Male, I have a video with a female friend. On the screen, she only has a thin skirt on her body.
While twisting her waist, she asks me, “How is it? Does it look good?”
Although her skin is white and thin, her figure is also protruding forward and backward.
But I still want to yawn.
It was the unclear relationship with this woman that almost sent my true love away.
“All right, Jingjing.” Ten minutes later, I finally couldn’t help saying to her. The beauty on the
screen is my old classmate Jin Jingjing. We were both
free today, and at her strong request, I was having a video chat with her.
Jin Jingjing’s family is superior, and her biggest hobby is to buy famous brands. She was wriggling
around to show me the silk slip dress she had just bought.
I guess this stupid dress costs three or five thousand yuan. It’s kind of funny to
say. I am a pure diaosi, and I have been loved by a white, rich and beautiful girl like Jingjing for seven years. When we
were in college, we were in different classes in the same college. One day there was a thunderstorm. Jingjing didn’t bring an umbrella. I, a good man, saw her at the school gate. A big girl was drenched like a drowned rat. I couldn’t bear it, so I gave her my umbrella. Is that why
she took a fancy to me?
Later, I learned that Jingjing’s father is a famous local real estate developer, and his family is very rich. When
my friend and colleague Liu Peng heard about this incident, he sighed, “You are a contemporary Xu Xian, brother!”
Now, despite years of graduation, the girl has not given up flirting with me. Once at noon, she sent me a video. I opened my hand quickly, and Liu Peng came to watch from the side. In the
video, Jingjing wears a translucent, loose white shirt. Not only is her “bottom missing,” but her breasts are half-exposed. Looking at her two long legs shaking out from time to time, Liu Peng almost spurted nosebleeds.
Such a good-looking girl, or a rich second generation, why don’t you go up! Are you pretending to have sex? Once in a kebab shop near the company, Liu Peng drank too much and asked me drunkenly.
This question should have been in his mind for a long time.
I gave him a sidelong glance and said, “What do you know?”. Is it appropriate for me to find such a woman? Isn’t that just adding to your own difficulties? “Big man,” said
Liu Peng with round eyes, “other girls don’t dislike you. Do you despise yourself?”
I waved my hand and said it wasn’t like that.
Liu Peng doesn’t know. Jingjing, this person, is really a little strange.
In fact, when I was in college, long before the umbrella borrowing incident, I had heard of her in our college.
She is beautiful and her family is rich, but she is a little strange. What’s so
strange about it? There is a legend among the boys
in our college that if you are the last one to leave the class after class, and you are a boy, you may meet a girl in the classroom.
The girl has fair skin, long hair and red lips-but she is not a female ghost!
“She is Jin Jingjing.” The boys whisper to each other, “If she thinks you look good, she will ask you, ‘Would you like to come to my house to take a shower at night?”? My bathroom is very luxurious, and I can blow the air conditioner after taking a shower. Not only is there no air conditioning in
the boys’ dormitory, but even the electric fan is often broken. It’s very hot in summer. Of course, air conditioning is not the point. When
we went to school, although the social atmosphere was not as bold and unrestrained as it is now, we
all understood what we should understand.
A girl invited a boy to take a shower at her house after dark? What this means
is self-evident.
“Not a nymphomaniac!” Most of the boys murmured in their hearts, but there were really one or
two warriors who accepted Jin Jingjing’s invitation. Of course, there may be more than one or two.
It is said that everyone who comes back is satisfied.
“Huh?”? So. What kind of addiction does this girl have? Liu Peng was stunned and sobered up
for the most part.
“Do you think I can’t touch a girl like that, no matter how beautiful and rich she is?”
The more I speak, the more sober I am.
Liu Peng nodded crazily like a chicken pecking rice.
I’m really afraid of anything. Just a week after Liu Peng and I drank this time, Jin Jingjing sent me
a WeChat saying that she would come to B city to find me in a few days.
It’s about catching up with old classmates.
I asked her which hotel she was staying at, but she said angrily, “I’m still staying at a hotel with you here.”? Why are you so cold-blooded to
me?
My scalp is tingling. “The house I live in is shared, and you can’t live in it even if you come!” I say.
“It’s all right. We can sleep in the same bed.” Jin Jingjing grinned when she finished.
“That’s no good, that’s no good!”
“Ni Zhongsheng!” On the other end of the phone, Jin Jingjing seemed to be angry. Don’t pretend to be my grandson
! When I say yes, I mean yes. You can only accept me. Do you understand?
Then she sent me a flight number and asked me to pick it up.
“What if I’m not available?” I’ve been giving in to her all the time, but now I can’t hold my fire.
Then I’ll die at the airport for you to see! Before I die, I’m going to shout loudly to let everyone
know that Ni Chung-sheng of the Hai Chang Group forced me to die!
Jin Jingjing seemed to be more angry than me, her voice was getting higher and higher, and she even
cried when she said the last few words. Then she hung up the phone.
Haichang Group is my unit. State-owned enterprises.
At the beginning, it was my parents who sent me here with a complicated relationship.
I can be shameless, but my parents can’t.
As soon as I heard what had happened to me, even Liu Peng could not sit still. In the
office, he sat on the workstation next to me with a worried face.
“Oh, what a pity.” I frowned. “What’s the pity?”
“Unfortunately, if this girl wasn’t a nymphomaniac, I’d take her for you.” What Liu
Peng said is very serious. I was so
angry that I punched him. “What nonsense!”
Liu Peng’s expression became serious. “But to tell you the truth, the
lie you told me casually gave me inspiration.”
I leaned in. “What do you mean?”
“Didn’t you tell this Jingjing that you shared the house?” Liu Peng said, “You can
rent a house these days and really move in.”? When the girl comes, she’ll see that you still
have to live with someone, and you don’t even have your own space. Even if she keeps pestering people, she’ll still be white, rich
, and beautiful, and she can’t stand it! As soon as
I heard it, what the boy said was really reasonable. The place where
I live now is the single dormitory of the unit. Although the conditions are simple and crude, being able to live in a large room in a place like B City where land is expensive at
the price of cabbage is already a smoke from the ancestral graves for me and other pure diaosi
.
If Jin Jingjing enters my private, safe and undisturbed dormitory, it is estimated
that she will be naked immediately.
Brain fill that scene, I not only did not move the slightest color heart, but scared to shiver.
What if I really go to rent together? Although Jin Jingjing is a nymphomaniac, she has not reached the point of mental disorder.
In the face of my roommate, even if she is crazy again, she has to keep her tail between her legs.
Liu Peng probably saw the calculation in my mind and then said, “Hey, do you remember I told
you that my wife is now working as a real estate agent?”
I turned to look at him and waited for him to finish the second half of the sentence. What
he said is similar to what I guessed.
「…… I asked my daughter-in-law to recommend a good house for you. Don’t let the intermediary fee of renting a house flow
into the field of outsiders. Let her earn it. And help her with the KPI! Liu Peng has a cheeky smile
.
I gave him a hard look. Although
Liu Peng is out of tune, his wife is very reliable. She recommended
several houses to me, and they all looked good.
When I was looking at the house on the APP, Liu Peng was still pointing fingers and commenting on the merits
of each house.
Nowadays, it is not easy to find a good roommate in big cities. As a result, many rental platforms
will mark the identity of the existing tenants in the APP.
In this way, future tenants can have a simple understanding of future roommates, and the probability of choosing suitable roommates
will also increase.
Liu Peng’s daughter-in-law recommended several houses to me, roommates are male and female, mainly company staff, aged 25 to 30 years old; most of the rooms are three rooms, and even four rooms and one hall. I haven’t lived with anyone since I graduated from
college, and now I live in a dormitory alone.
So, I don’t want to live with too many families. Do you
have a two-room house? It’s enough for me to have a roommate as a shield. I scratched my hand on the screen of my mobile phone. Even if I rent a house temporarily, I don’t want to join in the fun.
Liu Peng sighed, “You have a lot of work to do.” Pointing to the last apartment, he said, “My wife said she also wanted to find you a house with fewer tenants.”. But now it’s not easy to find this kind of house, and this is the only one she can find.
Garden area, two rooms and one hall, 90 square meters. Decoration is OK and the price is acceptable.
I continued to look down. The master bedroom is already occupied.
“Female, 25 years old, marketing.”
Still a girl.
Liu Peng’s wife, Xiao Wang, took me to the Garden Community to see the house. On that day, the girl who lived in another room was not at home. The door of the master
bedroom is closed. As for
sharing a house, if you’re not at home, you have to lock the door. You must do the same in the future. Xiao Wang told me.
I nodded.
I am quite satisfied with this house. Speaking of, I just stay here for a while, and when Aunt Jin Jingjing goes home, I can avoid her harassment and go back to my single dormitory.
But when I visited the house on the spot, I felt that the place where I used to live was not like a home at all. The living room
in front of us is bright and clean. The sofa was a warm yellow with a clean light green plaid towel; there was a TV on the wall, a few small fleshy pots and a wooden picture frame on the wooden frame above it; there was a fish tank on the windowsill, in which a Brazilian turtle lived, but the water in the tank was very clear and changed very frequently.
Xiao Wang introduced to me with a smile, “This apartment is not bad, and the tenants are of high quality.”. In fact, generally speaking, few tenants are willing to clean up the public areas. But you can see that the girl is careful to decorate the living room as her own home. I don’t even have her in my house. She makes it look like a home!
I nodded. Xiao Wang is very honest. I’ve been to Liu Peng’s house, and it’s like a pigsty.
I leaned over to the TV wall and looked carefully at the picture frame on the wooden shelf.
There is a picture of a girl in it. She was on the beach, wearing a straw hat decorated with pale yellow frangipani flowers, with a charming little face facing the sunshine and smiling brightly. Somehow, the smile made my heart skip a beat.
Xiao Wang leaned over and said, “That’s the girl. She rented this room from me, too.” Subconsciously,
I looked at the closed door of the master bedroom.
Sunlight came through the cracks on the four sides of the door.
My heart moved.
“All right, I’ll take it.” I said to Xiao Wang. I moved in the day after I
signed the rental agreement. It’s
not so much to “welcome” Jin Jingjing as to say that I have ulterior motives. I admit
that since I saw the beautiful photo of “Frangipani Girl,” her face has always been in my mind
.
But unfortunately, seven days after I moved in, “Frangipani Girl” didn’t show up.
One day at noon in the canteen of the unit, Lao Liu and I sat opposite each other for dinner.
“How come my roommate hasn’t been able to see anyone?” I muttered.
Old Liu’s face wilted. “Why do you fall in love with someone just by looking at a picture?”
My face swelled a little, and I quickly shook my head! I just feel
a little strange. Old Liu disagreed: “What’s so strange? Isn’t this girl in the market?”? I guess
there are a lot of business trips and a lot of social gatherings, so it’s not normal to be away from home for a few days.
When I heard him say, “There are a lot of business trips, and there are a lot of social gatherings,” I felt a little
uncomfortable for no reason.
Such a beautiful and pure girl.
It’s hard to imagine what it’s like for her to “socialize” with clients.
Another day or two passed.
My roommate still hasn’t shown up. After work
that evening, I bought some duck necks and planned to eat
two mouthfuls of the beer I bought the day before. Opening a can of Qingdao, I heard someone
knocking at the door outside the house before my buttocks were hot on the sofa.
“Who is it?”
“It’s me, open the door!”
A woman’s voice. A young woman.
I jumped up with excitement.
At that time, my first reaction was: Is the frangipani sister back? But when I think about it, I think there’s something wrong. “Who are you?”
I asked tentatively. As he asked, he moved to the door.
Don’t wait for an answer.
Through the cat’s eye, I saw none other than Jin Jingjing standing outside the door.
She seemed to know that I was behind the cat’s eye, so she blew an exaggerated
kiss to the cat’s eye.
The matter has come to this point, and I can only welcome Jin Jingjing in.
She sat on the sofa, and I moved a folding chair and sat opposite. Bai Fumei
stared at me.
“Ni Zhongsheng.” It took her a long time to get these three words out of her teeth.
“Yes, go ahead.” Now I don’t know what I can do except pretend to be a grandson.
In fact, Jin Jingjing has tried to contact me and meet me many times in the past few days.
I didn’t go to pick up her phone, but I answered her phone because of my face. I lied that my unit had asked
me to go on a business trip and I really didn’t have time to answer it.
Jin Jingjing said that she had a lot of adults, so it was all right.
Then she continued to try to ask me out. She called to say that she had checked into Sheraton
B City and would not come to my house. She just wanted to have a meal with me. Then she said that her credit card was frozen by her father and she could not stay in the hotel. If I didn’t take her in, she would become a daughter
in distress.
She knows my unit. If she has to play a fool, it may not be difficult for her to go to the unit to find out the address of the dormitory from my colleagues who are not strict
with their mouths.
But I didn’t expect her to be so powerful that she even knew where the house I rented was. I feel
something is wrong.
“Did Liu Peng tell you that?” I stared at Jin Jingjing. “I don’t know anything about Liu Peng and Wang Peng,” said
Jin Jingjing triumphantly. “Anyway, it’s that tall, thin, black monkey in your
unit. He told me!”
I gnash my teeth. Among my acquaintances in the unit, only Liu Peng is a tall and thin black monkey.
“You must have pestered him to ask, didn’t you?”
“I don’t have it!” As soon as he saw me, his eyes went straight. He said he knew
me and asked me if I was looking for you. I just talked to him for a while, and he told
me the address.
I knew Liu Peng’s grandson was unreliable. I have a surge of blood.
Jin Jingjing grinned, stood up and leaned over, wrapped her long and greasy arms around my arms
.
What’s the matter. Aren’t you happy to see me? Why do you keep a straight face.. As
she spoke, she put her face to me. This is a face with extremely fine makeup, so close that I can’t see the pores
on her face. The
overwhelming smell of perfume went straight to my nose.
I subconsciously wanted to push her away. But although she was thin, she was so strong that I pushed her but
didn’t push her.
“Can you respect yourself?”
Jin Jingjing changed her face faster than a Sichuan opera actor, and immediately burst into tears: “Do you really hate me so
much?”
Looking at her sparkling, slightly open lips and smelling her fragrance, I felt embarrassed
that something was changing in me. I haven’t let this woman succeed for
so many years. Is it going to fall today?
Ni Chung-sheng, you are good at everything, but you are too cold-blooded. I am a girl
, come all the way to see you, you not only do not receive warmly, but also refuse people thousands of miles away
? After all, I’m a woman and an old classmate of yours. Can you take pity on me
?
Jin Jingjing whispered in my ear and kept fondling my chest and back. Her breath
spurted into my ears, and her hand movements became bolder and bolder.
Amitabha! God!
Come and help me! At this fatal moment, the door rang.
This time, it was not a knock on the door, but the “click” of the fingerprint door lock being opened.
The voice is very light, but in my ears, it is more thrilling than a thunderstorm on a sunny day.
Except for me, only one person will have the fingerprint door lock of this house.
Frangipani sister!
In that brief second or two, I had several thoughts in my mind. Is
my dress a little sloppy now? How to say hello to her in
the first sentence?
Do you want to shake hands with her?
……
I suddenly came to my senses. None of
the above is important, the most terrible thing is that Jin Jingjing is still wrapped around me!
I twisted my body in a hurry, trying to throw the woman off. It’s
too late. The door is slowly opening.
At this moment, I hate Liu Peng. It was he who betrayed me and ruined my long-awaited first meeting
with my frangipani sister.
But I never thought that my roommate would appear
in my life in a very strange way. When I saw
“Sister Frangipani”, my first reaction was that
she was a beautiful woman.
Beautiful woman.
If Jin Jingjing is a 10-point beauty, then the girl in front of her must have 12
points.
Although her appearance is quite different to me-patent leather Martin boots with studded leather coat,
the belly of the navel-baring dress can not hide the snow-white dazzling eyes. The goth makeup on his face is also scary.
But nothing can hide her natural beauty.
The girl’s eyes are big and round, and the corners of her eyes are slightly raised, which is very attractive. The nose is high, the mouth
is a little big, and the lips are very rich.
I don’t know what she went through just now, but now her clothes are a little messy, showing half of her chest
.
Seeing this white flower, I was a little excited somewhere where I had just calmed down. But soon, my blood went cold again.
If for no other reason than she stinks.
A stench of alcohol and vomit swept over me as Sister Frangipani opened the door
and almost choked me.
Now, she seemed to be trying to keep her eyes from falling asleep, and she was standing straight
in the doorway, her face red, and the front of her leather coat was covered with a large piece of vomit
that had not yet dried. The dark circles under
the goth makeup have already been scratched. Mascara was smeared all over her face, mixed with lipstick marks that had also been smeared in disorder
, and mixed with
mud on the girl’s white and tender little face.
My frangipani sister is obviously drunk.
Such a first sight is obviously not what I expected.
I was dumbfounded.
Not to mention me, even Jin Jingjing, the mad bee and butterfly, was surprised to let go of the hand holding my arm when she saw this
girl. After
such a long series of psychological activities, I have regained my composure. So I took
the opportunity to shake off Jin Jingjing and meet the “rotten frangipani” at the door.
“Are you okay?” With these words, I put my hand on her. Who knows frangipani sister as if I triggered the switch, I hold her, she immediately
rushed into my arms crying.
I am a man with mild cleanliness. Pasted by the girl’s vomit, even if
she is a great beauty, I can not help but all stand up with goose bumps.
“Don’t cry, don’t cry!” I was about to pass out, but I tried to remain a gentleman.
“Sit down, sit down!”
As I spoke, I winked at Jin Jingjing and turned my chin toward the teacup on the table.
Nu. Only then did Jin Jingjing recover from the shock, poured a glass of water and handed it to me.
I sat down with my frangipani sister. She clung to me, and even after
sitting down, she kept her head in my arms and her arms around my waist.
Jin Jingjing stood in the same place, at a loss.
I had a flash of inspiration.
It seems that my beautiful roommate is drunk and confused. Why don’t I just play the game..
“Jingjing.” I put on a sad expression on my face. “You see, my girlfriend is in a
bad mood. Why don’t you go back first?”? Can we make an appointment again next time?
Jin Jingjing first stared, then pointed at me with her finger: “You?”? Ni Zhongsheng? Point
to the girl in my arms again, that means, can this girl be your girlfriend?
The scene froze for a moment. In the
living room, there was only the continuous and breathless cry of the frangipani girl. Just as I was thinking hard about how to continue to prevaricate Jin Jingjing, Sister Frangipani shouted out a ground-breaking
sentence:
“Our children are all gone, but you’re still fooling around with others!”
The roar was so loud that the walls trembled. Jin Jingjing and I were
also frightened to shiver.
Then, I saw frangipani sister waddled to stand up, turned around, step by step
to Jin Jingjing: “You this little three.” I’ll beat you to death today!
With that, he threw his fist at Jin Jingjing.
Jin Jingjing was caught off guard by a punch.
She was bold in the face of men, but timid in the face of madmen, and
ran away with a scream.
I jumped up and grabbed Frangipani’s sister who was chasing her out of the door. “Stop chasing her!”
She fell into my arms.
I went into frangipani sister’s boudoir.
Her master bedroom is only a few square meters larger than my second bedroom. But because the furniture is arranged reasonably and
the girl is very good at storing, the space in the room looks almost twice as big as mine.
Still, the bed she slept in was a tiny single. The whole set of
light pink bedding is spread on it, which looks soft and comfortable. “It must be very comfortable to lie on it.” I want.
I helped her into the room, sat down on the bed, and fed her some water from a teacup. Although
she was in a daze, she managed to drink two mouthfuls with a groan.
I want her to lie in bed. But her fur coat was too dirty. Looking at the clean
sheets and bedding on the small bed, I was a little embarrassed.
Girl, let me take off your coat. It’s too dirty. Don’t make the bed dirty. I
asked her in the gentlest tone of my life.
It amounts to a disclaimer, whether she can hear it or not.
When you wake up and find your coat gone, don’t blame me.
I don’t mean any harm, I just don’t want you to sleep dirty all night! When I
finished, I stared at her face and watched her reaction. As long as she didn’t struggle
and cry, I took her as acquiescence.
Unexpectedly, Frangipani’s sister actually closed her eyes and replied,
“Help me take it off. Thank you. I’m really tired.”
Oh, my god! I almost bounced away from her. “Are you awake?” It took
her two seconds to speak, and her tone seemed resigned: “Just now you grabbed my finger
and opened the fingerprint lock in my room, and I woke up.” My face is hot.
Yes, I did. Although it was out of good intentions to send her in to rest,
the act itself was really obscene.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean anything. I just wanted to..”
“It’s okay, I understand.” Frangipani put it succinctly: “Help me take off my fur coat and throw it
in the toilet sink.”
She was not very old, but what she said to me was like a leader’s order, which made it hard for me
to refuse.
I had to do it.
Leather clothes are not elastic, and it is somewhat difficult for others to help take them off. In
the process, I also try to avoid getting vomit on my hands.
Frangipani sister sat on the edge of the bed, which was narrow and small. I can’t avoid touching her body
when I move. I moved in the narrow space and gradually sweated.
I managed to take off one of her sleeves, and the next steps were very difficult. As I tried to
help her take off the other sleeve, I felt a soft mass rubbing against my
right upper arm.
I couldn’t help turning to look. I saw frangipani sister as if sleepy, body forward
, chest just close to my arm.
Her whole body is petite, her arms, waist, and legs are all thin, but the “white flower” is very full
, and the touch is even more wonderful. “What are you doing?” The girl muttered, and her charming eyes opened slowly.
“No, no..”
I didn’t do anything on purpose, but I still felt a little guilty. I was so scared that I grabbed my fur coat and
ran away.
When I put the leather coat in the bathroom and came back, I found that the door of the master bedroom had been closed.
I was kept alone outside her domain.
“Thank you.” Her voice came out of the door. She should have heard my footsteps
. “See you tomorrow.”
I said, “Oh, see you tomorrow..”
That night, lying in bed in my room, I tossed and turned and couldn’t sleep. In
my mind, “Bai Hua Hua” appeared for a while, and her crying face appeared for a while.
Gradually, my upper and lower eyelids fought fiercely, and sleepiness finally came.
That night, I had a dream. The bright smile of the girl in the
straw hat, the sad face of the girl in the Gothic makeup,
the two pictures overlap and become more and more blurred.
Finally, I couldn’t resist the Sandman’s attack, and I fell into a deep sleep. In the
dim light, I felt someone patting me hard. It took
me a lot of effort to open my eyes.
Her? Frangipani sister.
She’s filming me.
“Wake up, your alarm clock has gone off several times!”
I rolled and crawled and got up to look at my cell phone. It’s a quarter past seven. I have to go out at 7
: 30 at the latest every day, or I will be late for work.
“Hello!”
Just before I rushed out of the house to wash, she stopped me in the back. Then
I remembered her existence.
“Sorry..” I turned my head.
She was wearing a sleeveless floral nightdress, and her slender arms and legs were shining white. The
girl is standing quietly in my dark bedroom.
“It’s me who should say’thank you ‘to you.” She held out a hand to me. “Let’s meet formally
.”. My name is Cheng Hsiao-chih. I’m small in size, small in size, and small in size.
Her voice was so delicate and bright that some people might think she was a teenage
girl. That’s how I got the courage to look her in the face. Her eyes were open and she did not look unhappy.
I held out a hand hurriedly: “Nice to meet you, little sesame..”
Don’t get me wrong, I made a slip of the tongue, a pure slip of the tongue. My name is Ni
Chung-sheng. I’m happy to be your roommate!
I don’t know if Xiaozhi is happy to be my roommate, or if she thinks I look like a fool
. Anyway, she had a bright smile. I
laughed so hard that my heart moved.
It feels exactly the same as when I first saw her picture.
According to Liu Peng, I kept giggling at work that day. When he ate in the canteen
at noon, he was a little unhappy and poked rice with chopsticks.
“The gap between people is too wide.” Liu Peng looked up to the sky and sighed, “Look at me. I’ve only been in love with one person in my life
. I got married straight out of college, and I brought my family with me.”. You’re
almost thirty, and instead of concentrating on solving the big issue of your life, you spend all day hanging out with Yingying and Yanyan
!
I quickly told him to stop. “Don’t fart.”. It’s not good for me to be heard!
Liu Peng squinted at me. “When you were smirking at the air just now, you weren’t afraid that others would see
it, and you weren’t afraid that it would be a bad influence.” I
was about to speak when I heard someone calling my name not far away: “Ni Zhongsheng, someone is
looking for me!” I immediately had a bad feeling.
In B city, most of my acquaintances are colleagues. Who else can come to me? The
answer is coming out.
Sure enough, before I could greet him, a white hand was on my shoulder
.
I turned my head helplessly and saw Jin Jingjing standing beside me in a red dress
.
She is really beautiful and gorgeous, and her concave and convex figure has attracted the attention of many male
colleagues. Such a beautiful woman is incompatible
with the simple environment of our unit, so it is particularly eye-catching.
But to me, she smiled like a merciful Bodhisattva, as if she wanted to release my
humble soul for free.
“Come with me?” Jin Jingjing’s attitude is very polite, but it makes me nervous.
In the eyes of many colleagues, I obediently followed Jin Jingjing out of the canteen.
Jin Jingjing wants to “chat” with me in the yard of the unit.
I laughed. “The sun is so strong. Don’t tan you.” She persuaded her
little aunt to go into a nearby cafe. We sat by the window. Jin Jingjing smiled at the corners of her mouth, but there was a knife hidden in her eyes. “Was that woman your girlfriend last
time?” As soon as my ass touched the chair, she couldn
‘t wait to ask.
‘Ah. Really At this point, I can only bite the bullet and lie.
If the lie can help me send away this plague God who has not dispersed for many years, then even if Cheng Hsiao-chih has not “sacrificed her honor” in vain
.
Unexpectedly, as soon as my voice fell, Jin Jingjing began to cry on the table. “Ni Chung-sheng
, you’re such an asshole!” She cried and scolded me.
Seeing her like this, I still can’t bear it.
In any case, she has persisted in me for so many years and spent so much time,
as a seven-foot man of flesh and blood, I can not say that I am not touched.
But I still have to take this opportunity to make it clear to her.
“Jingjing.” I said, “You have to understand a truth. A melon twisted by force is not sweet.”
Jin Jingjing looked up suddenly.
She didn’t make up today, and after crying, she looked even more haggard with a plain face. I don’t care!
From childhood to adulthood, no matter what I want, there is nothing I can’t get! You, Ni Zhongsheng, are nothing but
a stinking loser. Why did you refuse me for so many years?
She shouted louder and louder.
I panicked and looked around to see that there were no acquaintances, so I was relieved. It was noon on weekdays, there were not many people in the shop, and only two or three customers turned their heads to see us.
Jin Jingjing continued to cry and scold: “You just have a girlfriend, and she just has an abortion for you!”! I can carry your baby, and I can have an abortion! She’s only known you a few days, and I don’t believe she loves you more than I do!
The more she cried, the more sad she became. Her nose and tears flowed all over her face. Where was the appearance of a little white, rich and beautiful?
I had a splitting headache. Although Xiaozhi is not my girlfriend, but my roommate, I don’t know why, when I heard Jin Jingjing’s words, I felt extremely uncomfortable from the bottom of my heart.
But I really don’t know how to refute her.
After all, the abortion was said by Xiaozhi herself that day.
Originally, I had forgotten about it, but now it was mentioned by Jin Jingjing. I felt like I had been filled with a bottle of boiling vinegar, and my chest was burning very sore.
“Listen up.” I stood up, lowered my voice, and looked into Jin Jingjing’s eyes. “It’s not your turn to comment on me and her.”
I don’t want to stay here for another second. With these last words, I left the cafe immediately.
On that day, I went back to the shared house very early. As I expected, there was no one at home, and Xiaozhi had not come back yet.
At dusk, the sun is soft and crisp. My heart is filled with wonderful emotions, hoping
to see Xiaozhi soon, and hoping that she will not come back so soon, so that I can enjoy the quiet time waiting
for her quietly. For the first time in my life
, I realized the pleasure of waiting for someone. What will she look like when she shows up at the door
later? Are you as cool
as you were last time? Or like an officelady, wearing a fitted suit and skirt?
I couldn’t help closing my eyes. The picture
of Xiaozhi standing in my bedroom in a floral nightdress came back to me. In the
picture, the light is dim. Her dark, bushy eyelashes drooped, and her long, soft hair
curled gently over her right shoulder. The expression on her face was ambiguous and unspeakable, as if
she was making some kind of invitation to me with her eyes.
“Patter.” A
familiar sound.
I quickly opened my eyes, sat upright, grabbed the remote control in my busy schedule, and turned on the
TV. Out of the corner of
his eye, a beautiful little head came in first.
“What are you doing, meditating?” Then she laughed to herself. My heart has melted, and I have to pretend as if nothing had happened.
“Back.” I turned to look at her with a decent smile on my face and my heart beating wildly in my chest
.
Ah. All my guesses were wrong.
Xiaozhi wore a pale yellow dress with bubble sleeves, and her bare arms and legs were
shining white. She was still wearing the frangipani hat that looked familiar to me.
Looking at the little flowers on my hat, I felt a wonderful itch in my heart.
Xiaozhi carried two big plastic bags in her left hand, took off her sunglasses in her right hand and
smiled at me.
“Here, hold this for me.” With these words, he slightly raised the two big bags in his hand. As if waking from a dream,
I rushed to her and took the bag. When I
opened it, it contained tomatoes, asparagus, live shrimp, raw meat and other ingredients, which were very rich in variety
.
“Brother Chung Shing.” She called softly in my ear, “To thank you for taking care of me that day
, and to welcome you as a new roommate, I’m going to cook you a big meal.”
This dinner was the most comfortable meal I’ve had in years.
Xiaozhi is very sweet. In addition to making four dishes and one soup, she also contributed craft beer that was kept in the refrigerator
. I am a rough person, and I usually drink beer and only drink ordinary Qingdao. I was pleasantly surprised by the taste of the craft wine prepared by Xiaozhi
. All the dishes
she cooked are delicious. Especially the asparagus shrimp dish, which was swept away by me within ten minutes. Full of
wine and food, we nestled at both ends of the sofa, burping.
At this moment, I really want to say that particularly vulgar sentence to her: who will marry you in the future is really lucky.
Of course, I didn’t say that. Such words from the heart are not so precious to say.
I just asked her a question, a question I want to know most at this moment-
“Xiaozhi, I saw your information on the sharing platform, saying that you are doing marketing..” In fact, there is still half a sentence
behind: Do you often accompany clients to socialize? Before I
had finished speaking, she interrupted me.
What kind of business is not marketing? It’s just a handyman. I, Cheng hsiao-chih, am a real strong corporate slave! Her face was flushed and she spoke with a smell of alcohol, waving her thin arms as she spoke.
I know she’s drunk.
I didn’t expect this girl to look very cool, but in fact, she can drink so little. I feel a little relieved for no reason. At least she is not a “wine putty,” nor does she look like a person who often accompanies people to socialize. While she was drunk, I fixed my eyes on her face and body, bolder than ever before
. The blush on
her face can arouse the desire of love in people’s hearts and make my heart surge. The chest rises and falls and trembles slightly
as he talks, drinks and laughs. It’s like a worm in
my mind, eating away at what’s left of my mind.
“Then this social animal sister.” I tease her. She immediately turned round and stared at
me with a “what’s up” look on her face.
“What is your company’s industry?”
Chih pressed her chin and threw a three-part funny, seven-part seductive wink: “We’re
in the music business.”
“Oh?”? Is it so powerful?
“Yes!” Chih has a proud look on her face. Music festival, livehouse, have you heard of these
, uncle? This is the place where we young people go to play. Our company does
music shows.
I don’t care about the context. I only heard one word.
Uncle?
I pretended to be angry and asked her, “Am I not a young man?”?
Chih grinned, stopped talking, and took a few mouthfuls of beer.
Then she deliberately exclaimed, “Ah!” It means that you are satisfied with drinking. She’s so cute.
I can only think of one word to describe her: Jiao Han.
I dared to put my hand on the back of her hand. Instead of dodging,
she smiled at me and blinked her big eyes.
My hands began to get out of control, pulling her into my arms with a slight force. She did not
cooperate with me, and there was a flicker of confusion in her eyes. But as my arm continued to push, her body
seemed to get lighter and lighter..
When the distance between us was only half an arm’s length, I saw that Xiaozhi’s expression was stagnant
.
I looked into her eyes and she looked into mine.
My mind went blank.
After a few seconds, when her little face was only two or three centimeters away from me, I whispered to
her, “I’m not an uncle. I’m young and physically strong.”
Her eyes are a little scattered.
“If you don’t believe me, let’s try.” I turned over to her.
The sofa is very soft. What is softer is Xiaozhi’s lips and body. There was a strange fragrance of beer
malt and girlish breath in her mouth, and her body was hot. We are all a little bit drunk, which makes us bold, but not so drunk that we miss the peak of pleasure
.
That’s lucky.
…… When
it was over, she curled up in my arms like an innocent lamb.
“Um..” Little Chih mumbled, as if she had suddenly remembered something, and as if she had made up
her mind to open her mouth. “Why do you seem to have a girlfriend in my impression?”? Am I
remembering wrong?
My heart missed a beat. Jin Jingjing pestered me here
that day, and I almost made a mistake. Then Xiaozhi rushed in the
door.
She was so drunk, I don’t think she can remember.
But it’s hard to say. Xiaozhi can take the elevator upstairs by herself and open the door by fingerprint,
which shows that she is not really drunk.
I looked at her little head hanging on my chest. Instead of looking at me, she lowered
her head.
I’m not sure how much she remembers.
I don’t want her to remember things that she doesn’t need to remember. Xiaozhi, forgive me for avoiding the important and dwelling on the trivial. I really like you.
So I said, “No, I don’t have a girlfriend.”. You may have misremembered.
Chih raised her head, her big eyes full of anticipation and joy. “Really?”
I nodded firmly.
Yeah, I’m not lying.
Although my relationship with Jin Jingjing is somewhat unclear, she is not my
girlfriend.
Xiaozhi said nothing, her arms around my neck, her soft lips imprinted on my lips
. I returned the kiss with more enthusiasm.
That night, Xiaozhi came into my room again.
My second bedroom was smaller but the bed was huge.
Two people are intertwined and separated. After several times, I was finally exhausted.
Chih stroked my eyebrow with her slender right forefinger and said softly, “Why
did you get such a big bed?”
I looked at her half-angry, half-ashamed expression and couldn’t help smirking: “Of course it’s for..” Comfortable
.
Xiaozhi punched me hard. I hastened to beg for mercy, not forgetting to add, “You are a prostitute. I mean I
sleep comfortably. Is it wrong?”
Then, I seem to remember something. Liu Peng helped me buy
this big bed from the second-hand furniture market. On the day of moving the bed into the
room, the two movers spent a lot of effort. Because the door
of the second bedroom was narrow and the bed was wide, they had to put the bed on its side and move
it in bit by bit before they could move into the room.
In order to move this bed, we four big men were busy for a long time.
But Xiaozhi has no impression.
I immediately remembered that it was the day of the week
when I moved in and Zhi hadn’t shown up yet.
So, where did Xiaozhi go in those days?
Is it a business trip?
My heart suddenly sank. What
Liu Peng had said before echoed in my ears like a magic spell: “Isn’t this girl in the
market?”? I guess there are a lot of business trips and a lot of social activities.
And her own drunken remark, “We both lost our children, and you’re still fooling around here
!” Speak the truth
after drinking. “What are you thinking about?” She asked, looking at me with love in her eyes. How can
I open my mouth?
The next day, as soon as it was time for lunch break, I pulled Liu Peng into the yard and told him about my affair
.
Hearing the part of the affair, Liu Peng’s eyes were bigger than copper bell.
And when he heard my “mental journey,” Liu Peng seemed to want to slap me in the face.
“Why are you so annoying?” He finally broke out
with a roar that frightened the strangers and colleagues who passed by.
I quickly asked him to keep his voice down. He, on the other hand, was obedient and lowered his voice, but his expression was even more ferocious
, and he looked like a would-be murderer with a ferocious look. “The girl has a good
impression on you, but you’re not satisfied with that. Instead, you think she’s casual.”. So what do you want
? Want someone to kick you out of the way?
I said helplessly, “I don’t dislike her, I just feel strange in my heart.” If you think about
the process I just described, wouldn’t you be wondering?
Liu Peng sneers: “If I had such awesome luck in love like you, I would only be murmuring to myself
, wondering if I had overdrawn my luck for the next few decades!”
But in the end, my friend expressed “a certain degree of understanding” to me. I also listened to his advice. This is what Liu Peng said: “If you do a good deed, don’t ask about the future,
right?”. Now you two are in love with each other, which is not very good. Try
to get along with each other first. Let’s talk about other things later!
I nodded yes.
After all, my relationship with Xiaozhi is really unknown.
Maybe the girl saw me as a pauper, but she didn’t hold on to me for a while, and she didn’t
want to be my girlfriend at all? When I came home from work
that day, I was a little nervous.
Opening the door, I was surprised to find that Xiaozhi had come back. From the kitchen came a
strong aroma of food, which smelled like braised fish or braised meat.
“I’m back!”
Xiaozhi greeted me as she brought several dishes to the table.
“Wash your hands and then you can eat.” She gave me a big smile and went into the kitchen again. For
a moment, I felt like I was dreaming.
It’s like a young couple living together. I can’t
say why, but a sense of sadness and inferiority overflowed from my heart.
I don’t think I deserve it. Growing up, I never had anything to do with excellence. The ordinary and almost mediocre life
has transformed me from a young man full of hope for the future into an ordinary man with a vague
, boring and somewhat hateful face.
Ordinary, not yet confident.
Xiaozhi is such a beautiful and intelligent girl, how can she be a part
of my life? Will
my ordinary life be so lucky?
And another thought, like the devil’s curse, came from the bottom of my heart. If
Xiaozhi was really “that kind of woman,” would I, Ni Zhongsheng, be the
“take-over swordsman” and “honest man” in her eyes?
We honest people are always regarded as take-over swordsmen. But do you deserve to take over
if you are honest?
Thinking of this, the bliss of the previous day, which was like going to heaven, almost immediately turned
into a sword of pain, piercing me from chest to back.
No, at least for now, I can’t.
I can’t be this girl’s boyfriend.
I have to spend more time figuring out what kind of person she is and what kind of woman I want
.
I mustered up my courage and said to Xiaozhi, who was preparing bowls and chopsticks in the kitchen, “I..” I want to talk to you.
Xiaozhi froze for a moment and turned to look at me.
Perhaps my expression was too silly at that time. She looked at it for two seconds and couldn’t help laughing. Then
she said with a straight face, “OK, let’s talk while eating.”
Xiaozhi’s cooking skills are really not covered.
I had a heavy heart. But after eating two bites of the braised fish she cooked, the pressure on her heart seemed to
ease a lot.
“Come on, what are you going to say to me?” Xiaozhi
asked me vaguely as she chewed the food.
You look like you don’t care.
I watched her look for a long time before I spoke.
“I want to talk to you about our relationship.”
Xiaozhi looked at me with a strange expression.
“Is there anything wrong with our relationship?”
I said, “Do you think..” At this point, it’s like I’m stuck in my throat by an
invisible hand. The words behind, clearly made a good draft, but how can
not say. I wanted to ask her if she wanted to take our relationship
a step further because of the “forgetfulness” of that day.
But on the tip of my tongue, the more I think about it, the more wrong I am. I’m a big man, isn’t it a little too brazen to say that
to a girl-as if she were begging me.
Xiaozhi pursed her lips and looked at me. From the expression on her face, I couldn’t tell what was going on in her mind
.
“Do you want to ask me if I think you have to be responsible
for me and fall in love with me because we slept together?” After a long time, she asked me.
I mumbled for a long time and felt my face burning.
I can tell you, I don’t think so. It was our love that day, and
.. It means nothing. Xiaozhi smiled and then quickly lowered her head to eat intently
.
I was stunned.
Although she was smiling, I always felt that this smile was different from the smile
she had shown me before.
In any case, Xiaozhi and I will continue to share the house peacefully.
Every day after work, I can eat the food cooked by Xiaozhi herself. We would talk
together, sit on the sofa and watch TV together.
But there was no more “deviant” behavior. There’s not even any physical contact anymore. This tacit sense of distance and intimacy is like a huge and transparent
wall. Xiaozhi and I stayed on both sides of the wall, and we could see each other, but we couldn’t touch
each other.
I don’t know how Xiaozhi was feeling at that time. At least, for me, this wonderful
relationship makes me feel at ease.
Now that I think about it, that period of “cohabitation” was the happiest time
in my life. Calm, happy, with company.
Xiaozhi’s innocence and beauty make me greedy, and make me want to take care of her carefully.
Because I tasted the sweetness of happiness, I even forgot the original reason
for sharing the house, which was Jin Jingjing, who was hiding in the shelter.
But what goes around comes around. Jin Jingjing and I haven’t been in touch for a long time since we broke up in the coffee shop
last time.
I also hate myself for being weak and not having the courage to blacklist her WeChat. With her money and her
family’s social status, I’d better try not to offend her.
Two months later, I was used to working from nine to five, going home and spending quiet time
with Xiaozhi.
One day after work, after dinner, Xiaozhi went into the kitchen to clean up the pots and pans. Sitting on the sofa,
I looked through my WeChat Moments and saw a message from Jin Jingjing: “New city, new beginning.” The picture is a self-portrait of Jiugongge.
My pupils are shaking. The background of these selfies is clearly..
“Haichang Group”. In a selfie of Jin Jingjingbi, the four words are pasted
on the wall behind her.
It’s my unit. What the hell does
she want?
I threw on my coat. Seeing that I was going out, Chih asked me, “Where are you going?”
“Something urgent has come up.” I answered, then turned and went out the door.
Downstairs, I made WeChat voice calls to Jin Jingjing. It was connected almost in the next second. Before
I could speak, a sweet female voice came from the other end of the phone.
“Hello-”
“You..” For a moment, I didn’t know where to start. I quickly
gathered my thoughts and said, “I saw your circle of friends.”
Jin Jingjing smiled over there. “If you hadn’t seen it, you would never have come to me,
would you?”
She was smart enough to know what I wanted to ask. She was also very honest and took the initiative to
tell me what had happened.
Originally, Jin Jingjing used her father’s real estate company to talk about a big business with Haichang Group. The company of the Jin family gave our group a great discount. As a condition, Jin Jingjing offered to come over and “practice” at the headquarters of Haichang Group in B city.
“I told the leaders on your side that I was an artist and needed to experience life.” “I don’t want a penny of internship pay, I don’t want any treatment, I just want to take a class.”
I’m going to be driven mad by this woman.
“What do I have to do to let me go?” I’m almost hysterical.
Jin Jingjing is not in a hurry, listen to the voice, her mood seems to have no fluctuations.
Ni Zhongsheng, I have told you many times. I like you. I want to be with you. I have always been sincere to you. Why can’t you just trust me and give me a chance?
「……」
“I know.” She ignored my brief silence and went on, “You are a man who is not confident enough. You think a rich girl like me is beyond your reach.”. But I don’t dislike you. Why should you dislike yourself?
I hesitated for a moment and decided to repeat the lie again.
I have a girlfriend. You have seen it. On the other end of the
phone, Jin Jingjing’s laughter was full of sarcasm. Ni Zhongsheng, have you forgotten what my family does? Do you think I can’t find out? Yes, Jin Jingjing is a serious real estate daughter.
If she tried her best to investigate, she would naturally find out the truth
behind my shared house, and she would naturally know that Xiaozhi and I were just roommates of the opposite sex.
‘Alas. So what do you want from me? Now, I’m really at my wits’ end with Jin Jingjing
.
“Be my master and take me through the work.” Miss Kim’s voice suddenly softened
. It’s so
gentle that I can’t refuse.
When Liu Peng saw me walk into the office with Jin Jingjing, his eyes were straight.
Other colleagues were also surprised. I heard someone whispering to each other, “Isn’t this the beautiful woman in red who went to
the canteen to look for Ni Zhongsheng last time?” I turned my head to look at the speaker
, who closed his mouth wisely.
The young lady was assigned to a window seat in the office. It’s well ventilated and
quiet, and it’s the best place to work in the whole room. Liu Peng and
I sat far away from her.
Liu Peng secretly stared at Jin Jingjing, who was packing up her things at her work station. Then he quietly turned his head
and lowered his voice to a very low level. He asked me, “What’s the situation?”
I sighed and said nothing.
Liu Peng seemed to have figured it out by himself. He sighed and whispered in my ear, “They’re all like this. Give them a chance!”! It used to be when I was a kid, but maybe they’ve changed their nature now. Seeing that I didn’t speak,
he thought I was listening and said, “They’re all girls who are a little bold and unrestrained. Don’t you get along well with your roommate?”? Don’t you still like her? How come it’s not Bai Fu Mei’s turn? You’re too confused.
He didn’t mention Xiaozhi, but when he mentioned her, I was even more annoyed.
“Can we stop talking about this?” In a hurry, my voice was a little loud, which attracted several colleagues around me to look over.
I looked in the direction of Jin Jingjing subconsciously. Unexpectedly, she also happened to look at me with a smile.
Jin Jingjing’s smile is very beautiful, and there is a kind of charm rarely seen in daily life.
This is different from Xiaozhi’s pure and clean, which is another kind of breathtaking beauty.
This smile reminds me of the scene when I lent her my umbrella at the school gate.
That day, she said thank you to me and smiled at me. I don’t remember the mood of that moment. Looking back now, I can only remember my anger when a boy in the same class told me one day that “Jin Jingjing is a nymphomaniac.”.
After listening to that sentence, I beat the boy and almost got a demerit for it.
To Jin Jingjing, it is false to say that she has never been tempted. I am a normal man who likes beautiful women, especially beautiful and pitiful women.
When she stood in the curtain of summer rain, she looked up at the sky where the rain kept falling. When she was absent and disappointed, she was hurt by the world. How could I not reach out to her?
At the same time, it is also true to say that we dare not take another step forward.
After all, I’m not Superman, I’m just an ordinary man. I’m not sure I can always shelter this special woman.
I was afraid that the huge waves would swallow us up together, and there was nothing I could do about it. For
the next few days, I stayed with Jin Jingjing all day because I was going to be her “master.”. I
am an employee of the publicity department of the group, and I am not too busy at ordinary times. The group’s internal and external official documents, leadership speeches and so on are written by me or other colleagues in the department, and then exchanged and revised. In addition, I also have to do promotional film shooting, editing and other work.
To my surprise, Jin Jingjing studied with me very seriously. Look at the way she takes notes and writes work documents carefully, just like a female student who is about to take the college entrance examination.
You know, she and I are classmates at the same level, and we are not young. At this age, plus she probably came here to get close to me, I thought this so-called internship was just a game for rich girls. Who knows she plays more seriously than anyone else.
That day, she asked me to teach her how to cut the video until nine o’clock in the evening. In a
state-owned enterprise like ours, there are basically no people in the office at this point. It was the
same today. The other colleagues went home an hour or two ago. In the huge
room, only Jin Jingjing and I were left to teach and learn one
by one in front of the desktop used for editing.
In fact, during this period of time, I gradually felt that Liu Peng’s words were reasonable. Jin Jingjing
seems to be really different from the past.
Besides being a “nymphomaniac,” she used to have a really bad temper. When other students do something
that is not to her liking, she will get angry.
At that time, a boy in the chemical engineering college wanted to chase her and gave her a bunch of pink
roses on Valentine’s Day. Unexpectedly, Jin Jingjing threw the flowers on the ground on the spot and crushed them
with her feet. The reason was: Pink is my stepmother’s favorite color. She’s a bitch! That’s why
I hate pink.
……
In the empty office, I remembered the past and was suddenly awakened by something.
“Hello.” Let me call her.
Jin Jingjing’s body is very close to me, and the distance between us is only about two or three centimeters.
She was looking at the computer screen. When she heard me calling her, she turned her head. Long, fine hair passed in front of me, brushing my cheek as if nothing had happened.
Her hair looked shiny and soft, and it smelled so good that I wanted to kiss it.
Those peach blossom eyes stared at me: “What’s the matter?”
You are now.. Do you still hate pink? I asked such a sentence without thinking, and then I wanted to hit myself.
Jin Jingjing was stunned. Then she burst out laughing. I was stunned by her laughter.
She sat in her office chair and laughed for more than ten seconds, then hung her head and bent over.
“Is that so funny?” I was almost discouraged.
I don’t know how to express my pity for this woman. I’m afraid if I go too far, she’ll have other ideas. But I can’t ignore my sympathy for her. The emotion was so strong that it was difficult to suppress it.
I lamented my stupidity and hindsight.
Jin Jingjing’s hard pursuit of me is just like a drowning person, desperately grasping the most reliable and stable piece of “wood” beside her, in order to launch an emotional escape. And I was trying to get away from her with more strength.
Yes, I am wood. In the past, I couldn’t understand why Jin Jingjing, who grew up in a family composed
of a rich father and a stepmother, pursued an ordinary me so hard.
The answer is clearly in front of us.
Jin Jingjing is a woman who lacks love and needs love. And she thinks that I am the man who can give her love and
make her happy.
I regard myself as a piece of wood, but others regard me as a treasure.
I am simply ashamed.
Jin Jingjing finally stopped laughing.
She looked up. I saw her face was full of tears.
I took Jin Jingjing to a nearby barbecue restaurant, which Liu Peng and I used to go to
. On the way, I did not forget to quietly send a WeChat to Xiaozhi: “I will have dinner with
my colleagues tonight, and I may not go back.”. You go to bed early.
I don’t want to have anything with Jin Jingjing. But I guess she’ll probably get drunk tonight
.
When the time comes, I will stay with her all night.
Jin Jingjing came to practice this time and stayed in a hotel. That’s what she told me earlier, “Sheraton B
City.”. However, even the best hotels can’t provide 24-hour service
, and I’m worried that she will not be taken care of if she gets up in the middle of the night or vomits.
Xiaozhi Hasn’t replied to me for a long time. About half an hour later, I received her WeChat:
“OK, be safe.” Jin Jingjing and
I walked into the barbecue restaurant one after the other. I’m a regular customer here, and as soon as the landlady saw me, she greeted me warmly: “The handsome guy didn’t come with another handsome guy today.” Then she saw Jin Jingjing behind me. Her eyes lit up. She turned to me and asked me with a smile, “Is this your girlfriend?”? How beautiful! I’m
a little embarrassed. I was just trying to explain. Jin Jingjing said with a smile, “Hello, landlady!”! You’re beautiful, too!
The landlady laughed happily.
We ordered kebabs and beer. When I opened the bottle of Qingdao, I inexplicably thought of the fine wine that Xiaozhi had prepared for me.
In front of Miss Jin, for me, it is a bit like Qingdao. I am used to her, I don’t think she is good, and I even feel bored most of the time.
Xiaozhi, on the other hand, is like a surprise from fate, a fine brew that I have never tasted before, emitting the fragrance of flowers, but it always makes me feel vaguely confused and unable to grasp.
“Hey.” As soon as Jin Jingjing sat down, she poured herself a drink. Now her eyes were out of focus. “Tell me about your roommate.”
“Talk about what?” I don’t know why, but I feel a little guilty.
“I can see that you two are not just roommates.” She said, “Is it that you are interested in others, but they are not interested in you?”
I laughed angrily. “Do you look down on me so much?”? Then why have you been chasing me for so many years? Wine makes a coward brave. I drank more than a bottle and spoke more freely.
Jin Jingjing opened her eyes wide and pursed her lower lip slightly. “Because you are the only man who makes me feel safe.”
I said, “You’re safe because you think I’m a loser and nobody likes me, right?” “
She replied,” What can I say? You exude an aura of stability. It seems that you are not particularly anxious or afraid of anything, which is very attractive to me. After a pause, he said, “You and my father are two completely opposite people.”
I didn’t say anything.
We chatted one by one, talking about work and life. After three rounds of drinking, I told Jin Jingjing drunkenly that I really fell in love with my female roommate.
“Really?” She asked, but her tone was calm. Maybe she was too drunk to think any more.
I nodded my head. Jin Jingjing stopped talking, showed a charming smile, and continued to drink.
As I expected, Jin Jingjing really drank too much that day.
Finally I carried her to the taxi and she guided me to the hotel room in a daze.
That night, she vomited in the dark. As I expected,
I spent the night with her on the sofa in my room. After
that, Jin Jingjing seemed to be deliberately distancing herself from me. She doesn’t ask me
about specific things at work, and if she needs help, she will go to Liu Peng or others
.
Liu Peng winked at me: “What’s wrong with you two?”
“None of your business.” I don’t want to talk to him.
Liu Peng shrugged his shoulders. “I think you should also think about who you should choose
between these two girls.”. Don’t eat in the bowl and look at the pot. That’s not appropriate.
He’s right.
To be fair, Jin Jingjing constantly awakens me to recall the past, so that I can not ignore her
existence.
But she is beautiful and rich.
She grew up with a silver spoon in her mouth. As she said, from childhood to adulthood, she could get
anything she wanted-except maybe love. But the number of people who want to give love to such a girl is
countless.
I even thought that if Jin Jingjing had never met me, she would have found a man who really loved her
and had the ability to protect her and love her.
And behind me, there is a delicate and pitiful flower waiting for my love. That
person is not Jin Jingjing, but Xiaozhi.
As I got to know each other better, I became more and more ashamed of my previous wretched speculation.
This is because Chih is not only not a “casual” girl, but sometimes she is even quite traditional. Once
I couldn’t help asking about the outfit I first saw. “Why haven’t I seen you wear it since?”
Chih smiled. “It’s just a costume.”. When I went out to perform, there was a lack of a harmony angel on the stage, so I was called up to replace him. After the performance, I went straight to the group’s dinner party, but I didn’t expect to drink too much.
Looking at her delicate face, I felt only guilty.
My possessiveness and mean heart are ridiculous.
But in any case, my relationship with Xiaozhi is difficult to go any further. The best time has obviously been missed.
Now, I no longer have a reason to open my arms to Xiaozhi. There are only two choices in front of me, either give up or wait.
I choose the latter.
Soon, with the arrival of the performance season, Xiaozhi’s work rhythm became faster, and she had to go on business trips every three or five times. Although I only went there for two or three days at a time, I could not eat the food she cooked during her absence, and I always felt that something was missing. While she was at home, I said to her, “If I don’t eat your food for a day, I will feel sick all over.”
Xiaozhi smiled a little shyly. I came home from work this day. There was no one in the room, and the suitcase beside the hanger in the entrance was not there.
Xiaozhi must have gone out of town again.
I saw a note on the refrigerator: “There is food, and you can eat it when it is hot.”
I opened the refrigerator. Sure enough, she used the crisper to pack several different dishes
that had already been cooked. My favorite dishes are her braised fish, asparagus shrimp, and a few other dishes
.
This looks like two or three days’ worth. I was a little disappointed
to
think that I would not see Xiaozhi’s lovely face in the next two or three days. Although
our relationship has been stagnant, the sense of calm and stability she brought to me has
become a part of my life. I
even gave up the single dormitory with the company in advance.
I have decided to stay here all the time and “rent” with Xiaozhi.
I think, in fact, I am waiting for an answer, waiting for her answer to our relationship.
Maybe I should take the initiative to ask and seek definite information from the girl I like.
But so far, I’m not ready. The previous misunderstanding and prejudice diluted
the courage in my heart and made me more cowardly. I took out several boxes of food, heated them in the microwave oven, and brought the boxes directly to the table. Xiaozhi
usually uses beautiful coarse porcelain dishes to hold meals. But she wasn’t there, and I
wasn’t even interested in using them.
I was about to start when my cell phone rang.
It’s Jin Jingjing.
I picked up the phone. “Hello?”
Over there came the voice of Jin Jingjing, a tone I had never heard before,
with an indescribable strangeness and sadness: “Is it convenient to meet?”
「…… I’m pretty tired today. I subconsciously said the words of refusal, deep
in my heart there is a thought: Xiaozhi is not at home, I do not want to see Jin Jingjing.
“My father is gone.” The woman on the other end of the phone said.
Twenty minutes later, Jin Jingjing appeared at my door. As soon as
I opened the door, she threw herself into my arms. I heard her low sobs in my ears. The food
on the table, which had been heated by me, was now getting cold again. I reheated them
and invited Jin Jingjing to eat two bites.
“If you’re in a bad mood, you have to eat.” I handed her a pair of chopsticks and put a bowl
of steamed rice in front of her.
Jin Jingjing stared at the food in a daze. The way she looks, I’m worried. “So, when are you going back?” I asked her tentatively.
Jin Jingjing smiled sadly. “I’m not going back.”
“Why?”
My father has been gone for half a month. My stepmother told
me the news only yesterday. Jin Jingjing took a while to stabilize her mood, and then briefly described
the whole process to me.
It turned out that her father was strongly opposed to her coming to Hai Chang for an “internship,” because at that
time he already knew that he was terminally ill and that his life would not be long, and he hoped that his daughter would always
be by his side.
But Jin Jingjing is a very stubborn person.
Whether it was because of me or because she wanted to escape from the home that she had been depressed for many years, she
left the city without looking back and came to B city.
Unexpectedly, this decision has separated her from her father forever.
“Over the years, my relationship with my father has never been good.” Jin Jingjing took
out a cigarette from her bag, lit it, took a puff, and said slowly.
This is the first time I have seen her smoking. I accompanied her to finish smoking in silence. Jin Jingjing stood
up and patted me on the shoulder. “Let’s go.”
“Where are you going?”
“Go back to the hotel and check out.” She answered. I changed my mind. Always go back and see. I said, “I’ll take you.”
Jin Jingjing looked back and smiled, “No.”. I think clearly, I can’t always rely on you in spirit
. We’ll have to say goodbye sooner or later. With
that, she walked over to me and stared into my eyes.
You must have no idea how much
your presence has meant to me over the years. Although you never respond to me, I don’t seem to need you to respond. As long as you
exist, that’s enough for me.
Then she closed her eyes and kissed me.
This time, I didn’t hide. I know that this is likely to be the last time
we see each other in our lives.
Her lips are cold. It was a long kiss that made my head spin.
So much so that I never heard anyone open the door.
“Chung Shing..” Someone was calling my name, and the voice was timid.
I was startled and subconsciously pushed Jin Jingjing away.
Turning her head, she saw Xiaozhi standing in the doorway with her suitcase.
This scene is very much like a replica of the scene when I first met Xiaozhi. The difference is that this
time the “drunk” people are me and Jin Jingjing, and the sober one is Xiaozhi.
In most cases of life, the sober person is more painful than intoxicated one. Xiaozhi’s big eyes quickly filled with tears.
Jin Jingjing said goodbye to us in a hurry and left.
Only Xiaozhi and I were left sitting on the side of the sofa.
“I want to explain.” After a long silence, I said to her.
Chih interrupted me. “You don’t need to explain to me.”. I’m not your girlfriend
. I’m just your roommate.
This sentence is like a sharp knife, straight to my heart.
“Chih..” I called her name. I can’t say anything
except these two words.
Xiaozhi smiled at me. It was the most beautiful and sad smile I had ever seen in my life.
My sharing life came to an early end. The day after
my last chat with Xiaozhi, when I got home from work, I found that her things
had been emptied.
She was a simple person, and there were not many things, so it was not difficult
to move them all. Later, Liu Peng’s wife, Xiao Wang, told me that because Xiaozhi moved out early, according to the rental
contract, the platform and the landlord would not refund the remaining rent and service fees to her.
I know that Xiaozhi’s salary is not high. The rest of the money was not a small amount of money for her to take
or not to take.
But even so, she couldn’t care less.
She just wants to leave me as soon as possible and never see me again. Once again,
my world has become bleak.
Jin Jingjing has not contacted me since she left B city. Perhaps she has inherited the family business in her home
city and become a female real estate king? Or competing with her stepmother and
brother for her father’s inheritance?
Of course, all this has nothing to do with me.
I am still an unknown employee of a state-owned enterprise, a man who walks in the crowd without a sense of existence
.
It’s just changed a little. Instead of giving up the house
I used to share with Xiaozhi, I paid the rent
alone and rented it. The furnishings
in Xiaozhi’s room, except for the things she took away, were still like her. It’s the same as it was when I
lived here. The rent of this house is not cheap for me. My salary was low, so after work,
I went to a fast food restaurant to work part-time, and even delivered the express. If you don’t want to leave here, you have to suffer
a little. When I suffered
these hardships, I felt a kind of inexplicable steadfastness in my heart.
This is the last thing I can do for Xiaozhi-if one day, she has nowhere to
go, she can still come back to this cabin. She is always welcome
here.
Maybe it was my sincerity that touched God. One afternoon, I received a WeChat.
It’s from Xiaozhi. The last item on this
WeChat was something she said to me a few months ago: “Cook braised pork in brown sauce
tonight!” My nose was slightly sour when I
saw two WeChat on the screen of my mobile phone.
We arranged to meet at a cafe.
Originally, I wanted to ask Xiaozhi to go home directly and let her see the room I reserved for her. But
I was worried that she was worrying too much.
In front of Xiaozhi, compared with her more than half a year ago, she is more mature and beautiful.
She told me that she had changed her job and was no longer in the performance market. She enjoys the stability of a job
that involves sitting in an office most of the time.
We exchanged a few more pleasantries. I’m a little lost. I want to tell her that in the days without her, I still keep some of my old
habits.
I bought a straw hat decorated with frangipani flowers and hung it on the porch hanger. I’ll remember to water
the meat she didn’t take away.
I would still watch TV at one end of the sofa after work and imagine that she was still sitting at the other
end.
I learned how to cook braised fish and shrimp with asparagus. Sitting alone at the side of the table eating these
dishes, day after day, I feel that my craft is getting closer and closer to Xiaozhi.
I even imagined what Xiaozhi would look like if she tasted my craft one day. Will
she be happy? Or, will it be a little touched?
Of course, at this moment, I can’t say that.
Men’s self-esteem and ordinary men’s inferiority complex, let me say.
Now, Xiaozhi, a female white-collar worker with exquisite makeup, is drinking latte silently.
I asked, “How have you been?”
Chih smiled. “Didn’t you just ask that question?” The way
she looked at me was subtle. “What about you, you and the girl?”
My heart began to pound. I think that’s probably why
she came to me today.
We are not together. It was her farewell to me. We haven’t been in touch since.
I told her word for word.
Every word I say, I say with burning sincerity. Zhi, can you hear it?
The answer immediately emerged. There was a beautiful blush in her white ears, and then her cheeks were red. I think she must have recognized my overtones.
She looked at me, with three points of exploration and seven points of expectation in her big clear eyes.
I may be a little rash to come here today. I want to tell you about my past. She said.
I nodded. “Go ahead, please.”
Chi hesitated for a moment, then collected herself and said, “Actually, before I met you, I just ended a very unpleasant relationship.”
I said in my heart, I know. I still remember the first time I saw her, I saw the drunk Xiaozhi who vomited all over her body, crying and scolding.
My boyfriend is a bassist. I met him in my work. Xiaozhi’s tone was calm, as if she were telling someone else’s story.
I love him very much, and I will do anything for him. I toured with him all over the country, and I took care of his daily life. I had thought that this kind of life would last forever, and I would be able to get married and have children with him. But I didn’t expect that
once I followed him to perform in Hangzhou. After the performance, he said that there was a game to go first and asked me to follow the band to clean up the scene. But I went back to the hotel early to get something, and as soon as I got into the room, I found him taking off a girl’s skirt..
She could not go on and hung her head.
I looked at her and waited quietly.
Finally, Xiaozhi tried to sort out her emotions again, sighed deeply, and then said, “I just broke up with him and found out I was pregnant.”. My parents are both in my hometown, and they are very honest. They didn’t know about it from the beginning to the end. When I went to the hospital for medical abortion, I thought I was a very bad person. If you do something wrong, you will bring trouble to the little life in your belly.
No, you’re not a jerk. That man is.
“Zhi, do you know?” After a while, I said, “What you said makes me hate myself.”
I hate myself for being so selfish. She knew clearly that she had suffered misfortune, but she never thought of asking and helping her untie the knot.
I just covet the happiness and tranquility she brings me, but I have never considered the pain buried in her heart.
“I only think of myself..” I say.
Xiaozhi shook her head. That’s not true. You don’t understand. Before I met you, I thought there were no good men in the world. But when I’m with you, I feel very secure and comfortable.
Her face suddenly turned a little red. “That time we two..” After that, I was
actually looking forward to it. I hope you can give me a clear answer. But I think I
‘m a stupid person, and I’m ashamed of my previous relationship. I don’t deserve a
nice, clean man like you.
Hearing these words, my heart almost jumped out of my chest.
Don’t say any more. Chi, I love you.
I reached over the round table and grabbed her hand.
A year later, Xiaozhi and I held a wedding in B city.
In order to commemorate our meeting, I specially asked the designer to use a lot of frangipani
flowers to decorate the wedding scene. The designer’s level is superb and the visual effect of the scene is very good. Parents and relatives of
both sides arrived one after another. The guests praised each other and said that the venue was like a fairyland
. Half an hour before the
wedding, I was busy in the back getting ready for the stage. My second aunt, who was in charge of registering
red envelopes at the door, suddenly hurried to find me. She pulled me aside and whispered, “Chung
Sheng, do you have any particularly rich friends?”
I was confused: “No.”
Liu Peng accompanied me all the way today. As a married man, he was not my best man, but he acted as a butler and stage manager in
front of the stage and behind the scenes, directing the staff endlessly. At this moment he also leaned over to eavesdrop and answered, “Why not? Have you
forgotten Jingjing?”
I suddenly became uneasy.
On this big day, my old friend, whom I haven’t met for a long time, won’t come to make a scene again?
The second aunt was worried: “Hey, I’m busy over there, to make a long story short!”! Someone asked the courier to deliver
a gift of half a person’s height, and the courier said it was fragile and valuable! I can’t handle
this. Go and have a look when you have time. With that, the second aunt left in a hurry.
Out of caution, I personally went to the place where the package was stored. With the help
of my relatives, I took the big box apart.
It’s a half-man-high ornament.
A golden crystal stone. There was also a card inside, which said: Happy
Wedding. Jin Jingjing.
I smiled bitterly. I still can’t stand
this kind of fun.
Xiaozhi also heard the news and came. She looks at the glittering stone and laughs,
“Tomorrow I’ll find someone to carve a Ganoderma lucidum out of it and put it in my house.”
I laughed and said, “You can carve a big sesame seed!” Xiaozhi and
I looked at each other and laughed. The smile of my beautiful wife makes my heart stable. No matter how luxurious the
crystal is, it doesn’t belong to me. Ordinary happiness is enough for me.
Frangipani girl, I wish you were always in full bloom.
I will always shelter you from the wind and rain.
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