Would a girl and a boy like each other at the same table?

Qinghua’s table suddenly added me.

I thought for a half day, and I said, “Can you turn me 5,000?” I’m sorry.

Next second, he deleted me.

Oh, my God.

I knew it was a liar.

How can you add me to the table?

Later on at the same school, he was hugging a girl, laughing to introduce us, saying he was engaged at the end of the year.

Oh, my God.

This time I have to send 5,000 red bags?

“When will you hide from me?” I’m sorry.

One.

I’ll shit and break up with my boyfriend.

“You can’t change the delay, shit for five minutes, just ten minutes. I’m sorry.

Gu’s face is black.

And I cried to him for one night and I prayed to him: “By little knowledge, you have a hard heart. Are you sure?” I’m sorry.

He’s not doing anything about my begging.

“Well, I have to get better and come back to you. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. “He returned me a word.

I sat in the hallway with my luggage for half an hour and he didn’t come after me.

I cried, next second, I pretended.

I deleted all his contacts.

Great, that demon. I finally broke up with him.

Honestly, I can’t stand him anymore.

Eating food, playing games, shopping, kissing, holding hands, hugging. He’s got time for everything, and he’ll get angry if I slow down a little or later.

I could have put up with the rest, and I knew I was stalling.

But kissing, more than five minutes to stop, I really am.

I’m really suffocated by the feeling of a volcanic eruption, of an iceberg.

I’ve had enough…

I’ve had a concussion in my backhand: “Friendly, he broke up with him, and now the new boyfriend can line up from France.” I’m sorry.

Didn’t think I’d been on fire after one night.

Comment 99+, praise 99+, private letter 99+…

I’m just a total pussy.

I looked at the dazzling private letters and didn’t think back.

Until I got my attention by a man called “sniffing.”

My heart beat a little.

That’s not a coincidence, is it?

You know someone on the Internet?

The seniors?

I was holding my cell phone, thinking for days, and I said, “Can you turn 5,000?” I’m sorry.

Next second, he deleted me.

Oh, my God.

I knew it was a liar.

He’s cold, he’s high, he hasn’t said a word to me.

Two.

Rehab was transferred to our class in the last month of senior year.

He’s the captain.

Ask, it’s a crushing grade.

He doesn’t like to talk, serious enough to point.

In order not to interfere with his grades, the schoolmaster specifically called me to the office.

“Don’t talk to him. Don’t bother him with his studies. You do what he does. You’re the best. I’m sorry.

I nodded my head and said yes, and then he was at his table.

Of course I’ll do what I tell you.

So I ended up with him at 0.

He usually asked me to do his homework, fetch him water, get him the papers…

Then I found the pattern, and I did it without him.

One day, he suddenly looked at me and said, “You’re dumb. I’m sorry.

I’m fucking…

I was forced by my father’s yin Wei to swallow and write two words: “No.” I’m sorry.

He looked up, surprised, and of course didn’t say a word to me.

The exam was too busy.

After the exams, I sort of took off a skin and forgot a lot, including him.

Just heard from my dad that he got into Qinghua.

In class, he never spoke and suddenly Ett me.

“Why don’t you go to North China? There’s a profession for you. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

An extraordinary class has been silent for a while.

Everybody hold their breath and wait for my answer.

I was so twitched, I was so scared, I said, “It’s too far from home, to be honest, I feel normal.” I’m sorry.

Then, you are still afraid to speak.

He sent one after a while, “Oh.” I’m sorry.

Huh?

Oh, my God.

After he got off the line, the class laughed.

“Ha ha ha ha.”

“God’s fucking far from home. I’m sorry.

“How come you don’t say Qinghua next door is a bad name? I’m sorry.

“You’re going to take the captain off the line. I’m sorry.

“Absolutely. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I watched the crowd party, and I was embarrassed.

That’s a joke.

3

I didn’t know him anymore.

The only news is that some of the students sent his winning photos to the group.

I was peeking.

He was wearing a suit, he was carrying a bouquet of flowers, he took off his old obscurity and blinded me.

I used to know he was handsome, remembering my father’s orders, and I didn’t dare to read them.

I didn’t think it was going to make me crazy.

“The one next to him is his girlfriend. I’m sorry.

Qinghua Executive College. I’m sorry.

“Fuck, you’re a girl. This is a novel. I’m sorry.

“This dog’s food is too high for us to swallow. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

Look at the news in the crowd, I’m bored.

He’s got a girlfriend.

“Congratulations, the dog food has been received today.” I’m sorry.

He’s been diving and he’s got a sign in the crowd, “….”

Think we don’t deserve his dog food.

Oh, my God.

He despises people.

“Your father is a teacher and your mother is a teacher. Why did you take the Siva University?” I’m sorry.

“Dad, Si-hwa is fine. Close to home. I’ll be home in half an hour if you miss me. “I’m ha ha ha ha ha!”

My mother looked serious, and she said, “Let’s get ready for a study. I’m sorry.

I said nothing.

And they’ve made a rigorous study plan for me.

And he ordered me not to fall in love while I was in college and to delay my studies.

I can’t breathe.

I broke up, and one day I went to Mathematics to find a boyfriend.

“Do you have 100? I’m sorry.

“Yes. “The guy with the glasses was scared to lean back.

“Only you. I’m sorry.

“What? He’s a little shaky.

“A short introduction to myself. “I sat by him in peace, and I smiled, “Ten Round, 20, height 165, weight 90, triangulation…”

“You… you…” He reached out and covered my mouth, and at the end he sighed, and down his voice, “Don’t say it. I’m sorry.

“Good. I only listen to my boyfriend. I laughed at him.

“..he had no words on his lips, and his ears were red.

So I fell in love with Gu.

4

I’ve been in love with Gu for six months.

Don’t think wrong, literally.

He’s “self-disciplined” in DNA.

Don’t let me get lazy.

Don’t worry if I don’t get up, he’ll buy breakfast, wait for me downstairs from 6:50, until I’m not down at 7:00, and he’ll throw it away.

And then with me all day.

“How are you going to go to the hospital?” I’m sorry.

I’m…

I look at myself in the mirror and I really love myself.

I think he can just collect my body.

I don’t know.

I feel like I’m in love with him, and there’s 10 of my mom and dad’s Buffs added.

It’s like I’m not listening to him.

I never lived with him.

One time I had an appointment, it was so old-fashioned, the hotel had only one room left.

I’m getting a little bit of a twirl in my head, and he’s actually coming out with a mathematical model.

Who’s out to play with this?

“The round, it happens, the last time you asked me about mathematical modelling, I’ll tell you about it tonight. I’m sorry.

Huh?

Think for a few seconds…

I’m smiling sick.

“Okay. I’m sorry.

You can’t tell. You’re having fun.

Is that what I thought it was?

In half an hour…

I’ve been told that I’m fainted, that I’m a true genius, that I’m a trigonometry, that I’m an extreme guide…

I don’t understand, but I’m about to end my patience with him.

He’s tough. He talked to me all night, math modelling. Is he human?

What good would it do him?

I don’t know.

It’s not right for me and him. I’ve always wanted to split up with him.

And he said, “You will not find anyone better for you than I, and I am the only one who can cure you.”

“You won’t find someone else. You begged me to be your boyfriend? I’m sorry.

I covered my chest in pain, and I bit it in my stomach. I’m sorry.

Yes, I did.

My father has taught me since I was a kid: “Do things from the start and take responsibility at all times.” I’m sorry.

So for six months, I couldn’t stand to break up with him.

That time, he called me stalling and said he wanted to break up with me.

At that moment, I was scared to get away.

And then I grew a breath.

He’s finally breaking up with me.

5

A week after I broke up, I couldn’t help but go through my roommate to see his circle of friends.

As a result, no.

It’s like I’m the past of his life that he can’t get away with.

I’m a little bored.

“Do you really split up?” My roommate asked me.

“Hmm. “I’m not very spiritual.

“He’s nice to you. What’s the point? “My roommate has always liked us.

In her words, I finally found Krrish.

“Oh, it’s nothing. I shit. He says I’m slow. “I’m drinking milk tea to downplay my relationship.”

“Aah? What? Is he so strict? My roommate was surprised.

“Is it your first day with Mr. Gu? “I didn’t take a look at her.

“Why don’t you pull it faster? I’m sorry.

Me! Me!

Is that human?

Not only have I been brainwashed, since I fell in love with Mr. Gu, but I’ve been in his care all over my bedroom.

“How am I going to fucking constipate?” I really want to cry.

“Sensei Gu keeps your diet under strict control every day, and you can’t tell. She was suffocating, “This is your fault. I’m sorry.

“Skiss the dove– Get out! I’m sorry.

I ran the book out of the bedroom.

I can’t spend any more days in this room.

As soon as they came down, they saw a white shirt standing under that tree.

I’m in shock.

Mr. Ku?

He saw me too.

I haven’t seen you in a week.

I’ve taken the past for granted.

“I’m going. * I cried out *

He stood there with his glasses, as if he was moving, and his mouth was smiling.

Next second…

“You’re 30 minutes late. He talks calmly.

My heart is ticking.

“Sorry, I… I didn’t ring the alarm. I apologized to him.

The fear of being too late to make my skin numb.

“No breakfast…”

He’s black and he’s angry again.

He took a look at me and turned around and threw breakfast in the trash.

Quiet.

I feel like my head is broken by lightning.

I suddenly felt so sad.

I was like the breakfast he threw away.

Obsolete foods can only be thrown into the trash like garbage.

And I’m the trash.

“Come on, go to the library. I’m in position. He’s back to normal, like nothing happened.

And my heart is sore.

“I’m not going. I turned around and went to the playground.

“What are you mad at? * He walks up and pulls me down *

“…” I stopped, I endured tears, “we broke up. I’m sorry.

“…” he stunned for a second, “Are you ready to reflect? I’m sorry.

I’m leaving without him.

“You change your problem, I’ll take it back. He’s making a lot of concessions.

“No need!”

I’m really crazy.

I can’t believe I have a little hope for him.

“What did I do wrong? He asked me.

“You’re right. “I took a word from him.

“Look what you admit. You know what’s wrong. Why don’t you change it? He’s still asking me.

I don’t want to talk.

“The procrastination is doomed to nothing. Do you want to be like that? * He stood before me and blocked my way *

“Come on, I know I’m wrong, but I don’t want to change! I couldn’t bear to yell at him.

“You know what’s wrong? He was shocked.

“I’m a piece of shit. Don’t come with me. I left without that.

Six.

I haven’t been in touch with Gu Zhi once again since that day.

Listening to my roommate say that he occasionally writes to them about what I’m doing.

“Do you think I’m wrong?” I’m sorry.

My roommate stood by his side: “We all thought you were right. I’m sorry.

I’m…

What can I say?

“Sensei Gu is fine, such a man is special, he has plans for the future, he keeps you like a child every day. I’m sorry.

“Well, you’re right. I have a fucking father. Do I need a father? “I took a word from them.

The rebel pigs.

In everyone’s opinion, I’m making a scene?

I don’t want to see you again.

Back home, I just dropped my bag and my mom called me into the study.

The library is full of studies in mathematics, English… in a variety of studies.

I was shocked!

I didn’t know my mom was going to go to middle school!

“Don’t go out in five sections. Your father and I have studied some of the big North, and we’ll talk to you and buy the book. I’m sorry.

She wears glasses and takes out a thick notebook, which is full of scores of professions, pros and cons, and the direction of the various mentors.

Watch my back cool.

“That Mom, you forgot, I’m a sophomore. I reminded her kindly.

“I know. My mom turned off the notebook, “The next semester is ready. North is not so good. I’m sorry.

“I know it’s bad, but let me do it. I whispered.

My mom looked at me.

“Look at your mother’s colleagues, who’s like you? You didn’t leave town from kindergarten to college, not even the Golden Bulls? I’m sorry.

My mom was suffocating.

“It’s also my fault, Mom, that I trusted you too much, that I didn’t catch enough in high school, and now we’re flying first. I’m sorry.

“I don’t think it’s a disgrace to be a city. I object.

I’ve lived here since I was a kid. I love people and things here.

“I feel!” My mom raised her voice, “Every time a colleague asks where you’re going to college, your mom makes me blush. I’m sorry.

I can’t talk right now.

I listened to my mother’s arrangements and took my luggage back to my room.

Since when am I afraid to argue with my mother?

Probably a sophomore.

With my best boy, Zhou Wai, bring me snacks every day and go home from school.

I was living like a boy. I had nothing to do with a boy.

He’s been hanging around with Zhou Wai all day, and he’s a funny guy, making me laugh every day.

I have a private diary that records my little affair with him every day.

I’ll make up some of his jokes in there.

“Wow, it would be nice if I went to college with Zhou Wai. I’m sorry to hear that in my diary.

I kept my secret carefully.

As a result, one day, my mother rushed to school, strongly asked me to change classes and invited Zhou Wai’s parents to school, which was embarrassing.

The reason for this is that Zhou peacekeeping and my early love behaviour have seriously affected my learning.

Me and that guy at the principal’s office shivering.

The boy’s dad slapped him.

He’s been walking around me all day, with his five fingers on his face, and I can’t forget his disappointment.

“He’s my friend. I cried and begged my mother to stop.

“What friend are you close to writing in your diary? She asks me the same thing.

My heart was torn apart.

“You peeked at my diary? I asked her in tremors.

She didn’t say anything.

“You’re breaking the law. It’s private. My tears came out of the air.

“You’re not a grown-up, I’m your mother, you have no privacy. She thinks she’s right.

I’m desperate inside.

I apologized to Queen and Zhou Wei, and he already deleted me.

It’s too much, he’s finally transferred, and the boys in the class never talk to me again.

It’s not just boys. Girls don’t talk to me.

“You forced him away. I’m sorry.

“Your parents are so good, who dares offend you at school and kicks you out of school. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I went back and told my mom that I was isolated from my class, but my mom didn’t think so.

“Don’t talk to the students, what do you get?

“Mother contacted the principal and moved to your father’s class tomorrow so your father could run you. I’m sorry.

I have absolutely no room for discussion and follow their arrangements.

I learned to listen.

I tried not to get in touch with anyone, and my dad told me not to talk to Shinji, and I could do it for a month without saying a word.

Even after four years, I can’t even think about it.

Zhou Wei’s name is asphyxiating.

7

I’ve been writing journals ever since.

It’s just that it’s all in the diary about what you’ve learned today, what you’ve learned and what you’ve got to work on tomorrow.

I saw my mom’s happy smile on her face, and I knew she was still reading my diary.

I want to laugh.

Just smiling and crying.

They have a daughter they want.

But I don’t have any friends.

Then a girl in the class, who had a very good grades, took the initiative to be nice to me, so I kept this friendship going.

Her name is Nat.

My mom was particularly fond of her because she got into North Age.

My mom wanted me to go north, and I thought more or less of her.

This is my only friend since I was a kid.

“Come out for a barbecue. I’m back. When I lay down, I received her tweets.

“Are you so busy in the North? “I came out of nowhere.

“I have to come back to see you as a child. I’m sorry.

“Oh, you’re so good. Grandpa didn’t feed you for nothing. I’m sorry.

I sent a message and ran out.

Just opened the door and my mom came out.

“Where are you going so late?”

“Hallow’s back. She wants me. I’m sorry.

“Ha-ha”? They’re on vacation, too?

Yes, Nat has my mom’s pass code.

I have a little joy and a little sadness.

“Hmm-hmm, I know. I’m sorry.

I turned out of the door.

Take a cab to the big row.

8

The summer is still the same.

It’s all my favorite.

“Oh, round, you’ve had love experience. How did you catch up? “She has no reason to say this.”

Me! Me!

“What are you doing? Did you see my ex? “I bit the lamb in my mouth and it tasted different.

“I’m crazy?”

“Then why do you ask me? Who are you after? I’m sorry.

“Oh my God,” she said, “Oh my God.” I’m sorry.

“Do you know how you were in my mother’s heart? If she knew that you’d never learn and run after boys, she’d be lost. I’m sorry.

“Does love and study conflict?” She poured herself a beer.

I live in a whole town.

This question, I think I need her to go with my mom for a while.

“Who is he, what is he, what does he like? I’m really curious who’s trying to take you out of the way. I’m starting to wonder.

In my mother’s words, shouldn’t a schoolboy like Natsumi have only learned?

How can you pretend to be a man?

“You know it too. I’m sorry.

“I know you?”

It’s over, I’m more curious.

“Senior of high school, sauna. I’m sorry.

“The smell repair. “How many seconds have I stopped?” “Sniffing? I’m sorry.

“Don’t be surprised. She said, “He’s hot, he’s famous in our school, cold, talented, who doesn’t want to conquer?” I’m sorry.

I’m shocked.

I can’t say anything for a moment.

She’s right.

In fact, he’s very good, and she’s very good.

But something’s wrong with me. I don’t know what’s wrong.

“That…that… I remember he didn’t have a girlfriend? I don’t have the energy.

“Hey, that’s just a rumor. He didn’t seem to admit it publicly. Then I can chase. I can chase if I like. I don’t want to regret myself. She has a point.

In that moment, I admired her.

Think about it. What do I like to know?

It’s been depressing to stay with him, but I’m just trying to improve my math, to fight my parents, and then I find myself trapped in a vicious circle…

Like what it feels like? Who do I like?

“So… go after him. I’ve had a beer to cover my heart’s loss, “My skills will be useless to you, after all, and he’ll feel retarded with my style. I’m sorry.

“But you were at his table, and in the class he only replied to your message. I thought you were good.” I’m sorry.

“No, you’re delusional. I didn’t even talk to him in high school. I don’t even have his contact. I’m sorry.

You didn’t either?

“None. “What do I remember, I suddenly smiled, “The last time I broke up, I had a shivering voice, a charade called Shinigami added to me, and I realized that he was a liar and laughed. I’m sorry.

“Oh, how did you know? I’m sorry.

“I asked him if he could give me 5,000? He hacked me. I’m sorry.

“…”

Ha ha ha ha.

We were laughing all of a sudden.

And when he smiled, he leaned back and forth, and a crowd came at the table next door.

Smell repair?

I’ll bury my head and smile.

“What’s wrong? “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

Behind. And I said to her in the lips, “Separate. I’m sorry.

I’m out.

Why did you meet him at this time?

“Sniffing? “Well, you’re gonna tell me how to chase him?” I’m sorry.

I’m fucking…

She’s afraid people are deaf.

I had to write to her, “Your dream is behind you, baby.” I’m sorry.

The whole rule is dead.

This guy, I’ve never seen her so nervous.

“Is he staring at the back of my head?” What should I do? I didn’t wash my hair today. She was nervously sending me tweets.

I’m…

“You know what? He’s staring at my face. I knew I’d see you today. I’m sorry.

I’m dying.

Why did he choose the position that was right in front of me? That’s really inevitable.

What is more, why does he want to calculate whether my face is in line with the human image formula?

9

I don’t know if it’s because I’m nervous. I see people are nervous, and I’m relaxed.

“Go on, don’t you want to contact me? I gave her a look.

“No, I can’t. I’m so nervous. She shook her head.

I’ve just sworn to conquer the world.

I sighs.

I asked her.

“When’s the next time you leave? She bit her teeth and died.

“..” I picked the frown, man. I’m looking forward to it.

And the next second…

“Roll, you go get me a contact. I’m sorry.

Boo!

“You’re at his table. He won’t say no. I’ll ask. What if he says no? I’m sorry.

She’s got a point. Don’t say it again.

“I can’t, I can’t, I can’t…”

“I only have you. “The summer gnaws on my lips.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I finally went and made her my only sister.

I had a drink, I had the guts, I ran over with my phone.

I thought I’d take it.

As soon as we got close, there was a bit of frustration.

They’re all in a suit. They’re probably just doing something.

And he, with a small suit, a button in his shirt to the second, a black eye staring at me, with his long fingers banging on the table…

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

I have to say, this chick has a good eye.

It’s probably only in the comics to smell a fairy figure like this.

I don’t know what they’re talking about.

I stood for a few seconds, and I bit my teeth, and I said, “That I am Chen Round.”

I’d like to introduce myself to high school.

That might not seem so sudden.

I’m not finished.

Get out! A cold sound rings.

I’m out of my mind.

Get lost?

“Ah, well.” And I turned back and returned to my seat.

My heart is about to burst out of my seat.

I’m embarrassed.

10

“Are we there yet?”

“None. I’m sorry.

“What’s going on?”

“He let me roll. I’m sorry.

It’s not very angry either.

I can’t believe I feel sorry for myself.

In fact, calm down. It doesn’t seem like he’s talking about it. I still fucking feel sorry.

Because of that voice, I know it.

It’s Zhou Wai.

I’m upset. I just had a beer to cover my grief.

“Oh, forget it. They’re too cold. I’m sorry.

“I made a mistake. Next time I’ll never let you do this stupid thing. She said she was still holding me.

This…

I thought I could hold on to her, and my tears just woke up.

I don’t know when there’s movement.

It’s like someone scolded someone.

A boy ran to me.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I didn’t just yell at you.

Well, that sound, I know.

I looked up and saw Zhou Wai.

It’s been four years since we saw each other.

Where is he? I’m sorry.

“Ah, ha ha ha, it’s you. * I’ve shed my tears, I don’t want to be so sweet, much less so *

“You’re a coincidence. Zhouwei touched the back of his head, and it was a bit awkward.

“Hmm-hmm, good timing. * I’m holding on to tears, I’m crying again, I’m a fool *

Zhou Wai invited me.

I looked at Nat.

And she nods.

Me and Zhou Wei, Nat knows.

It’s just four years past, and Zhou Wai doesn’t seem to hate me as if everyone’s grown up.

I don’t know. I’m stupid.

“Yes. I’m sorry.

Then we sat at a table.

Shen Zhu’s next door.

I’m next to Zhou Wai.

It’s impossible not to say awkward.

I don’t know how peacekeeping can get involved.

So I listened to Zhou Wei’s chats and boasted about how childless I and he used to be, and I was in vain.

I’m afraid I’ll be ashamed of myself when he talks about my mom.

I don’t seem to be able to catch his jokes. I just have to laugh.

He’s grown, matured, let go, but I seem to be left alone.

“A little bit of tweak. We’ll get in touch. Zhou Wai took the initiative to come up with a two-dimensional code.

“All right. I’m sorry.

Actually, I know I’ll be in touch any time. How can I have a face?

Actually, I just wanted to say a word to him.

I just didn’t think I had Zhou Wei, and the scavenger cell phone was handed over.

I stopped.

There’s something wrong.

“I don’t seem to have any contact with you, either. He said it was natural.

It seems that my irritation and shock are rather sudden.

Two words at the same table gave me the illusion that I knew him well.

“Oh, good.” I swept his two-dimensional code.

Next second…

“You can’t add each other to the address book because of each other’s restrictions. I’m sorry.

I’m just stupid.

It’s called Wenx.

If I remember correctly, isn’t this the best friend I’ve ever had?

Awkward.

Is it really him?

“That you took me black. I whispered to him.

The table looked at us with shock and uncertainty.

Sniffed me to pass on the phone interface, picked my eyebrow, didn’t say anything, just took my phone calmly and let me out of the blacklist.

And when we’re friends, we’ll sit and talk.

It’s like this little episode, it’s over in a second.

And I couldn’t help but look at him once in a while.

There’s always something hidden.

Then I heard them talking and I realized that Zhou Wei was in North China after school.

What kind of black horse is that?

Looks like I’m more trashed.

This table is either Qinghua or the North, and I’m really shivering and afraid to make a sound.

I was afraid I’d get laughed at.

“Separatus, I heard that several SCIs have been sent out, and that it has not been determined. I’m sorry.

“Well, he’s a proud man, he’s been robbed everywhere. I’m sorry.

“As opposed to us, apply everywhere, and you can’t read what you want. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’m so confused.

Where am I, who am I, what am I doing?

I think I should hide under the table.

To wipe their shoes…

“Don’t talk about it. They were rejected by a light-stealing saying.

“Yes, five sections relax, don’t talk about the text, it’s a headache. I’m sorry.

“You’re such a good boy, you’re such a good boy, you’re such a good boy, you’re so envious, your girlfriend is so beautiful, you’re so talented…”

“Why didn’t you bring her back to play with us? I’m sorry.

“I can’t leave but it’s me and I’m hiding. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I looked up and looked at Nat, and she didn’t look so good.

And I looked up again, and I saw his eyes.

Not…

Why are you looking at me?

Seeing my guilt.

Is he still obsessed with his transfer of 5,000?

Is that what he thinks I am?

It’s over. He had a sip of wine, and he said it at random.

“Shared? I’m sorry.

“No way.”

“You’re a model couple. How can you split up? I’m sorry.

Chan Round?

I had a fucking shake and a beer cup just fell on the floor.

“Ha ha ha ha ha, take it easy. Zhou Wei smiled forward and leaned back, “The bride of the bride, not the round.” I’m sorry.

“She’s also called round, see you scare her.” I’m sorry.

I’m…

And this!

A Qinghua gifted girl shares a name with me?

Shit!

I can’t believe I suddenly think my name doesn’t make sense. Every painting in it is shining.

“Chen Zhu, is it beautiful?” I smiled and asked for a change.

I really don’t have brains.

After that, I saw him with a weird look, and everyone was too quiet, so I realized…

It’s really misleading.

How can you ask people if they’re beautiful?

“Hmm. * And he said to me in a shallow way, and he looked away. *

“You haven’t seen a picture, have you, Qinghua? I’m sorry.

“Yes, isn’t it beautiful on the school list? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“Oh… oh. “I’m relieved. Fortunately, they didn’t notice my embarrassment.

“I found that all the people named Chen Round looked good. Zhou Wei has a strange saying.

“Oh, don’t exaggerate, I’m blushing. “I struck him in the middle of my heart.

“I’m serious. I didn’t think you looked good in high school either. Did you go to plastic surgery? He took me seriously.

I’m…

“I was wearing glasses at high school, but I didn’t have to do it. I’m really nothing.

“Now he’s invisible?” He really twisted me and said, “It’s not good to wear too many eyes.” I’m sorry.

I really wanted to kill him, but I was really embarrassed, “I had an eye surgery after I took the test. I’m sorry.

“I see. “Let me see. I’m sorry.

“You stay away from me, man and woman. I’m avoiding him.

When did you become a woman? I’m sorry.

I’m covering my neck, you son of a bitch. I’m sorry.

Result –

Pow, a bottle of mineral water came over and hit Zhou Wei’s hand, causing him to scream in pain.

“What are you hitting me for? Zhou Wei saw the people who hit him.

“I don’t want to beat you.” I’m sorry.

Fuck…

Everyone’s holding up.

“They’re all grown up and you’re a kid. I’m sorry.

“You’re right. You’re right. I’m sorry.

“Do you have the responsibility of a girl? I’m sorry.

Let’s get to the point.

I punched him in the shoulder with great cooperation: “Don’t mess with me!” I’m sorry.

“You’ll change seats with me. “I’m not asking for my opinion.

Zhou Wai and I are both in a mess.

It’s just a joke. I’m not angry. Is he a little overheated?

But he didn’t give me the time to think about it. He just pulled his stool off, turned his head and asked me to come over.

Okay…

I had to take my own job and change my seat.

“He’s mean. * I’m sneaking my eyes around with Hachan.

“I think he’s a good gentleman. I’m sorry.

I saw her, um, she was hopeless.

A lover’s eyes are sushi.

We had a chat later.

Zhou Wei had to send me back.

Sniffy and a few boys standing by the road smoking and showing Zhou Wei to go with me.

Actually, I’m particularly scared.

Afraid to meet my mom.

I don’t care if my mom yells at me. I’m afraid to embarrass Zhou Wei.

After all, my mom didn’t remember him well.

“Go inside. “Stand in front of my neighborhood, he stopped.

I waited a second, my fear was superfluous.

He still understands.

“Hmm-hmm. We’ll get in touch later. I’m sorry.

“Good. He stood there looking at me.

I’m very troubled.

It’s been a long time, and I’d like to apologize, but I’m afraid it’s too embarrassing to bring it up again.

I couldn’t get through to myself, and I ran back.

Zhou Wai. I’m sorry.

“What? He looked down at me.

“Sorry. I apologized to him solemnly.

A four-year late apology.

“…”he’s all standing there.

After a few seconds, he stopped looking and whispered, “What’s going on?” I’m sorry.

“I’m not crazy, that’s my mother’s fault, and that’s why I’m too scared to fight my mom. “I’ve always thought of you as my good friend, and I’m so happy to see you now.” I’m sorry.

I said it myself and cried myself.

I’m really happy. My mom says he’s a loser, a gangster, but he’s proven himself.

But I’d like to say he’s still my best friend in high school, no matter what.

“Come on, fool. I don’t blame you. He reached out and rubbed my head.

“Well, you’re so good now, I guess my mom knows she’ll suspect her life. * I’ve wiped my tears and laughed at him *

“What’s all that about?” He’s a little off-the-shelf.

“Your mother is still so strict with you? He suddenly asked me a question.

“…” I quickly bowed my head.

What am I supposed to say? I’d be ashamed to let him know that my mother is worse than ever.

And my own pain, I don’t want to impose.

“No, she’s better now, rest. I’m laughing and lying.

Just now, I don’t know when the swab will come.

I guess he saw me crying for a second, looking at me, looking at Zhou Wei, and finally a bit of agitated smoke.

“When do we leave?” he asked.

“Now. Zhou Wei looked back, he took a look at me, and he looked at me, and he said, “Then I’m relieved, go home, next time…” He said, “The next time I don’t know when I’ll see you, call me if you come to Beijing. I’ll buy you dinner. I’m sorry.

“Yes, I must kill you.” I’m sorry.

I laughed and said goodbye.

He looked at me after his smell and he looked at me with a little emotion.

He seems hostile to me.

I didn’t think much, waved at them and ran home.

Eleven.

Back home, I took out my high school message book and wrote Zhou Wai’s name there.

I know all about him, I fill out all his preferences.

It feels like life is a little better.

After taking a bath, I had a phone to brush my voice, and a message came out.

Wenx?

My page cut over.

Home?

I’m shocked.

Why did the captain send me a message?

I thought that’s where the tweet was lying, and we might not have had an intersection.

“Here we are, thank you. I sent an expression over.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

Huh?

It’s a little awkward to end this conversation.

And the way he looked at me just now, he didn’t like me and Zhou Wei getting too close?

What? You think I robbed his best friend?

Think about it. I’m going to explain the last time I asked him about the transfer.

“Yes, last time I asked you to transfer because I thought you were a liar. I’m sorry.

“The liar knows your name? I’m sorry.

“Now the liar has all the information, even my parents’ names. I’m sorry.

“But I don’t know…”

Huh?

This…

The logic of Qinghua high school really leaves me with little to do.

I just can’t even get through this.

“How did you and Zhou Wai meet?” I’m sorry.

I said a word or two and thought he’d come back and I’d end up with a face bag.

“Small. He simply returns two words.

“Small? I was shocked.

What the hell is this?

“I didn’t hear him mention you. I’m sorry.

I know Zhou Wei so well, he’s my friend, I knew we all knew each other, and I didn’t want to talk to him for a month before I took the test.

“I wasn’t in Chengdu in high school, so I came back from the exam. I’m sorry.

“Oh oh. I’m sorry.

I understand that.

Parents usually work in the field, and when they study in the field, they return to their place of residence to take a higher examination.

“Did he mention me to you? I’m suddenly curious.

I wonder if Zhou Wai mentioned me, or how I am.

“…” he sends a series of ellipses.

The cold people really like this.

Every time I do that, I’m upset.

Okay, he might find me annoying.

After all, Qinghua may be busy. Who wants to chat with me?

I know it’s not gonna bother you anymore.

And then when I finished brushing a few shivering, his message came back.

“Don’t want to talk about him. I’m sorry.

Me?

I don’t know how he suddenly sent this.

What, did he and Zhou Wei break up or something?

“You’re having trouble with him? Zhou Wai is a very good friend, so don’t be confused.

“…”

Fuck, he’s got another ellipsis.

I’m so pissed out of bed.

I swear to God, I’ll take him if he drops the ellipsis.

“Do you like him?” He suddenly asked me.

It’s my turn this time.

I like him?

How can you have such a strange illusion?

After I’m done, I have a feeling of revenge.

But he never answered me.

Hey I’m so…

I’m sure I’m not ready for revenge. I thought I’d say he and I are friends, but I’m not allowed to answer.

12

An awkward dialogue, that’s all.

I didn’t know if she was in love.

I’m not so gossiping. I’m a little ostracized.

I want to laugh at the fact that some of their lives are like hanging up, and I’m in a normal college, facing my parents’ oppression every day.

I have no right to worry about Qinghua North.

My mom picked me a specialty, a mentor, and she gave me a test.

I’ll bury my head in a word every day and finish the English.

I really feel like I’m a loser.

If you want to resist, you don’t have the courage to struggle for two days or compromise.

I’m surprised that I’m starting to get ready to study.

I was just laughing: “The stupid bird flew first.” I’m sorry.

They asked me where I’m going.

I didn’t dare to say that I was afraid of being laughed.

Zhou Wei has occasionally written to ask me how I’ve been. I only talk to him.

I’m afraid he’ll learn.

In Zhouwei’s circle of friends, I see a lot of rehab.

They’re supposed to play basketball together, play a game together, go out together, look good.

I’m in a quiet place.

It’s too cold.

He would also give a compliment to Zhou, and every time Zhou Wai’s friends circleed me with the praises he had learned, like we were at the same table in high school.

I’m on the left, he’s on the right.

Lately, Gu has become strange and has often wandered in front of me.

A cup of milk tea today, a cup of coffee tomorrow, in the library, he always finds me, and then sits across from me and doesn’t talk, and he reads.

“Don’t bring it to me tomorrow. “I couldn’t bear it when he rolled in front of me again.

I’ve been learning a lot lately, and I’m feeling better and I don’t want to go back with him.

I’d be suffocated to think that if we get back together, we’d fight over some little shit.

“Why, don’t you like it?” He stood there and asked me.

“I used to like it, recently quit. I’m sorry.

I used to love it, but he never let me eat it.

“It’s bad for the body. Don’t eat junk food. I’m sorry.

“This one’s not nutritious, don’t eat it. I’m sorry.

“This heavy metal is high, don’t eat it. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

“What’s the point of living? I’m complaining.

“Isn’t living with me the most important thing?” He says it’s serious.

I thought, “What’s the point if I spend my whole life with him and think it’s asphyxiating?”

And remembering this, he sat by me with the boldness of his heart: “Couldn’t play, I’ve been thinking for a long time. I’m sorry.

“Well, what do you think? “I put down my book and I came interested.

“I think your habits have been the result of more than 20 years. I shouldn’t be in such a hurry. I should give you time. I’m sorry.

I’m…

Take a breath.

Help!

I watched him for five minutes.

I still don’t understand why I wanted to be his boyfriend.

It’s not enough for me to spend 20 years with my parents and I’ve been in jail for my whole life.

“You’re good. I don’t deserve it. I answered him peacefully.

“…” his face was hurt.

But I don’t want to. I don’t want to get involved.

“We’re done, Don’t waste any more time on me, I don’t want to be friends with you. I’m sorry.

I’m even clearer this time.

He moved his lips, he didn’t speak, he turned around with the tea.

He walked a few steps and hit the shelf, and he didn’t scream a pain, for two seconds, walked forward, didn’t walk, and hit another shelf.

I was going to tell him.

But seeing him like this all of a sudden I feel a little bad.

I couldn’t read the book, I hesitated for a long time or decided to talk to someone.

“What are you doing? I’m so annoying. “I’m upset to send a micro-letter to Natharine.

I’m afraid she’s busy.

I’m pulling back.

When I pulled back, I realized I was fucking wrong.

I don’t normally talk to anyone, I’m unconscious, and the last time I talked, it’s a fix?

Boo!

Fortunately I withdrew.

Or else he won’t be able to return to one of me: “A sick man.” I’m sorry.

I’m just forcing myself to back down the line.

The phone screen hasn’t been on, and I’m finally relieved.

And the next second…

“in the PPT demonstration.

I’m…

Then another message came out.

“I’ll be busy later. Go back to you. I’m sorry.

I’m a little chilly back, how do I get back.

Looks like I’m in shock.

“OK. I’m sorry.

Yeah, I got back in a hurry.

He looks busy, and I’m going to write a tweet. He’s definitely trying to delete me.

It’s been a long morning, and it’s been hard to get to lunch.

“It’s over. I’m sorry.

“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

Smell repair?

I almost forgot what I sent him.

I didn’t have my hands to answer him, so I took the side of my mouth, and I sent him a voice: “I was wrong in the morning, I’m waiting for dinner, but nothing happened.” I’m sorry.

“Then eat first. I’m sorry.

He went back to one.

I don’t care.

After dinner, go to the bedroom. His information comes back.

“Are you done?”

I’m holding.

He’s waiting for me?

“Well, back to bed. I’m sorry.

He asked me again.

It’s a little boring.

“Sweet vinegar ribs. “I told you the truth.

Your taste hasn’t changed. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

Does he remember I like this?

Also, in high school, I beat the sugar curd back to my seat at noon, and he despised me and said I was jealous every day.

“What time’s the lunch break?” He suddenly asked me.

“About 1:30. I don’t understand how he suddenly asked me that.

“Can I call you later? I’m sorry.

I look at Wisdom and I don’t know whether the world is crazy or me.

Why did he suddenly call me?

I thought about it, didn’t I?

“Yes.” I’m getting scared.

I was suddenly called by a long-lost squad leader, and I really couldn’t believe it.

I’m more nervous than my mom’s.

13

“Hello. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

His voice came from the microphone when my hands were sweating.

“What do you want from me?” I whispered.

“I hear you’re going to the North Big Graduate? Is that why you’re so annoying?”

I’m fucking talking.

I thought about it, and I told Nat, and she laughed at me being squeezed by my mom.

They talk a lot.

How did you talk about me?

“It’s true, it’s just,” I think, “I can’t do it. I’m sorry.

“So little faith in yourself? He laughed at the phone.

Are you laughing at me?

It must be!

I’m gonna cry, I’m so embarrassed.

“Sir, you don’t know what I’m talking about, don’t…”

“It’s clear. “You’re smart. I’m sorry.

I’m smart?

Come on, he’s brainless.

I’m bored.

“I’ll tell you the truth. That’s what my mother asked me to do. I’m the only one who’s dead.” I’m sorry.

I bit my teeth or told him.

“…he’s silent over there. “Where do you want to take the exam? I’m sorry.

“I don’t know. I’m telling the truth.

I’m following my mother’s plan. I have no direction. I’m confused.

Even college studies are my mother’s.

She was so confident in me that she had to fight 985, 211, that I couldn’t get a score of 550, that the first voltage second was a failure, and then the third voltage I just filled out.

“In fact, it’s not a matter of urgency. You’re a junior. He put down his tone over there.

I can’t believe I’m mistaken, and I can’t believe he’s being gentle.

In fact, he’s always so cold and gentle.

It’s just, he hardly talks to me.

“Who are you calling? Mr. Ku? He was shot by his roommate.

I was scared, and I went down and said, “No. I’m sorry.

“You have a new boyfriend? So soon? I’ll kill you! “My roommate’s voice, I’m really drunk.

I’m still on the phone…

“Don’t be ridiculous. “I whispered to my roommate and went to the balcony to answer the phone.

The scavenging on the other end of the phone remained silent.

I feel so embarrassed.

He’s my new boyfriend. He must think we’re shallow.

“You didn’t hear me, Sergeant? I tried to ask.

“Well, hear. He seems very calm.

“Hear what? I have some headaches.

“Say I’m your new boyfriend…”

“No…” I broke him up with shame, and said, “They’re lying, don’t listen. I’m sorry.

“Oh. *He sounds like he’s not angry?

I’m relieved.

“Where were we? When my roommate broke up, I was so nervous.

“You said you were going to study in second grade. He was very patient in reminding me.

“Oh, that… I’m not in a hurry, my mom is in a hurry. I’m sorry.

My mother would like me to start my test now.

But…

What does he have to do with me?

“Your mom’s funny. I’m sorry.

“Funny? I can’t imagine what he said.

“My mother told me not to read every day, and your mother told you to read, and it was a bit of a contrast. I’m sorry.

Yes, his tone was relaxed, and I did not question his claim.

For a moment I floated to pity him.

“Oh, you’re so good. Why didn’t your mom let you read?” I’m sorry.

“She wanted to.” He said, “No, it’s hard to say. I’m sorry.

“Oh. He won’t say I can’t ask him again, but I’m really curious.

You don’t want him to go to school?

“If you don’t tell me, my curiosity will keep me awake today at noon. I’m sorry.

Oh, my God.

He couldn’t stand it at the end of the phone. He laughed.

What are you laughing at?

I’m depressed.

“You really want to know? He smiled and asked me.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

Mom, he hung me up!

“…he coughed, down, and said, “She wants me to get married early and then carry my grandson. I’m sorry.

Me! Me!

The air is a dead silence.

I’m such a bitch. Why do I have to ask?

My face is red.

Fortunately, it’s just a phone call, and he can’t see it, and if it’s on, I’m dead.

“Scared? “I guess I haven’t spoken for too long. He asked again.

“No, no, absolutely not! “I deny it.

He was laughing over there.

It’s so nice to laugh.

No, he’s laughing. He’s laughing at me!

Aware of that, I will fight back.

“Then you’re one with the one named Chen Shui. I’m sorry.

Why don’t you say I don’t have brains?

Say it, I’m a fool.

This time it’s enemy 0, self-destruct 1000+.

“I can’t decide this. He smiled and said,

“Just the one you run the college I’m not talking about me, ah, so annoying…”

Because I’m so angry, I’m so confused.

“Well, take your lunch break. He warned me softly.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

I’m ashamed.

I’m like a fool. I can’t say anything about him.

“There’ll be a basketball game later. No more talking. He’s groaning.

“Oh, are you with Zhou Wei?” I said.

“…” he kept quiet, “not talking about him. I’m sorry.

“Oh. “I don’t know why he suddenly changed his mood.

I was just about to hang up the phone, and he came up with a saying, “Tun Yuan, I’m not your messenger.” I’m sorry.

I’m a little confused.

What do you mean?

We’re all friends. What’s wrong?

As soon as he mentioned his best friend, he blew up?

What does he think of Zhou Wei?

“Do you understand? He asked me with a low voice.

And I thought about it for a few seconds, and I said, “Yes, I know. I’ll ask him. I understand.” I’m sorry.

“You…” He was suffocating and suffocating.

I’m a mess.

We can guess the thoughts of the nobles.

Just.

“Don’t bother you, Sergeant. “He died before he was halfway there.

I’m…

He’s really cold.

14

We haven’t talked to him for another month.

Neither do I.

I didn’t think about why he called me on that weird phone.

Just a few days later, and my mom came.

Literally.

My mom was raiding me, and when he saw me, he was blocking me in the library’s tea room and even hugging me.

“Do not ignore me, I was wrong. He stopped me from leaving.

“We broke up two months ago. “I’m suffocating.

“I didn’t agree! After he said, he hesitated for a few seconds, and his head was about to kiss me.

I ran away and he hugged me. I wasn’t moving. I was a little upset.

“I don’t agree either!” suddenly a sound came out behind me.

I just scared the soul out of it.

“Mom…”

My mother was naked and she looked at me and hugged me.

The anger in my eyes just burned me.

I’m too familiar with that feeling.

It’s worse than when I wrote the answer on a rubber wipe when the examiner borrowed my rubber.

And that time, 24 of them could have a big doll, and I got 23 of them, only one fear left.

Then, after half an hour, We sat in the stairwell, and my mother looked down at us, looking at me like the convict, and looking at him.

“How long? My mom took out the notebook and recorded her statement.

“A week. I’m sorry.

Six months. I’m sorry.

I’m talking to you at the same time.

Open your mouth!

“You get out. My mom looked at me, “Come on, I don’t have time for you. I’m sorry.

I looked at the tour and walked out in a state of shock.

Then he waited outside the classroom in a hurry.

It’s like waiting for a wife to produce.

I know I’m probably done.

My mom won’t let me fall in love. She’s angry, I see.

It doesn’t matter if she yells at me. I feel a little guilty and ashamed.

The more I stood there, the harder I could breathe, the more my mom finally came out.

The first one out…

“Lian Yuan, I’ll let you study and you’ll do this behind my back? I’m sorry.

Fuck!

I got goose bumps all over me.

What did you tell him?

You’re not going to tell me what happened at the hotel?

God’s conscience told me all night about mathematical modelling.

“This is my business. * I whispered my fearless resistance *

“Your business? I raised you so big, without me, which one did you do? I’m sorry.

I’m not talking.

Fortunately my mother was relieved, “You’re looking well for a boyfriend.” I’m sorry.

Huh?

“He told me about your reform plans in detail, and I think he’s a very planned man, and he’s picking up problems, needles and needles, and those measures are working, and you’ll listen to him later. This is my period with him. I’m sorry.

Me?

Help me. Can anyone tell me what Gu Ji-sik said exactly?

No, what’s the key to the retrofit?

Am I a test for them or something?

“I broke up with him. I have some headaches.

“What’s the score? I think he’s good. Better than you’ll find something. I’m sorry.

“You don’t understand…” I don’t know how to counter my mother.

“I don’t know anything? I’m telling you, your focus is on studying, and I’m sure I’ll be able to count on you. I told him you’re going to go to North China, and he said he would urge you to do your job. I’m sorry.

“…”

I’m a whole man standing there.

I’m crazy.

Later, I looked at Gu and my mother exchanging tweets and talking about what they were talking about, and sometimes looking at me, I suffocated to death.

I’m so pissed off, it’s just the two of them.

My mom came up and called me.

“What is your problem?”

“I’m not upset. I’m not strong enough.

“How can you look like this?” “My mother was angry, too, as a hating iron couldn’t be steel.

“I don’t even have emotional rights? I asked her back.

“…”my mom was standing there.

“Turn down your words, round. * The Secretary-General will see that we are too stiff and will come and ask me to advise *

And I threw away his hand and yelled at him, “What is your business?” I’m sorry.

I told you to break up, he was stalking me, and he used my mother against me.

He looked down on me.

“You’ve got a hard wing. Can’t tell. My mom looked at my attitude towards Quan, and she went straight for it.

“…” I’m having a breakdown inside.

Study again!

“I’m done! I’m leaving now.

My mom was in a hurry, banged, slapped me in the face.

In a moment, my brain was blank and my face was burning.

I forgot how to cry, bit my lips and ran away.

Half way to the bedroom, afraid that my mom would come after me, and I was just going out to the school.

I ended up on a bus.

15

It was so windy that I cried all the way.

In the end, the driver stopped and told me that the finish line had arrived and that I had shed tears and ran in a panic.

It’s dark out there. I don’t know where it is. I didn’t see it.

I took the car and the driver took it.

How am I supposed to get a cab back?

I was crouching on the side of the road, crying even harder.

When I was most helpless, I sent a message to Nat.

I only have her now.

“I want to cry. I’m sorry.

The message came and she called.

I heard Zhou Wai’s voice inside, and he’s yelling for a change.

I’m surprised.

So they’re all together.

She had my best friend, and she was with the man she liked.

I suddenly felt a bit of agitated.

I don’t know what I’m talking about. I’m a piece of waste.

“What’s up, Round? I think she’s scared by the one I sent her.

“Oh, nothing. You guys play first. “I have a thousand words in my heart, but I can’t say anything at once.

“Ah, did you hear that? “I forgot to tell you, I’m finally going to the swab, we play tennis together, and Zhou Wai.” I’m sorry.

I stopped.

“Oh, that’s good. I tried to make my voice sound normal.

“I tell you what, I can’t do it, he lets me, I can’t do it…”

Strange.

I cried when I listened to her and I was so happy for her.

“You haven’t said how you feel about crying. What happened?” And after she said, she remembered my tweet and asked me.

“It’s too hard to study. “And We hid from her what was in her heart in panic.

She was at the end of the phone, and she laughed.

“Good boy, when I’m free, I’ll help you with a review.

“The tears are pearls, and the Princess will not cry…”

She’s still as good to me as she was before.

When I’m depressed, it’s holding me back.

But I think it’s funny. Except for her, my parents don’t fool me like that.

“Hmm. * And I’m a little suffocated and afraid to talk *

“It’s your turn to call who?” The sound from Zhou Wai.

“Tun Round! I’m sorry.

I’m a little nervous, so hurry her up.

“Go ahead. I’m rushing her.

“Well, I’ll call you when I’m empty. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

Hang up, I’m relieved.

My phone call is out of place.

I only had her at that moment, but she had her life, and her joys and laughter never came back to me.

I hung up for five minutes and Nat sent a study paper.

I’m shocked.

“Help, help. As soon as I mentioned it, he happens to have a study, let me send it to you. I’m sorry.

“Oh, he’s studying too? I’m sorry.

“He’s studying, he’s going abroad, so I don’t know what he’s doing with his studies, and I doubt he has a favorite schoolgirl. I’m sorry.

“Do you think he’s such a fan?” I’m sorry.

Hanging Hachan and other targets?

He’s a real flower.

“Who’s got a lot to choose?” Shashi said, “I’m going to play first. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

16

Hanged up, I took my mobile and walked slowly on the road.

My mom sent me dozens of voices and I randomly opened one.

“You have to study, you have to study everything, and you don’t do it.

I couldn’t hear any more.

It’s 10:00 p.m., she doesn’t care where I am, she doesn’t care if I’m okay. She’s only concerned about her great ideals, and she’s given me a personal vision…

I often think, am I her own?

I’m the baby she was born with, or I’m just a tool to realize her unfinished dream of North China.

Unfortunately, her dream, I can’t.

I’m a piece of shit.

I’m tired and I just sit down on the side of the road and think.

The cell phone snapped.

There’s one line in the curtain.

“Have you gone home?”

In that moment, I had a little surprise.

I even thought my mom finally remembered I didn’t go back.

However, open up and look, not my mom, it’s sauna.

“Not yet. And I said, “Well, thank you for the information.” I’m sorry.

I don’t want too much interaction with him.

– Come on, it’s Nat likes him.

Two, I know I’m not worthy.

“A man?” He asked me.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

I turned off my phone and kept crying.

His phone called directly.

I’m a little surprised, but I don’t want to pick up, just hang up.

“The cell phone is running out. “I sent a letter in the past, which was a refusal.

What did I tell him? What did I tell him?

“You send a location. I’m sorry.

What’s going on?

I feel a little bored, and I just send a locator past, and I don’t care.

We’re back.

“Your place, there’s no bus at this hour. I know my uncle around here. I’m sorry.

“Aah? No need!”

I didn’t think I’d get a location, get in so much trouble, and I’m afraid to owe it to others.

“You stay right there. I’m sorry.

He sent the last one and never sent it.

I’m sitting there restless.

What does he mean he’s got someone to pick me up?

I’ve always felt so delicate and bad.

I’ve been thinking a lot. I’ve been talking to Nat.

“The captain suddenly told me to come and give me a ride. Did you tell him? I’m sorry.

“Well, I know. He told me. We’re all worried about you. Why didn’t you tell me earlier? I’m sorry.

“I think you’re playing ball…”

“You don’t treat me like a friend, but if you weren’t out there, we wouldn’t know what to do with a girl. She’s in a hurry.

“I’m sorry…” I’m warm in my heart, but some blame myself for thinking I’m a problem.

“I asked him if he knew anyone around, and he called his uncle right away, so don’t think about it…”

“Good. I’m sorry.

So it’s the guy Shao told him to find.

He seems to listen to Nat, doesn’t that prove they’re having fun?

I’m really starting to envy Shashi.

I sat there waiting for the car with a complex mind.

A black Audi stopped in front of me ten minutes later.

I cried hard on my scalp: “Obama, please. I’m sorry.

Then get in the car.

It’s just, after getting in the car, I didn’t think there was a middle-aged man in the co-pilot.

I’ve been thinking about it. Why two?

I had to say, “Hello, Uncle. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. The man looked at me through the lens and said nothing.

I called my home address and the car was on the road.

I’m embarrassed to face strangers, but I haven’t said a word.

Until I was getting out of the car, the middle-aged men looked at me and stopped talking and handed me a bag of paper.

“How did that bastard make you cry? I’m sorry.

Huh?

I’m a mess.

“None. “I wiped my tears.

His uncle thinks he made me cry?

Fuck!

“What’s your name? He’s groaning.

“Long circle.” I’m afraid to answer.

“Long circle”? You’re still here! “The complex emotions that men can’t say on their faces.

Me?

Think about it.

An ex-girlfriend?

Oh, my God.

“Uncle, you may have misunderstood. I’m sorry.

“You’re here, don’t worry, I’ll go back and tell him I’m going after him and I’ll make him cry. I’m sorry.

I’m…

I can’t even get through the Yellow River this time.

I was just trying to explain.

“You’re here. He reminded me nicely.

“Oh. I shut my mouth.

Pull the door and walk down, “Thank you…”

Son of a bitch…

Son of a bitch?

Scold me?

I just couldn’t talk. I stood by the road and watched the car go away.

17

Go home and I’ll lock myself in the room.

My mom knocked on the door a few times and I didn’t even open it.

When the door stops, I’ll take out my cell phone and send a message.

“I’m home. Thank you. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

He responded very briefly.

I hesitated for a long time to send him another message.

“Are you asleep? Can I give you a call? Tonight, your uncle seems to have misunderstood. I’m sorry.

Thinking about what his uncle just asked me, I think he’s probably mistaken.

“Now, wait for me on the balcony. I’m sorry.

To the balcony?

Not necessarily…

After two minutes, he called.

“What’s wrong? What did my uncle ask you? He seems calm.

“One didn’t talk, the other asked my name, as if I was your ex-girlfriend…” I’d be in trouble.

“…he was silent for a while, and suddenly he laughed. I’m sorry.

“Well, yeah, that old man with his back combed, I was a little dizzy, and he asked me what my name was, and I said my name was Chan Yuan…”

“Tell him his name? I’m sorry.

He’s taking a breath over there.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

What do we do? He sounds like he’s in trouble.

If I knew, I’d walk back.

“Is it serious? I’m a little upset.

“Well, it’s pretty serious. He seems serious and serious.

“Ah, so what?” I don’t have any.

He asked again.

“Keep it. “I’ve got a hard-on in my head, and before I get out of the car, the uncle said, “Leave the phone, you can find him anything.”

I’m thinking about someone, and I can’t say no.

“Ah…” He sighs, sighs, sighs, and suddenly laughs.

“What are you laughing at? I’m a little confused.

“Don’t worry, that’s my dad. He was a little desperate.

“Your dad?” I was shocked. What happened?

Didn’t you say it was his uncle?

“I asked our Uncle Liu to pick you up, and I should have known my dad wouldn’t let this go. * He’s a bit helpless and kind. *

I can’t hear anything.

I’m the only one whose heart is about to come out.

“What should I do? Your father misunderstood even worse. I’m sorry.

“Don’t do it. You get some sleep. I’m sorry.

“And?”

“If there’s a local call that starts with 151, don’t take it if you don’t want to. I’m sorry.

Me?

What do you mean?

“I’ll fix it, don’t worry. I’m sorry.

He said he was going to fix it, and my heart fell down for half.

To learn God is to learn God, and to say something is extremely safe.

I hung up on the phone and I was in bed for so long.

Because of the study, because of Nat, because of his dad.

I feel my life in chaos.

At midnight, the phone suddenly turned on.

“Are you asleep? Why are you crying?”

“I heard my dad. I’m sorry.

It’s sauna…

He called his father?

I looked at the phone for a few minutes, perhaps because people were particularly vulnerable at night, and I returned his message.

“No sleep. I’m sorry.

Can you pick up the phone?

At 12 o’clock he had to call again and suddenly I felt different.

I don’t know, I don’t know. I feel a little ashamed.

But I ordered the answering button.

“He’s still crying?” His voice was so gentle, so soft that my already depressed tears were soaking wet his eyes.

“None. I’m sorry.

He asked me again.

” sort of…”

“Will you tell me? I’m sorry.

He asked if I wanted to talk to him. How could I not?

My world has few friends, my long-suffering thoughts and my eagerness to find an exit.

So that night, he and I were hiding on the phone for two hours.

I told him what my parents expected of me and my despair.

I told him I couldn’t find an exit to breathe.

I told him that I wanted to escape from reality and that I was weak enough to resist.

He only listens silently, and comforts me when I fall apart.

“It’s okay, it’s okay. It’s gonna be okay. I’m sorry.

“You’re right, your parents are right, but we young people can’t always follow their parents’ thoughts. I’m sorry.

“We’re all independent individuals, and we have to live our own lives to come here for once. I’m sorry.

“What you make, I support you. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I cried, and I said that I finally fell asleep with his voice.

It’s true. He woke up in the morning and his phone was still on.

18

When I woke up in the morning and woke up, I was ashamed to remember last night’s collapse and incomprehensibleness.

What’s wrong with him?

What a shame.

“Why aren’t you hung up? * I’m one mouth, my voice is so dumb *

“Wake up? His voice doesn’t sound like he just woke up.

“I’m sorry. You thought I was crazy last night. Never mind. “I really want to die when I’m sober and I think about myself.”

“Do you want to come to Suzhou?” He suddenly asked.

Suzhou?

He didn’t wake up.

“Don’t go. I’m sorry.

“…”he was silent at the end of the phone.

“I was so sad last night I told you a lot, not…”

I think he misunderstood if I was interested in him.

I’m a little confused.

“Well, it’s okay, isn’t it a fight? He said it calmly.

“It is not so far away from home to fight.” I am speechless.

I think he’s kind of crazy.

I’m going to fight back.

I’ve never been out of town?

“…and he smiled, “Can he still take you away?” I’m sorry.

“No way. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

He didn’t stay.

Hanging up on the phone, I still think his proposal was crazy.

I washed up and my mom and dad were sitting in the restaurant waiting for me.

I don’t want to go.

Turn around and go to the room.

Round, you come over here. My dad called me.

I didn’t listen. I went back to my room.

The door was pushed by my dad.

“What are you doing with your mother? My dad put breakfast on my desk.

“I’m not breathing. “I’m bored to talk.

“Is it true that your mom says you’re not studying? I’m sorry.

I’m not talking anymore.

I just don’t want to listen to her.

I can’t even take a North Korean exam.

“Well, don’t talk about not taking a study, but you’ll have to go with your mom later. She’s so mad at you for dinner. I’m sorry.

“What do I care if she eats? I’m so tired.

“You know your mother has high blood pressure. Why are you mad at her? My dad was suffocating.

“I didn’t mean to be mad at her. She looked at my diary when I was a kid and grew up watching my QQQ, my tweets, even my friends know my dynamics…

“Everybody around me thinks I’m a monster, and they get a text from my mom, and I don’t have any friends.

“I’m a man, I’m not a machine, and I want to make friends, come to parties, cry and laugh like other girls…”

I don’t know.

I guess I said it too exciting. My dad was shocked.

It’s like never knowing anything like that.

He was silent and said, “You don’t know what kind of temper your mother is, but she’s for your own good.” I’m sorry.

In a moment, my father’s words fell like a thunderbolt.

I’m standing there and I’m numb.

For my own good, it’s my biggest moral kidnapping.

Did they ask me how I felt?

I used to think my dad was too busy as a class teacher, so my mom’s behavior might just know fur.

But now it doesn’t.

He knows everything, but he’s acquiescing in my mother’s actions.

“Eat your food, come out and apologize to your mother. She hasn’t taken her high blood pressure pills today. I’m sorry.

My dad took a long look at me and turned out of the room.

“Dad. I’m sorry.

I suddenly stopped him.

He stopped looking at me.

“Is learning always the first in your teacher’s mind? I’m sorry.

“…” he had glasses, “of course. I’m sorry.

“Learning is a student’s duty. I’m sorry.

He still thinks I’m weird.

I just feel sad.

“I know. I’ve compromised.

“Well, Dad knows you still know. Your mother got up early in the morning and the soup buns were from the old street. I’m sorry.

My father seemed satisfied and left after the instructions.

I sat in front of the table and watched them prepare a lovely breakfast.

Eat and cry.

After I finished, I washed my face in the bathroom.

Then go out and apologize to my mom.

My mom was happy and my dad was happy.

I didn’t ask if I was happy.

I reported to them on the complete study and then turned to school.

Out of the elevator, I sent a tweet to the smell.

“I’d like to go to Suzhou and buy the right tickets? I’m sorry.

He doesn’t seem surprised.

“Well, I bought you a ticket and you got an hour and a half to get a cab to the airport. I’m sorry.

After that, he sent me a simple graphic flight guide and a hotel map guide.

I’m a little surprised he seems to have done this already.

Where did he come from?

I was on my way to the airport, and I was wondering what to say when I met Nat.

It’s a bit of a twilight.

And that’s when I got a tweet from Nat.

“Do you want to go to Suzhou? I’ll have my birthday in a couple of days. I have a free hotel and I and Zhou Wai. We’re going to go out for a few days. I’m sorry.

“Why don’t you come with me or I’ll be embarrassed by two boys. I’m sorry.

I hesitated for a few seconds and returned one: “Okay. I’m sorry.

“How did you agree so quickly? I’m sorry.

“What, is your mother mad? I’m sorry.

When I read about Nat, I felt like I was a little too fast.

“What do you think…” I went back to her, and I felt a little bit ulterior.

“Well, it’s good that you’re here. We’ll wait for you in Suzhou. I’m sorry.

“All right. I’m sorry.

I still feel a little confused sitting in the waiting room.

How could it be such a coincidence that Shao called me?

There’s no scavenging pen, I guess.

I don’t know what he did to me.

On the plane, for three hours, I didn’t get it.

I’ve done a pretty good job, but I’ve never spoken to anyone like him in high school, and he’s in Qinghua, I’m in West China, 18,000 miles apart.

From any angle, he couldn’t have liked me.

To sum up, at the beginning he was only because I was a friend of Zhou Wei’s, and later, because of her relationship and later, probably out of compassion.

That’s what I thought.

19

I was relieved when the plane landed.

I’m here to pick me up.

I didn’t see the scavenging. I was a little lost.

“He stayed up late last night. He’s at the hotel. I’m sorry.

“Playing up late?” My heart was shaking.

Last night, he called me until one or two in the morning. I cried and fell asleep.

“Yeah, they’re so busy, they don’t want to stay up all night. I’m sorry.

“Oh. “I agree with you.”

“Do you miss me? Zhou Wei saw me and held my shoulder.

“You go away, no.” I’m a little weird.

After all these years, I’ve had a sense of man and woman, and he’s still incompetent, and he’s stuck with me.

“Hmm. Zhou Wei hum, “I want to get caught.” I’m sorry.

I pushed him away to the side of the summer.

Zhou Wei, don’t you see my house round, so you’ll fish and be proud. I’ll be back like a sister.

“Sister Ha, you’ve asked me to ask you out every day.

“Come on! “Shart’s staring at Zhou.

I don’t know.

I looked at the two of them and I saw myself, but now I’m standing next to him like an outsider.

I even thought, if I’d been in North China, would I be friends with Zhou Wai or me?

But think about it. How can I get in?

I don’t know.

Go back to the hotel and I’ll stay with Nat.

The weekly peace service repairs were separated.

“It’s a waste of two. I’m sorry.

“Yeah, 2,000 a night. I’m sorry.

I’m so impressed with Summer.

“It’s free anyway, and it’s a habit to fix this son of a bitch and he won’t live with anyone else. I’m sorry.

“He does not live in a dormitory, he lives alone, he rents two rooms, one of which is specially empty, and he is also inhumane in the trenches. I’m sorry.

Zhou Wei is in the middle of a luxurious process.

So I listened to them spit, and I occasionally added a word or two.

Smellers do what I don’t know.

That night, there was nothing special about seeing his father.

Think about it. Is that uncle his father’s driver? And the driver was supposed to pick up his father that day?

Awkward.

Day and day, all three of them are in the room preparing for tomorrow’s debate.

I’ve finally seen the smell, and he smiles at me and doesn’t talk to me.

I actually wanted to say thank you.

He came close and asked me, “What’s up? I’m sorry.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

“All right. The blogger says:

“Then wait till I’m done. I’m sorry.

“You’re busy with yours. I’m sorry.

We’re talking at the same time.

“What do you want to eat, order yourself. He pointed to the hotel order.

He passed me over and accidentally touched my shoulder.

I was ashamed to move, but I had the order in my hand, so I was calm.

Look at him, he’s gone.

Hey…

I knew he didn’t mean anything to me.

The sense of disillusionment disappears.

20

On the day of the competition, the three of them were dressed up, sitting on stage and screaming.

I sat in the audience and looked at three of them.

As a friend of theirs, I have a sense of pride, yet born.

They’re great!

How am I fortunate to be friends with them?

I’ll be good to them all my life!

Game over, we went to the front street.

I went alone to buy Shashi a little golden horse and tied it with red rope.

The waiter advised me to buy one. She said it was a couple.

I selfishly wanted to be her best friend, so I bought it.

The next day, we went to Suzhou.

“Stop right there. “I’ll take a picture of you.” I’m sorry.

“Yeah! Nat came to me and put it on me.

“I’m going next to you! Zhou Wei is on my side, and he is with me.

I’m so speechless.

Why is he still jealous like a child?

I feel like I have two retards.

But it feels really good.

I want time to stop.

When we’re done, Zhou Wei runs to change the smell.

I saw her nervous.

“Shall I change?” I asked Shao.

“No, no, I’m nervous. She wanted me to stand in the middle.

I looked up and looked at him, and he didn’t even look at me.

I adjust my face to a big smile.

“Hey, you didn’t do it again. Zhou Wai finished taking a picture and told him.

“Okay! “I’m better than an OK gesture.

“No more. He said it in cold.

I’m standing there with Nat and I are embarrassed.

“It’s not good. Zhouwei explains.

“I’m tired. I’m not going to KTV? “Sniffed a cigarette and wrinkled his frown.

“Go, go, go, go, go, go, go!

So everybody took a cab to KTV.

In the car, he was sitting next to me, and he seemed particularly depressed.

“He lasted two days, probably not. “Show me quietly.

“Oh. “I daren’t bother him. He slept all the way to KTV.

When I got off, I pushed him and let him get off first.

He’s like he’s just waking up, and he’s like an entire man who looks like he’s seen me.

A pair of dark eyes staring at me, lazy and loving.

Look at me.

“Get off. I’m whispering.

“What are you doing here? His voice is dry and he’s confused.

“You’re so sleepy! Zhou Wai’s car was towed and he was about to get out of the car, and he looked back at him.

Brother, are you going to play?

Well, it’s like it’s a big realization, and it’s a little embarrassing.

He went to KTV, he smoked most of the time, and I can tell he’s sleepy.

21

Then they sang a birthday song for Nat and blew candles with her.

She secretly took a look at her wish. It was light.

I still saw it.

But smell repair is looking at me.

I suddenly felt like I was committing a crime.

I got away with it.

Make a wish. I’ll tie the little golden horse to her.

“Happy birthday! You have to be happy forever! I laughed at her and said, “Don’t be unhappy, my happiness is yours.” I’m sorry.

She held me in her arms and she cried, saying, “Chang Yuan, you’ve made her cry for her birthday.” I’m sorry.

“Stop crying, eyelashes…” I reminded her that the eyelashes were fresh.

She won’t cry right now. We both laughed.

Then we all drank and sang, and we forgot.

Zhou Weiner got drunk and leaned on me: “What makes me think you’re getting better and better?” I’m sorry.

“Ah … you’re out of here. * I’m not comfortable with him *

“You see, I’m single, either you’re single or we’re both…”

“You drank too much. Why is he drunk?

“Yeah, I’m drunk and you’re responsible for me. “He’s got his face all over me.

Hathaway smiled so badly.

I didn’t know any of the classmates in the room. She said she was in the game together. They were all in the neighborhood.

Half-drinking, Zhou Wei lay down, and as soon as I looked back, I found out the smell was gone.

When did he leave?

That’s when my mom called.

As soon as I saw the contact, I felt the whole person frozen.

Did she still find out?

Found out I wasn’t at school.

I said hello to Nat, and I went to a quiet satchel.

“The Governor said you weren’t at school! My mom seems angry.

“Hmm. I admit it.

“Where have you been? “My mom’s asking me in the mood.

“Outside. “I am afraid to tell the truth.

“Who’s outside?”

“Just outside…”

The phone was suddenly quiet, like before the storm.

I knew it.

“I asked you where you are now! My mom raised her voice and surprised me to get all my phones away.

I knew she didn’t control herself.

I was not afraid, but my body was shivering in a reflex.

Suzhou. “I’ve given up.

“Suzhou, Chen round! You’ve got a hard wing! What are you doing there?”

She threw a series of questions, and I knew she was in a hurry, but I didn’t know which one to answer.

“Hachon came to the game, and I followed. “I’m sorry that I finally threw the shield of summers without a bone.

“What do you care if she goes to the game? I’m sorry.

“She’s birthday too, I’m…” I’m going to explain.

“Don’t you know how many pounds you’ve been with Nat?

“She goes to the game, you go. She goes to the North. Why didn’t you go?

“Someone’s smarter than you, has time to play, has capital. What do you have?

“You’re not going to be North. Did you ask anyone else? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I didn’t know my mom was talking, so I’m not thinking.

After a few seconds, I was brave enough to say, “A good friend isn’t looking at grades, she’s not as shallow as you said…”

“Not for grades? Did she say it or did you think it?

“Then out of society, you can’t bring benefits to others, you have no right to share a resource ring with others, and who will treat you like a friend?

“She’ll be the boss later, you piece of shit, a grass-roots employee, and you’ll dream about your friendship? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

My mom yelled at me.

Heart pain to numb.

In her eyes, I’m a piece of shit. I don’t study, I don’t deserve to be friends with anyone.

What do I do?

I hung up on the phone, and my heart broke to cry.

22

All of a sudden, a voice came after me.

“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

I was crying and suddenly sitting on my chair.

His voice was mute, and he saw my face.

Smell repair?

In this awkward moment, I don’t even know how ugly I am and I’m so confused I can’t even wipe my tears.

“Why are you crying?” He reached out and touched my face and stopped crying.

“Nothing, you… why are you sleeping here? * I’m going to wipe my tears and I’m going to rub my eyelashes all over my face *

I’m so angry.

I cried again.

“…he looked at me quiet and he didn’t speak, wrinkled.

And as I was drivin’ my mind to relieve myself of the present, he suddenly approached me, held my head, and kissed me.

I’ve been thinking about it.

It happened so suddenly that I couldn’t push him away.

I didn’t push him away, he even reached for my waist, deepened that kiss.

By the time I got back to my head, things were getting out of hand.

Mr. Ku!

Yeah, I was surprised when I called out that name.

He also stopped.

He let me go for a few seconds, with a little bit of questioning in his eyes.

I can’t look at him.

And then I thought, “Why did I call the governor at that critical moment, probably every time I kissed the governor before, and five minutes he’d say “Stop.”

And this time, there’s no possibility I didn’t want to stop, so I called his name.

“Sorry. “I’m drunk. I’m sorry.

He rubbed his temple a little by accident and lit a cigarette.

I don’t know what to say.

I can’t say the awkward thing that I called the wrong name.

“Whether to sit for a while or not,” he asked me if I wanted to stay.

“No way. “I refuse with my heart.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Was it sad? Your mother…” he asked me.

“It’s okay. I’m telling the truth.

My heart is beating so fast I forget who my mother is.

I didn’t think I’d smell the magic of repairing it, and the grief that had existed before was gone, and now the heart rate is accelerating.

“You’re not wrong. He said it peacefully.

“Oh. “I didn’t know he was talking about my mother, or about the kiss, and I’ve been giving it up.

“I’m going out first. “I stood up and felt too vague in a space, and I was scared.

Various aspects.

“Hmm. He didn’t stay.

I thought later whether he was mistaken or not, how could he be so frank.

When I came to the door, I couldn’t help but ask, “Can you keep it a secret? I’m sorry.

The smile that he cast through the smoke is a little dark: “What is it? I’m sorry.

Which one?

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

Both. “I took a soft word back.

He doesn’t talk anymore.

Are you angry?

You don’t want to keep secrets?

I’d like to explain.

What the hell am I doing?

I feel shameless.

“It’s none of my business!” He was suddenly tough.

I was shocked.

I’ve never seen him mean, at least never to me…

I stayed where I was afraid to speak.

He looked at me and put out the smoke, “I can keep it a secret.” I’m sorry.

He stood up and came straight to me.

I took two steps back.

And when he came to me, he whispered, “I fucking owe you.” I’m sorry.

It was so soft, but I heard it.

23

He’s gone, and I’ve been here for so long.

I hid from him the following days.

Take a walk to the side of Zhou Wei, take a picture at the farthest place with him, eat, drink milk and tea without looking at him…

He was more exulting than he thought, and he had gone far away without me.

Good…

That’s how she didn’t find me.

Three days in Suzhou, I went back to Chengdu.

It’s just that Shashi and Zhou Wei bought a plane ticket to Beijing, and Shinji followed me back to Chengdu.

I’m a little worried about what will happen to Nat.

“It’s a family thing to smell. You’re in economy. He’s in business. I’m sorry.

“Oh. “I put down some of that rock in my heart.

Not in one piece, that’s good.

But then I sat in economy class, thinking about business class, and it was so bitter.

I’m not in the same world with him.

I advise myself not to fantasize!

Don’t put yourself in the wrong place!

Back to school, I studied honestly.

It’s like my mother’s security monitor, reporting everything to my mother.

And then my mom was happy and she never did it again.

In two or three months, I was studying and I didn’t hear anything.

I don’t have any contact with the scavengers.

Of course he won’t contact me.

I haven’t been in touch for two or three months.

One day, I suddenly log in too long of unlogged QQ, and I found a message from the system.

“It’s his birthday. Give him your blessing. I’m sorry.

This “he” is a sauna, and it’s the day of Summer’s birthday.

Was it his birthday too?

I sting.

But why didn’t he?

None of us knew, not even a gift from him.

He went to sleep, I woke him up, he kissed me, and I called out the name of Kuchi, how quiet he should be.

But after so long, I can’t give him any more blessing.

Just.

Studying the free time, I turned on the photos I sent from Summer.

We took it in Suzhou.

Because it’s too much, and I don’t look at it, and I look at it sometimes.

I turned to a picture.

A picture of me and the sauna?

I don’t remember seeing him alone.

In the picture, I looked at the camera and smiled, and he didn’t look at the camera, and he focused on my side of the face, and I pulled my hand with Hathaway’s hand, and it was only half an end.

I was so shocked that I had a hairlid.

They don’t have one, do they?

It took me a long time to remember that Zhou Wei said he didn’t do it and let him do it again and that he was tired of it.

It’s embarrassing to take pictures like this.

I went back at night, I looked over and over again, and asked Zhou Wai.

I’ll send the picture.

“What are you taking? I’m sorry.

“My lady, how can I shoot without your cooperation? He made a desperate look.

Besides, we don’t have any pictures. Where are you from? He asked me back.

Me?

Hasn’t she sent it to me?

They don’t have this?

“Ah, there may be a mistake. “I’ve gone through all this.”

I’m not afraid to ask Shao.

I’m asking you, it’s so green.

This thing, it’s just gonna pass.

But the images in the photos kept me up all night.

I finally made a great decision — I’m going to Causou State.

Maybe these two things have nothing to do with it, but when I thought I was going to Causou State, I did it for no reason.

Looking for a lot of information online, he started to sort it out slowly, and she couldn’t stop calling me every day.

“The circle, you go ahead. Mom and Dad are your back. I’m sorry.

“Hmm-hmm. I’m sorry.

Still?

If they knew that I’d been studying at Suzhou University, it’d probably collapse…

But I won’t compromise.

The purpose of the heart has never been so firm.

24

I’ve been in school, math and politics for the summer.

It’s a full day.

School starts in September and Nat told me she’s going abroad.

I’m sorry to hear that.

When she left the country, it was harder for me to see her.

And later, with time, feeling less, would she be like my mother said that I was just a useless person to her, so she would have new friends, she would never give me a second to go back, and she would never hold me and cry and be my friend for the rest of her life.

I’m sorry to think of it here.

But I was happy for her when I thought she could go abroad to see more advanced technology and to see a better world.

I’m the one who’s in conflict.

“You’ll never love me again. I sent a message of congratulations to Nat.

“Ha-ha-ha, how can I be good for you, local cabbage? I’m sorry.

“You’re the cabbage. Your family is the cabbage. I’m sorry.

“The circle, I’m so happy, I’m going to the same school with the scavenger, my dream is fulfilled. I’m sorry.

I looked at wiss, and I felt something.

I had a bit of a bad breath in that moment.

And just for a moment, I told myself I should congratulate her.

Congratulate her for having a lover.

I also sent out: “When it’s over, it’s gonna be a lot of dog food that’ll be stuck every day.” Congratulations on your dog food. I’ll eat my stomach. I’m sorry.

“Ha ha ha ha. I’m sorry.

She just answered me, Ha ha ha.

After I had the message, I suddenly got a little distracted.

He left the country with Nat and went to the same school.

So he still likes Natsumi, and even if he doesn’t, he chooses Natsumi.

So, what was that kiss that night?

What am I?

I’ve got my phone, and I’m suddenly trying to fix it.

But what am I sending him?

Ask him?

What do I deserve?

I feel like I’m the last piece of junk I’ve been chosen for, and I’m complaining.

I lay on a bed, and I looked at the e-mails I sent to me from beginning to end, and I deleted them all.

It is clear that in some words there is confusion.

There are some words that hide the love that exists.

But he finally picked my best friend and he was with my best friend.

So obscurity can only be vague. It’s just a part of his time.

Even when he sent me a message, he thought of me as round and round, and he knew not.

Thinking about it, I want to cry.

But I told myself I couldn’t cry.

I admit it’s not right, but I still have my little pride.

Until then, I will try to be better.

25

Before she left the country, she asked everyone to climb the mountain.

It was Zhou Wei.

He said he wanted to stand at the top with his best friends, meet the sun and embrace the future.

Why isn’t he a poet?

“It’s probably just the three of us who won’t be able to smell it, and his parents say they’re going to America to see his school and rent him a house. I’m sorry.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

“He is a family pet.” I’m sorry.

“His parents are just living their lives, and they say they don’t want him to go abroad to study, that they want him to go home and take over his father’s cause. He refuses to do everything he wants. Zhou Wei knew his family well.

“And you’re not going to study or go abroad? I asked Zhou Wei.

“No, I’m not. I might graduate to Suzhou. There’s a technology park over there. I’m sorry.

Suzhou?

“Well, what?”

“I’m going to go to Cosu State. I have a surprise in my heart.

I didn’t tell anyone about Cossou County, so, listen to Zhou Wei, I thought it was meant to be.

“That’s a coincidence. You’re not in love with me, are you? Little circle? Zhou Wai’s car turned around to squeeze my face.

“You think too much. “I’ll slap his hand.

“You’re not going to the North. Does your mother know? I’m not sure what I’m talking about.

“Don’t know. I’m sorry.

“You finally learned to fight, you… your mother’s heart is about to go bad. “Shart Zhu laughed at me.

“There’s no way. “I’ve got a bad mouth.

I can’t live for them all my life.

I’m so happy for you. I’m sorry.

“Don’t say it like it’s a dead end… “I scolded her, but I was moved.

At Zephyle Hill, we found a hot spring hotel.

And then at night, when we were in the hot springs, we smelled it.

He was wearing a bathrobe, a thin body with a smooth line of muscles, a brown hair, a long hair, and covered his eyes.

“What are you doing here? Zhou Wei got excited and gave him a seat.

He pulled his hair out of his face, didn’t talk, sat by my side.

“Well, come on.

He came, like he said to me alone, near my ear.

“Didn’t your parents go to America? I’m sorry.

“Go ahead. He looks tired.

“Got it? You didn’t fly back to America, did you? Days of time…”

“Stop talking. I don’t want to talk. He’s lying next to me.

He didn’t look at me much, but my heart beats fast.

I’m actually a little worried about him. Does he look like he’s been up all night?

He doesn’t talk much when he’s in the hot spring.

I don’t want to say anything.

“You know what? Chen won is going to Causou State University, and I’m in the same city with her. Zhou Wei was excited to tell Zhui.

“What’s wrong with you?” I’m sorry.

“Aah … well. “I think Suzhou is pretty.” I’m sorry.

“Record it, little circle, we’ve got a destiny. We’ll call Mr. Sing. I’ll take care of you later. Zhou Wai’s look at the crowd is not too bad.

Smell repair is staring at me, and it looks ugly for a moment.

But only in a moment will it recover as usual.

“Who wants you?” And I whispered.

“He looks at you and good. “Since it’s quiet, say it, turn around and don’t go to hot springs.

And she saw him rise up, and came to me, whispering, “What is wrong with me?” I’m sorry.

“Ah…” I thought about it. I’m sorry.

“Did he just get jealous? I’m sorry.

Ugh…

I just drank the red tea almost out.

“How is that possible? “I say this, but my heart beats faster.

“I’m kidding. What are you afraid of? Shaq started laughing at me.

I’m…

“It’s only round, I’ve been around him for a year, and he’s still cold to me. I don’t know when he’ll look at me more. She said she was sipping.

“I thought you were going to be together.” I’m telling the truth.

“Is it soon? Really?” She held me, “I can’t follow the circle.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know what to say, “Then stop and let him chase you.” I’m sorry.

“Huh? How can she be like this?” She’s crying, “I want to give up, but I really like him. Help me. How can I capture his heart?” I’m sorry.

How am I supposed to capture his heart?

How can I help?

The next day, I was going to see the sunrise.

At 5:00 in the morning, Zhou Wai will knock on my door and let us get up.

I was so sleepy I got to the top before sunrise.

The few of us sat on a rock in a blanket, waiting for the sunrise, and the air was quiet and beautiful.

“Where’s the smell?

“I don’t know. I went to his room. He was gone. Zhou has shrugged his shoulder.

Next second…

The light of the sun leaps down from the cloud of afar, and shines on each of our faces, tender and bright, and the people above the top of the gold cheer.

The silence that has prevailed in this magnificent landscape has completely ignored the lack of repair.

We took pictures in a different position, we took pictures in a different angle, and at one point we took pictures of Zhou’s memory.

When Zhou Wei and I were shooting together, I laughed and he suddenly looked down and kissed me on the head.

I lost it!

“Aah! Zhou Wei!” And the summer is starting to get up.

“What are you doing?”

Suddenly, I couldn’t react, standing there.

It’s got a goose bump on it.

He reached out and rubbed my head: “I thought about it all night, and I was going to tell you after your study, but I couldn’t wait.

“I like you. I’m sorry.

Hear him say he likes me, I choked for a moment.

The first thing I thought about was that I might lose him as a good friend.

“Stop kidding. My heart beats a little fast because I’m afraid.

“I’m not kidding. He looked at me carefully, and I couldn’t help it.

Zhou Wei I’m confused, I don’t know how to answer him, I’m afraid to break his heart.

I even started to blame myself, and Zhou Wei was always joking like me, and I didn’t care that I should keep my distance from him.

“You don’t have to decide now. And he smiled at me, and he said, “I didn’t like you at first, and for the sake of fairness, I could give you time to fall in love with me. I’m sorry.

I’m…

What should I say?

“Come on, Zhou Wei, you’re slowing her down. Round is killing you. I’m sorry.

“Aah, I’m so excited. Don’t freak out. He reached out again to touch my head.

At this time, I saw the rehab.

He stood far away, one face as black as the bottom of a pot.

I just bounced away from Zhou Wei, pulled away.

When I think about my behavior, it’s really not necessary. I’m not the one who can smell it.

Yeah, what am I afraid of?

He walked over slowly and didn’t look away from me.

I have no idea.

“Where have you been? You missed sunrise! Zhou Wai saw the scavenging and naturally greeted him.

“Yeah, you missed a big movie, Ha-ha-ha-ha. “Shartsun can’t stop laughing.

My face is red.

Is it a delusion? The smell is worse.

“Something happened. He replied with calm.

And then you stare at me like you’re gonna see through me.

“There’s a little cloud cover. Do you want a picture? I asked him to ease the embarrassment.

“Don’t. He was cold and he rejected me.

He doesn’t seem to like taking pictures much.

People don’t care.

We went around the top of the gold, and we started taking the cab.

The cable car, of course, is Chou Wai’s main battlefield.

“Do you think you’ll never come back after going to America? I’m sorry.

“…”but he didn’t talk, he came to see me.

“Look, it’s not like you’re out of the country to study, you’re not going back to work. I’m sorry.

She is clearly dissatisfied with Zhou Wei.

“If you don’t come back, you and I are going to break up, after all I have no plans to go to America. I’m sorry.

“and may not return. “It’s not like we’re going to have to pay for this.”

He might not come back.

I don’t know why. When I heard him say that, I suddenly felt pain.

So the next time I see you, it’s gonna be a long time, not even the next time.

Thinking about it, I can’t breathe.

Sitting in a cab, I think I like him.

And when he did not like me, and when I was not worthy of him, and when I was 18,000 miles away from him, neither did he plan for his future.

I’m still hopelessly in love with him.

And lo! We were dazzled, and were unable to breathe.

I got off the cable car, we walked down the stairs, and I had no strength.

26

I’m really not good. I’m tired of resting.

Shaolin and Zhou Wei are just as physical as they are, and they’re jumping all the way.

“I heard the Man-Yen Temple is a special miracle. You should come with us. “Sharzu dragged me.

“I can’t. “I can’t climb, I can’t climb. I’m sorry.

And she looked at me, and she lamented: “What is it that you ask? I will ask for it.” I’m sorry.

What am I asking for?

“How can you ask me for a name on the gold list? I’m sorry.

“Ha ha ha, you know. Zhou Wei can’t stop laughing.

“Just for the rest of your days, you’ll have to exercise. I’m sorry.

“Do you want to go?

“No more. He came in peace.

“Ah, they all say that Zephyr Mountain must come to the Temple for a long time, or else it will come for nothing. I’m sorry.

“He does not believe in those. Zhou Wei looked at the shop and laughed and said,

“So can you watch the circle for me? Zhou Wai and I went up first. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. “It’s a simple response.

Actually, I’d rather the three of them go together.

It’s really embarrassing to stay with me and scavenging.

And when they left, We moved slowly down the hill.

He followed me slowly, and we never said a word.

I’m a little sad.

Not even the courage to speak to him.

I saw a kiosk down the hill, probably for food, and I came in a hurry and went down.

The road was narrow, too many people, one by one, hit me and I fell right into the ditch.

Yes, in the ditch by the stairs.

I’m embarrassed for a while.

“Little girl, get out of the way. A middle-aged man who, in order to escape responsibility, did not apologize to me, pre-empted him.

“Screw right. She’s not in your way. You’re wrong. “It has always been a silent and firm statement.

“No one says right. It’s not written. “The man’s face is a bit hung up and he’s looking for a reason.

“This is common knowledge for children. I’m sorry.

After that, leave him alone and bend over and pick me up.

“I’ve never heard of it…” He’s still arguing.

People around him started pointing at him.

I guess it was a little embarrassing for him to come by, “I’m sorry, we don’t know, little girl, are you okay? I’m sorry.

“All right. “I don’t want to contradict him.

It’s just bad luck.

The crowd then dispersed, smelling and putting me firmly on the stairs and holding my hand.

I thought I’d pull my hand back, but he pulled it up and checked the wounds on my hands.

It’s just a scratch, a fall, a scratch on the ground.

“No pain, nothing.”

I was afraid I’d be seen, knowing that Shaq and Zhou Wei had gone to the Temple.

“…”and he took my hand, softly and softly.

“It’s really okay. I don’t understand how he suddenly got emotional.

“The next time you don’t want to say it, you don’t have to say it, you don’t have to say it, you don’t have to fight it, you don’t…”

He let me go and turned around.

“I can’t look at you all my life. I’m sorry.

He’s so soft, he’s got a bit of tummy.

I stood behind him and listened to him. My heart beats so fast.

What does he mean by that?

Why does he seem worried about me?

There’s something, I think I’m pretty sure and I’m not sure.

After a few minutes of stalemate, he sorted out his emotions and turned around and took me to the snack shop.

He ordered some food, sat quietly next to me, looked at me and wondered what he was thinking.

I eat and play with my cell phones to ease the tension.

“When are you going to America? I’ve finished, I’ve seen everything I can on my phone, and I’m just gonna have to talk to him.

“Next month. I’m sorry.

“Oh. So soon?

“How many years is it? I asked him.

He looked at me in silence, “Maybe two years, maybe five years, maybe forever…”

“Oh, that’s good. * I’m actually very depressed, but I’m good. *

“Where good?” He asked me.

I’m…

“The world is different out there. Unlike me, I’ve never had a chance to go out. I’m making up a reason.

He doesn’t talk again, he looks down and he looks a little emotional.

“You and Nat are in school, so take care of her for me. I’ve got a smile.

And he looked at me in cold, and he became impatient: “What am I to do with her? She is independent.” I’m sorry.

“It’s just, I’ve been watching some student news, and I think there’s still someone who needs to be safe. I’m sorry.

“Can you stop thinking about people? He broke me up cold.

I’m not talking anymore.

I don’t know where I got him. He got mad again.

“So, is it because of Zhou Wei? I’m sorry.

“Aah…”

I don’t know. Why does he have this weird idea?

I hesitated for a long time and suddenly didn’t want him to get the wrong idea.

I have a headache.

I don’t know what he wants.

“Not really. I’m sorry.

“What’s that for?” And he’s going to go after it?

What can I say?

Can I tell him that I wanted to go to the photo-shopping place because I had a picture with him and I didn’t sleep at night?

Then what am I?

If he doesn’t like me, I’ll only put pressure on others.

Not all dark love can see light.

And mine, even less likely.

27

“The last time I went to Suzhou with you, I loved that city, there were old buildings, lots of little ditches, and I thought it was beautiful. I gave a neutral explanation.

“And I only found out yesterday that Zhou Wei was going to Suzhou, and the graduate student was enrolled last week. I’m sorry.

I don’t know why he’s so detailed.

But it worked, and the smile on his face spread slowly, and all of his breath seemed to have disappeared.

“Then you’re making a lot of love. “He shrugged his shoulders and looked well.

Well, did Zhou Wai confess to me because he thought I was going to Suzhou for him?

This is a big mistake!

“I’ll tell him tonight. I’m sorry.

“Don’t say no in the morning, say it tonight? He smiled.

“No, I’m a little confused, plus…”

“Well, what else? I’m sorry.

How do I feel like I’m being tried?

A little headache.

“He’s my friend, and I don’t want to embarrass him, and I don’t want my friends to fail. I’m done talking.

I said no this morning. He didn’t want to talk to me today. He’d be embarrassed.

You’ve been staring at me for a long time. I’m sorry.

“Oh, what else?”

I can’t explain it to him.

“All right. I’m sorry.

“What?”

How do I feel like I made a mistake and I’m being held against my will?

He’s finally satisfied, stopped asking me, pulled a triangle out of his pants and shoved it in my hand.

“Put it down yourself. Don’t drop it. I’m sorry.

“What? “I look at what I have in my hand, yellow and yellow, and it’s sealed, and it says things that I can’t read.

“The Peace. I’m sorry.

He said three words simply.

Peace charm?

Where did he come from?

“Please come. I’m sorry.

“Where did you get it? “You don’t believe this? I’m sorry.

“I don’t believe it. I’m sorry.

“That…”

He stopped talking again, “But someone believed it. I’m sorry.

“Who?”

He seems completely speechless to me and doesn’t want to talk to me.

Just.

I sat there waiting for Nat and he was staring at me once in a while, and he didn’t like to play with his phone.

Every time I was with us, my phone wasn’t out. It was like an alien.

October’s weather is full of mosquitoes.

A little bit of a big bag on my neck.

I think it’s a lot more on my neck.

I had to take the ponytails off, put my head out and block my neck.

“What’s wrong? He couldn’t escape his eyes without looking at me.

“A mosquito.” I laughed.

He looked at me in the leg and looked at me, “What’s with the mosquito?” I’m sorry.

He stood up, took off his coat and put it on his leg.

“They say that only those who recruit are the mosquitoes. I’m just saying.

He laughed.

“It’s very attractive. I’m sorry.

Ahh…

Help, my heart’s beating again.

“Get up and move for a while, or you’ll lose your leg. * He pulls me up, right in front of the store, walking around. *

I saw a couple of bags on my legs and he wrinkled.

Eventually I went to a couple next door to borrow a bottle of bouquet.

He’s on the ground and he’s giving me a hard spray, and I feel like I’m not comfortable.

After that, he was standing next to me looking for something on his cell phone.

“Give me an address.” I’m sorry.

“What? What address?”

“You can get the address of the delivery. I’m sorry.

“Ah, what did you buy?”

“You give me first.”

No way. I had to send him the address.

He was quick, after a minute or two, looking at me, “The mosquito repeller.” I’m sorry.

“Oh. I’m sorry.

He’s too expensive.

“That’s right. Did you have a birthday last time? I couldn’t help but ask him.

He doesn’t know what he bought for me, and I thought I’d either return him something or I’m not comfortable.

“Well, you know. * He grunted *

“I don’t know. I’m sorry.

“You’re giving me a present? He looked at me.

“What do you want? I’m sorry.

I thought he’d give me a review, book me a hotel, buy me an anti-septic. I can’t take advantage of him.

“What do you want?” He looked at me and laughed.

“What is it? I’m sorry.

I don’t think he’s laughing right.

The heart rate is accelerating again.

He didn’t talk, he just came near me.

As soon as he came to me, I remembered that KTV kissed that time, and he took a step back.

“Scared like this? Huh? His voice is decorated in his ears.

I’m so shocked.

“There are others…” I remind him.

But he laughed and he pointed at my wrist, “Give me this.” I’m sorry.

Me?

I looked down and saw nothing on my wrist except the rubber band I just took off.

“You want this?” I’m dying to cover my rubber band.

“Hmm. He’s serious.

And they are bound to be.

I’ve got a headache. Why would he want this? What is it?

I had to take it off my hand and hand it to him.

He held it in his hand and put it in his pocket.

“You can have something else. Why do you want this? I’m sorry.

“You don’t get it?” He asked me.

“I don’t understand. I’ll be honest with you.

He looked at me and stopped saying, “Tell you at night. I’m sorry.

28

We all had dinner together at night, and tomorrow we’re going to split up, and we’re all feeling a little strangely sad.

Go back to the hotel, and Nat has a talisman, and he hesitates to give it to her.

I’m in deep shit.

“He seems to be flying to America tomorrow, before me, hoping he’ll be all right. But I can’t do it. I’m sorry.

“Oh. I can’t give good advice.

“Chou Wei said he didn’t believe this. I gave it to him. He’d say no. I’m sorry.

“Not necessarily. “I think I’ve been given a talisman, and it doesn’t look like I don’t believe it.

It’s just me. Did he send it to everyone or just me?

How do I feel he didn’t give it to anyone?

“I’ll go then! “Shazu, with his courage, knocked on the scavenging door.

The whole process, I’m struggling.

I’m afraid she didn’t make it.

As a result, after two minutes, Nat came back with his face down.

“Clock.” * She’s wailing, hugging me and crying *

“What’s wrong? I’m so sorry to see her like this.

“He turned me down. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

So straight?

“What did you say? “I had a sad look on her back.

“I gave him a gift, and he said he didn’t believe it. I’m sorry.

It’s a bit of a fix.

“and told me that the girl he liked believed this. I’m sorry.

“Huh? I feel like a string in my head is broken.

“He’s got someone he likes. Round, my love is over before it starts.”

Then in the middle of the night We held the summer, and We did not know how to comfort.

I feel like I’m responsible.

I didn’t even reply.

I’m very confused, very contradictory.

I don’t know how to overcome my pain, I just don’t want to hurt Nat.

I didn’t have the courage to know that it was cowardice that made me retreat again and again.

I don’t blame anyone. I blame myself.

The next day I went back to my bedroom and I wrote Zhou Wei a long e-mail.

I turned him down.

And he said to me, “I know, I know, I’ve been chasing my brother for a few blocks. I’m sorry.

“Congratulations, just a little. Don’t get tired. “I’m still joking with him like before.

I hesitated for a long time, but I wrote a little bit.

But he didn’t answer me.

He probably hates me.

I wanted to cry, but I found it so sad that I couldn’t cry.

29

In the next three months, I spent all my energy on learning and slowly covering the corner.

The day after I finished my post-graduate studies, I was idle, and everything was in my head, and I was in no peace.

I took out the delivery three months ago, which I bought, and I took it off.

It’s not really anti-septic.

A bottle of Bombshell perfume.

I’m a little surprised.

It’s only on the Internet that this perfume has the effect of repelling the mosquito.

Why don’t you send me mosquito-proof water instead of perfume?

Why don’t you take my present, my rubber band?

Why don’t you believe in superstition and ask me for a peace charm?

Did he really like me a little bit?

Isn’t that a bit like it, and it’s all gone away with my insensitive cowardice.

So now you’re ignoring me?

I lie in bed, thinking of the difference between me and him, and of the distance between me and him, and there is not a single thing that will cause me to run towards him in defiance.

And I’m afraid, I’m particularly insecure, and I’m afraid to take that step without 100% confirmation.

It’s the happiest day I’ve had in recent years.

I saw the scores, and I cried.

My mom cared more about me than anyone, knowing my score, and I thought she’d be happy for me.

Result –

“You’re a little short on the score. I’ll find you a mentor over there. I’m sorry.

“I feel good. I’m sorry.

“You didn’t look at the North Age score? I’m sorry.

“…”

End!

Here’s the problem. I’m not going north.

Go back and confess the day. If there’s no accident, there’s an accident.

I saw my mother’s hysteria and suddenly I felt right.

She can’t last, let me retake it next year, of course I won’t follow her.

I watched her make a scene, watched her go crazy, watched her throw all my studies, and suddenly I thought my life was ridiculous.

When I got my scores, my teachers, my classmates, were congratulating me.

But those closest to Us are questioning me as to why I should be so rebellious, why should I not listen to them, and why do I not tell them?

“Mom, I’m 22, not 2 and not 12. I’m sorry.

“And then, when you grow up, you have your own ideas, and you’re out of law? I’m sorry.

I was silent for a moment, and I laughed and said, “I don’t think I need your love.

“When I was a little boy, I watched other children go to the playground, and I fell in the arms of my parents. I was so envious that I wondered whether I was of your own.

“If it’s real, why does it always force me to read?

“I’m reading when someone’s at home, someone’s in love, and you’re telling me to stop being like them.

“But I envy them, and I think they’re smiling, and I want to go out on weekends instead of reading a lot of famous books on the schedule you gave me, and I don’t know what that’s like.

“I can’t find friends at school, and they think I’m a monster who only learns, or a monster who doesn’t study well.

“They said I needed to relax, but you told me I wasn’t working hard.

“What am I to you? I don’t know.

“I feel like you don’t love me. I feel so sad every time. I feel so sad.

“But now, I take it slowly, and I don’t think you love me, either. I love myself. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

My mother was surprised!

“Chen Round! What are you talking about?” My mother yelled.

“Just think I’m crazy. “I closed the door and hid in my bedroom.

30

Me and my mom were in the Cold War.

I never went home again.

I got a part-time job outside the school, and I thought that, if I could, the graduate students would find a part-time job, so I could probably live with it, with a graduate subsidy.

But it’s like God wants to fight me.

The day before the retest, I went to the airport, my city had an outbreak.

A 24-hour nucleic acid report was received on short notice before getting on board.

In such a short time, where do I go to do the nucleic acid, and the nucleic acid takes four hours to get results, and the plane will never make it.

What do I do?

For the first time, I was helpless at the airport.

I cried so fast.

“Ha-ha, I think I’m gonna miss the retest. * I’m crying to write to her, my hands are shaking *

As a result, a few minutes later, Nat called.

But it’s on the phone.

“Don’t worry, it’s not too late. You take a cab to the nearest hospital, do an emergency nucleic acid. I’ll check your ticket online. I’m sorry.

His calm tone gave me a sense of security.

I had to do it step by step, as he told me.

It took me half an hour to get a cab to the hospital, make a nucleic acid, and when I waited for the report, I got a phone call from the scavenger while pacifying me and telling me what other flights were available.

I didn’t have time. I went to check the window and asked the nurse several times. She just said everyone was in line.

“I’ll ask if I can do it earlier.” I’m sorry.

The nucleic acid came in two hours early.

Our flight to Shanghai is full.

“My dad’s waiting for you at the hospital. He sent you to Chongqing and bought you a ticket over there. I’m sorry.

“Your father?”

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Is this good?”

“He would love to. I’m sorry.

I really lost my head, ran out of fire, his dad saw me, smiled.

“O round, don’t rush. You can make it. Take it easy. I’m sorry.

His dad’s been comforting me in the car and giving me some light music.

Fortunately, he didn’t ask me about the rehab.

Otherwise I’m really embarrassed to death.

When Chongqing arrived, his father got on a plane with me.

“Uncle, you go to Shanghai?” I’m surprised.

“Well, I had to do it for him. You’re going to Shanghai to Suzhou alone. I’m sorry.

I’m…

I can really handle it alone.

It’s just, he sits next to me, he talks to me, he thinks I’m tired and I read the magazine, and I suddenly feel a little sad.

I didn’t think I’d go to the graduate school one day and I’d go with my parents, not my parents.

His dad was really nice, but I was sore.

Even more shocking is the fact that two people actually boarded the plane and that three people got off the plane.

Mom was on that plane too.

Don’t be stressed. It’s been a long time since my aunt came to Shanghai to play. I’m sorry.

His mom was really young and pretty.

I finally know why you look so handsome.

“Don’t come near me. You have to come to scare the little girl. His father didn’t take a good look at her.

“I can’t help it. You’ve seen it before. It’s my first time. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’m a whole stallion.

Stand still and make no noise.

Because it’s too late in Shanghai, the three of us will stay in Shanghai for one night.

I’ll talk to you tonight.

“Is there something wrong with your parents? I’m sorry.

He asked me.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“Hey, no way. They’re dying to see you. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.

“Good. I’m sorry.

“I told them to leave you alone. I’m sorry.

“It doesn’t bother me either. I’m sorry.

It really didn’t bother me.

It’s just that they’re a little too good for me, and I’m a little uncomfortable.

“Easy, try again and let my parents take you to Disney. I’m sorry.

“Ah … no. I’m sorry.

“Well, try again. Later. I’m sorry.

31

The next day, his father took us to school without knowing where to find the car.

The retest was successful.

Try again, an old professor found me and let me have a good time.

“At the beginning of the school, you’ll be ready for the experiment. I’m sorry.

Huh?

Does he mean, I hope it’s big?

He nodded to my place of satisfaction.

At this moment, I think that the two years that I worked for were worth it.

On the way back, the scavenger’s parents insisted on going around at Suzhou University.

I had to stay with them.

Go somewhere and his dad suddenly stops.

“Is that it?” His father asked his mother.

“Yes. His mother gave him a look.

I stand next to them without knowing their code.

Can you take a picture of us? Aunty, hand me the phone.

“Ah, good!” I answered the phone and started looking for angles.

It’s just this place. How does it look familiar?

“Three, two, one.” I count to the end, press the fast door.

It turns out that uncle suddenly had a face.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t get it. “I’m a little sorry for myself.

“Let me see. My aunt was so excited to come and I didn’t get it.

“That’s it. Look at you. It’s the same! I’m happy to call my uncle.

Uncle took a look and looked in the eye.

“Same paragraph! I’m more handsome than my son. I’m sorry.

“How can you look at our son?” Auntie didn’t look at him well.

I’m…

I was suddenly slit in my head.

If I remember correctly, this place is the same place I was with the swab, that place.

And in that picture, I opened my smile at the camera, and he looked on his side and looked at my side.

It’s the same one that uncle and aunt took.

I don’t know how to ask.

“Do you mind if I take a picture of you and your uncle? Aunty smiled and asked me.

“Copy”?

“This one.” I’m sorry.

Yes, that’s it!

She also made a background wall for the phone.

I’m dead.

I’m out.

“Look how beautiful you guys are! “My son has a good eye.” I’m sorry.

“No, no. “I’m ashamed to be all red.

Uncle and Auntie took a lot of pictures on campus.

Looks so loving, I’m jealous.

At night, they took me to dinner and introduced me to “My son’s girlfriend.” I’m sorry.

I wanted to explain, but they wouldn’t give me a chance.

Back at the hotel at night, I called Shinsy and asked what was going on.

“She used it as a background wall? He had a headache.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“I knew they would never stop. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

“My parents probably miss me so much, so, sorry, they’re a little…

“No, why send them pictures, they think I’m you…”

“What is it? I’m sorry.

“Girlfriend. I’m sorry.

The phone was silent for a while.

“Will you? He asked me shallowly.

What do I say?

I think I do.

I’ve been busy studying before, and I’ve got a very full schedule every day, so I don’t have time to think about it.

But when I finish my study, it’s like I’m thinking about him all the time.

But I couldn’t reach him. I felt like I broke his heart. He probably never wanted to talk to me again.

“Don’t say it, tell me tomorrow. I’m sorry.

“Tomorrow? I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

Hang up on the phone. I don’t know what he means.

I thought about it a long time ago, and he asked me if I wanted to.

But suddenly he wouldn’t let me say it. I’m a little confused.

The next day, uncle said he was in town temporarily and asked if he could postpone a day to Chengdu.

I said I could go back alone, but he had to say that his son had to escort me safely to my house.

I had to spend another day in Shanghai.

It’s boring to be busy anyway. Auntie asked me to go to the mall with her.

She’s really young to try on. I feel embarrassed to wear it.

It’s full of poaching, little new.

“When I was young, I felt like I couldn’t get out of this. I’m sorry.

“Ah, you don’t look old at all. “I’m not kissing my ass. I’m telling the truth.

“Really?” Auntie asked me.

“Well, really, I’ve been meaning to say, no disrespect for you, you stand with me like my sister. I’m sorry.

“Really? I’m so happy that everyone’s cheering.

I’m so embarrassed.

She seemed so happy.

“You don’t have to dress so beautiful when you’re young. Your youth is your best jacket. You have to be confident! She bought me a lot of little things, though.

Hair clips, sunglasses, duck tongue caps, ear nails…

It’s not expensive. I don’t think I can even say no.

32

At night, when I went back to the hotel, I suddenly felt something wrong, and I stuck a key card, and the lights were not on.

I was a little scared. I was just leaving.

The ground suddenly lit a little candle.

I looked through the candle and there was a heart-shaped candle ring.

The circle is full of roses.

I’ll stay there.

I think I’ve gone over my head and I know what’s going on, but I’m still shocked.

“Is it a little dirty? * There was a noise behind me. *

It’s the smell repair.

“What are you doing?”

Why is he suddenly here?

He’s not in America?

“Well, I’m back, I’ve been on a plane for over 10 hours, or I’m back. He stood there smiling at me.

“…” I can’t speak in my heart.

I don’t know why, I’m just, excited to cry.

“Did you miss me?” He grabbed my hand and asked me low.

“You should not have told me first, then asked me these questions. I’m sorry.

“Ready to do so. He’s not in a hurry, he’s just watching me laugh.

“And now…”

“Now don’t want those cumbersome processes…” he pulled me over, “You look beautiful today. I’m sorry.

He said, “Kiss me down.”

My world began to spin.

And when he kissed in half, he whispered in my ear, “I miss you so much. I’m sorry.

My heart moved hard.

He kept kissing me.

Then, at the door, the aunt sounded, “Son, did it work? I’m sorry.

“Let’s go. Why do you ask? This is his father’s voice.

I’ll push him away.

And he looked at me like that, and he had a smile on his mouth.

“Now what, the answer?”

I’m so shy.

No one’s ever kissed.

I’m blushing and walking inside, and he’s following in.

“The answer? I’m sorry.

“What answer?” I play dumb.

“You’ve been hanging me for years. He looked at me with great patience.

“How could I?”

God, I swear I didn’t hang him.

How could I have done something like that, if I hadn’t known him for a long time?

“Well, you didn’t.” And he looked at me and said, “You’re nothing but a hook for Kang Tai Po. I’m sorry.

“I am the wishmaker. I’m sorry.

“You’re lying, you’re not saying you like me, and I’m afraid…” I don’t know how to explain it.

“I haven’t said it yet. It’s clear, it’s implied that you’re too dumb or…” he was suffocating.

“You don’t think I gave you that amulet last time, is it? I’m sorry.

“Oh, isn’t it the talisman? I’m sorry.

I sting.

“In marriage. * He touched my head * I’m sorry.

“No! No! I’m sorry.

I’ll carry it with me.

I’ll hand it to him.

He took it from the side, took it out and spread it.

It says a sentence.

“It’ll take a lifetime to be together. I’m sorry.

Me! Me!

I was shocked, I couldn’t say.

“Well, that’s a good one. It took me hours. I’m sorry.

And he smiled, and he put it back, and he said, “Well, thanks to the time you’ve been carrying it with you, it’s got the spirit. I’m sorry.

“You told me it was a wedding charm, and I wouldn’t…”

I carry it every day, and it’s like I’m ashamed to have it all my life.

After a little chat, I told him to go to another room.

“Get me out of here?” He’s got a bad face.

“So you can’t stay in my room forever? I’m sorry.

“Don’t worry, I’m not doing anything. I’ve been flying for 10 hours. You don’t have to be afraid of me. I’m sorry.

“No, your parents are still here. Do you think we should be like this? I’m sorry.

I’m impressed. I didn’t think to go further.

“Don’t worry, I drove them all night to another hotel. I’m sorry.

“What? I’m sorry.

“They’re here, I’m annoying. I don’t want them to bother you and show you that you’re already my biggest concession. He said he was serious.

“They’re your parents. I really think he’s too ruthless.

“I am useless, too. He took a breath and pulled me over, “Good boy, let me hold you for a second. I’m tired. I’m sorry.

I did see him tired, a bit uncomfortable, or past.

He held me in his arms first or in his manners, but then he started kissing me again.

Things are getting more uncontrolled.

Then I realized that he slept on the plane for 10 hours, and that he was fully purified, so don’t ask me how I knew.

“Don’t blame me. I’m sorry.

“Well, it’s my fault.” It’s my fault.

“All right, round, don’t cry. Take you to Disney tomorrow. I’m sorry.

“No, I’m exhausted. I’m sorry.

Men’s mouths, liars.

He’s Qinghua’s. He’s not trusted!

33

The next day I slept until noon.

I woke up and I saw him on the phone.

That’s serious.

He saw me awake, smiled at me, handed me breakfast, went out again to answer the phone.

He came back and I asked who he was.

“Your mom. I’m sorry.

“My mom? “I almost spilled the soybean that I just drank.” I’m sorry.

“So, she called you. “I can’t believe it.

“Why are you answering? It’s over, it’s over.

“to wake you, to hang up and feel rude. I’m sorry.

“What did she say?” My scalp’s starting to numb.

“Tell her I’m a shabby, she asked me a few questions and your father answered the phone. I’m sorry.

“My dad?”

What the hell is this?

“That’s right, your dad’s our high school teacher. Why didn’t you tell me earlier? I’m sorry.

I was so nervous, he talked to me.

“What can I do? I’m sorry.

I’m gonna cry. What should I do?

My mom didn’t say anything too much. And my dad.

“Not so much, a teacher is a father forever. “So I have to go back with you tomorrow.” I’m sorry.

I can’t believe I’m right.

Hang up on the phone and my dad sent a tweet.

Round, when were you with Shinshu? Why didn’t you say so? You kid. I don’t need to worry about your mother and I. He says you’re more successful at retesting, and you’ll have fun with him in Shanghai for a few days. Mom and Dad saw you with him. I’m sorry.

I’m…

“What did you tell my parents? I’m sorry.

“Not a word, say a plan for the future, and they’re satisfied. I’m sorry.

“What plan?”

“I’ll probably be home in two years, doing research in Suzhou and taking care of you. I’m sorry.

“You… why are you so suddenly saying you’re not coming home? A while ago, the amount of information was too large for me to digest.

“Imbecile, that’s anger, who makes you angry with me. He hugged me, kissed me on the forehead, “How can I be relieved that you’re here alone, and who am I gonna cry to if I run off with someone else?” I’m sorry.

I’m…

I’m bored.

“And I’ve always wanted to learn, to see the wider world, and no one will stop me.

“When I see it, I feel like it doesn’t mean anything, that’s all.

“At home, thinking of you every day, I can fly once a week, and sooner or later I’ll die.” I’m sorry.

He’s so thick that I can’t imagine how he likes to talk.

My face is red, and I ask, “Why are we so round and red again? Are we shy?” I’m sorry.

“Stop, please.” I’m speechless.

“That’s okay. That’s one more kiss. I’m sorry.

“You…”

Why is he so sticky?

“You have to understand me, who let you hang me for so long. I’m sorry.

Say again, I didn’t. I’m sorry.

“Well, I’ll say it again, I will. I’m sorry.

Help…

How does a cold class become a kisser?

But I like him so much.

I really like him, but I’m not saying that I’m afraid that he’s proud and that I’m not feeling safe because he feels my love.

He’s like the sun in my dark life.

The sun rises and everything is getting better.

I love him no less than he does.

If one day he finds out, I wish I could stand at a level not far from him and say those three words bravely.

I waited for that day.

[Sniffing]

One.

My brother got killed by a girl in a transfer.

He and his parents had a big fight and came to me thousands of kilometres.

“What’s going on?” I asked him.

“How do I know she put me in her diary and her mother went to school. He went down to the sofa, and the whole man was dead.

“What’s written? I’ve never seen him so sad.

“What else could I possibly like me? * He’s holding on to his hair, and he looks very upset. *

“She’s in love with you? Didn’t you say she was your brother? “I took him to the bathroom and he didn’t even shave his beard because a girl was like this.

“Slower. I was beaten to death by my father… and he complained, “It’s brother, that’s why I’m upset.” I don’t like her. What do I do? I’m sorry.

“…” I stunned.

“So, you’re not upset because your dad hit you, but because she likes you. I’m sorry.

He’s really confused about priorities and priorities.

The girl I know.

She’s called Chan Round.

And Zhou Wei was brothers for more than a decade, and he mentioned before me the highest name ever.

“She’s my brother. She’s so funny, so tall, so big, so strong…”

I’m sorry I can’t imagine a girl like that, but it’s not a monster.

“I’m going to be brothers with her in the next life, and when the three of us are together, we’re going to be brothers. I’m sorry.

He once mentioned the light in his eyes.

I’m always quiet at this point.

His friend, why should I worship her? He’s not sick.

Simple mind.

He took a shower and his eyes were swollen.

I was scared!

“Chou Wei, aren’t you a fucking man? I’m sorry.

I can’t stand him.

He cried and said, “What if she never forgets me and I can’t like her? I’m sorry.

“I’ve changed school now. If she thinks about me every day, she’ll be sad, won’t she? I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’m so speechless.

“Are you sure she likes you or is it all your own fantasy? I’m sorry.

I really don’t want to break him.

There’s no man like him.

“Are you sure? She must like me! I’m sorry.

“No wonder I’m stuck with each other every day. I’m sorry.

“No wonder I buy her food every day…”

“Do you think she’s been treating me…

I don’t know.

I watched his hair and his father’s five-finger mountain on his face, and I thought he was hopeless.

“Sleep in the living room, order your own takeout, and don’t bother me to make a roll. I’m sorry.

I left this behind, and I didn’t want to listen to him.

“Are you a brother? I’m here for you. You threw me in the living room? I’m sorry.

“Or else, you want to sleep in the main bedroom?” I laugh.

“Can’t talk?” He asked me.

I touched my forehead, and I said three words in lips: “Tell me about your mother!” I’m sorry.

I’ll take the exam tomorrow, and I won’t be able to listen to him.

I closed the door after I said so.

Close the door, the whole world is clean.

And then when I did the test papers to make the last big physical question, the door was thrown open.

“Do you mind taking a break? I’m sorry.

He reached out with a head and laughed weirdly.

“Put that shit down! I looked at the time, and I couldn’t stand him.

“I think of a way to do both things. He said he’d come up with it.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

I’d like to hear how important and good he is and what a good idea he deserves to interrupt my last big question.

“So, she likes me. I don’t like her. She’s sad. He did it, “Why don’t I introduce her to you? I’m sorry.

“You see, you’re both my brothers, so you don’t run out on people. I’m sorry.

“And I know everything about her. You can ask me anything. I’m sorry.

“I know everything about you. She can ask me about you…”

I don’t know.

He’s still talking in Barabara.

It’s not like you have any eyes.

I seriously doubt he’s a fool.

Get out! “And We gave him only one word to put an end to his fantasy.

“…”and then he went out and said, “I’ll tell you when you’re done. I’m sorry.

I’m…

Fucking sick!

Two.

I still underestimated him.

He spent a week with me.

This week, I’m tired of him wanting to cut him off.

Every day you tell me how good that round is, brainwashing me.

“So good, don’t you go after them yourself?”

I’d really like to jam his mouth.

Why is a man so broken up?

“No, I don’t like her. He’s a boy. I’m sorry.

“Huh…” I looked at him for nothing. I’m sorry.

“You’re not in love, what if? I’m sorry.

“No matter what!”

“You’re not a brother. Your brother’s in trouble. You’re not helping. “Forbidden.”

“All right. I’m sorry.

“You said it! * He’s so excited, he seems to cry *

This sentimental brother…

“Someone said that. * I put down my anger. *

“What do you say? I’m sorry.

Help…

I’ve told you this a hundred times for me.

The rest of the day, Zhou Wei ran to high school and brainwashed me every day.

“All right, I’ll go after her if I get a chance. I’m sorry.

“I trust your brother. I’m sorry.

And then the opportunity came, so unpredictable…

I’ve been studying since I was a student, and I’ve moved back a month earlier.

I finally saw Chen Round.

She’s still with me.

I watched her sleep like a pig after class, and she slobbered.

Is that what Zhou Wei said when he was sleeping?

Cute is a little lip, red face, eyes that can’t shut, and spit on my uniform?

How can she sleep so well?

10 minutes to sleep like this?

And she won’t say a word. She’s probably dumb.

What does Zhou Wai mean?

Let me be her mouth for the rest of my life or what?

No words…

I’ve never really liked a girl like that in my life.

I did my question quietly, and she fell asleep and turned over, and my hands were suddenly cold and soft.

Look down, it’s her hair.

Why is her hair so long?

I looked down, looked down, and I thought her hair might be in the waist position.

The waist?

And when I saw her back, suddenly it was hot in my heart.

I’m avoiding my eyes.

How she… how the clothes are so short, the waist is all out.

What a shame!

I buried my head and continued to make questions.

And then someone came and asked me the question, and when the boys came, they looked more or less at her for seconds.

I want to wake her up. She’s like this. She’s like this.

The occupation was cheap.

But what does it matter to me?

I took a breath and continued to do my job.

But there’s a simple math question that’s been examined several times.

No way!

She affected my studies.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I’ve been covering her with my uniform.

After the cover, my heart calms down.

As a result, she was given a few minutes because it was too hot to rip her coat off manually.

Well, the waist is outside again.

Boring!

A lunch break. I gave her ten or eight times.

In the end, I didn’t know what I was doing.

She woke up and asked me on the draft paper: “It’s so hot. Why don’t you turn on the air conditioning today at noon, Sergeant? I’m sorry.

She just woke up, and her hair was all messed up.

I look at her and I feel like I’m in a mess.

“The air conditioner’s broken. I wrote a line on the paper.

Yes, it seems she can’t talk. We’re talking in draft paper.

She didn’t suspect me at all.

Finally, the draft paper was torn to pieces and turned into a fan.

“Well, you just do it. I’ll slap you. You look sweaty. I’m sorry.

When she finished, she gave me a smile.

“I’m not hot. What’s it gonna look like?

“Don’t worry, it’s not a problem with me. I promised the teacher I’d help you with your studies! She wrote a line on the draft and drew a smiley face.

I didn’t say anything.

Actually, I feel a little cold.

I came home at night and had a dream.

Dreamed of her.

She laughed at me and said, “My name is Chan Yuan. I like you. Do you like me?” I’m sorry.

In her dream she was wearing a t-shirt and a very short plaid dress, with her hair covered in the back, smiling, two dimples, and her voice was soft.

I was terrified.

The next day, I was thinking about last night.

Look at her again, like everything else.

Hey… unfortunately, it’s dumb.

I put up with it all morning and I couldn’t help but ask her, “Are you dumb?” I’m sorry.

“…”and she looked at me with strange eyes, and wrote, “No.” I’m sorry.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

Blind people don’t want to say they’re blind, but they’re blind.

Understandable.

I finally understand why Zhou Wei was so nice to her.

Who’d want to hurt a little girl in a vulnerable situation?

Then a few days later, I changed my mind and couldn’t hurt her self-esteem.

We began to speak silently and to communicate on draft paper.

She looks happy.

I feel much better seeing her happy.

I dream about her a lot. She tells me a lot.

Dreams are backwards, I know.

We’re in this state until the end of the high school exams.

As soon as I got out of the exam, someone stopped me.

“How’s your exam, Sergeant? Is Qinghua stable?”

I’m shaking!

She… she can talk?

My heart is beating so fast, it’s probably scared.

“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m sorry.

“You’re going to dinner tonight! Finally! I’m sorry.

She’s saying something I didn’t hear at all.

I just remember her voice was really soft, sweet, just like in a dream.

Then I went to my parents’ and didn’t stay in Chengdu.

I remember the night she was drunk, and I asked her how she was doing, and she said, “It’s a little annoying, and the Qinghua North might be fighting for me.” I’m sorry.

I’m surprised.

She’s going to Beijing too?

“You still have to choose one. I told her.

“That’s big North. She said it was random.

“Why?” She doesn’t want to go to school with me?

She said, “No, no, no, no.” She said, “No, no, no, no.

And then I think about her often when she was drunk.

She came back to my dream and asked me if I liked her.

I thought about it for several nights, and I finally told her when she broke into my dream again, “Well.” I’m sorry.

She kissed me.

When I woke up in the morning, I was empty.

It’s just a dream, and I changed the sheets.

3

She turned out to be a liar.

She never went north.

She went to Siva University.

18,000 miles apart from me.

I’m a little angry.

I don’t even know who I’m mad at or who I am.

But I smell like a proud man.

If she didn’t choose me, I wouldn’t be fascinated by the past and stayed for who.

In Qinghua, I fell in love.

And Chen Shui.

I admit that I had no interest in her until I knew her name.

When I knew her name, I had a strange feeling.

She likes me, like many girls, like my grades, like my results, like the vanity I can bring them.

She’s independent and rarely asked me for anything. I buy her presents on her birthday, and she buys them for me.

She would send friends to show off the watch, bag, necklace I bought her.

But she gave me a present. I never opened it.

Not in the mood…

She started asking me why I didn’t send a circle of friends, why I didn’t get jealous when she went out with other boys alone.

“What else do you want to buy? “I’ve said it all in peace.

Usually she says a bag, or a gift.

Today she looked at me calmly.

“You sure you like me? I’m sorry.

What do you mean?

“Why do I think you look at me looking for someone else?” I’m sorry.

“…”

I was somewhat shocked by her thoughts.

Then we broke up peacefully.

She proposed.

I’m not sad, even a little relief.

I think I’m looking for someone. Who’s that guy?

Until one day, I shivered to round.

I just knew it was her I was looking for.

Plus she tweaks, uneasy.

Honestly, I’m too far away from her.

How do I catch up?

What if we catch him?

You can’t stand it.

Does she think I’m playing with her?

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I’ve been saying, I’m sorry.

It took her a long time to get back to me, “Can you turn me $5,000?” I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I’ve got a little twitch in my heart.

Fuck, I added a liar.

I’m not looking for anyone on the Internet anymore.

4

Zhou Wai and I went back to Chengdu.

There’s no privacy, there is.

I admit I want to go back to her.

I’m excited to meet you in the big row, but I can’t show you that I’m still calm.

She seems to be a lot white, but she’s a little more feminine than she is.

I’m a little smug.

The moment she came to me, I was moved.

I thought if she wanted me to believe, I’d give it to her right away.

I can’t miss her anymore.

As a result, when she opened her mouth, Zhou Weiner boy said to roll.

I want to fucking kill that kid!

It’s good that we finally added micro-letters.

But I talked to her. How do I feel? She still likes Zhou Wei.

I’m mad at my blood.

I went to Zhou Wei, and he didn’t know: “What should I do, brother is too attractive and she hasn’t forgotten me for years, or I’m from her? I’m sorry.

“From your mother!”

I’m really sick.

He doesn’t like rounding. Now he wants to brainwash himself to like rounding?

What the hell is wrong with him?

All right, I’ve compromised. People like each other. What am I gonna do?

Every time I put it down, she texted me.

The point is, I can’t help but think of calling her.

She hung me.

Knowing this fact, I’ve been confused for days.

But when she came to me, I was dead.

I may owe her my last life.

It took me a week to get her research.

Knowing she was in the middle of nowhere, asked our driver to pick her up, and my father forced her to ask for months, when she was taken back.

I couldn’t sleep all night knowing she was fighting with her mother.

Booked her a ticket.

A plane ticket was booked and she was afraid that she would not fly, drawing her a simple flight guide and drawing a hotel road map.

For her one night after another.

She told me all her information.

I admit there’s something selfish about it.

But knowing that Nat was interested in me, I clearly told her, “I like round and round.” I’m sorry.

“Well, let’s play fair. @saru: #sarge pic.twitter.com/Ima — Zaru (@saru) November 9, 2014

“For what?”

“I’ll catch you first! I’m sorry.

I’ve got a headache, “Don’t waste your time on me. I’m sorry.

“Of course not. I just like challenging things. She’s very confident.

She’s good at everything. She’s much better at everything than round and honest.

But it is beyond control.

I’m not really interested in her.

But this girl, Nat, is so open, she’s so straight, I like it, she’s a friend.

Whatever she wants, let her go. I’ve made myself clear.

Then she pursued me abroad, and she laughed at me: “Look, you did not catch round, and round did not like you.” I’m sorry.

“We’re one Qinghua, one North, not one West China. I’m sorry.

I laughed.

She’s right.

“Will you be friends with Chan Won for the rest of your life? I asked her.

“Of course. She said yes.

“So I’m with her. Are you still friends? I’m worried about this.

Chen round has been avoiding me, and of course I understand there are some reasons for this.

She’s worried, not brave enough.

Every time I move forward, she step back.

She’s insecure, I know.

“You really don’t have to play with her. She’s serious about everyone. I’m sorry.

“Do you think I’m not serious?” I laughed.

“All right, three years, I’m not chasing you! She drank a beer.

The day before Chen Round’s retesting call, Shao gave me his cell phone: “Don’t say I didn’t give you a chance.” I’m sorry.

I don’t know if she really dropped it, it’s none of my business.

She’s independent, she can find better.

We just don’t fit.

5

Then I went back.

See Chen Round.

We’re together now.

I finally got the first circle of friends: “Well, together, she’s sweet. I’m sorry.

It’s a story for a friend’s community and a summary of my years.

Hold her and feel the world filled with her sweetness.

I haven’t seen Shaggy since. I heard I went to work with my mentor.

Then Zhou Wei sent me a micro-letter: “I have a problem. I’m sorry.

Say it. I’m sorry.

“What if there’s a girl I only treat as my brother and she kisses me? I’m sorry.

Get out! I’m sorry.

I see fire.

How many years has he been here for me?

“Do you owe it to me? I’m sorry.

“What happened to you? I’m not talking about round and round! I’m sorry.

“…” he said, “Who?”

“Ha-ha. I’m sorry.

He began to explain to me: “I’m going abroad to look for you, and you’re back home.

“She suddenly kissed me. I’m sorry.

“Why would she kiss you?” I’m sorry.

“Seriously, she has to kiss a boy who’s there. I’m alone, she’s…”

Then what? I asked him in peace.

“I haven’t slept all night. I’m sorry.

“Oh? I’m sorry.

This kid’s got something?

I kind of look forward to it.

“I’ve been thinking for days, and I’ve sent a message to ask her if she could kiss again to make sure that feeling wasn’t moving. I’m sorry.

Ugh…

I couldn’t bear to laugh.

“Well, did she let you go?”

“No, she asked me to go shopping at Wal-Mart. That’s it.”

Fuck…

This…

“Then she asked you to buy it. Why don’t you go? I scolded him and hung up.

You’re still like a retard!

I hung up on the phone and I rubbed his back.

“Clock.” “I whispered to her.

“Locked. * She frowned and didn’t wake up *

I thought about it, and I said, “You don’t have to wake up. I’m sorry.

Six.

I went back to see her parents.

I’m not nervous about my high school teacher.

“You guys have a lot of time to study. The teacher asked me.

“It’s busy, but I have to accompany her back. I said, “Don’t worry about her.” I’m sorry.

I look at round and round.

She sits quietly at the table and doesn’t talk.

She hasn’t smiled since she got home. She’s nervous.

“You can still do it, you can get Qinghua and now you’re studying in the United States. My mother saw me and she smiled.

But why, every time she looked at round, it was a serious low-pressure, and round couldn’t look at her.

“It’s nothing, it’s the same everywhere in the book, and the art industry is so aggressive that it chooses what it likes. * Seeing her in a bad mood, I’m starting to feel bad. *

“That’s what you have to choose, not like us. I’m sorry.

“…” I looked at round, and she squeezed the finger of the chopsticks to make her finger white.

“It’s nice to have Chan round, and Sioux State University is good and promising, and Suzhou has a place for her. I’m sorry.

“What’s good…” she said, “Hey, it’s your parents. I’m sorry.

The look of Chen round is extremely disappointing.

My girl looks hurt.

And I groaned, and said, “My parents are not careful, and I have never made a choice according to their will.” I’m sorry.

“Ah… is this a joke?” The class teacher asked me.

I laughed: “My parents are businessmen, and in their view, reading is not useless, it’s not necessary to read too many books, and they think it’s enough to go to college, go out and do projects, and the experience gained by the management company is more valuable. I’m sorry.

“So they never wanted me to study or read. I’m sorry.

“Business opportunities are just years away, and it’s hard to wait for the next one. I’m sorry.

“…” was silent for a while, and he was a bit stiff, and he said, “You must not listen to your parents for abandoning your studies. I’m sorry.

“Yes, yes, you have to listen to your teacher. Your parents sometimes have partial ideas. I don’t know.

I’m silent for a few seconds, I’m laughing, I’m pulling up Chen round’s hand, “Well, don’t worry, I won’t give up.” I’m sorry.

“That’s good. I’m sorry.

They’re relieved.

“But you told me not to listen to your parents, but you let Chan Yuan listen to you? Isn’t that double? I smiled and asked.

“…” The class director was silent.

“Hey, you guys are different. She was embarrassed.

“What’s the difference?” I asked.

“She’s so stupid! You don’t have any ideas! She’s going to start again.

“I’m stupid. I’ll always be stupid to you! Chen round suddenly broke off my hand and stood up.

“Everyone goes to college, and their parents invite their family and friends to celebrate. I’m sorry.

“Have you considered my feelings? I’m sorry.

“Does anyone in the North? I’m sorry.

She said, “Put her hands on your tears.”

My heart’s all in one.

“The North is hard, so try hard! She’s still arguing.

“How happy your parents are, and you? You can’t go with me if you try again, you can’t be encouraged, you’ll always be pressurized, you’ll be hit…”

“I’m a man, not a test machine. I’m sorry.

“I am your daughter, and I occasionally want to stay with my parents in my arms. I’m sorry.

I don’t know.

I can’t listen anymore.

Stand up and hold her in your arms.

Her body is shaking.

“Well, don’t cry.”

I took a few seconds.

“Teacher, Mother, I’ll go to Suzhou when I graduate. The circle will live with me. I’m sorry.

“If you want to come and play, you can, you can stay and you can have a hotel. I’m sorry.

“I will look after her for the rest of my life, and you don’t have to worry about her anymore. I’m sorry.

“The daughter you feel undignified is my baby. I’m sorry.

After that, I took Chen round straight to my house.

I’m so sorry.

Heartache so hard to breathe.

Even when I came back to my house, my parents were very nice to her, and I loved her.

I guess I was wrong. I shouldn’t have gone to her this late.

How much has my girl suffered in the last two decades?

I’ll spend my whole life healing.

Success is good. Success is good.

But when my girl cries, I hate to give her the world.

“Don’t cry, why? Stupid. I hold her, “Parent’s personality is hard to change forever. I’m sorry.

“The only thing that can change is ourselves. I’m sorry.

“to jump out of that circle. I did, “Don’t be afraid, I’ll stay with you forever. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. She nods her head.

She stayed in my room at night, looked at my collection when I was little, and suddenly flipped a draft.

“What is this? She asked me in her draft.

“…” I was nervous, and I grabbed it, “Nothing. I’m sorry.

She softly said, “I want to see it. I’m sorry.

I don’t think so.

She then turned on the draft, and her name was written in front of her.

She’s staring at the boss.

“Why are you writing my name? I’m sorry.

“Don’t you understand? “I think I’ve been ashamed to write her name on the draft paper as soon as I’ve done this.

“I don’t understand. She’s laughing at me.

“Well, keep playing dumb. “I couldn’t help but light up my phone and hand it to her.

“Are you familiar? I’m sorry.

“Ah, this image, this draft paper…”

“Well, it’s the back of the draft paper, and it’s all your name on the front. You get it now?”

I looked down and watched her.

“No, I don’t understand. She was scared back.

She’s so cute.

I laughed.

“What are you running for? I’m not an animal. I’m sorry.

“You’re not but I think I’m still sleeping. I’m sorry.

“We have no spare room. I’m sorry.

“Seize and repair your villa. You told me there wasn’t much room? I’m sorry.

“Yeah, it’s full as long as I need it. I’m sorry.

“You…”

“Good boy. I bowed my head and kissed her.

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I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.