What would be the story
if the woman suddenly came to her senses?
He brought back a woman, a woman, like me, who said she was pregnant.
But I was tired, and without blinking an eye, I signed and left the book! I didn’t expect that you are also a stand-in. Lying on the imperial concubine’s couch,
I said lazily to Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an’s face was suddenly blacker than charcoal, and his hand holding the teacup shrank sharply.
He crushed the teacup with his bare hands, and the blood in his palm dripped down in the tea, and the white cotton-padded robe was red.
He looked at me and said coldly, “So?”?
Do you think that I will give you the book of separation?
“I shrugged my shoulders indifferently.” If you don’t give it, don’t give it. You find your confidante, and I find my white moonlight. How about we don’t interfere with each other?
Song Ce’an stared at me as if to poke a blood hole in my body.
I thought for a moment and then said, “Don’t worry, we’re still a loving couple. Anyang Palace won’t be turned into a prairie by the two of us!” Sung Tse-an laughed angrily. “Lin Ching-luan, I look down on you!” When he finished, he shook his sleeve and smashed the door out.
I sniff, get angry, get angry, smash what door?
Good yellow rosewood, very expensive, okay?
My marriage to Song Ce’an started a year ago.
A year ago, I insisted on losing my hair and becoming a nun.
My parents tried to persuade me to no avail, so they grounded me and let people watch me day and night, so that I would not be allowed to step out of Lin Fu.
Like the story in the book, Gu Changqing saved me. We fell in love at first sight. I have always been bold and unrestrained. It is not surprising for me to have a private life.
But Gu Changqing is not, he is elegant childe, but unfortunately, his home is not in Changan.
He said, Ah Luan, wait for me for half a year, and I’ll marry you in half a year.
I waited.
Half a year later, Gu Changqing came, but the bride was not me. He married Princess Changning and became the emperor’s son-in-law.
My heart is dead.
That night, I was so drunk that I lay on the table with a dagger in my hand.
Mother rushed in, gave me a slap in the face, and loved me, hugged me, accompanied me all night.
The next day, when I woke up, there was no one else beside me. I waited for a while, but I didn’t see the girl come in to dress me up.
I took out the heavy letters in the drawer, all written by Gu Changqing.
Originally, two fall in love, will eventually become strangers.
I found a pair of scissors I had hidden under the bed and wanted to cut the letter.
“Miss!” Peony came in with breakfast. She only saw me with scissors, but never saw me with a letter in my hand.
She exclaimed, and I was so frightened that I shook my hand. The hand holding the scissors was too strong. I crossed the letter and cut off a large strand of my shoulder-length hair.
The peony cried like a dead parent.
“Miss, no matter how sad you are, you can’t get over it and become a monk!” When did I want to become a monk?
But no matter how I explain, no one in the whole house will believe me.
They all felt that I was too sad to become a monk for Gu Changqing! I’m grounded, thanks to that dead girl.
Shaoyao looked at me pitifully. “Don’t be sad, young lady. Gu Changqing can fail you and marry the princess. You can also be cruel and marry Prince An and be his aunt!” An Xiao Wang Ye, Song Ce An, the emperor’s own brother, 22 years old, young and promising. Why didn’t I think of it when
I patted my head?
But the little prince can’t marry. He’s sick. Disgusting convulsions
near a woman.
A month later, I was taken to the palace banquet by my father. I met the rumored Prince An, and my whole body was like being drunk on the head.
An Xiaowangye and Gu Changqing look exactly the same. The
only difference is that An Xiaowangye has a lachrymal mole under his left eye, which is a little more evil and romantic than Gu Changqing of Haoyue Qingfeng.
I froze in place, fixed at him for a long time, for a moment, I almost felt that the person in front of me was Gu Changqing.
But Gu Changqing’s eyes never had such a cold light, and he was always warm and warm.
He would not wear such black clothes, but low-key with dark lines, only in the light of the place, only to see the flow of ripples.
He is not like the people in front of him, who are not to be offended, and his lofty posture is like a God looking down on all living beings. How similar
they are, yet so different.
I should be sad.
But the first thought that came to my mind was, can’t you be close to a woman?
You’re throwing up. Why don’t you throw up? It’s okay if you
don’t throw up. Show me if you have a twitch.
5 Miss Lin?
To tell you the truth, An Xiaowangye’s voice is the best I’ve ever heard. The so-called magnetism is just so so.
What’s more, he is a man.
He has a temperament between a teenager and a mature man.
His eyes looked at me so clearly, and under the deep whirlpool, there was a complex light.
Obviously two people look exactly the same, but obviously an Xiao Wang Ye is better.
But how does he know about me?
The emperor’s son-in-law is here. Won’t Miss Lin go and have a look?
His voice was full of banter, and it was obvious that he already knew about my old love affair with Ku Chang-ching.
I was choked by him. With a black face, I said, “Little prince, Changning’s son-in-law looks so much like you. Is he your long-lost brother?”?
Would you like me to help you recognize your relatives? Instead of being angry, Prince
An laughed. “My mother only gave birth to me. I let you down!” I can’t talk anymore.
I saluted and was about to return to the banquet. When I passed by Prince An, he said faintly, “Lin Qingluan, are you going back to see their love?”?
Don’t you feel like an eyesore? It’s
an eyesore. I’m just the daughter of a minister, and I can’t just walk away.
Lord An chuckled. “Maybe I can help you.”.
“I silently rolled my eyes.” All right, the minister will thank the little prince first. When I
finished, I shook off my sleeve, leaving an incomparably handsome figure to the little prince.
The next day, when I was still sleeping, I was pulled up by the peony.
I heard in a daze that I was married.
And the object of marriage is An Xiaowangye. What does it say on the
imperial edict.
Said that I was the only woman that an Xiaowangye did not reject, so I must marry him! Shit! If I had known when I saw him, I would have vomited, nauseated and convulsed. He didn’t disgust me. I disgusted him, okay?
Three months later, I married into the Prince of Anyang and became Princess of Anyang. On
the wedding night, I didn’t wait for the groom.
It’s not that I want to wait for him, but I don’t wait for him. I have nothing to do. Peony won’t let me sleep.
The next day, I was woken up by the peony.
She put her arms around me and burst into tears. “Miss, why is your life so bitter?” Is it a hard life to stay alone in an empty room?
I wish he wouldn’t come.
These are my sincere words.
Shaoyao put up with it again and again, but couldn’t hold it back. “You’ve gone too far, sir,” he said angrily. “On the wedding night, you were left alone in an empty room, but you brought Princess Changning back.
Princess Changning is his niece. What’s so strange about him bringing her back?
I don’t think so.
“Miss, Princess Changning is not the emperor’s own daughter at all. She was picked up by the emperor on his southern tour. Concubine Lan was born prematurely, and the baby did not survive. The emperor was afraid that she would be sad, so he took Princess Changning in his arms.”.
The peony heard it from the mouth of the housekeeper Mammy.
Moreover, my son-in-law knelt down for three days and three nights in the Chengen Hall just to marry Princess Changning, but the emperor refused.
I have heard of it.
But at that time, it was said that because he wanted to leave Chang’an to go to the frontier, the emperor loved him dearly and did not agree.
I’m not sad, but I feel bad in my heart. People in
Chang’an said that the eyes of the daughter of the Lin family were very similar to those of Princess Changning.
I finally want to understand, that day and Song Ce’an met for the first time, he stared at my eyes, the deep meaning behind the light of the fundus.
It turned out that helping me was a fake.
Not exclusive is also false.
The double is real.
Gu Changqing married your beloved, so do you want to marry his beloved?
7 Go and see.
I took off my half-covered red veil and went out. As soon as
I stepped out of the threshold, I saw Song Ce’an coming in a hurry with Princess Changning in his arms. Looking at
each other, he seemed a little surprised, but then he looked plain and cold. “You go back to your room first.”. With that,
he carried Princess Changning into the next room. Was
it supposed to be carried into the wedding room? Song Ce’an and
I arranged the wedding room in his room, and he should have forgotten my existence.
I am very sweet tunnel: “Well, don’t bother so much, you go into this room, I move?”? When
I finished, Song Ce stopped and gave me a complicated look.
My heart said, “Why do you look at me like that?”?
You and I know, I have someone else in my heart, do you still expect me to be jealous of you, what do you think?
“Peony, go!” I am very generous, I do not admit, I want to take the opportunity to eat! Peony this girl is afraid that I can eat too much, Song Ce’an caught my indecent image, not with my bridal chamber, so only prepared a light for me. Bra
ised elbows, pig’s feet in soy sauce, braised ribs, crispy chicken, seven-treasure gourd duck, shrimp dumplings, egg rolls, milk cakes, all of them?
I was about to leave with my skirt in my hand. Sung Tse-an said, “Go back to your room.”.
I looked at him vaguely, and glanced at her in his arms. “I don’t really like three people playing!” Song Ce’an: “… …” Anyang Wangfu kitchen is much bigger than Lin Fu, and the cook is also excellent.
When I had eaten and drunk enough, I suddenly remembered that Song Ce’an had not given me a yard for the wedding candles today.
Shaoyao, shall we go out for a walk? With a reluctant look on her face
, Shaoyao and Xu were afraid that I would be stimulated by those two people when I went back, so they nodded and agreed.
I took the peony out of the gate of the Anyang Mansion. A man came up to me. He grabbed my hand and asked nervously, “Where is the princess?”?
I froze and looked at him in a daze.
“Chang Qing?”?
I heard myself speaking in a hoarse voice.
Gu Changqing seemed to be rational. He let go of my hand, stepped back, and said respectfully, “Aunt Huang.”.
It turned out to be the emperor’s son-in-law.
I said with a smile.
Gu Changqing took a deep look at me and asked, “Why was Aunt Huang alone outside on her wedding night?”?
Uncle Huang should be worried.
I said to myself, “You’d better worry about your wife.”.
But on the tip of my tongue, “Why?”?
Gu Changqing abandoned me and married someone else. He never gave me a reason, and I never asked him before today.
“Don’t love, don’t like!” Gu Changqing said in a faint voice.
Originally, such a gentle voice, can also say such sharp words.
Like a sharp blade, it pierces my heart.
If you don’t like it, you should say it earlier? Do you
want me to be a joke?
I raised my chin lightly and said, “What a coincidence! Me too. It’s a pity you said it first.”.
Losers don’t lose.
Gu Changqing looked up at me and said, “I’ll go in with Aunt Huang!” It’s all right.
I smiled softly and walked over, but the next moment, I raised my hand and slapped him hard.
My hands are hurting.
Gu Changqing was staggered by me and took a step back.
I asked, “Am I good-looking or is Princess Changning good-looking?”? The way
Gu Changqing looked at me, he must have thought I was crazy.
I said, “Keep your eyes wide open. I look good. I’m the brightest moon in Chang’an. You don’t deserve it!” I finished, pulling the peony, turned and disappeared into the night, without looking back. Shaoyao and
I went to the best restaurant in Chang’an and asked for a room.
Peony is rare without a mother-in-law. If I want to eat, she will buy it for me. If I want to tell a joke, she will not think I am not reserved. If I want to drink, she will accompany me to drink.
As a result, she fell down first.
I laughed, took off the red wedding dress and covered her, carried a pot of wine, climbed out of the window and sat under the eaves. Drink
to the moon! “*** Ku Chang-ching! The next one will be even better, and the next one will be even better!” I can’t remember how much wine I drank, more than day Gu Changqing married Princess Changning.
When I woke up, I had a headache and a pain in my body.
I was shocked to find that I slept with Song Ce’an! 9 What are you looking for?
Song Ce’an’s eyes were somewhat gloomy.
I squatted on the ground and looked under the bed. “Let me see if we slept together last night or if the four of us slept together.”.
Then I heard the sound of Song Ce’an grinding his teeth.
Maybe Song Ce’an was taken by me. From that day on, he often came to my yard to see me, and occasionally made some snacks for me personally. We get along well
except that we sometimes hurt each other. Whatever
I want, he will give me. People in the
house also respect me very much.
Moreover, Song Ce’an is not only delicious, but also delicious in his cooking.
But every time I finish his cooking, it’s his turn to eat me.
Song Ce’an would stop at the most critical moment every time and ask me who he was.
I don’t mind if you treat me as a princess of Changning. Do you mind a piece of wool.
So I kicked him out of bed.
Song Ce’an was probably kicked by me. He summoned the imperial physician on the same day and refused to let me get close to him.
I waited outside his house for a while and went to the kitchen with a good conscience. When I came back, I brought him a chicken leg that I couldn’t finish.
But when I went in, I saw Princess Changning lying beside Song Ce’an’s bed, her eyes crying into pears.
I stared at it carefully for a while. Where are our eyes?
The world is blind.
“Lin..” Aunt Huang.
“Am I disturbing you?” Asked Princess Changning?
I’m leaving now.
“” No, no.
I helped Princess Changning back to Song Cean’s bedside with one hand and said with a smile, You can talk for as long as you want. It
‘s better to chat with them in bed.
God knows, Song Ce’an is torturing people in bed.
I turned to go, and behind me came the cool voice of Song Ce’an.
“Lin Ching-luan!” He seemed to be so angry that his eyes were red.
I saw his hands holding the quilt, and the joints turned white. Do you
think I have insulted his white moonlight?
I was on the right track and said to Princess Changning, “I’m sorry, Princess. I made a mistake just now. It’s up to you. I’ll let Shaoyao stay outside. You can call her if you need.”?
Shaoyao is my man, and Shaoyao will watch over you two. Are you relieved?
Alas, I am really a plain and sweet princess.
I said and turned away.
Song Ce’an fell off the bed. The
fall was so loud that I felt pain when I heard it.
Changning princess urgent, hurriedly to help Song Ce’an, Changning princess pampered, weak chicken strength, where to help move.
I turned around and grabbed Song Ce’an, and in the consternation of Song Ce’an and Princess Changning, I pushed him back to bed.
Where does it hurt?
I leaned over to look.
Song Ce’an’s face was blacker, and it rained sullenly. He clapped my hand in disgust, and his breathing was unstable. It seemed that he would be dizzy at any time.
I touched my nose resentfully. “Then take good care of yourself.”.
I’m leaving, and I’m afraid if I stay any longer, I’ll be a widow. After
that day, Song Ce’an ignored me, and the door of the room was not for me to enter.
Blame me for making him lose face in front of the white moonlight.
Finally, the little girl of peony said that the man had to be coaxed.
All right, for the sake of his delicious cooking.
Peony gave me advice, to catch a person’s heart, first of all to catch his stomach, although I do not want to catch Song Ce’an’s heart, but the reason is right. In line with the sincerity of twelve points,
I drove away all the cooks in the kitchen, made four dishes and one soup, and brought them to Song Ce’an.
Sung Tse-an still refused to see me. I kicked the door open and saw him staring at me. I laughed twice. “I just cooked it, and when it’s cold, it doesn’t taste good.”.
Sung Tse-an gave me a strange look. Did you do it yourself?
“” Yes.
Make amends, though I don’t know what I’m guilty of.
Song Ce’an’s face looked much better. When I put the dish on the table, he said, “Come and give me a hand.”.
“” All right.
I went over neatly, with the kind of chopsticks, but Song Ce’an didn’t pick them up. He looked at me lazily and said, “My hand hurts.”.
hey, what’s so hard about that.
Open your mouth.
I stuffed a piece of braised pork in brown sauce into his mouth. Song Ce’an’s face was quite normal at first, but when he ate the braised pork in brown sauce I cooked, his eyes suddenly turned red again.
I’m confused.
This is moved on?
There’s hope.
Hey, feed hard.
Song Ce’an said not to eat I also feed, I get along with him for a long time, which can not know his stomach, eat so little, can be full is strange.
I fed him four dishes and one soup. I
guess I really ate too much, and I always felt that Song Ce’an would spit it out in the next moment.
“Song..” “Ew..” Song Ce’an got up and strode out. I looked at him vomiting outside, and my heart was very complicated.
Song Ce’an is seriously ill and can’t get up. When the
imperial physician arrived, he examined Sung Tse-an, and his face turned white with fear. “Wang Yeh, food is about mutual promotion and restriction. Who cooked it?”?
This is to poison you! I bit my lip and silently moved small steps to slip out.
Song Ce’an ignored me again and again.
I sat on the swing, sighed the 334th time, and said decisively, “Peony, go to drink.”.
Mingyue Building.
I ordered a big table of delicious food for myself, and when I moved my chopsticks, I suddenly remembered Song Ce’an’s pale face in the house.
To be honest, I have a bad conscience.
Apart from the fact that Song Ce’an doesn’t like me, he is really a peerless man.
Sometimes my mouth is a little damaged and my temper is a little cold, but I am not treated badly.
I asked Shaoyao to order some light snacks and buy a food box, intending to go back and eat with Song Ce’an.
Peony has a pair of eyes that my silly girl has finally grown up, which makes me want to kill her.
Bright moon floor hands and feet is very quick, very quickly brought up the food, peony also came back, I wipe the newly bought food box.
Qingluan?
I turned to see that it was Ku Chang-ching.
He came in and took a look at the dish, and his eyes showed a sad and helpless look.
Qingluan.
“Gu Changqing said,” You have married, I have married, it is impossible to turn back, these dishes, I used to love to eat, but now, I do not like it very much. Only then did
I realize that several of the dishes I ordered for Song Ce’an were Gu Changqing’s favorites.
Heaven and earth conscience, I don’t think of you at all, okay?
Completely Song Ce’an also likes to eat.
I miss you so much that I ordered these dishes.
I was just about to say something when I heard a thump. I looked up and saw Sung Tse-an standing outside.
He is much better, but his face is still pale.
He had a bag of snacks in his hand and looked at me with cool eyes.
13 Uncle Huang.
Gu Changqing didn’t seem to expect to see Song Ce’an here. He looked at me unexpectedly and said, “So Uncle Huang and Aunt Huang made an appointment. I thought..” Think what?
Song Ce’an asked. Neither of the
two men spoke.
The atmosphere is a little weird.
The peony made eyes at me again and again, and it was almost cross-eyed.
My silly girl. Oh, I’m not stupid? How can
I not know that this kind of story is bound to be misunderstood, ah, at this time I should pull Song Ce’an to explain, no, I actually point to you, meet Gu Changqing is an accident.
But Song Ce’an won’t care at all, okay?
They are at daggers drawn for Princess Changning.
“Song..” Shaoyao suddenly pinched me, and I was forced to break up. Shaoyao said, “Miss, haven’t you been nauseous these days?”?
Are you feeling any better?
I saw Gu Changqing’s face turn white in an instant.
Song Ce’an’s expression is unpredictable.
I opened my mouth and didn’t explain it.
Peony warned me with his eyes that if you dare to talk nonsense, I will not accompany you to pry the kitchen door to steal food in the middle of the night.
Alright.
Anyway, I don’t want to have any entanglement with Gu Changqing. He misunderstood him. I don’t care. As for Song Ce’an, explain it slowly behind closed doors. Song Ce’an and
I went back. Maybe the carriage was too comfortable, or maybe I was a little tired these days. I fell asleep in the carriage.
When I opened my eyes, I found that I was lying on the bed of Song Ce’an. He was sitting beside me and peony was looking at me excitedly.
Miss, you are pregnant.
My mind was empty, and it took me a long time to realize it.
You’re not happy?
Song Ce’an stared at me for a moment and asked.
No.
I said, but I didn’t react. After all, I was my own child. Apart from my family and peony, he was the closest to me.
To be honest, I’m actually looking forward to it.
I smiled and said to Shaoyao, “I’m hungry.”.
“” Miss, my son-in-law has already asked someone to prepare it for you. He has ordered it himself. It’s all you like to eat. I’m afraid you’ll wake up hungry.
Paeonia Lactiflora.
I answered, but Song Ce’an was very sweet.
Perhaps because of the child, or perhaps just woke up, my thoughts suddenly crooked, loved by Song Ce’an, what is the feeling?
After I got pregnant, I made up with Song Ce’an.
He doesn’t go to court every day, but he really has a lot of things to do. Of course, I do my duty as a princess and help him deal with the affairs of the house, so I won’t interfere with anything else.
But since I was pregnant, he didn’t let me take care of it. He just let me rest every day.
I am speechless and look at the sky, and the grass is going to grow on my head, okay? It will blossom and bear fruit
in a few days.
Fortunately, Song Ce’an still has a little conscience. He comes to see me every day, cooks for me, buys me food, and collects all kinds of fashionable gadgets for me.
Oh, he even wanted to hire a troupe for me, but I really don’t like to go to the theatre. I like to read books.
I was looking at it secretly in the Lin Mansion, but Niang’s book was not serious and wouldn’t let me see it.
Song Ce’an didn’t let me read it for too long, saying that it would hurt my eyes. He read it to me. The book came out of his mouth, and his ears were pregnant. At the end of reading, I was often distracted and didn’t know what to write. After I was
pregnant, I was so delicate. Not to mention
vomiting in the dark, but also picky eaters, it is very tortuous, even peony has been my face thin circle.
I don’t feel much better myself, and I will try my best to endure it.
Unexpectedly, Song Ce’an moved directly into my room to sleep and built a bed opposite me. He can wake up when
I have a little movement at night.
Sometimes he fed me water, sometimes he pinched my feet, sometimes he cooked me a bowl of noodles, sometimes I couldn’t sleep, so he told me stories, and the next day I woke up in his arms.
Those two months were the most carefree days I had, and I almost forgot about Gu Changqing.
But one day, he came.
To be precise, he made an appointment with me, and he knew I didn’t see him, so he took advantage of the peony to go out to buy plums for me and detained her.
Mingyue Tower.
Gu Changqing looked at me with a slightly bulging lower abdomen, and a touch of sadness passed through his eyes.
He said, “Qingluan, Changning is pregnant, but the baby is not mine!” 14 “Yo!” I laughed gloatingly. “Congratulations! Happy to be a father!”.
She is pregnant with Sung Tse-an’s child.
I don’t know how I got back to the palace that day.
It is said in the book that it is sure to rain when you are sad.
I also want to rain, preferably a rainstorm, but the sun is hot and warm, there is no sign of overcast.
My heart aches. My heart aches to death.
I don’t understand why I feel this way.
Obviously, Song Ce’an’s heart has always been Princess Changning.
Mingming, the person in my heart has always been Gu Changqing.
But how did it change? When did I
start to think of Gu Changqing less and less, and I didn’t even care about him at all. When will
it start? I will wait for Song Ce’an to come back and have dinner with me.
I will look forward to what gift he will bring me?
I would expect that when he read the book to me, he would feel that the story was cliche, but helpless.
I went home like a wandering soul and sat in front of the window all afternoon.
Shaoyao was frightened. “Miss, don’t listen to your son-in-law’s nonsense. Maybe he made a mistake.”.
In Shaoyao’s mind, Gu Changqing failed me. He is a complete bastard. He is not worthy of being trusted.
I know.
So I am waiting for him to come back.
But today, Song Ce’an didn’t come back.
Miss, please eat something first.
Paeonia Lactiflora.
I nodded. I don’t eat much. I don’t eat much.
The peony had people clean up the bowls and chopsticks, and when she came in and saw me still sitting under the windowsill, she asked tentatively, “Miss, are you..” Do you like your son-in-law?
15 I was stunned.
Do I like Song Ce’an?
I don’t know.
I just feel that my heart is empty and uncomfortable.
I waited until the next morning before Song Ce’an came back. The moment I
saw him, my whole person seemed to have strength. At that moment, I clearly understood that Song Ce’an occupied most of my life these days. Why are
your eyes so red?
Sung Tse-an asked, Didn’t you sleep well last night? It
‘s not that I didn’t sleep well, but that I didn’t sleep at all. Where did
you go last night? Song Ce’an and
I will not interfere with each other, nor will we ask about each other. This is the first time I have asked him where he is going since I was married so long.
Sung Tse-an was obviously a little surprised. “I have business to attend to,” he said.
Was it business, or did you go to accompany Princess Changning? Are you hungry
?
I’ll make you something to eat.
I grabbed Song Ce’an by the arm and pulled him back. I was so strong that Song Ce’an stumbled and almost jumped on me. What’s
the matter?
I want to take a chance.
Not just for the kids, but for myself.
I said anxiously, “Song Ce’an, Gu Changqing came to me, and he said that Princess Changning was pregnant..” Aunt Huang?
My words were interrupted, and I looked at Princess Changning standing in the doorway, wearing a pink skirt, and I couldn’t say the rest of my words.
She came in, saluted me, and said, “Aunt Huang, from today on, I will live with you.”. Something was breaking in
my heart. I looked at Sung Tse-an in a daze. I thought my face must be very ugly, because my facial expression was frozen. What do you mean by moving in?
Chang-ning and Ku Chang-ching divorced, and she came to stay at your house for a few days. Is
it just for a while?
I asked.
Sung Tse-an nodded. For the time being.
I sneered, trying not to let off steam. Song Ce’an, I have a few words to say to you alone.
“Princess Changning blinked.” Then I’ll go out first. When the
door was closed, I asked, “Were you with Princess Changning last night?”?
“” Yes.
Gu Changqing said that the child she was carrying was yours.
I stared into his eyes, and I felt clearly that at that moment, I wished he had said no.
But he didn’t answer.
Is it the default?
My tears suddenly fell down.
I thought, to marry him, I just need to be a good princess, but one thing, who first moved, who will be defeated.
I think I’m a joke myself.
Qingluan, what did you want to say?
“Congratulations!” I was suddenly glad that Princess Changning came in and interrupted what I had not said.
I want to ask, is Princess Changning pregnant with your child?
If not, I forget Gu Changqing, you also try to forget Princess Changning, we are good together, OK?
Sung Tse-an, let’s divorce.
Song Ce’an raised his eyes and looked straight at me. All the light in his eyes darkened. His voice was as cold as if it had been quenched in the ice and snow?
“” Or what?
“I turned my head and asked,” Do you still want to enjoy the happiness of the people of Qi? There are not a few families with three wives and four concubines in
the capital, but my father has only married my mother all his life. I have been envious of my future husband since I was a child.
If I don’t have Song Ce’an in my heart, it doesn’t matter how many people he marries or how many concubines he takes. I don’t care.
But I.. I can’t accept it.
Song Ce’an looked at me for a long time. Suddenly he said, “Qingluan, are you jealous?”?
I was poked at the center of the matter, but it was such an embarrassing scene.
I suddenly laughed, “What’s wrong?”? Aren’t
you afraid that you will be discovered by the people of the world as your uncle, Princess Changning, without the cover of my real princess?
It’s a pity. Do you think I’m such a loser? I promise you everything
except divorce. In the
end, Song Ce’an and I broke up on bad terms.
No matter how I stimulate him, even the words are very ugly, when I am too radical, I just point at Princess Changning’s nose and scold her shameless, but he just refuses to give me and leave the book.
Peony heard everything outside.
Maybe it’s beyond her age. She doesn’t know what to do, and she doesn’t know what to advise me to do.
She just took my hand, tears like rain, “Miss, don’t be sad, you still have me.”. Why are you
crying?
“I wiped away her tears.” If he doesn’t give me the book of divorce, can’t I give it to him?
“Peony’s eyes lit up.” Yes.
“” Back to Lin Mansion.
“” Miss.
“Shaoyao’s face was full of grievance.” My son-in-law has ordered that you are not allowed to step out of the yard, and he has sent someone to guard it.
Song Ce’an! I gritted my teeth and said, “You find a dog hole and go back to the Lin Mansion to find my parents, and let them come and pick me up.”.
“” Good.
The peony came back in the evening.
She was covered in blood and her eyes were swollen from crying. Startled,
I hurried over. “What happened?”?
“” Miss.
The peony threw itself into my arms and burst into tears. The master and the lady are gone.
My mind went blank, and I was completely confused.
They said that the Lin Mansion had an affair with the former court and was plotting against the law. The Lin Mansion was raided, and it was the son-in-law himself who took people there. The master hit the wall, and the wife committed suicide. We have no home.
At this moment, I was so numb and stiff that I didn’t know what to do.
When I came to my senses, I rushed out, and the peony hurried to follow.
At the gate of the courtyard, I was stopped. What do
I care?
Song Ce’an just banned my feet, but did not say to my life, I threatened my life, the guards had to let me out.
I found a horse in the stables of Wangfu. It belonged to Song Ce’an. His horse was the best and ran fast. It’s funny to
say that Song Ce’an taught me how to ride a horse.
Song Ce’an is a good master, and he didn’t let me fall once.
I rode to Lin Fu and saw a raging fire. There were many bodyguards at the gate of the
Lin Mansion. Song Ce’an, Princess Changning, and Gu Changqing were all standing outside. When they heard the sound of hooves, they turned around one after another.
They may be surprised, but I’m not looking at them. I don’t have time to care about them.
I dismounted and rushed into the house.
I threw myself at the raging fire like a moth to a flame, but there were the people closest to me.
“Lin Ching-luan!” Song Ce’an, frightened, rushed up and clung to me. I
couldn’t get it off, so I lowered my head and bit him in the arm.
I just wanted him to let me go. I was not polite at all. There was a smell of blood between my lips and teeth.
But Song Ce’an didn’t let go of my hand at all.
Don’t go in, don’t look.
He whispered in my ear.
I struggled so hard that I lost my strength.
“Aunt Huang.”.
“Princess Changning came over and looked at me with pity.” Don’t worry. You are the Princess of Anyang. You are no longer from the Lin family. The charges against Master Lin and Lady Lin have nothing to do with you.
Changning.
Song Ce’an gave her a warning look.
Changning didn’t speak.
You let go of me.
I said to Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an didn’t respond. Don
‘t worry, I haven’t avenged myself. How could I take things too hard?
I said in a cold voice.
Sung Tse-an’s body stiffened and he slowly released me. I asked in a cold voice, Where are my parents?
Song Ce’an did not speak.
Princess Changning wanted to say something, but Gu Changqing pulled her sleeve.
I see.
They are in the Lin Mansion. They are buried in the fire.
It turns out that people are so sad that they can’t cry at all.
I knelt in front of the gate of Lin Fu and watched the guards running back and forth, carrying buckets in their hands, trying to put out the fire.
I found it extremely ironic. “If you burn everything, why bother?”? When the
fire goes out, will my parents be able to come back?
The fire burned for a whole day and night. I knelt for a whole day and night. Song Ce’an seemed to know that he could not persuade me, nor did he persuade me. He just silently knelt beside me.
I didn’t even look at him, thinking that this would wash away the fact that he was the murderer?
But why did Gu Changqing kneel?
Look at them one by one, what kind of people do I like? When the
fire went out, I said to Shaoyao, “Help me up.”.
The girl came after me and stayed with me all the time.
Peony answered, Song Ce An hand faster than peony, I did not look at him, toward the peony hand, but in the next moment, a black eyes, fell down. When
I woke up, the first thing I saw was Song Ce’an. He didn’t know how long he had been guarding me. His eyes were bloodshot and his chin was covered with green stubble. This is the first time
I’ve seen him in such a mess.
Qingluan.
“Song Ce’an leaned over and said softly,” You have a sign of miscarriage. You need to rest.
“” Why?
Song Ce’an knew what I was asking. He sat on the edge of the bed, his voice indescribably tired.
The Lin Mansion involved the former Dynasty.
“” The former Dynasty? I
remember when I was a child, I heard that an orphan of the former Dynasty was still alive, and there was a lot of hubbub. Later, no one was caught, so nothing was done.
At that time, I was curious and wanted to ask about the past, but my parents, who had always been gentle, scolded me severely and told me not to say a word in advance. How could
such cautious people like them have anything to do with the former Dynasty?
Song Ce’an, however, after hearing me say two words, grabbed my hand and earnestly told me, “Don’t say a word to the outside world about the former Dynasty.”. If
you are afraid that I will get you into trouble, you can give me a letter of divorce.
“Song Ce’an looked at me for a moment and said,” I won’t give you a letter of divorce. You will always be the Princess of Anyang.
I just think it’s funny.
Qingluan, do you believe me?
Song Ce’an asked.
I didn’t answer. I didn’t want to talk to him.
Sung Tse-an smiled bitterly. You just have to remember one thing. No matter when, don’t give up on yourself. Before he had finished
speaking, he went out and called Shaoyao to come in and wait on me.
This girl has lost weight again. Where are
Mom and Dad? Where is
Lin Fu? Don’t worry,
miss. The funeral of the master and his wife has been settled. When you are better, the maidservant will take you to visit them. Who else dares to do the funeral for your parents at
this time.
Is that him? It’s
all done by my son-in-law. “You’ve been in a coma for three days and two nights,”
said Shaoyao. “Apart from attending to the funeral affairs of the master and his wife, my son-in-law has been staying by your side all the time. He never leaves you and doesn’t eat or drink.
I really don’t understand Song Ce’an.
He can take people to copy Lin Fu with one foot, why is he so good to me with the other foot?
By the way, Princess Changning has moved out. “You fainted that day,”
said Shaoyao. “My son-in-law brought you back. Princess Changning wanted to come and see you, but my son-in-law didn’t let her. They seemed to have a quarrel.
Also, General Ku has come to see you several times, but Wang Yeh hasn’t let him in. And who is General
Ku?
Gu Changqing. As soon as
his identity was revealed, the emperor was grateful for his grandfather’s kindness to Dazhao and made him a general.
I know Emperor Xinyuan.
The former Dynasty was destroyed in the hands of Emperor Xinyuan.
Emperor Xinyuan was a member of the royal family of the former Dynasty. He was an official in the court. At that time, there was also a general Gu, who was brave and skillful in fighting. Emperor Xinyuan’s sister married the general Gu.
Later, when Emperor Xinyuan rebelled, General Gu followed him all the time.
However, I heard that General Gu was plotted against, and the couple both died in the hands of the former royal family. General Gu had a son whose whereabouts were unknown.
So Ku Chang-ching also detested the former court?
Lin Fu also has his handwriting, doesn’t he?
Shaoyao shook her head. The maidservant didn’t know.
I closed my eyes. Has the
Lin Fu case been decided? What is the relationship between
Lin Fu and the former Dynasty?
My son-in-law blocked the news, but no one in the whole house said anything.
Help me up.
I’m going to see Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an was in the study. When I got to the door, I heard him coughing. I pushed the door and went in. I saw red blood on his veil.
He was a little surprised. Without any trace, he took up his veil and got up to help me? What charges has
the Dali Temple laid?
“” Rebellion. What
is the evidence? Some old things of the royal family of the former Dynasty were found
in the Lin Mansion.
Song Ce’an turned and looked at the table. There is a box on the
table.
I went over and opened the box. Inside were some hairpins and jade pendants. “Isn’t this my mother’s box?”?
I saw her once, and I liked her very much, but my mother wouldn’t give it to her. She said she would give it to her when the time was ripe. Unfortunately, there was no chance.
But so what? Do you want so many people’s lives
just because of these?
I’ll take you back.
I didn’t refuse.
The next few days, Song Ce’an seems to suddenly idle down, he accompanied me all day, I also want to open.
Without Anyang Wangfu, I am nothing, and I can’t get revenge.
Besides, Shaoyao is loyal. She is my only relative. I can’t involve her.
Days seem to go back to the past, I am still the princess of Anyang, Song Ce’an will come to accompany me every day.
Only at night he lay beside me, several times, I can not help but take out the dagger, in the end, but helpless to put down.
On this day, Shaoyao accompanied me to hold a memorial ceremony.
On my way there, I met the carriage of Princess Changning. When I came back
from worshipping my parents, I met Gu Changqing again. I can’t
tell you how impatient I am.
Qingluan, are you all right?
Thanks to General Gu, I’m fine. I’m sorry about
Lin Fu.
I glanced at him. Are you really going to apologize to me?
“” Yes. Said
Gu Changqing.
Then commit suicide and go underground to make amends with my parents.
I said, and got into the carriage.
Suddenly, a frightened horse rushed over and came towards me. The horse was so fast that I couldn’t avoid it at all. Gu Changqing was startled and was about to embrace me.
I dislike to death, but in the next moment, fall into a familiar embrace. Are
you all right.
It’s Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an glanced at Gu Changqing and took me back to the palace.
His face is a little ugly.
Ever since I lost my parents, I don’t care about a lot of things. You look like I did something shameful with Gu Changqing.
Lin Ching-luan, would you feel comfortable saying that yourself?
Why hurt others and yourself?
“I sneered,” I hurt you?
Song Ce’an, you don’t want to say you like me in the next sentence, do you? What
if I say yes?
Song Ce’an looked at me with fixed eyes. The light in
his eyes was so deep that for a moment, I felt that he should love me deeply.
Sung Tse-an, isn’t it enough to play for so long? Didn’t
you marry me because I looked a little similar to Princess Changning?
In your heart, I’m just a stand-in. Will you fall in love with a stand-in?
Sung Tse-an’s face was really ugly. I
didn’t know you were a stand-in, too. Lying on the imperial concubine’s couch,
I said lazily to Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an’s face was suddenly blacker than charcoal, and his hand holding the teacup shrank sharply.
He crushed the teacup with his bare hands, and the blood in his palm dripped down in the tea, and the white cotton-padded robe was red.
He looked at me and said coldly, “So?”?
Do you think that I will give you the book of separation?
“I shrugged my shoulders indifferently.” If you don’t give it, don’t give it. You find your confidante, and I find my white moonlight. How about we don’t interfere with each other?
Song Ce’an stared at me as if to poke a blood hole in my body.
I thought for a moment and then said, “Don’t worry, we’re still a loving couple. Anyang Palace won’t be turned into a prairie by the two of us!” Sung Tse-an laughed angrily. “Lin Ching-luan, I look down on you!” When he finished, he shook his sleeve and smashed the door out.
I sniff, get angry, get angry, smash what door?
Good yellow rosewood, very expensive, okay? After
that, Song Ce’an didn’t come to me for a long time.
Until half a month later, he came, and he came with the book.
I took the peony and got into the carriage to leave the capital.
The peony is holding the box and counting the silver. It was given by Song Ce’an. He can give it if he likes. I don’t care.
After all, I’m not doing nothing these days. Although
I am usually quite out of tune, I am probably born with a different sense of smell from ordinary people.
In those days, I asked Shaoyao to inquire about Lin Fu quietly.
I never thought that I was not the biological daughter of my parents.
It can be said that it was my existence that killed my parents.
I am an orphan of the former Dynasty.
I was suspicious at first, but I found the letter that had not been found by the Dali Temple in the Lin Mansion.
At the beginning, my mother had been pursued all the time. She took me alone. There was nothing she could do, so she entrusted me out.
My mother did not hide my identity, and my parents did not reject me because of my identity. I
used to think that when Dynasties changed, it would be the people who would suffer.
But if you don’t stick the knife in yourself, you won’t know the pain.
I don’t want to change the Dynasty. I just want revenge.
Blood for blood.
So, I’m secretly recruiting. It’s funny to
say that the silver was given by Song Ce’an. He never treated me badly in food and clothing. With the dowry, I saved a lot.
Miss.
Peony gasped, “Thirty million taels of gold, aunt..” Is An Xiaowangye so rich?
I frowned. Was the break-up fee so generous? Isn’t
he afraid that Princess Changning will make trouble with him? I
don’t know why, but I’m a little restless. The baby in
my belly has been six months old. The baby has always been very good. Today, somehow, it is not quiet. Shaoyao and
I went to an inn to stay overnight.
We ordered and sat in the lobby. Did you
hear?
An Xiaowangye rebelled. He failed to assassinate the emperor and went to prison. I heard that he was going to be beheaded. How could
Lord An suddenly rebel?
You don’t know that Princess Changning is a fake. She was the daughter of Lin Qingshan, a rebellious minister, who was lost a few months ago. By coincidence, she was picked up by the emperor. Prince An became a beauty in anger.
Shaoyao ate the steamed stuffed bun with the posture of biting the enemy, and said indignantly, “It serves you right!” “Let’s go back!” 22 When I returned to the city, I could still see the traces of turmoil in the city.
Many bodyguards are searching the remaining party members of Anyang Wangfu. Before I
left, I let the peony buy a small yard, temporarily settled in it, I gathered all my people, ready to strike at any time.
Peony is so excited these days that he sharpens his kitchen knife in the yard when he is free.
My people are asking for information. When
Song Ce’an forced the emperor to abdicate, he stabbed the old emperor with a sword. The old emperor’s life was hanging by a thread. Of course, the emperor was dying. This kind of news could not be spread. He only claimed to be frightened.
Moreover, Song Ce’an clearly had a chance to sit on the throne, but the final result was that he was put in prison, which was really strange.
Now Dazhao, the second prince in charge of the country, the second prince is a complete straw bag, eat, drink and play first, in the affairs of the country in a mess, fortunately, he is able to listen to the opinion of the temperament, for a time there is no trouble.
That night, I found Changning.
Changning is no longer a high princess, she dressed up as ordinary people, mixed in the crowd. Her eyes were full of shock when she
saw me.
Lin Ching-luan? Didn’t
you leave already? What are
you doing back?
I didn’t say a word to her. I just asked my men to take her down and watch her.
Lin Ching-luan, Sung Tse-an never loved you, and Ku Chang-ching only used you. He approached you because he wanted revenge.
I still didn’t speak, but the peony gagged her cleanly and shut her up in the woodshed.
Three days later, news came from the palace.
Song Ce’an is going to be beheaded.
Gu Changqing personally supervised the beheading. My people and
I mingled in the crowd, I looked at Song Ce’an in prison clothes, his eyes did not have the previous light, as if nothing mattered.
I saw Gu Changqing’s intention to kill, and he really wanted to kill Song Ce’an.
“When the time comes, execute!” Wait a minute.
I stepped out of the crowd.
The second prince was excited in an instant. He was going to order me to be arrested, but Gu Changqing didn’t know what he had said in his ear. He didn’t care about me. Why are
you back?
Song Ce’an looked at me in disbelief, and his eyes turned red in an instant, holding back his emotions.
Husband and wife, you are going to die, I will give you a ride.
I said in a faint voice.
It’s all right.
For a long time, Song Ce’an whispered.
He smiled, and I saw a little of myself under his eyes.
I took the wine from Shaoyao and walked over. Gu Changqing stopped me and said worriedly, “Qingluan, don’t go there.”.
I glanced at Gu Changqing and went straight over. Gu Changqing knew he couldn’t stop me, so he didn’t stop me, but the guards got closer. When has
An Xiaowangye ever been in such a mess?
Even so, it does not damage his temperament, this person has such ability, no matter when, is the most eye-catching.
Song Ce’an, do you have anything to say to me?
Song Ce looked at me steadily for a long time, and then his eyes fell down. He asked, How are you and the child?
“” It’s all good.
“I said,” What else? Is there really nothing else to say?
“He shook his head gently.” If you can come and see me off, I will be satisfied on the way to the afterlife.
“I sneered, met his eyes, and said,” Song Ce’an, this is the last time I ask you. Do you really have nothing to say to me?
If you don’t say it this time, don’t regret it.
Sung Tse-an was stupefied. Complexity flashed through his eyes, and finally he just said, There’s nothing more to say.
“” That’s all right.
I bit my finger, stroked his eyebrows and eyes, and covered the tears under his eyes with blood. Next life, you and I will not meet again.
“His face shook, and there was unspeakable grief, but he still nodded.” Good.
He drank the wine I fed him.
I simply got up and took another bowl of wine, but this time I handed it to Ku Chang-ching. “General Ku, I’ve met you, and this bowl of wine is my toast to you.”.
Gu Changqing didn’t answer.
I laughed. “Is General Ku still afraid that I will poison it?”? When I
finished, I took out the silver needle and probed inside. The silver needle had not changed. Gu Changqing took it over. That’s not what I meant.
“Then he looked up and drank,” Qingluan, I will apologize to you after dealing with Song Ce’an.
His eyes were full of guilt, but I didn’t care anymore.
I turned around and said lightly, “It’s a pity that you don’t have this chance.”. Before
Gu Changqing could react to what had happened, he stumbled and half knelt on the ground. He looked at me in disbelief.
Qingluan.
Sung Tse-an’s face shook and he wanted to get up, but he fell to the ground feebly.
The second prince was frightened, how could he think, I am not to see off, I came back for revenge, he did not expect, I actually dare to drug directly.
My soft tendons are all smeared on the edge of the bowl, and a hundred silver needles can’t find them out.
“Somebody, grab her!” Unfortunately, where there is still time, the long arrow came in the air, shot in the head of the two princes, he was scared immediately no sound. Many people poured out of the
people and fought with the guards.
My men have detained the second prince.
To be precise, my talent drew his sword, and the second prince knelt down directly, “Lin..” Lin Lin. Don’t kill me. I’ll give you whatever you want. The man who killed your parents is my father. It has nothing to do with me. I don’t know anything.
“” Irrelevant?
“I sneered,” My father, my mother, my grandfather, my grandmother, my parents, all died at your hands?
You have nothing to do with me?
“The second prince was scared out of the trill,” You are the father has been looking for the front front.. ” I clapped my paw at the second prince and said, Orphan of the former Dynasty.
“My father will..” Will kill me?
Or put me in jail?
“I asked,” Isn’t the old emperor going to die?
Are you sure he’s still moving?
“Second Prince,” … … ” Do you know what it means to catch the king before catching the thief?
My men have detained the second prince.
This turmoil, no waste of energy, the right time, the right place, the right people, I all accounted for.
I took the two princes hostage to make the whole court.
Oh, I also let someone carry the old emperor to the hall, in front of the civil and military officials, list his charges, stamped his seal, and let the historian write down a note.
The old emperor seemed to have no idea that he was going to die, leaving such a big stain and being reviled by later generations. He was angry to death by me.
I know the civil and military officials scold me in their hearts, so what?
Of course, there are people who want to wipe me out. Unfortunately, I move faster than them. There are several people in the court who follow the former court. They cooperate inside and outside. All the people in the royal family are controlled by me.
Who dares to move is to send them to die. I am very busy
these days.
At the beginning, I didn’t let go of any of those who had participated in the Lin Mansion and added insult to injury. I sent them all to be ghosts.
I do not believe in fate, do not believe in evil, I only believe in myself, owe me, I will pay back! But there are still three people, and I’m not moving for the time being.
Three days later, I went to see Changning.
She had lost the pride of the past, and her eyes were deeply sunken.
Lin Ching-luan, what if you get everything?
You still have nothing, Gu Changqing does not love you, Song Ce’an does not love you, you will never be better than me.
“” Really?
“But,” I said lightly, “Mom and Dad will protect me in the end!” 24 Kill but kill the heart.
Changning collapsed.
She shouted, shouted, cursed, smashed things, and did everything she could to vent her emotions.
I let her vent, and when she finished, I asked someone to send me a portrait of her deep feelings, and the light in her eyes was all dark.
I didn’t kill her.
Sometimes, death is a relief.
I found out, Lin Fu massacre, with her handwriting, how can I let her feel better?
Miss, General Gu.. Gu Changqing wants to see you.
Bring him here.
Gu Changqing came. He didn’t come to beg me to let him go, nor did he come to repent. He told me a lot of things.
For example, he has long known that I am an orphan of the former Dynasty, the so-called hero to save the United States, but a deliberate arrangement. What
he wants is revenge.
To be honest, it’s hard to explain that you seek revenge on me and I seek revenge on you.
But there is nothing wrong with my former royal family, because of some people’s prodigal ambition, unprovoked disaster, he Gu Fu betrayed the former royal family, just ended up like this, this is deserved. The Lin Mansion was raided
that day. I did it alone. It had nothing to do with Song Ce’an.
Song Ce’an actually went to save people, but it’s a pity that the Prince of Anyang was so popular that he had long been on guard against the old emperor. I joined hands with the old emperor in order to drag him into the water. At
this point, Ku Chang-ching smiled. He knew it was a trap, but he still came. He also knew that as long as he appeared in front of you, he would never be able to wash clean, but he was still duty-bound not to turn back.
Gu Changqing said a lot, and I heard a lot.
When he finished, he glanced at me, who was completely unresponsive. He was stunned for a moment. “You..” You all know?
Then you’re still.. Imprisoned Song Ce’an. I don’t need to explain to you what happened between me
and him.
Gu Changqing felt lonely in his eyes. In the end, I lost you.
You are wrong.
“I looked at him.” There is only calculation between you and me. How can we talk about possession?
“” Yes, only calculation.
Gu Changqing gave a sarcastic smile.
He was taken down.
The next day, the news came that Gu Changqing had committed suicide by taking poison. After I
listened, I just let them deal with it according to the process. Shaoyao was relieved to see that my mood did not fluctuate too much.
Half a month later, the new emperor ascended the throne.
The new emperor is only thirteen years old.
Perhaps the old emperor had done too much evil, and few of his children had become useful. The only one who had become useful was put into the cold palace by him. The seven princes were put into the cold palace with their mother and concubine when they were one year old. They had never seen their father until they were thirteen years old.
He was humiliated and watched his mother die of illness.
I do not deny that I have selfishness, I just want to let the old emperor have no peace in his grave.
Of course, this kid is the only one who can be a big job.
He will be a wise king.
Perhaps I avenged his mother and concubine, or perhaps I brought him out of the dark cold palace, the child is very dependent on me. When
I left the palace, he tugged at my sleeve and his eyes turned red. “Lin Qingluan, can you not go?”?
“I laughed and said,” If you don’t leave, will you support me?
“” Raise.
“The young man’s eyes were firm.” Empress, queen, princess, you can choose whatever you want. Will
the throne be given or not?
I teased him on purpose.
Here.
The young man’s eyes are full of sincerity.
I’m still going.
The little boy ran after the carriage and cried so much that I thought I would never see him again. Obviously, I was in the city, and I wanted to repair Lin Fu.
The next day, the boy directly moved out the people of the Ministry of Rites and asked them to help me repair the Lin Mansion.
This boy comes to me every three or five times to eat and drink, of course, he did not forget to bring me my favorite snacks.
Until one day, the boy said mysteriously that he would ask me to go somewhere in the evening, and that he would send a carriage to pick me up and let me get ready.
I didn’t make it. I’m having a baby.
I was in great pain, and my consciousness was scattered. I saw Song Ce’an.
He came in hurriedly and grabbed my hand, his eyes full of anxiety.
I have no time to ask him why he is here and how he got in. After I
gave birth to my son, I was so weak that I fainted.
When I woke up, it was noon the next day, the sun came in from the window, and Song Ce’an fell asleep quietly beside the bed.
I only moved slightly, and he woke up.
He looked up at me, stunned and ecstatic, and his eyes were full of confusion. “Are you uncomfortable?”?
Are you hungry?
Do you want something to eat?
He said a lot of things, but when he saw that I didn’t respond at all, he panicked visibly. “The royal doctor..” Song Ce’an.
“I called to him,” Do you remember what I said to you at the execution ground?
Song Ce’an’s body shook.
I told you not to regret it.
Song Ce’an could not speak for a long time, and I ignored him.
Shaoyao brought the baby in. A
small lump, carved with powder and jade.
Miss, he won’t drink the nurse’s milk.
The peony is very helpless, changed three wet nurses, the young childe did not even look at it.
I’ll do it.
I held him.
Sung Tse-an looked slightly unnatural. “I’ll go out first.”.
The little fellow ate and drank enough and went to sleep happily. Shaoyao gave him to the nurse. When she came in, she told me that Song Ce’an had been at the door all the time. I didn’t let him look after the baby. He wanted to see it, he wanted to hold it, and it was all up to him.
I’m just, like, cold to him.
Song Ce’an came in at noon, together with Song Chengze, Song Chengze is the seven princes, the present emperor.
As soon as they came in, I knew why Song Ce’an, who had not seen me for many months, suddenly appeared when I gave birth to a child.
Originally, Song Chengze in the cold palace life is very difficult, has been Song Ce’an secretly to help him, otherwise, he would have died in the cold palace.
I’m going to check on the baby.
Song Chengze slipped away with a guilty conscience. Song Ce’an and I were the only ones left in the
room.
You.. When did you know?
Song Ce’an asked.
He has realized that I already know everything, otherwise Gu Changqing has not been able to do well, where can he go?
You and me, when I leave the city.
I’m not hiding anything. Before
I was pregnant, Song Ce’an asked me to manage Anyang Wangfu. I read the account book. How much silver does Anyang Wangfu have? What
he gives is all.
I know that he and Changning are innocent.
I know that the child that Chang Ning is carrying is not his.
I also know that he divorced me, but he planned everything for me in private.
I also know that he is not actually involved in the case of Lin Fu, he is to save people.
I know all about it.
But he really does not understand me, if I like a person, even if it is a mountain of fire, I would like to accompany him to rush together, rather than what he did to hide from me to do everything.
Sung Tse-an, you will never know how I felt when I mustered up the courage to tell you that I wanted to have a future with you, but you brought her back and acquiesced that she was pregnant with your child.
Probably standing in the hot summer sun, I was doused with a basin of ice water, and all my limbs and bones were cold.
“You..” Song Ce’an looked at me in disbelief, and his eyes were full of shock.
I don’t have much to say. For that matter, it’s enough.
From that day on, Song Ce’an did not pester me, but he came to me very frequently. At first,
I thought he was supposed to come to me, but when people came to see me, they would not stay for a long time. They had a good sense of propriety. Instead, they went to see Ah Heng and stayed for a whole day. Sometimes they slept directly with Ah Heng when they were late.
Heng is our child, Song Heng, whose name is chosen by him, Meiyu Heng, I have no opinion.
One day, when I woke up, Song Ce’an suddenly came in.
His mood fluctuated and he was restrained, and I seldom saw him.
He looked straight at me, and his eyes were like a lake of ink. He said, “Qingluan, there is one thing I don’t seem to have said to you.”.
I have a vague feeling that it is not a good word.
I love you. I wanted to say this a long time ago.
Song Ce’an.. Xinyue me?
I can’t believe it. Although
I know that Changning and he are innocent, but the person in his heart has always been Changning?
I blurted out, “Didn’t you marry me because I have the same eyes as Changning?”?
Then I regretted it. Why did I say it so quickly.
Sung Tse-an seemed to understand something and asked me, “Lin Ching-luan, do you really think I’m the kind of person who can marry anyone and treat her like that?”?
Absolutely not. There were a lot of servant girls in
Song Ce’an’s house. After I got married, there was a servant girl who felt that her master was enlightened and dared to climb the bed. She was given death by him that day.
I didn’t like her.
I didn’t think of you as a stand-in for her. It was you from the beginning.
“Then you’re still..” In the middle of my speech, I suddenly stopped. I pulled the quilt and my eyes flickered. “I’m sleepy. I want to sleep.”.
I just woke up. Song Ce’an obviously didn’t believe my lies, but he didn’t expose me either. He said, I’m at Ah Heng’s place.
I can’t sleep.
I’m in a mess.
Peony came in several times and saw me holding the quilt in a daze.
Miss, do you still like your son-in-law?
I didn’t answer.
The young lady should follow her own heart and not leave regrets for herself. No matter what decision you make, the maidservant will support you.
Don’t you have any regrets?
I don’t know.
Out of the month, I took the baby to worship my parents, Song Ce’an and I went together. On the way
back, Ah Heng giggled in his arms. The man beside me was gentle between his eyebrows and eyes. I was in a trance. When the
carriage stopped, Song Ce’an took the child down first and then turned to help me.
I hesitated for a moment and put my hand on it. I have something to say to you.
Sung Tse-an was a little surprised. He nodded and said in a gentle voice, Good.
Shaoyao cleverly carried Ah Heng in, and when she went in, the girl winked at me.
Sung Tse-an, the letter of divorce you gave me is not correct. It doesn’t have your name on it. You have to give it to me.
I took out the letter of divorce from my bosom and handed it over.
Song Ce’an’s face was a little pale. He lowered his eyes for a long time before he said in a dumb voice, “Yes.”. Add it
now. By the way, you can’t go back on the silver you gave me.
Do not go back on your word. There was no pen
outside. Sung Ce-an cut his finger and wrote his name on it. I carefully put it away. What are you going to do in the future?
“” I don’t know.
No matter what plans you have, you can stay in the capital for a few days. At least we’ll get to know each other. I’m going to get married, and I’ll invite you to have a cup of my wedding feast.
Sung Tse-an raised his head in a daze. His eyes were red, and he seemed to be about to burst out of his body. He held back again. He wanted to say something, but he couldn’t say a word.
It was a long time before he said, “Is he good to you?”?
“” Yes.
“I said,” At least he won’t tell me nothing like you.
Don’t worry, he treats our son well. He and I are not unreasonable. Ah Heng is still your son. You can come to see him whenever you want.
I added.
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“Song Ce’an said with difficulty,” You.. Take care of yourself.
He didn’t go in.
Since I told him I wanted to get married, he seldom came, and even if he did, he just went to see Ah Heng.
The days flew by, and in a twinkling of an eye it was my wedding day.
I have moved back to Lin Fu.
Lin Fu’s renovation is the same as before, but without parents. Holding
Ah Heng in my arms, I wandered around the yard and was caught by the peony. She said that today was a good day and she had to dress up well. She pushed me back to the house.
Peony can be perky now, the house saw her up and down to call an aunt, the little girl is very melancholy, how to promote an official to call her old? My
heart says I won’t be old soon.
I changed my clothes, and Shaoyao helped me take Ah Heng, and I left the house.
A man is leaving Beijing today, and I’m going to give him a ride.
But failed to send out of the city, to leave the person, at this time is in the alley outside the gate of Lin Fu. Why did
you come out?
Song Ce’an’s expression was somewhat unnatural. Why are
you at my door?
Song Ce’an hesitated for a moment and then said, I want to see someone, but it’s not appropriate to go in and see him.
So I’ve come to see you. Isn’t Prince An going to leave Beijing? I’ll give you a ride.
Sung Tse-an looked up at me, and his eyes were full of them. Aren’t you going to get married?
How can there be time to come out of the expression. Let’s
go. If it’s any later, I really won’t be back in time to celebrate my sister’s birthday.
“” Sister?
Birthday?
Song Ce’an looked confused.
Yes, Shaoyao has been with me for so many years, and I’ve taken her on as my foster sister.
In the future, it will be better to marry her in the name of the second Miss Lin.
Of course, the girl did not know, but simply thought that I gave her a birthday, I want to give her a surprise.
Didn’t you get married?
“” No.
I said with a smile.
Sung Tse-an was frozen in place, his eyes slightly red. He seemed to be very aggrieved, and somewhat helpless. “Are you lying to me?”?
Yes, I lied to you.
I said. It was generous when I
said it, and my eyes were red when I finished, but I wasn’t ashamed at all. “Who told you to hide it from me before?”?
I hold a grudge.
I turned my eyes away and said, “I was thinking that since I was going to cheat, I might as well let you misunderstand that Ah Heng was not your son either. At that time, I asked you several times, but you didn’t tell me once, but I still couldn’t bear to part with it.”.
“I looked up at him.” But Sung Tse-an, why are you so willing?
Song Ce’an’s eyes were red, and he seemed to be trying desperately to suppress something. He came over to hug me, but I pushed him away.
Repeated several times, I did not let him close, the last time he was cruel, clasped my wrist, he looked at me carefully, and then held me in his arms.
I’m sorry.
My tears fell uncontrollably, as if I wanted to vent all the grievances of the past days.
Song Ce’an did not stop me, but wiped my tears with heartache. When
I had cried enough, he asked, “Qingluan, I’ll read to you all my life. Will you forgive me?”?
I looked down at his sleeve, wet from my tears, and asked, When?
Started to like me?
I asked this without thinking, but Song Ce’an still understood. There was a flash of unnaturalness on his
face and he said, “Three years ago, at the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, do you still remember that you went to the wrong toilet?”? Of course
I remember.
It was so dark that I didn’t see it clearly at all. I rushed in. I saw a man untying his belt. I said in my heart that if it got out, he would not be scolded to death by his parents, and his reputation would be gone. I kicked him in. The way
I looked at Song Ce’an changed a little.
Song Ce’an did not know whether to laugh or cry. “I didn’t kick it in, but I was almost kicked by you.” Ahem. Anyway, at that time, I remember you, I let people check, only to know that you are Miss Lin Fu, then I was sent to the capital, after I came back, I went to Lin Fu once, but you were not there, and then it was you and Gu Changqing. He was very disappointed when he
said this.
Rumor has it that you knelt down for three days and nights in order to marry Changning?
It was the emperor’s brother who wanted to marry me, but I didn’t agree. I begged him to take back the imperial edict.
I see.
You have given me your men, and you are not afraid that I will not come back to save you.
“” That’s worth it.
Song Ce’an said.
I sighed disconsolately. “I thought I had a strong appeal. I rebelled so quickly and succeeded. So you planned most of it behind my back.”.
My Qingluan is still very powerful.
“Sung Tse-an said softly,” I’m just the icing on the cake.
You’ve calculated so much, but why didn’t you think of yourself?
“Song Ce’an’s pupil darkened slightly. It took him a long time to say,” I didn’t expect that you had me in your heart.
I didn’t think that you had me in your heart.
Song Ce’an, do you want to go home with me?
“” Yes.
I looked up at him and smiled. I grabbed his arm and stood on tiptoe slightly. Song Ce’an seemed to know what I was going to do. He bent down, hugged me around the waist, and covered me.
I ended up with him.
He hid it from me, and so did I?
Some things gradually become clear, in fact, he intentionally or unintentionally tested my feelings several times, but I did not reveal anything, so that when I want to say, it is always inappropriate. Song Ce’an and
I got married again.
He is now the Prince Regent, and I am his Princess Regent. On the
wedding night, he went back to his room very early. We had a drink together. Under the candlelight, the shadowy light hit him in the face. It was very beautiful.
Sung Tse-an, could you have pushed me away the other time?
I asked him with a smile.
What? I got drunk and slept with him? This is bullshit.
Sung Ce-an coughed, and his eyes were shining. “I can’t push it away,” he said cheekily. “Why don’t you try again?”?
I was pressed under him, and he whispered in my ear, “May I have a heart.”.
This happy event lasted all the way to the next day. It was too tiring to be a princess for
him, so I decided to move in with Ah Heng.
Song Ce’an planted an apricot tree, I always love to take Ah Heng to enjoy the cool, Song Ce’an will move the desk, apricot is not ripe, green hanging on the tree. Heng and
I couldn’t wait, so we wanted to eat the green fruit. Song Ce’an went up the tree and picked it for us. It was so sour that we squeezed our eyes together.
Sung Tse-an kissed me. “Are you still suffering?”?
“” Sweet.
I laughed.
Little Ah Heng was still young and ignorant. With his watery eyes wide open, he said to his father, “Father, I want a kiss, too.”.
Song Ce’an had black lines all over his head, and I laughed beside him.
Little Ah Heng was caught practicing calligraphy.
I leaned back lazily in my chair. When the wind blew, the light and shadow fell on the ground. I looked at the same face, one big and one small, and smiled.
Song Ce’an, we should meet each other year after year.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
