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you have ever read? I

gave you a sum of money to move out of my house tonight. I was having breakfast when I

received this message. The newspaper on the milky marble table was so inconspicuous that an enlarged photograph occupied the whole page. In the

photo, a woman leaned on Qi Yan’s shoulder and smiled shyly.

Three years ago, Qi Yan and I were photographed by the paparazzi and made our relationship public in this way, and then we lived in his villa as a matter of course.

And now, he just told me in this way: “Lian Weizhi, you have been replaced.”.

Aunt Wang stood behind me and looked at me worriedly. I knew she was afraid that I would take things too hard and cry, just like those women before.

But she obviously thought too much, and I just calmly finished my last meal here, and then went upstairs and started packing.

In order to get away, I found a stand-in girlfriend for Qi Yan and taught the girl his favorite style of dressing and nail color.

Why doesn’t he touch me?

The girl cried to me and said. Before I

walked out of the gate, I pointed at the woman’s face and smiled. I said that she really looked more like Yu Xia than I did.

(2) I have been Qi Yan’s girlfriend for three years, even though my relationship with him is more like keeping.

He was the only son of the Qi family, and I was just a new student.

Three years ago, when I was working in the cafe in front of Gate A, I met Qi Yan, the son of the school director.

He sat by the window, his eyebrows and eyes, his every move full of nobility, and the little girl at the front desk whispered to me while preparing the meal that his watch was worth millions.

I didn’t know the high-end brands, but when I approached him with coffee, I was still stunned.

In my daze, Qi Yan also looked up at me. We were speechless until he finally asked me in a dumb voice, “What’s your name?”?

“” Lian Wei.

After that, the story was so natural that I became Qi Yan’s lover.

I’ve always known that he doesn’t love me at all, and he has a good sense of proportion.

When he put me in the guest room of the villa, I would not take the initiative to go to his master bedroom, and I never pretended not to see the picture of the woman who looked like me on the bedside table of the master bedroom.

Because of this, after a year of dating, the women around him changed again and again, and only I was still around him.

He would hug me, kiss me, and call me “Lian Lian” intimately in happy moments, but the extra tens of thousands of yuan in his bank card every month would remind me all the time that we were not lovers, we were just a relationship of taking what we needed.

In fact, he didn’t have to do that, because I never wanted his money, and I didn’t care whether he loved me or not, and how many women he slept with. I just wanted to see him smile more, because the way he smiled was really like Yu Qing.

(3) I had already found the house, and I wanted to leave him long before Qi Yan planned to abandon me. In

that photo, Yu Xia was wearing a white skirt, with a shy smile in her eyes. I only saw it once, and I remembered it.

So later, consciously or unconsciously, I moved closer to this look. I dyed my hair back to black and stopped wearing high heels.

Whenever Qi Yan saw me like this, his eyes were so gentle that he seemed to be able to pinch out water. He pinned my hair behind his ear and held me gently in his arms.

I know he sees someone else through me, but who doesn’t.

I tried my best to please him, but only to win his smile, and then desperately imagined the shadow of the teenager, longing for a moment to deceive myself.

Until I can’t fool myself anymore.

Even if Qi Yan looks like him again, they are not the same after all, no one can replace Yu Qing, just as I can never replace Yu Xia.

So I found a girl who looked more like Yu Xia than I did, and arranged for her to appear in Qi Yan’s world. I told her about Yu Xia’s preferences and dressing styles, and how to make Qi Yan sink.

And I know, Qi Yan will be fooled.

Sure enough, a month later, I received the text message, and then naturally pulled away.

I lost all my white dresses and sneakers.

Then I sat on the sofa in my apartment until the ashtray in front of me was full of cigarette butts.

I have never been the kind of girl who Qi Yan thought was inexperienced in the world. In the

smoke, I once again inevitably thought of Yu Qing.

I’m sixteen years old, perverse and withdrawn. After

my parents divorced, I was like a piece of driftwood that no one needed and no one cared about.

It was Yu Qing’s appearance that made my world shine into the first beam of light.

At that time, I was eccentric and my grades were not good. The teacher arranged Yu Qing to sit next to me, hoping that he could drive me to study. After I

saw the seating chart, I found out the teacher’s intention, so I became hostile to this strange deskmate.

I lay on the table and slept with my back to him, hoping that he would feel my dislike and go away.

Or like my previous deskmates, I couldn’t stand to report to the teacher that I wanted to change seats.

But he didn’t.

I woke up after two classes and kicked the table impatiently when I saw him writing beside me.

He turned to look at me, then clicked on the neatly folded new book on my desk and said, “You fell asleep just now, so I helped you get it.”. When I

wanted to get up, my anger suddenly went back, and I was at a loss to say, Oh.

He asked me again, “What’s your name?”?

“” Lian Wei.

“He said,” Good name. When I woke up

again, it was already the middle of the night, and there was nothing in my phone except a few text messages from the system.

I have some self-mockery to hook the corners of the mouth, Qi Yan should now have been in the new woman’s gentle village can not extricate themselves from it.

I scrawled away the table and got up to take a shower. When I came back, the unread messages on my cell phone popped up one after another.

It was a WeChat from Qi Yan’s younger sister: Did you break up with my elder brother? Where are

you now? Did

you have a fight?

I just sent a “hmm” to answer her first question and then closed the page.

She was well protected by her family, and from beginning to end she thought that Qi Yan and I were in love with ordinary people.

She came to the villa and saw me. She would call me sister-in-law sweetly. She would also hold my hand and say to me, “Lian Lian, my brother is really different from you. You are the first woman he brought home.”.

At that time, I pretended to be shy and pursed my lips, but my heart did not make any waves because of this sentence. Of course, he trusted me, because he knew that I would not cry or make trouble, and even if he arranged me around, it would not affect him.

As for Qi Yu, I think I should have seen the newspaper and thought we had some contradictions, but I didn’t know that I was just a canary that had been released.

I turned off my cell phone, but I didn’t expect Qi Yu’s call to come directly. At

the other end, she cried, “Sister-in-law, come back quickly. My brother is very angry.” Stunned, I asked, “What’s going on?”?

I don’t know. I went home with him today, and he heard Aunt Wang say that after you left, you smashed everything at hand.

“Anyway, you come back first.” I hesitated for a moment, but said, “OK, wait a minute.”. When the

driver arrived at the villa area, it was close to three o’clock in the morning, but the first floor was still brightly lit.

Because I didn’t take the key with me when I left, I had to ring the doorbell. Aunt Wang came to open the door for me. When she

saw me, her expression was very complicated, surprised and a little embarrassed.

Qi Yan’s voice came from the rear: “Who?”?

I walked a few steps around Aunt Wang. The facilities in the room were neatly arranged, and there was no sign that they had just been thrown.

Qi Yan sat on the sofa in his pajamas and looked at me coldly. “What are you doing here?”.

“I spoke hesitantly.” It was Qi Yu who asked me to come.. ” “Enough,” Qi Yan interrupted me. “Do you think this is still your home? You can

come and go whenever you want.

He stood up and walked up to me step by step, looking down at me.

Why, don’t you have enough money?

Regret it? When I

got closer, I saw a few hickeys looming under his collar.

At that moment, it was as if a stone had fallen to the ground. Ignoring his series of prickly questions, I laughed easily instead. I said, “I know. I’m leaving now.”.

Then he turned and left, not forgetting to close the door.

(5) I looked at my cell phone, but the screen was still stuck on my “wait”. Qi Yu didn’t contact me, and I didn’t ask.

Maybe it’s a joke or a prank, but I don’t care.

I bought the coffee shop in front of Gate A and hired someone to renovate it.

In fact, I have not told Qi Yan is that I do not like white, do not like white skirts, do not like white gardenia. I have always been a restless person,

just as I liked to paint my fingernails colorful and then extend them to Yu Qing like a treasure.

I removed all the items that created a comfortable and quiet atmosphere in the coffee shop, with records hanging on the industrial walls and roses blooming on the irregularly arranged wooden tables.

Very red, very bright.

I enjoyed the full days, watching them build little by little, watching my dream storefront go up little by little.

Compared with the past three years when I sat quietly on the swing in the garden reading books and pretending to be a simple female high school student, now I feel more like I’m back to my living seventeen years old.

After all, it is Yu Xia’s life that is tranquil, and Lian Weizhi has never been a quiet person.

But the same, this period of time, Qi Yan has not been quiet for a moment. The girl

I pushed to her was Luzon, a fledgling model. Qi Yan seemed to spoil her recently and took her to shoot a lot of magazines and advertisements.

But these are all from some tidbits, or from Luzon’s circle of friends.

Today Qi Yan bought her a limited edition bag, and tomorrow Qi Yan took her to a high-end restaurant for dinner.

Sometimes when I see it, I just see it. I never take the initiative to inquire about his news.

Just for a moment, I remembered that when I was watching TV with Qi Yan on the sofa, we were like a pair of ordinary lovers. He took my shoulder and curled my hair on one side with his fingers at will.

He turned his face sideways and said to me, “Lian Lian, you are really good-looking. Shall I send you to make a movie?”?

At that moment, a feeling of resistance rose in my heart, and a voice asked him, “Why are you pushing me in front of everyone?”?

Is it for Yu Xia to see?

Or pose as a fake to be laughed at?

But I just hooked his neck and frowned coquettishly. “No, I just want you to see it alone.”.

(6) In the past three years, I did not work, nor was I in the mood to socialize. Qi Yan had intended to bring me into the upper circle of his contacts, but I always refused.

The faces that had appeared in front of me, either sarcastically or courteously, were cut off with the day I moved out of the villa.

I thought it would be just me and a few part-time college students on the opening day of the new store, but I didn’t expect to see an unexpected person.

Xiao Lian. Wearing a suit and an expensive watch on his wrist,

he was out of step with the boyish teenager I remembered with a buzz cut.

A Biao?

I blurted out. How many years

I haven’t seen Yu Qing, how many years I haven’t seen Lin Zibiao.

In those school uniform years, I bicker and quarrel with him.

The basketball game was lost by a trick. He was so angry that he threw his fist at it. Finally, he lay on the bed in the infirmary. Yu Qing gave him medicine, and I turned my back and cried hard.

He took my math textbook as a pillow, and when he woke up, he held the book full of saliva and apologized to me. The person who had never arrived at school on time brought me a week’s breakfast with a bitter face.

…… Some people appear, as if only to remind you what kind of person you used to be, and what you lost in later years. Once again,

I clearly realized that in the past seven years, I had never forgotten Yu Qing, who was like a book deeply hidden in the cabinet by me, and Lin Zibiao appeared as the key to open the cabinet. It was he,

too, in the school auditorium, in the dark crowd, who accompanied me to look at the shining Yu Qing on the stage, and then suddenly turned to me and said, “Forget it, even not.”.

Forget it? The

young man on the stage was dressed in formal clothes, and all the spotlights were on him, but only I knew that he was playing my favorite piano music at this time.

All the memories came to my face, and countless old friends roared past me in their cars.

But at this moment, I can only hold the hand that reaches out to me, and then answer: “Long time no see.”.

” (7)” Lian Weizhi, hurry up! ” Outside the window, Lin Zibiao shouted at the top of his voice.

“What’s the rush? I’m looking for it!” Strange, don’t all bitches put things in this cabinet?

A Biao, come here. Lin Zibiao?

I straightened up from under my desk and looked around, but there was an expressionless face on my face.

“Lian, Wei, Zhi!” The broadcast outside was still playing loud and clear radio gymnastics. Lin Zibiao and I stood in the office of the teaching director, shrinking like two quails.

Tell me about you two! How many times has this happened? The teaching director, a 50-year-old woman, was so angry that she pointed her index finger at me and said, “The day before yesterday!”! I caught you knitting a sweater in math class the day before yesterday, and today you climbed into the office through the window! “That’s not a sweater,” I retorted in a low voice. It’s a scarf.. “Pow!” The teaching director slapped his hand heavily on the table and gasped for breath.

Lin Zibiao pulled my sleeve and gave me a wink. Then he said with embarrassment, “Teacher, don’t blame Xiao Lian. It was a gift from her to her mother.”. The sound

of gasping stopped abruptly.

The teaching director cast suspicious eyes on me. Is it true what

he said?

“I..” Lin Zibiao secretly pulled my sleeve again.

Yes, teacher, my mother’s birthday is coming, and I thought there was nothing I could give her, so I just knitted a scarf, but I didn’t have time at home, so I brought it to school. Now

, the awkward person finally became her.

The teaching director coughed a few times, then raised his body and said, “All right, for the sake of your filial piety, I’ll give it back to you this time, but you’re not allowed to knit in class.”.

“” I know! I understand! Thank you, teacher!! In the corridor, I kept rubbing my face against the messy wool.

Lin Tzu-piao proudly pointed his thumb at himself and said, “Well, you’re better than Master Lin. Hurry up and thank me.”.

I grinned and said, “Thank you for the scarf from Master Lin for my newly married mother who is still on her honeymoon in Sanya!” After playing lip service, I took to my heels, ignoring the reaction of Lin Zibiao, who was exasperated behind me.

“Lian Wei Zhi!”! Stop! I stopped in front of the classroom.

Not because of Lin Zibiao’s shouts, but because Yu Qing, who came out of nowhere, stood in front of me.

He frowned. Where have you been?

“I shook the thing in my hand ostentatiously.” Go and get your birthday gift.

Yu Ching’s expression suddenly became helpless. Xiao Lian, it’s still summer.

Then you can wait until winter. Why do you dislike me?

I knew that Yu Ching had never been able to withstand my questions in this tone, and he knew that I had pinched his temper.

But he raised his hands and pretended to surrender, saying, “I don’t have the guts.”. On

Yu Ching’s birthday, he invited us to his home for the first time. When the

taxi stopped at the intersection of the villas, I was even a little confused.

Lin Zibiao slapped me on my schoolbag, provoking me to take a few steps forward.

Go, what are you doing, stupid?

“I turned my head.” Is Yu Ching’s family so rich?

Yes, this is the house that his parents bought specially to let him study quietly. How about it? I found out that I’m not just a silly rich second generation.

Silly fork, the second generation of the rich is the word I give to Lin Zibiao.

If his father hadn’t donated a building to the school with a big wave of his hand, the school wouldn’t have turned a blind eye to his behavior of fighting and playing truant every day.

But Yu Qing is different from Lin Zibiao.

At that time, I didn’t know why I had such different attitudes towards their family situation, but when I grew up and looked back, the girl’s mind was clear and clear-it was the inferiority complex that could not be suppressed when facing the person she liked.

That’s why, after Lin Zibiao presented him with a limited edition racing car model and gushed about how hard it took him to buy it, when Yu Qing cast his eyes on me, I waved my hand and said, “It’s gone.”.

“” What?

Yu Ching was stunned. I

lost it. I searched all over today, but I couldn’t find it.

Lin Tzu-piao was in a hurry. “What’s the matter?” He shouted. “What’s the matter? We’ve been working hard for half a month!” I gave him a white look and then turned to Yu Qing with a smiling face and said, “That’s too ugly. I’ll knit you a better one next time.”.

In fact, I lied.

This is the first lie I told Yu Qing.

The ugly scarf, now wrapped in a sky-blue box, lay in my schoolbag.

Such a good Yu Qing, Yu Qing who has good grades and can play the piano, Yu Qing who has a good family background, how can he wear a cheap scarf?

He will be laughed at. The gift

he received should be a limited edition racing car model, a villa, or something better.

Anyway, it shouldn’t be the wool that can’t be taken out at all.

I don’t know if Yu Ching saw through what I was thinking, but he didn’t say anything. He just put his hand gently on my head and looked at me very seriously and said, “Xiao Lian, I have said that I will surround whatever you do, and I will like whatever you do.”.

For a moment, I struggled to tell the truth, but in the end, my humble dignity climbed to the top.

Pride is such a strange thing sometimes.

I can fail to climb the wall in front of Lin Zibiao, and I can sit in Qi Yan’s luxury car with a calm face in front of everyone’s pointing, but I can’t lose face in front of Yu Qing. Not

at all.

Just like I will not refuse to be close to you because you are not good enough, but I will leave you because I am not good enough.

(8) I didn’t expect Luzon to come to me.

She was wearing a hip dress, and the sound of her sky-high feet on the wooden floor was particularly clear. When I

saw her dress, I frowned subconsciously. I remember telling you that Qi Yan didn’t like this dress. When she

heard this, her face suddenly filled with an expression of grievance. Didn’t

you say that Qi Yan would like me as long as I was like Yu Xia?

I put down the coffee cup in my hand? Isn’t it?

?

Those designer bags, those important occasions that you attend.

Luzon stamped his foot in shame and annoyance. I can’t help but have a headache when I

see this little woman acting like a spoiled child, and I feel sorry for the floor that has just been installed. If

you have something to say, just say it. If you don’t say it, just go.

Luzon blushed and spoke in a voice like a mosquito. But he hasn’t touched me at all these days.

“” What?

“I said he didn’t sleep with me at all!” In fact, I heard the first sentence she said, just surprised at the content so asked out loud, but did not expect the next second to usher in Luzon almost roaring voice. The other people in the

coffee shop turned their heads and looked this way.

Luzon seemed to throw caution to the wind. He took my hand and burst into tears. “I did everything you said, but why did he never touch me?”? “Isn’t

he good to you? Your circle of friends..” Yes, give me the money and give me the bag, but what’s the use of those for me.

I looked at her like a fool? You don’t have to lose your virginity if you

have money. The delicate makeup

on Luzon’s face was already stained with tears. She choked up and said, But I want him to love me.. Who wouldn’t be moved by such a man?

I didn’t answer her because I knew she was out of the game.

Like those women who originally pestered Qi Yan just for money, and finally greedily wanted all of him.

Although I do not understand men, but I also know that in a relationship, once the heart will lose.

And the reason why I can stay with Qi Yan for three years is that I have never been in love with him.

I turned to Luzon and said, “If you want Qi Yan to change his mind about you, leave him now.”.

I meant to persuade her sincerely, but the little girl in front of me was so devoted to her love that she could not extricate herself. She let go of my hand bitterly.

“If you don’t want to help me, forget it. I’m not like you. You make a fortune and you want to leave. I’m the only one who really loves him!” With that, she turned and walked away, closing the door angrily and shaking the wind chimes on the wall.

I sighed, ignoring the probing eyes of the guests, and lowered my head to wipe the coffee I had just accidentally thrown out.

Rubbing, my hand suddenly stopped, and a question came to my mind-if Qi Yan had never touched Luzon, what was the red mark hidden in his collar that day?

(9) Did you scold her?

I looked at the message that popped up WeChat and was speechless.

One afternoon, he just came to see me and lost his temper. One of them immediately sent a message to question me.

No.

But the other side didn’t seem to see my denial. Not only did he reply in seconds, but he also sent out a series of taunts: I didn’t expect that you were such a jealous woman. Why didn’t I see it before?

What’s the matter, jealous? Can’t

see her living better than you?

I saw that the chat box showed that “the other party was typing,” and for a moment I couldn’t figure out how Qi Yan, who was usually silent, could be like a changed person.

I paused, ignoring the image I had set up in front of him. I said “idiot” and then deleted it. Why did

I think he looked like Yu Qing? Will a man who

looks noble and opens his mouth so childish look like Yu Qing?

I threw my cell phone aside and didn’t want to think about Qi Yan on the other end of the screen.

(10) At the other end, the appointed time with Lin Zibiao arrived soon. When the

bright red sports car appeared downstairs in my house, it was like a big Buddha, which provoked others to make a detour. “When will you stop being so high profile?” I complained as I

fastened my seat belt.

This time Lin Tzu-piao was wearing only a white t and a pair of sunglasses behind his ears, humming a song and looking in a good mood.

I really don’t know what kind of female companion you asked me to be. It doesn’t look like Master Lin is one of the few people around him.

The last time we met for the first time in seven years, after two minutes of silence and not knowing what to say, Lin Tzu-piao suddenly asked me, There will be a party in a week. Can you accompany me to it? When the

old friend met again, he was always embarrassed to refuse the first request, so I had to bite the bullet and agreed.

That’s why we have this scene today.

Lin Tzu-piao glanced at me and said, “Lian Weizhi, you still talk so much.”.

“I also gave him a supercilious look in return.” Thank you, Lin Zibiao, you are still so good at talking. Strang

ely enough, when I face Yu Qing, I will feel inferior, and when I face Qi Yan, I will consciously produce a kind of alienation, but only when I face Lin Zibiao, I am the most comfortable and calm.

It seems that he will never change in my eyes, and he will always be the fool who lies in the infirmary and squeaks in pain.

But I know in my heart that Lin Zibiao doesn’t know nothing, just like he came to me this time without mentioning the name, as if there had never been such a person in the three years of vigorous.

This is the tacit understanding between us.

The sports car drove to the mall, and Lin Zibiao almost drove me forward.

Hurry up, your short legs are grinding.

You want to die?

This dress looks nice. Try it on.

He handed me a floor-length red dress, and I looked at the big V-neck and then looked up at him in silence.

Lin Tzu-piao also noticed this detail. After looking up and down at a certain part of my body several times, he shook his head affectedly. “Forget it. I can’t hold it up.”.

I can’t stand it anymore.

I hit him on the forehead with a chestnut.

Rows of shop assistants followed us, and Lin Zibiao threw back at least tens of thousands of clothes one after another without looking back.

Can you stop shopping in luxury stores like you do in the vegetable market? Ignoring my complaint,

Lin Zibiao looked past me and said directly to the head waiter behind him, That’s all, wrap it up.

“I was in a hurry.” Didn’t you say you could just pick a dress? Why did

you buy so much?

Lin Tzu-piao leaned close to me, and an enlarged face suddenly appeared in front of me. It was very handsome, but with a cynical disdain that made people want to punch it down. Of course, you have to find a studio to customize the

dress. Do you think it will be put in the mall like this?

Woodlouse. “

So these are the everyday clothes I bought for you.” He sipped my T-shirt with two fingers in disgust. “It’s worse than our school uniform.

I finally couldn’t help it and slapped him on the head.

“Lian Wei Zhi!”! Why don’t you know what’s good and what’s bad? “Stupid rich second generation!” After many years, I finally swore out the word again. The clerk

over there whispered, “It’s already packed. Shall I send it to your home or take it away now?”? Send it

straight to my house.

“I squinted aside.” Frequent visitor, Master Lin, have you brought many younger sisters here?

Lin Zibiao’s expression became even funnier. He folded his arms and looked at me. This is my shopping mall. You don’t even know that, do you?

I looked at this proud face and almost choked on my own saliva.

“Stupid rich second generation!” I blurt out with him.

The next second, we looked at each other and smiled. I

knew you were going to say this.

“” Yes, yes, yes, you are awesome.

No matter how many years have passed, in my eyes, he will always be the 17-year-old Lin Zibiao, just as I know that no matter what I become, in his eyes, I will always be the 17-year-old Lian Weizhi.

As I said, this is an unknown understanding between us. In the

parking lot, as soon as I started the car, Lin Tzu-piao suddenly turned to me and said, “I haven’t brought anyone here.”.

“” Huh?

I said I had never taken another sister shopping.

“” Oh.

I raised my head and unexpectedly looked at him with a very serious look, and in an instant the memories came back to those years.

Lin Zibiao acted as my coolie to buy me breakfast, and the girl in the same class who had a crush on him came to me coyly.

Hsiao Lien, can you ask him to bring me one too?

At that time, I ate my breakfast and nodded in a muddle, but Lin Zibiao was very angry about it.

I was speechless. “It’s just breakfast. You bring one and you bring two. What’s the difference?”.

Lin Tzu-piao’s face was full of unhappiness.

“” What’s the difference?

Anyway, it’s just different, and you don’t understand.

I was in a hurry. “Tell me, why do you despise me? What do you mean I don’t understand even if you say it?” Lin Tzu-piao hesitated for a long time and then said, “I have no money.”.

My eyes widened, and that was the first time I heard those two words from him.

But Lin Tzu-piao was not ashamed of himself, but proud of himself. He seemed to be much more righteous. He choked his neck and said, “I just don’t have any money. Today she wants to take care of me, and tomorrow he wants to take care of me. The whole class has packed me for breakfast, so I can’t eat myself out.”.

I always felt that what he said was strange, and I couldn’t find any logical mistakes. In the end, the more I thought about it, the more reasonable it was. I said, “Yes, then I’ll help you refuse her.”. With

that, I turned to take out my schoolbag and gave you the money for this week’s breakfast first.

Who knew that Lin Tzu-piao almost jumped up and pressed my hand, “No!” I am afraid to eat you poor. “

You can afford one.” He looked at me. “You don’t eat much.

Although I didn’t understand his crooked reasoning, I was very happy to be praised, so I stopped my movements.

He added in a low voice, “Even if you eat too little, you can eat a little more.”.

The memory is over.

I turned my head and looked away, a little overwhelmed by the sudden silence in the car.

And I suddenly realized that what Lin Zibiao had given me for so many years had always been unique.

(11) “Don’t buckle it. You’ll pay me a thousand yuan for one of the diamonds on the top.”.

“I glared.” I’m too nervous.

Lin Tzu-piao crossed his legs, and even a serious suit could not hide his improper appearance.

Don’t be nervous. It’s just a small party. Think of it as a fancy wedding in town. Are

you satirizing my countrymen?

Isn’t it, Tubie? The

car stopped in front of the hotel, and the driver’s voice came from the front seat.

Lin Tzu-piao helped me out of the car and took my hand and put it in his arm.

Hold it, don’t let it go.

“” I see.

Even though I have been with Qi Yan for three years, I have never promised to accompany him to any activities.

Perhaps the bottom of my heart has already seen that this relationship will not last long, so I subconsciously resist appearing with him, so as to avoid more unnecessary fetters.

But I didn’t expect that the city was small enough for me to meet Qi Yan here. Qi Yu stood beside

him, and from the moment I entered the door, I intuitively looked at them. What’s

the matter?

Lin Tzu-piao turned his face sideways and bowed his head and asked me.

I loosened my subconscious grip on his suit and shook my head.

He patted my hand and said, “Don’t be nervous, I’m here.”.

Hearing this sentence, I can still feel the calm from the bottom of my heart, even though the heat in my eyes is not diminished.

Yes, the story between Qi Yan and me is over. Just pretend not to know each other when we meet again.

But can you really pretend that nothing happened?

This question was answered at the moment when Qi Yan strode forward and stood straight in front of me.

The answer is no.

What’s the matter, Mr. Qi?

Lin Tzu-piao pulled me by the wrist and tried to hide me behind me. The circle of rich people in

this city is so big that they know each other.

Does Lin Zibiao know that the three years between us. The sudden appearance of this question made my heart panic for no reason.

I raised my head, but I was caught off guard by Qi Yan’s angry face and the emotions that I could not understand.

He ignored Lin Zibiao’s question and looked straight at me. He seemed to want to say something, but Qi Yu, who came in a hurry, pulled his arm.

Perhaps it was because her hasty pace made her look a little pale, Qi Yu said to me, “Sister-in-law..” Lian Lian, can I have a word with you alone? There was a trace of impatience on

Lin Tzu-piao’s face. “Are you sick?” “Yes.

I said.

I raised my head to Lin Zibiao’s face and smiled comfortingly. I said, “It’s all right. I’ll be back soon.”.

In fact, in many cases, some small choices can change your life.

But in all the choices, it seems that every time, I chose to let go of Lin Zibiao’s hand.

(12) In the hotel dressing room, Qi Yu’s eyes were red. Sister-in-law, where have you been

these days? My brother and I are worried about you.

“I frowned and corrected her,” I have nothing to do with Qi Yan. You’d better not use this name. Did

he do something wrong? Can

I help you scold him.

“I didn’t lie to you that day. My brother really lost his temper. He threw away my cell phone and locked me upstairs. Sister-in-law, you believe me..” I have always felt that the simplicity of not being deeply involved in the world is a rare quality, but at that moment, I suddenly felt that the ignorance accumulated by simplicity was so annoying.

I took a deep breath and stressed to Qi Yu for the first time, “Your brother and I, and Qi Yan, have never been the kind of relationship you think, do you understand?”?

“” What is that? The door of the

dressing room was suddenly opened, and Qi Yan leaned against the door frame, followed by the strong smell of smoke in the corridor. It was he who asked the words

just now.

I regret that I almost told the truth, Qi Yan appeared at this time, should not want to let my sister know, right?

But he looked at me and repeated, “What is that?”? Seeing the strange atmosphere between us,

Qi Yu held back her tears and said in a deep voice, “You talk slowly, and I’ll go out first.”. The moment the

door closed, my silence was broken. I opened my mouth with sarcasm in my voice that I didn’t even notice: Is it necessary to embarrass a substitute who doesn’t want it?

“Qi Yan frowned.” What are you talking about?

Then let me ask you, who is Yu Xia?

This name, for the first time, really came between us. Why do

you ask her?

No, how do you know her.

“I held out my hand and pointed to my face.” It looks like it, doesn’t it?

I thought I had said what I meant, but his face was still puzzled.

But in the next second, Qi Yan seemed to understand something.

His face was clear, even a little. Funny?

So, because of this, you were looking for a house a year ago.

So, you give me Luzon and let her come to me like you?

I was stunned. “You know Luzon is me..” Qi Yan smiled, this is the first time I saw his smile this evening.

He reached out his hand and patted me on the forehead. “Lian Weizhi, you are really not smart.”. The

atmosphere was relaxed, as if we were still together, but now should not be such a time. Suppressing the panic in my heart,

I crossed Qi Yan and walked toward the door. As I walked, I said, “Now that you’re clear, I’ll go first..” But Qi Yan, as if he hadn’t heard what I said, took my arm and changed the subject. “What’s your relationship with Lin Zibiao?”?

“I subconsciously talked back and said,” What’s it to you?

His eyes were deep and his expression was very serious. No matter what the relationship is now, I hope you will not have any relationship with him from now on.

(13) What did he say to you? On the

way back to the car, Lin Tzu-piao asked.

I looked out of the window and shook my head. All that came to my mind was Qi Yan’s last words: “Lian Lian, I thought we were just having a quarrel.”.

“Lin Tzu-piao frowned, with a trace of displeasure in his tone, and said,” Even Weizhi, why do you always like to hide things from me?

“I turned my head and spoke with a gun and a stick.” What about you? Did you already know about my relationship with Qi Yan?

The driver heard our quarrel and sensibly raised the curtain, but neither of us spoke any more.

Silence has represented everything, I think sadly in the bottom of my heart, the original Lin Zibiao has always known.

I don’t know how long it took, but the scene of debauchery outside the window was replaced by buildings, and I should get off. When

I reached out to open the car door, Lin Tzu-piao suddenly said with a wry smile.. So what should I do?

Lian, you tell me what to do.

I turned my head and saw the street lamp hitting the window and lighting up half of his face. It suddenly occurred to me that Lin Tzu-piao was really good-looking.

He looked up at me standing outside the car and said, “Xiao Lian, will I never be what you like?”. You can never

become Yu Qing. In

the moonlight, I seemed to see the slightly red eyes of the people in front of me.

Seven years later, someone finally mentioned the name in front of me.

(14) [Qi Yan]- “Brother, slow down!” Qi Yu kicked a short leg in the back and shouted angrily.

“Stay at home. Don’t follow me!” My name is Qi Yan, and behind me is my sister Qi Yu. For

more than ten years, I have thought countless times why my parents had to give birth to her, clingy and crying.

Like today, I managed to skip the one-to-one remedial class and slip out for a walk to avoid the housekeeper’s sight, and she had to keep up with me. As a

teenager, she either cries or acts like a spoiled child all day. I really want to take her to the hospital to check her IQ.

I stood there impatiently until Qi Yu put her meaty hand around my arm.

Brother, where are we?

We stood on the side of the road, next to the wall surrounded by railings, through which we could clearly see the vast playground.

“It’s school!” Qi Yu’s eyes sparkled and he shouted in a low voice.

Because of my family, we had private lessons from childhood to adulthood. Qi Yu needed to learn more about art, and I spent half of my time learning how to take over the company in the future.

As for the campus life of ordinary people, we have never experienced it.

I folded my arms and looked at my sister, who was a head shorter than myself. My tone was a little impatient. “Have you finished reading?” I said.

But Qi Yu once again symbolically ignored my words.

Brother, look! That girl looks like sister Xia.

I followed her fingers, and the first thing my eyes caught was a familiar face.

Isn’t that Lin Tzu-piao?

Lin Tzu-piao’s life experience is similar to mine, and his family also has business contacts, but he was raised by his parents from an early age, and he looks like a devil in the world.

But at this moment, I actually saw him squatting on the ground with his head in his hands, while a girl stood in front of him with one hand akimbo, seemingly very angry.

The girl has beautiful features, but at this time she looks like she wants to eat people.

…… At first glance, the eyebrows and eyes look like Yu Xia.

I turned around and asked Qi Yu, “Have you seen her? She’s a relative of the Yu family.”?

Qi Yu squeezed her whole face into the gap between the two railings, and she spoke with a lisp. How could it be? If it were a relative of Sister Xia, we wouldn’t have seen it.

Yu Xia’s mother has been my mother’s best friend for more than ten years, so the two families have a very good personal relationship, and the three of us grew up together.

It’s just that she has a lot to do with Qi Yu, and she looks as silly as she does.

Just last year, she went abroad to study. Before she left, she left a photo to Qi Yu with red eyes. Qi Yu was afraid that she would lose it, so she gave it to me.

I put that picture on the bedside table with our family photo, and I think she’s half my sister anyway. Just

as I was thinking that Lin Zibiao, the devil of the world, had finally found someone to govern him and had to laugh at him the next time we met, Lin Zibiao, squatting on the ground, suddenly stood up. The range of his

movements was very large, but the force was very light. He patted the girl on the forehead and shouted loudly, “I cheated you!”! Lian Wei Zhi! Fool Then turn around and run away.

The girl stood there for a few seconds, then ran after her. “Ah, Lin Tzu-piao, don’t let me catch you!” Their figures were getting farther and farther away, and I took back my eyes before Qi Yu turned to look at me.

Brother, is this campus life?

I envy you so much. What about you, brother?

“” No envy.

Really? Really? That looks like fun.

I did not speak again. The next

time I saw Lian Weizhi was a few years later outside the cafe of a University. Through the floor-to-ceiling glass window, I saw her smiling at every guest. I stepped in, as the

gods sent me.

I had just passed by after a meeting, and I was wearing a suit and a watch, which really attracted a lot of people’s attention.

In fact, I wanted to tell the girl at the front desk that her voice was so loud that I could hear her excitedly judging the price of the watch.

But in the bottom of my heart, I can’t help caring about another person’s answer.

She just sort of said “hmm” and said, “Really?

It’s quite expensive, but I don’t recognize the brand.

So perfunctory.

But it overlapped with the figure of Lin Zibiao, who was chasing the devil of the world in my memory, which made me feel that it was her.

Maybe it was fate that she brought me the coffee.

I couldn’t help looking up at her, only to find that she was also looking at me.

Even though I already knew her name, even though the image of that day had been repeated before my eyes countless times over the years, I still asked that sentence. “What’s your name?”

I asked?

“” Lian Wei. Growing up

, I was surrounded by a lot of girls. It seems that as long as

I stand there, as long as I have the surname “Qi,” they will be overwhelming.

So I’ve never chased a girl, and I don’t know what to do to be nice to her.

I would just buy a lot of presents, put off all kinds of activities and sit in that coffee shop all day. After I got the contact information

of Lian Weizhi, I gave her a lot of money to buy more beautiful clothes and make her happy.

Those girls who come uninvited are either interested in my money or my family background.

But the look in Lian Weizhi’s eyes that day made me feel that she also liked me a little?

Until one day, instead of holding coffee beside me for a few seconds, she finally sat down on the chair opposite me. He

looked at me and asked, “Qi Yan, do you want to be with me?”? I was twenty-four years old

that year, but I was still too nervous to say a word.

Is it a surprise?

Is it hi?

Maybe both.

Until I heard my own voice say, “Yes.”. The first thing I did after

confirming the relationship was to cut off all contact with other women. Those who

had a relationship, those who had no relationship, and those who were crying were all left behind by me.

I held Lian Weizhi in my arms, as if I had made up for the regrets of the past 20 years, together with the summer when I envied others at the age of 17.

I found Lin Zibiao again.

My original intention is to show off, we are all men, who can not understand who likes?

But he was strangely silent.

He smothered himself in a case of wine, not knowing whether he was drunk or sober.

He said, “Qi Yan, you must be good to her, do you know? Only you can make her happy.”.

“” Why?

He looked at me as if he could see someone else through my face. Instead of answering my question,

he kept repeating, “Only you can make her happy..” Of course I would make her happy. At that time, I thought I would give her everything I could.

We have been together for three years, and every time I expect her to ask me for something, as long as she wants, I can give anything.

But she never opens her mouth.

She is like a perfect lover, sensible, clever, but ask me why I came home at three o’clock in the morning, will not inquire about my past life.

But it was so perfect that it seemed to be different from what I had seen before.

But it doesn’t matter, as long as she is around me, I will always be good to her.

Until I saw the property certificate that my assistant gave me.

I don’t remember how I got through those days.

I worked in the company and slept in the company for three days. When I got home on the

fourth day, I saw Lian Weizhi calmly pruning the flowers and plants in the garden. When he saw me, he didn’t even ask me a question.

At that moment, I don’t know what happened, but I gave the name of a little star who had been pestering me recently.

I said, I was with her yesterday.

Lian Weizhi gave her a slap, but the next second, she said, “Really? I know.”.

So from that moment on I knew that she didn’t love me anymore, or that she never loved me. In

our third year together, Lian Weizhi found a girl who looked like her. Her name was Luzon.

She asked the girl to imitate her appearance and then approached me.

I really want to ask, Lian Weizhi, do you regard me as a cold-blooded animal?

Do you think a face can replace three years of affection?

But on the surface, I accepted the girl with a smile.

I said I could give her everything I could.

Even if this time she wants her freedom.

(15) I don’t know how I got home. As soon as the

door closed, he lay down on the bed, and when he came to his senses again, it was already late at night.

I thought that some stories could pretend that nothing had happened as long as they were not remembered.

Until today, what Lin Zibiao said seemed to bring me back to the summer of graduation.

At that time, we had filled out the volunteer form and were invited back by the school to see the last student performance. The lights went out in the

school auditorium, and the only light shone on the teenager playing the piano on the stage. You could even see the dust in the light floating in the air, as if there was no one else in the world except him. It was

also at this time that Lin Tzu-piao said to me, “Forget it.”. It is impossible for

Yu Qing to go to A-University.

I still didn’t realize what he said, but I turned my head subconsciously.

What do you mean?

Yu Qing’s mother has already arranged a school for him in the United States. He can’t go to a University with you.

“I laughed.” What are you talking about? Yu Qing promised me that he would meet me at a University.

However, Lin Tzu-piao did not look at me from the beginning to the end. He looked directly at the young man on the stage, but did not answer again. I didn’t know what Lin Zibiao said was true

until I entered a University and searched the whole school without seeing Yu Qing’s figure. I probably cried in a mess

that day. I dragged Lin Zibiao’s sleeve and refused to let go. I said why? He promised me.

Lin Zibiao squatted down and looked at me at the same level, throwing out a series of questions that I couldn’t answer.

He asked, “Aren’t you curious why Yu Ching never mentioned his family to us?”?

Why does he know everything and learn everything? Doesn’t he have the mentality of resistance?

I was stunned.

Lin Tzu-piao went on to say, “I can fight and skip classes without learning, because I have a brother who is ten years older than me.”.

But Yu Ching was different. When he was six years old, he and his brother went to play by the river and accidentally fell down. His brother came up to save him and died himself.

Lian Weizhi, have you ever seen a corpse that has been in the water for three days before it is fished out?

Do you know what it’s like for your own brother to die for himself?

As I said, I’ve known Yu Ching since he was a child. He used to climb under a tree and cross a river, just like me. But after that incident, he changed. He didn’t miss any of the lessons that family heirs should learn.

After school, we can go to the Internet bar, and we can wait in line for half an hour in front of the kebab shop just to eat a kebab. But Yu Qing can’t, because there are already private lessons waiting for him at home. He has never mentioned

these hardships and tiredness in front of us, let alone in front of you. When

Lin Tzu-piao said this, I was already in tears. When he saw my appearance, he sighed, and finally changed his tone gently.

Hsiao-lien, Yu Ching is not living alone. He is carrying the life of his own brother, as well as his mother, who is still receiving psychological treatment abroad after suffering a blow. All

this shows that he can’t live according to his own will, so he can’t go to A University with you.

“I sobbed, desperately feeling sorry for the teenager who had carried too much.” But.. But.. Lin Tzu-piao interrupted me. “Little Lien, who has nothing to say,” he put his hand on my head, as if to comfort me. “This is his life.

Is it fate?

Just like the fate that Yu Qing and I are destined to cut off. Is

it all fate?

Or is it all because I’m not careful in the final analysis? Yu Qing, who helped me finish my homework with a sigh in the morning self-study when

I skipped classes with Lin Zibiao and didn’t write any homework in the Internet bar. Yu Qing, who would drag me to the infirmary after

I was accidentally stabbed by a fruit knife, told me how serious tetanus was with a serious face. The Yu Qing who will never be

angry or annoyed.

I never seem to think about why he is so much more sensible than ordinary people.

It seems that he has never thought about why he always stands on the side of taking care of others. Obviously, he is also at the age when he can laugh and cry like us.

(16) After that day, the name of Yu Qing disappeared from our mouth.

Then came the end of my three-year friendship with Lin Zibiao.

Because when I once again went to get drunk in the middle of the night, Lin Zibiao came out of nowhere and grabbed the bottle from my hand. Do

you have to be so self-depraved?

I remember I should have smiled, and that smile was very sarcastic, and I said, “What do you know? Have you ever liked someone?”?

Do you know how I feel?

That was probably the first time I saw Lin Tzu-piao lose his temper. He said, Lian Weizhi, don’t you really understand?

Perhaps the wind was too cold that day, or perhaps he was directly awakened by his words.

I looked up into his eyes, sad, angry, all mixed up into a deep pool of water. Don’t

I understand?

In fact, I understand, those unique good, those only exclusive to one person’s gentleness, I do not understand, but I dare not understand.

So I could only say, “Ah Biao, I’m sorry.”. After

that night, we tacitly did not contact each other again.

I can be with Qi Yan who has no feelings for three years, but I can’t give Lin Zibiao what he wants.

Perhaps it is with a fear of losing each other’s heart after being together, but it is precisely because of this mentality that we are getting farther and farther apart.

Until seven years later, Lin Zibiao appeared in front of me again, as if the past was a cloud.

But when he opened his mouth, his red eyes and trembling voice showed that he had never put it down in the past seven years, just as I had never put it down.

(17) I thought the story between me and Lin Zibiao would be interrupted again as it was seven years ago.

But early the next morning, my cell phone rang in my ear, and I got through in a daze, and an old voice came from the other end of the phone.

Hello, is that Xiao Lian? The slowness of

getting up early made me not react at once. The female voice on the other end seemed to take off her cell phone and say something to others. Is this phone really Xiao Lian’s?

Immediately afterwards, Lin Tzu-piao’s voice came over, and his tone seemed rather helpless. “Grandma, it’s really her.”.

When I heard that name, my nose became sour in an instant.

Grandma, how have you been all these years?

“She laughed a few times.” Well, well, you don’t know to come and see grandma for so long. No one eats the shortbread made by grandma. Almost subconsciously,

I responded, I will go to see you when I am free these days.

Not these days, just today. I’ll ask Huhu to pick you up.

Lin Tzu-piao hurriedly interrupted, “I don’t — oh!” His resistance was interrupted by a loud knock on his skull.

The old lady changed her gentle and kind voice and said, “Either go to pick up the small company, or I’ll ask your father’s soldiers to take you outside to practice in the fields.”.

“Grandma..” Huhu is acting like a spoiled child.

Huhu got another knock on his skull.

I tried to hold back my laughter until the old lady continued to say to me, “Huhu has gone to pick you up. Then I will hang up the phone. Grandpa and I have cooked a meal and are waiting for you at home.”.

I smiled and said yes. I got up and picked out a light skirt and began to wash again.

The old lady was Lin Zibiao’s own grandmother. When he was young, he climbed over the wall to skip classes and had nowhere to go. When he was afraid of being scolded by his parents, he went to his grandmother’s house.

Later, he helped me climb over the wall, took me out to play, and hid me in my grandmother’s house.

Grandma was a very open-minded old lady, and she didn’t blame Lin Tzu-piao for his seemingly ignorant behavior. Instead, she said, “If a child likes to play, he likes to play. Does he have to be like his father? When he was a child, he immersed himself in books, and when he grew up, he got into business all day, and didn’t even have time to come back and see me, a bad old woman?”? His father

, who had rightly come to take Lin Tzu-piao home, was ashamed of himself. From then on, he turned a blind eye to his behavior.

Grandma was always very kind to me. She said that she had given birth to a son, and her son had given birth to two boys. There was not even a girl in the whole family to talk with her.

She also likes to tinker with some food, such as the green plum wine brewed by herself and the peach cake made by herself, all of which will be kept for me to taste.

It’s a pity that I broke off contact with my grandmother when I broke off contact with Lin Zibiao. I didn’t expect that she would remember me after so many years.

(18) Lin Zibiao abandoned his coquettish sports car and replaced it with a black jeep.

Yesterday’s embarrassment was still in my mind, and neither of us spoke.

I stretched out my hand to pull the door of the back seat, only to find that I couldn’t open it. Finally I was so angry that I put my arms akimbo and said, “Lin Zibiao, are you young?”?

“Lin Tzu-piao was also angry.” Are you an idiot? You won’t pull the front?

」…… I saw him wearing a pair of sunglasses and said sarcastically, “What’s the matter? Did you cry yesterday?”?

Lin Tzu-piao took a deep breath and said, “Do you know how to block the sun?”?

He glanced at me. It’s not like some women who can’t even dress up. They’re rougher than men.

Embarrassment, love, love, I just want to beat this stupid rich second generation in words.

Haha, at least my nickname isn’t Huhu.

“Lian Wei Zhi!” Lin Zibiao’s face turned red.

This is the injury that the playboy never wants to mention in front of others in his life.

I still remember that when my grandmother first called this nickname in front of me, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t hold back my laughter. With a bitter face,

Lin Zibiao shouted, “Grandma, can you stop shouting this in front of people?”.

“The old lady clapped my hand and smiled.” Oh, what’s so hard to say? Who doesn’t have a nickname, right, Xiao Lian.

“I was almost out of breath with laughter, but I kept saying,” Yeah, how cute, Huhu.

(19) As soon as the car stopped, I saw my grandmother standing at the gate of the courtyard.

“Didn’t I say I was going to pick someone up? You can just sit in the room..” Lin Zibiao leaned against the car door and said helplessly.

Grandma ignored him and came straight to me, took my hand and looked at me with a smile. You’ve

grown into a big girl.

My nose suddenly turned sour. Seven years later, the old lady had a few more silver hairs on her head, but she was still hale and hearty.

“Grandma..” Don’t cry, don’t cry. My little granddaughter’s face is so beautiful that she can’t cry.

She took me by the hand and walked into the house. Grandpa was cooking. When he heard you were coming, he cooked it himself. Although this old man usually keeps a straight face, he actually likes you very much. There is a grape pergola in the

yard, and the vines climb up the swing I made with Lin Tzu-piao. You can’t shake

this. It’s going to fall apart.

Grandma explained.

Stepping into the room, the big round table has been set up with bowls and chopsticks, and the dishes are upside down on the dishes to prevent the loss of heat.

Grandma shouted to the kitchen, “Xiao Lian is coming. Come out quickly.”. An

old male voice responded, “Coming.” Pulling back the kitchen curtain, Grandpa came out with a dish. He put it

on the table, and then beckoned me, saying, “Come, sit down, sit down, and eat.”. Standing at the table,

Lin Tzu-piao reached out his hand and lifted the dishes one by one. You cooked braised pork in brown sauce today. That’s a big show. The

old lady slapped his hand away as he tried to steal the food, and her eyes began to stare. “Wash it!” By the time we had washed our hands, all the dishes on the table had been lifted.

Grandma kept picking up food for me with serving chopsticks.

Come to Xiaolian, your favorite braised pork in brown sauce.

There is also this big crab, which your uncle brought back specially, saying that it is a specialty of some place. Well, let Huhu help you peel off the shell first.

“” How was it?

Grandma looked at me expectantly. The dishes in the

bowl were already piled high, and I had to suffer to keep up with the speed of the two old people.

Chewing braised pork in brown sauce, I could only nod my head at random. “I really don’t know whose grandparents they are,”

Lin Tzu-piao grumbled as he peeled the crabs.

“The old lady said to him in a tone of hatred,” Just eat.

After dinner, I volunteered to wash the dishes, but my grandmother held my hand down. The little girl’s hand should be protected. Let Huhu go.

Grandma made shortbread for you. Come with Grandma.

I followed the old lady into the room. She opened an iron biscuit box, which was neatly arranged with all kinds of sugar cakes and cakes.

“This is peach cake, and this is snowflake cake.” She picked up a piece and handed it to me. “Taste it. Grandma’s craftsmanship has not regressed.”. As soon as

I threw the shortbread into my mouth, I heard the old lady open another topic with a smile. Does Xiao Lian have a partner?

“I froze for a moment.” No.

“The old lady sighed and said to herself,” Linzbiao is something that doesn’t live up to expectations.

I choked at once, and the heat burned my face, but I still couldn’t hold back my cough. As she helped me along the back,

Grandma sighed, “Little Lian, actually Huhu is really a good boy.”. When

I recovered my breath, I said, I know. Although

this child is a little playful by nature, he doesn’t bully girls, Xiao Lian. Grandma can see that Huhu really likes you. If you are together, he will certainly be good to you.

What’s more, over the past few years, your uncle has left several projects of the company to him, and he has done a good job. He has also opened a racing club. Grandma is too old to understand what you young people are doing, but your uncle said that the business is not bad.

“Xiao Lian..” As I listened to these words, I didn’t know how to react, but there was a knock on the door, accompanied by Lin Tzu-piao’s cry: “Grandma, open the door, I want to eat shortbread, too!” When the conversation was interrupted, the old lady was so angry that she almost lifted the biscuit tin. “Asshole!” …… Carrying a pile of bags, I sat in the car and said goodbye to my grandparents standing in front of the door. “You go into the house. Ah Biao and I will go first. I will come to see you another day.”.

“” Well, be sure to come often.

The car started, and it was not until the figures of the two old men were getting smaller and smaller in the side view mirror that Lin Tzu-piao said, Did my grandmother tell you again that there are some things that are not there?

“I was stunned.” How do you know?

Then he quickly retorted, “Actually, there is no..” Come on, I don’t know her yet? When I

saw that the door was locked, I knew she had a secret to tell you again.

“I laughed.” That’s why you’re doing this.

“Yes,” Lin Tzu-piao suddenly touched his head with an aggrieved look on his face. “He was also beaten.

Lin Tzu-piao.

I suddenly made a sound.

Hmm?

“I think..” As if he hadn’t heard clearly, he put his hands on the steering wheel and leaned slightly toward the passenger seat?

I said, I think you are so kind.

(20) Lin Zibiao and I tacitly did not mention that night again.

However, he often came to the coffee shop wearing a T-shirt and underpants to pull me out for dinner, provoking several part-time female college students in the shop to look at him with red faces all the way.

But it also added a lot of traffic to my coffee shop, which was not expected to make much profit.

On the other hand, Qi Yu did not know where to go to my WeChat, but also began to send me messages from time to time, but did not mention anything about Qi Yan. “No matter what, I think it’s a good thing to be friends with my sister,”

she said.

Lin Tzu-piao probably knew Chi Yu, too, but he didn’t reject her, and he often advised me to go out and walk around more. Once

he said to me half jokingly, “Qi Yu is different from the girls in our high school. She’s a little more stupid than you. At least she can’t fool you.”.

I gave him the knife and asked, “Why do I see you so idle every day?”?

Grandma said you opened a club. When will you take me to visit it?

“Lin Tzu-piao hurriedly refused.” No, they’re all handsome guys in racing uniforms. What if they see eye to eye with you.

You think too much.

You don’t know how special you really are.

I felt my face burn and threw the cushion behind me at him. Shut up.

A few days later, Qi Yu came to me again, dressed up beautifully, and said she wanted me to go shopping with her.

She said she wanted me to accompany her, but as soon as she entered the store, she stuffed her clothes into my arms and repeatedly said, “This suits you, and this looks good, too. Sister, you all go and try it.”.

By the time I came out of the fitting room, Qi Yu had already swiped her card and was waiting outside. The packed clothes were in the hands of the bodyguard. For many days

in a row, I bought clothes today and bags tomorrow, but whenever I offered to return the money to her, she would show a little smug expression and say, “Please, who am I?”? Is the only daughter of the

Qi family good? Even if you give the whole shopping mall to your sister.

I had no choice but to open my mouth and say that money is not spent like this.

I heard her say, “What’s more, my brother gave me the money.” She was stunned and turned her head to look at me like a stuck disc.

I was stunned, too.

Qi Yan?

“Qi Yu suddenly panicked.” Sister, listen to me. My brother is afraid that you won’t spend his money, so.. But I really like you, and I’m not lying to you! She seemed to take the matter very seriously, as if she thought I would ignore her in anger. The more she said, the more excited she became. She looked at me with tears in her eyes.

The passers-by had already turned their eyes here, and when I saw this, I quickly pulled her to an empty place.

I’m not angry. Will you stop crying?

“Chi Yu was already beginning to sob.” Really?

“I felt a little helpless in my tone.” Really. As if worried,

she looked up at my expression and said again, “Then don’t ignore me again because of this.”.

“I said,” No. Then

she gave a look of relief.

Then, somewhat coyly, he said, “Am I not very clever?”?

“” Hmm?

My brothers always said that I wasn’t very smart. When I was young, I didn’t go to school, and I didn’t have any friends. Girls in my family of the same age were also busy learning all kinds of things, so sometimes I would sneak out to play with the children on the street.

But they didn’t like to take me to play, so I bought them a lot of delicious food. Although they often called me to pay for it, I felt very happy, but my brother said I was stupid.

He said that people who only like to spend my money are not real friends. Only people who are willing to talk a lot with me and don’t dislike my stupidity are my friends.

So I really like you, sister Lian Lian. I like you when I’m with my brother, and I like you when I’m not, because you’re the first person besides my parents and brother to talk to me a lot and patiently teach me how to make dessert over and over again.

I was overwhelmed by a sudden confession, especially in the face of a girl.

I could only reach out and touch her head and say, “In the future, no matter whether I have any contact with Qi Yan or not, you can come to me. You will always be my sister.”.

(21) In the evening, Qi Yu and I finished our meal, and she insisted on taking me back to the villa.

My brother has gone to Shanghai on a business trip. You won’t see him. Don’t worry.

“I was afraid my brother would be bored, so I raised a puppy at his house. It’s really cute. I’ll take you to see it!” Can’t stand to be wrapped around the little girl’s arm has been acting like a spoiled child, thinking that Qi Yan is not here anyway, I nodded and agreed to come down.

Then you can’t tell him I’ve been there.

“Good!” The driver parked the car at the door, and Qi Yu pulled me to run to the backyard.

A little yellow dog was lying on the grass sleeping soundly when he heard the noise. First his ears moved, then he quickly stood up and ran towards us.

His name is Xiao Huang, and he was thrown on the side of the road. I felt sorry for him, and I was afraid that my parents would scold him when I brought him home, so I brought him here.

So I’m not afraid of Qi Yan’s loneliness, but I’m afraid of being blamed by my parents.

I bought a lot of clothes for him and put them in my brother’s room. Sister, can you go and get them for me? When I

heard this, I ignored why Qi Yu put his brother’s clothes and the dog’s clothes together, thinking only about Qi Yan’s defensive appearance when I entered his bedroom.

I said, Not so good.

Qi Yu said, “Oh,” and stood up, but the dog bit the hem of her skirt tightly and refused to let her go.

One person and one dog confronted each other for a long time, and finally I held my forehead with a headache. “Forget it, I’ll go.”. The interior decoration of the

villa has not been replaced. What it was when I left, it is still what it is now.

Walking up to the second floor, Qi Yan’s room was not locked.

I put my hand on the handle and took a deep breath, saying to myself, “This is what Qi Yu asked me to do. Don’t blame me.”.

In fact, I haven’t been in this room many times in the past three years. Several times, I helped Qi Yan back because he was drunk at a dinner party. The furnishings in the

room are simple, with black and white as the main style. There was nothing extra

except the necessary furniture, so I couldn’t think of anything else he needed to hide from me except the picture of the bedside table.

I glanced at the bedside table, and the picture of Yu Xia was still there, together with his family photo.

Qi Yu only told me that the clothes were in his room, but did not say where they were, but I don’t think they were really put in the wardrobe with people’s clothes.

I opened the drawer under the TV, no; the cabinet next to the desk, no.

Finally I went into the bedside table, opened the drawer, and found several sets of dog clothes below. When

I picked it up, I was surprised to find something familiar.

“Lian Lian, why did you stay so long?” When the door was opened, I looked up in amazement, but I saw Qi Yu’s equally flustered eyes.

She looked at the stack of photos I was holding in my hand, and I, who had just finished turning them over, knew exactly what was on them. It was me in high school, when I won the first place in the long-distance running event in the sports meeting, when Lin Zibiao played with me on the playground, when I made the ugly “Biye” gesture in the graduation photo.. But how could Qi Yan have these?

(22) In the room, the silence between Qi Yu and me continued.

But I know from her that she’s an insider, too.

I raised the thing in my hand. “Don’t you want to explain?”?

“Qi Yu was obviously a little flustered and said,” I’ll tell you when my brother comes back?

“I said yes,” but since it’s mine, I’ll take it first.

“Don’t!” She gave a shout.

Then he muttered, “My brother really won’t let me say.”.

I did not speak, but looked down at her.

Finally, Qi Yu seemed to be unable to stand the gaze of the eyes, or opened his mouth.

From her words, I heard a story that was totally contrary to what I had known for three years.

…… What about her?

I pointed to the picture frame at the head of the bed.

Qi Yu said doubtfully, “Sister Xia is the daughter of a family friend. The three of us grew up together.”. When I

was young, my brother said that she was as stupid as me and always disliked us.

Then why put it on the bedside? The

question hovered in my mind, but when I saw another family photo, I had a feeling of sudden enlightenment.

So. Just a sister?

Just friends?

No wonder Qi Yan was not angry but confused when he heard me question him about Yu Xia that day.

So, Qi Yan likes me? As soon as

the idea came out, I could even feel my voice trembling. I’ll leave the

picture here, and I’ll just.. Leave. Before

Qi Yu could react, I shoved something into her hand and hurried out.

I ran out of the villa in one breath.

Out of the gate, the brain that had just been chaotic became unusually clear. The scenes of the

past three years are clear again before my eyes.

No matter how busy I am, I will spare a day to stay at home with me on my birthday, Qi Yan who will bring me gifts wherever I go on business, Qi Yan who sometimes sulks but coaxes me.

Even at the very beginning, Qi Yan asked me what my name was in a cautious tone.

I used to think that it belonged to someone else’s tenderness, so I abandoned it like a shoe, but in fact, it was all my story?

People will not feel painful when they think they are not loved, but when they know they are loved, they will become fragile. As

I walked down the street, the guilt and emptiness in my heart seemed to bring me back to the day when my parents divorced.

I began to ask myself, have I been doing it wrong all these years?

(23) [Yu Qing]-In a private hospital, the sun shines through the huge French windows.

Lin Zibiao sat on the sofa and looked at the man standing in front of the window with his back to him. Did you

tell her?

The man turned around slowly, revealing a clean and handsome face.

I haven’t figured out how to open my mouth yet.

Lin Tzu-piao lowered his head and rubbed his wrist, unable to see what expression it was. “She should be happy,”

he said.

“Really?” The man murmured. “She’ll blame me.”.

That year, he promised Lian Weizhi that he would go to a University. In fact, he didn’t lie.

Even the moment he stood on the stage, he thought so.

It was not until he got home that he saw his mother fainting to the ground. It was the year when his mother returned home and wanted to accompany him through the college entrance examination. No one thought that such a thing would happen to his mother whose condition had stabilized. Even his father was relieved that he had not come back.

Then he called the doctor and stayed outside the emergency room all night.

Even he forgot how he got through it alone. When the fish belly was white

outside the window, the lights in the emergency room finally went out, and the mother was rescued from the death line.

But the doctor’s eyebrows still did not relax, he said that the mother’s psychological state is getting worse and worse, this time is caused by swallowing excessive drugs coma, save is good luck, the next time is not necessarily.

He asked what to do?

The doctor said that the best way was to change the mother’s environment and let her leave all the factors that could remind her of those bad things.

That’s exactly what the other doctor said.

He remembered that his father had long advised him to go abroad to study finance, but when he grew up, he refused his father’s proposal for the first time. At this moment, for the sake of his mother’s safety, he had to accept this choice.

The mother had lost a son, and she could not go to a strange environment without a child to accompany her. When he

was young, it was because of his studies and fear of his inadaptability. When he grew up, he knew that he should be sensible.

Yu Qing thought that this was the compensation he needed to make for a lifetime.

As for Lian Weizhi, he changed all his contact information and cut off all possible ways for the girl to find him.

He thought that without himself, the cheerful and happy girl should be able to live well.

Even if only he knows, those are absolutely not afraid that girls will find him, but he knows that as long as he has a pair of eyes, he will never walk again.

And he has to go.

It’s his debt. It’s his life.

Yu Qing, what are you going to do in the future? In the last summer before the

college entrance examination, the weather was as hot and dry as the short and rapid youth of teenagers.

Lian Weizhi put his face on the desk to cool off. When Lin Tzu-piao, who

had wandered to their side, heard this, he immediately rushed to answer, “They must be going home to inherit the family property.”.

Lian Weiyi patted off his hand trying to steal his potato chips and said, No, it depends on what Yu Qing likes.

“” Me?

Yu Ching reached out and pointed to himself.

He never seemed to think about it.

For a long time, he felt that he was on a set path of life, with excellent grades from childhood to adulthood, as well as the major he would study in the future, and then he would take over his parents’business and live a rich and carefree life for a lifetime.

He remembered what Lian Weizhi had just said. Yes, what on earth did he like?

“You play the piano so well that you can be a musician. Your grades are good, and the teacher is good, but the teacher suffers too much, so you’d better forget it.” Doctor.

“” Hmm?

Lian Weizhi made a subconscious question about the sudden sound.

I think.. Be a doctor. Once

such an idea appears, it seems that it can no longer be controlled. Yu Qing continued: I want to cure and save people, I want to save many people, I want to save.. Many families.

At that time, Lian Weizhi did not notice Lin Tzu-piao, who suddenly fell silent. Instead, he excitedly answered, Well, well, doctor, when you realize your dream, I will go to see you for treatment.

Yu Qing was amused by her words. He said, How can you talk like that.

I don’t know if a seed was planted in his heart from that moment on.

Even disobeying his father’s wishes, he resolutely chose to study medicine.

It seems that no matter how many people oppose it, he knows that there is always one person who will always support his choice, and it is the existence of this person that makes him feel at ease.

(25) [Lian Weizhi]-Most of the time when I read youth novels, the protagonists are 16 or 17 years old. It seems that as long as they are at that age, everything they do is beautiful.

But I don’t know how to describe my sixteen or seventeen years old. My

parents divorced when I was very young, and my mother remarried when I was in the third year of junior high school. The other party was a rich local boss, who waved me to a high school, which was called an aristocratic school at that time.

I think this is a kind of compensation for my mother’s guilt for so many years, and I don’t need it at all.

At that age, it’s easy to fall into two extremes-either you love everyone or you hate everyone.

At that time, I was in the latter.

I refused to be approached by everyone and drove away all the people sitting next to me. I made trouble, caused trouble and was ignorant. I thought my life would go on like this until Yu Qing appeared.

I’ve never seen anyone that clean. As

clean as his life, he has not experienced any suffering.

I am not afraid of having no friends, but I am afraid that Yu Qing thinks I have no friends.

So when people go out to eat in groups at noon, I lie on the table and pretend to sleep until I wake up to find a box of cakes on the table.

The young man’s voice was clear and cool. “Seeing that you didn’t eat at noon, I bought some for you casually.”.

He stopped turning his pen, turned his head and asked me, You girls.. Do you want to lose weight?

I couldn’t listen to anything anymore. I just nodded my head in a daze. When he heard this, he frowned

. “Beauty is important, but you still have to eat.”.

I said yes.

From then on, Yu Ching and I appeared in the canteen, as well as Lin Tzu-piao, who hooked me around the neck every day and shouted, “We three are good brothers.”.

So when Yu Qing left without saying goodbye and set foot on the way to the other side of the ocean, I found that the most regrettable thing in my heart was that I couldn’t say thank you to him formally.

Thank you, Yu Qing, thank you for appearing at my worst age of sixteen, so that I finally became a kind person like you.

(26) I was walking down the street in a daze, and almost as soon as I opened the door and sat on the sofa, my cell phone rang. The

caller is a strange number, but my intuition tells me that the opposite is Qi Yan.

Sure enough, the familiar voice appeared in my ear again.

The other side went straight to the point, “I’ll come back tomorrow, let’s meet.”.

“I froze for a moment, then said,” Good.

I don’t seem to know how to face this man. At noon

the next day, all the part-time students went to eat, and I stayed alone in the shop to clean up. The

wooden sliding door makes a “squeaking” sound, the breeze blows the wind chimes hanging on the wall, and the leather shoes step on the floor, which is clear to the ear.

I looked up and was stunned.

Qi Yan was dressed in a formal suit, as if he had just finished a meeting and came in a hurry, with an unconcealed sleepiness and fatigue on his face.

Sit down.. What can I do for you?

“Qi Yan did not answer my question. He looked around and said,” It’s different. I

can’t tell if I’m talking about the store or me.

I continued to sweep the floor without speaking. Can’t

you sit down with me for a while? The movement on

my hand seemed to be the first time that Qi Yan had spoken to me in such a tone of weakness.

Thinking of the stack of photos, I sighed and put down the tools in my hand. “I’ll make you a cup of coffee.”.

When I sat down, Qi Yan stopped talking. He looked straight at me until I could hardly bear such a look. He finally opened his mouth: At first I thought you were tired of it.

I was caught off guard by the opening and clasped my hands tightly around the wall of the coffee cup. The

assistant showed me the property certificate a long time ago, and I knew you wanted to leave me, and you were as open as if you didn’t intend to hide it from me.

So I let you go, and in order to cooperate with your acting, I accepted Luzon and gave you enough money to live on.

Maybe I spoke in a heavier tone later, but I also wanted to save face, after all, this was my first time. Being dumped.

I don’t know if it was my illusion, but Qi Yan’s expression seemed to become pitiful.

That day Luzon came to me in tears after looking for you. You didn’t know how happy I was. I thought you were finally jealous and finally said harsh words to her.

But you don’t seem to. On the day of the

dinner party, you mentioned Yu Xia to me, and I thought you thought too much. You mistakenly thought I loved her, so you left me. So I began to feel at ease. I thought you would come back to me when all this was explained.

But you haven’t looked for me again, and you seem to be living a good life alone.

And Chi Yu says that when you see those photos, your expression is only panic and forced calmness.

My hand was holding the coffee cup tighter and tighter, and the lines on it almost hurt my hand.

I said aloud, “Qi Yan..” I began to wonder what I had done wrong, and I wanted to ask you, Lian Lian, did you ever like me? My coffee spoon fell to the ground with

a splat. Qi Yan had already stood up when he

picked it up. “Are you leaving?”

I asked blankly?

Qi Yan raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows. I have a meeting in the afternoon.

Lian Lian, I don’t force you, but I hope one day, you can give me an answer, okay?

I watched him go out and then looked down at the spoon in a daze.

Of course, in my invisible place, Qi Yan opened his mobile phone, chat interface, is Lin Zibiao and Yu Qing standing outside the building snapshot.

He zoomed in on the photo, peered at the man who looked six points like him, and raised his eyebrows.

He turned in the direction of the coffee shop, smiled softly, and said again, “Lian Lian, you are really not smart.”.

I seem to have forgotten that Qi Yan is not just the man who has been gentle to me for three years, nor is he just the one who will show weakness to me as he did just now.

He is Qi Yan, the man who can support the whole Qi family in his twenties.

Even if his calculation and ruthlessness are never used on me, it doesn’t mean that he doesn’t.

「…… But I’ll do whatever it takes to get you back.

And I, after the sound of the door closing, rubbed the spoon. In the dressing room

that day, Qi Yan’s expression seemed to have known my misunderstanding of him and Yu Xia.

Photos turned out, Qi Yu’s explanation, the misunderstanding lifted.

According to Qi Yan’s character, he should wait for me to take the initiative to find him full of guilt, instead of asking me to meet the next day. What happened

yesterday was like a storm in my eyes, but in Qi Yan’s eyes, at most, love and thoughts were exposed.

Then he should come to me with his usual childish and rigid attitude. Instead of

just showing weakness. Is

he scared? What are you

afraid of?

Or does he know something?

…… I don’t know how long it took, but I took out the phone and dialed the number marked by Lin Zi.

There was a rare ring for a long time before it was connected.

Hello?

Qi Yan just came to see me.

“” Hmm? What did

he say to you.

I frowned, feeling intuitively that this was not how he should have reacted.

He told me about Yu Ching. Do they know each other? There

was a rustling sound over there, and just when I wondered if the signal was not good, Lin Zibiao’s voice came- “Fart, I don’t know it at all.”.

I said, I lied to you. With

hardly any breathing space, I added, But Yu Qing is back, isn’t he?

There was silence.

I took a breath and asked, “Is he next to you?”?

Silence, endless silence.

Until I heard another voice, so familiar that I almost shed tears.

He said, It’s me, Yu Qing.

It’s been too long.

Seven years is really too long.

Long to you and my world, people come and go, winter to spring, blue and white school uniforms yellow, thick papers are crisp into thin slices.

But seven years is so short, so short that it is so hard for me to forget a person’s voice. The brain, which

had just been able to rationally analyze the abnormal state of Qi Yan and Lin Zibiao, was suddenly left blank.

Almost the next second, I hung up the phone.

I put my elbows on the table, covered my face with my hands, and cried uncontrollably.

I thought I would make a brilliant appearance when I met again.

I restrained my youthful insolence, and he became a better man.

But I found that as long as I faced Yu Qing, I was always in a mess, and I didn’t even have the courage to say hello to him.

Even when it comes to him, my intuition is always so accurate, as if I could find him at a glance on the playground crowded with thousands of people after the morning meeting.

I wanted to see him, but I didn’t dare to see him, and I was even more afraid that he wouldn’t want to see me.

I want to ask him how he has been for so many years. How are

you?

I’m looking forward to it.

(28) “Lian Wei Zhi!”! Lian Weizhi, open the door for me! Lin Zibiao’s voice came from outside.

“Lian-” I turned the handle and pulled the door open.

Lin Zibiao’s face still had the blush of running.

His hands were still in the air, and he looked at me with wide eyes.

You.. Have you cried? Instead of answering,

I turned around and sat back on the ground, leaning my head back on the sofa.

He kicked away the can thrown on the ground and came over to take away the cigarette in my hand. Are

you sick?

I felt my mind spinning and squinted up at him.

Why are you all hiding from me?

Why am I the last to know everything?

Lin Zibiao’s face was in a trance in front of me, as if it coincided with the face of that summer.

Yu Qing studied piano and won many awards, so the school specially assigned him a piano room.

On weekdays, I like to lean against the door of the piano room and watch him. The trees outside are verdant and the sunshine hits his hair, which is like the scene in the idol drama. Once when I woke up from a

nap, I found that neither Yu Qing nor Lin Zibiao was in the classroom. Curious, I went to the piano room and saw Lin Zibiao sitting on the bench outside with his head hanging down.

He listened to the sound and looked up. When he saw me, his expression became a little flustered. What are

you doing here?

I unscrewed the door handle and was about to go in. “Looking for you, is Yu Ching inside?” “Don’t.” The two voices overlapped, but it was too late.

A choking smell came to his face, and Yu Qing inside turned his head in surprise.

He is still such a handsome young man, and the sunshine is not diminished-if you don’t see the smoke in his hand.

Lin Zibiao put one hand around my shoulder and the other hand covered my eyes and pulled me out.

I followed him out. The moment the door closed, he put down his hand. “Did you see that?”?

I nodded gently.

I stared at the ground, a little confused, but more at a loss, “Why?”?

Lin Tzu-piao sighed. He said, He’s just too tired.

“But that’s not good,” I said. “If I do that-” “I’ll definitely break your legs.

Lin Zibiao gave me a horizontal look.

I stared at my shoes, which were covered with some withered grass from the rush.

Lin Tzu-piao repeated, “He’s just too tired.”.

Later, when I think about it, Yu Ching was probably at a loss for what he was carrying.

Because of him, his brother died, his mother was sick, his heart was as sad as anyone else, but his family was not around, and his character did not allow him to complain to others.

So we can only choose this way.

But I didn’t know anything at that time.

At that time, I just felt that my heart was very messy. I think Yu Qing is Yu Qing. I won’t dislike him because of one of his bad habits.

So why am I so unhappy?

Maybe it’s because Lin Zibiao knows his tiredness, but I don’t know. I even think Yu Qing is very happy every day.

And I don’t like the feeling of being the last to know.

At that time, the sound of the handle shaft turning sounded, and Yu Qing came out of it.

He could not smell the smoke just now, leaving only the faint fragrance of honey locust inherent in Yu Qing’s body.

He reached out and touched my hair and said, “I’m sorry.”.

I shook my head desperately, but I couldn’t think of anything to say.

He looked at me for a while and then walked towards the teaching building. Suddenly, I called out to him.

“Yu Qing!” Hmm?

He turned around.

If you are unhappy in the future, you can tell me.. Lin Zibiao is also OK, just don’t do anything that hurts your body.

I seemed to see the faint smile that always hung on Yu Ching’s face. After a while, he said, Good.

I believe in Yu Ching more than I believe in myself. If

he said yes, I would believe it. If he said he would not hide it from me again, I would also believe it.

So I always felt that I was the one who knew him best, until the night when Lin Zibiao told me about his family, until the whole world knew that Yu Qing had returned home, but I still had to guess.

I still looked up at the person in front of me.

Until the appearance of Lin Zibiao in school uniform was covered by the figure of the man in front of him.

I reached out to grab, only to find that I couldn’t grab anything.

I laughed. I asked him, “Are you here to break my legs?”? After

saying this, I fell asleep.

I don’t know if it was my illusion, but before I closed my eyes, I seemed to see Lin Zibiao’s red eyes.

(29) When I woke up again, Lin Zibiao had already left, the cans on the floor were put away and thrown away, and the house was as clean as before.

I lay on the sofa and sat up with my head in my hands.

Lin Zibiao cleaned up my mess and took away the packs of cigarettes on the tea table.

But left a note. There are only a few ugly words

on it: “Keep your legs for you, and don’t let it happen again.”.

I don’t know why, but when I saw these crooked words, my mood suddenly got better.

Good mood stays at the moment when the door rings.

I looked out of the door in horror until I met Lin Zibiao, who was carrying a bag of Steamed Small Meat Dumpling in Basket.

He was calm. “Wake up?”?

“I asked,” You didn’t leave?

“He glanced at me.” What if I left and you choked to death in the middle of the night? Speechless

.

He put the steamed stuffed bun on the tea table and shook off the key in his hand. “You should have a spare one, so I’ll take it first.”.

“I stared.” How can you be so shameless?

Lin Tzu-piao suddenly tilted one corner of his mouth and smiled. He said, Even before I did it, I didn’t do it until now. I’m already very shameless.

I knew what he was talking about, so I scooped up the bag of steamed buns and stuffed it into my mouth.

He also knew that I knew what he was talking about, so he went on.

I wanted to stay by your side. You liked Yu Qing and missed him, so you chose to be with someone who looked like him. Compared with Yu Qing,

I am like two extremes. You don’t like me, so I never argue about anything.

But I suddenly found that they didn’t seem to be able to give you happiness.

Every time I mention Yu Qing, you are crying, so I think, maybe, is it time for me to fight for it?

I felt myself choking and began to cough violently.

Lin Zibiao picked up the water on the table, unscrewed the bottle cap and handed it over, and then kept looking at me.

I seemed to see the big tail of nothingness wagging behind him.

I think this is Lin Zibiao, always like a high school student, reckless and vigorous. Say what you

want to say and express what you want to express.

This is Lin Zibiao.

I took the water and said, “Are you confessing your love?”?

Lin Tzu-piao stared at me and sighed bitterly. I thought I had expressed my love since the day I met you.

“Poof!” The water I just drank came out in such a mess.

I could feel the burning heat on my face. Can you..? All right, I won’t tease you. After all,

Lin Tzu-piao waved his hand and came over to pat me on the back.

As he patted, he asked, “You can make dessert, right?”?

」「…… Uh? The part-time students in

your shop told me that you taught them all the desserts on the menu, and you haven’t cooked them for me yet.

My eyes widened. Lin Tzu-piao, are you a little girl of seventeen or eighteen who still eats dessert?

“I’ve been taking care of you all night. Look at this black eye. Look at it!” Lin Zibiao pointed his index finger at his eyes and said a word close to one point until I blocked it with my hand. Since when do

you take care of me and make demands on me? I

don’t really have nothing to fear, but I still joke like this. What you

owe me is what you have to pay back, Xiao Lian. I have to haggle over the feelings you owe me over the past few years and let you pay them back. What if

I can’t pay it back?

Lin Tzu-piao paused for a moment, probably because he didn’t expect me to say that, and the momentum he had just put on was suddenly deflated again.

I can’t afford it.. Then pay a little less, but you still have to pay.

Lian Weizhi, in fact, I’m really quite stingy.

(30) I don’t know if it’s not good to use the word “sticky”.

In short, Lin Zibiao followed me to the coffee shop, as if he was afraid that I would run away.

Pulling open the door, Lin Tzu-piao poked his head. “Why is there no one?”?

I rolled my eyes. It usually opens at nine o’clock, but now it’s only seven o’clock. There is glass above the table in the

workshop, and when you stand outside, you can see everything inside.

I put on the bib hanging on the wall and began to prepare the ingredients.

Lin Zibiao propped his chin and elbows on the table, looking at me through the glass.

I was distracted by this look, so I reached out and knocked on the glass. “If you are too idle, come in and beat two eggs.”.

“All right!” Said Lin Zibiao.

But as soon as I got the chopsticks, I knew something was wrong by listening to the frequency of knocking on the bowl. Can’t you

crack an egg, crack an egg?

“” No.

I glared at him, wondering how someone could say no so confidently and laugh so happily.

You have to do this.. Like this.

I put my hand on his and tried to get the right tilt. It was

also at this time that I discovered that Lin Zibiao’s hands were so big that I felt that we were the contrast between mineral water bottles and Yakult.

Yes, will you? You’re just stirring like this-what are you looking at me for?

As I spoke, I looked up, only to be surprised by Lin Tzu-piao’s slightly dull eyes. It

‘s all right.

Suddenly he pulled back his hand and immediately turned around and walked outside. I’ll go outside to fight, and then I’ll return it to you.

I looked at the red spot that stretched from behind my ear to my neck, and suddenly an inopportune thought popped into my mind-is he shy?

I looked down at my hands, which were still covered with drops of water, and I looked up at the somewhat flustered figure in puzzlement.

So, Lin Zibiao is equal to an innocent young man? I couldn’t help laughing out loud at the

thought. “What are you laughing at?” Said

Lin Tzu-piao in an exasperated voice. Me: “Laugh at your egg beating skills.”.

The figure paused, probably unable to tell whether I was teasing him about his cooking or his ears, and he quickened his pace and hid at the cash register far from the workbench.

When Lin Zibiao proudly held a bowl of egg liquid in front of me, the other ingredients were almost ready.

How was it?

“I glanced inside and commented earnestly,” The degree to which a chicken feels that it deserves to die.

I sighed and took the bowl. I’ll do it. You go and sit down.

Don’t you need my help?

“” Please, stop.

Lin Tzu-piao sat at the table looking at this side in all kinds of scoundrels. Perhaps this time it was a long distance. Without the previous sense of oppression, I could also concentrate on doing my own thing.

When I carried several different flavors of pancakes and some baked puddings to Lin Zibiao, I could even see the light from his eyes.

It’s like a fart kid who eats candy.

I sat down and did not know whether to laugh or cry. What’s the difference between this and the dessert shop outside? It

‘s totally different, okay.

I thought he was going to say something wrong again, but he blinked his eyes and pretended to be surprised and said, “This doesn’t cost money!” “Hiss!” I ate another chestnut.

I held my cheek. “Actually, I didn’t hear it from the part-time students in our store, did I?”.

Lin Tzu-piao choked for a moment, swallowed the food slowly, and replied, Ang.. It was Qi Yu who accidentally said before that you would often give. Uh The name seemed to be stuck in his mouth and he couldn’t say it.

So I said, “Qi Yan.”.

Lin Tzu-piao paused.

“I laughed, and I said,” Is that better? Lin Tzu-piao, who

had just had a surprised look on his face, could not even keep his expression. He lowered his head and stuffed the pancake into his mouth until the corners of his mouth were stained with the cream that had been squeezed out.

I handed him a tissue and watched him chew it until he swallowed everything in his mouth.

Then he put on a slightly aggrieved tone. “I’ve known you for ten years. Don’t I deserve what others have?”? When I

heard this, I didn’t know what to say.

In order to break the strange atmosphere, I deliberately laughed more happily.

I said, “Which time have I failed to fulfill your Master Lin’s request?”?

Lin Tzu-piao: Really?

“Me:” Isn’t it?

“Lin Tzu-piao said,” Well, you will accompany me to my class next week.

Homecoming?

What reunion?

Next week?

No, Lin Zibiao, when did you really learn to push your luck and open a dyeing workshop for color?

The words were still stuck in his throat. Lin Tzu-piao answered again, “You promised me. You can’t go back on your word so soon, can you?”?

“I..” That’s settled. I’ll pick you up in the morning.

I took a deep breath and then uttered a complete sentence. When was the notice?

Why didn’t I know? In front of me,

Lin Tzu-piao opened the class group that no one had spoken for a long time, with a long string of naked words from the monitor.

Roughly speaking, I haven’t seen him for several years after graduation, so I made an appointment to have a meal. It was sent

last night. I don’t think you had time to see it.

I glared at him. I was drunk last night, and when I opened my eyes this morning, I was dragged to the coffee shop. Of course, I didn’t have time to look.

Boy, the abacus is loud, and the chess has been set up step by step.

Then I sighed again. “You go or we go? What’s the difference? We all go to the same place to eat.”.

“” Not the same.

Lin Tzu-piao’s eyes are rarely serious, although the corners of his mouth are still stained with cream that has not been wiped clean, making the picture look a little funny.

He said, “It’s different to walk into that place with you and come into everyone’s sight together.”.

I subconsciously staggered his eyes, and a strange feeling rose in my heart.

I seemed to know that he meant something, but I didn’t dare to think about it.

(31) Since it was a reunion, it was expected to meet Yu Qing. Even though I had calmed down again and again, the moment I opened the door, I lowered my head subconsciously.

Look who it is. Brother Lin is here at last. The squad leader, who was

holding a glass of wine, was already red in the face, beckoning us to sit down and talking.

At that time, Lin Zibiao’s deskmate Xiao Pang was calling him over, and the girl who played well with me was also calling me.

Just as I was about to go around to the girl’s side, Lin Tzu-piao suddenly pinched my wrist and raised it. “We came together, and we sat together.”.

“” Oh. There was a lot of noise in the

box, very much like we used to be.

I suddenly looked up, but on Yu Qing’s calm smiling face, that moment sour and astringent welled up in my heart.

I want to ask him how he has been these years, whether he has met a girl he loves and loves him very much, and whether he has cared about the whole seven years of separation between us.

But I didn’t say anything. I just smiled at him and nodded.

Speaking of it, the three of you were the ones who had the best relationship with each other in our class at that time. Now you two are a couple?

Let others Yu Qing do.

Hearing this, I immediately raised my head in a panic and tried to look at Yu Qing, but in the middle of the journey I realized something and abruptly turned around and looked at the male classmate who was talking.

Lin Tzu-piao laughed twice and said, “We’re just friends. We just happened to be here together.”.

I nodded in silence.

Yu Ching, I heard that you are a doctor now. I thought you would inherit the family business after graduation. The boy

next to him said to the person who said it, “It’s an ambition, it’s a pursuit. Do you think it’s like you? Ha ha ha ha..” At this point, I finally cast my eyes on Yu Qing again.

Doctor

That teenager is still the appearance of bright moon and clear wind, caught in the crowd can hardly touch a little fireworks.

He smiled and said, “I still have to do what I like to do.”. Back in my

memory, I seem to have seen myself when I solemnly said, “I want to see what I like.”.

Is it because of that sentence?

Do you miss that time, too?

But he didn’t look at me all the time. Lin Zibiao

next to me put a peeled shrimp in my bowl. Out of the corner of my eye, a

sudden hand finally pulled my attention back.

Lin Tzu-piao said softly but firmly, “You came with me. Can you just look at me?”. After a meal,

I looked at the shrimp lying in the dish, which had been peeled clean. I lowered my head and said in a muffled voice.. I want to dip it in soy sauce.

(32) After dinner, a group of people opened the biggest box to sing.

I didn’t like the strong smell of smoke inside, so I ran out alone to breathe.

At night, the sky over the city is quiet and beautiful, and the air is cool.

Xiao Lian. A

familiar voice sounded, and I turned around in a daze.

A suit jacket fell over my shoulders. A little flustered,

I lowered my head and gathered my hair. Then I looked up and said, “What a coincidence!”.

He chuckled, and the two pear swirls on his face were clearly visible. Is a

class reunion also called a coincidence? As soon as

he smiled, I panicked even more. It was quite like an ancient king throwing away his armor when he saw a peerless beauty.

「…… Have you lost weight?

You seem to have grown a little, don’t you?

Yu Ching did not answer. He put his hands on the railing and turned to look at me with a smile on his lips.

So I continued to say to myself, “Has it changed?”?

Actually, I forgot. Seven years? I haven’t seen you for seven years.

Yu Ching turned his head. A few years had made his eyebrows and eyes fade and look more mature. But he raised his head and looked at the sky. As soon as he opened his mouth, it was as if we were back in high school, and now it was just standing in the corridor blowing the wind during the evening self-study break.

Hsiao Lien, how have you been these years?

A greeting seems like a lifetime ago. I couldn’t hold back my

tears any longer. I asked in a trembling voice, “What about you? How are you doing?”?

I’m fine.

“” Really?

……」 The rest of the sentence, “Me too,” was choked in my throat and I couldn’t say it. I wanted to cry and tell him that I was not good at all.

But I clearly realized that I had grown up, and we were no longer what we were at that time. The

sudden wave of grief almost knocked me down emotionally and mentally, and made me ask the question, “..” Yu Qing, have you ever liked me? The perfect expression of the

teenager was finally broken.

“Now say this..” Did you ever like me? Once a

question is asked, it gets out of hand. I don’t want to hear excuses or nonsense. I just want to hear “yes” or “no.”.

He moved his lips as if he had something to say, but he said nothing.

The breeze blew, and his voice rushed to my ears. All

I heard was “I’m sorry.”.

I laughed, as if I had laughed at my own shortcomings in order not to lose face when I was a child. I laughed happily and humiliated.

I said, “Don’t be so boring. Didn’t we all agree?”?

We had a deal.

At that time, we were sitting on the rostrum beside the playground, shaking our legs, and the orange soda was shining in the sun.

I bit the straw and asked them questions they had heard from other little girls. What would you do

if you met someone you couldn’t be with?

“Lin Tzu-piao was the first to bear the brunt of the smelly fart.” There are still girls I can’t catch up with, Master Lin?

I rolled his eyes and turned my head to Yu Qing.

He thought for a moment. “Probably never liked it.”.

I was intrigued by this novel answer and asked why.

Yu Ching says, “If there is no result, don’t let people hold out hope.”.

Otherwise, everyone will be sad.

The moonlit night was heavy, and Yu Qing seemed to think of this memory. He lowered his eyes and turned his head to ask me, “What about you? Have you..” Liked me?

I stared into his eyes, beautiful eyes that seemed to crush the stars, and then smiled and said, No.

He looked away, maybe smiling, maybe not.

He said, Is it?

That’s really.. That’s great.

(33) When they returned to the box, only a few people were left.

When Lin Zibiao saw me, his eyes showed consternation.

I asked aloud, “Aren’t you leaving yet?”?

Then he pulled down his suit and threw it on the sofa. Didn’t

you leave?

He asked in reply.

I picked up the unopened drink on the table and drank a few mouthfuls. Then I picked up the bag on the sofa and left.

I’ll see you off.

“” No. It seems

that I should cry a few times, after all, ten years of love has been denied. According to the plot of the movie, I should get drunk at this time, and then go into the rain.

But I didn’t.

Just like Yu Qing had unspeakable difficulties but did not mention a word, just like the gift that could not be sent out in those days.

It turns out that defeating love is never a big event, but a humble self-esteem that we can’t let go of each other. The fake sweetness of Coke

Zero makes me want to vomit.

I took a deep breath, turned my back to the man who had followed me, and said, “I want to be alone.”.

Then he walked straight out the door.

[Yu Qing]-I gave you a chance.

Lin Tzu-piao opened a can of beer and handed it over.

Yu Qing reached out his hand and took a mouthful, but did not speak.

Can you tell me why?

Finally, he said, My mother always felt that she was delaying my friends and studies in Taiwan, so she asked me to come back, but I couldn’t really leave her alone.

Now my father’s body is strong, and he can still control the affairs of the company, but what if one day he really can’t?

I can’t stay in the country all my life. Holding the can in his hand,

Lin Tzu-piao paused and said, You studied medicine with great difficulty after you quarreled with your father. Are you going to give up?

Yu has also invested in medical care, but there is no conflict.

Lin Tzu-piao suddenly lowered his head and smiled meaningfully. So you are the one who has the best abacus. When

Yu Qing heard this, he didn’t mean to refute it. He just raised his head and looked at the stars in the sky.

“Ah Piao, I really envy you..” All right.

Lin Tzu-piao interrupted him.

He then asked, as in the past, “What about Lian Wei? What about her?”?

Memories ripple like a fish jumping into a lake. “I can’t let her give up her life and go with me,”

Yu said. How do

you know she won’t?

Yu Ching gave a long sigh. It’s because I don’t want to.

Lin Tzu-piao gulped down the wine in his hand and listened again.

He said, “How long are you going to live with your self-righteousness?”?

Yu Ching turned his head. There was no anger on his face, only calm. It was as calm as the river tonight.

My life is doomed not to be able to cross the Rubicon in everything like you.

He reached out and patted the person next to him on the shoulder. She finally gave you that scarf, didn’t she? The hand

holding the can hanging in the air paused, and finally Lin Zibiao nodded slowly.

The gift box that was supposed to be thrown into the trash can by the girl was saved by him by chance.

Just when he asked why he didn’t send it out, the girl curled her lips in disgust. “It’s too ugly to take out.”.

“Lin Tzu-piao said,” You give it to me, and I’ll help you run away and throw it. If you throw it too close, it’s not good to be seen.

In this way, many years have passed, and the ugly scarf still hangs in his wardrobe.

Yu Ching lowered his head and smiled. He said, Some things are actually doomed from the very beginning.

“He turned to look at Lin Zibiao.” If there must be someone with her, I hope it’s you.

Lin Tzu-piao was stunned, and then he came to his senses as if he had thought of something. You don’t have to let me. I like her. I’ll chase her myself.

“” Not to let.

Yu Qing bent down and picked up the empty cans thrown on the ground one by one and threw them into plastic bags, then stood up. When I came back

this time, I came to deal with some of the remaining projects in the country. After I finished, I would probably go abroad to settle down.

I only hope that on the day I leave, you can keep my secret and not tell her as you did in the past.

He took a few steps forward, threw the plastic bag into the trash can, and then turned around to face Lin Zibiao.

The moonlight sprinkled on the young man’s face, obscure and unable to see the expression.

At that moment, Lin Zibiao thought that he seemed to have become more mature, or perhaps he had always been a little more rational than his peers.

Rational enough to give up what you want and give away what you love.

Yu Qing put his pocket in his pocket and stepped up the steps. He did not look back or say goodbye. There was only a shallow voice in the

air: “Those three years were my happiest days, and it was really good to be a brother with you.”.

Gently, it drifted into the air.

(34) For the next few days, I stayed in the coffee shop busy debugging new products and helping the cashier.

It seems that as long as you are busy enough, you can control your mind not to think about something. During

this period, Lin Zibiao did not look for me, perhaps he, like me, is also trying to calm himself, saying goodbye to the past life.

But Qi Yu, because he didn’t know anything, he always looked happy and came to the shop to look for me every once in a while.

When she asked me out, I couldn’t afford to go shopping, so I couldn’t get away from the shop. But she was very insistent. If I didn’t go out, she would sit in the shop and look at the goldfish in the tank, tease the cat in the shop, and sit all afternoon.

On Wednesday afternoon, when the flow of people was at its lowest, the sound of pulling the door “squeaked,” and I had an intuition that Qi Yu was coming again.

But then, what came into my ears was not Qi Yu’s voice at the top of his voice, but a steady and slow sound step by step. I raised my head subconsciously-it was Qi Yan.

I frowned.

Chi Yu says you’ve been in a bad mood lately.

He pulled out the nearest chair facing the cash register and sat down as if he were familiar with it.

Probably look too much like, I looked at that face, my heart filled with a wave of sadness, but more is, is not a place to hit. Holding a rag in my

hand, I was wiping the cash register. I didn’t stop for a moment, and I only said, “No.”.

Qi Yan didn’t say much. He just looked up at the store and then at me. Then he said, “Shall I give you some investment? You can open a branch..” Qi Yan.

“I spoke in a bad tone.” If you have nothing to do, you can go back. If you have too much money to spend, you can do charity.

Qi Yan was stupefied. He withdrew his hand from the table and leaned back in his chair. I’m sorry. I just don’t know how to be good to you.

At that moment, I admitted that there was a moment of stagnation in the movement of my hands, but soon I opened my mouth and said, “You don’t need to be nice to me, we are over.”.

I never felt like it was over.

I mean, even if it’s over.. Can I chase you again?

This time, the rag fell directly on the ground. “Are you out of your mind?” I asked with a feeling I

couldn’t understand? There are so many beautiful girls

outside. Why are you chasing me?

Qi Yan’s face is still so beautiful, so precious, like the first time I saw him.

He lowered his eyes and seemed to be more puzzled than I was. “What about you? We’ve been together for three years. Can you just leave?”? It was then

that I remembered why I had offered to be with him. For

three years, I thought we were just taking what we needed, so I put my feelings for Yu Qing on him with a good conscience.

I remind myself of the relationship with Qi Yan over and over again, but also hope that I will always remain sober and not fall into it.

Until I knew the truth, I could no longer look directly at the past three years.

It seems that as long as you don’t think about it, you can not face yourself who has done something wrong in the past.

Similarly, I can’t face Qi Yan, how happy he was when he saw Yu Qing, and how painful he is now.

Sometimes, the perpetrator is more reluctant to face the past than victim, because as long as he faces it, his inner morality will condemn him over and over again.

I can only pretend to be impatient. So what do you want? Will you

make it up to me.

“I frowned.” What?

Qi Yan stood up. He was tall in his own right, and approaching step by step seemed to make the air feel oppressive.

He said, You can … Will you accompany me to the amusement park?

I was stunned for a long time. What?

(35) I don’t understand. I really don’t understand.

Until I stood in front of the gate of the amusement park, I still couldn’t figure it out.

The sun is very big, Qi Yan seems to play me as a child.

He asked me if I wanted balloons, ice cream, or a headdress.

The crowd was surging, and he subconsciously wanted to hold my hand, but I broke it.

He turned his head, but he was not angry. “You pulled my sleeve tight.”. In

this way, a shirt worth tens of thousands of yuan was ravaged in my hands, and the custom-made cufflinks were in a dangerous position to be torn off. When he was

drifting, the staff sent him a disposable raincoat, and he frowned at the plastic bag.

I quickly opened the package and put myself in it. The joy of the game diluted the sadness. Instead, I urged with some anxiety, “Come on, it’s about to start!” What is this for?

Raincoat, when you get on the boat, the water will wash your clothes wet.

Qi Yan said, “Oh, oh,” and clumsily looked for the beginning and the end of his plastic raincoat.

I suddenly thought, “Haven’t you ever played this project?”?

Qi Yan finally found the head and tail of the raincoat and put himself in it. The voice came from the plastic raincoat.

I’ve never been to an amusement park.

Do not have the tone of the waves, I do not know how, but let my heart hurt.

I pretended to be disgusted and said, “I’ll do it. I don’t know when you’ll finish it.”.

Then he reached out to help tidy up the wrinkles.

The raincoat is an average size, taking care of the average height of men and women, but not taking care of a man like Qi Yan who is 1.8 meters tall. The

small raincoat looked a little cramped on him, causing a big wave to come over and wet his shirt and wash his face.

Because he came out to play, so his style today is more casual, no hair spray, bangs are also loose on the forehead, was wet by water, Qi Yan reached out to lift it up.

Full forehead and sharp lines of the jaw line, forming a chiseled face, sword eyebrows into the temples, like the flow from the bones of the precious.

I faintly heard the girl beside me exclaim in a low voice.

Also at this moment, I suddenly found that, in fact, Qi Yan and Yu Qing are not similar, if Yu Qing is a moonlit evening, then Qi Yan should be a deep and cold night. The essence of

this man does not seem to be as gentle as it is in front of me. There is a fierce and repressed dryness in his body.

But at this moment, the dryness was suddenly poured cold water without a trace, and he looked at me like a wolf dog who had just woken up. I pulled out a pack of paper towels

from my bag and handed them to him. I pretended to be serious and said, “Go back and wash your clothes yourself. Don’t let my husband see that you’ve worn them.”. The exclamation of the girl

next to him was instantly withdrawn and turned into a whisper of contempt?

Right? I said why it looks so beautiful.

” (36) Qi Yan turned his head and pointed to the Ferris wheel that was already lit up in the distance.” Will you accompany me to sit on that?

At that moment, I think Qi Yan really understood that he knew how to make me feel guilty and how to make an invitation that I couldn’t refuse when I felt guilty. There are many lovers holding hands on

the Ferris wheel. Qi Yan and I, a man and a woman, are naturally considered to be a couple. With a smile on his face, the

staff member handed a rose to Qi Yan when we went up. “Sir, remember to give it to your girlfriend at the top.”.

Qi Yan looked at the flower and did not refute it.

The Ferris wheel rose slowly, and the whole picture of the amusement park became clear in our sight.

I suddenly asked him, “Have you really never played?”?

Qi Yan kept looking sideways at the two pieces of transparent glass beside him and whispered back, “Well.”. Then

I asked, “How did you get here when you were a child?”?

Read and study.

“Ah-” I lengthened my tone and pulled it down again. But

Qi Yan laughed. He said, “Don’t use this tone of pity, okay? I learned fencing and equestrian. When you were in junior high school, I was already an invitee at major fashion shows.”. There was no time to take back the pitiful expression on my

face, and I looked at the man with some indignation.

Until he asked, “What about you? What were you like as a child?”?

“I thought for a moment and said,” Play, just play.

My parents don’t care about me, and I’ve done everything from catching shrimps in the river to digging out birds’ eggs in the trees.

“Qi Yan finally turned his head and solemnly called out my name, saying,” Lian Weizhi, this is the first time you have mentioned your parents and your past to me.

I was in a daze and touched the tip of my nose shyly. What is there to mention.

But I really want to know. With his elbows on his thighs,

he suddenly leaned close to me and said, I want to know what kind of you you were in those days when I didn’t show up.

I felt uncomfortable with such a sudden closing distance, so close that I seemed to be able to feel Qi Yan’s breath.

I felt my brain was in chaos, and when I was in chaos, I began to talk nonsense.

I said, “Yes, I have quarreled and fought since I was a child. I have kicked other people’s chairs and lifted other people’s desks.”.

“Qi Yan clasped his hands.” It must be someone else’s fault.

I looked up at the man who had returned to his seat, his collar slightly open, and the cover of night seemed to immerse him in the night, as if he were a prince running out of a fairy tale book, but he should be the child of the devil. How can

such a person open his mouth but be full of comforting and partial words? With

a fluttering look in my eyes, I continued, “Actually, it’s all right. I won’t be like this in high school.”.

“Qi Yan’s voice came softly.” Is it because I met Lin Zibiao?

He mentioned Lin Tzu-piao, but not only did he mention Lin Tzu-piao, he also said “they.”.

I was stunned.

Even before I had a premonition that perhaps Qi Yan had guessed one or two, but also did not face to face and he formally talked about the past, as well as the dust-laden in the past, when they.

The Ferris wheel has risen so high that it can overlook the lights on the ground, as if they were stars.

Qi Yan looked at me, just looked at me, for a long time, he stretched out his index finger, pointing to himself.

If I didn’t look like him, would our story be different.

He was asking a question that I couldn’t answer.

I don’t know how long I was silent until I sat a little stiff.

Qi Yan, on the other hand, was like a toy whose shaft had suddenly been turned, breaking through the picture of silence. He smiled and said, “I won’t ask.”.

Then he raised his hand and slowly extended it to me.

I saw the red rose sleeping in the night. Qi Yan looked out of the window and whispered, “It’s the highest point.”.

I also turned my head and looked out of the window, as if I had made an appointment. There was a loud noise outside, and then fireworks burst into the night sky.

In the midst of those loud noises, I seemed to hear Qi Yan say in a lower voice, “I love you.”.

Because I love you, I favor you no matter whether I am right or wrong. Because I love you, I pretend not to know the answer even if I know it.

Because I love you.

(38) When the Ferris wheel returned to the ground, we kept silent tacitly. When it was time

to close the park, visitors went to the exit one after another. Qi Yan and I were caught in the crowd and moved forward slowly.

His assistant was already waiting at the door, and when he saw the clothes on Qi Yan’s body, his face showed a suppressed expression of surprise.

“How did you..” He stepped forward, and the voice came from the front, “Come on, send you back.”. It wasn’t

until I closed the car door that I woke up.

Qi Yan can only be Qi Yan, right?

Walking out of the playground and changing the ugly T-shirt, he was still the head of the Qi family standing on the top floor of the office building.

Ferris wheel will always return to the ground, roses will wilt, just like Qi Yan sitting beside me at the moment, as if everything is the same, and as if everything is different. When we are

near, we can feel each other’s breath, and when we are farthest away, we just sit beside each other but have our own concerns, but in this world, there is no more distant distance than this.

From the moment the car started, the assistant wisely drew the curtain.

I looked out of the window and couldn’t figure out what I was thinking, just as I didn’t know what he was thinking at the moment.

Suddenly, Qi Yan said, “Can you not make me wait too long?”.

“I sent out a word of doubt,” Huh?

I turned my head, only to find that he was still looking out of the window with his head on one side. There was a drizzling rain outside. It was like a layer of broken diamonds on the window. It was like collecting the neon lights outside, gathering them on the drops of water, and then brightening his face.

I can wait for you, but not for long. Like Lin Zibiao,

I can’t stay by your side for years like a silent knight, and then watch you love others, lose love, and love again.

“You can not like me now, I will try to make you like me, but-” he turned his head, the neon light and shadow on the bridge of his nose. Give me an answer

as soon as possible and don’t make me wait too long, okay?

I’ve never seen Qi Yan like this. He no longer has a smile on his lips. He seems to be in a daze, but the logic of what he says is very clear.

It was a cold tone, but his wrinkled nose made him feel like an abandoned puppy. I could not say cruel words when I

should have refused directly, so I lowered my head.

Perhaps at that moment I believe, but also really believe, I and Qi Yan, can start all over again.

(39) When the mobile phone video call rings, I look at the person and press the connect button hesitantly.

Hello, what’s up? The clerk

next to me, who was grinding coffee beans, looked at me in surprise, probably because he had never seen my tone so bad.

I said “hmm” a few more times to my cell phone, and the last one was “I’ll be at home tomorrow, so come over then.”. When I

hung up the phone, the clerk asked cautiously who it was. I paused and said, “My mother.”.

My mother.

How many years, I have not mentioned the name.

My childhood was not happy, and in the final analysis, my parents’ marriage was not happy.

They divorced when I was very young, and I remember that day when I was crying in the corner of the sofa.

My father smoked one cigarette after another. He said, “Don’t you think I’m useless?”. Strang

ely enough, some fathers know that they are useless, but they never say that they are useless. They only say that their wives dislike their uselessness.

Can blame heaven, can blame earth, anyway, never blame themselves.

My mother’s mood may also be because of this sentence completely broke out, she burst into tears, “If I dislike you, would I have married you?”?

This quarrel broke out countless times in my memory, but that time seemed different. Instead of

imagining her mother’s next rebuke, she tried to control her emotions and took out a document from her bag. “Sign it,” she said.

So from then on, I completely lost the role of father in my life.

But after the divorce, her mother was obviously much happier than before. Perhaps she was a playful little girl before she got married.

When I was in junior high school, she met her husband and got married in a flash.

Her new marriage was happy, so happy that I felt that my existence seemed unnecessary.

Perhaps it was the rebellious arrival of adolescence, or perhaps it was the desire to attract the attention of the only relative, I became a bad person in the eyes of some parents and teachers.

This rugged and contradictory expression reached its peak at the moment when her current husband sent me to A-high.

Since then, the relationship between our mother and daughter seems to be getting worse and worse. Maybe it’s just my unilateral cold war that makes the relationship worse and worse.

It was not until I graduated and was admitted to a University that I worked part-time. She did not move a penny to my card every month. It seemed that only in this way could I preserve my little self-esteem.

Every Spring Festival, she would send me a message asking me if I would like to go home for the Spring Festival, but I ignored it.

That’s her house. That’s not my house.

But after so many years, this is the first time she has made a strong offer to see me.

I don’t know why, but in my heart, I have a bad feeling.

(40) This is the first time Mom has seen where you live in years.

When a woman wears casual clothes and carries a bag under her arm, the beauty will be old but not late, and the charm will still be there.

I folded my arms and leaned against the door frame. “Come on, what’s the matter?”.

This is the mother who gave birth to me and raised me, and I think I should love her, but as soon as I open my mouth, my tone is involuntarily mixed with sarcasm.

She didn’t mind, but sat down on the sofa and raised her hand as if she had called me when she was a child.

I sat in an empty seat next to her.

Weizhi, Mom wants to bring you home.

“” Impossible. As soon as the

words came out of my mouth, I rejected them.

She was a little worried. “What on earth are you arguing about?”? Your Uncle Liu and

I haven’t had children for so many years. When we’re old and gone, isn’t the rest yours.

My tone was surprisingly calm. No need.

“I continued,” He has a child from his ex-wife. I’m not his daughter. I don’t want his things. When she

heard this, there was a trace of sadness in her eyes. “I really don’t understand why you are so resistant to your Uncle Liu, Mingming..” I interrupted her impatiently. “Can you stop forcing me into your family?”.

Don’t turn the reason why you haven’t had a baby all these years into an excuse for my good.

She opened her mouth as if she had something to say, but finally she just lowered her head.

Her voice came out slowly, “Weizhi, mom is really sorry for not being able to give you a complete home.”.

Over the years, I am also afraid that because of my fault, you have to escape from marriage.

I’ve always wanted you to accept Uncle Liu. I want to make it up to you. Maybe I used the wrong way, but I hope you don’t hate your mother, okay?

I was silent for a long time. I wanted to say that I never blamed her, and I didn’t blame her for finding her own happiness. Is there any child in the

world who doesn’t want his mother to be happy?

But in the end, all that remained was an inaudible sigh and the words, “Let me get you a glass of water.”.

She stood up hurriedly and said, “No,” wiping the tears from her eyes as she lowered her head.

She said, “It’s getting late, so I’ll leave you alone.”. I stared at the door for a long time

until the sound of closing the door.

I feel like I’ve been living like a wandering soul for so many years.

I don’t hate my mother, but I can’t reconcile with her; I love my teenager, but I can’t stay with him.

Affection, love, friendship, what are these? Have

I really felt it?

I looked out of the window at the gray sky and felt lonely for the first time.

(41) I had a dream that night that my parents were not divorced, and that day my mother did not take out the divorce agreement, but, as usual, sobbed about her difficulties over the years.

I didn’t go to A high school, but I went to a school that was neither good nor bad with my grades.

Then take the college entrance examination, go to college, graduate and work.

I have not met the person who is gentle enough to change me, nor have I met the person who can joke and talk after years of absence.

Of course, I didn’t meet Qi Yan.

My life is so ordinary, so ordinary that people passing by in a hurry don’t want to stop and take a look.

I got married and decided to divorce a few years later because of some trivial matters. My

elderly mother had white hair, and the wrinkles around her eyes made her look old, but she was very supportive of my decision.

She said, “If only I had been as brave as you.”.

She raised her head slowly, and I saw my own face in her eyes. When

the dream stopped, I suddenly woke up.

I calmed my breath, and my mind was full of pictures of my mother talking with tears in her eyes.

Sometimes we always complain about life, but we never think that this step may be the best ending that life can bring us.

(42) It’s autumn.

Perhaps because of the beginning of school, the business in the shop has become busier.

But Qi Yu, always like a person who has nothing to do, went to the coffee shop to sit down, and occasionally when she was in the mood, she would pester me to teach her how to pull flowers and how to make desserts.

As for Qi Yan, this period of time seems to be more busy. There was a problem with a project in

my brother’s company recently. He spent every day in the company, and he was almost dizzy.

“I washed the hand of the cup,” Oh, is it a big problem?

“Qi Yu waved his hand, but looked very trusting.” It’s all right. He can handle it.

I think it’s better to be busy with work and have no time to see me than to let me give him an answer.

Sister, someone is looking for you outside. Cried

one of the clerks.

I’m going home, too, so I won’t bother you.

Qi Yu waved her hand and jumped out of the door with her limited edition bag.

I pulled the towel aside, wiped my hands, took off my apron and went out.

But as soon as I opened the door, I was stunned.

Liu.. Uncle? In the private room of the

coffee shop, I looked at my uncle, who was a little older than I remembered, and felt a little embarrassed.

But he did not mind, as a boss for decades, let him naturally bring a bit of superior posture, so in my memory, he has always been straight back and head.

Only today, he only has a tired face.

Your mother came to see you two days ago, didn’t she?

He asked, nodding his forefinger on the table. “Yes,”

I replied.

He sighed and put his hand into his suit pocket to take out a pack of cigarettes, but he remembered that it was in front of me and finally took it out empty-handed.

If your mother advises you to go home, you can say yes first.

I looked up unexpectedly, frowned and asked, Why?

Don’t ask so many questions. Just listen to your mother for once, okay.

I looked down at the lines on the table. I believed he loved my mother, but that was not a reason to persuade me.

If you don’t tell me why, I won’t go back. The man in

front of him seemed to fall into painful thinking, and finally, after a deep sigh, he said, “Your mother didn’t want me to tell you..” Some time ago, your mother suddenly fell down the stairs at home, and then she was sent to the hospital for examination. They said the situation was not optimistic.

I opened my mouth, but for a moment my mind went blank and I couldn’t speak.

Now you know why your mother begged you to go back for the first time in years.

I don’t know how I ended this conversation or how I calmly sent him away.

I said, “Give me two days to pack up. The day after tomorrow, I’ll be there the day after tomorrow.”.

The tree wants to be quiet, but the wind will not stop; the son wants to be raised, but the parents will not wait. I

used to be angry with my mother and quarrel with her because I never thought that one day she would leave me.

She can tolerate all my faults, but I forget that my mother is just an ordinary person, my mother will have birth, old age, illness and death.

I hurried home, grabbed the clothes in the wardrobe, and almost smashed them into the box.

That night, I lay in bed and had another dream in a daze. In the

dream, my mother sat on the sofa holding me, who was still a baby, and joked, “What kind of boy are we going to marry when we grow up?”.

At that time, I was rather reluctant to say, Xiao Lian doesn’t get married, and Xiao Lian has been accompanying his mother all the time.

My mother used to be a famous beauty when she was young, and her every smile was full of fresh vitality.

How can I stay with my mother all the time? My mother will grow old, too.

She held me in her arms and shook me, saying in a soft voice, The person we like in the future, we don’t want to be handsome or rich, but we must accompany Xiao Lian to walk a long, long way and say a lot of words.

At that time, my father’s business was not going well, and he did not go home for a long time and lived outside. The words he did not understand when he was young seem to be full of bitterness today. Did

mom ever have her own love? Did

she ever think that her father would accompany her all her life?

Later, when she married Uncle Liu, did she finally find her own happiness?

A series of questions were interrupted when the phone rang.

I looked at the time and found that I had only slept for an hour, and it was still dark outside the window.

But when I saw the caller, the bad feeling in my heart became stronger.

“Come to the downtown hospital, your mother..” The next words I can not hear very clearly, the world in front of me spinning, until the phone fell to the ground when the clear sound, let me know that all this is not a dream.

(43) Didn’t you just get sick? Why were you hospitalized so soon? Outside the

operating room, I almost staggered to Uncle Liu.

Only one afternoon passed, but he seemed to be older.

No matter how powerful a man is, he can only do nothing in the face of birth, old age, illness, and death. He dejectedly covers his face with his hands, and his voice comes from between his fingers. “When your mother was found out from the hospital, she was already in the terminal stage. She refused chemotherapy, saying that she didn’t want to waste all the time she had left in the hospital.”.

When I heard the words “terminal” and “chemotherapy,” I felt the sound of an explosion in my brain, and the sound of tinnitus made my hands and feet almost limp.

I hate that the time is not long enough, and hate that the time is too long, as if after a lifetime, the door of the operating room finally opened.

The doctor came out. Under the mask, I couldn’t see his expression clearly, but the frown made me feel that the situation was not optimistic.

He said: “This time the situation is stable, the next time is uncertain, not to mention the patient’s own time is running out, you are still..” Try to make her happy. The man

standing next to me slumped back into his chair. In the

past, he was just an elderly middle-aged man in my impression. He naturally had a beer belly after years of drinking at the table. His suit did not fit well on his body. When he smiled, he would have a double chin. He was not very handsome. He could only be said to have a good face.

But at this moment, when I looked at his red eyes, I began to believe in my mother’s choice.

This person loves her, perhaps appears a little late, but is the man who really accompanied her to the end of her life.

At this point, he shook his hand at me and said, “You go back first. I’m here to guard your mother.”.

“I resolutely refused and said,” How can I leave at this time.

Your mother won’t let me tell you about her illness. Her stubborn temper is no better than yours. You go back first, and I’ll persuade her when she wakes up. At

this point, I had no stubbornness left. I was silent for a long time and finally nodded. If

my mother wakes up, please give me a call to tell me that she is safe.

“” Good.

Walking out of the hospital was the river, and when the cool river wind blew to my face, my hands and feet seemed to have an intuition.

Very cold.

It’s really cold.

I squatted by the river and cried uncontrollably.

I took out my cell phone and blindly looked through my address book. I was so sad that I couldn’t find anyone to talk to.

But at this time, the mobile phone has flashed a picture of incoming calls, tears have blurred my eyes, I pressed the connect button by feeling.

The voice said, “Aren’t you at home today?”?

I froze for a moment and said “hmm” in a muffled voice. There was a hurried voice from the

opposite side. “Are you crying?”?

A question made me burst into tears that I couldn’t hold back any longer.

Lin Zibiao panicked and said, “Don’t cry. Where are you? I’m going to find you.”.

But I couldn’t speak anymore. Tears were dripping on the screen. I reached out to wipe them, but I touched the hang up button by mistake. The

phone calls came one after another, but I hung up all of them-it was so annoying that I couldn’t even cry.

I don’t know how long I squatted on the ground, my feet were numb and unconscious, my pants were soaked with my tears, and my jeans showed two different shades of color.

At that moment, a rapid panting sound after a violent run sounded behind me.

A hand rested on my shoulder.

I turned around, and the yellow street lamp stretched the back of the man very long.

He said, “I have found you.”.

At that moment, heaven and earth were weightless, but there was a lost soul that found a home.

(44) I was pulled up by him, and my numb legs could not support my body, so I leaned towards him.

The tears had dried up, and I could only say in my voice, “Lin Zibiao, I’m going to lose my mother.”.

Leaning against the figure, he stood stiffly.

He must have tried to comfort me by saying, “It’s all right.” But after thinking about it, I don’t know how to comfort a sad heart to the extreme, and there is no end in the middle of the conversation.

Finally, he just reached out and gave me a pat on the back.

I smelled the unique good smell of Lin Zibiao. It was like an unremarkable summer day a few years ago. I sat in the shade of a tree with my back to the basketball court to enjoy the cool. A basketball shot at the back of my head at a high speed. Lin Zibiao, who had just been talking and laughing with me, raised his hand and threw the ball back. The other hand subconsciously protected me.

At that moment, I was very close to him, and what I smelled was the same fragrance.

After many years, even I did not expect, unconsciously, this has become a taste that can make me feel at ease.

He let me know that there will be a person, even if one second he is standing in the hot sun and angry at the boys who come to apologize, the next second he can bump your shoulder and ask you if you want to drink water.

It was also at that moment that I suddenly remembered my mother’s words: “Love is not about money or profits, but about having someone who can walk a long, long way with you and say a lot of things.”.

I raised my head and looked at his face.

Lin Tzu-piao looked a little evasive and asked, “Do you still want..” Depend on how long.

I wiped away my tears and said, I want to go to the hospital to see my mother. The strength in my

legs had been restored. I stepped back and walked forward. After a few steps, I looked back at Lin Zibiao, who seemed to be still in a daze.

I said, “Can you go with me?”?

I mean- “” Let’s walk together.

(45) I have never seen such a mother. She is as weak as a piece of paper that will break at any time. She has a tube in her body. She lies in a hospital bed with her eyes closed. It seems that she will never wake up after sleeping.

In Mingming’s memory, she should always hold her head high and refuse to admit defeat, whether to life or to me.

Perhaps Uncle Liu is right. Our mother and daughter are too similar by nature. They are both too stubborn. Neither of them is willing to bow to the other.

But I would rather gamble with her for a lifetime than see her look so lifeless.

My eyes were moist again, and my whole body began to tremble uncontrollably until a hand came and held me.

Don’t be afraid.

He said don’t be afraid. Maybe he knew that words could not reduce fear, but he wanted me to understand that there was someone who wanted me to stop being afraid.

Maybe he would like to accompany me to face the fear together. The door of the

room was opened and Uncle Liu came in with a hot water in his arms.

He was also a man with a briefcase and a suit. Now he rolled up his sleeves and carried a thermos bottle in both hands. When he saw me, he was stunned and then looked at Lin Zibiao.

He said, “Or is it?”?

“” Mmm.

“” Just.

He sighed and looked at the person in the hospital bed. She shouldn’t blame me either.

I followed his eyes and looked at the woman in the hospital bed and whispered, Thank you.

There’s nothing to thank you for.

He bent down and put down the thermos bottle in his hand. When he got up, his figure looked a little tired. Not only your mother, but also my wife.

One sentence brought tears to my eyes again.

I tried to suppress my trembling voice. “I’m going to buy some porridge for my mother.”.

Then he pulled Lin Tzu-piao and walked outside the door.

Outside the door, I sat on a chair and cried again. Lin Zibiao squatted in front of me, without making a sound, but carefully followed my back over and over again.

I put my head on my knee. “I always thought my mother was immortal, you know?”.

I thought I would be angry with her for the rest of my life. It doesn’t matter if we don’t make up now, because there is still a long way to go.

」「…… Do you understand?

“Lin Tzu-piao said softly, softly,” I know, I know.

About a century later, when we bought the porridge and entered the ward again, my mother had already woken up.

Coming?

She sat back on the hospital bed and turned to look at me.

I tried to control my emotions. “Why are you..” You didn’t tell me.

My mother smiled. She had a major operation, but when she woke up, she seemed to be a child. Her tone was full of coquettish anger. “What’s the matter? Tell you that you can make me all better?”?

I was at a loss for words, but most of my sadness was washed away by this joke.

At least I can spend more time with you. Aren’t

you with me now?

Her eyes turned from me to Lin Tzu-piao, and she held her head high? Before

I could speak, she continued, Boyfriend? The hand that

opened the lid shook, and the porridge inside almost spilled.

“Mom-” “Hello, aunt.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Lin Zibiao’s irrepressible mouth and his classic trick of pretending to be clever in front of his elders. I’m too anxious to accompany Xiao Lian

this time. Another day, when you’re better, I’ll bring you a gift for a formal visit.

“” Well, how old is the boy?

Where are you from?

“I went to high school with Hsiao Lien, and we..” Singing in harmony is like singing a double act.

“Ouch!” I brought the porridge to the small table of the hospital bed, and turned my head to warn Lin Zibiao not to talk nonsense with my eyes.

On one side, Uncle Liu consciously took the bench and sat beside the hospital bed, feeding one mouthful at a time, and the words in his mouth were as constant as the movements on his hands.

He said, “Just be happy. Your mother hasn’t been so happy since she knew she was sick.”.

In a word, I swallowed the words I had just tried to explain. Stiffly,

I went over and poked Lin Tzu-piao in the arm. “Let’s go and pay the medical bill.”.

“” I did. Uncle

Liu said.

Then let’s get the medicine. The

nurse will bring it.

“Then we..” My mother swallowed a mouthful of porridge and laughed, “Are you in such a hurry to take your little boyfriend away?”? What

are you doing, hiding?

Lin Tzu-piao seemed to suddenly lose the ability to look at me. He ignored me and kept trying to get closer to the hospital bed. Let me chat with my aunt for a while.

Lin, Zi, Biao.

“” Eh!.. Auntie, where were we? My high school with Xiao Lian. Auntie doesn’t even know what she was like in high school.

“It’s all right, I’ll tell you..” The afternoon sun was shining brightly and came in from the window. My mother smiled and listened to Lin Zibiao talking about my past.

This picture is so beautiful that I don’t seem to want to disturb it.

At that moment, I was relieved to think that if I believed it, I would believe it. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with it.

(46) My mother’s mood is getting better day by day, but her condition is getting worse day by day.

The doctor said that even if he was hospitalized, he would probably live one more month, just one more month. Holding back my tears,

I packed the things in the hospital and followed Uncle Liu to send my mother home.

Everyone was in a gloomy mood, but she was very happy and pulled me to look at the trees planted in the backyard and the goldfish in the pond. There was a rattan chair under the

tree. She sat on the rattan chair like an old man. She said, “Xiao Lian, I have no regrets in my life. You don’t have to feel sorry for me.”.

But mom wants you to have no regrets in your life. Uncle

Liu said that a row of peach trees had been planted on the back hill not far away. When autumn turns to winter and spring comes, the peach blossoms will bloom. When the peach trees bear fruit, the fruit will be sour and astringent, but your mother likes to eat this kind of astringent fruit. When

he said this, there was a wistful smile on his face, and my mother’s smile came to my mind. She said, “Your Uncle Liu has really taken good care of me these years.”.

It was a pity that as soon as autumn had gone and before spring came, the woman with the same blood as mine lay asleep on the cane chair forever and never woke up. There is no snow in winter

here in previous years, but this year there was a heavy snow, which covered the backyard, trees and rattan chairs with white snow. Uncle

Liu took Lin Tzu-piao and me to climb the back hill. He pointed to the rows of peach trees that looked like only dead branches and said, “This is it. You must remember to give your mother a few every year. If one day I’m not here..” And don’t forget. When I

said this, I saw him turn his back to us and stretch out his hand to wipe his tears. On the way

down the mountain, I looked at the much older figure and said, “The person who walked with him is gone. He should be very lonely.”.

Lin Zibiao did not speak, but reached out and hooked my little finger with his little finger.

(47) The second branch of the coffee shop opened just as the weather turned warm. On the

opening day, I saw the man with kindness on his face again.

This time, it’s farewell.

He said, “If your mother stays in a city, my roots will be in a city.”.

But a person’s life is limited, I want to take the place of your mother, go to see the scenery of other places, lest I go down to accompany her in a few years, she will think I am bored. Before I

left, my uncle was worried about you, so he gave you this.

He handed me a document bag, and I took out the contents and saw that it was some contracts for the transfer of property rights.

I quickly pushed the bags back. “Thanks, uncle, but I really don’t need them.”. Instead of reaching out to take it, Uncle

Liu said, This isn’t mine. Your mother left it for you. Just take it.

My hands froze in the air, only to hear the man opposite continue, Your mother has been preparing for this since she knew she was sick.

She’s never really been angry with you. She’s always loved you.

Tears welled up in my eyes, blurring the picture in front of me, and I couldn’t say anything for a moment.

All right, I’m leaving. If something happens, you call me.

After all, in some ways, we are also a family.

I sobbed as I looked at the receding figure in front of me. Take care of yourself, too.

The shop assistant trotted out of the path lined with flower baskets, panting and shouting, “Store manager, there are too many customers. We’re almost too busy. Please come and help!” I turned my back to her and wiped away my tears. Then I turned around and said, “You find a sign to say that the new store opens today and there is a 50% discount.”.

The shop assistant, a newly graduated college student, looked stunned. “Isn’t it all 20% off?”?

I am happy today.

“” Happy for what?

“” Happy.. I made up with my mother.

The little girl chuckled and said jokingly, “Store manager, you are still quarreling with your mother at such an old age.”.

I took the document bag and greeted her gently on her head. She also shrank her neck very cooperatively, but looked up with a cheeky smile. Go, go,

go.

“All right!” People were coming and going in the street, and the traffic on the road was endless. I looked up at the sun, which was not dazzling today.

The world is still lively.

(51) The days passed smoothly, until one day, when I finished my work, I found that the silent mobile phone showed more than a dozen missed calls.

I called back, and the other end was quickly connected. “What’s the hurry?” I asked?

Lin Zibiao didn’t answer me directly. His voice came from the other end of the phone, mixed with the whistling wind. He asked, Where are you now?

I was about to open my mouth when I heard him say, “Wherever you are, come to the airport right now.”.

“I wondered subconsciously,” What happened?

Lin Tzu-piao did not answer me directly, but kept urging me, Come on. What could

make Lin Tzu-piao so nervous?

The airport. My heart faintly had the answer, for a moment, the whole heart pulled up.

I looked out of the window and hesitated, not knowing how to reply.

Lin Tzu-piao suddenly slowed down his speech at the other end, as if to make me hear clearly. He said, “Lian Weizhi, between you and me, there must be one who can get what he wants.”.

“I don’t know which nerve this sentence has touched, but I said in a deep voice,” I’ll just go. At the

airport in the afternoon, the sun came in through the huge French windows. I gasped out of the taxi and ran to the place Lin Zibiao told me.

There, once again, I saw the man who dared to think but dared not read. When

he saw me, his eyes were a little surprised, and he finally said helplessly, Ah Biao told you.

I gave a “hum” and lowered my head, but I didn’t know what to say.

He motioned for me to sit down and sat on the chair in the terminal, facing the sunshine outside the window. “How much longer?”

I asked.

“He raised his watch.” Forty minutes.

“Then he added,” The time of a class. When I

heard this word full of memories, I was stunned and asked, What would we have talked about in the past? With a thoughtful look on his face,

Yu Ching said, Listen to you talk about the math problems you didn’t get right, listen to you talk about the gossip you heard from somewhere, listen to you.. Later.

As I grow older, I think my tear ducts are really getting more and more developed. Just one word makes my tears rush out almost uncontrollably.

I said, “But our present is the future.”.

The present is already the “future” of the past. What about the future? Is there any future

?

Yu Ching also gave a “hum,” and then was speechless.

I looked up at the clock on the wall. There were only thirty minutes left.

Yu Qing turned away and turned his back to me. I didn’t know where he was looking. I could only hear his voice. “Lin Zibiao shouldn’t have asked you to come,”

he said with a wry smile.

I can’t even tell my emotions. Is it a complaint or a statement?

I just remember saying, “What does it matter if you scream or not? This isn’t the first time you’ve chosen to do this.”.

“At that moment, emotionally, I could not help but continue to say:” You seem to have never chosen me between the two.

Yu Ching turned his head. He said, “Really?” Then he opened the outside of the suitcase and took out a document.

I opened it doubtfully, but when I saw the cover clearly, I broke down and shed tears.

That’s the letter of acceptance from A-University.

I thought I would never have a chance to show you in my life.

“He said,” Even before, I had chosen you firmly and exclusively.

At that moment, I felt that my world had suddenly collapsed, but it was as if I had lived all these years to wait for this moment and this sentence.

Yu Ching sighed and asked, “Xiao Lian, if we hadn’t been deskmates, what would we be like now?”?

I looked up blankly. If we weren’t deskmates in the first place, how could I have met you?

Yu Qing gently put his hand on my head, as if he had been a comforting gesture to me when he was young. He did not speak, but I understood what he meant in an instant. If we had not been deskmates, and he had not had the aura of excellence, would I have noticed him.

I just noticed Yu Qing, this man. I

know the right answer, but I can’t say it.

One second, two seconds, three seconds.. He bore my silence, but said nothing, but smiled and pointed to the watch on his wrist. “I should go.”.

When Yu Ching stood up, the wheels of the suitcase collided with the ground, making a clear sliding sound.

I looked at his back, and I had seen his back countless times.

Tears filled the whole world. I opened my mouth, but I didn’t say anything.

I know that this time, I will send him away forever. As soon as the

golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win countless human beings.

But this is enough, Yu Qing.

That’s enough, I said in my heart.

(52) He left anyway. In the

coffee shop, Lin Zibiao looked at the cup of steaming coffee in front of him and said.

I leaned over the table and whispered “hmm.”. The man

in front of him stared at the cup of coffee in his hand, and the heat swirled upward.

Silent Lin Zibiao is rare, sad Lin Zibiao is even more difficult to see, he almost never tears his heart for peeping, but this time, in the atmosphere of silence, the heavy sadness, but can be clearly perceived.

In order to break the heavy atmosphere, I opened my mouth and said, “I also want to leave for a while.”.

“” What do you mean?

Perhaps Uncle Liu is right. The world is so big that we shouldn’t confine ourselves to a small world. We should go and see more while we are young.

Lin Tzu-piao was stupefied for a moment. Why did you suddenly make this decision?

Because of Yu Qing?

I looked out of the window of the shop at the vast blue sky outside.

I said, “Yes, and not only.”. When

my mother died, the person I thought I hated left so lightly, only to be told that she loved me.

And the boy I thought I would always love waved goodbye to me at this time. The pedestrians

on the road, the stars they have seen and the hands they have held seem to have disappeared in the face of the parting of life and death.

I don’t even know why I’ve been relying on it all these years.

I want to go for a walk, to see, if I can, I also want to find out what love is.

Just like the last question Yu Qing asked me, is there really someone in this world who will throw away all the halo and appearance and love another person so naked? Smiling,

I asked Lin Tzu-piao, “Do you remember when we were in high school, our class had a geography magazine, and we pointed to the pictures and said we must go and see them when we grew up?”.

He clasped the table board with his index finger. “Xiao Lian..” Don’t stop me.

“I interrupted,” You know I’ve made decisions that I never change.

No, I mean.. Be safe.

(53) Qi Yan sat in front of me with a card between us.

Ten million, no more, no less. I’ll give it back to you.

He frowned. What do you mean? In the

previous three years, we had a normal relationship, so I should return the money to you.

“Qi Yan frowned more tightly.” Are you here to get rid of the relationship with me now?

“I seemed to guess what was going on in his head, and I laughed.” I just don’t want to owe you anything.

“But-” I went on, “Qi Yan, I seem to owe you an apology all the time.

“The expression on the other side stopped, and immediately became somewhat unnatural.” Why do you say this properly.

“I said,” I’m afraid it’s too late to tell you. I’m leaving.

“Qi Yan suddenly raised his head.” Are you sick?

I closed my eyes in a funny way and said, I’m going to leave a city and go somewhere else. I haven’t decided where to go or when to come back yet.

“Qi Yan was silent for a long time, and finally only said,” Come back early.

I looked at that face, the face I had been with for three years, and for a moment, a question came to my mind.

I asked him, “If you hadn’t sneaked out, or if you hadn’t seen me.”. Will

you still like me?

“Qi Yan was somewhat puzzled by the sudden question.” If that was true, how could I have noticed you later?

I looked down at my shoes. It was raining today, and the mud on the side of the road had stained the edges of my shoes. I thought, fortunately, I was wearing canvas shoes.

Also at the same moment, I suddenly understand that Qi Yan’s feelings for me, and my feelings for Yu Qing, are actually the same, right?

Just because at a certain moment, this person just appeared, but not because of the appearance of this person, let a moment in life, become a significant moment. If it is not

Yu Qing, it may be someone else; if it is not Lian Weizhi, it may be someone else.

I heaved a sigh of relief and got up to leave. The moment I pushed open the glass door, I suddenly asked, “That day, the day I just moved out and came back, what happened to the red marks on your body?”?

Qi Yan turned his head and looked at me. I also held the door and kept the same posture. I don’t know how long I looked at each other like this. Finally, Qi Yan lowered his head and gently twisted his arm with his cuff rolled up. In an instant, it turned red.

I turned my head away and laughed a few times, then went out and closed the door.

(54) I entrusted the management of two storefronts in a city to a shop assistant girl. On the day she

took office, she jumped up and down behind me with the sign of “Store Manager.” She was so happy that she hardly took a normal step. When

the store manager is new, can I get a 20% discount?

“I said,” Yes, yes, even a 50% discount. Just don’t lose money.

I folded my arms and looked around, deliberately putting on a worried tone. Don’t wait for me to come back. The shop has been served.

“” How! Don’t worry, I’ll make you a lot of money! I smiled, and the driver had parked his car outside the door and was calling to urge him.

I pulled over my suitcase and said goodbye, “Then I’ll go.”.

I left without taking anything with me, not to mention making any strategy.

Everywhere I went, I would call a local taxi and ask the driver to drive me to the most famous scenic spots in the area.

I have seen the brilliant water village, the fishermen standing at the bridge, the heavy snow flying all over the sky, and all kinds of people.

Finally, on a certain journey, the master who carried me was not a local, but had a strong accent of a city.

Knowing that I came from a city, he was very enthusiastic. When I

heard that I was going to visit the major scenic spots, I quickly waved my hand and said, “Those are all deceiving tourists. If you really want to see them, I advise you to climb the mountains here and see the sunrise here. That’s enough.”. Repeating his words,

I asked, Sunrise?

Yes, have you seen the sunrise on this snowy mountain? It’s important to be

beautiful.

He turned the wheel, afraid I wouldn’t believe him, and added, “The geography magazine my son ordered at school has a record of it. I lied to you, but the book won’t lie to you.” I looked at the better weather outside. “Then go.”.

Perhaps because it was not very famous, there were so few tourists on the mountain that I rented a tent and planned to spend the night on the mountain.

The next day, when it was still light, the other tourists were already up and ready for the sunrise. There was a chill

in the air. Wrapped in my cotton-padded jacket, I pulled a small bench and sat in front of my tent, waiting for the sunrise.

Then a voice sounded from behind my ears.

Can you squeeze?

The man also carried a small bench, hung the ugly scarf around his neck, and sat beside me with a frozen red face.

“You..” I have something to say, but I don’t know where to start.

He just sat down and looked up at the sky. “Am I too late?”?

My eyes also turned from the side of his face to the distance.

No, just right.

In the distance, a brilliant color gradually rises and emerges in front of us.

Just right, everything is a new beginning.

. Focus on not getting lost ~