My brother made a treaty with the school and pushed me out.
“See? This is my sister. I’m sorry.
…I’m embarrassed to die.
My brother’s got my scoundrel out on him again to scare each other, but actually, he’s got to nod his head and give him a cigarette.
One.
“Sister, someone’s gonna kill me.”
After school Friday, my brother-in-law Zhou from the junior high school is holding me in front of the class, saying with care.
He’s in a state of rebellion, and I don’t care if he’s on the Internet all day with videos and people “a big flag.”
But he cried and cried and said I’d be killed if I didn’t.
He took me away.
But I don’t know how to fight. If I go, it’s probably because we’re both dead.
The alley by the school.
I was a little nervous. I pulled his sleeve. “You didn’t bring any friends? I’m sorry.
Zhou’s lying, “It’s the high school guy who’s going to hit me, and it’s useless for me to bring friends. I’m sorry.
♪ I’m sorry ♪ So, take me with you?
Hesitating, the alley came up to him.
I look up and look and hold on.
Is that him?
Kiki, high school’s famous ass.
I hear he fights hard.
We had a lot of problems in our schools, and he was a transfer student who didn’t know him well and had to beat the high school with a pair of fists.
I turned around and said, “Chou Zheng, the man you’re meeting is not him? I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
My brother was fearless.
He even took a step forward and started to provoke, “Hello, see? This is my sister! I’m sorry.
He dragged me forward.
I’m embarrassed to die in the sight of Kiki.
Two.
When the atmosphere is flat, suddenly there’s a low laughter coming up.
“Well, see. I’m sorry.
Look up, Kiki looks at me, and his lips make a little laugh.
My brother cleared his voice again.
“My brother-in-law is in high school, Chen Xu.
And the last two words, We covered his mouth, and made peace.
It’s a sin to meet such a brainless, faking brother.
What Chen Xu, what brother-in-law.
I didn’t approve of one of our squads chasing my little punk, but he confessed to me once, and my brother ran into me.
This bastard automatically thinks Chen Xu is my boyfriend.
And…
Chen Wu and Ki-gee…
Last time, I went to the bathroom, and I saw Chen Xu noding his head and smokin’ a cigarette.
Why don’t you take Chen Xu and beat us up?
3
In the alleyway, Kiryu stood alone.
I can’t see his eyes.
When the atmosphere was flat, he suddenly lit a cigarette and the sound of the lighter pulled me back.
I licked my lips and asked for forgiveness for my brother, but I heard her say:
“Chen Xu has a little impression, your boyfriend? I’m sorry.
I was too busy shaking my head, but my second-rate brother was ahead.
“Yes! He’s my brother-in-law. If you don’t want him to bother you, let us go. I’m sorry.
I:
If it wasn’t for this moment, I’d have to do it 100 times.
I’d even like to have Kiryu hit him.
To save him from the fact that he’s been in my ear all day and he’s still in Chen Xu’s face.
But it was my own brother.
Besides, if he gets beat up, my son-in-law’s mother might scold me.
I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry, my brother’s only in second grade, he’s a rebel, so don’t talk to him. I’m sorry.
I looked down and there was silence.
Kiki didn’t talk.
I bit my teeth and I said, “We’re all classmates, so don’t be a child with him…”
In the middle of the sentence, he suddenly interrupted it.
“Is Chen Xu really your boyfriend? I’m sorry.
Huh?
When I stopped, I shook my head and said, “No, I told you, I said no.” I’m sorry.
I looked up at him.
Two steps away, it seemed as if she had drawn her lower lip, and then the smoke was extinguished.
“Don’t worry, I don’t beat children, let alone girls. I’m sorry.
He went straight to my brother.
And then…
One kick on my brother’s ass.
Not heavy, but humiliating.
“I’m only in the middle of the fucking second grade. I’m sorry.
“Step two, name. I’m sorry.
My brother stopped for two seconds and answered.
He lit another cigarette and recorded the name of the class my brother said.
And then he smoked, and he leaned on him, “Remember. If I find out that you’re falling…
He pinched his fist.
My brother shook his head and said no.
It’s a groceries, and it’s actually pretty bad.
Kiki laughed and took the smoke away.
As he walked by my side, he walked and left.
I was relieved until his back disappeared in the alley.
My brother got cocky too.
My brother asked me, “Who is he?” Are you more arrogant than Chen Xu? I’m sorry.
I looked at him and said, ” Chen Xu should be his brother. I’m sorry.
My brother doesn’t talk anymore.
4
The next day, while I was sleeping on the table, I was woken up.
It’s me at the table, Hoofy.
He said one thing quickly, and I didn’t hear a word.
“What? I’m sorry.
She repeated it again.
I understand this time.
She says someone’s looking for me outside. It’s Kiryu.
Kiki…
My little sleep fades.
What does he want with me? You’re not going to regret it. Are you going to settle it after autumn?
I was in a hurry to get out of here.
As far as Kiryu is concerned, it seems that everything will be the focus.
In the student age, there are three types of boys that are of particular interest:
Good-learning, handsome, good-looking.
Kiki took the latter two.
Moreover, his family was rich and he was told that he had not been expelled because his father donated two buildings.
Of course, I don’t know. It’s just a rumor.
I got nervous out of the classroom.
As soon as I left, I saw the obituary leaning on the window of the corridor.
He seems to have a few books in his hand.
I don’t know why I walked over there, “You… you wanted to see me? I’m sorry.
I’m a little nervous.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He answered, and then he shoved the book into my hand, “Do it for me.” I’m sorry.
I hate it. He can’t be so natural, as he should be.
But look back, I’m busy noding.
“Oh, good…”
I have to admit, my brother and I have perfected my dad’s pussy.
I’ve been a good girl to other people since I was a kid, introverted, shy, and not very good at human interaction.
Nor has he done anything ungodly. I only know how to learn.
I don’t get it. Besides, it’s Kiryu.
I can’t say no.
I took a couple of practice books, and I turned to get ready to go back to work, and I met Chen Xue, who came back from outside.
He had an envelope in his hand, and it was stuck in my hand, even with the sweat of his palm.
“Here, love letter.”
“The circle. “I’ve been chasing you for six fucking months. Do you agree to die?” I’m sorry.
Can’t die, can’t be mad.
Of course, I can only say that in my heart.
My silence seemed to have stimulated Chen Xu, who suddenly lost his temper, ripped away the practice book in my hand and fell hard on the ground.
“Fuck, what the fuck are you doing? I’m sorry.
He’s the one who just stuffed me with a love letter, and now he’s the one who’s yelling at me in public.
The sound, unpressed, attracted the eyes of fellow students in the hallway.
I’m stuck. I’m embarrassed.
But Chen Xu did not give up, and he came to Us and looked down at me, and the threats were constant.
“I’ll give you face if you don’t see who you’re with…”
“and I. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong?”
Chen Xu’s words were interrupted.
I turned stiff and looked at the source of the sound.
Kiki.
5
Chen Xu probably didn’t think that Ki-gee would get rid of me.
Chen Xu did not seem to have noticed his existence even before Kae opened his mouth.
He’s just been bragging about, and he’s gone.
Look at her eyes and look at me.
Chen Xu was just laughing, “Big brother, round round is your girlfriend?” I’m sorry.
I don’t think so.
He looked into the eyes and took a look at those exercises that Chen Xu had just thrown on the floor.
Chen was quick to pick it up and put it back in my arms.
I had heard before that it seemed like he was a bloated man, and particularly hated touching his things.
Chen Xu just threw out his book.
Personally, I certainly look forward to it.
But, no.
But instead of hitting him, he pulled out a cigarette and stuffed it into his mouth.
“Take it.”
Chen Zhiji accepted.
Kiki pulled out the fire and lit him on the spot in the hallway.
Chen Xu is a little shabby, smoking in public in the hallway.
But he just tried to say no and he hesitated to look at her again.
Kiki shot him in the face and laughed.
Then he waved at the other side of the hall, and said, “Come on, Chief, there’s smoke! I’m sorry.
Six.
Chen Xu was taken to the office by the headmaster.
I guess it’s for sure.
There’s a lot of people in the hallway, but there’s no one near us, and I’m holding them. I can’t walk, I can’t stay.
And he hesitated, and suddenly she spoke.
“Come here. I’m sorry.
I didn’t make it.
He leaned on the edge of the window in the hallway and looked down at me.
Smile.
“What good is it that a boy who doesn’t do what he says to you? I’m sorry.
Do you hear me?
I didn’t really hear you.
My focus is on Kiryu.
The first time I looked at him at close range, I was kind of shivering.
It doesn’t make no sense to say that Kichi is so handsome.
God out.
The face was suddenly magnified unprovoked.
Kiki leaned over and looked at me and repeated what he had just said.
Do you hear me?
I couldn’t stop nodding and ran away with a couple of practice books.
There seemed to be a low laugh behind me, but I didn’t look back.
7
After school.
I went all the way to the garage in silence behind the words of the new school today.
Bend over and unlock the lock.
I just pushed the bike out and met Kiryu.
What a mess.
I hesitated to look away and pretend not to see.
However, there was a sound in the slope.
“Come here. I’m sorry.
It’s like Kiki.
I just glanced at him with the rest of the light, and I hit him.
Kiki smiled, waved at me, again.
“Come here. I’m sorry.
..like me, I had to push the car.
There’s a blue mountain car next to Kiki, and it’s nice, but… it’s flat.
He picked the eyebrow and pointed at the bike, “The tire was punctured. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t do it! I’m sorry.
I thought he was gonna ask questions and explain.
“Well, I know.” And he looked at me, and he looked at me, and he stood up, and the eyes were shining in the sun.
“So, do me a favor and take me home. I’m sorry.
That’s what Kichi said to me.
I’m a little out of my mind. I’m sorry.
That’s what they do on TV.
Kiki smiles very well, “It’s all the same. I’m sorry.
Says he went to my bike with his legs up and sat directly in the back seat.
I want to cry.
You want to say no and you’re afraid he’ll hit me.
In the end, he had to ride on his head with the eyes of his fellow students.
But…
He’s heavy.
8
She’s not fat. She’s too tall. She’s sitting in my back seat.
The man said we were on our way, but in fact, I was tired and riding almost half of my home before I knew.
He’s at the moon bend.
The villa, the city’s famously expensive, and it’s the opposite of my home.
So he’s playing with me, huh?
And We stopped, and we were suffocating, and we were trying to accuse him in secret, but she left.
He took a look at me and rode on my car.
“Come on up. I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
I was staring at the back seat in front of me, and I couldn’t say a word about the accusations.
But we really don’t know each other.
The only contact, probably the last time my brother had an appointment, he kicked him in the ass.
But I’ve been taking too long.
“Get in the car. I’m sorry.
He’s frowning, seems impatient.
Maybe he’s heard too much about him, and he’s got too much filter on him.
I bit my teeth and sat on it.
“I may be a little heavy…”
He’s not finished yet. He’s strung up his bike.
A good bike, he stepped out of a sewing machine, and the road went down the slope, and I was scared to death.
And then I looked back and found out that his hands were around his waist.
The face was red, and I threw my hand away.
And then…
Fall out of the car.
My ass hurts.
9
That night, Kiryu sent me home and took my bike.
I was brave enough to ask him, “What do I do in the morning?” I’m sorry.
I can’t walk to school.
So rich, can’t you get a driver to pick up or a cab?
Kiki sits in the car, one-legged, eyebrow looks good.
“What time do you leave this morning? I’m sorry.
“6:10 minutes. I’m sorry.
He nods, “I’ll pick you up in the morning. I’m sorry.
After that, without giving me a chance to refuse, he left on a bike.
Walked a few metres away, and I saw him with his hands loose and a cigarette down his head.
It’s hard to imagine me being an introvert nerd with a connection to the school bull.
It’s coming out. It’s on the back!
Sister! I’m sorry.
It’s my bastard brother.
He came up to me with a bad smile, “Yes, sister, it’s only been a day or two. I’m sorry.
What the fuck?
I looked at him, “Don’t talk nonsense! Did you write your homework?”
“I saw it all. The young man in middle school is two centimeters taller than me.
He was so proud. “Kiki just sent you home and said he’d pick you up in the morning, right? I’m sorry.
We could not justify it, but our heart scolded him with two words.
10
The next morning.
I went to the front of the block 10 minutes early, and I saw the fish on the side of the road.
He’s sitting on a bike, head down and smoking.
Seeing as I’m in the past, Kiryu put out the smoke, “Get in the car. I’m sorry.
I’m relieved that I didn’t have to drive him.
Just sitting tight, my brother came out of the neighborhood on a bike. I’m sorry.
Sound loud.
It scared me to the back seat.
My brother came running and stopped in front of us.
Brother-in-law, I hear you’ve been fighting a lot. We got a little punk in my class. I’m sorry.
I have a terrible headache.
My brother’s the best of the best since he was a kid, and he’s always dreaming about being a big brother.
It’s two to three.
Kiki took a look at him, kicked him on the wheel, and said, “What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
And the little king who is in the land, and is not afraid of the land, is blinded by the sight of the fish.
Dropped his mouth and he went to school on a bike.
On the next road, Kiryu rode fast and stopped at the school entrance.
He got off, ordered a cigarette, went to the cold room next to the school, “Go to school, I’m in trouble. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
The cold room was opened by someone who dropped out of school for two years.
Open the door every morning and there’s always a bunch of punks in there, and we never dare come in.
When I looked at the back of her, and looked away,
Some people.
Just looking at it, it seems to be burning.
No, I can’t look straight.
I don’t know.
I thought it was an ordinary Wednesday, but I overheard a rumor:
Kiki went to the middle school today and taught a junior high school “child.”
Eleven.
The one who held his arms and said he’d never bully a kid.
Two junior high school boys were also publicly educated.
And today, my brother just begged him this morning to go to the “Stands.”
I really can’t stop thinking.
I can’t do that.
I’m out in math class today.
I didn’t even know what page he was talking about.
All the flashes of the brain are the faces of Kiryu.
Damn it.
That class, the math teacher who always loved me, punished me with a class.
She said that I had recently learned very poorly.
I guess so.
And I stood and listened to it, and I forced myself to remove it from my mind.
I didn’t take a breath until the bell went off.
In fact, I don’t have much of an affair with Kiryu, and I don’t want to think about it yet.
I’m just trying to learn and get into a big one.
That’s my goal.
As for the catfish…
I guess I’m just a little bit of a nerd girl who hasn’t been in touch.
I am not proud, even though I am humbled, so I do not overestimate my place in the hearts of others.
But.
I want to leave all my thoughts behind and continue to study carefully, but there are those who refuse to do so.
The math teacher just left and I was standing in front of my seat.
Heads up.
It’s Chen Xu.
He was said to have been badly beaten yesterday and to have smoked in the corridors in flagrante delicto, with serious consequences, not only for his parents, but also for disciplinary action.
Look at him, he’s not good.
Yes, he was afraid of being weak, but he could not hit Kae, and it is estimated that this will spill over to me.
I pretended to be calm and looked up at him. I’m sorry.
Chen Xu smiled, “What are you pretending that you did yesterday?” I’m sorry.
He put one hand on my desk and looked at me.
“If you’re with me, let’s forget yesterday, or else…”
He’s laughing, a face threat.
He probably thinks he’s handsome.
It may be, too, to think of itself as unsettling.
But I just feel sick because…
From my point of view, I could just see the crumbs in his hair.
Even with the subtle moves he makes when he talks, the scalps fall.
It fell on my books.
I’m a little sick.
12
Chen Xu. I’m sorry.
I put my body behind me and I looked up at him.
“I don’t know her well, and yesterday he had trouble with you just because you broke his practice book, and I had nothing to do with it. I’m sorry.
Before he talks, I finish.
“And, I’m sorry, I’m not interested in you, I’m not interested in love, I just want to study. I’m sorry.
I thought that was serious and sincere enough.
But a few seconds later Chen Xu laughed.
He smiles dirty, “Not interested in love?” Well, you give me one night and I’ll make sure you’re interested.”
I was sick of him and wanted to slap him like he was on TV.
But I’m a little afraid.
I’ve never been a very open-minded girl since I was a kid.
Because of parents’ perennial preferences and their own personality factors, I have moved from a urinal to one’s own, and I don’t like to argue with others, and I don’t want to go out.
I’ve always been good at insinuation, lots of things, and then the silence passed.
But this time, in the face of Chen Xu’s charisma, I couldn’t bear to yell.
That’s one word, pissing Chen Xu off.
He didn’t give a shit about a soft tomato like me, who only knows how to learn, who doesn’t have a background, who slaps me in the face.
Ouch.
Spicy pain.
But more, is embarrassing and embarrassing.
I’m embarrassed to be slapped in the face by a bunch of unpopular punks.
There’s no sound around, but I think everyone’s looking at me and talking and laughing at me.
When anger and distress were intertwined, we stood up, but the fire was not out, and suddenly a shadow appeared at the door.
The language teacher is here.
I was quiet in the class, and Chen Xu scoured me, grunted, and slowly returned to his seat.
And I stood for a few seconds and sat back.
Only the chickens at the table whispered, asking me if I was okay, and I shook my head and opened my books silently.
I put up with Chen Xu’s slap, but it’s not over yet.
After school at night.
I was just studying a math problem, and when I was ready to leave, the classroom was empty.
I was dragged through the ladies’ room.
It’s certainly not Chen Xu, but it’s a few girls in the class who have good ties to Chen Xu.
It’s just a bunch of girls who don’t do well in a normal day.
That day, I was tortured in the ladies’ room on the fifth floor.
Slapping, pulling clothes, cold watering heads, even…
They tried to put my face in the toilet.
13
I’m glad my face wasn’t pressed.
But I never fought back in the face of a few bullies.
– I’m really scared.
Two because I can’t fight back.
Family conditions are common and parents have recently been divorcing and they have long had plans not to let me go to school.
If I were called my parents after I fought back, this high school would really be impossible.
That day, when I walked out of the school building, my feet were flattened and my feet were full of shit.
But.
I was going to pick up my bike in the shed, but I saw Kie-ge.
In the empty garage, only my bike was parked.
And she leans around the car and looks down at the phone.
For some reason, I consciously hid behind the tree and then hesitated, turned around and ran straight out of the school door.
I don’t want Kiryu to see her now.
I don’t have any contact with Kiryu, and he doesn’t know how many houses my family is in the neighborhood.
So I don’t know how long she waited for me in the shed.
I just know.
The next morning, I was blocked by him in front of the neighborhood.
Kiki came by, picked up the bag from me, put it on his shoulder.
“Didn’t you ride last night?”
He whispered to me.
I noded my head and made up the whole story, “Well, my dad picked me up last night and didn’t ride. I’m sorry.
“Oh. I’m sorry.
She answered and nod her head, “Come on up. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t know where to get a bike. It looks new.
And I’m holding on and I’m not coming forward.
Waiting long enough, Kiki turned around and looked at me, and the good-looking little eyebrow went up again.
“Come on up. I’m sorry.
“No need. “I’ll take the bus.” I’m sorry.
“The bus doesn’t have my back seat cool. I’m sorry.
Says she hangs my bag on his wheel, “Don’t ink. Come on. I’m sorry.
I can only agree with my lips.
Kiki was strong, and he didn’t breathe half, even when he took me up the hill.
On the way, Kiki asked me once in a while, and I responded softly.
All of a sudden, he asked me, “Does anyone in my class bully you? I’m sorry.
I’m stuck and I remember what happened after school last night.
The hand holding the car seat unwittingly loosed a few points and fell.
Just sitting still, and I heard the sound of Kiryu in front.
“Someone bullys you and comes to me, you hear me? I’m sorry.
“I don’t like to be bullied by a girl, especially a girl like you, who is a good girl, and who bullys you to give me my name, and who doesn’t show his face, let him come to me in person.” I’m sorry.
He asked again when he saw me not talking.
“You hear me?”
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
And We snuffed, and We pressed down those parts of our hearts, and laughed, and said, “Yes, thank you. I’m sorry.
14
Scolded, beaten, even bullied.
I thought it was all over in my insinuation.
But, no.
Some people are truly bad, your silence, and your insinuation will not stop, but will increase it.
Chen Xue is so.
And when he beat me in front of the eyes, and he incited the girls in his class to isolate me and even to bully me, he beat me to death.
Not to force me to be with him.
He even threatened to make it impossible for me to continue at this school if I didn’t.
I’ve also tried to tell teachers and parents, but it’s no use telling parents that my parents’ solution is to blame me.
They’ll say, “Why is Chen Xu harassing me? Must be me too.
Why didn’t Chen Xu bully me? I must have lost my mind.
Something like that I’ve been through in junior high, which is how my parents handled it.
And tell the teacher everything…
It’s a big deal. I’m afraid my parents will drop me out.
Moreover, Chen Xu and the Vice-Chancellor were relatives, and he would not be expelled, at most, from the prison without pain or pain.
After that, he’s going to be more harassing me.
My continued insinuation finally erupted on the last day.
That day.
My brother is coming home from school.
He rarely went to school with me, first, with a slight difference in the time of his junior high school, and second, with a group of young people on a similar route, several young men riding on bicycles and bragging.
He came to me today because…
He’s got a problem.
He’s had a crush on a girl in the class for a long time, but today he saw the girl and the math boardman in the corner holding hands.
A young man’s heart is broken.
I can only comfort myself, but before the young man’s heart is sewn together, we are stopped.
Chen Xu again.
Ever since he started chasing me, it’s as if he’s a ghost, and he’s always gonna come out and disgust me.
I took a deep breath and I was pulling him last week to keep riding.
But it was stopped again.
Chen had a smoke in his mouth and then stopped me and said he wanted me to be with him.
I refuse again.
It’s the week that’s on the side, but it’s fast.
“You again? You’re the one who’s been harassing my sister, aren’t you? Can you get some fucking face? The girls don’t like it when you brush your face. I’m sorry.
Of course, Zhou didn’t know about Chen Xu’s slap on me.
Zhou’s talking fast, I haven’t had time to stop him, he’s already scolded at speed.
Chen Xu’s face even sunk down.
Then he threw the smoke, and Chen Xu went to see him before Zhou Zheng, and scolded him without a word, and suddenly he pulled him from his bicycle.
Zhou Zheng!
I was horrified and ran over.
But they’ve turned it on.
Zhou was, after all, a few years younger than him and had not had enough fighting experience to beat Chen Xu to the ground.
I was in a hurry, and I used to stop them several times, but Chen Wuk waved away.
He looked thin, but strong, with one hand on his neck.
I saw Zhou’s face get red, and I tried so hard to break his hand, but I couldn’t even split it.
Half a brick on the side of the ground.
And I turned my head and waved.
15
Chen Xu should be down.
But I didn’t stop.
These days, bullying, humiliation and bullying, have finally broken the currents and erupted.
Even the complaints of parents over the years that they despised him and treated him unfairly were released by me.
I’m an introverted, soft, weak, ordinary girl.
But this time, with half the blood-stained brick in my hand, I was like a man.
All the anger and anger have collapsed at this moment.
Chen Xu has not even been moved.
Zhou’s crying and pulling me away. I’m sorry.
Fortunately, Chen Xue’s position is a remote alley, and it’s darker than ever.
Chen Xu did not die, nor was he unconscious, but I broke his head and laid on the ground angry and scared and looked at me.
And We sat down on our knees, facing him, and there was nothing in his head.
Zhou was taking a deep breath and suddenly ran away.
And We saw Chen and Xu in the dark and remote alleys, and his hatred was scattered from his eyes.
He’s dumb, he’s incompetent.
“Sister, I’m sorry, I won’t bother you again. I’m sorry.
I looked at his cell phone, which just fell a metre away from the dispute.
I’m not talking, I’m not moving.
I think that Chen Xu seems to have released the demon in my heart, because there was a moment when I even raised a vicious idea, looking at the darker sky at this moment and at this remote, invisible alley.
Fortunately, evil thoughts are not formed and are interrupted.
It’s Chow.
He’s behind him, and he’s following Kiryu.
I don’t know where Cho found him, or what he said.
And she came with her eyebrow, and saw Chen Xu, lying on the ground, and took me up and down.
Seeing as I’m fine, he’s obviously relieved.
And it was not until then that I returned, and I looked at Chen Xu on the ground.
Shake your hands and the bricks fall down.
The fear of the shadows suddenly took hold of my heart, and I looked at Kiryu, and my voice was shaking, and I said, “What should I do?”
“All right. “I’ll take care of it.” I’m sorry.
He said that he was bending to pick up half the brick that fell on the ground and headed towards Chen Xu.
Get down.
Kiki took a look at his wounds and stood up and said, “I thought it was some terrible wound, so I broke my mouth and died. I’m sorry.
Says he kicked Chen Xu’s leg.
“Get up. I’m sorry.
It’s strange that Chen Xu, who just begged me to call, would actually sit up with his teeth.
He leaned against the walls of the alley behind him, with one hand covering his head.
Kiki bends over to see him.
One hand to his collar, Chen Xu’s face failed, and his face swung in fear. I’m sorry.
At such times, he can’t afford to be ashamed of his voice.
Kiki only said one word.
He said.
“I shot these bricks today, you hear me? I’m sorry.
16
Chen Zing, no response.
Me too.
I came back and tried to pull his hand. I didn’t dare. I just pulled his horn.
Are you crazy?
I whispered.
He had nothing to do with it. He didn’t have to do with himself.
She pushed me away with his horns.
“It’s all right, I know this stuff. You go ahead. I’m sorry.
But…
I was interrupted by him and said, “Chou Zheng, take your sister away, go home and do your homework, eat. I’m sorry.
Zhou knew him so well when, and the little devil of the family did what she said.
“Yes! I’m sorry.
Zhou was right in the middle of it.
I’m three years younger than me, but I can’t earn him and I’m being dragged home by Zhou.
In front of the door, I looked at the bruises on his face and was worried.
I’m not going to sleep again tonight.
Sure.
Upon entering the door and meeting the bruises on Zhou’s face, my mother ran away screaming.
“How did you take care of your brother? I’m sorry.
The first sentence is not to ask my brother what happened, which is not serious, but rather to accuse me of what is happening.
But Zhou Zheng’s wounds did rise because of me.
I didn’t say anything.
The next second, a glass-made ashtray came at me.
“I ask you something!” Mute?”
The ashtray didn’t hit my face.
It was stopped by Chow.
This guy’s rarely serious enough to pull me away, and he’s blocking it with his back.
I only heard two hums.
One was the ashtray squeaked on his back, and the other was the hymn of Zhou.
It sure hurts.
I was in a bit of a hurry, too busy to look at him, to see him step forward and stand in my way.
“Mom, why did you hit my sister? I got into a fight with my classmates. I’m sorry.
He said that Zhou was pulling my hand, lifting his sleeves, showing signs of stabbing on a sharp stone while he was pulling.
“You see, my sister’s been hurt for pulling. I’m sorry.
There was silence in the room.
And my mom said, “She’s a sister. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything.
The ashtray didn’t hit me, but my heart sank like the astray fragments on the ground.
Thin inch, full of cracks.
17
At night, I could have done my homework in an hour, and I wrote it to you today.
Or is it just a little done, a clean eye, a bunch of mistakes.
I’m suffocating.
Sakai wanted to go, or could not help but pull out his cell phone and find a girl from Kichi who was in her class.
When I filled out my friend’s application, I slowly put my name on it: circle.
What an ordinary name.
Just like my man.
It’s a little luminous. It’s a little smart, but it’s still a little unattractive.
But it’s different.
That kind of boy, good or bad, was born to shine.
With this in mind, the hand that hangs above the sending is put on hold.
However, when I accidentally touched the screen, I realized that the friend’s application had passed.
It surprises me that in less than half a minute she passed the application.
I can only type my head hard: “What’s going on tonight?” I’m sorry.
It’s the second time, but the answer is no question.
“So that’s what you and I are asking? I’m sorry.
This thing…
Maybe he doesn’t know that this is particularly serious for me.
Because I beat Chen Xu, and I didn’t have the money to pay him back, and I was afraid to make things worse.
Otherwise, my career will stop.
I’m afraid to bet on the future. I’m really scared.
I didn’t know what to say, so I came back very slowly.
And when I was scrambling, the message came back.
“Don’t worry, it’s okay. I’m the one who beat him up. I think he’s just tired of giving him a couple of bricks. You’re just passing by. I’m sorry.
I’ve been watching this for a long time.
“Why?”
Why are you so nice to me?
I don’t think I’m stupid enough to think it’s gonna rain on a girl.
I’m not asking, but he understands.
Kiki’s answer is more serious than I thought.
He said, “Because, I think you’re special. Looks like a skinny little girl, but there seems to be endless power in her body. A very gentle girl, shy, introverted, who, over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again, has the power to lose. I’m sorry.
That’s what she said about me, not about appearance.
I’ve been stunned by the details of what he knows about me, and I’ve been a little smirking.
Am I supposed to be sad about my appearance to the point where he doesn’t say anything, or am I supposed to be happy that someone saw my real soul through that leather bag.
She was right. I was introverted and indulgent. I was used to silence, to acceptance, and to erecting layers to protect myself.
Even raising my parents from childhood and talking about my sex can only be described as a “silent morn.”
But it’s different.
In his assessment, I seem to be a very special girl.
It’s not the one with the thick glasses that only knows the circle of learning.
And his words fell into Our hearts as a rock, and it did not raise a wave of terror, but it sprung up and lasted.
18
The next day.
Chen Xu’s parents accompanied him to the school, where he opened in the teacher’s office.
I don’t know what she and Chen Xu said yesterday, but Chen turns his back today and in front of the headmaster he must have been beaten by me.
I’m a little scared, but I’m relieved.
I did it. I don’t want Kiryu to be a scapegoat, even in the middle of a storm.
But…
I don’t know where she got the information. She broke into the office.
In the presence of Chen Xu ‘ s parents and the head teacher of a house, he grabbed Chen Xu ‘ s collar and punched the past.
“I’ll do it all by myself. What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
It’s a mess.
As though it were a furry lion, and many adults could not stop him.
In the office, Ki-gee beat Chen Xu again in public, and he was determined that yesterday Chen Xu beat my brother’s junior high school student, who was tired of passing by, punched Chen Xu in the head with a brick.
He’s scared, Chen Xu’s eyes are on Kiryu, and finally he’s nodding and he’s in agreement.
I was anxious to tell you that I actually did it. I smashed the brick and I hit it.
But…
Nobody believes that.
People would have preferred to believe that Kiyotaka, the god of evil, had fought with him and had bled Chen Xu’s head with bricks.
Moreover, Chen Xu has noded his head and, of course, no one cares what I say.
The teacher shot me on the shoulder, and he said, “Go back to class, that’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
But…
“Shut up! Fucking noise. I’m sorry.
Kiki pulled out his ears and turned his head at me.
I was scared by his screams, and then I looked back, and the teacher took me away.
Fortunately, the fight was due to the right and wrong, and also to the fact that it was not normal, which in the end cost Chen Xu’s thousands of medicines.
However, at Kie ‘ s request, Chen Xu also compensated Zhou for his medical expenses.
The only thing that’s lost is Kiryu.
But he didn’t care, and he told me that his father had two little wives out there and that he had a little college-leaving milk dog out there.
In this marriage, which is known to exist, only he, the only child who is not cared for, lives with a pile of money.
To mention that, Kiyotsu smiled and said, “It’s only money that’s left of me poor. I’m sorry.
I wanted to comfort him, open my mouth, but I couldn’t say anything.
How can I learn to comfort others when I am a man of infertile love?
And finally, I just pulled his horns and whispered, “I’ll save it for you.” I’m sorry.
Kiryu smiles without saying.
I don’t know.
Then, the second week after that, when I went to school in the morning, I suddenly met her.
In the hall.
He took me home once and found out where my house was, and I thought he came to me and I got scared and dragged him into the elevator.
“You… How did you get here? I’m sorry.
Kiki is still eating bread, and he’s pulling a piece of unbited bread into my mouth, picking out the brow, “I live here too. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
Then I knew that just a few days ago, Koichi Kiki bought two rooms upstairs and moved in last night.
He carried his bag and took a box of milk from it and shoved it into my hand.
“There will be neighbors. I’m sorry.
19
I can’t come back.
The heart is just a little bit taken by a nuanced emotion, but nothing can be said.
I’d be stupid, and I’d understand it’s not the same for me.
The elevator door was suddenly opened, and a man carrying two large boxes, two large boxes almost filled the elevator space.
Kiki consciously stood before me and surrounded me in the corner of the elevator.
The breathing is full of his scent.
I don’t know who’s beating, it’s loud.
It was a bad day, and I was riding on my shoulder with Kiryu, and then halfway through it, my tire stuck to the nail on the road.
I can’t. I can’t.
Fortunately, he did not ride his dead fly without a backseat on a normal bicycle.
In addition, there are pink little mats on the back seat.
I frown, “Kiki, you”
He took a look, smiled, his eyebrow was so tall, he said, “For you, sweet? I’m sorry.
I’m blushing, not talking.
I had to lock my bike close to the middle of a few parked bikes on the sidewalk, and then sit in the back seat of Kiryu.
He rides fast, and his voice comes in the wind, “Fear to hold me.” I’m sorry.
I’m still listening to my cheeks.
I was a little afraid to fall, but I was just tightening his shirt.
However, as the road works ahead, the ground is full of rubble, and Kiyoshi told me to sit still, but at half the speed.
The bike ran over the rubble, and I got out of the car, and I cried, and my hand was consciously in his waist.
His fingers are burning hot, his body temperature.
His face is red, I want to pull my hand back, but he’s holding it.
He held the wheel with his one hand and stomped on my wrist with his left hand and let go.
“Take a hug and don’t fall on another dog. I’m sorry.
“…”
He can’t talk better.
But my hands were loose and tight and I didn’t move.
And that morning, when the sun was rising, We sat in the back of the bike of Kae-tai, and looked at his back as a sign.
My heart’s beating faster, and I’m even thinking, what would I do if she and I were to confess?
He said I’d be a big man, and I wouldn’t love it because if my parents knew, I wouldn’t read anymore.
Or…
Tell him, Kiki, I like you too.
But let’s work together. Can we do it?
It seems that none of them is realistic.
I thought I was going to ride that road, and I took my hand off, and I suddenly heard the sound of it:
“Hey, do you have any dreams?”
20
I stopped.
For some reason, the word “dream” came out of the mouth of the kiki, and it made me feel a little bit unrealistic.
But in the end, I whispered, “Yes, I want to be big.” I’m sorry.
Whether or not it’s a delusion that Kiyotsu’s bike seems to be in a rigid state for a moment.
He smiles.
“A little girl, she’s got a lot of heart. I’m sorry.
I laughed, told him about my mom and dad’s bias and about how I begged so hard that my mom and dad agreed to keep going.
When I was talking about Mom and Dad who forced me to drop out of work at the factory, I noticed that Kie-cheong was holding the wheel with his hands so tight.
He spat.
Seems like he tried to scold someone and finally survived.
The next step, we did not discuss the subject of dreams, and it seemed that we were too far away from where we were now and that the future was as if we were hiding in the fog, and that was not true.
And she suddenly asked about what I had been bullied before.
He said to me, “What if someone else bullys you? I’m sorry.
I didn’t respond immediately.
I’m imagining.
Before that, I showed restraint, and I kept my heart silent, hoping that I would not make things worse and that I would continue to read.
However, it has proved useless.
They will not stop, they will only intensify.
So, as she rode through a street, I whispered, “I’ll bully her back.” I’m sorry.
The cataracts for two seconds and laughs.
He taught me a lot.
For example, if I am beaten up by a group of people, don’t try to hide behind my head, grab the closest person to me and beat her to death.
You hit hard, and the others were scared.
As soon as we got to school, he said,
“I know you’re a good student. I don’t want you fighting, but I don’t want you to be bullied. I’m sorry.
“If you need me, don’t let yourself get hurt, if you need to, you can’t just hit me, you can’t run, you can’t run, you know? I’m sorry.
I laughed, and I grabbed him and I asked him, “Why are you so nice to me? I’m sorry.
“Do you like me? I’m sorry.
Kiki didn’t answer.
At the corner of the school corner, he heard the question for two seconds, then stopped and fled on the grounds that he was in the cold room.
Even the car threw it at me.
I pushed his car passively, looking far away at Kiki-tae.
I see, he’s blushing.
The transfer student who beat the whole school with a pair of fists, it’s kind of cute.
21
I doubt that Ki-chi will predict.
He just asked me this morning, in the classroom, I was blocked by a crowd.
The ladies’ room, the girls in the class.
I know why they’re bothering me again because, for the first time, Chen Shu and Chen Xu were together.
Early this morning, the girls in the class were screaming around her sister-in-law.
Kind of childish.
It’s a rush to take out a boyfriend.
Of course, all the people who don’t want to go to Kiryu to pick me up a soft tomato.
But, unfortunately.
I don’t want to be a soft tomato anymore.
I don’t know.
I wasn’t the only one injured that day in the ladies’ toilet. Chen was worse than me.
I remember what Kae said, they surrounded me, tore me up, beat me.
I did not hide, but I grabbed Chen Chen’s hair straight and put her on the ground, with one foot on her head, before anyone could react.
It is hard to imagine that the gentle and intransigent circle would do the same.
But.
I remember clearly that day in the ladies ‘ room, she stepped on my head with her feet and tried to put my face in the ladies ‘ room.
Her companions even stopped, forgot to hit me.
Push under my feet. I watched her quietly.
“Did you ever think that one day you’d be under my feet like this? I’m sorry.
22
That day, Chen was wounded, and I was famous.
Moreover, since it was they who took the initiative and Ki-gee stood up for me in due course after hearing the news, it was not a big deal.
Chen Zheng ate a mute and took two days off.
When she appeared in the class again, she looked at me with a little shiver and her hair was bald.
It was me that day.
See, there are some who are like this, and you are so indulging, and she only thinks you are a bully, so she takes you insolently.
And as soon as you show your teeth, she’ll lose it again.
That’s ridiculous.
If there is anything else, there is.
For example, on the day after Chen was beaten, he felt ashamed, and during the class Chen Xu blocked me in the stairwell.
People were coming around, but he was blind, threatening me to apologize to Chen.
Just got out of class and forgot to take your eyes off.
I pushed the glasses on my nose and looked at him, “What if I didn’t?” I’m sorry.
Chen Zhu scolded him for swearing. It was dirty.
But he failed to scold the second sentence because I slapped him.
In fact, I was afraid that he might become angry and that he might act openly.
But…
‘Cause there’s a lot of people coming up in the stairwell, and I’m just a showman.
I want everyone to know that rounding is no longer the pitiful one who was bullied by others in the past, and I do not want to be bullied by others.
I don’t want anything. I just want to learn and get out of this student age that suffocates me.
And another reason I dare to do it:
I saw her walking across the hall through the stairwell door.
For some reason, as soon as I saw him, I had my breath.
It’s not that long.
But the moment he appeared, I was not afraid.
He was slapped in public, Chen Xu walked away, and he waved his hand at me, but he never fell.
For it was stopped by Kiryu.
She and Chen Xu fought that day.
I finally know why Chen Xu is so afraid of Kiryu.
It’s true.
Kiki downplayed him and beat him into a dog.
23
I haven’t been alone since I met Kiki.
There’s another angry, fighting boy.
But I don’t know what to do.
For family reasons, I think it’s far away, me and Kae… like two non-interlocking stars that can light each other briefly, but it’s hard to walk together.
The only thing I can do is to study hard, get into a big, get out of here and do my best to change fate.
But it is true that Kichea’s family has money and that it is not true that his father donated two buildings to the school, but that he has caused many troubles and nothing has happened.
Moreover, Kiyoshi’s grades are down to the highest.
He was not stupid, but he never learned to fight and sleep in school.
His life trajectory should be to graduate, to buy a diploma, or to study abroad, and then to follow the family-arranged trajectory through his life without fear.
I don’t know what to do.
I’ve thought about being distant, but Kie-gee is ready to wait every day in front of my class to take my bag and throw it on his shoulder.
Then followed me to the shed, walking around.
At night, he likes to eat the night and has to share it with me.
I was often called out by him in the middle of the night to go upstairs and eat two barbecues before sneaking home.
Even sometimes my parents don’t sleep, I can’t go out, he’ll be upstairs in the bedroom, handing me the delivery with a rope.
These thoughts have lasted too long.
One night, I drank a little wine in the company of Kiryu, and with alcohol, my heart opened.
I held his face, I was drunk, “Did you ever think… Are we actually two worlds? I’m sorry.
It’s been a while.
He pushed my hand, his eyebrow, and he said, “All of us live on this earth, what two worlds. I’m sorry.
So I recounted those thoughts.
Kiki listened very carefully and laughed.
He leaned in the corner, lighted a cigarette, smoked a sip, didn’t talk, picked up a beer grunt and drank it.
Drink up, he’ll crush the empty beer can and throw it in the corner.
Beer cans draw an arc in the air and end up in a trash can.
He smiles.
“Fuck, that’s it?”
Those hands rubbed my hair.
“How big is it that your brother read three books from the same city, and three books from the same college, so you can blow the wind from the same city.” I’m sorry.
And he turned his eyebrow, and his smile was scattered, and he downplayed a small word, and breathed out of my heart a long cloud.
That night, it happened to be full of moons, full of moons out of the window, and there was wine in the window.
In the eye, he slowly approaches.
I closed my eyes and his breath was set a few centimeters away.
It’s been a long time. His voice is ringing and his voice is dumb.
“Go back, it’s too late. I’m sorry.
I snuggled, opened my eyes, and he pulled it up.
Behind you, Kiki put her hands behind her head, smiled like a twat, “I can’t wait to get home. I’m sorry.
And he said, “Can you take the elevator yourself?” I’m sorry.
I nodded my head and ran away in red.
In the elevator, in the distance of the first floor, I’ve looked at that image many times.
My heart beats so fast.
We didn’t do anything that night, we didn’t kiss like a dragonflies, but it seemed like we understood each other completely.
I thought I was going to be one step closer to her, but…
We suddenly had another transfer student.
It’s not surprising that the girl who’s transferred to my class, who’s gentle and pretty, has the same grace and tenderness that we have in our rotten school.
And the most shocking is her introduction.
The day she was transferred to our class, she stood at the podium, smiled, and mentioned a name that did not belong to our class:
Kiki.
She said.
“Hello, I’m Kiryu’s sister, Winning. Please be kind. I’m sorry.
However, she did not have her name, and that night I found out from her that Winning was not his sister, but a young girl.
She suddenly appeared and made me panic.
I also learned something about him and Winning.
She’s always been nice, but he listens to Winning.
Years of relationships are just a small part of it, and the most important thing is…
Winning was weak and the doctor asserted that she would not have lived until 18 years.
And she’s 17 this year.
And what caused her to be in such a state is Kichi.
He was ashamed of her, so he always listened to her.
Winning suffers from congenital heart disease and a series of complications that cannot be cured.
When she was a child, she was not so weak. She suffered from a serious illness when she was a child. She barely recovered her life, but her body was weaker.
After all this, I was silent for a long time.
In particular, the next morning, I walked into the classroom and saw Winning, sitting next to my seat.
Among the classmates, I learned that Winning had taken the initiative to change his seat with me.
I snuggle and slowly return to my seat.
Winning looked at me on the table, and she was white and almost transparent.
I couldn’t bear to look at her with the rest of it.
She’s got a beautiful baby, white skin, five fine, and a pair of extras.
And when you look at me, the eyelashes blink, they’re so pretty.
She laughed.
“The circle, right? Don’t be afraid. I just wanted to see you. I’m sorry.
24
Meet me?
I waited for seconds to say what to say, but nod my head.
Winning smiled.
She said, “I think I know why Kichi-kun likes you. I’m sorry.
My heart jumped up because of her words.
I’m not stupid enough to guess that she likes me in a day of peace, but it’s from other people, and I hear my heart beating.
But why did she like me? She didn’t say a word.
I thought Winning was here to provoke, to steal Kae, but…
She’s been very gentle all along.
The only difference is that there’s one more person on our way home.
Winning’s weak, he can’t ride, she’s in trouble.
He was supposed to carry Winning, but he hesitated, and outside the school door, he was riding in the car, standing on one foot and lighting a cigarette.
He looked at me, and he picked out, “You drive her?” I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
Of course I would.
After all, who wants to see another girl on the back of their favorite boy bike?
I thought Winning would refuse, or be unhappy, but she didn’t.
She came to me after she said, “Well, if you’re tired, let me know. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
But actually, she’s thinking too much. She’s so light, I’m not even tired.
She’s too light.
Light as, like, no weight.
I rode a street and I didn’t even realize I was carrying people in the back seat.
Winning was quiet, and she was just squeezing my horn, and she didn’t make a sound even though the car had run over a lot of rubble.
I suddenly realized that the sudden emergence of an enemy did not seem to be such a barrier.
She was gentle, quiet, unchallenged and unsatisfied, and showed her friendship with Kichi for many years.
Her tenderness even reminds me of the sarcasm of a very strong web pop:
I’m not here to spoil you. I’m here to join you.
25
Winning is like kiki.
This is clear even for someone I’m not very sensitive to.
However, her eyes were so clear that her eyes looked only for love and tenderness, and there was no looting.
But I wonder if there is such a gentle man in this world.
Even if his life was short, even if the person he loved did not like himself, he would look at him in silence.
That’s all.
I think it’s more like green tea in novels.
On the surface, gentle and unchallenged, in fact, there is a hidden window of caution.
Otherwise … why insist on moving to our school and asking to be with me when the weak should not go to school?
So I’m always on guard.
Because I’m scared, and I’m afraid that the sun will suddenly appear in my life.
In fact, Winning did nothing.
On the contrary, the longer I get along, the more I find that her tenderness and elegance are really carved into the bones.
And she’s nice to me.
I’ll have breakfast of my own, watch the teacher when I’m too sleepy, and sneak down on a hot summer day to the school’s grocery store to buy me ice water.
On the summer of Inflammation, when she came back with ice water, a face with a big slap was white.
Scared me to put her in my seat for a while.
Winning is really good, so I’m even a little skeptical. She doesn’t seem to be here to rob Kiryu.
And Winning moved to our neighborhood.
They’re in good shape at home, renting a house as simple as buying a bottle of water.
But even with that kind of money, her heart can’t be cured.
It’s hard to be indifferent to her for a long time.
Gradually, the doctor’s saying was like a stone, and it was on my heart.
So gentle and beautiful. Will it die?
Will you really not live to be 18?
I’ve finally understood Kiyotaka’s carelessness in the face of Winningen, which is not about love, but about this girl.
On Friday night, I suddenly got word of Winning.
She asked if I could stay with her for the night.
I agree.
I took Winning home, and my parents loved her very much, and my mom cried when she knew she might not be 18 years old.
Of course, my mother didn’t know that this girl could be her daughter’s lover.
I said hi to my mom and I went to Winning’s with a bunch of snacks my mom prepared.
Kiki is not here.
Winning also prepared a lot of snacks and a few beers.
I frown, take the beer, “You can’t drink. I’m sorry.
“All right. She smiles at me, and it means a little bit, “I have a bad drink, so just try it.” I’m sorry.
“No way. I’m sorry.
But in the end, I couldn’t stand her soft, hard bubbles and agreed that she had poured about a third of the glass.
Winning seemed happy with that little half-breed and a little sip.
Night is quiet.
I finally couldn’t bear it. I asked myself a long time ago:
“Why are you so nice to me?”
Well, I wonder more than once if Winning doesn’t like Kiryu at all, but me?
Winning took a sip of wine and laughed.
And when she smiled, there was a small vortex on her left cheek, and she said, “Because Kiechi likes you. I’m sorry.
I got it. “No more? I’m sorry.
She whispered to me, “Isn’t that enough? I’m sorry.
Yeah, she likes me in her world, so she likes me too.
She took up a glass and touched me gently.
“In fact, you’re asking me, why don’t I go to Kihai’s class instead of sitting with you, right? I’m sorry.
I was silent and noded.
I do want to ask her.
Winning finished his beer and his face was a little red.
She smiled softly, she was good, she didn’t yell at me to pour her another drink, but she poured a warm cup of juice.
“Because, just to see what the girl he likes looks like before life goes to countdown, to know if he deserves it and whether he likes it. I’m sorry.
“And…”
She held my hand.
“You are in love, and I do not want to go to Kihai’s brother’s class, and stay with him every day, so that you may have misunderstandings and divisions. I’m sorry.
She smiled, under the spotlight, and that pretty face made me think I met an angel.
“I don’t want to cause him any trouble before I leave. I’m sorry.
26
My nose is sore.
It’s true that I can’t judge her, but at least she did it the same way.
The day she was transferred to school, she had never had any excesses with him, except for her peeking at Kiryu.
But as long as she’s here, her eyes will never be divided.
She really loved Kiryu.
At 9:00 p.m., Kiryu sent me a message.
He said he bought a barbecue and let me sneak upstairs to eat, and I hesitated and replied quietly that I was at Ninging’s house.
A few minutes later, the Winningin family door was banged with a round of roasting.
That night.
The three of us are sitting on the couch, eating and talking.
Winning was happy, sitting on a carpet, wearing a white cotton pyjamas, with a tight eye on the knitting and a smile.
The moonlight fell on her, with a clear sense of fragmentation.
At the end of the night, Winning went to the bathroom and insisted on staying with us, lying on the carpet and falling asleep.
She had a sip of wine, a complex look at her and a tight eyebrow full of fear.
For a long time, she was sure she was asleep, and Kiki bent to pick her up and took her to her room.
I noticed that Kiki hugged her with a gentleman’s hand, with his hands in her arms, under her arms, and acted properly.
Squeeze down the door and Kie-ge took me to the balcony.
On a semi-enclosed balcony, Kichea touched a pack of cigarettes in her pocket, smoked one and lit it.
And in the smoke, he rubbed his eyelids, and groaned.
“Doctor says that Ningning’s body is getting worse. I’m sorry.
“Perhaps…” and he squeezed his eyebrow with one hand, a few twitches, “may well be true, but he won’t survive to 18. I’m sorry.
In two short words, his voice is so dumb.
I hesitated for a long time, but I couldn’t help but say, “In fact, the greatest desire of the Ning would be with you…”
But before he finished, he interrupted.
“No way. I’m sorry.
He’s got smoke on his fingertips and he’s looking at the sky.
“I treated her like a sister. There was no man or woman, and she knew it. She needs me to donate an organ right now, and I don’t hesitate to go to the table, but there’s no exchange for feelings. I’m sorry.
“If it is true that she is in bad health, it is both disrespectful and an insult to her feelings. I’m sorry.
While he was talking, he extinguished the smoke, whispered the sighs.
“For so many years, I have known her too well, she has always been sincere to people, and her world has been simple, either black or white, and she thinks she likes to be together, so don’t be reluctant for any reason. If I were with her now, she would only feel we were pitying her, not what she wanted, not what I wanted. I’m sorry.
I like the boy who boasts about another girl in front of me, but I don’t feel jealous.
It’s a bit of acid.
For Winning.
God has never been equal, so good a girl has never had a good life.
I thought I was never a Virgin, but I lost a tear for my “enemy” when Kae told me about the health of Winningin.
Kiki stinged a little bit, walked over and put me in my arms.
It’s the closest thing we do.
And I found myself in his arms, and it took me a long time to hear his voice at the top of my head.
“Turn around, together. I’m sorry.
“As a freshman, he knew all about you at first sight, but was afraid to come out and scare you until he made me feel bad to save my country, to go out with your brother, to make a friend with him, and then to go near the water tower for a month, and he made a misunderstanding and made a deal with me, and then he knew you wrongly.” I’m sorry.
“I can study for more than a year and try to study in the same city as you. I’m sorry.
He said a lot, and then he let go and looked at me.
“So, come on, give me a break. Don’t make me nervous. I’m sorry.
I was staring at him, and I didn’t know what to say.
The heart rate has actually accelerated.
In a moment of silence, Kiyoshi whispered, “It doesn’t matter, the countdown is over, you have to agree. I’m sorry.
The moment the voice fell, his kiss fell.
With a faint smell of tobacco, his breath surrounds me.
In the night, in the breeze.
I was so nervous, I grabbed his horn.
However, the eyes were wrong and suddenly saw Winning in the living room.
She’s still wearing that white dress, but pale.
I noticed my eyes, and she laughed, and then slowly raised her hand, and raised her index finger to the lips as opposed to a “shh” move.
And then quietly left.
I was rushing out of Kae and watching Winning go away again.
I’m the first one to talk.
“I see it. I’m sorry.
“Then you…”
And the caviar rubbed his eyebrow,
“It’s good to see, and she should be safe. She always knew I didn’t like her, but she was so determined to see me come back. I’m sorry.
But I’m still not sure, “Is that too cruel for her? I’m sorry.
“Maybe. I’m sorry.
Maybe she’s bored and she lit another cigarette.
“However, in her limited life, it is perhaps the cruelest to continue to give her hope and illusion of an impossible emotion and to waste her most precious time. I’m sorry.
We’ve been silent for a long time, and we’ve smoked two cigarettes in Kiryu.
The last smoke ran out, he put it out and fell down and kissed me fast on my lips.
“Then they can finally call you sister-in-law. I’m sorry.
27
Winning’s dead.
One morning I received a telephone call from Kiryu, and a heart attack broke suddenly, and it was severe.
The doctor has issued a notice of distress.
When we arrived at the hospital, the doctor accidentally pushed out the door of the emergency room, and he took his mask off and shook his head.
“We tried. She wants to see you. Go talk to her. I’m sorry.
The meaning is self-evident.
I was shaking and I went in behind his parents.
Winning was lying in bed with little blood on her face, and she smiled softly and looked away on our faces.
Winning said a few words to her parents and moved her eyes to Kae.
“Mom, I want to talk to them.”
Mother Wen cried out the door.
It’s just me and Kiryu.
Kiki came to her, her eyes were red and her body was shaking.
She looked at him, though he had no blood, but the eyes were still shining.
Don’t fight anymore
“Good. I’m sorry.
He’s silent and he doesn’t hesitate.
“Don’t be angry. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Be nice to round sister. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
Winning smiled.
A moment later, she whispered, “Can I have a kiss?” I’m sorry.
“Just face. I’m sorry.
After that, she watched him quietly and waited for his answer.
Kiki hesitated for two seconds to look at me.
I nod at him.
Kiki takes away her eyes and whispers, “Okay. I’m sorry.
In the eyes of Winning, he slowly fell down…
As his kiss fell on her cheeks, she used all her energy and turned her head.
She laughed softly.
“Let’s just leave it for the rest of our lives, that’s all. I’m sorry.
This is the last sentence that Winning will remain in this world.
When she died, she was careful to think for her sake, and she was really using all her energy to like him in silence.
The gill swooned for a long time and then fell down by the bed, whispering.
This is the first time I’ve seen Kiryu cry.
The young man in school, who was in the middle of a high school and had punched the whole school, cried like a child at the moment.
Me too.
Winning was supposed to be my enemy, but I stood in the corner and cried like a dog.
The doctor’s motto finally came true, and Winning died one month before her eighteenth birthday.
Dead in the summer of 17 years.
But when she left, she laughed.
After she left, Kiryu changed completely.
He stopped fighting and, even if someone had gone unbelieffully to provoke him, he simply looked at each other in cold blood and then turned around.
He began to work hard to learn, and he worked hard to get everyone to talk.
I asked him why, he said, because he promised Ning Ning no more fighting and that Ning Ning was a sister-friendly existence for him, he had to do so.
And he promised me to study with me in the same city.
He’s never gonna break his word to me, and…
And then he rubbed my hair under a tree.
“And I don’t want to go to the same city as you, I want to go to the same school as you. I’m sorry.
“On the score, the gap between us is too big, but I don’t want to drag you down. I think to try to get ashore, but I’ve fallen too much before, and I have to go back and forth. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Time’s up.
Years have passed, months, months, six months, one year…
In the third year of high school, the school, known for its hard fists, never fought again.
He’s a twat and he’s become a twat.
We have also come back from the initial shock and have witnessed his progress together.
Over a year and more, he was able to make up for what had been missing in the first half of his high school year.
But it’s on Kiryu.
Often, at 2 or 3 a.m., I get up from the window of my study and I see a light on the bedroom upstairs.
And then…
Here comes the test.
Kiki and I were assigned to the same entrance examination in the same school district.
Before I got into the exam, Ki-gee dragged me to the corner and kissed me fast while nobody was around.
“Good test, man. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
And we have not failed this oath.
Soon after, we all got a big acceptance letter, and I overlined 30 points, easy to get in.
And she’s lucky that he was recorded on the fraction line.
We can’t choose a good profession, but well, at least we’ve done what we agreed and wanted.
On that day, we bought flowers to go to the cemetery with a letter of admission.
The tombstone.
I looked at the black and white picture before me, in which Winning was long and soft and smiling.
It’s still wonderful.
We’ll take the letter and release it in front of her grave, and tell her we’ll take the big one.
There was a lot of talk in front of her grave, and in the end, Kiyoshi groaned and stood up and said, “Let’s go.”
I shake my head, “Go ahead and drive. I’ll talk to her. I’m sorry.
Nod the kiki and left.
And I took the freshly bought flowers and sat in front of the tombstone, looking at her black and white.
The eyes are sour.
“Ninning, I’ll take care of him and I’ll love him for you. He hasn’t fought since you left, and he’s working hard. I’m sorry.
“Winning, we will always remember you, me and him, both. I’m sorry.
The sound fell, and suddenly there was a clear wind in a hot cemetery.
The wind blows through the flowers that are in Our arms, and drops a few petals, and falls on her grave.
I guess she heard me.
Such a gentle and beautiful girl, hoping that she will have a healthy body in her next life and that she will meet a boy who loves and loves her.
Get out of the cemetery, I’m in Kie-gee’s car.
He came side by side and put on my seatbelt, “What took you so long? I’m sorry.
I smiled, “Some secrets between girls.” I’m sorry.
Kiki laughed and asked no more questions.
On the way back, we had a little chat.
I asked him, “Will you fight after college? I’m sorry.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
“What if someone bullys you? I’m sorry.
Kiki laughed, “No one dared to bully me. I’m sorry.
“What if there is?”
“It’s too young to ignore him and beat a whole school with fists. I’m sorry.
I nod my head and I ask, “What if someone bullys me? I’m sorry.
According to the news, Kiki picks up the eyebrows and then pulls over to the side of the road and lights a cigarette.
Then turn around and look at me, seriously.
“Nenng died him. I’m sorry.
I can’t stop laughing. “You’re not fighting, are you? I’m sorry.
He smoked a cigarette, and he said, “This isn’t a fight. Someone bullied my girlfriend. This is a fucking death. I’m sorry.
“That…”
I wanted to keep asking questions, but he interrupted me.
“Why are you talking so much today? I’m sorry.
I didn’t have time to talk, and he blocked my lips.
We kissed.
In the car, in the wind, in this coming summer.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
