What’s the moment of your unforgettable heart? – What?

My break-up essay to my boyfriend was sent by him to his brothers, full of screens.

“This girl licks a dog. I’m sorry.

“Brother Bull. I’m sorry.

My tears, all night long, are the spoils of war he was proud of before his brothers.

And then I didn’t know, the shoes I threw away, and he kept them for ten years…

I’m Lin Chanqing.

A 150-pound fat man.

You remember me. It’s a small shame in your life.

The first time I saw you was outside of Kentucky’s.

When I was sulking about whether to drink milk tea, you suddenly appeared before me, wearing white shirts, jeans, the sun on your face, and you laughed with dimples, gentle and polite, while at the other table a group of boys laughed and didn’t know what to say.

My heart beats fast, looking at the sisters around me, and I think the boy who looks so good is supposed to be white with Ang-chan, and he’s ready to leave, and you grabbed his hand.

“I like you…”

Really? You know what?

My heart was beating so fast that I turned around and I confirmed.

“You mean me?”

I heard your name a long time ago.

And I’m just the most common of many ordinary girls.

I look at your gentle smile and try to see something.

“I’m a fat man…”

In the back, I’ll hold my mouth and chew.

Why do you like me?

It’s like the winner, and it’s all light. I have repeatedly confirmed that it is not as real as a dream.

You’re still smiling. You’re showing clean and white teeth.

‘Cause you’re cute.

And then I knew that you were just having a real adventure with your friends.

And your adventures are about to be told by the ugliest girls present, so don’t laugh.

And to make her like you and confess.

It’s funny, Rudd. I thought the good beginnings and encounters were nothing but pleasures when you were bored.

You know what?

I’ve always had to wear the largest size in my clothes and I’ve never even dared to wear anything but black in order to be thin.

I’m afraid to eat too much oil, and my roommates in my dorm always compliment me on my chubby, chubby, chubby, and make me laugh behind my back.

They like to take me out because the fat that’s spilling out of my waist is more slender and beautiful.

I don’t know, but I’m a fat guy.

If I’m good, I’m still a cute fat guy. If I’m not, it’s not even cute.

I can only pretend to be stupid and unheard of to play what they like me.

I wonder if you can understand that low self-esteem?

A fat guy, the most I’ve ever heard is cute, because there’s nothing to compliment me but cute people.

But that’s a completely different thing to say from your mouth.

I know something’s wrong.

I know I know.

But that day I couldn’t keep my face down, and with my last sense of reason I suppressed my heart and said that.

“No, I don’t like you. I’m sorry.

It’s not because you like to confess.

What can I say?

The moment your face blackened, the Anglai looked at me.

I understand that it’s a shame for you to be rejected by a fat man who despises you.

A fat man dares to reject the male gods in school, and you never thought I would.

But I’m not a fool. You’re gonna love me. I’m just trying to keep my mind shut.

Once I let you into my heart, I’ll be the one who loses.

I know myself.

And then the school went crazy and said I didn’t know it.

And you went off on me.

I came to my classroom to see me, to give me milk tea for three days, to give me all kinds of good food, and every time I say no in cold, you smile and give me your hand and touch my head.

“The fat one is cute, too. I’m sorry.

You always smile with a warm smell of sunshine, as if it were in winter, with an unparalleled warmth.

People around you look at you with a weird look and think it’s a story of a beast and a prince.

Even my roommate mocked me.

How do they describe me?

Say I’m not good at kung fu and I don’t have enough face.

Yeah, they didn’t even do it because now I look like a fat guy.

And it was not until many years later that I knew that it was in your mind that you would cast me in the centre of public opinion, and leave me alone, and those who alienate me, and leave me alone in the dark vortex, and you will appear as an angel, and make me as if I had drowned in the sea, and there is no one but you.

So you can be my savior and tear my dignity to pieces.

It’s just that time is awe because people can never look into the future.

As if I could not know the rotting heart behind you.

And We fell upon you in the sunset as though I had smiled, and you touched the light from my head’s eyes.

Even when others laugh at me and fall upon me, you stand up and stand before me.

Say, ‘Rin, you do not have to change; you are yourself.’

You said it wasn’t perfect but cute yourself.

I’ll always remember, Lu Xian, that’s when I didn’t think the sun was better than you.

Your words are like a warm hand sank my heart, ironing and drying.

I’m glad from the bottom of my heart that I can’t meet someone like you.

It is only a man who should laugh at himself, and it is a man who is fortunate, and a man like me, who deserves so much in your heart and in your heart.

And even to make me believe in you, you can deliver me breakfast downstairs in my bedroom — hot buns and milk tea that I love the most but I dare not.

In the fall, the weather just turned cold, and you were wearing a gray-smoky sweater, tall and handsome, with long, long fingers in the sun.

You waved at me.

Say to Me, Qin, in my heart is one of you.

I have fallen shamelessly.

Like frogs in warm water, give all their passion in warm water.

I guess I’m not pretty enough. The soul should be fun.

I’m not astonished, so be gentle.

So when I heard you say it was raining without an umbrella, and I said I was going to give you an umbrella when I was in the classroom trying to tumble or get back in the rain.

And I was burned and dripped, and I did not hesitate to take my only umbrella to your classroom.

You hesitated on the phone. I understand you don’t want me to show up.

But you are a man who speaks, and you say that you are radiant, and I do not want you to continue to suffer gossip because of me, so let’s keep our heads low.

Because of your words, my tears turn in my eyes.

I’m flattered to be here, with a fever and a dizziness of my body.

It rained for a long time.

I was alone on the way back to the bedroom.

Lu Xian, I look around, but your smile is amplified in my mind, as if it were my salvation.

So when you said you wanted a new pair of sneakers, I snuck out to shopping software and brushed it.

The finger was delayed to leave and stayed on a four-digit shoe page.

You know what? I live for 2,000 a month, but I understand that my parents’ money is for me to learn.

I can only find part-time jobs in countless afternoons and nights without classes.

Lu Xian, the owner of the milk and tea shop doesn’t want me.

He does not need my brightness, and my credentials and awards are useless to him.

He looked up and down at me and looked at another pretty girl, and my fat was even more grumpy in this little shop.

We understand his hardship, and his suffering, but I do not see what his eyes do not conceal.

But as soon as I think of your face again with courage and motivation, I want to know who I am and what you are.

I walked away from the milk and tea shop, and watched the sunset come down from the tall building, with all the more glamorous and all the more ugly.

The girls and the boss laugh behind you, the kids from school.

Must be the wind in my eyes that makes me feel so acidic.

Fortunately, we finally found a tutor at very low prices.

I saved two months of money to give it to you on your birthday.

I’ve also had trouble with your brother in the dorm, and I’ve spent several days in your dorm.

Looks like he came back after the ball, and he was sweating, and he wasn’t surprised when he saw me.

I asked him to help you with the food. I wanted to make you something good.

I won’t, but I’m the best at cooking this.

I want you to know that Qingqin can be good.

It was only that day when he left, his eyes were filled with an instant of sympathy and he hesitated to speak.

If I could see through it, if I could understand, it might be different.

Unfortunately there’s no such thing.

The day comes again.

Lu Xian, you let me go to your birthday party.

You said you wanted to hear me tell you in public at your birthday.

That’s your best birthday present.

Say, ‘This is all I have in mind.’

You know what?

When I was a kid, I even said one more word at the table, and my classmates laughed at me.

Because I’m the best-looking kid in the class and I’m just a little fatty.

When I grew up, I was secretly in love with people, but they turned on my notebook, and I liked to read it in a weird way, like a joke.

The boys carried my diary up high.

The things that are in the minds of my nuanced girls are a joke to them.

So, do you know how brave it is to let a fat man suffer so many eyes to confess?

But you said you wanted to.

You said you liked it and I noded.

I can’t say no to you.

Burning your favorite food carefully in your lunchbox.

It took you two months to get your sneakers.

I picked one in front of the mirror and I wore the one I thought was the best.

Even learn a simple makeup.

I’d also like to put the best part in front of the people I like.

But I opened the ktv door with so many people, men and women. They’re all beautiful, and they’re pretty.

You sit on the table hip-hop.

You said how I liked her.

You said that fool would give me a confession later.

Your laughter is different from the old days, but I’m standing there and I can’t move.

I don’t know if it’s been a long time, but I don’t know if it’s the lunch box or the tears.

Anyway, when I reacted,

The tomato fried eggs and red chicken have been spilled on the ground. And I’m crying.

It turns out that when people suffer, tears really flow like lines.

You designed it for so long that you would crush my dignity and mock me at this moment.

Your friends look at me like a dirty thing.

Lick the dog.

Yeah, I heard. They said I was licking dogs.

Fat pig, lick the dog.

They took the chat I sent you all night and read it to me.

I don’t remember who picked up my lunch box, like your brother who helped me.

But I can’t thank you.

It’s strange that I ran out of that ktv so fast that I’m tired of dying for 800 metres, and today I’m running tirelessly.

It was not until I reached the alley outside the school that I snorted in the air, as if I had survived.

Where to start.

I should say the moon, or the streets.

I’ve never shed so many tears.

All that I trust, desire and cherish is a joke.

Lu Xian, Lin Qingqin is so stupid that she really believes you like her.

And she truly believed in you, and she saw it as a treasure, and was so careful to be in the bed of the earth, and so glad she was loved by a man.

She’s so stupid that she keeps every word of you in her heart and does everything she can for you.

Stupid enough to give her all her passion for you, burning herself like a moth.

Stupid enough to jump into your trap willingly just to give you your ridiculous vanity.

You know what? Never been loved for 20 years.

But she never complained that she tried to be the fat guy that everyone wanted to be.

She understood that everyone liked something shiny, something beautiful.

Even her parents prefer beautiful sisters.

So nobody loves her, she doesn’t blame anyone.

She defends herself against the fear that her own secret love will be disgusting, and that her feelings will be burdensome to anyone.

She’s really a nice little fatty.

But why, Rudd, you have to be so cruel.

Pushing a man who could have suffered into a deeper abyss.

Eleven.

I don’t know who, softly covering my head with my coat so I don’t get embarrassed.

Maybe it’s because his clothes smell comforting, or because I have too much to say in my heart.

My throat is so dumb.

I want to talk, I want to be heard.

Must it be beautiful to be loved?

Not pretty, okay?

Fatty has no dignity?

Should I be trampled?

Is the fatness our original sin? So everyone can be bullied and everyone can laugh.

I can’t remember how long I said that I thought there was no one next to me and that the world was just me.

Until I’m quiet, there’s a voice.

He said, “Rin, run forward.”

He said that the world behind him was too dirty.

Run ahead, the world is making way for you.

From that day on, I found out that the boy’s name was Quino.

He’s your roommate.

It’s much better than you.

He’s the one you’re talking about most in my ear.

But it seems to me he’s better than you.

I started running and working out.

Have a diet set.

He’s going to run in the playground, and he’s going to nod his head and bring me a bottle of water.

I see you sometimes.

On campus, you’ve got a new girlfriend, but I don’t care.

Seeing you, I’m getting bored.

The revenge I was expecting was boring to me.

Lu’an, it was the summer of the following year when I was reduced to over 90 pounds.

I put on a little hammock jeans and a pretty make-up.

Look at myself in the mirror, I’m finally relieved.

I just never thought you’d come to me.

Outside a rainy day, you took an umbrella, stood in the rain, dressed in black pants.

Suddenly the people around him boiled and wondered who you would pick up.

I’m not going to be moved by you anymore, standing in the corner, thinking about today’s math, thinking about the lunch-cooked fish.

You came to me unexpectedly.

Or are the eyes full of smiles full of fatigue?

Say, “Lin Qin, I have something to say to you.”

You said, let’s start over.

I’ve been thinking a million possibilities in my head.

You’re allowed to hook you up and dump you, or throw you down in public.

But, strangely, my heart is calm as water.

You’re just an insignificant stranger.

And none except Anne on the earth, and the luminous forest is ever luminous.

The biggest difference between me and you is not physical.

But I have what I cannot and can do.

That’s the biggest difference between me and you.

So I just looked up at the sky.

Excuse me.

Lu Xian, I’m sorry.

And with that which was full of grief.

From that moment on, I got back from you what I briefly lost.

Love’s power.

I confirmed that love was right.

Just, I love the wrong person.

I just remembered the same road that the girl had gone so long with a fever.

Flying fish and mountain birds are different paths, and you are not worthy of my lonely passion.

We’re late.

“His Sugar” — a wild view.

The first sight of the forest was not a university, but a summer vacation after a high examination.

At that time, he was driving his car in the suburbs on his motorcycle with his helmet in order to escape from his home, and his head was full of pictures of his mother and others kissing and leaving for some time, and he was lying all over the summer hot runway.

The night was heavy, and suddenly the rain in the sky came down, and the rain hit him in the open, and it was dark.

As if he had found an excuse to cry, the rain and the tears seemed to be not very clear, the sound of the young’s sobbing was intermittent and the rain on his head did not seem as strong as when he closed his eyes.

He slowly opened his eyes through his helmet, with the light of the street light, a little red umbrella whose owner had a gentle eye.

For the first time, he liked to look into people’s eyes, and instead of being deceptive, he was obsessed with exploring what was behind them.

He didn’t know why the girl had an umbrella or why.

We should leave soon.

He’s got a little impatience in his heart.

It was just an unexpected girl who, instead of leaving, crouched around her and carefully inserted a sugar in his hand.

Warm and warm hands and soft voices.

He seems to hear her voice.

Stop crying and eat sugar.

She said it wouldn’t hurt to have a sugar in her mouth when she cried.

Later, the girl left the umbrella to him and walked alone in the night.

He was looking at the shadows and the sweets were burned.

How long has it been that he hasn’t cried and how long has it been that no one will give him a candy to make him cry?

His mother, the most famous dancer, had great talent and beauty and his father seemed never to be able to please her.

The beautiful woman, who never seemed to care about them, wanted to please her as a child, so he fought first. He took the glory of the brightness to her eyes, and she seemed blind to her expectations, and gave him away with a little sugar on the table.

There seemed to be no candy.

Just an alienated smile.

Or a simple nod.

He thought that the mother was nothing but sex, but did not know that the beautiful woman would smile at others, even for the sake of betraying her family, and left her son with no mercy.

As a result, the boys around the same time were busy dating beautiful girls, and were so passionate that they had grown up to be one-sided geniuses who wanted to tame, but left behind.

He seems to have played well with the rich two generations in the circle, but he seems to have been separated from them and to have grown younger.

It is as if the land is swayed in front of all men, a proud child of the heavens, but only in the eyes of those who wander in the distance.

Not only is the father always comparing him with the wild, but more so is the feeling that everything inside him seems to be in those eyes, which are always light, and that nothing escapes his apathy.

Once again, she was seen in luminous forest. She was crouching under the bedroom floor, hot and hot sun, and the girl was holding him up against the high temperature, and the face was red.

At that moment, there was a little tension in the hearts of a young man who had always been indifferent.

Whether she was afraid or expecting, she recognized herself, and perhaps the dumb girl could recognize his eyes through the gap in the helmet.

It belongs to the wild eyes.

You can see everything, see the eyes of the soul.

But not at all.

She’s asking Zhuan.

The girl asked a lot of questions, and she asked him what she liked and what she liked.

Maybe it’s too hot, or it’s windy, and it’s a little impatient.

He didn’t like the way her deer ran over.

For someone else’s deer.

That kind of mood is so obscure that he hardly knows.

But on a number of occasions he tried to curse the populist, and to break his mouth.

Ask her if she forgot what she had done.

But when she was so happy, suddenly she was soft.

Just give her a hand.

So he didn’t like to mindless teenagers, but he sought out for her many favors.

And he tasted the first failed lunch that he had ever made.

It’s bitter and salty.

I’m so sorry.

But at sunset, the girl looked up to him.

Behind them are woody oil salt, and the breeze brings hot and hot food.

He made the gods eat it.

That’s something he’s never had but he’s wanted a million times.

Just as he wanted to eat his mother’s food when he was young, he listened to his classmates and complained about how bad it was for his mother to cook.

He’s been drinking mineral water slow.

Little teenagers look out the window in the blue sky.

I’m thinking in silence.

If mom could cook herself a meal.

It may not be that the luminousness of the forest will know how much bitterness is in a saying that went about without its heart.

He ate the bad carrots.

Then it seemed unwitting to say that there was a little bit of tension in the tone.

I’ll make it for you.

The forest, which is washing the dishes, sings softly and smiles and says yes.

And when he was standing behind him, he raised his mouth a little bit, and the young, a little incomprehensible smile, cut through the sun like feathers, and only he heard it.

Naturally, he has heard the verse of radiance and peace.

The youths were angry on the field and heard people laughing across the street.

A little fatty, a little unknowing.

Even worse, the basketball was hit on the head before it could be said.

The man raised his head and saw the young man in black pants on the court with a cynical smile and with a blind eye and contempt.

To him is the capital of contempt for all things, and the wind blows out his starly and moony eyes, as if the wind had a special favour for him.

I can’t figure out why I helped her.

Maybe for that sugar.

Maybe for that dish.

Maybe it’s just because she’s radiant.

It’s stupid but it’s so sincere.

And a single, lonely tree.

But that little fool prefers someone like Rudd and can help her for a while.

He didn’t warn him.

It’s just that he has no position to defend her.

He is nothing but a man who is not so important in the luminous forest.

He didn’t want to go to that party.

But he went to hell.

When he was calm, he saw the cracks in the luminous eyes of the forest, and there was a pain in his heart.

He’s the first hit for that stupid little fat guy.

There was only one voice in his heart.

That is the luminous luminous in his tears.

That’s a lumber for his sugar.

And even the purest and purest of the luminous in love.

He finally found a position to defend her.

And he was crucified with a sugar in the forest.

Later, he looked for several blocks.

Streets and alleys, people coming.

He finally saw her. She’s a mess.

To be honest, it’s not really beautiful, but there’s a feeling in the heart when you hear a tearing cry.

It was like going back to that night, and he was all alone in the night, trying to cry out his heart.

Nagano slowed down and approached her.

The young man, who had always been on display, was careful to go through his pocket and couldn’t find a sugar.

She said it wouldn’t hurt to eat sugar.

In that instant, he even blamed himself.

He gently covered the girl ‘ s head and prevented her from seeing the embarrassment.

He heard her dumb.

She asked him, “Does it have to be pretty?”

Isn’t it beautiful?

And what the forest did not know was that, at that moment, the young man, who had no knowledge of the heavens and the earth, had a bright eye. He wants to tell her.

The first time he saw her, that mid-summer night, he briefly looked at her burning soul through the skins of the earth, which the world would rot.

A glimpse of him, a warm eye in his eyes, seemed to have remained in his heart.

Run forward, luminous.

The world is making way for you.

The one that didn’t say anything.

The world behind you is so dirty, so I’ll block it for you.

So, for more than 200 days, the luminous loss of weight, always wore headphones and watched her go far behind her.

He followed her quietly and occasionally gave her a bottle of water.

‘Cause the desperate girl once fainted after three kilometres of heat.

The young man who carried her heavy body from the playground to the school infirmary was not aware of the fact that he had carried her from the south to the north.

He left early before she woke up, leaving only one sugar in her hand.

There’s another note encouraging her.

Since then, she has come to the playground every day.

Wakano always wondered when she could turn around and see the world behind her, which was not just dirty but him.

The world is dirty, but not dirty.

The following summer, he came out of his father’s company and did a good job at school while working to keep the company in order.

At the meal table, the young man’s appearance was sorely soared as to open up the Swords and Swords, and his eyes were so handsome and handsome. Only those who knew him knew that he was calm at the moment, but the red faint of his ears had betrayed him.

On the phone, the white wall of the school was painted and found in the afternoon.

His eyes were on that picture.

Long enough, he dialed the number.

There’s no way to laugh at yourself.

It’s too drunk, his heart is sore.

He miss her so much, he wants to kiss her.

When Qin Qin came, he was crouching on the road, and the street light was on, and rain was on the street, and he was asphalting.

She looked up and looked at the girl in a white dress, with a little red umbrella, and her eyes were smiling, as if the stars were burning.

The young girl had supported him step by step and saw the red eyes.

I heard the voice of a young girl.

Don’t cry, please eat sugar.

She opened up a candy in her hand and continued to whisper in his ear.

You owe me another sugar.

A young man’s laughter cut through the lonely night.

He finally got what he wanted.

The clouds will never turn away.

Someone will see your burning soul through a rotting skin.

When the sun rises, the youths ride through the mountains.

And when they were young, they took their clothes and were angry.

“Only a bright light” – “Only a bright light”

On my 30th birthday, there was a rain pouring.

The girl who fell out of the window picked up the orange infarction.

It’s a young nephew’s suitor, a young girl who can only be said to be Qing-su.

It’s strange that over the years, I’ve rarely evaluated the looks of girls, consciously applied words, and chewed on words and pieces to spit out.

The rain hit her, and her eyes were red and her eyebrow was a hot pillow.

She looked up and looked at me.

At that moment, her eyes were filled with love, and that lonely color was like a radiant red.

I haven’t seen that for years.

Like a man, a man I hardly remember.

And luminous, you will not know. That is the first time in ten years that I will chew your name in my heart again and again.

It’s after an unusual afternoon.

It’s an ordinary symphony in the ear, and it smells like rain and rain, and it’s all about people who come down to bless my birthday.

I thought of you when I finally got my heart’s fame and position at the top, surrounded by liars.

And We have not heard your name in these years, or more or less in a single speech, spelled out the whole of you but strange.

In their description, you’re becoming more beautiful, more and more attractive.

I hear you’re brave and loud.

They’re all astonished by how beautiful and moving you are today.

I’m sorry I dumped you.

But it’s so strange that Lin Qin didn’t think of you as beautiful after that, and I’m sick of being alone in the old days, and I’m thinking about your little, cute face.

In my 20-year-old age, the inexplicable words became the most secret corner of my heart.

I’ve been working since I remember, and those are the usual.

I’ve been taught to be a fine self-interester since I was a kid, and most of the rich and the rich who are living with me are the same.

There’s no difference between eating and drinking water and using any means, just as my parents appear to be ginseng and chirping and respect each other, and they’re thinking about how to maximize my value.

I seem to be a costume, and they’re going to make me a cup, a beautiful look, and then pour their messages and ideas in like regular tea.

So I’m a happy piece that they can show me.

So I saw a black circle in the world, and I took it as normal.

And love is just a better disguise of desire, a holocaust of scales, ready for price.

I will not think of you when you were so lonely that you were the greatest change in my life.

The story begins with a boring big adventure.

I can’t get angry when you turn your back on me.

I’m born to win, I’ve got to fight first, I’ve got to win to be a strong man.

So I use what I learned, and I take it for granted that this is a game.

Look at you struggle, look at your red face, look at you fall one step at a time, and I feel like the game’s going to be full.

But Lin Qingqin, when I passed by the milk and tea store, you stood in the crowd with the milk and tea owners, and you were so out of line with the world.

That moment in my mind, when you looked up at me, you seemed scared and happy.

You said, “Thank you, Rudd.” Thank you.

You say thanks over and over, as if I were for you.

That’s when the sun shines on your face, the eyelashes flash.

I suddenly realized you weren’t that ugly.

I used to say hypocritically that the luminous, fat ones were cute.

Then We put our tongues in our mouths and watched your weakness.

In the sunset, the noise behind you is deafening.

But I saw you cry.

It’s probably from that moment on, there’s a little bit of unease in my heart.

And then I realized that it was an undefeated conscience that led to guilt.

I made a terrible call to my relatives and asked them to contact a part-time job.

I’m comforting myself. It’s just to make better use of you.

I didn’t think I’d come back from the bar drunk and suddenly started a fever in the middle of the night, playing games in the bedroom, sleeping.

I called you in a burning, blurry moment, and you paid me unconditionally, so I consciously responded to you at the most vulnerable time.

Because I knew you wouldn’t say no.

Yeah, you never rejected me.

It seems like you’ll laugh if I say it.

Then I woke up in the hospital and heard that you had left, and that you fell so hard to take care of me by climbing down the window on the second floor of the bedroom.

My roommate and brother are playing you in the ward.

It’s ridiculous to describe you as a cripple.

My throat is so dry.

I guess it’s because it’s been too long without water.

My birthday was getting closer, and there was a lot of noise in the box the other day, and suddenly I didn’t want you to show up, I didn’t want you to show up.

I knew you’d take those sneakers.

I knew you’d show up with your true best wishes and enthusiasm.

Just like I asked you to come, you were scared, but you nodded.

It was loud, it was really loud. I thought they were so noisy when you showed up.

I was supposed to say something, but I couldn’t.

I heard those who were brothers with me give you the greatest shame I had hoped for.

Fat girl.

Lick the dog.

And you stand in the middle of the crowd, unlike the eyes of the past, which were always full of hope for me, where the bright light is gone and replaced by strange pieces.

There was nothing in my heart that was as good as I thought, but something strangling my throat.

I should say something.

But what should I say?

It’s time to go down on you as planned.

Or should we stop them.

But I have no right to stop them.

The killing of your dignity, they were only accomplices, and I was the mastermind.

And with them are the luminous pride, and the food on the ground, and a chicken hair.

And when I heard the running away to stop them, I said to them, in truth, an envious thing was born in my heart.

I envy him to do whatever he wants.

And I have to admit my cowardice.

I can’t admit it, Lin Qin, I’m soft on you.

I didn’t think I’d remember for long.

Just like the shoes I picked up from the trash can.

I thought that they were nothing but a trivial thing in my life, like a dragonflies rushing through the lake and leaving no trace.

But I forget, fireworks burn through the night sky, even for a moment, but people who see fireworks will remember.

Just as I’ve seen someone walkin’ and believein’ me and burnin’ me unreservedly with a passionate love.

The seed will wait in the soil of memory for the moment to take root.

The luminous, the young are too young, and the years cover his eyes.

The wind rises down the wall, or the acupuncture.

After all these years, I’ve never met a girl who’s moved.

Some of them are facing the sky, and others are like roses.

But they looked at me like they looked at the fine bags in the counter and at the bank’s endless banknotes.

That kind of attachment like love and affection is as common as I used to be.

They want to kiss my lips, they want to show me the most beautiful side.

But I think of the day before my birthday, when it rained, by the red building of the school, and you smiled foolishly, as if you had pear vortex.

You said Lu Xian, you must be safe and sound.

You speak so religiously and slowly.

I took away my eyes and looked at you.

Your eyes are filled with sincerity, as if you were a faithful man who wished before Buddha.

I haven’t heard that in years.

I don’t want my career to work, I don’t want me flying.

It is a sincere wish that I be safe and sound.

I hope I’m safe and sound.

It’s really weird that I’ve got so much, but I’m always sorry.

Over the years, I have rarely thought of you, and I have become, as I was expecting in my teens, the most perfect instrument of success in a secular sense.

I’m famous for my family’s connections and resources in the mall.

There are many people around me, partners, family members and even girls with hearts and minds in their eyes.

They smiled, they said the same year-long complimentary words on my birthday, and they gave a constant gift with a variety of logo.

Some of these people, who appear to be my brother’s brother, have taken my resources with care.

Some seem to admire me, but always fish.

Repeated numerous feasts and heard countless blessings.

Everyone’s wearing masks, shivering their faces, beautiful faces.

But I never saw anyone as sincere as you.

One word to me.

Lu Xian, I hope you’re safe at your age.

Eleven.

And the luminous forest, as the rain has tarred for a long time.

Long enough to smell moss in my garden, long enough to forget what it feels like to be sunlight.

Strangely, I’ve never heard you say anything you like.

You’re always on your head, you’re always asking what I like.

You remember everything I like.

I only remember that your favorite bag was full of big oranges.

So, ten years later, I saw a piece of paper and I couldn’t help but go downstairs and put an umbrella on the kid.

I crouched down and heard her crying.

I saw you for ten years.

The most amazing thing about life is that one day, at a certain point, it was only after a moment that the sense of knowledge suddenly became clear what she had been through.

I had a dream that night.

The dream, the birthday party, my roommate asked me.

You don’t really like that fat guy, do you?

The people around are laughing, like they want to hear a joke.

I’m still squeezing, but I’m serious, as you looked at me by the red floor and said.

I really like Qin.

It’s like it ends differently.

It’s like I can be with you.

When I woke up, my tears wetd my pillow and the wind seemed to be blowing out of the window.

And when they were young, those guilt and a twitch finally went crazy and blind in the years.

Then I will be forced to admit that after that I will never meet a man like you again.

Love like you’re so lonely and so strong.

At the end of July of the year, I started to plant orange insects in the bedroom.

A friend of mine came to my hill for the summer and saw this flower.

He smiled so strangely, he hit him.

These boys are the weirdest with you and the wildest.

In the courtyard, there’s no ordinary tulips or vermin.

You’re all the same.

Hear the names of the people, and my heart is strangling.

The larynx didn’t open but looked out the window.

The white flowers swayed in the wind and stubbornly refused to fade.

It is only for me to make a sound, but only for myself.

Like, where is the same.

Same as flowers.

The same is for the man.

The difference is that the person he loves loves also loves him.

And the one I love doesn’t love me.

The plan, which I had in hand, trapped you for 10 months, but then crawled silently into a decade and trapped my life.

Just as I thought I’d throw away my sneakers, I kept them for ten years.

It was nothing but a ten-year late apology and a confession that was lighter than grass, so I rot it in my stomach, and only the wind will know it after tonight.

My name is said to be the blessing of my mother-in-law.

She went to the Temple of Eternal Life to sign for me for seven hundred seventy-nine days, but only for my peace.

That is the most sincere goodwill I have ever received in my life besides you.

‘Thinking, every year thereafter, there is only one wish for my birthday.’

It’s the only and the last thing I can do for you.

Pray for you in my name.

And none except the Lord, and none but peace and security.

It’s just that I’m sorry.

He’s sorry about a little fat guy.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.