You regret what you did? – What?
The last thing I regret is that I proposed a divorce to my husband on the day he was excited to tell me that he was to be promoted to Vice President of the East China District.
He gave me the room, the car, 200 w of property.
I used to forgive my husband for whatever I did.
I’m sure it will be this time.
I’m divorced.
It’s not the husband’s betrayal, it’s just because he’s too busy and it’s not the marriage I want.
When I filed for divorce, Wang’s face was indescribably shocked.
One second he told me with excitement that he was going to be promoted to Vice President of the East China Region.
The second I gave him a divorce agreement with anger.
I gave him two options: a signed divorce and a resignation.
Honestly, it’s cruel to him.
But I didn’t give in, and I forced him because I didn’t want to see nothing but money.
I don’t want every couple’s life to end in a hurry, without an extra hug or a kiss.
Over the years, he was either on a business trip or on a business trip.
“Does it have to be this far?” “The King’s eyes look at me painfully.
“I’m tired of this life, and I don’t want to. “I have hate on my face and I have complaints in my eyes.
“I’m sorry, I’ll take more time with you. Can we not divorce?” He was careful to cry.
I’m holding my arm and I’m cold and I’m tired, “I’ve counted 2,788 days this year, and you’ve only been home for fifty-five days. I’m sorry.
“Fu, please understand me that I am in the middle of my career, and Mr. Li is taking me very seriously, and I…” And Wang was excited to share his work, but when he looked up and saw my face, he stopped.
He knows that what I care about is not how well he works, but how much time he spends with me.
“Congratulations! “I’ve made a sarcasm of it.
“Really? “The eyes of the king are red, as if he knew he would never keep me.”
“I’m staying at the hotel tonight. I’ll meet you at the Civil Affairs Bureau at noon tomorrow. After that, I took the bag and ran out of the house.
I got a divorce from the divorce until I got a divorce, just one day.
Wang Jing gave me the house, the car, the $2 million worth of property.
He said to me, “Fu, if this is the life you want, I’ll make you.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t pay attention to him. I sat in the car and called my cousin Li Hyang. I’m sorry.
I’m sure you’ll find something better when you’re gone. My cousin comforted me at that end.
“He left me the house, the car and the savings. I’m sorry.
The cousin at the end was surprised, “What’s it all for you? He’s willing to go out? I’m sorry.
“He left a small apartment in the city. I’m sorry.
“That’s what he should give you. He wasted your youth for years. You’re worth it. My cousin continues to comfort me.
02
Then I got a call from my mother-in-law, and they wanted me back, but I couldn’t say yes.
A few times, they knew I was getting divorced and they stopped bothering me.
That’s how I got back to being single from someone my relatives and friends envy.
When my parents found out on the third day, they came to me and yelled at me, and my mother called me lucky, and my father smoked a pack of cigarettes, and finally, “as long as you don’t regret it.” I’m sorry.
I sent my parents away, I guess, and I never regret it.
On the fourth day of my divorce, I immediately packed a trip to leave and went on vacation with two single female friends at the beach.
I want to feel free again.
I started going to the bar with my friends! This is where Wang Qian was never allowed to go, and I went crazy to forget my ex-husband.
I thought this was the life I wanted, but when I spent half a month on the luxurious level with my ex-husband, it suddenly made me feel all empty.
I sat in the living room and called and talked to my cousin, who immediately asked me out for dinner.
Star Yu, what do you want from him? How many days has he been with you since we got married? How can a couple be like you?
You don’t have children now. You know when you have children, it’s up to you.
He’s a hand-shaker, he’s out there with all kinds of women.
And you? What’s the point of having a baby when you’re out of shape and you’re out of shape?
You should find a husband who doesn’t pay much, but he does laundry and cooking, and spends all the time with me, we buy food, we walk, we pick up chicks, that’s the life of a couple.
What’s the point of having a cat? I’m sorry.
I’ve been drinking and listening to my cousin, and I admit, Wang Qi and I divorced because I heard from my cousin another kind of happiness, that kind of pyrotechnic life.
I envy, I wish, I’ve been looking forward to this life with Wang Qian, but for a year he has been in a hurry to walk me through the mall.
He was full of hours, except for my wife.
My cousin’s words have convinced me once again that, yes, I don’t want to live as a grievance, I’m willing to be a wildcat outside the walls or a canary in the cage.
03
I thought I’d have a lot of time to do what I wanted.
But I’m bored to find that I don’t have so much to do.
I wanted to work, and my cousin said that her writing building was looking for money, and I thought that my profession could take a chance, although I don’t need the money right now.
My cousin is a very good man, and she is now a sales leader at an elevator company, very capable and very beautiful, and we’ve been sisters since we were kids.
I came to my cousin’s elevator company, she wasn’t in her office, and I went to the bathroom.
Sitting in the grid room, suddenly heard a cousin’s name mentioned by an employee who came in from outside the door.
They were talking about her, “When we met today, she saw her left face swollen, like she was beaten. I’m sorry.
“I saw it too. Her husband hit so hard this time, he didn’t want to break her face. I’m sorry.
Why didn’t you call the police? I’m sorry.
“For the sake of the children!”
I’m sitting in a box. I’m shocked. My cousin got raped?
How is that possible?
For six months, my cousin looked in my eyes to a woman who had a happy home, a good daughter and a caring husband.
How could it be domestic violence?
Ten minutes later, I sat in my cousin’s office, and she came in a little while later, and I looked at her face, and it really swollen.
What happened to your face? I ask myself:
“Not to mention, allergies, seafood. My cousin said, “I won’t eat it again.” I’m sorry.
I was confused and I didn’t know who to believe. The employee said it was domestic violence.
But I didn’t dare ask.
04
I went to that company for an interview, and because I didn’t have any work experience, the result was that I was rejected.
Since I was married to Wang Qian, he has reassured me of being a full-time wife and not having to worry about making money. So, I graduated three years, married two years, and I don’t have any work experience in big companies, except for my school experience.
Sitting in a café next to my cousin’s company, I was upset about the two years spent getting married, and she suddenly asked me to borrow money.
She asked me if there were 300 grand in my hand, and my cousin wanted to open a restaurant in partnership and needed a start-up fund.
I had money, but I didn’t have the guts to borrow so much, but I was a cousin, so I only promised $100,000.
After saying that, my cousin changed her face and said, “You have $2 million in money! Can you get it out in advance? I’m sorry.
I didn’t think my cousin would insist on borrowing money, and I had to lie to her that it was in Wang’s account and I can’t get it out.
I know I let my cousin down, but I really don’t want to borrow the money.
Ever since I married Wang Qi, I’ve had no idea of money, no money, no money, no money, no money, no car, no money, no money.
Now that I’ve left him, I know it’s hard to make money.
And there are too many people around, too old to spend money.
I drove home and I was wondering if my cousin’s face was domesticized or allergic.
If it was a domestic violence, why did my cousin keep telling me she married a good husband?
But it’s not the first time she’s been beaten.
I sat on the sofa, looked at the wedding photos, and I felt sorry for the first time. Why did I easily divorce my marriage?
Three days later, I got another call from my cousin, who said she knew a very good man, wanted to meet me, was very interested in me and asked me for lunch.
05
My first thought was to refuse, but my cousin called me several times, describing the man’s progress, responsibilities and excellence.
Like she meant, if I don’t see, I’ll lose a lot.
I had to.
I think my cousin just wants me to get back together and find happiness.
I didn’t plan to find the next one, but when I came to the restaurant to see the handsome little Liu in my cousin’s mouth, I had a really big difference.
In the early 30s, a chubby round face, looks, body size, clothes, talk and behaviour are different from my ex-husband.
I know I can’t look down on people, but I’m really not interested in him.
At the table, the man expressed a great interest in me, and he tried to make friends with me and to contact me.
When my cousin gave me a ride home, she talked about how well the man was, and she deliberately ignored his appearance, his clothes and abilities, and she chose other advantages.
Somehow, this meal changed my cousin’s past perception, and I realized one thing.
And that’s when my cousin’s phone rang, and she looked at it, and she cried, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
Quietly in the car, I heard my cousin’s unhappiness. My cousin immediately said, “No, I’m with Star Yu! I’m sorry.
I can’t hear what my cousin says, but I hear him high, and my cousin goes on, “Well, I’m on my way home, and I’ll bring you a cigarette. Forget it. I’m sorry.
The cousin at the end said something. I heard her come out of her mouth and said, “Didn’t you always smoke the Jade Creek?” Why did you smoke Chinese? I’m sorry.
My heart was pounding, and my cousin was explaining what she was trying to do. I’m sorry.
After that, she hung up on the phone, and when she found me next to her, she was clearly grumpy, laughing, and saying, “Look at your brother-in-law, he can’t stop smoking, I always say smoking is bad for health and he doesn’t listen. I’m sorry.
I smiled and didn’t talk, but something broke inside.
Is it true or not? Is she really like your cousin?
My cousin really has to go home every day and do all the laundry and cooking? And you’ll give her a squirt of tea and water?
These are the things my cousin told me about six months ago, when I told her about her marriage while she was consoling me and telling me about her marriage, because Wang Qian did not come home every day, and was so angry and sore.
That’s when I wanted her to be married, and my cousin began to complain to me, and to me.
I am grateful to a man who is on my side and who shares my pain, a pain that friends say fear of ridicule, and that only my cousin can say because she is a relative of my childhood.
But right now, every cell on my body is asking questions about my cousin’s life, is that true?
06
I immediately thought of a way to prove it, to know the truth, only those who live in that house, and I thought about my cousin’s four-year-old daughter.
The next day I told my cousin I missed her and wanted to take her to a cake.
I paid for her daughter. I bought all the clothes in the brand store. She loved giving her daughter to me.
I went to the kindergarten to get the chicks and I took them to a cake shop, and I ordered her favorite dessert, and I pretended to say, “Who’s cooking at home?” I’m sorry.
Grandma! “The girls answer what they want and don’t want.”
“Your father’s a cook. Why don’t he come home and cook for you? I’m sorry.
“The first thing my dad does home every day is play mobile phones, smoke, play games. “The girls are not happy when they say it.
“Does your father love your mother? I’m sorry.
The chick thought, “Daddy doesn’t love Mom.” I’m sorry.
“Why?”
‘Cause they’re always fighting, Mom’s dad says he’s lazy, and Dad beats Mom when he gets angry. I’m sorry.
A girl’s words are like throwing a bomb in my heart and blowing my head out.
My cousin lied to me all the time? Is her happy life a lie?
Why are you lying to me? What’s in her interest?
I was shaking and thinking about it.
Until my mother said in my head, “Your aunt said anything good about fragrance, she was married to you.” I’m sorry.
Now it is popular to say that relations between relatives are because you are rich and you are poor.
Did my cousin want to destroy my marriage because I married well and she didn’t marry well?
I admit that my divorce was a great credit to my cousin, because she showed me a perfect marriage, which caused me great disappointment in my marriage with Wang Qian.
The truth is, however, that my cousin’s marriage was in ruins and that the man she married was poor and lazy and violent.
And look at Wang Qi, he has nothing but time to spend with me, and he’s gentle and romantic, and he can satisfy everything I want except not to give me time.
My heart was full of anger when I sent the chicks home, and I had a chill, I couldn’t believe the closest person, but I was treated with such a mean heart.
I broke down and cried on the wheel.
At this moment, I’m crazy about Wang Qian, and my first thought is to save my marriage.
I drove out my beloved husband.
I buried my marriage with my ignorance.
07
“Honey…honey…sorry,sorry…” I apologized so painfully,so regretful that it drowned me.
I grabbed the phone, dialed Wang Qian’s number, and I wanted to hear his voice and think crazy.
But the answer was no one.
As if heaven were punishing me for being stupid, even I wanted to slap myself.
I’m selfish, I care only about my feelings, but I don’t think about the hard work of my ex-husband, who’s been working for this family, and I’m not grateful for his time with me.
My cousin was in a bad mood at the outset, and I was wrong enough to listen to her again and again, to wipe out everything that Wang Qian had done to the family and to increase my pain.
Now think, marry Wang Qing, I’m happier than anyone.
He loves me, doesn’t let me blow the wind, and avoids my exposure to evil and darkness in the workplace.
The poor people have something to hate, and I want to talk about people like me.
I called my ex-husband over and over again, and he didn’t answer, as if he had disappeared from my world.
I didn’t answer his assistant’s phone.
And my heart fell into the ice cellar, and I thought that even if he ignored me for the rest of his life, he would not see me, and I deserve it.
Who let me die?
I finally thought of someone. That’s my husband’s colleague. I last kept her number.
I dialed this number called Liangqin. Five seconds later, the voice of a woman from the letter, “Hello, who?” I’m sorry.
I take a deep breath and try to make it sound natural. “Hello, I’m Lin Star Yu, I’m Wang Qian’s wife. I’m sorry.
“You’re divorced. You’re already his ex-wife! I’m sorry.
My heart is burning, and I close my eyes and I admit, “Yeah, we’re divorced. I need to talk to him. Is he at the office? I’m sorry.
“Mr. Wang has been away from the company lately, talking about projects abroad. He’s supposed to have a company phone, not a private phone. I’m sorry.
“Can you give me his cell phone number? I beg.
“The company number is private. I can’t give it to anyone. I’m sorry, I’m busy. After that, the end ends.
My heart gave me a few seconds of sharp pain, and I stretched out my hand and cried down.
08
The following day I went to Wang Qian’s company and stopped a male colleague of my husband, who, at my plea, told me that Wang Qian had returned this Friday.
I waited with great excitement and anticipation.
I came to his office early Friday morning and I thought I’d go to the office around 10:00.
I want to apologize to him, I want to confess to him, and I want our marriage back.
At 10:00, I walked into Wang Qi’s company door, and an assistant called me, “Who are you looking for?” I’m sorry.
“Hello, I’m looking for Wang Liu. I smiled.
“You’re Wang’s ex-wife? Wait a minute.” The assistant immediately dialed in.
I thought I told Wang Qian and was excited and anxious to wait.
I’ve got footsteps behind me and I’ve been so busy looking up.
A woman in a professional suit came towards me, in about 30s, and carried all her work.
“Wing is in a meeting, Miss Lin, please wait here. I’m sorry.
I followed her to the restroom, where the woman from across the street looked at me and sat down and said, “Miss Lin, let me introduce myself to you. My name is Zhou Na, a colleague of Wang Qian and also his current girlfriend. I’m sorry.
Her introduction struck me like a thunderbolt.
“What did you say?” I asked without saying.
“Thank you, Miss Lin, for giving me such a wonderful man. * She’s got a lot of contempt in her tone.
“No way!” I stood up and cried like a madman, “You must be lying to me. I’m sorry.
Wang can’t fall in love in three months.
“Lin Sing Yu, you’re the one who brought up the divorce. Wang Qi is almost innocent of the divorce. You want to go back? Would you like some face?
“I want to see Wang Qi, where is he? I’m staring at this woman with my eyes shut.
I don’t believe a word of her.
Zhou Na wrinkles, she’s not very pretty, she’s even older than me, but she’s in front of me, and I have a sense of crisis, and I’m scared.
“Whether you believe me or not, Wang Qi and I are already together, and everything has happened between us. Zhou Na’s eyes look at me a little bit, and look at me, “If you’re in the company, I’ll get security to come and ask you to leave.” I’m sorry.
No, absolutely not.
I don’t know where I’m blind and confident, but I don’t want to cry, and I have to ask Wang Qian.
I ran out of the lounge, the Dynasty’s office, he was not in the office, and I ran in the direction of the conference room. I saw the closed conference room door, and I pushed it in without saying anything.
There was a circle of people sitting in the conference room, while Wang Qi was sitting at the head, and he saw me, and he was shocked and confused.
Star Yu, what are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Star feather?
My heart is crushing.
And since he was married, he only called me the name of my love and called me the feather, not the star.
“Am I speaking with you? “My eyes are red, and I implorely look at him.
Wang Jing stood up and said to me, “Go to my office and say, I’m sorry.
Look at me like I’m in Wang’s office.
Wang Qian closed the door, first took a look at me, then looked at the wristwatch, and said, “What’s the matter? I’m sorry.
I jumped into his arms, and I was so tight around his waist, I cried, “I regret my divorce, I love you, I can’t leave you, can we remarry?” I’m sorry.
My hand was pulled off the king’s shoulder, and he held my shoulder, and his eyes were a little apart. I’m sorry.
“We’ve only been divorced three months, not three months. Are we still in love? You must still love me. * My tears are pouring down *
“Three months can change a lot. I’m sorry, we can’t go back. Wang Zhi looked at me and apologized.
“Are you with another woman? “I feel like a knife.
Wang Jing looked at me and whispered, “Have you seen Zhou Na?” I’m sorry.
“She said you were with her. Is it true? “I ask you a painful question, but there is still a terrible pain that has been betrayed, even though I divorced him, and I still feel that he is mine.
Wang Qi sighs, “Yes, I’m with her, Star Yu, let’s start over!” I’m sorry.
“No… no, I’m not leaving you. I’m wrong. I shouldn’t have divorced you. I’ve been thinking about you every day. You tell me what I’m going to do to get us back? * I’m crazy to shout, I want to tell him how much I love him.*
“It doesn’t make any sense. Go back! Wang Zhi is a bit desperate to see me.
My love has no meaning in the eyes of the king.
That’s when Zhou Na pushed the door in, the dynasty Zhuong Road, “The video conference starts, you go to the conference room, I’ll greet Miss Lin. I’m sorry.
Wang Jing’s hand was on Zhou Na’s shoulder. I’m sorry.
Zhou Na’s eyes are a bit cold, and look at me, “If you really like Wang Zhen, don’t bother his life. I’m sorry.
I look at Zhou Na, and I think she seduced Wang Yi.
“You give him back to me. “I jumped over and grabbed her arm.
Zhou Na looks at me like she heard a joke, a little tired of throwing my hand away, “What are you, a king? A commodity without feelings?” I’m telling you, it’s impossible for me to give him back to you. I’m sorry.
“Are you leaving by yourself? Or wait for security to come and chase you?”
Zhou Na looked at me cold.
09
I’m not going to fight the company, I’m going back to the car and the whole people are crying.
A strong regret drowned me.
Wang Qi has a new one and I can’t get out.
I want to see him again.
But I didn’t wait for him. I knew he must have left through the underground parking lot.
I immediately drove to one of his apartments in the city, which was the only property he had left for himself at the time of his last divorce, where I thought he might have landed.
I waited for him like a ghost.
But that apartment didn’t have a light on all night.
What’s breaking my heart?
Is he with Zhou Na?
I couldn’t breathe, and I waited all night under his apartment, and I was exhausted, and I came home, and I was paralyzed on the sofa, and my heart was dead.
How do I fix my marriage?
I am well aware that I love Wang Qian, even if he has another woman, and I still love him madly, miss him and don’t want to lose him.
I still think he’s my man.
Sleeping until evening, I opened my eyes and the window was dark, and I had a feeling of helplessness that the whole world had abandoned.
I picked up my phone and I called Wang Qian, and I wanted to hear his voice.
“Hello!” The king answered.
“It’s me. Can we meet? I implore.
“Star, stop calling me. I’m sorry.
“Don’t hang up. Please don’t hang up. Will you talk to me? I almost begged him.
And that’s when Wang Qi’s phone contains a woman’s voice, “Mrs. Lin, we’re having dinner. Please don’t bother us. I’m sorry.
“Give Wang’s phone back. * I yell, I hate Zine, I hate *
She’s a fox in my eyes.
Tell her you love me. Zhou Na’s quiz.
“Nana, please. Wang Zhi is a bit helpless.
I knew the phone was on speaker-free, and I was like, “Don’t love her, don’t love her, you’re my husband, you’re mine. I’m sorry.
I’ve just heard the sound of a crazy scream, “Star, it’s over between us.” I’m sorry.
“No, you love me. “I crashed and yelled at the phone.
“I loved you once, and now all I have is Nana. I’m sorry.
Heartbreaking sound, beating my heart through the phone.
“Miss Lin, do you hear me? She only loves me now, and it makes no sense for you to bother him. I’m sorry.
When Zhou Na’s voice is finished, she dies.
I’m the only one crying in the empty hall.
I hate, hate my own stupidity, hate my marriage, drive away my beloved man and push him towards another woman.
I hate my cousin Li Hyang, but I hate myself even more.
I calmed down for a few days, and there was no reason to talk about people on the crazy side. I went to my old father-in-law, and I cried in front of them to save my marriage with Wang.
I know they were our loved ones, and they will help me.
We can’t help you with this, Starfleet. I’m sorry.
I have no honour to ask them again, because they have asked me to stay away from the king, and now I remember how cold I was.
Tell them to leave me alone.
It’s bad luck!
10
I drove home, and suddenly the tires stung, and I knew that the tires had been stung, that everything had been taken care of for me before, and now everything was on my own.
I’m even more ashamed to go back to my parents, and I’m not afraid that they will scold me, but I’m afraid that they will see me in pain, like a madman.
I drove to the garage, and I thought I was a woman and a new guy, and they fixed the car, and they offered me 500.
“Miss, you’re trying to cheat on me!” The boss is a bit arrogant.
I know Wang Qian has been replanting the baby around my neighborhood.
I still paid to drive away, and I became more aware of how comfortable I was with Wang Yi.
I came home physically and mentally, and I was hungry, but I couldn’t eat anything, and I felt like I was overpaid.
And I lay down in my house for three days, and every second of every second, remembering with the king, and he flattered me, and he laughed at me, and he called me the sound of the feathers.
I want his hugs, his kisses, and I want him to take me to my room every time he comes back from a business trip.
But none of this will ever happen again.
I don’t know how many tears have been shed, and my eyes are short-lived, and I want to cry again, and my eyes must be broken.
The more I remember, the more I’m blindly confident that Wang loves me, the more I don’t give up, and I want to go to his company to find him.
And I’m prettier than Zhou Na, which gives me more confidence.
Ten days later, I came to his company again, and I drove to the underground parking lot and parked at the elevator entrance.
Finally, let me wait.
Wang Jing came out with Zhou Na’s hand, and they were scrambling, and Zhou Na was carrying his shoulder, and I sat in the car and watched them get in the car.
Their car is right across from me, under the light, and the driver’s seat is clear.
Zhou Na sits in the co-pilot seat, leaning in her arms with Wang Qian, who responded warmly to her face.
It’s all in my eyes, it hurts my heart, I’m jealous and crazy.
Hold the handle on the hand joint white.
Zhou Na extended her hand into the collarbone under the king’s shirt, and she immediately grabbed her hand and kissed her in the mouth, like she was told to stop.
Zhou Na seems to be laughing at success until they drive away.
I’m sitting in the car.
The heart is sore that it can’t breathe.
I shouldn’t have been here. I shouldn’t have seen it.
I’d like to find a time to meet Wang Qian alone, to avoid Zhou Na, and I admit I’m selfish in trying to save him with some tricks.
I’m waiting for this opportunity, and I still don’t believe Wang Qian will suddenly stop loving me.
During this time, I was in bad health, first my throat was sore, and I had to go to the hospital to check on my chest.
When I got the results, I was scared.
I’ve got Choben thyroiditis.
The doctor gave me medications and gave me the necessary attention to emotional management, in particular, not to be angry, to remain happy, to take medication for a period of time and to wait for a month to review.
I’m almost down to the extreme.
I’ve been in a good mood long ago and I’ve been in pain as a whole.
I wouldn’t be happy for a day if Wang Qi hadn’t come back to me.
I suddenly wanted to draw him to me with a trick like this, and I sent him a message, “I’m very sick. Can you come and see me? I’m home. I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with you?
It’s true that Wang Qi’s tone of concern increases my confidence.
“I’ve checked for lymphoma. I’m sorry.
I deliberately made it worse and attracted him.
“Okay, I’ll see you later. Wang Qi promised to come.
Eleven.
I was lying on the bed, and the whole man was relieved, and I finally found a chance to be alone with him, and I woke up to clean myself up, changed myself into a sexy champagne pyjamas, and carefully made naked, covering my pale and radiant skin.
I sat in front of the mirror, and I squirted a little perfume, and I put a light lipstick on it, and it made me look good.
I admit that I’m smart, but I have to do this because I want to rekindle his heart and his love for me.
I’ve sent a message. “The door code’s the same. Come on in. I’m sorry.
Half an hour later, I heard the door unlocked and I was happy to be thrown out of bed to meet him.
But I had to lie down waiting for him to come, and finally, the footsteps came to the door of the Lord’s bedroom, and I heard the voice of Wang Qi, “Star Yu, in the room?” I’m sorry.
“Come in!” I said to him.
Wang Qiang walked in, and his suit was so elegant, he was a man who had too much time to walk in. I bought all his clothes, but now, who bought all his clothes?
Is Zhou Na’s vision?
“What did the doctor say?” He stood in front of my bed, measuring me half a metre away.
I sat up on purpose, at the V’s neck, and I showed spring light, and I looked up at him, and I said, “Doctor, if you take good medicine, you can control it, you can heal. I’m sorry.
I don’t want him to think I’m a medicine can.
“So listen to the doctor and heal. * It’s just like friends. *
“I want a glass of water. I’m heading towards him.
He got up and went out to pour water. A glass of hot water was on the nightstand.
I pointed to the wedding dress on the wall, and I laughed, “Remember what happened when you fell behind me in the sea when you took the wedding picture?” We all choked on water, and you said I chose the dress too exposed, and now look at it. I’m sorry.
Wang Qi didn’t look at the photo, just looked at me, “I’m sorry, Star Yu, I just came to see you. If you’re okay, I should go back to the meeting…”
After that, he turned around and left.
I was in a hurry to lift the covers out of the bed, and I grabbed his waist behind him, and I put my face on his back, and I called him like before, “Honey, don’t go. I’m sorry.
Apparently, the king’s body was tight, and he said to me, “Come on. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want you to leave, I know you still love me, just like I love you, come back to me, my life is a mess without you, the last time I went to fix the tires, and the boss took the money. I can’t handle anything without you… and I’m a loser and I need you. * I’m crying *
Try to be as weak as I can, and I want to provoke him.
God knows how much I yearn for him to come back to this house and to my world, and I think he’s crazy.
I heard the sighs of the king, and I held his hand in his waist, and he pulled it away.
“Star, one day you will learn to deal with things, and each of us will learn to grow up, and so will you, depending on others. I’m sorry.
But I don’t want to hear it, I shake my head so hard, “I don’t want… I want you… I just want you, you can’t say no and don’t want me.” I’m sorry.
I’m complaining.
“It was you who said no. I’m sorry.
“I was wrong. I regret it. Will you give me a chance?” Come back to me, do whatever you want me to do, I’ll give you two kids, and you’ll give you a few kids…” I cry, I know it’s ugly, but I can’t stop crying.
“Nana and I are having a wedding. He suddenly said, “Just at the end of this month. I’m sorry.
12
I couldn’t believe to hear the news.
He’s getting married?
He’s going to be the husband of another woman?
That’s when his phone rings, he picks it up, he takes it easy, “What happened to Nana?” I’m sorry.
“I’ll pick you up right now. I’m sorry.
Hang up on the phone, Wang Qi looks at me with some sympathy. I can’t come over again. I want you to get better as soon as possible. I’m sorry.
My throat hurts like burning. I can’t talk.
“Is she pretty? Does she love you? “I’m dumb enough to say that I believe I’m the woman who loves him most in the world.
“She’s not as pretty as you, but she loves me and I love her. Wang’s eyes flashed like memories, “I did get a terrible blow in the week of our divorce, having had a serious illness outside the country, and entering the ICU, which she went to abroad to look after me, but she was still with me day and night, until she fell. I’m sorry.
I thought about that week, and I was celebrating for the liberation of marriage, and I was free, and I took his money to the beach, and I was trying to forget him.
But he had a serious illness abroad? Into ICT?
I have an unspoken sense of guilt in my heart.
Wang Qian went on to say, “Just a few days ago, I had strong feelings for her, and I vowed to love her for the rest of my life, and I knew that you might not be able to accept that I fell in love so soon, but I really loved her. I’m sorry.
When Wang Qi said all this, he saw the warmth of his eyes, as he had said he loved me, and the deepness of his heart came out of his eyes.
My heart, invisiblely, was stabbed a few times hard, without blood, but deep in my bones.
“You just appreciate her, not love her, not love. “I’m a stiff one.
“Whether I’m grateful and loving or not, I’m grateful and I love her.
I feel very relaxed and happy with her, and I think she’s the best woman for me. “The king’s eyes are full of certainty.
My voice was dumb at this moment, and I know that this man’s heart, even if I die in front of him, will not come back.
He’s not mine. He’ll never be mine again.
Divorced him is the dumbest thing I’ve ever done.
“I should go and promise to go with her and pick out the wedding shoes. She’s waiting for me. After all, Wang Zhi left.
I didn’t leave him. I know I couldn’t.
It was then that I heard his footsteps come back and my heart jumped.
When he saw Wang Qing at the door of the master bedroom, he pointed to the wedding picture on the finger wall, “It doesn’t make any sense to hang it, you can either burn it or throw it away. I’m sorry.
Once again, my heart is like an ice cellar, and I look at the wedding dress, stubbornly towards him, “I want to keep it. I’m sorry.
The king wrinkled and left nothing.
I sit on the floor and I’m completely blank.
I close my eyes and my tears fall.
13
A week later, I got a call from Zhou Na, who said at that end, “Lin Siu, I’m getting married at the end of the month, I know you’re not coming, but I’ll let you know. I’m sorry.
It took me half a day to sound like, “Congratulations. I’m sorry.
Zhou Na, across the street, obviously, has a bad feeling. I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything, because of course I didn’t mean it, but I had to accept reality and leave myself with the last bit of dignity in this broken feeling.
Because of my mood, my condition has not improved, and six months later a tumour appears, requiring surgery as soon as possible.
Fortunately, my parents were with me the other day, and I was lying in my bed, my neck was covered with a veil, and I closed my eyes, and I couldn’t bear to see my parents’ faces, and they were worried about me with white hair.
I’m so mean.
This disease has changed my life and made me see the way forward. I will live for my parents if I don’t live for myself. I can’t let them get their hair white for me anymore.
Three months later, I went to the hospital again.
Just as I was walking to the elevator, I suddenly saw a big figure who looked familiar to me.
It’s Wang Qi, he’s with Zhou Na, and when she’s crowded, she’s unconsciously protected her stomach.
She’s pregnant.
When he entered the elevator, Wang was careful to carry her shoulder and no one was allowed to come near her.
Just as they turned to the elevator door, I ran into the pole and I didn’t want them to see me.
The elevator went up and I dared to come out.
There’s something funny about my behavior, but I’m afraid of being stabbed by the way they’re happy. Wang Qing is the only man I’ve ever loved in my life.
Extra:
A month later, our entire family learned of a scandal that my cousin Li Hyang’s colleague had been driven out of his house by his husband.
I heard they broke a rib.
I think my cousin would never know who followed her to the house and who taped it to her husband.
It’s me!
I put a needle-hole camera on her bag, and I sent her an indecency to her husband.
When she found me crying, I pretended to comfort her and she borrowed money to do business.
I told her that I had a debt to myself and I borrowed money from her, and I said I needed to operate and I asked her for $100,000.
She’s not coming back to me. She’s afraid I’ll borrow money, and I just hate seeing her.
I’m going to go to a strange city to find a job and make a steady living for my parents.
Wang Qing’s body has been in my heart, but I will not mention it to anyone, nor will I easily mention it.
I wouldn’t bother his life.
I don’t think I’ll ever meet a man who loves me more than him again.
Five days later.
My mother had a little surgery, and I came back from outside to take care of her.
I’m going to take her out to the mall downtown and buy clothes.
After the city’s central park, my mom suggested to go in, and now I have plenty of time, and I went in with her.
It’s summer weather, and there’s flowers in the park and fresh green herbs in the air.
Many parents come to the park with their children, and the picnic mats on the grass are all happy.
I looked at them, I was envious, I was young, and my parents had been telling me to get married for a long time, and I always promised to be well, but I was always alone.
At this point, I saw a couple of kites on the side of the meadow, and I heard a little girl screaming, “Dad, Dad, get higher! I’m sorry.
When I saw the father trying to lift the kite in his hand, my heart stunned.
It’s Wang Yi!
He was still so handsome in a set of recreational sports clothes, and his years had left no trace of him.
Her daughter had lovely ponytails and laughed around him.
He did not see me, and he crouched on the ground and taught her daughter how to fly a kite, so he was gentle.
At that point, I saw a tumbled figure running from a picnic mat and the dynasty running.
Wang Qi found out and immediately reached out to help him in his arms.
That’s his son.
I saw Zhou Na on the picnic mat, and she was still the same as I remember, dressed up in such a way that from the family I knew that they were well-equipped and happy.
If I hadn’t mentioned divorce, would it be me now?
There are no regrets in the world, no ifs.
And I take away my sight, and there is nothing but envy in my eyes, and there is no jealousy.
I left with my mother and, a week later, I returned to the company to take up my position, to be busy and lonely.
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.