The one who bullied me on campus became my brother.
He humiliated me in the bathroom at school during the day and smiled softly in front of my parents at night.
Only the two of us know that a man like me, no matter what the torture, cannot be excessive.
One.
Luk Maple entered the door of my room at 1:00 in the morning.
He’s in his pocket, looking at me in the corner of the room.
“Good boy, no lock tonight. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Yesterday I locked the door and didn’t let him in, and the next day he cut off my shoulderband in the toilet.
And in the night he came to me emptied.
And that is a perfect face, laughing, but in my eyes as a devil from an endless abyss.
He squeezed his chin and then removed the buttons in front of his shirt.
His hand, stay on my collarbone.
The strange temperature of the abdomen shrunk me unconsciously, instead of laughing at him.
The man got down and put it in my ear.
“There you are. I’m sorry.
Stranger temperatures spread through the skin for a moment.
“Will you put my name on it? I’m sorry.
And We pushed him away with fear.
He stood up and laughed.
“I’m kidding. I’m sorry.
But every time I have a maple joke, it’s on me.
And he looked at me with nothing, and he omitted from my coat hanger, and then followed his finger with a dress.
“Tomorrow wear this. I’m sorry.
Yes, after Luk Maple became the brother of my reorganised family.
Even what I wear every day, he controls.
Two.
He hates me.
It’s the first thing I know when I’m in a new class, when I see Lu’s maple.
He’s the president of the student council, first 10 years.
He’s handsome, he’s nice.
So it’s too easy for him to indoctrinate violence into one person.
First, it’s the isolation of the classmates.
When you know that I’m upset, there’s almost no one who wants to come near me.
Then they started violence against me.
I don’t really like to fight me.
But there are ways of crushing my dignity so hard that I can’t take my head off.
He cut off my long hair for a long time, then held my head and forced me to look at my desperate face.
They call for words on my desk that cannot be washed off, and they lead everyone in the class to laugh.
I was harassed by them, and I couldn’t really balance my studies.
There was a group of people who stood up to the examination papers and gave me my grades.
So, when I knew that the son of the woman my father was going to marry was the son of Luk.
I feel like I’ve been falling all day.
3
“Then he’s your brother. I’m sorry.
My dad slapped him on the shoulder and pushed him in front of me.
He’s got a maple on his lips and smiles softly at me.
“Liu has done well in school. I’m sorry.
“You can ask him anything you want. I’m sorry.
So at night in the room, I write my homework with Maple.
He stood behind me, leaning over the table, pointing his bellies, and consciously or unconsciously strung over my roll.
“Good brother.” I’m sorry.
In fact, his fingerbones, slow-touched to my waist.
“Of course you can tell your father everything I did to you. I’m sorry.
“But you should guess what the consequences are. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The next morning, I did not go to school wearing the dress designated by the maple.
Lu’s Maple is up on the table, nothing.
One thing is that he will always disguise himself in front of his parents as a high-quality child.
But at the shoe rack, no one saw the dead end.
Luk kicked me in the shoes, and he said so.
“I thought I told you to wear that dress. I’m sorry.
“…”
I stomped on his lower lip and looked up to him.
“Why do you have to do this to me? I’m sorry.
I didn’t know him until I saw him.
His hatred for me is direct and anonymous.
But instead of answering those questions, he was down and looking at me.
“No? You’re done. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
4
I thought as long as I stayed in the class and followed the majors in class, I’d be protected from a trick.
As a result, I underestimated their methods.
I came back from the classroom after early work and I pulled a pen out of my pocket.
As a result, something was creeping.
Look inside, my hand threw the pen out.
My worst fear is worms.
And just now in my pocket, there’s a couple of twisted caterpillars.
There’s something like a double physical and psychological fear, something like a bug, the extent to which I look at all my hair.
So I just backed back and made a huge noise behind the classroom.
I’m real, scared, scared.
Shrunk me, soon, became a joke for everyone.
“Fuck, I’m surprised. I’m sorry.
“Big Wong, you stuffed something in her pen box. She was so scared. I’m sorry.
The maple came back from outside the classroom with a roll.
“Well, they’re all crying. I’m sorry.
And my bellow stomped upon my eyelids, and I turned away.
This move, obviously, makes the maple a little uncomfortable.
He’s got his finger on my back and he’s turning my face over.
“You’re a fucking coward. I’m sorry.
“…”
Then, in the afternoon, the boys were standing by my seat, either deliberately or by accident.
I was afraid they’d come back with some weird bugs, so I kept lying on the table.
“Hey, I said you…”
After school, Maple left behind me.
“We’re having fun? I’m sorry.
“Didn’t you get angry with what you did before? I’m sorry.
He played with my school bag, and I breathed deeply and stood by him.
“Do I have a grudge against you? I’m sorry.
“Why are you doing this to me? I’m sorry.
“…”
The sunset shows the radness of the eyes of the human being.
He smiled, gentle and sweet.
“You’re so cute. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Pervert.
5
My dad raised me all by himself, and he always said I was so gentle and I didn’t tell my family anything.
Yes, actually, I’m a very patient character.
I can see it before I have a problem, and I don’t care about them.
But the bugs really disgust me.
So, back home, I didn’t really interact with Luk.
His “good brother” people are having trouble.
I thought he was gonna get mad, and he just came into my room after the shower.
It means I don’t know, “Hush, really angry?” I’m sorry.
I downplayed the question, ignored him.
“I’m not the one who put the bug. If I knew you were so afraid of this stuff…”
“I’m sure I’ll show them in another more exciting way, right? I’m sorry.
…it’s as if the devil whispered.
But the next person was even in a good mood rubbing my head.
“The fourth question is wrong. No wonder you’re stupid. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I frowned, irritatedly cut off all the formulas on the paper.
In exchange for his smirk.
Six.
The next day, the man who put bugs in my pen box apologized to me in front of everyone.
The wounds on his body, as he said, were visible.
I keep writing, I don’t look at them.
My desk had been filled with dirty words with unpaved pens, but more than that, they left me the worst table in the class.
The table always swayes, and when I press hard I make a noise.
But the table was stuck.
Maple on the floor at my desk, folding paper under my table feet.
“…”
This guy, it’s been a little weird these days.
Of course, I do not think he will spare me with great mercy and soft hands, and I always understood that he was holding on to a large wave.
He’s in his pocket, staring at me.
Half an hour, smile softly at me.
I don’t know.
Today is my birthday.
The birthdays of previous years were, at least, a welcome one for me, but this year, there was maple.
At night, our family went to the hotel for dinner.
I can’t forget to sit on the side of a man’s body.
The table was under his legs and he was restless.
It wasn’t easy to get to the point where he blew out the birthday cake candles, and he put his hand out like a prank and bowed in my waist.
I don’t know.
The gift my dad gave me was an electronic book.
My mom gave me a necklace.
And land has maple for me, a bottle of perfume.
The fragrance box seemed a little heavy, and at first I didn’t care.
I never wanted to look at what he gave me again and throw it in the corner when he came home.
Until midnight, he pushed my door open.
This guy sneaked into my room, and he’s so light.
I frowned on his smile face.
“Look at my gift to you. I’m sorry.
Men lean on the door and ask me freely.
I just opened it at the hotel.
Seems to see my doubts, and he smiles to add.
“There is one more floor. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Rue Maple always knows how to insult me.
My dear brother gave me a birthday present.
First floor, a bottle of perfume.
Second floor, a collar.
For the dog.
I don’t know.
I looked at him, and he laughed.
“Specified three months in advance, don’t you like it? I’m sorry.
The man walked in front of me, took the collar out of the box, rounded my neck.
The skin’s touch is on the neck.
He’s crooked and smiling.
“It certainly fits. I’m sorry.
I pushed him away.
I know that Luk likes to look at me like that.
Indignant, angry, having no way with him.
The more embarrassing I am, the more excited he is.
7
When the results of the new examination came out, I was staring at the terrible scores above.
I feel like I’m born not sensitive to numbers.
So much that subjects like mathematics, physics, it’s going to be hard for me.
The scrolls have been circulated throughout the class. They’re all wrinkled.
After class, the teacher called me to her office.
Also in the office, there’s another person.
If I’m stable, I’m stable.
I haven’t seen his face a few times in a semester because he’s always in the corner.
“You two are the worst in math in our class. I’m sorry.
The teacher’s sharp eyes look at us through the lenses.
“I’ve arranged for you an assistant to learn. I’m sorry.
“The three of you form a study group, and if there’s any problem, ask Lu for Maple, okay? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Land has maple.
One day, the masters of the bullying of the campus became learning assistants.
I was staring at people who came in from outside the office and had high hopes on their shoulders.
He’s smiling, looking at me.
I can imagine what kind of study group that is.
It’s definitely the beginning of my new nightmare.
I don’t know.
The sun fell through the window into the classroom and the maple sat on the table before me.
“What the hell are you doing to these retards? I’m sorry.
His brother laughed behind him.
The boy who’s been asked to replace his class is Zhao Yu.
At that point, he was shaking in the corner.
He seems to have been bullied for a long time by a bunch of punks in class, and he seems to have a real IQ problem.
“Come, look at the first question. I’m sorry.
I’ll pick up my roll with my maple and my attention is all over the boys.
He’s been shaking, making the table shaking.
“Hello. I’m sorry.
By the time I looked back, the legs of the land had been kicked on my desk.
His legs were long, he was in his pockets, he looked down on me.
“Look at me or at him?”
“…”
I looked at him and he laughed.
“You two are a 21-point, a 12-point. I’m sorry.
“What a match. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
It’s probably inspired by the high performance of Maple on land.
My dad yelled at me when he saw my papers.
“You took Osai King in junior high, remember? What happened now? I’m sorry.
…I do have a medal on the wall of my room.
But now I, when I see the numbers, it’s just a headache.
I’m staring at today’s math test, and I can actually feel that I’m more difficult to learn math than any of my other classmates, and I can’t even fit the formula.
‘Cause my dad’s going to have a maple for me, so this time he’s going straight into my room.
He leaned on my table, and when I thought he was going to make a mockery of me, he said only gently.
“Why don’t you ask me? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I thought the sun was out west.
Turns out his mother followed him and came in with a plate of fruit.
“Look how well you two get along. I’m sorry.
Lu’s Maple Mother is a very typical kind, and she’s always been good to me.
She told me before. Lu has a sister before.
But something happened, like dead.
So her mother was worried about me and Lui having a maple.
“Then go back to your studies, Maple. Take your sister with you. I’m sorry.
The Maple Mother just left, and he turned.
He leaned down a little bit, standing behind me, squeezing my earlids slowly.
“Sang Yu. I’m sorry.
He read the name of the boy who was shaking this afternoon.
“How about you seduce him?”
I don’t know.
I don’t understand what he’s doing all day.
“I am…”
The word “no” didn’t come out of his mouth and he grabbed it.
He stinged his eyes, and his fingerbone scratched my chin in a great mood.
“If you refuse, send a picture of you that day to the school forum. I’m sorry.
He means the photo taken the other day after cutting off my shoulder belt in the toilet.
I pushed him.
“As you wish. I’m sorry.
8
I don’t care what people think about me. I don’t really have a maple.
However, it is clear that he is not a man who can stop.
I’m starting to hear about Zhao Yu and I.
Then one morning, on the blackboard of the classroom, there was a huge name for me and Zu Yu.
In the middle is a love.
This is a picture of a lot of kids laughing.
“Can these two be together?” I’m sorry.
“What, funny? I’m sorry.
“You’re in love. I’m sorry.
My name began to be deliberately tied to Zhao Yu.
The teacher asked me to answer the questions, and there was someone who shouted after Zhao Yu.
I was deliberately pushed by them when I was doing my work.
“You know what? He seems to like you. I’m sorry.
At night, Maple came into my room and was in front of my bed.
“I saw him looking at you today. His ears are red. I’m sorry.
“But he should not know…”
The man in front of me put his hands around my neck, and he’s coming closer.
“The girl he likes, right in front of me? I’m sorry.
I watched him dead.
Half an hour, and his fingers shatter over my neck.
He always smiled softly at me.
Say it, but never.
“There are stars, do you know?” I’m sorry.
“You’re a damn good collar. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
He stepped on the ground with my dignity through a boy who had nothing to do with me, crushing my dignity so hard.
What I was thinking was that if I was already in hell, at least I could not bring in someone who had nothing to do with it.
But it’s too late.
I don’t know.
The next day, I was pushed to the corner and I was brain-brushed with all the books in my bag.
Left Yu came in and pulled me out.
Actually, it’s the way they used to bully me.
Said I stole their money and poured everything out of my bag.
Zhao Yu, a timid man would come and save me.
The whistle came from behind.
The boy pulled me, like he didn’t know where to drag me.
I looked at him in the back of the head, and he seemed to have a little long hair, and the last one, and I almost fell with him.
His glasses fell on the floor, and I went to pick them up for him, and I couldn’t keep up with his eyes.
I don’t know.
He always covered himself with a thick ocean, so that was the first time I saw his whole face.
How so?
I’ve never seen such a nice pair of eyes.
It’s a light gray, lightly penetrating, but nothing inside.
It’s so beautiful, it stops breathing at one moment.
“You…”
I’m sorry, I’m just whispering.
“You shouldn’t have dragged me away. I’m sorry.
I don’t know if he understands what I mean. He just doesn’t talk on his lips.
When we got back to class, the whole class sounded at us.
But Left Yu is beginning to be nice to me.
He brought me breakfast and secretly put sugar in my drawers, like he didn’t know they were mean.
Every time he does this to me, every time he looks at me with his eyes that he doesn’t know anything, I add a feeling of guilt.
The purpose of the maple was achieved.
No matter how hard I struggled, he had a way to do it.
Now, he’s happy to create a false beauty and then destroy it himself.
9
Mom and Dad are on a business trip for a week.
So I have to stay at home alone with Luk for seven days.
When I heard the news, I shivered unconsciously.
The maple sits beside me and smiles.
The first night after Mom and Dad left, he swayed me to the door.
This big house is too quiet to give me a little fear at one point.
And he leaned on the door frame and looked at me.
“Do you know why those people didn’t do you these days because Zhang Yu was in your way? I’m sorry.
If I had a face in the world, it must be Maple.
“It’s a shame you didn’t see how he got kicked in the door. I’m sorry.
“Whatever you have, you come at me! I’m sorry.
And We lifted up his collar, and he stretched out his hand and covered my finger slowly.
He laughed when he found me shaking with his hand.
“You don’t like him, do you? I’m sorry.
I was staring at him, and I was gonna bite my teeth.
“Why do you have to do this to me? I’m sorry.
And whenever he approaches me, I shall turn back a little until he sets me against the wall.
“Well, why don’t you fight me? I’m sorry.
My wrist was squeezed by him. He was like a devil in my heart.
Why didn’t I fight? I always knew because I…
I feel like I’m about to remember something, but in that moment, the rubbing and rubbing my head.
He’s a little low, he’s looking at me, he smiles harmlessly.
“Sleep with me, and I’ll leave him alone, huh? I’m sorry.
The maple of the land was looking at my bottom line step by step, and in the end, he was surprised to find,
I have no bottom line at all.
I don’t know.
The bed with Maple is bigger than mine.
So he took me to his bed, but he did not have a narrow feeling.
It’s really sleeping.
“You’ll do it. Don’t get into Zhao Yu’s trouble. I’m sorry.
I was staring at empty floors, and the moonlight of the window came in, and it was broken and tortured.
He’s right behind me. This is definitely the closest I’ve got to him.
I felt his fingers against my shoulder cheekbones, and finally laughed.
Put me even tighter.
“Why are you so nice to him?”
He’s been waiting so long for my response.
It seemed like he knew I couldn’t answer, and he reached out and dialed my hair, and then suffocated my neck.
That’s a very light sentence, and it’s so simple to breathe.
“To be honest, I’m a little jealous of him. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
10
At least, Maple is a man who keeps his promise.
No matter how sick he was to sleep with his own sister, he didn’t do anything to Zhu.
I didn’t even take it with me.
In the middle of the night, I listened to the light breath of the people around me and slowly moved his arm.
(b) The underground bed with soft hands and then slowly pulls out several cabinets by the desk.
I need to make sure one thing, so I’ve been looking for something the other night when he falls asleep.
I’m sure he’ll put that thing somewhere in his room.
Until I found a small box with a password lock in the bottom of the third floor.
The wooden box, it seems, for some years.
I tried a couple of numbers, not really.
I wrinkled and was thinking about the possibility of sneaking out and forcibly breaking up.
There’s a clear line on the back.
“The password is 0604, her birthday. I’m sorry.
. ..and I was standing behind my back and looking down at me.
When he didn’t laugh, he was cold and serious.
The moonless light fell into his pupil’s eyes, delicate and unemotional.
I looked down and untie the boxes, and they were all small things, and I didn’t know what they meant.
Until I found a picture.
Sure.
Lu’s sister had maple…
I killed him.
Eleven.
I will always forget when I have become weak and subdued.
I used to smile like that.
Even before high school, my medal was all over the wall.
When I was little, I didn’t understand what failure meant.
Because I seem to have some talent for numbers and mathematics.
I’ve been searching for more profound knowledge with my adult book, when my peers were showing off that they’d carry a 99-percent scale.
And for every test that’s hard for a kid, I’m comfortable.
No matter how difficult the question may be, I seem to be able to solve it, and thanks to this gift, I have been awarded a variety of awards since primary school.
I was quickly branded “genius” and countless praises made me confident.
I’ve never failed, and I don’t understand why children of the same age can’t even read such an obvious question.
When I went to a training workshop outside the province, I met Moonless.
She’s a little girl from my dorm. We’ll be friends soon.
I noticed her because she cried on the first day of her training.
I handed her a napkin, and then we became friends.
Her grades are in the middle and down of the class, but she has a strong desire to win, and I have seen her pick a light at night more than once in bed.
The pressure for competition training is great, because the surroundings are the best of their peers.
But for me, it’s too simple to keep first.
Even the headmaster at the time had never seen a student as talented as I was.
And then, one thing happened and I broke up.
Now think about it, it was only a small contradiction of friendship.
We don’t want to talk to each other anymore.
And when I was young, I knew not my calling.
I’m learning well, first, the teacher will look at me and the classmates will take care of me.
When I don’t play with the moon, there’s gonna be a crowd who’ll throw her out.
I never cared about the impact I had on the moonless.
I was obsessed with the pleasures of charades, and I didn’t even know when she had become depressed and silent.
Remember, maybe that day.
I’m still in first place, and I’m in second place in the last place.
When she took the roll, she hit me hard.
She ran me over for no reason. I was a very good friend.
“Do you blame me when you’re back on your grades? I’m sorry.
Of course I don’t like it. It’s loud behind her.
She didn’t come back to me, and a few of my classmates were after me.
Since then, moonless is less talkable and always stares at me with a strange look.
Until one day she called me and called me down a building.
I thought she was gonna make up with me and go on a date without thinking about anything.
I don’t know.
Remember, November’s frost hangs on the branches, the day before we joined the national competition.
I didn’t see anyone after I arrived.
Two minutes later, she texted me again.
“Can I be as smart as you in the next life? I’m sorry.
Remember, no matter how much disaster it was, it was from the fire of the stars.
The seed of evil is also born out of the words of one man.
Moon jumped in front of me.
Do you know what it looks like when a man falls off the 11th floor, his face is smashed and his body is twisted like an adult?
When you look at her through her mundane human form, you find that her eyeballs are looking at you.
I couldn’t eat the next solid food in a month.
I can no longer look directly at anything that has to do with numbers, and for a long time I close my eyes, and it’s that bloody face.
The brain has no way to think, and when it sees a number, it shakes its hand, and it finally develops a sense of conservation and erases that cruel memory.
But subconsciously, I always knew I was going to redeem myself.
I wish I had found something wrong earlier.
If only I hadn’t gone back to her that day.
If we don’t fight, if we don’t come forward and we don’t let our classmates push her out, won’t she even stand upstairs?
It’s my fault.
A man like me can’t go too far, no matter what.
If someone is going to send a disaster to me, I’ll go get it.
There is no right to struggle with a life on its back.
I’m shaking with my hands in the photograph, and I’m holding out my other hand, and I’m holding it up.
Numerous reborn memories attacked me, as if I had returned to that day, staring at that horrible face.
After the moonless death in front of me, my first reaction was to escape.
I buried that memory in my heart. I thought no one would find it.
As a result, Maple was found.
12
Do whatever you want with me.
Because whatever results are acceptable to me.
“You deserve hell, don’t you? I’m sorry.
The people in front of me are standing before me, smiling still in their faces.
He raised his hand, rubbing my head twice, and I touched the temperature and woke up.
I forgot he was a bad guy, a bad guy.
He’s crooked, he’s laughing bad.
“I didn’t bully you because of my sister, just because you’re funny, but…”
He’s got his eyes on him, he’s got his eyes on him.
“What should I do with you? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The maple seems to have changed.
I didn’t move it.
But there was a lot of fire.
He began not to be allowed to speak of me behind my back, nor to see any contact between me and the opposite sex.
Everyone felt his change, except for himself.
A couple of little girls in the class like to have maple.
In the early days, they pulled me to the end of the line, taking advantage of the presence of Maple, a good student.
There’s a little corner behind the school playground, weedy.
The radio was loud, and I was dragged in by them.
The first girl slapped me hard.
“You fox, how did you seduce the maple?” I’m sorry.
“Can’t you just be a fucking dog? I’m sorry.
When they scolded me, I kept flashing through my head.
How do I “convene” my little “colleagues” against the moon?
Was she that painful?
I can’t get her forgiveness at all.
And a man picks up from the earth an abandoned bottle of wine, then he slams over my head.
It’s a small bottle, and it’s probably the horn that’s coming up, and I’m in terrible pain.
“What is your face? Do you despise us?”
The severe pain caused me to consciously cover my forehead, but it was probably too up and running, irritating one of them.
“Oh, Sister Liu, do you want this?”
A girl picks up a scrap steel pipe on the ground, takes a good look at me and looks at me.
“You have to teach her a lesson! I’m sorry.
At that time I was wondering, do they really know that their men are a life?
It’s a heavy, blunt attack, and it hurts.
One, two…
“Hey, flowing, bleeding…”
A man’s voice is clearly panicking.
I don’t know when I can’t see, and I’m standing, and the shadows are falling from above.
The expected pain did not strike.
But in my ear, a hum.
I don’t know.
Left Yu, with his right arm in his right arm, was hit so hard, with his eyes on him, and his thick hair covered his sea.
Behind you is the cry of the schoolmaster.
“Hey! What are you doing? I’m sorry.
My schoolteachers have come, and many of my classmates are here to watch and the girls are just waking up and throwing away their tools.
I swayed, I looked, I was covered in dark red.
.. really, a lot of blood.
“You wouldn’t fight back! I’m sorry.
I felt like someone caught me, so the blood that slipped off my cheek was stuck to his uniform.
He’s not gentle, he’s even in a bad mood.
“Resist, stand up and be beaten by them.” I’m sorry.
We looked and looked and looked to him and laughed.
“What is it…”
“It’s you who taught me not to fight, Lu’s maple. I’m sorry.
“It’s because you’ve been bullying me that they’re following me. I’m sorry.
It’s you.
A good head.
I don’t know.
First to the school infirmary, then to the hospital ward.
My parents almost stormed into the ward to see my injuries and asked the school teacher why he did not strengthen the school management.
Then, of course, there was a scene, when the parents of the little sister were called in, and they were eventually driven away by medical staff, saying that they should not cause too much quarrel.
In the ward, it’s just me and Luk.
The sun outside the window fell softly into the room and was slightly covered up by one side’s blue bed curtains.
He’s light, maybe not for me.
“What should I do with you? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I’ve had a strange change in my life these past few days, which gives me a bad feeling.
Think about it, it’s like he’s been looking at me since the beginning.
I hate the way he stares at me like I belong to him.
So I was hiding from him for the good days.
On the other hand, it seems that the steel pipe that Zu Yu took for me was heavy, and he didn’t come to school for days.
When he appeared again, he remained in the corner.
In fact, I would like to express my gratitude to him, after all, for his injuries.
But I know I’ll get close to him again and bring him in again.
So I can only find one gym class where everyone sneaks into the classroom in the playground and stuffs a box of cookies into his stomach.
I didn’t know he was lying at the end of the class.
Didn’t go to class.
He seems asleep.
In fact, from the background, the young are not weak.
It was only in his face that he kept many of his classmates away from him.
His hair looks soft and looks like he shaved his hair a little over the last few days on leave, and the devil put the cookies behind his table, and I wanted to reach out and touch his hair.
But before the hair had been touched, the wrists had been held.
He didn’t wear glasses, and the danger and aggressiveness of that moment in his eyes kept me in place.
I don’t know.
After seeing me, he let go of my wrist.
Keep your eyes on the table and put your glasses on.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
He’s got a nice voice. I never noticed it before.
I pointed the cookies at his corner.
“Well, thank you for getting me a stick that day. I’m sorry.
He looked at my bag of cookies and didn’t answer me.
To be honest, I was a little scared by the look in his eye.
It is not appropriate to stay here long. I waved to him and said goodbye, and I was ready to go.
But I heard him sighing behind me.
Even with his glasses, he suddenly lost his old stupid look and looked straight in his pocket.
“Be careful with maple. I’m sorry.
After warning me, he fell asleep on the table.
Be careful with the maple.
Of course I do.
But he’s my brother.
Heads up, heads down.
13
Even our parents have found me on the ground in the last few days.
“Sing, are you having trouble with your brother? I’m sorry.
His mother pulled me aside after dinner and whispered to me.
“If your brother bullys you, you must tell me. I’m sorry.
“…”
I noded my head, and I answered.
That’s why I don’t want to break my relationship with Lui in front of my family.
His mother was very kind to me, and at least she looked at us, and our family was very nice.
I can go to college and have maple in different cities.
And then I can get rid of him.
My previous science-related disciplines have not been very good, and now it is possible to restore memory, both of which have improved.
My bullies stopped because of the maple.
On the other hand, I’m really curious about Zhao Yu.
He was still in his class as a ghost, and his grades were red, but the day he warned me and looked at me, it was clearly not stupid.
Did he say he’s been playing dumb?
I’m not a nosy person. I’m curious to stop and I’m not involved in his life.
But that day I passed the corridor behind the school and happened to see him pushed by some senior students.
He came over that day to get me a stick.
That’s why I can’t just sit back.
I thought I’d run back to the teacher and turn around and meet another student.
“What are you going to do, girl? I’m sorry.
Shit.
I was forced to go to the corner, and several people came up and surrounded me.
“Yo, you look good? I’m sorry.
They pulled their shirts with their hands.
“What’s up with you guys? I’m sorry.
… these people seem to have no hope of going to college, and they are not afraid to drop out.
My sight inevitably rises and falls on Left Yu behind them.
He’s standing up.
He probably tried to sneak out and report the teacher, and one of them found him.
Then I didn’t realize that the man had not spoken, and he just punched him in the back of the head and he grabbed my collar.
Now, just piss those guys off.
I thought I was going to witness a bloody brutal bullying.
As a result, Left Yu was able to sweep away the man holding his arm.
The screams were in the corner of their own choosing, unattended.
The sound of the bones, the sound of the fists, and the sound of the flesh, and I looked at the young men who were in the classroom only to be bullied.
It’s how you can’t even climb up.
Zhang Yu made up his foot so hard.
He wrinkled and held the glasses on his nose.
A little desperate to measure me.
“It’s time to report to the teacher’s office.” I’m sorry.
“…”
I think I’ve found something.
Zhao Yu packed his bag and came home with me.
On my way to see him at the thirteenth time, he finally returned to my eyes.
“You want to ask me something I won’t tell you. I’m sorry.
“…”
I shrugged my shoulders and watched the sunset over the top floor.
Well, everyone has secrets.
But he didn’t want to tell me, but he tried my secret.
“Why don’t you stay away from the maple? Your parents love you. Even the reporting teacher is a good choice. I’m sorry.
“…”
Left Yu is a sober and quiet stranger.
Perhaps the same thing happened, and I couldn’t help but tell him a lot.
I went with him the days after school.
Most of the time I’m talking about it, it’s possible I’m being too sincere and I’ve got a little bit of something on him.
His family is rich and rich.
He pretends to be stupid for reasons that seem related to his family.
That day, he was still with me downstairs.
I’m stomping.
I’ve been looking at my face for days in the face of a muddy land where I’ve been hiding.
He raised his eyebrow, and left Yu became the one who refused.
“Thank you for taking care of my sister for so many days. I’m sorry.
Left Yu shivered.
I was dragged to my home by the hand of the maple.
Wait, wait!
I dumped him crazy, but I couldn’t shake my wrist.
I turned back in a hurry to see those we had left behind.
Left Yu didn’t come forward.
He frowns and looks at us.
14
There was no one in the house, and I was pushed in the door room with maple.
“You let go and you. I’m sorry.
He did let go of my hand, and on the other hand he grabbed my chin and put me on the couch.
The people in front of you are evil and rude.
“What are you struggling for, Lin? I’m sorry.
He let loose his collar and looked down at me.
He laughed.
“What, hiding from me these days? I’m sorry.
“What’s the point of talking to a fool?”
I don’t know.
I can’t believe I said that. It’s from the Maple Mouth.
Then I suddenly found out he was serious.
“I’m your sister you! I’m sorry.
“What sister? Did you think I was your brother or did I? I’m sorry.
He looked so naked at me once.
I panicked.
“Lou, wake up, you’re not…”
I was put on his chin, and then I kissed.
I kicked him and slapped him hard.
I beat him to the side and laughed.
“Don’t be a fucking animal. I’m sorry.
He put his tongue on the cheeks and looked at me.
“Beasts”? Well, maybe it’s your place to be lightened by animals? I’m sorry.
“You have a guilty soul, you are, like me, the aggressor. I’m sorry.
We’re all just as disgusting, aren’t we?
A girl can’t beat a young man.
He stripped me of my coat despite my struggle, and then I realized with clear knowledge what crime he was going to commit against me.
The skin exposed to the air was gruesome, and the temperature on his hands passed over my body.
Until when he faded the last piece of cloth on me, the siren sounded.
The door was broken.
I don’t know.
Two or three police officers stormed into the house and drew a blanket on the couch with their hands on it, staring at me.
And the young man looked at me behind the police and stopped.
I’ve just been dragged into the house with maple.
Zhao Yu called the police.
15
I thought if I had Maple, I would have preferred my son.
As a result, the first thing that a woman did in the room was throw her hand in the face.
Then my dad ran over and made up a few feet.
“You’re out of your mind. He’s your sister! I’m sorry.
“You, you, you, I thought you were awake, how could you do something like this? I’m sorry.
My dad’s voice is shaking and his hands are shaking.
The maple swayed up, spitting out the blood on the lips and laughing.
“It’s not my sister…”
“She’s your sister. I’m sorry.
“…”
When I said it, I looked up like I heard it wrong.
The maple is directly in place.
Women’s words are shaking, but they’re clear.
“Land Moon is my father’s child, you are mine and Lin’s son. I’m sorry.
I haven’t seen my mother since I was born.
If the woman in front of me is my birth mother.
Well…
Me and Lui have the same parents.
No wonder.
My name’s Lin, and his name’s Luk Maple.
It’s like everything’s stopped normal, and for a long time I didn’t hear anyone, and I made a sound.
Until there’s a meadow laughter, slowly, slowly.
He smiled up, cried out.
He’s probably going crazy.
I don’t think it’s coming back.
It’s not the fate of the last generation, I don’t know.
But in front of him, he’s my own brother.
My dear brother, how much have you done to me?
The last leaves fell in the fall, and cold air swept the city.
All I know is I don’t want to be in the same room with this guy anymore, and I’m gonna throw up when I see him.
16
The family subsequently separated.
I can’t help it. I have a relationship with Luk.
I live with my dad, he lives with his mother.
And now I’m probably my mom.
And then on a cold night, his mother called us and told us that Maple was missing.
I went to school and never came back.
The phone didn’t work, and nobody did.
But it’s my father’s blood. He’s going out all night.
I’m alone in the sofa, staring at the TV.
I can’t find it like it’s gone.
They then called the police and their parents went to the door every day to send leaflets.
I’m still going to school, but the place in the classroom is empty.
I’m getting closer to him.
I think I need someone to talk to.
He’s quiet, he doesn’t talk.
I cried before him too many times, and he sent me napkins silently every time.
I told him I was actually a violent man.
And recently I knew that the girl I hurt was my half-sister.
And he told me that if I didn’t die, I’d live.
Later, three months later, Maple Lu was found.
Nobody knows what he went through when he was found.
I can’t even see what he was.
The body was covered with bruises, several fractured fingers, broken knees and gnawed teeth on the floor.
Looks like he was bullied by his school in junior high to get revenge.
My mom held him and cried, and I looked at him so far.
Luk has dropped out of school.
I didn’t dare come near him, and the family was separated, and I heard he went crazy and wanted to see me, and my dad beat me up.
The last thing I knew about him was that he started to go to hospitals a lot.
Because he’s got that kind of disease and he can’t cure it.
But no one knows who made him this way.
I got an anonymous e-mail.
“I picked you up because I was looking for you, and I heard that you were bullied by his school, so I’ll avenge you.” I’m sorry.
“…”
I saw him several times.
He looked in my eyes, and the mood was so complicated that I was scared every time.
It’s impossible for me and him to go back to where we started.
He knows.
He’ll live his life in regret.
I don’t know.
I went to college.
Get away from that house slowly, and it’s less likely to see Maple.
But wherever I go, I’m in touch with Zhu.
It’s strange that there’s a long way to go.
But there’s always something to talk about.
Zhao Yu will accompany me to the moonless grave.
To be honest, I can’t face her picture right now.
Sometimes he would fly to several cities to see me.
We met, but we ate like friends.
His family seemed to be quite volatile, unlike me, and he wanted to compete for his property and keep an eye on threats from his brothers and brothers.
And then later I went to work.
Every month, I contributed money to hope primary schools in the name of the land, and then, with more donations, built a building for them.
I will also participate regularly in anti-school bullying campaigns, and I wonder if this will comfort her in heaven.
But something is done.
“You don’t look happy these days. I’m sorry.
The man sits across from me in a hot, steamy shop covering his half face.
Unlike when he was in school, he had hair that covered his eyes, and now he has a lot of skills.
He’s actually quite good.
It’s a way of showing up, and it attracts a lot of different eyes.
I nod, there’s pressure in the company, and things used to happen in my head.
“Then eat more. I’m sorry.
There’s a piece of beef in the bowl.
I looked at him and I laughed.
“Is it time to call you Master Left?”
He must have returned to his family’s infighting and had done well, and no longer had to hide himself.
He was invited at the annual meeting of the company.
And the men on the face surrendered.
“Give me a break. I don’t want to talk about the company anymore. I’m sorry.
I’m laughing, and the firepot is warm.
After dinner, I stung the snow under my feet.
“It’s cold. I’m sorry.
The people on the side looked down at me and removed his scarf from my neck.
“Wow, this is so embarrassing. I’m sorry.
I put my face in his scarf.
“Come on. I’m sorry.
He grunted and took the snowflake off my head.
Not far across the street, like someone’s watching us.
Those are desperate and tragic eyes.
I didn’t take care of it, and Left Yu stopped him.
“When the festival is over, donate a library to the elementary school.” I’m sorry.
“I’m looking forward to that elementary school. You’ve got heart. I’m sorry.
“Well, I know that my sins can’t be washed away. I’m sorry.
“If I can’t atone for death, at least I don’t want that to happen again in a little life. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
The cold wind seems to be growing in winter.
The crowds are preparing for a new season.
And suddenly the snow fell.
I don’t know who took it back in the fall.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.