You know what sweet old novels–
I am the daughter of the Majilis, and I have been brought back to life. I’ve married three times and I’ve killed three of my most important subjects.
No one will ever marry me again, and today the Holy See can’t see it.
Our family was negotiating a response when the royal decree came down.
“If you don’t want to die, then the Emperor will probably be killed.”
Who knows that on the day of the great marriage, he opened my cover and said to me, ‘I remember when you were fifteen, and I vowed that the men of heaven would be dead, and would not marry me?’ But now, the man in the whole world, only I dare marry you. I’m sorry.
One.
The day before entering the palace, it was a wind and a beautiful autumn.
Silver almond leaves are yellow and yellow, and a thick layer is laid in the rear garden of the courtyard.
And the Council is set under a tree, looking at me with concern.
“O son, if you go to the palace for a few days, I’ll send someone to meet you.” You’ll get out of this. I’m sorry.
I know what’s in it, and I’m nodding.
I am the only daughter of the Emperor, who can’t be honoured, and an older woman.
I’ve been in my hands ever since my father and mother, and I’ve been so sweet and soft.
My father’s bowing down for his country, full of hair.
There is only one thought before resigning.
That’s a good marriage for me.
In accordance with the manners, it is natural that the good marriage is “good” when it rises up to the Crown and becomes a queen.
I was raised in the royal study with my five-year-old father.
That’s more like it.
But, unfortunately, after me and the Queen, the old master gave me the name of a disaster star.
We, the Calamity, will neither harm the nation nor harm the people. The only function will be to marry whom will die.
So when I was 18 years old, even the first daughter of a great festivist dynasty, there were a few — or none at all — of them.
Otherwise, my father wouldn’t have only asked for it.
When the Emperor waved his hand, he responded with joy.
I knew him when he was little, and then he became an emperor, but he was rarely seen again.
And those years when he was in the House of Lords, he said to me, “Enjoy one wife, and be enough for one life.”
When I was young, I took a few points.
Who would have thought that after he became Emperor, today a waiter’s daughter and an only daughter would be brought to the palace in turn.
The princess of the palace said there were thousands, at least a hundred.
I can only lament that the men of the world are usually black.
And when he saw him, he summoned him to the palace, and chose for me a group of handsome sons for me to choose.
Sizzle is a goldfish suit, and the eye is no longer the young man I remember.
In the past, the dynasty of the dynasty was also dealt with in such a way that sitting there alone was frightening.
And We made the manner of His eyes, with all due respect.
“My daughter has met my king, and we wish His Majesty all the best. I’m sorry.
But he doesn’t care about the red tape, but he’s carrying a jade skeletal bone, and he’s running away, and he’s like, “Look who’s here, I’ll do it.” I’m sorry.
I’m looking in the direction I’m pointing.
I do not know the government of the DPRK, but I know that these people are either rich or expensive and that they are the best of the Jubilee.
He chose for me a son-in-law with all his heart. He took full account of his face, and none was a crooked date.
And We set Our eyes upon his noble dragon robe, and the golden thread shined in the sun, and there was a certain meaning that could not be touched.
The King of 95, the Dragon Zhang Feng Qian, who is better than him?
Which woman is worthy of him?
I even took my eyes away in vain.
And none of the sons of the kings is standing far away, but they are dressed in a blemish and black robe, fearing that they will be seen by me, the famous star of disaster.
I’ve been thinking about marrying anyone, and I’m talking about the King of the West.
If you cannot enter the city, you will go a thousand miles away, and you will not be troubled.
His Majesty looked at the King and asked me, “Look at this? Then I will write the commandment. I’m sorry.
I was blinded by the sharp eyes, and I responded to them in good manner, “Thank you, Majesty. I’m sorry.
Size did not say much, but the eunuch who was next to him grinded.
The Zhu pen is so thin and so smooth that it leads to a couple.
Indeed, what kind of beauty did His Majesty not see, and my young companion was nothing but an apocalyptic and far-fetched star.
What am I waiting for?
The Lord and I will bow before the Lord.
And the moment I rose up, my eyes fell upon him inevitably.
Maybe this is the last eye.
Two.
After the decree, my father saw the King as a man, and he was happy to prepare my dowry.
My dad got me 80 dowries. Every box is full.
If I’m not happy, my mother came to me to comfort me, saying, “Your father left after you were married, and our family moved to the northwest and could be reunited.” Not to mention that Xiao Hsiao is a man of talent, but he is a matchmaker. I’m sorry.
I said, “Who’s Shaw? I’m sorry.
As soon as my mother came to me, it was only from her godhood that I remembered that Shaw was the evil king, my fiancé.
To keep my mother from seeing things, I made an excuse: “Mom, Shaw is my fiancé, and I’ve been in the fog since my wedding.” It was as if His Majesty had called the Prince’s watch, and I didn’t mean to ask. I’m sorry.
My mother’s only noded and instructed me to leave my house.
After the ceremony is married.
My marriage has certainly become an event of concern to all.
After all, the world wants to see if I’m a disaster star.
Some wonder, others fear.
And when Xiaojun took my hand and carried it down, it was a slimy cold sweat.
I saw his strong smile through the red head and I thought it was funny.
So you’d be afraid of me, too?
Unfortunately, I’m a little bit of a fast, and as the night of my wedding screams, it fades away.
If Shaw didn’t wait for Shaw to come and lift my head, he would have died of a major disease.
Red candles became white wax overnight, and my name as the cataclysm was put to rest.
After all, Jung Yong-gung is in the midst of Qinghua, and in no case can he suffer from a major disease, but this is the conclusion of the medical community, and it is not my turn to overthrow him.
I didn’t want to be widowed by the King’s house.
My father refused to allow me to suffer, so he asked the Emperor to take me back to his house.
And I’m in the middle of it, Calamity.
The Emperor did not believe in evil, but declared to the outside world that it was true that the King of Brave was ill and had nothing to do with me.
Unfortunately, the more he depicts, the darker my reputation.
He made up my wedding night for me, and later said that I was a witch, and later that I was a ghost.
The Emperor can only continue to choose my son-in-law.
After all, the emperor has to find me a good family.
This time he didn’t ask me to pick him, but let the old master find me a strong man among the handsome men of the Middle Family.
General Kishan, I’m afraid to see and die.
If you marry me with a man of this character, you’ll be able to keep me here.
I want to.
Unfortunately, before my head was lifted on the night of the wedding, the General fell to death because he had been drinking and tripped on his left foot.
I watched him fall before me, without any sign, and it was extremely natural — this time, not to say, I myself felt disheartening and afraid.
Someone is real, dying in front of me.
I was taken back to the Chancellor’s house, and I haven’t seen God for months on that wedding night.
My mother wept all night, I know, and she believed the old man.
In my life, I was afraid I’d end up alone.
Solitude doesn’t matter, but if the Emperor dies, I have no husband, and there is only one end to what I look like.
Be the plum, old man.
My father would never let this happen. Neither he nor the Emperor believed in fate.
But no one in the whole dynasty dared to marry me, even the grandkids with the whole dynasty changed.
The Emperor is very loyal to his wife if he is afraid to marry him.
I heard my father say that the next one is the Emperor’s brother-in-law.
I’ve heard his name, and it’s Jun-suk, like Yu Yu-ju.
Admittedly, on the day of the wedding, Jun-cai fell into the ice lake and was frozen.
I’ve decided to be a disaster for the rest of my life.
Think better, maybe I haven’t lived long enough so my dad can get me a decent coffin.
Anyway, I’ve been tied up with Calamity all my life.
III
It doesn’t matter if I don’t act like a disaster, but the Emperor does.
Because when my father begged him to find me a good marriage, he made sure that he would find a son-in-law.
It’s hard to find a son-in-law.
My father said there’s no one who dares to marry me.
The Emperor’s face is even worse. After all, if it doesn’t work out, he’s ashamed of the Sanctuary.
So the Emperor thought for a month, and in the morning, he proclaimed his message.
The decree sealed the seal, and it also swung a great deal of rhetoric.
To put it simply, to invite me to the palace, he is a god, and he can’t hold me back.
My dad’s scared too.
After all, if the Emperor dies, my family will be the sinner of the thousand years.
He heard that a large number of his subjects had fallen down on their knees, begging the Emperor for his life and asking to marry me.
I can’t imagine it, but when my father told me again, I felt a little pathetic.
It never occurred to me that the wedding I had hoped for would end up in such a ridiculous way.
But the emperor has decided not to say again.
When this was settled, I became the first woman to have been married to a three-tier ruler, and as a result I could still be happy to enter the palace.
The day before the big wedding, my father told me that if the emperor died, I would run away, and he would find me a place to live.
If the Emperor doesn’t die, then I’ll find a chance to get out of the palace and not get involved in it.
Of course, I knew it was heavy, and I came right in.
There’s an important reason why you’re so smart.
Even without 80 dowries, even without a proper wife, and even after entering the palace, I was destined to live my life in secret.
But when happy, it became a concern.
If I’d killed him, then…
My mother advises me not to think that much, because the commandment has been served and resistance is death.
I said, “If I don’t do it now, I’ll do it now.” I’m sorry.
My mother yelled at me, “Let’s try first, perhaps His Majesty will crush your life.” I’m sorry.
If there’s no way out of this, my parents want me to be married and not live a life of displacement.
When it was done, I took the red sedan and walked through the corner into the harem and became a family of heaven.
Four.
I was still dressed that day because of the court’s manners.
The palace is set in the right direction, but it’s set in the right direction.
We have created a few shadows over these red silks, after all, in my experience, there is nothing to be said about red, nor does it speak of dogili.
And We hanged our sleeves, sitting on a bed of gladness, followed by scattered red-tree peanuts, in the sense of bearing a child early.
These are things I dare not imagine.
I’m married to a harem. I know that the palace is deep in the sea, and that the Emperor is not necessarily in love with me, and even more so with Shaw and others.
But I have raised a few points in the minds of young girls who look forward to being able to do so, with their children on their knees.
Even though Size would not have lived to see the sun of tomorrow.
This night, the mighty palace looks forward to it. And my heart is on top of eight, and I am in a state of uncertainty, afraid to hear a sad cry from the outside.
Everyone is waiting for that.
The monks of the Temple are ready to ring the bell.
And the night was dazzled when I was nineteen years old, and he came with a pleasing dress,
He’s coming at me step by step, and every step of the way, he’s up against my messy heartbeat.
At least live to lift my cover.
I don’t ask for company, I just want courtesy.
Five.
And when he pulled out of my head by a calibration, and turned on his eyes, I was afraid to look again and turned away.
And Zizawa restrained from him the pressure of a mighty emperor, but sat beside me in peace.
And as for the time of reading, he read with Us a word that was long and varied.
“What? Are you happy to marry me? I’m sorry.
His tone was so careless, he gave me a glass of cognac on the rise.
I saw the nine and a half of them with the copper glasses on the side of the bed.
It’s like sun, handsome and talented. Seeing a man, a cloud of joy.
I take a deep breath, “It is an honour for His Majesty to serve His Majesty in his presence. I’m sorry.
I thought he would speak to me again, but he only drank with me, and there was nothing to talk about.
Seeing as he’s not in the mood, I always feel a little bad.
He didn’t mean anything to him at all. He was on his bed, playing with my belt.
Look at this. It’s quite different from what he was before.
“Read. I’m sorry.
I almost got his jaw blown off.
He called my name for no reason!
I couldn’t help but say, “Yeah, Your Majesty, you…”
And Size smiled, and when he smiled, there was a little more sarcasm in his eyes.
My heart is cold.
I never thought he would bring up an old story: “I remember you when you were fifteen years old, but I vowed to you that the men of the heavens were dead and would not marry me.” I’m sorry.
It’s a long story.
Me and Size were young, but he was five years old, and when I spoke, he was right.
The late Emperor liked me, and he used to let my father take me to the palace.
When the emperor discussed the dynasty, Size took me to the palace for joy.
Then how could I know anything about a man or a woman, and think that he was married and left the court, and rejected the young man’s affairs in Size.
I was born thin, so it’s a little hard to hang on to him.
“Your Majesty, when I was young… my concubine knew nothing about it. I’m sorry.
Before I entered the palace, I had a few thoughts about Sizeh, and I heard him say this at this point. I only wanted to escape by treachery.
And all of our maidens were humbled and humbled, and all of their sarcastic eyes on him were smitten to pieces.
If it wasn’t for the others, even I would have forgotten that.
He sent me to the palace and brought back the old story, so that he could avenge himself.
My father thought the emperor was a real man, so he offered me another marriage.
Siddharth was shocked by my face, and naturally I’d forgotten it.
And while he untied my belt, he said, “Look, now the man in the whole world, only I dare marry you.” I’m sorry.
It’s hard to remember him for years.
And We turned our eyes, and said, “Why should Your Majesty fall upon your concubine? It is nothing but a childish saying, which is not worth mentioning.” I’m sorry.
I knew I would never play with him again.
Sizell just put his chin on my shoulder, seemed to laugh and seemed cold.
Well, if he doesn’t get killed by me, I’m not gonna be better in the harem.
I can’t believe I can’t think. My life is on the edge.
I didn’t wait to figure out where I was going to go. I saw him blow a red candle.
I’m afraid I’ll run away.
Long night is red, puffy.
Then I heard him whispering.
“And I will remember it for a few more years. I’m sorry.
Six.
The people waited one night for the death bell to ring.
I have to say that the man who is king is hard enough.
His Majesty never came to my temple after the wedding.
I’m disappointed and happy.
Not to say that he hated me for what he didn’t mean when I was married three times.
I went back to the palace once and asked when my father was going to let me escape.
But the Prime Minister was old and entered the palace, even though he was a three-declared senator, he couldn’t reach out.
In his moaning, I naturally knew the answer and pretended not to have it.
When I was with His Majesty, I tried to be as respectful and far away as I could, and I was afraid that he would come back to me and mock me.
I couldn’t help but laugh, but I didn’t dare be angry at him.
Of course, it’s even more scary that he dies, and I’ll be dealt with as an evil witch.
The city is as boring as it is. But what’s more boring is that there isn’t even a talking lady in the big garden except for a scavenging maid.
I think it’s weird.
Since the accession of Sizeh to the throne, all the royal ladies have come in, not to mention the beautiful women who have come from many nations.
Why haven’t you seen anyone for days?
I asked the maid next door, “Isn’t it true that the Royal Garden doesn’t allow others to come and play?” I’m sorry.
The waitresses don’t know about this, they just shake their heads.
And when We thought that the garden could not enter, We turned to the palace next to it, and intended to visit it.
But when I ate five or six shut-downs, I realized that these people didn’t want to see me.
The waitress was a little awkward, “Maybe it’s because the sun was too early for the ladies to get up. I’m sorry.
I miss her comforting me, but I’m not stupid either.
These are the ones who fear the name of Our Calamity, and are near to me, even though they say, “Sit with me.”
After all this, I became more angry with the old master.
What does he do for me?
Why should I use the name of a disaster star instead of harming the people of my country?
And We sat by the winter pool in the garden, dazzlingly, and the snow flew, and a thousand winds, and I was always alone.
The more bored I get, the more I get up, the more I get to go back to bed, and I’m surprised I’m still standing and I don’t know who pushed me.
I had no choice but to grab the sleeves of his clothes, Qiqi and the people into the cold water.
The cold bones are small, and the important thing is that I don’t water.
When I was unconscious, I thought that the emperor was dead, but I died first.
VII
“When she came out of the Palace of Eternity, she was so depressed, and her slaves didn’t know that she had a wish to peruse herself…”
It’s the sound of the peaches, as if they were in my ears, and they were coming suddenly.
Who wants to kill himself?
It’s a beautiful sight, and it’s getting a little uninterested.
I want to open my eyes, but I can’t do it. I can’t.
I heard a man’s voice, which was heavy and enraged.
“Do you know why you’re so depressed? I’m sorry.
It’s Cedar.
“It should be in the morning, when the Queen came to visit the Queen, but he ate the slams of the door, which may be why he cannot open, and ask His Majesty to chastise his servant.”
I finally opened my eyes when her voice came down.
That’s why I’m so heavy, I don’t know how much bed I’ve been covered with.
Sizeli was on my side of the bed, and when I opened my eyes, someone passed on the doctor.
He said, “Do you feel sick? I’m sorry.
I’m not feeling well, I’m dizzy, I’m not even strong, I’m hot and cold.
Almost as soon as I tried to answer, I had a stomach attack in my chest and threw up on the emperor.
“…”
I’m losing my mind again, and I’m seeing it in the eyes of Sizeh.
It’s… when it’s really raining.
I had a hard burn on my face, and for the first time I was ashamed of myself in front of him, so that I could do it myself.
He didn’t say much, but he looked at me in silence, and dragged him out with that filthy body.
And the snow fell away, and his shadow receded, far and far away, as a radiant light in Our eyes.
Yes, since he became His Majesty, my youth and his youth have also been a shadow of the snow, and no more will be able to touch it.
And We dazzled ourselves in the love of the spring and the sorrow, and entered the palace, so why think of the days?
He’s the King, I’m the concubine, and there’s an unbreakable gap.
I lamented that I would not dream day after day, lest the last basket of bamboo be empty.
It’s not so much to ask for. I’ll be able to live the rest of my life.
Isn’t it?
VIII
After sunset, the doctor comes to me often.
The daughter of the family, most of them, is not.
This trip to the lake did leave me in bed for half a month.
Of course, the doctor gave me two words in silence, besides giving me a pulse.
Tell me not to worry, not to go to the lake.
In other words, don’t think about yourself.
I’ve been thinking about myself.
I’m the one who taught people to push them in the water. What makes you think I’m self-defeating?
I asked Peach if there was anyone on my side that day.
Peach said, “We heard the ladies cry, and when the slaves came, you fell with His Majesty. His Majesty said she had to save her mother to be dragged into the water together. I’m sorry.
By me?
I did rush into a man.
In the words of Peach, it is His Majesty who pushed me into the water.
Size will not be able to push me into the water any more.
That’s why he grabbed me from behind.
I’ve been thinking about the story, and I’m afraid.
Soon after I entered the palace, His Majesty fell with me in the water.
Fortunately, I have not seen His Majesty for almost a month.
It’s better not to think that I threw up on him the other day and treated him with a big disrespect.
Maybe I looked at the palace door all day and made the doctor misunderstood.
Today, when he examined my story, he said that his Majesty had been busy with politics since he took office, and that the harems had rarely seen him.
As for how little of this is, I do not know, but the day after I was able to get out of bed, the emperor came to the temple.
I was afraid that he would take revenge and set aside the likes of the day before me. I’m more afraid he’ll be suffocated to death.
It is rare for him not to speak, but to sit down with me and eat with the king of the past.
I drank porridge while I looked at him.
It doesn’t look like you’re here to ask questions. Look at that appetite. It’s not like it’s in a bad mood.
Did he come all the way from the palace to eat?
“That’s so sweet. I’m sorry.
When I was abdominal, there was suddenly such a cold male voice on my head.
Pity? Me?
I have a heart to argue, but he is the emperor, and he is wrong about two words, and perhaps I will be punished for one death.
I know what he’s got. He’s got his lips. “Your Majesty says so. I’m sorry.
And I thought that I had pleased him as though I had happened so that he had provoked the fall of my ear, and played with it without heart.
“Are you afraid of me? I remember you’re not that kind of person. I’m sorry.
I think he was full of food and gossip. He was once a prince, and now he’s a king. Can you compare the two attitudes?
I laughed and said, “Your Majesty is joking. My concubine has forgotten everything. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk anymore. He was just trying to pull my hair. I can’t guess what he’s thinking.
I can’t even guess.
In the warm palace, the silence became somewhat awkward.
But he didn’t notice, just staring at my hair.
I can’t move, I can’t move, I can only be a doll in his hand.
For a long time, he said, “There are flowers in the palace in recent days. Go and have a rest. I’m sorry.
A flower feast? How come I never heard of this?
The Emperor looked astonished and surprised at me, and suddenly the silent look changed, and went out in haste.
“I have something important to do, so help yourself. I’m sorry.
My heart is sorely stinged by a harsh and cold tone.
And he left me with yet another shadow,
Although I do not want him to be too close to me, every time I see him like this, I feel a little more sad.
If His Majesty were to marry me to the palace, it would be only because of the wishes of his elders and his revenge as a child.
I’ll be my mistress as well.
This is the second time I have warned myself to stop thinking about it.
Nine.
I think so, but His Majesty does not.
After he left that day, he came again at night.
It was the middle of the night. I fell asleep when he came.
I heard Peach say he slept half a night in my bed last night.
To be honest, I’ve only heard that I’m a disaster star that can kill people, but I don’t know if it’ll make people crazy.
Sleeping silently in the middle of the night, lying next to the person, does not look like a normal person.
And when We thought it was a bloodbath of Size, he came every day to the open house.
He didn’t talk too much. He was lying next to me. At first, I was a little afraid that one day I would wake up and lie next to a body.
But, fortunately, His Majesty has not spoken much, at least he can breathe.
When I came, I was relaxed.
The flower feast was organized in the garden, and I do not understand why it is held in the winter.
But I’m still busy in the palace and I’m lucky to be out.
In the recent past, His Majesty’s eyes were not as sharp or sarcastic as they were in my bed, but he moved to another place with two more eyes.
I don’t want to guess whether it’s annoying or happy.
Before he went up, he said to me, “Today go to the feast and wear the red coat. I’m sorry.
Your Majesty, do you remember I have a red dress?
“You hear me?” He’s a little heavy.
I came down in a hurry, “I see. I’m sorry.
The companion is like a tiger.
It’s kind of a novelty, but it’s not very good for dinner.
In the end, it’s too thick to look like a hockey ball.
It is clear that His Majesty is not confident enough in his deterrence and must not turn his head until I have changed my clothes.
Peach and I stood at the threshold and saw him in the snow.
She whispered, “Your Majesty is sweet to your mother, and your servant hears, and His Majesty rarely stays in the harem. I’m sorry.
And those whom their right handmaidens love to say things that please their Lord, but I do not believe them, but I hear them, and I give her things.
Or is it that she is in a state of complacency, that she has never served a master like her mother?
As soon as she said that, she knew that it was not right, and then she looked to me in fear.
When I tried to plead for guilt, I saw that I was not inverted, and I slipped.
What’s the rumor?
It’s evil. It’s killing people.
If it had not been for some silver, they would have been too close to Us.
I know I’m in deep shit, all the favors, but my father gave it to me.
And how can I bear it and be angry again?
There are not many flowers at the flowers, but the mothers of the palaces are as though they were not cold, and they are dressed with a narrow waist, and they are more beautiful than the flowers of the demons who sew the curves.
It is clear that those who sat at the feast were waiting for me, the Calamity, to come, but they saw me, neither as the abdomen of hearsay nor as a raging place for the people.
It’s like a stupid, swollen fruit, and it’s a bit of a disappointment.
At least look at my face, it’s not like I can kill people in a moment.
But it wasn’t me who let them fall, it was the news of my falling into the lake the other day.
I was not told that I was self-defeating in the palace, but I was told that I had to bow my head under the threat of a violet.
After this, it seems to me that this is not the case, but the Emperor.
No, as soon as I sat down, I saw a clean-faced sissy sitting on my side.
I know her. She’s the princess who was brought to the palace in the second year of his reign.
“This is the Lady of the Fairy. It’s quite different from the legend, looking at the state, and the others say that your sister is a monster. I’m sorry.
Monster.
I don’t like to argue with others, and she makes no sense.
If I wasn’t a monster, how could he have been killed?
I’m thinking about the tragedy of the night of my wedding.
And yet another smileful face to the Qinghui princess almost immediately sought to flee.
But don’t think about my sister, since you’re in the palace and we’re a sister, I’d be the first to say you’re dead. I’m sorry.
The smile on my face is almost dead, and it’s not like that.
My parents only taught me to read and write, but they never showed me such a saber sword.
I just have to laugh and try to make myself feel free to laugh.
And it was at this very moment that I realized clearly that if my father was not my back, I would be nothing but a dumb-mouthed waste.
But who makes me a disaster?
If it had not been for my father and His Majesty, I would have been hanged long ago.
I bow my head, and I will not listen to her sarcasm.
The Princess sarcasmed me for a while, and she felt like she wasn’t up to it.
I can hear a few words from time to time on purpose, not to say that I am a embroidered pillow, soft and boring.
The rest, I don’t have to guess.
The only warmth I’ve reaped in the cold after the feast is that of this swollen little tummy.
Although His Majesty is suspected of making me laugh, I am grateful to him for having made me wear this.
At least you don’t have to go back like your ladies.
Peach asked me, “Why won’t your mother say something? The slave-man is listening. I’m sorry.
And We stood in a cold wind, and the scoffing received a fresh snow, but said a donkey’s lips did not answer the horse’s mouth.
“That’s fast. It’s 19th winter. I’m sorry.
Ten.
I’m 19 years old, and I’m afraid my kids can talk.
And I am the only one who endures the day in the fear of his parents and the salivation of mankind.
What reason should I have to argue?
What they say is nothing but the truth.
My father told me that silence was the most resilient force if it could not cope with evil.
Although I am so relieved, I do not look so good when I return to the temple.
The depression continued until late in the evening, and it did not go away.
It is not clear whether it is because of the cold that His Majesty will be able to at least have dinner with me and talk to me earlier every time he comes to the temple.
There is no shortage of obscure texts, and I can sometimes say two words, but he clearly reads more books than I do, and I can only say two words at most.
Today he learns to read while he talks to me about some of our instruments.
I’ve heard about this guy, and there’s his handwriting in the house.
Naturally, I should say more and make the Emperor happy.
But I’m really not very interested, but I’m just trying to work for him, and I’m not so obvious. I’m sorry.
And he threw the Zhu pen and asked me, “What? Not feeling well? I’m sorry.
I thought that was the best excuse for not talking, so I nodded, “Well, it’s cold today. I’m sorry.
Sizel’s hands were hot, and when his hands were on my forehead, it almost made me feel like I was on fire in the summer, burning me red.
He’s been sent to the doctor without me.
Well, indeed, we, the Calamity Star, are declining under the pressure of the Purple Microstar.
It was not for a long time that the doctor said that I was tired and asked His Majesty to exercise some restraint before he stepped down in the face of his inflexibility.
And indeed, His Majesty blew the lamp at night, and there was no more joy like a wolf, and he fell asleep with me.
I was leaning on his chest, but today I wish to be sulking, so I turned back, and fell asleep against a wall.
His Majesty asked, “Is it a bad day? I’m sorry.
I said, “Happy. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
I won’t be in a hurry to get a hot face with a cold ass if I don’t see the ladies in Miyagi.
But I am surprised by the attitude of His Majesty, who, by definition, I have been married three times and who says it is a thorn in the throat.
But there is no other plan than for me and His Majesty’s wedding night, and His Majesty’s and I’m going back to the past.
I’ve been in the palace for three months, and then I’m having a New Year’s party.
Your Majesty has not been too hard on me.
It’s more and more intimate, it’s more likely that I’m the only one who’ll ever be deposed.
I do not know what He wills, but He gives me His favor, and I am secure.
If he doesn’t spoil me, I’m going to learn to be quiet.
It must have been too often for His Majesty to enter and leave the temple, and the women of the Queen would have been unable to see it.
In the past, they wouldn’t dare.
But after the flower feast, and because I am indeed weak, they also have a bit of courage.
Today, a quiet temple sings a song.
I didn’t sing this song. Ning-hyun brought her troupe to show me one or two.
It’s not a good show, it’s the little widow who goes to the grave.
I suddenly heard the eunuch’s cry outside.
“The Princess of Jing has fallen
Jing-hyun? How did she do that?
Springnut came to me in a hurry to explain what happened. She learned from the eunuch that the Princess had died of fish sting cards at lunch.
It’s a terrible thing to do before death.
When I heard the first thing, and I didn’t have any ideas before, I saw Ning Fei rushing to clean up her troupe, panicking and saying his words.
And when she reached the door of the palace, she tripped and fell on the ground.
But she didn’t even stay, as if there was a ghost behind her, and she rushed out.
“…”
Now I see why.
She was afraid that the little widow was buried in her grave.
XII
And the blessing of Princess Tojing, when she dies, say not in front of my palace, but in the past, by way of way.
The Emperor alone, without fear, is still running towards me.
And today, when he came, I was sitting at the threshold of the snow.
Snow falls, umbrella white heads.
As soon as he struck the ink-coloured dragon robe he was in the snow, the more strutted he was.
And he was supported by a black umbrella, and he stood there standing between the snow and staring at me.
The young boy became the emperor and the bean bean bean was the past.
He stepped on the snow and walked away from me.
I saw his hands pull out of his sleeve, bowed a little, pulled me up from the threshold and carried me into the warmer attic.
“What’s going on out there?” I’m sorry.
His Majesty, unlike I imagined, does not speak love and does not often care about me.
Me and him are like gentlemen, not very husband and wife.
Even if he’d come looking for me, even if we might say one or two more words.
It’s like there’s always snow between us, and there’s cold in the snow for years.
I didn’t dare to say what was on my mind, so I changed the colours and made a smile.
“Something about home. I’m sorry.
Jing-hyun died again.
I am innocent, but innocent.
He knew I was right and left and he didn’t go along with my subject. It was just weird. “Don’t you want to be happy when the Princess is dead? So no one will come after you. I’m sorry.
The smile on my face was stiff and the tone was a little displeasure: “How can His Majesty, as a Son of God, say such a happy word?” Jing-hyun insulted me first. If I’m happy, then what’s the good news? I’m sorry.
It was clear that Sizeh had not spoken to him in that manner since I had entered the palace.
As soon as it was done, I regretted it. He pulled his arm on his knees.
He smiled rarely, just like he used to.
“But I miss the time you taught me. I’m sorry.
And then I realized, not that he had changed, but that I had.
I have become humbled, I have become impeccable, I have become afraid and afraid.
To understand this, I only feel pain.
It’s not natural to look at his peaceful eyes.
I can’t talk to you if I don’t want to.
He’s from behind me, “Don’t be unhappy, it’s her eating, it’s a coincidence, it’s none of your business. I’m sorry.
It’s because of coincidence that I’m involved.
I can only sigh, “Your Majesty says so. I’m sorry.
XIII
And I thought that after what happened to the Lady of Peace, there would be a man in the palace who would be in danger.
But apparently there’s always someone who’s so presumptuous to dance in front of me.
Her Highness, three generations of the family have joined the army, and the father is a great general, with a strong position.
Last time at the flower feast, the princess was cold, and she didn’t come to the party.
But she was unable to see the Lord of the House, who had not stayed for many years, when he came to visit me.
I can understand her. After all, Size is so beautiful and so beautiful.
No one wants another woman to share a piece.
Unfortunately, I’ve been in a bad mood these days and no one wants to see me.
After all, I’m afraid I can’t afford to kill anyone.
Surely the princess was not the one who gave up, so she stopped me in the palace after the feast.
Princess, there’s no one to look at.
So when we meet, she slaps me.
Me, the daughter of Prime Minister.
Naturally, she died and held her wrists. She fell up and gently pressed.
“On New Year’s Eve, why is your mother so angry? I’m sorry.
I looked her in the eye, and I said, “No, no, no.”
It is clear that the Princess has been misconstrued by my rumours that I am a small calamitous star.
But I was scolded and told the truth, and I have nothing to say.
As for action, there is nothing left to say.
She doesn’t seem to believe I’m gonna hold her hand, but she hasn’t had it out for a day.
“Let go of my hand! You are nothing! It’s not a disaster. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t handle her, and I didn’t want to be like her, a crazy bitch.
And I came up and said, “Go back to the palace first. I’m sorry.
Your Highness is in a bad mood. You are not allowed to leave! I’m sorry.
I did not pay heed to her, except for weeks of courtesan service, and went straight to the night, no matter what the princess had to drink.
I think my father could take care of me.
Springnuts have been so busy with me back to the temple.
She said, “I’ve never seen a woman like that before! I’m sorry.
How’s that?
I don’t know what to think.
XIV
On the second day, the matter was heard in the courtyard.
I heard from the little eunuch that my father was in trouble with the general, that half of him was my father’s promoter, and that he helped my father fight.
His Majesty said that she had no religion and had no religion.
I don’t know if there’s any sign of an ass.
All I know is, on the third day, the Princess is dead.
No sign of a sudden death.
I was working on the bouquet, and I heard the news first.
If the peaches don’t come in time, I’m afraid the scissors will cut my tail off.
The front dynasty turned into a pot of porridge and said it was me who died the daughter of two of my great men and insisted that I be executed.
It’s really none of my business to say that I’m the wife and wife of the two wives.
After hearing him say that, His Majesty’s face was black for a moment before he waved.
It has been a long time since His Majesty came to my temple.
The harem has been quiet lately, thanks to the fact that both of the deadliest men have died, and they have naturally stopped.
Even if the old master had said that the death of the princess had nothing to do with me, the courtesan kept talking and feared that my beloved daughter would suffer.
His Majesty was unable to make a terrible decision.
He told his subjects that he had decided to discharge the post-demobilization palace.
That said, there was nothing to say about the front, but it was the rear palace that blew up the pot.
Quite a bit.
The wives were afraid of death, so His Majesty decreed that each family should receive its daughters.
The rest of them, His Majesty, gave them silver and silver, and gave them a place to live.
The Emperor decided to marry me for the sake of His Highness.
And because I’m a terrible cataclysm, I’ve decided to discharge the palace.
This is an act that has been celebrated by the people of the world, even my father, who knows the world.
As for me, I was the first woman in history to dare enter the palace.
The snow fell before the door, so it was repeated in March that I saw the image of Sizeh.
The grass is flying in time, and the weeds are in love, not to mention the man of my heart.
His Majesty spoke first and said, “Read, be my queen.” I’m sorry.
I think it makes no difference that I’m alone in the harem.
Moreover, His Majesty did not give me the intention of rejecting it because he had come with a divine message.
I think it’s amazing, after all, that I’m the first woman to die in the way of a queen.
Well, that’s a legend.
Fifteen.
And the days and the beautifulness of the land, and when We saw His Majesty’s parables, they rose as weeds.
But because of the good days, I’m starting to get scared.
I was afraid that day, the bells of the Temple suddenly sounded, beating all my dreams to pieces.
And it was almost a thunderbolt, and it drew me out of it.
It was the second year I was queen, and Size and I decided to have a child.
And I happen to be pregnant.
When I entered the palace, I fell into the cold of the lake, and it was extremely difficult to get pregnant.
After the news, the doctor gave me a good rest, so I didn’t get colder.
I wasn’t thinking about it. I just wanted to talk to Size.
No one knew how happy I was because I could have my kids around my knees.
And I am not the Calamity, nor am I to die alone. I can have a beloved child with my beloved.
So I went to the Conservatory.
I was not stopped by the great eunuch who knew me well.
I went in quietly and wanted to surprise him, but first I saw the back of the old man.
“His Majesty was a joke, not a good plan. I’m sorry.
Seeing that they were talking about the state, I had no more plans to listen, and I wanted to take my step.
Maybe if I turned around and left, it wouldn’t be that painful.
Unfortunately, the words behind Sizeh stopped me.
“Why make fun of me?” I’m sorry.
“…”
Compiled, Calamity.
These two words are like a pair of shackles that tie my feet to the ground.
I have heard a great lie, and all the blame and grief that I have borne over the years, but a moment of anger has led me to the gossip.
Many years ago, His Majesty refused to marry me to the Emperor.
He had a plan and asked the old master to write me a story about whom he married and who died.
After that, he was in power and lost his heart.
I even used my marriage as a chess game to get rid of all the pawns.
Then he took me to the rear in the name of mercy.
That’s all. He planned for Qing and Qing and Qing, knowing that they were going to fight me, and took the opportunity to get rid of them.
And all that is, because of the cloud of the Calamity, becomes a nature beyond judgment.
It’s just me and I only know how heavy and hard I have been carrying over the years.
I’m the only one who knows how much my parents’ hair has been white for me all these years.
How could he! How dare you — treat my marriage as a joke and a game.
I was barely able to stand, and my tears were turning in my eyes.
I only have one thought. I’m leaving. I never want to see him again.
Never again.
XVI
I fled from here, but I surprised the two men who spoke in the house.
I didn’t get out of the house, I was held back.
The fragrance of the dragon that was upon Sizeh entered its nostrils, and I appeared in its original form and went madly in an attempt to escape from his arms.
“You liar! Let go of me!”
From that point of view alone, Sizeh knew how much I heard, but the tighter his arms were, the more I could barely breathe.
“Where are you going? Who dares take you in, except me? I’m sorry.
It’s like a fire to me.
I barely wept, my tears and my anger twisted — I couldn’t care less about myself, and I just wanted to scold him.
But I looked up and couldn’t say a word.
That’s why I hate him a little more, and I hate my liver, my guts, my lungs.
After all these years, my father married a good man to get me married.
He and my mother taught me to change the way of manhood, to be humbled, to be humbled, to be humbled, and to be knowledgeable, in order to turn away from the name of the Calamity Star and to become a noble woman in the eyes of the world.
I did it and I forgot what it was.
But now I am told that this is nothing but a lie.
It’s just a lie, and I’m carrying five lives!
“Your Majesty, do you find it fun? I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk, he just looked at me with his lips.
I only felt the blood of my heart, and then the heat in the back.
XVII
Actually, I don’t want to wake up.
But I opened my eyes inevitably.
He sat by Our couches, surrounded by tired and expensive.
Even at this time, he is as great and as tall as a mountain.
He said, “The child…”
“Go away. I’m sorry.
I only told him one word, sharp and rude.
He’s still sitting by the bed.
“If you don’t go, I’ll die. I’m sorry.
Threatening others with their own lives is an extremely stupid thing.
But right now, I have only one thing left.
And he did not stay, but stomped the horns for me, so he rose up and left.
Almost as soon as the curtains came out of his body, the broken sobbing spread in the palace.
I’m sure he heard me. I wanted to stay away, but I couldn’t help it.
I hate these years, and I hate myself too easily to let my children die.
I don’t know how long I’ve been crying, but I’ve been crying all the time, and I’ve been crying so hard that I can’t even open my eyes and I’m asleep.
He’ll come to my bed when he’s asleep.
Almost sensed that I was waking up and he would rise and leave.
I didn’t wake up until he left in silence.
If he doesn’t go, I’ll never open my eyes.
I don’t want to see him, not once.
My mother came to the palace to serve me in haste after hearing my birth.
I would love to act as if nothing had happened in front of her, but when I saw her with white hair, I could not help but shed tears.
When I cried, my mother followed me.
She said, “There’s gonna be more, read, don’t cry, you cry, it hurts. I’m sorry.
I was shaking my head, “No more, no more.” I’m sorry.
Eighteen.
My mother doesn’t know what’s going on, but I told my mother I’m going back to the Chancellor’s house.
The Emperor did not agree, and my father was on his knees with half the Emperor.
The Emperor let me go for half a month.
My parents knew about my birth and it was about the Emperor.
Back in the house, my father looked at my first eyes and the eyes were red.
He said with strength, “Worshipful and painful.”
Why am I bitter?
I just felt sore.
My father, Sanctuary, is on the run because of me.
He resigns, and should be of all kinds, with all sorts of ills.
But he was just holding on to his skinny body, kneeling down and begging the Emperor for a marriage.
My heart is breaking.
But my father was only regretful and said, “If only I had known, it would have been better not to marry the king, and the heavens and the earth had their place.” I’m sorry.
I shake my head and I’d like to say I don’t want to go back to the palace.
But I know that Size is the Emperor and my father is a subject.
My father lost his reputation for me, and now my father and Size will no doubt ruin his life.
I smiled and said, “Dad, I’m in a coma. I have nothing to do with power. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t believe me.
And I said, “Now that you’re resigning, take my mother to Gangnam and spend the rest of your life in this city.” I’m sorry.
Maybe I acted too well, or my father knew there was no way to get me out of the city.
So we have to act like nothing, wait half a month to pick it up.
XIX
I went back to the palace and took my life.
He did know that I did not want to see him, but only stood in front of my palace and looked at my eyes and turned away.
In the palaces of greatness were only locked between me and him.
Does he love me? I don’t want to know.
That’s it. I spent another year in this palace.
I’m 23 years old.
The light will remove the anger, but it will not breed any more.
Recently, I was able to say a word or two to him, except that he came to ask me the details of my posterior affairs, and I showed him the books.
After reading, he asked me a few questions, and I answered a few questions.
I was in the cold between him and the snow, and now I’m in the cold with him, but I’m in the ground and I’m in ruin.
He said, “I’m going to patrol the land. I’m sorry.
I’m relieved.
He looked at me, and took his eyes away, and said, “Clean up, and leave the day.” I’m sorry.
There is no room for negotiation.
I played a queen with due diligence.
I was 23 years old, he was 28.
The harem is a great cause for the nation.
A lot of people have asked His Majesty to abolish the Queen, but all of them were crushed by him.
I can’t let him think, but I’m glad he didn’t make me have another baby.
I followed him to the Qing Dynasty, the north and south of the river, where not all the land was flourishing, but few of the state capitals were filled with smoke, flooding and drought.
No wonder His Majesty stayed in the palace – the great dynasty, the King of 95 – and no one can take over.
He just struts his eyebrow like a sword, standing on my side.
And with him We were worshiped by all the people, and We were not aware of the glory, except that We were of their names.
I have done nothing for these people. I am the scourge of the world and the object of the scolding of the people.
Isn’t it.
Twenty.
His Majesty made it clear that I had taken me to a house.
The palace has been built in such a way that it is full of refugees from the victims.
These men were surprised when they saw me, when I thought they would scold me and drive me out, but saw them all kneel down.
My Majesty and I came here in private and they didn’t recognize me as a queen.
I heard them say, “The Buddha is dead!” The Buddha is gone!”
Buddha?
What Buddha?
When I turned back, I saw Sizeli at a distance, smiling at my back.
We followed his eyes and saw a great picture in the house.
It’s like a woman’s ice-cream bone.
That’s me.
His Majesty drew it for me when I was little.
And now, without such grace, it is juju, and whiteness.
Most of all, there’s no room for it.
“Mom, she’s better-looking than the fairy in the picture. I’m sorry.
I don’t know who’s voice, woke me up.
I looked at it with my voice, and I saw a three-year-old boy looking at me.
Her mother stood by her and bowed to me to show a shy smile.
His Majesty came to hold me, and he told me that this had been the land of a true King, and that it had now been merged with the other.
I said, “Who’s the King? I’m sorry.
Without waiting for him to answer, the refugees in the temple said that the King of Courage had committed many evils and exploited the people, and that for several years the king had been a violent and militaristic man.
It was the Buddha who caused the sins of the people, who died as a result of his death.
Now I know, the King is my first husband.
And We came forth out of the house, and Zezawa followed me, and We were not separated.
He did not speak and then took me to the General’s compound and to his brother’s land.
We heard with our own ears the evil deeds of the deceased men, and watched thousands of people speak out against them, saying that they were the Buddha, so that they could live a good life in recent years.
Size said to me, “The names of the Queens are all those who do good.” The world will call you a living Buddha, except for the ambitious rebels who scolded you as the Calamity. I’m sorry.
I can’t believe it, but I can’t believe it.
It’s just that it’s hard to tell.
His Majesty took me back to the capital after seeing all over the river.
On the way, I asked him, “What happened to the two wives? They didn’t do anything wrong. I’m sorry.
His Majesty smiled: “The family is corrupted and bribed, and his daughter is only used for information. The general is ambitious, and the princess is his pawn. I’m sorry.
The Ministry and the General were indeed settled earlier this year.
But he did indeed lie to me.
“Read. He suddenly called me that.
I don’t know what to say.
“If you don’t kill those people, do you know how many Lebanese will be displaced? I’m sorry.
He’s been known for 10 years, and there’s no more juvie around.
I looked at him with strange eyes but so familiar.
We’re all grown up.
“I will not speak in love, and I admit that it is wrong to insult you, but I will not regret it. If you hate me for this, I have nothing to say. I’m sorry.
And He sets the curtains, and casts his eyes upon the sky.
My hatred is not worth it, as opposed to heaven.
Yes, without my reputation, I can save more Lebanese people, and I’m sure it’s a business that won’t pay.
So he doesn’t regret it.
I knew from the moment I entered the palace that he was the King of 95th.
I said, “But Sizeh, I just want one sorry. I’m sorry.
“…”
I just want an apology, but he never said it.
Almost as soon as I said it, my eyes were red.
And his emperor, in a trance, fell apart, and took his cuffs out to wipe my tears.
And his thin lips opened and closed and closed and opened.
It’s harder to get him to say he’s sorry.
Even though he knew what was wrong with himself and what was on my back when I was old, he was stubborn and blinded.
If the king’s love is so hard and sad, then I won’t dare lift it up again.
Why not just be a gentleman and a wife like you?
My eyes are closed. My heart is as dead as ashes.
But his voice was ringing in a rolling wagon.
“Sorry, read. I’m sorry.
He took pride and put me in the palm of his hand.
It is because it is so difficult to apologize that it becomes more valuable.
In many cases, it was not his choice but his attitude that was frustrating.
And all I want is his attitude.
I’m Calamity.
A disaster in the eyes of the thieves, and a star in the hands of the kings.
Well, it’s a good thing.
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By: The Wild Barbecue
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
