Who can imagine an adult being cared for as a child by five children?
I got the first kid on a massage chair, the other four kids split up four ways, one to buy 3D glasses, one to pick up tickets and the other two to buy popcorn and drinks.
It’s just because I’m afraid I’ll lose…
I’m a vicious woman, but I’m a mess.
For no reason, I’m blind.
There are five children, one male, one negative, one male, one female, one female.
I’m supposed to have a preference for a girl, to beat a girl, to abuse a bad guy, to love a man, and to ignore a man.
I’m:
I’m staring at five little bean beans that look exactly the same in my eyes, and I’m thinking.
[You’re a vicious woman who has a big push for the drama. _Other Organiser
I looked at the encyclopedia that had to be answered, and I thought again and again, and decided to try.
“Who’s the man?”
The cutest, the biggest, the redest. _Other Organiser
What’s your name? I’m sorry.
[Don’t know. _Other Organiser
“Who is the hostess?”
[Better look at that, young beauty, melon-faced almond.] _Other Organiser
What’s your name? I’m sorry.
[Don’t know. _Other Organiser
After a few rounds, I don’t know anything but a non-existent description.
We have no expression: “Then destroy together.” I’m sorry.
Open up.
(01)
My people set it up, the most typical of them.
I don’t know what I look like, I’m rich and I don’t like people.
As a matter of fact, my parents left early, and there was something wrong with us.
Big Brother has adopted five children, died one day and left me alone.
The second brother is tired of being ordinary. He entered the Shaolin Temple on the day of the examination. He is now the master of the family of thousands.
And I’m born blind, so I can’t even recognize my brother and brother.
I moved to take care of these five kids.
It wasn’t long since he adopted them. The five kids were good. They stood in front of me.
I heard them introduce myself, and I thought, “I’m Qingqiu, you can call me .”
I’m gonna say “sister” after all, I’m only 18.
But they all called my older brother Uncle.
I said, “Just call me aunt. I’m sorry.
Actually, according to the law, I can’t adopt them.
Not my single brother.
But it was said that the magic of the drama had made it all right, so I just went to college and was forced to start raising a baby.
The Encyclopedia started with a lot of chatter, and I didn’t even hear it.
I’m not much of a good person, but I can’t do this kind of child abuse, and I don’t even know who the man is and who the woman is.
I’m lazy to go, destroy it.
It won’t cure my face blindness. It won’t help.
Three little boys, one called Hao Yu, one called Ho Yu, one called Xu Yu.
Two little girls, one called Miki Lin, one called Song Yi.
I can’t even see how they call my aunt, innocent and innocent children, who will be able to make a difference in the future.
After all, they’re really good. Adults like me, who are slow and have no feelings, can’t help but start to like them and take care of them.
Several children went to the orphanage before I adopted them, and I sent them to a primary school at the door of their home, and I bought a van, like a kindergarten bus, to pick them up at the door every day.
Sometimes there are problems in my class, and the counselors are able to appreciate my difficulties and slap me on my shoulder, saying, “Take care of the five brothers and sisters alone and work hard for you.” I’m sorry.
“Yes, the child has a fever and I have to take him to the hospital.” I’m sorry.
No, they’re all home now.
But since I found out that it was a bad reason to skip school, five children went to the hospital regularly in my mouth.
I sometimes confess for two seconds: adults are really mean.
But the next time we’ll continue to sacrifice the sacrament: adults are so mean.
(02)
I didn’t touch his room. I just made the guest room my own. I hired an aunt to cook three meals a day and clean up.
Every day they write homework on the table, I play games next to them.
Half the time, a boy came to me: “Did you need help? I’m sorry.
And I blinked, “Fishy, is it done? I’m sorry.
“Oh, you’re mistaken again! “I’m Yo Yo, he’s on the road! I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’m good, I’m bad, I’m bad, I’m bad. I’m sorry.
“I’ve finished my exams the day after tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
Tsui was the best one of the five kids to learn, not so much to talk, but very good and good.
“A king of glory, can you play this?” I’m sorry.
“Yes, I will.” I’m sorry.
I gave him my cell phone with joy: “You play, I see you play.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
Suh whispered softly and then operated my 1-10 field trip and started killing.
The more I look, the bigger my eyes.
It’s true that the king is the best student in the world.
I’m watching, and a little girl comes to me and sits on my side and holds my waist unstintingly: “My aunt is partial!” I’ve finished my homework, too. I’ll play with my aunt. I’m sorry.
And I said, “It’s wonderful. I’m sorry.
Hey! I’m sorry.
When I heard I recognized who she was, the little girl was obviously happy and she looked up and laughed at me.
The other little girl was quieter, and she peeled an orange and passed it to my mouth: “Ear aunt eat.” I’m sorry.
“Thank you so much for having a baby, and for having a nice little meal, and for the two little boys left on the desk, I said, “If it’s 9:00, we can’t go to the movies together. I’m sorry.
“Aah-aah-aah! “This is so hard! I’m sorry.
The other little boy, Ho, humming, looked impatient and pulled a roll to my face: “I’m finished. Little test rolls, parents sign. I’m sorry.
I looked up at the 100 points, “A hundred points.” That’s amazing, lamb. I’m sorry.
It’s next to the game that’s playing.
Two little girls sitting next to me.
“The little test papers need to be signed? I’m sorry.
“Don’t be. I’m sorry.
“Well, you’ve got a hundred points, you want me to compliment you! I’m sorry.
“I am not! I’m sorry.
“It doesn’t matter, the sheep are good,” I get used to it, and I touch the head, “Come and watch the movie.” I’m sorry.
He stopped talking, moved a little chair and sat next to me.
When Tsui finished another game, I looked at the data of the beautiful take-off, and I was so happy: “How about the rabbits help me fight the king for the summer, I’ll pay for the star.” I’m sorry.
“Okay, but I don’t want money,” says Xu, “I can also take my aunt to play.” I’m sorry.
“I can hang out with my aunt, too,” she held my arm tight, and I scored 100 points this time. I’m sorry.
“We’re a primary school boy,” I used to touch the head of a kid, “it’s amazing. I’m sorry.
I’m not the only one who’s done with my homework. I’m sorry.
“No,” I comforted him by saying, “The teacher at the parents’ meeting said you were smart, and the score didn’t matter. I’m sorry.
The children were quiet for five seconds.
“Uncle, next week’s parents’ meeting, Song Zheng shakes my sleeve, “Who are you going to sit in?” I’m sorry.
Five pairs of eyes staring at me all the time.
I’ve been thinking for a few seconds, and I’ve just pushed it back: “You decide. I’m sorry.
Most parents have preferred children, but I’m different.
I treat them equally — after all, as an aunt, I don’t even know their faces, and I can’t be partial to this technical task.
If there’s anything I can’t solve, let the kids do it.
Adults are really lazy.
“Well, in that case, no one’s talking, no one’s looking around and saying, “Well, that’s the way it is. I’m sorry.
“I don’t agree with you,” the silent Song Zhen reaction was intense. I’m sorry.
“I don’t agree either! “I don’t want to guess! I’m sorry.
“Wasn’t the two of you ever won a hammer and scissors? ” I’m sorry.
“It’s not fair! I’m sorry.
“The hammer and the scissors are the fairest. I’m sorry.
When I saw the little beans start fighting, I calmed them in time: “Well, let’s draw lots. I’m sorry.
“The aunt says the drawing of lots, then the drawing of lots,” he says, “I have no opinion. I’m sorry.
“I don’t care. I listen to my aunt. I’m sorry.
I’m listening to my aunt. I’m sorry.
Five of the cubs stood right in front of me, and while I could not tell who they were, it did not prevent me from feeling again — so cute.
I don’t know where the big brother got the kids. I can’t even play with my parents’ chairs.
I’ve been thinking about it, I’ve been punching their heads, and I’ve ended up calling the headmaster.
The most important thing in the world is money.
And finally, on the day of the parents’ meeting, I sat at the large desk where my teacher had moved me, and five children sat by my side, and the eyes of the parents around me were different, and I ignored them.
The parents of the primary school will be very relaxed, and the teachers will stress discipline and learning habits, and I will listen carefully and take notes while reading the test papers on the table.
They’ve just had their mid-term exams, and the five kids are doing a really good job, and I’ve got eight or nine hundreds, and the others are 99 and 98.
Moreover, every time a teacher calls names, he hears the name of my child.
What kind of classroom discipline, good learning habits, politeness, high performances, and the full development of the moral and physical skills…
The teacher exaggerated, and I heard nothing.
I feel the eyes of the parents who have changed from different to envious, and I feel the joy of raising a child when I reach my age.
I whispered to five kids, “How about dinner tonight?” Go to the park on weekends?”
The five kids were all in line with my low voice and asked me, “Can you eat Kentucky?” I’m sorry.
I compared the “OK” gesture: “I want a family bucket.” I’m sorry.
After the parents’ meeting, I took them to Kentucky and ordered them ice cream that they were not allowed to eat.
“It’s nice of Aunt. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Aunt. I’m sorry.
The children were politely lined up in front of me and then sat on their chairs and bit the chicken.
And suddenly Yogi raised his small hand: “My aunt, I have a problem! I’m sorry.
I didn’t recognize him at the first moment, blinking.
“I’m the little fish aunt,” he used to stick out his fleshy little hand, “I have a little goldfish on my hand, and the art teacher did it for me so she wouldn’t be mistaken.” I’m sorry.
“Me too! “I’m a little cat, aunt.” I’m sorry.
“Wonderful?” I said, “Honk?”
“We’re all little animals, and I’m gonna be one. “It’s wonderful to shake hands.” I’m sorry.
The other three children also reached out and showed me the little animals on their backs: birds, sheep and rabbits.
“We’re still animal families,” I couldn’t help but laugh, “So I’m a breeder? I’m sorry.
“The aunt is the aunt,” says Xu, “Whatever she wants.” I’m sorry.
Hiss…
I’m sure you have to be a primary school student.
I admit I was so pissed off that I added another box of eggs to the kids.
“Uncle, are you really going to the playground this weekend? “It’s not like I’m going to have a problem.
“When did I lie to you?” I said, “It’s the new fairy-tale town, but it’s up to you to decide what to do.” I’m sorry.
Children are children, even Song Yong and Tsuru, who don’t usually talk much, make small cheers.
They weren’t so lively when they were adopted.
Even the good and the good are just careful to ask me if I need help.
A little bit of a kid who knows things so painfully that he can’t even fall. Whatever I do, even if it’s a small thing, their first reaction is always to say “thank you.”
But it’s okay, I’ve been raising them for six months.
It is, I must say, a very fulfilling thing.
(03)
On the weekend, I drove the kids to Storybrooke.
As soon as the car was parked, they were standing in line in front of me with a different colour of rope in their hands.
I said, “What?”
I’ve seen this before. The towed rope, it’s the kind of safe bracelet that keeps children from losing.
But I’m not really worried about their safety, probably in the orphanage, because they have a very high level of security awareness, and they’re mostly going with each other, and it’s not possible for five kids to stand together and be abducted.
So they bought this because they’re afraid to lose themselves?
I’m still in a coma, and as their temporary leader, I’m standing up with a chubby little bird.
“Although we’ll stay close to our aunt, Song seriously explained to me, “But aunt doesn’t know our face and we’re prepared to take them away in order to prevent them from impersonating us. I’m sorry.
I’m:
Excuse me, I’m afraid I’m lost.
“But the aunt had two hands and one hand to do her own thing,” and the other, Xu, who was in charge, added to the explanation, “so we have a watch, from 8:00 to 10:00, and I’m holding the aunt.” I’m sorry.
I looked at the kids seriously, and I was a little snivelling, but I reached out with my hand: “Well, get the rabbit to take care of me before 10:00.” I’m sorry.
Tsui had a very solemn place to head, and then tied the white towed rope to my hand.
And suddenly I had this weird idea…
It’s a good thing they didn’t want me to have five of them.
Otherwise, I’m like the guy who sells balloons in front of the park.
Before coming to Storybrooke, I gave them five maps to plan their own routes and play projects.
I’m not afraid of heights, I’m not feeling too much about stimuli, but a few children obviously like it, and even the most hesitant thing before getting on a roller coaster, the feeling of flying at such a high altitude has been tempered.
♪ Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa! I’m sorry.
“I feel like I’m going to fly!” I’m sorry.
“It’s okay! “Do you like to play?” I’m sorry.
“I like it,” I pinched her face, “What else do you want to play?” I’m sorry.
“Next destination, Song Zhen ordered a map of the ghost house. I’m sorry.
I’m really surprised now.
“The Ghost House? I made sure to them, “Are you afraid? I’m sorry.
“I’m not afraid,” he said, “I’m not really a ghost, why be afraid?” I’m sorry.
“Are aunts afraid?” He asked me.
“I’m not afraid either,” I thought, and I said, “I can’t even tell their faces.” I’m sorry.
“I told you, Auntie would never be afraid! “I can also protect my aunt.” I’m sorry.
I hear Song and Tsui are nodding like little adults.
We started queuing into the haunted house, and the little kids kept talking, but nothing.
I turned my head and the boy with the sheep on his hands kept his back silent. Although he has always been a bit eccentric and a little cool, at this point I can feel that he does not want to talk, but that he does not.
I did not ask him to be afraid, but to reach out with his hand and hold him in silence, and asked him: “Will the sheep also protect me?” I’m sorry.
He raised his head up and held me in his little hand: “Yes, of course! I’m sorry.
“Didn’t my aunt not be afraid? I’m sorry.
I pretended to be inconvenient: “There is still a little bit of it…” And I looked at him with a smile: “It doesn’t matter, I have a little sheep to protect me, so I won’t be afraid.” I’m sorry.
The little boy didn’t talk, looked up and looked at me for a while, and he nodded at me with determination.
It’s creepy to have the last group of tourists shrieking around in this space, in a dark, haunted house, with strange background music.
There’s no disagreement with the other children — they agree that the highest and strongest can better protect me.
There’s no real NPC in the fairy-tale-town haunted house, so it’s all the way down here.
And when I heard the moment when I came out of this darkness, I heard nothing but whispering: “Aunt, will you not leave?” He held my little hand a little cold, and his voice was boring: “If Tsui had said to me, you wouldn’t have lost us if we had been on a hundred points.” I’m sorry.
I stopped.
Is that what rabbits think?
So Song said, “If we’ve been good enough to keep our aunts away from us, we can stay, and ask me with hope, “Aunt, are they right?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know what to say. I could only touch his head.
I’ve always been a slow and scattered person, but it’s probably not as simple as I thought.
The last item we play was the Ferris wheel.
Six people sat in this small cabin overlooking the whole city’s beautiful lights and nights.
Aunt, I’d like to keep it that way.” Yogi sits by the window, with bright eyes, “We’re six of us. I’m sorry.
That’s what I used to do.
We can always be together and can always be together.
But how is that possible?
It’s as if, even though I told them, again and again, that I would not part, they tried so hard to put up with themselves a layer and a layer of “conditions” and even to comfort each other: “As long as we are good, aunt will not lose us.” I’m sorry.
It’s probably because children know that there’s no such “forever” commitment in this world.
And I whispered, “The fish won’t always be like this. I’m sorry.
The cabin, which was filled with laughter, came down in a moment.
He turned his back on me and held my hand tight.
And I thought, and I said very seriously, “Although I like you very much, you also like me very much, people will grow up, and when you grow up, you will leave your homes and start a new life, and you will marry and have children, and you will form a family.” I’m sorry.
But it seems too far for them.
And I said, “Just as I said, “I know new friends, and one day you’ll meet new people…”
I don’t want any new friends, but I’ve always had a nice, sweet break with my eyes red, “I just want aunt, I don’t want new friends, don’t want me…”
I couldn’t stop laughing: “I didn’t mean that.” I’m sorry.
“We don’t have much to eat, we can work, we can make money, we can listen to my aunt,” she said, “I’ll continue next time.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t have to do this,” and I touched my head, “even if you don’t take the first test, you don’t go out to make money, you eat a lot, and it doesn’t matter.” I adopted you, you’re my responsibility, we’ll always be a family, but maybe you’ll have a family. I’m sorry.
And why is it cold? I’m sorry.
I didn’t say “What?” I’m sorry.
“Uncles get married and have babies,” Song whispers, “and aunts have their own family.” I’m sorry.
It was quiet inside, and I finally understood what they were really afraid of.
They are all children who have been “returned.”
Once adopted, a new child had been born to the foster family and thrown back into an orphanage.
– That’s what Boss told me.
I’ve been a boarding student since I was a child, and when I was a kid, my big brother went out to work and paid me a sum of money every month, and my second brother left home long ago.
He’ll call me later. It’s my only chance to contact him.
When Big Brother died, I had some grief, but more, it was blind.
Except for the second brother who lost contact, he is the only family I have… Not twice a year, but at least I know I have a relative.
But Boss is gone.
I walk the streets, I stare at the flow of people, and the vague, strange faces in my eyes are like a blank piece of paper, and I know they’re crying, but I can’t remember and I can’t tell.
Like brother.
I watched him for a long time and tried so hard to remember his five officers, but I couldn’t.
And when he fell into my arms as a small box, I wondered, “Why do I not remember the face of my brother?”
Fortunately, he left me five children.
I don’t care about the masters, I just know that they’re left to my relatives, and that it’s probably a long time later that only they can lead me to my brother and only they can remember him.
That’s enough.
Big brother always told me that when I grew up, he left me a lot of money, and then I could find a man I liked to marry and have my own family.
“Aki, my brother has nothing else to do, but he has saved you a lot of money to keep you safe and secure.” He said, “You were always a man when you were a child, and my brother only wanted you not to be a man again.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know at the time that he said “a lot of money” was the number that made me so grumpy.
I just know if that’s what he wants, I’d do it.
But it was a long time later, so I looked at these young faces, and I said, “Maybe when I got married, you all went to college.” I’m sorry.
“There’s more…” And the yoga starts counting, “seven eight, nine years! I’m sorry.
Nine years is really far away for them.
A couple of kids seemed to be relieved, as if they had received some serious commitment.
“Yeah,” I smiled, “so don’t think about it so far, let’s make a wish. I’m sorry.
“I know this! “The sky has reached its highest, and the wish is fulfilled!” I’m sorry.
“That’s smart.” I lit her little nose. “Then make a wish. I’m sorry.
The Ferris wheel rises to its highest point, and the city’s contours are under our radar.
The dazzling, bright lights flow slowly on the high bridges and the interlocking roads, and remain still in the high buildings of the forest, as if they were the blood of an entire city.
I closed my eyes.
My wishes are not big, very simple and very cunning.
I think: If you can, let the wishes of the five children be fulfilled.
(04)
The kids grew up fast, like a wheat, and in a moment they smoked.
The fifth graders have already begun to grow up quickly, but only the small group of them, wrinkled on their faces and drank milk every day, and asked me, “Didn’t I always be so short?” I’m sorry.
I laughed: “No, sheep, you’ll grow up when you go to junior high school.” I’m sorry.
I’m not wrong about that, but it’s just a little bit late. By the time they finished primary school, the three boys were almost tall.
This year, the gift I gave them for the 61st Children’s Day was five mobile phones.
– But I gave it to them when they finished primary school.
“Final Children’s Day,” on the day of the holiday, I gave them my cell phone, “a more expensive one.” I’m sorry.
“Can’t I be a child all the time?” I’m sorry.
Last year, at her strong request, I changed the beautiful name of the forest to a small animal, “Man has to grow up.” I’m sorry.
And I thought about it, and I said, “But you’ve always been children in my mind, and you’re too young to be adults.” I’m sorry.
“Why didn’t that aunt grow up, and smiled and said, “As a fairy.” I’m sorry.
“The aunt has always been eighteen.” “It’s the same as when we first met.” I’m sorry.
Despite having listened for several years, the sweet words of a child are unbearable.
When five kids got their cell phones, they studied them at home all afternoon, and one lined up to come to me.
Song Qian has built a trophie, who has changed his name, the Animal Family, but everyone seems to have acquiesced in it.
You know, after a few years of learning little animals from art teachers, the most serious yoga can already paint us with a Q version of the face. Our heads are a whole series of little animals, and I’m a lovely girl with two ponytails.
They couldn’t wait to change their faces and then start playing dice in the crowd.
“I won’t give up!” “It must be me! I’m sorry.
And then he cast a little.
What do you mean?
The other children laughed at him and began to shake the dice.
Song Yong is two, Yu is three, Tsui is five.
“Ha ha ha! I won!”
I wonder, “Is this a game?” I’m sorry.
“No, Aunty,” Lin made a lovely look, “It’s the final match, who wins, can sit next to her at night and watch a movie!” I’m sorry.
I’m:
There’s an animated film tonight, and I did buy six tickets to go to the cinema with five kids.
But I didn’t know where I was… I didn’t know the kids had an internal discussion, they had an internal settlement.
“Tonight is to my aunt’s left, and I’m obviously very excited about this, and I’m just saying, “Well, it’s the aunt’s right.” I’m sorry.
Then Tsui said he had a “received rabbit” face bag in the crowd.
I couldn’t help but laugh: “Were we not all on the couch? Why are we still writing?” I’m sorry.
“I don’t have a face like that.” I’m sorry.
“You’re cute,” I rubbed his head, “You’re the cutest kids.” I’m sorry.
That’s what I mean.
Even though I was a young man when I adopted them, I didn’t have any problems because they were too knowledgeable and had the same connections and arrangements.
It’s just occasionally I can’t help but feel: it’s good to have money.
Children are gold-eating animals, which is true.
Especially when I like to buy them something, and I want them to wear something on the Internet, and I like to take them out for dinner.
I’m a housewife in some sense, but I’d like to go out with my kids.
Like watching a movie tonight.
As soon as I got to the cinema, I was going to pick up my movie ticket, and Song Qi pulled me in. I’m sorry.
And I’ll take a look at the other four kids, and I’ll buy 3-D glasses, and I’ll get tickets, and I’ll buy popcorn and drinks.
The little friend arranged everything for me to sit in a soft massage chair as an adult and asked me if I needed a six-minute set.
I said, “…no tea. I’m sorry.
When I was watching the movie, I was sitting on my left, sitting on my right.
Unlike children in general, they do not argue, they do not kick in the front seat, sit quietly, and occasionally whisper.
For the first time in a 3D movie, a group of kids were looking at it, and they left the room, and they talked about it and went back to watch other animations in the series.
“But there’s also work…” And so it says, “We’re out of work.” I’m sorry.
“Yeah! “Happy summer! I’m sorry.
That’s how the long summer break in sixth grade started.
I didn’t take them out to travel, given the security problems — I didn’t have the confidence, after all, to hang out with five kids in places that were not familiar with life.
But what we can do with them in the city.
During this summer, I run a variety of annual cards, including members’ cards for playgrounds, electric cities, cinemas and various brands of children’s clothes.
But more time, we stay home and play games: poker, mahjong, table games…
It’s a little embarrassing, but I can’t even play with the kids. It’s a little lame.
The Reactivation Game, Song Yong’s number one, she started to grow crazy in the sixth grade, motor nerves and reaction speeds are among a bunch of kids, primary school sports are involved in a lot of projects and grades are good… Sometimes I wonder, is that the legend?
I remember my shock when she reset the basket record in the city of electric power.
And you’re the one with the imagination and the sense, and I guess no one’s better than Yogi, and I gave him a drawing-interest class this summer, as if he was born with a unique sense of beauty.
Although the child always said sweetly, “The aunt looks good in everything,” he said very carefully, “but it feels like the white is better for the fairy like her.”
As for Lin, she’s a well-deserved emperor, lucky enough to explode, even if we play poker together, she can always draw up some kind of bonkers.
I’ve asked her for help every time I see her talent.
Tsui and Ho Yeung were so proud, one player played wild, and when we were in three rows, they helped me grab and then flew in silence.
“What does he mean?” I’m sorry.
“It’s not my sister, it’s my aunt.” I’m sorry.
The reaction on the other side is even more intense: “What do you think you’ve done?” What are you pretending to be?”
I’m:
“What is he talking about?” I’m sorry.
“He’s scolding us.” I’m sorry.
“No, my aunt said, don’t curse.” I’m sorry.
Suh-hao: “Just report it. I’m sorry.
So the two little boys blocked the other side and proceeded silently.
And I was ashamed to stay on their heads, thinking, “Old adults don’t want to get mixed up.”
But next time, I’m going to be ashamed to stay on top of them: if I can’t, the primary school kids are too good.
(05)
After the summer, I sent a few kids to the best junior high in the city.
I’m still going to pick them up at the door every day, and I’m used to seeing movies together every week, and nothing changes — except for their learning time, which is more busy than before.
Just as I thought life would continue to be so happy, the Encyclopedia, which had been so unresponsive for so long, suddenly came up with a new narrative.
Story: The male and female masters are in love with each other, their emotions are warmer when they fall asleep in the suburbs, their evil women (Qingqiu) are driven out of their homes, their men are in love with each other, their women are in love with each other and they are in love with each other.
I’m:
What’s that? A couple of kids are going to an autumn picnic? Also, why have years passed or have I only been named where a vicious woman is? What about the other names?
Encyclopedia doesn’t understand my voice. It’s just that I’m being pressed to finish the story.
But I’ve already opened up, and it’s impossible to leave, and there’s no way to get a child out of the house.
The problem is that a man and a woman have a relationship with each other, a woman likes a man, a villain likes a woman, and a man likes a woman like a woman.
But it’s normal for these five kids to live with each other all these years, when they’re the first years of love and love. I’m not against it, but I’m never going to say yes if I really grow into some kind of multi-angled love and another one that hurts each other.
I decided to go and make sure they thought.
But who is the man and woman? Who’s the woman and the man, and who’s the villain?
I looked at the face of the scene without an expression.
Peachy lips, grapeic eyes, what’s the use of these paintings?
Years passed, these five identities, I’m not even one.
Since I can’t match my identity, I can only check one.
I went first to find Lin.
She’s innocent, she’s not heartless, she’s lively, she’s a family happy.
So would she be the hostess?
And I said, “How’s it going in school?” I’m sorry.
“Great! “My aunt, my last essay was read by my teacher in front of my class.
I’m:
I went on to say, “Well, do you see anything different lately?” I’m sorry.
“A different place? “It’s been amazing for two seconds, and soon it’s filled with anger.” Tsuru, you’re too far! He’s got a October gift for her behind our back! We don’t know anything. He’s a fool! I’m sorry.
I’m:
I did get a gift this month, and I sent a circle of friends.
“And also, the PPT on the cover of the speech was a photo of aunt and him! He’s going to introduce himself, and he’s taking his aunt in.
I’m:
Totally, I can’t.
I’m so relieved that she’s so young, she talks to me and never talks about boys.
Definitely not.
I’ve changed the subject, Yogi.
Little Fish, in front of Yogi, I’m going to be a little straighter. I’m sorry.
“Yes!” opened the chat box, “The boys in our class like to paint a lot, and I sat with them in art class…”
We said: “No, is there a girl?” I’m sorry.
“Girls? “There are two, we’ll talk about makeup. I’m sorry.
I said, “… make-up?”
“Yeah, I’d like to put makeup on my aunt, too,” he said, “I can buy her makeup!” I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to do this, but I have to ask myself, “Do you think they’re pretty?”
“I don’t know,” he scratched his chin and said, “I don’t care, but in my eyes, other girls look the same except for aunts who look like fairies. I’m sorry.
I’m:
Look at this tone, it’s not like a fish.
But whether it’s a man, a man or a villain, isn’t it time to start to like a woman?
I said, “Fishy, I’d like to ask you one last question. I’m sorry.
“Ah! It’s all right, aunt. I’m sorry.
“If,” I repeat, “I mean, if, if, hypothetically, you’re going to pick a girl to play with, would you choose a chick or a chick?” I’m sorry.
Yogi is totally dead.
He asked me, “Can I not choose an aunt?” I’m sorry.
And I said, “It’s in the little, in the little, in the little, in the little.”
He said, “What is it, then, that you can choose an aunt?” I’m sorry.
I said, “Ah? They’re not in this problem…”
He said, “But Song and Lin won’t play with me all the time, and they’ll find a way to rob her!” I’m sorry.
I said, “Well, what if they want to play with you all the time? I’m sorry.
He said, ‘I would not, nor would I be able to play with them. Song’s strength is so strong, and his skill is so good every time I draw a card. I only want to play with my aunt.’ I’m sorry.
I’m:
I, give up completely.
I’m going to find Ho.
Little sheep, though, if I ask him anything, he won’t hide me.
I said, “How’s it going, sheep?” I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong, aunt? I’m sorry.
I said, “I just want to know about you.” I’m sorry.
“I get it,” a tall young man’s face, so coolly asked me, “Who does aunt want to know?” I’m sorry.
I said, “What?”
I felt like he misunderstood me, but I said, “Well, little twat?”
“She? “She’s fine, but she forgot her homework last week. I’m sorry.
I took it seriously when I said, “That’s it?” I’m sorry.
“Well,” he said, “The scroll was not in her books, so she was criticized by her teacher. I’m sorry.
I said, “Oh, I see.” And I said, “Well, do the others want to learn so they don’t do homework?” I’m sorry.
“This doesn’t happen,” she shakes her head, “Don’t worry, Song will remind her later. I’m sorry.
“Well, I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my own.” Have you encountered any difficulties with your studies? “Do you need a tutorial?”
– Fifteen minutes later.
I watched the shadow of how to leave and fell into discomfort.
What did I just ask?
What?
What happened?
It’s true that parents are more concerned with their children’s studies…
The rest of Tsuru and Song Yi are the smartest of the five kids, and I’m not sure who I’m going to go first, and Tsuru came to me.
“Uncle,” a young man who’s quite out of his mind, “Do you want to ask us something? I’m sorry.
It’s a sin to think that I’m a grown-up who wonders if these kids are in love before they’re cleaner than paper.
And I spit on myself while I’m doing it, and I say, “It’s just that you’re a little older, and I’m curious that you’re not welcome at school.”
“The aunt wants to ask us if we have an early love.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
It’s poking!
I didn’t, I didn’t, I didn’t, I didn’t, I didn’t, I didn’t, I didn’t, and I didn’t know he didn’t like the girl. I’m sorry.
So, it’s like these kids don’t even have plans for the drama?
Tsui had always been the most reliable child in my heart, and I immediately believed what he said and felt like a big stone fell down and breathed.
“What is your aunt afraid of? I’m sorry.
I stopped, and it was a little softly, “A little bit.” I’m sorry.
“Can I have a word with you? “A young boy sitting next to me, as if a few years ago, was the same as that cute boy, “and I’d like to be able to share with my aunt. I’m sorry.
In the eyes of the outsiders, I have nothing to worry about and nothing to worry about.
But I always remember that I was a vicious woman in a novel who could hate, careless and die alone a year before I was 30.
It doesn’t matter how, why or when, because I’m a mean woman.
Even my death was in the play.
If I don’t follow the story, the world will collapse.
But I couldn’t follow the story.
It seems like an incomprehensible problem, though I’ve never been used to thinking too much, but occasionally this fear is stuck in my heart and I can’t breathe.
I thought about it and I took it very seriously to say, “Do you believe in fate?” I’m sorry.
Destiny? He looked at me, “I think so. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’m suffocating, “What if it’s a bad fate? The kind that was meant to be good from the beginning. I’m sorry.
“That’s not supposed to be unalterable,” says Xu, “Uncle, history teachers teach us to win, and fate will not be so unfair if we try to change. I’m sorry.
He’s a young man, but he’s got a philosophy.
I couldn’t help but laugh and admit that I was feeling a little better, and I touched my head, “Thank you, Rabbit.” I’m sorry.
He’s right.
Whether it changes or not, I have to try.
(06)
A couple of kids are on their way.
And We prepared for them fried food and snacks, and brought them to the supermarket to buy barbecue food, and commanded them to be safe and wait for their return at home.
Yogi took a very good look, and he took a photo of you, and he took the view along the way, and he used his voice to broadcast it to me in real time.
When they came back, they obviously had a great time and shared with me what they saw today.
When Ho Ying was gone, they were afraid to play, and Song said, “There is nothing to look after the bridge, there is only a temple.” I’m sorry.
“I did not have a past, I was so excited, but didn’t I say I met a monk?” I’m sorry.
“Yes, I met one,” Song Xi said, “Look…”
She seemed to hesitate to describe each other in terms that she said, “Not much like a monk.” I’m sorry.
“Why?” I’m a little curious.
“Oh, it doesn’t look so serious,” says Yogi. I’m sorry.
Once again, what’s the cue to say? I’m sorry.
“What monk is not serious? I’m on guard. I’m sorry.
“No, aunt.” Song said, “He didn’t ask for money, he just told me strange things. I’m sorry.
I was more vigilant: “What’s the word?” I’m sorry.
What a monk!
Song Zheng seemed a bit confused: “He said he would worship me and wish my family peace and happiness and wealth.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
“The pitiful monks came from the land of the east to pray for the good of Buddha in the west. Today, the Lord’s court is full of blessing, and the house of blessings was born, and it was no good to come to worship him. The pitiful monks wish him all his family peace and happiness. I’m sorry.
The whole table fell into silence after he had reached the end of his chorus.
“As if you have learned, you can’t be honest.” I’m sorry.
“Did you write down every word? “No wonder the last history exam was a hundred points. I’m sorry.
Aunt? “What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.
The other kids looked at me, and I looked back, and I took away the look on my face: “It’s okay. I’m sorry.
But when I returned to my room at night, I couldn’t sleep.
—The pitiful monks have come from the East-Turn to the West to pray for the good of Buddha.
“Of course I bought ice-cream from an alley in the east and gave it to you from a school in the west! Twenty kilometers! I’m sorry.
— I’d like to come and pay a tribute to Little Shih.
“Autumn, you are my little boulder! I’m sorry.
Peace and happiness for the family of Little Master, and the wealth rolls.
“If I don’t have a birthday wish, I’ll wish Autumn a new generation of rich white
It didn’t look like a monk.
The mist of memory is suddenly drawn.
I don’t remember the way he looked or the way I felt when he left.
But I remember he used to be serious. In front of me, I am still in elementary school: “Autumn’s running is in first place.” I’m sorry.
I also remember that he used to give me, as I did for these children, patience and tolerance, to take them to the movies, to play games with them and to encourage them with a smile, whatever they did.
I think I was once loved.
But even my blood-related brother could not have loved his sister unconditionally.
Especially that sister, who doesn’t even recognize him.
Perhaps my second brother, who was still studying, was too hard on me, or he had taken care of me for so many years and finally had to live his life, but in the year of my high school exam, he left me a single word and left home alone.
It sounds like a ridiculous prank, and I couldn’t even believe it at first, crying all over him until my big brother grabbed me.
In the pouring rain, a drop of hot liquid fell from his face.
Is that rain? Why is it hot?
“I’m sorry for Autumn,” he said, “I’m sorry for my brothers, I’m sorry for Aki…”
I haven’t mentioned second brother since.
I think it’s Brother 2 who broke his heart. I’m sad, but I won’t mention him again.
My kinship has been very low.
Big brother loves me and Brother Two loves me.
It’s just that they’re too busy to love me, and they’re too tired to love me anymore.
So that monk today, will it be 2nd brother?
Does he know that he’s dead? Do you know where I am?
If he knows, why don’t you go see Big Brother?
If he knew, why didn’t he come to me?
If he knew, why would he prefer to pay a visit to a little girl who knows nothing?
Should I go to him?
But even if I found him, I wouldn’t recognize him.
I looked at a photo on the table.
Two teenagers and a little girl.
The young man’s face was blurry, but he only laughed.
I paused and finally walked out of my room and knocked on Song’s door.
“Tomorrow is Saturday. Aunt wants you to go somewhere with me to find someone. I’m sorry.
The next day, I took five kids and went back to their picnic.
I took a step-by-step approach to the temple, led by Seo Rue and Song Lin.
The children saw it, and yesterday I was too scared to go up to the bridge to follow me. I was so worried that I wouldn’t leave.
I had no choice but to hold her all the way and then gently tossed the temple door.
The empty temples are not visible.
“Why is there no one in here? Song Zheng looked around and said, “It was taken away yesterday. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not. “Is this ice-cracked guacamole a tribute?” I’m sorry.
“How can you make a contribution with ice-cream? “It should have been accidentally dropped here.” I’m sorry.
Aunt… if it’s all right, you’re okay. I’m sorry.
“I’m fine,” I whispered, “Let’s go back. I’m sorry.
Don’t you want someone?
I shook my head: “No more.” I’m sorry.
He doesn’t want me to see him.
Then don’t.
Perhaps, as it is said in the book, my fate and that of my brother and that of my brother can only fade in the shadow of my eyes.
Aunt, is the man you’re looking for important to you? Question.
“It’s important,” I said, “But it’s okay, I have you now. I’m sorry.
“We’ll be with her forever! “Absolutely! I’m a puppy without me! I’m sorry.
“Me too, I’m a pig without me…”
“…”
Autumn’s sunshine is good, the breezes, the twilight, falling on my hand, the stars.
I bit the ice cream.
…a little sour.
(07)
And with the children growing up, I don’t believe in the story.
For all these years, the drama has collapsed and the world has nothing, no signs of collapse or any major change.
The encyclopaedia, though a little bit supernatural, has been used as a sort of entertainment reading, and it will not appear, anyway, until I have doubts.
I’ve got something new to worry about — I seem to be getting lucky.
Five kids started high school, and I graduated from post-graduate school and started a simple and brutal “rent-in” life.
When I was in college, I was too busy looking after my kids, and I spent very little time at school.
But when they grow up, I have more rest time, and I can always find time to go for a walk.
And then people started chasing me.
They include, but are not limited to, teachers of yoga interest classes, my renters, my former college classmates, the seniors of the research department…
I didn’t have much interest in getting in touch with boys until I met the tenant, and I had a good impression of him.
He’s a very funny, gentle and gentle man, and I feel relaxed every time I go out with him… And even I can hide some familiar shadows from him, and it’s brother and second brother.
I know that this is wrong, but I can’t help but agree to his invitation to remember everything from words and deeds like that.
It’s just, I didn’t think it would happen so soon.
Aunt, at the table, Yoo suddenly said, “I saw it. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say “What?” I’m sorry.
Aunt, have you been in love lately? #Lin’s voice is not always lively #
“Not really,” I was kind of embarrassed to talk to these kids, and I said, “Just touch.”
The table fell silent again.
That’s when I found out they were in a bad mood today, so I asked the other side, “What’s wrong with you rabbits?” I’m sorry.
The young men on the left side dressed in school uniforms, cuffed to their elbows, looked at me and suddenly stood up with their bowls and said, “I’m finished.” I’m sorry.
I made a mistake.
…he’s not the way he is.
It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay, it’s okay. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t fail to tell you,” I explained, “If I did fall in love, I would have told you. I’m sorry.
Silence.
“No love, just touch…” “Is that what aunty means? I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
“Uncle likes the man the uncle? “Song Lin wipes his mouth.
“Not to that extent,” I said, “just having a good time with him.” I’m sorry.
“So, why do you stand in front of me and look at me in peace and say, “The aunt is not well with us?” I’m sorry.
“Of course not,” I’m a little confused, and I like being with you. I’m sorry.
No more talk.
“Don’t you want me to be in love?” I’m sorry.
It’s not hard to understand that these kids have that kind of mind, but when they’re young, in their mind, I have a new family, and I’m going to “leave” them.
Although I know that this will not happen, and Rusuke and I have no intention of being in love at all, I do not want to discuss the subject too much with them.
They were still children in my eyes, and I always felt that it was inappropriate for me, as an elder, to share my feelings with children.
But I have raised them for almost ten years, and they are in my heart, of course, much more important than a month of knowledge.
I was trying to explain to them, but suddenly I laughed.
“No, of course it’s okay for an aunt to be in love,” said the girl’s voice, “and the uncle looks so good.” I’m sorry.
Her tone has recovered, and others seem to be no longer bored, and the hymns say, “Yes, but they’re not good enough for aunts, and they’re not half as good as aunts.” I’m sorry.
I said, “Ha ha ha, it doesn’t matter what looks like…”
After all, I don’t know who looks like.
But when they all got back to normal, I swallowed up the explanation.
As adults, I do not want to mention to them my past loneliness, my brother and brother, and my complex feelings.
Don’t worry, you are the most important in my heart. I’ll touch their heads, as I did before, and I’ll wait for you as soon as you go away. I’m sorry.
“I know, Aunt. “Song Lin holds my hand and repeats, “I know. I’m sorry.
“Of course she can’t leave, she can’t find us.” “Stand up, young man, taller than me.” Ha ha ha ha! I’m sorry.
I said, “Shall we watch a movie today? I’m sorry.
“Look! “It’s been a long time since we watched the movie together! I’m sorry.
They’re all about to get high, but they’re all trying so hard, and they haven’t touched the entertainment in a long time.
The area of the projector was redecorated by us, with huge blankets on the ground that can be laid down, with lazy couches on the couch, all kinds of pillows scattered over the blankets, and each of us took up one of them and sat down.
I sat on the couch with my legs on my legs, and I sat in front of me, with my head down and it looked like something was wrong, and my short hair came to my pants.
“I’m sorry I got you wrong today, lamb.” I whispered, “You don’t blame me? I’m sorry.
“I will never blame my aunt.” I’m sorry.
Like this?
I’m a little embarrassed because you’re all dressed up in school uniforms…
“Well,” he’s bored, “I know. I’m sorry.
“What’s so bad about that?” “I didn’t say anything when I was a little girl.” I’m sorry.
I’m:
That time, they rehearsed at their school because they didn’t have enough girls and sent yoga to put on a puff in them, and I went to pick them up and shouted at the yoga, “The calf!” I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry for the fish.” I’m sorry.
“It’s okay, Aunty,” he looked at me and compared me to a “OK” gesture, “I know, you think I’m as cute as a girl, not so much as a problem. I’m sorry.
“Uncle, face blindness seems to be curable, too,” he said, “I checked the data. I’m sorry.
I was trying to talk, but my phone vibrated.
I lit the screen and found a letter from Lu.
Lu Zhao: I was the famous Otman, but I was murdered by the tricky Otman! The Otmans abandoned me! Ot’s father threw me out! Even cut off my gamma ray! Rebirth. Tomorrow’s crazy Thursday. Who invited me?
I:
I sent a 50-pack over.
I’m: “Congratulations on your fortune, your fortune.”
Lu Zhao: Holy shit, it’s so red-haired, you can’t do this. It’s so easy to be fooled.
I’m v. Ottoman 50.
Yu Choo:
I ordered a red bag and found it was 18888.
I:
Lu Zhao: Don’t ask me, I didn’t ask. The rest of the Otmann family asked.
Lu Zhao: So do you want to watch Ottoman’s renaissance tomorrow night?
I:
Lu Zhao: Please eat and have a look.
I listened to the news with all my heart, and I didn’t notice that a few kids on my side didn’t see a movie.
Their eyes were on me until I raised my head, and nothing was left.
(08)
I told my aunt I didn’t have to cook today, so I went out to see Lu.
As always, the atmosphere of conversation with him was relaxed and we finished dinner and started walking along the lake.
And suddenly Lu suddenly asked me, “Is it your 26th birthday? I’m sorry.
I said, “Yeah, next Sunday. I’m sorry.
“Do you want to join us for dinner? “Take your kids. I’m sorry.
I hesitated for a moment: “I have to ask them a question. I’m sorry.
“You’re their aunt, and they’re going to have a birthday with you, and Lu Zhao’s voice is soft, and isn’t the weekend just over?”
“How do you know? “I suddenly interrupted him.
“…what?”
“How do you know, they call me aunt,” and I stopped, “I don’t think I told you about it.” I’m sorry.
I did tell him that a few children had been adopted at home, but he was less likely to know them.
How do people know they call me aunt?
Lu Zhao is stuck.
He was like, “It’s so perceptive.” I’m sorry.
And I said, “How do you know? I’m sorry.
“Miss He,” he covered his forehead and said, “Can I not ask that question, too? I’m sorry.
I have a heavy eye: “You know He Chun. I’m sorry.
He Chun is my brother.
He obviously did.
“No,” I said, “You know Ha Ha. I’m sorry.
He’s my second brother.
This time, Lu Zhao was silent longer.
“I am entrusted with the matter of a loyal man, and I cannot tell you it.” Lu said, “But it is something you should know sooner or later, and on your birthday you will understand. I’m sorry.
“My brother sent you,” I said to myself, “What did he ask you to do?” I’m sorry.
“Well, I can’t really say it anymore.” “I’ll take you home, He.” I’m sorry.
In fact, think about it, my encounter with Lu Zhao is a sign.
He came to my house when my tenant. He knows everything about me, what I like to eat, what I drink, what I’m blind, and what I remember with my brother and brother.
He’s good to me, he’s sweet, but I know he doesn’t like me — at least he’s not as hot.
It’s just that I don’t like him either, so I implicitly acquiesced in his approach.
I thought he was looking for money, and after all, I was his landlord, but I later rejected it because he was so generous to me and he was so generous, not like someone who needed to cheat.
But I don’t like me. It’s not about the money.
“Hey, he’s been found,” he says, “I’m gonna be scolded.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t keep talking because I had a feeling that no matter what I say, Lu would not reveal a word.
Maybe, really, I’ll know everything until my birthday.
“Is my brother coming to see me on my birthday? When Lu Zhao arrived at the door, I asked the last question.
“I can’t influence his decision,” he touched his nose and said, “He is my brother, not my brother.” I’m sorry.
I stopped.
Back home, a few kids were studying at the table, and when I came back, they said hi.
To keep them from worrying, I barely squeezed out a smile.
The next few days were peaceful, and Lu Zhao never asked me out again, and I stayed at home in peace with five children to prepare for the exams.
The night before the exams, they slept early.
And the next day, I cheered them one by one, and sent them to the examination, and then became superstitiously superstitious and put on a flag robe with the meaning of winning the flag.
At the entrance to the school, I saw parents, like me, whose faces were filled with anxiety and stress, and I suddenly had an unrealistic sense of sulfur.
I’ve actually raised these little girls since they were little beans and now they’re very young.
On the day of the end of the examination, Tsui was first out.
He was walking to the school entrance with his bag on his back, moving as fast as he could to the last two steps and one step, almost running.
When he left the school door, he refused the interviewer with all manner of courtesy and stopped in front of me and whispered, “Aunt.” I’m sorry.
“Good work! I took out a tissue to wipe his sweat on his forehead, “Looks good, rabbit.” I’m sorry.
He smiled, he looked down, he didn’t talk.
I looked at the red rope on his wrist, “What is this?” I’m sorry.
This red rope is simple, new — I’m sure I haven’t seen Tsui wear it before.
And he covered his wrist silently: “The one who sought with them, the one who sought, the rope.” I’m sorry.
I looked at them again, and found the red rope strangely familiar, but I couldn’t remember where I had seen it, except that I had been a candidate before, and I laughed, “This rope will protect you.” I’m sorry.
This time, Tsui kept quiet for longer, so he said, “Well.” I’m sorry.
And when the others came out, I found out that they were wearing the same red rope.
“Let’s go and have dinner tonight! I smiled and said, “Celebrating our high school students, we’ve all graduated! I’m sorry.
“Yeah! In response to my words, Lin answered me with such an unexpected question, “Is it your birthday tomorrow?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah, just past zero,” I said, “What’s up? I’m sorry.
“It’s our birthday. I’m sure we’ll have dinner! “What does Yogi want for her birthday?” I’m sorry.
“My birthday is tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“We’ll be with you from dinner until 0:00,” he said, “Tomorrow we’ll take you somewhere else to play.” I’m sorry.
Since when am I going to be played by them?
I think it’s funny, but my heart is warm: “All right, listen to you.” I’m sorry.
This evening, the whole city was out of town.
Young students at the end of the high school examination are running around all corners of the city, making noises and commemorating their youth.
First we had a big meal, then we went to sing, almost zero, and we went home together.
They pulled me to the table, sat me down, closed my eyes and turned off the lights at home.
In front of you, there’s a candle lit.
Aunt…
“Uncle, open your eyes. I’m sorry.
The giant cake was in the middle of the table, and the kids were smiling and looking at me with their eyes open.
“Aunt, wear your birthday hat.” I’m sorry.
The young man was entangled with a red rope around his wristbone, reaching out his hand and wearing the golden birthday hat.
Tick, tick, tick.
At the moment when the clock was completely at zero, it suddenly coincided with something in memory.
“Autumn, wear your birthday hat. I’m sorry.
I remember.
This red rope, this similar scene…
I have only a few faces with my brother, and he’s wearing this red rope and smiling at me.
Tink!
I have a strange sound in my head, and the more transparent encyclopedia before me is free of wind, one page, burned to the ground.
And I had a headache, and I couldn’t even react, and I fell into a coma.
(09)
I think I had a long, long dream.
In my dream, I returned to my carefree childhood.
Mom and Dad died early, but Big Brother and Second Brother were nice to me, and they took care of me, and they called me Aki, swinging at me, cooking for me, trying and making me laugh.
Since when?
I tried to think back, but I still couldn’t remember the little things.
I don’t have face blindness in my life. I was about three years old or four years old, and my face was blurry and one day I couldn’t tell the difference between brother and brother.
But I remember that day when someone held me crying and the tears were burning.
Tears were burning. I was burning.
It seems, from that day on, the big brother stopped laughing.
He began to stay out all day and occasionally came back and looked at me, and he had a red line on his wrist and he hid it in his sleeve, and I only saw it once by chance.
Before the second brother went to Kocko, I had a fever, and I heard someone arguing in my ear.
“I’ve changed my life. Why else?”
“You can’t go!”
“…you want me to watch Autumn…”
“I understand. I’m sorry.
Finally, I heard a second brother.
He seemed tired, but determined, touching my face and pouring my face into his ear, whispering, “Is this your life, Autumn?” I’m sorry.
His finger one by one, he was holding his fist tight and his voice was shaking: “But my brother didn’t believe in it.” I’m sorry.
And then my fever went up.
But I never saw Second Brother again.
I don’t know.
It’s like my soul was floating above the sky, seeing the red rope for the first time many years ago.
“It was you who told me it was her destiny,” he said, “I know you’re tall, and I know that my life will not be able to shake it.” But I still want her to die. I’m sorry.
“From being blind, to being lost, to being lost at the age of 26,” he asked the person he was with, “It’s a painful fate, and you’re willing to take your sister’s place.” I’m sorry.
He didn’t hesitate for a second. I’m sorry.
“Not enough,” said the man, “Your sister’s fate is almost immutable, and it’s not enough for you to give her 60 years of your life in exchange for her loss of five feelings. I’m sorry.
“What do I have to do?”
The sound of “Kung-dee,” “do good, maybe there’s a chance.” I’m sorry.
“What’s life? I’m sorry.
“There are those who have been abandoned by heaven, like your sister, and those who have been loved by heaven. If she can interact with such a person, even in good faith, fate or change. I’m sorry.
“How do I find them? I’m sorry.
“If it is good enough, you will see their lives before you die. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
I also saw 2nd brother, who wore a red rope like a big brother.
“Big brother, I’m leaving tomorrow. Take care of Aki. I’m sorry.
“You can actually see her once in a while, like me. I’m sorry.
“No, didn’t you say that if we gave her her life away, it would be better not to see her again, lest she have more consequences? The second brother laughed, “and I’m about to go out with the tall man and get some credit. I’m sorry.
“Summer,” the big brother exclaimed, “I am your brother.” I’m sorry.
“Big brother has already paid a great deal,” he said, “The first man to change his life is the fate of death. I am only the second, and perhaps I will survive long.” I’m sorry.
He turned to me, and he looked at me, “I was Aki’s brother.” I’m sorry.
To me, it’s just this life, and the big brother touched the red rope on his wrist, “But for Autumn, it’s not fair for her to be alive. I’m sorry.
“Aren’t you also saying that fate will do whatever it takes to stop Aki from changing her life? “I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry.
“It’s no good to think about it,” said Big Brother, “But I don’t think Aki will give in, no matter what. I’m sorry.
“Will she cry if she doesn’t see me tomorrow?” He says, “You have to remember to pick her up, I’m afraid she’ll be lost. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
As if my forehead was cold and sweaty, as if my name had been called out to me, and the anxious, the anxious, the caring, the hastening, the loudest.
A golden light falls upon me, warm and bright … Is this a virtue?
I’m blind.
“I found the one who was loved by fate! Five children! I’m sorry.
“Aki will raise them, and as long as they’re in trouble, she won’t get hurt when she’s 26…”
“Summer, take care of Aki. I’m sorry.
“I went to see Big Brother today, and he’s saved so much in his life. I’m sorry.
“Autumn, the little girl you raised, Song Lin, a little like you. But why is she loved by God and you’re abandoned by God?”
“I miss you, and I miss you, too. I’m sorry.
“Miss He, who do you think I’m talking about? I’m sorry.
“He, the kids you raised really liked you, so I can tell my brother that they’re willing to give you your life in exchange for a hundred years. I’m sorry.
Aunt, wake up. I’m sorry.
“Uncle, didn’t you say that this rope would protect us? I just want it to protect you…”
“Uncle, didn’t you agree to spend your 26th birthday together? I’m sorry.
Aunt…
“Uncle Lu Zhao said our lives are so good that your life change doesn’t affect us, don’t be angry with us. I’m sorry.
Auntie, it’s good that Uncle Haru found me and I can help you. I’m really scared.
Aunt! I’m sorry.
Autumn!
“…”
I think I heard a long sigh, and the encyclopedia was turned into ashes, like some heaven that chose to give up after struggling.
It’s influenced by too many virtues, and it’s become a crippled encyclopedia, which clearly wants me to destroy my destiny, but because of the change of life of Big Brother and Second Brother and the proximity of five other children, it can’t be helped.
It has finally disintegrated into my world, and perhaps from now on it can no longer bind my destiny.
But this changed fate in exchange for my most precious.
I used to feel like my family was shallow.
Really?
Is my family really shallow?
Or, in a place I cannot see, someone who has fought with all his might and all his might, at the expense of everything, has made a shallow illusion in order not to make me too sad.
I feel like my soul is split into two, half of it, and I’m cross-examining that ignorant self.
How can you be so self-righteous?
How can you feel that you’ve just been loved.
How can you think that Big Brother is too busy to love you?
They used all their energy to love you and change your life for you.
What makes you think that you’re only lucky to have such a happy life?
Those of you who have been abandoned by fate live to this day by eating the flesh of your loved ones.
How can you, how can you feel they don’t love you.
(10)
I opened my eyes and found myself lying on a soft bed, in sight of a panicful face.
The sun was bright outside the window, and the black eyes of them were clearly visible.
I opened my mouth and laughed, “Stop yelling, I’m fine…”
But a tear slid down his cheek with his eyes, without a pillow.
It’s like blowing off a gate, second drop, third drop, fourth drop…
I cried out loud, suffocated myself, feeling the whole world upside down before my eyes.
I couldn’t say a single word until I collapsed.
One hand, as I used to do with them, touched my head softly.
“Uncle, it’s okay. I’m sorry.
“We will always be with you. I’m sorry.
I’m not afraid to be deceived.
“If it’s your aunt’s affair, I’ll admit it,” and the yoga is lying on my bedside. ” Aunt, you better get better. Uncle Sunsah said, he’ll see you when you wake up. I’m sorry.
“Uncle Summer said if you didn’t wake up, he’d only hurt you if he came to see you,” said Lin, “so now he prays at the crane cemetery.” I’m sorry.
White crane cemetery, big brother’s graveyard.
I almost choked and said, “I’m going to find him I’m going to find them…”
“Let’s go with you, auntie. “Song Qin carefully lifted me up. “All cars are ready. I’m sorry.
“Uncle, we’ll work hard to do good.” I said, “So your next life, your next life, your next life will be happy.” I’m sorry.
“We’ll be with you all the time,” put on my clothes and whisper, “Even if you drive me away, I won’t go.” I’m sorry.
“How could I drive you away? * I’ve passed God * He adopted you for me.
Auntie, whatever the cause, I was interrupted. “Uncle Chunlai raised us well, and you deserve it, even if I give you more.” I’m sorry.
“and I’ve had the luckiest thing I’ve ever met,” he said to me, “I thank Uncle Chunlai. I’m sorry.
“Me too. I’m sorry.
“I think so too. I’m sorry.
I’m lucky to meet you.
I don’t know.
At the entrance to the White Crane Cemetery, I looked to young people not far away.
Five officials who have not been able to identify for decades, how to remember their cheeks that are always forgotten, the blank that can never be filled.
At this moment, as the painter’s pen is heavy ink, it makes me implausible.
..my face blindness, I think.
“Autumn,” he laughed, “Long time no see. I’m sorry.
And the young ones behind them reached out to five hands with red ropes.
“Uncle, guess who I am? I’m sorry.
I looked at the picture on the tombstone.
The young man smiled softly, and the five officials Qing Jun were embedded in some of my memories.
This time, I finally realized his face.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
