What kind of torture is that?
SIX Chapter I Disputes
Eight years married, she couldn’t give him a baby because of a heart attack.
She thought he didn’t care, and it wasn’t until today that Loren knew what he was hiding…
“Let’s go. The Civil Administration is still open.” Lorraine opened the tea drawer and handed over to him a series of documents, such as the family register, identity cards and marriage certificates, which had been prepared.
“What do you mean?
Lorraine looked at him in peace: “No point is to set you free.”
She stood up and walked out.
The Zen figure grabbed her wrist, and her forehead jumped.
“Do you have to be so unreasonable?”
Four years in love, eight years in marriage, and she never mentioned overhand or divorce. What’s going on these days?
“Is it because I fired you? Well, I’ll let you go back to the company, and I’ll let you sing again, and I’ll do whatever you want.” I’ve been thinking about what I’ve been doing these days, and that’s all I can think of.
“You allow me…”
Lorraine’s eyes are red, and she’s just a little bit of the hand of the guillotine, “I’m a man, not all of your things, remember, I do nothing without your consent.”
“I asked you, just because I respect you.”
The words of the season were caught by surprise.
He sank his face “You must divorce” and Loren didn’t answer.
And this is a very boring season, and he’s pulling the collar, “Don’t you forget, we have a deal to start with the divorced man, and get out of the house.”
Before we got married, they agreed that no matter what happens, no one would mention a divorce.
Lorraine remembers that there’s one more thing they’ve agreed to, that the first person to betray will spend the rest of their lives paying.
Her eyes are red, her pale lips shine, “Let me not have money, just dodo.”
I’ve heard it all in my head.
In the end, he said, “Don’t regret it.
Drive to the Civil Administration.
On the way, the season’s murky.
He looked at a bunch of quiet women in the back seat with their papers, and suddenly he said, “Lorraine, do you still love me?”
Lorraine stopped for a while and hasn’t looked back.
I didn’t wait for her to answer, and I said, “Don’t answer, I know you don’t have a heart.”
No heart…
Lorraine’s hand on the marriage certificate had to tighten a few points.
If she had no heart, she would not have suffered his betrayal again and again in the eight years following her marriage.
Nor will it fall to watch him and other women betray abroad, but do not dare ask questions and clean up the mess.
Finally reached the Civil Administration.
Before you get out of the car, the hand of the car door in Zimhuai got a little shivering, “I’ll give you one last chance.”
Lorraine just shook his head.
“Thank you, but no, I’m sure.”
Put her down first. Less than an hour.
Two divorce papers fell into their hands.
Before leaving, Lodge finally looked at the season’s metaphor: “I’ll get Dodo out of the mountains.” In the seasons, the words were drawn from the lips, and the women were seen on their backs and dazzled.
Sit in the cab.
On July 12, 2021, I fell in love with a man for 12 years.
Time goes by day…
This day, the De Gaulle. In the VIP box.
Quintuals with a dark face and a glass of wine.
The table is already full of empty bottles. The atmosphere is unprecedented.
“You’re still a public figure.
“What are you afraid of? I’m happy today.” I’ve been drinking, and I’ve been talking about my boyfriend.
And then there was a glass of wine.
I can’t believe it. Lorraine’s name in her circle is like Reyson’s, but one thing, she’s really Eid’s metaphor, so even if she’s famous, there’s no scandal with other men.
“Why in the hell would she divorce you, you know?” Qin Shifu.
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After saying good-bye to Qin, Zhihuai helped him enter the villa.
Enter the door and turn on the lights, empty living room, strangely quiet.
I’ve been living with Lorraine for 12 years, and a lot of it’s set up by Lorraine.
It’s like there’s a smell of Lorraine.
Through the hallway, the Zimbezi went into the bedroom, and looked at a photo from the bedside cabinet.
That’s a picture of his Lodge and Dodo as a child.
At that time, Loren was forced out of the singing world because of heart disease.
You can only stay in the room to see what’s out there, and you can cry when you’re weak.
Fearing that he would continue to do so, both physically and psychologically, he had adopted a Labrador to be known as Dodo.
Dodo wasn’t human at first, and he trained for a month behind his back to give it to Lothu.
And he still remembers Lodge looking at his eyes full of tears and flashing.
Because of Dodo, Lodge is in a better mood and the wound of the surgery is healing, and he’s delighted that Dodo is Lodge’s lucky star.
But Lorelei looked at him and said, “But it was you who took Dodo and wanted me.”
After that, he thought that no matter what happened, Lorraine would not leave him.
They loved each other so much that they decided to go to last forever, and they had setbacks and joys, as if everything had gone through.
Twelve long, long years, he never thought about what life would be without Lorraine.
When he said that he was going out after the divorce, he just wanted to wait for Lorraine to turn his head and withdraw his divorce.
But why would it cause a situation like this…
Dark night.
There was a storm out the window.
It was cold throughout the season, and he threw a pile of pictures and a pile of them in front of Lou.
“Did you do all this?”
It was a summer, but Lodge was wearing a heavy coat, and she left behind a picture of the table, which was a scandalous star.
“Yes, I let them hide.”
She looked up to her eyes and she said, “Shu, you’ll take care of this yourself.”
“It’s impossible to understand.” “The season is a straight line with her.”
Lodge tastes these four words, and the pain in the heart.
She pressed her heart and tried to get the medicine.
He was out there in Labrador, and he went to the kitchen to pick up his drawer and bite a bottle of medicine and put his tail on it.
“Too much thank you…”
Lorraine touched so much, even the dog knew she had a heart attack, and her 12-year-old season metaphor seemed forgotten.
Yeah, well, he’s not just a hot-handed movie star, he’s also a entertaining CEO.
Zhihuai changed his clothes and left, even seeing a table bottle, a faceless Loddon.
Not one night.
The day after tomorrow, Lodge got a call from Zhao, the manager.
“Slub, you see this?
Lorraine heard, opened the computer, and a few big words fell into the curtains.
– Goosing Lorraine, Jealous!
Jealousy…
Lorelei opened one of them, saying that she used her private power to entertain the boss’s wife, to crush the actress she didn’t like and to fear that the boss’s wife’s position would be usurped.
Loremmer’s off.
On the phone, Zhao’s sister was angry: “They all forgot who created it. Without you, there would be no such thing.”
“Come on, Zhao. The Internet has a short memory, and after a while, it’ll be all right.”
In recent years, Lorraine has been carrying the name of a jealous woman, who is used to it.
Zhao’s words will stop.
“What else?”
“Han Frost has been called back to the company for the season.”
Listen, Lodge was so cold that she hung up after she told Zhao she would handle it herself.
Heart hurts again.
Too much to worry about around her, Lodge hugged it.
“No, I’m fine.”
It’s a heart attack. It’s been over 20 years.
There’s a selection of singers this afternoon, and Loren is going to be a mentor.
The nanny car came to pick her up on time.
Get to the game.
New star singers at the game.
When Lorraine got the list of singers in the contest, she had a very good eye: HAN CHEST.
Isn’t she an actress?
Lorraine didn’t have time to wonder, the game started, and after a few people, the familiar figure appeared.
A woman with a brown hair, a white short skirt, cute, and smiles all over her face and looks really comfortable.
The cell phone vibrates, and Lodge opens it up, and it looks like it’s called “I want the Han Frost to win.”
She’s eyebrowed, slowly pressing off the screen.
The song was ringing, and the HAN FESTRO on stage seemed to have been acquired, and the other judges had already been bought.
Lorraine looked at a board of judges who passed in advance and listened to the sound of Han Frost’s tune on stage, pressing FAIL at the last second.
One veto!
Chapter two. Jealous women.
Everyone here was stopped.
Lorraine, as a judge, had an opportunity to veto the singer, but she was using it now.
An hour later.
The nanny car.
“The online news is back on, saying that you’re a private man, and that the hawk is not in his own right and that no one can refuse?” Zhao’s urgent public relations.
Lodge blocked her call hand: “The Qing is self-satisfied, there is no need to explain, and push this show coach’s position.”
Word dropped, she slowly closed her eyes on the back of the chair.
Her illness does not allow her to be too emotional. All these years, I’m used to it.
Back to Recreation Group.
There’s a lot of different eyes on the road, as if Loren hadn’t seen.
She took the elevator to her own office, but as soon as she arrived, she saw another worker moving her stuff.
What are you doing?
“It was ordered by the season director, who said that this place would be transformed into a hawk lounge.” People rush to come and talk.
Sister Zhao will listen to her theory, and Lodge stops her: “I’ll go find Brother Xu.”
Top floor CEO.
Zhihuai stood in front of the window and heard the door being pushed and looked.
“Lorraine, do you think you’ve changed?”
Changed? Lorraine was struck by the sound of bitterness in her throat, explaining, “Hankew is not a good singer, and I hope the singing table is clean because it’s my dream.”
Three years ago, she withdrew from the altar because of her physical condition and had to be behind and mentor.
Her long-held dream was to have another chance to return to the stage of singing, a dream she did not want to be tarnished by a man who had no knowledge of the song.
“From this day on, you’re not going to be used for the company.”
Lorraine has heard nothing at all.
“You’re not well, are you? Don’t worry, it’s always you.”
Lorraine looked up to the familiar face of the season: “So, you also think I was afraid that the place of the boss’s wife would be taken away, so you’re going to announce a personal grudge?”
“The secretary sent his wife back.” The dynical metaphor is clearly impatient.
He’s in a lot of trouble now.
“I can walk myself.”
Go home alone.
She came to her with a lot of shaking tails waiting at the door.
Twelve more years of adoption, and only it won’t change.
“Toto, I can stay home every day with you.”
How old are you, after all, and one dog in a big villa, without the old play, with each other alone in peace.
Lorraine leaned on the sofa, passed out a little bit, and in her dreams she fell into a abyss, and her breath seemed like she was dying…
His face was wet, and Lodge woke up with pain and gas.
She’s been licking her hand and face.
“Thank you …”
At that time, a hurried telephone bell was ringing.
Lorraine picked up the phone. It was my mother.
“Siña, this time Mom got you an old doctor specializing in infertility, and you’ll come tomorrow with a metaphor.”
Lorraine looks up to the Euro-Clock, it’s 10:00 p.m.
Qianhuai has not returned yet…
“Okay.” Loren hung up on the phone and sent a message to Zim.
Very often, the phone received a response.
“Go yourself!”
Chapter III, child.
A few words on the page, like an invisible needle.
Lorraine had known that Zirphics would refuse, but I didn’t expect this to be so simple.
Once upon a time, no matter how busy he was, he was with himself.
But in recent years…
The next day.
Private hospital.
Old doctor with white hair shakes his head: “Mrs. Lo, have you been a long time without a month?”
Lorraine nods his head.
The old doctor looked at her side of the road, “Sister, I can’t help you.”
One sentence fills the heart with scars.
For eight years, she took all kinds of medication, performed a few surgeries, and had seen them, but she couldn’t have children…
This is not the most painful, but the most painful is that every time she comes to the hospital, she gets hurt a little more.
On the way out to the hospital, Lorother comforted her: “This doctor can’t look at it, and next time she’ll call you a specialist from abroad.”
Lorraine’s throat is so low, she doesn’t want her mother’s hope to be lost.
The thiner sunlight that lays throughout her body, the more lonely she appears.
When she saw her daughter in a thick sweater this summer, it hurt her heart. It won’t take an hour to get here.”
“He’s got a lot of announcements. He’s really not coming back.”
That’s a lie. Even Loren himself.
Nor did she complain that she was going to be taken home and put a large bag of Chinese medicine into Lohon’s arms.
“Take it three times a day and drink it.”
Lorraine looks at the medicine in his arms and can’t help but say, “Mom, why do you want me to have a baby?”
I know it’s impossible…
Lorother hears, hands up and rubs out the larvae.
“Why, I think you’re old, someone to take care of, someone to accompany.”
That’s what the older generation thought, hoping that the children and grandchildren would be around.
Lorraine, who watched her mother leave alone, suddenly felt he was very unkind.
After his father left, he didn’t take care of his mother and he couldn’t stay with her.
When I got home, Loren called Zimhuai.
“What’s the problem?” Phone connection, man’s impatience over there.
Didn’t she ask him something last night?
“It’s nothing…” The voice of Lodge is dimmed.
She’s got to go to the hospital again today.
“Don’t you know I’m busy?”
Lodge said, “Hew, I want to go home.”
When the phone was signed in the season, it sunk the volume: “What are you doing? Can’t you have a baby, is it my fault?”
It’s as if you can’t even feel more medicine.
“Doctor says I’m fine, you and your mother go to the hospital every time and you come back, you’re gonna fuck with me?”
He said it was only when silence over the telephone was found.
“I told you, I won’t divorce you with or without children, so don’t mess with me!”
“Boom!” Got to sound and bark.
He doesn’t care. It’s just Lorelei.
After all, she used to do it.
He wondered how the innocent Lorraine had become like this.
It’s almost 10:00 p.m.
When he left work, he turned on his cell phone and only saw that there were 34 missed calls from his mother-in-law.
Twilight is rushing back.
There’s a sour throat over there: “You’re coming to the hospital.”
Chapter IV
In the corridors of the hospital, the atmosphere is depressed.
The Zhihuai came to see her sitting on the bench, bowing her head and tearing her tears, and most were lying next to her.
“Mom, what’s wrong?”
“Do you know that without more today your daughter-in-law is gone?”
The season is full of words.
“And two more kilometres to drag me to your house, and I realized that Siu Siu had fallen to the ground, and I was almost out of breath…”
“Where have you been as Xiaoxiang’s husband?”
“Additional work.”
“How did you promise my old man before we got married?” You said you’d take care of her. You knew she had a heart attack and you left her alone.”
He was not able to speak out against the sound of a question that went to the season.
Send her away after.
The dyke came to the ward, looking at the paleness of Lorraine lying on his bed, feeling guilty.
“I left Aunt Chang at home to take care of you.” He said.
Because he had a mustard outside the house, he only asked her to clean up.
The phone call in Lodge’s head was still at night, and she looked at the terminus, and suddenly she asked, “Do you hate me, Brother Hsu?”
Eight years married, she failed to give him a child.
It is only today that Lorraine knows of his deep-seated grievances.
It’s a sudden question, and it’s a matter of time.
“What are you talking about? How could I hate you?”
Lodge eyelashes, “Do you remember what I said to you before the wedding?”
Without waiting to answer, Loren said to himself, “If you don’t like me, tell me, I’ll set you free.”
`I will set you free’ and let Zhi say something to you, and he’ll take Lodge in his arms, and he’ll say, `Today is my fault. Don’t be angry. I’ll stay with you later.’
Lorraine doesn’t like to apologize for being threatened.
She leaned on his shoulder and murmured, “I want to go back to when we first met…”
I don’t know.
I don’t know if it’s because of guilt or because it’s true.
The last days of the season are often early.
Even the scandals on the Internet and the Korean frost have clarified that the family seems to be back in the past.
“I’m going to Seattle this afternoon. What do you want? Zhi Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei
Lorraine’s got Toto’s hair fixed and his head shook: “No, take care of yourself.”
It was dark in its dark eyes, and it was not much to say, “A white tie, goodbye to Lojo.”
Look at the dark tie he bought himself.
Lorraine is always lonely at home without a job.
It takes one or two months for each trip to return, and the two have no communication other than to report to each other on an occasional basis.
This night.
It’s pouring rain outside.
Lorelei got a phone call before she fell asleep: “Mrs. Qi, I have a story about your husband’s seasonal metaphor, and I want $20 million.”
She hasn’t been threatened by paparazzi all these years.
“What material?”
It’ll be over there in a minute to send it to Lorelei’s private mailbox.
Lorraine opens his eyes, he’s heart is tight.
The mailbox is full of photos of Zhihuai and Han Frost, both entering and leaving Seattle Airport, hospitals, hotels…
The man’s voice on the phone.
“20 million, I’ll get it tomorrow at 10 a.m., or after 10 a.m., the hot search will show that the star movie star season is a metaphor for love and the new flower to get pregnant in Seattle…”
Chapter five, let go.
The villa of Tsuyama.
Dark on the balcony.
Lorraine was wearing a windie, sitting thinly outside, and the rain of the ice fell upon her, as if she had not noticed.
It rained all night, and Lodge sat alone all night.
The following morning, she took up her phone and called Zhao Fong, the broker.
Zhao, take all the money I have in my accounts for years.”
When the money was transferred to the journalists, Lodge closed his eyes on the back of his chair.
In her dream she went back to the past, when the season was marked by a white shirt with a gentle and gentle face.
And he’s holding a red rose and he’s asking himself, “Do you want to be my girlfriend?”
Tears fell from the corner of the eye, and Lou murmuring, “No…”
There are no unwinded walls in this world.
While Lorelei bought all the material about the terminologies and the hawk, there was a lot of little news on the Internet.
On that day, she wrote a long, unupdated tweet: “So love will really disappear.”
There’s a lot of sarcasm.
“Don’t take it personally.
“A man can’t stand a jealous woman like you.”
“…”
Lorraine ignored the news, and she was well aware that once the seasonal metaphor was love for herself, but that love disappeared in time.
In the afternoon, Deutscheem came back early and wondered why.
He gave Lodge his expensive gift, pretending he didn’t care, “What do you mean on Twitter?”
Lorraine opened the box with a high-quality perfume.
But I never use perfume…
Lodge closed the lid in silence and looked at him in the face.
“It’s a sense.”
She suddenly thought about the university, the way she was looking at her, the way she was looking at her, the way she was looking at her.
“You’re a public figure, after all, and that’s not the word.”
“Don’t worry, it won’t hurt you.”
Lorraine put the box down and then opened the tea drawers in the sight of the Zimburi, handing over to him a series of documents, such as family books, identity cards, marriage certificates, etc., which had already been prepared.
“Let’s go. The Civil Administration is still open.”
“What do you mean?”
Loren looked at him calmly: “No meaning, just free.”
She stood up and walked out.
The Zen figure grabbed her wrist, and her forehead jumped.
“Do you have to be so unreasonable?”
Four years in love, eight years in marriage, and she never mentioned overhand or divorce. What’s going on these days?
“Is it because I fired you? Well, I’ll let you go back to the company and you’ll sing again. I’ll do whatever you want.” That’s all I can think about when I think about what I do these days.
“You allow me…”
Lorelei’s eyes are red, and she’s a little bit of a guillotine hand, “Shu, I am a human being, not all of your things. Remember, I do nothing without your consent.”
“I ask you because I respect you.”
I’m not sure what I’m talking about.
He sank, “You must divorce?”
Loren didn’t answer.
It’s been a long season, and he’s pulling the collar, “Don’t forget, we have an agreement to start with the divorced man and get out of the house.”
Good-bye.
Prior to the marriage, they agreed that no divorce would be allowed.
Lorraine also remembers that one of their engagements is that the first to betray is to be repaid for the rest of their lives.
Her eyes were red and her white lips were light: “Don’t worry, I don’t want money, just as much.”
I’ve heard it all in my heart.
In the end, he just said, “Don’t regret it.”
Drive to the Civil Administration.
On the way, the season is boring.
He looked at the quiet women in the back seat with a bunch of papers, and suddenly he said, “Lorraine, do you still love me?”
Lorraine’s had a moment. He hasn’t looked back.
I didn’t wait for her to answer, and she said, “Don’t answer, I know you don’t have a heart.”
No heart…
Lorraine’s hand on the marriage certificate had to tighten a few points.
If she had no heart, she would not have suffered his betrayal again and again in the eight years following her marriage.
Nor will it fall to watch him and other women betray abroad, but do not dare ask questions and clean up the mess.
Finally reached the Civil Administration.
Before you get out of the car, the hand of the car door in Zimhuai got a little shivering, “I’ll give you one last chance.”
Lorraine just shook his head.
“Thank you, but no, I’m sure.”
Put her down first.
Last night she didn’t sleep, remembering what they were, it was wonderful.
She didn’t want this beautiful last memory to disappear from a broken marriage.
Less than an hour.
Two divorce papers fell into their hands.
Before leaving, Lorelei finally looked at the season’s metaphor: “I’ll get more from the mountain.”
In the seasons, the words were drawn from the lips, and the women were seen on their backs and dazzled.
Sit in the cab.
There’s only one line left on Loren’s Twitter page: on July 12, 2021, I fell in love with a man for 12 years…
There’s no suspense. It’s on the Internet again.
It is well known that Lodge and Zhi Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei
“Is this a divorce?”
“and finally let Brother Xu go…”
“It’s so embarrassing to have a wave of heat for a divorce…”
After the swan concert.
Zhao Fong, the broker, looks at the thinness of the window.
“Why are you suddenly divorced, and you’re the first to publish it, and there’s already a lot of people online who are targeting you.”
Lorraine looks at Zhao Fong, who’s always with him, and his throat looks like he’s stuck in cotton.
“The season’s metaphor is ready to have children with the hawk.”
She sent threats from journalists on her cell phone to Zhao Fong.
Zhao Fong did not believe it and then asked, “The day before yesterday, you took all the savings to buy the dark stuff of the season?”
Loren didn’t deny it.
“Sister Jo, the doctor said that I would never have my own child in my life, and that he was very good to me at the beginning of the eight years that I married Zhi Wei Wei. So he wants a child, and I want him to be it.”
Lorraine put his cell phone in his pocket, felt the pain of his heart and laughed.
“The black material will be exposed one day, and I hope that day, people will say that the Zengi metaphor is a relationship after a peaceful divorce and that the pregnancy takes place…”
Zhao Fong doesn’t know how to say Lorraine. She’s stupid, but she really did it.
The sound of the musical outside is ringing, and the sound of the music is still moving.
Lorraine listens quietly, but regrets that he will never be able to stand on the altar.
Evening.
Lorraine rejected Zhao Fong and went out alone.
Mid-summer night, stars in the sky.
I don’t know how long she’s been gone, but Lorelei finally came outside his home.
Her steps remained frozen, far from seeing her mother standing at the door with her back and many more.
“Mom…”
Toto ran in front of her, rubbing her leg.
Lorbet, step by step, threw a slap in her face while Lorelei was not responding.
Chapter 7. Strange paths.
“Why don’t you talk to me about this big divorce?”
Lorraine had a heart attack, and she was very careful when she was young, especially when she was beaten.
Lou’s cheek is burning, “I’m sorry.”
No more than an apology.
She had always known that her mother wanted to have a happy family, but there were things she could not force.
Go home.
In the dark living room, L.A. couldn’t help but ask, “Is it about the kids?”
“Yes or no, maybe it’s the end.”
Listens to a girl who doesn’t believe in life.
“I’m sorry,” she said, “Mom didn’t give you a good body.”
Loren held her by her hand: “Don’t apologize, I never hated you, and I’ve always thanked you and Dad for bringing me into this world …”
She didn’t feel the tears falling.
“Does your face hurt?”
It doesn’t hurt.
“Loma is more sour.” “Slum, Mom was just so impulsive, I was afraid you’d get old and no one would take care of you…”
She knew how lonely and sad it was to lose her companion.
“At least there’s you, but you’re not only sick, but also…”
Lorraine’s throat was strangling and gently slapping her shoulder.
“Don’t worry, I can go to a nursing home when I’m old, and who can guarantee that the man I marry will stay with us like my father?”
“And even if I had a child, I couldn’t guarantee that he would be good to me and take care of me, could he?”
I don’t know.
Mother’s comforted, Lodge goes back to her room.
She locked the door, covered her heart in pain, and fell on the bed.
It takes a lot of effort to swallow a single pill, and the pain is long.
Look at the dark ceiling.
Lorraine, thinking of what his mother said, tightened his hand.
Summer inflammation.
In the night.
Lorraine’s half awake.
At dawn, she whispered a call from her mother next door.
“Li, can you help my daughter find a man who loves people? It doesn’t matter if you have children…”
Lodge opened his eyes slowly and his tears did not fall in the eye.
It was hard for anyone in the world to convince anyone that, in the view of their mothers, they had to be cared for by someone who could not bear a heart attack.
The heart hurts again, Lorelei doesn’t take the pills, she feels the pain in silence, humming, as if it wasn’t that hard…
The next day, the sky rained again.
Lorraine left alone with an umbrella, and there were few people on his way.
She walked, and she didn’t realize she was under the Recreational Group.
A woman’s voice came from behind.
On the side of Lodge, he saw the hawk frost with his arm in the dynical metaphor.
Zhihuai’s subconscious pulled off the HAN frost’s hand, passed her the umbrella and walked a few steps towards Loh.
“She doesn’t have an umbrella. I just dropped her off.”
Lodge, with his umbrella, looked at the handsome eyebrow of the season, and made a smile: “You forgot we were divorced yesterday, you don’t have to explain to me.”
The monstrosity hears a moment of demention.
“Do you have to remind everyone over and over?” He was impatient, “Now he knows we’re divorced.”
In Loren’s throat, “I’m not like you, I like or hate, and I’m never afraid that anyone will know.”
“What do you mean?”
The eyes of Lodge fell on the tumbled haw of his face.
“Don’t fail another man who loves you.”
Put it down, she turned away.
It’s as if the words of the season have been stung.
Han Frost was so busy, he was like, “Let’s get married.
Chapter eight, last time.
A few days later.
She came to Lodge’s room and hesitated for a long time before she opened her mouth.
“Mother has arranged a date for you.
“Your Aunt Lee said she couldn’t have children, and said she wanted someone to be with her.”
Lorraine looked to the bottom of her mother’s desire for peace.
She couldn’t bear to say no, “Okay.”
When you really do your best to love someone, you realize that you will never have the same courage to love another person again.
‘Cause you know that in your relationship, not only is there sweet, but there’s that kind of late-night heartbreak…
Five-star restaurant.
Lorraine saw his partner Lu Namchuan.
Lui Namchuan is 15 years older than himself, with a tall Italian suit with gold glasses and a pair of eagles with deep eyes and wisdom.
“Mr. Lu, I’m interrupting you today. Actually, I’m just here to reassure my mother that I don’t want to find another person to live.” Lorraine opened his mouth to nothing.
It’s obvious that Lu Namchon didn’t expect this to happen.
He smiled softly: “It’s okay. Everyone has his own inconvenient, I understand.”
Thank you.
“You’re welcome. Be friends.”
Lui Namchon brought her a chair.
Two men finished dinner.
He took Lodge back and said, “Don’t worry, I’ll tell Aunt Lee I’m happy with you and you won’t have to deal with the other dates.”
Lorraine was about to dismiss his kindness and suddenly saw the familiar Mabah that was parked in front of his house.
The shadows of the season are standing by the car, and the shadows fall upon her and Lu Namkawa.
“Mr. Lu, I’m home. Thank you.”
How could Lu Namchuan not see the mood?
Lorraine’s headed for the term, “Why are you here?”
“Who is he?”
“My mom introduced me to a blind date.”
The air is silent.
“You’re kidding, we’ve only been divorced a few days.”
“When should I start again?” Loren asked him.
“How many years does it take to prove his deep love three years five years and twelve years?” Do I even need to be with you forever?”
She’s tired, waiting for someone at night, and no one understands that feeling.
I’ve been waiting for 12 years to understand even less!
“Are you complaining about me?”
“All these years, am I not good to you?”
His voice just fell off, and suddenly a dog barked.
Many of them came out of the yard and bit him on the legs of their crotch, and the Guardian generally pulled him away.
“Toto, let go!”
I tried to pull him away like I didn’t know him.
Lorraine looked at this scene and his heart stinged.
“Shu, look, I don’t know you anymore…”
There were a lot of adoptions together, and there were lots of them that weren’t so partial.
When you hear this, you have to let go of your hands and watch the many things you’ve been growing up and screaming at yourself.
Lodge held on to so much, “No, he’s Xue, he won’t hurt us.”
It’s not gonna hurt us. It’s probably just her own.
And then she came out because of the sound of the outside, and when she saw the seasonal metaphor, she had to shake her hand.
“Sluen, you go home.”
Lodge heard that he left with so much, that he did not read the term.
It’s only now that Lotte is moving towards some gruesome seasonal metaphor: “Mr. Qi, if you want a divorce, my daughter will have you, now will you have us? Can we go back to normal life?”
What makes him want a divorce? It’s Lorraine.
He hasn’t refuted it yet, and he listens to her: “You can have a lot of wives, but I’m a little girl in my life. If you hurt her again, I’ll fight you!
Chapter 9 The truth about divorce
After her mother drove her away from the Zenith, she walked into the house.
She looked at Lodge, and she didn’t ask much, and she was just consoling, “You have Mom.”
Lou’s throat is sore, “Well, I know.”
Evening.
Lying in bed, Lorraine just fell asleep and had a heart attack.
She rises to get the medicine, opens the bottle and finds it empty.
In recent days, she has had a rapid onset of disease and increased the amount of medication she takes.
Put the bottle back, Lodge felt pain in the phone and wanted to hear the song and distract.
But she just turned on her cell phone, and a headline fell into the curtain: “A few years ago at the concert, singer Lodge thought he was a fake.”
Lorelei looked so tight, he turned the news on, and said three years ago, she was playing for the last wave of the circle.
Lorraine stomped on the bed and watched the news go on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.
The next morning.
A crowd of journalists blocked the door to Lo’s house.
“Mrs. Lo, don’t you want to explain what you were doing?”
“Miss Lo, is it because of your moral depravity that you suddenly divorced?”
“…”
Lorraine listens to the voice of the outside world, and he says to Zhao, “Please take my mother to the villa.”
Zhao is not sure: “But you…”
“Don’t worry, I haven’t seen anything in years.”
“Okay.”
Sister Zhao believed in Lodge and advised her to go first.
When they all left, Loren called the phone.
“Why did you do it?”
From last night until this morning, Lodge did not do anything. She was asked to check out the source of the news and finally learned that it was coming from within.
Who dares to fabricate lies without the command of the Qiang?
“What do you mean?”
Lorraine looks at the media downstairs, and listens to him, and he says, “I don’t think I’m sorry.
No apologies…
The Zenith metaphor must have remembered yesterday’s match.
“Lorraine, isn’t that funny? We’ve been married for eight years, can you promise that you’re not a ghost?”
The speech was like a rock slamming into Loh.
Before or after the marriage, she had always put the terminologies first and had never done anything to betray him.
And him?
All sorts of scandalous stars, they’re pregnant behind their backs, and then they ask themselves?
“Mr. Qi, I see you now.”
She hung up the phone and walked out, surrounded by journalists.
I don’t know.
The other side.
Recreational group.
The terminus looks at the hung-up phone, and the pupils get darker.
He threw his cell phone aside and turned on his computer and was ready to continue his work.
“The famous fake singer, Lorraine, was interviewed…”
Zhihuai has a good eye, and it’s Lo’s old house that’s on the air, and that’s the woman who’s been surrounded by journalists.
“Mrs. Lo, it’s been told that you were playing a concert three years ago. Is that true?”
Lorraine looked so pale at the journalist, “No.”
“Who would admit to being a fake? Miss Lok, we found out that you and Zen Weiwei divorced because you weren’t pregnant. Another reporter comes in front.
Lorraine only felt a bang in his head, and his breath got a little hurried.
Her infertility is always good, and only her mother and Zhao knows it.
Mother and Zhao don’t betray themselves, so just…
She looked red-eyed at the camera, “Yes!”
All the screens on the platform, without sympathy, are happy.
On the other side of the computer, it’s a good-looking season.
I was just about to ask the assistant who did it, and I heard a quote from Rilo Man: “I answered your questions, and now I want to say why I and Mr. Qi are really divorced.”
Journalists are quiet.
Listening to Lorraine, “I offered to divorce.”
“Mr. Qi’s fine, he didn’t take the initiative to divorce, except that last time he went to Seattle, I bought something about pregnancy, and I couldn’t accept it, so let him go first…”
Boom!
It’ll blow up on the air.
And it’s even more shocking at the bottom of the season, sitting in front of a live computer.
He didn’t react, and he saw Lodg laughing at the camera, and he had a heart attack, and he fell.
Chapter X
Stand up in a trance.
At the same time, the secretary pushed the door in, full of panic.
“The season is over.”
“I know, emergency public relations.”
Drop it, he’s walking away from the door.
Drive to Lok’s house, but when he arrived, Lok’s not here anymore.
“I’m sorry, your call is off.”
He didn’t sleep all night.
Late in the night, he locked his eyebrow and called his assistant: “Tell the press I’m getting engaged to Han Frost.”
The next day, morning.
Lorraine saw the news at the hospital: “The chief executive officer of Recreational and Seasonal Spellings and New Year’s Adventures announced that he was engaged to be engaged every day.”
Unlike Lorraine of Black, there is nothing less than a blessing.
What happened yesterday was put under pressure by the public relations team of the season.
After reading all the blessing comments in silence, Loren realized how bad his reputation has been in these years, and how good it is to be famous for the terminus.
“Little girl, get some rest. Mom’s going out.”
Lorother’s voice brought her back.
“Okay.”
After her mother left, there was only Lo and Toto in the room.
Lorraine opens up so many favorite animations, one dog and one dog to enjoy a moment.
I don’t know how long it took. The phone rings.
When she fell asleep and fell asleep, she heard the voice of Zimhuai Ice, “Come to Mount, pick up your mother.”
I couldn’t wait to think about it.
Take a cab all the way to Tungshan.
Lorraine is far from seeing many journalists around the villa.
And now she’s holding on to her arm, “Why don’t you leave her alone since you’re divorced?”
Loren’s heart hurts.
She got off the bus and was then surrounded by journalists.
“Lorraine, since you can’t have children, why bring your mother here to fight the new life of your predecessor?”
“Yes, yesterday you made a false argument about a husband and wife. Why didn’t you give me any respect?”
“…”
Lorraine came in hasty and didn’t take her medication, and she heard this, and her breath became difficult.
Not often, a beautiful figure came after her.
“Lorraine, please advise your mother that it will be difficult for her to do this…”
It’s Han Frost.
Not far from where Lorother heard Lodge was coming, she was surrounded by a group of journalists, and she was relieved of her seasonal metaphors.
“What are you doing? I’m just here to make Zen come and stop bullying my daughter…”
The journalists heard and refused to believe that a single crowd was about to drown them.
Not far away from the season, looking at the hawk frost in the face, it’s a good look.
Han Frost returned to her eyes and shook her head: “It wasn’t me. It was the mother of Loh-hyun who invited her.
It’s self-inflicted.
The Zen figure looks at the mother and daughter surrounded by a crowd of reporters, and looks away.
He picked up his cell phone and called security at the villa to clear the room.
“You can go.” Drop the phone and he’s on the hawk Road again.
Han frost suffocated and had to walk away after looking at the man.
Soon, journalists were forcibly evicted by security forces.
Lorraine leaned on her, pale and terrible.
“Are we done?”
It was like a needle, Lorraine stood in pain to his heart and walked straight to the terminus, when he came to him, raised his hand and threw a slap directly into his face.
“The Zen figure… it’s not someone else who was bullied in front of you, it’s your ex-wife and your ex-mother-in-law!”
The cheeks were stinging, and the Zenith had no confidence in Lorraine.
Lorraine stopped saying that she and Lorother were helping each other back.
“Mom, don’t come here again.”
Zhi Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei Wei
The organ.
After the defeat, Shen was sent by the Shen family to her relatives. She’s more of a tribute than a kiss.
On the first night, she almost died by the Great Prince of the Real House.
One.
I’ll never forget that woman.
Her name is Shen Shen, and she’s fourth in line at home, so many people call her Shen Siu.
She died in a bleak and painful state and she kept spitting blood, when she had just given birth, and for the first time I knew that there was so much blood on her body.
She must have been in pain. I saw her hand holding her bed dead and breaking a nail.
But she was laughing, gentle, loving, happy, and her lips wrinkled and she didn’t know what to say, probably calling her family’s name.
And she ended up calling me, and she said, “Sang… can you, Sanji, give me a call?”
I don’t know why she wants to see the Grand Prince. She’s dying.
She may not have known that the Grand Prince had just ordered her to die, to hang her on the wall, to humiliate her country and to be watched by the beam masters stationed on the shore.
The great prince will never fall for her again, he will never love her again.
I didn’t want to talk to her, but she was so pathetic, I thought about it, and I was gonna go out and do something.
Forget it. She’s dying. Let her be happy before she dies.
And when We deliberately tarried outside, and went back in a great circle, We saw from a distance the burning of the sky, and the smoke burst into the sky, and there were those who saved the fire.
I went back with the tide and found out that she had locked herself in the house, set a fire and burned herself alive.
The fire will not be extinguished for two hours, yet there is nothing left of the ruins except a single skeleton, which is dark.
I looked up, and I didn’t know why, and suddenly I wanted to cry.
At night, the Grand Prince sent someone to call me over.
He’s a ridiculous, candle-fired tent, he’s sitting barefoot, he’s got a bar full of wine on the ground, and he’s got one, three, five with six, six hukis, all around him like a cat.
The great prince poured a sip of wine and then looked at me like a wolf king on the grass.
I heard him ask me, “Did she say anything before she died?”
I can’t hide it from him, so I’m telling you the truth, but now think about it, she doesn’t want me to find the great prince.
She just wanted to tear me apart and burn herself to death, with only one bone left to burn, so that the wall of the dead would be one of her pompous bones that would not humiliate her country.
She’s so mean to others and so hard to herself.
His Majesty has no face. He’s just a drunk. He was a wine, and I could not see his face, but he waved at me, and I walked back.
The rain began at night, and the rain was sour, it started with a small rain, and I woke up once in the middle of the night, and there was a thunderstorm and thunderstorm, and I turned around and couldn’t sleep, because her bones were exposed to the cold rain in the sky.
No one knows how to dispose of that bone.
I don’t really like the Han people. They’re the most cunning ones, especially the Shen family. How many of my girls have died in her father’s hands.
But anyway, I spent three years with Shen Fei.
She came to our camp for three years, three years ago, with the daughter’s bravest generals, she opened the gates of the Jade Gate, which had been closed by the beam for hundreds of years, and went all the way to the beams, where she was stationed on the banks of the Yellow River.
Women really need more time to familiarize themselves with the land of the beam, and no one would have thought that a small gate would hurt us so much, that the food and grass in the back would be inadequate and that we had promised the beam of peace.
At that time, when the Emperor was in charge of the Jade Gate, he laughed when he talked about the terms of peace because he almost died in Shen’s hands.
“Don’t you say that the bones of the Shen family are hard? I’d like to see if the bones of the Shen girls are as hard.”
It’s not too easy to say it’s a peace, but everyone knows that the Shen family girl is here.
She’s more of a tribute than a friend.
The Great Prince is a very… ..killer of the fruit, and we all love him.
On the day when the gates of Jade were broken, he ordered the slaughter of the city, and blood and killing almost immediately exciteed the female soldiers, and everyone looked over his head and looked at the tragedy of the killing with a faint smile on his lips.
I can’t help it.
Then, for three months, the messenger said that the peace between Liang and the girl and Kim were ready. Similarly, the Shen family girl was in the camp.
His Majesty was very happy, and asked me, “Who is coming?”
There are three girls in the Shen family, the youngest of whom is said to have married the Prince of Siam and the remaining four girls and five girls.
I looked down and said, “That’s the sick four girls.”
He picks out the frown, and the handsome eyebrow is so cold, he asks, “Is she the one who was abandoned by the Shen family?”
His Majesty did not indicate who he wanted when he said she wanted to marry her, and he liked to watch others fight you to death.
What would the two married girls of the Shen family do to escape such a fate?
The fact that he was disappointed was that I said, “No, she volunteered, heard she had come from Shen-hu, and then, on the day before she left, she lost her sister and replaced Shen-hu’s dear palanquin.”
He’s freezing. This is not true of women, who have always believed in the strength of the weak, and who have not been very close to their brothers, so it may not be possible to imagine such an end.
But I saw him startled by excitement. He asked me, “Well?”
His curiosity and interest in the kite began at this time.
I remember him whistling like a cold knife when he first saw Shen kite, and I helped him to open the door, and the woman who sat at the window and read the book came to me and I couldn’t help but suffocate.
She’s suffocating and different from all the girls.
We real girls are like wine, but she’s… she’s like a flower in the first spring, shaking petals in the still spring wind, trying to put a glass mask on her to avoid harm.
She was gentle and gentle, without the expected panic and silent screams, and she looked up and looked very carefully at the great prince, with dark eyes, and laughed at her lips.
And her voice was gentle and gentle, and she said, “You must be the great prince. I am Shen kite.”
Two.
I can’t help but think about it and sit up and take the umbrella of the corner and walk out. I think I’m going to get her bones out of the rain.
After three years, I think.
I almost screamed when I walked to the ruins, because there was a dark figure sitting in them.
I stood up in the gallery and looked there, and I couldn’t see it, and it just happened, and it was shining, and I covered my mouth, and the shadow was the great prince.
He was sitting in the ruins, dead in his arms, holding the black bones, closed his eyes, and seemed to have nothing on his face.
It rained down, and he was wet, and it flowed down his handsome face with no face, making people wonder whether there were tears in it.
Is this still our big, cold-blooded king?
I turned around and left as if I didn’t see anything.
The next morning, I saw him in cold, clean clothes, and I ordered the remains of the kite to be burned to ashes without face. It was assumed at one point that I was the one who cried in the ruins last night.
But I know it’s not. He’s always good at hiding.
She’s always weak, she’s sick, and every day I wonder if she’s not going to make it. The night she came to the house, she was thrown all night.
And the next morning, the great prince was so distracted, he finally told me, “Go and look.”
He was brief, but I understood.
And when I went to my house, the kite had not risen, and the white bed had fallen down on a layer, and We had been lifting it to the bottom, and the bed had been tumultuous, and she was covered in thin, and she was naked with a white, white-skinned balm on her shoulders.
She saw me, hid the thin from the top, and then smiled at me with weakness: “Please, aunt, can you get me some hot water and I want to take a shower?”
She couldn’t stand, I tried to look cold, but I couldn’t stand it, so I took a bath for her.
Later, the great prince left me with her.
It’s care, but at first it’s surveillance — she’s a Han or a Shen family. Who knows what she’ll do?
To be honest, I didn’t like her at first, but the Queen was very interested in her because he had never had such a woman before, I think, and because he wanted to have fun.
It happened to be nothing, and he was teasing this Shen girl, like he caught a cat with a mouse.
His Majesty has humiliated Shen kite several times.
On one occasion, he had a feast in the army, where he had a kite to play as a dancer, where the army was very handsome and almost everyone had suffered a loss at the hands of her family.
Everyone was so excited that the bloodthirsty eyes of wolves were crucified to her death that they could not wait to see her go to shame.
But the kite sat on the table and played the whole song without changing.
Then Uda smiled and asked the great prince: “Didn’t Shen say that the bones of Shen’s family are hard? But I think this Shen’s Southhand is really soft.”
The Prince smiled, whispered, and asked, “How can he be so soft that Uda doesn’t want to try it himself?”
Everyone smiled, but the Prince slowly drank a glass of wine, he didn’t act like a joke, so he smiled and laughed.
Uda swallowed a saliva and asked, “Is that true?”
The Grand Prince speaks for himself.
As I said, Shen kite is a very beautiful woman, and Uda, nothing else, is very colorful.
He looked at the kite, then lifted up the wine bowl in front of him, and laughed, and said to the great prince, “Uda thanks the great prince.”
He dropped the wine bowl in front of the Shen kite and carried her around very easily to the back.
I went down to see the look on the kite, and she was held by Uda, holding her hand over his neck, and a black eye looked straight through Uda’s shoulder towards the great prince.
She seemed to have accepted her destiny in silence, without panic or violent resistance.
I remember her older brother Shen Shen, who had been strangling at the gate for 45 days, and had never kneeled after her death, and we really hated him but respected him.
But his sister is like a silk weed, soft and gentle. I can’t look away.
When Uda took her in the back of the tent, he returned to the tent and even asked the Emperor, “Your Highness, when Uda is finished, can I try?”
There was a laughter in the tent, and the men looked at each other with an unacknowledged, dirty look.
And We saw in this noise the look of the great prince, who leaned on his back and unwittingly took the cup of wine from his hands, but I caught a few of the eyes of him who cast him behind.
Dark, dark.
That’s when the screams came out. Everyone can tell it was Uda. The Grand Prince stood up and went to the back of the camp, and I followed him.
When the curtain was opened, Uda was screaming in the middle of the house, with his right hand covered with his left eye, his blood flowing down with his fingers sewn, and his left eye was pierced with a hairlide.
Shen Kee was sitting on the back of a bed, and the shirt had been ripped out, but the undershirt was intact, with dark eyes staring quietly at the farce.
I don’t know why I’m relieved.
Uda was in pain, howling to go up and kill Shen kite, and the great prince stopped him, and he grabbed Uda’s wrist.
It’s strange that a kite stabbing a woman is really handsome, but he’s not very angry, and I saw him smile like that for the first time.
He looked at the kite and said to Uda, “Didn’t you try it? Why? Is her bones soft or hard?”
Then the man who was full of debt turned back, and there was only the great prince and the kite in the camp, and I saw the great prince walking to her bedside and touching her face.
And he said, “Why didn’t you hit me with a mule?”
It’s true that Shen Kee would not have been easy to get a hold of it, but he was not Uda, and he was very good and vigilant, but he was not sure who could say what happened between the first of the beds.
But the kite looked at the great prince, and she said, “I am from the great beam, Your Highness, I am your wife by the way of the beam. I’m on your own.”
And then every time I remember this scene, I couldn’t help but think that the more beautiful woman was, the more deceiving she was, the better she was.
But it is clear that the Emperor is pleased.
He took the kite’s hair from his face to his ear and whispered, “You belong to me alone?”
It’s a clear smile, as if it’s a shock, as if it’s laughing at her guts, or as if it’s an open smile.
But he didn’t say anything in the end. He just noded, sure she said, “Well, you’re on my own.”
After that, the Prince never brought her out for such a party.
3
The Chief of the Guards of the Great Prince himself was worried and gossiped: “The Shen family is such a beautiful woman that the Great Prince will not…”
I spit on him. Of course, the great prince is not obsessed with beauty and irrationality.
Besides, he doesn’t often go to Shen Fei’s house. The great prince has a lot of fun, riding horses, hunting, skating, hot springs, and a lot of women in the camp accounts, but the kite is at best one of his own.
I used to think so.
His Majesty was not one of those who turned the fury of war against women, and his machismo thought that war was always a matter between men and that he would spill the anger of the beam on a woman, which he would not dare.
So it was rare for him to have trouble with the kite, and it was as sick as it was, and every morning I went to my room to serve her, and I feared that she would be cold and dead as soon as the mantle opened.
One morning, she didn’t wake up and I called her several times across the bed.
She’s actually sleepy, and I was scared, and I was nervous, and she was lying there, and I… I couldn’t stand it, and I put my hand under her nose and looked at her nose.
That’s when she opened her eyes, and I was embarrassed to stand there, and then she hung up, and it came out, and she laughed.
She looked at me very carefully, and she said, “Sangji, don’t be afraid, I’m not dead yet.”
That’s a strange thing to say. What do you mean, “now you’re not dead”? When will you die? Will you choose the right time? But I didn’t notice the details.
That time, she was asleep, mainly because the Great Prince had made her too hard the night before yesterday.
And at night, the great prince didn’t know how to hear about it, and he smiled at me and asked me, “You think she’s weak?”
She’s weak, but she’s not weak.
My feelings for her are complicated, and sometimes I don’t want to talk to her because she’s a Han, but sometimes I take my place in her situation.
I can’t help but feel good for a girl who is left alone in the enemy’s camp, and who’s in the middle of his head and he’s in the middle of his head.
At night, the Great Prince took her to the hot springs, because the doctor said that the hot springs were good for the health of the kite.
Then it came to mind that it had become apparent at the very earliest moment that the great prince was not a careful man and why he was so concerned about the health of an enemy woman.
But I’ve been trying to convince myself that it’s just his heart, because I really don’t believe that someone like him would fall in love one day.
The kite could not swim, and the spring was drawn directly from the mountains and dug deep, and she grabbed the pool and was afraid to go down.
His Majesty extended his hand to her in the hot springs, and said to her, “No problem, I’m holding you, you come down.”
That day the great prince took the kite and made a hot spring of time. I’ve never let go.
I remember when he was in his home town, a brave man whose head had been suffocated with a thin layer of ice in September, and who had to suffocate his head into the water before suffocating him and pulling him out of his hair.
A brave man who could kill a buffalo with his bare hands could not resist under his hands. And he just watched as the brave man struggled under his hands and was bloodthirsty.
High above, like untouchable gods on the prairie.
But now, in this warm hot spring, he is lazyly lying there, stretching out an arm to hold the kite, and the colour of his eyes seems to be joyful and condoning, looking at her with a light smile.
I can’t remember what kind of man I remember.
4
The great prince asked me once after he was drunk, and he said, “Do you think the kite hates me?”
I don’t know, but I don’t love him.
They killed her father and father in the face of their enemies, and her mother and son killed her elder brother, not to mention so many people and generals.
If it were me, it would be with the Emperor.
But Shen was cool, so I couldn’t handle it. Maybe she just wants to live?
But I couldn’t bear to remind you that she hates you or hates you.
I was shocked by the look of the great prince.
I watched him grow up, and he always respected me, but there were certain lines that I could not cross, but I couldn’t help but remind myself, hard-headed, that “not of our kind, the heart is different.”
The King didn’t say anything.
Shen’s first pregnancy was at the end of the first year.
She was sleepy for a long time, and I had a feeling in my heart, and when the doctor told the Great Prince when he had finished his veins, he was as silent as water, and even those who knew him so well could not see what he was thinking.
Shen Kei doesn’t understand, but I guess we don’t look the same, so ask, “What’s wrong?”
The Grand Prince laughed at her and said, “It’s okay.”
But a smart man like her can’t hide it. The child was displaced when she was two months old.
At that time, I was knocking on the side of the sky and poking at the Crown.
How can this child stay? The great prince is the best heir to the old Khan, and he has not married yet. The child of Shen Kei is his first son. With a Han? How?
Then he’ll grow up, and he’ll ride with iron to crush his mother’s land and kill his mother’s family?
Yes, the son-in-law’s biological mother is also a Han man, half of the blood of the Han, but he was killed by the old Khan immediately after his birth.
That’s it. His Highness is still very interested in Han culture.
The Grand Prince told me he had a point.
However, it turns out that the kite was more balanced than he was, and after assuming that she was pregnant, she herself drank the abortion pill, leaving her child.
The Grand Prince was so angry that she was lying on her bed when she heard the news. She was covered in thin cover and kept up with dignity that we could not see the blood flowing from her lower body.
But she was pale and had no blood on her lips, sweating and wetting her hair on both sides of her cheeks, and she had eyebrows.
The great prince leaned down on her jaw and asked her, “Who makes you so good?”
She smiled at her lips very hard, and she looked at the great prince in silence, and she said, “No, was she born?”
Your Majesty, it’s cold: “Do you deserve to have a child?”
“I just don’t like it when you say it.” Remember, you’re mine, from hair to skin, and you’re not in charge.”
It’s been a while since I saw Shen Fei nod.
Her body was already weak, and the abortion was followed by a period of six months to bring her body back.
The Prince never came to see her again. The Prince is not short of a woman, and warm and soft jade surrounds her side, just like before, but he is not happy at all.
He often stares at a certain void for a long time, without any idea what he is thinking, and sometimes the emotions that are so fast in his eyes are so thin.
I never mentioned a kite in front of him. Nobody mentioned a kite in front of him.
I wish the great prince had forgotten her existence without saying a word.
But one night I came in from outside and saw him standing on the bedside of the kite.
Shen had been mentally ill since she was a child, so she fell asleep in the evening, bowed down close to her, touched her face with her hands, focused on her eyes, and looked at her in a way that I could not understand.
After half a mile, he got up and asked me, “Is she better?”
I masked my shock and looked down: “I’m better, but you know what she’s got to do.”
He said, “Well,” and finally looked at the sleeping kite and walked out.
I look at the kite in my bed, and I sleep with my head in my head, but it’s still beautiful, it’s a fragile beauty, and I remember when the great king was eight years old.
When he was eight years old, he found a kitten, a snow white, a beautiful blue eye, and everyone was saying that the kitty couldn’t survive, but he didn’t believe that he fed it every day.
When the cat opened, it looked good, long white hair, like a cat’s eyes, very cold, but very sticky, and he used to rub his hand, to ask for his hand, and lay quietly on his knees.
Later, the old Khan said that he was holding a cat like this all the time without the savannah warrior, and he lifted it up in front of the great king and stomped it to the ground.
The cat was bleeding from his mouth and his nose, and he was lying on the ground, looking at the great prince in his blue eyes, and then crawling with difficulty, reaching out his pink tongue and licking his boots.
The King looked down at the cat until it stopped breathing at his feet.
The kite was as fragile as this cat, and I looked at her and she was asleep.
She’s just like that cat. She’s something the great king can’t have.
5
Shen Kei asked me why I was so nice to her.
When she asked me that, I was giving her a frying pill, and she was sitting at the foot of the window, and the sun was spilling down from the window, and she was white, so the whole person melted and looked like she was about to disappear.
And I laughed, and I said, “Because you’re my sister,” and she’s giddy.
I told her that a drought on the grasslands 15 years ago had dried up all water sources, and that pasture had died and livestock had died in large numbers.
Our entire female tribe moved south, and my sister gave me her last sip of water and food on her way, and she ended up with a very serious disease and died of it.
To be honest, we don’t really want to start a war out of our homes, and we have a lot of people who died in the war, but we can’t.
If we are to survive, we must occupy resources southward.
And the love she had for her sister reminds me of my sister. So I couldn’t help but be nice to her, which is within my power.
And I asked her, “You’re willing to come here instead of your sister, and you must have a good relationship?”
Who knows she smiles, she smiles softly, and she has her eyes on her.
She said, “No, I’m jealous of her.”
That was the first and last time we talked about her family, as if something had survived her, and her eyes were shining.
“My health has been bad since I was a child, but my sister is not the same. She’s very good. She goes over walls and fights, and my father teaches her how to shoot and arrows. Every time I sit in the yard, I envy her. With my strength, I can’t pull the bow.
“One time she came to me and asked me if I wanted to go out with her and pick up the eggs, and I was so curious, she went with her, she climbed up the tree to pick up the eggs and baked them for me, and then I got sick.
“I was just standing there, crawling over trees, going into water and making fire. But I was sick and I couldn’t get out of bed.
“You were so guilty, you kept holding my hand by my bed, you slept like you were afraid I was dead.
“But she didn’t know that when she fell asleep, I looked at her and was really, really jealous. Then my father came to me and asked me what happened. I told him that Xiao Hu took me out.
“Then she kneeled for three days, but she was not angry. She came to me on the day she came out to apologize, to look at me, to be relieved, and glad I was finally well.”
She looked at me and she smiled, and she said to me, “So you see, our relationship is no different from the most common sister.”
She lamented: “I have been the focus of attention in my family since I was a child, not going out, not blowing the wind, not riding the horses, not shooting the arrows, like a fragile doll, and then disappears.”
I looked out the window, and the great prince stood still, and the handsome side of his face came over, and he looked at the kite.
But she smiled, and her eyes missed, and she did not see him until he left silently.
Then, after Shen Kei had rest, the Emperor took her to the military training grounds, as if the Cold War had not been in place for so long, so it was natural to make up.
And he wrapped her in a tight and firm place, and took her on horseback, and the wind passed over her, and he was firm.
At the training grounds, he taught Shen kite to shoot arrows, almost keeping the entire person in his arms, pulling out bow strings, saying to her, “It’s all right, I’ll help you pull bows, you take control of the direction, we’ll shoot again.”
Shen’s hand was on the back of his hand holding the bow, and the look on his face was new.
It must be said that Shen’s family was the victim of a few arrows, each of which was shot in the back on a rake, and the last one was the direct target.
Shen was excited to turn around and put her hands on the shoulders of the great prince and asked him, “Do you see?”
The great prince looked at her, and the smile of his lips was as bright as the shadow of light, but soon recovered, and he said, “Seeding.”
She was happy that day and she was laughing on the way back.
There’s no such thing as a big look on his face, but I saw him rubbing his hands between his kite’s waist, and his right hand finger kept knocking on his left hand’s finger.
This means that he is happy at the moment.
Six.
Shen was pregnant for the second time when she came to her daughter in the second year of summer, and the summer of the north was cold. I saw the hand of the great prince covered on the back of the kite.
It’s strange that a man like him can be so careful, but of course he can’t be seen.
He asked Shen kite, “How about being born?”
No matter what the Prince asks her, the kite can’t refuse. If the Emperor wants the child, she can’t live without it.
The kite looked at the great prince with a look and look that I could not understand, and I finally saw her noding and saying, “Okay.”
It is not surprising that she has come to the great prince with a soft, self-serving gesture, as if she had nothing else to think about but to please the great prince and to live.
She began her night and night in the third month of her pregnancy, first with the great prince, and then moved to the royal bank account because of his daily duty.
One night I went in to deliver the evening to the great prince, and saw him lying half on his bed, with the kite lying next to him, holding his shirt tight with my left hand.
She’s been shaking her head like she’s trying to catch something in the air.
I went in with my hands and feet, and watched the great prince shake her, and held her half in my arms, one hand slowly pacing down from her hair, and softly comforting her: “Nothing, don’t be afraid, it’s just a dream.”
The newly awakened kite’s eyes were blinded and appalled, probably for reasons not sober, and then slowly returned to the cage, and I saw her lying in the arms of the Emperor, with her eyelids falling down, making her invisible.
The Great Prince loved his child, who had been making his own cradle for four months.
A whole piece of wood, be careful to grind. I stood behind Shen kite and watched her with the great prince who was grinding wood.
My tone was almost implored, and I said to Shen Kei, “No matter how you look at him, he really meant it to this child. Please, don’t hurt him.”
She didn’t talk, and it took a long time for her to turn around and look at me, and she said to me, “The aunt is worried.”
It’s not that I’m concerned about the recent instability in the front line, the looming war between the women and the beam, the dark tides in the tent, and she’s so smart, I don’t believe she didn’t notice.
Once the war started, God, it was a disaster. I should have persuaded the great prince on the first day of Shen’s life.
But what can I tell him? He was so sober that even I could see Shen Fei’s heart, and I didn’t believe him.
But they kept their mouths shut, and I watched.
When she was eight months pregnant, I went to get a doctor from Han.
Our bank account has its own military doctor, but the Emperor is more thoughtful, she’s still a Han, and she’s weak, and we don’t use the same medicine as the Han, and we have a Han doctor to be safe in case the kite is premature.
When I took the doctor back, the whole camp was on fire. I had a hunch something went wrong.
When he entered the royal camp, where only a few of his close associates were present, there was nothing in the house, and after he sat faceless, he must have had a temper.
There was a man down in the middle of the earth, and there was a bloodbath, and We recognized it as an army of the North before.
She was lying in bed, and she had a big belly, and I looked at her and she laughed.
I stood by him in a state of shock, and I heard him say, “You really think I’m not safe from you?”
The kite closed its eyes and even laughed again, and she said, “I just gambled and lost.”
His Majesty went to her bed, where he saw as much disappointment as pain. He said only one thing: “Sanji is right, not one of us, and his heart is different.”
But I couldn’t care less about what they were saying, and I screamed, pointing at the blood on the bed below the kite, calling out to the doctor, and the kite was preborn.
When she gave birth, I was only able to find out that she had found from the royal army’s accounts a real army and a city plan, and that a former army of the North wanted to pass on the army and the city’s plan in exchange for a day.
She’s too much. The Prince can’t keep her out any more.
There were a lot of people watching her but me. Did she really think that the great prince would love someone without even his own country?
I looked far away at the son of the Grand Prince, the kite’s cry came out of the delivery room, and he sat there faceless and pale, holding in his hand the machete of the city’s plan, because it was too hard, and he fell a drop of blood on his robe, but he was unaware.
Shen had been in pain for three hours, giving birth to a boy — a stillborn child who had barely breathed.
It’s in the cradle the King himself made, like sleeping.
The Great Prince looked at the child for a long time, only far away.
In the end, he went to the bed of the kite and whispered to her, “The child looks like us, looks like you, looks like me, looks like my nose, doesn’t open his eyes, but probably looks like you. If he was alive, he would be handsome when he grew up.”
He said, “Did you do it on purpose? The child died.”
And the kite lay there in weakness, and his eyes looked towards the cradle, and she did not speak, and I saw a tear, perhaps a sweat. Who knows, fell down by her eyebrow, and fell into a pillow towel, silent.
The great prince extended his hand softly and pulled her face apart, and his hand slipped into her neck with his cheeks, with little force.
He said, “Have you ever been serious?” She didn’t talk.
The Prince’s hand was tightened a bit, and she was submissively closed to her eyes, but wondered why, before she suffocated, his hand was loosed. He stood straight and the hand that strangled her was shaking.
The kite coughed heavily, and it subsided for half a day. I saw her looking towards the great prince, and looked at him, and said nothing.
She didn’t say a word until the King turned away.
That’s the last thing they see.
I stood by her in the arms of the child and looked at her, and I said, “I hate you, Shen kite.”
In the end, she sheds a thin tear in her eyes, and she says: “Sanji, can you help me put this child on the banks of the Yellow River, and leave him in the air and let him go down and return to my homeland for me.”
I pushed the kid’s cradle and turned and left. Before I step out, Shen kite calls me.
And I turned my head, and looked at her, and she smiled at me, and she smiled pale, as though at first sight, as though the first spring had sprung in the twirling flowers of the branches, and made people want to put on a glass mask. But I won’t.
She looked at me and she said, “Sorry.”
I never knew why she was sorry to tell me, until a long time later, when she was all dusty.
Because she put the soldiers and the city’s plan in the cradle made by the Emperor himself.
When I put the children in the river, thousands of Shen’s soldiers were hidden beneath the river, waiting for the cradle to follow, for the soldiers in the cradle and for the city’s plans.
I don’t know when she contacted her brother, but I think she’s mean.
She knew that the Grand Prince had not given her any care and protection, that she had deliberately revealed that she thought she had been caught, but that the real soldiers and the city’s plan had been placed in her cradle.
From the moment she got pregnant, she had everything planned.
Count your heart, count your time, and she apologized to me because I put that cradle in the water.
I sent out the women’s real soldiers and city-guards.
I really hate her.
That night, the great prince asked her, heartbrokenly, whether the child had died on purpose.
She didn’t answer, but soon after we all knew it, it was her intention. She was a mean woman.
His Majesty was drunk for three days, and when I went to see him, he was drunk and fortunately was not there.
I saw him smiling in his pale face, and I looked at me and said, “Sanji, she’s a smart woman, isn’t she?”
I turned my head and pretended I didn’t see the depth of pain and suffering in his eyes.
7
A long time later, the Great Prince also died on the battlefield and was shot in the chest by the San brother of Shen Kei, who was the body of his body.
He lay down in peace and quiet, with a sealed crumbling around his neck. I knew it was the ashes of a kite.
After he burned himself, the next day he was ordered to burn her kite’s bones to ashes.
The family of Shen asked him about the remains of the kite many times in the field, and he said they had been fed to the dog, and only I knew that he had placed the ashes of the kite in the majestic fall, with his heart on it.
I don’t think the great prince likes a kite much, and a woman, who likes and forgets the day, is just too deep a wound to be forgotten and painful every time she remembers.
I still can’t help but think of the day when, in the middle of the night, the kite woke up screaming his name in a nightmare, as if it were her talisman.
Later in the evening, every great prince was absent and she needed to hold his robe in order to fall asleep.
So I couldn’t help but ask her, “Do you like the King?”
She did not speak, she was very good at silence, and she was very good at lying, and I did not know if she had loved the great prince, even if she had.
But it’s okay, they’re even.
Author: Drunk Gold.
Heading: “The Bad Day: Nine Songs”
filing number YX111YgXV10
Nan Bamboo Fang Ta and I broke up just now.
There was no particular reason, simply because I saw him bowing to the Sioux language when I returned to his office to pick up his cell phone.
And that mouth just kissed me 10 minutes ago.
One.
I was standing at the door watching them kiss, and probably both of them were into it and didn’t find me.
Breaking them is my cell phone ring.
Fantao saw me with his head. A pair of peaches had not yet faded in their eyes, and there was nothing on his face.
Sioux is my cousin, a highly skilled medical student who has just returned from the United States.
And Fang Tao was my boyfriend for four years.
After the crash, they didn’t say much.
Sioux just smiled and shouted a cousin.
I looked at her face like my three-point face, scrambled with no face, and then took her cell phone from Fang Tao’s hand, turned away and even helped them close the door politely.
Sioux saw Fang tawd his frown, didn’t speak and laughed.
And when I left, I bought a bag of mouthwash at a convenience store downstairs in the hospital, my favorite grape.
The cell phone rings. It’s called by the resident. It’s second.
I threw up my mouth and I went back to the phone, “Hello?”
“Professor Sue, a patient just arrived in a car accident and now has a fever of 38.5 degrees. What should we do with the severe tremors?”
I quickly threw out my water-washing bag and went back to the elevator, and I said, “Well, I know, I’ll give him some fluid, I’ll go up.”
The surgery ended at 10:00 p.m. and Fang Tao pushed the door in, and I did not lift my head to say, “Knock next time”.
He passed over a cup of coffee, and I looked at him in the face and took it without hesitation.
I dropped my phone and watched him sit across from me, waiting for him to speak first.
“Let’s go back first.” Fang Tao is still a gentle and gentle person, but there is no emotion in her eyes.
“Hmm.”
“She just got back, she can’t stay in a hotel, and she’s staying in my house temporarily.”
I opened my mouth and felt a bit dry, “Well, I’ll go to your house and get my stuff back.” I picked up my phone and started brushing it, and I saw the Gangnam Building suit with a little bit of unconsciousness.
“I’ll take you there.” Fang Tao, put down the coffee and get up.
I tried to say no, but I suddenly remembered that my car was going for maintenance, just for a ride.
After I went out, I looked at that cup of undrinked coffee and threw it in the trash.
But when I was sitting on the sidecarriage, I saw Fang-tao’s apparent hesitation, and I came back. I’m no longer fit for the sidecarriage.
But I didn’t get out of the car, and I put my seatbelt on and picked up my cell phone to continue with the previous lawsuit.
It’s the third big case this year. I was envious.
I thought I’d unwittingly stomp my shoulder.
“Is today a difficult operation?” Fang Tao put his hand on the wheel and one hand brought me a sugar in the car’s jacket.
I didn’t answer.
Two.
In the past four years, the van has never spared sugar, and he doesn’t even know that I sometimes have to perform surgery until morning to faint with low blood sugar.
The nightlight was on his face, and I was looking at him on my side, and I had no offensive face with some baby fat, and now it looks more mild.
That reminds me of the day he confessed, when he was a childish, but serious baby face. He said he liked me, said he’d take care of me for the rest of my life, and it made me feel like my heart was beating faster.
But now I look exactly the same face, and I feel cold.
In fact, I’ve done a lot of things for me over the years, and I’ve worked so hard to remember that I’m going out for dinner every year on my birthday, and I’m really in love.
I’m not. I think of Fang Tao’s serious face every time I hear it. His eyes are bright and others are fake. Only he really wants to be nice to me.
Fantao didn’t look at me, raised his hand with sugar for a while, saw me take it back without planning to take it.
I think I can’t see Fang Tao now, or I’ve never seen him.
He spoke with Sioux during the same period at the university, but then went abroad and broke up.
I know it’s because Fang Tao had no intention of covering it up and his phone screen wallpaper was Sioux. A young girl’s face and the sun’s smile will be infected for anyone to see.
When I was with him, he changed the screen, but then I accidentally saw his album kept. I didn’t say anything. I think I’d have to be a little bit older.
The car was parked downstairs in the apartment. I didn’t get out, he didn’t move.
I’ve been thinking for a long time, and I couldn’t bear to say it, “Fang Tao…”
“Let’s break up.” He interrupts me, “When Sue, let’s break up.”
I blinked like I was digesting what he just said.
His finger pointed at the wheel, and I never spoke, and the car fell into silence.
And I think of the plant on my desk, which is the first gift I’ve had from Fang Tao, and for the past four years I’ve always felt that it’s not old enough, that it’s always so small, that I’m afraid to feed it every day when I water it.
It’s like sarcasming me.
I feel so bored.
I want to get off. Think now.
So I didn’t hesitate to say yes, open the door and go upstairs.
I took the key out of the bag and I saw Sioux in the living room. I saw sarcasm in the eyes of Sioux.
And I stood still until the sound of the door came from behind me.
I went into the study and went to the bedroom again.
When I was back in the living room, I realized that I didn’t have much, two coats, a tablet, a warm cup, that’s all I’ve had in Fang Tao’s house for four years.
Fantao and Sioux sat on the couch and looked at me, and I wanted to laugh at that moment, because I suddenly found out that the scene was like I was being expelled from a foreign country and they were family.
Cousin, when I turned around, Sioux called me, “Do you think it’s late?”
Half an hour after Fang Tao and I broke up, Sioux made a gesture to me as a hostess.
I didn’t turn back, put the key on the box at the door, and took my case and left.
That day I came out of the snow, drunk and lost, and I smelled like I’d known it, if it wasn’t for mint, as if I’d seen something deep in my memory.
When Kogawa looked at me, he looked at me so deeply.
3
I don’t know if Fontao tried to avoid me, and I rarely met him at the hospital, but she met him in Sioux, and she was always smiling and calling my cousin, and I was just nodding.
However, she was very well advised that she had to spit in my ear 800 times a day, that she had not done the intubation and that she had not understood the veil.
“All I know is how to cry. I don’t know how she got here.” The snow bit the straw and spit on me.
“You remember the patient who had the accident?” The snow bit on the new straw, and said, “That’s the one who went out of your sleep and moved to our chest surgery, where she had her chest suture, and she had her chest sewn up to the next vein, which led to a new hemorrhage. God, the surgery that could have ended in five and a half hours was delayed by an hour and a half.”
The more hectic hectic hectic hectic hectic, he said, “I was close to two surgeries, and I almost missed the next one, so I gave Lin Qing the last hemorrhage, or I wouldn’t have been able to do the next one.”
“The best part is that after I said something about her, she cried to my face, and it happened that Fang Tao passed by.”
I listened, “What about the end?”
“In the end, of course, two people were scolded together.” Cheeky snow threw away the bottle, “When Fang Tao was with you, he was my friend, and when he broke up with you, he was just my younger generation.”
She suddenly stood up and said, “Sou’s son, I can tell you that you can only treat him as a younger generation, and don’t give up on him.”
I couldn’t stop laughing, “Of course, I understand that personal feelings don’t work.”
“That’s good.”
When I returned to the office, it was raining outside the window, and I stood and listened to the sound of the rain, reaching out and throwing the plant in the trash can.
Sweeping around, throwing away all the stuff in the house about Fang Tao, including the safe sign I asked for on thousands of steps.
The phone is vibrating, it’s Fang Tao.
“See you, I have something to say.”
I don’t know what else to say.”
“Yes, the central courtyard.”
When I arrived, I saw Fang Tao sitting on the bench, and the hair of the light-crazed sun was radiant, and when I came, I stood up and laughed at me.
“Go ahead. I’m gonna check the room in ten minutes.” I looked at my watch, and I was thinking about the patient I was going to check out today.
The smile on the side of Fang Tao’s mouth is frozen, “Sud time…”
“It’s time for work, and you’re supposed to call me Professor Sue,” I interrupted him, “I don’t care about hierarchies, but it’s a good time to be clear.”
I saw Fang-tao holding his hand tight and staring at him for a while, “I’ve been thinking a lot, and I just wanted to tell you today that I loved you before, and I really did. I know it’s my fault, but I hope it’s just between us. Don’t talk about it.”
I realized that, uh, so much was said to make it easy for me to speak Sioux.
This word of love is the second time I have heard it in my four years.
The first time he was drunk, when I sent him back, he grabbed my hand and his eyes were cloudy and told me he loved me.
Happy? Of course I was happy. I remember rubbing his forehead and kissing him with a smile before I left.
“Sioux is not an extraterrestrial,” I smiled, and I said, “If you look for refuge, you should look for Yuki, and after all, she’s in her room, and she won’t have trouble with it, so she can put away the white lotus face.”
I looked at Fang’s wrinkled eyebrows and said, “Well, it’s time for you to raise yourself, and the snowman at my house is good, and she won’t say anything if she just drags down the snow, but she won’t give up on her patient.”
“Please repeat the original to the Sioux language and say it was me.” I looked at Fang Tao’s mouth, and I looked at the time, and I said, “The 10 minutes are up, I’m leaving, Dr Fang. Bye.”
Turning around for two steps, I suddenly remembered the kiss I saw that day at the door of the office with Sioux, and then turned to see him again.
And I put my hands in my pocket, and I said, “Don’t ever use the word love to me again, and I can’t hear the least of it.”
Then turn around and leave without turning back.
I’m not going back, but when I go back, I deserve it.
My clean and honest love has already taken its toll, and the wrong times have taken root, and I don’t want to think about how to plant it.
I never thought I’d see Kogawa when I was passing through E.R.
“I’ve seen his medical history. It’s just an acute gastrointestinal inflammation.” “Oh, well, you don’t know how irregular it is to be a person in Yokokawa.”
Speaking of poking my shoulder again, “Did you and Kogawa meet later?”
I shrugged my shoulder, “No, you know, I can’t see him.”
I went to high school together, and then I went to medical school, and I went to law and politics.
“Sou-hour, it wasn’t your fault. You haven’t come out of the past years?”
4
“I know, but I can’t get through it.”
A few years ago, Kogawa’s mother was hospitalized because of a brain hemorrhage.
Before entering the operating room, Kogawa held my hand and asked me to cure his mother. His eyes were red, his body shivering, but I could not assure him, and I could only tell him to do his best.
As a result, the operation failed, and I watched her EKG as a straight line and as a personal death announcement.
I do not know the expression of my face when I announced it to Kogawa, but I remember his sobbing while he was holding me and his crying with his mother’s cold body.
All I remember was her pale lips, and all I remember was her cold body. She was only reminded of her presence at the door of the school when we were at school, of the light that came out of her eyes when she saw Kawakawa, and of the joy that she had on my back and said that he was lucky to have friends like me.
I couldn’t say anything at the time, but I wasn’t so familiar with Kiyuki at the time, but I couldn’t say anything else but laugh that he was popular at school and that he was nice.
After his mother ‘ s funeral, we never saw him again, and then occasionally heard from Chishio that he had left the country and heard that he had returned two years later.
Just, never again.
After the clinic, I took a look around the E.R. And I walked gently and put a bottle of milk next to him, and the man looked up, and a fox looked at me.
I’m in my head, I’m not talking, I’m gone.
Then I was forced to send him a porridge.
‘Cause Chishi said I was drunk the other day and I was sent home by Kawakawa, and I just wanted to punch her. I don’t drink much, because I know there’s a good chance that something goes on when I get drunk.
But I’m leaving him with a man!
I feel like a gentleman, but I’m still angry.
“Hey, I’m sorry. Next time I’m afraid, you’ll have to send him home. “I’m wrong, but next time I dare.”
I’ve been squeezing my mouth and I’ve been thinking about a porridge.
But when I really sat across the street from this man, I felt sorry for it and yelled in my heart 800 times.
The face of Kogawa and Fang Tao are just two extremes, not to say that they are violent, but they are disproportionate, and they must be said that they are well-suited to be lawyers and can be oppressive.
Like right now.
And he leans on the bed, a pair of foxes slightly picky eyes, black eyes can’t see his emotions, hands folding over his abdomen, and faces with no face appear a little smile when they see me.
But only a little.
He picked up the porridge and opened it.
I heard the first thing he said was to ask Chou-suk, “She went to a meeting, please, I sent it.”
“Do you buy porridge?” He tasted it, wrinkled it.
“Is it… what, what, not your taste?” I’m a little nervous, and I’m thinking that Kogawa’s position today is supposed to be good, and I’m afraid I’m not.
But he laughed, “No, I think it tastes good, thank you.”
“It’s okay.”
And then, as I was thinking about leaving, he grabbed my wrist, he used the hand that was hanging, he looked down, he didn’t know, “You broke up?”
5
The part caught on the wrist was burned.
And I had the next shock, and I laughed, “Yeah.”
He finally looked up and looked at me, black in the eyes of feelings I couldn’t understand.
I look like a needle in my eyes, “You rest, I’ll go first…” But I’m not finished, and he just pulled me a little closer.
I was scared, but considering that he was hanging, he had to bend down and ask him, “What’s wrong?”
“It’s nothing, just to ask Dr. Sue if he has time for dinner with you tomorrow… and Kiyuki, as a little reunion.”
I’m getting itchy with the heat coming out of my ears.
And I put up with it, and looked at him, and looked near, but the fox’s eyes were not as obstinate as they were, but the radon above revealed a temptation, yet the eyes were as dark as ever.
I’m lost in his skin and I can only say, “I’ll go back and see the arrangements, if I can talk to you.”
He smiled and noded and let me go.
I was so busy standing up, “Then you take a break and I’ll go.”
But when he turned away, he saw Fang-tao. He doesn’t look so good. He’s a little bit angry right now.
But now I’m not in the mood to care about him and then I’m gone.
When I returned to the office, I looked into the operation arrangements and asked for a good time, I told Takakawa that I would not be available until 9:00 p.m.
He’ll be back soon, simple and one-on-one.
The night surgery was not very difficult, four and a half hours later.
But this is Fang Tao’s assistant to me, and I can’t help it when he strips me.
“Dr. Fong, can you smoke? I can’t even see where I’m going.” Long surgery makes my neck sour.
It’s about sense of discomfort in my tone, and Fang Tao hasn’t spoken much, so he says, “Yes.”
When I got out of the operating room, I looked at my eye phone, and it was a little while before 9:00, and I was going to go back to my office and change and meet with Snow.
I took off the tummy and just put on the button, Fang Tao pushed the door in.
I frowned my hand off the buttons and turned to see him, “I told you to come in and knock first. Shall I teach you that?”
He saw that I was about to change, put coffee on the table, softly, “Sorry, I’m used to it.”
“What can I do for you? If it’s about smoking, go. I won’t take it outside. Just pay attention to yourself.” I poured a hot water out of the water machine without looking at the coffee he brought.
And Fang Tao didn’t care, and kept his smile on his face, “Sorry, I came to ask you,” and he hung around like, “What’s your relationship with Kokawa?”
I know Fang Tao saw it, but I didn’t think he’d go to see Kogawa’s name.
I looked up, “What does this have to do with you?” I tried to make him think we’d broken up.
But he still asks, “Your new date?”
I’m gonna laugh at that. I don’t know how he can say that.
But somehow, I’m relaxed, and I’m down and I’m drinking hot water, and, “Why, only if you do, don’t let me look?”
I don’t remember the moment I really intended to give up when I saw them kissing at the door of the office, or when I went back to his house to pack up and saw the dry tissue in the bedroom trash can.
Love in Fang Tao’s mouth, I don’t believe.
I saw Fang Tao as though he wanted to go forward, and I was on guard, but suddenly I saw Kokawa, who was not sure when he was standing at the door.
I’m stunned, and Fang knows that I’m looking back.
“What are you doing here?” I’m still asking.
Only the men at the door, with a cup of hot chocolate, and a pair of foxes laughing at me while looking at Fang-tao with some sarcasm.
“Ah, I’ll pick you up for dinner. Kogawa came in slowly and handed me the hot chocolate. I answered and said, “Thank you.”
“Anything else to do?” He looked at his eyes, and he blindfolded his sight and blinked at me.
And I held the cup, and it was not right to think, that the fox had a blind eye.
I looked over my head and I saw a bad face, and I felt kind of good, and I looked up to the fox’s eye, and I said, “All right, let’s go.”
He suddenly called me, “Professor Sue,” and I looked back and saw his eyebrow bending, as if his face had just been dark, “Professor, I have academic questions to ask you.”
I squeezed my fist, and I was just trying to talk, and I didn’t expect to be interrupted by Kogawa, and I said, “Sorry for this little friend, but I’m sorry for taking my shoulder.”
And then you just carried me away.
I didn’t see the sank face behind my back. I just felt very stiff.
I didn’t let go until I got to the hospital. I see you’re going to be on your own.”
When I heard his funny voice, I looked back, and the whole man was out of control, almost hit him and laughed, “Ha, ha, ha, let’s go.”
“Oh, really, what if Dr. Nasu thinks that I’m a new love compared to old love?”
The man laughed, and suddenly he stood up, leaning, and he approached me.
I felt like my face was about to burn, and I felt like this new party…
Six.
Stop. I can’t think. It’s embarrassing!
I ignored the men’s problems, the rigid tunnel, and I said, “Well, if snow doesn’t have time, we can meet again next time.”
After that, I’d like to punch myself. How can I talk?
It’s good to not say more, “I’ve set a place, so don’t waste it.”
I was relieved, and then I remembered the other day, “Well, I was drunk before and thanks for taking me home.” Actually, what I’m asking is that I didn’t do anything weird.
“You’re welcome, it’s just the way.” He’s quiet, he’s not angry or angry, and I guess I’m relaxed.
And I laughed, “Well, it’s still bothering you. I should buy you dinner.”
“Okay.”
I’m holding up.
We looked at him in doubt, and only saw his face.
“Next time, I’ll take the deal.” Suddenly he looked over my head and said, “God is serious.”
I should’ve said I was a lawyer, not at all.
And he smiled softly, “Okay, next time.”
The place for the meal was a Western restaurant, and I looked at the steaks the waiter brought up and opened my mouth. Tokugawa dropped the knife and fork and asked me, “What’s wrong?”
I took a quick look at him, “You’re not ready for gastrointestinal inflammation, you’d better eat something light, and you shouldn’t eat so late.” Speaking of the identity of a doctor who was not conscious,
Kogawa lost his smile and put his hands on his chin, “Well, it was my negligence to listen to Dr. Sue next time.”
I realized I said more than anything, “Sorry, I’m worried about your body.”
“Well, I know.”
I thought, “You won the Gangnam Building case before I congratulated you.”
He sips juice, and the narrow fox eye looks at me, and somehow, I find it strange.
I laughed, “A third case this year? How do you feel you haven’t failed?”
“How do you know it’s the third this year?” He’s dilated and curious in his eyes.
I don’t know how. See?
Tokugawa didn’t wait for me to answer, and he said, “Only the Gangnam Building in the three cases was hot, right? How do you know the other two?”
Yuen, Kokawa is a logical thing. I’m stinging in my heart.
“That’s how Dr. Sue looks at me.”
I smiled professionally, and I didn’t panic, and I said, “No, I did.” Of course not, but whoever has to leave him alone, then push the pot on her.
“Do you read my letter?”
I don’t care if he believes it or not, but seriously, I’m not focused on Kogawa, but I’m just going to go through the case of the firm where he works, and there’s a natural one. I remember it pretty well.
After dinner, Kogawa drove me home.
I looked out the window on the side of the road, and I noticed that he had seen me a few times, and when I came downstairs, I sat straight down, and I unzipped my seatbelt, and I said, “Thank you for bringing me back, I’ll go up first.”
I was trying to open the door, but I found it locked, and I held my hand and looked back in peace.
“Why don’t you invite me up?” He put his hand on the wheel and looked up.
And I looked at him, and I looked at him, and I looked down, and I said, “Maybe I made love to myself, but I wanted to say, “Let’s go to our friends.” I’ll try to breathe, one word at a time.
I’m over the age of thirty-three this year, and if I don’t, it’s best, if I do, I should put my head down in time.
Kogawa’s face is dark, obscure, I can’t see.
And when I thought I was going to stand still, I heard him laugh, “Well, who needs a friend of yours,” and I opened the lock.
I even got out of the car, and I forgot to say thank you. It’s like running away.
When I got home, I found something real, and I was thinking about what happened today, and I saw Ciccio calling me.
I told her what happened today, “Siki, think of me as narcissistic, but I just broke up, and I don’t want to be surprised.”
“Yes,” the saying, “Didn’t you like him before?”
It’s like pulling me back.
7
The former Kogawa, which was very common, had not been able to get rid of its cynicism, and a pair of fox eyes had come to form, far from being a fine young man with a little carelessness.
When did I like Kogawa?
It was probably when he saw him eating with rice on the corner of his mouth, or when he was on his way home, he was unconsciously protecting me and Ike on the inside of the road.
It’s like a spring rain, and it’s so quiet in my daily life. And the hearts of the young ones were hidden in their eyes for a while, and my eyes were swayed upon Kokawa.
I told Kiyuki about the love of a young girl, who did not tell Kawakawa, but often created an opportunity for us to be alone, and I carried with me a bit of twirling after joy.
It’s so obvious that he’s starting to get away from me.
It is not true that he was distant, but he became more silent and gradually became two, and he always had many reasons to leave first.
I don’t know if I’m smart enough, but I guess I put him under pressure or trouble.
It’s urgent, but she can’t do it, but I think I’m not the one who’s gonna beat the shit out of me. Maybe it’s better if I take this.
8
I took a leave of absence from the hospital, got up early, bought a bunch of flowers at the flower shop and took a cab to the cemetery.
This is the fourth year, and every year I come alone and very early so I can avoid crossing the river.
I went to the cemetery to see my mother, Auntie Lu. I don’t have a chrysanthemum because I’ve seen Aunt Lui smile at the flower shop.
As hot and pale as roses.
I put the flowers on the back of the tombstone as usual.
I didn’t say it was my fault, but I knew I was just a general doctor, and I tried to help people.
Everyone told me so.
I’m not going to accept death, I’m just thinking about the moment the tears fell on my hand, and I think I’ll never forget it. The tears were so hot that I felt heavy on his head.
The extraterrestrial surgery is a great risk, and I’m not a failure.
I’m sorry, I feel sorry, I feel sorry, but when I say “sorry” to Kogawa, when I see him waking up from a slow red eye to holding me in my arms, I don’t know how I feel, and I can only hear crying. All I can hear is the crying of Kokawa and the smile that Aunt Lu gave me before she went into the operating room.
I saw Kogawa again at the funeral, where I bowed my head, and I whispered to him, “I’m sorry,” and I didn’t dare look up and look at him.
And then I heard he was out of the country, and I was eating cherries, and I accidentally swallowed the kernel, but I tried to pick up the other one, nod my head, “Oh.”
I stood still for a while, reaching out to the dust on the tablet, bowing slowly and turning away.
When I came down the stairs, I saw the Kogawa car across the street, and the Kogawa that leaned by it.
9
I took a soft breath and looked at the fox’s eyes, and he had no face on his face, and the eyes were as dark as ever.
“Come and see my mom?” He went up the stairs and stood by me.
“Hmm.” I gently nodded.
“Let’s do that.” There’s no emotion in the faint voice.
I was going to say that I was there, but he looked at me, and I didn’t dare talk.
I’ve heard that one word before, and I’ve been very strong, but I’ve been a little confused since then, what if he was just a gentleman?
I didn’t swallow the spit and he went up again. It wasn’t until I put that rose in the back that I realized that he was not wearing flowers.
Kawakawa bends a few steps ahead and takes out the roses that I brought and puts them right under Aunt Lu’s picture.
I’m a little surprised and I’m a little confused, and he must know I put the flowers on the back for years.
He turned his head, “Let’s go.”
I’m freezing, noding. I thought it was weird to follow him down the stairs behind Kawakawa, and he said he looked like he was just looking at it, and he didn’t even bring flowers, but he didn’t ask me what happened here.
“Did you go to the hospital?” He suggested I get in the car, and I didn’t say no, and it was enough to say something once, and it wasn’t adult.
I was afraid I’d lie about going to the hospital after taking time off to fix moths.
“If you don’t make it to the front station.” I don’t think the firm’s that free, and he’s still their number one… no, sign.
I thought I was laughing and I was so busy.
He only looked at me, “On his way.”
“Huh?”
“I was just about to go to the hospital and check it out.” I snuck into his fox eye and suddenly felt less oppressive.
We split up in front of the hospital, and he smiled and said, “Bye.”
On the way back to the office, I thought about the smile of crossing the river before I left, and it was pretty good to laugh sometimes. Unfortunately, it didn’t last long. I just got my foot in the office and came back in Sioux.
“Custom, Fang Tao asked me to bring you this.” She smiled sweetly, in the middle of the movement, humbled herself, nothing but a name.
I took the papers and didn’t want to talk to her.
“It’s delivered. You go ahead.” I just said that and I saw Fang Tao standing at the door.
Sioux also seems surprised.
I looked around them.
“I’m sorry, Professor,” he said, “I’m sorry for coming in so slowly, but I didn’t get the papers ready, and I didn’t do it.”
I can’t believe I’m looking at the cold eyes of Sioux, though they’re not to me, they’re to Fang Tao.
And then I figured out, you know, they had a fight and then came to me for fun? Trying to get a sense of superiority from me?
I couldn’t help but think of it, and I broke up to deal with all this shit in front of me, and I looked up and I looked at the black side of the door.
I said, “What?”
Sioux and Fang Tao also saw Kogawa at the door, and they had different faces. It’s still a hot chocolate and a pair of foxes with smiles, like they’re watching something.
“What’s wrong?” I’m just a hard-on.
“I’m waiting for you to buy me dinner. He entered the room and placed hot chocolate on the document, whether intentional or unintentional.
And then he looked at the other two, and he stayed on Fang-tao for a while, “Oh, you,” and he smiled, and he looked at Fang-tao, “You’re here to ask Professor So?”
I was surprised to discover that the faces of the two men were blacked down at the speed visible to the naked eye, and that the eyes of the Sioux-speaking people were colder.
I look at the scene, and I know it’s shameful, but I just suddenly feel like it’s funny.
“Yes, but it’s time for work and you’re not going to take Professor Sue to dinner?” Fang Tao’s beautiful peach blossoming eye, and he smiles softly, but he brings some aggressiveness.
“How?” He smiled, and said, “I’m sure I won’t stop Professor Sue from working.” I’m not sure what I’m talking about.
And then he smiled, and he took the hot chocolate and put it in my hand, and he looked at me, and he kept it on Fang Tao, “Don’t you go?” You’re out early, you can go back to sleep after dinner.”
I’m not happy with that.
I got up and laughed, “Let’s go.”
Fantao tried to hold me back, and I avoided him, “I’m on leave. It’s my day off.”
By the time Kogawa and I got back in the car, I had to get out of that.
“What do you want to eat?” It’s 9:30, but I just want to finish.
While I am grateful to him for having found me back, I do not want him to enter my life as he wishes and openly.
“Of course it’s up to you.”
I turned around to see what he looked like, I don’t understand.
“Let’s go have breakfast. I know there’s a nice family.” I said, send him the address.
“You can go to sleep and call you.” He raised the temperature of the air conditioner and took out a pile of small blankets.
I looked at the blanket and didn’t say no. Coming out early to avoid Kawakawa, the result came upon me, and I groaned and closed my eyes.
It’s a good thing nothing happened this time, when I went back, I rejected the proposal to send me home.
“I can go home on my own.” I’m determined.
“Isn’t it easier for me to give you a ride? What if you run into a bad guy on your way home?”
“No, and you should go to work.” I’m not moving.
“The firm and your family are on their way.” He’s funny.
10
“What are you afraid of?” He smiled less, “I heard what you said the other day.”
I’m breathing.
“Just taking you home.”
In the end, I was moved by the fact that he did, as he said, just sent me home, but I didn’t think that I had been called downstairs by Kogawa in an hour.
I read:
“Come down, I have something to say.” His voice was so dull, it passed on to my ear. I ran to the window, and I saw the cars and people I knew downstairs.
“I know you went to see my mom…” He looked up at my window.
“Tashikawa.” I interrupted him, “You come up here, you know what floor it is?”
I know that as long as I meet him, I can’t get through to this, and it’s going to be all over us.
When he came in, he cleaned a room, and I followed his eyes, and I swept it.
Then I poured him a hot water.
He reached out, he sat lazyly on the couch, he had long legs twirling and he was calm in his black eyes. I sat over him and drank the water in my hands.
And finally he started by saying, “I know you’ve been visiting her every year for the last four years.”
I wasn’t surprised, I guessed it in the morning, but at first I might have been a little restless, but now I’m out of it.
It’s the first time he’s called me so seriously since he met, “She died not your fault.”
I was a little stunned, like I was outside the operating room the other day, holding my hand for me, holding me in tears on my back.
I fell red eyes and my fingers were cold.
I can say to him that I know, of course, even in front of anyone, that I am the only one.
Not in front of him alone.
“You know, my mom has severe depression.” Kawakawa dropped the glass and a fox looked at me.
Aunt Lu has depression and I know that I’ve read her medical records, but… isn’t that a long time ago?
Kogawa understood what I was thinking and said, “It’s a week before he got to the hospital.”
I remembered the smile that Aunt Luk smiled on me before she went into the operating room, and I couldn’t believe it was for a patient with a relapse into depression.
“I, I thought Aunt Lu was trying to comfort me…” I had my hands in my clothes and my voice was shaking.
“She didn’t have the will to live, she wanted to leave me,” and Nagakawa stood up and held me, “It’s not your fault she didn’t want to live.”
The tears fell.
“Do you know the last thing she said to me?” He wiped my tears with a tissue, and she said, “Let me not be difficult for you.”
I opened my little red eyes and I couldn’t believe it.
And then I fell into his arms, and I sobbing in pieces.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
I did not know how he felt when she said she was going to leave him, nor did I know what she felt when she met her son for the last time.
Aunt Lu wants to say sorry to her son if she has struggled and suffered.
She knew that she owed so much for her life, but she couldn’t live without her own thoughts, but she ended up swallowing her regrets and saying, “Don’t be hard on her.”
She has arranged everything for others, but not across the river.
Eleven.
He must have begged his mother not to leave him, and to take pity on himself, but he knew that he could not speak. Because he had seen too many nights of her mother ‘ s insomnia and collapse, saw her solitude in the dark, saw her with her eyes red and swollen, told him that he could not say anything to keep her alive for herself.
He did not want her to suffer any more, he could not help her and had to let her go.
I don’t understand any of this.
All these years, I don’t know.
Then I fell asleep crying and woke up at 5:00.
I looked out the window at sunset and I couldn’t look back.
Until the door was knocked, and then I watched the doorknob turn, and the foxes of Kawakawa came out from behind the door and showed a little smile, “Why don’t you wake up? Let’s just pack up and have some porridge.”
Why is he still here?
When I left the room, there were two bowls of porridge on the table and some snacks, and the cooks, who opened their aprons to me, sat in their chairs and waved me over.
I hesitated for a moment, and I turned my eyebrow, “Do you do?” Why is this man so familiar with my house?
“Well, sit down and have a drink,” he said with his eyes, “The last time you said I’d eat something light, I wouldn’t do anything else, I’d only cook congee.”
I’ve had a taste of it. It smells good. It’s my favorite scrawny porridge. I’m feeling better.
If there’s no ginger.
“Is it your habit to put Ginger in?”
“You got up early this morning? It’s heavy in the morning, afraid you’ll catch a cold.” I’m not a doctor.
“Don’t like it?” He’s holding on to his head and he’s messing with the porridge in the bowl.
“No, very much.”
The last time I went to give him porridge, that conversation was exactly the same.
Suddenly you want to laugh.
In fact, I did laugh.
The man on the other side of the porridge looked at me with a confused fox, until Kawakawa left, and we agreed not to mention it again.
“Bye.” He stood at the door and waved at me.
I don’t know why. I think he’ll see you soon when he says “good-bye.”
I smiled at him and whispered, “Bye.”
When I went to work the next day, the snow of the pool was so mysteriously chewing on my ears, “Is the porridge made by Kogawa good?”
I laughed, and I knew when I saw Kogawa’s phone page, it was definitely this little charlatan who told him I loved skin gravy.
“Oh, come on.” Snow shakes my arm.
“It’s okay.” I drank hot water and poured her a glass.
“Really?” She’s still on.
I said, “Why are you so interested in me and Kogawa?”
“Damn,” the snow of the pool exasperatedly apprehensively, saying, “I am small, but he is stubborn and he will not tell you anything.
12
“Do you remember when you told me you liked Kawakawa, and he became increasingly alienated?” She nodded at me and went on to say, “It’s not true that all of his reasons were false at the time, and there was something really wrong at home. Those days, Kogawa’s father found their home.”
“When he left so early, it was to guard against his father, or one day he didn’t come to school, and that day he beat his drunk father to hospital… That’s why he had to go to the University of Politics.”
“He said he would never forgive that man for his life. He was a lawyer for the protection of the injured.”
“He said that once the man comes out, he can send him in again.”
I’m listening, like I understand or I don’t.
In fact, I guess I knew why Kogawa had seen me disappear, that Yomo was a boy’s pride, that I knew about his family.
I lost my head, but it doesn’t matter what it is. It’s over.
Missing’s not coming back.
I haven’t seen Kogawa in days, and I don’t know if it’s a wish in my mind, but I’m confused that the barrier between me and Kokawa is loose.
When I came out of the operating room, I ran into Fang Tao, and I watched with horrors a gentle man without a beard or face.
Fang Tao saw my moment, and the beautiful peach blossoms shined.
What I used to love most was Fang Tao’s eyes, and in the radish eyes I saw the mountains, the lakes, the youth, the gentle moonlight, but now what is left of these eyes?
I’ll go around Fang Tao and find the snow. That’s not my moon.
I didn’t see the dark eyes behind me.
I never thought I’d see Kogawa again in the emergency department.
I frowned, “The gastroenteritis again?”
Kogawa saw me come in here and raised my body, and I pressed my shoulder, “Leave better.”
It’s about because of his illness, today’s Gokukawa’s inexplicable good behavior, he nods his head and lays down and a fox stares at me.
But without the oppression of the past, instead of the thin red of his eyes, which I looked at, I felt like a patient for the first time.
“Did you not eat well?”
He didn’t say anything. Shake his head and nod.
I didn’t know what he meant. I had to pour him a hot water first.
He’s down for a sip or nothing.
And I looked at it, and I said, “Then you take a break, I’ll go.”
Before I finished, I saw him holding my hand, and I leaned over to ask, “What’s wrong? What’s wrong with you?”
And he said, “I want to have porridge.”
And I was like, “Yes, wait for me.” And then he let go of my hand.
When I left the room, I realized that Kokawa was like a child. Despite this, I feel a little happier, and it is rare to see someone like Takakawa.
When I came back with the porridge, Kawakawa was sending a message that I was coming in, dropping down my cell phone, holding up a small table and sitting on a bed with his legs on it, like a little animal waiting to be fed.
I asked him, “Why didn’t you eat? There’s a tough case.”
He’s greasy, he’s not talking, and I’m so reminded that he’s asking too much, “It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay.”
“It’s about the Gangnam Building.” He breathed and left the porridge hanging.
“Isn’t that case solved long ago?”
“It’s Ryan who’s still upset.” He had a little breath.
I know Ryan, the rival of the Gangnam Building, the two.
I don’t get it, but I know I’m in a bit of trouble looking at Kogawa.
Suddenly, the phone rings, and I pick it up, and I frown, “Fan Tao?”
“Let’s go check it out. I’ll come right now.”
And We had hastened to say farewell to the river, and he nodded his head in a manner that We had neglected his hand as white as paper.
When I arrived at the scene, I saw only Sioux lying on the window and looking inside, and I looked at her, and I went to the computer to see the results.
Fortunately, it’s not too bad, because there’s a blood clot in the brain that’s a little big enough to crush the visual nerve and suddenly faints.
But how did you get this?
Soon after, he woke up, and I sat in my chair and I turned my head and asked him, “Have you ever fainted before? How long did it last?”
Fang-tao’s face was thin, and he didn’t even look at it with his eyes. “About a week ago, I passed out once, but I felt at the time that it was the reason I wasn’t resting enough and I didn’t go to check it out.”
“…is it serious?”
I laughed, “Not serious, just a clot.”
I think he’s a little relieved, but he’s still worried.
“Believe, I believe.” He said.
“Then you get some rest, and you’ll be notified of the exact time of the operation this afternoon. Call us if there’s a problem.” I told him I saw the Sioux language outside when I left the ward.
“You can come in and see him. He’s fine. Don’t worry.”
Sioux looked at me and noded my head.
I also turned back to my office to prepare Fang Tao for surgery.
At night, Kogawa came to my office to say good-bye, and I laughed at him, saying, “It’s always bad to come to the hospital after eating.”
He responded.
It’s time to get back to normal life, and I think it’s a bit of a shame, and then he asks, “You pick up today and hear you say Fang Tao is your ex? What’s wrong with him?”
I’m not surprised that he knows Fang Tao’s name, but he’s got a weird problem, and he’s like, “He’s got a blood clot in his brain that might have surgery.”
“It’s serious?” He’s looking away.
I finally heard something wrong, “It’s not serious, it won’t affect his life after the surgery.”
Having said that, I saw clearly that Kogawa was relieved and more confused.
I didn’t expect to cross the river with a black face.
I laughed, “It’s too late. I’m going to find Fang Tao, and I won’t send you.”
I heard that on the couch, and he looked at me in the face of my doubts, and he said, “I think I’ll have an accident when I get back on my own, and I haven’t eaten until you’re finished.”
I’m like, “What?”
I looked at him, I looked at him, he was holding his cell phone, and I remembered that he was a patient today and had no choice but to wait here, and I’ll be right back.
He’s a good nod.
I went out with satisfaction.
When he came to Fang Tao’s ward, he looked out the window, and the light on the side of the road was dark, and I couldn’t see his face.
13
I think I heard someone come in and Fang turned and smiled at me, and I got relieved.
The night before the surgery, it was important to keep the patient happy, “How do you feel now? Is there anything uncomfortable?”
Fang Tao shakes his head and laughs.
“Then rest and don’t worry.” Said I turned and left.
It’s just that Fang-tao suddenly grabbed my hand and looked at me with a bright peach eye, “Do you think you can stop loving the more…”
“Fan Tao,” his eyes now remind me of when he said he’d always be nice to me, “We’ve broken up.”
I promised him without hesitation.
He was a bit pale, and he kept asking, “I know, I just wanted to say if I could not like it…”
I interrupted him again, “I mean, from now on, I don’t care who I like anymore.”
Today, I slowly and firmly rejected him.
I don’t care if he really likes me before, whether he likes Sioux or regrets it. It’s none of my business.
I do not want to dwell on who is more wrong in this relationship, and it should end when it ends.
In the end, Fang Tao let go of my hand, and he lay down and I said, “Get some rest.”
When you close the door, you can’t wait to see it.
He took a look at the room behind me, and he said, “Look, it’s been too long since you’ve been back, and I’m coming for you.”
I nod, I don’t doubt it, “Let’s eat now.”
The eyes of Kawakawa were shining, “Okay.” Just a tail swinging.
I counted the time, pulled out my phone, called Chishik, “Hey, is it over? Come out for dinner.”
I put my cell phone in my pocket, pretending I didn’t see the fox’s eyes from the man next to me, and I didn’t even know I was talking.
The last meal was spent in Kogawa’s bitterness and in the soundness of Ikeki and in my absence.
The surgery was successful the next day, and when I came out, I saw the red eyes of Sioux, and I looked down and I didn’t talk.
It is not my duty to comfort them all the time. It is my duty to heal, but the Mother’s heart is not mine.
I’ll just say it once.
I’ve got a cold today, I’m on my way to get something to eat, and I’ll have a dinner with Yuki and I’ll have a reason.
At first I can still convince myself that something really happened, and then I couldn’t stand it.
Finally, once after he knocked on the door, I frowned him and cried, “Is the lawyer so empty?”
He sat on the sofa, “How’s it going? I’m tired.
I opened my mouth, “You said you heard what I said the other day.”
The sound is small but clear.
Kokawa’s water-drinking move is over, “I know.”
I feel a headache, “You…”
“But I told you, I don’t need a friend.” And the dark eyes of the transchronus looked at them, and the thin lips stained them with water.
14
I went too far to see him.
Because in his eyes, I saw seriously.
As in the past, Kogawa behind me finds reasons to come to my office, sometimes even with a computer.
He always brought me something, sometimes sugar, sometimes hot chocolate, sometimes dolls, sometimes cactus.
He said cactus is good for food, so I don’t have to worry.
I’m going to put a couple of sugars in my jacket pocket, and I’m going to have a couple of them in my pocket, and I’m going to open the window in the rain, and I’m going to blow the cactus, or I’m going to hold the doll on a rare lunch break.
I came back after that day, and I let him.
I didn’t see Kogawa in my office all day. I thought he was a little busy today.
But I saw Kogawa again in EMS, but this time it wasn’t gastroenteritis.
It was a car accident.
When I arrived, he was being rescued by an emergency doctor, and I saw him lying in his bed, and I had a red eye.
He’s got a soft, soft hair. On the forehead, on the forehead, on the side, on the chin, there was blood, and even black suits deepened the colour because of blood infiltration. His hands fell down by the bed, and his lips were almost pale as a result of his bleeding.
I felt my body was a little stiff at the moment, but I still forced myself to see the results of the examination in Takakawa.
I know what is most useful now.
He suffered a head injury as a result of a car accident, and his blood pressure has been declining and can only be operated as soon as possible.
Time is running out, and the few relatives in Kawakawa are not in the country and are unable to sign the consent.
The Head of Section is in the process of another operation.
After the emergency communication, I signed the name at the request of the Chief of Section.
Before I went into the operating room, I chewed a whole sugar, properly disinfected, and I took a deep breath in front of the door.
Dr. Blade is my teacher, Professor Song, and I volunteered for his help.
It’s good that it’s not so heavy. It’s that Kawakawa made a protective move when he was hit. The surgery didn’t last long, I even felt quick.
Kawakawa is in intensive care.
I was sitting next to his bed, thinking, why do I always see this man in the hospital?
My right hand stood up to my chin and saw the nose from his forehead to his thin lips.
The next day, Kawakawa was still awake.
I’ve been looking at him for the last two days, and I’ve been thinking about him a lot.
Kookawa was not very lively at the time, but he occasionally made fun of me and Ciccio, and he talked about the lame jokes he learned on TV.
I laugh at him every time I hear him, even though most times I laugh at him.
It’s only then that Kawakawa’s feelings of shame are rarely revealed, usually in the form of mouths, turning around, and occasionally looking at me and Jiyu, making sure we’re behind him.
I remember again when I saw him in the emergency room, covered in blood, but I didn’t remember what I was thinking, and I just remembered that I was scared.
I’m afraid of more than panic.
And We lamented a little, and beholded him by a glance, while he opened his eyes.
The stone of the heart finally landed.
The body recovered quickly, and subsequent examinations did not leave any after-effects.
He himself proved that physically, after all, on the fourth day of his awakening, he had already begun working in his bed.
I’m still visiting him every day.
“Did you sign the surgery book?”
I nod my head. I just wanted to explain to him.
“As your girlfriend?” A pair of foxes slightly picked out.
15
The following week, Kogawa was forced by me to stay at his house, and he offered to do it with great joy, in exchange for videotaping with me every day.
I promised to watch him eat and take his medicine.
Kogawa looked busy the other day, and he was on the computer every time he was on the video, and I saw a few words about the Gangnam Building, and I thought it might have something to do with the last case.
A month later, Yukawa recovered his wounds.
“Come on, I know a nice fish soup.”
I’m the one driving. I parked across the street and I was going to walk with him.
When the light was red and green, someone hit me, and I went ahead and got me.
The passersby apologized to me and I laughed back.
I’m going to thank Kogawa.
He moved his hand from my arm to the bottom, held my hand, and I earned, I didn’t get off.
I looked up to see him.
But he looked up, and he said, “There are too many people, I’d better hold you.”
My finger swung a bit, and I realized he was even tighter.
I didn’t move anymore.
At night, as soon as I was getting ready to leave, I got a call from Takakawa, “hours, can you pick me up?”
“You’ve been drinking?”
The guy over at the phone softly answered.
I couldn’t wait to question why he died of the anger that happened to be drinking, and when he was on the sofa, I took Kogawa with his colleagues, with his profound eyes.
I tried to take him back to his house, and he got in the car and got confused, couldn’t find his home address, and finally took him back to his home.
It’s a good thing people are confused, but they’re not drunk.
I took him to bed, I stretched out my hand and took off his coat, and he twisted and he wouldn’t let me.
I laughed and strangled his cheek in a bad way, and he was about to eat pain, and I finally opened his hand, and I took the opportunity to take off his coat and went to the bathroom and took a wet towel to wipe his forehead.
And then he opened his eyes and whispered, “Soo-hour.”
His eyes were clear, and I even wondered if he was really drunk.
He suddenly had a glass of water in his eyes. I was scared. Why would he cry?
“Sour hours. Sour hours. Sour hours…”
He shouted and I answered. And then I felt like I was gonna get yelled and he stopped.
But still looking at me, I think I’m about to end up in these eyes, covered in tears.
“Sour-hour,” he held my hand like he grabbed something, “Can you… like me?”
“I like you so much.”
It’s pitiful and pitiful, and it’s a little drunk and crying.
I’m sure I’m watching Takakawa.
We were so close that I could even smell the wine on him and smell like mint.
It reminds me of the mints he always gave me.
Clear and cool, like right now.
I groan, lean.
One kiss fell to the corner of the mouth of the Kawakawa and another to the nose of Kawakawa.
Finally, I gently kissed his eyes.
I can even feel the tremors of his eyelashes, and I can hear the beating of his heart as fast as I can, but I don’t know whether it’s mine or hiss, or ours.
I know, I wavered.
At some unknown moment.
I’m not an old man. I’m the only one who’s done it again and again.
Sixteen times.
I’m Takakawa.
I’ve got a little hair, called Chishik.
One day as a child, I waited for her, and she was so excited that she pulled a little girl to introduce me as a very good friend.
I don’t care.
I politely greeted her with the soft voice of the little girl.
“My name is Su-Shou.”
After that, the two of them stayed together, and I ended up in a threesome with the two of Jiyu’s men.
Qi Xue likes to play around every day like a little sparrow.
It’s like, “Do you think this dress looks good?”
And then it’s, “Sue Hour, let me see your homework.”
And then again, “Sou-hour, we’ll clean you up today.”
Sioux Hours was the nickname she had been given, and she thought it was interesting to call it Hours.
Me too.
Sue wasn’t as fun as she was, and every time the pool snowed on her, she was always smiling.
I don’t understand.
Is Sue so patient with everyone?
I don’t have a lot of time with Sue, but at best I’ll say hi in the hallway and nod each other at the mail and delivery.
There is nothing else.
I don’t get it.
Sue seems to have no passion for the snow.
I don’t care.
After a long period of time, when I found out that Sue didn’t like to eat, clean up, that the pool snow was always messing up, that she had no choice, so I watched them play in silence, cleaned up quickly, came home from school, and I was with two little girls, and I looked at her long ponytails, and I was unconsciously walking to her side, and I let her walk down the road.
Although we haven’t talked much since then, I can always see her in the crowd.
She always smiles shallowly, and sometimes her eyes turn into moon teeth. I think she looks like the moon.
Then Su-Shou and Ji-suk always whispered into their ears and looked at me from time to time, which I could not describe.
I’m nervous every time.
For some time, Qiwei was always absent from our three-person activities for all kinds of lame reasons.
The atmosphere between me and Sue becomes quiet when snow is gone, and I can feel that her eyes are always stuck to me with joy.
I’m confused that Sue probably liked me.
I’m kind of happy to think about a chance to talk to Sue.
But before I could find a chance, my mom and I found our new home, and he was on his knees begging for my mom’s forgiveness.
So I left early after school for a long time, and the man went back.
When I returned to school, I saw the girl with her eyebrow bends, only this time, and she didn’t stick her eyes on me.
I began to wonder if it was because I was too late to find a chance to confess to her, to keep her waiting too long and to be patient.
I wanted to go to her and get close to her, but I was suddenly afraid I’d become that man.
So I dare not approach.
Once again, we return to the original.
The two of them went to the medical university, and I chose the university.
When I went to college, my mother and I moved out of the same place, when she was already depressed, and I was running around every day between my studies and my mother’s condition.
Sometimes I think of the girl when I open the window at night and look up at the moon.
I’m still in touch with Kiyuki, and she finally learned about it. I asked her to keep it a secret. She promised me.
She knows who I really want to hide.
In the few conversations I’ve had with Ji-suk, I’ve been knocking on the side and asking about Sue.
I heard everything went well with her.
I’m happy for her too.
After graduation, I went to a small, well-known firm, took on some cases, got a good job, got some fame.
When I saw Sue again, I was in the hospital.
My mother’s brain was bleeding, and I didn’t find out until I got to the hospital that she was working here, an extraterrestrial professor.
I’m like a drowning man who caught the trust, and I grabbed her hand and asked her to heal my mother, but I know very well that comfort is nothing but a glass of water.
Because my mom doesn’t want to live.
I guess she’s about to take me away.
And in the end, she just said, “Don’t be hard on that girl.”
I know she was talking about Sue.
I don’t know when she met Sue, or what she thought.
Until Sue came out of the operating room and he looked down and said, “Sorry.”
I held her in a tremor, knowing that my mother had no will to survive and that I was ready to convince myself, but when I heard it, I cried.
I haven’t seen Sue since.
I went abroad and came back.
When I got back, I heard from Ciccio that Sue was in love.
It doesn’t feel like it. After all, she’s so good.
One time, Sut Weibo updated a picture of the moon that she captured.
I’m happy for her, but I didn’t dare.
And then I met again at the bar, and I looked at her frowning drunk, and Snow came to tell me that Sue broke up with her four-year-old brother.
I didn’t say anything. I sent Sue home without saying anything.
She was different when she was drunk and at peace, and she was so tender and rolling that I had no choice but to please her.
It was midnight when she fell asleep.
I sat in the window and looked at her in peace, and I gave her the covers and left.
Then I thought, now that she’s broken up, can I try?
I guess I didn’t have to be with her. I just wanted to be close to her.
Chishik told me she told Sue about it. I was nervous. I waited for Sue to react. So I went to see her every day.
Fortunately, she wasn’t afraid of me.
When she went to see Fang Tao, I followed him on purpose, and I knew he pulled Sue out of the door because he saw me, and he asked if Sue wouldn’t like me.
I’m waiting for answers.
But at least she didn’t say she didn’t like it.
It wasn’t an accident.
On my way to the hospital the other day, it felt like someone was following me, and I was afraid that they would follow me to the hospital and follow me to Sue.
So I stopped looking for her.
It was later known that it was Ryan’s men who wanted to dig me up with the secret of the Gangnam Building.
I didn’t say yes, so there was the accident.
But fortunately, the accident was actually my job, along with the father of Jiyu.
I didn’t expect to scare Sue. I feel guilty.
I wasn’t that drunk that day.
It’s probably booze and guts, and I’ll ask Sue if he likes me.
That night, I called her a whole dozen times, like a nickname for years when I couldn’t say anything.
While waiting for the trial, my heart is in the eyes of my voice, perhaps overstretched, to the point that I cannot recover my physical tears.
Fortunately, she kissed me.
At that moment, I wanted to tell her, Sue–
You don’t have to catch the moon. You’re the moon.
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Keep your eyes on the road.
