“Why don’t you come after me?”

It took me a long time to find my own voice, “Huh?”

“I asked why you didn’t come after me?” He looked a little angry, but

he repeated it.

“Don’t you like me?”

“Yes, I don’t like you, but, but, so..” After talking for a long time, he finally

became angry and said, “Forget it!” I couldn’t figure it out in the same place.

(19)

Instinctively, I sensed something was wrong.

For example, this is the sixth time I have met Zhou Shen in the canteen in the past few days. He forced a bottle of milk into my hand

on

the grounds that his sister didn’t like it, and turned away without listening to me.

I turned to look at Meng Li, who also looked at me with a headache. I have an idea in my

mind.

“Lily, he doesn’t like me, does he?”

“It seems to be..”

“Why?” I thought about it for a long time, but I didn’t come up with a reason.

Maybe.. He’s a bitch. Meng Li thought for a long time and came to this conclusion.

(20)

I don’t know where Zhou Shen got my news.

From that day on, as soon as I left the dormitory, I could see him anywhere, and

then I was forced to accept his things: sometimes sugar, sometimes biscuits, sometimes

drinks. I told him I didn’t need it, but he went his own way.

I didn’t have the heart to throw those things away, probably because Zhou Shen’s eyebrows and eyes were somewhat like

Song yuanshan’s.

I took it back to my roommate to benefit the dormitory. So I

spent a semester like this. Zhou Shen and

I are still the man of A, but we just changed our roles. When

I asked Meng Li what to do for the Nth time.

Meng Li sighed and said, “Mouse, if you really can’t, you can try it with Chou Shen.”

(21)

In the second half of my junior year, on the 100th anniversary of the founding of the university next door, many activities were carried out, and

the door was open to everyone. Meng Li and

I thought about it and wanted to go and see it. I saw a lot of people as

soon as I entered the door.

There are all kinds of stalls selling everything. When Meng Li and I joined in the fun, we were

stuffed with a lot of paper printed with WeChat QR Code.

We both looked at each other and smiled helplessly. I

even saw a homemade haunted house. Of course, it’s pretty scary to say it’s homemade. After

being scared, I wandered around with Meng Li with mineral water. The further the

school goes, the more deserted it is.

Looking at other people’s schools is a kind of freshness. They are all schools.

I lowered my head and fiddled with the small toy in my hand. Meng Li suddenly stopped.

I was surprised to see her looking ahead.

I thought, is there Meng Li’s ex-boyfriend in this school? He followed her line

of sight with curiosity.

Magnolia trees spread their branches, white flowers moved with the wind, emitting a faint fragrance

, and a man stood under the tree. With

black hair and a pair of thin glasses on his high nose, he looked up quietly

at the white magnolia.

Perhaps noticing our line of sight, he looked at us, also with a little surprise. The

familiar face made my eyes red, and it was a long time before I heard my choking

voice.

“Song yuanshan..”

(22) I have imagined meeting Song yuanshan in many places.

He may be alone, or he may have a girlfriend, or he may have his

children with him.

I thought I couldn’t let him see me when we really met.

I pretended to be surprised, as if I had seen a friend I hadn’t seen for a long time.

I laughed and joked, “I haven’t seen you for a long time, Mr. Song. How have you been recently?”

I thought about thousands of possibilities, but when I really met him, I realized that what I thought

before was bullshit.

What decent, what surprise, what smile, are all false.

I watched Song yuanshan coming to me, and for a moment I didn’t know whether I was in reality or

in illusion.

He walked up in front of me, a meter away from me, and called me in his usual gentle voice, “The way

knows.”

I subconsciously covered my mouth and wanted to smile, but my eyes could not help but burst into tears

. The first reaction of

my brain is that I don’t look good today.

He was standing in front of me in a white shirt and blue pants, just like he remembered, and

I could touch him as soon as I reached out.

He laughed quietly as if nothing had happened. (23)

Mice. Mice! Meng Li shook my shoulder hard. Only then did

I realize that I had just slapped

the air cushion on my face without any rules, and my face was now a little horrible.

I put down the air cushion and looked at Meng Li.

Meng Li also looked at me. For a long time, she drew two pieces of paper from the paper on the table and gave them to me.

I’m in tears.

I took the paper and wiped my face at random. There was no one in

the dormitory. Neither of us spoke. The whole dormitory was quiet. Occasionally, I could

hear the sound of sniffing.

I stopped crying, and Meng Li gently encircled me and patted me on the back. “Go take off your makeup

and go to bed.”

“Mmm.” I nodded, took off my makeup, went to bed and looked at the ceiling.

I just met Song yuanshan.

This time the body is faster than brain, my brain did not think about what I want to do, the body first

step, reached out to hold Meng Li and ran away.

Yeah, I ran. In the middle of the run, I looked back devilishly.

Song yuanshan opened and closed his mouth as if he had said something. I didn’t understand it

at that time, but now I recall that he seemed to say “I’m sorry.”.

You have to ask me, why do I even recall this?

I can’t answer it.

Maybe it’s because his lips are rosy and he looks easy to kiss?

(24)

Color first.

I admit that I am very useless. I secretly went to see Song yuanshan again

this weekend.

Of course I didn’t see it. Only after

inquiring about it did I know that Song yuanshan was not at school except for classes.

I’m a little unhappy.

Unexpectedly, just out of the school gate, I saw Song yuanshan across the road.

I was stunned for a moment and quickly turned around and picked up the mirror in my bag. Well, the makeup is OK, and the hair is smooth.

Turn around and look again, Song yuanshan has come over. He had three or four books in his

hand, and the wind blew up the hem of his shirt. He seemed to have just run

, and he was breathing heavily. Although it was a little suppressed, I still recognized it.

“Song, Teacher Song..” I pulled out a smile and pretended to be calm.

“Lu Zhi, why are you here?”

Me? Me, I’m passing by. I unnaturally pushed the broken hair hanging on my face behind my ears

.

He looked at me with a smile, as if he could see that I was lying. I’m so

embarrassed that I can dig a villa on the ground with my toes.

“Me? I’ll go first.” I covered my face and ran away.

On the other side of the road, I realized why I was so guilty. I didn’t do

anything guilty.

I was so upset that I didn’t pay attention to the front, and I hit someone.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”

You’re ***ing blind.. The way knows? The man who was hit called my name.

I thought the voice sounded a little familiar, and I looked up and saw that it was Zhou Shen. “What are you doing here?” He scratched his head.

“I’m passing by.” I hope he doesn’t ask.

He really didn’t ask any more questions.

“Your hair is out of place.”

“Huh?” I turned around and found that Song yuanshan was still standing at the school gate looking at me, and was about to

pull out the mirror from his bag, but Zhou Shen raised his hand to help me.

I froze for a moment and quickly backed away. “Thank you.”

“It’s all right.” His hands hung awkwardly in the air. “I’ll buy you milk tea.”

“No need.” I didn’t know how to face him, and I felt a little guilty, so

I said, “I’ll go first.”

I didn’t see Zhou Shen and Song yuanshan looking at each other for a while behind me.

(25)

Meng Li was very incomprehensible to my behavior, which was manifested in the

fact that she rolled her eyes at me.

I served him tea and didn’t dare to speak.

She took a drink from the cup and put it back. After a moment’s silence,

she pounded the table and shouted, “Lu Zhi!” It scared me a lot.

“Lily..” I tugged ingratiatingly at her sleeve.

“Let go.” She shook off my hand and looked at me and sighed.

In the end, she said, “No one can decide what you do, but you have to be very clear

.”. If you choose, don’t regret it.

“Mmm.” What

my husband said is reasonable. Oops.

Okay, she’s finished untying herself.

(26)

I have inquired.

Song yuanshan has no object.

But just in case, I made a careful plan.

Of course, I fell asleep within three words of the memo. When I was wandering around the school

with Meng Li, I heard someone say that there was a new teacher in the school who looked

good.

“If only Song yuan-shan had been better.” Meng Li looked at me in silence. “I suspect that Song yuanshan has lowered his head for you.”

Meng Li said she wanted to go to the library, and I went with her. I

didn’t expect to see Song yuanshan at the gate of the library.

“Lily, are we at the wrong school?”

“No.” She hesitated for a moment and said, “Mouse, are you sure Song yuanshan isn’t a witch

?”

I don’t think so.. “”. ” I looked at Song yuan-shan and said, not quite sure, “Teacher Song

?” Song yuanshan and

I were about ten meters apart, and my own voice was relatively low, so when

I saw Song yuanshan quickly turn his head to look at me, I grabbed Meng Li and said, “It’s over,

Lily, you may be right.”

“The way is known.” Song yuanshan smiled and called my name softly. The voice

drifted into my ears with the wind, and I was a little elated.

“Lily, did you hear that?”

“I’m not deaf..” Meng Li pulled me over. I’m

kind of glad I didn’t dress badly today.

“Teacher Song.” Meng Li said hello.

“Hello.” Song yuanshan nodded. I took a deep breath, suppressed my excitement, and asked, “Why

is Mr. Song here?”

“I’ll take classes here afterwards.”

“Really?!”

Meng Li pinched my arm, and it hurt me to realize that I was too loud

just now.

“Mmm.” He nodded. “Do you want to read?”

“Yes.”

“Come along.”

“Yes.”

(27)

We sat together and read. Adhering to the policy of observing the nose,

Meng Li ignored me.

I symbolically took a book to read and glanced up at Song yuanshan every two minutes.

Then

I looked at Meng Li and wiped the saliva from my mouth with a tissue.

You fell asleep just now, and your head was still tilted, and you ended up leaning on Song yuanshan’s shoulder. Then someone said they had classes in the afternoon, so they put your head back on the table and left.

Lily.. Why didn’t you wake me up? I want to cry without tears.

Do you think I didn’t say that? I just broke your head back a little from Song yuanshan’s shoulder. Boy, you went back again. What should I do? Sung yuan-shan says it’s up to you, and I’m up to you.

“It’s over, I’m over.” I have the heart to die.

Meng Li patted me on the shoulder and said softly, “Don’t worry, I won’t. I won’t tell you that your saliva has spilled on someone’s shoulder.”

（28）

Recently, the hot topic in the school is nothing more than Zhou Shen’s haircut, which is not simply a short haircut, but a direct shave.

I knew that Zhou Shen shaved his head on a bright afternoon, and I took Meng Li through the library for the third time, intentionally or unintentionally. When

Song yuanshan was giving up his plan to go back, he saw a group of people coming all the way.

As they came against the light, I didn’t see the faces clearly.

I pulled Meng Li aside to avoid them, not expecting someone to call me, “Lu Zhi.” Only then did I turn around and look over, surprised for a moment. “Chou Shen.” In the

past, Chou Shen’s long hair covered the blank space between his eyebrows and eyes, and he looked a little

gentle. Now Chou Shen has a ruffian look on his face, especially with a

shaved “X” above his left ear, which makes him look particularly difficult to mess with.

But it also makes people feel that there is a different kind of charm, and girls are more fascinated by this kind of Zhou

Shen.

So he was surrounded by a group of girls, and the girls

looked at me more or less angrily.

Embarrassed, I said, “Chou Shen, did you get a haircut?”

His face stiffened slightly. “I’ve had it cut for a week.”

“Oh, is it?” I didn’t know what to say, and he didn’t answer. I

scratched my head and continued, “I’ll go first.”

“Lu Zhi!” He stopped me, walked in front of me, motioned for me to reach out, and handed

me a bag of big white rabbit milk candy.

I was stupefied, quickly came to my senses, and quickly grabbed the toffee back to

him before his hand left. Now

he was stunned.

“I don’t like very sweet food. Thank you. I’ll go first.” I thanked him and pulled Meng Li

away. Zhou Shen looked at me for a long time

behind him.

“Ah Shen, I love to eat white rabbits.” A girl beside him smiled and hugged Zhou Shen’s arm.

Zhou Shen looked down at the girl, who was wearing a low-cut dress today.

Zhou Shen smiled, pulled out his arm, walked forward, passed the trash can, and threw the big white rabbit in.

(29)

It was on a rainy night that I saw Song yuanshan again. The weather in

summer is always unpredictable.

I had something to buy at the last minute. Although it was getting dark, cicadas were chirping outside. I thought it would only take a while. As soon as I came back, it began to rain, and it was getting heavier and heavier.

I ran to the eaves of a temporary shelter for a while, but stayed for a while to see that the rain was not small, and there was no supermarket around me.

To cheer myself up, I took a deep breath and was pulled by my wrist when I was ready to rush, but because I was too aggressive, he pulled me into his arms with a difficult spin. Just as I was

about to retreat, I smelled the faint smell of medicine. So I stopped trying to quit and stayed motionless in the man’s arms

, even trying to reach out and put my arms around his waist.

“Ahem, the way is known.” I didn’t leave his arms until the man coughed lightly.

“Teacher Sung, why are you?” I pretended to be surprised.

He chuckled and touched my head.

***, good intentions.

No, just touch your head. What’s the matter with you. I patted myself on the head to try to wake myself

up.

“Teacher Sung, why are you here?” I tidied up my mood and looked at Song yuanshan

with a smile.

“Passing by.” He pushed his glasses and looked natural.

“That’s quite a coincidence.” I think I did the right thing coming out today.

I suddenly remembered when I was in high school. It seemed to be a rainy day at that time.

“I’ll take you with me.” Song yuanshan said.

“Yes.” I ran under his umbrella and walked back to school with him. The

rain was very heavy, and the sound of falling on the umbrella was very loud, but I only heard

my heartbeat at this time. From time to time, I glanced at Song yuanshan beside me.

Bony fingers held the handle of the umbrella, and I noticed that his left shoulder

was wet. I looked up and saw that the umbrella was leaning towards me.

I hesitated for a moment and leaned over to him. He paused and looked down at me. I looked

up at him with a smile.

He shook his head helplessly with a smile and took the umbrella back a little.

(30)

Song yuanshan sent me to the dormitory downstairs. Seeing the splashes of water on his glasses,

I took out a pack of tissues from my pocket and gave them to him. Then

I said goodbye to him with a smile and ran back to the dormitory, full of youthful vitality.

By the way, she pulled Meng Li aside and told me in detail what had just happened.

Meng Li listened for a while and then asked, “Have you been dating Song yuanshan?”

「…… No.

At that moment, I suddenly woke up from a dream, suddenly realized, beat my chest and stamped my feet, and then lost my

vitality.

“Doesn’t he like me?” I asked.

“Not necessarily.” Meng Li replied. “Does he like me?”

“Not necessarily.”

“Is he playing with my emotions?” I started talking nonsense.

“Well..” Not necessarily. Meng Li rubbed her chin and said so.

So both of them were silent.

(31)

I got rid of the temptation of beauty and woke up for a short time.

Sober, but not quite. After

struggling with love and not love for a few days, I saw Song yuanshan

again on campus a few days later, and I put all those thoughts behind me.

Song yuanshan likes to wear shirts and jeans, but without exception, he will not tuck his shirt

into his jeans.

This time it was different. He tucked his shirt into his pants, and I shamefully noticed that his hips

were very upturned.

I covered my mouth for fear that I would make a strange noise.

“What’s the matter?” Song yuanshan looked puzzled. “No, nothing.” I took a deep breath and shook my head, shaking my dirty thoughts out of

my head.

In this way, I am LSP, but I also know that I am not like

this to others.

“The way is known.” Song yuanshan called me softly.

“Huh?” My blurry vision suddenly sobered up, and I realized that I had just stared at Song

yuanshan’s face in a daze. I pulled my hair a little affectedly and said, “Teacher Song is out of class

.”

“Mmm.” He smiled and nodded. Silently,

I licked my upper teeth with my tongue, counted eight teeth, and grinned

with what I thought was a perfect smile.

“Can I buy you a drink?” He took out a bottle of milk from his bag.

“Yes.” I was overjoyed to take the milk, and I wanted to keep my image,

so I lowered my head. Only then did

I notice that Song yuanshan’s right hand was holding the thumb of his left hand restlessly.

I didn’t take it too seriously, immersed in joy, unable to find the north, south, east and west, until my wrist

was suddenly grabbed.

“Who are you?” Angry voices rang out in my ears. Angry,

I turned to look at him. “Chou Shen, let go.” He didn’t listen to me, but stared at Song yuanshan viciously. His strength increased, and when

I ate the pain, the milk in my hand fell to the ground.

I watched the milk fall on the ground and roll around twice, and there was some damage outside.

“Let go.” Song yuanshan came over and grabbed Zhou Shen’s hand, looking unhappy.

Three people formed a very strange picture.

“This is Teacher Song.” I say.

“Oh?”? Is it? Zhou Shen finally released my hand, but his tone was indescrib

ably frivolous.

My hands were relieved and I quickly picked up the milk.

“Are you all right?” Song yuanshan asked softly.

“It’s all right, it’s all right. It’ll be all right in a few days.” My wrist has become red, accompanied

by swelling and pain, so I have to gently rub my wrist with my other hand to get a little relief.

“I’m not dead yet, and you’re looking for a concubine?” Zhou Shen said.

I was speechless. “Chou Shen, do I have anything to do with you?”

“You..” With a stiff expression on his face, he paused and said, “Did you

forget that you were chasing me?”? I now give you the opportunity to associate with me. When

he said the first sentence, I was startled and turned to look at Song yuanshan. Seeing that he had no

expression, I was relieved at first, and then a little sad. I sighed. “I don’t need your chance.”

Chou Shen squinted menacingly at me. “Say it again!”

“Ah Shen ~ ~” a girl threw herself into Chou Shen’s arms.

Chou Shen was stupefied, looking at the girl in his arms and frowning. “Who are you?” “You were walking

with me just now,” the

girl said in a sweet voice, without any change in her expression.

Zhou Shen frowned and probably remembered. Seeing this,

I pulled Song yuanshan away.

(32)

I have some regrets, although no one saw me pulling Song yuanshan, but I still condemned

my impulsive behavior.

I loosened Song yuanshan’s hand and saw him clench his fist and cough around his mouth, and there were

two abnormal blushes on his white face.

I thought to myself, did I walk too fast to avoid Zhou Shen?

the Beginning of Autumn has passed, the weather is not as hot as summer, now occasionally a breeze, Song yuanshan’s

clothes were blown on his body, outlined his thin figure.

“Teacher Sung, are you sick?” I’m a little unsure. “Cough! Cough! No!” He managed to stop coughing. “I caught a cold

last night.”

But I just feel that he is a little strange, and I can’t say exactly.

He turned his face away and whispered, “I’ll go first.”

ah.. OK I nodded my head.

His steps were somewhat hurried and flustered, and I felt a little uneasy for no reason.

(33)

White Fir is back. I was on my way back to the dormitory when I

knew the news.

Last semester, my favorite hot and sour rice noodle in our canteen was closed because my aunt was

ill in hospital. Today, I suddenly heard that my aunt was well and came back to open the door.

As a fanatic of aunt’s hot and sour rice noodle, I took the lead and became the first

diner when aunt opened the door.

I noticed a lot of people around me looking at me, but I had experienced it before, so I didn’t take

it seriously. He greeted his

aunt excitedly and found a seat with his hot and sour rice noodle.

Aunt may not have cooked for some time, put too much pepper, a mouthful down I choked

tears.

I reached out to wipe my tears, but I didn’t expect that my hands were inadvertently stained with chili oil, which added fuel to the fire.

Lily, paper, paper! help！」 I couldn’t keep my eyes open, so I asked Meng Li for help in a panic.

Meng Li handed me the paper. I wiped my tears and covered my eyes with the paper for a while before I recovered. Before I could take out the mirror to see what I looked like at this time, I saw a group of girls suddenly gathered around me, which startled me.

The leading girl reached out and took my hand, with tears in her eyes. “Senior sister, I didn’t expect you.” “Well, we are all girls, and we understand your sorrow.”

“Huh?” I was stunned by the words, “What are you talking about?”

“You can rest assured that we are now your strongest backing.” Then he nodded back to the other girls.

The other girls nodded and looked at me firmly.

“No, I..”

“Then let’s go first. Don’t be too sad, senior.” Then he hugged me, and then a group of people walked away vigorously.

“Lily, what happened?” I turned to look at Meng Li.

“I don’t know.” Meng Li was also a little stupefied. She turned to me and asked, “Are you still eating?” “Don’t eat it.” I looked at the hot and sour rice noodle with some reluctance, but still left

with Meng Li.

(34)

On the way back to the dormitory, my eyes were still swollen, but I could open them and see things

clearly.

Good scar forgot to ache, then more think more sad, pull Meng Li to decide to go back to eat that bowl

of hot and sour rice noodle.

Meng Li thought I was a little out of my mind and said no.

Just as I was about to beat Meng Li to death, I tripped myself and fell

in front of a girl.

“Are you okay?” The girl’s voice was sweet and soft, and she helped me up.

I patted the dust on my body and said it was okay.

“Your eyes are swollen.” The girl asked softly.

“Ah, there was an accident.” I really don’t want to tell

my unworthy story.

“Here you are.” The girl handed me a pack of wet wipes. “It’s better to put it on.”

“Thank you.” I was a little surprised and moved.

“You’re welcome.” She smiled. Girls wear white skirts with delicate faces, which have a unique freshness and refinement. In a flash,

I thought of a person’s name, “White Fir.”

“You know me?” The girl looked at me with some doubts.

Meng Li covered her face and didn’t want to look at me. I called her name out.

“I..” I’m looking for a reason.

Meng Li suddenly pulled my sleeve and motioned me to look ahead.

Before I looked up, I heard a familiar voice.

“White Fir.” Zhou Shen’s tone was gentle, and he came over and saw me stiff for a moment, but

he quickly recovered his expression.

“Xiao Shen.”

Zhou Shen walked over to her and looked at me. I saw his hanging hand clenched, suspecting that he

might have disturbed him.

“Thank you. I’ll go first.” I thanked Meng Li and left.

“The way is known.” Zhou Shen suddenly stopped me, which made me embarrassed.

“What’s the matter?”

You.. Forget it He looked at me with deep eyes. “Then I’ll go first.” People say it’s all Right. Why am I still standing here.

“You know each other?” I heard the soft voice of the white cedar behind me.

“Mmm.” “Let’s go,” said Chou Shen. The tone is very gentle.

“Good.”

I looked back and saw Zhou Shen and Bai Shan leaving side by side.

I’m a little choked. There is a big difference in

treatment. But thanks to this, otherwise I thought Zhou Shen really liked me

.

(35)

“Ah Chi.” Bai Shan looked at me tenderly.

“Ah, ah?” I sat opposite her and was stunned when I heard the name.

“Can I call you that?”

“Ah, yes, yes.” At a loss, I took a sip of lemonade

from the table.

“Do you like sour drinks?” She gave a gentle smile.

“Mmm.” “That’s right.” Then she did not speak again, but looked at me.

I lowered my head and sipped the lemon juice in my hand, and I was very embarrassed.

Zhou Shen found his favorite, and I thought it was over. Five days after I thought

it was, Bai Shan found me and said he wanted to have dinner with me.

I refused, but I refused the first time, can not refuse a beautiful woman one after another invitation

, and finally I agreed.

During this period, Bai Shan has been chatting with me, asking me if this is delicious, if that is OK, and

has been looking at me with eyes that I can’t see what it means. If

I didn’t know myself, I would think that Bai Shan took a fancy to me.

“Do you think that’s possible?” I rubbed my chin.

Meng Li looked at me and rolled her eyes.

Seeing her mouth open, I quickly said, “OK, I understand, I know.”

“Where is Teacher Sung?” Meng Li tidied up the wrinkles on the mask and asked me. My

face crumbled and I bent over the desk. “I haven’t seen Miss Song for a long time.” Don’t

you have his phone number? Why don’t you just call and ask and find out?

I picked up my cell phone and opened the address book. I looked at the first “AAA Song yuanshan” in the address book and sighed

. I clicked on the name and looked at the phone number that I had memorized thoroughly. I hesitated

for a long time and withdrew.

“Forget it. It’s ten o’clock. Song yuanshan is probably asleep.” How do you know he must be asleep if you

don’t call? Besides, “Meng Li looked at the mirror and brushed her hair twice.” Do you dare to fight in the daytime? ”

I, of course, dare.. “”. ” I sat up to protest, but the voice became smaller and smaller, and the momentum became less and less.

Meng Li, with quick eyes and quick hands, grabbed my cell phone, clicked on the address book and called Song yuanshan.

“Lily, don’t..” That is to say, I also reached back, but I did not hang up, looking at the phone, but until it automatically hung up Song yuanshan did not answer. It is false to

say that I am not sad, but I have already built up my heart, and I have taken two deep breaths to see it. I

locked the screen and went to wash my face. I was in the middle of rubbing the foam on my face when I heard my cell phone ringing.

“Mouse, phone!”

“Lily, I’m washing my face. Please take it and bring it to me.” I rubbed my face and spoke a little less clearly.

“Here you are.” When I heard this, I looked up, the foam on my face was half flushed, and Meng Li put her cell phone to my ear.

“Hello?” I’m a little impatient. “The way is known.” The familiar voice rang from my cell phone, and I opened my eyes.

(36)

I feel like I’m going blind when I open my eyes without rinsing the foam.

My eyes hurt terribly, and I said in a panic, “Miss Song, I, please wait for me

.” I quickly lowered my head and washed my face in the pool.

“Take your time. I won’t hang up.” Song yuanshan said gently.

As a result, I was even more flustered and almost gave myself a bath.

I paced twice in place, exhaled, picked up my cell phone and went out of the dormitory door.

I carefully put my cell phone to my ear, but I didn’t hear any sound. My heart

sank: Did I spend too much time?

Hello? Teacher Sung? I hesitated to ask aloud.

“Mmm.” He replied to me almost instantaneously. I was so happy that I

forgot to speak.

“Did something happen?” Song yuanshan asked softly.

“Ah, nothing.” Then I thought, isn’t this the end of my conversation?

No, I have something to do. Me, that, this..

Lying without a draft leads to stuttering and incoherent speech. “Cough..” Two slight coughs came from the other side of the phone.

I was stunned and asked, “Teacher Song, haven’t you recovered from your cold yet?”

“Mmm.” He suppressed his cough, and I thought I heard him chuckle, “It

‘s a little worse.” Is it

really all right? Have you been to the hospital?

“It’s all right.” In turn, he comforted me, “It’s really all right.”. Don’t worry too much.

“Cousin..”

Suddenly I heard the female voice on the other end of the phone, which was melodious and indescribably familiar

.

“Lu Zhi, I’ll hang up first.” Song yuan-shan added, “You know, go to bed early and have

a good night.”

“Good night.” I nodded, watched the phone on the screen hang up, and then put away the

phone into the dormitory.

Lying down on the bed for a long time, I suddenly remembered.

That’s the voice of the white cedar!

(37)

a sleepless night. The next day, I went to class with two black eyes. As soon as I left the classroom

after class, I was pulled by someone. I looked down at the white, soft

and boneless hands, and then looked up at the man.

“Ah Chi.” She is full of smiles, and she is so beautiful.

“What’s the matter?” I was in a trance for a moment, lowered my head and reached out to rub my temples.

“I need to talk to you.” She glanced at Meng Li beside me.

I turned to look at Meng Li, who understood what I meant, said, “Come back early to catch up on

sleep,” and left. After

Meng Li left, I looked at Bai Shan with mixed feelings, because I didn’t know

what she was going to do now.

“What’s the matter?”

“I want to talk to you about my cousin.” She added, “My cousin

‘s name is Song yuanshan.”

“Good.”

She was surprised at my alacrity, but did not ask again.

“Ah Chi, let’s talk while walking.”

“Mmm.” I nodded my head. “The way is known!” When we went downstairs, a man came hurriedly and took my

hand and pulled me away without caring about 3721.

Zhao Lin? What’s wrong? I looked at her puzzled.

“It’s urgent!” She didn’t say what the emergency was.

I saw that she was really anxious, so I turned to Bai Shan and said, “Let’s talk

next time.”

She smiled, nodded and waved.

You may not believe it, but I saw the shadow of Song yuanshan for a moment.

(38)

Zhao Lin hurriedly pulled me into a taxi, told the driver the name of

a KTV, and asked the driver to drive a little faster.

I thought the name of this KTV sounded familiar, and I didn’t realize that I had been here until I got to the destination. It was here that I accompanied Zhao Lin

last time. I haven’t been here for

a while, and I still feel like a lifetime ago.

As soon as I entered the door, I saw a group of people standing in the hall. When I heard the noise, they all looked up at me.

It was a little scary, and I stopped immediately.

“Sister Lu, you’re here.” A boy rushed over and took my hand. I looked at the boy and the monk and couldn’t figure it out. It took me a long time to remember that he

had been following Zhou Shen all the time.

So I was even more confused. Before

I finished, Zhao Lin took my hand to a box and asked me to

go in. I

refused, and when I turned to go, a group of people blocked the way out, please.

I frowned and went in, secretly turning on the phone recording at the same time. The light in the

box was dim, and there was a long time ago MV on the screen, and then I saw the man sitting

in the middle.

He seemed to look at me as soon as I entered the door, and his eyes were full of turbulent emotions

at this time.

“The way is known.” His voice was hoarse and he reached out to beckon me over. Instinctively,

I felt something was wrong, so I didn’t do it. I stepped back and

stood back in the doorway.

He looked at me and suddenly stood up and came over.

I smelled a strong smell of alcohol, but his face didn’t look like he was drunk.

“I like you.” He said.

I was stunned for a while, just for a while. I looked at him as if he was very serious, but I couldn’t help laughing.

“Chou Shen, do you really know who I am now?”

“I know.” He closed his eyes and looked at me. His eyes were clear. “I like

you,” he said.

“You’re drunk.” I shook my head and pushed the door open.

He pressed the door from behind me and encircled me in his arms.

I could neither advance nor retreat, so I had to look up at him.

He looked down at me, too, and buried his head in my shoulder socket.

“The Way Knows..” He gave a sigh.

“Chou Shen, what exactly do you want to do?” I was puzzled.

“I..” He took my hand in one and rubbed it. “I really..”

“What about the white cedar?”

“She..” Zhou Shen didn’t answer after all.

“What is your love?”

When he stopped talking, I took the opportunity to break free and step back, pushing the door open with my back and walking away. Zhou Shen didn’t stop me, but after I walked for a while, I heard a roar and a crackling

sound.

I paused and left without looking back.

(39)

Bai Shan asked me to meet him, and we met at school. She said she wanted to take me somewhere, and

I agreed.

I really didn’t expect them to have a shuttle bus, and the car is not cheap.

The driver opened the door for me thoughtfully, and I was

not used to experiencing such a high-level treatment for the first time. I arrived at my destination when I

was about to fall asleep.

I rubbed my eyes and got out. He

looked at the big house in front of him and was lost in thought. The garden of this

house is very beautiful, and there are some sculptures of rabbits.

“Let’s go.”

I followed Bai Shan into the house, and a servant called Miss Bai Shan.

I thought about it quickly and came to the conclusion that Song yuanshan might be a rich woman, no, Fu

Gong. But if he had money, why would he come to my house as a tutor?

“Ah Chi.” Bai Shan waved on the stairs, and I followed him upstairs. When she

reached the third floor, she stopped, pointed to a room inside, and said somewhat mysteriously

, “Go in and have a look. There is my cousin’s secret.”

“Song yuanshan’s secret?”

“Yes.”

“Is it not good for me to go in?”

“Don’t worry, it must be good.” She gave me a push from behind.

I did a good job of building my heart, pushed the door open and went in.

Wow.

So dark.

I saw a glimmer of light through the opposite side, about the window, and I went there in the dark,

as if I had knocked down a lot of things along the way.

I opened the curtains and the sun fell on the floor of the room through the window.

I turned to look at the room and froze.

This room? Oh, no. It’s more of a studio than a room. I took two steps forward, crouched down to pick up the easel I had just knocked down, and picked up

the painting. The girl in the

painting is laughing, laughing a little loud, her eyes are clear and smart, her hair

is slightly curled, and the light of fireflies shines on her side face, making her look

shining.

Looking at the face that was almost the same as mine, I was a little stunned. I stood up and looked at the other

paintings on the easel.

Without exception, they are all me, some are doing funny things, some are acting like a spoiled child with their parents, some are laughing

, and some are frowning.

I looked at the signature “Distant Mountain” in the lower right corner, and my vision became blurred.

I don’t know how long it took me to go out of the door, and Bai Shan was sitting on the sofa downstairs waiting for me.

“I want to see Song yuanshan.” I just want to see Song yuanshan at the moment.

“Then go.”

Bai Shan took me to a road on foot.

It may be near evening, and there are few pedestrians on this road.

Bai Shan told me to go straight along this road and I could see Song yuanshan.

I thanked him and walked forward. The wind made me feel comfortable and relaxed.

I walked for a while and finally found Song yuanshan at the end. Dressed in black, he turned his back to me and leaned his hand against the guardrail to see the scenery.

“Song yuanshan.” My voice is very soft.

He stiffened and jerked his head back.

“You can’t get rid of a cold with a draught.” I stepped over to him.

Song yuanshan will always remember that evening when the breeze was just right, the girl called his name

softly.

He looked back, as if by magic, the street lamp behind the girl started

from the first one, and quickly spread backward one by one. The warm yellow light shone on her body, and

the girl was as beautiful as if she had come out of a painting.

(40)

Out of the classroom, I stretched.

“I heard that Song yuan-shan is going to resign?” Meng Li asked.

“Huh?”? Is it? With a vita lemon tea straw in my mouth, I mumbled

, “It’s okay. I can find him now.”

“By the way, haven’t you made any progress with Song yuan-shan?”

“I can’t help it. He won’t touch it.” I sigh.

“What kind of quote is that?”

“Huh?” I realized that my speech was a little ambiguous, and it was easy for people to daydream. I quickly explained, “Oh, no, literally. He was one meter away from me and wouldn’t let me approach him at all.”

“This is the legend that once a person has confidence, he begins to be shameless.” Meng Li looked at me sideways, glanced up and down, and then nodded seriously.

“Hmm?” I feel there is a connotation.

“The way is known.” Zhou Shen did not know when he appeared in front of us. He was black and haggard. He leaned against the wall and looked at me lazily.

“Hmm?” I tilted my head to look at him.

“You..” “I have something to tell you,” he said with a sudden laugh.

“Then say it here.” I shook the vitamin lemon tea in my hand, and when I heard the sound was empty, I threw it into the trash can next to it.

“I won’t do anything more to you.” He lowered his eyelids with an indescribable pity.

“Why is that?” I rubbed my goose-pimpled arms together, looked at him and sighed. “Where do you want to go for the last time I trust you?” I asked.

“I want to go to the playground bleachers.” There seems to be a sudden light in his eyes. I don’t know if it’s my illusion.

“Good.” As the sun

set, Zhou Shen and I went to the stands. There were many people running and chatting on the playground.

I clasped my arms on the railing, and Zhou Shen looked at the playground with his hands on the railing. He didn’t speak for

a long time. I frowned and was about to ask him what he was doing when he finally spoke.

“This is where I first saw you.” I was stunned and looked down at the basketball court in the direction of his finger.

Chou Shen continued, I remember you were wearing a white skirt and had a Daisy hairpin on your head. You were talking to Meng Li and didn’t notice me. I think this girl is too much like Bai Shan, but the next second you laugh without paying attention to the image, and the image is destroyed in an instant.

Come to think of it, it seems to have been less than two weeks since I entered school.

“Then you changed your character and started chasing me for no reason. Although I was very happy to be more like Bai Shan, I didn’t know what kind of medicine you were selling, but I still didn’t agree. I didn’t expect that you would persevere and become my licking dog.”

He stopped talking and asked me calmly, “Lu Zhi, do you see someone through me?” Startled,

I looked at him and didn’t know what to say.

“Is that Song yuanshan?” He said lightly.

“You..” He cut me off, “How do I know?”

He raised his eyebrow. “When I hurt my eyebrow, I realized something was wrong.” He looked up at the

sky. “You don’t talk to other boys very much, except Song yuanshan.”. And it’s only

around that Soong that I can see your heartless appearance

when I first saw you.

“So there is such a big difference in attitude between me and others, is it because you want to see me become what I used to be

?” I asked with some uncertainty.

“Guess what?” He took out a lollipop from his pocket and stuffed it into his mouth.

“You know all about it. Why did you chase me during that time?” I broke the silence

.

“Fun?” He smiled indifferently.

“Aren’t you angry that I treat you like someone else?”

“What is there to be angry about? Am I not the same?”

“Do you really like me?” I looked at him seriously.

He turned to look at me and suddenly stepped towards me.

He stopped beside me, reached out his hand and rubbed my head fiercely. “Of course I lied to you,” he said with a chuckle

. “Only a fool like you would believe that.”

And then passed me by. (41)

Although the Beginning of Autumn has passed, the weather is still a little muggy. I was surprised to see a pond behind Song yuanshan

‘s house.

The pond is well maintained and full of lotus pods.

I walked back to the house.

“Teacher Sung, can I pick your lotus pods?”

Sung yuan-shan was reading a book in the hall when he heard this. He moved the book away and looked at me. He put his hand to his glasses

and said, “Yes, but Lu Zhi, don’t you want to go to class?”

“I don’t have class today.” I shrugged my shoulders and turned to run back to the pond.

I clasped my hands together and said “I’m sorry” to the lotus pod and reached out to take it off.

The lotus pods are still green now. I took out the lotus seeds and put them in my mouth. They are slightly sweet but not bitter.

I looked at the pond full of lotus pods, thinking that if I didn’t pick them, they might not be as delicious

as they are now, so I started to pick them, but the weather was not good, and it was raining at this time

. Just as I was

about to go back, I suddenly moved my mind and stopped to pick.

After a while, I felt the shadow overhead and turned my head to see Song yuanshan in gray home

clothes.

“Why don’t you go back when it rains?” He draped the blanket over me. “I’m going back now.” I smiled.

“On purpose?” He shook his head and laughed helplessly.

“Where is it?” Seeing through my mind, I was not embarrassed and stood under his umbrella

and walked back with him.

(42)

Song yuanshan is really strange.

Had it not been for Bai Shan, I might not have known that he liked me for a long time, but what is more strange

is that now I know that he likes me, he is still not with me.

When I chased him fiercely, he just smiled and touched my head without speaking.

I graduated in a twinkling of an eye, and I didn’t catch up with Song yuanshan.

Bai Shan showed me the way. She said, “Why do you think cousin didn’t promise

you?”

“Why?”

“Does cousin cough a lot?” She said.

I nodded my head.

“Cousin, he’s dying.” She patted me on the shoulder.

“Nonsense.” “Have I ever lied to you?”

I was stunned and didn’t react for a long time.

“Lu Zhi?”? The way knows? Song yuanshan called me.

“Song yuanshan..” I tugged at the corner of Song yuanshan’s coat and said, “You..” As soon as

I said a word, I couldn’t go on, and tears flowed down.

I had thought that Song yuanshan might be ill, but I had never thought that Song yuanshan would die.

“What’s the matter?” Song yuanshan crouched down and looked at me nervously.

To my surprise, seeing that I didn’t answer, Song yuanshan actually hugged me. As

I smelled the Chinese medicine on his body, I felt more and more sad and cried out of breath.

“What’s the matter?” He asked, patting me on the back.

“Do you want to fall in love with me?” I suddenly feel that this scene is

one of the few opportunities.

Sung yuan-shan paused and gave a low laugh. “Good.”

“Huh?” So simple? Now I’m stunned.

“Can you stop crying now?”

“Mmm.” I drew back my tears and said, “Song yuanshan, I will remember you

even if you die.” “Huh?” Song yuanshan is confused. Just as

I was about to say, “You’re still lying to me,” I saw the white fir at the door smiling very

heartily.

I realized that I had been cheated.

“You promised me, right?” I’m not sure. He promised too soon.

“Mmm.” He touched my head and said, “I thought about it a long time ago.”

From the beginning of Song yuanshan’s memory, his mother took him to find his father. A group of shirtless people threw cards on the table

in

a smoky and extremely noisy place for playing cards.

Song yuanshan was afraid and trotted forward two steps to catch his mother’s clothes, but received

his mother’s indifferent eyes.

She looked around and saw the man she was looking for, leaving Song yuanshan behind and striding forward.

After a while, the crowd over there made a noise. Song yuanshan ran over and saw his parents

quarreling. They quarreled fiercely and soon started fighting. A group of people around him did not

mean to stop the fight. It seemed that they had seen many such scenes.

Young Song yuanshan stayed in place at a loss, some people whispered on the side, and some

people looked at Song yuanshan with sympathy. Song yuanshan clenched his fingers uneasily.

The parents went home angrily after quarreling, and no one took Song yuanshan with them.

Song yuanshan returned home by memory, opened the door and heard a violent

quarrel.

Later, Song yuanshan also got used to such scenes. My parents divorced when I was

seven.

His father, who loved gambling, did not forget to steal the money that his mother had worked hard to save

for more than half a year even if he divorced.

Song yuanshan in court watching two people accused of how hard they are, but also feel that Song yuanshan

is a drag oil bottle, no one wants Song yuanshan.

But in the end, Song yuanshan was awarded to his mother.

Song yuanshan will always remember his mother’s disgusting eyes that day.

After that, her mother also fell in love with drinking and scolded Song yuanshan after drinking.

On one occasion, he drove Song yuanshan out of the house and ordered him to stay at the door.

Song yuanshan is also really silly to stay in the doorway, rain in the middle of the night, Song yuanshan rain also dare not

move. The next day, he had a fever and caught a cold, and his mother looked on coldly, which made Song yuanshan’s illness more

serious.

Finally, when Song yuanshan felt that he was going to die, his mother gave him two packages of Chinese medicine.

Song yuanshan forced his body to boil the medicine before he recovered, but his body still collapsed, and then he had to drink the medicine every two or three days.

Song yuanshan escaped twice and was sent back by kind-hearted people. His mother smiled and said thank you to them, saying that the child was not sensible.

Closing the door, the mother’s eyes suddenly changed, picked up the side of the bamboo and whipped Song yuanshan.

Song yuanshan cried out in pain, but his mother covered his mouth. His mother rode on Song yuanshan and beat him while ordering him not to shout. When

his mother was tired and went back to her room to sleep, it took Song yuanshan a long time to get up from the ground and walk back to his room with difficulty. It was cold

in late autumn. As soon as Song yuanshan entered the room in his thin clothes, a gust of wind blew. He shivered with cold. He went to the window and was about to close it when he saw something flickering towards him.

Song yuanshan reached out and grabbed the thing, carefully opened his palm street stall and found that it was a firefly, Song yuanshan hurriedly found the glass bottle in the room and put the firefly in. Song yuanshan looked at the fireflies for a long time

that night and laughed out loud for a long time.

The next day, when Song yuanshan came back from school, the house was unusually quiet. Song yuanshan felt uneasy and opened the door. Nothing seemed to have changed in

my room, except that the glass bottle on the table was broken on the floor.

Song yuanshan walked over and looked at the glass bottle. A dark species looked out of place in a pile of transparent fragments. Song yuanshan crouched down and looked at the firefly that had already lost its life for a long time.

“It’s just a broken worm.” Mother did not know when to stand at the door of the room and said in a disdainful tone.

Song yuanshan stood up, his feet were numb, he stretched his legs, and swept the firefly and the glass fragments into the trash can. In

junior high school, his mother took Song yuanshan to find his father. Song yuanshan still remembered that the man slowly opened the door, full of alcohol, and still had unfinished beer in his hand.

Mother left her behind, Song yuanshan did not know why she did not follow her mother, but stood in place watching her mother’s back gradually disappear.

The father looked at him with confused eyes, drunk and laughing. It was a long time before he came over. “Distant mountains, hiccup..” As soon as he took a step, he stumbled and rushed to Song yuanshan.

Song yuanshan flashed aside and dodged the possible embrace.

His father fell to the ground, but still looked at him with a smile and called him, “Distant Mountain.”

Song yuanshan frowned and helped him into the sofa in the room, which was in chaos, with wine bottles, cigarette ash and garbage everywhere on the ground. Song yuanshan looked at it for a while and then left.

When he got home, his mother was having dinner, and when she saw him, she was not surprised at all. She only said

blandly, “Do you still know to come back?”

“Mmm.” Song yuanshan nodded and went back to his room. Not long

after that, the news of his father’s death spread.

When Song yuanshan heard the news, his heart was calm.

On the contrary, it was the mother who laughed very happily as she drank the wine, and tears

fell down as she laughed. When I graduated from

university, my tutor introduced me to a job as a tutor.

Song yuanshan did not have any requirements for work, as long as he could make money, he went to the address given by his tutor on the weekend

. The family who

hired the tutor was particularly enthusiastic about him and said apologetically that their children had run out again.

Song yuanshan doesn’t know when to start smiling every day, but it does make

his work and life easier.

The door opened with a bang, and Sung yuan-shan turned to look. A middle-aged man came in with

a little girl in his arms.

The little girl was very good-looking, her eyes were full of unconvinced, and she held the book with a colorful cover

tightly in her hand.

Later, it was her father who took forcible measures, and the little girl reluctantly came to greet herself. When I was

making up lessons, I found that although the little girl had little basic knowledge, she was not stupid, and she remembered some things after saying them once.

The little girl loves to laugh. Every time she makes up a missed lesson, she can hear her unbridled laughter. Sometimes she will be tearful because she sees the sadistic scenes in the novel. Often at this time, Song yuanshan will have a strange feeling in his heart, and he can’t say anything specifically.

Suddenly one day, the little girl asked Song yuanshan what he liked.

Song yuanshan was a little strange and asked her what was wrong, but the little girl did not say why.

Song yuanshan looked at the little girl shaking her head for a reason, and the light behind her flashed with the shaking of her head. He looked out of the window and suddenly remembered the firefly several years ago, and told the little girl that he liked fireflies. A

few days later, the little girl asked her if she could go somewhere with her.

Song yuanshan froze for a moment and agreed.

The next day, when there was a light rain, Song yuanshan looked at the little girl with sniffles and tears in front of her eyes and asked if she was still going.

The little girl said firmly, “Go.”

Song yuanshan thought it was probably a very important thing.

Followed the little girl around to a hill, Song yuanshan some strange, the heart suddenly had an idea. After the

little girl caught a cold, her voice was a little soft and waxy. She asked Song yuanshan if she could accompany her for a while. Song yuanshan wanted to come, so naturally she had to accompany her.

The little girl’s strength came up, her eyes narrowed, and she was not very sober. Just

as Song yuanshan was about to say whether to go back or not, he saw the little girl suddenly get excited and shout “fireflies.”. Song yuanshan, who

confirmed the idea, answered and walked towards the little girl, standing beside her and looking at the fireflies, with some inexplicable feelings in his heart. On the way

back, the little girl fell down. Song yuanshan looked at the little girl’s grinning appearance. His body reacted first. When his brain reacted, he had already carried the little girl on his back for a while.

The little girl was saying something in a daze, and Song yuanshan stopped and finally heard it clearly. “Happy birthday, Miss Song,”

she said.

Song yuanshan then remembered that today is his birthday, has never had a birthday, has forgotten this day.

Song yuanshan suddenly laughed and said, “Thank you, Lu Zhi.”

At the gathering of roommates, Song yuanshan listened to several of them chatting and talked about the topic he liked. Song yuanshan suddenly realized that his feelings for the little girl is like, once again to make up lessons for the little girl

, Song yuanshan looked at her for a long time, and finally made a decision.

He’s leaving.

He doesn’t think he’s good enough for a little girl. After parting

with the little girl’s family, Song yuanshan lived step by step, but always

felt a little empty.

Until one day, a group of strangers knocked on his door.

Song yuanshan knew that his mother had a special status and was the son of a rich family. Song yuanshan didn’t want to know

the twists and turns.

Mother gave herself a house to make up for herself.

Song yuanshan originally did not want, the mind suddenly came up with the appearance of the little girl, or accepted

.

Song yuanshan takes care of the house according to the girl’s preferences.

One day, a girl came in. Her name was Bai Shan. She said she came to see her cousin, whom she

had never seen before.

Later, I learned that she had come to stay out of the limelight.

Song yuanshan looked at Bai Shan’s somewhat similar appearance to the little girl and agreed. In a chat, I had no intention of knowing that the little girl was studying in a University. Song yuanshan thought for a long

time and thought for a long time, but he still couldn’t resist the selfish desire in his heart and went to interview

the university next door to the little girl.

Song yuanshan secretly looked at the little girl far away like a pervert, but the little girl didn’t

find herself.

Because of this, Song yuanshan relaxed his vigilance, which led to the meeting with the little girl.

Seeing the little girl, he pretended to be calm, in fact, very flustered, and finally called out the name that

he had been missing for a long time. The little girl, like a deer, was scared away by his cry.

Song yuanshan thought that the little girl probably didn’t want to see herself.

A few days later, Song yuanshan saw the little girl at the school gate.

She looked for a reason in a panic and said she was passing by.

But Song yuanshan secretly looked at her for so long that she would never pass by here.

The little girl ran away, Song yuanshan was about to enter the school, happened to see the boy across the road,

Song yuanshan of course know who he is.

Zhou Shen.

He is very handsome, high-spirited and has a pair of clear eyes.

Song yuanshan turned around and didn’t want to look again. Now that the little girl already knew where she was, Song yuanshan, under the inducement of Bai Shan,

went to the little girl’s school.

The little girl was very happy to see herself, and Song yuanshan was also very happy.

Song yuanshan also knew about the little girl at school, and his first reaction was heartache.

With a man’s intuition, Song yuanshan felt that Zhou Shen liked little girls. Confronted with Zhou Shen

that day, Song yuanshan actually envied Zhou Shen.

He can be impulsive for the little girl, but he can’t.

Pneumonia worsened and Song yuanshan went to the hospital. One night after

leaving the hospital, Song yuanshan received a phone call from the little girl. He stared at the

screen for a long time, and when he remembered to answer it, it was time.

Song yuanshan thought over and over again, calling back the past, but did not notice that his fingers trembled

a little.

Over there answered the phone, Song yuanshan heard the sound of the water and the little girl’s flustered voice

, he spoke out to comfort her not to worry. In the process of

chatting, Bai Shan knocked on the door and came in. Song yuanshan saw that she seemed to say

something, so he said good night to the little girl and hung up the phone.

Bai Shan laughed at him, Song yuanshan did not defend, but asked her what she was doing recently.

Bai Shan looked at Song yuanshan and answered that he had gone to help him. Song yuanshan did not understand her meaning, but she did not ask much when she said no more.

Then Bai Shan guided the little girl to his side.

Song yuanshan looked at the little girl who was bathing in the light, shocked and excited and afraid.

Then he made a decision.

Escape. It

‘s shameful, but it works.

Sung yuan-shan felt that he was not worthy of such a good girl, and many times he blurted

out “good,” but he still swallowed it back. When she visited her father’s grave

that day, she saw her mother. She saw that she had no reaction.

Her expression was cold and indifferent. I put the flowers over there and left, only to hear my mother’s voice behind

me, “Xiao yuan, I’m sorry.”.

Song yuanshan stopped and turned to look at her, but she was still the same as she had just met, staring at the grave

in a daze.

When she got home, the little girl cried when she saw herself.

Song yuanshan put his arm around the little girl, and then he felt that the action was so

simple. The reconciliation between

man and himself is so simple.

Sung yuan-shan smiled and said, “Good.”. (End)

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