What would be the story if the woman suddenly came to her senses? -Zhihu

What would be the story

if the woman suddenly came to her senses?

My eldest sister was poisoned by me.

When she died, her face was ferocious, her lips and nose were bloody, and she fell to the ground with convulsions.

I brushed the hair from her face and whispered in her ear with a smile, “Sister, you look so ugly when you die.”. I’m good at

killing people and killing their hearts.

Her eyes stared at me, mournful and unwilling, as if she could not believe how my sister, who had always been stupid, could detect the poison in the cup?

He even changed the cup quietly under her eyes.

I think if I could, my sister would be so angry with me that she would come back to life. Unfortunately, she can’t come back to life again.

This poison was the heartbroken powder she had prepared for me with her own hands, and it was her own life that was ruined. The next day, at the funeral of the late queen,

“Summer Insects Want to Talk About Ice” has come to an end ~ crazy criticism of the heroine, ruthless.

Duan Yan’s narrow sword was in my throat, and his eyes were as scarlet and dazzling as the blood on my neck. “Xia Yubing, I want you to be buried with Ah Li,”

he said mercilessly. He was not so excited the day

his Ali died, but now he is acting so angry and sad in front of the courtiers, which is really ridiculous.

I want to ask the elder sister who died in her grave, but also want to ask myself, what is there to look forward to in the emperor’s love?

I lowered my eyes and bowed in his heavy gaze. Neither humble nor pushy, I replied, “Thank you, Lord Long.”.

Without waiting for him to react, I turned around and said in a loud voice, “My concubine and the child in her belly will be buried with the empress!” The anger of his trusted ministers was now rushing back like a tide.

They fell to their knees and begged the Lord to spare the life of the unborn and only dragon.

And my father, Zhenguo General Xia Qingping, with a pale face, dared not speak out.

Very well, everything is as I expected.

I looked back at Duan Yan’s face with a smile and a swagger.

Against the morning light, his eyes were closed and his expression was unclear.

At that moment, I thought of Shichiro in a trance, and I thought I was blinded by victory. My

name is Hsia Yu-bing, and I am one of the many concubines of the Zhenguo General’s Office. The General’s Office disliked my mother’s humble background, and “graciously” allowed me to grow up with my mother in the countryside. When I was

sixteen years old, I first met my father, whom I had never met before. The first thing I did when I entered the mansion was that my mother forced me to change my name.

I still remember when she looked at me, her eyes were as contemptuous as when she looked at a mole ant: “Summer insects can’t talk about ice. Those who can’t get on the table can’t get on all the time.”.

It was a pity that I was not only on the table, but also on the bed of her precious daughter.

And I’m obviously more blessed than her short-lived daughter.

I gently stroked the baby, who had not yet moved, and smiled.

With this child, what can Duan Yan do to me?

Who doesn’t know that your majesty is the most affectionate today, except for my queen sister, he has not even visited any concubines.

Oh, except me. I have the honor of a night of imperial favor.

Duan Yan hated me. He once said that my face made him sick.

It should be, after all, that late spring night was not really a good memory.

He and Xia Xiguang, one is the daughter of the general, the other is the new king of iron and blood.

It was supposed to be a pair made in heaven, but the concubine of the general’s office ate the courage of the leopard and wanted to borrow him to fly to the branches. The night before they got married, she poured him a pot of hot wine.

That concubine is me. I don’t want to recall

that night, and so must he. Holding a concubine in his arms,

he called “Ah Li,” who had spent the whole night with her, sinking and rejoicing with her, sacrificing his virginity to this mean and humble concubine, and making this concubine pregnant with his only child. The first 20 years

of Duan Yan’s life can be described as a model of a narrow escape from death and a reversal against the wind.

Who would have thought that once the boat capsized in the gutter, it was planted in the hands of a concubine, which should be the biggest stain of his growth, no one.

But I remember, I still remember.

When the night was about to pass and the distant sky was about to be white, he went to sleep, his skin shining like jade, but there were faint wrinkles between his eyebrows.

I gazed at him for a long time, but finally I couldn’t help kissing him between the eyebrows and murmuring in a low voice, “Ah Li is here..” Shichiro, don’t be afraid.. Just like when I was in the countryside, I hugged the dying teenager and cried for him not to die. “Miss Ali, in fact, I …” said

the young man with a broken and quiet smile. I want to see what you look like. I sobbed to kiss his lips, and he gazed at nothingness for a long time, his cold fingers just sliding slowly across my face.

He said, Ah Li.. I haven’t seen your face yet. I don’t want to die.

If he had died at that time, I believe I would have loved him all my life.

But he’s not dead.

Not only did he not die, but he also became the Supreme of 95. He returned this kindness to my elder sister and made her queen.

I think I would have picked up a dog better than him.

That night, I was arrested by him and tortured in the Chamber of Secrets for more than half a month the next day, and the wounds all over my body have not yet healed.

New wounds add old scars, I have already clenched my teeth to this day, even when the bath water touches my body, the pain makes me tremble.

“Empress, the water is getting cold.” I called softly. I restrained my mind and asked softly, “Is someone coming?

She nodded her head with a pale face, but hesitated to speak.

She probably couldn’t figure out how Miss Xia San, who used to be so gentle and timid, had come to this day step by step. She was ruthless and romantic.

How did it come to this?

Let me think.

Is it from watching Shichiro gently call Xia Xiguang as Ali, or from watching my mother die in my arms?

Or did it start with him pinching my face in the water dungeon and telling me that I really made him sick?

Just, the end is the same, why care about the process?

I turned my head to look at her and said with a smile, “If you talk too much, I will pull out your tongue.”. I

put down the flowers and cried and trotted out. I sighed and let myself sink into the bath. The warm water wrapped me up until I suffocated.

The Empress is pregnant, so why should she make a big fight?

The man, with his eyebrows and eyes burning, dressed in a eunuch suit, leaned against the doorway, bringing a burst of casual laziness.

Seeing that I hadn’t responded for a long time, he rushed over, grabbed me by the shoulder and pulled me out of the water. “Do you want to die?” He snapped?

“I closed my eyes and just laughed,” My brother-in-law, I’m dead. Who’s going to make your family die?

This remark was really vicious, but Duan Yi laughed instead of being angry: “Little aunt, you are not a big person, but your tone is not small.”.

I opened my eyes and looked at him with a smile. My watery arms were wrapped around his neck, my fingers were across his lips, and my breath brushed the tips of his ears?

Duan Yi looked at me with his colorful peach blossom eyes. He opened my wet hair, closed his eyes and sniffed. “It smells good,” he said frivolously. I was so disgusted

by his nausea that I broke away from his hand and swam back. But

he went into the water, pulled me back into his arms, repeatedly stroked my flat lower abdomen, eyes curved like a curved lake, so charming juvenile spirit.

Probably brother.. It’s all a little bit like God.

I can’t help being distracted.

When I came to my senses, he sank, and his soft and warm lips brushed his dream.

From my point of view, I could only see his long, butterfly-like eyelashes and the bridge of his nose hidden under the water.

At this moment, what I think of is. Duan Yi, he will be a good father.

“Your Majesty has arrived!” Li Fu’s sharp voice seemed to tear a corner of my heart, and I lost my voice for a moment, and even my eyes were dark.

Duan Yi raised his head and looked straight at me. Why don’t

you hide?

！」 Duan Yan came in and stood in the distance, too lazy to look at me.

I put my hand on the edge of the pool and asked him with a smile, “What’s the matter? I can’t give my concubine to die. Your Majesty can’t sleep at night.”?

Even though he has been on the throne for less than a year, the foundation is not stable, the queen mother’s henchmen are scattered, and Xia Qingping is eyeing me covetously. Even if my father Xia Qingping looks down on me, half of the children in my belly are still surnamed Xia, and Xia Qingping can’t help but protect them.

Just to think that they hate me so much at the moment, but have to wait until I give birth to the child, endure my fox false tiger power that kind of uncomfortable strength, feel carefree! It’s really carefree! Duan Yan sneered and walked straight this way! The hand that Tuan Yi was holding my ankle under the water was getting harder and harder. I was in a hurry and said angrily, “Stop!” Duan Yan’s footsteps did not have any hesitation, he slowly squatted down, lips are always smiling, eyes are cold as ice floes, people dare not look directly.

“Xia Yubing,” he asked softly, “I’ve given you too much face, haven’t I?

Without giving me a chance not to look directly at him, Duan Yan reached out and raised my chin forcefully. Not to be outdone, I stared at him.

Duan’s family is good-looking, and Duan Yanzi is not inferior. Under the

clear moon, Sheng Xue’s skin was born to compare with the moonlight. His phoenix eyes were slightly picked, obviously full of amorous feelings, but he was pressed by the cold and cruel temperament.

When he fainted in the mountains and forests with this face, I mistook him for a beautiful and weak woman and took him home.

Same face, what’s the difference? It’s

probably the difference between being an emperor and not being an emperor.

He was so beautiful, just looking at the face, I felt the suffocation under the water again.

Shit.. Duan Yi! The hand that held my ankle grew weaker and weaker.

I gritted my teeth and suddenly stood up, cold and trembling, forcing myself to look directly into Duan Yan’s eyes.

Duan Yan was slightly stunned at first, and then his eyes darkened.

“Your Majesty,” I gritted my teeth and smiled. “The doctor said yes.

“” Shameless.

He frowned, uttered these two words in disgust, and left in a huff. Like a dehydrated fish,

I was dying and gasping for breath, but I still felt a huge stone in my heart, and I felt very uncomfortable.

I want to cry, but I have to swallow it.

Duan Yi came up and hugged me tightly, which made me feel comfortable, and I was fanatically infatuated with the feeling of suffocation.

I trembled and gasped in his ear, but his face was as white as jade from beginning to end, without a trace of other distracting colors.

Xiao Li, you can cry if you want to.

His voice was somewhat muffled.

I did not cry, Duan Yi uncharacteristically did not say much, I do not know when quietly left.

The next day I had a terrible headache, so I was very careful when I combed my hair. “Empress, the maidservant has found out. Last night it was Liang Guiren who was in abdominal pain. He said that he ate the red eggs sent out by our palace. He framed people with red lips and white teeth, which alarmed Your Majesty.”.

“I closed my eyes and snorted,” What does Your Majesty say?

Your Majesty came to our palace, and when he went out, he ignored Liang Guiren, who was kneeling outside waiting for justice. Liang Guiren didn’t get the letter, so he didn’t dare to get up. He just knelt at the gate of our palace all night.

“” Oh, what he can do.

He doesn’t care about the lives of the nobles and concubines. He just wants to teach me a lesson for any reason. It’s really boring.

03. I put on my plain clothes and arrived at the former residence of the late empress. When Li Fu saw me, his surprised look hung directly on his face: “Empress, what are you doing here?”?

I don’t know whether he was saying that I shouldn’t have come to such a place because I was pregnant, or whether he was saying that I had killed my eldest sister and was lucky enough not to die, but still dared to appear in front of her spirit. In short, the lonely wry smile on my face never collapsed at all: I heard that the Empress Dowager was very sad for the death of my elder sister, and she lingered on her bed. Even for her old man, I had to go this way.

Actually, I’m talking nonsense. The Empress Dowager is Duan Yi’s mother. Xia Xiguang died, and the Xia family complained about Duan Yan. She was so happy that she could live a few more years.

I looked at Li Fu’s expression quietly.

Li Fu sighed thoughtfully, “The empress, please come with the slave.”. Smiling and nodding,

I motioned to Su-su to wait at the door. I lifted my skirt and followed Li Fu into the inner hall.

Duan Yan has always come to spoil Ah Jie. Ah Jie has something in the sky and nothing on the ground. I have seen it earlier. I just glanced at it a few times, and my eyes fell on the spirit tablet.

“Empress Hyun Min-chun,” I murmured softly, “that’s nice.

Truly earthy, doesn’t Tuan Yen claim to have unparalleled talent?

Right here? “Empress,” said

Li Fu cautiously, “I’ll brush incense for you.

I gave a hum, but my eyes glanced at a flash of rustle outside.

I took the incense with both hands and put it in respectfully, kneeling on the futon and thinking quietly.

Moments later, Li Fu’s little eunuch sent me a secret report. I slowly opened my eyes, and Li Fu looked embarrassed: “Empress, slave..” Manager Li has something to do, so go ahead.

I pulled up a reluctant smile, closed my hands and inadvertently held my stomach. I left with half a stick of incense.

Li Fu’s cautious eyes swept over my stomach, nodded, and quietly retreated.

The room was quiet, except for the faint fragrance. I slowly got up and stretched my stiff body. “Sister, it’s me.”. Smiling,

I leaned over to face her tablet, as I clung to her face when she was dying, obsessively feeling her death throes, her unwillingness and resentment, and feverishly enjoying my victory.

Good sister, I finally beat you once.

I laughed. The good sister

who deceives me, humiliates me and replaces me, how can I not give you the last ride? It’s good that

my sister is dead.

“I bent my eyes,” Sister is a blessed person, ah, died in the time when Duan Yan loved you most, died in the queen’s seat, really good.. ” If there is an afterlife, you’d better pray that you don’t meet me again, or I won’t let you die so quickly.

I was about to approach the golden nanmu coffin when suddenly there was a sound of footsteps outside.

After only one meal, I rolled into the bottom of the altar and hid it very skillfully, just like when I was beaten by my mother in Xia Fu. The

difference is that now I am not in a hurry and very calm. Shoes painted in

gold and black.

I clenched the tablecloth, knowing that it was impossible to say anything to a dead person as cautious as Duan Yan, but I had a premonition that I would face a storm.

Your Majesty, thank you for letting the old woman come to see the empress off.. It’s a pity that the empress.. The choked and weak female voice.

My heart is beating violently.

I clenched my hands and bit my lips to suppress the gurgling sound in my throat. Mother

, it’s a pity that Yu Bing can’t see your grief-stricken appearance.

Duan Yan was silent for a long time. Then he said lightly, “Xi Guang is my first wife. I will give her a grand burial, and I will be extremely sad and honored.”.

“The first mother paused for a moment and said in a low voice,” The old woman has an overstepping request. I wonder if she can see Empress An?

The hospital says that the ice baby is not in the right position and needs to rest. It’s not too late to wait until the ice baby is well.

Duan Yan has always been calm, and there is something in these words that is even more elusive. When did

the Imperial Physician say that my fetus was not in the right position? When

they went out for a long time, I still didn’t come to my senses. The

sky under the knife, Duan Yan actually refuted the face of Mrs. Xia for me?

Or is he trying to save the baby in my belly? How could

he take this child so seriously?

In this way, there will be a good show.

“Mother,” I ran after her and ran into her on the long corridor, pretending to be calm and relaxed. With a sad white little face, I said softly, “Mother finally went to the palace. Why didn’t she come to see her daughter?

My mother’s face was all green with anger, and everyone in the palace knew that Xia Xiguang’s death had something to do with me, Xia Yubing?

She probably never thought I would dare to show up in front of her.

I took her hand with concern and put it on my stomach with a smile. “But don’t worry too much, mother. You’re going to be a grandmother soon. Are you happy?”?

Your daughter is dead, and I’m pregnant. It’s a double blessing.

Duan Yan’s eyebrows had not been stretched since he came, but now he saw Mrs. Hsia pull her hand back coldly, and his eyebrows tightened even more: “I have something important to deal with, Li Fu.” Li Fu hurriedly answered, bowing his body and looking up at me. I winked at him.

Send Lady Xia out of the palace.

Duan Yan didn’t want to stay with me for a moment, so he turned around and left. Holding Mrs. Hsia’s hand affectionately,

I looked into her eyes and smiled. Slowly, I pressed it to her ear. “Mother, mother, why are you so sad?”?

Anyway. Sooner or later, you will go down to accompany her. Lady

Xia stared at me in disbelief. With red eyes, she raised her hand ferociously and was about to slap me in the face. I leaned back, screamed, and rolled down the white jade stairs with my stomach protected. When I

landed, my shoulder hit the railing and my bones ached. I took a deep breath and looked at her panicked old face. Funny enough

, I want to laugh, but the corner of my eyes uncontrollably shed tears.

Duan Yan reacted faster than others. He ran over the railing and hugged me tightly in his arms. He said angrily, “What are you waiting for? Why don’t you take this poisonous woman down for me?”?

！」 Now I really can’t help laughing. No matter what

else, Duan Yan and I, in terms of acting, are really the best partners that no one can match.

Aware of my trembling smile, Duan Yan’s body stiffened slightly.

I put my arms around Duan Yan’s neck and cried, “Your Majesty..” Your Majesty, I have a stomachache.. The flustered crowd was so anxious that they turned upside down. Duan Yan picked me up and ran straight to the hospital.

Out of the eyes of many people, I withdrew my tears and teased with a calm expression, “Duan Yan, Duan Yan..” You want me dead too, don’t you?

I won’t let you get what you want.

Duan Yan looked down at me gloomily, and he, who had always been calm and self-controlled, was somewhat unexpectedly angry.

He put his hand on my face and wiped the tears from my eyes. He gnashed his teeth and said, “Who do you think told you that the wine was poisonous?”?

Xia Yubing, I advise you not to be too smart.

My whole body was cold, like a basin of ice water poured over my head. When

the doctor left, he only said that I had fetal gas and needed to rest in bed. I listened with my eyes closed. Of course, I knew nothing would happen. How could my child be so fragile?

If a fall will fall, then do not have to be born in this thorny harem, save a lifetime as a stepping stone to others, or a lifetime of calculation, can not turn over. As I

lay still, I was still aware that someone was watching me for a long time in the quiet inner temple.

You go.

“I rolled over, my voice hoarse with fatigue.” I don’t want to see you.

I never thought, I never thought that Duan Yan was so heartless to his Ali.

He’s cutting off my last thought with his own hands.

It’s so cheap that I really hope he can treat my elder sister with deep affection and love.

At least. That proves that Shichiro really loves Ali, but he loves the wrong person. Love still exists.

He lent me his hand. What should he do next besides his first sister?

You have a good rest.

“Duan Yan’s voice was a little cold and tired.” I always think about these calculating things. Can children born be normal?

I rolled over and looked at him with a sneer. Do you still want a normal child?

Duan Yan, do you deserve it?

Duan Yan’s dark eyes fixed on me, his lips trembling slightly, and finally he left without saying anything.

Tonight is not Duan Yi’s good brother guard manager Gao Qi on duty, but he also ventured to come.

I lay on the couch to sleep, and Duan Yi stood beside my couch, staring at me silently and stubbornly.

I sighed and reached out to hold his fingers tightly.

Duan Yi’s hand was so cold that I couldn’t help hissing. He broke away from my hand and said in a deep voice, I know you hate her, but there are thousands of ways to get back at her. Why do you have to choose the one that hurts you the most?

His eyes were very red, and his delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned, and I was very softhearted.

“Duan Yi..” I stroked his bony hand again and again. “Do you like me?” Duan Yi took a breath and turned his head to be silent.

I like you, too, but remember, only I can avenge myself.

He jerked his head back and stared at me.

I laughed, “You want to kill her for me?”?

No, I want them alive.

Only alive, they can eat all I and my mother have suffered, and I want to see them dog eat dog, not a good death.

Duan Yi curled up his lips with self-mockery, but there were no waves in his eyes: The empress is wise.

I looked at him and sighed slowly.

You won’t understand. There is only one person in the world who can understand me. He and I are the same kind of people, the same vengeful body, the same depraved soul.

And I, from this moment on, will never forgive him.

04. The month is too young to tell the sex of the fetus.

“The Imperial Physician withdrew the pillow cloth and bowed his body.” It’s my incompetence.

“I slowly gathered up my wrists and said in a deep voice,” It’s just not the right time. Why should Lord Xu belittle himself? The doctor in

front of me, surnamed Xu, was strongly recommended by my father, Xia Qingping. Although Xia Qingping was not a good bird, he and I were on the same front in the matter of children. A few days

ago, Lady Xia had just been taken home by Xia Qingping. Duan Yan seized Xia Qingping’s military amulet in Dongying on the grounds that he had no way to manage his wife and had maimed the emperor’s heir. He lost half of his military power. Xia Qingping, who had been trying to make people unable to find the wrong place, was finally badly weakened.

Although watching them dog-eat-dog is really cool, but the military power up, the concentration of political power, for me is really not a good thing, which means that it takes more effort to bring down Duan Yan, I already have enough trouble.

I can not help but scold myself, is really a fool, gave up the child to trap the wolf, but let Duan Yanbai reap the benefits of the fisherman.

However, when Duan Yan was dying, I took him to the General’s Office to ask my father to treat him. It seemed that it was the pulse that Xu Taiyi treated him. It was no wonder that he was a red man in front of Duan Yan now, but Xia Qingping was able to buy him off. It turned out that these two people knew each other at the end of their friendship. Your Excellency, do you

know Li Fu, the Chamberlain?

I asked, looking into his eyes. When I was taking a

nap, I felt something rubbing slowly on my stomach. When he

woke up, he looked at Duan Yan’s face. He withdrew his hand as if nothing had happened. His voice was a little low: “Are you awake?”?

I glared at him angrily. Are you trying to scare me to death?

“When Duan Yan heard this, he raised his lips and said,” Xia Yubing, how dare you think of killing the king?

My throat tightened, and my mind quickly recalled when I had revealed my intention to kill, but my face was calm and smiling: “Your Majesty is joking. If I win, I will get the truth alone. If I lose, I will be buried with the rest of the Xia family.”. Isn’t

this a sure thing?

“He looked at me quietly for a long time, and finally raised his eyebrows.” It’s really ambitious. I’m waiting for you.

When Duan Yan left, my clothes were soaked through. He rustled and changed my clothes for me. He laughed and said helplessly, “Empress, you have a body. Why are you so cautious?”?

I glanced at her and suddenly remembered that she had never been afraid of Duan Yan. It’s raining

outside.

I remembered that when my mother was poisoned by Mrs. Xia’s bitch, it was also such a rainy night with lightning and thunder.

Holding my mother who was groaning in pain in my arms, I was so anxious that I lost my mind, but I held my hand tightly and reminded me: “Girl, please go and beg Your Majesty..” Maybe he can see that you are his future sister-in-law. Send help.

At that time, I naively thought, maybe he would help me, I am Ali, if not to save his life, if not him.. I should still be the carefree Xia Yaoli! I even thought, Xia Fu took my mother’s life to threaten me not to tell the truth, now my mother is in imminent danger, why can’t I tell him directly, I am the one who saved him, I am Ali? Desperately,

I rushed out of the door and knelt in the rain for two hours in front of the Qiankun Gate. Finally, I looked forward to Li Fu.

He was holding a dress, and the little eunuch was holding an umbrella for him with great caution. The flying fish pattern on Li Futie was shining, probably made of some kind of fine silk.

And I fell to my knees in the rain, covered with mud and water.

At this moment, I felt that what I did as a general and a concubine was really a wimp.

Even one of the eunuchs he put in an important position was several heads taller than me.

I wiped my face and shouted, “Please stay, father-in-law.” Li Fu sighed and looked at me with pity. “Miss Hsia, what are you doing? As soon as

I opened my mouth, hot tears rolled down my eyes. Fortunately, it was raining so heavily that he couldn’t tell the difference.

“I want to see..” “Miss Hsia..” He interrupted me, and I still remember his expression.

It was a look of pity, sigh, and sorrow. He said, “You don’t have to say any more. Please go back. The slave is going to send a wedding dress to Miss Xia.”.

I stood there until I could no longer see his back. The wedding dress in

his hand is a moire embroidery needle, which is the favorite one of my sister Xia Xiguang.

I suddenly understood everything.

All of it.

I knew that Duan Yi would come to me that night, but I couldn’t stay up at night when I had a body, so I was bleary-eyed when Duan Yi came, and I was dumbfounded by his questioning.

I heard Gao Qi say that you turned Li Fu and asked him to spy for you?

Duan Yi frowned. What on earth were you thinking? Aren’t

you afraid he’s actually a spy?

“I leaned on his arms and said lazily,” Everyone has a weakness, and eunuchs are also human beings. How did

you do that?

“Duan Yi pinched my face.” Tell me quickly.

It’s nothing. I just slept with him. As soon

as Duan Yi pressed my shoulder, he was so angry that his peach blossom eyes turned red. He looked at me tightly, lowered his head, and bit me. He said bitterly, You don’t let the eunuch go?

His cool, soft lips brushed my face, and I couldn’t help but feel excited.

Darling, who can resist the beautiful boy?

I raised my face and looked at the beautiful moonlit face in front of me. “Actually..” I said slowly. I miss you a little.

His slightly drooping eyes were like clouds and thick fog, and the depth was unfathomable.

“Little gift.” “Shh..” I put my finger on his lips and whispered, “Did you hear something?”?

He listened intently with some puzzlement and shook his head slowly: No. With a smile,

I changed the subject and said, Have you ever regretted it, Duan Yi?

“” No.

He answered briefly.

Really not?

I tilted my head and looked at him. I heard that you risked your life to save Duan Yan and sent him to Yunzhou in the struggle for the throne. If you hadn’t saved him, maybe I would still be a happy village girl in Yunzhou now.

There are no ifs.

“He said lightly,” If there really is a if, I only hope to meet you earlier.

“” You are so sweet.

I concluded the subject sensibly.

He sighed.

05. “It seems that Duan Yan is really affectionate to my elder sister. I haven’t stepped on the door of the harem for many days.”.

As I listened to the information from Li Fu, I propped up my hands and dozed off. There’s no need for

the empress to be sad. Your Majesty must be thinking of you.

Rustling crisply.

I glanced at her.

He scratched his head and hurriedly made up for it. “After all, the dragon heir in our palace is the only one.”.

“I turned around and muttered,” What kind of information did Li Fu give me? It’s like a child playing house. How many mouthfuls of food did Duan Yan eat every day? How many times did he go to the toilet? Why did he record it so clearly? Who cares about that? She laughed

and her eyes were curved.

“Not good! Not good!” The little maid of honor stumbled in and fell to the ground, raising her face in horror. “Princess Cheng..” Princess Cheng has entered the palace. “” What’s so strange about Princess Cheng entering the palace?

Duan Yi’s princess Lin Wuyue and Xia Xiguang were close friends in the boudoir. In their early years, they did a lot of things to humiliate me and my mother. I was so busy that I forgot about her, but she came to the door herself. Princess

Cheng.. Princess Cheng went to the palace to expose your fornication with King Cheng. All together! What?

I jerked to my feet.

“Your Majesty is furious. Now the decree of the deposed imperial concubine has come to the Weiyang Palace!” How did this happen? It’s a

complete mess.. He asked anxiously, “Your Majesty didn’t even ask. How could he do that?”?

“Rustle,” I closed my eyes and could hardly stand. “Help Ben Gong to go to the study.

Your Majesty, listen to my explanation.

I clenched his sleeve tightly and wrinkled the black and gold dragon pattern on it. Lin Wuyue befriended the late empress, but my concubine and the late empress were always at odds. Your Majesty should have heard of her. How can you believe her?

This is slander.

Duan Yan raised his eyebrows very lightly, but did not break away from my hand.

It was strange that he had given me the order to abolish me, but he readily agreed to my request for an interview.

I really don’t understand him more and more.

He slowly gathered my hair on the temples, and pressed his slightly cool finger pulp against my lips. “Look, my son..” He came in such a hurry that his hair was in a mess.

I continued to bite the bullet and explain, My concubine and Gao Qi are strangers. Why did he take the risk of helping my concubine fornicate?

His death is not necessarily a suicide, may be a villain, your majesty is wise, must not be arbitrary, so that courtiers are wronged.

“I bowed my head deeply.” My concubine and His Highness King Cheng are innocent, and the sun and the moon can learn from them. If there is any empty words, my concubine will not die a good death. With

an exclamation of surprise, he knelt down and sobbed out to me, “Empress..” Isn’t it a poison oath?

It doesn’t matter. As long as Duan Yan dies before me, I’m willing to die anyway.

I just want him dead before me.

Do you know?

“Duan Yan stood in front of me and said lightly,” There are two cups of poisonous wine, which were sent to Weiyang Palace and Chengwang Palace respectively. I gave him a choice, so you can stand here safe and sound.

I clenched my fingers, my armor plunged into my flesh, and it hurt bloody: Your Majesty.. King Cheng saved him in those years. How could your majesty be so cruel?

“He smiled contemptuously.” If I were really cruel, I would give you this choice and make you a pair of fugitive Mandarin ducks. As

he looked into my eyes, his voice suddenly dropped, and a vicious smile appeared on his lips. But I don’t want to. I want to see that you are separated by Yin and Yang and will never see each other again.

“I couldn’t help it any longer. I got up and stared at him angrily.” Where is the evidence?

The witness is dead. Where’s the physical evidence?

Let me ask you, where is the physical evidence?

Duan Yan looked at me quietly. His eyes were as dark as wild waves, and the corners of his mouth were steady, without a trace of expression.

You can’t take it out, right?

“I burst out laughing and pointed at him wildly.” Duan Yan! When did you care if I killed Xia Xiguang, if I really fell, if I really lived, as long as you want the result, you just want them to die! If you are an emperor in vain, you will only borrow a knife to kill people forever! Do you dare to do it yourself?

You dare not, you want your reputation! You want your eternal career! So you just peep behind people and suck blood on them, like a disgusting bug! You’re a rotten bug! I approached him step by step and stared coldly into his eyes. “Kill me, Tuan Yan. If you have the ability, kill me now!” I pulled out a gold hairpin from my head and put it in his hand. Holding his hand against my throat, I said, “Aren’t you going to bury me with Xia Xiguang?”?

Do it! I told you to do it! He shook off my hand, and I stumbled and fell to the ground.

He looked down at me with a murderous look in his eyes, but in the end it faded away, leaving only a chill.

An Fei lost her manners in front of the palace and was dragged into the cold palace and demoted to a commoner.

Duan Yan hated me so much that everyone knew it. They only knew that there would be such a day, but they didn’t know that it would come so fast. Even before I had a baby, Duan Yan couldn’t wait to throw me into the cold palace.

Into the cold palace instead I calmed down, Duan Yan did not kill me, since I did not die, then I still have a chance to turn over. It’s a godsend

to be able to avoid those eyes.

The cold palace is not an easy place to stay.

Laoshizi, Liang Guiren, and Xu Guipin all rushed up to “see” me.

I have seen a lot of people, see the wind at the helm, worship high and step on low, what kind of people have, but who is the most shameless, these people add a piece, to Duan Yan shoes are not worthy.

I calmly ate the stale food they sent, and they were scared to run away, saying that I was crazy because I was demoted to a commoner.

I spit out what was in my mouth and looked up to see the man standing in the attic in the distance.

It’s boring. On the day of

my premature birth, Duan Yan was not in the palace and went out of the palace to investigate the flood. The clothes sent by the

Ministry of Internal Affairs had oxytocic incense. Those people wanted to kill me while Duan Yan was away, but they also helped me indirectly.

Listen, if someone comes, you can just shout here! I’ll nail the doors and windows, okay?

I clenched the maid’s hand and trembled with pain. “Whatever happens, don’t stop!” The servant girl was from Xia Qingping. She had some skill. When she heard this, she nodded heavily and said, “The maidservant will certainly live up to the young lady’s trust.”.

Miss.. This long-lost name let the past re-emerge in front of me, but at this moment I did not care too much, put on the eunuch clothes already prepared and sneaked out of the cold palace. What day is it

today? Why are the guards so lax? There was a dead silence

all the way, and the dead eyes of the guards swept over my slightly bent body, as if they dared not stay much longer and hurried away. I

just thought I was blessed by the queen mother, and the abdominal pain became more and more obvious, so I had no intention to think about it any more, and soon returned to the Weiyang Palace.

“Grandfather Li has fed the women some oxytocic, a little bit, as the empress ordered,” he whispered. “It doesn’t matter.

I listened carefully to the sounds coming from underground, the faint shouts and screams. At the same time,

my abdominal pain became more and more unbearable, and blood snaked down my legs. I clenched my teeth and moved into the side hall, lying on the couch with my eyes closed.

I thought of my mother, who once told me that a woman giving birth is like stepping into the gate of death.

I clenched the quilt so tightly that my whole body trembled. When

my mind was gradually blurred and my lips and tongue were bloody, I silently said, “Mother’s spirit in heaven, please bless my daughter to give birth smoothly and kill her enemies.”.

I think I had a dream for a long, long time.

I dreamed of Duan Yi.

It was the night when we first met. The young man had beautiful features and looked forward to flying. His smile was like the peach blossom wine I brewed. It was soaked with cold and sweet fragrance.

He tilted his head and looked at me meaningfully. “So you are the third daughter of the Hsia Ching-ping family.”.

His words were rude and strange, but I didn’t know him at that time. I just gave him a cold look and continued to burn my paper money.

He crept up behind me and watched the wind for me, his face clean and bright in the warm burning embers. I asked

him devilishly, “Hey, do you have a brother named Duan Yan?” He was a little surprised and said with a smile, “Yes, your maiden name.. Is it called Yao Li? I really regret it when

I think about it.

I should have asked him, “Hey, why didn’t you show up sooner?”? Why didn’t

you show up earlier, Duan Yi?

“Empress,” someone rushed over and strangled my jaw and poured warm water into it. “Empress.. Hold on! Your Majesty will be back soon! Your Majesty. Images of each meeting flashed through

my mind: Duan Yan in the countryside, sick and dying, but still smiling quietly at me; Duan Yan lying in the General’s Mansion with his eyes closed; Duan Yan getting up again, but talking and laughing with my eldest sister; Duan Yan kneeling at the gate of the palace, ordering people to send me wedding clothes, and watching my mother die; In the cold water dungeon, Duan Yan, who tortured me and humiliated me, said, “Girl..” The wind is rising. “Under the peach tree, Tuan Yan turns his head and smiles faintly.” I haven’t killed Duan Yan yet.

Duan Yan! Duan Yan! I can’t die! I must not die! “Tuan Yen–” I couldn’t hold it any longer. I screamed out. There was a burst of heart-rending pain, and a faint cry finally sounded.

I tried to catch my breath, tears slowly falling from my eyes.

Duan Yan, you didn’t kill me. You’re done.

I clenched my teeth and felt a heavy pain in my abdomen, and my whole body was as wet as a blister. My baby was born just

before daylight.

It’s a daughter.

Perhaps because of the oxytocin, she looked so weak that she cried like a kitten.

He came out of the secret room sweating profusely, and the baby in his arms was white, tender and clean, sleeping soundly. Two hours

earlier. “This is the only baby boy,”

she whispered.

What a close call.

I don’t know what kind of mood I was in when I took the baby and put down my real daughter. I whispered, “Send her away.”.

“Rustle in astonishment:” How can this work?

！」 Why not?

“I said solemnly,” She’s here. How could Duan Yan let her go?

My time is pressing, and Duan Yan will never give me another chance to get pregnant.

Moreover, only my daughter meant that I was about to lose the only help of the Xia family and was completely trapped in the palace.

Not to mention revenge, it’s hard to protect yourself. Those who

can pretend to be twins can keep the little princess.

“Su Su fell to her knees in a hurry.” Empress, please think twice! Keep the princess! Do you think Duan Yan is stupid?

I frowned and saw that it was almost dawn, but Suo Suo was against me at that moment. I gasped for breath and sat up. “Give me the baby!” She came up to me, holding the child in her arms, and cried, “Empress..” Please don’t do this! I lifted the quilt and stood up. Pointing to the blue smoke burning outside, I snapped, “Do you see that?”?

“I clenched her chin.” It’s a cold palace! We just escaped from there! Do you know who was burned to death?

It’s the maid who just called me Miss. You went to the palace together and parted a few hours ago. Do you remember what she looked like? Can

you hear her cry of pain?

Tell me, do you want me dead, too?

I think I must look very crazy at the moment, otherwise how could I be so frightened that I would shrink in the corner and shake my head desperately?

You are obedient.

I crouched down and looked straight into her eyes. My voice trembled slightly with pain, but I tried my best to soften it. I am for the good of the little princess. With a mother like me, she can’t live in the harem.

She shook her head with red eyes. “No, you and the little princess will be fine.” You will live well. “” Duan Yan won’t let me go.

“I smiled and shook my head.” You are so naive. Haven’t you seen how powerful he is?

Your Majesty.. Your Majesty. Tuan Yen actually has you in his heart! He closed his eyes and cried, “He knows you’re the one who saved him!”! He actually knows everything! There was a long silence in the Weiyang Hall. I looked at the smoke in the distance and the rising sun. “How do you know?” I whispered? After

a longer period of silence and intermittent talk, I just felt absurd: You mean, everything here.. You created it all?

I am the heroine of this book, and she is the author of this book. While I am crying bitterly and struggling to live without dignity, she is trying to lead us to a happy reunion by adhering to the disgusting creed of “little sadistic pleasure” and “chasing wife crematorium”.

No wonder, no wonder she was never afraid of Duan Yan, no wonder she was always toward Duan Yan, perhaps in her eyes, as long as I was not tortured to death by Duan Yan, we still have the possibility of reunion.

But she forgot that I was a human being, a person with dignity.

The creator is trapped in a world of his own creation.

“I repeated her words, only to feel ridiculous,” You want a happy ending, you want to go home, this palace understands, please understand, now is this palace, in charge of your life.

How about the taste of being in charge of fate?

Not daring to look up, he just whispered weakly, “You will have a very, very good ending, as long as you stop now..” Or disguise the little princess and the child as twins, as I wrote.. Why should I go to the end you set?

“I raised my eyebrows and laughed frivolously.” Even if you come here with all kinds of magic brushes, do you know what is beyond your power?

She gave me a frightened look and quickly lowered her head. Yes.

When the five ladies were poisoned, if I hadn’t pushed the plot ahead of time and asked you to find Duan Yan, the five ladies would not have died, and you would not have known in advance that Duan Yan was malingering.

“” Malingering.. “I sneered, but my heart ached.” I only knew that he had been pretending to be stupid, but I didn’t know that he had the ability to pretend to be sick. It was really awesome. I’m really stupid when I

think about it. I don’t know how many tears I shed on the pillow mat of the General’s Office when he pretended to “admit his mistake” and made love with Xia Xiguang.

Mother touched my head and told me, “Let’s go back to Yunzhou. It doesn’t matter if you don’t do it.”.

Unfortunately, Xia Xiguang and Mrs. Xia thought that the marriage had been decided and that they had no more worries, so they killed us.

In this life, I will probably never go back to Yunzhou.

“It’s not all about pretending..” “Say no more!” I interrupted her in a loud voice. “I definitely won’t keep this child!”! Give me! There was a hustle and bustle outside the door. It was Duan Yan who came back overnight. I could even hear his deep and angry voice outside.

She cried and said something. I only saw her lips move. I stood blankly. She took the opportunity to pick up the child and fled.

Just for a moment, and then when I look back. The scissors in my hand had been inserted into the back of her neck. I

‘m sorry, you not only see the destiny, but also try to make me conform to the ridiculous destiny, so I can’t keep you this disaster.

This time, I want destiny to crawl at my feet from now on.

Her hand was pressed against the door, but her body fell limply in front of the dawn. She looked back at me with tears in her eyes. My eyes were flashed by the light for a moment, and finally fell back into the endless darkness.

07. Rustling blood is hot and sticky, and people can’t get rid of it.

I wiped her blood on the child’s face, and the sleeping child suddenly woke up and burst into tears. He was really a strong little prince.

I picked up the baby slowly and said slowly, “Good boy, don’t cry. What are you afraid of?” Daning’s rivers and mountains are still pointing at you.

Someone jerked the door open and looked at me steadily.

I looked up and saw the pale golden light coming in. His eyes were dark and bright.

“Your Majesty,” I said with a smile as I raised my eyebrows and slowly picked up the child. “Look, our child is crying..” Duan Yanlue looked down at the child stiffly, moved his lips, and whispered, “Are you all right?”?

“I have some doubts:” How can I not be good?

Duan Yan stepped forward and slowly covered my hand. His hand was very cold, and there was still some cold sweat in his palm. I’m glad

you’re okay.

He said.

You see, the little prince laughed so happily when he saw his father.

“I raised my lips.” He.. I have a predestined relationship with Your Majesty.

The child did have a predestined relationship with Duan Yan, but one day after he was born, the flood in Jiangzhou subsided, and the people all said that the little prince was the reincarnation of the lucky star, and that it was the destiny of heaven to bless Daning. I naturally knew whose credit

it was, but I still sent a letter to Xia Qingping, knocking him and telling him not to go too far.

Duan Yi’s life and death are uncertain, and I am trapped in the palace, so I have to be careful. If I am not careful, I will fall into the abyss. How can I not be mentally and physically exhausted?

Duan Yan’s attitude is still vague, from morning till night, he has been staying by my side, even reading the memorial must be in my hall. However,

he refused to hug the little prince and had a natural resistance to the little prince.

After all, it is separated by blood and water, and there is no biological child to kiss.

And my own daughter has been sent out of the palace by Li Fu, and I’m afraid I can’t see her again in my life.

I clenched the little prince’s wrist, and my eyes were gloomy.

I didn’t expect to see you so soon.

That night, Duan Yan thought for a long time. When he finally left, he covered the corner of the quilt for me and touched my face like a child: “I still have some things to deal with. You go to bed first.”.

I was somewhat unaccustomed to silence and did not answer. When

he left, his back was aloof and lonely, and I called him devilishly, “Duan Yan.”.

He did not care about my name, but turned his head a little stiffly, and his eyes, deep as fog, flashed slightly. Embarrassed,

I casually asked, “Are you coming back?”? When he heard this, he

seemed to relax suddenly and said in a low voice, Yes.

I didn’t believe it, so I stood quietly in the doorway and looked around for a long time.

Li Fu once told me that the palace was full of secret passages, some of which even the emperor might not know all about. At that time, I hid pregnant women in the secret room. Now all those people have been sent out, but I don’t know if the traces have been cleaned.

I held the door of the Chamber of Secrets and finally looked back at the seat where he sat during the day.

The paper is slightly brushed, and I think of his white and clean fingertips.

My heart suddenly moved, tonight Duan Yan is really too strange, his eyes make me very uneasy.

I followed the position in my memory and slowly touched the wall to move forward. When the wind blew, I wrapped my clothes tightly and walked towards the position in my memory with difficulty.

“Ah..” The shrill female voice suddenly sounded, just a wall away from me, I immediately stopped, holding the wall, I took two deep breaths, and poked my head out. The woman who

had been tortured beyond recognition held her head high, and the palace people who crawled on the ground trembled with fear.

Duan Yan sat holding something in his arms. He raised his eyebrows slightly and listened to the woman’s curses carelessly.

“Duan Yan!”! You will die a terrible death! My blood boiled, froze for a moment, and then quickly decayed. I will never forget

this voice when it turns to ashes.

My eldest sister, Duan Yan’s queen-Xia Xiguang! 08. “You will die a terrible death!”! Tuan Yan, you brute, you will die a terrible death! Xia Xiguang’s shrill screams echoed in the huge chamber of secrets, which really made people panic.

Duan Yan opened his lips slowly and said, “You are the one who will die a terrible death.”. The

faint cry of the baby suddenly sounded, and the string in my brain suddenly broke and rushed out recklessly.

“Ah.”.

Duan Yan’s eyes, resting on the baby in his arms, moved up dangerously and then stopped. When he

saw me, he smiled again. “I’ve been found out.”. Give me

the baby.

“I suppressed my anger and said,” What do you want to do? What do

I want to do?

Duan Yan repeated what I had said, with a bright smile on his lips. Naturally, I want to avenge us.

We?

You’re crazy.

“I uttered these words, gnashing my teeth and saying,” Give me the child! Right away Duan Yan gave my daughter to Li Fu, gentle and careful, as if he was really an ordinary father for the first time.

Li Fu, hunched over, did not dare to look directly at me.

It’s him. He promised to send the little princess out of the palace. This traitor.

Li Fu went straight to the inner place.

I had no place to vent my anger and rushed up to get the child back.

Duan Yan took my hand very lightly and turned me around to face the woman who was nailed to the rack.

She could hardly be called a human being, and no matter how much I wanted to cut her to pieces, I could never think of such a sinister way.

Hang her breath for half a year.

She stared at me, eyes congealed like a sword, I can not break away from Duan Yan’s hand, can only let him hold me in his arms, provocative to Xia Xiguang.

Duan Yan lowered his head to sniff my neck and said in a coquettish soft tone, “I didn’t want to leave her a cheap life, but you will certainly like this gift I gave you, right?”?

When it comes to revenge, I actually prefer you to die in front of me.

“I asked in a cold voice,” Will you give it? With a smile on his

lips, he nodded, “You kill her first, and we’ll talk about the rest, okay?”?

Xia Yaoli, your little evil seed is going to be finished.

Hsia Hsi-kuang burst out laughing until tears of blood broke out. “You and Duan Yi’s little evil seed are going to die!” Before I could react, suddenly her face suddenly enlarged in front of my eyes, and there was even a reflection of my surprise in her eyes before she died.

Duan Yan slowly covered my eyes. Then he said in a low voice, “This time, she’s really dead. It took a lot of doctors to hang her life. How about it? Do you feel happy now?”? Trying to control my trembling body,

I said calmly, Duan Yan, what on earth do you want to do?

At this moment, I felt that the man in front of me was so strange and frightening, or that I had never really recognized him from the beginning.

I really like you.

He let go of the arrow, and it fell to the ground, stained with blood.

He rubbed the corner of my lips and slowly dropped a shallow kiss: “Yu Bing, I really like you.”.

“” Really?

“I asked mockingly,” Don’t you like your Ali? What

I like is never Ali.

“He put his hand on my shoulder and his eyes turned.” Can you understand?

His hand gradually tightened, and my shoulder ached. He forced me to look straight into his eyes, which were as cold as a deep pool of water. What

are you doing?

I felt a strong sense of foreboding.

Do it.

He suddenly hugged my body tightly and said slowly in my ear, I can spare Duan Yi, but you and Duan Yi’s child must not be spared. Only then did

I realize that the phrase “Do it” was not meant for me. I panicked and struggled desperately: “No! You don’t- “The baby’s cry in my ear became more and more harsh and sharp, and I broke down and cried:” You don’t do this! Duan Yan, she is just a child! No Duan Yan lowered his head to kiss my tears and said with a smile, “I didn’t want you to see it..” Yu Bing, it’s a pity that you are too smart.

You already knew everything. You acted with me. Why?

！」 I roared and bit his arm as if with all my strength. To make amends,

of course.

He gently brushed the hair from my face and murmured in a low voice, I thought I could hold back, Yu Bing.. I thought I could hold it.. But I overestimated myself.

She makes me so jealous that I want to hold her and teach her to call me father, but you know what?

You and his child really love to cry ah, not like you, I can see from her face only the shadow of Duan Yi. I can endure to this day. Oh, didn’t you say you wanted us to go to hell together?

Yubing, since I have promised you, of course, I will start again with you in hell.

“Ah –” I covered my head, as if I could hear the baby crying faintly, like a needle prick, I covered my ears crazily, “You go to hell, Duan Yan! You go to hell! You go to hell.. Of course I will die.

His eyes were clouded, and he pulled my hand away, and he.. Unexpectedly. Let me see how my child dies.

I will die, and you will not escape.

He whispered and lingered like an evil spirit from hell.

Don’t, think, run.

You don’t want to escape.

You, too.

09. In October of the fifth year of Tianqi, Xinhou recovered from her illness, and the emperors and empresses became more and more affectionate.

Ah Niang.. Niang, look at my flowers.. The milky little dumpling rushed in on a rampage, bent over my bedside and said with a smile, “Look –” “Your Highness, you should change your name to Queen Mother in the future. The

maid supported Duan Jin with a smile and exhorted her with concern.

I know, Aunt Su-su.

Duan Jin replied.

The name inexplicably made my lips smile slightly stagnant, and some vague fragments flashed through my mind. Why do

you insist on having your own way?

You know the end! You know it! Who is it?

Who’s talking? A heart-rending female voice

like that.

It’s a rustling sound.

I closed my eyes and pressed my head, which was slightly painful.

Mother, I heard a strange thing today.

Duan Jin looked at me, her eyes as clean and clear as black grapes.

I touched his head and asked, “What’s the matter?”?

Sir, I mentioned that I also had an uncle, King Cheng. I heard that I had never seen him in Qiongzhou all these years.

He raised his little face innocently. Why did you and your father never mention it? As soon as

this remark was made, the atmosphere immediately became solemn, and I noticed that a little maid of honor even trembled slightly.

I wondered, “Really?”?

This King Cheng.. I’ve never heard of it.

So when I went to bed at night, I turned the question to Duan Yan.

Duan Yan’s eyes flashed slightly and he said softly, “There is nothing to mention about people who are not very important.”.

I obediently said, “Your Majesty has been more and more kind to me over the years, but he is extremely tyrannical to the outside world. There are not a few people who have been ransacked and exiled by him. He is sensitive and cautious. Even my mother’s family, which was put in an important position by the late emperor, has gradually been elevated by him. Perhaps I have asked more questions.”.

I don’t know if it was my illusion, but this night he held my hand very tightly, so tight that it hurt. On the morning of the second

day, when Duan Yan was in the morning, I got up to drink the medicine as usual, and I almost vomited after drinking only one mouthful. What’s

the matter?

Duan Yan frowned and patted me on the back.

Why is it so much more bitter than before?

“I frowned and looked at him pitifully.” I’m all right. I don’t need any more medicine.

When Duan Yan heard this, he immediately refused in a cold voice: No.

Xu Taiyi said that if I keep taking the medicine, I won’t be able to get pregnant.

“I put my arms around his waist and whispered,” Jin has grown up. Your Majesty doesn’t want another little princess?

Duan Yan stiffened a little and looked down at me with a smile in his eyes. “Then you have to drink the medicine.”.

Boring, I picked up the medicine in a fit of pique and gulped it down.

Duan Yan bent down and kissed me on the lips. He was very distressed and said, “Soon, soon.”.

‘Can what? I was so kissed by

him that I could hardly stand. How could I have the heart to listen to him?

In the past, those nobles and concubines were all locked up in the cold palace, and the harem was really deserted.

When Su-su heard my complaint, she couldn’t help smiling and saying, “Shouldn’t you be happy that the empress is the only one who loves you?”?

“Happy..” Nature is happy, but unfortunately, such a warm favor, but my stomach has been no movement.

Early in the morning, I heard that Your Majesty had dismissed Duan Jin’s husband for no reason.

That’s weird.

But your majesty arbitrary rule, and the power in hand, how he wants his courtiers have no room for others to intervene, I really do not know whether it is good or bad. In the middle of the

night, I reached into his sweaty back and bit my lip to beg him to finish quickly.

Duan Yan is abnormal, not the slightest pity, but more hostile.

Afterwards, I said I was angry and didn’t want to talk to him, so he rubbed his face like a congealed fat against my neck.

I laughed with fear of itching, and remembered something. I put on my clothes and ran into the yard to dig out my peach blossom wine. Standing aside

, Tuan Yan raised his eyebrows and teased me: “I’ve become a queen, and I haven’t changed my bad habit of being a drunkard.”.

I remembered that when I was drunk in Yunzhou, I had to ask one of his patients to go blind to cover me with a quilt, and I couldn’t help feeling a little shy.

You don’t drink, do you? Holding the jar in my arms,

I brushed away the dust for it. It belongs to me alone.

I remember that the peach blossoms in previous years were not so sweet. After three rounds of

drinking, Duan Yan’s eyes and face were all dyed with gorgeous red, and his eyes were burning, which was very beautiful.

I said with a straight face, “Is it sweet in the heart of the drinker?”?

Now the tips of Duan Yan’s ears were getting redder and redder. He restrained his joking look and was afraid to break the silence of the moment. “You guessed right,” he whispered.

I smiled so hard that my eyes arched.

He held me in his arms and whispered, “It’s about time.”.

From then on, he stopped giving me medicine. More often than not, he took me with him. Even if he was busy, he would find time at night to talk to my empty stomach.

It’s nothing more than childish words like “come quickly” and “you’d better look like your mother.”. As

spring turned to autumn, he was so eager to have a new life.

I can even feel that this desire is a hundred times more than he expected of Duan Jin.

However, this desire failed again and again, and in countless silent nights, he could not sleep and opened his eyes until dawn.

Sometimes when I got up in my clothes, I would meet the tears falling from his eyes, which quickly disappeared into his hair.

He was not yet thirty, but he began to grow white hair.

He is an emperor, and he once said that emperors should not be afraid of gods and ghosts and look down on the world.

But I clearly saw him kneeling in front of Guanyin, clasping his hands, his eyebrows full of anxiety, but his side face was quiet and pious.

Emperors ask ghosts and gods not for good weather, not for peace and prosperity, but for a child.

Xu Taiyi said that his body had not recovered in Yunzhou that year, and he was already weak. Now he was thinking about it day and night, and he was afraid of hurting his mind.

I leaned on him and asked innocently, “We already have one. Why is Your Majesty in such a hurry?”?

Duan Yan took a sip of cold wine, but did not answer. After a long silence, he bowed his head and kissed me. His lips, teeth, and tongue were filled with the fragrance of peach blossoms.

Maybe it’s because of Princess Jingmin.

Su-su said so.

When I gave birth to twins, my youngest daughter was weak and died. Hearing that Duan Yan was extremely sad, he made an exception and buried his youngest daughter who died early. He also gave her a title with such a good meaning.

As for why I heard about it, it was only because I had a strange disease after giving birth. I had forgotten all about the past. I only remembered that I had held two children in my arms, and they loved to laugh.

No wonder, no wonder I woke up and asked His Majesty where another child had gone, and he had such a cold look.

10. This year’s New Year’s Eve banquet was just a formality.

The princes ordered the woman to kneel down and send me and Duan Yan away with a teasing face. They all thought that we were impatient to take advantage of this good day to add a younger brother and sister to the little prince.

Only I know that Duan Yan’s body is declining day by day, and I’m afraid it’s hard to have any children.

Duan Yan stood under the peach tree in my yard, looked up, closed his eyes and took a deep breath. In such cold weather, his face was as white as jade, without a trace of blood.

Do you know? Suddenly

he said, The first time I saw you was under the peach tree.

I was a little puzzled. He didn’t ask, “Do you remember?” He asked, “Do you know?”.

I shook my head. I don’t remember.

“Duan Yan slowly hooked his lips, and his dark eyes were filled with a smile:” I saw you burying the wine jar, so I chose you. Two sentences that I can’t

make head or tail of.

He smiled at me quietly. “Do you still have that sweet peach blossom wine?”?

I want to drink. Remembering Dr. Hsu’s exhortation,

I hesitated. But

he clasped my hand and said, “I want to drink.”. It’s hard to get drunk with

flower wine, but Duan Yan said a lot of nonsense.

He said he never liked Ali, she was too timid and naive, he always liked Yubing, the summer Yubing who did not care about anyone.

I showed no mercy in puncturing the hole in his words: “You know this is a person.”.

His fingers stiffened slightly. Yes, I know … I always knew.. Duan Yan vomited blood in the night. It was really strange. The blood he coughed up almost covered the mattress. He gasped fiercely. His eyes were so big that even tears fell down and could not be wiped away.

And all this chaos is because of my words.

I remember leaning in his arms and naively advising him, “Your Majesty must treat His Highness King Cheng well.”.

“Duan Yan’s voice dropped suddenly:” Why?

Xu Taiyi said that when Your Majesty was in danger in Yunzhou, King Cheng sacrificed his life to save Your Majesty’s life. These years, Princess Cheng had nothing to do because King Cheng was seriously injured and it was difficult for her to have children. What did

you say?

Duan Yan clasped my wrist to death, and his ghastly eyes turned red, but he didn’t have time to listen to my answer. It was like an overwhelming amount of blood spurting out of his mouth, and the red stains were stained with snow-colored underwear. “Ah,”

I said, tilting my head in distress, “I’m going to wash the quilt again.

I’ve never seen Duan Yan look like that.

Despair, disbelief, the heart is dead. The light in

his eyes gradually faded away, and I put my arms around his half-cold body and whispered to him, “What did I say, Duan Yan?”? And

you’re not getting away.

He seems to be really unwilling. “Actually, I should have told you,”

I said sadly, “but in that case, even if I did, you wouldn’t believe me. When he died, he was probably still crying. I clenched my hands around my neck and piped up in a grotesque imitation: “Father, save me! Father, save me!” He gushed out a mouthful of even redder blood. I wiped the tears from his eyes and said softly, “No, no..” You don’t deserve it.

Finally, as he died in my arms with his head up, his lips glistening with blood, and his loving eyes open, I held him tightly, strangling his weak voice in my chest, and his trembling fingers clenched in my grasp.

He really loved me, but no one else was allowed to stay in the bedroom, which cut off his last hope of life.

Yu Bing.. You.. Those were his last words.

I’m here.

I just want to be here, I want to win, so I will always be here before you die.

I stared at his spiritless eyes carefully, pressed them to his face, and said with a smile, “It’s really cheap for you to die so beautifully.”. Is it raining

outside again?

Heavy rain and fog enveloped him, and his eyes were permanently closed and would never open again, and he could no longer stand in the rain curtain and watch me roll and crawl in the mud of the abyss as he did that night.

I fell to my knees and wanted to burst out laughing, but my chest seemed heavy.

I dare not think, dare not think carefully, did I really win? Did

I really, really win?

Duan Yan died suddenly.

Suddenly, I didn’t even have time to feed him the prepared peach blossom wine. When

Xu Taiyi came, there was peach blossom wine burning in the courtyard, and the air was filled with sweet and intoxicating fragrance. It was not the same as the burning stench of the cold palace on the day I gave birth. I thought of the maid who called me Miss and stayed in the cold palace for me and was burned to death. So much blood has been

shed, so many people have been sacrificed, have we finally gained anything?

No solution.

Doctor Xu bent down in great fear and said, “This wine..” Dosage … … How can I forget that he is a doctor, and he knows how much medicine I put in when he smells it.

I raised my forehead and said in a faint voice, “I’m sorry. I really can’t wait.”.

He opened his muddy eyes wide and was stunned for a long time, unable to speak.

I thought he was afraid, so I reassured him that you were still useful and that I would not kill you easily.

He sighed, shook his head, and hobbled out the door. In a trance,

I remembered that when I was in the General’s Office, I tearfully begged him to cure Duan Yan. I also said that I would go through fire and water for Mr. Xu.

It’s not my fault, it’s not.. Duan Yan asked for everything.

The national funeral was grand and long, and when the Xia family saw our orphans and widows, they concentrated on the idea of reviving and staging a comeback.

Unfortunately, Qiongzhou is far away, but to the national funeral, by the funeral, Duan Yi came back. The day

he came back, I should have gone to meet him, but I looked in the mirror, the woman in the bronze mirror was full of fatigue, tightly wrinkled eyebrows, light lines at the moment, joy then a little retreat, only confusion and sigh. So

I said, “I’d better go to pick up your uncle.” When Duan Jin came back, his face was not very good. When he asked him what was wrong, he answered a little sullenly, “Mother, guess what was the first thing my uncle said when he saw my son?”?

My heart tightened, and before I could squeeze out a smile, Duan Jin took one look at me and turned away.

Duan Yansheng refused to set up the crown prince, now he died, princes and see Duan Yi back, secretly divided the party, a lot of shouldn’t have thought.

But I know that Duan Yi will never compete with Jin for the throne, even if he has the ability, also has the prestige.

Goodbye means at the new emperor’s enthronement ceremony.

Jin son is young, but probably because he is not welcomed by Duan Yan all the year round, he has a different calm from ordinary people. After a set of tedious and complicated grand ceremony process, even adults are sweating, panting and chest tightness, but he is calm and calm, and even has a bit of the bearing of the emperor. In full view of the

public, Duan Yi’s attitude is really respectful in the eyes of many people, which calms the minds of many people.

He straightened his spine and his face was like a crown jade, which was no different from my memory, but his peach blossom eyes lost their brilliance and were dead silent. When he saw me, he only glanced at me faintly.

I paid my respects to the Empress Dowager.

He saluted so respectfully that no one could find fault with him. After seven years of

separation, King Cheng did not change his appearance.

I smiled.

Duan Yi was silent for a moment, and just when I thought he wouldn’t speak again, he suddenly said, “The empress has her beautiful hair born early. It seems that she is too tired.”.

I bent my lips and made myself the most powerful woman in the harem, and no one dared to say that to me.

“Sometimes I think..” I looked at the delicate and beautiful flowers on the branches and said in a faint voice, “Did Xia Yaoli ever exist?”?

Perhaps it is a dream I had, Xia Yubing actually did not save anyone, nor did he live in Yunzhou at all.

Of course it exists.

Duan Yi replied, The empress just hasn’t been herself for a long time.

“I was silent for a while, a little incoherent:” No one likes Xia Yaoli, so I think … … Should she not have..? She should.

Duan Yi suddenly interrupted me and looked at me firmly.

All kinds of sadness welled up in my heart, and finally it only turned into one sentence: “Thank you, thank you, Duan Yi.”.

11. Three years after the death of Emperor Duan Yan, I fell ill without warning.

In fact, it is not without warning.

Duan Yan’s seven orifices are exquisite. How easy is it to pretend to be an innocent and scheming Xia Yubing in front of him? What’s the difference between me and Xia Xiguang who was hung up after seven years of life with fear and treading on thin ice?

She is a pain in the flesh, and I am suffering in my heart, and I live with a hard bite.

Suddenly relieved of this tone, the disease will fall like a mountain.

Duan Jin served me in front of my bed every day. I didn’t pay much attention to him before. Now I look at him carefully in the dusk sky. He is so tall and tall. He is an adult.

Go and call King Cheng, and the Ai family will see him.

I ordered in a low voice.

Duan Jin turned her head and looked at me with deep eyes. “Mother, why don’t you take good care of yourself? It’s not too late to see you when you’re ready.”.

“I frowned and was very unhappy with his disobedience.” Go quickly. I have something important to find him.

Duan Jin stared at me for a long time, then finally got up and called Duan Yi.

When Duan Yi came, it was already dark. I slept in a daze and raised my head to watch the beauty under the lamp. I really felt like a lifetime ago.

He is still the same as he used to be, and I am not the same as I used to be.

I opened my mouth, and before I opened my mouth, there were tears falling down. Duan Yi, who had been kneeling with a straight back, hurried forward and held my hand in silence.

He looked at me with tears in his eyes, but he couldn’t speak.

Duan Yi, in fact, I don’t want to die either.

“I said in a low, broken voice,” It’s not easy for me to get here. How can I be willing to die?

However, just as the lamp had run out of oil and was dying, I had tried my best to bring down Duan Yan, but I was forcing myself to die step by step. I really drank a lot of the medicine in the wine.

I’m too tired, and I really deserve to die.

I’m sorry.

“I said,” I’m so sorry. I shouldn’t have provoked you.

“Actually..” He spoke in a low voice.

I interrupted him with a smile, “I have only one wish. I know you have no intention of becoming emperor, so I want you to help Jin Er. He is a good boy.” He looked up at me, and the light and shadow of the candle danced on his handsome face, as if we had met for the first time.

I slowly lowered my head to his forehead and said as if I had met him for the first time, “Why didn’t I meet you earlier, Your Highness?”? Of course

I knew what he was trying to say. That year, his own brother, Prince Duancheng, was killed by three princes. In the chaotic and bloody forced palace massacre, Duan Yan was seriously injured. It was he who saved Duan Yan and took Duan Yan to Yunzhou, making Duan Yan appear on my way home.

I am such a despicable person, how can there be innocent people around me?

Even so, I am grateful to Duan Yi.

Had it not been for him, how could I have known that there were people in the world who had really treated Xia Yaoli.

Outside is the praetorian guard, which is quietly dormant and ready to go. Lying on the couch,

I watched helplessly as his back disappeared into the vast bedroom and melted into the bleak night view of the palace.

After Duan Yi left, Duan Jin came out from behind the screen, with a sneer on her face that did not match her age: I thought my mother had a heart of stone, but it turned out that she was just doing this to me and my father.

“I breathed a sigh of relief and said with difficulty,” Really?

Do you think you can rest easy if you kill Duan Yi?

Perhaps it was my rhetorical question that finally angered him. He couldn’t help fumbling a table of things. The little tiger paperweight rolled down at my feet and looked at me innocently with his head tilted.

I wanted to pick it up, but I was so tired that I didn’t have the strength to raise my hand. This little tiger was made for me by Jin when she was a child.

Children, especially those who grow up in this palace, why are they always so unlovable when they grow up, or I haven’t been able to see through him since I was a child?

Mother, do you remember Jingmin?

He suddenly spoke.

I was slightly stupefied, and my chest was suddenly out of breath.

But Duan Jin stared at me, his eyes glistening with horror. He said aggressively, “Mother, I just want to know. Do you sleep peacefully every night?”?

“You..” Mother, in fact, you knew everything long ago, didn’t you?

“I stared at him, feeling weak all over, but my mind was as clear as it had ever been.” What did you say? Jingmin and

I are not twins at all. Jingmin is the only one of your children from the beginning to the end, and you.. Kill her yourself, am I right?

He tilted his head and looked at me with a smile. His scattered black hair hung down on his cheeks, and his beautiful face became more and more outstanding.

She was killed by your father! What the hell are you talking about?

My hands trembled. Who bewitched you? Who

on earth is talking nonsense?

Tell me! Duan Jin couldn’t help but smile and said, “No one is talking nonsense. I saw everything with my own eyes.”.

“It’s impossible —” I exclaimed. I told you

in those days that if you had stopped, or even if you had softened your heart a little and disguised Jingmin and me as twins, you would have had a good ending.

“He frowned mockingly.” I saw it all. How you killed Su-su and how you hid Jingmin. I saw it all.

“” Impossible.

“Of course not!” He slowly lifted my head and said with a smile, “Look at me carefully. Do I look like Duan Jin?”? Aren’t

you Duan Jin?

I think of Su Su, such a strange but strange and reasonable identity, is Duan Jin also a traverser?

Yes and no.

“He took my hand, touched his face, and said softly,” If you had chosen to keep Jingmin, you know what kind of ending you would have had, right?

“I said in a deep voice,” You and Jing Min will become real twins, and Duan Yan and I will be reunited. I haven’t forgotten the ending I

said for a day, but if I had to choose again, I would still choose another way.

Nothing else, this is what Duan Yan owes me.

Not only that, the father would even choose to let Jingmin ascend the throne, even if she was a woman.

“He said with a sad smile,” And I, just because I am not your own, will never see the light of day and will be buried under the fame. Even though I washed the court in blood, Jingmin never took me seriously. I died under her sword. Did my mother ever shed a tear for me.

…… In fact, I have seen everything. Aunt Su Su clearly told you what would happen if Jingmin was sent away.

…… Mother knows everything in her heart. Mother, you are really my good mother. You are my biggest opponent in my life. There was a sound of the intersection of weapons outside the

hall. It was Duan Yi who was surrounded by Duan Jin’s people. I was so angry, but he stuck to my ear and said, “Since my mother will stop at nothing to achieve her goal, as your child, how dare she fall behind you?”?

…… In fact, I always wake up in a dream, just like that year, when you wiped the blood on my face, I seemed to be able to smell it, fishy, sweet and hot.

You hugged me and said.. Good boy, don’t be afraid. The world is mine, isn’t it?

He asked softly, burying his head in my arms.

Mother.. You look me in the eye and say again, this world. Whose is it?

This rebellious son.

Sure enough, how can there be an innocent person around me?

The sky suddenly brightened and then darkened.

[Duan Yan Fanwai: It’s empty after all] Duan Yan has a dream that has been repeated for many years.

A nightmare.

He still remembered that it was a stormy evening, and he hid behind the curtain of beads and watched the woman he usually called his mother strangled his mother with her own hands.

Last night, Ah Niang told him quietly that he was going to have a younger sister, and Xiao Duan Yan was overjoyed. His brothers and sisters in the

palace, all ferociously harassing him, telling him to kneel, slapping him in the face, and making fun of his origins, were vicious and cold-blooded, but they only took good care of the younger brothers and sisters of their mother’s compatriots.

Duan Yan is happy that he also has someone to protect, and he is going to be a brother.

But now, looking at Ah Niang’s head hanging down forever, he just wanted to tell Ah Niang that Ah Yan didn’t want his sister, and Ah Yan only wanted Ah Niang.

He began to be sleepless all night, because he often thought about a question, why do others have all the things they do not have, they want to keep forever?

For example, the third elder brother’s small script, which was praised by his father, was clearly written by him; for example, the jade bracelet thrown into the bottom of the lake by them was the only thing left by his mother; and for another example.. Mother’s belly bulging day by day.

That’s not fair.

It was supposed to be his sister, but if he wanted to climb out of his mother’s stomach, it was his enemy.

He’s his enemy. The seeds of

hatred took root and sprouted in his heart, grew up with him, and never stopped spreading crazily for a moment.

Afterward the mother imperial concubine falls down the step carelessly, has fallen a corpse two lives, the sole of a shoe also is stained with her favorite sweet-scented osmanthus head oil.

The third elder brother fell off the horse’s back crazily, and from then on he could no longer hold the pen steadily. His father sighed that it was a pity that he had a good hand.

Several princes encouraged Shisan to get the bracelet, and Shisan really went.

He frowned. Thirteen was innocent, but he just looked on coldly and did not stop it.

Who called thirteen is the prince’s younger brother, called his a Niang as a cheap maidservant, is not the prince’s head?

But Thirteen jumped up from the bottom of the lake, holding a bracelet in his hand and shouting, “Brother Qi!”! I found it! At that moment, he had to admit that he had been softhearted for a moment.

Later, Shisan became his only close friend, saving his life in danger, and even after his own brother, Prince Duancheng, was killed by three princes, he insisted on helping him ascend the throne.

Duan Yi will never know, the prince and the three princes have been deadlocked for a long time, the three princes covet the crown prince for many years and dare not start, how can suddenly have the courage to kill the prince, kill the emperor. But it doesn’t matter.

The important thing is that the two tigers fight each other, and he waits and sees, and finally becomes the absolute winner.

Duan Yan had no relatives, no faith, and nothing that could be called beautiful in his life. There was only one sentence in the law that was regarded as the standard: I would rather fail the people of the world.

What a beautiful wish, but unfortunately, he met the only person in his life who could be called an old enemy.

He really hated Xia Yaoli, and whenever he saw her heartless and silly appearance, he had an impulse to strangle her from the bottom of his heart. How could

she be so stupid? If you

climb a tree, you will fall. If you bury wine, you will fall. If you do anything, you will fall into a dog and eat shit. How many days can you live in the

palace?

It happened that when he was in Yunzhou, he had to rely on her to climb up to her old fox father.

He had to pretend to be addicted to love. He had always sniffed at love between men and women and pretended not to be like it. Fortunately, she was stupid, so that everything went smoothly and smoothly.

Xia Qingping was originally a member of the three princes, but now the three princes have been charged with patricide, and have been beaten by the rest of the princes. His appearance is undoubtedly the destiny of heaven.

He patiently took Xia Xiguang’s hand and, as expected, met Xia Yaoli.

She was so innocent, but he had no guilt at all.

Duan Yan has probably never had such a thing as “guilt.”.

Goodbye Xia Yaoli is a rainy night, he devilishly put down the fold in his hand, quietly stand on the attic. The rain

that night was too heavy. So

big that he couldn’t even bear to watch it again.

He ordered Li Fu to send the Imperial Physician to the Xia Mansion and secretly dress up as a eunuch.

But with what excuse?

Duan Yan chose what he thought was the best reason to send a wedding dress.

How can someone send a wedding dress in the heavy rain?

But he did not care, he even deliberately inquired about Xia Xiguang’s favorite color, from the warehouse to find a clothes to eat ash.

He guessed that Xia Yaoli could understand, he was telling her the cruel truth, he was telling her to give up.

But what he never expected was that she not only did not give up, but even hit him again.

He was so angry that the intimate collision and the mingling of lips and tongues made him sick. He was even more frightened by some secret feeling that suddenly arose in his

heart.

Last night she called him Shichiro in his ear, he knew that she was testing whether he was conscious, she was disgusting him, so naturally he did not let her feel better.

He called her Ali all night, even though he knew who was in love with him.

He should have killed her, but at the last moment, he finally relented and couldn’t tell why.

Later, when Xia Xiguang entered the palace, he also gave Xia Yaoli the title of An Fei. The reason why he gave her the title of An was that he told her to be more peaceful and not to act foolishly.

But who knows, the person who can’t help making a move first is Xia Xiguang. When

the spy came to say that the queen had prepared heartbroken powder, he thought, “That’s enough. Why are the women in my harem more stupid than one?”? It was a far cry

from the vicious and cunning concubines of the late emperors, who killed people invisibly.

Almost without hesitation, he chose to let Xia Yubing live, but at the same time, he did not let Xia Xiguang die.

He originally thought that the queen died, Xia Xiguang himself is the second to die, leaving her a cheap life to check and balance Xia Qingping is also good.

He has always done things cleanly, but it is absolutely useful to keep people alive.

But he did not think that Xia Xiguang’s life was just for him to vent his anger.

Whenever the spies came, Duan Yi entered the palace again, and the lights in the palace of An Fei were on again, the inexplicable jealousy and jealousy in his heart would make him crazy.

It’s just a woman, so what’s the harm in giving it to someone else? Anyway, when did Duan Yan ever talk about propriety, righteousness, honesty, shame, and ethics?

But why, why did he open his eyes until dawn again?

Like a sleepless night of thinking when he was a child, he was determined to take back what belonged to him at dawn.

Even if you don’t like it, it’s his, even if it’s Duan Yi, you can’t take it away.

He doesn’t know that he has fallen into it.

But he did not want to think deeply, rather comfort himself, his concern is only. Out of anger that someone else covets something of his own. Yes, it’s just anger.

He sent Duan Yi to Qiongzhou, which was far away from the edge, and he wanted to control his own things. That was the

day when he really faced his fear.

Month is too big, abortion will hurt the mother, he will try to endure disgust, pretend to be a nonchalant look at her pregnant belly, pregnant with someone else’s child.

Duan Yan thought coldly, it doesn’t matter, when a child is born, isn’t there a lot of people who can’t live?

The imperial physician predicted that the delivery date was still early, but there were floods outside the palace, and the people were uncertain, so he had to persuade himself to leave the palace.

Duan Yan looked at her sitting on the swing in the cold palace, so sitting in a daze, eyes without a trace of the past look.

Duan Yi made her so concerned. Damn

him.

Ture.

Too late to start on Duan Yi, outside the palace, he heard the sad news of Yu Bing’s premature birth and the fire in the cold palace. At that moment, he was busy for days as if he had been struck by lightning, and his eyes were black.

In the endless darkness, he had to admit that he probably fell in love with Xia Yubing.

He decided not to run away. When he

returned to the palace, he mercilessly killed several leading birds in the harem, regardless of the forces and backgrounds behind the concubines.

He just wanted Yubing’s life to be quiet. She looked very tired. She looked really tired as she struggled to laugh with

the child who didn’t belong to her.

He did not expose her, he was too infatuated with this short and fatal warmth, he even thought, so pretend for a lifetime, Yu Bing.

But this is doomed to be impossible, she is cruel to change the son, the next step must be regicide.

They sleep together, each with his own evil intentions.

Her false meekness at the moment was only to lower his guard, to confuse him, and how much he was addicted, how much he hated her own child. How could

he pretend not to care?

He even imagined in his mind what he and Yubing’s daughter would be like. When he held Yubing’s daughter, he was often in a trance, and then he had a splitting headache because of the noise of crying.

The child is so fragile, so soft face, so small hands and feet. If only it were his daughter.

In the end, he was still ruthless, and he thought frantically that if he got rid of this evil, he and Yu Bing would be able to have a new start.

Get rid of her, get rid of her, get rid of this evil. Xu Taiyi’s medicine will be useful, it will be.

The medicine did work, but it only stole seven short years of good time. He could not

tell when he began to notice the deep tiredness under her gentle smile, like a mask, quietly breaking a corner.

He wanted to be alert, too, but he was too tired.

Having a child of their own became his paranoid idea, but it always failed, failed, failed.

He was so tired that he had survived all the intrigues and conspiracies of the first half of his life, but now he felt so tired.

So the last time he drank her wine, his heart was bitter, but his face was smiling.

Until she told her that he killed his own child.

He couldn’t laugh anymore.

He thought of the child’s bright eyes.

Everything was too heavy, and he was too tired.

At last he tried to open his eyes wide and look up, but there was still endless darkness in front of him.

No one knows that he is actually very afraid of the dark.

No, perhaps some people know that one year, there was a lamp that was always on whether he could see it or not, a small lantern for Shichiro to relieve his depression. It’s retribution. He wants to laugh. Who told him to pretend to be blind?

There was a cold liquid dripping on his face. A choking pain in

his chest forced a word out of his lips and teeth, saying, “You.” Then he closed his eyes forever, and his life came to an abrupt end.

She will not know that what he wants to say is actually-Yu Bing, don’t cry, the root of your life’s pain is that kindness and malice are not pure enough.

You should be a little more vicious.

Don’t cry.

He thought of that year again, when the wind blew her black hair between her temples.

End also. The first

time Duan Yi met Xia Yaoli, he gave her a gift that changed her life.

He placed the critically injured Duan Yan on Xia Yaoli’s only way home, dragging his seriously injured body alone to distract the pursuers.

First of all, according to the spies, Hsia Yao-li’s mother knew medicine, while Hsia Yao-li was naive and foolish. Secondly, Hsia Ching-ping could not have imagined that the person he had set up a dragnet to kill was actually in his own daughter’s home. To sum up, Hsia Yao-li was the most suitable person to “save” Duan Yan. When he

left, he just looked at the girl in the distance. How could he know that he would regret his meticulous plan for the rest of his life? When he met

again, he looked at the girl’s face and calmly burned paper for her dead mother, saying that he was deceiving himself without guilt, but the palace was like a Shura field, and so many people had died in the process of chasing the throne, how could he stop easily?

Xia Yaoli is not as stupid as Brother Qi said. She has a pair of misty eyes. When she looks at you, you think she is smiling, but she is not.

She’s snooping. At first glance,

she decided that Duan Yi was the first stepping stone on her way to revenge.

She bent her eyes, but smiled down at him without any waves in her eyes. And

he fell.

She said she wanted to form an alliance with him without even asking him what he wanted. In her subconscious, he should be obedient and obedient.

Duan Yi sometimes has a little inexplicable grievance, but he dares not say much.

He’s not interested in the throne. He’s not even interested in anything.

Except for her.

He was born a happy and lively child, the youngest, and the legitimate child, and everyone had to give in to him.

It’s not that he’s not spoiled, but when he sees seven elder brothers being bullied, he can’t help but stand up for seven elder brothers, although seven elder brothers are ungrateful most of the time.

This does not delay him to like seven elder brothers, he has so many elder brothers, but none of them is the same as seven elder brothers, talented and introverted, cautious and domineering.

He is a man of contradictions.

Seven elder brother is the person who wants to do great things, he knows from an early age.

His admiration for Brother Qi never changed until he met Xia Yaoli.

He began to doubt seven elder brother, doubt oneself.

Why should we use other people’s lives to fulfill our own glory?

Why is the cold-blooded emperor’s family?

This is an unsolvable problem. During the seven years

in Qiongzhou, he thought he had got over it, but when he saw Ali again, he still couldn’t help being red-eyed.

For it was none other than himself that caused all this suffering.

Past events, all disappear. What

he wants is just a Xia Yaoli.

-End-□ Beauty with a big belly. Pay attention and don’t get lost ~