What kind of experience is it to fall in love
with uncle?
Not only was I in love, but I married an uncle whose daughter was the same age as me.
To ask what experience, it must be too cool, after all, his daughter is the white lotus that abducted my ex-boyfriend. 1. On the day of Meng Qiwu’s funeral, Meng Weiwei, who came back from England, slapped me in the face of the mourning hall. Is that how
you take care of my dad?
Meng Weiwei’s voice was as sharp as a dagger. Did you figure out how to kill him when you were in a hurry to be my stepmother? The
makeup on that face is delicate but aggressive.
I didn’t. My
eyes were moist and I pretended to be weak.
She wanted to rush over and kill me, but she was held back and couldn’t move. She looked at me as if I had been poisoned. “Restless and kind-hearted bitch, don’t try to get a penny out of my house!” Ignoring her, I managed to hold out until the end of the ceremony, forcing a smile to see off one guest after another. I haven’t fully adapted to
Meng Qiwu’s death.
He’s finally dead.
He’s dead.. Mixed emotions suddenly turned into a storm at this moment, which swept me away.
I broke down and cried, muttering to myself and repeating “Daddy.”. A week after the
funeral, Meng Qiwu’s lawyer and friend came to visit me.
Meng Qiwu left all his property to me.
“When Chi-wu was alive, he was always worried about what you would do without him.” He looked around the room. There was almost no trace of Meng Chi-wu’s life in the room. Then he sighed deeply, “He asked me to tell you that you have suffered in the past few years with him.”. Then
he stood up and nodded politely to say goodbye, saying that he could contact him at any time if necessary. After
sending him away, I looked through the will again and again to confirm the truth of the matter.
I didn’t come to my senses for a long time-if Meng Weiwei knew, he would probably kill me. Meng Weiwei came to the door before seven o’clock
the next morning. As soon as he
entered the door, he gave me a slap in the face. Then he pounced on me like a runaway wild dog. He grabbed my hair and dragged me against the wall. He said hysterically, “Fox spirit, was my father’s death an accident or not?”? Are
you already up to something, or why didn’t he leave me any money?
My scalp tingled, I screamed and fought back, and finally grabbed her by the neck as she approached and pushed her to the ground.
“You bitch!” When she got up and tried to attack me, she was hugged by her husband.
“Weiwei, calm down!” You shut up! What’s the matter? You
don’t want to give up your old lover?
Ah? Do
you feel distressed?
Meng Weiwei has completely lost her mind. Like a mad dog, she bites whoever she catches.
Meng Weiwei, can you accumulate some virtue in your mouth? The man who
was questioned was so angry that his face turned red, and he retorted fiercely and did not let go.
What’s the matter?
Anxious?
Meng smiled back angrily, then turned to look at me and asked, “Su Lili, didn’t I just take away your man?”? Do
you have to rush to be my stepmother and take everything away from me?
This scene made me feel happy for the first time since Meng Chi-wu’s death.
I looked at her word by word and said, “Crime, gain, gain.”.
Yes, I am Meng Weiwei’s stepmother, and Meng Weiwei’s husband is my first love. The story of
Lu Su and I originated from a “hero saving the United States.”. When
I first arrived at Future World, the largest bar in H City, to sell wine, I was groped one night, and Lu Su helped me.
He grabbed the man’s restless hand and said sternly, “Is it shameless for a man of several decades to bully a girl?”?
Then he quickly pulled me out of the crowd and blocked me behind him. Who the *** are
you?
Don’t mind your own business.
“The man pointed at his nose and gnashed his teeth.” Now that she’s in this business, she has to know the rules.
Do you really think I spent thousands of yuan to buy her wine?
He’s right. In our line of work, it’s typical to trade your body for money.
I am very grateful to Lu Su for coming to the rescue, but I am also afraid that if things go on, he will be coquettish.
So I pulled the corner of his coat and told him to leave me alone. Instead,
he grabbed my wrist tightly and grabbed a bottle and smashed it on the head when the other side tried to approach. The
verbal tit-for-tat completely fermented into a fight.
Lu’s roommates joined in, and more than a dozen people scuffled in the bar’s cramped booths. The music in the background of the
bar was so loud that people’s ears hurt, and broken wine bottles splashed everywhere.
Eventually, the group fight was forcibly ended by the bar staff.
More than a dozen people were black and blue, and some even saw blood. The losses
caused by the original compensation, after the liquidation, the group of outsiders were thrown out of the bar; Lu Su because of their good attitude, the boss did not do much to pursue.
And I was severely warned by my boss, “Next time, get out of here!” 3. To show my gratitude, I invited them to have a midnight snack near the bar. The
free midnight snack lifted the spirits of the group instantly.
Although the compensation almost covered their living expenses for a month, they all clapped their chests and said that the money was nothing, so I didn’t have to worry about them. During the
conversation, I learned that they were freshmen of Chengdong University.
He said that Lu Su had saved his pocket money for a long time in order to come to our bar, especially to find me.
I was shocked. Embarrassed,
Lu Su scratched his head, blushed and hesitated to ask me for contact information.
I’ve actually liked you for a long time. I was drunk on National Day
last year, and you were taking care of me.
He said he vomited heavily in a bar toilet outside the school, and I helped him out and gave him a cup of honey water. You patted me on the back at that time, and gently coaxed me to drink water like shining, which was very beautiful. When
the others heard it, they were all heckling and saying that it was too sour. Lu Su didn’t dare to look at me.
I didn’t expect that such a trivial thing would be remembered by him for so long.
I told him that he was just an ordinary drunken guest that night. It would be the same
for anyone else.
He was eager to explain, “I knew I was just an ordinary guest that day.”.
But it is you who have such impartial patience with everyone. I just, I just feel that you are so gentle.
Then he blushed again, different from the young man who had just smashed the bottle.
Perhaps moved by his concern and gratitude for his help, I gave him contact information in a crowd of voices.
Don’t call me sister. I’m only 19 years old.
My name is Su Lili.
Lu Su pursued simplicity and directness but sincerity, and I surrendered in less than three months. After the
relationship was confirmed, like all couples in love, we always tried our best to stick together.
He sent me to and from work, and I accompanied him to class and dinner.
But we will also have contradictions.
He was very picky about my working environment and dress, and hoped that I could change my job, work and live in a simple environment, and be a really pure person.
My heart is somewhat concerned, but in order to calm his mood, I basically accompany him to class and eat at school every day.
That afternoon, I accompanied Lu Su to take a public elective course.
He threw the textbook to me and played the whole class game.
I listen to that whole lecture attentively, taking careful note in his book.
I cherish every opportunity to learn.
I was forced to drop out of school to earn money to support my family, and it was a luxury for me to continue to study.
But I never gave up this hope. The content of the lecture
that day was “the historical background of the emergence of modern and contemporary Chinese literature, and its connections and differences with ancient Chinese literature and foreign literature.” The teacher was a man in his late fifties who spoke slowly and neatly, with his hair combed back.
He spoke with fervor and assurance, and from his narration, I saw the romance and beauty of knowledge.
Throughout the class, my eyes followed his every move and devoted myself to the world of knowledge.
I never thought my life would take a crazy turn because of this class.
Because the person standing on the platform is Meng Qiwu, a professor at the Provincial College of Literature.
5. Lu Su is tall and handsome, sunny and cheerful, and his grades are not bad. In addition, he is often active in campus activities, so his ability to attract bees and butterflies should not be underestimated.
His roommate often tells me to snitch who wants Lu Su’s contact information today and who confesses tomorrow. It was so popular that I couldn’t help joking, “When the time comes, don’t have a rival in love to come and demonstrate with me.”? Less than a week after I said
this, someone really came to demonstrate against me, or went straight to the bar to make things difficult for me.
That man is Meng Weiwei.
Her makeup was delicate and domineering that day, wearing a dress that I hardly knew but looked very expensive, and my cheap tight sequined skirt and rough makeup that my mother did not know, one in the sky and the other on the ground.
She sat in the booth, crossed her legs, and said defiantly, “I’ll buy out your sales tonight if you blow on the spot.”. She looked
like a rich and wayward young lady, and the little sisters she had brought with her looked at me contemptuously.
I had no idea where I had gotten myself into trouble with such an elite, or even condescended to trouble me in such a polluted place. One
more thing is better than one less thing. I ignored her self-righteous provocation and said I was sorry to turn around and leave.
But the little sister she brought pulled her hair back. What are you
pretending to be, bitch. People like
Meng Weiwei are born to look down on anyone, and they are the best at cynicism. When
I was dragged down on the sofa in a mess, she was looking at me coldly and smiling proudly.
Su Lili, right?
Meng Weiwei looked me up and down like a commodity, and finally shook his head unsatisfactorily. What kind of eyes did Lu Su have?
So much for that. As soon as
the words came out, I understood everything.
She came here because of Lu Su. I was dismissive of
this kind of bullying and would immediately resist, so I looked up at her and said, “If you don’t like me anymore, Lu Su is still my boyfriend.”.
Then, word by word, he said sarcastically, “You’re coming to me now because you can’t get anything from him, okay?”?
This remark so enraged her that she immediately slapped me in the face and gnashed her teeth. Do you think you are worthy of him?
I’m just here to make you feel better. At that time,
I really believed that Lu Su was dead set on loving me, so even if I was bullied like this, I was neither humble nor arrogant. Then I broke away from them and slapped Meng Weiwei back. Un
willing to be humiliated, she screamed and swept the wine off the table, shouting that I had hit someone. The earth-shaking background music of the
bar could not cover the sound she made, and almost all the people near the booth stopped their activities and began to gather to watch the fun.
The farce ended with me drinking 10 bottles of beer in one breath and apologizing. When I was about to vomit, Meng Weiwei directly let her little sisters imprison me and force me down.
That night, I drank directly to acute gastroenteritis and was sent to the emergency room for intravenous drip. Meng Weiwei and
I also have a grudge against each other because of this. In fact, she is not used to seeing me unilaterally and wants me to die.
6. My boss scolded me again, but he still gave me three days of sick leave and let me go to the hospital every day to have an intravenous drip.
I didn’t tell Lu Su about it. I lied that I had something to go back to my hometown.
He didn’t have much doubt, and he answered disappointedly. Oh, he didn’t bother much.
I bought a few interesting books from the second-hand bookstore, and I survived three days alone. On the first day of
resuming work, Meng Qiwu found me.
At that time, the bar had not been officially opened, so I took the opportunity to fish at the bar and turned over The Myth of Sisyphus with relish.
Lily, I seem to be looking for you. A well-connected
little sister brought a man over, dressed in a suit and tie that didn’t fit in with the whole bar.
He looked at me and smiled, glancing at the book in my hand with a look of approval.
You like Camus?
He sat down beside me and asked me. I don’t like it
either.
Take a look. It’s always right to read more books.
“” That’s true.
He smiled and introduced himself to me.
My dear Meng Qiwu.
“” Hello. Have
we met before?
I closed the book and placed it carefully.
He reacted coldly for fear of getting into trouble again.
No.
I’m here to make amends to you today.
Make amends?
It’s about my daughter coming here three days ago to make things difficult for me.
3 days ago?
I followed the train of thought he provided-who else could have made things difficult for me three days ago?
Meng Weiwei?
I looked at him carefully again. His hair was combed back meticulously, every detail of his well-cut suit was extraordinary, and his behavior was similar to that of a gangster who often went to bars.
I can’t help wondering: How did he give birth to such a domineering daughter as Meng Weiwei?
Weiwei, she is usually spoiled by me. I’m sorry to make such a fact.
He rubbed the edge of his glass over and over again and explained to me slowly, Things are really bad, so I thought I must apologize to Miss Su in person, but unexpectedly you haven’t been here these days.
Although the seriousness of his words made me feel uncomfortable, it did not affect his being a good father.
Originally relieved, I was suddenly surrounded by jealousy at this moment.
Jealous that Meng Weiwei has a good family background to squander, but also jealous that she has a father who thinks about everything for her.
Unlike me.. But on second thought, I was jealous of Meng Weiwei, and she was jealous that Lu Su was my boyfriend. I feel much better in
an instant.
I waved my hand and said, “It’s all right. It happens all the time in our line of work. I’m used to it.”.
My original intention is that things are over, and don’t care too much and get involved in unnecessary trouble.
Often.. Did it happen?
I don’t know if it’s my illusion, but there seems to be something like pity in his eyes.
I avoided his eyes directly, “also …” Not very often.
“After a pause,” I mean, there’s no need to make amends. She also bought out my wine
that night.
We’re even.
He kept looking at me for a long time, and my scalp tingled with his gaze.
After a long time, he sighed deeply, “Miss Su, you shouldn’t be here.”.
Meng Qiwu gave me a phone number when he left. If Miss
Su needs my help in the future, I will do my best.
He told me that he was an elder after all, and it was easy for him to take care of me.
For example, can you help me get the complete works of Camus?
That doesn’t make any sense. It’s just that I don’t know what to say.
“Yes.”.
His eyes were almost gone with laughter.
I couldn’t think of anything else for the time being, so I accepted it with a smile because of his kindness.
7. Almost a week after the Meng Weiwei incident, Lu Sucai contacted me on his own initiative, saying that he had been helping a school girl review before the exam and was too busy to take care of me.
I don’t doubt him, but I still have a little knot in my heart.
Women’s intuition tells me that this school girl will be a turning point in my relationship with Lu Su.
In addition, he has recently become more critical of my work environment, and every day before work, he always uses more harsh words to criticize my dress and behavior at work than before.
Lily, are you really going to keep falling like this?
He looked bitter and angry.
This makes me very puzzled. He was the one who said it was great that
I could survive in the mud, and now he’s the one who said I was willing to fall.
In less than a year, all the previous strengths have turned into shameful weaknesses.
The last acute gastritis left me the root of the disease. I have a stomachache every day recently, and I need a lot of rest after work to recover.
Physical discomfort and bad mood, I no longer go to school with him every day as before.
He seemed to be busy with the qualification examination, and did not come to me specially, and even did not contact me on a daily basis. The sudden cooling of the
intimate relationship has made me feel restless recently.
This is not a good sign.
8. This “cold war” lasted for nearly a month, and finally I took the initiative to give in.
And decided to secretly go to school to give him a surprise on the day of thinking, thinking of apologizing and acting like a spoiled child, so that the contradiction could pass quickly.
But the fact tells me not to make surprises blindly.
Because most surprises are only “surprises,” never “joys.”. At this moment,
for example, when I saw Lu Su standing alone at the school gate and looking around, I called him with joy and asked him, only to see him hesitantly pick up the phone and lie to me, “I..” I just finished class, and I’m going to have dinner with the third brother.
Then Meng Weiwei came out and patted him on the shoulder, and he hung up the phone in a hurry.
The two of them talked happily and walked away. They were so sad that they knocked me down like a big stone in the air. I was in a mess.
Just less than a month, Lu Su, Meng Weiwei, they have been so close? How come
I never knew. I
didn’t rush forward to confront him, but just as I was losing my mind, I heard a hesitant voice: “Miss Su?”?
I turned around and looked at Meng Chi-wu, who was carrying a briefcase, standing half a meter away and smiling at me, just like when I first saw him. I accepted Meng Qiwu’s invitation to have dinner together
because of his hospitality.
I couldn’t take my eyes off the western restaurant opposite the school gate. My ears were filled with buzzing sounds, and my brain was like a fog, which was not clear.
Like a magic barrier, after a while, I heard my own voice: “I want to eat western food.”.
I could have just walked away.
But at this moment, I suddenly want to see the ugliness of everything on the surface.
My answer made Meng Qiwu hesitate a little, but eventually he answered humorously and went in with me. The
interior of the restaurant is simple and has a wide view. As soon as
we walked in, we saw Lu Su and Meng Weiwei.
They sat by the window not far from the entrance, not knowing what they were talking about and laughing happily.
Meng Qiwu stopped his steps and gave a slight cry as usual.
Dad?
“” Lily?
Two voices overlapped, two faces of the same astonishment.
Then Lu Su shyly called Professor Meng to Meng Qiwu.
Is Meng Qiwu a professor at the provincial university? Suddenly a vague fragment flashed through
my mind: Meng Qiwu was talking on the platform, Lu Su was playing games beside me, and I was taking notes.. I stared at him in a daze, my mouth seemed to be glued and I couldn’t make a sound. At one point,
the scene seemed to pause, and everyone was looking at each other thoughtfully. It was Meng Weiwei who
broke the silence.
She glared at me ferociously and then asked Meng Chi-wu, “Dad, why are you together?”?
I just saw Miss Su alone at the school gate.
He paused as if on purpose, glanced at Lu Su and looked at Meng Weiwei with a smile and said, “They didn’t pursue what happened to you before. Is there any problem for me to invite her to dinner?”?
“” Pursue what?
Lu Su asked.
Nothing.
Meng Weiwei eagerly interrupted the topic and looked at me with a bad expression. Who knows what kind of peace of mind she has?
Weiwei, that’s not how I teach you to treat people.
Meng Chi-wu’s voice was steady, but he was not angry.
Meng Weiwei did not expect his father to scold him like this in front of outsiders. He called his father irritably and sat down without answering again.
Lu Su came over and took me by the hand and said, “Lily, when did you come here? Why didn’t you tell me?”?
I looked up at him and saw that the boy was really good-looking. Even at this moment, I couldn’t bear to blame him for looking at his face.
I just called.
“Lu Su opened and closed his lips awkwardly.” Lily, it’s not what you think.
“He took my hand in his hands and said with the same deep feeling as before,” I helped her review and make up lessons before the exam, and now she has passed the exam and specially invited guests to thank me. Meng, who was
sitting at the table, gave me a slightly contemptuous glance and snorted disdainfully. Only
when he saw Meng Qiwu’s reproachful eyes did he restrain a little.
I still choose to believe in Lu Su.
But maybe he didn’t even realize that he had already called the girl “Weiwei.”.
At the time of the meal, there were more and more people coming in and out of the restaurant, and we were somewhat in the way at the door.
“That being the case,” says Meng Chi-wu, who is standing to one side, “everyone is here to show their gratitude. I’ll treat you to this meal today.”. Then
he turned to ask for my advice. Miss Su, shall we go and sit together?
I looked at the perturbed Lu Su, then looked at Meng Weiwei, who had no intention of talking to anyone, and finally nodded.
When Lu Su saw that I no longer cared, he eagerly took my hand and walked over together.
Four people sit opposite each other.
Meng Qiwu generously arranged for everyone to order. Meng Weiwei looked at me sitting with Lu Su and gnashed his teeth, but he was afraid that Meng Qiwu would not attack me again. Lu Su had been telling jokes to coax me, and he was relieved until I laughed.
After dinner, Meng Chi-wu took Meng Wei-wei home. Before he left, he suddenly said to me, “Miss Su, I’ve already found the Complete Works of Camus, but there are some works that haven’t been translated in Taiwan yet.”.
“I didn’t react for a moment, so I replied in a dull voice,” That … What to do? If you
don’t mind, I can translate for you. Before
I could figure out what it meant, Meng Chi-wu and I were pulled away by Lu Su-meng Wei-wei.
Everything seemed calm, as if nothing had happened.
9. Since then, the relationship between Lu Su and me seems to be as close as before, but some things have changed quietly.
This kind of deterioration can not be saved, like incurable terminal cancer.
Instead, it was Meng Qiwu, who came to the bar every day after that day, rain or shine.
Every night he sat at the bar and ordered a Remy Martin and left at 12 o’clock on time.
He didn’t seem to be looking for me specifically, but every night he was there, I felt a pair of eyes following closely, Meng Qiwu never shy away from his naked eyes when he looked at me.
If for the first time it was a stream of pity, now it has all turned into an undercurrent of desire.
Meng Qiwu has a bad idea about me, which makes me feel proud and elated, but also vaguely perturbed.
I was like the prey of a fierce beast, who lay dormant in the dark, waiting for an opportunity to move.
Meng Weiwei also did not stop, she always has tens of millions of ways to appear innocently between me and Lu Su, Bai Lian Xiu is perfect.
I looked down on her childish behavior, because Meng Qiwu always felt that I had the upper hand.
I was disappointed with Lu Su’s inaction, but Meng Qiwu’s eagerness made me feel a kind of secret excitement, and I even felt that I was not afraid of losing Lu Su. All of
the above seeped together and stirred in my dark life, and finally brewed into a storm.
One day after work, I received a strange text message with only one picture: Meng Weiwei took a selfie with only half of her face showing, and behind her was Lu Su, who was already sleeping soundly.
His upper body was naked, and his neck was covered with ambiguous marks.
I know this is very bloody, but I have to admit the fact that Meng Weiwei snatched Lu Su away from me so neatly.
I didn’t even have a chance to fight back. The cold air in the
early morning seemed to rush into my heart, which was frozen into ice and broke into pieces at any touch.
Although I am not afraid of losing, the taste of being betrayed and cheated still makes me uncomfortable when things really come to an end. Like a walking corpse,
I took a taxi to the provincial university.
At the provincial gate until dawn, Lu Su’s cell phone has been turned off. It was noon when
Lu Su and Meng Weiwei appeared in front of me hand in hand.
This image tore away my last hope. The moment he
saw me, Lu Su shook off Meng Weiwei’s hand with a guilty conscience and looked at me with an uneasy face.
Even though he was thrown away, Meng Weiwei still looked at me with a successful smile.
Lily, let me explain.
The man is really a boring animal, and every time he grabs the bag, his prologue never changes.
Lu Su rushed forward to hold my hands tightly, looking anxious, handsome facial features are wrinkled, really not good-looking.
Explain what?
Did Meng Weiwei ask you to go to the hotel to help her review her lessons? For the first time,
I discovered that I had a gift for aggression.
I know all about it.
Lu Su let go of me in a trance, his hands hanging feebly, his head hanging like a drowning dog.
Lily, it’s not like that.
“His voice was very low.” It’s just going to bed, Lily.
I have no feelings for her. Meng Weiwei on
one side did not even defend herself and looked at our meaningless argument like a joke.
“Lu Su, how dare you..” I bit my lip and tried to hold back my tears, but it was still like a tap that could not be turned off.
He had been inexplicably critical and disgusted before, and even lost his temper with me, all of which found the reason.
Lily, you believe me.
He came forward again and took my hand.
“We drank too much last night..” I reached out and tore his tightly wrapped collar and asked, “Trust you?”? How can
I trust you, Lu Su? The
school gate was a crowded place, and this farce had already attracted a crowd of onlookers, and everyone was talking about it. Isn’t this Meng Weiwei and Lu Su? What kind of situation
is this? Did the mistress come to you? What are you
talking about? That’s Lu Su’s real girlfriend. I used
to have a big class with him.
」…… The sound of discussion poured in and turned into a weapon I could not resist, and I was routed.
I don’t believe you anymore, Lu Su.
I left him alone and walked to the subway entrance. He tried to follow him, but was pulled by Meng Weiwei.
Lu Su, that was my first time. Meng Weiwei, who
had just been smiling proudly, had a cry in her voice.
In this case, Meng Weiwei can still say such a thing.
I don’t even know whether to call her shameless or praise her sacrifice for love.
The confrontation of cheating and catching adultery was over in less than five minutes, and I ended badly.
Lu Su did not catch up after all, and I walked to an empty street corner in a daze and sat down to digest the mutation.
The weather is fine, the sun is very strong, but I feel cold for no reason. It’s cold to hold your
arms tightly. Miss
Su.
A Land Rover pulled up in front of me. Meng Qiwu rolled down the window. He asked me, Is there anything I can do for you?
I looked up at him, and I couldn’t see his face very well because of the intense sunlight. When I
got on the bus, I was still shaking.
Meng Qiwu turned on the heating carefully. Miss
Su came to school to see her boyfriend again?
He looked straight ahead and did not look at me.
No.
“I responded faintly, with a gossamer look.” He had an affair. I have a deliberate element in the
latter sentence.
He tilted his head slightly and glanced at me in surprise. In less than a second he looked straight ahead as if nothing had happened. He changed the subject and said, “Has Miss Su eaten yet?”?
I just finished class and was going to eat. If
you don’t mind, let’s have dinner together.
Do you know who he cheated on?
I’m not going to let go of this topic.
This has nothing to do with me, Miss Su.
If you need to talk, I can be the listener.
I looked up at the man, who was driving intently, with the corners of his mouth turned up.
He is used to being gentle and gentle, and he always smiles at everyone, and he is the same to me.
You always knew, didn’t you? I never interfere
in Weiwei’s private affairs.
Meng Chi-wu did not conceal anything, or rather disdained to conceal it.
So you just let her steal someone else’s boyfriend?
！」 I had a sudden outburst and shouted at him.
“Stop the car!” I feel sick.
I am disgusted that Meng Weiwei is shameless and unscrupulous, and I am even more disgusted that he turns a blind eye and does nothing.
Meng Chi-wu, of course, didn’t stop. He drove as if nothing had happened. “Miss Su, calm down.”.
It takes two to tango, and you think I could have prevented it?
He did not defend Meng Weiwei’s fault, but also pointed out that Lu Su was not a thing.
Quibble. Suddenly exhausted,
I turned to look out of the window and did not intend to speak.
“Lily,” he suddenly called my name, “put it down or fight back.
I suddenly heard between the lines, and the rudiments of a revenge plan slowly emerged.
I looked at Meng Qiwu, who smiled gently as usual. Isn’t
Meng Weiwei your daughter? People have to suffer a little when they
live in the world. How could
I have thought he was a gentleman?
Meng Qiwu took me to a high-end western restaurant by the river. In the glass reflection,
I saw myself with messy hair and incomplete makeup, like a clown.
I think you like western food.
He was familiar with table manners and methodically prepared, while I didn’t even know what to do with the cup in front of me.
Lily, don’t be formal.
I’m here.
He sat opposite and looked at me with a smile. He seemed to call me “Lili” addiction, which made him happy from the bottom of his heart.
My mind calmed down a little, but I didn’t want to talk much. The strange environment of the
Western restaurant also made me at a loss.
Meng Qiwu is considerate enough. He will do every step slowly for my reference. When cutting steak, he will explain it in detail according to the logic of what, why and how to do. Professional habits are brought to the table.
I looked at Meng Qiwu, who was cutting steak, and suddenly thought of my biological father. He was fond of drinking and gambling, and was good at beating women. In the winter when I was ten years old, he was drunk and drowned in the river.
You are a good father. For
no reason, I thought of Meng Weiwei again. She was so proud and arrogant that she easily took away my boyfriend.
He suddenly stopped cutting the steak, and his expression suddenly froze. Then he suddenly smiled and answered gently, “Lily, I don’t think this is a pleasant compliment.”. He made
me shiver with laughter, and I got goose bumps all over my body, and I didn’t dare to say a word more.
I mean, I’m not a good father. Then
he focused on the cut steak and narrated, “Weiwei has been complaining about me all the time.”.
I snorted coldly, feeling that he was talking dog talk in a high-sounding way. When the
steak was finally cut, he forked a piece into his mouth and chewed it slowly and evenly.
As for what Meng Weiwei complained about, he did not say any more.
I didn’t take the initiative to bring up the topic again, and the meal ended with the touch of tableware.
After dinner, Meng Qiwu insisted on sending me back. Determined to retaliate, I didn’t refuse much and got into his car directly. When I
arrived at my dormitory at about 2:30 in the afternoon, I thanked him and got off the bus directly.
As soon as I closed the door, I heard a voice behind me, “Lili.”.
I turned around and saw Lu Su sitting by the flower bed in front of the building.
He looked incredulous and deeply betrayed.
Lily, where have you been? Instead of answering him,
I walked straight in front of him and into the building.
He grabbed me quickly. “Lily, don’t do this. I can explain.”.
“I turned and looked at him in disgust.” Explain what?
Explain why you slept with Meng Weiwei?
！」 I had no scruples about Meng Qiwu in the car, and I couldn’t tell whether it was emotional or intentional.
Lu Su was speechless by me, silent confrontation, I looked at his gray expression instantly had the pleasure of revenge.
It was not until a “bang” broke the silence that Meng Chi-wu got out of the car and came over.
Meng.. Professor Meng?
Lu Su seemed to have been struck by a bolt from the blue, and his face turned pale.
Is it true?
Meng Chi-wu is still smiling, kind and gentle, and is simply a model of being a teacher.
Lu Su lowered his head again, not daring to speak.
Meng Qiwu stared at Lu Su as if waiting for an answer, but silence took up the rest of the time.
Finally, he slowly pulled my hand out of Lu Su’s hand, and then said, “Xiao Lu, you go back to school with me first, and let Lili go up to rest.”.
I took the opportunity to retreat nearly one meter. Lu Su seemed to be shocked by Meng Qiwu’s change of address to me. He looked at me and wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Meng Qiwu. It’s not a gentleman’s style to cling to me.
Then he leisurely got into the car, calmly opened the passenger door and said to him, Besides, I think you need to talk to me about Weiwei.
Lu Su looked at me unwillingly for a long time, and finally accepted his fate and got on the bus.
12. After that, Lu Su didn’t come to me again, and I stopped going to school.
Meng Weiwei sent me intimate photos of her and Lu Su from time to time.
I turned a blind eye to Meng Weiwei’s provocation and felt that she did not have to be looked down upon by such childish behavior.
Meng Weiwei may not know that Lu Su is still pestering me endlessly, but he really thought that he had subdued this man.
Meng Qiwu still comes to the bar every day, sits at the bar and drinks a cup of Remy Martin, and leaves at 12 o’clock on time.
He is like a conscientious father who is afraid that his child will go astray.
I am used to waiting for Meng Qiwu to appear in the bar every night. I’m relieved to
have him here.
Although I understand that he is not a completely good person.
Time passed in a flash. One night half a year later, instead of waiting for Meng Qiwu, I waited for Meng Weiwei, her little sister and Lu Su.
Meng Weiwei is certainly not merciful to take care of my business, in line with the idea that one more thing is better than one less thing, I deliberately avoided them to sell wine on other tables.
But when he went to the toilet halfway, he was dragged into a cubicle with his mouth covered.
I was pushed down rudely on the narrow ground, and two or three people came up to me, grabbed me and began to touch me.
My skirt was lifted and my private parts were touched.
When I tried to fight back, they kicked and punched me without mercy.
My struggle was to no avail.
The bar is noisy, and there are few sober people in and out of the bathroom late at night, even if they see it, they think they are looking for excitement. For the first time,
I felt hopeless.
Help.. Help.. When he was about to lose hope, the door of the compartment was violently broken open.
It was a sister who had a good relationship with me with several staff members.
I staggered to my feet and she held me up.
The staff dragged the bully out and beat him up.
I told them to find out who ordered it.
The result is no accident, Meng Weiwei.
I didn’t think she was so crazy.
I couldn’t hold my breath any longer and went up to them, picked up a glass of wine and threw it in her face.
When she wants to fight back, break the bottle directly and point the sharp end of the broken bottle at her. “If you want to die, you can jump over.”.
“Lu Su saw that he just wanted to be a peacemaker, but I pushed him to the ground.” Do you know what kind of virtue your woman has, so you came to persuade him to make peace?
Lu Su, I find that you are not only irresponsible but also brainless.
Meng Weiwei and her little sisters were somewhat frightened by me, and everyone sat down resentfully.
Meng Weiwei, I could have called the police.
I grabbed her by the collar and gnashed my teeth.
But I didn’t want to pursue it immediately, so I called Meng Qiwu and hoped he could pick me up. At one o’clock
in the morning, the streets were not cold, and outside the bars there were many drunkards who had drunk too much and collapsed on the ground.
Meng Qiwu’s car was parked in a temporary parking space outside the bar.
When he saw me coming out, he greeted me and put me in the car. As soon as he got in the car, he noticed my scratched hand and took out the medical kit to clean my wound.
He took my hand and prepared to disinfect my wound.
But when the blood came out, he suddenly stopped moving. I looked up and saw the excitement in Meng Qiwu’s eyes. Then he took my hand to his mouth and kissed my wound for a long time. The touch
of dampness and heat spreads from the pores to the whole body. Something
was wrong. I was shaking and my whole body was numb.
Lily, you are so beautiful. There was a faint light in
those eyes that was about to succeed. I was so frightened that I pulled back my hand and said thank you in a dull voice.
But as if nothing had happened, he resumed his gentle manner and said, “I’m sorry, I lost my temper.”.
I sat straight and did not speak again.
Lily, remember to tell me when you are bullied. I will always help you.
He spoke in all earnestness, like a father who is worried about his children being bullied.
I thought of my father who died early. He never told me to protect me. He was always the abuser.
Uncle, what do you want?
Meng Qiwu looked at me indifferently. You know what I want. Meng Chi-wu, who
said this, reminds me of a wolf waiting to hunt.
He is cautious enough not to expose me easily, but keen enough to catch me in my weakness and hunt me. The street lamp was a little dazzling
that day, and I couldn’t see anything clearly.
At that moment, I thought of the arrogant Meng Weiwei, thought of the cowardly Lu Su, this only embryonic plan instantly clear up.
I’ll give you.
Meng Weiwei, since you pester me endlessly and leave no way out, I’m not polite either. After
hearing my promise, Meng Chi-wu held the steering wheel and looked at me calmly for a long time. Then he smiled, “It’s too late.”.
I’ll take you back.
Meng Qiwu has completely burdened my life, and I take it for granted.
I quit my job and moved from the four-person dormitory provided by the bar to Meng Qiwu’s single apartment in the city center.
Knowing my desire for reading, Meng Qiwu brought me a lot of books to put in the apartment.
He doesn’t come every day. He comes on Thursday and Friday nights every week. Occasionally, he takes me out for dinner. Occasionally, he cooks noodles for me in the apartment on a whim.
After dinner, he basically accompanied me to read and answered my questions. Is that what
you did to Meng Weiwei?
“” What? Buy
her what she wants, read with her, and teach her what she doesn’t understand. Do your duty and be a good father.
Meng Qiwu sat up straight and said, Lily, I can be your father, but not only that. But
he never touched me, and he never spent the night. I was kept out of his life, and I lived alone in his captivity.
But I was not dissatisfied, and I even felt that this was another kind of stability that I wanted.
This state lasted for almost half a year, and Meng Weiwei, who had not seen him for a long time, came to the door.
I really underestimated you before.
She restrained her arrogance this time and snorted coldly.
She walked into the room in a familiar way, looking around, occasionally picking up something and putting it down. Lu Su and
I are going to England soon. Is that why
you came to me?
I’m not going to give her a good attitude, even if I’m just a bad lover now.
Flipping through a book she had just picked up, she ignored me and said to herself, “We’re going to study in England together, and we’re going to settle down there.”. Why are
you telling me this?
I stood still in the doorway.
Nothing, show off.
By the way, don’t think you are too much. I don’t know how many shameless women like you have lived in
this apartment.
I looked at her domineering face and folded my arms noncommittally. Have you
finished? Walk
slowly and don’t send.
She ate again and walked away without looking back with a snort. I didn’t close the door
until the sound of the heels faded away and disappeared completely.
She Meng Weiwei thought I was a fool, but she didn’t think that her father was calculating her.
14. Meng Qiwu and I got married the next autumn.
Meng’s hysterical questioning came from Britain, eight time zones away, but to no avail.
It happened to be the sixteenth day of the lunar calendar, and the silvery light of the full moon was cast into the room, which was covered with bright white.
Meng Qiwu hugged me and lay on my side, holding my face and rubbing my thumb gently.
Perhaps the atmosphere is very good, I suddenly some moved, sentimentally attached to the palm of his hand.
When I kissed his palm, he seemed to be burned by something and withdrew his hand in a panic.
After a while, he stroked my face again, with a pious face, as if he were stroking some treasure carefully.
My body was closer to him, and the warmth of his body made me sigh.
Lily, have you made up your mind?
He stroked my ragged forelock and kissed my forehead, his eyes as soft as water.
I nodded shyly, but his expression was different from the previous cruel and excited. He said to me sadly, “Lily, do you know how much patience wolves need to catch prey?”?
I suddenly felt a chill down my spine. Meng Qiwu almost beat me to death
that night.
I can’t remember how he started to do it. I was caught off guard. When I realized it, I was already scarred.
He said that when he saw me, it was like the desert was finally waiting for a rain.
The rain is sweet and pure, dripping for a while, and waiting for a hundred years.
Lili, stay with me. I had a cut on my
forehead and blood was oozing out.
He kissed me with pity. “Stay with me, will you?”.
Like a command, like a plea.
But in the next second, he seemed to change another face, hit me fiercely and violently, and became intimate with me in an extremely cruel way.
When I cried out in pain, he was more excited.
Lily, you will belong to me completely after that.
“His voice trembled with joy.” Do you know how hard I worked and how long I waited?
His voice became shrill and high-pitched unconsciously.
I begged him to let me go, but he told me, “Let you go, then what should I do, Lily?”.
I cried and looked back at him with difficulty. It was like a swamp of stinky water. Nothing could grow. It was dead and lifeless forever.
“Why..” Why is there no response. Why?
Lily, why is it still like this?
He suddenly began to cry, holding me in his arms and shaking. I’m in such
pain that I can hardly bear it. After
much tossing and turning, it still had no effect. Meng Chi-wu became angry from embarrassment and grabbed my hair and turned my head to his face. “Lily, what did you find?”?
My heart was desolate and sarcastic.
It turns out that a person can pretend to be like this. I thought I counted everyone, but I didn’t think I was the one who was counted from beginning to end.
Say it! What did you find?
You are not a man.
Meng Chi-wu can’t have a normal married life at all.
Then he hit me in the face, saw me bleeding from the corners of my mouth, kissed me, and called my name softly, “I love you, Lily.”.
You don’t know how much I love you. I have lost my strength and become a lamb to be slaughtered.
That night, Meng Qiwu, who was crazy enough, looked at me half dead and cried.
When I was sober, he went to get hot water to help me wipe my body clean.
He kept saying he was sorry, as if he wasn’t the one who had just done this to me.
I was lying in bed, looking at the ceiling, and I didn’t hear anything. When it was
almost dawn, Meng Qiwu went to bed and hooped me tightly, saying that he loved me.
I think I’m listening to a joke.
16. I thought marrying Meng Qiwu was the end of my revenge against Meng Weiwei and Lu Su, but I didn’t think it was the beginning of my real nightmare.
Meng Qiwu began to torture me in different ways, and he couldn’t help it when he was excited.
He likes blood. Every time I bleed, but every time he will wipe it up for me personally.
One night I had a slight fever because of the inflammation of the wound. When
he touched my face, I cried and called him Dad in a daze.
He was so excited that his whole body trembled. No matter how tight my wound was, his voice was trembling. He said again and again, “Lily, you keep shouting, just call me like this, Lily..” I struggled to call my father in his tight arms, and he hugged me more and more tightly, with no gap in my skin.
You want to rub me into the bone and blood.
“Suffering..” I was almost out of breath when he let me go.
Thinking that I didn’t have dinner, he went to the kitchen and gave me a bowl of noodles and fed me one mouthful at a time.
Meng Chi-wu, when will you let me go out for a walk?
I ate a few mouthfuls and looked at him in a good mood and asked. As soon as his
expression changed, he steadied his breath and asked me, “Lily, is it not good at home?”?
I turned away from him.
Seeing that I was not going to talk to him any more, he took the bowls and chopsticks away in silence, went to the kitchen to clean them, and then went to bed and hugged me.
Meng Chi-wu, you were going to help me take the college entrance exam. Before I
got married, he watched me get into books every day and asked me with a smile if I wanted to go to college. He could help me.
At that time, I really saw hope in him.
He said that he liked the vivid and vital appearance of my thirst for knowledge when I read and study carefully.
But now, he held me in silence and called my name again and again.
I knew he wasn’t going to leave me alone. After
getting married, Meng Qiwu locked me up at home as a possession.
He’s violent and self-abased. He
had to beat me to prove his strength and regain his self-esteem, and he was so self-abased that he cried bitterly because he did not live up to expectations physically.
He was afraid that I would not come back when I left home, so he never let me go out. There is no end in sight for
such a day. I have tried to resist and beg for mercy.
Hard and soft, I was still imprisoned in a room of less than two hundred square meters.
I even tried to kill myself, but after one failure, I made him grow a mind. There was nothing sharp or even deadly
in the house, and medicine could not be found.
Meng Qiwu even hired a nanny to watch me 24 hours a day.
I can’t run away. I don’t know why it happened like this.
17. After I called him “Dad” that night, he seemed to enjoy it. I never called him husband in private. I always called him Dad. In the fourth year of
my marriage with Meng Qiwu, he applied for early retirement, accompanied me every day and took care of me in every detail, whether in life or in study. He really takes care of me
like a father. On
our wedding anniversary, I put on a special makeup and cleaned up briefly. He cooked a table and opened a bottle of good Cabernet Sauvignon Red Wine during the meal. The atmosphere was very good that
night, and we seemed to be a normal loving couple.
Perhaps the atmosphere infected, Meng Qiwu also relaxed his vigilance and drank without restraint.
As a result, after drinking half a bottle, he began to talk nonsense, “Lily, I love you..” Violent people always repeat this sentence when they are vulnerable.
I took the opportunity to pour him a few more cups, and he was completely drunk. Dragging
him drunk into the room to make sure he wouldn’t wake up easily, I picked up the key and prepared to escape.
I haven’t seen the outside world for a long time, and I feel that the air I breathe is sweet.
I walked along the street outside the hut, towards the crowded place.
I seem to have found my missing four years of life in people’s comings and goings. I
went out in a hurry. I didn’t take anything except the key.
I sat on an outdoor bench in the business district, watching people jostling one another, and led screens in the square rotating one advertisement after another. But
I feel lost. The
number of people in the street slowly decreased, the night became deeper and deeper, and finally there was no one, and occasionally one or two drunken madmen passed by.
I suddenly panicked about the outside world and unconsciously thought of the hot noodles that Meng Qiwu often made for me.
I suddenly want to eat. The bruise on
my leg from the last kick has not disappeared, and I still remember Meng Qiwu’s ferocious appearance when he hit me.
But in a flash, he spoke softly for me to analyze knowledge points over and over again and take me to read.
…… My head was so full of memory fragments that it gave me a headache.
The horizon slowly turned white, and a glimmer of light fell on the tall buildings. It’s
dawn.
I stood up and walked back with resignation.
18. I walked home in a trance.
As soon as I got to the door, I couldn’t help shivering and expiratory dyspnoea.
I was afraid that Meng Qiwu would sober up and be dragged in and beaten by him as soon as he opened the door.
But from the moment I put the key in the keyhole, wiggled to open the door, closed it, and walked into the living room, there was only a clear and empty echo in the room, and no other sound.
It seems that Meng Qiwu is not awake yet.
I’m going to go to the bathroom to clean up my mess.
When he reached the door, he saw Meng Qiwu lying on the ground. His
face was pale, and he turned in his grave, contorted in a deformed posture.
At this moment, he is really like a shriveled frog dying in the sun. My
mind went blank, I broke out in a cold sweat, and I trembled and covered my mouth.
With goose bumps of excitement, tears streamed down my face unconsciously.
Meng Qiwu is dead. He slipped in the bathroom when
he went to the toilet and had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage.
I found it in rigor mortis.
19. Meng Weiwei came to me to fight for the inheritance before the first seven days after Meng Qiwu’s death.
After a lot of kicking and tearing, I finally called my lawyer and asked him to come and deal with it.
He couldn’t help frowning at our unkempt appearance. After
finding out the cause and effect, he said with an expressionless face, “Qiwu really didn’t leave anything to you. I told you yesterday.”.
You lied to me! He’s my dad. How could he do that?
Meng Weiwei still didn’t believe the result and shouted that I must be playing tricks.
Actually, Chi-wu is not your father.
As a good friend who has known everything for many years, the lawyer also told the truth.
He also produced the paternity test report and the original will made by Meng Qiwu before his death.
Qiwu couldn’t bear children. He divorced your mother because he was pregnant with you.
This was a bolt from the blue for Meng Weiwei.
I’m the same. Meng Qiwu never told me that he couldn’t have children in his life.
“Impossible, you lied to me!” Meng Weiwei was already somewhat unstable, and thanks to Lu Su’s support, he was able to stand.
At the moment, she is like a funny joke, and her existence is an inappropriate embarrassment.
I suddenly figured out why Meng Qiwu chose to give up Meng Weiwei for me at first, and even used Meng Weiwei. As a sensitive and self-respecting person
like him, Meng Weiwei is always reminding him of the betrayal and humiliation he has suffered.
Not giving Meng Weiwei anything is a straightforward expression of his calculation.
I sat on the sofa with arms folded and looked at Meng Weiwei with a pale face. I knew that no matter how painful I had been, I had won at the moment.
My “father” gave me everything he had.
20. When I was cleaning up Meng Qiwu’s study, I found the letter he wrote to me.
Qing Qing Rumei: I’ve been haunted by you since I first saw you. You don’t remember most of them. You accompanied your boyfriend to class
that day, listening attentively and taking notes without omission.
Especially those eyes, like the lake in autumn, with a quiet, every time I look up, it makes me palpitate.
Throughout the class, your eyes have been following me, like I can take you to every distance you want to go. The sun was shining right on the side of your face
that day. If
you are in the light, you are the moon of the day.
Approaching you was deliberate and planned for more than half a year, until Weiwei told me that she fell in love with your boyfriend.
I think this is an opportunity, I encourage this silly girl to pursue love bravely, and even give her advice to create opportunities.
Weiwei comes to trouble you, Weiwei opens a room with him. Even when the matter was exposed, he was coerced and lured to go abroad with Weiwei. Although it is not my full responsibility, it is all because of my selfishness, and many of them have fanned the flames and helped the tyrant to do evil.
I know you despise me, especially after knowing my physical defects.
But Lily, even though I am so incompetent, I still want to keep you.
You clearly yearn for the distance, but I will imprison you by my side.
You are a bird in the sky, and I know I can’t keep you.
I thought maybe if you were free, you wouldn’t hate me so much.
Lily, my moon, my daughter, I set you free. It
was dated the night before our fourth wedding anniversary.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
