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It’s 12:30. I can’t sleep. This wall has a poor soundproof effect. I can hear you.
The man in the wall breathes heavy, I used to sound good, and now I just feel stingy.
A few minutes later, the sound of paper-smoking followed by a laughter of men and women.
The heart is cold to numb.
My ex-boyfriend, Hogawa, lives next door.
Jade.
And why do I still live here? Because I broke up with him for 15 days.
I walked barefoot out of the bedroom, into the cold building, smoking.
I can’t breathe for a moment, and I can’t breathe.
I suffocated the smoke, waited for a quarter of an hour to get up and go back to the house.
In bed, I was thinking, it’s probably the gift he gave me for 15 days.
I’ll pick a day and give him a present.
Breakup Pain Period.
2 break up day 20.
I’m sitting in the waiting room for medical treatment.
I looked through the glass window on the door at the man in the white coat with the mask.
People.
He’s got a good eyebrow. He’s not like Wang Yu’s fox.
He’s cold, cold, as good as the green tea brother.
His name is Wang Yi, 29 years old, 188 cm tall, with a handsome face and one.
Two pretty hands, I’ve been fantasizing about the touch of his hands walking up my back.
My turn, I reach out and let him take the pulse.
When he saw the marks of the blade on my white wrist, he saw a glimpse of it.
Lie down on the bed, take off my clothes I have some red.
He avoids looking, and he lets the assistant in to cover my waist and then…
Come in for physiotherapy.
I’m here to see my cervical vertebrate. I need to be naked on the top half.
Red doesn’t make me pull the blanket down an inch.
He must have seen my carefully prepared black lace underwear.
It’s only then that the assistant helped me pull the covers up a little bit. The more he does, the more I laugh in my heart.
Get the light off my back.
His fingertips touched me occasionally on my back, and I understood it as a tease.
Maybe he’s shy.
But he won’t do it today, he’ll have to do it next time. Ten treatments, he won’t be able to hide.
3
The clinic is over and the rain is over.
I don’t have an umbrella. I’m standing at the corner of the hospital garage.
At 6:15 a.m., a black hurried past me, carrying a huge wave.
Flowers.
The water splattered me and I fell.
Stop the car.
In the fog, a tall figure with a black umbrella slowly approaches me, and the last hand.
Stop right in front of me.
“Are you okay?” He sounds really good.
Good to hear, but I prefer to listen in bed.
“I’m fine. * I smiled so easily, I stood up by myself * “Sorry, this is the dead end. I didn’t notice the car. * He cleaned me up and down *
One shot.
My white dress is wet, and my black lace underwear is hidden.
Thin fabric on.
“It’s okay. I’m in a hurry to get a cab. * My hands are around my chest *
I’ll cover up my clothes.
“…”he was silent for a while.
With his back flowing, his white shirt was wet.
“Where do you live? I’ll give you a ride. After all, it’s like he remembers something and explains it.
It’s bad for a taxi in the rain. I’m sorry.
He’s telling the truth.
“No, thank you, Dr. Wang. I’ll wait. I waved.
He looked at me in his eyes for a while, and he sniveled.
Wait? I’m sorry.
I can’t help but shrug my shoulders.
“Get in the car. This time, he didn’t sound like a question, more like an order.
Give me the umbrella when you’re done with it, and then I’ll take the rain to drive.
I finally got in his car. He was silent on the way, but I looked at the co-driver, and I kept it quiet.
Look away.
“Dr. Wang, can I add some of your tweets? I tried to ask.
He clearly stunned and looked me in the face.
“The next time I come to the treatment, I’d like to ask you a question about your time. It’s a little difficult for me. I’m sorry.
I explained, “If it’s not convenient, can I have the number of a section?
I can hit that, too. I’m sorry.
“plus. * He’s been thinking for a few seconds and he doesn’t know what he’s thinking *
Hands. Long fingers scratched on the phone. Two-dimensional code.
Before, “The landline is broken. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
4
I didn’t write to Dr. Wang.
It’s the silent seduction.
I get up at 6:00 a.m. every day, I get back to the rental house at 9:00.
At first, Hogawa brought Wang Yu back once in a while.
Recently, there has been an increase in impunity.
After work, he returned to the rental house, where Hogawa and Wang Yu fed each other fruit on the couch. I’ve been up and down all night forks.
I feel sick.
Go back to the room and I’ll sleep under cover.
I had a dream in which my parents and I had a big fight about graduation.
Parents want me to stay in their city, and I’m determined to come to Hochuan because
I’ve had four years of exotic love.
That’s why in my dream, even if my father was so angry at smoking, my mother was so angry.
It was with a suitcase and fell out.
I don’t know.
I was woken up by a little scream.
That sound, I know it, but it’s undescribed.
I couldn’t breathe for a second.
I didn’t know how to vent my emotions, and I finally found Wang Qi.
Wisdom.
Dr. Wang, are you asleep?
Once I’m done with the message, I regret it when I look at the time at 12:00 p.m.
I didn’t think I’d get back to it, but after a while, we got a little bit of a little bit of a tip. “None. I’m sorry.
I looked at the word and suddenly I didn’t know what to say.
After all, it stopped next door.
It’s been a few seconds. We’re back in the mail.
“What’s up?”
I don’t know what I can do. I just want revenge. I want it in the middle of the night.
Send him some obnoxious words and try to hook him up with my rental house…
But I’m not happy now.
“I can’t find my room key. I was wondering if you saw it in the car. I’m sorry.
I found a reason for this.
In fact, there is no such thing.
It’s been a long time.
I don’t think he thought it was necessary to return, and he didn’t give it any thought.
I got up in the hallway and I stopped smoking this time.
Sitting for 15 minutes, getting up and getting ready to go back, the phone was on.
“Did I get out of the car or not? I’ll see it tomorrow. Are you in a hurry? * I see this little letter, and it’s a bit of a surprise * * I’ll lie to you in the middle of the night *
Really?
What a simple man.
I didn’t reply. Turn off the phone.
5
I didn’t sign up early the next day. I sat at Dr. Wang’s door from 3:00 p.m. to the afternoon.
Five o’clock.
Dr. Wang was surprised at the moment he looked up at me.
He’s got countless patients. He looks at me every time he ends up here.
Got my name.
“The neck hurts a little too much, so I came on time. I laugh at the explanation.
He drops his medical records, “Go lie down, let’s see. I’m sorry.
After he was sterilized, he came over with gloves.
The assistant is next to him to deliver the equipment.
“No need. He refused.
When the voice fell, his finger fell on my neck.
The cold touch made me feel like a shock. “Cool?” he asked.
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
“Go get the hot fan. That’s for the assistant.
And then he started rubbing my neck, pressing, asking me,
“Does it hurt?”
I’m a little cryy, “Ache.” I’m sorry.
He had to ease his power.
It took two hours for an hour of physiotherapy, and the next nurse couldn’t wait.
It’s just over.
Honestly, it didn’t hurt at all. I even fell asleep.
After that, he got up and packed his clothes and was ready to leave.
I’ll get dressed and walk to him.
“What’s the problem? He’s asking while he’s naked.
Dr. Wang, can I get a ride to the subway station? I’m whispering.
He hesitated, looked at me for a long time, and finally said “good.”
Dr. King didn’t send me to the subway, but he sent me straight to the block.
Down.
I deliberately pretended to accept his kindness without knowledge.
Remember my address. Interesting.
It was dark when the car stopped.
It’s good to be dark, and so much of the day’s suppressed desire can grow.
Dr. Wang, I’m so sorry for the delay.
Can I invite you upstairs for a dumpling? * I said so *
Ma’am, it looks like it’s not working.
As an adult, a strange man was invited to the house at night, apparently thinking.
The message of continuing to develop.
Dr. Wang is a normal man, and if he doesn’t want to, he will reject me.
If…
And he looked at me in his eyes, and in the night his side of the nose was raised,
Perfect jawlines cut straight into my heart.
He’s been more handsome than Haogawa. My vanity tells me to catch him enough for me.
Let Haogawa be self-righteous.
He’s thinking in the dark, maybe on a trade-off.
The key turned around and pulled the key. He carried a bag.
“Let’s go. When he said that, he was still faceless.
My heart’s ticking.
Things went well, but they gave me some different feelings.
I laughed to guide him.
His luminous shoes strut in this old stairwell and make a strange noise.
It’s a little awkward.
“On the 7th floor, you probably haven’t climbed this high.
Take it. “I turned on the flashlight on my phone and set him up.
I’m afraid people like him have never lived in such an old neighborhood in their lives.
Walk and watch the little ads on the wall.
“No, I’m fine. You look at yourself. * He looked down *
I’ve got a little heels on my feet, and I’ve stopped talking.
“Ah-ha, I don’t normally use a flashlight, I can walk with my eyes closed. * I’m so light *
Relax, relax.
I didn’t think I’d just say it, and then my foot was crooked, and I fell all over him.
“Be careful. I’m sorry.
And the next second, I was held by him. His chest is so warm, smelling of jasmine with light disinfectant.
Quite like a teenager.
For a moment, I was obsessed.
It’s easy to get in the mood.
At this point, I just need to lean on my head and kiss his lips.
But he took me back and took a step back.
“Are you okay?”
“All right. I’m sorry.
“Can you walk?”
“Yes. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
After a conversation, I realized he might not want to be here, after all.
Rich people don’t want to be watched.
I didn’t want to keep leading him up.
7
Back home, Hogawa didn’t come back. Okay.
I didn’t expect it to go so fast, but I didn’t know how to tear it.
Just as soon as Dr. Wang came in, his eyes fell on the men’s slippers.
“My roommate’s boyfriend. I’ll explain.
“He comes here often?” He wrinkles.
“About that. I’m a good liar.
He’s got his lips, he’s frowning, he’s looking around, he’s asking who.
It’s my room.
You haven’t eaten anything. What’s the hurry?
I told him hard-headed, and then I remembered something big.
Sneaked into Hogawa’s room.
I need my home supplies, but my room doesn’t have to go get him.
It wasn’t really his. It was a rose on 520.
Dr. Wong suddenly caught me by surprise.
What’s that?
It’s been about six months. We’re all fighting, growling, smashing, breaking.
Hands, the final cold war, so they’ve been sleeping in separate rooms. I only took one. I saw the rest of the box, but it still stinged.
Suddenly it’s like being drained, and I sit by my bed, and I think about it.
Things.
I’m weighing, flinging, hesitation.
If I take such a step today, Hogawa and I will never get back.
Although, he had already taken that step.
When I remembered freshman year, Hogawa kneeled with roses on one knee under my dorm.
Let me be his girlfriend.
The drama is that he broke up last month, and he kneeled down and let me release him.
It’s too painful, too depressing to be with me.
He used to say, “Good boy, stop it, Po, I’m in pain.”
Now he says, “Stop it. I’m sick of it. You’re making me breathe.
Yeah.
I don’t know.
Until I broke up, I thought I was wrong. I shouldn’t have put so much pressure on him.
I shouldn’t be so dependent on him. I should set him free.
So I tried to set him free, and then he went straight to bring a girl.
Come back. Funny?
And then every night of their passion, I looked on every social platform.
The girl finally found their sweet picture on Twitter.
Even more ridiculously, that photo was taken a year ago.
When I thought of it, I started to lose my hair and reach out and take another one.
Between.
8
Walking out the door, I saw Wang Qian was crouching.
Come closer, he’s changing locks.
I was shocked.
“I didn’t know your door was like this.
I’ll buy another one. He saw me come out and looked up at me.
I didn’t know what to say for a moment, so I hid the child’s items in my hand.
“No, that’s fine. * I barely pull out a smile, I miss my smile *
How ugly. “Dr. Wang, I don’t have to lose it back in your car.
Keys. You don’t have to give me a new lock. I’m sorry.
He’s down, he’s not talking.
Just put the tools and bags in the bag that just got out of the car. “Sleep at night, lock back…”
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Well, then I’ll go. * He smiled at me and raised his bag *
Turn around and walk outside the door.
When I get back to him, I’ll run to the door.
Eat. I’m sorry.
He went down there and took a look, and he turned around and he said, “No.
Okay. I’m sorry.
No hesitation, go downstairs.
And right now, I’m standing at the door, squeezing my hand’s birth control, and I feel too…
Sin…
9
Break up 30 days.
Hocheon brought Wang Yu back once, and I went to Wang Xiu for treatment.
I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
Let yourself find a gap breathing.
Dr. Wang and I have always been separated from each other, but every time I ask him,
Helping across that relationship. The lights are off, the sewers are blocked, and even my aunt is in bed.
Go up and roll and find him.
I don’t think he’s a man on the bottom line.
Should?
Until he drove me back, I got out of the car and ran into Haogawa.
Friends? “Hochean bit the smoke.
“New boyfriend. “I’m walking down the stairs faceless.
He’s right behind me. It’s cold enough to follow us all the way to the fifth floor.
Lin, is that what you’ve been doing? I’m sorry.
I held on to my fist and said, “What’s it look like? I’m sorry.
“Don’t tell me I didn’t warn you. Just your brain. Don’t be fooled.
We’re gonna die again. I’m sorry.
Dead or alive?
Yeah, I broke up with Haochuan a few hundred times. I ran out of tricks.
I just want to laugh at myself.
“I thank you for your advice, and I’d like to remind you that you can’t be so young.
I’d better go see a doctor. I’m sorry.
I’m gonna go upstairs. He took a few steps, but he came up and grabbed his wrist.
“Who can’t?” Can I do it? Don’t you know that? Or you wouldn’t have all.
Why don’t you move? I’m sorry.
For a moment, my brain was blank.
He’s really good at finding my wounds and trying to insult them.
“Do you want more face? I’ve never seen it before, now I look at him.”
I look down, “I taste another man, and I know what a real man is.
People. I’m sorry.
I threw his hand away, went up the stairs, entered the room and locked.
I’m obviously pissed off by Haogawa.
Come on.
I was afraid that he would see my tears running out.
10
Wait outside, I’ll take out my phone and give Wang a voice.
“Can you pick me up?”
I know it’s a very ludicrous phrase.
I’m not sure I’m in a relationship.
Patient relationship. I know. I’m not supposed to strike in such a hurry. I have to give it to him.
Insinuate, give him a slow process.
But when people are extremely sad, they act recklessly. Right now.
I don’t want to look into any more processes. I just want someone to fall down.
He didn’t return me.
I’m all sitting by the bed.
Calm down. I feel bad. I’m in love.
Blood flow.
They want revenge, they want to plan it alone, and they destroy it again.
Like Haokawa said, I’m nothing but this face, with $6,000.
Wages are squeezed into salted fish on the subway every day.
I haven’t been able to call my parents since the crash.
The university spent four years in love, distant from roommates, without a friend.
Lick the dog to the last nothing.
Eleven.
Close to 12 p.m., Dr. Wang finally called.
“What’s wrong? He’s a little hurried, he’s breathing, “Sorry, my phone.
I left it at my parents’ house. “It’s okay. I’m quiet. “Good night. I’m sorry.
I hung up. What a terrible excuse to forget at home.
After that, his concern, I don’t need it.
I couldn’t sleep. I found a message when I turned on the phone.
“I’m downstairs, if I don’t sleep, let me look at you. I’m sorry.
It’s Dr. Wang.
I’m surprised.
Turned out of bed, walked out to the window, only saw the dark light, and a man sat on the bouquet.
Go, no cell phones, just staring at me in this direction.
In that moment, maybe it’s been too long since you’ve been so worried.
I can’t believe I’m suddenly moving.
Then I went out in my pajamas and slippers.
When I woke up, I was standing in front of him.
“Are you all right?” He was surprised to stand up, and his hands and feet were a little off.
I replied to him with a kiss on his toes.
At first, he didn’t know where to put his hands. He didn’t dare put them on my waist, but he didn’t resist.
My kiss. He’s too tall for my position.
“Will you lower?” I smiled, “The neck is sore.” I’m sorry.
I must’ve had him. It took me a long time to look around and hold me.
Sits on the high flower plaque, heads down and starts to attack slowly and proactively.
He’s got no skills. I’m surprised.
It’s just that every time I put my tongue in his mouth, he couldn’t breathe.
But in this case, men never know what to do.
I couldn’t stand his attack, put my hand on him, breathe.
“Not here. I remind him.
Then, naturally, he took me to his house.
Two people came in and kissed me again and again.
The forehead, the lips, the neck, and the last hand to rest on my nightgown.
“Can you untie me?” I laughed.
He waited a while, and then he was like an animal breaking through a cage, and he was desperate for me.
All of it.
Even so, he stopped at the last step.
“I don’t have that. * He is silent and restrained. “I brought it. I’m sorry.
For a moment, he was a bit silent.
“I had a boyfriend. Do you mind? I asked him.
If he’s gonna back down, this is my last chance for him.
He looked at me in silence, with emotions I couldn’t read.
So We smiled with ease, and spread out our hands and covered themselves with the covers.
I was relieved to think he was sorry.
It’s just…
Suddenly he reached out and touched my cheek, and then he leaned down and kissed my eyes.
Easy.
“So now, can I like you? He whispered.
I don’t know how to respond.
If it’s just a game to take care of, then I’ll take care of it, but he says,
That makes me a mess.
“Can I?” He kissed my lips and kept asking me.
I was scared. I reached out to cover up my own panic.
Stay with his lips and let him talk. Throughout the process, he was gentle and restrained, but I was hot and mad.
Even so, I think of Haochuan in an untimely way.
Treat me softly.
I’ve been in love with Haochuan for five years, and it took me a year to break this level.
Yeah, give yourself to each other.
And this man before us, we’ve known less than a month…
“Does it hurt? He stopped asking me.
I was thinking, “A little bit. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
He was so emotional and devoted, but I was ashamed to wish him an early end.
12
Later, he fell asleep and held my hand.
But I couldn’t sleep.
I have some regrets for my impulses.
But I can’t tell if I’m sorry because I thought of Haogawa or because I saw Wang Qi.
I’m sorry.
I even had the urge to escape overnight. And then I went to bed and he woke up.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“I want water. “I had to find an excuse to get caught.”
“Don’t move. It’s too dark. I’ll get it for you. * He goes out of bed, and then later *
Come in from outside and pass me the glass.
I’ll get it. It’s a hot water.
I barely had a sip and I lay back.
“Can’t sleep?” And he took my hand, and the other hand came to massage me.
Neck.
He said that cervical vertebrates can affect sleep.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Shall I talk to you? He’s cheering up and holding me from behind.
“Hmm. I’m a little distracted.
“Do you want to move out? He asks me seriously.
I waited for a moment, and suddenly I laughed.
“Moving out? Where?” I was just kidding him. “From a man’s house to another man’s house and then out when he’s abandoned?”
I’m depressed.
He said he was tired and tired.
Love, enough of my nonsense and he’s far away from the sky and he can’t make me feel better.
“Honey, why don’t you come over to me and I’ll take care of you
I couldn’t get into a fight. I thought I’d see you every day.
I don’t want to fight with you…”
A big boy cried and begged me, and I got soft.
Even if my friends and parents talk to me, it’s stressful over there.
It’s all about matter, and it’s all over the place.
But they think they’re nice to me. I just think they’re noisy. They need money to take care of it.
They don’t know I planned for the rest of Hogawa’s life.
So I got three hours of commuting each day, squeezing into salted fish in the subway.
To save money and bring your own food every day, I’ve bought a couple of things in two dozen counties.
I don’t blink on a hundred-dollar dress, and now I’m looking for coupons…
I see him every time I get scolded by a client.
The “wife” came from me, and I was happy.
We thought we’d make enough money to go home and get old.
No, it’s fine. And remembering this, I was awakened by the hands of the men behind me.
A man’s bed, remembering our vows.
“Will you?” he asked.
I stopped, “I’m kidding. I’m sorry.
For a while.
I said, “I’m a website guest. I get $6,000 a month.
It’s $4,000 for a one-room room. I don’t know if I’m moving out.
The way to live. I’m sorry.
“Hey… but you’re a girl, your roommate brings her boyfriend back.
Shit. I’m sorry.
I just wanted to laugh. I don’t know what would happen if he knew my roommate was the man.
What a reaction.
“Yes.” I laughed. “Sleep, I’m sleepy. I’m sorry.
“Good. * He kissed me again, held me, fell asleep *
13
The next day, I left his house on the pretext of going back to sleep.
I went straight to the garage last night, and I didn’t look at it.
Wrong. His house is a small three-man house.
In this part of the world, it’s a paranoia to hit a worker like us.
He sent me downstairs.
I went back to my little ads from the quiet surroundings.
Adaptation.
I’m laughing at myself.
He didn’t send me upstairs.
Back home, the accident was Hocheon was there.
It’s Saturday. It’s normal for him to go out with Wang Yu for a swim.
He stood at my door, biting on a cigarette, watching me walk in.
I’m looking with my eyes.
“You slept with him? He has some sarcasm in his tone.
My day’s good mood is ruined by his words.
“What are you doing here? What about your ex-girlfriend sleeping with someone else? I laughed at him.
He smoked another cigarette and threw up a cigarette.
With guns and guns? I’m sorry.
“Then I’ll say it again. I slept with him. It feels good. “I reached out and pulled him out of my door, opened the door and was ready to leave him alone.
“Chaline, can you…” he looked at me helplessly.
“Can’t what?” I ask.
He’s suffocating, losing, “Forget about the past, we’ll all live well.” I’m sorry.
Forget it. Live well?
“Five years of love, five years of my youth, you’ve forgotten me? I laughed at him and said, “I’m a dog who knows how to leave the good stuff to me. I’ve been with you for five years. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help it. I yelled at him.
And when he was done, he looked at me, and there was no increase, but I myself shed tears unchallenged.
And he smoked his head down for a while, and he said, “Don’t make me get back together in this way. I said this time it’s impossible. It’s over. You spoil yourself, you waste yourself, it’s useless to me. How many times do you want me to say it?
I’m too tired. What do you want? I’m sorry.
I’m so angry and so desperate. I didn’t know how to let myself go, but he begged me to let him go.
“Give me $1 million and I’ll let you go.” * I don’t know how to watch *
Get my heart down.
He strangled for a while, put out the smoke, and he said, “You know I don’t have the money.
Ben, get rid of the rent and spend your time with you. I’m sorry.
I’m more desperate. He really thinks I’m doing it for money.
“So don’t ever let me leave you alone again. Let’s see who lives to the end.
Okay. I said, turn around and close the door.
14
Every time I fight, I’m suffocated.
But I picked up the phone and didn’t know who to talk to.
At the end of the day, I had to take the tablet, watch the laughter and see myself weeping.
I’m all into it, and nobody wants to talk.
Even if I get a message from Wang Qian, I don’t even look back.
And then he did it again. I couldn’t even look at it.
I didn’t know how to sleep. It was midnight when I woke up.
I was so hungry that I didn’t eat my lunch dinner. Get up and find some fruit in the fridge, milk and no light. I’ll be alone.
Sit in the kitchen and eat slowly.
After that, I got a little bit of strength and couldn’t sleep.
Wisdom.
“Wake up? Want me to pick you up for dinner at noon? I’m sorry.
“or if you can’t get up, I’ll bring it to you. What do you want?”
“Are you still up? What’s up? Are you sick?”
“See, come back to me, I’m a little worried about you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
“I still haven’t woken up, so I can sleep…can we have dinner together? I’m sorry.
“You ignore me, I’m a little… I feel wrong. Did I hurt you? I said,
Apologize. I’m sorry.
“You don’t want to see me. I’m downstairs. You show me the window.
I’ll leave if I’m okay. I’m sorry.
See here…
My heart says it’s fake not to touch.
But it’s just a little bit like I’ve lost the power to love. I’d be so excited to hear from anyone before.
Get on it now.
But now, I’m more annoying than a touch.
It reminds me that I cheated on someone else’s feelings.
I’m trying hard not to come back, but I’m not.
It’s 2:00 in the morning.
He must be asleep, so he’ll wake up in the morning and find out my tweets.
“I woke up and I was hungry so I could steal your message. Good night. * And I *
A message was returned.
It’s just been sent out, and it’s just on the other side that the hint “is being entered.”
It lasted several seconds before the message came.
“Good. Good night, dreams.
15
In the end, I didn’t see Wang Qi this weekend, even the following week.
Every time he sends a number of messages, I look at the mood for a word or even a word.
But I have to say, I feel a little better than I did the other day. I even wonder if I can’t leave Haokawa or not.
The feeling of being with a man depends on the concern of others.
Now, for example, Wang Qian is always bragging at me, and I’m ashamed of it.
I can’t help but be proud of every time he comes in.
Haochuan is still here with Wang Yu. I’m sick of it.
Crazy.
Because whenever Wang Yu comes, I’m in my room, enjoying his care, and…
He was molested with impunity.
Seeing that every time he’s inputting a hint, I feel like it.
Take, enjoy the way others feel about me.
Until it’s over next door, I’ll put an end to the charade.
The good news is in my dreams, my parents and I are fighting more and more.
Less.
“When will you let me see you?” I’m sorry.
“In two days. I’m sorry.
“And in two days, you’re not afraid of me? I’m sorry.
“What disease?”
“Presentation.” * Eating at night and watching the message he sent me *
Smile up. It’s not like this guy who’s a decent guy who talks like a real guy.
Yeah.
My colleagues say I’m in love, and I’ve obviously been laughing lately.
Did you?
“You’re a doctor yourself and a disease you can’t cure yourself. I’m sorry.
“You can’t save me if you don’t see me…”
He made me laugh again.
I found myself laughing, and then I had a little bit of bitterness.
“Then you come to me. I’m sorry.
“Now?”
“What? Not willing? Expired. I’m sorry.
“Wait for half an hour. I’m sorry.
I thought he was coming over, and suddenly I was nervous.
He’s not back yet. As usual, he and Wang Yu will be back around 11:00 p.m.
Come on.
Wang Qian, I don’t think he’ll hit it, but at night…
Remembering what, I sent him another message reminding him to buy birth control.
When Wang Qian came, I had packed my room. It didn’t look so messy, and I had new covers and sheets. Then we lay together and my heart beat a little fast.
16
“What have you been doing these days? * He’s on his side, and some of him is too close to me *
That’s funny. You’ve slept. Are you shy?
“I miss you. I’m not saying anything.
“Fake me”?
“Ah, what are you doing?” I’m sorry.
It turns out that being loved is the feeling of being able to say that I miss you, that I love you, and that I don’t even want to say it.
“Chang Ling, are you serious about me? He took my hand and looked me in the eye.
“Of course. “I admired myself for having gone so far in this relationship, that I told him all I wanted to hear, that there was no burden in my heart, and I even wondered if it was the same feeling that Haogawa said to me that day, “It’s true, if you want to touch it.” * I’m teasing, put his hands where my heart is *
He stopped for a second and took his hand back.
I saw his throat rolling, and I saw other emotions.
“But if you don’t answer my message, I always think you’re playing me. He mocked himself.
I laughed, “I’ve been busy this week and I miss you, but I have to work.
I can’t feed myself. I’m sorry.
And We gave him what Hachuan had said to me.
I thought he’d be mad, and he touched my cheek, “It’s hard to be a guest.
The sky must be calm and gentle with every client. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
“You don’t think my job is simple, easy, sitting there getting electricity every day.
Word? I smiled and asked.
“Can I get another job?” I don’t want you to suffer. I’m sorry. * He’s looking seriously *
And I, “I’ve been looking for my uncle, and he runs a financial company, missing one.
Clerk, I can introduce you to try. I’m sorry.
“No need. “I refused, and I felt too fast, and I added,
“Don’t worry, thank you. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to. I dream of a good environment, easy work, no.
Quietly to get clients to work. I just didn’t think he’d go to his relatives and introduce me to their father.
I did panic, sir.
“It’s okay, you take your time. I’m sorry.
“Good. * I’ll be closer, hold him, *
I’m talking about work?”
“…”he looked at me with all his heart.
I kissed his lips.
He just started responding to me and letting me do anything.
When he was almost nicked, he stopped me.
I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
“All right. I smiled and laughed.
What would he think if he knew I had him staying here on purpose?
I even figured out a way out for myself.
“I don’t want us to be heard. He’s a little hesitant.
“So I’m silent? I laughed and asked him.
“…he didn’t take a good look at me. I’m sorry.
Well, this guy… “That’s fine…” I pushed him off on purpose and pretended to be angry.
He stunned me for a moment and took me over, and in my ear he said, “Your roommate is like a…
When will you be back?”
Eleven o’clock. I’m sorry.
He’s been thinking about it for a second, and he’s got his wake-up phone, and he’s looking at the time, and he’s…
It’s like, “Well, I’ll be quick. I’m sorry.
Get out of here!
I’m just as happy as he’s made me laugh.
Why do you want it to end in half an hour?
Does he think I’ll let him go?
I blocked him again, kissed him, held my hand, slowly.
Down…
Obviously, he didn’t get what he wanted.
I wanted to make fun of him when he tried so hard to contain himself.
At this moment, the sound of an open door is coming out.
The two of us stopped at once.
The footsteps passed through the living room, went to the toilet and returned to the room a few minutes later.
He didn’t bring Wang Yu?
But it doesn’t matter. I let him enjoy what I was forced to listen to.
Tastes.
I kissed the Prince again on purpose.
“You don’t…”
“Don’t what…”
“Your roommate…”
Leave him alone. I’m sorry.
“You sure? I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He may never have suffered so much, and I think he’s sweating out of his forehead.
“Demon.” He whispered in my ear.
And when I was going to make a sound, he reached out and covered my mouth.
What?
17
When I woke up the next morning, I wanted Wang Qian to go out and see Hogawa’s turn.
Yes.
But he left early.
He said he wanted me to move to him because he didn’t want to.
I refused, he kept quiet, but came to me once or twice a week.
I don’t know if it’s a coincidence or something.
I didn’t come back. I heard nothing next door.
Then one day Wang told me a surprise when he took me to dinner. I’m sorry.
“My sister’s taking her boyfriend home. * He held my hand *
Test me.
“…”
I couldn’t talk for half a day.
What it means to see parents is self-evident.
I’m a little annoying.
I don’t know if I’m bothering Haogawa about seeing Wang Yu’s parents, or if I’m bothering Wang Qiang
Show me this. “You don’t have any ideas?” He put me in a rib and watched.
I am.
“Good. * I returned to him, to him *
He seemed to have seen me, and he didn’t take it apart. He grabbed my hand, and asked me, “What?
You’re not gonna give me a name yet? I’m sorry.
“What’s the name?” I play dumb.
“Hang Ling…” He held his hands on my shoulder, bowed his head and looked at me, “I’m quick.
If I was 30, my parents wouldn’t have arranged for me to have a date once a week.
Okay. I’m sorry.
My heart is ticking.
We’ve known each other for over a month. I’m sorry.
We’ve explored it with each other, but we’ve been seeing parents for so long.
Exaggeration.
“…”he’s silent, a little upset.
“It’s too short, we don’t even know it yet.
Me, or was it just an impulse? I’m sorry.
I’ve been with Haogawa for five years, and I’ve been thinking about it, but…
The end is a chicken hair. I’m a little excited about him, but I can’t tell if that’s really like or hor.
It’s a delusion.
After all, I’m close to his purpose and it’s not simple.
Of course, I have to admit, I’m much better off because of him.
As I heard today about Hogawa’s parents, I was just shocked, but I didn’t crash.
I felt like he was going to see Wang Yu’s parents.
To slowly pull up the curtain. I’m also trying to accept that there is no change.
“…”he’s down in his mind.
Seeing his silence, I think it’s good.
He should think about my relationship with him. If he gives up on me, I might.
It’s a relief, after all, it’s a game that can’t end.
“How can I prove that you believe that I am serious to you? * And suddenly he looked up *
I am.
“I didn’t mean it that way.” I was kind of hard to say, “I just thought we were…
We can spend more time together…”
“Did you hear the one next door? He suddenly asked me.
He brought me here for dinner. I didn’t notice the next room.
A lot, it’s kind of fun.
“What’s wrong?” I asked. “Come with me. He suddenly stood up and held my hand.
I’m like a soulless puppet. He’s pulling me next door.
Drive, I want to run.
Because they’re all shouting “Dr. Wang.” I’m sorry.
“Who’s this? You don’t want to introduce us?”
A bunch of people up.
Wang Qiang pinched my hand and kindly introduced him to his colleague.
Ling. I’m sorry.
“You have a girlfriend. How can we not know? I’m sorry.
“Come and sit down! Here…
“Applause.”
Dr. Wang, you’re so wrong that you have a girlfriend to introduce us…
I don’t know.
I was pushed to the table by his warm colleagues, and the whole man was a bit blind.
I looked back a bit awkwardly for his help, but he came and held me.
Hands, take me to the seat.
It’s a little bit more in the room. His colleagues were very enthusiastic and took care of me. They didn’t ask me where I was working.
Ask me if I’m from here, there’s no car, there’s no room.
They turned all the food they thought was good to me, so they didn’t embarrass me.
A lot of interesting things happen in hospitals.
At last, my nervousness faded in this atmosphere, and I listened to them in silence.
God, listen to them.
Wang Qing was always just smiling and staring at me.
Fearing that I might be nervous, he always took my hand and pacified it again and again under the table.
I’ve never received so much attention and so much enthusiasm.
At that moment, I seemed to have become one of them.
The world has become gentle.
“Dr. Wang, wasn’t she your patient last month? It’s too light-speed.
Okay. A coworker tuning.
This colleague is a doctor from Wang Yi.
As soon as he finished, the whole scene got a little out of control and suddenly I got nervous again.
Apparently, I was the one who seduced the king. He was just a fish caught. I was afraid of him.
Oh, more than being embarrassed.
I feel like I’m causing him trouble.
He’s also silent. People stopped laughing at each other, and colleagues started beating up that mouthy doctor.
18
“It’s me. “Like a century later, he finally said, “I stole it.
It was only the first time in the past month that she had had a chance to speak to her. I’m sorry.
When he opened his mouth, everyone was shocked, including me.
We all look forward to him continuing.
“Four years ago, when I studied, I went to her school to participate in the debate. She was the best.
Convoy. He said that after giving up, he was waiting for his face to be turned on.
I’m shocked that the whole people are numb.
If he doesn’t mention it, I forget I’ve had that experience.
“Ha ha ha, Dr. Wang, are you going to the debate or to see the beauty?”
Then I remembered someone else. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, four or five years ago, remember how long you wanted someone else? I’m sorry.
Sister-in-law, do you remember our doctor? I’m sorry.
The subject suddenly turned to me and I can’t think anymore.
“I don’t remember. I whispered.
And then a moment of laughter.
I really don’t remember him, when he and Haochuan were on fire, and I couldn’t care less about the other boys.
It’s just that this competition did make me famous in the first World War at school, and then a lot of more boys and more of them.
Of course I didn’t give a shit. I only had Haogawa.
Would they have been disappointed if they had known that they were still the best and best contenders of the day, and now they’re fighting with their boyfriends, but they’re crying, and they’re making a scene in which there are no rules?
What about the best defense? In the battle of love, I was also a total loser…
“Well, it’s okay, I’m pretty impressed with you. “I’m not angry, I’m just laughing to admit I’ve always remembered.
“I don’t see why Dr. Wang is so kind…”
My colleague was in a state of shock to him, but he was not in a hurry to peel the shrimp so I could run it through the water.
He said my period always hurts and I can’t eat spicy.
My mind was buzzing, and he knew me long ago, and he loved me long ago, so my stinging was a flimsy ploy, and he didn’t care, even if I didn’t. So, he came with me very quickly, but he wasn’t shallow.
I’m not a good girl or I’m willing to hook up because he remembers me for four or five years?
At the end of the day, his colleagues gave their blessing and said they wanted to drink our joy.
Wine.
My heart is bitter.
I was wrong. I shouldn’t have done it to him.
If everyone thinks it’s a game, I can do whatever it takes.
Love, makes me feel so guilty. I shouldn’t have hurt him.
19
I found an excuse to cry in the bathroom after dinner.
When I thought of years ago, I made myself look like a human being for a fucking love, ghost.
Unlike ghosts, I just want to cry.
The nicer people treat me, the worse I look. I can’t help but think about what I did.
Yeah?
How am I supposed to make up for the mistakes I’ve made?
I can’t imagine the shock, the disappointment when Wang Qian knew the truth…
I can’t even imagine if I’m really with him and Haogawa is with his sister.
Can she accept such a complex relationship? But now how disappointed would he be if I turned him down? He’s his friend.
My colleague introduced me to his girlfriend and I’m gonna tell him to end this.
Relationship?
I finally realized I was wrong. I should’ve given up Haogawa and brought Wang Yu back.
When he broke up…
I sat all over the toilet in pain and tears.
After a while, a girl came to me and looked down and cried like a jerk.
Me.
“How are you, beautiful? He’s worried about you, Jean.
I’ll show him in. I’m sorry.
I looked at her for a few seconds, and my brain reacted for a while, and I realized Wang was waiting outside.
I am.
“All right. “I’m standing up with tears.
I was just going out, thinking of something, and I fell back.
On the table, I saw my own self-crying make-up. It was ugly.
I can’t do anything.
But at this point, I don’t have time to lose my temper.
I am.
I washed a face, took out the makeup in the bag, and covered myself with tears. At the end of the day, there were only red eyes, and I thought he’d find out just by avoiding his eyes.
Nope.
On the way out, I kept breathing and reminded myself not to cry.
Hold on.
Then he saw him waiting anxiously at the door, and as soon as he saw me, he came to hold me.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. I got a call. I’m sorry. * I’m avoiding him *
Search.
He looked at me for a while, and he didn’t say anything. He pulled me into the garage.
20
When I was glad he didn’t ask me anything, he suddenly turned around and held me.
In that dark garage, he held me tight and gently touched my hair.
Top.
“What’s wrong? “It’s my turn to ask him what happened.
“…he doesn’t talk, he just holds me tight as if I would
Leave him alone.
“I’m in pain. I feel like I’m suffocating.
He finally let me go, and I looked up and saw his eyes red. In a moment, my brain was blank.
“Let’s go. * He took me away from my eyes and took me to the car *
Put on my seatbelt and he’s on the other side.
On the way, he was silent and I didn’t say a word.
He doesn’t ask me, and I don’t ask him.
When he came downstairs, he looked at me and rubbed my hair.
I’ll be fine, okay?”
And I waited for a second and said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
“I’m going on a business trip for a week next week. * He’s standing there waiting for me to invite him *
Go on.
But I can’t handle him.
“Then be safe. * Just now, I feel like he’s in a bad mood, so I’ll fix it *
“I’ll wait for you. I’m sorry.
When he heard that, he finally looked better.
Kiss, “I’ll bring you a present. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
This night, I was lying in bed, thinking a lot.
I’ve been thinking about Haogawa, but I’ve been thinking more about seeing Wang Qian for the first time.
After the dot drop.
But I can’t remember how much I saw him at the debate.
I almost got up till dawn and got up to work.
I’ve never looked forward to working.
When I left work, I didn’t eat, I went to the agency.
I told the agent I wanted to rent a room. He asked me about the budget.
Yes?
He took a look at me and told me it was impossible unless it was in the basement.
And it’s worth three, and it’s worth 4000 a month.
Three hundred bucks is just rusty. The sewers are always blocked, even in the middle of the night.
Wine-dumb little old man.
I went back to the rental house, and I was thinking, and I was in the new city, and Dad was in high school.
Teacher, Mom’s a supermarket salesman. My family doesn’t earn much, but I didn’t.
I’ve lived in such a bad house.
I didn’t think there was anything wrong with this rental house.
As long as I have a place to live, I feel happy. I can’t believe I’m getting paid to live in a rental house.
Worse house.
I don’t understand what it means to be in this city.
He’s not in my life anymore.
I’m lost.
Now, what can I do if I move out?
But when I thought about Wang Qi, he said, “We’ll be fine.”
I’m soft again.
I finally made up my mind to leave Haogawa and start trying to live a good life and try to be with myself.
Better, try and talk to Wang Qian about a relationship that won’t work out.
I know. First I need to confess to Wang Qian and ask for his forgiveness, then I need to talk to him.
Down the thing.
He texted me several times, and I tried to tell him about it, but it was all because of it.
Fear and hesitation.
22
Wang Qing seems busy after he’s been on business.
I’m afraid it might affect my sleep. Every conversation is over soon.
In the meantime, I’ve finally found a place far away from the subway station, but it’s a nice place.
But one room, only 3,500 a month, that’s my limit. But on three, I don’t have that much cash.
I thought I’d pay my salary in a few days, and I’d take one out of the loan.
Point, you can get the money.
The number of returns has also been low recently.
Probably staying at Wang Yu’s house?
I don’t know.
I don’t want to know.
I stayed in the house alone, I didn’t follow the play, I just sat there.
Sometimes I feel too busy, and I start packing my own clothes and putting it in one piece.
Put it in the box.
I’ll clean up some of Haochuan’s old stuff or buy it together.
In a box, thinking of giving it back to him or throwing it away.
I sat on the sofa and looked at every corner of the house I had myself set up.
I’ve bought one of them, and I’ll think of my ending with Haokawa.
It’s just funny.
This is when Wang Qi came.
He texted me outside the door.
I ran to the door without my shoes on. “When did you get back? I opened the door to think I should hold on.
“Just get off the plane. He stood at the door and laughed at me with a pullbox in his hand.
“Why don’t you go home first? * I thought he’d climb the 7th floor with his suitcase *
Ouch.
“I miss you so much. He’s still laughing.
“Don’t let me in?” he asked.
“None. I just realized he was still standing outside the door.
As soon as he pulled his luggage into the room, he grabbed me from behind.
He sucked deep in my neck for a few seconds, and he opened his mouth and said, “Sang Ling, I’m sick again.
I never knew it would hurt to miss someone. I’m sorry.
In a moment, a current came out of my head, and he said he missed me.
So happy.
I was touched by what he said, and I was laughing. I was trying to say something to him. His kiss.
I had a head-to-face crush.
“The king…”
“Well,” he kissed me like he wanted me for the week.
Come back, “Don’t talk until I kiss.” I’m sorry.
It’s like I’m being compelled by him, and I’m being kissed by him. Then deep down, we roll together.
This time more intense than ever, we both sweat.
23
Then I sat in his arms and talked.
I heard him say something funny about his business trip. He always mentioned it in three words.
I am.
He said he wanted to buy me anything.
Take me with you, and I’d like to have anything good to eat if I were there.
He said he thought he was crazy…
I think he is.
Listen to him. I’m thinking of telling him I’m moving, and then I’m moving.
After that, find a time to tell him everything.
I imagined that if he really loved me, he might slowly accept my mistakes, Bea.
I’m trying to correct that mistake. But I’ve made the worst of plans, if
He won’t forgive me, so I’ll apologize to him and then I’ll be fine.
But before I opened the door, there was a noise outside the door.
My heart’s in the air.
Because they came back, apparently two. “Your roommate’s back? The king heard it, and probably two.
“I’m glad I got back early…”
He was helplessly shrugged.
And I’m, at the moment, so nervous.
I have never prayed so much to the next door that it would be better not to make a sound or to speak.
But the more you worry about it, the more it goes in that direction.
Show.
At first, it was just a normal sound, and then later, it got worse and worse.
Heavy breathing, unbridled girls…
Wang’s face is getting more complex and my hands are sweating.
He looked at me, “You used to hear it every night? I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything.
He looks bad.
Finally, he reached out and covered my ear.
We’re both silent. I don’t know what he’s thinking. I’m sorry I eavesdropped.
Or is there doubt about my character.
But I don’t care, because my nerves are so tight, I just expect them right now.
Quick end, then shut up and sleep. But after a century, it seemed like it was over, but it’s over.
Okay.
They’re starting to fight afterwards.
As long as Wang Qing is not a fool, he should hear the voice of Wang Yu.
Because his hands were clearly shaking.
Then he let go of my ear.
He’s staring at me, looking at me with questioning.
I know he’s wondering, he’s confused, why his sister is next door.
“You told me about your roommate and your boyfriend? * He took a deep breath and tried *
“Don’t you tell me your roommate is Wang Yu?” I’m sorry.
“I…” I closed my eyes in pain, and I knew it would happen.
Thinking of this day will be today.
“His boyfriend, Hogawa? He kept asking me.
“…” I avoid his eyes and express my acquiescence.
He stares at me and looks at me for a minute and asks, “He’s your ex.”
Boyfriend? I’m sorry.
Bang that string in my head is broken.
My world is dark.
I’ve been looking forward to this since the day I seduced him.
God, I can’t breathe again.
I saw him in a hurry to put on his clothes and pull the suitcase and walk to the door.
Mouth, look at me.
“I was surprised last week my sister took your ex-boyfriend home.
It was a long time ago. I shouldn’t have doubted you. * He’s leaning on his head *
But you’re still living with your ex-boyfriend and you’re still looking for me?
“What do I take for?”
“I’m sorry…” I can’t even say I’m sorry.
“…”he didn’t talk, he looked down on me.
He bends over, pulls out the suitcase and puts everything in it.
The floor at the door…
Make-up, specialty, dress, necklace…
He’s very light, very slow, so slow he seems to be saying goodbye to me.
After the last one, he was on the ground for a while, and I couldn’t see his face, and he was slow.
Get up, “It’s all for you, you throw it away. I’m sorry.
At the end of the sentence, he had no more attachments and pulled his suitcase out of his room. Then I heard the knock next door.
Wang Yu, you come out, I want to talk to you. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Later, I didn’t go out again.
I’m afraid, and I’m weak.
I don’t know what happened.
It was just that Haokawa came into my room.
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“Chang Ling, why are you so mean? *He came in and gave a gift from the doorman *
Kicked everywhere.
I don’t want to deal with him. Turn around and keep crying.
“You… are your revenge so strong? I’m with Wang Yu, so you sleep with her.
Brother? You’re really scary. You know what you look like now? * He’s so angry *
It’s all shaking.
“Like what? * I’m not gonna say a word.
“Drug! I’m so glad I broke up with you.
If I marry you and divorce you, will you destroy my family? I laughed.
I smiled and cried even harder.
“You know, I’ve seen her parents. Next step is getting married, her father.
The mother also gave us a little house. You set me up. It’s all gone.
Are you satisfied? I’m sorry.
He was growling and tearing my covers apart.
And when I saw my clothes, he suddenly said, “You’re so hungry, so lacking.
Men? I’m sorry.
My heart is not colder than it is at this moment… so cold as to tremble and feel the world is empty.
Hope.
Get out! “I’ve had my whole life, and I’ve smashed it with a bed top.
He’s in pain, crouching on the ground, screaming, crying, “So, we end up…
It’s even, right? Don’t ever get involved in this again. I’m sorry.
He turned around and fell on my door.
I went out of bed, locked the door, and I sat on the floor, looking at a gift, crying.
He’s shaking…
25
I didn’t know how long I was crying. I climbed to my bed and I took my phone and I sent Wang Siu a message. I want to explain, or ask for his forgiveness.
But after a long time of editing, I finally deleted it. I can’t explain it any more.
Yes, and everything is true, and I’m a scum.
Or a scum who can’t be pure.
In the end, I just wrote “sorry” to the past.
Then the sea sank.
I waited hours, I didn’t wait for a message.
He’s over.
I’m sitting on the ground, thinking about my fucking life, my failed love, nothing.
Life, I’d like to talk to someone.
I couldn’t find a person to talk about.
My last finger stopped on Dad’s tweet.
It’s been six months since the latest tweet.
My heart is desolate.
“Dad, I want to go home. I’m sorry.
After that, I’m going to be the second. “I’d like to go home and eat your sweet, jealous fish, and I want to go home and eat my mother’s ginger duck.
Home…”
I can’t cry at last.
“Dad, I was wrong. I want to go home. I’m sorry.
I’ve barely been in touch with my family for a year of love.
I think I’ve grown up to take care of everything in my life…
But I did not expect that year to be the wrong decision.
Then I fell asleep in a coma because I was too tired.
When I was a kid, Dad used me as an example to his students. He said I was with him.
He always put my prize in the most visible place in the living room.
Jae, when people come to visit us, and mention me, he’s always proud…
I don’t know how long it took me to wake up.
“Lingling…” I heard my mother calling my name.
I thought it was in a dream.
The next knock made me realize it was not a dream.
And when I opened it, I saw my mom’s sad face and my dad’s black one.
Face.
I guess I’m having a little bit of dirt, and my dad put his face in the living room. I was scared.
“Mom, what are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“Your father got up in the middle of the night in the bathroom and saw your message.
Started studying the tickets all night and bought the first one to fly over. What the hell?
What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I’m probably crying all night, my eyes are swollen, and my mom’s so worried she’ll get her eyes red.
“I’m… nothing, I’m just… homesick. I lied.
My mother didn’t ask much, she just looked at things on the ground and stopped talking.
She found me clothes, let me put them on, I washed my face and came to the living room.
Where’s Haokawa? My dad sits there and he talks very seriously.
“I broke up with him. I told him the truth.
My dad’s angry, I’ve seen it, it’s scary.
I really don’t want him to know what I can’t say.
“I don’t want to hear you say, you call Haogawa out. I’m sorry.
His tone scared me and Mom. I had to knock on Hogawa’s door.
As a result, Hao-chuan had seen my dad, too. “Uncle, I did break up with Shannon. I’m sorry.
“For what?” I knew my dad was suppressing his fire.
Hocheon looked at me and said, “We don’t fit. I’m sorry.
“Pow…” As soon as my dad’s desk was shot, he stood up and gave Haogawa a sound.
“I’ve given my daughter to you for five years. You said you had a bad personality.
What? I’m sorry.
Haogawa was thrown to the ground and never dared to rebut it.
“Go clean her up and go home. “My father was so angry that he was shaking.
My tears fell off.
My mom turned around and cleaned me up.
Soon, we’ll pack up a few big boxes.
“These shoes, are they yours?” My mom packed a pair of black shoes in the shoe closet.
It’s not mine. It’s Wang Yu’s. I’m surprised.
“You don’t know what your daughter wears? “My father saw it at first sight.
It’s not my size.
Because at school, my dad bought me clothes and shoes. He took a second look at Hogawa sitting on the floor, walked unkindly and kicked one.
Foot.
“Scoundrel, is that what you’re talking about? You and other girls are the same.
It fits. My dad pointed at those shoes.
Hocheon couldn’t argue, crouched on the floor and cried.
Then my dad opened the door and asked me to go straight to the high iron station.
“Dad, I have a job. I can’t just go. I’m sorry.
“Now, what work do you need? He’s…
You look at me and you say, “You’ve got your hands and your feet back home, and you’re afraid you’ll survive?” Don’t you?
I’ll give you my pension! I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I listened to him and felt warm.
They’ll always be here when I’m running into a bloody love.
After every injury, I slowly heal my wounds.
I took a look at the city at the gate of the car.
I don’t have any memories, some just a little regret.
Maybe there’s really a sequence of people coming up.
No regrets? Back home, my parents made me my favorite food every day, after eating and pulling me.
Go for a walk.
They don’t say anything about work.
They don’t say anything about feelings.
Every time a relative wonders about my boyfriend, my dad goes back, “She’s still…
When you want to get married, I’ll keep her.
A lifetime. I’m sorry.
Those people don’t dare to marry again.
My dad said I’d get a job for a while, and I’d be comfortable with it.
Home.
It’s okay in the daytime. I’m always a hippie-smug face. It’s like nothing happened.
The night is dark, and my memories and my regrets are so painful.
I spent a few months at home, and I met some of my classmates and then I got a complaint.
Tell me Hogawa has a girlfriend. Ask me if I know. I went to high school with Hogawa.
It was only in college that he formally pursued me as a girlfriend.
I guess she said Wang Yu and didn’t care.
“Really?” I’m not asking.
“You’ve been together a long time. What’s the big breakup? She asked. “The character doesn’t fit. When I said that, I didn’t feel much in my heart.
Okay.
“Well, guys seem to like that cute, cute type. * She handed over the phone *
Show me.
I was surprised for a second because the girl in his friends’ circle wasn’t Wang Yu.
That girl does look simple and cute.
At the instigation of his classmates, I turned over all his recent friends.
He looks like he’s actually found someone he likes.
They all feel so warm.
Bless him?
I don’t know…
But at least, I’m relieved that maybe I’m not the type for him, and neither am I.
Want to change again for who.
I want to do it myself.
I came home at night and suddenly thought of Wang Yi.
What kind of girl does he fit?
Does he have a girlfriend? Does he still hate me? Or is there another girl already?
The more he gets, he gets free of me? These problems torture me to find information about him, but leave the city.
When I hacked him, I couldn’t find any news of him.
I went to Wang Yu’s Weibo again, and I turned on that one.
Happy marriage. I’m sorry.
In a moment, my brain was blank.
I turned off my phone, and I was lying in bed, and I lost all my strength.
It’s only a few months. Are you getting married?
He was 30 years old and should be married.
So, what am I dreaming about and what are you restless about?
But even though I keep trying to convince myself not to think, not to go, not to go…
Yes.
I still couldn’t stand to get up and look at all the information from that debate.
Over the years, there were only one or two photos left on the Internet, and he was not there.
Just as I was desperate, I suddenly went through the white walls of our school.
I actually wanted to ask anonymously if anyone had a list of the contestants.
And then I just went in, and I saw a statement on top of it.
The key word is “debate.”
“I fell in love at first sight with a girl who was confident and elegant at the XX Contest. She’s got a high ponytail and a smile with two pear vortex. This is an anonymous post.
I see my name is mentioned in a large part of my response.
I just remembered that after the debate, my roommate said I was famous and someone was giving me a confession.
I didn’t care much, but because I heard that it was on top, I felt that someone had mentioned my name, and I was a little annoyed, and I answered the post.
I pulled down there, and I did say, “Thank you, I have a boyfriend, I’m happy. I’m sorry.
I was so happy that I didn’t want to tell the world that I was the happiest person and that no one should bother me.
How come you’ve been on top all these years?
I couldn’t help but to see the anonymous author come back and say, “Thank you, I’m excited and excited today, I’m finally with the girl in my dream, and now she’s my girlfriend, and thank God for sending her to me, and I’m so happy that if next month’s proposal works, you’re all my witnesses! I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it. The hands with the mouse are shaking.
And then I held my breath, and I kept pulling down, and I saw that every day there was a reply from my netizens, all full of blessing and every blessing he tried to do. I realized I was crying again.
Turns out Wang Qi is the anonymous white man, so…
But he’s getting married. It’s hard to think.
I’m suddenly so upset.
I lie in bed, and I keep trying to convince myself not to think about it, and I think of it as a young man.
The mistake is to think of Wang Qian as a slightly sweet memory of the loss of love.
He’s getting married, I’m not going anywhere, I’m just bringing him trouble, that’s all.
Forget it.
And then in the morning, I bought the first ticket.
“Dad, I’m going back. I’m sorry.
I’m ready to be scolded.
“What for?”
“Something at the company, I have to go over there. I lied.
My dad looked through my mind and didn’t yell at me.
“This time, how long. I’m sorry.
When I heard him say that, I felt so unkind. “Don’t worry, only two or three days. I’m sorry.
“Go ahead. I’m sorry.
My dad didn’t say anything.
Sitting in the moving car, I looked out the window and I started thinking. This is 1640.
There’s been so many hesitations.
It’s not the first time I’ve been on a journey like this, but it’s for different people.
Do you have the courage to walk away from love?
I laughed at myself for being never mature enough because others didn’t even say it.
Then we’ll go back to the road.
That’s why I get tired.
The next day, I sat in a waiting chair outside his room, sewd through the door, like a long time ago.
So, look at every detail of him.
He was wearing a mask, sitting right there, as if time had returned to my original.
See him that day.
Nothing has changed, except that it is man and wrong.
I’ve been sitting for half an hour, and in the end, reason has prevailed over emotion.
I shouldn’t be here. I can’t keep being the bad guy. Sometimes I want to be the good guy.
People. I’m up and ready to leave.
As soon as he turned around, he hit a man.
“It’s you?” He looked at me, and I had some impressions.
His colleague, “Will you wait for Dr. Wang? I’ll call him.”
“No need!” I rushed to stop him.
Thank you. Don’t help me.
And then he thought I was polite, and he put my hand on the door.
Friends for you. I’m sorry.
Well, I’m embarrassed.
I saw Wang Yi’s eyes come and look at me, and I was scared to evacuate for a second.
I’m sorry, because I’m so confused right now, I can’t even remember what I’m supposed to say.
What.
The first reaction in my head is to escape.
Then I’ll be walking in a second.
Go to the elevator door, I don’t think it’s fast enough, just take the stairs.
“Changling. “A few steps have been taken and his voice has been heard.
I can’t move my pace. It’s been a long time, and I had to turn around and pull out a little smile.
See. I’m sorry.
“It’s been a long time. * And he sighs, he walks towards me. *
Every step closer, my heart beats one degree.
“Are you okay? I’m here today to find a friend…
Go ahead, “For old times, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I’m finally saying three words of sorry.
“I’m sorry for three words, but you’ve been gone for three months? * He suddenly turned *
Ask me.
Ask me about my face.
“I, I went back home, my dad, my dad told me to go back for a date. * I’ll try to be *
It doesn’t look too bad.
“So, did it work?” He asked again.
I don’t know what he means.
I’m suddenly afraid of his present tone.
Soon. “I’m a low-key whisperer.
He suddenly laughed. Then come near me and hold me in my arms.
I was surprised by the suddenness of his actions.
Don’t you dare! * And when he said it, he looked down and kissed me on the lips. *
I can’t stand him. I feel a little suffocated.
He was in his arms.
After a few minutes of kissing, he let me go, spitting in the air, “I’m still on.
Ben. You wait in my car. * Throw me the car keys. *
Before he left, he added, “Don’t go. If you disappear again, I’ll go.
You’ve got you back home. I’m sorry.
“You’re not getting married. I’m standing there.
He heard that, and suddenly he got himself in, and he smiled, and he said, “I don’t do that.
Come back? Not alone. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to go back upstairs.
Liar?
Well, I underestimated him.
I’m a little angry, but I’m more glad that it’s not too late.
At noon, he took me straight home. In the house, he took me to the room without saying a word, and he made me a word.
Can’t say.
He said it was a punishment for what I had done to him and that he would punish for life.
I can’t resist.
Then he held me and used to rub my neck.
“Did it hurt lately?” he asked.
“A little. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, I’ll massage you every day from now on.”
Be nice.
“Sorry. I said it again.
I’m sure he can understand what I’m talking about.
He didn’t talk. He just opened the drawer and handed me a ticket, “Tore.”
Let’s go. I’m sorry.
I’ll open it up. He’s flying my home ticket tomorrow.
“If you’re not here today, I’ll come to your place.
I’d rather you never say those three words to me. Pass.
Just let it go. We’ll be fine, okay? I’m sorry.
I turned around and held him tight, “Okay. Then I went back home.
I’ve been looking for information about the city, and I finally passed.
An online interview with a company, they asked me to cover it in a week.
The day before I left, my dad asked me if I was sure?
Wang Jing held my hand and wanted my dad to give him a chance.
My dad didn’t say anything.
But he gave Wang Qian a meal with all his relatives. I was embarrassed.
I’ve never been able to answer every relative’s question with the utmost sincerity.
My mom said Wang Qing is afraid I’m going to bully him.
Then at night, my dad called me in, and he asked me, “If this one goes missing again,
Lose. Can you afford it? I’m sorry.
It’s my choice. I’m down.
“Who lets you take care of it?
I’ll hit one while your father’s bones are hard. I’m sorry.
My tears came out.
Go back to my room, Wang Qi didn’t ask me why I cried, just hugged me.
Let’s get married and get your parents to me.
Let’s go live there. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything.
He thought I couldn’t leave my parents. He did, but not all of them.
I just don’t think that God is as bad as I thought. After that darkest time, it sent me to the best.
I have loved my parents, I have loved him, and I have taken the courage to fight again.
Life, I want to apply for another fight.
