One.
Shen Shen, Nan Fan
We returned to the city of the woods in the evening, looking at my parents and looking at the pictures, and I finally knew who my eyebrow was, and they were, as I imagined, a gentle, gentle mother, a serious father, and I let everyone else go down, and I spent five years alone with my parents.
And when I came down from the mountain, the tears of the eye-rows would have dried up long ago, and all that was left was smoke.
But I look at what I’m getting familiar with, and my heart is empty, and I feel like I’m missing a piece.
I seem to have forgotten something important.
The royal team sent us to our parents’ house, an old-fashioned neighborhood, where they were all equipped and opened the door in an instant, and the dust was flying.
“So big ash, coughing. I’m sorry.
I walked myself to the wall of the living room, looking at the big family, and I was struggling with something, and I was in a police uniform with my parents, and I was smiling three times, and I was happy.
I feel like I’m missing something.
I packed up the house with the lemons, and I saw the moment of the old mountain car on the balcony, and there was a picture popping out of my head, and under the blue sky, there was a girl in the back seat of the boy’s bike who had a good sleep.
The image only existed for a moment.
And I’ve packed a lot of pictures of my childhood, and the leaves and the lemons, but I don’t feel like I’m going to the supermarket to buy some groceries, and I don’t know where there is a supermarket, but I’m going down to the right and I’m going to raise my right hand like I should’ve held something.
It’s as if I’m surprised to see a little supermarket at the alley.
The owner of the supermarket was obviously surprised to see me and was very familiar with the tunnel, “Nam, you’ve finally come back and you don’t know how long she’s been waiting for you. I’m sorry.
She also said that after I left, she always saw Meng Yi sitting alone in front of her mini-mart, and every time she came to ask why I wasn’t with her, she just laughed and said the next time.
But she’s always alone.
Sometimes it’s the little girl’s eyes.
She said that she had never seen such a painful girl, and asked me to stop arguing with her and let us both live well.
The supermarket lady is still talking, but I don’t know how to respond.
From time to time, a picture of Meng Yi pops out of her head, holding my hand and saying, “What kind of life should we live in the future, and when she looks at me, her eyes are all in love.
But I’ve got leaves and lemons, and Meng Yi has started a new life, and even if we’ve had it before, it’s time to get past it.
It was almost like running away, and I simply bought some supplies and left the supermarket.
I don’t know why, when I think about Meng Yi really going to disappear from my world, my chest hurts.
I lit a cigarette and stood in the street looking at this familiar and strange city with a feeling I could not say, just to leave and return to the island.
The smoke ended, the bus was parked in front of me, the door was opened, and I made a bad car, which was full of fresh-school students, fresh-coloured students’ heads, blue-and-white uniforms, and the man in the muddy fragments of memory was wearing the same dress, sitting at the window.
I think I saw the 18-year-old Meng who waved at me and told me to sit down and give her a talk.
The car had 13 stations, but I got out of the car when it was parked at the Shanyang junction.
Just as I was going in, I called the Lemon, and I stopped a taxi to go home, and the rear-view mirror was getting further away, and I didn’t feel as if I was getting closer to home as I was going.
I came here for three days and met my former friends and colleagues, looking at their strange faces and their full passion, and all I had was guilt, and they slapped me on the shoulder, and wept, “Live, live, live. I’m sorry.
They were happy that I could come back, but somehow, they looked at me as if there was a little bit more to talk about, as if I should ask them something, as if I should not be like this now.
Sister Lee found me on the third day, and she said that I had a house, and suddenly my heart remembered a place, and when she took us to Chang Ankang, it coincided with my heart.
On the third floor of Unit 3, there were two families, and I was asking, “Who is it?” I was standing on the left side of 302, and the key-picking sister-in-law looked at me, and she just snapped, and said, “Yeah, that’s 302.” I’m sorry.
It is precisely at eight or nine o’clock, when the sun is the best, that the opening of the door is the sun on the ground, in three rooms and in two rooms, each room is covered with the sun.
“The sun is so big, Nam, did you buy the house because of the sun?” I’m sorry.
I don’t know, but there seems to be a better answer.
The whole room is mostly orange, orange curtains, orange couches and orange sheets, giving people a warm oceanic feeling, and there are lots of prints on the wall, like from the frame.
There’s a big bar in the living room, strangely, without a bottle of wine, all kinds of flowers and tea, a dozen leaves and lemons laughing, “I finally know why you like flowers and tea. I’m sorry.
“Anan, I have a present for you. I’m sorry.
The voice just fell, came out of the bedroom with an orange cat, yellow, only with a white neck, and it was strange that the cat came straight to me, round my legs, and the whole body was squeezing on my legs and screaming, and I was finally bending, and she jumped on my arms, like she had waited for so long, and went into my arms.
“Aah! What a self-centered cat! Let me hold you.” I’m sorry.
She gave her two slaps when she reached out to hold her hand.
“This is already Anan’s cat. Her name is Potato. You adopted her. I’ve been taking care of me for days. I’m sorry.
No wonder she was so kind to me.
I took her into the room, took a box of canned jars out of the closet on the bed, and the little one seemed to be hungry for a long time and jumped up without opening the lid.
Sister Lee smiled and said, “It’s still you. No one else will feed. I’m sorry.
“Well, I’m leaving before you guys get in touch with me. I’m sorry.
After sending Sister Lee away, a scream came in the back, the leaves and lemons were scratched by cats, and I rushed out of the first aid kit under the TV cabinet to find iodine to disinfect the leaves and lemons.
“Anan, how did you know there was an iodine volt? I’m sorry.
I don’t know, acting rationally.
“The cat doesn’t like me very much.” I’m sorry.
We were staying for two more days, but the restaurant suddenly had a problem, and she asked me to stay for two more days and to see the person I should have met. I met a lot of people these days, but I always thought the most important person had not.
At night, somehow, I started a high fever, and the whole person was so confused that I dreamt that a child was born in this house, went to a primary school at the door, went to a junior high school in the block, went to the best high school, he rode to school early every day, his back seat was always for one person, and he always had two warm cups in his bag…
He went to college slowly, was a police academy, and everyone was happy for him, and he was hugging a girl and exaggerating, “We’ll meet again and drink our wine.” “The girl is ashamed of her face and he takes this as a promise.
The girl was gentle and nice to him, and he himself begged him for a red rope to keep him safe, and he also asked her for one, hoping that she would stop laughing at the tear marks of his eye.
A year and a year earlier, he was planning a marriage ceremony, mixed up with other people and assholes. A good marriage proposal was made to be the scene of a car accident. The car crashed out of his proposal scene. The girl cried. He thought he was moving the girl. After all, it was the flower she liked, the orange background, the whole family, and he hugged the girl. He knew the girl would marry him, so he dared to plan such a proposal without fear.
Then, as expected, he took a wedding picture, packed sugar, booked a hotel, tried the food four times, and this time in his life, he was afraid.
When everything was ready, the night of the rehearsal, he was so nervous, he went so hard, he got an order, the girl told him to go, he promised the girl to marry her in a week, but the mission was difficult, they were ambushed, he was seriously wounded, he was thrown into the sea, the sea ran into his stomach, he was crushed, his face was all red, his lungs were about to burst and bang—
I woke up in cold sweat from a dream and breathed out loud, and the sense of oppression and suffocation slowly retreated from me, and I saw the albums turned on the table, and the people in the dream and the teenagers in the picture resonated.
I ran out of my house late at night, and I went to Chang Ankang City again, and I heard someone say, “The sun is warm and the potatoes love it! I’m sorry.
“Anan Anan, shall we live here? I’m sorry.
“Arnam has potatoes and will have a daughter. Nam, our family will be very happy. I’m sorry.
“Well, then we’ll buy it here. I’m sorry.
That’s why.
“Don’t drink Coke. Your throat is inflamed. I’ll make you a cup of tea, roses or lilies? I’m sorry.
“I don’t think so. I want my ass. I’m sorry.
Looking at a dozen teas, I suddenly found out that I didn’t like it.
Every piece of furniture in the house was chosen by the two of us, in the great bed of logs, and I set the date of the wedding to the evening for fear that she would not wake up and marry me.
The big brown sofa, I slept here two nights because I said the wrong thing, wrote a thousand words of review and conceived my vow of proposal.
Looking at the nails on the wall, I went to the bedroom, kneeled down by the bed, reached out to a big box, and all the hidden pictures were here.
The first photo of her in her teens was in our wedding photo, and she stood under the sun in an orange dress and laughed as beautiful as the little rane in her arms. When I proposed, she did not hesitate to say yes, and she believed that I could give her all the love.
There was also a doll in the box that she caught on the day she proposed, and she said it was her mascot, but it was just an ordinary doll, because that day was the day I proposed, and she was given a new meaning by Love House and Wu.
I ended up touching two cups, a blue one and a pink one, and I couldn’t stop her breathing, and I liked her so much…
That’s Shen-Sun’s baby! I am Shen Tiannan! How can I forget myself!
How can I forget I’m Shen Tiannan!
My tears fell out of control.
“I’ve seen you before. Why didn’t I recognize you? Why? * I’m mad and hammered on the ground * * with blood *
I’m as paralyzed as a flat balloon. On the ground, I looked my eyes blurryly at my thoughts and rose up from the bed as it approached the evening, and she rose up and said she wanted to give me and the potato stew, and I slowly reached out and wanted to hold her again.
“You get some rest, you’ll get some fish soup when you wake up! I can’t help but get closer and closer.
“Purples, come down. Don’t mess with Dad. Mom opened canned for you. She turned around with potatoes and left, “Don’t go, don’t leave me! * I jumped over and fell on the floor again, and the pain woke me. *
This is Shen-nam’s life! The life of Meng Yi is the life of Shen-nam!
I disappeared for three days, and when the royal team and Sister Lee found me in Chang Ankung Sung, and when I found me, I lay on the ground with our wedding photos and the whole person was not angry.
“Read one? Please tell me where to read one. Please. I’m sorry.
Sister Lee and the Royals looked at each other and I saw a pity in their eyes.
The girl on the tombstone was just like I remember. I kneeled before her, shivering out my hand and touching her face, “Remember, I’m back, I’m back. I’m sorry.
No one’s ever jumped on me again, and no one’s waiting for me to come home.
“What have I done? What have I done? I’m sorry.
“Tai Nam, read one for you. I’m sorry.
I was so anxious to open that letter and see the familiar font.
To South:
Ga-ja.
When you were young, you often wrote to me, but I rarely wrote to you, and I didn’t think the only one would be a writing-off.
Don’t feel guilty. I understand that it’s not easy for you to escape from death. As for the others, just follow your heart. For me, I love you all the time.
Every year I fell in love with you at the best age, and you were in love with me, and although we were missing a wedding, in my mind I had married you thousands of times, and we were family for life, and I was happy for life.
From now on, you will live as Anan, and don’t blame God for us, and don’t think about me, and let me live in peace.
I hope you’ll be at peace with yourself.
A toast.
As if I had been taken out after reading the letter, I sat down on the ground, and the letter in my arms was drenched with tears.
I left the cemetery in a bad way. It’s like I’m dying.
Two.
Leaves and lemons.
When I got the call from the police, I just handled the leak in the kitchen. I thought Nam had come back to pick him up, but the police said he was seriously injured and unconscious.
I went to Lin City for the second time and the royal team picked me up, and he told me on the way that Anan had recovered his memory and that he remembered his name and his fiancée, but that his fiancée had died as a result of his illness.
My tears came out of my head, “So does he want to go with her?” I’m sorry.
The royal team shook its head and said, “I think he will not be allowed to do this, and he promised to live in front of one. I’m sorry.
“This was an accident. He was hit by a car to save a little girl. I’m sorry.
I wiped my tears, and I couldn’t say anything, “How is he?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t know why the King was looking out the window until I saw the doctor. The doctor said, “The patient has no life wish at all. I’m sorry.
I can’t help but call his name when I look at Nam in the bed. “Nam, our restaurant is just getting better and we’re getting married. I’m sorry.
The man on the bed still didn’t react. He was desperate to go. We couldn’t keep him.
“Anan, I’m sorry I changed your life. I’m selfish. It’s all my fault. I’m sorry.
No matter what I say, the people in bed are not responding.
When I saw him as he was now, I remembered the first time he had seen him, when he was caught up in his boat, hurt in his heart, thought he was in his way, borrowed a lot of money to treat him, left more debt to the family that was already in debt, which was agreed at the end of the month, but that day they came to the house early, took away all valuables from the family, broke down my family’s little restaurant and broke one of Dad’s legs.
When he recovered, he felt guilty and gave my family a debt, and we spent two years together, paying off all our debts, and when he was leaving, Dad fell ill and entrusted him with my little restaurant.
He knew my father’s last wish to open up his old little junk restaurant in silence, and I knew he had been looking for his family in private, and we had gone to report the case, but the town on the island was lagging behind, couldn’t find out anything about him, and I knew that he had the heart to go out to look for his family, and he was caught up by me and the little shit.
When he promised to marry me, he stopped looking for his family, and he promised me that he would finish what he promised my father and take good care of me, and I was relieved that I was afraid he would leave me, and then as soon as we got past him, I became alert, especially when I missed my sister.
Almost intuitively, I knew they might have had a past at the moment I saw Shen-Sun.
But, so what?
I’m standing next to Shen Shen, and I’m about to marry Shen.
Besides, I’ve known Anan more or less in five years.
He’s the best man I’ve ever met, he’s committed, and since he promised to be with me, he won’t go back.
But maybe it’s a false heart, maybe it’s a vague guess that the man who’s been looking for Anan for years may be Meng Yi, and I started to approach her on purpose and to reveal to her that I and Anan have been looking for five years.
Tell her how good he has been to me over the past five years, how much he loves me, how often he tells her that Nam will be happy with me, and that he loves me now, and I believe that no one in this world loves to look south more than I do.
Even in the absence of that accident, I had the impression that she was the one he was looking for.
But Nam didn’t recognize her, and she didn’t confess. I thought she had made me feel guilty, and I felt much more glad that I had taken control of her happiness, but I didn’t think she was sick.
She didn’t make it up to me, she just didn’t want to be in trouble with Nam and she was dying for him.
I looked at the people on the bed and revealed the truth that was the most tormenting to me: “You were right to blame me for the news that came after we reported it, but I stopped it because I couldn’t leave you and I really wanted to stay with you.” I’m sorry.
I wipe away the tears of my eyes: “Now that I know that you’re wrong, I’m responsible for you and I’m responsible for you, and without me, you may have a lover, and I won’t be sick. It’s all my fault. I won’t keep you. I’m sorry.
My voice just dropped, the people on the bed moved their fingers slightly, and when I thought he was waking up, suddenly the equipment in the room started calling the police, and then there was a line on the watch…
Nam!
Nam left, and I buried him with her.
They were a couple, because of me. They missed five years and met their loved ones.
I am a sinner. All I can redeem is to bring them back together again.
As for me, I will spend the rest of my life with the island, praying for their blessings day and night.
Farewell, my Anan. Case number: YXX18 OgRwXEsk6vZDGliJLJ1
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
