Which moment did your secret love end?
Li Baek-yun has been chasing Qin Chu for years, and I have finally given up my mother’s offer to date.
And the first thing she said after she said hello was,
“Oh, I remember you, you led your classmates up to the tree in elementary school, and you fell down and broke two teeth, right? I’m sorry.
I: ?
One.
I like Qin Chu, even my family’s rich.
When I get upset, it brings me a picture of Qinchu.
But the flower of Qinchu, I can’t cross the mountain enough.
It’ll be a day of exhaustion for the incapacitator.
I look at the drunk Qinchu next to me, and I’m really tired the first time, and I’m so tired I can’t face his new girlfriends and sarcasm.
Qinchu was a typical child of others. I grew up in his shadow from childhood to age, but in my eyes he was better than I.
I followed him for years and watched him fall in love with his sister, and then went to school, and he changed his mind, and he played with him and feared that she would not notice him.
Of course anyone can, except me.
I can’t help but think that Qinchu is so drunk, and I think he smells like smoke and wine, even with a different kind of sexy.
But on the other side, I’m so tired that I don’t want to come out and pick him up again, and I don’t want to watch him play sober, and I don’t want to clean up for him.
The heart will really die.
He was taken to the door of his villa, the first time he was not followed, directly to his aunt, and I didn’t go back to the house next door.
I went to the garage to pick up a cousin who was parked here in a wind and drove out of town.
To the top of the mountain, looking down at the city of the night, where the lights are lit, and the people are living. Qinchu is nothing.
I slept in the car one night, and the next morning the mosquitoes came in from the crack of the roof.
Look at your arms. They’re big, small red dots.
That’s why I’m not suitable for art and sadness.
Others have fallen in love with beauty, and I, who have never fallen in love, and whose face has not been washed, and the mosquitoes have taken special care of me.
I’m suffocating. Turn on the phone.
My mother’s, my best friend’s, and yesterday’s match-up guy agreed to my application.
Sending greetings.
When I reply, it’s not for me. It’s boring to be alone.
In the morning, the date was online, and his note was my mother’s name.
Zhou: Hello, I Zhou Zhou.
YEAR: Hello, I’m Chiang year.
It’s not slow.
Zhou Zhou Zhou: Oh, I remember you, you led your classmates up a tree in elementary school and fell down and broke two teeth, right?
Year:
Year:
Year:
Zhou: Ha ha ha, I seem to remember well.
Year: Can we talk about this?
I don’t know.
My mother said I was born in the year of the year and I was born in the year of the year.
I’ll be like this or myself.
My business is still reading books, and my vice-profession runs an inexplicable number of milk and tea barbers with friends who have to deal with menopausal bosses and half-brothers and sisters who don’t know anything.
That’s it. I go to Qinchu every day and say hi to him, and sometimes I go to the bar to pick him up.
I’m not gonna be Mother White Lotus, man.
Suddenly I’m the one who thinks I am.
Itches on the face, touches, full of water.
Wang Cai brought me a picture of Qinchu, a picture at my feet and then round me.
The dog looked me in the wet eye.
I stung his head and found him food.
Then he went through the box and put everything that related to Qinchu together and found a big black box, a lock and a key to the trash can.
Some of them are unstinting, but they’re good.
Two.
The afternoon was the first face-to-face with Zhou.
He’s been talking to him online for six months, and he thinks he’s good except for a bit of cheapness, and he’s got a temper. And I’ve had a lot of fun with him.
I don’t know if I’m gonna like the next guy, but a lot of good friends are right.
I even told him about my sad one-sided history the other day, and he didn’t react much differently from my friends and laughed at me.
He played with his friends this afternoon, asked me out.
I haven’t seen him before. I haven’t found his name in my primary school.
Because he went to the basketball court, and he was free, and I was free, and I went out.
The sun is lazy after mid-summer, but the temperature is constant and it is hot.
They’re about to be at some indoor gym.
I bought a bag of ice cream at the outside commissary, which was stopped by the staff when I was about to go in and was not allowed to bring food.
…so I sat on a cold bench at the door and started eating ice cream.
“Cyan-Yen?” When I chewed my teeth numb, there was a wind blowing, and there was a clear sound.
When you look up, you see a boy’s face, a black short-haired wind, his eyes bend, and he laughs.
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He nodded his head next to me and saw the bag I put in the middle of the bench and laughed.
“Eat, eat, my teeth are getting cold. I pushed ice cream over to him.
When he first looked up, he felt like he had a distance, but his “sweet” smile broke his hand.
“Why so much? I’m sorry.
“I bought it for you. I picked a lot of flavors. I’m sorry.
He pulls out his phone, “I’ll call them out. They’ll get diarrhea at this. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I feel cold in my stomach right now. I frowned and watched him say,
He laughed again, with an ice cream stick in his hand, and typed.
“What are you doing out here? I’ll find you when I finish. I’m sorry.
He glanced at me, “You didn’t show up for half a day and thought you were lost. I’m sorry.
“Do I look so unworthy? I’m sorry.
He looks at the ice cream bag in the middle of the seat and looks at me, “Well? I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but laugh, “Can we have a good conversation? I’m sorry.
In the end, he called out some of his best friends, a bunch of tall boys eating ice cream in circles, and the old guard came around several times.
Unlike Zhou Zhou Zhuan Wen Wen, he’s got no slacking, lazy look on the field, but he’s moving on his hands and feet and he’s acting like a leopard.
It’s all about sight and beauty.
I can’t help but think of Qinchu.
He played basketball when I was a student, and I watched it all the time, and he was a crowd focus and a mvp.
I thought I was in his eyes.
But there’s a bunch of girls on the field. I can’t get into his sight.
It’s been a long time. It’s been a long time.
After that, they went to take a bath and changed their clothes, and I sat outside by the flower table, together with a few girls, who were members of their team.
They smiled at me, and I touched my face, and there should be nothing dirty.
“Years?”
I nod my head.
“Are you a small girlfriend? I’m sorry.
Little… yeah?
I shake my head, “No, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
They laugh, “A blind date? Since when is it? I’m sorry.
Look at each other and look back at me.
No response from me.
Zhou came to his ear with a little smile, “What’s the matter? It’s not too hot to be around. I’m sorry.
3
They showered in it, changed their white T-shirts and linen pants, so that they matched his looks, and if they didn’t open their mouths, they had a sense of distance.
He walked in a few steps behind a bunch of lazy boys.
One of the girls who looked like she was wearing thongs, put her hand on my shoulder, put her finger on my shoulder, smiled, and said, “Well, it’s small. I’m sorry.
I said, “Can you keep it together, my friend? Zhou’s voice sounded like a fake blame, but the smile was confiscated.
These people are too good to talk. I’m a little embarrassed to change the subject.
“Beautiful man, go to my barbeque tonight. I’m sorry.
“You have a barbecue? Zhou took the girl’s hand and looked down at me.
I’m about to respond. The phone’s shaking in my pocket.
And I suggested that I should go over there and take a call and avoid a tree.
I don’t know why Qinchu called me.
Fortunately, I managed not to expect him.
Good afternoon. He woke up at the bar. Let me bring him a suit.
It’s the sun that stings people’s eyes.
What role am I supposed to play in the eyes of Qin Chu?
The people of the authorities are fascinated by the eyes of those who followed me these years, without self-inflicted and self-moved.
“I’m in trouble. Find someone else. I’m sorry.
The phone was hung up after he had reacted, and many times the voice of the hung-up in his ear came from me for the first time.
They eat at night at the shop, and the crowd is very noisy.
A box for a dozen people. I can hear the sound of it at the front desk.
Qinchu’s friends are not like this, and Qinchu’s attitude towards me is so obvious. Every time they laugh at me, they make fun of me, but they don’t look at me.
Qinchu and I had a fight once before.
Qin Chu’s new enthusiast asked me to give her a drink, while Qinchu looked at her cell phone and didn’t turn his eyes. The men and women in the box were wearing a smileful charade of curiosity. I threw three words and walked away. I’m sorry.
My parents raised me so big I had a bottom line.
But Qin Qin Qin, he asked me to pick him up at the resort the next day without a woman.
I sent the food in, we provided self-help and baked it in the shop, and these people must have jumped to try to do it themselves.
Zhou left me a place. I sat down and asked them what to drink.
They’re laughing, “Don’t worry about it. We’ll do it ourselves. I’m sorry.
Zhou sits still and laughs, he talks to me slightly, and he hands me a bottle of juice, and he says, “Don’t worry about them, a bunch of people are crazy, take a break. I’m sorry.
There’s a one-way wall in the box, one-way glass. I’m sorry.
I changed the air conditioner temperature, faked my breath, “It’s been six months, and it’s only been a month since the positive returns started. I’m sorry.
He smiled, and he said, “That’s amazing. I’m sorry.
The ventilation system in the room cost a lot of money to hear the sound of a roasted sting from the other side.
He got up and picked up the dishes on the table, and divided them up. “What a lawyer, a working boy, had to take me up to make me rich.” Taste it.”
He leaned on the back of the chair, leaned on his legs, and pushed a few strings of beef to my side.
4
I remember when my mother told me to go to a blind date, and I said a few times about Zhou, and I went inside my head.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian Zian The top three, Hatoto, have not fallen since childhood. Last year he returned from school and opened a law firm of his own. He’s rich and handsome and young and he’s good and good.
The more my mom talked, the more she thought she was so good, the less she looked at me, the more she started to sigh.
I picked two words for Zhou.
Sitting next to him, looking at his eyelashes falling down occasionally, he discovered that his eyelashes were a little long, his eyes were clear and beautiful, his skin was delicate and his face was contours perfect.
A man like that needs a date?
“It’s too much to believe in lawyers and mediamen in the world. I don’t know many of them myself. I call my parents every day in elementary school. Ask my dad. He’ll be angry when he sees me. * He’s got a softer finger on the table and a light pink lips. *
“Why did you fall into the fate of a blind date? I’m sorry.
“Hmm? He seems to be overheard.
I had a drink, and I said, “Do you need a date? I’m sorry.
He smiles, he talks, “Because I’m good and good.” I’m sorry.
“…”
He’s single for a reason.
I don’t know.
The last time we unilaterally hung up Qinchu’s phone, we had no contact for almost a month.
In order to control himself from seeing, listening and asking for any information about him, I blacklisted him along with his close friends.
I started to live in schools and my best friend’s house, rarely back to the villa, and my parents fly around every day anyway.
I can’t hold on.
Two nights, waking up in the middle of the night, trying to pull him out to see how he was, my girlfriend just pulled my phone off.
There is nothing wrong with the time when a man is chased by a man, and there is nothing wrong with the time when a man is happy, excited, hard-working, and remembering a fine, golden time that belongs to me alone.
Without Qinchu, I would not have followed him all the way to present-day school, and his excellence was my flag on the other side.
But it’s time to let go.
Qin Chu was a high-rated medical college, and I was a school of education in Ka Jinjin. He had already gone to the medical section of the centre of town for an internship, and it was easier to leave him than to see him.
Eleven vacations and Zhou asked me if I wanted to go to the snow with them.
Eleven, watch the snow?
There was a sound across the phone and he seemed to be in a window. “Uh-huh, few people, not particularly cold. I’m sorry.
“Where to?”
“Sichuan or Tibet, the people are the best at eating and drinking, and I’m sure they’ll arrange for you. Shall we? I’m sorry.
“I have to review two articles. I have to go on the road. I’m sorry.
“Okay, Dr. Chiang, you’ll have the most comfortable working environment. I’m sorry.
He’s sarcasming again.
Get out! I’m sorry.
Hang up the phone and the phone screen shows my mouth. Zhou Zhou was of such great quality and distance that he was always comfortable with him.
During the Fourth of July, the shop was also a little busy.
I snuck out and was condemned by a few of my best friends, knowing that it was with Zhou Zhou, and then let me go, giving me strong support and making me laugh.
I saw the store a few days in advance, on the 30th night, and I’m on the front desk on a keyboard order.
There’s another group of people in the store. I look up. I know people.
Qin Chu was standing behind the crowd, with his face down and his eyes open.
He’s actually a little obnoxious, and he’s got a high demand for food and food, and I didn’t know he’d come down one day to eat our cheap barbecue.
5
Qinchu is tall and he’s out of shape, and I can sweep him even when I’m standing behind a crowd.
He was wearing a wide-formed dark gray short-sleeved shirt, showing a clear difference between his arms and the colour of his clothes, with a shorter hair, slightly leaning against a wall, and without a woman on his arm.
And I looked back, and the people around him were human beings, and there was too much indecency in front of them before, hoping that there would be no more.
“Yen, what have you been up to lately and don’t come out to play with us. “Song Yang’s hands stood up on the counter and opened the door first, and a visible grandmother’s ash turned behind the light.
I’m going back to the kitchen and I’m laughing, “I’m busy. I’m sorry.
I don’t want to have a meaningless, ironic so-called cold with them, and I’ll just say, “You guys come over here and eat something, and I’ll get you a table, or I’ll have to do business. I’m sorry.
Song Young is a classic Second-born father, whose face has changed, looking back to Qin Chu.
Qinchu finally put his phone away, looked at me, opened his mouth, “Just eat here. I’m sorry.
Fuck you, don’t eat anything.
I looked at the list for the next night, “But tonight’s room is full. Do you mind sitting in the lobby?” I’m sorry.
“Yen, we’re eight or nine people here, you’re the boss, you can’t give us a back door to open a room. “Song Yang’s girlfriend is poking at me.
And I laughed, “Sorry, we’re small, we don’t have that rule. Why don’t you go to the Tianhe Hotel across the way?”
I don’t want Qinchu anymore, so I don’t have to go through all this with them.
But I underestimated the patience of these people, watching them sit in the middle of the hall, and I even began to think of conspiracy theories.
Be sick, either Qin Chu or the rich two generations.
In fact, Qinchu was different, and he was a good learner, a good family, a good grower.
The student age has rejected countless young girls and even young boys.
However, since he fell in love with her, the whole person had changed and a group of rich men and women had suddenly appeared around.
From him, the Qinchu, who used to be a disciplined and active man, disappeared, and was replaced by a desolate and desolate soul.
It’s actually a little heartache.
There’s waiters for the order, and I’m here to collect the bill, so they sit down and I’ll be fine.
I rubbed my neck, on one side, and saw Zhou waving at me, laughing across the street.
The reason for his work was that he did not appear to have a clear shoulder line as he had in the past in a clean, light blue shirt, which was a natural filter.
But he soon got into the black car parked on the side of the road, where his cell phone vibrated.
Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhou Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu Zhu
YAR: Mr. Chow is working hard.
He went back to a face bag with sunglasses on his head.
Zhou Zhou: I just ordered 20 more cups of milk and tea for you.
YAR: Boss Chow’s atmosphere, Mr. Chow’s rich, I thank you for my staff.
Zhou Zhou: It’s over.
I had a finger on the counter, and I looked up, and the dark computer screen showed that I couldn’t stop laughing, and it was so much fun to talk to Zhou.
Another round of new guests, Li took them away, and I kept an account of the food ordered during the Fourth of July.
They were sitting in the middle of the hall, and I could see from my head, and even the walls next to the counter could reveal their blurry figure.
I didn’t mean to look, and I didn’t shun it by accident, and my best friend said I’m used to treating him as an ordinary neighbour or friend.
With two bags of plastic with a milk and tea shop logo in his pocket, he’s sitting at the counter, and I’m talking about the back cook, so they can take it from there and drink it, and pick up a lemonade for themselves.
Passing through the hall, being stopped by the good Song Young.
“In the years of Chiang, we’re friends. Come and eat at your place. I’m sorry.
The wall of the iced lemon glass is immersed in beads, and I will change it from left to right.
He’s still threatening me with a fake.
“If you know, don’t come later. I still laugh, after all, the customer is God.
He stood up from the table at once, with a little bit of noise, and the cup bowls on the table were shaking, and his girlfriend was squeezing his wrists next to him, and it seemed as if he was trying to solve the situation, and it was burning.
“Song Young, take it easy. She didn’t mean it that way. I’m sorry.
I interrupted her, “That’s what I meant, you know. I don’t want you Buddhas here. Don’t waste your time here. I’m sorry.
I was not used to these people, and Qinchu used to be friends with them, and I used to wander in front of them, and I only helped to make people laugh.
But now, there’s no need. I don’t want to be a turtle.
Besides, this is my place, and I’m not afraid of them, tearing my face apart and solving many unnecessary problems.
Six.
In fact, I’m impulsive, and it’s a bad time when the boss and the customer are in conflict.
But it’s hot, and I’m so restless, and Song Yang’s been looking for things.
There was silence in the lobby, and the guests at the other tables looked this way.
Qinchu put chopsticks in the china plate.
The towels that pull out the desktop wipe your hands, but it’s not too slow. I’m sorry.
When he spoke, Song Young looked back at him, and Qinchu didn’t look at him, but Song Yang sat down on the bench and was very moving.
I returned to the counter, and called Lee, and asked him to give the rest of the guests twenty sets of beef as an apology, on my own personal account.
Long memory, no more impulses.
Finally, their table was paid for by Qinchu, with a swirling gun through Qinchu’s collection, and fluorescent through his finger.
I laughed at them leaving without “next time.”
It’s been 12 o’clock since the close of the shop, during the day, the school changed the undergraduates’ homework, came to the shop before dinner and never stopped.
I turned off all the power and took the last bag of garbage out the back door and my car was parked there.
Last month, Zhou Zhou dragged me into their special group of food and drink and was still talking about tomorrow’s flight at noon and driving directly.
I returned two messages in the group and threw the garbage into a barrel not far away.
Keep going. It’s a quiet alley. I smell a little fireworks.
Qin Chu smokes on a wall.
I turned off the flashlight and tried to pretend I didn’t see him.
It’s not wide, it’s on his side, it’s a little bit of tobacco.
I haven’t had a good word from Qinchu in years.
I laughed, “I’ve been doing this all along. It’s too late for me to go home. Bye. I’m sorry.
I really think it’s funny. I’m funny. I’m funny.
In the middle of the night, the air was drenched in the early autumn, and I got a cage coat.
Qin Chu stretched out his hand to my elbow and pulled me to the wall.
“Wasn’t it enough? Don’t be all right. “It’s cold and impatient.”
He looked at me, and the cigarette with his mouth on it spread, and the smoke ran straight into my face, blurring his face across the street.
I looked at him for half a minute, then I stretched out his hand and finally took away his expression, “You should go find another nanny for Qinchu.” I’m sorry.
I pushed him away, “Don’t fucking bother me again. I’m sorry.
Qinchu is the white moon that I was the first to be happy with when I was a teenager, but the moonlight was always empty, and I couldn’t reach it. I spent many years in Bara to find the moon in the sky.
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
“What the hell are you doing? My patience is limited. I’m sorry.
Qinchu’s voice came from deep into the alley, and I looked up at the wheel, “Don’t waste your expensive patience on me.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
There are vast green pastures on both sides of the road, with a small herd of cattle and sheep.
Zhou was driving next to each other, the temperature was reduced when he went into hiding, the windows were open, the wind was hurried, and the smell was wet.
The sun was right in front of the car, and Zhou turned out a sunglasses with one hand on the wheel.
As soon as he’s out of work, he’s lazy, he’s got a free air, he’s got a short linen, he’s got a straw hat.
“The view is good. I’m sorry.
I nod my head. I’m sorry.
He looked at me a little bit.
I turned the seat back and had a yawn, “No, I didn’t sleep well last night. I’m sorry.
He put an elbow on his side of the window, covered the upper half of his face with sunglasses, pulled a radle out of his mouth. I’m sorry.
“No, I’m just a kindergarten. I haven’t started primary school yet. I’m sorry.
He opened my locker with his bare hands.
I laughed, and he took the low feelings with him.
7
Three cars were driven by people, our car was driven at the end, and Zhou’s phone and coat were thrown in the back seat, buzzing, and I returned to bring it to him.
He didn’t answer the phone, he didn’t reach out and asked me to cut him off the speaker, a friend of his inch in front of the car, Tafang Ming.
“Ran, are you tired? There’s a temporary parking lot ahead.
“Okay, I’ll follow your car. I’m sorry.
“Okay. Then let me tell you something. I’m sorry.
The service areas in this area are well-established, modern and ethnically integrated.
Just in time, the dining table in the service area just came up with a pot of lamb soup, and the sun came down, and the temperature fell. This bowl of hot soup is just in time.
8 Individuals sit around a table and, apart from Zhou Zhou, I am not particularly familiar with them, but they can be completely comfortable with each other and, by no means, feel credible and reliable.
They are also a group of rich people, but they are different from those around Qinchu. Those people, even if I knew them for 3.4 years, I wouldn’t want to get to know them.
By default, Zhou Zhou has left me his place.
He gave me a bowl of soup to catch our fingers that were out of date.
“Cool” he asked me.
“Aah.”
He smiled, “I said, your hand is cold, isn’t it cold?”
“Oh, no, it’s like this every year and every quarter.” I don’t want to look at it. I’m sorry.
He picks out the brows, and his finger grabs a spoon in the soup bowl, and he says, “You’re deformed, the one on the right, the one on the right, the one on the right, your sister, your doctor, the teacher is a sign from the first house of the city. I’m sorry.
I looked over my head at the beautiful woman with a very pink face with short hair, and I was surprised to whisper to him, “I learned Chinese medicine.”
He’s kind of funny at me, “Well, it’s not like that. I’m sorry.
I “wow” a little, and he’s laughter, “wow-der.” I’m sorry.
After eating, they drove for two hours to the hotel they had booked earlier.
Tafang Ming, Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou Zhou is the boyfriend of Jiang Zhui. Two times, we were told to contact someone with headaches and trepidation, and now the altitude is not low, and there is a high risk of a backlash.
My room was next door to Zhou’s, and he came in with his jacket and looked back at me and said, “If you’re not feeling well, call someone.” I’m sorry.
I pushed him into his house. I’m sorry.
Sister Chiang, he’s a little grumpy, and I’m laughter and brushing my door.
It turns out that I am not sensitive to changes in altitude, and that it is easy to stay with them at night, dealing with things at school, and having no dreams.
I thought they looked at the snow in their mouths and found a special ski ski and sleigh, but looked at the high snowhills at the foot of the mountain, and a group of people around.
I find myself underestimating them, and they’re going to the mountains of snow, and they’re going to the mountains of the wild.
Zhou was wearing gloves next to me and saw my face.
“Don’t be afraid, Taco is a professional. He goes out every year to compete. It’s a low peak. It’ll be up in half an hour. I’m sorry.
I’m not afraid, I’m really curious.
Used to go out, mostly to specialized sites, with staff leading everywhere, trapped in a frame, and dead in a beautiful view.
And I’d love to learn about nature’s wildness and casuality.
When I put my helmet on my head, Zhou came to help me with the buttons, and I realized that this was the first time that we were so close face-to-face, in a light-proof glass layer, wearing an assault suit, but it was a little subtle, but I still got a little hot in the back of my head.
“We’ve been here before, and it’s peaceful, and Togo can go up on its own at 15. Don’t be afraid. “He hit my helmet with his hand in gloves.”
Even so, they are fully equipped and prepared for all medical emergency supplies.
8
For a junior like me, the snow peak is indeed a good one, and the mountains are flat, but it’s a surprise, but it’s a little bit of a bump.
Zhou keeps walking next to me and we chat.
“I’ve forgotten to ask you how you knew I was a kid when a tree broke my teeth. I’m sorry.
Zhou crossed a rock and waited for me in front of him, and he opened his mouth: “I was in the bathroom on the second floor of the school, washing my hands, and I saw a girl crawling up the twig, and you were still down there, Zhuers, and the trees were creaking, and I couldn’t call you, and you fell. I’m sorry.
He’s always smiling in his voice, and it’s gonna be a little stingy, “and then he’s crying in shock. I’m sorry.
I suddenly wanted to go back down the hill. Why ask?
And he said, “I thought you were going to go to the tree, and you should have fallen with steel, and you couldn’t say anything, so you cried more than you did on the tree. I’m sorry.
Think about it, think about it.
“I was only in third grade, and I’m tired of being a dog, and I don’t know anything about it, but you’re laughing at it now. I’m sorry.
If it wasn’t for the helmet, I’d have seen his shining face.
“Major Chiang is so impressed, so cute. I’m sorry.
I’m a little hot, I don’t know if I’m a mountain climber or if I’m ashamed of him.
“You have to… understand the 8-year-old mentally retarded Chiang for a certain year. I’m sorry.
He nodded his head, “Okay, Chiang for a year. I’m sorry.
“How can you remember so well?
“We’ve been at school together. We’ve been able to see you. I’m sorry.
“We’ve always been at school together.”
I looked up at him, “Why haven’t I seen you at school?” I’m sorry.
He reminded me to answer my question, “I’m older than you, I’ve been a little impressed with you, so I can see you. But you don’t know me, you don’t have a lot of contact. I’m a stranger to you, you don’t know. It’s normal. I’m sorry.
I’m a little sorry for what I said, “If I knew you earlier, we’d be friends earlier. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, he looked at the helmet, he didn’t know where he was looking, and Zhou’s voice came out, “Who says this is not the best time?” I didn’t tell you that when I was a kid I wasn’t easy enough to be friends. I’m sorry.
And he added, “There’s a detail I didn’t tell you about. I saw you climbing in the bathroom in the fourth grade. I didn’t go to the bathroom. I smoked. I’m sorry.
“Smoking? Fourth grade?” I’m a little shocked.
“Hmm-hmm. He’s easy, “That’s what you said. People were sick of dogs, movies, curiosity, everything. I’m sorry.
“What does it feel like?”
“What? I’m sorry.
“I said, first time I smoked, how did it feel? I’m sorry.
He laughed again, “It’s been too long, it’s been a little forgotten. I just remember it was awful, and then I thought I couldn’t do it alone, and I ended up messing up that pack of cigarettes with the boys. I’m sorry.
“You’re too bad. I’m sorry.
“Good things to share. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
As he said, we’ll be on top in more than half an hour.
Standing up high, the air was thin and clean, asking me if I needed an oxygen bottle, and I shook my head.
The sky is too blue and too clean, far from Lake Beibo water and grassland, and a few herds of white cattle and sheep.
It’s very low, but I’m a little hot.
I look at Zhou, “It’s beautiful here. I’m sorry.
He looked at me, “There’ll be more beautiful.” I’m sorry.
Call me later, I’ll hang out with you. I’m sorry.
He learned the way I said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
I smiled at him.
He has the ability to feel any difficulty or problem before him is easy and very easy, with ease and comfort.
9
I took a picture and sent a circle of friends.
Since the application, my friends have been in very small circles, often with friends and family, and tell them what they want to share.
So there are only a few of them.
But in this case, I’d really like to put this beauty in my friend’s circle, and he’ll help me record my current relaxed emotions and be happy to see them later.
We’ve been around for two days, and we have to say they’re good at finding places.
During the Fourth Day, crowds were everywhere, but it was like a legacy of independence, clean, beautiful and empty.
Zhou raised horses in the stables, and I picked a tall brown one to walk around the grass.
Zhou followed me slowly, and his face looked good.
“Be a man, Mr. Chow. I’m sorry.
He laughed.
“Have you and Tao known each other long?”
“Yeah, I grew up together, and I haven’t counted for years. * He’s pulling the horse and he’s holding his hand unconsciously on his head. *
“Good. I’m sorry.
“Good is good, but my black history is all they remember, and they say they’ll tell me everything at my wedding. I’m sorry.
“You have a black history.” I was a little surprised to ask him.
He looked at me funny, “How come I don’t have a black history? I’m sorry.
Gossip is human nature.
“For example, the primary school painted turtles on the door of the principal’s car, placed a stick on the back of the headmaster, played with a lighter and set the girl’s braid on fire.
I shake my head and look at him. I’m sorry.
And he’s a little desperate, “Who knows what was in his head?” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
It’s been a week since the Fourth of July, and the boss of the opening firm is back in a tight working mode.
It’s strange that I’ve come across interesting things in my life, or I’ve got fun stories on the Internet, and I’ve only wanted to share them with my best friends and family, but now I’ve had more weeks.
When I loved Qinchu most, I sent him all kinds of information, fearing that he might be disturbed, that he might not like it, that he might be annoyed, that every one of them would be examined word for word, and that it would not be possible to share with him funny pictures or news, for I knew he would not look.
I think in the store, the more I think, the more I feel like I’m dead.
The more I think about it, the more I get to look at it.
He even wants to go back and yell at himself.
Qin Chu hasn’t given me a response yet. That’s how I am. If he did give me a chance, what would I do?
No wonder the friends around him despise me so much.
The phone vibrated on the table, my mom’s phone, and my dad and she finally came home and called me to dinner at night.
The car was parked in the garage, and I threw my keys at the door.
Unlock the door, aunt is busy in the kitchen, mom and dad are sitting on the couch in the living room, and they’re sitting among themselves with a man with a straight back in a light gray shirt.
I didn’t know it was Qin Chu.
So you can’t talk behind your back.
The key is on the door. I’ll head down and change my shoes and sit on the right man’s couch.
I really don’t want to see Qin Chu now, mainly because I can remember my stupid past when I see him.
He doesn’t hate him. He wants me. He has no reason to pay for me. It’s just annoying, of course, and annoying itself.
“What are you going to do with it?” My mom gave me the fruit plate.
I went to the kitchen to wash my hands and come back and sit down and talk. I’m sorry.
My mom smiled and said, “You’re making a lot of money at all those shops. You know, there’s a lot of girls standing in line at your milk and tea store. I’m sorry.
And I don’t want to look so bad. It’s mostly my dad’s business brain, isn’t it, Dad? I’m sorry.
My dad sat there watching the football game on the TV screen, and he talked to Qinchu from time to time, and he said, “What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
I looked at him for nothing, “Can’t I just kiss your ass?” I’m fine. Everything’s going well. I’m sorry.
My mom was like, “What are you gonna make?” I’m sorry.
I said, “Believe it or not, you’ll know when I give you a big red bag next year. I’m sorry.
10
My parents invite Qin Chu to dinner and chat at home, it’s a fixed project, and I don’t want to judge between them.
I’ve come to Qinchu before, but not today.
It’s an anomaly to look up occasionally against Qin Chu’s heavy eyes.
The villas are next to each other, the lights are on fire, and their houses are dark.
My mom was so sharp, she purposely took me out of the distance that she wanted me to be alone with him, but I didn’t want him.
I went to the middle shrubbery, I stopped, my cell phone vibrated, waved goodbyes, returned to pick up my phone, and Zhou’s lawyer’s voice message.
But his hand was pulled from the beginning.
“Let’s talk?”
What can I talk about with Qinchu?
The sound of Zhou’s lawyer, like driving a car, with wind in it, without headphones, had just tried to turn words in one hand and had to be pulled so fast.
Are you free tonight? “The sound of light is full of familiar laughs, but it’s lower than usual and seems tired.
Zhou has thought of a new word to mock me for two days. He didn’t go to the doctor’s degree, so he made me laugh.
I sprained my hand, returned his message, and it was the voice, “I’ve already eaten, I’ll ask you another time. I’m sorry.
Just released and Qinchu’s hand came up again, and this time he strangled my neck, he was so strong, he dragged me to the middle of the villa, he pushed me, he looked down at me, he said, “You want to die? I’m sorry.
I looked at him, but there was nothing to fear in my heart, but there was something I didn’t know.
The young man in the student age, the boy who kept my eyes on his face in a light-coloured shirt, and the man I was in first grade, who finally grew up.
Qinchu, who used to speak no dirty language, has a good sense of his own, clean and clean inside and out, and is a true moonlight.
Qin Chu, what are you going to talk to me about? I don’t think there’s anything we can talk about, but I can’t help but laugh at you with a little scorn, “You’re not blind, I used to love you so much, I’ve been reading and chasing you, I’ve been eating at you, I’ve been looking at you every day for excuses, you know me.” Yeah, too obvious. I don’t know when this started, but I know now that it’s over, Qinchu. I may need to apologize for the trouble and the disturbance you caused. I’ve been pretty useless. I haven’t been in your place for years, but that’s fine. I’m sorry.
Qin Chu, we’re all 20-year-old adults, read books, understood things, and I won’t bother you anymore, and I won’t have anything to do with you. We’ve been doing this for years, okay, but I don’t owe you anything, and I’ve got a basic sense of morality. I haven’t been in front of you for a while, have I? So I’m not sorry about anything. I even think it’s ugly. Honestly, we’ve known each other for years, but I don’t want to be friends with you anymore. So I’ve hacked all your accounts and those of your friends. I’m sorry.
I’m slow, and Qin Chuka’s hand in my back is loose.
His eyes were dark and heavy on me, and the sun behind him was darkened with time.
“Why are you doing this? “The voice of the voice is silent for a long time.
“Maybe because you’re not the one I used to love anymore. Or, the unresponsive wait is too long, desperate, and I can’t hold on… to say this, really in response to your assessment of me, and to do it again. I’m sorry.
Once upon a time, he stood up as if he had been stimulated, and his silent expression suddenly became sarcastic and even smiled, and he looked like that handsome face of his, uncomfortable smile: “Once, the former Qin Chu was dead. I didn’t think you were such a shallow person. I’m sorry.
He drew me close to my ears, and he said, “Do you know how he died? No, he died. He was not meant to live. He was a bastard.” Do you know what my relationship is with Qin Bong-won? He’s not my father, he’s my brother. Do you know who my father is, Qin Qin, the famous Qin General? Ha ha, funny. Aoi, who’s Qin pretty? My… niece. Do you think it’s messy, dirty, disgusting? In the year of Chiang, Qinchu was a disgusting product, a consequence of incest. He lived like a fucking fool for 20 years. I’m sorry.
“I’ll fuck his granddaughter. This is Qin’s family. I’m sorry.
Qin was the father of Qinchu and his grandfather.
Eleven.
I’ve never heard back from my head like I’m listening to all night or even to a strange, irrational dream.
Qin’s family… I only know that we’ve always had only Qin Chu and an aunt. I only know that Qin’s parents are always busy, I only know Qin’s name in the city’s biggest mall… and I only know the beautiful young man with all his heart.
I’ve even felt nothing.
Qinchu’s hands hurt my shoulder, I breathed deep, my hands around, “Calm down, Qinchu. I took his hand outside.
His sight has been on my face, like watching my face.
I turned my shoulder and neck, “This is Qin Chu.” * He opened his mouth above me, his voice was dumb, and he had no more emotions than he had just been *
I said, “You shouldn’t be responsible for your parents’ mistakes. You were an independent individual in the moment you were separated from the Matrix, and you had your own ideas, opinions and perceptions. You were smart, independent, rigorous and serious. You were brilliant. You were the goal of my years of progress and struggle. So, Qinchu, do not be stuck in these things, do not go to the top, and do not strengthen the curse on yourself. That’s all I can say, I believe you can walk out. I’m sorry.
It’s embarrassing, it’s surprising, it’s groaning, it’s a little bit unbearable.
But an ordinary friend, saying so much, I didn’t want to cross the border with him again, and I wanted to leave, but Qinchu and I leaned against the wall, like a gesture to talk about.
Leave it in your mouth, I wait for him.
It’s completely dark, and it’s a shadow of the moon.
Year of Chiang
“Hmm.”
“What did you like about me? It was a nerd, stupid, ignorant, ignorant. I was so tired of watching you run up and down every day. I’m sorry.
I’m also remembering, a little laughing, “When I like you, it’s all about you, not just not tired, but full of energy. I’m sorry.
“I told you high school wasn’t in love. You’re still around me every day. I’m sorry.
“I thought you were refusing, thinking of the gold, and Donu tried to see if you had the chance to nod.” I’m sorry.
Tired to stand, my pants were on for two days, and I sat directly down, fanned with a little heat.
Qinchu looked down and sat next to me.
“I actually thought about it then. Seeing as you insist on it every day, think about college or try it with you, then I know what’s going on. I’m sorry.
I looked at him, and I said, “Did you go to school and read a few stories? It’s a world of wonders, it’s a lot more than that. You’re the most valuable person in the world. Don’t put pressure on yourself. I’m sorry.
“O Qinchu, you’re such a good man, don’t be tripped by this nothing. Most of the world’s troubles can be solved in one sentence, none of your business, none of my business. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, I’d like to laugh, “You know, I used to be afraid to say bad things in front of you, and you’re annoying me, and I don’t have a chance to do that again. I’m sorry.
“I am as tolerant to you as I am to everyone. “It may be that the atmosphere is calm, it may be that the wind of summer night is too gentle, it may be that the moon is too bright. For the first time, Qinchu and I have had no fear or tension.
Finally, he asked me, “I don’t like it anymore.”
I looked at him, “Is it not happy to have one less person to bother you? I’m sorry.
He put his head on the white wall behind him, and the five officials were caught in the dark, with the only radical line in the jaw being extremely visible, and the contours of the throat slightly moved, without opening their mouths.
Proud young master, it was only when the world was turned upside down and dragged hard into a troubled world that it began to fall and fall?
12
At night, as usual, he stayed at home, went upstairs to make money and returned to school.
Zhou’s response was only seen when his cell phone was charged.
“Let’s go to your school next time. I haven’t eaten in the country’s university canteen. I hear it’s good. I’m sorry.
When I saw his message, I had a little bit of confusion and a little relief all night.
In Tibet, Taco chatted at the table, saying that Zhou was working every morning with a 5 a.m. alarm clock, and that their profession worked overtime, that lawyers, the case was a project, won a case, and that it took a lot of time to find, discuss, communicate, search and prepare.
Very often, the morning rises to see the group respond at 1.2 in the middle of the night.
But he’s got a good life, and every month, Tuco’s men go out “shows” for a few days, and they run away on statutory holidays, and they often come out on weekends to play football, almost without being absent.
Whatever happens, stress, competition or change, Zhou Zhou seems to be more or less strung and unsuspecting, able to sit in an alley shop and drink two drinks.
I have never heard any complaints or negative remarks from him. He is always easy, even steady.
I didn’t spend much time with him, but I seemed to have been influenced by him and learned from him in his subterranean way.
I don’t know.
The meeting with Zhou always went well, the autumn was high, the sky blue was like expensive water, and I picked him up at the entrance to the school.
He was wearing a light khaki suit and had just arrived from his place of work, carrying a white plastic bag in his hand that was very different from his own garb.
He handed me his pocket, which was two ice creams, and I looked up at him, and he had a funny smile.
We all remember the first time we met, sitting outside the gym eating ice cream.
One by one, not this time.
I asked him how long the lunch break was, and he looked at the far-off bell tower, a 30-degree pointer, and it was just 11 o’clock.
“In over an hour, we’ll meet a few clients this afternoon. I’m sorry.
I’ll take him to the canteen to fill his stomach. There’s a lot of people in the lobby before and after the hotel, but the master is fast and he’s not in line for long.
Zhou is new, even bright eyes.
I think it’s funny. Ask him, “No canteen. I’m sorry.
He shook his head, and said, “When I studied abroad, the cafeterias were self-help and cold. So either cook at home or go to a hotel. No master will drink you up, and I’ll do it now. I’m sorry.
Look at him, I finally found something to laugh at.
“Chou-Chou, how foolish you are. I’m sorry.
He turned around in the line. He had a pretty good face.
I laughed, “I said you were stupid. I’m sorry.
He shot me on the top of the head, followed the rice card on my hand, “You are, silly der. “And then turn around and give the master his order.”
I kind of choked, coughed, looked up and saw someone who couldn’t be here.
Qinchu, wearing a light gray corset and black sweatpants, was dressed as usual when he returned to high school, which he had not worn for a long time.
He’s tall and he’s prominent and I’m blinded by him.
He saw me too. Straight towards me.
It’s a little awkward, actually. After that day, I saw his first reaction, no matter how emotional.
Zhou said to me, “Oh, why? I’m sorry.
“I ordered your food. Do you want anything? I’m sorry.
In the autumn, when it was dry, I asked Zhou, “Do you want some soup, some cucumber ribs or some old duck soup?” I’m sorry.
He leaned over to the window for the master to pick up.
I’ll look back. Qinchu is gone. Relax.
Now I really don’t know the attitude to face him, and I never regret having liked him to chase him, like good people and chase him. But Qinchu’s attitude towards me over the years hurt me a little and wiped out my feelings, and something he suddenly told me that night made me feel bad about him again, so it was complicated and better not to see.
13
And Zhou came and went in haste, and although it was easy to be here, the hour was not waiting, and I went to the library after him.
It’s been raining.
The morning is better, the evening is rain, and the weather is worse than the human mood.
The school bag was always equipped with an umbrella, and when it was on its way out, it was held up by someone.
It’s weird, it’s Qin Chu, with a bag on his back, and he’s such a bright kid.
I can’t help it. Send him to the parking lot outside the school.
“Why are you here to learn? I’m sorry.
His tone is flat, “This side of the school district is quieter. I’m sorry.
I don’t know what to say. The rain fell on the umbrella, and it was noisy.
His voice went off the water, and he said, “That’s the date Aunt Yang introduced you to at noon? I’m sorry.
A piece of brick at the bottom of my feet was loose, and the sewage came out, and I noded, “Well, it’s him. I’m sorry.
“You’re getting along well.” His voice was low.
“Well, he’s nice. “The temperature has fallen, as if the human mood had calmed down, and I have answered only briefly.
He didn’t go on.
I finally got to his car, and I went out with Qinchu in the rain, and I walked in peace. It was so uncomfortable.
He did not get in the car, raised the umbrella, and the dark light on the side of the road revealed his face through the fog, except for the light of his eyes.
“If I return the old Qinchu, will you still like me?”
Uncontrollable, I wrinkled and looked at the water on the road, “But the Qinchu never belonged to me before. I’m sorry.
“If you will, he will be yours alone.” “His voice is a little rare and tender, which makes me strange.
Qinchu, please. Don’t let yourself down. Don’t let me down. I don’t want to say anything to you, but don’t say anything like that. I don’t have feelings for you anymore. I’m sorry.
‘Cause you like someone else, don’t you, that man today? So even you’ll abandon me. His voice cooled down.
“I am not obliged to tell you this. I’m sorry.
“Like it’s easy, you can fall in love with me again. He grabbed my hand, and there was no doubt in his tone.
And We loosed from his cage, and We did not know whether it was more mocking, or whether it was more tired.
Qinchu, you are only used to me behind you, and to a man who comes to you whenever and whenever you wish, and who is able to meet you. He is suddenly out of your control, and you are in a little hurry. You said you liked it easy because you never had a heart. I’m sorry.
“You don’t like me, you and I both know. If I were you, I wouldn’t let you be mocked by my friends, and I wouldn’t care to play with your phone, because I wouldn’t. I won’t let you cross half the city in the middle of the night to find me at the bar because it’s too dangerous. I will not call you whenever I want to see you, because you should have something to do, and I will understand you. I’m not going to walk in front of you with a girl who doesn’t look like you, because I just like you and I just want to get close to you. I’m sorry.
Qinchu, do you understand? You don’t like anyone and you don’t love people. I don’t blame you. These things are over, but I won’t want to warm your heart. I’m sorry.
“I don’t love people. Then teach me. You teach me. “The umbrella is still small, there’s some rain on his face, there seems to be some wet tails, and there’s a lot of chaos in the fog.
I’m a little sad for who I don’t know.
“I haven’t taught you all these years. What do you want me to teach you? Qinchu, don’t make me hate you. I’m sorry.
14
He looked up and down, caged me. Qinchu, strange Qinchu, makes it harder for me to live with Qinchu than I have in the past.
He’s like a child who doesn’t understand. “You said before that you love me the most, and you’ll always be with me, and you’ll be able to find you whatever happens. I’m sorry.
And I was like, “That was before, and now I’m done. I’m sorry.
“I can’t accept that. I’m sorry.
“There are too many things you can’t accept in the world and I have no duty to be responsible for you. I’m sorry.
The umbrella was dumped from his hand, he was crouched down, like he was exhausted.
I left him the umbrella and turned away.
“Yen, you’re the only one who’s ever been with me. What do you have to do to change your mind? “The sound is dry and dumb.
He’s like a child without candy and he’s stubborn, but I don’t want to be with him anymore.
“When I liked you the most, you used to be a little soft on me when you were crazy about things at home. I’m sorry.
“I’m scared! You’re the only one in the world who cares about me. I just want to prove that you care about me. I can only rely on you. I’m sorry.
I looked back at his last eyes, and I felt so wet. Get back early. @Ambassah: #Jan25 #Jan25
Back to the dorm, the whole man was wet from inside to out, his cell phone ran away in the bag, and I went straight into the bathroom to take a shower, my eyes were dry and I was crying.
I don’t know if it’s for him or for myself.
After I washed my head, I buried myself in the bed and fell into a coma.
The dream was full of blurry shadows, thin, but straight backs, long-stamped fingers, brushing and writing on the paper, half a neck and black hair of the curtains blown up by the wind, and two sweats accumulated from the jaws down from the court, which were tumultuous without logic, all fragments of the face.
I couldn’t see the man’s face.
And when I woke up, my throat was dry, and my head was like a fireball, jumping up and down.
I got a glass of water, I touched my forehead, and it was hot.
No wonder your head is heavy.
They found a standing deflammation, swallowed two, at midnight, the rain was still raining, the asphalt was tardled, and there was tide inside.
I found my phone, I saw two messages from the strange number.
“I’m in pain, I’m in pain. I’m sorry.
“You won’t pick me up either. I’m sorry.
Nasal sour, a little tweak, I deleted the information.
There’s also a message from Zhou, sent this afternoon, reminding me to rain.
I have news of my best friend. She bought new clothes for Wang Cai.
I went back to my best friend.
YAR: Me and Qinchu are over.
YEAR: I’ll live with you tomorrow.
Nightcat-type girlfriend, back at midnight.
I’m not home yet.
YAR: What’s with the rain?
“Old Aunt: Barbecue shop, asshole.”
YEAR: Oh, bye, pick me up tomorrow.
I’ll come to your school and offer a night-sleeping service.
YEAR: Come on, I’ll wait for you.
So I seem to have the strength to get up and get dressed and get back to Zhou.
YEAR: Thank you, Mr. Chow.
This man is back in seconds.
Zhou Zhou: Did you get it?
YAR: No, there’s an umbrella in the bag.
Zhou: Well, get some sleep.
I got in a blanket in my car, and I drove through the school door, and I looked away.
Qinchu’s car is still there. I’m sorry.
She stepped on the gas, “It’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
15
It’s Christmas with the Togos again.
The streets are full of Santa Claus and the red light green tree costumes, ecstasy and festivities.
This time it’s my barbecue shop, or they’ll do it themselves.
Zhou entered the house and took off his coat, which contained only grey shirts.
I looked at him, and I looked at his high-collar sweater, and I said, “Is it cold in your dress?” I’m sorry.
He pours me a soy milk, a little yawn, and the whole man looks soft under a warm light, “One day’s meeting, the heat is too hot, he wears less. I’m sorry.
Are you sleepy?
He picks out the bulge, “How can you be sleepy when you see Chiang? I’m sorry.
After that, we had a yawn and a moment of silence, and we laughed together.
The first time I saw Zhou showing up was like, “Is this a busy time? I’m sorry.
He shakes his head, “Takes the case of an old American, meets every night. He’s back on his back.
I stretch my hand on his shoulder, the fabric is soft, “Hey, hey, boss cho, come on. * He grabbed my wrist, looked at me, looked at me * * and let them loose *
We put a scalding neck on our hands, and in our own shop, we were in no way comfortable.
Nor do I look up to the Zhou while eating, but I think I do not dare to look at him, and his eyes are soft, like the Zhumbibo, and I find it difficult to breathe.
They were talking and were closed and Zhou fell asleep with his back closed.
The lashes are clearly rooted under the light, and they fall there unsuspectingly, the neck is thin, the throat is clear and the line is clear.
I put a blanket on him.
At night, I was driving, Zhou was sitting on the side-drive, woken up in the car a little bit, and I looked at him for half a day and he looked at me.
I couldn’t help but lean over to put on his seatbelt, and he asked me, Master Chiang.
Well, I became a driver again.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Take me home safely. I’m sorry.
“Mmm-hmm, you sleep. I’m sorry.
Look at him, with his eyes closed and his chest closed, he’s a bit of a good boy, he’s drunk at night and he’s sleepy and tired.
I took a picture of him on his phone.
Comment: 5 years old.
The reply received the following day was an expression bag with a hammer to the head.
The coach at the first cue I, “Why, I’m funny, and your big sister doesn’t get along. I’m sorry.
I’ll sit down right now and turn off my phone.
Menopause boss, can’t afford it.
At night he came to pick me up at the door of the school, and for the first time in the winter, he was wearing cotton, some sports brand black shorts, and there were light cowboy sneakers, and he was dressed like a college student.
I’ve been calling him, “Student.” I’m sorry.
He smiled, “Don’t scream. Five-year-olds can’t be your big doctor. I’m sorry.
I smiled at his arm.
The snow on the ground was not melted, the ice was condensed, I couldn’t stand, I slipped under my feet, he stretched out his hand to hold me, and then he left the road to the parking lot.
I don’t know.
On the eve of spring, I and Zhou came out alone for dinner, and the night was remembered by the seaside restaurant, by the Zhou’s romantic hand, by the dark sea, by the bent cold moon, by the light, by the kiss of red wine.
The most profound, of course, is that man’s bright eyes in the light.
On the evening of New Year’s Eve, a large family, a house with bright lights, was silent next door, and Mom and Dad offered to mention that the usual Qinchu moved to an apartment in downtown.
Seeing Qin Chu again is spring.
Willows willows, swaying with the wind.
Qinchu came out of the medical building with a white cortex on his hand, with glasses on his nose and looking at him.
He came up with his legs and touched a sugar in his pocket, “I’m going to see a doctor, I’ll have fun eating sugar, I hope you’re happy. I’m sorry.
I smiled for thanks, sweet milk candy.
“You have to be happy too. I’m sorry.
Then say goodbye.
My best friend came out of the parking lot and pinched my face, “As for you, in love, laughing all the time. I’m sorry.
I filmed her, she filmed back and forth, childish and happy.
Then I’m off to pick up the lawyer.
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Zhou’s gone.
One.
Zhou put out cigarettes on the table, and the old man at the commissary lied about the smell of cigarettes, which he couldn’t waste except to choke, 50 cents, and he was in his pocket and he was going to give them to the idiots in his class.
Toko went on a trip again, did not attend classes, and he wanted to go, but his father refused.
He was boredly looking away, and this was a little scary, with a girl in a third-grade school uniform standing up on a tree, bowing her head, okay, and a bunch of bear children yelling around their hands.
The tree trunk, the rain and the wind the previous two days, was not sure if it could withstand the girl.
He was about to whisper, and he felt nothing but a wind, and then he cried in the dark.
He felt a bit uncomfortable and painful, but he laughed when he saw the girl lifted up with her mouth open and she cried, his hands turned open and his teeth broke.
Too many people were met, and Zhou was not impressed with one another, but the girl was a special, too special, and perhaps her leaking teeth were too prominent, which led him to laugh as soon as he saw her.
She was also an idiot and saw her, either fighting with her classmates with a broomstick, copying her classmates’ homework at the school garden, or hiding in the corner of the school and eating a popsicle with half her teeth.
When I graduated, Zhou was a little lost, and then life was less fun.
Two.
But at the second grade, he was late at the start of school, and he ran over the wall and met an acquaintance.
When his teeth were changed, his hair was covered clean and clean in the back of his head, and he thought he had become sexual, but look at the skillful stretching of his legs and his walls.
Secondary high schools are all the same.
Zhou sees her often.
Growing up, the old habits just faded.
When you see her, either you listen to an MP3 in the playground with a girl, you either swing a badminton on the field, or you eat sour powder in the cafeteria and even speak under the flag.
Or sit on the stand and watch the basketball court with a chin.
She’s got a boy she likes, and it’s too obvious, and it’s really something to follow.
While listening to MP3, the boy under the tree was looking down at the book; while swinging a badminton bat, the boy was holding his arm around the back to watch a football game; while eating in the cafeteria, he was drinking while he was looking at his head, and the boy was sitting right in front of her. At the time of the speech, the boy was the flagman, no wonder she kept looking left.
In sum, she has been a passive, active, submersible, autonomous observer for many years.
I’m a little lost, but I don’t know why.
It was not until after he left the country that a friend, a classmate of the school, held his girlfriend close to his eyes that he realized that it was an unconscious young man’s heart.
When she returned home, she had a bunch of pictures in front of him, leaning on the couch, and he didn’t make any valuable comments.
The phone fell off, he bended over and picked it up, and a girl smiled in the picture of the tea table, and he pinched it, “Let’s go. I’m sorry.
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The deer branch is now.
Today, at the beginning of the month, he was told that the New Year was happy, happy and waiting, and that he was celebrating other people’s movements, until he changed his network, until he went on and on, until he did everything, and the chat box was still in my line, and the New Year was happy.
I knew that nothing would ever end.
I’ve known you for years, but we haven’t even talked to the downstairs store owner.
I look forward to meeting him in a crowd every day on a day when I see him, and every eye is my careful self-help.
The day when I cannot meet is always my unilateral initiative. Sometimes I’m glad I kept him off the screen, or I was afraid of the restraint and experimentation with me when I sent him a message, of the excitement with which I received his message, of the thought to break my head when I was trying to make him happy, of the way I cried when I laughed at his chat box…
Most afraid he didn’t like me.
It’s like a big muddy thing, and I’m stuck in it, and I can’t find myself.
He’s still him, the one who can do anything best, and I’m the one who always shines in my eyes and makes me look up and not touch him.
He did nothing. He may have just crossed away the New Year’s blessing from someone who didn’t like, but today I want to be myself and love myself.
People have to look forward, new year, new years.
Happy New Year.
Update.
I was in a low state when I wrote this answer.
I’ve looked at every comment carefully, but I can’t respond to your enthusiasm. Thank you very, very much! Happy New Year here! The new year hopes that everyone will be safe and healthy and happy!
And then I want to add that I’ve known him for a long time, but we’ve had little contact, because we have friends in common and we live in the same area, so we can see each other sometimes, and we barely talk. He was sent in November because of a small opportunity.
I looked at the comments, and I ran over the conversations with him from beginning to end. If you don’t like it and you can’t feel it, you can think about it, you can put it down, you can’t put it down, you can’t. I don’t know what the next step is, but I’m trying to move on.
But I still think that if you meet someone you like, try to fight. If that is not possible, then the damage should be stopped in time, not to be cheap, at least without regret.
It is to be hoped that all of us with similar experiences will slowly put down, that in the future we will encounter new encounters, that we will be gentler in both directions and that we will become better and better.
Thank you for your attention and consolation, as well as for my incompetence, and thank you very much.
20210215
Good afternoon, friends.
I want to update the follow-up. Friends probably didn’t want me to end my feelings, so they shared this with him and had the following conversation:
It means it’s over. It’s a lot easier all of a sudden. And it doesn’t matter to me that much of what the commentary says, “Is he a group hair?”
If you can’t let the person you love like yourself, you can take it and let it go.
20210217
Dreamtime used to be QQQ popular to be honest.
On April 1st, I told him I was in love with you for a long time.
I’ve been in love with him for years. It’s kind of exciting. It’s Fool’s Day. It doesn’t matter.
He really asked me who I was and he said he didn’t have that funny girl around.
I say it’s me, he says it’s no wonder.
I wish him happy Fool’s Day.
He said it’s only half a day, technically.
Talk to him for a while.
Feels like he’s not the same.
All of a sudden, the heart drops.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
