In front of the outsiders, Gu Yi was my brother, but as soon as he returned to my room, he ripped his mask.
He told me he couldn’t see any other opposite sex around me.
I held him in my arms, in his waist, with a pitiful and ludicrous face, and kissed him in his tight mouth, with a charade.
“You’ve got Lin Qing yourself, but why only the Governor set fire? I’m sorry.
One.
The first time he saw Guwai, he stood there without talking, and attracted all my eyes.
Cold and noble.
I’ve never seen anyone like that.
As a beloved child from childhood, it was in his sight that I and my mother were the ones who caused the breakdown of his family relations, and I could read through his light eyes aversion.
Unfortunately, I love this new brother, especially his skin.
For my mom’s time at home, I’ll make him happy and make him happy.
I love such a good brother and…
And imagine one day he will accept me and admit me.
Even when he looks at me, his head wrinkles gently, but I still want to stand.
He’s around, becoming his closest sister.
In the eyes of the outsiders, I’m a model brother and sister.
But who knows, in name, my brother will sneak into my room at night, he’ll go straight for it.
You stare at me, and you reach out and grab my jaw.
“You owe me this. I’m sorry.
He bit me hard on my lips with his head down and pushed me hard.
But I looked at him like a gentle face and couldn’t help but meet all his demands.
Since I was 18 years old, my relationship with Guan has changed. He’s no longer my brother.
Bro.
He’s a light, he’s my light.
Two.
In front of the outsiders, Gu Yi was my brother, but as soon as he returned to my room, he ripped his mask.
The dark lights were on his head, I was over my side, and his real and cold kiss fell on my side.
He told me that he was jealous, that he touched my soft black hair with a soft hand, and that he was aggressive in asking me, “Who was the boy who brought you home today?” I’m sorry.
There are not many heterosexuals around me, but every time they appear, their eyes are filled with joy.
On more than one occasion, he showed his possessiveness and, at the risk of being recognized, came to my school and showed my classmates his ownership of me.
Also in the middle of the night, the love letter in the backpack was found, tearing to pieces in front of me.
He told me he couldn’t see any other opposite sex around me.
I held him in my arms, in his waist, with a pitiful and ludicrous face, and kissed him in his tight mouth, with a charade.
“Just friends. I’m sorry.
“You’ve got Lin Qing yourself, but why only the Governor set fire? I’m sorry.
“We’re not doing this right. I’m sorry.
3
I can always dream of a scene close to Lincing.
Lincing was known while he was studying abroad and was then arranged by the families of the two.
The relationship was instantaneous.
At first, I’d argue with Gu Xiao, and I’d get him to give me an explanation, but men would always look at me like kids.
I proposed to break up with him, so I could kiss me with my arms as if I were to be put into his bones, and to be integrated with him: “All will be well, all will pass, treasure, believe me.” I’m sorry.
I always remember the first time I saw Lin Zing.
She sent me a little something to show me her future sister-in-law.
She looked after me in college with beauty and elegance. The sun was great, and we were so close that we could see each other’s fur. I couldn’t help but admire her.
The family needs such a daughter-in-law.
It’s a good place to live and look.
She seems to be the other half of many men’s ideals, unlike me, falling dust and never being seen again, only to breed untold emotions in darkness.
She softly called my name.
We held the knob of the coffee cup in a discomfort, with our eyes on the bells created by the spoons, and there was a demon screaming in my heart, and I threw all the hot coffee in my hand on her face, looking at her screaming as she got out of control.
I couldn’t do something that made me feel sick to myself if I could just go up there and ask me to eat.
The diamond ring on her hands hurt my eyes, and I sat on the cardboard and looked at her back, red-eyed, and finally touched her cell phone and called Gu.
“Go, Lindsey is with me now, only the two of us, and if I don’t like it, I’ll make our dirty relationship public, make her sick of you and spit on you. Would you say that? My brother. I’m sorry.
I’m taking revenge.
And I heard from across the street, saying, “Beware, hearken and wait for me there.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if it’s my fault. I heard a slight tremor in the voice. Did he like Linc?
I don’t believe it. Will Lin Tse be in bed with him like I am? Will he treat Lin Ting like he treats me?
I didn’t realize there was a scene in my head where there wasn’t supposed to be, and I shook my head and she was sitting across the street.
I don’t love her, I look at her beautifulness, I can only bear my misery. My teeth bit on the lower lip and tried to wake myself up.
But my fingernails are deeply embedded in my skin, and I can even hear my breathing, and my heart gives rise to an extremely evil idea.
I can’t believe I’m trying to destroy them.
Lin Ziqi said, “What’s wrong with you, Zui?” I’m sorry.
I’m staring outside. It’s raining underground. Yes, your whole existence is a source of discomfort. My eyes are on her.
“Do you know that my brother has a woman outside? I’m sorry.
4
Selfishness is my nature, and I’m becoming less and less like myself, and I’m even spitting on myself and I’m sending this close photo of my friend to Lin Tse.
God, let me do this. There is no reason for me to watch them two fall in love and end up alone.
So We opened the door, and sat at the desk, and went up to hold his neck, and fell a kiss on his face, and put ourselves under his shadow. Brother, did you miss me today?
He dragged me with a small hand, and his eyebrow was faintly exhausted.
He grew up when he went to junior high. He came back from school.
And then he took over the company. He’s been moving to other industries. He’s often gone back.
Home.
I just remembered that I hadn’t seen him in about a week.
The man’s jaw is tanned with a clitoris and he’s poking down my fine skin.
So the pain was soft.
I really want to live with him in the sun.
I don’t mind telling him what I said and what I did. Gu
When I heard the anonymous package, he just grunted.
He doesn’t even care?
He’s got a little bit of a mouth to tell me he’s not in a bad mood.
Warming each other, I eagerly want to be his only. I wasn’t like that before.
Oh, it’s Kwok-yun, who brought me here.
“I don’t care about the rest, but you’re going to let Lindsey show up before me.
Give you two a good life. I’m sorry.
I don’t feel comfortable. I’m sorry.
He said to me, “It is only when he is with me that his heart will be relaxed for a while, and he wants to be happy with me.”
We said: “Big brother, are you planning on having three wives and four wives?” I’m sorry.
“Nothing. I’m sorry.
I’d like to ask him. Does he love Linc? And when I fell under him, I tried to wrap my neck around him, to kiss his jaw, and ask with my wet eyes, “Do I take a picture of the forest?”
I was jealous and I was jealous of losing my senses, and I smelled the perfume of other women from between his collars, smitten him, and carved it in my heart like a knife.
I grabbed his clothes and bit him hard on his neck.
He kept his face down and told me more than once that he did not like the way I provoked him. The older I was, the less I understood, the more I thought about the bottom line.
Kiss me hard, I remember. It wasn’t like that.
“Do you love me?”
I look at him so patheticly, I want to take him and see his emotions change because of me.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
He looked me in the eye, and the hand fell down on my shoulder, down the back, and the temperature told me that everything he said was true.
I looked at him in silence and began to grieve.
“Yeon, it’s not the right time, will you give me some more time? I’m sorry.
“What if I don’t?”
“Then you kill me. I’m sorry.
Hold tight on my shoulders, and he bows his head down to me, and he flattens his eyes, and his lips lightens the path without delay.
My tears fell off.
And We leaned our heads on the light shoulder, and We whispered, “I was told to help her choose a wedding dress. I’m sorry.
5
I sat quietly on the sofa and watched Lin Ze try on the wedding dress, and she didn’t look any different from the other brides.
I suddenly got a feeling of guilt. Yes, it’s called guilt. I seem to have robbed her fiancé.
But is that my fault? It was to bring me into his world, to force me into such an embarrassing relationship with him, and the worst part is that I love him so deeply. I’m sorry, Ridiculous.
Lin Tse turned around and smiled, and she was always gentle when she looked at me.
“Yeon, help me see if this is good. I’m sorry.
“Looks good, Lin Chie is beautiful. I’m sorry.
I don’t believe that any woman knows that her fiancé is in peace.
In the case of other women, it can be as calm as any.
Nothing happened.
She changed her clothes and told me in secret, “Young, I’ll introduce you to a friend.
FRIEND. I’m sorry.
I saw Lin Leung in a few minutes. He was in a casual sport.
In a hurry, there’s some sweat on the forehead.
When he said hello to Lincing, his eyes were clearly brightened when he saw me.
Lin Leung sat in front of me and looked at me from time to time.
I’m laughing at him because of this. I’m laughing. His face is redder.
Okay. Even when you pour water for me, your hands are shivering.
I’ve never seen a man so pure.
I learned later that Lin Leung was a cousin of Lin Zhi.
The last time Lindsey came to me was because of him.
I also know that Lin Leung High School and I were both at the same school and met me at a number of events on the school day. He said he gave me a little credit, but I didn’t pass.
Unfortunately, since that event, I have left all the schools.
That is because he didn’t like me and the other classmates, and he didn’t like me in short skirts, and was seen by other men, when he had already invaded my life, so I cut off my contacts from the outside world.
When he didn’t like it, I became a marginal at school.
Lynch came in after the phone calls, and saw Lin Leung talk to me well: “When Liang knew you were a sister, he couldn’t stop by and was so noisy to know you.” I’m sorry.
Sister…
Knowing what Lin Leung wanted, he tried to see if I could apply through his best friend and asked me if I had time for a weekend.
When Gu Xiao came, Lin-Chi was used to holding his hand and smiled so nicely that both of them looked like a couple.
Lin, who pushed the frame on the nostrils, tried to come up with me and said, “Look at them. I’m sorry.
It’s a P.
I couldn’t go up and separate them a few metres away.
I looked in silence in their direction, and I was eager to look back and look at me, even if only for a second. But when men first arrived, the sight fell on the Lin beam, and it was quickly removed.
I looked on the side of the beam and struck the glass table unwittingly, and then looked at it with a tumble of light.
“Where are we going this weekend?”
Six.
And We had the biggest argument with Qine after he knew that I was out with Lin Leung. There was no longer a clear moon, and I sat in front of my bed, and he asked me in high places.
“Ai, this is your love?” I’m sorry.
I can only feel the pain of breathing, even though he’s been angry enough to do what I wanted, but fighting with him was not my intention.
“Don’t you say you love me too? But you have to prove it. I’m sorry.
The warm liquid spills out of my eyes, and I sit on the bed, helplessly, in front of a man’s tall body, with transparent tears coming out of my fingers.
Don’t look up, I’ll know the look on Guo Yi’s face is as ugly as I am.
I suddenly remembered when I was a child, and I didn’t like her, but she had to bring me around because of her family.
When you make a mistake, he always pushes me out first and says it’s my fault.
From the moment I was a child mother, she said to me, “Look for the love of my family and for the love of my brother, so I turned back and made a mistake in order to bring each other closer.”
“But I can’t feel your passion for me, but I don’t need it, because you’re with me. I’m sorry.
And he crouched down, and drew my hand, and held my face by his hand, rubbing my face a little by his hand when I was out on a date this day, and wiping away a little bit of the color of my lips, and he scratched me like a twitch.
“Yeon, don’t leave me. Don’t get too close to Lin. You know what he’s thinking, and I know better. I’m sorry.
His skin boiled like iron, which continued in the position of his heart. I took a deep breath of it, and the future of both men was lost, but they were still entangled.
But I would not have stopped it, even if I had been warned repeatedly that I would have accepted Lin’s offer, and I would like to see him go crazy.
They particularly welcomed Lin Qing as a guest, and I found it even more funny to see my mother as her daughter-in-law. She’s a stepmom. If the stepson likes it, she likes it.
If one day she knew about me and Gu Xiao, I wonder if it would still be so calm.
But I can’t see it. I hate Lin Qing entering like a hostess. I found an excuse to hide in my room. I followed the moves downstairs.
People laugh in my ears, and they tell me how many trees there are.
Fuck their hearts.
I’m going to send you a message.
“If you’re rude, don’t blame me for the wrong. I’m sorry.
But these words were struck and deleted on my phone, and then struck and the key was sent late.
Can’t go on. I can’t help myself.
Smash hard on the ground.
I had a fever at school, and I got sick in class, and I didn’t know where to find out.
Lin Leung found me in the infirmary.
I’m locked in a clear eye, and I’m very anxious and concerned.
Okay.
Unfortunately, not pregnant.
I’m in the dark, and I’m sarcasmly saying, “It’s just a simple fever.
Yeah. I’m sorry.
The sky is slowly darkening, and two people are walking side by side under the moon.
Stop walking.
7
Lin’s face is a little bit confused, as if I was thinking about how to open my mouth.
Irresponsible and hasty. “If you don’t say anything, I’ll go.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t. I’m sorry.
I hear a groaning if nothing.
“I don’t know if you know what I mean. I like you. Ever since I saw you.
At first glance. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know if you like me, but maybe you don’t like me because I’m in your eyes.
I can’t see anything like it. I’m sorry.
“But I don’t want to give up. I’m sorry.
See, what a moving confession. I bite my lower lip. I’m like a piece of shit.
Woman, I thought I’d say no.
“Stop, let’s start with friends. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and there was something in my eyes that I had not thought of.
That night, I turned my back, and Lin’s words circled my mind.
Here.
Maybe it’s revenge, maybe it’s to try. I started out with Lin Leung.
We went to class together, we went to the canteen, we worked part-time.
I found familiar license plates behind both of us more than once. I was proud, but when I turned my back on Lin Leung, I didn’t.
He’s using him as a substitute for his loneliness.
Alone and down, trying to make me feel happy with him.
I’ve taken advantage of the Lin beam without shame, but if Lin beam can take me out of it,
I’ll be grateful for that.
When Gu Xiao pushed me to the window of the room, the house was a few floors high.
And a piece of grass, and his eyes were covered with fatigue and red.
“What did you do with Lin Leung today? I’m sorry.
He’s biting me.
I was just laughing, “Bo, we went to the house today. I’m sorry.
That’s a lie, but that’s what I wanted to say to Gu.
I watched his face go white.
It’s just funny!
He squeezed my jaw and forced me to look down the window.
A moment of dizziness.
“Yeon, you know you blame me, but that’s not what I want. If you’re unhappy,
If you want to run away from me, we’ll fall together. I’m sorry.
Crazy! I’m still staring at him with anger, even though most of my body is already on the move!
If you can’t bring me to the world, you shouldn’t be messing around.
I am. I will be your sister, and I will continue to fear and obey you.
8
“You’re the one who apologized to me first. Who do you care who I’m dating? I’m sorry.
It’s like a fire lit a little anger. His breath was heavy.
Squeeze my wrist hard and say a little bit faster.
Do you really like him? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t ignore his sad look, and I took a snuff.
“Big brother, if you do this again, I’ll scream. You don’t want them to know.
Yeah? I’m sorry.
I’m bettin’ that I won’t let my family know about our relationship.
He didn’t want them to see us both fall.
“Why do you love me? I’m sorry.
“Don’t you think it’s funny? I love you while I’m preparing for another woman.
Marriage, what kind of love is this? I’m sorry.
“If I can’t do it, I’ll take back my feelings, otherwise it’s not fair.
Love must be equal. * He’s a little strong *
Take it all back.
My eyes are red.
“Get out of here. I’m sorry.
He looked at me in silence and his eyes were red. I don’t know if he’s been resting lately.
All right, but the deep-eyed emotions keep me from watching.
I let him roll out of my sight.
I sat side by the window staring at the darker night, and the fireworks flashed in.
And then I slowly spit out the smoke, and the depression didn’t go away.
Me and Gu Yi have produced a cold war that has long gone on.
My mother asked me and Gu Xiao what happened on more than one occasion.
The plate.
“Nothing, I’m fine with him. I’m sorry.
She told me that I’ve been having some trouble at work lately.
His stepfather was unable to sleep for several nights.
I will not comment on the fact that clean dishes have been put back in place.
Lin has sent me several messages asking if I have time to go out.
I gave him away.
Love is a thing of mutual pleasure, and I’ve lost Lin Leung for a while, and I thought he’d stop.
But he sent me a message that Lin Tse was going to play with Gu Xian, and I promised him this time without face.
He took the place at a cyber café in University City, and when I went, he was playing through the line of fire, which seemed alien to a nearby group of heroes.
He didn’t notice me until I shot him on the shoulder.
I said, “I didn’t know you were old.” I’m sorry.
He knows what I’m saying.
Lin said to me, “For the first time since he was a child, he was addicted to the Internet, but his family was forced not to touch it, and when he grew up, he was free and kept in it.” I’m sorry.
His computer screen stays on his ACE interface.
I nod, he’s got a point, but I’m not here to hear it.
When I was a kid, I liked to play games in Internet cafes, robing my pocket money more than once to play cards in Internet cafes, and every time I looked for his body in an accurate way, I told him to go home.
The neighbours on their way home will always see a small body behind their eldest son. Lin Lin Liangton. It took him a long time to say to me, “You’re the man you like.
Is it your brother? I’m sorry.
9
Since I’ve come to you for information, I have no intention of denying it.
“Will you tell your sister what I said?” I’m sorry.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
His face was calm and not a little volatile because of my cross-examination.
Somehow, I’m a little disappointed.
Subconsciously, I’d rather Lin Leung told me he was going to tell Lin Zing.
Look at your brother.
I asked Lin Leung how he figured it out.
He turned off the computer, and he said, “Well, that’s a good guess. I’m sorry.
“You’re not really good at hiding your emotions.
I’ve been hiding my eyes behind my eyes. I’m sorry.
“I’ve been thinking about it too much, but today you finally agreed to come out.
Yes, and finally I confirmed my thoughts, and…”
He paused, saw my nervous lips and smiled harmlessly.
Jan. “You didn’t deny it either. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything. I bought me a bottle of water to watch Lin Leung go to the nearest store.
And indeed the water of the mineral came upon him as a young and young man.
But what’s the point of this?
I’m surprised because of the beam.
“No, I just want to know why you don’t like me. What about Gu Xiao? Him.
Like you?”
“It’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
The dialogue is over.
Lin Leung looked at me and said I was like a hairy hedgehog.
There’s no way out.
“I just want to tell you it’s okay to be a friend. I have faith in you.
Pull it out of the abyss. I’m sorry.
The word is like a hammer, and I wrinkled my head and thought of Lin Leung.
Where’s the confidence.
We walk out of the net together. The sun’s not so big, but the sun’s through the leaves.
There’s a little bit of a suture on me, and there’s a little bit of a warmth.
“Mingy, come with me to the north to see the snow. I don’t know.
As a southerner, I’ve never seen a snowstorm.
Lin Leung and I are living in a residential house, and the cold of winter shakes me.
Because I’ve never seen a snow scene, I’m super excited.
I screamed for Lin Leung to go out with me to fight the snow.
It hurts in the face, but I still like it.
Each other’s name, and we’ve also stacked a tall snowman together.
“Back. I’m sorry.
A snowball hit me in the face and I lay in big pieces in white.
Lin was busy asking me if I was all right.
It’s all white.
I said to Lin Leung, “Look, it’s beautiful. I want to play here later.
He came to lie beside me and looked at the same sky as me.
Lin Leung said he could come here with me every year if I wanted.
I ignored the love and affection in his eyes.
We went to eat local food and bought some specials and souvenirs to bring home.
There’s a lot of things standing behind me.
I fell down and fell back, and I was firmly held back.
I look at you, Lin Leung is looking at me softly. And I saw his throat rolling, and his face dazzling, and I scolded him as his lips fell on my forehead.
“Bitch. I’m sorry.
It was only then that he took his hand back slowly and looked at us with the light of his eyes, saying: “Worried, hasty.” I’m sorry.
10
It was 9:00 p.m. when we returned to Minjong, where we had a hot bath and lay in our little room, and it was only then that I discovered that there were more than a dozen uncharted phone calls and that all callers were the same.
Gu Xiao also sent me a lot of messages.
My eyes are on the last one, and it says, “You’ve won. I’m sorry.
I like to be light, and from the first moment I saw him, I looked upon this young man as a god, and never imagined that he would cross the border.
But this man came to me and forced me to leave a shadow of his own in his world, and I did not know whether we had a future, but I did truly truly imagine that one day I would be able to appear with him in the sight of mankind.
My love for Gu Xuan and I will never be able to remain in this relationship forever, and my love for him will always be broken down in the middle of the night until the end of the day it will never be able to come together again.
I love him, I love him without end, but at this moment I’m suddenly tired. Maybe he’s on the other side of the ocean with his girlfriend now. He’ll take her hand.
In a corner of a country where you can taste your local love and feel your love.
Meaning.
That’s why I want to give up.
For the next few days, Lin and I went around a couple of neighborhoods.
The city, he’s been looking for it a lot.
I called at home a few times, and I told them that me and Lin Leung were out there.
They agreed that Lin and I had grown into men and women.
Friends.
Ming, we’ll come next year, okay? I’m sorry.
Lin Leung looked at me so well, he fell down a little bit, and his big eyes didn’t move.
Look at me.
Why do you want to come with me?
Didn’t you know about my relationship with Gu? Does that matter?
I always thought it would take two feelings, but Lin was there.
I saw a desperate impulse from him, and I thought, one day, he’d jump.
What if I wake up?
“Let’s talk about it. I’m sorry.
I’m on his eyes. I told the family I was going home, so I didn’t have any surprises at home.
Hit it right. I enthusiastically shared my trip with them. I saw him move.
Sitting still on the couch with cold eyes looking at me.
And when I heard the door belling at the end of the night, suddenly my heart was flat.
“You, what can I do for you?”
He held my face against my eyes, and some anxiously said, “Ai, look.
Where are your eyes? I’m sorry.
He made me look at him. He said he felt something.
No more love for him.
I’ll push it away and keep myself away from him. He’s always been proud.
No more, he said he panicked. He saw me getting closer to Lin Leung. He really did.
Scared, afraid of the day I turned around and suddenly disappeared.
I’m suffocating, like I’m tired.
“Sweet, or we’ll forget about it. I’m sorry.
I’ve never wished I’d say anything like that before, and I’m sorry to hear that.
Long time.
And then he held me in his arms and he cried out my name.
It’s falling.
“I regret it, I really regret it…”
That’s weird. I should be happy.
I have never seen so weak in the entanglement of this time. If that sentence had been spoken a month earlier, I would have held him up with excitement and told him how much I liked him.
Do you think you’re such a bitch?
The temperature on his body continued to pass on to me, and I sat on the bedside, stretching my hand up his chin, looking at his red eyes and following his skin.
So you’ll have the same day.
Eleven.
Lin was excited to find me one day and said he bought two tickets to the concert and asked if I could go with him.
I don’t know where Lin Leung learned that I liked him for more than 10 years, and his eyes were full and uncertain, and he was careful to ask why my heart was a little sour.
I see my shadow from Lin Leung, the one who looks at himself and wants to be happy.
I never thought someone could love me as much as I like.
The day Lin Leung went to the concert, the open-air stadium rained, but everyone was very excited and passionate.
I’ve been looking at the idols on the stage, and suddenly I think about Gu Yi.
It’s always been me who moved all his hobbies. He doesn’t like the music that’s popping, he prefers to listen to the symphonies in the concert hall.
Even if I didn’t like it, I would try to follow him behind him and take whatever he loved.
And We turned and looked towards Lin, but by accident we turned against him.
And when he was caught, he coughed and looked away, and said, “I love him, too, just like you.” I’m sorry.
The sea of that day was pink, exactly the same color as the face of Lin, and I broke into his eyes, even as he saw me.
I cried all of a sudden.
In a long, humble love, I sought the love of that man without shame, and in the end I was nothing.
Tears are like unstoppable gates, and Lin is disturbed by my sudden rise.
“Yeon, what happened to you? I’m sorry.
He came in a hurry to ask me what was going on, and I couldn’t ignore it anyway, but I looked at that face. But what do I tell you, Lin Leung, my heart hurts.
Because of your presence, I tasted sweet head and thought I wanted more.
“Yeon, if you like, we’ll see next time. Maybe I will.
Buy the place, too. I’m sorry.
There’s never been a man who cared so much about this since he came home with his mother.
After that, more often than not, I greeted my family with thin ice.
But now there’s someone so good to me…
I looked at him, he looked at me, and I saw his throat rolling up and down.
We watched the whole game in the rain, and after the show, Lin and I went back.
On the way out, I just got to the exit. I can hear you with both of us.
Say it.
“Well, let’s watch it next year. I’m sorry.
This is my commitment to Lin Leung and the first step I intend to give up.
Lin seems to be a little unsure because I didn’t hesitate to answer.
Question me again near my ear.
His eyes were full of me. I feel like I’m warmed up.
It’s raining, but I’m not cold at all.
I held Lin’s waist and tried my best.
“Lin Leung, take me out. I’m sorry.
In response to my burning and powerful arms.
12
It’s a wonderful thing to feel, and my feelings with Lin Liang are warming up so fast that we’re almost always together except for driving home.
Once I was sick and Lin was watching over me one night, and he looked after me with nothing, and no one knew how my heart beat when I opened my eyes and saw him.
I didn’t want to cry when I was staring at him with my eyes wide open, and Klin’s heart stinged me so hard that my tears fell.
It scared him to no avail, and he tried to wipe the tears off my cheek with his finger, and his forehead slightly turned against my face.
“What’s wrong with you?” Ying, don’t scare me. I’m sorry.
All I know is to shake my head, and I squeezed the corner of his dress, and it seemed to give me some comfort. I’ve never felt safe in the years I’ve been with, and I’m always afraid that one day he won’t want me, and I shouldn’t have put too much emotion into this.
I bit myself and broke it out of my mouth: “Thank you, Lin, thank you…”
I moved from home to school.
I’ve been trying to avoid him, but I always see him, when I see Lin Zing.
When they took their wedding photos.
It was me and Lin that made him feel the crisis, and I looked at him with all my heart. It was so ridiculous that he came to me and said he loved me and put me in the love that he created.
I have never kept the one who takes the initiative in our hearts, but it seems like there is no end to it.
I also long for someone who can come to me and love me with determination.
And while Linc went to the bathroom, he said to me, “Don’t ever see Lin beam again.” I’m sorry.
He said, “He and Lin Zhi are only playing with each other, and there is only me in his heart, and he loves me.”
But it shouldn’t be like this. He abandoned me when he chose marriage.
And I laughed, “Is that what you’re saying? Should I abandon everything and come back to you? I’m sorry.
“Do not you love me? “Doesn’t you? I’m sorry.
♪ Know, understand, understand ♪
I don’t know if I’ve been listening to him for years.
He’s always been so confident that his feelings for me are in my hands.
Look at him like that.
I have a boyfriend. I’m sorry.
Listen to my answer. I’ve lost my senses. I’ve lost my senses.
What else can I say?
Seeing his hands and his eyes that he may take back.
Great.
It’s time for something to come to an end.
After that, I was asked to go home with him.
They say.
“I can’t. My boyfriend’s still waiting for me. I’m sorry.
I saw his splendor, but he couldn’t do anything without the presence of Nalinet. Yeah.
He oppressed me with the power of his brother, and made me take his car today.
Go home.
He grabbed my wrist in front of his fiancée, even if I had said so.
I hurt, but he didn’t let go. So neither We nor Zine would let go of us, and we looked at each other, stubbornly.
Look at the two of us. Lin-Chi wants to help me talk.
The way he looks, there’s a tendency to help him talk.
“Sorry I’m late. I’m sorry.
I heard Lin Leung’s voice, and I got my hands on my waist and brought me into him.
Wyrie.
“There’s traffic. It’s a little late. I’m sorry.
I put my head on his shoulder and said,
“It’s not too late. Let’s go. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to be in the same room anymore.
On the way back, Lin was always bored, he held my hand.
Before I let him stop.
“Is it because you’re unhappy? I’m sorry.
I’m asking my question.
I can see he’s jealous, but now he’s jealous in my eyes.
Lee, it’s so cute.
He’s holding my hand, he’s looking up at me, he’s looking for any angry marks on my face.
The trail. “I’m sorry, I just can’t control myself. I saw him. I know you like it.
He’s…”
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
I shaked my head, and I saw the guilt and the discomfort he caused by his own guilt.
The face, this for my broken heart.
He’s afraid of losing me, afraid of turning me back.
“Don’t be sorry, you’re right. You don’t have to feel sorry for yourself.
Well, you’re the best person I’ve ever met. I’m sorry.
Lin Leung, I like you.
Lin jumped because of my words.
Sew it out.
“Are you sending me a nice card? I’m sorry.
“Really, I don’t care anymore. I’m sorry.
I’ve reached out with my hands on the wrist of Lin Leung and put his hands where my heart beats.
Okay. Words lie, faces lie, but heart beats don’t.
Look at him, I see his red-blooded face.
13
I got a phone call from Gu Gu Yi, and my cell phone was on the table for a long time, and I looked at the name on it, and I didn’t get through it until the bell rings again and again.
“Ai, Ai, Ai…”
I called my name over and over again at the end of the phone, but I knew that once I turned back, I would never return.
He’s been yelling my name across the street, and I told him to say something, or I’ll go.
But he’s still a monster.
It was also a strange voice, telling the owner of the cell phone that he was drunk and that he kept calling my name and asking if I could come and pick him up.
Listen, I was driving across the street to that familiar bar and I saw him drunk at the bar.
“I called my driver to pick you up. I’m sorry.
I’m calm.
And he shuddered in his hand, and looked at me in silence with his eyes, and heard me say this, and lamented that he had crossed his eyes.
“Are you sure you don’t want me? I’m sorry.
He whispered, “Do you really love him?” * I felt his anger and pain, but did he really know me?
The pain and the humble.
The bar is filled with despair and helplessness.
In front of me, my breath started to rush.
Brother, I’ve really fallen in love with Lin Leung.
Kind of simple people. I’m sorry.
“It’s all your fault that you shouldn’t have come near him.”
You said you loved me, but what did you do? I’m sorry.
“Please, let me be happy. I’m sorry.
After this showdown, I won’t see him again, even if he dies.
I’m going to get out of this relationship.
When I’m done with it, it’s sad to sit on the table like that.
It’s so sad.
I saw the fluid flowing from his eyes.
He woke up in a dream and looked at me sad, and his hands were strangling like…
Very painful.
He turned around and looked outside and looked at me, and he seemed to struggle, and he had lips.
The eyes were closed.
Quickly, turn your back on me.
Finally, I was going to say something, and I heard his cold voice coming from above me and laughing at myself.
“You’re such a liar. I’m sorry.
I’m holding my foot.
“I really hate you, and I hate your mother and I hate you, and I knew from the first moment I saw you, that you were here with me. I’m just getting back at you, seeing you looking at me like I’m jealous. I’m really excited to get back at you. I’m sorry.
“Alas, you’ve become smart, and you’ve never been as clever as when you were a kid again. Should I say you’ve become smart? I’m sorry.
And when it was over, I heard the sound of his groaning: “I truly hate you, I am clear.” I’m sorry.
14
I was going to take a cab back to school.
But I didn’t think that I’d come back and hugged me like I was going to be put into his body, despite the consternation of the chauffeur behind me.
The strong break-up means that I know that I am free and that in decades of struggle, we are finally finished, today.
I can smell the smell familiar to him. I am tired from the inside and from the outside, and I don’t know what to say. I have been pushed out of my way to restore his cold clean-up appearance.
I don’t know.
I went abroad with Lin Leung after I graduated, and we’re together every day.
We’re even planning to get married abroad after graduation.
And she kept calling me a white-eyed wolf and saying she was a hard-earned daughter.
That’s it.
“Aware, go away. I’m sorry.
I looked out the fog and remembered what the man said.
“Mom, I’m good with In Leung, really good, I’m happy, I love him. I’m sorry.
When I learned that Guo-hye had cancelled the engagement with the Lin family, Lin was consciously tight.
With my hand, he’s got a big concern in his eyes.
I held his hand tight and warmed him up.
Lin Leung, don’t be afraid. I’m not leaving. I love you.
Life together.
There’s a wind outside, Lin is smiling and asking me to go with him to collect his clothes.
15
Gu Xiaoxuan
For the first time I saw their mother and their daughter entering the door, God knew how disgusting I was to them. Although I’m too old to have a mother, I don’t have to ask a strange woman to take care of her. I know it’s personal.
I lit a cigarette with my eyes on it, remembering the past.
I hate being clear, and I see that she only wants to please me, and that her heart is even worse. So I like to mock her in front of the crowd and leave her behind and put her in an embarrassing situation.
But I didn’t think I’d be happy. The year I came back from school, you saw me still admired, and I found in my mailbox a love letter sent to you by someone after Kodak, and I lit it myself with a lighter. I never told you that.
So I couldn’t bear to be jealous, and I sneaked into your room, and I let you have the most disgusting relationship with me, and every time you look at me, I feel like I’m not human.
But tell me, what am I supposed to do? I watched you go out with Lin on the back the other day, and I felt like I was going to stop breathing.
Linc said to me, “Look at them two, how sweet.”
I’m the only one who knows how jealous I am. Do you really not love me?
I’m glad you came to the bar to pick me up. No, you’re cold and rational. You’re hurting my heart. You said you were leaving.
I, you’re begging me to let go of my desire for what you accused me of, but I can’t deny it.
I made a mistake. I was wrong. I thought you’d wait for me to come back after I’ve finished working with the Lin family. I didn’t think about it.
I’m in pain so I let you go, I told you not to look back, I gave you my heart to be free. But I finally, humbled, still wanted the last kiss, and when I thought you would never belong to me again, I could even breathe in pain.
You left the country with Lin Leung, and I know that’s what we’ve been through.
I didn’t want to let go, but I saw the smile I never saw when you were with Lin Leung, and you were so happy that I knew I lost.
I broke my marriage contract with the Lin family. I don’t love Lin-Che. I don’t love you. I don’t want to love anyone in my life, but I don’t regret what I did that year. When I left home and you secretly gave me my living expenses, I knew it was over.
I don’t know how many times I wake up in the night, and it’s always all about you. I don’t want nightmares, but I can’t wake up.
Ying, don’t leave me.
