Why suddenly give up someone who’s been in love for a long time? – What?
Everybody knows it’s my third best boyfriend.
But on that day, he suddenly announced his ex-girlfriend.
Asked for the reason, he laughed: “Because her waist is smaller than yours.” I’m sorry.
One.
My boyfriend has another girlfriend.
He didn’t send me a break-up text until a minute before the friend-circle announced his new girlfriend.
I didn’t look back and I saw his new circle of friends:
“Three years, only for you. I’m sorry.
The graph was a picture of him and a girl, who looked out of the lens and left only one face, while he looked at her with a slight lip.
It’s a slight move when he’s nervous.
The first comment below is that he left it himself. It’s unorthodox:
“You are always welcome to shore. I’m sorry.
Timeless friends blew up the pot, but he didn’t reply.
I was bored with my chest, a little disgusting, taking a deep breath and dialing his phone.
In fact, I always thought I didn’t care much about that.
But…
At the moment of the call, he found his hands shaking.
The phone rang and was quickly hung up.
Soon. It’s late.
I made a big word, and I finally deleted it, and then I just said, “Let’s break up and talk to me face to face.” I’m sorry.
It’s been quiet across the street for a long time, and then it’s just like a word:
“Good. I’m sorry.
Time and place, I’m a little eccentric.
It’s always a time-consuming relationship. He’s after me. He’s making a big statement.
I disagree, and he stood under my dormitory all night, smoked a pack of cigarettes, and in the cold winter, anyone’s heart would melt.
I’d like to mention a specialty from home, and he went to my home all night to buy it on a train, although it was cold when it was delivered to me.
There was someone in the school who covered me on the Internet, and he dug up three feet of the ground and taught him a lesson.
One stake, one piece, he moved me. We were together. The school talked about us.
But I never thought that our meeting was so downplayed.
Two.
School back door, Café.
I sat by the window, and the coffee on the table was hot until it was cold, and finally it came.
He’s wearing strange clothes today.
In his days, he loves the leisure, always wears a light-colored leisure suit, always has black hair and always looks like a teenager.
But today…
He was dressed in black, black hoodie, black jackets and coloured hair.
Even though he was always afraid of pain, he had an ear hole in his left ear and a small silver collar.
We haven’t seen each other for two days, but he’s changed.
Seeing me surprised, he smiled, “She liked it. I’m sorry.
It was only three words that I understood how thoroughly I lost this year.
Time is a very self-sufficient person who treats me so well in love, but rarely listens to me.
Once upon a time I wanted him to change his hair, but he only laughed at my hair and told me, “Yu, I don’t like it.” I’m sorry.
Then there’s no more.
I took a long time and went straight to the theme, “Give me a reason to break up.” I’m sorry.
My face, that face, is cold.
But actually, I’m trying to contain myself.
I thought it would be an excuse, or a guilt for me, but none.
He leaned back a few points and laughed, “Because her waist was smaller than yours. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
On the other side, he smiled, “Anything else? If it’s okay, I’ll be back. She’ll be unhappy. I’m sorry.
And when the voice fell, We threw out the cup of coffee.
In that moment, there was only one thought in my head:
Too bad the coffee’s cold.
3
Time’s gone.
After I spilled his coffee, he stunned for only two seconds, and then calmly wiped his face and dropped two words:
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
But he walked two steps and looked back at me.
“Tsun Yu, I’ve been very nice to you this year, so let’s just get together and we won’t have to say hello. I’m sorry.
He didn’t give me time to react and left.
I was silent for a few seconds, and I got up and picked up the hot coffee for the boys next door, and I said I was sorry and I ran out.
Then the head was poured over.
Coffee’s hot, but it’s not hot for the bad, but it’s just a mess.
But the delay just stopped and he stood up on his back and didn’t even look back at me.
I looked at him in his coffee wet clothes and said, “It’s time to get together.” I’m sorry.
I went back with a coffee cup.
Return the coffee cup and reorder two more coffees for the couple.
The girl didn’t blame me, but put her thumb up at me. “Sister, you’re too hot. I’m sorry.
I laughed and didn’t talk.
Actually, I’ve always been a very dull person, introverted, sensitive, silent and boring.
There’s an eye-opening leather bag, and there’s a lot of people who are looking for it.
I refused the first second before he could find someone else to talk to.
So I never thought I’d be like that.
By contrast, a year ago, the time lapse appeared.
He has so much liked, so much soared, so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so much so that I could be caught in his gentle trap.
A year together, I’ve never done anything wrong to him.
I’m also learning how to like someone and how to be nice to him.
But I just learned that he turned around and became a porter for his ex-girlfriend.
Out the door, I went to school.
It’s over, but it’s a bit of a loss.
So, when I came to the school door, I fell apart and ran into someone.
The minute I fell, someone grabbed my waist and soon burned my hands loose.
And then I fell very strong.
The man came to me again to help me, “Tsang Yu, are you all right? I’m sorry.
The sound was a little familiar, and I was lifted up and looked up.
It’s Mr. Kang.
He is also a student of time.
“All right. I’m sorry.
I wanted to thank him for being held up, but I didn’t say anything when I thought about the one that just fell.
He’s got his eyebrow. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Well, it’s official. He broke up with his ex-girlfriend for three years. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to say more.
“My girlfriend didn’t get his break-up notice until a minute before his official announcement. I’m sorry.
Jiang Yi didn’t speak, turned away.
I stunned, and I scolded myself.
Yeah, well, it’s a little familiar, so why should I tell people my business?
I guess that’s annoying.
I looked back and turned back to the dorm.
On the way, I have become more silent, and I have sometimes had acquaintances who have passed by, and I have deliberately turned my eyes and moved on.
I’m afraid of being asked.
“When did you break up with Tim? I saw you two having dinner the other day. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how to answer that.
I’m ashamed of being accused of being dumped.
I went back to the dormitory, changed my clothes and went to bed, and I wrapped myself in a blanket.
Kind of wants to cry, more, actually.
I’m sorry to hear that.
Soon after, the cell phone rang, and the roommate Fa called, “Where were you?” I’m sorry.
I’m gonna rip the covers. I’m supposed to be weak. “Househouse, what’s going on? I’m sorry.
“The time has been beaten!”
I came out of nowhere.
And a few pieces of the evil air were spread out in the breast.
It took me two seconds to remember, “Who did he offend? I’m sorry.
Flower seemed to be at the scene, with some noise around her, and after a few seconds I heard her reply:
“It’s Mr. Kang. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’m dead. He’s so handsome! I’m sorry.
4
Jiang Yi?
How’s he…
In the ear, the voice of Hana was somewhat vague, as if the signal was bad, and the phone was then hung up.
I sat on my bed, and I remembered when I was at the entrance to school today, Kang turned around and left.
He thought he was tired of hearing, but didn’t think he was going to do it for me.
When I hesitated to take a look at the scene, the bedroom door was open and Fa came back.
She’s humming a little bit, seems to be in a good mood.
She dragged me from my bed without waiting for me to ask.
Jiang Qing went to play late.
To be precise, two people beat each other in a big fight, and nobody took too much advantage.
Hana is holding my hand.
“Tsang Yu, you don’t know how he was able to walk on two boats and punch him in the face! I’m sorry.
I heard my own heartbeat.
I was calm, and I asked, “What’s the time?” I’m sorry.
Speaking of time, Hana was silent.
Then she looked up at me, and she hesitated to say, “He and Jiang Yi fought and…”
He said he knew you for a long time. I’m sorry.
5
I waited a long time and laughed.
“No way. I don’t have much to do with you. I’m sorry.
Fa obviously doesn’t believe it. “How can I help you with the time lag? I’m sorry.
“I don’t like it. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “It’s not the first time. I’m sorry.
Hana’s lips, and in the end, he didn’t argue that Jiang Qian was like a perfect schoolboy in a TV show, and that he had been recognized by the school for being honest and good.
Actually, I wanted to give it to Jiang Qian.
What’s going on?
It’s just a last resort.
I don’t know.
Afternoon.
As usual, I go to the cafeteria alone for dinner and I don’t want to…
We’ll meet in the cafeteria, with his ex-girlfriend.
I’m bored, I walk with a little look or look straight ahead, and rarely look east and west.
So, I didn’t notice until I had dinner and sat in the familiar corner, sitting opposite the slant and a girl.
From my perspective, I happen to see her side face.
It’s like the pictures in the time circle.
The two men were eating, not knowing that they were trying to accommodate her preferences, and had ordered a bowl of spicy, which he had never eaten, and which was covered in red, and he smiled at her, despite the sweat.
In fact, time is never spicy.
He’s got a stomach condition. He’ll have a stomach ache.
I can see God’s fingertips unwittingly lashing the iron tray and then…
It’s been a while.
I was unprepared to look at him.
Actually, I’m a little nervous, and I’m not sure if I want to start, but actually, somebody’s got to take a step.
The eye was only for a moment, and the time was running down, and a piece of meat was caught for his girlfriend.
For a few seconds, I softly laughed.
It’s hard to get rid of the man left behind.
He was the one who cheated on him, and I was the one who was nervous.
She was trying to take her eyes back, and suddenly the girl just got up and looked like she was buying water.
So I saw her face.
At that moment, there was a blank in my head, and there was only two words:
Substitute.
Yeah, that’s what’s common in TV dramas, where boys find a girl who looks like her, because they can’t forget the white moon.
And I look like his first girlfriend.
Six.
And lo! We saw it.
That shit’s better than me, it’s all fake.
In fact, for him there was no need for a reason to break up, because I was with him for the sake of my face like his white moon.
How ridiculous.
I forced myself to bow down and eat, but, mechanically, filled with mouthfuls, without even the taste of the red meat I loved in the past.
Today’s dinner was a little choked.
When I filmed my chest, I hesitated to buy a bottle of water, and suddenly there was an extra bottle of water in my sight.
Farmers’ springs.
It’s a smiley face.
“A man? Would you mind? I’m sorry.
It’s Jiang Yi.
I smiled and waved to say that I didn’t mind, but the meal was stuck in my throat and choked.
Jiang Jian has always been careful when he spun his cap and handed me the water.
I’ve had two drinks of water.
The chest is closed and the water chokes.
When I coughed my head, Jiang Qian took a pat on my back, “Take it slow. I’m sorry.
Language temperature and.
It took me a while to cough, and I picked up the towel from Jiang Yi, rubbed its mouth and looked up, but I accidentally saw the delay.
He’s looking at me, dark and dark.
7
Seriously, that moment, I thought about it.
For example, the most common kind of guy who saw another guy next to his ex-girlfriend and then got jealous and woke up.
However, it has been shown that the plot will only appear in novels.
Unintentionally, the sights were quickly removed.
The distance is not too far, and I can even see the lightness of his eyes.
I take my eyes off, too, and I’m a little funny.
What the hell am I doing with my youth idol dream?
Looking back, I looked up and laughed, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
“All right. I’m sorry.
He put water and a bag of just-opened paper towels in front of me and then sat across the street.
“Do you prefer to eat alone? I’m sorry.
He asked me out of nowhere.
And I was like, “No, it’s probably because of sex, and I’m used to it. The roommates don’t eat well in the cafeteria, so they rarely come. I’m sorry.
Noding on Jiang Yi.
While I was talking, I noticed in the light that the other side of time and the girlfriend had finished and got up and left.
In the remaining light, the two men left in close proximity.
I didn’t look up, I scratched again.
8
They say that time can comfort everything.
I’ve been breaking up with Shige for a month.
One month, 30 days, over 700 hours, over 40,000 minutes.
Life does not seem to change much without time.
I’m sure anyone in this world can live without them.
One month of break-up, I always felt painless, without the pain of tearing my heart apart, or sleepless at night.
But.
It’s like there’s something missing.
It’s not a big campus, but I rarely meet with time.
Sometimes I see him and his girlfriend walking around the campus, and it looks kind of sweet.
I heard that the little girlfriend seemed to have broken up with his first five years of love, had just returned from abroad, had a good family, had nothing to do with the day, and often came to school to look for it.
I’ve met him quite often recently.
Jiang Yi is a very gentle boy, with clean eyes, a gentle smile, and with him, always like a spring wind.
We became good friends. We’ll be here every night.
Flower seems to be satisfied with Jiang Qian, and in private, he often brings us together in secret.
And I’ve said no.
I’m fine, but I’m not ready to start a new relationship.
9
I’d like to take the holiday and travel.
By chance, Hana is very interested in going with us to our dormitory.
Jiang Yi agreed.
I don’t know what to say, but I thought of so many people.
The ticket was bought by Fa.
However, on the morning of departure, when I woke up, there was no one in the dormitory.
Call Fleur and she laughs, “We’re early at the train station, you come with Jiang Yi, be good.” I’m sorry.
After that, he hung up the phone.
I knew she had the heart to set us up and wanted to go to the station alone, but I called him when I thought it would be bad to throw her.
However.
When we get to the station, we get to the platform, we find…
It’s been played.
Hana didn’t come, and from the beginning she bought only our tickets.
In the waiting room, I looked at Jiang Zheng and I couldn’t cry.
It’s a mess.
It was impossible to help, and it was at this point that Jiang Qian and I had to get the ducks on board and started a two-person trip for three days.
This trip, I’d like to visit the sea.
I’m an inland, grown-up duck, I’ve never seen the sea, I’ve never been in love, I have to see it once.
On the train, Jiang Qian ordered two one-room dwellings in advance, and We transferred money to him, but they returned.
He smiled when I was confused, and he said, “You don’t have to tell me the difference, just buy me dinner when you get there.” I’m sorry.
I thought, after three days of travel, I didn’t have time to settle with him.
Out of the station, we took a cab to Min-suk.
However, because of insufficient planning, it was only when the site was found that the house was in a very remote location, although in a good environment.
However, well, the outdoor environment is beautiful and the interior and sanitary conditions are good, which is a bit of a travel problem.
We went back to our respective rooms to put down our backpacks, and after a little rest, we left and went to two spots.
Finally, we went to a famous local night market snack street.
It’s worth mentioning that the octopus pellets here are delicious.
10
We’ve had enough. We’ve had enough.
It was dark and it wasn’t easy to be alone, so we went back to our rooms.
But…
I went in front of the door and he stopped me.
Zhang Yu. I’m sorry.
His voice rings behind him, and it sounds nice and warm.
I turned around and I saw him acting like a trick, and I took out a candy man from behind.
It’s a little fish pattern.
And I’m standing in front of the stand, looking at two more eyes.
“Just as you looked at it, you bought it quietly. I’m sorry.
He whispered, “It’s not wrong to buy it.” I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
I held the bamboo under the sugar man, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
Until I went back to my room, I looked at the sugar man.
Maybe it’s the original family. I’m a very boring girl, mundane, sensitive.
And I never would have expressed it.
Especially to express your love.
Just like just now, I saw this candy man, but all I saw was kids, who were afraid they’d laugh at me, so when the stander looked up and asked me if I wanted to choose, I shook my head and turned around.
I’m a very stubborn man.
Sometimes I prefer to leave silently rather than express my love.
In a year that has elapsed, he rarely takes note of these tiny details.
But, Jiang Yu will.
Eleven.
Sugar Man, I’m staying.
It’s probably because it’s remote, the room is quiet and there’s no noise.
But sometimes people are so weird.
I didn’t feel itching when I broke up for more than a month and lived in a school dormitory with a crowd of noises.
But now I’m alone in the room, feeling this quiet, and I’m not feeling well.
I sat by the bed for a long time and I took my shoes off the bed and pulled a jacket out of the door.
I want to go for a walk and blow the night wind.
Walking on the street, which is not yet late at night, has significantly fewer vehicles.
It’s a very dispersing city, full of peace.
I walked down the road for a long time, then I went into a late-night study house, flipped two books and ordered a cup of coffee.
After the coffee was at the bottom, I left and returned.
But…
I had no idea that this seemingly peaceful city was not that harmonious.
Whether or not there is a human illusion that the return journey seems to be much farther than it was when it was, and when I passed the dark road, I found that there was a street light in front that seemed to be broken.
With one light missing, even the whole road seems to be a little darker than when it comes.
The main thing is…
I found that there seemed to be someone following me.
And I pretended to look back, and there was a man who followed me not far behind, and looked upon him, as if he had not been tall, but stronger.
I was a little nervous, and I had to accelerate.
However, the footsteps behind him were followed by a few points.
I’m really scared.
In a panic, I pulled out my cell phone and called Kang-hwan.
The phone rang and I was connected, and before I even had time to speak, the voice of Jiang was ringing in my ear.
“Don’t be afraid. I’m sorry.
Words fell and there seemed to be a rush to step behind them, from a distance and near.
I was afraid to turn around, but I saw Jiang Qian walking, the road was out of date, and I hit the man who followed me with his shoulder.
Come to me, hand up, hand down on my shoulder, and it looks like we’re a couple in love.
I looked down, my hands on my shoulder were tight, “All right, let’s go. I’m sorry.
12
So I was brought back to Minjing.
And when he took me to the door, he pressed the door frame with one hand and whispered to me, “Can I come in?” I’m sorry.
I’m in shock, nod my head.
Then open the door and let him in.
However, the subsequent entry did not close the door, but merely slam the door.
In fact, he was just standing at the door of the room and saying two words.
“Don’t get me wrong. I didn’t mean to follow you. I just found out you were going out. It’s too remote. I’m sorry.
I sat by the bed watching him.
When I heard it, I almost got numbed and turned around.
By the way, I just got a call that Jiang Zheng was coming from behind me.
When I was out of my mind, the river sprouted a bottle of mineral water on the table and came and handed it to me.
“I knew you wanted to go out on your own, to be afraid to disturb you, and to be afraid that it wasn’t safe this night, so I followed you quietly. I’m sorry.
So, so.
I took a sip of water.
Maybe it’s too quiet at the moment, or maybe it’s just scared.
Anyway, at the moment, I’d like to ask him a question:
“Why are you so nice to me? I’m sorry.
Just because he’s kind?
13
My question, perhaps he was caught up.
A few steps away, and I saw him clearly for seconds.
And then.
He laughed, and the moon out of the window fell on his eyebrow.
It’s not right.
In fact, after asking that question, I thought of a lot of answers.
For example, he said he was so, so used to.
Or is he after me?
But I only didn’t think that he leaned on the door and laughed at me and looked so sincere.
He said, “Because you’re worth it. I’m sorry.
“You’re the most special girl I’ve ever met, and you make me feel like you’re worth it. I’m sorry.
I hear a little bit of deity and I don’t know what he means.
He didn’t say anything about love, but it seemed that every word was spoken.
I’d like to ask, but at the end I’m not.
In the light of the moon, I whispered after my silence, “Thank you… it’s late. Good night. I’m sorry.
I saw the fall of his eyes.
In fact, I felt a little regret at the moment of the exit.
But Kang was always a very interesting man, and he laughed, “Sleep early, I’ll wake you up in the morning and go to the beach.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
The purpose of the trip was actually to see the sea.
Things don’t change.
A year ago, I was in love with Fong and promised to go see the sea once before I graduated.
The two had made an agreement, and the last two had done so.
Although, the person is not a native.
14
The next morning, I was woken up by knocking.
It’s a soft knock, two times at a time.
I sat up, rubbed my eyes and opened the bed.
Equinox stood outside the door, carrying some breakfast.
“It’s a little bit off here, but only a small cage and congee for breakfast. I’m sorry.
I took it, and I said thank you, but it was a bit of a shock.
He said to make me “hard” to eat and how did he know I didn’t like buns?
But Kang didn’t give me a chance to ask. He looked at me and looked at me.
Laugh, laugh.
I’m laughing at something.
Soon the eyes were turned away, and the hand of Jiang Zheng was put on the doorpost, “You should wash up and eat. I’ll wait for you next door. I’m sorry.
Before closing, he added: “No hurry. I’m sorry.
The door was closed, and I put breakfast on the table and slowly walked to the toilet to wash.
When I washed my face, and with the sound of water, I suddenly remembered the words I said last night.
It’s a lie to say no.
I am not sure, however, that I am ready to begin to embrace a new sense of potential.
I don’t know.
Pack it up, me and Jiang Yi go.
This is the first time in my life that I’ve seen the sea.
It’s also the first time I’ve seen it, why the words say the sea can take away the sorrow.
There’s a lot of people on the beach because of small, long fakes.
I went to the beach with Jiang Qian, I took off my shoes and stepped on the beach naked.
The sand is warm, it’s so comfortable.
Jiang Jian pulled out the phone, “Today, you’re in charge of beauty, I’ll take your picture. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think he was gonna take pictures of me.
Actually, I know I look great, but the first reaction, and I’m still unconsciously trying to avoid the camera.
But…
At the beginning, I saw a man in the crowd.
He’s wearing a white T-shirt, sunglasses.
Like an extreme delay.
15
However, it took me only a few seconds to look back and the man disappeared.
Just that scene, like I was hallucinating.
I’m a little eccentric, but I’m quickly being pulled back to reality by the voice of the Gang.
Zeng Yu, what’s wrong?
He took a picture of me with his handler and asked me a little bit at the moment.
“Nothing…”
I looked back and said, “No, I’m not used to him.”
It doesn’t seem surprising to me to say no.
He came towards me, and he handed it over to me, “When you were out of your mind, I took a beautiful picture. I’m sorry.
I looked down.
Kong seems to be very good at taking pictures, and the angles are particularly good.
In the picture, I was wearing a blue beach dress, and I had long hairs, and the wind was raging, and I was watching the crowd.
“So, Kang, take your phone back, “I’ll be your exclusive photographer today. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.
I have no further reason to refuse.
Jiang Zhi was very careful, and he could see my stress and embarrassment in the camera, and he patiently made me laugh and then caught me.
Don’t get bored.
I look better in every picture of him than I do myself.
But I’m not really good at it.
16
The sea is beautiful.
We had a day on the beach, from noon to the sun.
I stood by the sea side side side by side with Jiang Yi and watched the sunset.
As the sea winds passed, the air was a little salty and I couldn’t help but look at the river’s side.
He’s a good-looking boy.
From my point of view, I happen to be able to see his side of the face, and the rest falls on his eyebrows, and there’s a sense of beauty in error.
I realized that I had known him for so long that I never looked at him.
I can see God, but suddenly the river turns its back.
and fell into their eyes without warning.
He smiled softly, “Is the beach just like you think? I’m sorry.
Listen to the sound, I turn my head and look to the sea and say, “It’s as beautiful as I thought. I’m sorry.
For a few seconds, the sound of the river was heard.
It’s light. It’s a little funny.
“Well, beautiful.”
But I didn’t look at Jiang Yi.
And Jiang Yi, no look at the sea.
17
At a glance, three days of travel have reached the last day.
I have an appointment with Jiang Qian, and I’m going to look at another famous spot here today.
We’re up early, we’re out, we’re dressed, we’re back, we’re naked.
There’s a lot of people, it’s hot and the scenery walks.
And on the way back, I was envious that I had spent my money to suffer, but Jiang Qi was laughing, and gave me a bottle of ice juice.
It’s still ripping the cap and handing it to me.
And as soon as he was nearing Min-hoh, he passed by a small supermarket, and suddenly Jiang Qi called the drip driver and took me out of here.
The cooking equipment and spices in the dormitory are complete, and Jiang Jian said that it was time to cook me a meal and let me taste his crafts.
I’m happy to say yes.
It’s a little surprising, actually. I never thought that Kang would cook.
We were pushing the shopping cart, walking side by side, buying food together, picking up a fish and then picking up snacks for dinner.
I have a slight confusion when waiting for payment.
For a moment, even myself, we were like a couple in love.
Another car was used to return to Min-sung, chef Jiang Qian, and I lifted up my sleeve and hit him.
Half of the time, somebody knocked.
When Kang was cutting, I opened the door.
However, he didn’t deliver food, but cake.
I’m holding it, and I’m consciously denying, “You sent it wrong? We didn’t…”
“I ordered it. I’m sorry.
Jiang Qian came by, he picked up the cake, whispered thanks.
Close the door, I seem to have guessed something, but I asked, “What are you doing ordering cake?” I’m sorry.
Heart beats a little faster.
A few seconds later, Jiang Yi put the cake on the table and answered my question softly in six words.
“Zong Yu, Happy Birthday. I’m sorry.
18
I didn’t even expect my tears to fall so fast.
It’s a shame that I wiped my face with my hands and back, but when I opened my mouth a little dumb, or sold myself, “How do you know my birthday?” I’m sorry.
Yes, it’s my birthday.
But…
For the first 20 years of my life, I’ve never had a birthday.
No parents, no friends, no time.
This is my first birthday cake in my life.
Isn’t that funny?
But it’s true.
It seemed like my tears scared him. He stopped for a few seconds. He whispered.
“I noticed it when you were filling out the papers. I’m sorry.
I nod my head, I didn’t say anything.
I guess I’m really easily touched by these details.
Looking up at him, I wanted to say something, but I saw him staring at me and looking at me with feelings like that.
He was a gentle boy, and I thought he would look away at the moment he looked at him, but he leaned down and covered my face with his hands.
The abdominal heat.
At that moment, there was something moving.
I said thank you, and I pretended to make him cook, “Today, taste your skills.” I’m sorry.
Jiang Yan smiled and said yes.
He’s good at his work, and he’s really good at cooking.
One of them is my favorite, home-grown specialty.
It’s good, it’s hard.
But it’s good, it smells good.
The cake was put on the table, and Jiang Jian lit the candle for me, and then softly pressed me to make a wish.
But I looked at the candle and I didn’t know what to wish for.
And finally, I turned around and looked at Jiang Zhen, and said, “Do you want to make one for me? I’m sorry.
And he was like, “I’ll make a wish with you. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
We put our hands together and made a serious wish and then blew out the candle together.
I couldn’t bear to ask him what he wanted.
He held his hand and asked me, “What about you? I’m sorry.
I’m telling the truth.
I hope someone really loves me.
Jiang Yi stopped for two seconds and laughed.
“What a coincidence. I’m sorry.
“My wish is that I can always protect you. I’m sorry.
19
We all drank.
That meal, we talked a lot.
And it wasn’t until this moment that I found out that my knowledge of Jiang Qian was too shallow.
It’s good, it’s good, it’s good, it’s good, especially in my favorite home food.
Tastes real.
I couldn’t stop eating chopsticks and asked him how a stranger could cook food on my side of the house, and he was quiet, and he gave it all.
Last year, I sent a circle of friends to eat this dish.
At that time, because of my circle of friends, I took a train to my home all night to buy one, then came back by train and warmed the bags with vegetables.
But when I got back, it was cold.
But I had a good time eating, because someone was trying to ignore my heartless words.
But Jiang Zheng told me that he had gone to the city to rent a place where he could cook, to study for a day, to make countless food items, and finally to make a happy one.
But when he put it in his lunch box, he hesitated.
At that time, we were just an unacquainted senior and sister with no identity and no position.
Later, the dish was thrown into a trash can without seeing the day.
We talked a lot.
I was a little bolder when I was drinking, and I held the can and I looked up and asked him why he was so nice to me.
Jiang Yi was silent.
‘Cause I saw your secret. I’m sorry.
Then Kang told me something I never knew.
I was just in my freshman year, and I met him a few times because I wanted to join the school radio service, but I didn’t say hello.
He’s noticed me since then, and he’s got a feeling.
But it’s just that there’s a bit of a feeling.
Until one day, he accidentally saw me and my mother in an alley outside the school.
We were surprised to hear our conversation.
I held on and thought out of his voice, and returned to that very memorable afternoon.
I don’t know.
That day, my mother came all the way here to take me back and marry me to a rich generation of ours.
I know that this guy, who eats, drinks and gambles, has nothing to do with anything but a bit of money at home.
But it’s a pity I have a drunk father and a son-in-law-to-be-a-mother in my house, and that’s not the kind of shit they see.
It’s the god of money.
How can I go back with her?
But my mother was heartless, and my refusal was accompanied by two loud slaps, and my mother’s words were clichés:
“I gave birth to you for years and you owe me! I’m sorry.
“Now the wings are hard and want to fly alone?”
20
She dragged me outside the alley.
Because of my mom’s hard work in agriculture all the years, I did my best to get out.
I beg her on my knees.
“Mom, I’ll make money part-time. Don’t let me go back. Please…”
But she doesn’t have any movement.
She was cold-eyed and quickly offered me an exchange: now, if you don’t want to go back, get her $5,000, because my brother wants a new computer.
I lost my mind.
And he lied to her and told her to go back to the dorm and get her the phone.
My mom bought it because she was in trouble at school and she was waiting in the alley.
Actually, I said going back to the dorm is just an excuse.
I’m only a freshman year, and even if I keep working part-time every day, I can’t save five thousand dollars in two months.
Upon return, the dormitory was empty.
I sat by my bed and hesitated for a long time and finally downloaded a loan software.
I can’t.
I know my mother’s character, and if I don’t go out today, she’ll go straight to school and either force me to give her the money or force me back home.
Download soon.
However, when the information is registered, my hands tremble.
I’ve read a lot of stories online about university students borrowing on the Internet and even naked, and most of them end up rolling snowballs, and they roll, and then they go out of their way.
But I can’t…
Just as I was picking up my identity card, the cell phone shook.
Pay the check, $5,500.
I choked.
It’s a strange account, cartoon, id is a letter “Y”.
I sent a message to the other party, but for a long time there was no response.
After a long wait, my mom started a lot of information, so I bit my teeth, moved the money, passed it to my mom for $5,000 and sent her away.
I think if the other side asked for money, I went to the network to pay him back, but the other side turned the wrong money, but it didn’t move.
And the news I sent was as heavy.
Since then, every time I get paid on a part-time basis, I’ll transfer it to that account, and slowly, I’ll pay it all back.
However, the man never replied.
I don’t know.
Thinking.
I looked up to Jiang Yi, “So, that man…”
He noded, “It’s me. I’m sorry.
21
According to Jiang Yi, he had heard our conversation and had a hard feeling and tried to search my cell phone.
And I really found my money, my selfie.
Then he transferred to me the money he had saved himself, and the sum of two thousand.
Five grand for my mom, and another five for me to eat.
In fact, he ate two months of bubble noodles.
He drank the rest of the beer, then squeezed the cans, and sighed.
“I’m not really a good person until I meet you, I don’t care if I see a stray cat, and I don’t know if I’m gonna help an old man across the street. But when I watched you cry, for the first time in my life. I’m sorry.
“And then I met you at school, and then I got in touch with you, and then I even added…
Throw empty cans into the trash, and he smiled.
“I seem to have changed since then. I’ve become the gentle and honest one of my classmates. But I’m the only one who knows that I’m just in love with a wonderful person, so I want to be a little better. I’m sorry.
I can’t talk.
I don’t know how to describe the mood.
I’m afraid anyone who likes such a good guy would be happy.
But.
I’m afraid of the outdated idea of the delay.
The time was good for me, and even the good friends called him my “Lick Dog,” but finally…
Jiang Yi looks at me and seems to be able to guess all my worries.
His eyes were sincere and firm: “Yo, I am not like him. I’m sorry.
Seeing me silent, he smiled, scrambled over my head.
It’s light.
“You don’t even have to answer to me, but I never wanted to tell you this. I’m sorry.
Says he pressed his eyebrow, “Drink, he couldn’t stand it. I’m sorry.
It’s not even cute.
I couldn’t stand to ask him, “So, are you taking advantage of this? I’m sorry.
He hung up and laughed.
“I don’t think so. I’ve been planning this for a long time. I’m sorry.
22
We haven’t taken that step yet.
It’s my problem.
I admit I’m fond of Jiang Zhen and I can’t help but…
I always thought it was a little fast.
I long to be loved and afraid of being hurt.
But after this three-day trip, my relationship with Jiang Zheng has made a qualitative leap.
When we get back to school, we’ll have dinner every day, go to the library and he’ll even join me for part-time work.
I’m not alone anymore.
And he doesn’t feel the same as the delay.
It’s good to wait for me, but it’s always phantom. His love is more like a bubble above a beer, and it looks like he’s big, but he’s full of air.
But it’s different.
He’s careful, always prepared for me, as long as I’m here, whenever I turn my head, his eyes will always be on me.
For the first time in my life, I feel a real sense of security.
On Friday night, Jiang Yu said there was a new bullfrog shop nearby and wanted to take me for a taste.
I’ve counted the money in my hand, and I haven’t been in my home lately, so I can save it for three days.
Moreover, for the last three days, Jiang Qian spent most of his expenses and he refused to take it.
Just invite him to dinner.
So, at night, after I was dressed up in the dormitory, I came to the appointment.
In and out of the door, Hana is still flirting with me, saying that women who are about to be nourished by love are not like them.
I went out in red.
When I came downstairs, Jiang Qi had waited under the dorm with a glass of grape milk that I loved.
I couldn’t help but look up and look at Kang.
I think.
If he speaks today, I will be brave and believe it again.
I thought it would be too soon to fall in love after two months.
“What, not to fall in love and live to be widowed by that cheating ex-boyfriend? I’m sorry.
Right.
Anyway, in the last relationship, I was right.
I didn’t just get moved or just try it.
Why not?
23
However, when Jiang Qian and I found a place to sit down, we saw the next table next door, and we had an acquaintance.
Time and his white moon.
I frowned, really, it’s not like I don’t get together.
Timeframes are watching me too.
The second he looked at him, he removed his eyes from me, and fell on him.
I quickly withdrew my eyes.
See, in this world, the world’s instincts are uncertain and people’s hearts change.
When he returned to his country in the white moon, he left me without hesitation, and when I broke up, when I saw a better boy, I could stop my heart.
It’s really calm as water.
Jiang Qian knew I didn’t like to order, so he picked up the menu, but I noticed that all he wanted was my food.
When waiting for the meal, Jiang Zheng suddenly came out with a fine-packed cupcake.
I said, “Why does he keep carrying a little bag of cupcakes in there?”
“Taste it, strawberry. I’m sorry.
He slaps it big, but he pushes it right in front of me.
I took out a spoon for a taste.
Tastes delicious, doesn’t think much, even when you dig another piece and hand it over to the river.
“You taste it, it’s delicious…”
The sound of the sound, I suddenly stopped, and it came to mind that I had just eaten the spoon.
It’s a little awkward, trying to take back his hand, but Jiang Zheng suddenly came and ate the cake.
“Well, delicious.
Look at the spoon I just shared, I’m a little blushing.
However, Jiang Zheng quickly took another one-off spoon out of the box and replaced my hand.
“It’s a little slow in his food. Have some cake first. I’m sorry.
“Well…” I’m in the red.
But when I dug the fifth spoon, the little spoon suddenly touched a hard object.
Look, it’s a ring.
I’m holding.
There’s a bang on the other side, “Get it out, see if you like it. I’m sorry.
I did what I was told, but my heart beats like thunder.
It was a silver ring in my shopping car for a long time. Hundreds of dollars, but I never bought it.
On the other side, Jiang Yi’s hands were on the table, “I’m sorry, I bought your roommate, I was checking out. I’m sorry.
I see. I told you, Hana had to follow me a few days ago to see the shopping cart.
Jiang Yi seems a little nervous.
We heard him breathe in a deep breath, then whisper,
“In fact, there were many ways of saying things, but you probably didn’t like it too much or being watched. I’m sorry.
“It is said that love begins with a bouquet of flowers, and when a bouquet of flowers is too obnoxious, start with a ring. I’m sorry.
Maybe it’s unconfident, and Jiang Yu added, “If you like. I’m sorry.
I put the ring on myself and raised my hand and asked him, “Is it good? I’m sorry.
Actually, the face is a little hot.
I didn’t mean to disagree, but I thought I’d put the ring on myself and he’d understand.
I had a few seconds and I laughed.
“Well, nice.”
24
Put on the ring and the waiter came with the food.
I just stood up and moved out of position, and this angle just happened to see the time lags not far.
He’s looking at us, and I’ve always had good eyesight, so I saw his fist on the table.
He’s got eyes and eyes.
And look at him, I think of a saying without a name: that people distinguish love by the pain of separation.
That does seem to make sense.
But it’s none of my business.
I take my eyes back and I point to the ring on the tummy-twirl.
I hate greedy people, and how can a heart fit two people?
It’s a new shop, but it’s very crowded and delicious.
There’s shrimp in the bottom of the pot, and I’ve been peeling shrimp for the whole time, and while he’s focused on it, I squeezed up a plate and stuffed it into his mouth.
“Don’t strip, eat. I’m sorry.
And I hastened, and suddenly, there came a man at the table.
I almost looked up to him at the same time.
Time extension girlfriend.
I’m a little confused. I frowned, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
She nodded her head and looked at me and Jiang Yi, “You’re together? I’m sorry.
“Yeah. I’m sorry.
I’m a little upset, and I’m a little down, “Come on. I’m sorry.
She seemed a little hesitant, and she finally said with determination, “I’m in fact with time…”
Inn! I’m sorry.
Just in the middle of the sentence, the voices of the time were suddenly heard from the other end of the corridor.
He screamed, and he came running, and he grabbed the girl’s hand, and he said, “Why are you here, go, go back and eat. I’m sorry.
Says it was rushing the girl back to her seat.
I’m afraid I might say something bad to his current girlfriend.
What a couple of people.
25
I’m officially with Jiang Yu now.
I’m glad to have found another boy who’s willing to take care of me after being hurt.
He knows all that I have not mentioned from outside, and grieves and accommodates me.
I have argued with him many times because of my character, and he believes that I should not be humbled, sensitive, and how I should not be.
Maybe he did it for me, but he never asked why my sex would be like this.
Jiang Qi will never blame me for my character’s flaws, and he will embrace me softly and then change me slowly.
Having been with him, I felt an unprecedented sense of security, and he made me understand that, no matter what happens in the past, there will always be one person standing next to me.
Whether it’s a storm or a storm, he’ll hold me.
And I’m getting less humble.
He’s the one who’s been telling me I’m beautiful and worth everything in the world.
I always thought that it was like the sea that we were looking at, and the song:
Do far-attended moonlight, don’t do block your walls.
So did the love he gave.
Actually, there were some negative voices around me when I was just with Kang.
Jiang Zheng and I were in the same class, but I heard that they were normal.
When I was with Jiang Qian, I heard that the girls in their class used to curse me in private, saying that they were just two handsome men with bright eyes, and that I had to do it all the time.
But my feelings with Jiang Yi are particularly stable.
Even…
We looked back on the first year of love, and we didn’t even fight.
Because Jiang Zheng is really a very well-intentioned person who knows how to distance herself from all the girls around me and has no contact with her ex-girlfriend, I will always be patient.
I can’t even find a reason to argue with him.
And, by special coincidence, our one-year love anniversary coincides with the birthday of Jiangxi this year.
We ate a red hot pot together, and then we picked up the doll at the mall, and then we went to a private cinema, and Jiang gave me a necklace that I saw for a long time.
I’m a little surprised, “How do you know?” I’m sorry.
He laughed.
“That poster flyer, you look at it every time you pass by, I’ve noticed it. I’m sorry.
It’s warm in my heart. I opened my bag and came up with my birthday present for Kang.
I saved a lot of money for a game.
Thousands of dollars. I’ve been working part-time for a long time.
However, after the gift was received, Jiang Qian was blindfolded.
I’m a little nervous. I’m sorry.
“No, I can’t help it.” I’m sorry.
After two seconds, he groaned and took me into his arms.
“I’m especially fond of you. I’ve been paid for my job for so long. I’m sorry.
Before we go to the movies, we start cutting the cake.
Put in candles, turn off the lights, wave and put me in my arms.
His ears, his breath is warm.
“Let’s make a wish with me. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I was surrounded by him and made a wish with him, and then blew out the candle.
“What wish?” I’m sorry.
I looked at him.
“I want to stay with Jiang Yi.” I’m sorry.
He laughed, “This will be, it won’t be a wish. I’m sorry.
“What about you? I’m sorry.
Actually, I’m a little curious what he’ll wish for this year.
“I am” and “I am” and “I hope that my girl will always be safe and happy and free from trouble.” I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, he kissed me on my earlids, “But this year, a little greedy, a second wish. I’m sorry.
At the moment I looked up at him, Jiang Qing leaned over and kissed, and his voice sounded vaguely:
“I want to marry you. I’m sorry.
26
I’ve had my first anniversary, my second year, my third year…
We broke the curse of graduation.
He called me every day on time, and he’d come to school with me or take me on a date.
I also tried to be as kind to him as I could, and I managed to run with him.
That’s it. We spent two years working together peacefully.
After graduation, we’re getting married.
Jiang Zheng knew my past, but with his parents he went home with me and brought many gifts.
Liquor and tea, as well as special gifts.
But my parents behaved well, and my mouth was a bargain: 300 grand for the bride price and a car.
The price of the bride price goes first, and the strangest requirement is that the house and the car must write the name of my shitty brother.
My brother is already used to dropping out of school, playing games all day long, or asking his parents for money.
Jiang Yu’s parents were apparently surprised by the conditions offered by my mother, but they were rich and not sick.
Who’d want to be such an asshole?
They looked at each other and their mother laughed and said,
“I’m two years old and I’ll call you a girl.” Sister, the bride price is fine, and the RV will be ready in advance to write the names of the two children…”
My mom interrupted me before I finished.
“No, the house and car have to write my son’s name, the dower cannot be taken back, and of course we’ll bring the dowry. I’m sorry.
“What are we going to marry?” I’m sorry.
My mom looked at her and thought she was loose, so she got a little smile.
“As is customary on our side, it’s a couple of bed covers, a comb wash, etc. Don’t worry, I’ll pick the most expensive. I’m sorry.
The atmosphere was suddenly silenced.
I couldn’t bear to drag my mom out.
“Mom, marriage is my life, can you take it seriously? I’m sorry.
My mom is a bit hot, but she’s still dying.
“We’re serious about Yoyo, don’t blame Mom, your brother’s 20 years old, he hasn’t worked, your dad drinks and plays cards, you know that. I can’t help but think about it. I can’t help but think about it. I’m sorry.
She said she started that lecture again:
“That’s your own brother. Blood is thicker than water. I’m sorry.
I’ve been trying to brainwash my woman for over 20 years.
As a child, my father came home drunk, and I was always beaten because she would fight to keep her brother in her arms and then encourage my father’s drunk to piss me off.
My brother’s birthdays are cakes, gifts and a big table.
But I never even had a birthday before I met Kang.
I took a deep breath and interrupted her constant preaching.
“Mom, what if I don’t let them pay the bride price and the RV? I’m sorry.
“If you’re so mean, don’t call me mother again!” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if she’s angry, anyway. I mean it.
I nod my head and turned back to my room.
When I came into the door, I saw what Jiang was saying to his parents, and I walked over and tried to take them away, and suddenly I heard her saying:
“Sister, you’re making a deal… we agreed. Since it is a deal, let us be clear. We’ve never married a couple, bought a car for our brother, we’ve paid for it because Kang loves her, and we value yoga, so…”
In the middle of the sentence, my mother interrupted me.
“My dear family, it’s a long story, but my father and I were just testing your attitude, and we were relieved that you were good at yoga. I’m sorry.
She said she picked the subject up again.
“Well, now that we have a deal, let’s set a date and then buy a house, and I’ll take my son to you. I’m sorry.
I’ve been watching this all along.
It’s gonna happen, and I’m gonna hold on to the hand of Jiang Yi, and I’m gonna get up, “Uncle and Auntie, let’s go. I’m sorry.
“Where are you going?”
“Go to my real parents. I’m sorry.
Both parents were completely held up by what I said, and I took them with me in the face.
I took them to my aunt’s house.
My aunt is 60 years old, and in my memory my childhood was only a few years happy.
At that time, when my parents had just given birth, they couldn’t take care of me and threw me to my aunt…
My dad’s real sister.
There are people around my aunt who care about me, who love me, who always eat hot and whose beds are always soft.
Until when I was 11 years old, my aunt had an accident, and after it she was getting worse, she had to take care of herself, she couldn’t take care of me, and my parents had to take me back.
Since then, my childhood has been dark.
I took Jiang Qi and his parents to his aunt’s house, and his son was gentle, he spoke in order, and he talked with his parents.
But Jiang Jian’s parents made trouble again, “Sister, we’re here for the marriage of the two children, but now…”
The aunt laughed and pulled a account book out of the drawer and put it on the table.
Mama Kang picked up the account book and opened it.
The head of the family is my aunt, and I’m on her account.
My parents passed me directly to an aunt who had no children, and then, after the accident, they took me back without taking the account.
She smiled and looked at me and Jiang Yi and looked at her.
“The two men were confused, and I was in charge of the marriage. I’ll give you the dowry, and the dowry will return to the same place, but it can’t be. I’m sorry.
My mother was busy.
“Don’t worry, we’ll buy them a garage before we get married. I’m sorry.
My aunt nodded, smiled and her eyes were red.
“Thank you. It’s her blessing to meet you for her life. I’m sorry.
And when my aunt said that, she stood beside me, smelling that he held my hand, and his voice was a little dumb:
Auntie, it’s my blessing to meet Zeng Yu. I’m sorry.
27
Marriage was on the agenda and everything was being prepared in an orderly manner.
My parents came here a few times and I stopped them, and I even called the police the last time they cried at my door.
Although in the end the police only regulated them and did not detain them, they also seemed to understand that I had decided that it was no longer the untimely little girl who would beg for her on her knees in the alley outside the school.
Then, on the eve of my wedding, they didn’t come back to me for trouble.
When I heard that, I just laughed.
That’s great, because being their daughter is so tired.
If it hadn’t been for the presence of the river, I would have spent my whole life digesting it.
However, just as I thought I could safely marry Jiang Yi.
The night before the wedding, someone found me.
The girl with the time extension.
No, actually, it seems like his ex-girlfriend.
There was no movement during the internship, and the students did not know where he had gone, but some of the people who knew had mentioned that he and his man, who had been waiting for many years, seemed to have broken up.
As for real or fake, no one knows.
She called me, asked me the address, asked me to meet downstairs.
Downstairs, we sat face-to-face, and it was the first time that I measured her so closely.
Actually…
Look carefully, we don’t look so much like each other, especially when they’re made up.
She seems to have been drinking, and she’s smelly around.
I don’t know what she found out, but she cried when she met.
She said, “There’s something I wanted to tell you a long time ago. I’m sorry.
“I’m not the first love of time. I’m not an ex-girlfriend. I was asked to do a play for him. I’m sorry.
I paused, I didn’t talk, I waited quietly for her.
She took a deep breath, and she said, “Well, it’s time that I didn’t tell you, but I put up with it for years, and if I don’t say it, you’re getting married…”
I looked at her in silence and looked at her red eyes.
In the few seconds of silence, I had a lot of TV dramas in my head. His family’s in debt? He’s taking care of the stupid sister?
None, however.
The girl across the street had a red eye, and she was like,
“The father was mentally ill, but only after something had been provoked. So everyone didn’t think that his psychosis would be inherited. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
“Do you remember that summer he didn’t talk to you before you broke up? I’m sorry.
I slowly nodded my head, I remember.
That summer, some days, he looked like he was evaporating, his phone couldn’t make it, he couldn’t get back.
Her voice was soft, “It was his first time. As a result of a number of clashes with his relatives, he became ill, and the family felt that he was not well and then took him to the hospital to examine him before it became clear that he had the same illness and inherited it. I’m sorry.
“The symptoms of time delay are not serious, but they may recur at any time. I’m sorry.
She whispered everything.
It’s simple, it’s just that it happened to meet this little girl who looks like me and then asked her to help me break up with me by playing a white moon light he invented.
To push me away.
She said, “I am a madman who could have a disease at any moment, and I can’t delay her for life.” I’m sorry.
He also said, “She likes kids and dreams about getting married with a smart and cute baby, but I may not be able to give her. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, the girl suddenly cried.
“It’s been a long time, and he’s missed you all these years and I’ve told you everything. I’m sorry.
When the time was running out, she suddenly collapsed and her hands were clung to her face.
“In fact, he likes you very much, and I’ve been around him a lot for years, and I’ve always watched him look out for you. Also, when you went on a trip, he followed you to the sea when he heard the news. I’m sorry.
“That time, I didn’t trust him, so I went with him. You know what? That night, he was drunk in a hotel and told me, with his eyes red, that he had seen the same sea as you and stepped on the same beach, and that he had fulfilled his original agreement. I’m sorry.
She may have said too much, but I’ve heard a bit of heartache and my eyes are sore.
She put her hand down, pulled a pack of cigarettes and a note out of her pocket and threw it on the table, and she handed it to me.
“This is the current address and phone number. If you regret it, go to him. He’s always wanted to see you…”
I took a slow look at the note.
On the other side, she looked at me and looked at me.
After a while, I tightened up the note and picked up the cigarette she had on the table and took one out.
“Give me a light. I’m sorry.
She pulled out the lighter and handed it to me.
I lit a cigarette, but my fingers were shaking and I tried to light it a few times.
Suck a cigarette and I look her up.
The eyes are thick.
“I’m getting married tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“I know, but…”
“No buts. I’m sorry.
I interrupted her and looked at her with the red eye, “I’m sorry about the time-lapse, and I’m sorry about that, but…”
“Tomorrow, I’m getting married. I’m sorry.
Put it down, I grabbed the note and lit it with a lighter.
The note was small and soon landed on the stone table, burning into ashes, the wind blowing, and all of it.
She looked up, “You know what he’s been through all these years? You’re gonna get married if you don’t care! I’m sorry.
I looked at her in peace, but the smoked hand was slightly shaking.
All these years, in my memory, it was always a man who treated me like a double, and left me in cold blood after the moon came back.
Suddenly I turned back, and I couldn’t get back.
But what I know is, tomorrow, I’m getting married and I’m getting married.
He brought me out of the abyss, and he influenced me with tolerance and moderation, and changed me one by one.
No matter how it turned out, I’m still going to marry him.
But there is no connection between human beings and their happiness, just as this clearly-love girl across the street cannot understand what I do.
She got emotional and yelled at me.
And scolded me of the past, and of the past, which was so precious, and scolded me of tenderness.
I looked at her in silence and said, “I haven’t forgotten, and I’ve been remembering the past. But…
“For me, it’s all over. It was the past when I broke up with him. I’m sorry.
I’ve learned about the past, and I’ve had a bit of nasal acid when I mention it, and I think about the young man who loves to wear white clothes, and then I think he might have the disease, and I’m a little suffocating.
“You blame me for being heartless, for saying I’m a widow, and if I were to tell you the truth, I’d be with him, and I could accept that he might have a disease in the rest of his life, or choose not to have a baby, but…”
“You tell me now that I can only shed two tears for the past, but I can only feel a bit of regret, and I can’t do anything else. I’m sorry.
She looked at me for a long time and finally got up angry, and she said, “Yo, I was wrong about you. I didn’t think you were so cold! I’m sorry.
Said she picked up the smoke on the table and was ready to leave.
I looked up at her, “Smoking, please. I’m sorry.
She looked at me and didn’t say anything and threw the cigarette away.
I sat downstairs in the saloon and smoked a few cigarettes, and then I got up on my body and prepared for the wedding tomorrow.
End
Today, it’s my wedding with Jiang Yi.
I was wearing a wedding dress, and I had a fine make-up, and I was standing in front of the hotel with Jiang’s arm, and I was waiting for guests to come to our wedding.
But I didn’t think time would be one of the guests.
There’s no such thing as “the flower I’m dressed up to attend,” he wears a simple white t-shirt, and his hair dyes back black.
The moment I met, I had a feeling.
Years ago in the summer, a young man in white brought my favorite strawberry-flavored cold drinks over the street, with careful wings, “Look, do you like them?” I’m sorry.
And then look back and laugh and come to us with a sincere look, “Congratulations, happy wedding. I’m sorry.
Her eyes are thick and she’s a little bit sad.
It’s either regret or find that you still love him, or remember the truth that you heard yesterday, and remember what happened in the past.
But that’s all.
He’s still standing next to that girl, and she’s sober right now, looking at me, looking away, “Sorry, I was drunk yesterday…”
“All right. I’m sorry.
I smiled, and then I looked at the time again, and he laughed, and he was so beautiful.
“I didn’t know she was drunk yesterday, I didn’t know she was coming to you, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to come, but I thought she said that to you yesterday and decided to come. I’m sorry.
He said he pulled a red bag out of his pocket and threw it to Jiang Yi.
Red bags are thick.
“Here, double money. I’m sorry.
And he smiled, and said, “What happened in the past, whatever the reason, was behind it, and now everybody’s doing well, which means that fate is the best arrangement we’ve ever had, not to think about it. I’m sorry.
He looked back at her and held her hand.
“I was with Inn last night, this time it’s true. She’s been with me for years, she knows everything about me, and she doesn’t mind my illness or my past. I’m sorry.
He smiled at the look, and turned to Jiang Zhen, “We can’t have a wedding one day, we’ll return it. I’m sorry.
Jiang Zheng listened to me last night and laughed and said hello and then shot him on the shoulder.
It’s time and infirmary.
I was relieved to watch them leave behind.
In fact, there was no change in seeing the delay, and I was relieved to hear what he had just said.
I looked at the river, and he did not blame me for the red eyes that I had just had, but he took me in his arms, and gently beat me on my shoulder, and then told me.
“Don’t worry, everyone will be happy. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
I hope so.
Wedding scene.
My face-to-face with Jiang Zheng, speaking in sarcasm, we looked at each other with red eyes.
We looked at each other and said “I do.”
And then there’s a big applause, but the man who’s the best on the stage is my ex-boyfriend.
He sits in the corner, smiles at the stage, applauds.
And then he hugged the girl, and she said something, and she laughed, and he softly laughed.
Onstage.
Jiang Qian put on my wedding ring and put me in my arms.
He whispered, “I finally married you.” I’m sorry.
I’m finally married to Jiang Yi.
As has been said, everything is the best arrangement of fate.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
