What kind of experience is it with a doctor? – What?
Ex-boyfriend is a doctor, very busy.
He was on the operating table for three days and even missed my birthday.
I waited at home until midnight, when one person ate most of the cake, put myself in the night emergency, hung water until dawn.
At dawn, I came home with a painful stomach and just sat on the couch, the door was opened again.
One.
You’ve come in pale, you’ve got some blood left on you, you’ve got a light smell of disinfectant.
He leaned down on the sofa, and he blinded his eyes, as if he had not seen me at all.
I can’t believe it: “When I am, you see me now, don’t you? I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, Nanja, I’m so sleepy.” I’m sorry.
The rest of the birthday cake was on the tea table and he didn’t even bother to tell me a happy birthday.
When I woke up, I packed my things, two suitcases and dumped them at the door.
“Let’s break up.” I’m sorry.
He woke up slowly and returned to the cold.
Listening to me, he didn’t say anything, just leaning on the wall, saying, “You won’t drive, I’ll take you home.” I’m sorry.
“No need. I’m sorry.
He didn’t even get back to me, and I felt worse. I’m sorry.
“The license plate was sent to me. “Take care of the road. I’m sorry.
That’s the last thing he said to me in this relationship.
We met each other.
After three years of graduation, she’s about to get past the 25-year-old, and my mom can’t stand it, and she’s starting to help me arrange a date.
There was no follow-up to the meeting of six people.
In his seventh year, the presenter said he had a good family, a good-looking person, a professional doctor, an unlimited future and a year under 30.
In front of us, I was with my best friend Su Soo Tsuk, and I said, “The conditions are so good that we can be related to each other, either by information fraud or by major flaws.” I’m sorry.
The conditions proved to be real and the defects were true.
He’s too busy.
He was a gynaecologist, graduated from a prestigious university and spent almost all his time in hospital.
His character is too cold to please a girl, so it’s just now.
Even with me, before he finished his meal, he took a call, bought a bill in advance, and said goodbye politely and politely.
He’s tall and handsome, and indeed he’s my type, but he didn’t look at me in the light of the calmness of his meals.
And the next day, the introspect found my mother and said I thought I was very good, so I could try.
I’ve been talking to him for six months.
It’s really busy, with a small number of dating times, and it picks up some work and even closes a few dates early.
I moved into his house to meet again.
He gave me the pay card so I could use it, I could check the phone, I could get the painkillers in advance, and I’d pick out expensive gifts for the holidays.
But that’s not what I need.
“You belong to a pure vision. “He’s handing over his whole family to your hand. Remember your ex-boyfriend who yelled at you for not having a hot pot? I’m sorry.
After the break-up, my mom was so pissed that she had to drag me back to Yu.
I cried in front of her: “I’m not going!” He’s too busy to forget my birthday, and I’ve only sent a dozen messages and he’ll say one word. I’m sorry.
My mom was groaning. She didn’t force me.
When I got home, I opened it.
I took a hard word back, like he did.
“Sorry, I saw the cake you left me. Happy birthday. I’m sorry.
In this sentence, my tears are about to fall, trying to keep typing: “Thank you. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
The dialogue then ended.
And he did not remove me when I did not do that, and we lay in the list of friends of each other unacknowledged.
I’ve never been in a circle of friends, and I’ve been able to do 10 of them a day.
I don’t know anything about his life after the break-up, and he probably knows everything about me eating three meals a day.
Two.
My mother introduced me to her classmate’s son, Qin.
Qin is a little younger than you. I’m sorry.
I didn’t realize my mom was full of shit until I met her.
Qin Qin just graduated from college, and I first met him in Video City.
The little girl who was watching applauds, and he’s flying on a dancing machine.
What a childish little boy.
And We were too eager to wait on one side, and lo! lo! We were more envious.
Qin Qin took me with a bunch of dolls and drove me home after dinner.
I was bored, and I set them up one by one, and I took a picture, and I sent a circle of friends.
After taking a shower that night, I found out I gave a compliment.
It’s the first time since he broke up with my friend.
I had the spirit, I looked at it for half a day, and I found Qin’s hand on the wheel in the corner.
A man’s hand is a man’s hand.
I was very excited to send a message to Susu: “I feel like I’m in love with you.” I’m sorry.
She sent a question mark: “You’ve been breaking up for three months. I’m sorry.
“I’m sober, he has me in his heart. I’m sorry.
Qin Qin Qin is a good man, but I know that I’m the one who says it’s sweet and it’s the princess’s disease.
After all these years of living, I’ve had my temper, except for my mom and Sue.
Even if I had to make a small table to eat snail powder in his bed, he wouldn’t be mad at me, just calmly cleaning up my mess and cooking a new bowl for me.
I posted the Zenit on the Internet and went to their hospital the morning after.
He listens to me for a larvae culinary plaque for contraception, snuggles his abdomen, and quickly restores his calm expression: “Have you been married lately?” I’m sorry.
“You’re my boyfriend, don’t you know?” I’m sorry.
Quietly for a moment, I said, “Miss Chen, I must remind you that we have been breaking up for three months. I’m sorry.
He’s never spoken to me in such a distant tone. My nose is sore, he almost sheds tears.
“Living after marriage… not yet, after surgery. I’m sorry.
Actually, I’ve heard that underlay can ease the pain, but obviously, it’s a misunderstanding.
He opened the list and said with his cold face: “For health’s sake, it is recommended to use sanitary items after the operation. I’m sorry.
In the past, I can almost be sure he’s angry.
I went out with the list I had, and I walked around and came back, and he was backsliding to me, slightly down his head, and talking to a young girl in a sick dress.
“I’ve read your report, all the values are normal, and we’re out today. I’m sorry.
It’s a very gentle voice, very different from the one I just spoke to.
The girl softly said, “Do you think I can come back after I leave the hospital?” I’m sorry.
Her eyes shine when she looks at them, and they are in them undisguised.
And I stayed, and my heart was filled with sour pain, and my thoughts were blank, and I did not even hear what should be done.
The girl’s gone.
“Come here.” I’m sorry.
He went to the clinic, and he looked at the payment form in my hand and said, “It doesn’t hurt. I’ll have to check your blood so I can get you an operating order. I’m sorry.
I’m afraid of pain. He always knows.
I suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist: “No, I really came to you today. I’m sorry.
He was wearing a white coat, leaning at the table, covering most of that beautiful face with his mask, leaving only a cold eye, and looking at me, “What am I doing? I’m sorry.
I can’t hear anything in the voice like I don’t want to see you.
I sucked my nose, and I was like, “Oh, come and send you an invitation to my wedding.” I’m sorry.
3
The air was sore, it closed its eyes, and he opened it, and he pulled his mask, and his voice was so cold, “Bring it over.” I’m sorry.
Of course there can be no invitation.
And We dragged the little bag with him, and touched two of them in it, and said, “Forget it.” I’m sorry.
He hit the underside of his lips and turned around.
“Who was the girl who was talking to you? I’m sorry.
“My patient. “Look at me, Miss Chan, it’s time for me to work, if you don’t have a plan to visit. I’m sorry.
His eyes, like a clear cold, calm, as if nothing could affect his emotions.
The only time I saw him lose it was two months after we fell in love.
It was the first kiss I ever kissed, and I took the initiative.
At the end of the kiss, he breathed in a twilight and looked into my eyes as if there was a broken star.
The light of the road was warmed by yellow light, and he held me around his waist and put his face on my ear, whispering, “Nanga.” I’m sorry.
I’ve never met a man like that, just calling my name, and I’ve got my heart beat and my red legs soft.
Now that we’ve broken up, will he do the same to other girls one day?
I can’t help but imagine the scene, and I’m already crying, and I’m shaking, “Will you be with her?” I’m sorry.
“Who?”
“Your patient. I’m sorry.
He’s quiet, and I’m in the mood of falling to the bottom of the valley, turning around, trying to keep going.
But when he came after me, he grabbed my arm and cried when I saw my tears, “No.” I’m sorry.
“Do you think I’m a pain in the ass?” I’m sorry.
“Not really. He looked down at the watch on his wrist, “It’s lunchtime, I’ll take you home. I’m sorry.
I’m happy inside, fire speed promised.
It still smells familiar.
He doesn’t smoke, he smells clean, like he does.
I’m trying to find the subject: “Are you busy these months? I’m sorry.
“Fine, same as before. He turned his back and looked at me fast, and it wasn’t cold, “But I see you’re very happy. I’m sorry.
“No way! “I’ve been through worse months than I’ve been, and I’ve been through worse. I’m sorry.
He’s groaning. It’s kind of hopeless.
“I told you before, don’t eat ice for a week before and after the physiology. It’s not hard for you to drink iced tea in the meantime. I’m sorry.
He knows I drink iced milk tea?
Did he zoom in on every circle of my friends, even the tags on the milk cup?
And I was in a state of spirituality, and I felt sorry for myself: “It was not because you were not with me, and no one was watching over me. I’m sorry.
That said, the atmosphere in the car is stagnating.
Turning around and looking at the tight-touched bottom line, I felt it, and we broke up.
But I still like him.
“Get out of the car.” I’m sorry.
I tried to invite him, “Whether we should go to my house, my mom’s not at home, and my new sheets look good.” I’m sorry.
“Why bother me when you’re getting married?” I’m sorry.
“Chen Namja, I’m not your toy. I’m sorry.
And I finally realized that I was… a little too much.
“I’m not getting married, that’s what I’m saying. I grabbed his sleeve and whispered, “I came to you because I wanted to see you. I’m sorry.
He spat his lips and asked me, “Who were you with the other two days? I’m sorry.
“My cousin.” I’m sorry.
“Let’s go.” I’m sorry.
I was like, “Where to?”
“I have half an hour to work. Didn’t you want me to take you home?”
It was so dark that I got out of the car.
And he did not refuse, but held my wrist, and lowers my body like before, so that I might be more comfortable.
He came out of the hospital with a white coat, a white shirt with cotton in it, and he put his arms on it, and he had a soft touch, and it was warm and warm.
I was just about to say something, and suddenly there was a familiar voice, “Sister.” I’m sorry.
One head, it’s Qin.
He came to me with a bag of soda, and he was just about to say something, and I was like, “How did you get here today, cousin?” I’m sorry.
Qin looks at me.
I’m looking at him, too, squeezing my eyes, crazy hints.
He picks out the frown, and he says, “Of course it’s my cousin. I’m sorry.
He said, “Hello, I’m Chen Nam Ga’s cousin.” I’m sorry.
When he was wearing his lips, he shook his hand and took it back.
He said to me, “Now that your cousin is here, I’m going back to work.” I’m sorry.
I held my handle, I waved at him, “Well, then you’ll have to go back to me.”
Yu said, “Okay.” Turn around.
I kept staring at him until his back disappeared at the door of the district, and suddenly the sound of the Qin Qin Qin was ringing in his ear: “Oh, I can’t leave you, cousin-sister.” I’m sorry.
Turning towards him, he looked at me with a smile, and his face was so close, it was as young as to draw out water.
It’s nice, but I don’t like it.
“Thank you just now. I said, “But I’ll tell my mom, I’m not interested in your type. I’m sorry.
Qin Qin, probably didn’t expect me to be so blunt.
He looked at me and laughed, “But what? I seem to be particularly interested in the type of sister. I’m sorry.
I shot him in the head: “Good boy. I’m sorry.
Qin Qin Qin: ?
Don’t be so greasy. I’m sorry.
After that, I went with the bag.
4
I asked Sususu for dinner and told her, after I met her, “I’m going to bring back the time of worship.” I’m sorry.
“Why?”
‘Cause I like him. I’m sorry.
She looked at me with the eyes of a fool: “If you like him, why did you break up?” I’m sorry.
‘Cause he’s too busy forgetting my birthday to return to me.
I said, “It’s getting a little depressed, but I really miss him for three months. I’m sorry.
“Well, if you bring him back, can these problems be solved? He’ll spend your birthday with you, date you, come back in a second.
I can’t rebut it.
Susu and I are friends, but they’re the opposite.
I’m a natural, pitiful, princess, and I think it’s one thing, and she’s cool and she sees the blood.
“He’s a doctor, he’s busy and probably busy all his life. I’m sorry.
“But you don’t even have to go to work, and every month, except for a few drawings, the rest is free time — Chen Namja, you need a man who can always be with you, and he will never be like that. I’m sorry.
I know the truth.
I don’t want to do this, but it’s time.
I felt so bad that I took my cell phone from Susu’s work in the bathroom and I sent a message to Mo time: “Do you have to work the night shift tonight? I’m sorry.
After a few minutes, he returned to me: “No. I’m sorry.
I thought of an excuse: “I suddenly thought of something I forgot to take with me. Can I come to your house tonight and pick it up?” I’m sorry.
“Yes. I’m sorry.
I’m comforting myself, I’ve made progress, I’ve only said one word before, and it’s both now.
After dinner, I said goodbye to Susu and went home to change.
A little perfume was also sprayed, dressed like a gruesome green tea, and then stomped on his heels to his home.
Then he came to the door and found out he was not home.
Fire!
It went near the flower jar and suddenly found a familiar car not far ahead.
I didn’t get it. I got two guys down.
It’s still the same as before, standing on its back.
And the night clouded his contours, and caused him to fade away from his apathy, and to become envious.
And the girl standing in front of him, facing his head and talking to him…
Isn’t that his patient?
So you didn’t answer my call because she was here? He said he wouldn’t be with her.
I’m standing there with a blank brain, and my lips are biting so hard, and they’re passing by on the other side of the flower.
It’s probably too dark to see me.
I wanted to go up and ask questions, and I didn’t think I had a position to ask questions, and the more I tried to get upset, the more I took out my cell phone and located the nearest bar on the map, and then I took a cab.
I shot myself in front of the bar, carefully P. Okay, sent to the circle of friends, and specifically attached a location.
In fact, it’s the first time I’ve come to a place like a bar, and I’m a little nervous.
But when I think about it, it’s hard.
I ordered a nice beer, and I couldn’t drink it, so I went to the bar with a drink, and the band was singing.
After listening for a while, there was a familiar voice behind him: “O good fortune, Chen Namja, meet again.” I’m sorry.
It’s Qin Yuan again.
He came over with a glass of wine, sat across me and looked at me with a smile.
I said, “It’s true…”
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“When my mom introduced us, she said you were an honest kid. I looked at the bottom of his glass, “You really know how to play.” I’m sorry.
“The conscience of the heavens and the earth, Chen Namjah, is my first such place today.” I’m sorry.
“Why did you start calling me by my name?” I’m sorry.
“That’s not the day you told me not to call my sister. Qin’s face is so sad, “I’m so old, I’m the first time I’ve been told I’m greasy. I’m sorry.
I’m a little smirky, and I can’t laugh when I think about it.
He didn’t send me a message, he didn’t show the friend a good look.
I looked at Qin and said, “If you’re so good at what I say, do me one more favor? I’m sorry.
He came up like a big dog, and he looked at me like, “What’s the big deal? I’m sorry.
“and take a picture with me. I want to send another one.
I stood side by side with Qin Qin, opened the camera, looked for a half-day angle and was pressing the camera button, and suddenly there was a man standing in front of me, blocking the dark light.
I looked down and saw a long, white hand.
Then an inch upwards, a light white T, with a mole’s collarbone, a prominent larynx, a tight lined jaw, and a familiar, cold, frozen face.
Look at me while I’m talking, “Chen Namja, 10 seconds, and I’m out of here. I’m sorry.
I’d like to say, “What do you have to do with me?” But my gut tells me he’s angry right now.
So put down that drink and walk behind me.
Qin Qin called me in the back and made the whole set. I turned my head and said:
“Customs, you’re a grown-up now, and your cousin can’t control you, but you’re just a little bit too careful to get home early. I’m sorry.
He looked at me in shock, and I saw him say four words with his mouth: “Throw across the river to break the bridge.” I’m sorry.
5
In the car, I smelled it first. There was no strange perfume.
“Why did you lie to me?” I’m sorry.
When did I lie to you? I’m sorry.
He was mean, and I woke up, “You lied to me. You said it was your patient. You wouldn’t be with her, but you brought her home.” I’m sorry.
“You were just downstairs?” I’m sorry.
Well, he reacts so quickly, he must have lost his mind.
I was staring at him, and my tears were falling:
Of course! I’ll call you and you won’t answer. I’ll wait downstairs, and I’ll see you bring someone home. Am I going to beat you up? I’m sorry.
“Don’t you?”
“…”
I’ve been talking, and I’ve come to think that the breakup I mentioned before, and now I’m coming back to him on my own initiative, does look like I’m getting a little beat up.
When my eyes are closed, I’ll break the jar and make a scene:
“If you knew I’d go to hell, why do you like someone else? Aren’t you afraid I’ll crash your wedding? I’m sorry.
“I didn’t like anyone, I didn’t take anyone home. “Luyu stopped my car at the door of the district, and she was dressed badly and bruised, so I asked her to wait downstairs, to bring her a coat and a ointment and wait for her parents to pick her up. I’m sorry.
“As for mobile phones I don’t have a charger. I’m sorry.
He paused a little, “I thought you’d be waiting for me at home. I’m sorry.
My tears stopped, but I complained, “How can I wait without you?” I’m sorry.
When you rubbed your temple, your eyes were dry, and your fingerprints were flashing: “Your fingerprints have not been removed, so you can just unlock them.” I’m sorry.
I stopped.
There’s a sour in my heart, and when that feeling spreads, it’s like a heat in my ear.
I was a little distracted and looked around, and suddenly I saw half a box of cigarettes and a lighter.
Why did he suddenly start smoking?
I’m still wailing, and I’m rehearsing:
“If you saw it, why didn’t you ask me? Chen Namja, because you think I lied to you, you’re going to go to the bar with another man to get back to the place, right? I’m sorry.
“That’s my cousin…”
I didn’t finish my speech, but his eyes were cold and sharp.
When he approaches me in inch by inch, he will surely look me in the eye and laugh with a sarcasm on his lips: Is that really your cousin? I’m sorry.
I can’t talk.
“In the first place, you were presented with information, emphasizing that your family is simple. I’ve been with you for six months, and your mother’s seen you a few times. Do you have a cousin? I’m sorry.
My heart was struck by his wounded eyes, a sharp pain was passed out, and my fingers were shaking softly: “Then why are you…”
“Why don’t you take it down?” He laughed at himself, “Because I’m running away, and I have the illusion that I don’t know you, and you can stick to me like before, even…”
Then he did not go on, close his eyes and turned his head, and the long eyelashes fell down, and a small shadow was cast in the eye, and the throat was bandaged with the chin.
I’ve never seen such a delicate and charming time.
I feel sorry for him and I’m losing my mind.
A moment later, I looked back and whispered:
“I admit, Qin was not my cousin. I said that the other day I was afraid you were angry. While we were apart, my mother introduced me to Qin Qin, but I didn’t like him, and I told him I wasn’t interested. I’m sorry.
“If you don’t believe me, I’ll have him prove it to you.” I’m sorry.
“No need. “Why are you dressed like this and come to the bar?” I’m sorry.
“I just happened to meet him. I said, “I’m not dressed like this for him because I want to seduce you. I’m sorry.
Air condensed for a moment.
The next second, when I reached out to my head, it was like I was finally self-defeating, and I kissed it up.
It’s a very aggressive kiss, and it’s hot to breathe, and it’s long and lashes on my eyelids, and his warm fingers pass through my hair, and the temperature gets hot.
Help.
“Nanga. I’m sorry.
He turned away a little, and he refused to go too far, and the other raised my chin, and detailed my face.
A moment later, another kiss.
In this fragrance of the cold and alienated garments of the past, he fell into the earth and was at last a god in love.
And when I turned my legs soft, and looked at him in the shadows, I heard him ask me, “Would you like to join me?” I’m sorry.
And We were not able to hold his forelock, and heard it, and did not hesitate to nod.
“Think. I’m sorry.
Six.
I haven’t been here for three months, and it still looks like I left.
The decorated room was extremely simple, but after I moved in, I bought a bunch of messes and even changed a colored sofa and stuffed with fury dolls.
He’s not angry either, he’s just givin’ me a little bit of his cold-blooded home to look like a flower.
I’ve been working overtime at the hospital once, and I’ve invited Sue to play.
When she entered the door, she looked at the mermaid puzzle that was at the door for 10 seconds and turned to me, “I’m really curious why I didn’t throw you out so far.” I’m sorry.
Then We lifted up our chest with pride and declared out loud: “Because he loved me. I’m sorry.
But right now, looking at this mermaid puzzle that’s alien to the black and gold hatch next to it, I suddenly sort of understood what Sue was thinking.
“If I don’t take this off first, we’ll get a new style. I’m sorry.
He said, “I will take it off, but hold my hand and shake my head, “No, hang on. I’m sorry.
His hands were still a little bit warmer, and I was unconsciously reminded of that very aggressive kiss in the car.
As I looked forward to the next thing, he let me go, and he went to the kitchen to turn on the water heater.
“Go take a shower. “Your back is sweaty.” I’m sorry.
He said that in a peaceful manner, and I feel like I’m getting hot on my head and running into the bathroom.
Took off my makeup, took a bath, and I thought of taking my pajamas away, and I went out with a towel and wanted a T-shirt.
However, he was not in the living room or in the bedroom.
And then I went around, and I came to the door of the study, and I was about to push out the door, and I heard him talking in it: “Don’t do this again, your parents will worry about you.” I’m sorry.
Probably on the phone.
Quietly for a moment, his quiet voice resounds again: “Of course I will too. I’m sorry.
I’m holding the doorknob and I’m freezing.
As the footsteps came closer, the door of the study was opened, and I saw a little bit of it: “Is it done? I’m sorry.
“…mmm. I’m sorry.
He’s got a little cold in his eyes, and he’s not feeling well.
Again, I’m going to swallow the question and keep my head on my toes. I’m sorry.
I took a nice T-shirt and I unmoved the towel and put it on.
When you look back, you turn your face to one side and your ears are red.
I wore that light and loose T-shirt on purpose, and walked in front of him a few times, until my throat rolled up and down, and I saw more and more.
And then you take a step back and pull the distance: “I’m sleepy and good night.” I’m sorry.
“…”
Four in the bed with Motsu, or the cotton Snoopy I bought.
I gave him a Samoye doll on a pillow, and even my previously useless candles were on the nightstand.
In this familiar and sweet atmosphere, I slowly calm down and think.
About the girl, before, he explained it in the car at night; but I had to figure it out on the phone in the study.
So the next night, I took a cab to the hospital to wait for the day off and looked around.
“What are you looking for? * And I’ll ask *
“Your patient, Luther. I looked up at him, “Did she come to the hospital to see you? I’m sorry.
“Before, now she’s out of the hospital, so she only comes occasionally. “Have you had dinner?” I’m sorry.
“…not yet, went home to pack something during the day and drew an afternoon map. I’m sorry.
Then he took me to a nearby restaurant.
I’m not spicy, but he’s always light.
For so long, as long as he’s out eating, he’s almost all over me.
I stopped in front of the restaurant, and I looked in the eye and said, “I have a bad throat today. I don’t want to eat spicy. Let’s go eat the porridge pot next door.” I’m sorry.
When I was eating, I said again, “I think she likes you. I’m sorry.
“She’s nineteen years old, a little girl’s favorite, don’t worry. I’m sorry.
When I was in the bottom of the pot, I picked up two shrimps and carefully stripped them and put them in my bowl.
I’m holding chopsticks, and I’m a little upset: “But even if she comes to you occasionally, I’m not happy.” I’m sorry.
Look up and look at me, and there’s something in my eyes, “I won’t see her again.” I’m sorry.
7
I lived there for three days while my mother suddenly called.
Qin said you and he were clear. What’s going on? I’m sorry.
Qin Qin? I’ve forgotten there’s a man in the world.
“Nothing. I just don’t like him. I sent the drawings to the editor’s mailbox and turned off the computer. I’m sorry.
Qin says you’re confused with a man. My mother’s voice is a little sad, “Nanga, Mom wants you to settle down early, not play games with others.” You tell Mom who that man is? I’m sorry.
I was silent for two seconds: “True time.” I’m sorry.
My mom’s pissed.
“Are you crazy? Who’s been crying and driving home and saying he won’t love you for your birthday until he gets back? I’m sorry.
I bit my lips and whispered, “Mom, I love him.” I’m sorry.
It’s a little bit of a cry in the sound of it.
“…”my mom was suffocating, ” forget it, whatever. I’ll talk to your uncle. Mom has to go to work. I’m sorry.
Before she hung up on the phone, she finally said to me, “Nanga, you’re 26 years old, you can’t be so persistent. I’m sorry.
I’m sick and I’m staring at the butterflies on the balcony.
I bought it at the nearby flower market when I first moved in, but I didn’t know how to raise flowers and water it for a few days.
Finally, he took over the flower, allegedly asking his flower-loving colleagues to take care of it for some time and to save it, with several new leaves.
I was happy and I kissed him around the neck.
So he took a slapping of my head, and said, ‘Do not make a fuss.’ I’m sorry.
In fact, he was very busy at the time, with several mothers approaching the expected date of birth, who needed to be prepared for surgery at any time, and who slept very thinly at night and got up on the phone and went back to the hospital.
Even so busy, I need time to look after my flowers.
My mom’s right. I can’t always be so casual.
I’ve decided to do something about it.
At night, I read in the study, I watched a movie and went to the kitchen to pick up two mangoes that were bought in the afternoon and cut them into pieces.
And he cried: Say thou: there is nothing to ask of me. I’m sorry.
“How can you think of me? I just want to cut you a fruit.” I’m sorry.
He looked at the strange mango piece of the plate, put a little fork in his mouth and stopped, “Did you buy this?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
“It’s good, I like it. I’m sorry.
After that, he finishes a plate of mangoes, he doesn’t leave a single one for me, and he gets up and takes a shower.
I didn’t want to put my fingertips on some of the mango juice left on the plate, taste it, and then get acid to the eyelids.
I mean, I’m sweeter than I am, but it’s too sour. How can you stand it?
I took the dishes to the kitchen, passed the table halfway, and the phone that I put on the table at the time suddenly turned on.
My hesitation lasted only two seconds and then picked up his cell phone and unlocked my fingerprints.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“She moved back?”
“Yes. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t we settle down? Don’t make a scene. Nam Ga has suffered so much. I’m sorry.
“She’s a little girl. I don’t want to think about marriage for a while. I’m sorry.
And Mom said, “Well, it’s up to you. We’ll stay out of it.” I’m sorry.
I was all stuck there and my tears were snapping on my phone screen.
And then the water in the bathroom stopped, and I looked back, and I wiped the tears off the screen, and I ran out of the chat, and set them up unread, and I put the phone back in place.
I haven’t seen his phone yet, but I’ve been blinded for so long.
In the middle of the night, when I fell asleep, I snuck up and asked questions online: “What does he mean when he breaks up with his boyfriend and gets back together when he says he’s not going to marry me?” I’m sorry.
When I woke up the next day, I was gone, and I took my cell phone, and I saw the one that was praised to the highest, and I said, “Just play with you.” I’m sorry.
8
I’m going to break my heart and cry like a samoy doll.
He cried for hours, turned on the rental software and started looking at the nearby house.
If you really want to play with me, I’m ashamed to live here, and it’s pathetic.
But if there’s any misunderstanding, I can’t leave him.
I finally rented the house across the street and asked Susu to help me move.
I didn’t pack much myself this time, but I wanted her to comfort me.
The first thing she said to me was, “Are you crazy? Just a few days back. What the hell is this? I’m sorry.
My eyes are still red, and I’m whispering it all over again.
Sue wrinkled his head.
“Does he look like this?” She’s got her chin on and she’s been thinking for a while, “Nanga, you really don’t want to ask him yourself? I’m sorry.
I’m shaking my head.
Am I going to ask him when you promised to come back together just to play with me?
Just imagine that scene and I’m suffocating.
“All right. So, you move out, stay calm for a few days, and don’t get angry with him, and you’re gonna need a few more drawings from your editor. Let’s see what happens. I’m sorry.
“Ooh, good.”
I went over there, hugged her waist, buried my face on her shoulder, “Susu, it’s best for you.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t do that. She’s so calm, “Remember what you said last time? Let me ask you, who did you save first, when I fell into the water with Tzu, and you said to me, “I will save you, because only Me and Tzu will fall in love with you.” I’m sorry.
Despite what she said, take my suitcase, “Let’s go.” I’m sorry.
Back home at night, I was probably absent, empty, and called.
And I said again, for the sake of SUS, he was silent on the phone for a moment and asked me, “Can’t you paint at home while I’m at work?” I’m sorry.
“I’m…” I’m stuck, and it took me a while to explain, “I don’t have enough daytime, I have to work at night. I’m sorry.
“You can totally use the study. I’m sorry.
“I… have you in my room, I’m full of you, I can’t paint. I’m sorry.
“Huh. “You’re better than I thought. I’m sorry.
More what?
He didn’t finish. He hung up.
For the next few days, in order to make this close-up lie even more true, I endured not having to send myself a message, but I missed him, and I looked forward to seeing him.
None, however.
That night, I finished drawing a draft and went downstairs for dinner, and when I got back, there was a singer on the side of the square who was singing while playing guitar.
“My deafness, I thought you said go on, and you said go away.” I’m sorry.
The lyrics were so appropriate, I came home sad and sad, the more sad I felt, the more I took out my cell phone, the more I saw a phone call.
There’s a soft voice over there. I’m sorry.
I stopped.
What a familiar sound… is this the patient Ruyu?
Didn’t he promise not to see her again?
And I snuffed my nose: “I do not hear you, call me when I hear you.” I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, but I can’t take your call right now. She smiled and said, “You’re the ex-girlfriend of Juji? I just called to tell you that he likes me now, and he’s already told me–“
By the way, the phone was abruptly hung up.
I held the handler, sat on my bed for a long time, waited for my return and put a hand on my face.
It’s full of cold tears.
The next morning, Sue knocked on my door, and I was drunk, and I held her, and I cried so hard:
“He lied to me when he said he wouldn’t see her, but he went to see her in the middle of the night. He promised to get back together, but he didn’t want to marry me, and he told me that I was his ex-girlfriend.
“Are you sure he went to see her in the middle of the night? Didn’t that girl just run into him? I’m sorry.
“No way. “I’ve taken down his schedule, and yesterday was not his night shift. I’m sorry.
“What are you gonna do?”
“I want to break up with him.” I’m sorry.
Then Su-su dragged me to the door of his home and rang his doorbell.
“He’s on a day shift…”
I’m not finished. The door is open.
As I was standing at the door, I was tired of my face, and saw me. I’m sorry.
Susu turned his eyes and pushed me half drunk to him: “Come, Nanja, tell him what you have to say.” I’m sorry.
“I don’t like you anymore!” I’m breaking up with you!”
I can’t believe I’m surprised.
“Did you really like me?” I’m sorry.
9
Suzie cried behind me: “I knew it. I’m sorry.
I tried to look back at her, “Know what?” I’m sorry.
And she held my head and forced it back:
“Nanga said that you and one of your patients had a strange connection and had already told her. And you’re not going to marry Nam Ga, you’re going to play with her. As for what you think, I can’t guess. I’m sorry.
She pushed me into her arms and looked down at the watch:
“An hour. I’ll be downstairs in an hour, and if the problem is not resolved, I’ll pick her up. I’m sorry.
After that, she turned around and went to the elevator.
I’m going to go after it, but I’m being held back and I’m pulling it back.
The door was slammed and he put me on the wall of the door, saying, “Chen Namja. I’m sorry.
“Can we stop this?” I’m sorry.
I’m pissed off by this hype.
“I am? You’re the one who didn’t care about me and didn’t want to marry me. I’m sorry.
He unsealed my hand, closed his eyes, opened them, and the eyes were cold, filled with depressive anger.
“You said I wasn’t going to marry you? I’m sorry.
He had a slight danger in his tone and then turned to his bedroom and threw his identity card and his account book at me, “I can marry you now if you want. I’m sorry.
“But do you dare?”
“Why don’t I dare?”
I couldn’t bear the heat, and I stayed up all night and drank, and the whole people were in a state of excitement and walking out with their hands.
When we get downstairs, Susu is still waiting.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“Go get your license. I’m sorry.
“She’s crazy and you’re with her?” I’m sorry.
“Why not? “I really want to know if she dares. I’m sorry.
I was so mad at my head that I walked faster: “Come on, who turns back is the grandson.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t calm down until I had two red wedding certificates in my hand.
And when I sat back in the car and looked at him, he looked at me, “Calm down? Regret?”
I’m a dead duck with a hard mouth: “What about you, just me?” I’m sorry.
“I’ve been calm. I’m sorry.
“Then let’s talk about Rue-yu now. I’m sorry.
I held on to the marriage certificate and looked at him without blinking.
“You weren’t supposed to be on night shift last night, but I called you, and it was Rue-yu. She says I’m your ex-girlfriend and that you’ve already told her, and now you like her. I’m sorry.
I didn’t really believe it, but I hadn’t been in touch for three days, and I saw him talking to his mother.
Three things come together, emotional catalyze, my whole body explodes.
But now calm down and think that her words are not very convincing, and it’s a coincidence to call.
He took a look at his phone:
“The call log was deleted by her. Yesterday, it was not my night shift, but she slit her wrists and came to the hospital in blood and said she wouldn’t be bandaged without seeing me. My colleague tried to contact me because she died in the hospital. I’m sorry.
“When I got to the hospital, she gave blood transfusions and bandages and said she didn’t have a cell phone. So I threw my phone at her — “He stopped for five minutes. I’m sorry.
In five minutes, she managed to call me on a phone to pick up the room and then delete the phone records and call her parents as if nothing had happened.
She also said that she had cut her wrist and threatened her life with a doctor in order to see her.
After my pursuit, he finally told me the truth.
“I was her attending when Luyu was hospitalized. She got out of the hospital and sent me messages every day, and I deleted her. Then that night, she cut her clothes on purpose, hurt herself, came to me and I told her parents to get her home. That night, I called her parents to keep an eye on Rue-yu, she grabbed the phone and said she would die if I didn’t see her. I’m sorry.
He said, “When I didn’t see her, she really broke her wrist and came to me.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if she’s psychological or psychological or not.
“Yes. “She’s got a disease, called paranoia.” So she insisted that I liked her and insisted that I was the perfect couple. I told her I had someone I liked, but she wouldn’t care. I’m sorry.
I was standing there, and it took me half a day to get my voice back: “But you never told me this before…”
“I don’t want you to worry about it, because it’s so annoying, and I think I can handle it. I’m sorry.
His voice is here, and there’s a rare suspicion: “But it seems you’ve been mistaken.” I’m sorry, Nanja. I’m sorry.
He rubbed his temple and now he’s in a light blue and black.
And I whispered to him, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
“But we’re a legal couple now, so don’t hide it from me again. I just want you to let me into your world, not to carve out a place for me to pretend it’s a plume of no concern. I’m sorry.
I’m trying to be serious about this, but the soft sound sounds really cute.
I smiled, I kissed, I breathed in my lips, it was hot.
He whispered, “Okay. I’m sorry.
10
I spent the whole week trying to figure out how to tell my mom about the wedding.
If I told her that I had taken the impulsive evidence when I had a fight with her, my mother would be angry if I did.
And when I came here with a plate of good melons, I held my hand and thought.
He touched my hair and said, “If not, let me say it was my initiative.” I’m sorry.
I shook my head: “No, I can’t, I’ll organize the lines.” I’m sorry.
Susu knew about it the first time.
When we made up, we asked if we would invite her to dinner, and Su-su refused without mercy: “You two are getting tired and I have to work.” I’m sorry.
It’s so cold, I had to squeeze it a little tighter.
When he got married, he kept an eye on me, bearing in mind that I was not allowed to eat ice for a few days.
One time I ordered a cup of iced milk tea with him, and the delivery was late, and I was on my way back from work.
He brought a small pot to boil his tea and then rewinded it to me.
I complain: “You abused me. I’m sorry.
He had no expression: “If I really abused you, I should stare at you every day for an ice glass. I’m sorry.
“You come back to me later.
He looked down at the book in his hand, “Okay. I’m sorry.
And then I found out that the book was the “Guide for Internet Chat.”
So the next day, I filmed lunch and gave it to you.
He said, “Looks like a child. I’m sorry.
I said, “What?”
I said, “It’s just a little suffocated, and I’m gonna make another tomato egg soup. I’m sorry.
“It’s good, it’s good to drink soup. I’m sorry.
I said, “What? I’m sorry.
“Good talk. Don’t talk again. When he comes home at night, I lean in his arms and breathe in peace, and say, “Go back to me as you used to, one word, and now I am afraid.” I’m sorry.
But then he’d try to get me some more words, like, to change the word to “um-hmm.”
As if our relationship had gone from the previous impasse to the moment, I was walking into his world a little bit, rather than simply being part of a drag behind him.
And then I couldn’t help but start thinking.
“Did he always refuse to open his heart to me because he didn’t have a warrant? Does he not trust me? I’m sorry.
Susu put milk and tea on the table: “Chen Namja, I warn you, life is good, don’t do it again. I’m sorry.
“I’m just thinking, I’m not going to confront him. * I bit the straw * I’m sorry.
“It’s because I’m your friend that I have to stop you from being stupid. After all these years when you first met someone you liked so much, you wouldn’t have a place to cry if you were born. I’m sorry.
I know Susu’s right.
After she was separated, I packed a box of Swiss rolls at the sweet shop next to her and took a cab to the hospital to find Ju.
As a result, a pregnant woman who was due to give birth suddenly came into the operating room in a hurry.
It was only late at night that he took off his sterile clothes and came out with a bloody smell and left a little fatigue in his eyes after he was highly concentrated.
He stopped at a distance from me, and the corridor light came down and he was wrapped in cold and white.
“Nanga, I want to hug you, but I smell bad.” I’m sorry.
I don’t give a shit, pounce over and hold him. His cheeks rubbing in his chest and whispering, “Honey. I’m sorry.
Twist my waist.
I walked out of the hospital building with his arms and was walking down the stairs, and a man came out of nowhere behind the big cylinder.
I haven’t seen it yet. She’s come near me and the liquid in her hand is pouring at me.
“Nanga! “Hold my arm and pull me back.
I fell into his arms, and most of the liquid was thrown on the ground, but a few drops were splattered on my outside arm and back.
The bitterness of the pain, my nose is sore, my tears fall off uncontrollably.
“Ache…” I cried, and said, “Aw, I’m in pain…”
It’s sulphate.
The man who threw sulfuric acid at me was put down by the security guard who raised her face under the light.
“How could you betray me if you didn’t do it? He likes me so much! He said he’d only love me for the rest of my life, even if he wanted to get married. You liar, bitch, bitch!”
I had a cold sweat in my back, but I stood up to her:
“Ridiculous! I was with him a year ago, when you were in high school, and you were out of your mind, trying to figure out how to have a wife. I’m sorry.
I didn’t have time to yell at the exit because I was hugged and walked to the dispensary and asked the doctor for the night emergency to treat me.
“It’s okay, it’s not serious. It’s only in the skin surface. It’ll be fine if you go back and put on some ointment. I’m sorry.
The doctor looked at the tense look and suddenly smiled, “So nervous, Dr. Mu, is your girlfriend?” I’m sorry.
“It’s my wife. I’m sorry.
I added the following sentence: “Legally.” I’m sorry.
The doctor turned his head, and he took me for a moment, and he said, “Well, how do I look like you look familiar — aren’t you the little girl who came to the hospital in the middle of the night alone? The family of our doctor? I’m sorry.
The moment when I stood next to you was suddenly frozen.
A moment later, he paused on the road, saying, “When was that? I’m sorry.
“I think … a few months ago, the exact date, it’s a bit of an impression that this little girl threw up a little cream with water, that aunt came to clean up, and she cried and asked her to say happy birthday. I’m sorry.
When he spoke, the memories of the middle of the night came to my heart.
That day, I was desperate to cancel my mother’s and Susu’s invitation to spend his birthday with Yu, and he completely forgot to mention that I came to the hospital alone in the middle of the night to hang water.
But today, I suddenly realized that I was in the same hospital as I was when I threw up with water.
It is only that he, like tonight, must remain highly focused and in front of the operating table, without half-heavy.
If he had the chance, he would have wanted to come out of the operating room and hug me.
There’s a new patient coming in, and the doctor said hi to Ju, and he’s in a hurry.
“Is it your birthday?” I’m sorry.
“Yes. I think he’s going to talk again and cut him off, “But it’s over, and you were in surgery that night, and you couldn’t walk away, and then you said happy birthday. I’m sorry.
Look at me as if there were stars shining in your eyes.
“What, do you think I’ve grown up and understood? I’m sorry.
He smiled and kissed my nostrils, whispering, “Yes. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
Rueyu poured acid on me, and called the police despite her parents’ bitter requests.
It’s a husband and wife who look weak and powerless and do not know how to raise such a terrible daughter.
At the police station, they kneel directly before us, begging us to sign a letter of understanding and not to let Luyu be detained.
“She’s a grown-up, of course she should be punished for wrongs. I’m sorry.
“And I will never forgive her for hurting my wife. I’m sorry.
“But it’s because she likes you.” I’m sorry.
“That’s because she’s sick. I was kind to her, hoping that you would send her to treatment in time, but instead of letting her hurt herself and others. In that case, leave it to the law, and when she is released from detention, she will naturally be assigned to treatment. I’m sorry.
After that, he didn’t even look at the husband and wife sitting on the floor, and took me out with his hand.
At night, when I was careful to put my hand in his coat pocket, walk to the car and turn on the heating.
The car was getting warmer, and I sucked my nose and leaned over his waist: “I thought you were so good to me. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
“You were two extremes when you were angry with her parents and me. I’m sorry.
“How can they be the same? They are strangers. You are the one whom I want to spend my life with.” I’m sorry.
Then I’ll be quiet.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“In fact, that night I saw your chat with Auntie Mu, and you said you didn’t want to think about marrying me for a while. I’m sorry.
I bit on my lips, and I thought of my heart broken and sad that night, and I still got a little hot in my eyes, “Then why did you change your mind? I’m sorry.
“Did you see the news so you moved out?” I’m sorry.
And I buried my face in his chest, and in the place of his death: “They said you only wanted to play with me. I’m sorry.
“…because you broke up before, and then I thought, I was really too busy with you. I’m a little scared that if I get married, I can’t give you a good life after marriage, but I’ll keep you. I’m sorry.
He said it in a calm tone, but there was a faintness in his voice.
My heart is sour and my fingertips are soft: “Will you worry and be afraid? I’m sorry.
“That’s what it says. “Of course, I’m a man, not a god — and besides, Nanja, you don’t know how much I like you. I’m sorry.
The light on the top of the car was dark, and he looked down and kissed me, and it was getting hotter in the car.
I’ve got a scratch on my hand, I can’t push it, but I’m very careful.
I breathed and whispered, “When did you fall in love with me?” I’m sorry.
“Well…”
“Maybe the day after you moved into my house, you insisted on putting that mermaid puzzle in the hatch.” I’m sorry.
I pushed him away, and I got angry and said, “It’s so late. I liked you a long time ago! I’m sorry.
“I lied to you. He came back on his forehead to my forehead, and breathed softly, “The first time we met that day, when I went in there, the table was filled with frogs folded with napkins, and I fell in love with you at first sight. I’m sorry.
12
Then he followed me home and met my mother.
As soon as we took out the marriage certificate, my mother lifted her broom in silence.
When she was finally taken away from her, she had a long talk, and I wanted to follow her, and two people turned back and said, “Sit on the couch.” I’m sorry.
I’ve been playing on the sofa for a long time and I’ve finished my mother’s dish of strawberries. They’re not finished.
So I snuck over and heard my mother say, “There is only Nanja, and she was so old that she did not suffer. I’m sorry.
And when the sound of his tongue was soft, he took it seriously: “I will have only one wife in my life, and will not let her suffer any more.” I’m sorry.
I got a red eye.
He loves me so much, he can’t move.
When spring came, I was asked to marry.
To be precise, it was a marriage ceremony.
He had just come out of the operating room that day and was still in a bloody state.
I waited in his office and saw him coming at me step by step, taking a small box out of his pocket and pushing the ring in front of me.
My ears are burning, and I’m still faking, so I’m understated: “I’m old and old and I’m doing this.” I’m sorry.
Laughing, sitting next to me, gently leaning on my shoulder: “A wedding for you.” I’m sorry.
I was so excited, “Okay! I want a lawn wedding and a long white tug dress, a rose crown, a forest-winded cake and utensils…”
Told you to go to the side and fall asleep on my shoulder.
He must be exhausted.
My heart was softened, and he turned his head and kissed him on the cheek, and whispered, “Nothing but you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
