What’s the story that keeps you from laughing?

I was 14 when I entered the palace.

Uncle Chang asked me if I wanted to be the princess of the new Emperor.

“Who is the new emperor?”

I looked at him, a little curious.

He laughed so well, and said, “The new emperor is certainly the prince of the past.” I’m sorry.

“The Prince? I opened my eyes and noded my head, “Do it. I’m sorry.

So I lived in the White Deer and became a lady.

One.

I’m an unpopular princess.

It’s no big deal. The princess in the palace is not spoiled.

I hear there’s something hidden in the Emperor.

It’s no big deal, it’s just not like women or men.

The Emperor never calls to his bed, and the Emperor only loves to see the play.

But the Emperor looks good.

I have some like the Emperor.

Two.

I’ve been in the palace for two years.

I’ve only seen the Emperor three times since I was 14 to 16 years old.

I saw him talking to the Minister in the booth.

He just showed a soft side face, and I felt, so tight.

His Majesty is a man of character, and there is nothing but a woman.

If only he liked me.

But he probably doesn’t even know my name, much less remember me.

Some trouble.

What should the Emperor know about me?

I touched my stomach. It’s time for dinner.

Eat and drink and think again, and I think I’m going to take a little initiative.

Although the number of Princesses in the palace is not too high, four have not yet been summoned.

But what if the Emperor likes someone else?

It’s time to rob the Emperor.

But I’m so stupid, I guess I’m really, like the Four Sisters said, having a brain attack. I can’t think of any reason to approach the Emperor.

Fall?

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.

A soup?

It won’t work. The pharmaceuticals sent by the boss have been destroyed.

And even worse, the Emperor does not love to come to the harem.

If I had waited for him, I wouldn’t have waited until the monkeys came.

Too much brain pain. I buried my head in my arm, and I was suffocating.

If only the Emperor had suddenly gone to the garden.

My palace and it are so close that I go there every day, and I will meet him as soon as he goes, but the Emperor does not love the garden.

Ugh, that’s tough.

III

Somehow my luck suddenly became extremely good.

I met the Emperor when I was hanging around with the twigs and the majestic girls, and this time he was alone in the kiosks and there were no servants.

I’m ripping off the parrot feathers on the twilight. Is that what you call a gift?

Anyway, I have to take this opportunity.

Who knows when the Emperor’s next visit to the garden?

It’s still that way.

I told the bean bean behind me not to make a sound. Since Deok-hyun’s and Liang’s tactics have not worked, the Emperor wants to be an honest man.

Maybe I can say hello to him as Bean taught me.

“Please bow to the Emperor.” I’m sorry.

The Emperor raised me and asked, “Who are you?” I’m sorry.

“My concubine is the Lady of the White Deer. I’m sorry.

Perfect encounters, perfect conversations, all perfect, unfortunately — this is just a scene that I’ve rehearsed in my head countless times.

In fact, as soon as I got to the Emperor, the breath of my heart was gone.

The Emperor looked at me, and his eyes were completely strange and surprised.

I just feel the skin is burning, but my eyes are stuck to him.

Finally, the Emperor spoke first.

“…is the lady of the white deer? I’m sorry.

I said, “Ah, I can’t imagine why the Emperor would know me. “Yes, yes, yes, yes, I’m a lady, no, my concubine is a lady, my concubine is a lady of the white deer.”

It’s all a mess, and I’m so upset, and suddenly I think I haven’t asked the Emperor to say hello, and I’m so busy saying, “Please, please, the Emperor.”

The sound is getting smaller, not because he forgot to bow, but because he saw the Emperor holding his fist and laughing low.

I feel a bit embarrassed, but I can’t stop feeling proud. The Emperor smiles at me!

It’s the first time that I’ve seen him in all these years, when he’s not smiling, even though he’s gentle.

The Emperor doesn’t hate me yet.

It makes me happy. If the Emperor doesn’t hate me, he may like me.

I looked at him with his smile down, I reached out, I touched my head very softly.

This experience, for the first time in my life.

Four.

Since my father died, he never had the chance to touch my head.

Father and father had no brother, only one brother, so they gave it to him.

My mother was in bad health. She was sick when I was seven or eight, and she left.

Now that I think of her, the most impressive impression I remember is that she was sitting in an old yard, washing people’s laundry, and I was standing there looking at her.

It’s probably just when I fell on my head, and I was three or four years old, and I couldn’t control my body and dirty my pants.

Mother was so angry, he raised his hands and hit me so hard, I felt so hurt behind me and cried out loud.

I’m filled with frustration.

But my mother hugged me again and cried with me.

When she cried, I stopped.

I was afraid of her, but I was close to her. So We held her by the sleeves to shed tears, and comforted her with relief: “The mother does not cry; it is not painful, it is not painful.” I’m sorry.

The mother cried even more.

I couldn’t help but wait for her to finish her crying and watch her dry her tears and drag me into the house with cold red and swollen hands and change me in clean clothes.

Then come out and do her unfinished work.

I sat in front of the window of the wind and watched her wash very hard and sometimes coughed torn heart and lungs.

We have no cloth, this broken window will never be fixed, and the mother’s illness will always be repeated, and it will never be forgotten. Every day she’s busy trying to make a living and she can’t afford to touch my head.

I’ll only wonder when Uncle Chang will remember to fix this window for us.

As soon as this window is fixed, the mother will be fine.

But the windows are still broken and the mother’s sick.

Five.

The Emperor’s hand was just rubbing, and he dropped it.

In fact, I wanted him to keep touching my head, but I was afraid that he would turn me down, so I kept quiet.

I heard the Emperor ask me, “How old is this year?” I’m sorry.

His voice, like his people, was so gentle that I could not help but dared not be too close.

“Sixteen years old. I’m sorry.

I stood up and answered his question in good faith, thinking that the Emperor was only four years older than me.

His Majesty’s voice was soft, and he stopped talking, and seemed to be thinking.

I can’t talk to him, but I think it’s a rare opportunity to see him, and I’m wondering if I have something to say.

I know this man. He’s the boss of the Emperor, Lieutenant General Su.

He’s the one who lets go.

I’m not going to talk to the Emperor.

Lieutenant General Su came to court, still faceless, and never changed his face to the Emperor, but he spoke with respect: “Your Majesty, the King has left.” I’m sorry.

And then he leaned towards me, and said, “The Lady of the Lady of the Lady.” I’m sorry.

I can feel that he didn’t mean anything to me.

The Emperor has noded his head, I have a drum in my heart. Is he leaving?

He’s definitely leaving.

Lieutenant General Su put on the Emperor.

“Don’t get cold in the garden. Go back after the kick.” I’m sorry.

The Emperor saw the thong in my hand and told me to hurry back to the White Deer.

I can’t stop jumping in the heat of my heart: “Don’t worry, I’ve never been sick since I was a child.” I’m sorry.

In fact, there are exaggerating ingredients, and there have been a few small cases, but they are just normal symptoms.

I grew up healthy and well in a situation like that, and then I went to the palace on happy days, and I didn’t even get one cold.

I’m not saying I’m fine at this point, but I’m not saying anything to make him happy.

I was pleased that he cared about me and felt that time had passed too quickly to speak to him and that Lieutenant General Su had come.

But I couldn’t stop him. I just watched him laugh at me and walked by me.

The next time I saw him, I don’t know when, there’s so much I haven’t told him.

At the last chance, I turned around and shouted, “Your Majesty! I’m sorry.

He turned back, something was not clear.

“Can we meet again?” I looked at him with my eyes and looked forward to his noding.

But the Emperor did not nod his head.

He just showed me a gentle smile and turned away.

He didn’t turn back this time. He really left.

It’s a lie to say no, but I haven’t been sad for too long. After all, the Emperor loves to change, and he’s busy.

I’ve been used to seeing him for so long.

Six.

But it was only three days before I saw the Emperor again.

I just had lunch and I was panicking and walking around in the white deer’s yard.

The bean bean holds me, and I’m suffocating.

“Ma’am, you’ve always been too hard on your body. I’m sorry.

I know she’s busy for my own good.

That’s not the first time she’s said it, and I’m not the first time I’ve said it.

But I’ll hold on.

I’ve never eaten anything good before, and I understand that the taste of hunger is really bad. Second, I always feel sorry for the food on the table.

It’s better to save your stomach than to fall.

The Emperor said that the Emperor had always been very diligent, and that the palace would not be short of all kinds of things, but would not have much surplus.

If I don’t waste my food, the Emperor will compliment me.

That’s what I’m thinking.

It’s the little templeman of the Qin Temple, the jade.

We knew him because the bean bean knew him, and they had known him before me, so they did not speak much.

“What are you doing here? “What happened to the white deer when the bean was a little surprised that the jade was not around the Emperor?

“The mother is tired and comes with her and the Emperor wants to see you.” I’m sorry.

The Emperor wants to see me?

Me and the bean bean look at each other and it just feels weird.

When it comes back, I’m happy to hear it out loud. The Emperor wants to see me!

“Just after lunch, Mr. Yu arrived to pick up her wife, and she didn’t seem to have a bad thing.” I’m sorry.

Mr. Yu is Lieutenant General Su, I know that.

The bean bean’s face is loose.

I’m just happy. I don’t know what they mean. I guess the Emperor is in a good mood to see me.

It’s a great thing.

The food will not go away, and I ask you urgently: “Are you going now?” I’m sorry.

“Isn’t it? “The palanquin is waiting outside the white deer table. I’m sorry.

Then what are we waiting for? I’ll take the bean, and I’ll go to the Queen’s House with joy and joy. If I didn’t finish last time, I’ll finish this.

But when the Emperor was not present, he only saw Lieutenant General Su.

I don’t understand. Didn’t you say the Emperor wanted to see me?

Lieutenant General Su’s attitude towards me is good, but it’s just a bit of a bit of a fright.

Unlike other monasteries, he was an old man whom the filial father had left to the Emperor, and who was no less capable than a university student at Zonta.

The court called him Mr. Hero.

These are the bean bean words, so I’m not stupid, I’m just not smart.

I’ve been through my head, but I’m not stupid. You see, Beans taught me, don’t I?

I’m thinking less, slowly.

And Lieutenant General Su seems to know that I still don’t understand too much.

“The Queen will wait here. I’m sorry.

He’s still a serious face, but his voice is really nice: “I’m hungry, I’m hungry, I’m thirsty, I’m drinking tea, I’m free.” I’m sorry.

I looked at him, and I grabbed a piece of snack, “Why aren’t you being mean to me?” I’m sorry.

He didn’t seem to think I’d ask him that question, but soon he reacted and showed me a smile.

He said, “Because the Queen is a good child. I’m sorry.

Well…

I think I know where to nod and put my mind on your snacks.

It’s been a long time, but I can’t help but bite it. It’s nice, it’s soft, it’s sweet.

I remember eating a piece of bean, and then I stopped and couldn’t eat more. I wonder if I could take a piece while I’m gone.

Thinking about me, I’m stuck, staring somewhere and starting to look.

Twilight.

“The Holy Spirit…”

The Emperor has returned.

VII

When the Emperor returned, Lieutenant General Su left and took the palace girls.

Soon, it’s just the two of us.

I suddenly didn’t know what to say and I kept smiling at him.

The Emperor seemed to be a little bit uncomfortable, but he didn’t get tired of seeing me, and he came and touched my head like that day.

It was only then that I realized that I forgot to bow, but he did not look angry.

He’s so nice.

Being Emperor is as good as being Prince.

The atmosphere is a little stagnating and as dull as I am, and it’s a little confused.

Finally, the Emperor spoke first.

“It says on the book, “Your name is Yuen, I’ll call you Qi” I’m sorry.

“No good. I shook my head and told him in plain language, “I’m not called Yu Yu. I’m sorry.

It’s so weird.

The Emperor paused and asked, “What is that?” I’m sorry.

“Ah, Kam. I came to him with a spirit, and I said to him, “You have to call me Siam, because I have only this name.” I’m sorry.

I’m sure my parents didn’t give me that name.

I think Uncle Chang raised it for me.

Very not used to.

But the Emperor promised me, “Okay, I’ll call you Siu Man.” I’m sorry.

And I nodded and asked him, “What shall I call you?” I’m sorry.

His Majesty’s name, I know it.

I read it to her, though, with her finger on my palm, and I can’t say it.

What a nice two words.

Unfortunately, I do not recognize them, and they do not recognize me.

I may have asked too bluntly, but the Emperor was a little shaky, but he was quick to react.

“Long, my name is Yin. I’m sorry.

I’m learning what he just looked like: “You’re famous, and I’ll call you Atom in the future.” I’m sorry.

His Majesty said, “Okay. I’m sorry.

“Att least I’ve changed his name from Emperor to Emperor and tried to say something. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

The Emperor responded.

He’s got a temper.

VIII

“I have so much to say to you. I’m sorry.

“What’s that?”

And I took the oranges, which had passed by, and held them in my hand, and told him, “I love you.” I’m sorry.

The Four Sisters specifically told the Emperor to tell him I liked him when they had the chance, so he would love me.

“Why would he like me so much? I couldn’t understand, I couldn’t see the four sisters, “Why did I rob the Emperor?” I’m sorry.

“The little fool. “The four sisters scolded me, hugged me, “No one will like you. I’m sorry.

“If you take the Emperor, you’ll have a real life.” I’m sorry.

I hold her back, I don’t know what to say, I just have to do what she says.

Besides, they like the Emperor.

So I look up and I repeat, “I really like you.” I’m sorry.

“Really? # Look at me funny, ask back #

“Really. I thought he didn’t believe and asked him very seriously, “Remember, you went to Uncle Chai’s house? I’m sorry.

“…is the winter of thirty-seven years.” I’m sorry.

“Yes! I was surprised to slap my hand and look at his head. “As for the winter three years ago, you asked me why I wear shoes and asked me if I was cold. I’m sorry.

I couldn’t help but laugh and remember the first time I saw him.

At night, I ran out of a small yard for more than a decade, and I didn’t see anyone stop me, and I ran into a bunch of people in the hallway.

At the front, that’s the noose.

He’s covered in a fox’s fur, with a pale face, and he’s sick.

And We looked at him, and only knew that this man looked good, until he looked at those around him, frowning, “Who is this child?” I’m sorry.

Nobody stood up, so he turned around and looked at me, his eyebrow was loose and his voice was so gentle, he asked me…

“Why aren’t you wearing shoes?

“Is it cold?”

I’m still stupid, I don’t know what to say, I’m wearing a thin shirt and I can only hold my arm.

He took off his fur and put it on me.

It seems that there was something of an emergency, and the movement left in a hurry.

Later, I knew that the one who gave me the coat was the Prince.

That fox, it’s really warm.

I never went through that warm garment, but I didn’t know where I was left.

She said she kept it for me, but she didn’t give it back until she got to the palace.

It’s sad, it’s like remembering the day, and it’s a little skeptical. I’m sorry.

“Mmm-hmm! * I’m nodding, I’m happy * I’m sorry.

“But the boy looks like he’s only eight or nine years old. “Sixteen years old and 13 years old.” I’m sorry.

And he looked at my face, and he suffocated at it: “It’s true that it’s small, the boy’s eyebrow and a little red mole. I’m sorry.

Come on, I’ve got a little tip on my finger.

I stayed still until he took his hand back and kept saying, “Do you know why I went to the palace? I’m sorry.

“Why?”

Question with great cooperation.

“That day Uncle Chang asked me if I wanted to be the princess of the new Emperor. I’m sorry.

I said slowly that the speed of speech was too slow, mainly because it was too short to say, and that it would trip.

“I asked who the new emperor was, and Uncle Chang said, “The new emperor was the prince of the past. I promised to enter the palace as soon as I heard it.

“The Prince is very nice. He dressed me and asked me why I didn’t wear shoes. I’m sorry.

“So you went to the palace? I’m sorry.

And he shook his head, and he said, “Love for the people is what I should have done and you are so small that this is not a good place in the palace. I’m sorry.

No, I interrupted him, “It’s a good place. I’m sorry.

I smiled at him, and I counted the benefits of the palace: “Eat full, dress warm, and bean bean bean bean and a couple of chicks play with me…”

“Is that all right?” He’s a bit of a laugher, “What a child.” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I answered him with certainty, and then I went on to say, “Before entering the palace, I thought that the Prince was as good as the Emperor, and when I married him, I could eat and dress well.

“Absolutely. I’m proud to have made the right decision, “I haven’t been hungry since I entered the palace.” I’m sorry.

I’ve been talking to you since I’ve been coughing so hard, I’ve been taking tea and drinking.

“Did you often starve before?”

Listening to him, I waved my head with hesitation, “No.” I’m sorry.

“For three months before entering the palace, there was no hunger. I’m sorry.

Even every meal makes my stomach swollen, and they say I’m going to the palace, but it’s too thin, it’s trouble, and I’m fed.

“No wonder he was born so young. I’m sorry.

His eyes were complex, he touched my head with mercy, and I leaned over to make him feel better.

When I left, he sent me himself. When I was about to go to the saloon, I pulled his sleeves and suggested that he lowers his body a little, and I said something to him.

For me, he’s pretty big.

“Yo, you’re so nice. You’re so nice to me. I love you. I’m sorry.

Three real words in a row.

When I’m done, I’m looking at him. I’m sorry.

Nine.

It’s very generous. I’ve got snacks with dishes.

The first thing I did back to the White Deer Plateau was to hold the snacks with my hands, to hold the bean bean bean bean bean, and close the door of the bedroom.

Eat. * I’ll pick up a snack and feed it to her mouth * I’m sorry.

“I can’t! “How can a slave make a mistake when he is too busy to stop me from being afraid and serious?” I’m sorry.

And I was determined to comfort her: “It’s all right, let’s eat quietly, and no one will know.” I’m sorry.

But it’s not a big deal if you give me a snack, it’s mine.

“We’ve just tasted a piece of cinnamon in the temple.” I licked my lips, and I looked back, and I thought, “Well, bean bean bean tastes like cinnamon, and she’s gonna love it. I’m sorry.

The bean bean no longer refused to take over.

I smiled at her little mouth and ate her snacks, and I thought she was so pretty and, like, always smelly and soft.

But when she ate, she cried.

I’m so scared, I can’t help but shed tears for her. I’m sorry.

Beans don’t talk, just shake your head.

Suddenly I remembered how nice you were when I first left the palace.

I’m not short on bean bean beans.

She was right next to me, and I heard her.

Or do you think I said I liked her?

That’s not gonna work.

“Don’t worry. I looked at her so solemnly, “I said I liked Attila, but…

“I like bean bean bean, too. I’m sorry.

And I look at me, and I feel like I’m right, and I’m like, “Don’t worry, it’s best for both of us.” I’m sorry.

“How can this be the same?” I’m sorry.

She’s laughing at me, and she can’t help but say, “My mother’s fondness for the Emperor is different from her fondness for bean bean bean. I’m sorry.

“What’s different?” I was in a hurry to explain to her, “Same, same!” I’m sorry.

Beans don’t cry anymore, pretty eyes look at me, all of a sudden.

“…the mother is still young. I’m sorry.

Her voice was soft, like a big sister: “If it were, it would be good. I’m sorry.

When I saw her not sad, I laid down my heart and pressed her to eat a snack. I’m sorry.

“These snacks are made of bean bean bean, and no one will eat them. I’m sorry.

“Don’t you want to eat? I’m sorry.

“Hmm! I nod my head and I’m sure, “I won’t eat either! I’m sorry.

No one can rob her, not even myself.

This is probably one of my few stubbornness.

After eating one piece of bean, she stopped eating, and she wrapped up the rest of the snacks.

I watched her with doubt.

“I’m not hungry.” “I can’t help but touch my head, and she rarely does these moves that she sees as being excessive.

“Mother’s snacks, bean bean bean beaks are very fond of them. I’m sorry.

I nod my head, okay.

I wanted to talk to the soybeans and suddenly remembered that I didn’t seem to have finished talking to them.

I scratched my head, I looked at the bean bean, and I was a little angry at my bad memory.

“He’s sick. Ready?”

Ten.

Three days later, Jade came to White Deer.

He came to proclaim the commandment.

“Congratulations, you’ll be a princess! “This is the first in our palace!” I’m sorry.

I can feel it. He’s really happy for me, too.

But I don’t know how different it is to be a princess, to watch two large cabinets in the hands of the pagoda.

Don’t…

Two more cabinets than the princess?

Mother! “How can I say that? I’m sorry.

It is also a cry and a smile, but it is still for me: “Isn’t it not for the princess that the two cupboards give? I’m sorry.

The bean laughs, and the sound of warmth explains: “Good mother, princess and princess are not the same.” I’m sorry.

“What’s different?” I’m sorry.

I don’t understand. Aren’t they all concubines?

Well, the bean cocoon thought a little bit, and in other words, I can understand, “Mommy makes a bride, and can eat more good food and wear more beautiful dress. I’m sorry.

I didn’t care much about that, but it was good to eat and warm up, and she said she was just noding at places that were not available.

But the next thing I said was to cheer me up.

She said, ‘You can also go to the Emperor’s house yourself. I’m sorry.

Really?

I looked up at bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean

“Of course it’s true! She looked at each other and laughed mysteriously, “Tonight you will see the Emperor.” I’m sorry.

You’ll see Keung tonight?

I’m happy to be a princess, and that’s why the four sisters told me to fight.

It suddenly became difficult in the afternoon, and my eyes were waiting for me to be picked up.

Wait, wait, wait, wait.

No surprise, I’m holding on again.

He tried to rub it for me, but Lieutenant-General Su came with the men. She only had time to wash me up and put me in the sedan.

I was told: “The mother is not afraid, she is not afraid that the slaves will not go anywhere and wait for you to return from the white deer …”

I didn’t feel scared or even happy to see Tung, but I noded at her to see that she was no longer on the trail of the pagoda and fell on her feet, and I had to ask her to come back: “Don’t go after her. I brought a cuisine with cinnamon.” I’m sorry.

The soybeans finally stopped, but they still refused to turn around and they sent me away. She passed around the corner, turned around, she couldn’t see me, I couldn’t see her.

I went back to my body, and I started saying over and over, “Is Atom well or not?”

When I arrived, my feet hit the ground, and I was just going inside, and suddenly I stopped.

“Ma’am, what’s wrong? I’m sorry.

Lieutenant General Su is a bit surprised, but he still asks me nicely.

I watched him blindly, I couldn’t remember what I had been saying for half a day.

“Lieutenant General Su…”

“What am I gonna ask Atom?”

Eleven.

In the end, I didn’t think I’d ask what I wanted to say and walked all the way to the bedroom behind Lieutenant General Su.

It’s quiet, it’s quiet.

Lieutenant General Su retreated quietly, and I remember the rules that bean beans taught me, sitting quietly in the chair, not moving, not touching.

It’s a bit boring, but it’s good to see around my eyes.

It’s big, but cold.

It’s winter, it’s cold at night. Why doesn’t he order charcoal?

I didn’t notice Yin had returned.

“Ashikawa”?

I looked back, and I saw his gentle smile again, and I wasn’t bored at all. I’m sorry.

He was still carrying wet water, and I saw him. He was just bathing.

I blinked and found him looking a little better.

Wait until I tell him, Lieutenant General Su came in with a bowl of medicine: “Your Majesty, it’s time to drink. I’m sorry.

I finally remembered what I was talking about on the saloon, and I wanted to ask if Atom was well, but now he’s still drinking, as if he doesn’t have to ask.

“Did you wait long?”

Come sit next to me.

I thought about it, shake my head, “Not long.” I’m sorry.

“…that’s good. I’m sorry.

And when he had said it, he remained silent, and I did not know what to say, so I looked at him with my eyes scarcely, and it was not my fault. Who will make him look good?

He asked me, “Do you know what we’re going to do tonight?” I’m sorry.

Shake your head, I don’t know what he means.

But it seemed as though he was relieved, and took me to a big bed, and said to me, “This evening, a small man will sleep in it.” I’m sorry.

I was like, “Oh, I’m a little sleepy, and I started to get rid of the cape, and I got a little surprised, “Ah, Kamu. I’m sorry.

“What are you doing?” I’m sorry.

“Sleep!”

When I took off my cape, showed a light pink coat and went to bed quickly, I couldn’t help but fight a debt: “Did you not want me to sleep here?” I’m sorry.

Be quiet now.

I went in the tampons, and I shuddered, there was no carbon in the bedroom and the cotton was cold.

“Then… sleep first. I’m sorry.

After the silence, he reached out with his hand and strangled for me.

I watched him snuggle up, and then I walked away, and I thought I’d go back to the play date.

It’s very busy being the Emperor.

I’ll wait for him if he’s so hard.

So I waited, waited, waited so long, I fell asleep, he didn’t come.

My eyelids grew heavy, and suddenly, a low-pressure cough came out.

Is he coughing?

From the cracks of the gushing, I saw my back turned towards me, lying on a soft couch not far.

What did he sleep there for?

I told you I’d sleep with you tonight.

I got out of bed without my shoes, walked to his bed naked, he seemed to notice, turned around and saw me, sat up and said, “Did I wake up?” I’m sorry.

I stung my head down and looked at him, “Why do you sleep on it?” I’m sorry.

I should have slept with you.

“Well, I’m afraid to squeeze you.” I’m sorry.

“No!”

I just came down from there, and I didn’t know it, so I told him, “Don’t worry, the bed is spacious, and we can all roll over.” I’m sorry.

Ahem. Ahem.

And suddenly he started coughing again, and he held his fist to his mouth, so he tried to keep it down, and it looked like he couldn’t stand it.

And it did not come to him again until it slowly subsided: “No, thank you for your kindness, but I am used to sleeping alone.” I’m sorry.

“It’s okay, I’ll get used to it * I held his hand, and I tried to pull him down, and I got chilled. *

Why is his hand so cold?

Remembering that there was no charcoal in the bedroom, and he was in bad health, and I put my hand into his nest, and it was cold.

“This bed is not warm! “No reason, I’m a little angry, “not at all! I’m sorry.

When people get cold, they get sick.

“We sleep together! He said, “I’m warm, Atom, my mother and my grandmother told me that when I sleep, it won’t be cold to hold two people together!” I’m sorry.

He just kept his head down and he kept looking at my hand with him, and he was in a difficult place to nod.

I was happy, and I took him to the bed, and I drilled him into the nest, and I made him lie down with my eyes.

He lay down slowly and he was stiff.

I knew it. It’s so cold that you don’t order any charcoal. See?

You’re so big, you don’t know how to love your body.

While I was groaning, I rolled into the garb, and he was cold, and there was no heat, and I held him by the cold, and my feet were on his feet: “I covered Atom, is it warm now?” I’m sorry.

“It’s warm.” I’m sorry.

I feel his body getting warmer, and I feel like I’m coming up again, and my eyes are closing.

“I said I’m warm.”

He hit me on the back with his own hands. He was so nice, he put me to sleep.

I hit a yawn and fell asleep in his arms.

XII

When I woke up the next day, I was gone.

The bean is standing in front of the bed, laughing at me, without the fear of yesterday’s face, and looking happy.

“The mother is awake? I’m sorry.

I rubbed my eyes, still resting on my bed, and the voice of the bean bean is so sweet, so gentle and so gentle that no one wants to wake up.

But it’s no good not to get up. After all, it’s a palace.

“The bean bean…”

I had a yawn and I got up and looked at her: “Are you here to pick me up from the white deer? I’m sorry.

“Mom. I’m sorry.

“We’re not going back to the white deer. Your Majesty will see the Emperor every day! I’m sorry.

“Huh? I don’t understand what she means.

“The Emperor said that you will live in the temple of the festivities when the sun comes up and the jade comes to me. I’m sorry.

I see. I nod my head.

I thought it would be late, because he seemed so busy, but he appeared at the Qing Temple today.

I was looking at the bean embroidery, and the voice of the jade question came from the outside, and I knew it was the impatience to come back and rush out to meet him.

Chiu, you’re back!

He looked great today, he touched my head and pulled my hand when he came in.

And the bean of beans and the jade will go away quietly, and the whole house will be left with Me and him.

I turned my back on him, and I looked at him and said, “Did you sleep well last night? I’m sorry.

“Hmm. He smiled, and his temper was still so good, and his brown eye was so soft: “It was good to have a little company and I slept so well.” I’m sorry.

“I told you I was warm! “I can’t catch cold, I can’t get sick.” I’m sorry.

It was a solemn offer, and I thank you.

He’s really a good man.

I knew it. Marrying him was the best thing.

Today’s dinner, I’m using it with Ying, and the celebratory is very simple, and it’s similar to the white deer table, but it’s a little lighter.

It’s nice to eat, and he’s got me some food.

In fact, I’m already full, but I’m not finished with the food, and I thought I’d eat it all.

I can’t believe it. But now that the bean is gone, I can’t rub my stomach, and I’m not flattered.

I’m a little depressed.

After a simple baptism, I began to look at him, and I sat next to him with my stomach and watched him turn around.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I’m sorry.

I look at my stomach with some loss, and it’s still a little hard: “Give me what you have packed, I’ve eaten and I haven’t wasted anything. Can you exaggerate me?” I like it when you compliment me. I’m sorry.

It’s like, “I’m sorry, it’s all my fault, I’ve got too much for the little man.” I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong with him? I’m sorry.

I don’t know if it’s too bad, but if the bean is here, she’ll rub my stomach.

But he said he could rub my stomach.

I scratched my head and spread my belly, so if he wants to help, rub it.

I was so careful to reach out and rub my stomach. He was so strong and so comfortable I fell asleep.

And the more sleepy I get, the less my mind works.

It was so cozy of him that I put a yawn on his leg and I put his hands up in his head and kept my eyes closed: “Atom touches my head, I like to be touched by you…”

And instead of refusing, he thrusted his finger into my head, and pressed it gently, and I listened to him in a trance.

“When I was four years old, I had a roller coaster.

“It’s always hidden in the macabre, likes to be close to me, whether I rub my belly or reach out and touch its head, and it’s never angry or even happy… It’s like the real thing, even a name. I’m sorry.

I listened to the “mmm-hmm-oh-oh” spot, and his voice was soft, and he sounded like he wanted to sleep.

“I can’t help but hear him whispering in my ear. I’m sorry.

I’ve been saying “um” a little bit.

“I’ll sleep with you tonight…” I’m sorry.

That’s nothing bad.

I nodded my head and tried to strangle his head from his leg, crawled slowly into his bed, slept for the first second of the past, and waved at him to signal him to come.

After that, after that, I can’t remember.

I fell asleep at this time of day.

XIII

And so I stayed in the Quarter, and as time passed, I became more and more familiar with Qin and learned many things that others did not know.

Busy, but not as busy as I thought.

Nor does he always like to read, and sometimes he reads other books and writes.

At night, there was still no coal in the bedroom. Lieutenant-General Su said that the hotness of the acupuncture would be worse, and he told me that Atom was the last person to drink bitter medicine, which had fallen off in secret.

“Don’t forget it. I’m sorry.

Lieutenant General Su gave me cuisine-flavored cakes and told me seriously: “Separate the king’s important duty to drink medicine, the slave will be yours.” I’m sorry.

“It’s better to take a pill if you’re sick. In this sense, I feel a great responsibility on my shoulders, and I feel the confidence of Lieutenant General Su, and I promise him that I will not fail to assure you that I will keep an eye on Aso and drink medicine. I’m sorry.

When he smiled so nicely, he said to me, “If it is hard for the Emperor to drink the medicine, there is an eight-story box at the bottom of the bookcase, which contains so much honey, and the Emperor eats one and two.” I’m sorry.

“Why should I eat two? I’m sorry.

I’m sorry.

He looked at me with kindness, and said, “Because my mother is a good child, she should eat one more.” I’m sorry.

Ah, I see.

So I accepted it with ease, and the result was to find the box under the bookcase, and to open it, and it was full of honey, and it smelled so sweet that I was more active than him every time he drank it, and feared that he might sneak it down for fear of suffering.

And when he had finished his medicine, I would strip him of a sweet sweet sweet lotion and then of two.

The first time he saw the box, he was surprised, but it was only for a moment, and then he looked at me and he said, “How do you know that the box is under the bookcase?” I’m sorry.

“I don’t know… it ran out on its own! “I have in my heart the secret between me and Lieutenant General Su, and I refuse to tell Ying, but I feel a bit ill-hearted and afraid to look up to him, and I only try to argue.

“Why did you just give me one? * Looked at me funny and soft as a deep lake *

“I did not! I’m sorry.

It’s been a while since I’ve heard it. But I can’t figure it out. How could he know it was from Lieutenant General Su?

I didn’t say anything!

I didn’t even know about the bean bean. When I brought her the cake, I almost had to give it to her, but I kept it.

He told me he wouldn’t tell Lieutenant General Sioux that his plan had been compromised, and he’d drink well, but…

And every time I drink afterward, I shall give him, quietly, an extra bellow, in return for which I may eat three.

“No one knows but us. I’m sorry.

Well, he convinced me.

I hum it in my sleeve again, and I thought it wouldn’t matter if he let me watch me drink medicine.

And when I think of the zealous saying, “This is my little secret from him, somehow, and I feel happy in my heart.”

“Yo, you’re so sweet. I’m sorry.

I looked at him with all my heart and my mouth was so sweet. “Can I go out for a minute? Just a minute. I’m sorry.

After this afternoon, I was stuck with the honey in my sleeve, and I didn’t want any lunch.

“One minute.” I’m sorry.

I smiled and pulled him back and said good things, and although I couldn’t go back and forth, I called it a broad two seconds.

That’s great. We can go find Bean.

I ran out of the Qing Temple and turned the door around, and I saw the bean embroidered in the duty room.

“The bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee bee!” I’m sorry.

“Oh, my God, it’s cake.” Or is it a sugar?

Neither. * I’ll have to ask her to close my eyes * I’m sorry.

Come on, feed her the sugar lotion in her sleeve.

“Sweet. I’m sorry.

“It’s sugar lotion.” I’m sorry.

“Do you like bean bean? I’m sorry.

She nodded her head: “I like it, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it, I love it! I’m sorry.

I’ll put my heart down, she’ll like it, and I’ll be happy if she likes it, “I’ll be able to bring good honey to beams every day tomorrow and other tastes!” I’m sorry.

The soybeans shake their heads, and she brushes my hair with her hands and says to me, “Be good, eat yourself, don’t have to be a slave.” I’m sorry.

“Don’t worry, I’ve eaten. I looked around, and thought I was secretive, and whispered to her: “I have three honeys a day, I have one, I have one bean, I have one left, and I hide it in your sewn bag, and we eat it quietly.” I’m sorry.

The honey in the box, it seems, will never be enough.

And the bean groans: “O mother–

She took a look at me, and she complimented me.

I’m a bit shy and humbled: “It’s okay. Atom is smart.” I’m sorry.

If it wasn’t for him, there would be no more honey.

XIV

Every half-month, the Emperors are given a day off.

I know that because it is only on that day that we can sleep a little. I used to wake up before he left.

Unlike now, when I opened my eyes, he lay next to me.

I whispered a yawn, I drove away the faintness, and my head became clear.

I didn’t want to wake him up, so I lay on his side and looked at his side.

He looks good.

Except for bean bean bean, he’s the best one I’ve ever seen.

For some time, my hands became sweaty, very uncomfortable, I moved unconsciously, and my ten fingers were awakened, and my breath slowly became a little anxious.

He opened his eyes slowly and turned his head and smiled softly at me: “The little man awake?” I’m sorry.

I nod my head and sit with him.

“Atom. I’m sorry.

I called, and then I heard him whispering, “Well? I’m sorry.

Thinking about it, I looked at him very carefully: “I think you look better today than yesterday. I’m sorry.

“Does Kam feel like I look bad yesterday?” I’m sorry.

“No, no, no!”

And I hastened to deny: “I mean, you looked good yesterday, you looked better today, and you look better every day.” I’m sorry.

As if he didn’t believe me.

“Really! I’ve been thinking about how to describe his beauty, “…Do you know about the white deer? White and tender. You’re as good as a bouquet. You’re fragrance. I’m sorry.

At the end of the day, I added, “It’s just that the fragrance of the bouquet and the fragrance of Atom…

And the rest of the speech is in my mouth, and I am afraid to say it, and the more I look at it, the more I say it, the redder his face becomes, and he is sick again.

It’s nice to have a nice day in the spring, and I’ll stop the medicine for two days. I don’t know why he’s angry.

And when they were laid in silence, they were packed by the pagodas, and went around the screen, I saw the face of the bean groaning.

She came in to wash my clothes, and I raised my hand, put on my dress and brushed my hair.

She’s still so pretty today.

“The bean bean.”

I couldn’t help but shout, and I looked in the mirror at the bean bean, and I said, “You look so beautiful today, like a white deer. I’m sorry.

The bean bean is used to my crude and white compliment, and at first it’s embarrassing to look down, and then it’s getting more and more so.

She lifts me up and turns her eyes into two little moon teeth: “It’s nice for my mother too. I’m sorry.

If you want to exaggerate, then I’ll nod my head and say, “We look great!” I’m sorry.

Say, let’s go outside.

I can’t believe I haven’t gone to the front. When I saw him reaching out to me, I held him by my hand.

Are you waiting for me?

And he looked at me with certainty, and suddenly he stretched out his hand and wringed my cheek.

I’m confused and I don’t understand what’s going on with him, but if he doesn’t, I don’t know how to ask him, he follows him to the front.

This silence lasted until I had eaten half of the way, and I had just drank the porridge, and suddenly the loud sound came into my ear.

Siu Man…

I turned to him and asked him what happened with my eyes.

He’s so pale, he doesn’t know how angry he is: “All the things he says in the morning are happy, right? I’m sorry.

What do you mean?

I looked seriously at it: “I never lied.” I’m sorry.

He whispered, “Oh,” and then looked me in the eye and said, “What’s better?” I’m sorry.

To be honest, it’s a little hard for me to do this. I’m good at either.

But if I ask, I’ll have to choose one.

So I bowed my head and thought, and then looked up, and told him with certainty,

“Powder. I’m sorry.

It’s beautiful, but it’s hot.

He gnawed on his teeth, and looked at me, and began to sigh.

Just. I’m sorry.

He shook his head and asked me if I had eaten enough.

I felt it very carefully, saying that I was not hungry and that I could eat a little more.

June Blanche, I don’t know.

I’ve always been cold, dressed, hot, eating, too.

Since the first time I had to eat, I’ve been standing in my way, so I turned around and decided if I wanted to continue eating.

Touched my stomach, gently pressed.

Then he cried, and called in the jade, and said: “A few of them may withdraw.” I’m sorry.

That means I’m full.

Come on, I’ll stand up with him. I’m supposed to read or write today.

But I was wrong. I didn’t read or write today.

Then he turned back to the way he was gentle and gentle, and touched my head, and his eyes were filled with pity: “A few months before he came out of his house, the small adornment was going to suffocate.” I’m sorry.

Hello? I’m not responding.

To be honest, I had not realized that I had not been out of peace for the whole of March, had I not mentioned it.

It’s either sleeping and sleeping every day, or it’s sticky and glucose and it doesn’t feel the passing of time.

I wouldn’t be bored, but it’s great to be in the garden.

I’m going to the garden, and the jade is ready.

It was also at this time that I suddenly realized that it had been some days since I had not seen Lieutenant General Su.

I sat next to him and whispered to him where Lieutenant General Su went.

“I’ll be back in a while if I have something else to do.” I’m sorry.

I relax and show him the tarts.

“Looks good. I’m sorry.

And he exaggerated, and I was proud of it: “The bean bean is made, and she has the right hand. I’m sorry.

As soon as we’re done, the garden will be here.

I’m so excited to go underground and play with the bean bean.

Kicking and kicking, the soybeans snapped my horn and suggested I look back.

I’m on the rise, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move, I’m on the move.

And the Princess and the Princess, standing in the presence of a high bellowing face, and they knew not when they would come.

And when he saw me, he called with kindness: “Your Lady. I’m sorry.

I just said, “The Four Sisters’ orders were ringing in my head, and I realized that they were all here to rob the Emperor.

The body was faster than the consciousness, and it was only when I came back that I realized that my hands were so tight in my right arm.

He was a bit surprised, but somehow I thought he was happy.

Anyway, happier than morning.

He picked up the handkerchiefs from the jade, gently rubbing my sweat until my face gets dry.

“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

And he whispered to me, and I didn’t know how to answer it, and he only shook his head, filled his heart with pain.

When he looked at me like that, he ordered Yu to take me back to the Qinghui.

When we were leaving, Deok-hye called me and smiled and smiled: “It’s been a long time since the princess came to me and waited for days to come.” I’m sorry.

Princess Liang joined her and invited me to her.

I am not aware of how they suddenly become so passionate, and know that I have only met them a few times.

Usually, I stayed in the white deer, and I had bean bean bean with a couple of other chicks, so they didn’t come to me, and I never looked for them.

Besides, there’s plenty to play with. I don’t want to sit with them.

So I shook my head and rejected them, “I don’t want to go.” I’m sorry.

“I’m not going to go if I don’t want to.” I’m sorry.

As soon as I got back to the Queen’s Hall, I was born alive.

I was just trying to tell Ying that I was hungry, and he snuck me to the study: “If I am not tired, write with me.” I’m sorry.

Fifteen.

The most useful thing to do is to make me understand that I’m really good at writing.

He was kind enough to teach me to write, but I did because his voice was so soft, he fell asleep in his arms and woke up because he smelled food.

And as slow as I am, I feel a little shame.

So We refused to look up and look up at the lunch, but we were looking for food, and our faces and their jobs were stuck together.

There’s a rabbit in the bowl and there’s a voice of disapproval: “How can we not eat?” I’m sorry.

I lifted up my head, tried to peek, and he caught me.

But he didn’t say anything and didn’t look angry.

This meal, as usual, ate almost, and he asked me to put down chopsticks in case of abdominal pain.

Why is he so good?

I touched my stomach, and I was filled with emotion, and I wasn’t finished, and I was squeezed in my cheek.

“Come on, let’s go. I’m sorry.

He took me to the study and taught me to write like he did this morning.

And I stood in my arms, and he held my pen, and he taught me with his hands behind my back.

To be honest, his demands on me are extremely low.

“It’s not just a quiz, it’s great to learn a thousand words. “All right, let’s start with a small name, finish the small one, then write mine.” I’m sorry.

He took me and wrote my name over and over again in a blank.

I looked at the four words on the paper, and I looked at the jade finger on the right hand.

He softly “um,” drops his pen.

I looked into his eyes, and I took it seriously: “Do not like anyone but me, will you?” I’m sorry.

It’s not very accurate, but I thought I’d change the sentence to “How do you like me?” I’m sorry.

It seemed like he thought about it, and then looked at me, and he looked at me, and he looked like, “Well, who’s the favorite?” I’m sorry.

Who do I like best?

Head down, I’m starting to think about it.

The bean bean came out of her head, and then it came out of her head, and she took all of my sights, and she scolded the little fool, and she shoved half the bun into my hand.

“Four sisters. I’m sorry.

I looked up, whispered, and said: “I love my four sisters.” I’m sorry.

It was a bit of an accident, but he quickly responded: “Why does Kamu like her the most?” I’m sorry.

Why? I don’t know, actually.

Four sisters are mean. They always say I’m stupid. They say I’m stupid.

Why do I like her so much?

It’s probably because she’s always wondering if I’ve eaten enough, and she’s always sneaking around to see me, and even if she’s impatient, she’ll give me a hug.

She said I was stupid, but nobody said that.

“Look, you remember everything I taught you so you’re not stupid, you’re just not smart. I’m sorry.

I nod my head. The four sisters are so smart. She must be right.

Since then, I have kept in mind that only the four sisters can call me stupid and the others do not count.

So when you ask me why I love the four sisters, I want to come and say four words: “Four sisters, good.” I’m sorry.

“Four sisters best. I’m sorry.

I insist on repeating that the four sisters are the best in the world and the best in me.

It’s not bad for me, but the four sisters are different, and to me, the half of the bun is more precious than cinnamon.

But it does not seem understandable.

And he looked at me, and his eyes faded, and he said, “That’s why I’m not the one who’s the favorite.” I’m sorry.

I was unconsciously trying to counter it, because in my heart, the four sisters were different, but I couldn’t tell what was different, so I shut up.

Then I heard him saying, “It is not fair, it is small.” I’m sorry.

“If it wasn’t for me, then it wouldn’t be for me. I’m sorry.

I looked at his cold face, and I thought, “Oh, it’s over. The four sisters wanted me to rob the Emperor. I didn’t get it.

I don’t know why, suddenly I feel frustrated, but it is not just because I failed the four sisters.

Maybe it’s because I’m used to smiling nods, after all, because he’s got a temper like that, and now he says he’s not gonna like me, and I’m so upset.

But I won’t cry because my sister says I don’t cry because I don’t cry.

I wouldn’t cry if I didn’t like it.

I turn around, pick up a pen and continue writing, but I can’t remember where to start, and I’m even more upset.

In the morning, I heard a long sigh from behind me.

The next moment, he held me in his arms.

“Why are you crying?”

I just wanted to say that I didn’t cry, and I was like, “If I don’t like you the most, you have to cry.” I’m sorry.

He held me in his face, rubbing my tears, moving softly and carefully, while groaning: “Are you not the one who loves me most, should I cry?” I’m sorry.

I twirled my head. I was a little embarrassed.

If the Four Sisters knew, they’d call me a liar.

“Well, don’t be sad. I’m sorry.

“How about this?”

“…and I’ll love you the most when Aoi will write our names. I’m sorry.

I sucked my nose and asked him, “Really? I’m sorry.

“Really. I’m sorry.

“When did I lie to you? I’m sorry.

As if I did, I nodded and wanted to continue to learn to write, but I couldn’t think of anything else.

I hold my pen and I cry: “I, I can’t write…”

“It’s okay. I’m sorry.

He smiled, and his palm covered my right hand with a pen.

“I’ll teach Kam, okay? I’m sorry.

XVI

I’ll write my name and his name, he loves me.

So as soon as I have time, I’ll practice in the study.

But I’m really not smart enough to learn four words from back and forth for a long time, and I still can’t remember a pen from my heart.

When I was unhappy, the bean bean made new clothes to comfort me, but did it and refused to show it to me.

“Five days later, it will be my mother’s birthday. She combs my hair and moves so softly, “Just treat it as a gift for my wife. I’m sorry.

How come this year’s little birthday is so fast?

Last time I had a birthday, I was on the white deer table, and the soybeans made me a particularly delicious pear cream.

You’ll know this time you’ll live in peace?

For some reason, I didn’t tell Yin my birthday was coming, and if it had been before, I would have asked him for a present.

I started working harder on my writing.

Two days after my birthday, a long time ago, Lieutenant General Su came back, as if he had gone out, and the whole man seemed tired.

Immediately thereafter, in the past, the temple door was opened after having been occupied by the bridesmaids of Jai.

I only met her once at the palace dinner.

She’s an enthusiast, as she says, so it’s natural to be close.

I understand, but when I heard you go to Hyeon-hyun’s, I felt a little uncomfortable, a little angry, a little lost, or something else. I didn’t know what to say.

I didn’t even notice it, but I went back and hid the paper.

I didn’t want to talk to him, and I was still mad at him, but he smiled at me and I was soft.

The night was so tight I didn’t fall asleep.

And that’s why I was dazed the next day, and I used to practice my writings with yawns, and the soybeans told me to go to sleep, and I shook my head and wanted to write a more satisfactory word.

So I finally wrote one of the prettiest before dinner.

He said he would come back later, and I was so sleepy that I thought it would be the same for him tomorrow morning, so I took a break.

I had a good night’s sleep and a good dream.

The dream was that I would show the writings to Yin, and he complimented me and said to me, “I love the small adornment!” “I was happy to hold him, and I couldn’t live without it.

The dream was so surreal that I woke up and found it to be a dream and a bit of a loss.

I’m sitting on the bed, and I’m not sitting around.

Looking at the bright light, I was so upset that I must have slept too much, he didn’t see it.

The voices of the two pavilions in the back of the screen came as they were about to get out of bed.

Last night the Emperor didn’t return all night…

“I’ve heard that I’m staying with the Lady of Good Will…”

I’ve been thinking about him so loud that he didn’t come back last night. He’s with the Princess.

At this moment, I was well aware that something that could have belonged to me had been stolen. He wouldn’t like me even if I showed him the writing.

No, not at all.

Quiet!

“Who gives you the guts to chew your tongue behind your mother’s back?” I’m sorry.

And the two pavilions hastened to ask for forgiveness, and then went far apart, with no promise.

The next second, the soybeans came in with their new clothes and smiled, but the spin, when her face became frightful, rushed to the bedside.

I sat on the bed and cried out to her without crying: “The bean bean…”

And she put me in her arms, and gently slapped my back: “No crying, no crying, no crying, no crying, there are bean beans.” I’m sorry.

I’ve been holding back my tears and feeling sorry for my position.

“I want to go back to White Deer. I’m sorry.

I looked up and looked at her and said, “The bean bean, I want to go back to the white deer. I’m sorry.

I wouldn’t have been upset if I had known it would be such a difficult time.

Yeah, back to the white deer, I’d be as happy as ever.

I quickly got out of bed, picked up the new clothes I made and found the rest of the clothes in the cage and tried to put them together and bring them back to the white deer.

The bean bean was rushing to stop me, and his voice was anxious: “Mother, the Emperor has not returned.”

“I’m going back to White Deer! I’m sorry.

I broke her up and broke her mouth: “I don’t want to live in the Queens, I’m unhappy, very, very unhappy…”

“Why not? * He’s got a warm voice, he’s pale, he’s walking in a big tweezer, and he’s cruising his eyelids when he sees me. * I’m sorry.

I don’t want to talk to him. I’m going to pack up a bunch of clothes.

And the bean looked upon me in difficulty, and afterward she went down, and I took it as nothing, and found a cape, and wrapped it together.

He came to me, softly calling me, “Little Awa…”

I covered my ears and didn’t want to hear his voice, and then I flew back to the bed and hid in the covers, as if it would reassure me.

“Mom. I’m sorry.

So he went to the bed, and sat down, and was helpless: “Listen to me. I’m sorry.

And I listened to it in vain, and the tears filled my eyes with tears, and then fell down, disobedient.

Liar! I’m sorry.

I smoked my nose and I held on: “You lied to me! I’m sorry.

“I don’t like you anymore.”

I was taken out of the nest as soon as the voice came down, and he looked at me with the utmost seriousness: “It was not fair to me to do things in the middle of the road and to be small.” I’m sorry.

He said he was soft and came down, and he gave me tears: “I saw the words of Manchuria, and I wrote them very well, and I know that these days, Manchuria is very serious about the words… From now on, my favorite is Kamu, okay? I’m sorry.

I’m starting to feel like I’m having a hard time hearing this place, and I don’t know if it’s my birthday, but after tonight, I’m 17 years old.

“It was yesterday, it didn’t count today. I’m sorry.

“Not counting?”

Listening to me, it’s like I’m happy, with a gentle smile on my face, “What if I said that I wasn’t with the Princess last night?” Does that count?

“What if I say again that I only like Toshikawa?”

Said he wasn’t with her last night.

He said he only liked me later.

I looked down and thought that the two words were spelled together, and it was probably that he used to like me and he only liked me later.

In that case… it’s not impossible to count today.

So I noded, and I said, “Well, then count.”

“Good. I’m sorry.

“So it’s settled.” I’m sorry.

I got a little guilt in him and left him to hold, but when he let me go, I found myself with a red rope around my neck and a little jade key on it.

“A present for the birthday, like it? I’m sorry.

I’m not responding. I just have to wait.

And look at me carefully, and look soft and firm.

“It’s a hundred years to live.” I’m sorry.

XVII

I don’t know why it’s amazing between me and Yin.

Since when, probably the night of my birthday, he held me and asked me if I wanted to play alone with me.

I thought about it, and I said I wanted to.

He noded his head, said he knew, and then his hand reached into my coat.

I don’t know what he means, so I keep asking him.

What are you doing?

“…is not hot right now.

“…”

“Beautiful, close your eyes.” I’m sorry.

I closed my eyes.

The next day I woke up and his face was red before I said anything.

Ganing said it was because he was shy.

When she said that, she touched two of the fruits in front of the Buddha and gave me one, and she ate one herself.

I don’t know where it is, but I don’t know what to be shy about.

Carnin smiled and touched my head.

She’s so sweet, I’ve misunderstood her like a bad woman every time I think about her, and I’m ashamed.

But Kaining was so big, he didn’t blame me, he was willing to play with me.

And that’s why I found out that the words “the Lady of the Good Lady has gone out of town to eat Jai-fook” were all obscurantist, and Janine didn’t show up because she was sneaking out of the palace and playing outside.

Gain doesn’t like Buddha at all, only the fruits of Buddha.

The most common thing she does is bring me pastry fruit that I eat before the Buddha, and then lazily tan the sun and tell me how beautiful she is out there.

It’s like right now, we’re lying on the couch, she says, I listen.

“…on a horse outside the palace, wherever you want, nobody cares about me! Carnin’s eyelids, and she smells.

She’s so proud, I envy her.

Ganing lamented and rocked the recital chair: “There’s nothing to worry me about except the palace.” I’m sorry.

But she wrinkled her frown, and she was not happy with her face: “What brings him up again . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I’m sorry.

It’s not that I’m curious not to ask her what happened to Don Ming Yun, but it’s mainly because Jain’s angry at him as soon as she thinks of him. Besides, I know who Tang Ming Yun is.

Ganing is out of the palace because he likes him.

Now she’s back because she doesn’t deserve it.

“Well, well, forget about him. I’m sorry.

Ganing came to me and seemed mysterious: “How can we get along with my cousin if you want to know? I’m sorry.

I looked at her, and I looked at her, and I nodded, and I said, “Yes! I’m sorry.

She drew her finger, I leaned on it, and I heard her say, “It’s really simple, you’re like this.”

After that, she photographed my shoulder and said, “Remember? I’m sorry.

I nodded my head and looked at her, “Remember! I’m sorry.

“What do you remember?” I’m sorry.

So I sat up from the reclining chair and ran towards him: “Ajong, have you come to me and take me back to the palace?” I’m sorry.

He rubbed my head and then grabbed my hand.

He looked at Janing and looked at him with a bad eye: “What are you teaching me about? I’m sorry.

“What’s a mess?” It’s a very interesting thing, ask Misaki! I’m sorry.

I looked up to me, and I immediately nodded and said yes.

Ganing will be happy.

Instead of looking at her, he asked me what I remember.

I thought about it, and Ganing just said to me to remember that I couldn’t tell Ying, so I kissed Ying on her back.

Look at me and look red.

And then she looked at Janine, and she was black again.

Caining ran away early, and she moved so fast into the Buddha’s Hall and took the door with her.

And he gnawed on his teeth, and said nothing, and took me back to the house of peace.

In fact, I’d like to kiss his face, but I’m still waiting for someone to kiss him.

The white-haired grandpa greeted Yin and said hello. I haven’t seen many others and I can’t help but hide behind Yin.

And he greeted me with a loud voice: “No fear, no fear, no fear, this is Dr. Lee of the Taishu Hospital, a good and good man.” I’m sorry.

Dr. Lee then opened his mouth and smiled nicely: “Mother, I’m going to do the same trick and make you smart!” I’m sorry.

Smartening people?

I looked out at him from behind my head, and my eyes were bright, “Really? I’m sorry.

“Of course it’s true, the liar is a dog!” I’m sorry.

After that, he looked at me and said, “Do you want to try? I’m sorry.

“Try to try!” I went out of my arms and sat down in my chair, hoping: “Doctor Lee, I want to be smart!” I’m sorry.

“Yes! Dr. Lee, “I’m going to show you something.” I’m sorry.

Speaking of which, he looked into my eyes and pressed the back of my head, and asked me if I had a headache and if I was sleeping, and I thought, “Tell him he didn’t have a headache and slept well.”

Dr. Lee thought for a moment, then looked up and looked up.

“Do you remember anything? I’m sorry.

I think I’ve been healthy since I was a kid, and I’ve had a few colds, but it’s going to be all right, except…

“Mom says I fell. I’m sorry.

I looked down and looked at the ground: “I broke my head and became an idiot, so my mother didn’t like me.” I’m sorry.

Eighteen.

Dr. Lee didn’t make me smart.

Then he said something to him, and I was not aware of it, and he refused to let me hear it, and asked me out.

I’ll wait for them at the door.

Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

“Atom?”

I don’t know what’s wrong with him.

And the vigil was silent, but he held me in peace, and he loosed and dragged me into the front.

He looks strange, but he’s still as good as he used to be, but he’s got a feeling I don’t know, and he doesn’t get back to normal until we sleep at night.

I was lying in his arms, trying to ask him what happened, but I didn’t know how to ask.

Perhaps I was too careful, too desperate, to slap my back softly: “Don’t worry, I’m fine. I’m sorry.

I was like, “Oh,” and I pulled up his left hand and looked right, and I just thought he had a fine, long finger. And when he saw the strength, suddenly he heard me whispering, “What was Kato doing before entering the palace?” I’m sorry.

What was I doing before I entered the palace?

I thought, suddenly, I felt like I was living every day.

I’ve lived in a little yard since I remember.

Broken windows, tired mothers, and clothes that will never be washed.

Sometimes they go hungry, winter is cold.

Every night, my mother’s coughing in her bed, and I sleep next to her and I feel scared to get close to her.

I always thought if I was as smart as my four sisters, would my mother like me a little bit?

When she gets smart, she smiles at me.

Just like when she saw her four sisters, she always smiled.

But I was still a stupid kid, and my mother didn’t smile at me, and she left one winter and never came back.

I couldn’t remember when I was seven or eight, but it was cold and snowed. I woke up in the morning and found my mother sleeping and I called her, but I couldn’t.

I think Mom’s too tired to take a break.

So I got out of bed, sat on a chair, looked at the cold ground and wondered if the four sisters would come today.

But the four sisters didn’t come, and I sat all day and the mother slept all day.

I was cold and hungry and had to climb back to bed before my mother woke up, and I was so cold that I slowly went into her arms, hungry and fell asleep.

That night, the mother didn’t cough, she just slept and didn’t wake up.

The next day, I woke up, crouched in the yard, watched the little ants move the land, and lined up a long way.

At nightfall, the four sisters finally arrived, and she lived in a compound not far away, full of uncle’s aunts and his and aunt’s daughters, but only the four sisters would be with me.

“What’s in your mouth? I’m sorry.

The four sisters came to me, and I was confused, and I opened my mouth.

Spit it out! * She’s so mad at me * I told you to eat!

I spit something out of my mouth. It hurts on my back, but I’m afraid to say it.

That means I must have done something wrong, so I was beaten.

“Why eat mud?” I’m sorry.

I didn’t have the strength to stand up, so I got on the ground and looked up at her and said, “I’m hungry.”

I will not eat the earth into my stomach, for it is indeed bitter, bitter and bitter, and I cannot swallow it.

“Do you know it’s dirty, you can’t eat it? I’m sorry.

I’m shaking my head, I’m afraid, and I can’t tell her because I’ve seen little ants moving to the ground before, and I’m so hungry.

It’s hard to find it in your mouth.

The four sisters hated the steel and looked at me, and they extended their hands, and the slaps ended up falling.

She looked around and looked at me, “Where’s your mother?” I’m sorry.

I pointed to the door, “I’m sleeping. I’m sorry.

“Don’t eat any more! I’m sorry.

When I was honest, I walked into the house, but soon, she walked out with her pale face, and I realized that she looked ugly and was shaking.

“You stay right here. Don’t move. She went outside the yard and left behind the next sentence, “I’ll go and shout.”

And then a lot of people came to our yard.

She was covered in white cloth, lifted out of the house, I wanted to wake her up and ask them where they were taking my mother, but I did nothing but sit on the floor and watch them leave.

The four sisters let go of their hands and their eyes are red, and they hold me gently: “Now we are all motherless children.” I’m sorry.

And I thought of the words that I heard from the beginning, and turned to the four sisters, “What does it mean that the mother died and the four sisters died?” I’m sorry.

The four sisters looked at me for a long time and told me, “If I die, I can live a good life.” I’m sorry.

“But you’re crying. I pointed to her tears, and I couldn’t understand, “… four sisters, why are you crying? I’m sorry.

“The little fool. I’m sorry.

Four sisters smiled and whispered.

“I’m happy then. I’m sorry.

Oh, so happy.

Four Sisters said that a man can live a good life if he dies.

That’s a good thing, the four sisters are the smartest. As long as she says so, it must be true.

Then, when Uncle Chang sent me to look after my grandmother and fell asleep like his mother, I knew that she had a good life.

That night, I walked out of my little yard for more than a decade and tried to find my four sisters, but because of the darkness of the sun, I was lost and I met the prince, and he asked me why I didn’t wear shoes.

Then I entered the palace and became his princess.

“…and then I’ll be the princess of Atom. I’m sorry.

And when the voice came down, I was held tight, and then his obscure voice sounded in my ear: “I know that it was hard for me.”

“But I don’t know, it’s been so hard. I’m sorry.

Seems like a grotesque kiss on my forehead.

“It’s not hard. I had a yawn, and I said, “I have a mother, I have four sisters, I have a grandmother… and then you and bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean.” I’m sorry.

It was a difficult life before, but I did not have to work hard, but it was the people around me who took care of me, a stupid child.

Especially the four sisters. She’s younger than me, but she’s always worried about me.

She was teaching me how to do it the night before she entered the palace.

Although she repeatedly warned me not to miss her and said she wouldn’t miss me, but…

“Atteu. “Will you see my four sisters?”

“If you see her, can you talk to her for me and say that I listened to her, did what she wanted me to do, and, more importantly, I didn’t miss her, really didn’t miss her. I’m sorry.

Atom was silent, and he laughed: “I have seen the four sisters of Kamu, who are now doing well.” I’m sorry.

“Really? I’m sorry.

I breathed a breath of joy: “Four sisters are fine, I’m fine. I’m sorry.

Don’t forget what I asked you to say! I’m sorry.

He put my head in his chest, long and soft,

“Okay, I’ll tell you. I’m sorry.

XIX

The days have been peaceful, but there seems to be some difference.

Then he asked Dr. Lee to help me with a medical condition, but this time he didn’t look at my brain, and he finished with me, and said to him, “Your Majesty, my mother is pleased. I’m sorry.

The small palace girl in the temple was well-received, and he laughed and commanded Lieutenant General Su to distribute the gift.

I’m asking what “hi” means.

He touched my head and said, “It’s time to be a mother.” I’m sorry.

Mother?

I opened my eyes and looked at him, “Do I want to be a mother?” I’m sorry.

It’s incredible.

“Can a man like me be a mother? I’m sorry.

“Why not?”

“Don’t worry, he has to play with him.” I’m sorry.

He said that, but I still hesitated, after all, in my memory, the mother was cooking and washing, not playing with me.

But he asked me not to worry, and he said, “I am the father and father.” I’m sorry.

He said that, and I really didn’t worry.

I’ve spent three months blinking and I can finally go to Caining.

Before going out, the bean bean was first tied to my waist with a flat round pillow and then gave me new clothes.

I don’t know why she did it, but it must be for my own good, so I didn’t ask anything, even if she did.

I couldn’t sit in his chair today, so he helped me prepare the sedan.

By the time we got to the Tweedy, Janine was sunbathing.

Now it’s afternoon and it’s autumn, but I’m still hot, and she’s lying there, and she doesn’t know.

And when she saw me, she was lazy and had a yawn, and she was tired of saying, “Hi, there’s little Awa.”

I sat down in her recital, surprised to see her tummy more round than mine: “Can you be a mother?” I’m sorry.

“Yeah. I’m sorry.

She dazzled her eyes, and she was so impatient: “I’m so tired, I want to sleep every day…”

I thought, “Get down in her ear and ask a question I’ve wanted to ask a long time ago: “Janin, where did the doll come from? I’m sorry.

“Hmm? I’m sorry.

Caining looked at me strangely, as though he had become aware, and his back was laughing in secret:

“Kaining Gaining. * I hold her arm and shake it * I’m sorry.

Maybe it’s just that I’m so tired of it.

So I came over, and she smiled: “It came from your feet!” I’m sorry.

“Really…”

I’m a little skeptical, but I’m looking at Carning’s face, and I consciously believe her story.

So I came back at night to the festivities, and I asked Qing at the very first moment: “Are it true that Jing, Janin said the little doll will come out of my feet? I’m sorry.

When I was tied up with a flat pillow, I was taken back to the bedroom and removed for me.

Throw the flat pillow over the side, and he kissed me in the face: “Janin was right, the little doll did come out of his toes, and he could see him in March. I’m sorry.

Since that’s what you’re saying, it seems that Gagin is not teasing me.

I just don’t know why, since then, the number of times I’ve been given permission to go to Garining’s, and the bean bean beams tied to my waist, is getting bigger and bigger.

I spent almost all of my time in the hall of peace, not even in the garden.

But it’s not every day. I’ve been doing something serious these days.

Once I’m done with my routine every day, I start to teach me to read a thousand words. Although I’ve learned to forget, he never blames anything, but he continues to teach me more patiently.

Winter to this day, I came home early and I wrote on paper.

Because of the heavy nap and the late rise, when he came back, I wrote five big words, which were not beautiful, but also a bit guilty when I saw him.

But he didn’t notice the words I wrote, and he took my hand and rushed to the outside, and then he went back and said to me, “Do you feel happy to take him out of the palace today?” I’m sorry.

He’s in a good mood.

Sure, me too.

To be honest, I haven’t played outside the palace, remembering what Jain said to me, and I’ll hold my hands a little tighter.

After he got into a carriage, I finally thought of asking Ying: “What are we going to do? I’m sorry.

He helped me change a simple dress, and then he held my hand tight and he looked at me, “We’re going to meet someone very important.” I’m sorry.

A very important man? That’s what I should see.

I leaned on my shoulders and was hungry, but unfortunately, when the carriage stopped, I was told to climb a mountain road.

Actually, I don’t want to climb the mountain, but it’s very important.

When I got halfway up, I squeezed my sour legs, looked at him, he seemed to have feelings, turned to me and laughed.

He’s not well, he’s in winter, he’s drinking again.

I was a little worried, but I was so relieved that he could hold on and then move on and step on.

So, finally, when it’s too late to see the very important person.

He was standing on a high stone, in a black robe.

A monk.

He took me to see him.

But the preacher only let him into the hut, and I had no choice but to crouch on the rocks and wait for him to come out.

It seemed like it had been a long time, or just a little while, and I looked up and saw the moon rising, and finally, when I was hungry, the door was opened from inside.

Ah Tsing!

I stood up and looked up at him step by step and stood in front of me.

I’ve only seen his eyes red and he looks happy and sad and looks strange.

Jing, what’s wrong with you?

He doesn’t talk, just keeps looking at me.

And for a long time, he stretched out his hands towards me, and the next moment We were brought into a little warm embrace.

“Dumbly little man…”

He groaned and said, “Didn’t he say, “Don’t come to me again?”

I don’t know what that means.

Nor did he explain how he took me down the mountain.

Downhill is always faster than uphill, but towards the streets it is also nearing the night.

When I got off the wagon, I found the snow in the sky, and through the moonlight I saw white snowflakes falling on me and on my radiant hair.

I pointed at him, and I laughed so happy: “Yo, your hair is white! I’m sorry.

He pressed my eyebrow gently: “The small hair is white too. I’m sorry.

And We breathed, and the whole street was silent and dim, and there was only a stand not far away with a lamp.

And when I was brought with me, I sat down, and asked for two bowls of wild vegetables and a hot fog. And I heard a saying from the stallkeeper, “Okay!” I’m sorry.

The stander’s movement is fast, and when it’s not too long, the two bowls are in front of us.

The hot soup is so hot that it hurts my tongue, even if I am already starving, I choose to blow it down slowly.

The shopkeeper suddenly ran not far away.

I turned around and found out it was his wife who came to pick him up, and the stander picked up the baby in her hand, and said, “What’s so cold that I’m here for?” And with a small aluminum…”

Kam?

And I looked at it, and I was astonished and astonished, and I said, “My name is Kam. I’m sorry.

It’s just a condoning laugh.

I look at the family that came, and I’m curious. “Is your child also called Siu Man?” I’m sorry.

“Yeah!”

“Come, tell the little lady what our name is.” I’m sorry.

The boy, with two little braids, answered loudly and loudly: “My name is Kamu!” I’m sorry.

I nodded my head and I asked, “Is his birthday too small?” I’m sorry.

“Not really. I’m sorry.

And this time I answered not the stand-up but the wife of the stand-up– she said, “The small day of life is winter.” I’m sorry.

Winter, isn’t that today?

“If it’s winter till the day of birth then why call it Siu Man? I’m sorry.

I don’t know. I’m a natural, so I’m called Kuman, but he’s a winter boy.

And when his wife came to the children, he tightened his collar and looked soft: “No, my child is rich, no more than a small happy life.” I’m sorry.

“A little success?”

Once again, I whispered, I looked out of the sky, and I was suddenly called, and I found myself crying.

But why would I cry?

“Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, h, ah, ah, h, ah, ah, ah, ah, h, ah, ah, h, ah, ah, ah, h, ah, h, ah, h, ah, h, ah, ah, h, ah, h…

The voice of tender and desperate came from the mind.

I remember who she is.

“Atom. My throat hurts, and I look at it, “I remember. I’m sorry.

“It’s actually like my mother. I’m sorry.

If she didn’t like me, she wouldn’t wish for a little success in my life on the night she left.

But I was so scared that I forgot all about her, just the coughs and the slaps.

“I forgot her good…”

I stomped on the warmth, and I put a spoon in my mouth as if it would make me feel better.

Mother always liked me.

“Living, Kam, must live.”

Tears were thrown into soup bowls, and the four sisters said their mothers were having a good life.

But what should we do, Four Sister?

I miss her.

Twenty.

I had a dream the other night after I went back.

I dreamt of being young, and he was still so tall in my eyes. When he waved at me, I crawled out of the big balconies and was happy to come to his feet and lick his sweet cakes.

When I woke up the next day, I wanted to tell Yin about the dream, but somehow I just grabbed his hand and forgot what I wanted to say.

Why is my memory so bad?

I can’t wait to be depressed, I can’t shake my head, I can’t hear my voice: “It’s okay, let’s hear it when it’s over. I’m sorry.

That’s all I have to remember.

The hour passed so quickly that, in blink of an eye, it was New Year’s Eve, which I had in the festivities the year before, but I fell asleep when he came back.

This year’s New Year’s Eve, he took me to see fireworks.

“Ashikawa, you’ll have a wonderful life, a life without disease, and a full family.” I’m sorry.

Look at me like I’m serious.

I thought he was making a wish, a gift, and I took his words and learned to make a wish.

“It must be a hundred years old. I’m sorry.

He only smiled, reached out his finger, lit my eyebrow, and looked with me at the fireworks. He whispered, “This is the life we all share…”

I didn’t hear you. I said, “What did you say? I’m sorry.

“Nothing. I’m sorry.

And he took me in his arms: “I mean, it will also be 100 years old.” I’m sorry.

“Hmm! “We all have to live a long life! I’m sorry.

The year has passed.

The moon was over, and the moon was over, and on the first day of March my flat pillow was no longer drumming.

And the bean bean rolls over with me, and I roll over, and I sigh: “It’s been a long time since I saw Kaning. I’m sorry.

Maybe my mouth opened, and that night I saw Ganing.

The first thing that seems to have happened in the palace is to return to the festivities, to order the bean to pack and take me to the white deer.

He took the little key on my neck and kissed me on the forehead, saying, “Wait for me.” I’m sorry.

I followed the jade, the bean bean, with my round pillow, to the white deer.

I looked everywhere on the way, and it became clear that the white deer was so far away from the Qing Temple, but how could I not have noticed?

“Ma’am, the white deer is coming. I’m sorry.

He said, “I nod my head, I saw Ganing standing at the door with a big belly, and I waved at her and shouted at her, “Janin!” Canning! I’m sorry.

The sedan finally stopped, and I walked by her and held her arm with joy. I’m sorry.

“That’s embarrassing. I’m sorry.

And Ganing looked at me, and looked at me, “If you don’t come to me, I’ll eat and drink and sleep well.” I’m sorry.

“Good, good. I smiled at her, I ate, I slept well, I slept well. I’m sorry.

And she seemed to hold back and looked at me several times, and then she said, “A little fool.” I’m sorry.

That sounds familiar, like four sisters.

“Kaining Gaining.”

Ganing went in the door, and I stalked her, and I said, “Will you call me a little fool?”

“You’re so annoying! I’m sorry.

“Janin, that’s like it! I’m sorry.

Like what?

“Like my sister!”

“What sister? I’m older than you. Call my sister. I’ll hear it.

“…”

On the evening of March 3, Janin suddenly cried for stomach pain.

Soon, she was brought into the room, and the soybeans took me into another room and told me that Janine and I were having a baby. “But I don’t even have a stomachache…”

Ganing said she had a stomachache and I didn’t feel much.

The soybeans held me down and remained gentle and gentle: “Good girl, everybody’s got a baby. You’re lucky. I’m sorry.

Oh, I see.

So I lay on my bed, and the beans fed me a bowl of hot sugar and started to put me to sleep: “When my mother wakes up, she can see the doll.” I’m sorry.

Her voice was too soft, surrounded by my ears and tired.

I hit a yawn and fell asleep.

When I woke up again, the sun was bright, red-eyed, and my hand was sitting by the bed.

“Atom…”

I rubbed my eyes and laughed at him.

I’m so confused, I’m so reminded of the bean bean so I can wake up and see little dolls and go to sleep.

“Yo, where’s the doll? I’m sorry.

Smiling and squeezing my face.

Then she came in with something soft, and she looked at me and she said, “Mother, a little prince!” I’m sorry.

It’s like a round pillow.

But he’s so small, I can’t even hold him.

“Don’t be afraid. “Take my hand and touch his face, and the warm and soft touch scares me, but I can’t help but be happy.” I’m sorry.

I’m a little hesitant to name it, but I’ll take it.

And when I looked at my child, and he had round faces and round mouths, I had a name in my heart, and looked up, and looked up at him, and said, “Call him round.” I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

“What’s best for a small man?” I’m sorry.

At the end of the day, he suddenly asked me, “Do you like it? I’m sorry.

But instead of waiting for my answer, he said, “I am happy.” I’m sorry.

I’m happy. So I noded at him, “I’m happy too. I’m sorry.

But…

“Jing, where’s Ganing?”

I didn’t see Janine. Where did she go?

The high smile came to a halt, and then he took me in his arms, and his voice was low: “Janin is out of the palace, but she has something to tell you.” I’m sorry.

But I was happy for her, and I asked, “What is the word?” I’m sorry.

It was a long time of silence.

Long enough I thought he wouldn’t tell me. But in the end, I still heard what Janine left me.

Ganing said…

“Moon, I’ve been to good times. I’m sorry.

XXI

Rounds grow so fast.

It was as if yesterday I was still looking at him in the cradle, and today he opened his eyes, and he was standing in front of me, crying out for my mother.

I learned a thousand words with him, and it became clear to me that I had learned long before him, but when I was learning “The Dragons and Fires and Birds”, he had learned “Assisting on the Acoustics, the Good Lord is guilty.”

And when I finally learned his progress, round 11, I started reading harder books.

I should be pleased to say that everyone learns at different speeds, and that round learning means that my children are talented.

Round smart, of course I’m happy.

It’s just that I’ve always felt that he’s good everywhere, and he’s got a stupid mother.

And I only told those words, but then they were told, and he said that I was always delusional, and he suggested to them that I should write three more letters a day.

I thought about it, or did I just write one more?

First day of the punishment, round to see me.

And when I saw him, I felt a bit of frustration: “But I was neither as good as the young master’s wife, nor as good as Sang-sook’s wife, but round, I was not as good as any other mother.” I’m sorry.

I look at the beautiful little boy in front of me and I just think that there are no better kids than him.

My child, with his pen in his hand, took me to the rectification and said, “Will the young lady go crazy with me like you?” Will Mrs. Sang-sook worship me like you?

“Someone’s mother is worse than you in my eyes. I’m sorry.

I heard it in my heart, and I said, “It’s good to be round,” and I heard him go on and say, “Well, all the things that are not good are changed.” I’m sorry.

I’ll talk to him and I’ll talk to him, “Can’t you change it when your dad and dad come back?” I’m sorry.

“Yeah. I’m sorry.

The round promise is natural, turning around and looking at me: “I’ll stay today and my parents will have to change it if they come back.” I’m sorry.

I looked quietly at the bean bean, and before I started to ask for help, I heard a line saying, “Don’t look, Aunt Bean can’t help you.”

The soybeans laughed and spread their hands, and then, unfortunately, they shook their heads.

I had to do it on my own, pick up the pen, start changing it word by word. By the time I got back, I’d changed two big letters, he’d exaggerate me at the first moment and smiled at me.

He’s still with him, but he’s no longer Mr. Right. It was only later that I learned that Yu Yu Yu was Mr. Yu’s son and his name was Su.

He left two years ago, before he gave me the box.

He took me to see him, he lost so much weight and his hair was white, but when he looked at him and me, his eyes were still sweet and gentle: “The Emperor and his mother are good children. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

It’s been a long summer and round has grown a lot.

The year was a very nice day, and the ferocious and round prepared a lot of presents for my birthday.

It’s a beautiful moon tonight.

I’m 30.

And if it hadn’t happened, I’d have passed my 40th birthday, my 50th birthday… Until I was 100 years old, and after my last birthday, Yin and I would pull our hands together and go to another place and have a good life.

Will I ever meet my mother again?

Grandma and the Fourth Sister, are you waiting for me?

And Caining, what did she say about teaching me how to ride?

I’m very well protected, and every time I drink my medicine, I’ll be there to watch.

These questions seem to be difficult and have no answers at all. He’s just holding me tight and smiling and he’ll know.

He hasn’t changed a bit.

I remember 17 years ago, he put a fox in me and asked me why I didn’t wear shoes.

I didn’t think of that then, and then I’d become a concubine. But when I came to the palace, I found out that he didn’t remember me. I only met him three times between the ages of 14 and 16.

Then, by accident, he went to the garden to kick his taunt, but he met him with good fortune and became his bride. With a circle, he became his queen.

He likes me and I like him. It’s wonderful.

In the last 14 years, I’ve finally understood the difference.

I don’t like them the same way.

It’s just what I like differently, and I still don’t understand.

But it’s okay. I’ll be with Yin-yeon for a long time. He’ll teach me.

I’m so strong.

But it was firm, only until I was 33.

The monk is here.

Twenty-two

I know it’s bad.

But I don’t know how bad his body is.

Once upon a time he drank medicine, I asked him if it hurt, and he said it didn’t hurt, not at all. But after he had taken his medicine, he smiled and said to me, “I am so hurt!” I’m sorry.

He said he was hurting, but I couldn’t.

And I found myself able to do for him only a few things, but only to watch him rot one day.

That’s it, it’s winter.

This morning, he woke up early.

He wakes me up, brushes my hair, brushes my head, does all this, he hugs me, kisses me.

I’m always in a state of panic, and I’m begging him, “Adun, why don’t you go up and beg?” I’m sorry.

But he just shook his head.

“I am the Emperor, Kam. As usual, he smiled and said to me, “How can the Emperor not go to the Dynasty? I’m sorry.

Yeah, I can’t be so casual.

In the end, it’s a choice to drag a sick body up.

I saw his back left and kept telling myself, in my heart, that there was no hurry, no rush, and that, at night, Atom would come back.

He’d come back before and today too.

But I overestimated myself.

I couldn’t wait for him to go down, and I couldn’t sit down any longer after five big words in the afternoon.

“…I’m going to find Keung! I’m sorry.

Maybe it’s my move too soon, and I ran out of the Qing Temple before I could react. There’s a “Queen” coming from behind me, but I’m just trying to get to Tun soon, and I can’t take care of anything.

And the house of the Queen and the house of the Twilight, and there was no one to stop me on the way.

But I still haven’t seen anyone.

Stop me, no one else, no one else.

The gate of the Twilight House is locked from within, but I know that he is in it.

“Atom, Atom…”

I put it on the door, and I didn’t know why he wouldn’t open the door, and I was so scared.

The tears fell before the words were finished.

I’m useless and I’m just crying and I don’t give a shit.

Maybe I’m crying too much, and there’s finally a response in the purple temple, but it’s the sound of a round and a tiny snout.

“Don’t cry, don’t cry, Father! Open the door and let your mother look at you.

And then the words began to fade and the circle was crying.

Round…

I smoked my nose, I didn’t know what to do, and I whispered, over and over and over again, “Adun…”

Coughs came in behind the door and slowly stopped.

It was a long time, a long breath, and it finally opened my mouth.

“Mom. I’m sorry.

He just said two words, and my heart’s sore that tears began to break out: “Adun, I’m afraid…

“Why don’t you open the door, I want to see you, come out, I’m afraid…”

I choked to the point where I couldn’t stop crying, and I was so upset.

Siu Man!

It only started when I slowly calmed down and cried softly, and I kept saying, “Be good, listen to me.” I’m sorry.

His voice was as gentle as ever, and for years he seemed to have never changed.

“Ah, Kam knows I’m sick. I’m sorry.

And when the voice came down, there came a silent cough behind the door, and I set the door even tighter, and I listened to the sound of the inside, and the heart was squeezed, and it was full of fear.

The sound of coughing after the door was fortunate and quickly stopped and began to speak again: “Don’t worry, the disease will heal.” I’m sorry.

“Really?”

I had a little hope that if the disease could be cured, he would never feel pain again.

“Of course it’s true. And I was given a positive answer, and he smiled, and he said, “Ah, you know, I never lied to you. I’m sorry.

Yeah, I’ve never cheated on you.

So then he told me he was going to leave for a while, and I knew it was true.

“Take me to the doctor and I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.

I know that this is a good thing, but I am full of heart: “How long will it take for you to come back? I think what will you do?”

And he said unto me with tenderness and firmness: I shall come back when I have completed a thousand words. I’m sorry.

Atom said, “I’ll carry a thousand words and he’ll come back.”

“Good. I’m sorry.

And We covered his eyes with tears, and We promised him with a solemn promise: “I will surely give you a serious endorsement, and you will return soon.” I’m sorry.

I agree.

Finally, he said, “At the beginning of a thousand words I taught you before…”

I covered my chest, and I remember holding me in my arms, and he taught me to read, and he taught me to be serious and patient, but I didn’t fight, and for so long, I had only one beginning.

“The heavens and the earth are yellow, and the universe is flooded. And the sun and the moon are full, and the morning is full. “Summer, autumn, autumn, winter…”

I was a bit scared and I couldn’t remember the next sentence, but I knew it was coming out of my back, and I began to ask for help. I’m sorry.

It’s quiet, there’s no response.

I want to cry again, slap on the door, and stop crying and ask, “Adun, what’s the last line? I can’t remember. You say something I’m afraid.”

After a long time, there was finally a broken response.

“Yu Yu Yu, Lu Lu Luyang…”

“That’s it, Mother. You’ve got to remember 10 million.”

XXIII

After I left, I moved into the Chongshou Palace.

Rounds come to see me when they have time, but he’s always busy and sometimes I can’t see him for days.

I’m not sad, but I’m sad.

It’s hard to be an emperor, and I always knew it, but the circle was only 15 years old, and I looked at him and thought he was still a child.

It’s frustrating that I want to help him, but I can’t.

She said it would be easier for me if I were healthy and safe, without the circle.

It makes sense to hear it, but I can’t help him.

So, I’m paying special attention to food and clothing.

It’s been a long time since this round came to see me, to see me as a good boy. He was with me when I carried a thousand words.

“Ahhh. I’m sorry.

I’m suffocating, I’m angry with myself.

If you concentrate on your reading, you can’t read it now, and there’s a lot more you can’t read.

The circle helped me to wrap up the unfamiliar words and promised to teach me when I was free.

“The mother must be serious. Look at me and say, “If you’re done with a thousand words, Dad will be back sooner.” I’m sorry.

I’m nodding. I’m sure I’m serious.

I used to learn to fish for three days and sunnet for two days. Sometimes if you want to be lazy, you’re just gonna be like that and he’s gonna let me rest.

But now, every day, I spend a thousand words on it!

I always forget and forget, but I still feel like I’ll be back soon.

I’m 35 years old.

Round had a big birthday party for me, and he was a father at the time.

His first child was a boy doll.

The circle says: “A mother, give the child a name for her milk, and call her after her. I’m sorry.

Now that I’m holding a soft child, I smell a pure smell of milk on him, and I think he’s so cute and cute, so I told round, “Will you call him Qin? I’m sorry.

“All right, Mom will take everything.” I’m sorry.

At the end of the evening party, I went back to Kang Suu’s Palace and found my pamphlet, where I wrote, “A child born of round.” I’m sorry.

And We hid the pamphlet under a pillow, and lay down with satisfaction.

I’ll show it to Tun when he gets back.

I want him to know that I’ve listened to him in his absence.

Ah, and I’ll tell him round is good at being dad and dad.

So when I was 40 years old, I added a new sentence to the brochure: “There are lots of children.” I’m sorry.

Some of these children are still alive and some have been able to escape, and many small guests come to the Sucon Palace every day, some of them by themselves and others by their mothers.

I like them. They like me too.

The only bad thing is that I’ve lost a lot of time.

But when I saw the kids’ smiling faces, it didn’t matter.

They swooped like birds, and called me “Grandmother!”

I’m just one promise.

Girls always have to be quiet. Me and Beans love to comb their hair, dress up pretty, and it hurts. The boys will be much more skinned, and the vases in the sucon palace will break dozens of baskets.

And We watched them grow up, and became young and beautiful, and became a young man.

Great.

Their lives are just beginning.

I’m old.

The hair in the mirror is no longer thicker than the husk, and the eyebrows are crawling with many wrinkles, and even the back of the hand is drying up.

Maybe one day, when I was 53, I realized that round hasn’t been to see me for a long time.

I asked the bean bean, but the bean bean bean says he’s busy and when he’s free, he’ll come see me.

Yeah, I nod my head and keep signing.

The more I read the book, the more I’d like to lament it, the more it gets blurred, the next time I’m going to have to call for a new one.

But I haven’t seen Jade in a long time.

One or two of them is so busy, I’m suffocating, I’m flipping out a pamphlet under my pillow, and I’m writing, “It’s so busy, I miss him.” I’m sorry.

I read a few words after writing, but they’re crooked, but I’m not going to change them.

I slowly put the booklet back and whispered, “I told you not to come to me, I told you not to come to me, I’m going to tell your father…”

Just sat twitchingly and suddenly the sound of a bell came from afar.

One, two, three… I counted it slowly, and I hit it 27 times, not too much, just like the bells of the night I left.

I looked at the bean bean bean, and I was blind.

Soon after, someone came to Kang Suu Palace, and I looked at him and cried out to him, “The circle.” I’m sorry.

“The Grandmother. I’m sorry.

He laughed, but his eyes were red, and he said, “You are mistaken, I am not a father.” I’m sorry.

I looked at it for a moment and found out I really had the wrong person.

“It’s Shannon. Look at Grandma’s memory! “Shanou, you haven’t seen your grandma for a long time, your favorite cake, you keep it everyday! I’m sorry.

I’m going to call for it, but I’m stopped by Shannon.

The boy was so temperamental and he looked like his father and father, and he was holding my hand at the moment and his voice was soft: “Grandma, Shannon is not hungry. I’m sorry.

Come on, he seems to have put up with something, and it took him a while to get back to him: “Grandmother, Daddy has something to tell you. I’m sorry.

And I looked at him, and I asked, “What is the word?” I’m sorry.

Shannon is still smiling, but I’m afraid he’s about to cry, but he didn’t cry at all, but he said to me, “Grandma, Daddy is going to be gone for a while, and I’m going to tell you, so don’t worry, he will be back soon.” I’m sorry.

I was so depressed, I whispered, “How can one be both?” His father won’t let me take a look. I’m sorry.

I couldn’t bear to ask, “Well, did he say when he was coming back?” I’m sorry.

Shannon noded and looked at me and said, “Dad and Dad said he’ll be back when you’re done with a thousand words. I’m sorry.

“This child is exactly like his father and father. And I sniveled, and said, “Tell him for me, and tell him that I know, and I will be serious about it. I’m sorry.

“…the Grandmother, Sano, come and see you next time! I’m sorry.

I got scared, the kid, in a hurry, what if he falls.

I shake my head, pick up the books and keep reading, and the bean bean bean come over, and I’ll take an early break. I thought, yes, it’s time to rest.

The candle was blown out, the house was darkened, and I lay on the bed, staring at the mantle.

Suddenly, familiar and strange voices came.

“Will the young lady go crazy with me like you? Will Mrs. Sang-sook worship me like you? I’m sorry.

I sat up, and I looked in doubt around, “…round?” I’m sorry.

“Someone’s mother is worse than you in my eyes. I’m sorry.

I stood up with my bed and ran to the outer room, and I rushed around looking, “Where are you? Don’t hide. Mother can’t find you.”

Mother! I’m sorry.

The bean bean was awakened by my movement, and the light came to me in a hurry: “Mother, did you have a nightmare? I’m sorry.

I shook my head, and I looked at the bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean, and I just heard the round sound. I’m sorry.

“You must have been too tired to endorse. “Sit me in the chair, and ask for a doctor from Song tomorrow. I’m sorry.

When she said that, I was so skeptical that I was wrong.

I’m a little skeptical. When did the bean bean go so bad?

I saw her the other day, but she was still alive.

All of a sudden I feel guilty, and I look down and look up again, and I get back to normal: “…it’s a mistake, Bean, you go to sleep, you’ll get sick if you don’t. I’m sorry.

She sent me back, and I insisted: “Sleep first, I cannot sleep, sit down for a while.” I’m sorry.

It’s not cold in the house. Bean bean put on a coat for me and went home.

I sat in a chair and looked at the table with a thousand words.

I can’t think of the books I’ve written.

He’s been smart and filial since he was a child, and he’s never hated having a dumb mother.

“in my eyes, it’s not like you. I’m sorry.

When I fell down by the cradle, watching him sleep, watching him, I always fell asleep.

Stand up, I found in the cages the tweaks he had when he was a child, then returned to the chair and sat on it and held it tight.

It’s the only thing I’ve ever done.

When he was born, when I saw his face round, and his mouth round, I said to him, “Let his name be round.”

I’m in love with you.

Then I’ll write my name, the third round, the fourth Yin, but the third or the fourth one belongs to my children.

I spent 35 years with a kid who left tonight.

The house is empty, the moon is full outside, and I am the only one left in the world.

“My child, the best. I’m sorry.

Twenty-four

There’s a little more round kids.

When his children grow up, the children add up.

I changed from a grandma to a grandma.

It’s amazing to see these kids grow up and grow old.

Of course, it’s not just me that’s getting old, it’s bean bean bean.

But she didn’t look any different in my eyes from that sweet, beautiful sister of the day.

Together, we watched these kids running around at the Concubine Palace, slowly becoming adults and home again.

The kids call me Grandma, the kids call me Grandma.

Old, bad memory.

I’m starting to lose track of them and their parents.

But it’s even saddening that I’m used to it, but lately I don’t know why the kids don’t come to my place and the surroundings get cold and clear, and I’m always lonely.

And then I realized that Shannon was too old for these kids to run me over, so his parents grabbed the dolls.

I’m pissed. They’re not coming. Who’s gonna play with me?

I don’t even ask.

I couldn’t even eat. I tried to find him with a cane.

If I say anything, I’ll report.

“Do you know about Shannon? I’m sorry.

I keep my eyes open and I try to look at them more carefully.

Well, I fell for her at once.

I forgot to find Shannon and watch the beans.

“Come on. I’m sorry.

The bean bean makes the girl of her birth sound gentle and loving: “It’s Grandma. I’m sorry.

It’s a long, timid voice, “Tama. I’m sorry.

“Hey! I’m sorry.

I promised loudly and smiled at the little girl in front of me.

She looks cute and pathetic.

Great.

When I was 76, I had a baby.

Twenty-five

Honey has no name.

She said that her father died in battle for her country when she was born, that she was remarried and that she had been kicked and kicked by her relatives since she was a child, and that she was finally taken to the orphanage.

I’ve heard it. I’m so sad. Five or six-year-olds, why do you have to suffer so much?

I went through all the words I knew, and I named her…

Chang Xin.

For a long time.

Usually, me and the bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean.

Hin-hing is a good, yet awkward kid, who seems to be used to her.

She was sent to a school with other children. She went to school on her first day. I wanted to cheer her up and pick her up.

Seeing me, Hin-hyun really stopped.

She didn’t say anything, but I can tell she’s alive.

But it only lasts until night after light.

Maybe I waited a little too long, had a cold wind, and I was unfortunately cold, and I started coughing.

It’s not that bad, but it’s getting boring.

The next day, she didn’t want me to pick her up for class, and the beancombs didn’t understand, but I promised.

I know she doesn’t want me to get sick for her.

I don’t know why, but I understand what she’s trying to say, even though she hasn’t said anything.

I guess that’s what Atom said before.

Why else would I not like her the first time I saw her?

With joy, I never felt lonely again, and I was happy every day.

Until she told me that Xin-hee was bullied in school.

Until then, I never knew I was such a short-hearted man.

I was walking around with crutches, and I ran around looking for Shannon.

He’s the one who’s trying to bully him. I should have found him as a grandfather.

And Shannon, he can’t help me.

“Shannu doesn’t love Grandma.

“Grandma, look what you’ve said. Who dares bully you? “How can a grandson bear this charge…”

And Shannon, with his pap, will wipe my eyes and be robbed by me: “You are a bully!” You don’t let the kids play with me. I’m sorry.

He said to wipe his tears and continue to cry: “Poor for my joy, my young age, having suffered so much, he had to go to the palace.

“What do you want from Yan Sam?” Get him over here! I’m sorry.

Hear here, my cry is a little smaller.

“…do what you have to do! I’m sorry.

And after a lesson had been given to the phantoms who had wronged him, We took much of the compensation with all due respect, and then he returned with his eyebrow, or did He send me himself.

Hin-hin must have been waiting for me in front of the palace.

I had a heart attack, and I pulled her back to the palace.

“Too Grandma. I’m sorry.

“It’s no big deal, it’s no big deal.”

“No, it’s not! I’m sorry.

I looked at the joy, and I took it very seriously, and told her, “It’s a great thing that the joy has suffered.” I’m sorry.

Hin Xin suddenly cried.

I’m just going to give her tears, and I’m not going to tell her not to. The child must have suffered a lot before, and it’s good to cry.

When Xin-hyun’s crying is over, the decree will be here.

“My Xin-hin, I’ll be the mayor of the county! “I touched her head, and these days, she was raised white by me and the bean bean, “Who dares to bully you? I’m sorry.

“Tagram…”

He put down his message and leaned into my arms and cried again: “How can you be so good?”

“Because he’s happy!”

I gently patted her back and smiled at her: “Grandma loved the fun and loved it!” I’m sorry.

“Hin-hyun also likes Grandma too. “Hanging my little hand tighter, the baby sucking his nose, “likes it.”

That’s a good coincidence.

I like, and I like, my hymns growing up and falling out as a beautiful, gentle young girl.

If there were shadows, she would hide every time she saw Yin Sam.

Yin Sam couldn’t come to me, “Tama, help me. I know it’s wrong. I really like Chang Xin.”

And I grunted and shook my head with a cane: “I will not help the bad guys who bully Qing!” I’m sorry.

The bean bean is funny.

Yin Sam is standing there and won’t leave.

After a while, Qin came to me to endorse the book, and his eyes were lit up, and Qin turned his back and fled, and he pursued him.

And We followed them quietly, and came to the garden of the Ka’il, and rejoiced not to speak to Yin Sam. Then he cried and felt in my heart a great vengeance.

“Sinle, I really like you…

“It’s been the first time I’ve seen you, but I don’t know how to say it, and I’m trying to bully you. And suddenly he pulls up his hand and greets himself, and he says, “Just hit me, hit me! If it makes you not hate me…”

Hein-hyun seemed frightened, and the bean bean was just about to go out and was stopped by me, and left with me.

Back in the lobby, the bean cocoon asked me why.

And We told her, “Happy face! I’m sorry.

After a while, hinky came back and I looked at her with a smile, and her face got redder.

“Have you thought about it?”

I pulled her hand, but I had the answer.

“Thai Grandma…” leaned on my arm, a bit embarrassed, “He was fine, though he was always teasing me when he was a child, but he protected me, and he was not allowed to bully anyone else. I’m sorry.

I agree with you, but, “It’s a good hammer, but it’s a good hammer, the most important of all, and Hin-hin likes it. I’m sorry.

I’m so ashamed of myself. I’m sorry.

I didn’t say anything. I just kept looking at her.

I don’t know.

I don’t know when I’m starting to like the sun.

A warm light on his face, so that he may fall asleep.

Especially in the autumn.

And We leaned on the reclining couches, tanning the sun, and We dazzled, and we were in debt.

And there was a light wind in the surroundings, and the bean went forth, and put on me a thin cape, lest I should be cooled.

“Mom. I’m sorry.

Her voice was gentle and soft, with a sense of peace: “Slave to attend classes.” I’m sorry.

I’m so sleepy I can’t talk, I can’t say a word.

Get up and leave slowly.

It’s such a beautiful day. The leaves sound like they’re all so clear and beautiful.

No wonder Gagin likes the sun.

It’s really nice to sleep in a warm sun.

Twenty-six

“Tama… Qin Qin, Zin Zi Zi Zi Zi…”

I woke up in my dream and this voice was my joy!

I held up a heavy body, and I lifted up the blanket so I could get my shoes off the bed with my eyes open, and I was stopped by someone by the bed. I’m sorry.

Don’t stop me, don’t stop me!

I was in a hurry, but the little girl in front of me didn’t say anything, “Leave down, whatever you want, I’ll take it.”

“Alas!”

I had to shoot my thighs in a hurry, “I heard hinky crying!” Say she’s cold, say she’s hungry, I have to pick her up at the orphanage! I’m sorry.

The little girl, who was in front of her, stopped, and I looked in her eyes, and I just wanted to say how she looked so familiar, and she heard a “grandmother” and then she cried with me.

“No cry, no cry…”

I began to comfort her unconsciously. Strangely, how could I feel so sad seeing her sad?

When she cried, I got confused: What was I going to do?

Anyway, I don’t want to. I look at the red-headed little girl and I like it more and more: “You look familiar, girl. I’m sorry.

I thought about it, and I realized why I pointed at her face, and I was surprised: “You and I look just like each other!” No wonder I like you when I see you.”

“Tama” seemed like she wanted to cry again, and she looked at me, “I am your joy…”

“Fake! I’m sorry.

I said, “Hin-hing is in school, so she’ll be back soon. I’m sorry.

I’m sure she’s married, but I just went to school this year.

“I know! * I’m so bright and I’m so awake * I’m sorry.

“What a coincidence! I’m sorry.

The little girl fainted a little bit, and later a little bit, “Yeah, what a coincidence…”

I pulled her and asked her questions, and it was a bit of a surprise at the end: “Hin-hing also likes to eat walnuts, and you look so much like you’ll grow up and be as pretty as you.” I’m sorry.

The little girl just smiles, smiles, tears fall.

“Ahhh. I’m sorry.

And I groaned her, and Wept her, saying, “Don’t cry, and as soon as you cry, my heart hurts.” I’m sorry.

“I don’t cry, I don’t cry. I’m sorry.

The little girl’s making a smile, but it’s more painful.

“Grandma, let’s sign this together…”

That’s a nice little girl.

She came to talk to me almost every day, with a thousand words, and with me in the sun. I love her.

But lately, she seems sick.

I told her to come home and stay with me for a long time, and her husband must have missed her.

She didn’t want to go, but she left at my very best.

To be honest, in her absence, I’m lonely and happy to go to school, and bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bean bells, and me and the women of the small court beam.

I thought about it, getting people to prepare a lot of good food for the kids who grew up in the Kang Suu Palace.

In meditation, it seems I should have done it.

I’m not sure why.

Twenty-seven.

I finally remembered who the little girl was.

Turns out she’s really my joy.

I have a bad memory, and I forget how sad she should be.

I wanted to see her, so I called her to see her.

I’ve waited a long time and I’ve finally seen it.

I was so happy, I shouted out, “Hin-hing!” I’m sorry.

She stopped and came to me, and she cried, “Do you remember? I’m sorry.

“I remember. Grandma remembered everything. I’m sorry.

I held my little girl in my arms, and I felt guilty: “I’m so sorry, I’ve been sad for so long.” I’m sorry.

“It’s not hard to be happy, but it’s hard to be happy.” I’m sorry.

“Tama is so nice and happy…”

I just smiled and thought the kid was stupid, that’s all.

But it doesn’t matter.

When I pulled up and said so much, I ate at lunch, had a long sun in the afternoon and had a beautiful sleep.

I was told to brush my head and change my clothes.

I don’t know why I did it.

Maybe it’s because I find myself very conscious, like the fog that’s been around me all year long, and it finally spreads.

When I was 89, for the first time, I wrote a whole thousand words.

After writing the last word in tremors, it became clear to me that the man who had gone for fifty-six years was coming back.

Late at night, it snowed.

I stood in the front room and watched with my eyes burning at the door of the palace.

Squeak!

The door was opened.

The man had white hair, smiled, stood in the snow and reached out to me.

And We ran towards him, and held his hand tight.

Two old faces, two white hairs, one without word, and one with a smile.

Great.

I waited for him.

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[Exhales]

As a child, he knew that he was the only child of his father.

Of course he became a prince.

But he knew that father didn’t like himself.

It is nothing but a humble mother from whom he was born. He is nothing but an emissary in the Twilight temple who is responsible for sweeping, and he is the product of a drunken drink.

The father felt that he was a stain on himself, but was forced to hold him by his side and teach him well, after all, he was the first, and certainly the last.

The royal bloodline began to decay.

For 200 years, those children had either died in their abdomen or were young, with few living adults. In his generation, he was thinner and had only one son and one daughter, and was infirm and ill.

Father is well, he has spent years as Emperor with tact and care, and has not given birth to a fatal disease.

Aunt Danyang was not so lucky that she died as she gave birth to Janine.

And that’s exactly what happened.

Those who took care of the palace thought that he did not understand, that he rarely spoke behind his back, so he knew that his mother had had a hard day, that his father wanted only the children, that he chose to leave the mother, and that the doctors had taken a knife and fallen.

Mother’s death is winter.

She’s in a history book, just a cold Lee.

She gave birth to a prince, but no one remembers her, so since he was well-versed, he has never said so.

His father’s demands were very strict and he was supposed to be a cold-faced successor who killed the fruit.

Unfortunately, he followed his mother.

Be nice, be gentle, but in the eyes of the father, that is cowardice.

A king, the last thing he deserves is cowardice.

When he was four years old, he passed through the Barnacle and met a white cat.

If it’s just born, it can’t stand up.

He looked around, didn’t find the cat, moved his greed and decided to raise it himself. It’s the day of Siu Man, so he named it, also known as Siu Man.

He’s a good boy. He was born close.

Whether it touches its head or rubs its stomach, it never resists.

The first time since the day of school, after that, is to go to see Xiaochu, feed him and talk to him.

A world of boredom, through a gap.

It’s not as good as it’s good. It’s just middle school, mother’s death, father’s indifference, he’s a prince, he’s got too much, but never really caught anything.

So he’s really happy with him.

But it lasted only two months.

The father stood on the steps and looked down at him on his knees, filled with loathing and despair: “Thou shalt play with loss of soul, and become incompetent!” I’m sorry.

Speaking of which, I caught Kam.

And for the first time in his life, he had the courage to hold his calves and to beg: “Son, spare it!” I’ll never see it again, really I won’t.”

It’s ridiculous to be father and son, but he can’t cry, let alone shout.

But in exchange for a deeper anger, a rising emperor, with a cold look in his eyes, he said, “Look at you now!”

“Smugness, cowardice… how could I have a prince like you! I’m sorry.

And when the voice of the voice came to pass, the white and soft thing fell upon the stone, and a soft living soul fell before him.

Father looked cold and turned back and left.

The small group of twitching twitching, the white fur gradually became immersed in deep red.

Nothing can be left behind.

He reached out and tried to wipe the blood out of his forehead, but no matter how hard he tried, it didn’t.

Siu Man…

He smiled, and his tears fell, and he said, “If there is a next life, don’t come to me again.”

Since then, no matter how terrible things may have been encountered, no more crying has happened.

He learned restraint.

But the night of Song’s death, he couldn’t help it.

When he was seven years old, if Princess Song could land and was a boy, the father would have changed the prince.

There was no sense of crisis, and in fact he even looked forward to the arrival of the child.

But Princess Song’s luck is not good.

He stood by his father and watched the blood basin come out, and at first the screams of Princess Song were heard, and then he went into total silence.

Father made that decision again.

But without his luck, the doctor had just opened his abdominal, a boy who had just to give his good news, but had discovered in shock that he was a broken child.

Two dead, both dead.

The father was so disappointed that the Miyagi took the child and turned around and left.

The palace men took him back, perhaps by accident, and fell down on the ground, and a young child of blue and blood appeared before the people.

I couldn’t help but throw up with the pole.

And his father looked at him and laughed, as if he were saying, “What are you afraid of?” Look how lucky you are that no one will ever take your throne again.

But he doesn’t know that it’s not the boy who makes it disgusting, but he’s the one who’s been so kind.

That’s pathetic.

What’s the point of being king?

Time passed quickly, and in the winter of thirty-seven years, he was rushed out of the palace for the simple reason that the father knew the true victims of the royal bloodline.

A monk found out by accident that, when the palace was built, it was for the protection of ants, and that the craftsmen were pouring a lot of mercury into the palace, and no one thought that something so noble would be silently emptying the body.

Two hundred years of royal blood and tears are so ridiculous!

The day when the father could not accept it, the sick fell on the temple, and the palace was changed, he never looked at his emperor and finally closed his cold eyes.

And he who speaks of a great filial thing, he feels only free.

Later, the Emperor was transformed from the Prince, and the palace became empty. The centenarians kept forcing him to pay for the royal family.

Four concubines, one of them cousin Gaining, two of the others, and the other, the woman who came in at random.

He’s not paying too much attention.

While they appear to be loyal, they all bear ghosts.

His great-grandfather, when he was in office, was heavy on martial arts, and his father feared that the foundations of the country would be unstable, and he fought so hard to crush them, that he was so powerful that even his emperor sometimes had to turn away.

But what’s worse, is that Gao Zou’s Fainan name is still a fool and a fool.

He was a man of modesty, and he understood that he could only be a king.

It’s not like you’re giving up the throne.

But one day he met her, the woman who had been put in by Lieutenant General Su.

Actually, it’s a little girl.

Her eyes were so clean that he knew nothing.

At the same time, he was being advised by the generals that he should give birth as soon as possible and that, in order to block their mouths, he must find someone to love.

Janing is out of the palace, and the remaining three, one of the Prime Ministers and one of the Pheinan Kings, look as if she’s the only one who can.

Then she’s, like, so sweet.

However, it was only after he had spoken to her that he knew that she was happy because her mind was still young.

And that’s why she remembers what he did.

Aluminum, aluminum.

Her name was so tenderly repeated, she was also known as Siu Man. Why her?

He mentioned her father and father.

Years ago, the father inadvertently praised a young man for leaving his pregnant wife and willingly marching across the border.

He died for King.

It’s just that if he knew what his wife and daughter had been living since then, it wouldn’t be worth it — who would have thought of a gentle brother who had hated him for years?

However, he had already taught him a lesson, but it was only a pity that the four sisters, who had a heart attack, had already died in the spring of old age.

It’s so nice to look at a small, careless man. She never felt sad.

People who don’t know anything, it’s easy.

She said she liked it first, but she learned to love first.

Dr. Li said that Koo-chan was a human being whose body looked at the bouquet of flowers and lost so much that they would probably not have their own children.

I think of my mother, I think of Aunt Danyang, I think of Princess Song, and I think of the pot of blood… I don’t have it, I don’t have children.

Ganing doesn’t want Tang Ming Ying’s children, he and Kuan. With a child, she’s the queen of her own name.

The depth of love is a long-term strategy, and she really counts everything.

Except for two things.

One is Kama, two is Janin.

I really didn’t think it would be the cat when he was little.

And when the voice of the black-dressed man was low, he heard it in his ears, but he was astonished: “She died for you in the former life, so give her a happy life.” I’m sorry.

The father broke the seven-story secret so she could never be an adult.

But she came looking for him.

She still chose to return to him, despite everything.

Silly little man.

I told you not to come back.

But he was so glad she didn’t listen.

He’s a little bit better, but he’s remembered for two lifetimes.

On the day she gave birth, she came back to the White Deer with the key, and heard the palace people say that she had lost her blood, that his legs were soft, that he was searching for a small man, and that he was relieved when he saw her sleeping sweetly, and that was when she realized that she was not pregnant, the Queen had lost her blood.

Janine’s dead.

Before she died, she said to Yin, “Customs, tell Minami I’ve had a good life…”

So he told Kama that Carnin was on his way.

Siu Man believed it.

She fell down by the cradle, looked round and slept, and didn’t even know she was asleep.

He looked at her and him like he looked at the whole world.

Suddenly it’s worth it.

A king’s heart, and after his departure she will be in good health, and her children will be able to see her last.

Worth it, worth it.

I watched her with white hair and ran towards myself.

Kam.

Little success.

It’s him.

[Man 2]

My own father and father are not like others.

Young-won wanted Sang-suk to beat up the kids, but Dad didn’t fight, Sang-suk and the junior didn’t hold the kids, but Dad did.

My father used to say, “You’ve done well. I’m sorry.

My own mother, and others’.

Yin Yuan smiled on his own and realized that the people in the school were looking at him, and they were facing up.

But his mother’s face was not what he wanted.

“O round, you’re so good! I’m sorry.

“In round, you’re so good! I’m sorry.

Round…

And no one else’s mother will look at him in worship, like his mother’s.

When I was a kid, Yin-won was the one who taught his parents to read.

Mother always said she couldn’t remember.

Dad always says it’s okay.

Later Yin Won grew up and started teaching his mother to study.

He’s not as relaxed as Dad and Dad, and every time he’s finished, he’s watching her change.

At first, the mother always wanted to be lazy, and after he had caught him, she had to write in big letters, and after writing several times, she would no longer be able to steal from her work in school. And when he knew, he always said to him, “Full, my mother is young, let her be.” I’m sorry.

You don’t have to tell Dad, he’s gonna let his mother.

Otherwise, how can she be punished for writing big letters?

He also said, “You’ve grown up, be good to your mother and visit her more. I’m sorry.

Yin Yuan nod, but actually, it’s not for Dad to say.

He grows up every day. When I was 14 years old, my father and father said, “You were born to be king. I’m sorry.

Yeah, he’s not like a father, he’s not like a mother, he’s ambitious, he wants to expand his land, not keep his ancestral business.

“The circle thinks the emperor will do whatever he wants. I’m sorry.

When Yin Yuan was only the prince, his father gave him the seal, and told him, “Don’t be afraid, Daddy is here. I’m sorry.

He’s holding the seal and hearing it. He’s really scared of nothing.

Dad’s always here.

Yin Won thought that as long as Dad and Dad were here, nothing would hurt me.

He saw his mother and thought, “I can eat anything if my mother is there.”

Yin Won has been the happiest child in the world for many years.

He thought Dad would never leave.

But Dad and Dad only stayed with him for 15 years.

“Your birth mother is Baek Ka Ning and your father is Tong Ming Yun.” Dad told you, it’s not you, but people should know where they come from. Remember, you’ll always be the favorite child. I’m sorry.

And father and father also said, “There is no regret for the father for so many children. I’m sorry.

Before he left, his father called him to the Twilight Palace, and the words were entrusted, but he refused to let his mother see the last look.

Yinwon looked at his father who slept in bed and kept his mouth shut and couldn’t let himself cry.

Out of the house, the motherfuckin’ sound came.

She’s asking, “What’s the last line after the autumn harvest?”

But now he’s the only one who can answer that question.

Dad’s gone.

The mother began to carry a thousand words very seriously.

Yin Yuan became Emperor and when he stated his duties, he saw the town’s border guard, Tang Ming Yun.

It’s him.

Yin Yuan was a little disappointed, and such a person did not deserve the mother’s liking.

He was with him only as a servant.

Then Yin Won became a father and a father.

Every winter night, he thinks, “Dad and Dad are leaving early.” Dad, after all these years, round never learned how to be a child without dad.

It’s just that the mother is still here.

But his relationship with his mother was shallow, only 35 years old. However, with this 35-fold, there is no regret.

When Young-won realized he had to leave, he finally understood why Dad wouldn’t let his mother see the last look.

I can’t stand it, I can’t.

He called his eldest son, Sanu, and asked for a word, and closed his eyes for a moment. He seemed to have seen his father’s face.

He’s the happiest kid in the world.

Yin Yuan slowly closed his eyes and smiled a little: “Go tell your grandma.”

“When she’s done with a thousand words, the circle returns…”

[ Chuckles ]

It’s night.

There was a heavy snowstorm outside the house.

In the dark, Zhang Xin suddenly woke up from a nightmare.

Yin Sam felt nothing in his heart and woke up. Yet he found sweating, pale, unsuspecting.

“Hiner, but had a nightmare? I’m sorry.

And the sound of the voice came suddenly from the farthest place.

It’s the palace’s direction.

He kept his mouth shut, with tears in his eyes, and waited quietly for the bell to stop.

Twenty-seven bumps, Big Death.

And this is the rule.

The tears fell, and she ran out of bed, but her legs were soft and almost fell on the ground.

And the eyes of Yin Sam became red, and he hastened to lift up the hymn, and he pushed his hand away, even with his shoes he couldn’t wear, and he ran towards the outside.

She was groaning, and her footsteps were swinging and her heart was moving towards the gates of the palace.

Yin Sam couldn’t stop her and picked up a big tumbler. After all, he was a man who, even though he was sad enough, kept his sense of reason.

The driver is not here, and the Qin palace is a distance away from the palace. The carriage is moving too slowly, Yin Qing whispers and quickly instructs the next man to prepare a fast horse, while catching up with Chang Xin and covering her up.

“Hiner! He picked her up, “Calm down! I’m sorry.

The man in his arms did not speak, and he looked down, and his eyes were already full of tears, and he could not speak.

Yin Sam had a tight arm, and he was on his horse, running all the way to the palace.

“The gate to the west the Ta’an Gate is close to Grandma.”

From the palace to the Ta’an Gate, it’s closer than the main gate.

The sound of a cry in the arms was quickly covered in the blizzard, with a twilight and a whip.

We’re in a hurry. We’re finally at the Taianmen Gate.

And the snow of the sky shall see from afar that the gate of Chu’s red shall be closed.

When the horse grew up, it ran that way, just a foot in the snow, and she didn’t seem to feel the pain, and she got up and continued to run and ran to the Zhu gate.

She beat the door hard, watched the ring on the door, crying, “Open the door!” Open the door…

Open the door! Open the door!

“Grandma…

This happened too fast, and when Yin Sam reacted, Yong-hin had fallen on the ground, and she had long hair, desperately looking around and wondering what to do.

The Taian Gate entered the palace in an irregular manner and the guards were hesitant, and Yin Sam shouted: “I am the king of Qin and the master of Xian An, who bows to the gates of the palace at night. It is urgent that you open the door and our husband and wife will be punished by His Majesty.” I’m sorry.

The guards thought, waved, opened the gates.

Yin Sam is holding Chang Xin, driving in silence. By the time they arrived, the door was filled with people — the queen, the prince’s grandson, even the minister who lived close to him — a large piece of dust.

None is red.

She entered the palace, but the hyena slowed down, and her face was lumbered and her tears were dry.

King Qi and King Chu looked at each other with a groaning in their hearts, thinking of what the Queen of the Queen had sent them a few days earlier, and suffocated their throats.

When they grow up, don’t spend time with the Queen Mother, but she remembers what she likes.

Xian An has been following the Queen of the Queen, raised by her own elderly and affectionate … I don’t know what the pain is.

As long as Chang Xin was able to move slowly towards the people on the bed, he came too quickly, and both forgot to wear his shoes, which were frozen red with his feet, but she moved slowly to the Queen of Tai Queen, as if she did not know the pain.

The old man was closed to his eyes and was asleep.

The new emperor wipes his tears, groans and gives his place to Chang Xin.

And he crouched down with his hands on the side of his bed and put his hands on her face, and felt that the old hand was as warm and warm as it had been before.

So I’d like to think that Grandma must have fallen asleep and woke her up.

So she opened her mouth.

“Too Grandma. “Hing is hungry and wants to eat walnuts.” I’m sorry.

But Grandma didn’t pay attention to her, and she was in a hurry, and she had to raise her voice: “Grandma, Qin, Zin, Zin, Zin, Zin, walnut…

She said that tears had fallen again, that she felt so sad and helpless, that she shook the old man ‘ s hand and spoke so softly.

“Hin-Hin-Hin-Hin-Hin-Hin-Tan-Hin-Hin-Hin-Hin-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hong-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Hon-Pon-Pon-My-Peach, I want to eat walnut.

She’s always been gentle and gentle since she was so well-versed, she’s been crying in peace and quiet. How come she’s ever cried like this?

She held Grandma’s hand like a child who couldn’t get sugar, and she said it all over again.

And she brought her to walnuts this morning, but only seven hours, but only seven hours.

She won’t be able to eat her walnuts again.

Grandma won’t wake up again and cry out in her arms.

“Thai Grandma…” is full of despair and faces against her hands.

Her grandmother was too old to forget a lot of people, but still remembers that she loves walnuts.

In the morning, she also stated that she would wait to hold her and Yin Sam’s little dolls and make their clothes for her.

Qin’s little doll hasn’t come yet, but Grandma left.

She’s gone.

Jesus Christ, why did you take her sun?

The position was darkened in the eyes of Chang Xin, and she looked at her well-known grandmother and finally fell down.

The moment before her eyes were closed, she saw Yin Sam’s eyes red, rushing towards her and hugging her, and in her ear she echoed what Grandma had said this morning.

“If this bad boy bullys you, Hin-hin will turn her in.

“If he dares to come to the palace, “The old man was like a child, and he waved his fist, and she hit him.

“For my joy. I’m sorry.

We agreed to spend the New Year with him.

Grandma, we agreed on a long life.

You owe me 11 years.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.