Would you like a boy long?
I liked my boyfriend for years and years.
My girlfriend went to the restaurant that I ordered, and I stayed at home, alone until midnight.
There’s a cake on the tea table. I drove to order it yesterday.
I waited till midnight until the cream melted and the cake collapsed.
By the time Jiang Zheng finally returned.
He’s wearing a faint smell of tobacco, and he’s tired and he’s reaching for it.
I am.
And We fled this embrace and looked at him in peace in his groaning eyes.
“Jian Zheng, let’s break up. I’m sorry.
One.
I might have had a dream of breaking up three years ago.
I’m with Jiang Zhente.
I’ve loved him for five years, and long, fruitless love is coming.
And when We were forced into the land, lo! the word was revealed unto me.
I can’t really say it. He just touched my head when I bought another snack and sent it downstairs.
Kiss me behind your head.
I’m standing right there, stuck, heart beating.
I was kissed for a long time, and I was put on my lips and asked, “Would you like to try?” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t refuse him. He always knew that.
The second month after we were together, I knew he chose me because of his white moonlight.
Roger’s engaged.
Jiang Zheng and I went to high school together.
In his senior year, he came to our class because of the arts division.
I’m at the table.
When he came towards me, I was lying on the table writing my lesson.
Until a shadow stood in the sun, and my mind looked up, and I swiped the last lip.
“Hey, let me through?” I’m sorry.
He’s so tall, that’s my first reaction.
Actually, it’s very nice.
The skin is cold, the eyebrows are thick, the eyelashes are long and thick.
Aoi sent him a love letter. He’s just been at my table for the second week. Someone asked me to put a whole box of chocolate.
Put it in his drawer.
I was doing well. I was doing well. The only thing I could do was exercise.
Strength.
At the annual school sports, 3,000 meters of long run must be my project.
When I was training, Jiang Zheng sat on the floor and looked down and painted on the book.
When I ran out of breath, he came up with a surprise and asked me, “Don Min, you
How can you run like that?”
I held my hands on my knees, and for half a day I answered him: “Weight loss.” I’m sorry.
Yeah, diet.
After the summer, I ran five miles a day in the middle of the sun and finally started high school.
He lost weight to normal people on that day of school.
It’s like after school, I have to listen and brush it very hard to make a name for myself.
Upstream.
In my long life, heaven has never honoured me.
But it’s different.
He didn’t really take his class seriously, and he sent it out before he handed it over.
I’m a mess.
Even so, he did better than me.
As for when I realized I liked Jiang Qian, it was probably at a school reunion after the high school exams.
When the lights were dark in KTV, I was dazzled when I drank half a beer and shook to the roof to blow, I found Jiang Dang standing there smoking.
“We’ve graduated, Dom-min, and you can’t control me.” I’m sorry.
The night was dark, and there was only a dark chandelier on the ceiling.
Under the light, he raised his lips with a childish and convoluted look.
And We found our heart beating in disarray, and there was a seed that did not know when it was buried in it, and it came out of it.
I was able to do it very often. I was in the first 100 years of the year. I reported to a polytechnic university in the same city as Jiang Dynasty and was successfully admitted.
It was the first time in my life that I made an impulsive decision without thinking.
The university’s military training was extremely strict, and after that I lost a lot of weight and much sun.
At the end of the service, in the afternoon, I took the subway to Jiang Dang school, where I wanted to eat with him, but at the south entrance of their school, I saw him kissing a girl. The girl was wearing a short bouquet dress with a pair of ponytails and a pretty white skin.
Transparency seems completely unaffected by military training.
And how bright the light is.
I almost got out of there.
That girl, it’s Rojo.
Two.
Sometimes, there is no justification for God’s preference.
I knew him first, but it took her 20 days to become his heart.
The most precious and important moonlight has been in the years that followed.
For example, there are girls in the world who have a very superior appearance outside their home;
There are ordinary people like me who can’t find them anymore.
I haven’t really understood the connection between Jiang Qian and Luo Ziao.
A million times, every time I thought I had hope, they came back.
Yeah.
In my second year of freshman year, I started to learn makeup and bought a whole set of makeup on a part-time basis.
Learn to cover up the shortcomings of the five officials.
I’ve got an appointment with Jiang Qian to go to Disney.
I was up early that day, and I was very careful about the mirror.
Make yourself better. When the taxi arrived at the subway station, two people were found standing there.
Jiang Zheng and Raju.
♪ ♪ ♪ ♪ Laugh ♪
“Don’t mind, we’re just friends now. I’d like to go to Disneyland too.
It’s been a long time. I’m sorry.
I swayed my head so slowly, I watched her radiant little face come near me from me.
Take something off your face:
“Sister, your piece fell on your face. I’m sorry.
All day long, I followed them and helped her with a bunch of shit.
She’s a very lively little girl. She bought a lot of Disney’s around the store.
She’s wearing Stardello’s hair, and she’s taking pictures of her.
Getting off the Zero-Ray wheel, she bought a very expensive Mickey cone and turned her head.
Ask me if I want to.
“No, I don’t like sweets. I’m sorry.
It’s actually expensive.
I only have a weekend ticket for a week’s work. Dozens of ice cream on me.
It’s already overspent.
She doesn’t like it. The vehicular parade will begin soon, and she will take up her position early.
I looked down, and in a moment I was coming, and a Mickey cone was suddenly handed over to me.
Before.
Following that good-looking hand, I saw the clear eyes of the river.
He rubbed my head with another hand: “Take it.” I’m happy to be out.
Point. I’m sorry.
We ate it for a long time until it melted in my hand.
At night, when the pyrotechnic performances and the music comes to the top, she suddenly turns her head, cuddles.
He kissed him in the neck.
Jiang Qian didn’t push her away.
I’m standing by and feeling like I’m losing my breath and language.
I don’t know how long it took them to finally stop kissing.
Lorraine turned around and looked at me with some shame and said, “Sorry, love.
I can’t help it. I’m sorry.
I learned to wear makeup, to play games, to learn about perfumes and headsets that I don’t know.
Son, have the courage to go to Disneyland and try to enter his rich world.
Blank, get closer to him.
And she beat me with only four words. I can’t help it.
3
I’ve been in my memories for a while, and I’m waiting to see it again.
I’m in trouble.
“Don Min, I didn’t mean to be late. It’s the company’s overtime…”
He explained that the moment he saw the text on my phone screen, he suddenly took it.
Sound.
I rubbed my eyebrow, and I was tired of saying:
“I invited a customer to dinner at that restaurant, so I took over. You and Roger.
Eating is my place. They texted me. I’m sorry.
It’s a restaurant where it’s hard to get a place, so I called in advance.
When I got off work, he suddenly got word that the company was working late and couldn’t eat.
Dinner’s ready.
I was in a meeting, so I gave him the two-dimensional code to cancel.
Here’s the reservation.
Two hours later, I came home with the cake and I got this text message.
I looked at Jiang Zheng, that pretty face, and there was a dusty face.
Hope. He reached out and grabbed my wrist, and I didn’t lose him.
Blood.
“I can explain, Minnie. I can explain…”
I shook my head: “No need, Jiangjie. It’s not your fault. There’s something I’ve been through.
I know, and I won’t give up. I’m sorry.
I’ve been going over the past for hours, waiting for Jiang to come home.
I realized that if I hadn’t been so stubborn to follow the river, I’d probably have compared
It’s better now.
Nobody liked me in the first place. In the year of the third year, there was a specialty studying.
Long confession with me.
But when I was in a single love with no hope for the river, I never answered him.
Until last month, in cooperation with the new project, I was surprised to meet the senior.
At the end of the meeting, he said to me, “Don Min, you’ve changed. I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Yes?”
I actually know.
Three years of social grinding made me grow.
Sometimes I look at that fine face in the mirror and think about it.
Take down the bad ones, and you’ll be in a trance. “I’m not breaking up. Minnie, I don’t promise to break up. I’m sorry.
I look back and I see the obstinate eye of the river.
He’s actually a little childish. After we were together, Jiang Qing took me with him.
Play all kinds of games.
I’m not gifted in this kind of thing, and I’m always holding hands and pressing things.
Then the Qiang will fall down and hold me from behind and take the handle of my hand.
A cloud-flowing operation.
In the summer, I wore a light dress, and I put it on his warm chest.
Put the handle and roll together to the bed behind you.
I like to go to the supermarket with Jiang Zheng.
The illusion of old age.
Every time I push my car to pick food in a fresh area, Jiang Dang disappears.
Two boxes of TT were thrown into the car after a few minutes.
And he’d whisper in my ear, “I hear it’s new, try it at night.”
Try. I’m sorry.
And then look at my little red face, and I smile like a teenager.
I’ve been thinking about marrying Jiang Qian long ago, but every time I talk about it, it makes me laugh.
Start the subject.
For a long time, I won’t ask. Until two months ago, when I spoke to my college classmates, I learned that she was still married.
Wedding, I realized.
Turns out he’s with me, just to get her back for years.
A little more.
I pulled my hand out of Jiang Qian’s hand, stood up and dragged the suitcase that was packed.
Come here.
He looked at me like shit.
It’s gone.”
I can’t stand the pain in my heart.
“I know it may be hard for you, but I’d like to move out for a while.
Get used to it. I’m sorry.
“I can’t get used to–
I dragged the case to the door, and Jiangji came all the way.
Open the door, the senior is standing outside the door and smiles softly: “I’m sorry.
I’m here to help Dom. I’m sorry.
4
The senior naturally picked up my suitcase.
I took the key out of my pocket, left it in my shoe closet, and I was pulled away by Jiang Yu.
Put the cover up. He looked at me and behind me, with clear despair and pain in his eyes.
When I saw him with her, I saw him in my eyes.
Countlessly, but covered up by the silence of self-esteem.
I’m not proud enough to like him anymore.
The last snuggle of respect and hands.
I pulled my hand out of it, and I pacified his hand, forgiving.
Say:
“You are free. I’m sorry.
The river swayed its lips and shook its head.
“Don Min, let’s go. I’m sorry.
“Something I can’t take tonight. I’ll get a mover on the weekend.
Move. I’m sorry.
I forced myself to ignore the obscurity of the river.
Go outside.
Jiang Qian followed him to the elevator and said, “Min, wait!
Wait, we’ll talk.
“There is nothing to talk about. I’m sorry.
He turned around and stood up to the wall, covered me with a smile.
“You and Don Min have broken up, so we can get together.” I’m sorry.
When he looked at him, he suddenly got a bit colder.
And sharp.
He asked, “Who are you?” I’m sorry.
“I’m Don Min’s senior, I’m Lin Zhui.” I’m sorry.
“You’re with him?” I’m sorry.
I looked down, and then I lifted up and looked at him in silence:
“We’ve been together for three years. Don’t make me feel like you.
Plum. I’m sorry.
After that, the last light in his eyes went out.
I didn’t say anything. I walked into the elevator with the forest.
As a senior of three years, Lin’s personality is very mature and steady.
He didn’t ask anything. He just drove me to his friend’s empty house.
It’s nice to say goodbye:
“It’s late. Take a rest. If you need anything, call me anytime.
I am. I’m sorry.
Thanks to the forest, I took a simple bath and lay down in bed without any sleep. I found myself in an unexpectedly calm mood when I left Jiang.
Maybe even earlier, when you find out that he sent a message, you’ll deliberately avoid me.
I know he’s been waiting for her to come back, and I’m ready for that.
Ready.
The next morning, I went to work as usual and I was blocked by Jiang Dang.
I’m still silent, or I’m holding it.
His wrists pulled Jiang Zheng to the side of the tree.
What do you want? “I frown and look at him, and I’ll be right there.
Nine o’clock, I should be at work. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to break up with you. * He grabbed me in the back and covered my back *
The tip of the ice, the obstinate eyes, “At least you’ll have to listen to me and me.”
Jolly is innocent. I’m sorry.
I’m having a moment.
When he’s with him, his hands are always cold, no matter the season.
I tried to get him to see a Chinese doctor.
RB.
I’ll have to do it.
It’s cold in the winter, and he’s always chasing his hand in my pocket, even under his clothes.
Go on, stick it on my waist. Sometimes he stares at him, and he makes an innocent look and says it’s cold.
I always compromise.
I used to think I was sweet and sweet, and the truth of love was exposed.
When it opens, it turns into a blade that stabs me.
Because of this moment, I suddenly remembered.
About five winters ago, I went out to work on a commercial street near the school.
I’ve met Jiang Zheng and Ziao.
It was Christmas and there was snow in Shanghai.
Jiang Zheng put a red-frozen finger on her face, and she shot it off.
He was standing there, snuggling a little bit, but groaning about her shoulder:
“Well, I can’t wait for you to freeze. I’m sorry.
That’s probably the difference between true love and will.
From my memory, I smiled with my lips:
“Well, say whatever you want, but I really have to go to work.
Unlike you, I have to work to feed myself. I’m sorry.
5
In the year we graduated, there was a problem with Jiang Dang’s company, the financial chain broke down, and it was near.
On the verge of bankruptcy. She was very determined to mention the break-up:
“It’s not that I don’t like you, it’s that your father went bankrupt.
A world of people, do you understand?”
She’s walking straight away, she’s half drunk, and calls me and says he’s hungry.
I put on a coat and bought him a snack downstairs, as I had many times before.
And then he was kissed.
After that, Jiang Dang’s father pulled money and ran out of contacts to pick up two new ones.
Large-scale projects, hard-wielding through the hardest of times.
After that, Jiang’s words went into his father’s company and started working on some items.
Objective.
He’s got a great job, and his dad said that when he’s married, he’ll grow up.
Put him in charge of the company.
I’m sure you’ll finally be worthy of her.
It’s like you’re saying something, but you’re not saying anything.
Come, just fall down.
“Don Min. I’m sorry.
The sound of deep and gentle forest suddenly sounded behind me, and the next second he came to me, very
I’ve got my shoulder.
“It’s time to go in. I brought you breakfast. I didn’t look at Jiang’s wounded eyes, I didn’t look back into the company park.
Turning the first corner, Lin immediately untied my shoulder:
“Well, it doesn’t mean to take advantage of you, it’s just an expediency. But Don Min,
I can drive you to work after that. I live in the neighborhood 300 meters away from you. I’m sorry.
“No, I’m fine on the subway. * I’m polite enough to say no *
Say, “I’ll give you my rent, and I’ll have to pay you.”
FRIEND. I’m sorry.
When you received a text message from the restaurant last night, Rin Dyu called.
I hesitated to ask him if he could help me move.
Rin was happy to say yes and offered to empty his friends.
House, rent me for a few months.
I’m grateful to Lin for having invited him to dinner this weekend.
On the other hand, we can do this on our own, and try not to bother him.
I had a good plan, and a few days later in the morning, there was a storm.
As I approached the gate with my umbrella, a familiar black car slowed down.
Stop right in front of me.
“Get in the car.” I’m sorry.
I took the umbrella, and I sat on the door. And the forest laughed, and said, “I thought that you would reject me again.” I’m sorry.
I smiled with my seatbelt on. I’m sorry.
“Bring you breakfast, in the drawer, while it’s hot. I’m sorry.
The forest is good to me. It’s kind of polite, but it’s also a favor.
So that he ran into my little sister in front of the company this morning.
“Don Min, what’s the matter with you and the woodsman?” I’m sorry.
I laughed and said, “Just happened to live close, and it rained, and he gave me a ride.
Already. I’m sorry.
At noon, I stayed in the office for a while for a different bug.
She came to me again with a strange look.
You. I’m sorry.
It’s not until I find out that the man standing outside is Jiang Zheng.
With a double lunch box in his hand, standing two steps away, looking at me quietly.
The sun came through the window on the side, and he had a pretty face.
It’s so deep, so delicate.
Years are always a special treat.
I’ve been growing up in my heavy work for three years, and I’ve been tired and old.
Fan. And he was a young man as I was moved.
I took Jiang Zheng to the water room, and I frowned and asked him, “What are you doing here?
What? I’m sorry.
“You didn’t say anything about company canteens.
It’s not good? I made your favorite dish. I’m sorry.
The eyes were swept away and Jiangjiang stopped with two clear red marks on his long fingers.
It’s like after the burns.
He hasn’t been very good at cooking.
Before, I’d make a tomato egg with a microwave, or I’d help with the overtime.
Noodle, it’s already his limit.
I take a deep breath: “You know what?
You don’t like me. Why are you doing this? I’m sorry.
When he was in college, he came up with my irritating memory, and he had a sharp sting.
It hurt and forced me to tighten my hands to the side.
He took a step forward, bowed his head and looked at me with his lips.
“Do you think I’m gonna start chasing you again?”
I shake my head.
He looked dark and pale. I don’t understand.
Now that she’s back, why does he keep bothering me?
Six.
In the end, Jiang Zheng left his lunch box.
I was standing in my room, silent for a moment, sitting down and eating lunch.
Honestly, it’s not good.
It’s impossible for Jiang Zheng’s cooking to go so fast in a few days after I left.
It’s fried and even forgot the salt.
I went back to my desk and I saw the message from Jiang.
Yeah? There’s something that doesn’t suit your taste. I’ll do it next time. I’m sorry.
There’s a bit of caution in the tone.
“It’s not good. Don’t send it again next time. I didn’t leave any room.
Jiang Qing didn’t reply to me right away. It took me a long time to get a cute cat look.
Bag, this conversation is over.
The state and tone of our relationship, we don’t know when, and we’re completely upside down.
Come on.
At noon the next day, he appeared in front of our company with a new lunch box. I dragged him into the tea room with the curiosity of my colleagues, locked the door in the back of my hand, cold.
Look at him:
“It makes no sense what you’re doing. I’m sorry.
His hands stopped in the middle of the air, he shook and looked at me with his face down.
You really don’t like me? I’m sorry.
I can’t talk.
He took it from me.
Clean the other one:
“Then I’ll go. What do you want to eat tomorrow? I’m sorry.
The next day, Lin came to our company because of the phase of the project.
It will not end until noon.
He smiled and said, “Let’s have lunch together and continue in the afternoon.” I’m sorry.
I was happy to agree that when I left, I ran into Jiang at the door.
The moment I saw the forest next to me, the color of his face faded and became a piece.
Pale.
I look back, I look down in silence, and there’s a warm and light force on my shoulder.
Way.
It’s deep in the woods… holding my shoulder. He didn’t get loose until we walked into the elevator and left him completely.
“Some people are always aware of their own self-interest.
I really didn’t regret it until I lost it. But it doesn’t have to be true.
Like, just grumpy. I’m sorry.
I turned to him and looked at him: “Are you talking about the river?” I’m sorry.
The forest was silent for two seconds and then admitted: “Yes.” I’m sorry.
“Mr. Chairman, you don’t like him very much? I’m sorry.
“I met you when he came to you at school. So big.
Yang, you can’t run. He doesn’t even have a smile. I’m sorry.
He said, “Suddenly, he turned his back on me.
Say:
“Don Min, I told you four years ago. He did that to you. You think I’ll do that?
Do you like him?”
And We were drawn near to him because of the forest, which was bowing its head.
The warm air passed through the air, with a sweet wood fragrance.
And We covered our lips, and they were about to open their mouths, and suddenly the sound of the dinging came in their ears.
The elevator’s on the first floor.
The forest sneezed with a little bit of regret in its eyes, but still polite.
“Come on, let’s go. I’m sorry.
By the time we went back, Jiang Dang was gone.
There was no message from him on the phone.
This man, just disappears in my life.
After a while, I’ve heard from my senior high school classmate, Ninvik.
I’ve had some trouble with the new project, and he’s been working a little bit longer, and with her help, he finally solved it.
Fight.
Jiang Zheng’s father is pleased with her and is considering the engagement of two families.
I looked at the news on the screen, and I lost my mind.
Until Ningway sent a couple of face packs and carefully asked me, “Don.
Min, are you okay?”
I just came back and said, “It’s okay. I just got the charger. Isn’t that nice?
After all, when I was in college, Jiangji planned to propose to her. I’m sorry.
“But aren’t you sad? I remember a month ago, you were with Jiang Zheng.
Yeah? I’m sorry.
And my fingers were shaking so hard on the screen, I looked down and I said, “Oh, we’re–
It’s been a while. I’m sorry.
Probably sensed a delicate atmosphere, and Ninwig turned off the subject and said he had it next weekend.
There was a high school reunion that invited all the windows in Shanghai and asked me if I wanted to go.
“You can bring family.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t take that reminder seriously until the morning of the party, Ningye suddenly…
Tell me she’s probably coming with Jiangxi.
I bit my lips and wanted to tell her I wasn’t coming.
But that’s when Lin rang my doorbell.
For some subtle reason, I put my phone in my pocket in the second I opened the door.
I asked him, “Do you have any time today? I’m sorry.
7
Hayashi promised to go to a reunion with me and even to go home and change his appearance.
More formal clothes.
When he came to the hotel’s room door, he walked a little bit, and suddenly he turned his head and pulled me up.
The arm.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
He blinked at me like a child.
The next moment I walked in, I saw the words sitting at the table and putting them around him.
Very close to her.
I haven’t seen her in three years. I’m looking at her with an implicit hostility.
Head, suddenly there’s some ridiculous confusion.
Don Min!
A girl with short hair in her ears was very enthusiastic.
I saw her face against the self-censorship in the circle.
Ningway.
“Wow, Don Min, you’ve really changed a lot! * She looked through my face and fell *
In the depths of the forest, there’s suddenly a little bit of fun in the eyes.
“I’m Dom-min’s friend Lin-seok. I’m sorry.
“You can take me for Don Min’s pursuit.”
THE ONE. I’m sorry.
When he said that, he raised his voice a little bit.
Someone’s looking at this side.
The most gruesome of them is the dark look of the river.
I used to be the most afraid of seeing it.
When I was a senior, I was pointed at by a poor math teacher because I was wrong.
The nose scolded me for five minutes, and the eyes of those around me or those of sympathy or ridicule made me feel like a needle.
This is when Jiang Zheng stood up. He stood up lazyly, and he wouldn’t dare to go to the classroom without anyone.
“I forgot to say, I went to the bathroom.” I’m sorry.
Now, I’m quite different from the cowardice of high school.
By the time they returned, the familiar eyes were close.
The forest took a half-step forward, pulled me back a little bit and reached out to the river.
Hands.
He ignored him, just looked at me, and his voice was dumb, “Don Min, this is what you want.
Like hiding from me?”
I slit my lips and didn’t talk.
It’s not right to see the mood. Ningway is so sharp, he’s laughing at us.
Take it to the table and sit down.
I’m in the mood for a cup and I’m in the middle of it.
It is rare to be silent and to see me almost for a moment.
He sat next to him and laughed and threw a little lamb into the river.
But it’s not.
She bit on her lips and suddenly looked at me, and smiled and turned her eyes: “Dang Min-hyeong, for years
You’ve changed a lot. I’m sorry.
The glass stopped at her lips, and I looked at her, “You haven’t changed much. “Really? I’ve always said that I grew up a lot more than I did three years ago.
Yes. I’m sorry.
She smiled up her arms and leaned on his shoulder. “I heard I wasn’t there.
For these two years, Don Min-sama has taken good care of Jiang-sung. Thanks for waiting.
When I’m engaged to Jiang-gang, Don Min-sis must come! I’m sorry.
I said she hasn’t changed.
I’m not waiting for me to open my mouth.
“Good tea, good tea. I’m sorry.
Roger’s face is flat on her face.
Jiang Qian looked at me, and quietly pulled his arm out of her arms, whispering:
“I’m not… engaged. I’m sorry.
The look on her face was so ugly, she stabbed me like a sharp blade.
I looked at her in peace for a moment, but she looked first.
After three rounds of wine, Ningway and a few other classmates began to remember the past.
When they spoke about the fall of the senior year, I stood up and whispered:
“I’m a little drunk. Get some air. I’m sorry.
And then he didn’t go back out of the door until he stopped at the end of the hall.
In the mirror, you’re drunk and you’re red. I signed up for 3,000 meters of long run that year at the gym, but it was early.
Okay.
I thought I’d take a leave of absence, but I’m ashamed of myself.
By the way, there’s only one runway in white.
After 3000 meters, I was all sweaty, kneeling at the end of the runway, shaking.
Can’t stand up.
It was Jiang Zheng who first found me different.
There’s no princess hug in the idol.
He just called in another guy, and he took me to the school doctor’s room.
He hung up and left soon after.
However, not long ago, when I was in glucose, he turned back.
It was in the evening, when the music of the festival was ringing and the rotten lights were shaking.
From time to time, a line is drilled through the gap in the window.
So he stood in front of the bed, and his lips were filled with the same lazy and casual smile.
I whispered to him, “Why don’t you go to the show?” I’m sorry.
“What can I see? “And Jiang Zheng pulled over the chair and sat down again
I looked up and looked at the jar and said, “I’m afraid you’re bored and I’m here with you.” I’m sorry.
In that moment, I thought he was here with me.
Until he took his phone out of his pocket, opened the game, and blinked at me, “Shh, don’t tell anyone.”
When the soap that was expected was gone, the moving seeds were planted silently.
I turned the tap, and a cold water pouring out of my face, and the wine finally faded away.
Out of the door, a familiar person stood by the window, staring at me.
It’s Jiang Qian.
I pulled the horns and turned around and he stepped over and stopped me.
“Don Min, you give me at least one chance to explain. He went on like he was afraid I would interrupt him again, and said, “That night, I was about to cancel my reservation, and she suddenly called and said that she needed a private place to talk to me. All the restaurants around me are full, and I don’t want to go to her house or to a hotel, and the devil goes to your room… I swear, nothing happened. I’m sorry.
“Does that mean anything now? Now that you’re engaged, why don’t you just stay with her? I’m sorry.
“I’m not engaged to her! “Dang Min, she came to my dad to talk to him. Then I found out that three years ago, when my family was in a state of bankruptcy, it might have had something to do with her.
His eyes were full of rush, and I was surprised to see that there was no volatility in his heart.
“Jan Zheng. I’m going to start over, and I’m going to say, “What if that night was a misunderstanding? I’m sorry.
The eyelashes of Jiangjiang shivered in a violent way.
“Did you not wait for him when you spent three years with me not to mention marriage? I’m sorry.
So, suddenly, there was a heavy amount of fatigue, and there was a small amount of grief.
I took a last breath of speech, and I pushed his arm away and my head was gone.
The forest is waiting for me at the elevator entrance.
I went to him and whispered, “Leonour, let’s go back. I’m sorry.
8
When I returned home, Ninvik told me that the so-called reunion was actually organized behind Jiang’s back.
“He said there was a misunderstanding between him and you, and you didn’t want to see him alone, so you wanted to take this opportunity to explain things…” Ningye’s voice was filled with apologies.
And I took it and said, “It’s okay. I’m sorry.
As for why Jiang Qian wanted to explain to me, but brought her to a party.
It doesn’t matter anymore.
Because when he explained to me that the night was just a misunderstanding, I suddenly realized,
I didn’t just break up with him.
I’m just waiting all night for him to come home, and I’m going back from high school to now.
Take it out, think about it a little bit more and find out I like him, and I’ve been hanging around.
The long, fruitless wait has diminished until the moment she heard she was never married.
It’s gone.
I’ve been in love with you for a long time, with no dignity.
But I know I’ve been waiting for a chance to finally give up.
After that trip back from Disneyland, Jiang Zheng and her two-month break-up returned.
Okay.
His friends sent a photo of two people in front of the Disney Castle.
On the other hand, the article says, “Whether you’re in love or not, you’re in love. I’m sorry.
I’m still in this picture. I’m just in the corner.
Dog sticker coded.
I’ve been staring at this circle of friends for half an hour, and I’m gonna go in there with my head.
The dynamic of Jiangjiang is completely blocked. Later, I focused all my energy on learning, competitions, scholarships, whatever I could.
It’ll make every day extremely busy.
But the only thing I know is how I dreamt about the river after I fell asleep.
The speech.
I dreamt about my high school self-study, and I’m doing it, and he’s next to me.
Sleeping lazyly on the table.
When the first grader comes on a patrol, I stab him in the arm with a pen, and it’ll go fast.
Sit up, grab a pen, and paint the draft paper in a fashion.
When I asked him, “Do you sleep? I’m sorry.
Jiang Qing looked at the door and found that the schoolmaster had left.
“Sleep, but not completely.” I’m sorry.
“Can’t you write your own homework? I’m sorry.
“Can’t. I’ll pass you anyway. * He closed his eyes again, long *
The eyelashes were covered and a little shadow was cast right now.
Call me again. I’m sorry.
Wake up from a dream when it’s bright.
I crawled out of my bed in a smooth, long breath and took the next one from the shelf.
Quite a soft-skin book.
On the eve of graduation, this type of message book is popular in class. I bought this book at the school store. I wrote it to a couple of girls.
After that, he pretended to hand it over to him.
He played a game and he wrote me eight words: “The future looks great.”
Friendship lasts forever.
I’ve been holding on to the small pieces of my memory throughout the university.
One-way likes Jiang Qian for four years.
He’s too similar to her. Every time she breaks up, she wants a boy.
I’ll be in touch at dinner.
Shadow? I’m sorry.
Then, two days after he tanned the ticket stub, the two men got back together.
Jiang Zheng stopped contacting me.
Sometimes I wake up and realize I’m getting better.
Su, you’ve learned to wear makeup, you’ve got a good internship and a great GPA, but you’ve always been.
I can’t let go of the love of Jiang Dang.
Or, from that point on, Jiangjiang became my obsession.
The two parts of me who love him and the rest of me are completely cut apart.
Paradoxically combined.
And when I finally fell in love with Jiang, I rejoiced, and everything followed him.
After graduation, I wanted to learn to dance, even when I had done my homework.
I’m not allowed to go to the dance class. He surrounded my waist, buried his face on my shoulder, and said in his near-pretty tongue:
“Don’t go, okay? Minnie, you were working late. I just wanted to go home.
Just stay with you. I’m sorry.
I promised.
I went to that dance class that I saw two years ago.
Called his name and returned home on every night without working overtime until he was sweaty.
As soon as you’re free after work, Lin will drop me off for dinner.
I wasn’t used to it until he said, “Well, you have to give it to me.”
I’m after your chance, okay? I’m sorry.
I seem to be getting used to his delivery.
That night, when I was soft, I stood in an empty dance class, staring at the mirror.
It’s not just dancing.
Bringing changes in appearance, it’s the whole person.
I don’t know which day it was, the lowness and timidity of the past were taken from me.
Leave it far behind.
Teenage obesity brought me a decade of self-confidence.
After a long summer run, I was in high school.
No more sugar drinks. People like me have to value everything they can’t get in order to move on.
Catch someone else’s start line.
By the time we left, Lin-di was waiting for me in the bench at the door.
I was wearing my coat, and I was over my head and I was waiting for something, and I was staring.
When I saw the words in front of the electric escalator, I suddenly stopped.
He saw me too. Look at me.
A little pale.
9
After dinner, Lin drove me home as usual.
He didn’t ask me to come home early when the car was parked in front of the neighborhood.
She left with me.
The dark light of the street light grazed his beautiful face and smote a dark shadow.
And he looked in his eyes, and suddenly he couldn’t speak.
“Don Min. “Do you like him? I’m sorry.
“…no. I’m sorry.
“Do you like me? I’m sorry.
I can’t answer.
“Well, there’s no obnoxious look, at least there’s a certain feeling. “This is the second time I’ve told you, though it’s not going to work, but maybe the third time you’ll promise me. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to say, “You’re in a better position than everyone else, and you don’t have to waste your energy on me.” And honestly, I didn’t know how you liked me from the beginning. I’m sorry.
“Because I went to the library at that time to look for information about a project, I’ve been able to see you in a fixed position on the fourth floor, either writing codes or reading books. I’m sorry.
I don’t understand.
“But there’s a lot more people in the library than I do? I’m sorry.
“But only you and I are the same.” “Because we have a lower starting point than the average, we have to do more to catch up and even surpass them.” For that, I’ll do my best in the process. I’m sorry.
“You too. I’m sorry.
In my silence, he smiled softly and slapped my head:
“Well, don’t be so stressed, you can stay with me as you used to be, in a way that we’re both comfortable. I’m leaving. You’re very tired tonight. I’m sorry.
But I couldn’t get an early rest. ‘Cause when I got home, I had to take a shower and dry my hair, and I got a call from Jiang.
He’s probably in a bar, he’s got a loud voice and he’s drunk.
It’s not clear, it’s just “Ming” over and over again. I’m sorry.
“Mimmy, you like me so long you can’t take me. I’m sorry.
I was about to hang up and someone else picked up the phone: “This gentleman drinks.
Drunk, we can’t talk him out of it. Could you come and get him? I’m sorry.
Half an hour later, I drove to the front of the bar, pushed the door in, and I looked at it.
In the corner of the river.
I went over there, sat in front of him and watched him quietly.
It’s a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit of a bit.
Minnie.
Somehow I suddenly remembered the summer five years ago.
I didn’t go home with Jiang Qing that summer.
The difference is I’m on a summer internship, and he went to the wine alone because he broke up with her.
Bar was half drunk and called me again.
That’s the first time I’ve ever had a temper with him.
Half-and-a-half hugs him down to the bedroom, and he’ll be cleaned when Jiang Dang’s roommate receives him.
A shared bicycle rides back.
By the time I got back to the school bedroom, it was 3:00 in the morning.
It was not until the evening of the next day that a full-blown rumble called, concerned about the safety of my solo trip last night.
Then it became clear to me that, had it been for her, he would not have been able to pick him up in the middle of the night, and then he would have taken the risk of riding back.
That’s the difference between like and hate.
I took a deep breath: “You’re 25 years old, and I’m too busy to run after you like I was in college.” Besides, you know very well that we are no longer involved. I’m sorry.
Jiang Zheng hangs his hands on the table.
“You probably don’t remember. You were drunk, you called me, you held me on the way back, you said you liked me, you called me the next day, you got drunk, you got me wrong. I’m sorry.
I smiled:
“Of course, I had no self-esteem at that time, so after that heartbreak, I ran after you. But I can’t never have dignity — you know I don’t like you now. I’m sorry.
I guess that’s too harsh. It’s like being crucified to the ground.
“Let’s go.” Did you drive here? I’ll take you home. I’m sorry.
When I went to the door, I heard the saying behind me: “Mine, I know that I was wrong. Will you give me a chance to make up for you?” I walked and I shook my head.
“It’s late. I’m sorry.
10
In the second week, I spent a day off, alone in Disney.
Now my salary is enough to pay the VIP tickets that I couldn’t afford.
Any of the same surroundings.
I bought a Stardelle haircap in the store.
Under the rabbit’s ear, there’s a beautiful face with a calm look and a steady eye.
It’s very inconvenient.
But I went out with that hair, and I got a Shelley on my shoulder.
Bag.
I’m on a carousel, and I’m on a speed-light wheel, and I’m holding a Mickey cone, and I’m in it.
Look at the vehicular parade.
Once upon a time, these things were precious to me. They had to be treasured.
It’s not too hard to get it.
I squeezed out of the crowd looking at the florist, standing on the side of the road, eating cones, far away.
Look.
I’ve been thinking about a lot of things from the past, and I’ve been eating them for a long time, and I’ve finally got them.
The cone in your hand, the chorus of the vehicular parade, the choreographer, the choreographer.
In the fireworks there was an unstoppable kiss… ..and there was a couple standing on the team, and it looked like it was a bad time.
The little girl was so hot, he got a Mickey Sweet from a guy running around.
The squirt is ready.
I looked at them, almost out of God, until the cold liquid drops fell on my hand.
I realized I cried.
Because at this moment, I suddenly realized what my true obsession was.
All I’ve ever wanted is to be honest and unreserved.
Prejudice.
Not in high school, not in college, not in college.
The first three years will be marked by inequality.
I want him to really like me, like me most, like me only, even.
Once.
But it never got.
In the evening, I watched most of the fireworks in the square by myself.
I got a call from Lin.
“Dang Min, where are you?”
“…disney. I’m sorry.
I found myself crying with a little bit of sand in my voice.
After that, there were traces. On the other side of the phone, Lin’s voice stopped and said, “Do you want to drink at night?
A glass? I’m sorry.
I promised him.
Lin drove over and went with me to the nearest bar.
There’s a jazz band on stage, and I’m drinking with Lin.
A couple of cups, and the sights are nuanced.
We don’t drive after drinking, we just live in a nearby hotel.
The forest stands at the front, and it says, “Two big beds…”
And suddenly We broke his voice: “One of them. I’m sorry.
And then again, in the eyes of the forest, in a state of surprise, “a big bed.” I’m sorry.
In the world of adults, there is enough silence in one eye.
I went out in the shower, and I knew exactly what he was buying.
Three-quarters drunk to dry up the atmosphere. I put my bathrobe on the back of the couch.
Deep in the forest’s neck, lazyly kissing up.
The forest responded very softly, and the hands falling on my shoulder were slowly down.
It’s just, when his warm fingers stopped between my waist, I suddenly stopped:
“…and so on. He let me go immediately.
“…and forget it. I’m sorry.
I held my forehead and shook my head hard:
I don’t want you to be used as a tool to escape the long past.
Man, it’s not fair to you. I’m sorry.
The intoxication is a little bit distasteful, and I realized in my waking mind,
I’ve been in love with you for seven years.
Expectations.
All I want is unreserved love.
It’s good to stay together. I’m probably going to like him.
Really.
But that must not be now.
I put together my bathrobe, calmed my breath and stood up:
“Sorry, Chief, I’ll open another room downstairs. I’m sorry.
“No, you sleep here.”
Okay, I’m out. I’m sorry.
I watched a little bit of the back of the forest, and I held the door.
Stop and overwhelm: “Don Min, you don’t have to have a mental burden. I told you I really liked you.
Yeah. I’m sorry.
“So I can wait.”
Eleven.
When I got back, I found another suitable apartment, and then I went to my friend’s house.
Move out.
A few days after moving, she heard from Ningway about her marriage.
“It’s said that Jiang Dang almost went bankrupt. It was a big project.
There’s a lot of trouble for her family. It’s been a long time since Jiang Zheng was here.
To the evidence. It’s a business union for her to get married so quickly.
“and keep her business…”
At the end of the day, Ningye was a bit emotional.
And I laughed, and I followed her to a little something, and I hung up.
Then I got a call from Jiang Qing saying I had something left at his house.
Take it.
Six months later, I was standing in this house for three years.
It’s still there.
Unfortunately, there is already a strange feeling. He stood before me, not giving me what I left behind, but said, “You are thin.”
Okay. I’m sorry.
“Oh, I’ve been practicing and dancing lately, and I’ve had a lot of exercise. I’m sorry.
And I gave him a little, and then I asked him, “What about my things?” I’m sorry.
Turn around, pick up a book from the bedroom and hand it to me.
The cover of that book is strange to me. I don’t remember buying it.
One thing only casts doubt in the eyes of the river.
And he took a deep breath and whispered, “Turn aside.” I’m sorry.
I turned over the book, and I stood there.
On a yellow page, a girl in a school uniform with a pony tail. She’s on the runway.
He ran as hard as he could, behind him was the greens of the football field, and the sky fell.
The sunset.
The memory of the past has broken out.
I suddenly remembered I was running 3,000 meters in the playground before the exercise.
When Jiang Zheng sat on the floor and drew something in the book.
But the book, he never showed it to me before.
I looked up to the river and heard him in pain.
“I was drunk, but I didn’t lose consciousness.” I said…
Like you’re real, you’re lying to me when you’re wrong. Minnie, I already did.
Several sessions of treatment, and now your hands won’t be cold.
The less he said, the less he heard, the more he looked at me in peace.
“But you’re still not coming back, are you? I’m sorry.
I don’t know what to say.
If he had brought me this painting six months ago, I would have returned to him.
Maybe.
But I’ve been away from him for six months, I understand.
My life has always been boring, with poor families, equals and less intelligent people.
For me, who used to be ordinary and humbled, there was a snobby talk.
When I was 16, I barely had to work hard to get what I wanted.
Cut.
I was so envious of him that I wanted to be him.
After that, he wasn’t just the person I liked, he was the one I wanted to be.
The kind of glamorous man.
So I chased him for seven years, even to crush my self-esteem.
With him. But it’s okay. I’m not just chasing him, but I’m rushing on my way.
I can’t stop.
In the pursuit of the river, I lost my pride and my pride, and the only thing I didn’t let go.
Abandoned is my way forward.
And now it’s paying me back, making me 16-year-old Dom-min’s favorite.
Be there, be confident, be nice, be nice.
This transformation has given me enough strength to love the words of the marrow.
It doesn’t matter anymore.
I’ve become a better person, and I’m confident enough to meet the next one.
Impartial, equal love.
– Whoever this man is.
I’ll give it back to Jiang. “You keep it. I don’t need it anymore.
Okay. I’m sorry.
“Do I have a chance to pursue you again?” I’m sorry.
“It makes no sense to hold on to the past. * I’ll slap his shoulder *
You really like me. You’ve had a million chances over the past seven years, but you…
Not at all. It’s just that I’m so unsatisfied. I’m sorry.
“No…”
Jiang Qian, who seems to want to rebut it, was interrupted by my hand. “I’ll go first. I’ll have dance lessons later. I’m sorry.
After that, he never turned back.
Jiang Zheng didn’t stop me, but after he got out of the elevator, I got a message from him.
The letter: “At least don’t delete me. I’m sorry.
I laughed at the news and put my phone back in my pocket.
On the way to dance class, the driver was listening to the radio.
“If you had a chance to see 18 years old,
What did you say to her that year? I’m sorry.
I’m looking at the scenery out of the window, and it’s kind of wobbly.
What would I say?
Probably gonna tell 18-year-old Don Min–
Instead of chasing the light, let yourself be a star.
(concluded)
