The husband’s ex-girlfriend has cancer.
I paid her anonymously, but I was found.
The husband threw the card in my face: “We are married. What is your problem with taking money to humiliate a dying man?” I’m sorry.
I watched him quietly.
“You asked me to marry you, Zhou Yi. I’m sorry.
One.
The day Zhou Yi’s ex-girlfriend got cancer, it was our anniversary trip.
I packed my bags and asked Zhou Yi for his opinion: “Would you like to take the ink green tie?” I’m sorry.
And he stood there, looking straight at the starter screen, as if he had lost five feelings.
Zhou Yi?
I cried again, and he looked up and looked at me like a dream.
“…Sujan. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Sou’s dying. I’m sorry.
After that, he didn’t look at me again and turned and walked outside the door.
He’s walking fast, like he’ll never see that guy again.
By the time I went to the hospital, Zhou Yi had found Soyu in the ward.
He looked down and turned over her report and asked her, “When?” I’m sorry.
In the bed of the patient, Sou-young stomped into a small swarm of paleness, almost transparent:
“The doctor said it’s too late to cure last month.”
She saw me standing at the door, and suddenly she cried:
“I’m sorry, gentle sister, I didn’t mean to disturb your marriage, I was just too scared. I’m sorry.
“I’m 24, I don’t want to die…”
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At this point in time, it seems too important to mention the anniversary trip that was agreed for the absence of a honeymoon.
So We looked down, and said, “Let me see if there is anything I can help.” I’m sorry.
“No need. I’m sorry.
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I looked back before I left, and the ghost sent away.
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Sue’s little face was on his shoulder, closed his eyes and tears seemed to be running out.
“I only have you. I’m sorry.
She murmured and said, “I have nothing but you. I’m sorry.
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It seems that they have never been like one another, nor have they been separated.
I look at this scene, and there’s nothing I can do about it.
In front of death.
A healthy, still alive person has no emotions.
Two.
Zhou Yi and I were young and in love since I was 16.
Then something changed in my home and had to send me abroad.
I broke up with Zhou Kei because the time was uncertain.
He was so angry that I didn’t trust him that I wouldn’t love another country, that on the day I left, I came to the airport with red eyes: “Ai, I’ll be waiting for you.” I’m sorry.
“No matter how long I wait for you. I’m sorry.
Because of that.
In the hardest days, I’ve survived by myself and spent three years on the original five-year course.
But when I returned, Zhou Yi had a new girlfriend.
A small, but beautiful girl called Soo-yeon, was his classmate.
It was said that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi gave his life for two years without reservation and that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zi gave his consent to be with her.
When we returned home, our friends from childhood to age met once, and someone mentioned Soju:
“She followed him wherever he went, drank with her, woke up with her, and got sick and gave her porridge. I heard we had a party today. She wanted to come. I’m sorry.
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“Yes, yes, I forgot, now that you’re back, it’s time to draw a line with her. I’m sorry.
I took a look at Zhou Yi, and he didn’t look at me. He looked down on the phone screen, and he was cold.
The party wasn’t very pleasant.
Zhou Kii asked if he wanted to take me home, but I could guess he didn’t really want to send me that way.
So I was silent: “No, I did not drink, and I drove.” I’m sorry.
He’s like a relief, driving away.
It took me a long time to know that it was Sue’s birthday, and she was sitting at the top of the Ferris wheel, and she sent a laughter picture with a cake.
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3
Upon return, half of the luggage was packed in the bedroom.
And I picked up one piece of the clothes in the box and put it in.
It’s got an electric razor in it. It’s a little old. It’s bright.
Then who sent it, the answer is clear.
I looked at it for a while and put it in the drawer.
After dark, Zhou Yi finally returned.
His eyes were covered in blood, and his eyes were slightly red, and his eyes were pale and blue.
I greeted him and looked at him: “The plane ticket and the hotel have been withdrawn.” I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“At Mom and Dad’s end of the week, I’ll tell them I promised I’d bring something. I’ll buy more when I leave the country. I’m sorry.
I’m just calmly talking about the end of the trip.
But Zhou Yi suddenly got angry.
He looked me in the eye, and he said, “That’s a small thing to tell me. I’m sorry.
I stopped for a second.
Somehow, all of a sudden, I remember years ago when we were in love.
We were in the same high school, not in the same class.
I got in trouble with the girls in the class and managed to reach their parents, and after school, I was stuck in the equipment room by a few people who were more angry.
I’m used to doing things myself because of the character I’ve developed since I was a child, and I didn’t tell Zhou Ki.
But he got there and drove the girls away for me, and he looked at me like, “Why didn’t you tell me about the trouble?” I’m sorry.
“I can handle it alone. I’m sorry.
“But I’m your boyfriend! I’m sorry.
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And now he tells me…
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4
“I’m sorry, Lian, I’m a little upset. I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath: “I’m going to take a bath.” I’m sorry.
When I came out of the bathroom, Zhou Yi was not in the room.
I found him smoking on the second floor balcony, one after the other.
Zhou Ki is not a smoke addict.
He and Sue had a big fight and proposed to me shortly after they broke up.
That day, Su-Yu was at the proposal scene.
She stood pale and cried so badly that Zhou Yi saw and said nothing.
It was only the middle of the night that I woke up and found him smoking on the balcony, staring at the nightlight in the north, a few faint stars.
In that direction, it’s the highest Ferris wheel in the city.
Like last time, I didn’t say anything.
I don’t know if it’s cold and I woke up the next morning and my head broke.
I had migraine headaches, and Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou ran out of the bathroom and walked to me, and it was so dark.
“Where’s my razor?” I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou caught my wrist before I could open my mouth.
“Where’s my razor?” I’m sorry.
And he asked again, and he grabbed my hand hard and great, and I took a breath of pain.
“…in the nightstand drawer. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi didn’t say a word. Turn around and find the razor that Sue gave him.
I threw a red-haired wrist, turned my head over the painkillers and swallowed two.
The cancer that came upon Soo had taken away all of Zhou’s heart, so he was not able to take care of my headache.
Yeah.
It’s just a small, insignificant problem.
At least for him.
Zhou Yi didn’t go to work the next few days.
He contacted everywhere, almost all the top oncologists in the city.
The conclusions they gave him were the same.
Sue’s cancer has reached an advanced stage and any cure can only prolong her life.
Every time this result is confirmed, the pain on Zhou Yi’s face increases.
In the evening, I drove home from the company and ran into Zhou Yi and Soyu in the yard.
A little thinner than the last time she met, she replaced her blue-and-white dress with a red hammock and was sitting on a swing in the yard.
The golden light of the sunset lays down a little warmness on that little bloodless face.
And my husband, Zhou Yi, was kneeling before her on one knee, putting lipstick on her pale lips.
I sat in the car and watched it quietly.
That moment, I can’t help but think.
Perhaps Zhou Yi’s greatest regret in his life was to marry me.
5
I sat in a bar nearby until midnight, and Zhou Yi finally remembered me and called.
Liang, where are you?
If you don’t wait for me to answer, the sound of the band playing is on the phone.
“I’ll pick you up.” I’m sorry.
When he came over, the band had finished the last song and left.
I sat in the corner, and there was a glass of Mojito on the table.
Zhou Yi stood in front of me, and the dark lights hit him in the face, and it looked so cold:
“Why are you drinking here alone? I’m sorry.
“Not drinking. I’m sorry.
I said, “Just order a drink and sit and listen to the song. I’m sorry.
Listen to me. Zhou Yi looks better.
He grabbed my hand, “Go, go home.” I’m sorry.
When I got in the car, I smelled a familiar disinfectant.
Apparently, he finally remembered me when he returned Sue to the hospital.
So I said, “What’s going on with Sue?” I’m sorry.
In fact, after learning of her condition, I have kept an unacknowledged silence in front of Zhou Yi these days, which is the first time I have mentioned it.
He could not help but say, “No good. I have arranged for the best doctors to treat her, but the situation is not encouraging. I’m sorry.
It was like he realized it was inappropriate, and he added:
“Lian, don’t get me wrong. I just feel bad about her. I want to make it up to you. I’m sorry.
That’s true.
I’ve heard from friends in the country that Zhou Yi has been bad for Sue.
Six months after I left the country, Zhou Yi met Su-yeon.
Since he helped himself to solve the problem, Zhou Yi was greatly grateful to him, which quickly evolved into a love for young girls to flourish.
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He was finally moved.
But even when you’re in love, you pay more.
Thinking about it, I’ve been spitting for a long time.
She’s dying. I’m sorry.
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This living, healthy man will pass over my entity in the face of the invincible.
That is why I am so weak.
Even Zhou Yi is my husband.
Even if I was his lawful partner.
Next drive, no word.
When I went home through the courtyard, my consciousness stopped for a second before the swing.
Zhou Yi asked me later: “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I shook my head: “Nothing. I’m sorry.
Good eye.
Six.
When I proposed to go to the hospital with Zhou Yi, his first reaction was to keep an eye on me.
I pretended not to notice: “Can’t I?” I’m sorry.
After a few seconds, Zhou Zhou Zui responded: “Yes. I’m sorry.
It’s probably the recent treatment that worked well, Soo-yeon looked well, met and talked, and she suddenly suggested that she wanted to leave the hospital.
“I know I can’t really be cured, but in the last few months of my life, I want to live as normal as possible, okay?”
She looked up to Zhou Yi.
How could he refuse.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zi put forward the idea of putting Su Zhou in his company and immediately shook his head and refused:
“No, no, no. That’s the back door. I’m looking for a job on my own. I’m sorry.
Unsurprisingly, Zhou Yi found me.
“I’ll pay her salary. You don’t have to make arrangements for her. It won’t affect you. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but say, “What do you think I am? I’m sorry.
He’s just a little bit.
“But she’s sick.” I’m sorry.
Yeah, she’s sick, cancer, dying.
So what she’s gonna do, we’re all gonna have to do it unconditionally.
In the long run, I turned out a business card from my bag and handed it to him, to put it down:
“I’ll give you the person’s contact, you put her in the résumé and follow the normal interview process. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi didn’t pick up the card.
He just looked at me like he knew me the first day:
“A gentle word against a dying man, you scare me. I’m sorry.
Until Zhou Kei went far away, I was standing still, still moving, and kept my last breath of dignity.
Until a little girl came up behind me and slapped me on the shoulder, whispering in my ear, “Sister, your pants are dirty.” I’m sorry.
I looked back and thanked her.
In fact, when I got up in the morning, I felt my back was sore, and when I was in the hospital hallway, the physiology period had already come ahead of schedule.
Zhou Yi’s thoughts were all about Su-yeon, and I didn’t even notice that I went to the store to buy a sanitary towel and went to the bathroom.
Many years ago, when I first had my period, it happened to be a mess at school, or did Zhou Kei go to school to buy me a sanitary towel and take off his uniform and tie me to my waist.
But that’s only 14-year-old Zhou Yi.
7
I asked the assistant to look into some of the things about Sue.
It’s not that different from what I imagined, that she’s a sad person, that she doesn’t love her parents, that she’s been living in poverty, and that Zhou Zhou is the only light on her.
Without Zhou Yi’s help, she might not even be able to pay for cancer.
So I asked my assistant to pay Suyon Kari in her family’s name.
Not letting her into my company is the bottom line of my engagement.
Give her that money is the same pity.
It’s just that I didn’t think Zhou Kei had it figured out.
That night, I came home and just turned on the light and saw him standing outside the door, a few steps away and looking at me faceless.
I’m a little surprised, “Is it this early today?” I’m sorry.
To answer me, it’s a bank card that’s thrown over my eye.
A little sting spreads from the temple, and then the pain grows, and even the fingertips shrink.
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“I didn’t…”
“When you were a child, you had a rich family, went to the best schools abroad and went home to your company. I broke up with her, I asked you to marry me, and I came all the way to this day, and you didn’t need anything, but she didn’t have anything! To humiliate her would that make you more noble? I’m sorry.
I closed my eyes.
Countless images, slides flashed through my head, like a broken movie.
Zhou Yi. I’m sorry.
I tried to keep my voice calm, but I took a shiver, “You can’t talk to me like that. I’m sorry.
You can’t.
Zhou Yi let go of my hand, step back, look at me, seems to say something.
But that’s when his phone rings.
Take out the name of Sue on the screen.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhi changed slightly, without hesitation passing by me and opening the door.
I looked at the wall’s wall, and I pressed my hand at the end.
Increased pain.
8
After that night, Zhou Yi didn’t come home for days.
He never contacted me, but I still knew that it was Sue’s condition that worsened and that she was in unbearable pain, so she called Zhou Yi crying.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou, who had been standing in front of me at any moment, chose to find her without hesitation.
I went to a very far-off hospital for a full-body checkup, and the doctor told me seriously:
“Mrs. Wen, you have to let your emotions out properly. It’s good for you. I’m sorry.
I’ve been quiet for a long time.
“Thank you, but I have no one to vent. I’m sorry.
Who can tell?
In the three years abroad, the worst of all, I was in a coma with a stomach hemorrhaging and taken to hospital by unknown classmates.
The hospital was discharged from the hospital by way of a small street, unfortunately in a street gunfight, with bullets slashing into the waist.
I’m used to someone, and that’s when Zhou Yi and I broke up.
When he returned home, he was already surrounded by Sue.
I can’t even say that.
Indeed, he promised Zhou Yi’s proposal with a little self-interest.
Because of the countless nights that are going to last, I thought of the young man who was awakening at the airport, who said he would wait for me all the time, and who had already dried up, would have had a little courage.
While I was thinking about the past, I slowly walked out of the hospital door.
Suddenly, a man stood in front of him.
Look up, it’s Zhou Yi.
He’s staring at me, and he’s so cold, and he’s got a panic in his voice: “What are you doing in the hospital? I’m sorry.
I waited for two seconds and suddenly I reacted.
He was afraid I was like Sue.
So I laughed, “A medical checkup. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi didn’t believe it, so I had to hand him the medical report from the bag.
The one from the psychiatrist alone.
In terms of data, my body has no major problems.
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“What is this? Why have I never heard you say that? I’m sorry.
I said, “Oh, while abroad, there was a gunfight, a little wound. I’m sorry.
When you get in the car, Zhou Yi’s eyes are cold as ice.
I feel like I can’t help but look at the scenery back out the window for a while and decide to say two more words:
“Don’t worry, I’ve got my own body. I’ll have a medical examination every year, not with Sue…”
“Why didn’t you call me?”
He suddenly interrupted me and then he stepped on the brakes, parked the car on the side of the road and pulled the seatbelt on me.
I know, he asked for a medical examination today.
So he looked at him very calmly: “Is it not that Sugisu’s condition was unstable these days? I’m sorry.
Referring to Soyon, he saw a little bit of complex emotion.
Like jealousy and anger.
But in the end, the subject fell on me, except that the voice was not so strong:
“You should have told me when you were so hurt, Lian. I’m sorry.
This time, I really laughed.
“When I was wounded…”
I paused a little, “It should be the day when you were finally moved by Su-Yu and promised to be with her. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi, after taking out the bullet, I saw your tweet on the bed. I’m sorry.
9
Zhou Yi’s attitude towards me suddenly became passionate the following days.
Apart from the life of a man and wife, even every day I leave the company, Zhou Yi’s car is waiting downstairs.
Quiet, like 18 years old.
There was nothing between us but pious and passionate love.
I kept thinking and guessing in my heart and finally told him:
“You don’t have to feel guilty. It was half the world, even if you knew. I’m sorry.
Zhou Zhou Ziu’s original smile just disappeared.
He took a deep breath: “I am not compensating you. You’re my wife. We’ve only been married for over a year. It’s normal. I’m sorry.
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It’s from Sue.
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I asked him, “How’s Sue? I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi smiled, “Does it matter to me?” There’s plenty of people who want to take care of her anyway. I’m sorry.
I think if he looks in front of the car right now, he’ll find it upside down and his eyes are full of burning jealousy.
I soon realized why.
At the end of the month, I went to visit a senior resident who happened to be in the same hospital as Sue.
I saw her sitting on the bed in her sick uniform, with her skinny, scrawny hands and dialling the number over and over and over when I passed by the door of Sue’s ward.
By the bed, a young man in a black baseball cap.
He swept me through the door with his dark eyes and softly said to Sue:
“Stop fighting. After all, he’s married and he has to go back to his wife. I’m sorry.
Give, you have me. I’m sorry.
As he had not heard, he continued to dial Zhou Yi’s phone, weeping and whispering:
“Don’t ignore me, Zhou Yi, you said you’d be with me the last time. I’m sorry.
I admit that moment, I envy her.
Because I’ve never had a choice because I’ve been on a course.
By the time we got home, Zhou Ki had dinner ready.
And I said, “She looks like she’s thin again today.” I’m sorry.
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The sight was like a sharp knife that raised me from my own paralyzing dreams.
And I laughed with cynicism: “Easy, I’m not going to trouble her, I’m just passing by when I see someone else. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t mean that. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi said, avoid my eyes.
Perhaps to compensate, he offered to go out on a date next month for his birthday.
“Go to the 12 o’clock night movie, two in a row, then go to the beach and watch the sunrise. I’m sorry.
I should have said no, but he looked at me so closely, and the plan that he put forward coincided with our 16th birthday.
I was dying to breathe.
Even though Zhou Kii did not know what was going on, he was acutely aware that I was in a bad mood and in the middle of the night he came to knock on the window and took me away.
We watched two films together, The First Love of the Little Business and Roman Holidays.
At the end of the film, it was slightly white, and Zhou Zhou Zhou cycling with me on the ring road, and finally parked on the edge of the cliff, and the gold of the sun came out of the sea, and he confessed to me.
But that was a long time ago.
Long enough he had to take me back to these things to get back the details that were scattered in his memory.
So I promised.
I said good.
Like a 16-year-old night.
10
Even if it’s the same movie, it won’t get back to where it was.
It’s like when I’m with Zhou Kei, I always remember the past.
That means that he is only now and that he can no longer balance my love with my disappointment.
I just couldn’t help thinking about the time he held me back and wouldn’t let me fall.
When I realized that, I focused on Zhou Yi.
He wasn’t watching a movie, but he was very restless.
Sometimes the cell phone is taken for a look and put back like it was stabbed.
I Quietly reminded him, “Someone called you in a tremor. I’m sorry.
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Poor and funny, I really believe that.
At the end of the film, Zhou Kiu called Su-ju on the twenty-eighth call, and there was a desperate cry: “Chou Kiu is really sick. I’m sorry.
“I spit a lot of blood. Am I dying, Zhou Yi…”
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Then he never came back.
I waited long and long in front of the private cinema, which was remote but very close to the sea, and finally called Zhou Yi.
He turned it off.
Hang up the phone, and I found out that Sue was here to apply for my Twitter friend.
I passed.
She sent several messages soon.
“I’m sorry, Wing. I know it’s your birthday. I’m sorry.
“I just, I just wanted to prove my importance in his heart. I’m sorry.
“You are the white moon of Zhou Yi, and no matter how good I am to him, I will not shake your place in his heart. But now I’m sick and dying, so let me be a mean woman for once. I’m sorry.
White moonlight.
White moonlight.
That word is disgusting.
There’s a violent mood in my heart, and I haven’t had a chance to answer, and suddenly there’s a hand on the side, and the big force pulls me into the alley.
I fell on the ground with my skirt and my knees and elbows rubbing rough ground and walls for a stinging of the heart.
And then look up, to a dark, crazy eye.
A little familiar, but strange.
It was a young man in black in front of his bed.
“You’re Zhou Yi’s wife? Don’t give up on me. I’m sorry.
“She suffers from cancer every night, and you? It’s not enough to be your lady with joy, to rob someone she likes, to make her last life miserable. I’m sorry.
He was crushing the baseball cap, looking at me cruelly, “How do you hurt? Don’t let her faint. I’m sorry.
Little white out of the sky.
Sunrise is coming.
And behind the young man was a big, ugly man who came out and stopped in front of me.
Dust everywhere.
Why does everyone feel sorry for Sue?
Nothing. It’s me.
Eleven.
Those broken images are flashing over again.
This time, a little bit more clearly.
When I was six, my mother suddenly confirmed that breast cancer was late.
Even with the total elimination, cancer cells spread.
She lay on the bed and came to her house one day less alive than the other.
It’s my sister-in-law, her twin sister, and my mother.
She naturally took her sister’s place and took everything that belonged to her.
My father was not at all dissatisfied because he knew that the two families had to be tied together.
I was six years old and I didn’t understand why I called my aunt and why she came to my house for a month and I had a half-sister.
Just remember, my mother took my hand very hard on the day she left: “You must live well and in health.” I’m sorry.
Then it became my shackles.
So much so that every time she heard Sue say that she didn’t want to die, she had a sense of absurdity.
People who want to live and be loved are dying.
And those who want to die must live with shame.
I can’t do much when I’m home, because I’m an older daughter and I have to take on the responsibility of the Wen family.
But a sister can be a pet and free to do whatever she wants.
After Zhou Kei became aware of the affair, my father asked Auntie to talk to me.
She was wearing my mother’s flag robe and my mother’s pearl necklace and looked at me with contempt and compassion:
“You want to fall in love, yes. Don’t give it away for the first time, or it won’t be worth it. I’m sorry.
“You’re a sister. You don’t want your sister to take responsibility for you, do you?” I’m sorry.
When she was 20, she gave me two options.
Or immediately marry a business partner 20 years older than me who my dad can’t eat recently.
Go abroad and study business, and then get married and help with the company.
I chose number two.
Shortly after their return, they began to assess around the world who were suitable for marriage and who were bound together to maximize the benefits of the family.
They’re smart, sober and thoughtful.
Only I have not been asked.
Fortunately, Zhou Yi proposed to me.
I promised him that I thought he would take me on the edge of the abyss as many years before and try not to let me fall.
But he’s around, there’s Sue.
12
When my skirt was torn to pieces, I finally felt it and threw it away.
Then lift up and hit it hard.
Hot blood splattered on the face and men fell softly.
I was standing up with my bloody heels against the wall.
A few steps away, the boy heard something. Turn around and look at me.
He had a cloud in his eyes: “A little good.” I’m sorry.
I took a breath and said to him, “I’ve always been sorry to you for your love.” If you like her again, she’s only Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zi, even if she’s about to die. I’m sorry.
“You shut up!” he came up in a rage and slapped me in the face, and said, “If you don’t agree to Zhou Yi’s proposal, they’ll have a good fight and she’ll be happy with Zhou Yi!” I’m sorry.
My cheeks were sore and hot, I looked up at him, and I laughed:
“Why can’t I say yes? If Sue and Zhou Yi were to marry you after a fight, would you reject her? I’m sorry.
“She’s gonna die, and you can’t cure her cancer, so you’re gonna let it out on me, an innocent man. I’m sorry.
I did it. I spit out two words, “Damn.” I’m sorry.
“You should die with her. I’m sorry.
In that moment, I remembered what that serious doctor said.
“Mrs. Wen, you have to let your emotions out properly. It’s good for you. I’m sorry.
That’s true.
The young man looked at me, and cried, in half of a sudden, slowly and slowly along the wall, and dwindled to the ground.
He cried so sad.
I’m just looking at it, and I’m confused.
They feel like they’re the poorest people in the world.
Sue, Zhou Yi and him, all the same.
I barely packed my rags, and when I walked out the alley, the first golden light came out of the distant sunrise.
Then a little, until the light fills the whole dark sky.
Beautiful view.
So it doesn’t matter if Zhou Ki is with me.
I took a cab to the police station and handed over my bloody heels to the police.
The young policewoman looked at me, and the eyes were filled with pity:
“Sir Wen, don’t worry. The marks on your body prove that the other one was an attempted rape. Just… are you okay?”
I said it might hurt a little, but I can handle the wound myself.
“Do you need to contact your family to pick you up? I’m sorry.
Who can I contact?
I looked down and laughed: “No, my family has their own business. I’m sorry.
After the notes, I went home, I found the divorce papers I had prepared, signed them and sent them to Zhou Yi.
Zhou Zhou Zhou never contacted me once in all this.
But I can see from Sue’s circle that he went with her to Yunnan.
The reason, of course, is the same as the one that has been used countless times.
She’s dying.
That was her last wish.
In the sea of the mountains, she sat on the swings, pushed up by him, and was in the wind with a fine dress.
She said, “When I die, you bury my ashes here, and I want to be a free soul.” I’m sorry.
“If you think of me once in a while, come and see the view. I’m sorry.
How romantic.
She died so romanticly and deeply that Zhou Zhou Zhou Zi spent her life missing.
I have turned this circle of friends and, indifferently, I have deleted the friends of Sue.
In fact, I can guess Zhou Yi’s idea, that he didn’t contact me, and he ran away with a near self-deception.
It is as if he was the only one who didn’t tell me that we could go on as if nothing had happened when he had gone through the last walk of his life with Sue.
But that’s impossible.
13
I went to see someone before I left the city.
It’s a friend of mine with Zhou Yi.
I haven’t made any friends since I was a kid, for character reasons. He’s barely one.
“I’m leaving. I’m sorry.
He bit the smoke and stood up, “No, you’ve got cancer! I’m sorry.
I laughed, “No way, just not here. I’m sorry.
“What about Wen’s company and business? I’m sorry.
“No more. I said it peacefully, and I repeat, “I didn’t want it from the beginning. I’m sorry.
In fact, everyone knew that Zhou Yi was hanging out with his terminally ill ex-girlfriend, and everyone was watching me laugh, so when I told my family about the divorce, my aunt said softly:
“It doesn’t matter, a family like us, second marriage is not worthless. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “I have no value. Don’t think. I’m sorry.
“The Wein family company has returned to you what you’ve been thinking about, which belongs to my mother. I’m sorry.
I said, “If you don’t want a scandal like that to get me killed, you’ll set me free. I’m sorry.
For the first time, she’s got hatred in her frowning, ever gentle eyes.
As if she had fallen down on her voice out of revenge, and said, “No, it is not your fault. Your husband prefers to go with a dead man, and indeed you are poor.” I’m sorry.
After my love for and expectation of Zhou Yi disappeared, that sentence could no longer harm me.
And I told Zigen, “Well, if Zhou Zhou Zhou asks you, don’t tell him where I went. I’m sorry.
– You have everything.
Zhou Yi, I have nothing but a body that is still alive.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Ziqien said that a few days after I left.
The fact that he was alone, without Soo-yeon, probably she did not survive, died in the middle of nowhere, and fulfilled her wish.
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“Will you divorce me, Lian?”
I didn’t reply.
There is no need for an answer.
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When he broke in, my father and aunt were discussing whether to take me back and marry that powerful widower over 50 years old.
“You don’t know the look on Zhou Yi’s face. I’m sorry.
Zigen was on the phone with me, “and you called the police earlier, the police sent a letter to your house, called and said they couldn’t reach you, but the two suspects of the attempted rape were caught. I’m sorry.
Some of the follow-up information was also given to me by Zigen.
Zhou Yi went to the police station and asked for details about the day, perhaps out of sympathy for me, and the policewoman informed him without great detail.
Then Zhou Yi collapsed.
When he got out of the police station, he fell on his knees and cried.
When Zigen was with him, watching Zhou Zhou raise his red eyes and ask again: “Do you know where he is?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.
Zigen looked at him, shrugged his shoulders, and said, “You know, it’s just like that, we don’t know her, we don’t know her. She thinks you’re alone. I’m sorry.
Zhou Yi seems to have been completely crushed.
He started a crazy investigation, what I’ve been through all these years.
What happened after three years abroad.
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I’m sure he regrets what he said to me.
But it’s hard to stop.
I am not happy to hear the pain of Zhou Yi, and there is nothing left but an open indifference.
And it’s hard for me to have a hard idea, whether it’s going through it or remembering it now.
Because I’ve been living like a walking corpse, only Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou can mobilize a little bit of my emotions and give me a little hope in a life of death.
And now it’s all gone.
On that day, Zigen told me that the high school we had studied before had a school ceremony to invite distinguished alumni back to participate.
My invitations and those of Zhou Yi were sent to Zhou Yi.
He went back to see the teacher, and the former schoolmaster was very impressed:
“You’ve been with me all these years and you’ve been married — it’s so rare that few young couples have come this far. I’m sorry.
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“He must have remembered how much he loved you when he was 17, even after we were drunk and walking along the road, and he was saying that he wanted to marry in good faith. I’m sorry.
Zigen said, “So when I walked out of school, I told him, “Don’t pretend, you haven’t thought about going to visit her once for three years abroad, and you’re just obsessed with Sue. I’m sorry.
“And besides, she has given up on you now. I’m sorry.
14
Zhou Yi is a very smart man.
In that sentence, he figured out that Zigen and I were still in touch, and he managed to find my contact address from him.
That afternoon, when I came back from the hospital with a bag of medicine, Zhou Yi was standing at the door.
And when he saw me, his eyes were red, and he said, “Aman.” I’m sorry.
Lian, you’re sick too, aren’t you?
“No, I’m healthy. I’m sorry.
I said, “It’s just some psycho-psychiatric drugs. I’ve been eating them for years, and I won’t risk my life, at least not as curable as cancer. I’m sorry.
And when I had passed him, I was going to go into the courtyard, but Zhou Zhou seized my garments and cried out, “I do not want to divorce you. I’m sorry.
I feel ridiculous.
Because my love for him did not fade away in an instant, but in the process of his choice of Suu Kyi over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Now that Sue’s dead, he’s come back to me.
So We advised him, “If you do not want to go with her, you can go with her.” I’m sorry.
“I didn’t want to leave her!”
And then when he raised it, his voice fell down.
“I said at the beginning that Sue had cancer and was dying. I just felt guilty and wanted to go with her. I’m sorry.
I can’t even count it. It’s the first time he’s mentioned Sue in front of me.
It’s like she’s got cancer, so the world has to deal with her unconditionally, in front of death, and everything.
So I laughed, “What’s so great about that? I’m sorry.
“Isn’t it cancer? Is it dying? Was she alone? I’m sorry.
“All these years, I’ve cut my wrists, burned my carbon, taken a few pills, but I’ve been saved every time. I envy her when she cried in front of you and said she wouldn’t live long. I’m sorry.
“I envy her, I can die free, and if I can, I want to change it with her. I’m sorry.
“Let me die, let her live and be happy with you. Everyone gets what they want, and that’s better. I’m sorry.
Zhou Ki looks at me with confidence, and his eyes are as deep as two deep lakes, and at this point there is wet despair and pain.
“Aman, I don’t know. I’m sorry.
“If I had known…”
Zhou Yi didn’t say it anyway.
Because he can’t say it.
It was him who made the mistake, it was him who hurt me, but he cried so badly in front of me, like I did something wrong to him.
Even at this point, I’m not very emotional.
Zhou Kei, people change, people change. So even when you said you’d wait for me when you were 20, you changed your mind when you were 21. I really like you, and you’re the only one who’s ever been able to touch my emotions, even if you gave me up at the beginning and ran irresistibly to Sue. I’m sorry.
“It’s just that this love has been wiped out by your own hand. I’m sorry.
“Whether you, or Sue, or the madman who likes Sue, you have the same reason for hurting me — because I have everything, and I am happy, and you are always in a dilemma, in love, in all kinds of deficiencies. I’m sorry.
“But now I’m giving up everything. There’s nothing left. Will you leave me alone? I’m sorry.
15
Zhou Yi finally disappeared in my life.
Sometimes I hear something about him from Kishi.
Like the two suspects who suddenly died in prison.
For example, Zhou’s sudden onset of reckless repression of the heater’s companies is that the list should be cut off at unreasonable prices.
Finally, Wen’s family went bankrupt and Zhou’s family was hurt.
After receiving the news that my gold shackles, which had been in my hands for more than 20 years, had finally collapsed and collapsed, I went to the nearby convenience store to buy wine.
I’ve washed my stomach several times, so my stomach’s always weak and I can’t stand the alcohol.
Sometimes at the bar, I just order a glass of wine and don’t drink.
But it’s hard to celebrate.
I took two sips, I felt a little stomach pain, and I put the can down.
And that’s when the phone suddenly rings.
I got it.
It’s Zhou Yi.
His voice was also filled with a bit of intoxication: “Lian, I am taking your breath.” I’m sorry.
In a moment, I felt like I was pulled back by that voice when I was 14.
I was bullied, and he went to fight and came back to me with his face full of wounds, and said, “I won, Lian. I gave you my breath.” I’m sorry.
That’s what I like about him.
But it came back soon.
“Hold up. I’m sorry.
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I laughed, “Did you see Sue again in the mountains?” I’m sorry.
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Zhou Zhou Yi did not speak, but the breath on the other side of the phone suddenly came up with a fear deep into the bone marrow.
“I forgot to tell you, actually that night, when you left me to find Soo-yeon, she came and added my best friend. So, I know exactly what you’ve done at every stop. I’m sorry.
“Chou Kei, I know you’ve done a lot for me, but I’m not gonna be grateful for that. You don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
The night wind blows with the moon.
Zhou Yi’s voice finally resonated with a bitter swallow.
“Yeah, I don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
“It is all my fault, and it is I who shall be tormented, and live well.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything. I just hung up.
When I went to the hospital two days ago to review, the doctor said that my mood had improved considerably.
It may have escaped all the heavy burdens, but it has given me more courage to go down.
It’s been a long time since I’ve dreamed of teenage me and Zhou Yi.
I threw a beer can in the trash and left the balcony.
We’re going to bed early tonight.
Go to the beach tomorrow and watch the sunrise.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
