What’s a real best friend?
I remember that night, my best friend and I were hiding in the bedroom, out front of the 50-year-old principal. He looked at me through the window and said it’s my turn tonight.
I was scared to throw up, but my best friend suddenly opened the door.
She said, Principal, let me go, I want it.
That day was her 18th birthday…
One.
In the summer of 2019, I was sent by my stepfather to the Sunshine College.
He smiled and said it was for my birthday.
That was the beginning of my life’s nightmare.
Two.
My name is Linshan, 20 years old.
In high school, my father died, and I remarried with my mother to my stepfather’s house.
Small towns in the south, dilapidated buildings, always hot and damp.
And I’m in this house with only one floor, and I’ve never slept with one.
It’s five years.
For five years, I’ve been a waste of my stepfather. It is only when cooking and washing that a little can be shown.
Neighbors have always advised me to remember my stepfather’s good.
Until a morning when my stepfather pulled me out of the sour cover and pushed a van.
After four hours of bumping, I was standing in the square of the Sunshine College.
The last sentence of the stepfather was what he said to the President when he handed my hand over to him.
He said, ‘Prophet Li, please do not let the girl go.’ I’m sorry.
The stepfather didn’t return his head. He turned and left.
Three.
I was the only one left after the departure of his father, and he looked at him in his twenties.
He was white, he was thin, and had mixed pupils.
I know he’s my only hope now.
And We held firmly the hand of President Li, and looked to him, crying.
Please let me go. I didn’t want to come here! I’m sorry.
But President Li shakes his head and his voice is dumb: it is my duty to discipline you.
“And besides, after three years of high school, don’t you know what your problem is? I’m sorry.
Listen to me, I’m as strong as I can, and I’m down on my body and kneel before President Lee.
The hands, but the fists, the hairs.
“I have no problem with that! I can go to college every year! I’m sorry.
“In the first year, I took the exam, and my stepfather sent his daughter to college with my identity card. I’m sorry.
“He said next year I’ll pass with her daughter’s ID card. I’m sorry.
“The following year, I was given another test, and sold to one of his workers’ daughters!” I’m sorry.
“I went on a hunger strike. I didn’t go to school. I was beaten. I went to school to make a scene, and the whole school thought I was crazy. I’m sorry.
“even then I realized that my grades this year were sold. The buyer kept blocking my door and calling me a heartless animal. I’m sorry.
I kneeled on my knees and wept with my tears while I pleaded and grabbed President Li’s hand.
And I said, “But, for a long time, I just wanted to learn.”
Why, it’s the eyes of everyone?
Why is that?
On that day, in the cement square, the sun was burning and the noise was raging.
Dean Lee slowly fell down and whispered in my ear.
“Lin Shan, your stepfather told you, you’re a liar.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t play games with me. I’m sorry.
In that moment, I saw the look in the eyes of Dean Lee.
It’s a “even if he believes it, he’ll never let me go.”
It took me a while to understand that my experience was of no importance to him.
So I bit my teeth, stood up and pulled my hand out.
Then, turn around and run outside the door.
One, two, three…
In the end, the moment closest to the big iron door, I was stopped by a scarface doorman coming from the security booth.
He slapped me hard.
I was beaten to the point of flying, and it was not until I fell on a concrete floor that I received a hot pain.
Four.
I was carried to the physiotherapy room.
This is the first time I’ve entered this building, which is four floors.
There was an empty room with a bare bed and complex electronic equipment.
I was held up on the bed, and immediately after that, I watched President Li pull out two wires with metal needles and pierced into the mouth of my hands.
And then, two more wires inserted into my temple.
“Student Lin, remember this feeling, this is the most important rule of the school. I’m sorry.
I captured the unstoppable excitement of Dean Lee’s voice.
But it didn’t take long to think about it.
I never knew it would hurt so much!
Every inch of muscle, every hair, all under his body, is the pain of electric shocks.
I couldn’t tell how long the pain lasted, but every second was as long as a year.
Until, unconscious.
When I woke up again, I was leaning against the table and Mother Lee was rubbing my mouth with a stinking rag.
I just knew, just now, I’ve spitted in my mouth.
Five.
This is the first day I’ve come to the Sunshine Books.
Less than an hour ago, my brain, almost lost all its ability to think.
I can only hold on to my weak body and let Dean Lee hold me in a rusty dressing room.
He took a look at his cell phone and said, “Five minutes, change to the uniform.” Start. I’m sorry.
She closed the door.
There’s a furry glass on the door.
As you can see, Dean Lee is outside the door.
Fear, spread again.
In five minutes, is he gonna open the door and walk in on time?
What if it wasn’t? What’s waiting for me?
Where’s the goddamn uniform?
I finally passed God’s side, and I realized that this was the first test I ever had at this college.
I’m not sure.
I’m like a madman, and I’m being pulled out of my closet.
It’s either a very tasteful shoe or an abandoned rag.
Finally, I found a blue-and-white dress in the corner of the closet.
I took off my clothes immediately.
All of a sudden, remember what, twisting his head and looking at the door behind him.
Dean Lee’s obnoxious eyes are right behind the furry glass, staring at me.
My heart almost stopped at that moment.
However, the clothes were kept in their arms, with their heads down and a dead end, and they were quickly replaced.
The uniforms are long sleeves. – Put it on, you’re sweaty.
And when I put a sweat on it, the door was pushed.
I looked back, and I noticed what was in the hands of President Lee, and I couldn’t help but breathe a breath.
That’s, an electric pusher.
In June, in the south, forced dressing rooms.
In the face of the step-by-step Dean Lee, I screamed and resisted again.
We beat him with our hands, opened the hands of President Li, and looked at him in the air.
In exchange, it’s just a slap from Dean Lee.
In the head, a whirlwind.
There is nothing left but discomfort and fear, and they will all explode.
I cried, “Let me go! Let me go! Don’t cut my hair! I’m sorry.
No response.
Mother Lee, put one hand to my throat, another hand with an electric thrust, and my hair shaved off in a round.
In the end, Dean Lee dragged me up and pushed me in front of a broken mirror.
His big hand, holding my head and staring in the mirror with me, was shaved to the head of a crying girl.
“By the wayh, behest and benevolence. I’m sorry.
“Today, you start from scratch. I’m sorry.
“Tomorrow, I will be your rebirth parent. I’m sorry.
At this point, I do not yet understand the true and horrific meaning of this sentence.
7
I was placed in a dorm, a double room.
It’s a very small area, but it’s dark and it’s smelly.
I first met my roommate after night.
Her name is Song Qingxie. She has long hair and clean face.
It is hard to believe that in a place like this, she can also maintain her dynamism.
And I’m convulsing in my blanket, and I look at the door of the dormitory in silence.
And then he heard Song Qingxie saying, “Good boy, forget it. I’m sorry.
“There is no window in this house and the door can only be opened from outside. I’m sorry.
Song Qingxie came over and looked me in the eye, “Tell me how you got in, I’ll tell you how you got out. I’m sorry.
I’m not sure.
“Get out.”
These three words, they have an overwhelming magic against me.
I immediately told Song Qingxie about my coming in.
Song Qingxie’s face is strange and weird: So you’re a college student?
I shake my head and ask, “How can I escape?” I’m sorry.
Easy! Be good, be good, be nice to men, graduate, leave. I’m sorry.
What?
I can’t believe to see Song Qingxie.
“Trust me, I was in junior high. I’m sorry.
Song Qingxie told me that not only discipline but also work here.
As for the job, it’s just that the trainees are being trained.
Then give them to the “masters” and sleep.
I’m so shocked, you know?
As a result, Song Qingxie said: I wanted to sing before without my mother’s consent.
“So, my mom sent me in. I’ll probably marry the boss later. I’m sorry.
9:
I took a moment to get back to the point.
“So you’re sure you’re out?”
“How can I not be sure?”
Song Qingxie’s eyes are so eccentric. She pulled a knife out of her clothes like a trick.
A cheap eyebrow.
“Well, I sneaked it in… no, not just the eyebrow.”
Song Qingxie cut his hand with that knife.
Then reach out to me.
She gently rubbed blood on my lips.
“Well, it looks much better. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
This late night, I thought a lot.
I called out to Song Qingxie sometime.
And when she came with the weak groan, I said, “Will you take me away?” Just get out.
It’s been a long time since I heard her response.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
10,
The next day, it was the first time I met with the students of the Sunshine College.
Last night, Song Qingxie told me the most important rules of the college.
“Take care of your mouth. I’m sorry.
To keep your mouth shut means that no one is allowed to turn to each other except President Li.
Class, class, canteen, walk.
No one can make an unauthorized sound.
The whole college, it’s like a depressing, dead grave.
Even those who make strange noises are beaten.
If people get bad luck and start hiccups, they’re basically sent to electrotherapy.
In addition to Electrotherapy, it is corporal punishment.
I saw a female student who failed to recite a certain thing.
Scarface security, hugging, letting go, falling on the concrete floor.
It went round and round, dumped for half an hour, until blood was out.
Song Qingxie told me that she had come in for two months and had witnessed three suicide attempts.
Sing Qingxie is a wonderful man.
She’s a year younger than me, but she knows men better than everyone at the college.
She can use a small eyebrow to keep me in the most decent and clean state ever.
She’s familiar with all the rules of the college, and she caressss me step by step, and doesn’t make me thunder.
“When chosen, he escapes. I’m sorry.
We often encourage each other so much.
But we didn’t know how desperate it was to wait for us.
I’m sorry.
That day, President Li announced in early reading that a female student would graduate tomorrow.
Song Qingxie and I looked at each other and understood what graduation meant.
All day long, we were all nervous.
Until the afternoon, President Li suddenly called me and Song Qingxie back to the dormitory alone.
The participants were guarded by Scarface Security.
In my dorm, Song Qingxie and I were like domesticated deer standing by the bed.
President Lee coughed and began by saying, “Your performance is in my eyes. I’m sorry.
“Who wants to go if you graduate?”
I knew it!
I’m getting more excited, and my hands are holding on to my uniform.
And behold! the Qingxie of Song said: “I am not in a hurry for the participants in the forest. I’m sorry.
I wanted to say no, but because I really wanted to go out there, I could only throw a grateful look at Song Qingxie.
“Song, you know what graduation means, right? Instead of talking, she smiled, and said, “You know, you’re next, right? I’m sorry.
The atmosphere is delicate.
Song Qingxie also realized that he didn’t speak without permission.
President Lee took two laps in the room, and eventually, he took a breath.
But we have all seen that President Li, while sighs and faces, smiles.
“I’m here to tell you that you’re not going to graduate. I’m sorry.
“You didn’t pay the tuition, and I did. I’m sorry.
For a moment, Song Qingxie and I were held back and only saw President Li reach out and point his finger at us.
“You, 15 grand. You, 17 grand. You sold it to me, understand? It’s mine. I’m sorry.
12,
Mother Lee’s words burst into my ears, and I look dark.
There’s only one feeling left in my mind.
That’s, total despair.
When you come back, you’ll be looking like a beast. I’m sorry.
Come on, Dean Lee immediately grabbed my wrist.
“Go, follow me to the office. I’m sorry.
I was completely scared and I didn’t know what I was going to do, and I just stood up with him.
Suddenly, I was pulled.
It’s Song Qingxie.
She didn’t look at me. She looked straight at Dean Lee.
Her eyes are still so clear.
And in the clear, with a blemish.
I’ve never seen her like this before.
Only Song Qingxie said: “I see, President Li.”
“Then I’m sorry. I’ll do it. I’m sorry.
“I want it. I’m sorry.
13,
That was the longest half hour of my life.
No idea what Song Qingxie is going through.
Until half an hour later, the door to the dormitory was opened.
SONG Qingxie, like a dead dog, was thrown in the house by Dean Li.
She’s worse than the first day I came in.
Song Qingxie was so paralyzed on the ground, raised her head and told me she didn’t give in.
At the moment Mother Lee took off her clothes, she kicked him to the lower belly.
Despite this, it was the beating of Dean Lee.
She can no longer maintain that little dignity and cleanness, with her hair ripped off, her eyes swollen and her mouth bruised.
Blood, blood on the face, clothes on.
But she still spoke to me with the proudest expression, the proudest expression.
“The old bastard, he wants to sleep with me. I’m sorry.
14:
I raised Song Qingxie, and I didn’t know where to put it.
Inside, full of remorse and self-responsibility.
And, hate yourself.
Why, it’s me who’s crying?
Song Qingxie, you haven’t even cried yet.
Even Song Qingxie raised his head and ran over my lips with his hands covered in blood.
“It looks so much better. I’m sorry.
It was the first time we met, and she did something to me.
Then she said, “Yes, I hope you are not afraid, mountain. I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
I didn’t understand what she said, but no matter how much I asked, she didn’t answer.
I can only stay by her bed and not leave one step.
I later knew how important this was.
15,
The house had no windows and the door had to be opened from outside.
It leads me to wonder whether it is day or night.
But I’ve been by Song Qingxie’s side.
Until, apparently, under the covers, Song Qingxie’s hand was moving.
I understood that Song Qingxie thought I was asleep.
So, what is she doing?
I thought of the worst possible.
I was busy lifting the covers.
Under the covers, Song Qingxie was wearing a eyebrow slash across his wrist.
So, what she said was not to be afraid, to make me not to be afraid of her body?
Look up and look at Song Qing.
“What are you doing? And We took her abdomen immediately, and her heart was in pain and anger, and We will not repeat it: What are you doing? I’m sorry.
“You don’t understand, Yamada…”
“What do I know? What are you doing? I’m sorry.
I’ve been around the house a few times, and I’ve gone back, and I’m holding Song Qingxie tight.
I said, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid. We have to make that old bastard pay!
As a result, I suddenly realized the meaning of my presence here.
It’s like finding a light in a state of confusion.
“must, revenge. I’m sorry.
I bit my teeth and spoke firmly to Song Qingxie.
“Is it really possible? Qingxie Song is a bit hesitant.
“Yes. Yes. Absolutely. I’m sorry.
“But so many girls went out and couldn’t send him to jail…”
“Get out? Why go out?”
It seems that when I saw Song Qingxie’s suicide and realized that the only person like my friend was dying, I calmed down.
“What’s going on in prison? Do you know how many years he can get? I’m sorry.
Song Qingxie, stay here.
I said, “7 years, 8 years, 20 years?”
“Too cheap for him. “I touched the scars on Song Qingxie’s face, and my tone became soft.
“I’m gonna take his dog’s life. Trust me.
“I must take his dog’s life. I’m sorry.
16
From that day on, I gave up all my fantasies about running away with Song Qingxie.
In the morning, we baptize and read early, and every check of the rules of procedure, we can all turn our backs backs and mouths.
At noon, we eat every meal clean.
In the evening, we will laugh, say goodbye to all humanity and thank President Lee.
Like everyone, it’s better than everyone.
Our faces are always full of hope.
You act like you’re home.
I know that our performance will certainly be the most visible among the participants and the most appreciated by President Li.
That’s how we’re gonna be the most satisfied trainee for President Li, the sweetest, “Personal property.” I’m sorry.
All this is just the beginning.
As for the end to be reached, I told Song Qingxie that night.
That night, I erased Song Qingxie’s tears and made good her messy hair.
And We looked her in the red eyes, and We whispered, “This can only be done by two people.”
“And there must be one sacrifice. I’m sorry.
Song Qingxie gave me a hug.
Her mouth smells like blood.
“Let me go. You are alive in the mountain.”
17
A few days later, the eyes of President Li were full of kindness.
It was seemingly tolerant, but very aggressive.
Only me and Qingxie Song know that the more his eyes look like that, the less likely we are to escape from his hands.
But that’s what I want.
At that morning class, everyone went up to confess.
As always, every girl squeezes her face out of a painful face.
Then he fell down on his knees and bowed his head at President Lee and cried out: “I am an unbelieving daughter!” I’m sorry about my parents! I’m sorry.
Among these girls, in addition to those who like to go online, there are those who are tired of learning, who talk back to their parents, who leave home early, etc.
I’m used to it and I’m tired of it.
Until, when a girl shouted, “Leon, let me go!” I’ll give you all my money! I’m sorry.
I realized it wasn’t good. I was busy looking at Dean Lee.
Only President Li smiled with mercy and then picked up the whip from the podium.
It’s a metal-made long whip.
I stood at the angle and saw clearly the despair in the girl’s pupils.
Immediately thereafter, the whips strung towards the arms of the girl.
Sex! I’m sorry.
That’s, emptiness.
The girl’s painful cryout echoes in the classroom. But the girl stopped soon, and she jumped at Dean Lee in shock.
“I never dare! Don’t you dare! I’m sorry.
President Lee saw me, nod his place of satisfaction and then looked at me.
Like Baplov’s dog, I can’t stop shaking when I see it again.
I hate myself like that.
But I am going step by step to the podium, with everyone watching.
I cleared my voice and said:
My name is Linshan, and I’ve said it many times. I’m a bad girl. I’m sorry.
“But I lied. I’m sorry.
In the light, I glimpsed the pupils of Dean Lee shrink.
And I went on to say:
“My father died long ago. The stepfather who sent me here is an animal who only earns money from me. I’m sorry.
“All the meaning of being raised is because I can get a good test and then sell it. I’m sorry.
I’ve noticed that Dean Lee is holding a whip hand, and he’s got a tan.
He’s pissed.
Because of my rebellion.
Ridiculous.
He’s too easy to figure out, too easy to get pissed off.
Such persons are often also the most vulnerable to trapping.
Why should I fear such a man? He simply inherited an ancestral building and opened an irregular college.
Out of this college, he’s nothing.
I saw that Mother Lee was going to wave the whip again, and I didn’t say anything.
I said, “But it’s different now. I’m sorry.
“Sweet Sunshine College, my home. I’m sorry.
“Professor Li, my reborn parents. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to go back, stay with Dean Lee, stay here to make me feel warm at home. I’m sorry.
I saw it when I was talking.
The eyes of all the female participants revealed an unbelievable pattern.
I know that my tone has been so sincere that they also believe that I speak in my heart.
I also know that no one has ever said anything like that, never.
After that, I turned around and faced Dean Lee.
His face has never been happier.
He said, “Wait till class and come to my office for lunch. I’m sorry.
18,
At noon, I followed President Li to his bitter office.
The first sentence of President Lee is: I am pleased that you have finally understood my suffering.
I nodded in a nice place and said, “I was too stupid.”
He lit a cigarette and measured me with a good taste.
When the smoke went out, he looked out of the window and said, “Come with me in a few days, go to town and buy some new clothes and go back to my house and put them on.”
I was silent for a while and I shook my head and said, “I don’t feel good.
Turning back, she said, “No good, or not?
“Not good. And We looked at President Li in peace, and said, “There is one in your household, and it is not convenient.” I’m sorry.
Mr. Lee, it’s obvious.
“Don’t trouble your husband. It’s a book. I can read it. I’m sorry.
I smiled and said, “I really want to stay here. It’s fine. I’m sorry.
“Just as long as I have the say here. I’m sorry.
Ten minutes later, it was the first time I had come out of President Lee’s office.
In the afternoon, Dean Lee told all the female trainees that I was classified as a team leader and that all the more than twenty female trainees at the Management College were women.
19:
After that day, I began to lead all the female cadets and complete the daily courses.
Although I have been given the status of leader, every day, every moment, Dean Lee is with me and continues to supervise all female students.
It’s just that some people who don’t follow the rules, or who break the regulations, start me with the punishment.
I didn’t lower any penalty standards.
The Sunshine College is still silent and depressed.
The only thing that’s changed is that the women in the student’s eyes stabbed me in their hatred.
But it’s all worth it.
Obtaining the confidence of Dean Lee and even touching the management of the College remains within my plan.
However, half a month later, the last thing I wanted to do came.
That’s when it’s early autumn.
In the morning after the fall, I was summoned to the office by Dean Lee alone.
He told me that two weeks later, the next day of graduation would be for women.
And we all know what graduation represents.
I didn’t know why she was telling me this.
It’s your choice.
This is the second time I’ve come out of Dean Lee’s office.
I’m in the hands of a girl for the rest of her life.
20,
Punishing female cadets is still within my control.
Because I know that as long as the plan goes smoothly, all physical suffering is nothing but darkness before dawn.
However, “graduated” girls are faced with, and are likely to be completely destroyed.
It’s to remain indignant and choose revenge on President Li.
Or take the risk of saving the next girl?
How can I save even the latter?
Since the end of the month, my strong determination to avenge itself has clearly relaxed at this moment.
I asked Song Qingxie.
Song Qingxie is just silent.
In the end, she groaned and said, “Mountain, you know, I’ve given up everything.” We’re all the same.
“But they’re sisters, too. I’m sorry.
But they’re sisters, too.
Even so, so what?
During the day, we were unable to communicate under the supervision of Dean Lee.
At night, our bedrooms and everyone else were not neighbours and could not send any message.
In addition, the house had no windows and the door had to be opened from outside.
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I did not, as usual, publish my daily thoughts and draw up plans for this day in the early days of my reading.
I picked out a girl named Charly.
I noticed her. She looked at me the most aggressive.
In his eyes, he is as resilient as Song Qingxie.
And We commanded her to record every word and every word I say.
For each bedroom, copy.
The next day, give it to me. Then I’ll pick someone to recite.
This is an evil command, with no profit. But in this college, this is an order.
In particular, when I said that order, I noticed that the appreciation in the eyes of President Lee had almost spilled.
I have also noticed that Charly can’t resist the anger.
I didn’t pay attention to her, but I started my routine early reading.
Then, when I looked at the notes from Chanly’s records, I slapped her.
That’s the first time I ever hit someone.
I told her to watch the format.
Every word I say must be empty at the beginning.
And I saw in that moment, in the angry eyes of Charly, my mean look.
I can feel my hands, my expression, my heart, getting numb.
22,
From that day on, Charly took up the record.
It’s very well-formatted and well-written, and every morning I draw a few people to write what I said yesterday.
No matter what day, I haven’t given a penny to Lily.
I even began to make it difficult for Charliemmer to write the first sentence of my day, the first sentence of my day, even the second sentence of one day…
It’s like I’m a perverted teacher on the other side, sitting in charge of our Dean Lee.
He’s got a taste for it, and even he’s gonna laugh because of the troubles with Charly.
Until seven days later, I’m going to have to let Chanelimmer write.
One day, one paragraph, one sentence.
In the silenced classroom, I saw Chanly’s pens slowly.
Then Charly looked up and looked at me wrongly.
I waved my hand and slapped her in the face as a diversionary punishment.
Chanly had to bite her teeth and keep writing.
The afternoon sun came in, and Charly’s silent notes, each of which begins with a vertical look, are words that only the two of us can read.
Graduation, is a lie.
Dean Lee, sell you, the others.
Tell the others.
Who, willing to go?
Tell me.
I, no way.
I’m sorry.
I’m not sure.
This is all I can do without compromising the plan of revenge.
I gave them a choice.
I know that as long as one of us ratted on President Lee, my plan would be in vain.
I also know that this is my hypocrisy.
I didn’t want to watch a girl go down to the abyss, so I tried to let her jump.
24,
Time went back to the night I was confused.
I told Song Qingxie about my plan: to let them choose one of their own to graduate.
Song Qingxie said to me, “It’s okay, you’ve worked hard.
“If someone ratted on you, we wouldn’t have to commit a crime. It’s good, isn’t it?”
And I looked up and I asked her, “Well, what if not?” What if someone volunteered to graduate? I’m sorry.
Song Qingxie was silent for a short time and laughed, saying, “Let us not fail in our sacrifice. I’m sorry.
25,
The day after I passed the code to Charly, I routinely pulled out the money and wrote it.
For the first time, she did not do what I said, but wrote a name on paper.
Chanlie.
The handwriting, the paper back.
I’m sorry.
The day is coming soon.
Early reading time, he rarely stood on the podium and announced Chanly’s graduation.
Everybody’s cheering for Charly.
I’ve never heard anything like cheers. It’s kind of low and neat.
From it, I can hear sorrow and sorrow.
Everyone’s eyes fall on Charly.
She just looked at me and said, “Thank you for your teaching, Mr. Linshan.” I hope everyone can graduate early.
I said, “Yes.”
Soon, the Scarface Security will be out.
And the left of him, President Li, looked at me with a flavour, and said, “Don’t think that I do not know what you are playing.”
Old time, come to my office.
27,
In my office, I have long-defeated reprimands.
Not for anything else.
Because of the list I gave to Dean Lee, there are two names.
One is Chan Li Li, the other is Song Qingxie.
The face of President Lee is so close to my face that I can smell the smell in his mouth.
He said, “You want me to send away Qingxie Song?” You really think your wings are fat?
And We blinded our own eyes.
Next, it’s pussy.
We said, “What is the strength of Qingxie Song?”
“Why would she share this college with me? I’m sorry.
Mother Lee listened, made unexpected scoffings, scratched my face with rough fingers.
“Are you jealous?”
“How dare I?” I laughed and said, “It’s just, if this is a home, I think there’s gotta be a woman to cook. I’m sorry.
The Sunshine School is always made by a canteen.
Very bad.
After all, in the most greasy environment, making more than 20 people’s food, smoke and smoke, no one is in the mood to cook.
But I want Song Qingxie to go.
Because she did well. And a family’s cooking should be made by a good person.
This is the third time I’ve come out of Dean Lee’s office.
I convinced Dean Lee to send my best friend to the most tormenting kitchen.
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Song Qingxie started cooking.
And not only that, she didn’t miss her daily classes.
Even seven days later, she collapsed and scratched my face in the cafeteria.
I ignored her, just looked at her, getting tired, getting dirty, and in the eyes of Dean Lee, getting less and less.
Some even read the report early, saying that Song Qingxie was in the cafeteria, with Scarface security eyebrows.
It can be said, not to be a woman.
Since then, when President Li looked to Qingxie Song, he could almost be described as obnoxious.
A day like this lasts more than a month.
Time, at the end of the autumn, the cold in the south came up.
One fall night I volunteered to knock on the door of Dean Lee.
He was on his way home.
I lied to him that seven days later, it was my 21st birthday.
I hope Dean Lee will accompany me.
Miss Lee, wait. Promise.
I know. It’s time for the net.
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In the early hours of seven days, me and Song Qingxiang reset all plans.
From the night she tried to kill herself, step by step to the day.
I did all I could to gain the confidence of President Lee, who then took over the work of the cafeteria.
What we expect is a fire that burns everything.
And only the canteen can do it.
I got Song Qingxie ready for everything.
I’ll use the silent code to prepare the girls’ college to escape.
Time, after late hours, 7:00, for dinner.
I ended up asking Song Qingxie, and she said, “Moan, run fast.”
I said, “You too.”
“I will. I’ll try not to die. I’m sorry.
When everything was ready, the hour quickly arrived at 7 p.m.
Fellows, run to the cafeteria.
I didn’t go.
I went back to my room with Dean Lee.
The moment the door was closed, Dean Lee jumped at me.
Furthermore, the house had no windows and the door had to be opened from outside.
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All I can do is back off.
Then, on full alert, staring at the serious look of Mother Lee’s frown.
I said, “Wait, Dean Lee. I’m sorry.
“Wait for what?” President Li asked the contrary and started taking off his clothes.
It is a body that is old, but still strong in strength.
I have no chance of defeating this man.
I never thought I’d beat him by force.
And I swallowed, and said: I found I was not ready.
“Not ready? “And President Lee, naked on top of his body, was wailing and laughing at me, saying, ‘Then why did you hang me for seven days?’
He took a step, three or two steps before me.
And I didn’t hear anything about the fire.
No footsteps, no smoke, no sound.
Not yet.
There must be someone else.
However, President Li’s hands have tightened my waist, and the force is so strong that I almost choked.
I had to keep filming his back.
He’s not relieved.
One hand, hold my waist tight.
The other hand, stripping off the clothes.
Outside, there’s still calm.
I can’t do this anymore.
In a hurry, I can only use my full body and knees to the lower abdomen.
Shit! I’m sorry.
At the time, Mother Li’s face had become dim, with one hand around his belly and the other holding my head and smashing it against the wall.
Bang!
That’s the sound of my skull hitting a concrete wall.
But it’s okay.
It wasn’t as painful as the first day when I got here.
It may not have been so painful to be beaten after Song Qingxie kicked him.
So I looked at him through his wide palms and laughed.
We looked at him loudly, arrogantly and provocatively, and said, “Go on, you old bastard!”
On the other side, President Li squeezed my head again and was about to hit the wall again. I heard the sound of the door opening.
For a while, Dean Lee stopped and turned his head.
That was Scarface security.
He’s finally here! Now!
I immediately broke out of President Lee’s hand and ran my life through the light outside the door.
One, two, three…
We counted our steps as we had come to this college on the first day and fled to that big iron gate.
Unlike the first time, this time I managed to bend down and escaped Scarface Security’s waved hand and drilled out of his armpit.
As a result, while I was just standing in the corridor, a huge force hit me from the waist.
It was Scarface Security, who pulled me back to the house with a bang.
At this point, a scream finally came out of the door.
Fire! I’m sorry.
In the house, when Dean Lee and Scarface were facing each other, I moved out of the door and grabbed the door handle.
On the other side, Scarface was quick and almost unconscious and pulled me back.
But I’ve got it.
Grab the handle on the inside door.
As I was dragged back, the door was closed for a moment.
I know.
The house had no windows and the door had to be opened from outside.
I’m not sure.
In a moment, the two adults in the house stopped.
Dean Lee came to the door with anger and shouted: “What have you done?”
“What are you doing there? Open the door! I’m sorry.
Dean Lee woke up the scar-faced security guard and kicked the door.
Not for dozens of seconds, there’s already smoke coming in through the crack of the door.
Call the police! Call the police! I’m sorry.
“Stop it. I saw two people who were panicking and almost desperate and finally spoke.
At a time when two people looked at me, the anger in their eyes was almost torn to pieces in the next second.
“Do you know what caused the most deaths in the fire? I’m sorry.
Carbon monoxide poisoning. I’m sorry.
“In this house, in three minutes, you will lose consciousness, and in ten minutes you will surely die.” I’m sorry.
“I’m different. I’m sorry.
I saw the two coming in angry and I pulled out the old eyebrow.
And I laughed, and said, ‘I killed myself, so do as you please.’ I’m sorry.
Then I’ll put a blade in my neck, and I’ll cut it.
Blood, spreading.
Two adults stopped at the moment.
And in the last few seconds of my consciousness, I stood still and walked back, leaving them a standard smile.
Eventually, fall down on the ground.
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“I must take his dog’s life. I’m sorry.
That night I told Song Qingxie about the plan to burn Dean Li.
I said there must be a sacrifice.
Because the person who set the fire had to bear the greatest risk.
In the canteens, find a good time to put gasoline in every corner while the gas is flooding.
At the same time, it is important to ensure, to the extent possible, that female trainees are able to flee.
She also sends vague messages to Scarface security, creating an environment where they can be alone and then allowing Scarface security to enter the building at the moment of the fire.
Eventually, she’s going to blow it all up.
It could be an explosion or a fire.
I set out all the problems that might arise, but Song Qingxie almost didn’t think, and said, “I’ll be the man.”
“You’re a college student. You have the future. I’m sorry.
That’s the moment I’m sure I’m going to finish this with Song Qingxie.
I didn’t tell her that the arsonist wouldn’t die.
Because arson alone cannot ensure the death of Dean Lee and Scarface.
The most dangerous person is the one who trapped Dean Lee and Scarface in the room.
That guy, it’s me.
Arson and flight are certain events that can be achieved with training.
Holding two people in their rooms was the most uncertain event in the plan.
Song Qingxie doesn’t need to know that.
After all, once she knows, she won’t do it.
But I was prepared to die with them.
Even less naively, it was possible for Scarface security to get out of the door in the second.
All I have to do is close the door when both people come to the room.
Then, with the eyebrows that were ready, they committed suicide earlier.
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But the eyebrow. It took me a long time.
If Dean Lee is careful, he’ll find a small scar on my neck.
From summer to the end of autumn.
About six months.
I killed myself with this eyebrow.
From what angle and with what strength, the most serious, suicide effects can be achieved.
Behind them is a chance for us to run for a long time.
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Smoke, spread inside.
I was lying on the ground and I could feel Dean Lee and Scarface kicking at the door at first.
Then he started to wander around the house.
Sometimes I step on my body.
I didn’t make a sound.
Because, in the direction of my face, under the dark bed.
There’s a simple gas mask.
Song Qingxiang brought back a large mineral water bottle and I cut it with a eyebrow.
One side digs empty, the other side digs out the look of the observation window.
Soong Qingxie brought back the balconies in the kitchen, and I cut the part of the sand with my eyebrow.
There’s only a sponge left. Block the bottle.
The rest is the tape that Song Qingxie brought back and sealed the observation window.
This gas mask is under the bed.
I practiced it a lot.
Make sure that after I “suicide,” I fall down, face down to bed, masked.
Not long.
Three minutes, four minutes, tops.
When the two of them panic, I can do a little bit, for example, to make gas masks more compatible with me.
And now, the sound in the house has stopped.
I was thinking of myself, suddenly, a head that had been scratched by nails and caught me not far away.
That’s Dean Lee.
He was convulsed and fell on the ground without any mobility.
I can’t believe it. I can’t believe it.
I didn’t get up, I reached out, I held the gas mask.
Then she blinked to Mother Lee.
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When I stood up, it was almost full of smoke.
Scarface Security died far away, almost scratched his neck.
I tried to hold my breath and get to Dean Lee.
He tried his best to turn his head and look at me.
And I, under the bed, took out an electric power.
I found that in the cafeteria, a lighter that can no longer light.
I broke it and left the power.
Now I’m holding on to the electric switch with two fingers and putting the wire on Dean Lee’s face.
Faces are calm, stomping down.
Zoo.
One, another.
It’s still too weak.
I counted it.
Before Dean Lee smoked to death, I electrocuted 39.
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Then I leaned in the corner and waited for the rescue that might come.
But I know.
The police are here for at least 20 minutes.
I’m still too naive.
It won’t last that long.
Soon, I felt my throat and started burning like fire.
The eyes started to cry.
Hands, I can’t help but want to scratch my throat.
And as soon as everything became dark, I heard a faint sound.
That’s the door.
Then there was a dumb shout.
Linshan, where are you?
Song Qingxie, I’m here.
I can’t make a sound.
But the pain in the eyes is a little better.
It seems that the tears have diluted the pain.
In sight, Song Qing Qing Qing came and she held me up and ran out of the door.
However, I look to the left, the only corridor is already smoke.
Even though Song Qingxie came in from there, now, with me, two people will die in smoke.
I was trying to persuade Song Qingxie to run on her own, but I was surprised to find her standing on me and running right.
That’s the end of the corridor.
At the moment of doubt, Song Qingxie opened the window at the end of the corridor, and the tongue outside the window burst in.
“What the fuck are you doing?”
I couldn’t help it any longer. I just blew my mouth.
As a result, Song Qingxie didn’t talk to me, but held me up, threw me into the fire and threw me out.
So she’s trying to give me a good time?
I didn’t have time to think much more, but I thought first of all it was a flash of burning across the fire, and then of losing weight.
Eventually, the body was firmly held by both hands.
I opened my eyes and saw the night sky and Song Qingyu jumped out of the window.
Steady, falling into a wave of hand-stamping by more than 20 girls below.
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That day, both the police and the firemen arrived.
Only Dean Lee and Scarface, who tried to humiliate me, died in the fire.
It was an accident.
However, the incident of President Li was characterized as a criminal case.
The police followed the leads and thoroughly investigated the history of the school, where many of the surrounding wealthy businesses were involved in the illegal activities of buying sex or even buying and selling people.
And I told the police about my stepfather’s house arrest and the sale of high school grades.
Because I was completely cut off from my stepfather and my mother, and I didn’t know what the two girls who bought my grades would do.
But the police told me that I could at least take an adult exam in my own capacity.
Shortly thereafter, it was the last time the police contacted me.
He stated that in the case of Dean Lee, a girl named Chanlily had been rescued.
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I’ve come to Shanghai to prepare for the adult exams.
And, in my 22nd year of age, I entered the college campus.
That’s a big day’s welcome party. The elders even invited a band outside the school.
The lead singer of the band, a girl with long hair, singing the May garbage truck.
I don’t know.
I had a girl with me who was so fascinated by the lead singer on the stage, who was screaming to know what was going on with her, that she became one of the dead.
I only laughed, and I introduced her to my classmate, “Song Qingxie, my roommate.”
And then, in the eyes of a girl who was surprised, I smiled and told her to turn her head and focus on seeing Song Qingxie on stage.
It’s summer night in a university in Shanghai.
Both singers and viewers are like free birds.
They were born in flames, so they loved the Yellow River and the cool mid-summer.
Over.
What’s a real best friend? – The answer to that.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
