Six years ago, the night he Yan was pushed down, he cried as long as it rained outside
. It was four o’clock in the morning when
I left, and I felt my body was out of control.
I went home swearing, slowed down for several days, and blacklisted him.
Six years later, he became my boss, and the first thing he did was..
Fire me.
“He fired me. It was a personal revenge!”. I’m suing my best friend.
“What did you do to my brother to make him hate you so much?”
Did.. He I regret it.
“Ah, we’re all acquaintances. It doesn’t matter what we do. Coax him, and my brother will be softhearted.”
Well, I don’t think my best friend understood what I meant. The first day I
was fired, I lay at home for a day. My boyfriend learned from my mother that I
was fired. He rushed over and bought something for me to apologize. “You know, Taotao, my uncle went to a lot of trouble to help you find this job.
You’ve been fired, and I can’t explain it to my family.”
I’m a little depressed.
My mother also called me and asked if I needed her to talk to Ho Yen’s mother. “After
all, we were neighbors many years ago, and although their family is now in the ascendant,
we have some friendship anyway.” My
boyfriend and mother’s persuasion made me feel as if I was a sinner through the ages if I didn’t save the job
.
Finally, I went to He Yan’s house.
My best friend He Huan opened the door for me. As soon as
I entered the door, I saw the calligraphy and paintings hanging on the wall of their house. I
heard He Huan say, hundreds of.. Wan.
I thought about the cross-stitch hanging in my home, which cost more than one thousand yuan, and my mother was distressed for a long
time.
I finally realized the gap between me and him.
I grew up with He Huan and He Yan. At that time, they lived in my grandfather’s house and became neighbors with my
family. Her mother also came to stay for a while every summer vacation. When we were young, the three of us were fooling around all day.
He Huan has always been very good with me. Even when we were separated in college, he often called me
.
He Yan didn’t like me since I was a child. When I was in high school, I learned to have puppy love with others, but thanks to him, I didn’t succeed
once. I was also repeatedly mixed doubles by my parents.
I was angry, and finally after graduation, I took advantage of the first winter
vacation of freshman year to teach him a lesson all night.
“I’m sorry. Puppy love is not good. I’m doing it for your own good.” I still remember that he admitted his mistake with red eyes
and tears.
Now you know you’re wrong? It’s too late. In his small bedroom, he pulled the quilt and cried
all night.
I swear I was really going to teach him a real lesson, but then
I don’t know how it turned into kissing him and picking him up. Things are getting out of hand.
I have to admit that he is the best looking boy I have ever seen, inside and out. I was so obsessed
that I did something I shouldn’t have done.
Maybe he was bullied too hard, and when I came home during the holidays, I never saw him again. Meet
again is in the day before yesterday, the company held a meeting to welcome the big leader of the airborne. I recognized him when he passed by me, but he didn’t seem to recognize me.
I was still secretly pleased. As a result, a new broom sweeps clean, and the first one is to burn me.
He really holds a grudge. When
I arrived at his house, his mother saw me carrying a large bag of gifts and gently scolded
me, “You’re not an outsider, why are you still bringing things?”
“Auntie, I haven’t come to see you for a long time. I bought it for my grandparents.” I stood in the same
place silently.
“That’s really thoughtful. Grandpa and grandma went out to travel. I told them by video in the evening that they must be very happy that you came
. I haven’t seen you for many years.”
On the other hand, I haven’t seen
his grandparents for years since they moved away.
“Where’s your brother? Go and tell him that Taotao is coming. You grew up together, and you must have a
lot to talk about!”
My aunt beckoned me to sit in the living room, and Ho Huan said, “They’ve already met. He
Yan really didn’t give her face, and he fired her.”
Well, the atmosphere suddenly froze to the freezing point.
Auntie looked at Ho Huan and then at me, as if she had guessed the purpose of my visit. “You’re really not sensible
. You let him come down, and I’ll blame him.”
“Auntie, in fact, I also blame myself. There was a mistake in a data report, so..” I was actually very embarrassed, but I felt that my aunt was so partial to me, and I was very embarrassed.
Just then, a voice overhead said, “You know your own problems, so why are you still here?” As soon as
I looked up, I saw He Yan, dressed in casual clothes, with his hands in his pockets, lazily coming down from the second floor.
“How can you talk, you child?” Even though my aunt scolded him, I felt bad.
Asking for help is the worst experience in life.
“Companies don’t keep idle people.” He had come up to me in the middle of the conversation, and without stopping, he glanced sideways at me and sat down lazily on the sofa.
“Brother, you’re too impersonal. It’s just a mistake in a report. It’s not like you’re going to fire Taotao. Besides, we all know each other.” He Huan could not bear to watch, so he came over and pulled me to speak for me.
He glanced up at Ho Huan, then withdrew his gaze with a smile. “Do you, a man who spends all day buying bags, know what work is?”.
“You..” He Huan’s face turned red, and he had to complain to his aunt, “Mom, look at him!”
“If you have anything to say, just say it.” Aunt glared at him and took my hand again.
I stood looking at a war I had started, my toes picking with embarrassment. I regret it. I shouldn’t have come here.
Even if I pick up garbage or beg for food in the future, I don’t want to stay
here for a minute.
“Auntie, I actually just came to see you. I remembered I had something to do, so I left first
.”
I tried to smile and not look too embarrassed.
“Take the food with you. Grandpa and grandma are too old to eat sweet food.” His tone
was cold. The moment I
closed the door, I sighed that he had changed. It’s like
I don’t know him anymore.
I felt that I had been unlucky for eight lifetimes. I went to save my job and met with a rebuff. On the way back
, it rained heavily. I was drenched and fell ill for three days
and three nights when I came home.
When I finally got through, I turned on my cell phone and found dozens of missed calls. My colleagues informed
me that the company would hold me accountable.
Because of my mistake and the loss caused to the company, I not only can’t get my salary, but also have to
compensate the company for 20000 yuan. “Some people have made mistakes in the past. It’s all right to talk about it at a meeting. This time you really ran into
the muzzle of a big leader.”
My colleagues expressed sympathy for me.
“The new leader looks gentle and polite, and he’s very polite to people. I didn’t expect him to be such
a cold person. It’s too scary.”
“He smiles at everyone he sees. When a colleague fainted that day, he took the initiative to give them a
holiday and asked his assistant to buy something to comfort them.”
“Yeah, the other day his assistant spilled coffee on his clothes, and he laughed and said it was all right
.”
“How could he do this to you?”
I was silent in the group.
I just realized that he was not cold-blooded and heartless. He just hated me. It doesn’t matter if the
salary is gone. I really don’t have any compensation.
My money is managed by my boyfriend Zhou Zhou. He met me on a blind date last year. He is three years older than me
, and he is down-to-earth.
In my mother’s words, it’s very suitable for marriage.
As soon as I fell in love, he said I couldn’t control myself, so he helped me manage the money. When I lost my job, I didn’t want to face him. If I told him that I needed to lose money, he didn’t
know how to educate me.
After thinking about it all night, I asked He Huan for his WeChat.
But I added his WeChat, but he never passed. I
had no choice but to go to his house downstairs to block him. After standing at the entrance of
his garage for several hours, he finally saw his Bentley.
I stepped forward to stop him.
He sat in the back row, slowly rolled down the window, and I saw a net red
face sitting in his arms.
I am stupefied, so he likes such a girl.
I seemed to have come at a bad time. I looked away in embarrassment. “Come out. I have something
to say to you.”
“Just say it here.” His tone was cold.
Let me plead with him not to ask for compensation in front of others. He is deliberately
embarrassing me.
I clenched my fist and bit my lip without speaking.
“Today’s little girls are really shameless, and they even chase them into their homes.” The woman in his arms sneered at me.
My scalp tingled for a moment.
Ho Yen, I really don’t have any compensation. Can you talk to the personnel department? For the sake of our former friendship.
“Oh?”? What kind of friendship do we have? His tone was a little more interesting, and he looked up at me slightly.
I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I really don’t have any friendship with him. He didn’t like me
from childhood to adulthood, and the only thing that really counts as friendship is the confusion of that night.
However, listen to He Huan said that he later changed countless girlfriends, a proper scum man, that short night, he was afraid that he had long forgotten.
I sighed in my heart.
“If you work for three years, you won’t be able to come up with 20,000 yuan, will you?” He asked me with a smile, and I felt more sarcastic.
I felt bitter in my heart.
It’s a different fate for the same person. He went abroad and came back with an annual salary of several million yuan, while I have a few thousand yuan a month, and I don’t have a penny. Once again, I felt that it was right to blacklist him after that night. If I still contacted him in such a different
situation, I would humiliate myself.
“My salary is controlled by my boyfriend.” I’m like a deflated ball.
In a flash, his eyes darkened and he said, “Be good and go down.”
The net red face opened the door according to the words, but still hesitated.
“Go down.” This time his tone was cold to the extreme.
The girl did not dare to hesitate, took the bag, stepped on the small high heels and retreated to one side. It’s
over. He’s in a bad mood, and I don’t think he can talk to me. I was
about to leave when I heard, “Get in the car.”
Get in? I looked at him in disbelief.
“Not to talk about friendship with me?” He asked me in reply.
My heart missed a beat. I don’t know why, but I’m a little afraid of him.
But for the money, I got in the car. As soon as
I got on the bus, the car turned around and changed direction.
I didn’t know where he was taking me. I didn’t dare to speak. He didn’t speak. The atmosphere was very awkward
. “Ho Yen..” I called out to him tentatively.
“Mmm.” He doesn’t look at me.
I don’t think he’s so angry anymore.
“I made a mistake in that statement, but I haven’t punished anyone so severely
for making a mistake before.” I saw that his attitude was so cold that I didn’t know how to defend it.
“Is it not a mistake because many people have made the same mistake?” He
asked me in a flat tone.
I’m choking.
“We grew up together, and I helped you fight with those who bullied you. Although
you left later and we lost contact, don’t be too..” As I spoke
, I felt too humble to go on.
In addition, he did not have any reaction, and I felt extremely embarrassed. After a while,
he suddenly said in a hoarse voice, “Who’s gone?”
I What did you say?
He turned to look at me and sighed. “The compensation can be reduced. Come back to work
and change your position.”
I froze there. But since he said so, I can’t ask for anything more. “Good.” I answered in a low voice.
“Is your boyfriend, he, good to you?” He said something for no reason.
I don’t know why I heard him ask this question, but I suddenly had no answer, and I felt a lot in my heart. Is
he good to me? His work is stable, mature and steady, and he arranges
my big and small things very well. My parents also like him.
Pretty good, pretty good. My parents like him very much. I tried to say
it as easily as possible.
I don’t know why he asked. I feel strange.
“Will you get married?” He asked again.
“I’m ready. I’ll treat you to wedding candies when the time comes.” I feel that the relationship with him seems to be a little more relaxed
, and I am bold to get closer to him.
“Get out of the car.” Instead of answering me, he threw his head back and looked tired
. I
was a little confused. I looked out of the window and found the car parked in my neighborhood.
“Thank you.” I got out of the car and thanked him.
As a result, the car drove away before I finished speaking.
That’s rude. As soon as
I turned around, I saw Zhou Zhou.
“I saw you get out of a Bentley.” He asked me bluntly.
Although he had a smile on his face, I still felt like I had done something wrong.
“That’s my boss’s car.” Then I felt that this was not quite right, and
added, “It’s someone I know, a neighbor I grew up with.”
He froze for a moment, changed his smile and reached out to pull me, and I had no reason to hide
.
His face stiffened. “I didn’t hear you say that.”
I had no choice but to reach out and pull him. “There’s nothing to say. He’s the
boss who just parachuted in. He fired me.”
He stayed there. “Did you offend him before?”
It doesn’t count.. He doesn’t seem to like me very much, so.. I saw that he seemed
to breathe sigh of relief and frowned as if he had thought of something.
“So you went and begged him?” He asked.
“Mmm.” Thinking of this, I feel depressed.
“He said yes?” He asked again excitedly. “Mmm.”
He squeezed my hand, which was a complete sigh of relief. “Taotao, you did
the right thing. People always have to bow their heads.”. Now that he knows you, he’ll say more nice
things about you. Men always have to be kind. Maybe you still have the possibility
of going up.
I looked at his happy face and didn’t understand where he was happy. Do I
know the boss? Or is it possible for me to get a promotion and a raise.
My chest is stuffy, and I don’t know what’s wrong with it. I probably know that he
Yan is not the kind of person who sympathizes with others at all.
Zhou Zhou cooked for me in my rented house.
After dinner, I sat on the sofa watching TV, and he came over and hugged me and kissed me. He
finally let go of me and asked me in a hoarse voice, “Taotao,
I really want to marry you soon.”
“Oh.” I don’t feel anything. “Then go ahead and decide.”
“But I’ve been so busy lately.” He looked at me with blurred eyes. “The wedding hotel has
been booked, and it’s hard to change the time. Let’s go to the end of the year.”
“Mmm.” I answered. He lingeringly kissed me on the neck, and finally let me go and changed my shoes. Before he left
, he told me to remember to close the window at night, check the natural gas, and call him if something happened.
I said yes. He is very careful, very gentle and considerate. I don’t seem
to need to use my brain when I am with him.
I smiled bitterly. Why did I feel relieved every time he came to my house and left
?
He’s a decent guy, and I even doubt how
shocked he’d be if he found out I wasn’t the first. It began to rain
outside again. I couldn’t watch a word on TV. Instead, I couldn’t
help thinking about the night with He Yan.
I was 19 years old, and he was a few days younger than me.
“Do you hate me?” I pressed him.
“I hate it when you hang out with boys all the time.” He stared at me.
“Why do you think I’m a bad girl?” I was on top of him, holding him by the collar.
“Um..” His voice was as low as it could go, and his whole face was too red to look like.
“Are you afraid that the wicked girl will kiss you now?” At that time, I was thinking that this boy
could not get in, and I had to give him some color to see see.
Seeing his frightened expression, I knew he was afraid. And then I kissed him.
His face was fragrant and soft, like jelly. I couldn’t hold back and kissed him again. Is that what the
first kiss feels like?
When I looked up, I found that his eyes were red.
Jiang Tao.. I feel a little uncomfortable when you get up. When he finished, tears fell down.
“Where does it hurt?” I don’t understand.
He stared at me with red eyes. “Are you still a girl?”
Later, how did the two of us get to that point? I think it’s the Creator’s
fault, not me.
Finally, in tears, he asked me, “What do you mean?”
Seeing his pitiful appearance, I reached out and touched his head. “I’ll teach you a lesson. Be obedient
in the future.”
He suddenly became angry and told me to get out. Just
get out of here. I’m really going to get out.
Later, I stayed at home for a few days, thinking about asking him about the situation WeChat, which was also a consolation afterwards
.
As a result, He Huan told me that her brother was going to study abroad, and the ticket for the day after tomorrow. “My brother has gone to America, and probably won’t be back. My parents went there to buy
him a house, and he seems to like it very much. They were all born by the same mother. How can he be so
promising? I’m still living in a fog.” I didn’t listen to what He Huan said
later.
Holding the mobile phone in his hand, he hesitated for a long time and deleted the edited information.
Finally, on the day of his departure, I sent him a message, “Bon voyage.”
He didn’t reply to me.
I blacklisted him.
I don’t know what it is with him. It’s probably the hormone disorder under the budding
youth.
Later, I heard all his news from He Huan. I heard that his girlfriend changed frequently, that
he was successful in his studies, and that he worked very well in the United States.
Gradually, I stopped asking. It was none of my business.
Think of these, my heart is a little stuffy.
The next day, the personnel department informed me that I could go back to work. My position has been downgraded from a member of the original planning department to a data administrator of
the Publicity Department. Every day’s work is to send and receive documents, print, organize, serve tea
and water, clean up..
I was so tired that I couldn’t stand up straight. I thought, He Yan is really cruel.
He doesn’t want my money now. He wants my life instead.
Because I was not familiar with the business and had a lot of information, I began to go out early and come back late, and I was always the last one to leave
. I
went back late, and when Zhou Zhou came to me, I was mostly absent, so he simply stopped
coming.
My quality of life has plummeted. I’m not very good at cooking. Now, three meals a day
are takeout. On the way back home after
working overtime, I suddenly received a WeChat from Chou Chou: “Why
didn’t I get my salary this month?”
At this moment, I suddenly want to cry.
“I forgot.” I replied to him.
“What’s the matter?” He asked me.
I suddenly felt annoyed and simply transferred all the money to him without replying to the message.
“Taotao, I’ve taken good care of the house. When we get married at the end of the year, we can
pay the down payment with our money, and I’ll be able to take care of you in the future.” I looked at the WeChat and didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. “It’s up to you.”
I don’t want to go back.
My mother called me and said, “Why don’t you come home so late? Are you so busy at work?”
“I worked overtime for a while.” My voice is a little choked.
“Your health is important. Why don’t you go and ask Ho Yen-ma? Your previous job wasn’t
like that. Why is the job you’re assigned now so tiring?”
“Mom..” I stopped her. “This is not good.”
My mother told me to take good care of my body and try to have a baby as soon as possible after marriage. I sighed
. After
hanging up the phone, I sat on the side of the road, feeling like a donkey, led by the nose by life and the coming
family, unable to find an exit.
Thinking about it, I cried. I don’t know how long I
cried, but I heard someone honking the horn all the time.
I looked up and saw the Bentley with tears in my eyes. I was so frightened that I quickly wiped my tears
.
“Just off duty?” He Yan’s eyes looked up and down at me, making me very uncomfortable.
“Mmm.” I pulled out a smile. “Have you just finished your work?” “Mmm.” He looked at me again and motioned for me to get in the car. “Take you home.”
“No.” I refused. “I want to walk alone.” With a sigh,
he got out of the car and pulled open the door on the other side. “It’s not
too late. Do you still want to leave?”
He’s like this. I feel like I have to get in the car.
I sat next to him without looking at him.
“Not satisfied with the job I assigned you?” He stared into my eyes, probably guessing
that I had cried, and his tone was cold, but not as fierce as before.
I didn’t say anything. He was asking knowingly.
No one can say that they are very satisfied after being demoted. I am not a fool. Children can tell which one they like, eight thousand yuan
or six thousand yuan.
Feel tired, feel the content is repetitive and cumbersome? What about the comparison with the planning department where you were told that
you relied on connections to get in, that you had no strength and that you were just a decoration? Which
one do you prefer? He hit the nail on the head and gave me no respite.
I was like a drowning cat, and I didn’t dare to breathe, because what he said was true.
I lowered my head and bit my lip, afraid that I would be too embarrassed to cry. I took a breath and asked
him, “Do you think so?”
He paused for a moment, then slowed down his tone. “What’s wrong with being a vase? Being
a vase with a good conscience is also a skill.” “Let’s start all over again. I studied in the United States and helped my tutor sort out materials for three years. That
was also the most fruitful three years for me.”
I missed a beat, as if the confusion of the past few years had been cleared away.
He took one look at me, sighed, took a candy from the piggy bank in the car, and
asked me, “Do you want some candy?”
I reached for it. It was a mint candy. I was surprised. Didn’t he hate the taste
of mint most?
Then I thought, after all, after so many years, people’s tastes will always change. When I
got to the place where I lived, I asked him to put me down in advance. It’s not good to be seen being sent back by him
so late.
“Can you do it alone?” He took a look at the neighborhood. I
followed my eyes and saw that it was a little dark. I used to be afraid of the dark. “I’m used to
it.”
I smiled at him and thanked him.
“Your boyfriend isn’t coming to pick you up?” He frowned, and there seemed to be some emotion in his tone.
ah.. Me and him didn’t.. Live together. Then I felt some regret. Why did I tell him
this. He froze for a moment, and his whole face looked a little more relaxed.
“Goodbye.” I waved to him, but he didn’t speak again.
But his car was parked there and never left, and the headlights did not go out until I reached the gate
of the community. There was a strange feeling in
my heart, which was fleeting.
As soon as I got home, I found the lights on.
I was surprised to see Zhou Zhou cleaning me in the living room.
You.. Why are you here? I looked at the clock on the wall. It was ten o’clock
in the evening. He would have left by
this time.
“Your mother said you had been working late recently and was worried about you, so I decided to move in with you for a
while and take care of you.” He said with a smile.
He spoke so easily, but I was startled.
Then I saw something in the living room that didn’t belong to me.
My scalp is tingling.
“Why didn’t you discuss it with me?” “I’ve discussed it with your mother, and she thinks it’s a good idea. Anyway, we’re going to live together sooner or later
.” He paused. “Why, what a surprise?”
I
I was so scared.
Feeling a little stuffy, I went to my room and found that there were a lot of his things
in the room.
The dressing table was also cleaned by him, and I couldn’t even find my own things.
I think something in my heart is about to explode.
Holding back my temper, I told myself that it was normal for him to ask for this. I took my clothes
to the bathroom to take a shower. As a result, my period came and I couldn’t even find the tampon.
“Chou Chou, have you touched my things?” I asked him in a low voice.
“Well, you’re in too much of a mess. When we live together in the future, I’ll plan
for you where to put things.”
“I also have my own placement habits..” I tried to hold my temper. “You’ve moved
me. I can’t find anything to use.”
“Then ask me and I’ll help you find it.” I
didn’t speak again. I took a bath in a muffled voice, dressed, and prepared to have a good
talk with him. “Chou Chou, can you discuss with me what you’re going to do in the future?”
He stopped what he was doing and asked with a smile, “Aren’t you glad I moved here?”? Your mother and
I both think it’s a good thing. We’re all doing it for your own good.
I clenched my teeth and didn’t speak. Finally, not knowing that the nerve was triggered, I suddenly
said, “You discuss everything with my mother and don’t respect my opinion. Why don’t you marry
my mother?”
He was stunned. “Taotao, what’s wrong with you today?”? You weren’t like this before.
I want to laugh. I didn’t do that before? Did any of you pay attention to how
I was before? You always use the so-called “good for
me” to arrange me, I must listen to your arrangement, because you are more mature
than me, more intelligent than me.
“Peaches.” He took my hand and said, “We’re going to get married. Shouldn’t you listen to me
?”
I finally know why I feel suffocated when I’m with him.
It’s because we’re going to get married from the beginning, and everything has to be considered for marriage
. I thought about
everything except my own feelings.
“Then we won’t get married.” I shook off his hand.
I’ve had enough. “You’re being a little unreasonable today.” His face suddenly became severe. You
don’t want to break up with me, do you? We’ve all met the parents of both sides, the hotel has been booked,
all the relatives and friends have been informed, you.. Press me with this one
again. I’m so tired.
“Let’s take a break for a while.”
I didn’t want to continue this topic, so I went back to my room and locked the door.
Lying in bed, I kept wondering why I was in such a dilemma
.
He’s right. Every time I have a problem with him, every time I want to separate, he
will give me a blow with reality. If you want to change
a relationship that has been established in front of your elders, relatives and friends, you have to
pay a huge price.
I can’t imagine what they would think of me if I destroyed
a good marriage that they thought was set in stone.
Say I’m stupid, say I’m capricious.
I think of myself who used to dare to love and hate, but after entering the society, I have experienced the double beating of love and career
, and I have become less and less like myself.
The next mor, he moved his thing.
After one night, I felt that I had gone a little too far. I sent him a message, but he didn’t reply.
We are in a cold war.
Next, I adjusted my mind and decided to spend all my time at work. I learned
from my colleagues who used to do data management and avoided a lot of pitfalls. I
learned to refuse my colleagues’requests to help them serve tea and water, and found that my work efficiency
improved a lot. Working overtime
at night, I met He Yan several times in the company, but I never took
his car again.
I don’t want to be misunderstood, especially when I heard from my colleagues that in my original position, he arranged
a new female colleague, who was rumored to be his new girlfriend.
I have no reason to approach him.
As a result, one day my leader took a vacation and asked me to send a document to He Yan.
I went to find him. It was a long process
to wait for him to sign. I waited from eight o’clock to nine o’clock in the evening before he finished reading
.
“In a hurry to go back?” He looked down at the file, and I don’t know when he caught
me looking at my phone again. I’m a little embarrassed.
“No, take your time.” As soon as I finished, my stomach cried out at the wrong time
.
Awkward.
He froze for a moment and finally stopped looking at the document and looked up at me.
“Didn’t eat?” He asked again.
“I didn’t eat.” I was so busy all day for this document that I didn’t have time to eat dinner
. “I’m not hungry.”
“Let’s go.” He closed the papers and picked up his clothes.
“The document..” My boss asked me to get him to sign tonight, because he will
fly abroad for a meeting tomorrow.
“I’ll come back later and ask my assistant to give it to you in the morning.”
“Yes.” I can’t say anything more. Follow him downstairs. In the
elevator, I was worried about how to refuse to go with him or even eat
with him.
“Afraid of me?” A faint sentence came from the top of his head.
“No.” “Is that so far away from me?” He looked at me playfully.
I hesitated and had to take another step closer to him.
“What would you like to eat?” He asked again.
“I’m going home for dinner.” I feel that this relationship is somewhat ambiguous.
I have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend. It seems inappropriate
for two people to have dinner together so late. With his hands in his pockets and his head thrown back,
he looked at me out of the corner of his eye and murmured, “Do you know to keep your distance from
me now?”
Ah? I was so embarrassed that I didn’t know how to answer.
“No, it’s a waste to go out to eat when you have food at home.” I laughed and laughed.
“Oh?” He looked at me again. “Want to invite me to your house?”
“No, it’s not convenient.” I quickly refused.
“Your boyfriend is at home?” He asked calmly.
I froze. “No.”
“What’s the inconvenience?” He asked with a smile.
I
Six years later, he has been so open, and I never thought that one day he would laugh at my restraint.
“Or..” He looked at me again with his peach blossom eyes. “Do you think I’m still interested in you after all these years?”
“I can’t afford to climb too high.” I couldn’t help feeling a little sour in my heart. “We only have frozen dumplings at home, as long as you don’t mind them.”
He didn’t answer me for a few seconds, but suddenly sighed and opened the car door. “Let’s go.”
I had to follow.
Along the way, I was a little perturbed, mainly because I didn’t understand why he condescended to my house for dinner when he was such a superior person now.
I remembered what he had just said. He was not interested in me. His head was a little stuffy, but he was not as sad as he imagined.
It’s like something I once expected but had no money to buy. Many years later, I still had no money to buy it, but I recognized the reality, so I didn’t expect it.
He drove intently, and occasionally I turned my head and saw the outline of his side face.
I remembered that six years ago, when he had just left, I still couldn’t help walking around his grandfather’s yard, and I was embarrassed to ask for his news, so I spent day after day with my mind on my mind. I sometimes fantasize that although he looks so fierce on the surface, will he actually like
me?
After all, that night, he cried in my ear and asked me, “Sister, will this be bad for your health
?” He was still very gentle.
I said “yes,” and he cried even more.
“Then let’s not do this.”
“Are you a man?” I can’t describe the embarrassment at that time.
“I am, but I want to be..” When he said that,
I knew he didn’t like me.
He doesn’t want to be my man.
But in the end, we still..
I’m a bit of a bitch, so I didn’t dare to contact him directly after I ran away.
“Have you seen enough?” A cold voice brought me back to reality. Only then did
I see the car stop, and he Yan was sitting in the driver’s seat, looking at
me in his spare time.
“Here we are?” Embarrassed, I went to take off my seat belt, and he suddenly leaned over-
his face was only a centimeter away from me, and I held my breath, my heart pounding
, and I couldn’t figure out how to move my hands and feet. I thought he was going to kiss me in the next second, but he reached into his locker, took out
a tissue and threw it to me. “Wipe, spit.” Then he opened the
door smartly and got off. I was
in the same place, holding a tissue in my hand, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to find a crack in the ground.
When I managed to get out of the car, his steps stopped at the elevator entrance.
“It smells inside.” He pointed to a pool of water in the elevator.
I frowned. It was probably a dog in the building. It was a little old and a little disorderly
.
“Shall we take the stairs?” I steeled myself and said, “My house is on the fifth floor, not too high.”
“But I’m tired.” He looked disgusted.
So what do you want to do? I can’t carry you on my back, can I? This is hard for me.
I always knew that he Yan was a neat freak and very picky.
That’s not necessary.. You hold me. He spoke with a straight face.
I
I slowed down for a few seconds and gave an awkward smile. “He Yan, I have a boyfriend.”
He stopped talking and pursed his lips. After a while, he changed his face and said with a smile, “What a coincidence!
I have a girlfriend, too.” I looked at him in disbelief, wondering what he meant.
“Is it so hard to eat your meal?” He went on to say, “Forget it. You can shine the flashlight
of your mobile phone on the back for me. I haven’t walked through such a narrow corridor.”
I gritted my teeth and did it.
Along the way, he walked very slowly, as long as I did not give him light, he would stop
immediately.
This man is really high maintenance. When he
finally got to my house, he sat directly on the sofa and began to play with his mobile phone, waiting for
me to finish it for him. He looked like an uncle.
I rolled up my sleeves and went to the kitchen. I just wanted to cook it for him quickly and send
him away.
Just as it was cooking, the doorbell rang.
I was surprised and thought carefully that only Zhou Zhou and my mother would come to my house, but they all had keys
and could not ring the doorbell. Besides, a delivery may have arrived.
So I was not surprised to see He Yan open the door, thinking that it was just express delivery, and it didn’t matter.
Then the door opened and I was dumbfounded. Peaches.. This one.. Is it? Zhou Zhou tried to be calm, but the smile
on his lips was very stiff.
I’m confused.
I regret, I regret bringing He Yan to my home, causing unnecessary misunderstanding, and I have
never been able to handle such a misunderstanding.
“An old friend.” Compared with Zhou Zhou’s shock, He Yan was so calm.
When I saw Zhou Zhou’s face changing for a moment, I felt a headache.
“Why didn’t you tell us you had a guest in the house?” Zhou Zhou pulled out a smile, changed his shoes,
took my apron, beckoned He Yan to sit down, and then went to the kitchen. The
action is completed at one go, just like the style of a male host. After all,
he Yan went to sit on the sofa, looked at me, then looked at the busy shadow of Zhou Zhou
in the kitchen, and smiled sarcastically.
“Please cook for me, husband and wife.” He was smiling, but what he said was very
cold.
I was really an idiot to deal with this kind of thing, and I didn’t know how to reply to him, so I had to go to the kitchen
.
“Why all of a sudden?” I stood awkwardly beside him, unable to get in.
“Let’s see if your natural gas is leaking, and if the refrigerator is plugged in properly. I didn’t close the screen window on the balcony the day
I left, in case you didn’t know that mosquitoes were coming in.” He talked a lot, as if he was trying to avoid the question just now.
Yes, he is like this, my home as his house, everything is in his control
, I often do not feel the meaning of their lives, feel that they are just
a puppet.
“Chou Chou, I don’t want a male nanny. I can do these things.”
“You will?” He suddenly raised his voice, as if he felt that he was too loud,
and whispered, “I think it’s safer to leave this to me.”
I sighed, fed up with the way he was now deliberately avoiding questions, pretending to have no impact
, and then settling accounts one day later.
“You don’t ask who he is?” I asked him. Is
he normal?
He would not really believe that he Yan was an old friend, and the matter passed like this. Didn’t
he say that? Your friend. He continued to scoop up the dumplings, still avoiding them.
Yes, it’s my friend, but you haven’t seen him. Aren’t you curious? I really
don’t have anything to do with him. He’s just here.. He interrupted me before
I had finished speaking.
“Peaches, I don’t care.” He suddenly said seriously, “If you say he’s your friend, he’s
your friend. As long as it doesn’t affect our marriage, I don’t care.” He paused for a moment and then went on to say, “The hotel has been booked, and the elders in my family have all met
. I’ve also invited my colleagues and friends, Taotao. I can’t afford to lose this person. Do you understand
?”
I froze in the same place, and the whole person was silly.
“So you married me just to create a big ending
that everyone else thought was good?” I asked in disbelief.
“Otherwise, we’re not young anymore. Isn’t getting married just an explanation to the elders, and
then we all depend on each other for a living?”
“What would you do if I said I hadn’t thought about it and the wedding would not be held?”
He froze for a few seconds, frowning. “I will never allow that to happen.”
I stood there, feeling something falling in my heart, and finally sighed
.
I smiled bitterly and said nothing more.
I really admire Zhou Zhou, who later greeted He Yan with a smile.
He brought the dumplings to Yan, then handed me a bowl, because it was too hot, and helped me blow it with my mouth
, just like a qualified husband.
A meal, three people, a war without smoke of gunpowder, I was caught in the middle, a little uncomfortable
. He Yan’s expression was a little ugly, and after eating a few, he said he had no appetite and turned to go.
Zhou Zhou also asked me to send him downstairs.
He Yan’s body paused, picked up his suit, smiled frankly, and did not refuse.
I pressed the elevator and took him all the way downstairs. He didn’t move
a finger or look at me. Before getting
out of the elevator, he suddenly turned around and looked down at me. “A thousand choices, and you
chose such a thing?”
I was stunned. I know he’s talking about Zhou Zhou, but he’s more sarcastic about me.
He Yan.. His name is Zhou Zhou. I think he Yan’s words are a bit excessive.
He simply ignored it, snorted, and turned out of the elevator.
I put my finger on the button and finally went upstairs.
Back upstairs, Zhou Zhou had already washed the dishes and began to mop and tidy up the floor. After all this,
he finally stopped to look at me.
“Peaches..” He came over and hugged me.
I froze and resisted.
“Let’s talk.” I let out a sigh. He opened his body a little and looked at me with an emotion in his eyes that I couldn’t read. Without waiting for me to open
my mouth, he bowed his head and kissed my lips.
Zhou Zhou is a gentleman. I have known him for so long. He
is very restrained in holding hands and kissing.
But this time, he had no rules and forced me to open my mouth. I tried to push him away expiratory dyspnoea
.
But he hugged me more and more tightly, and finally started to do it.
“Chou Chou, calm down..” I tried to rouse his senses
by shouting at him with suppressed anger.
But it didn’t work. He pushed his luck and put me on the sofa.
“Taotao, we will be like this sooner or later. I don’t want to wait until I get married. I want
you tonight.” With
that, despite my resistance, he came to pull my clothes.
I’m a little scared.
“But I don’t want to.” I pressed his hand and begged him to calm down.
“You don’t want to?” He stared at me with a fierce look. Because of him? Who is he Why did
you take him home? What would you do if I wasn’t there?
“Is it true that the man who is pressing you now has become him?” He sneered. Hearing this, I felt my scalp tingling, but I still wanted to explain to him, “It’s not because of him. I have nothing to do with him
. It’s because we need to think about it.” After a pause,
I plucked up my courage and said, “I don’t think we’re right for each other. It’s too depressing to be with you
. I can’t stand it anymore.” With
that, he finally stopped moving.
The air was quiet for a moment.
After a few seconds, he smiled and asked me, “Are you playing with me?”? I have long regarded you as my wife
, food, clothing, shelter and transportation, take care of you meticulously, you are not suitable to drive me
away? On what grounds?
“Sorry.” I murmured an apology.
I was wrong. I realized I didn’t like him long ago, but I followed the advice
of my family. At this point, I have an inescapable responsibility.
“I don’t want your sorry!” He suddenly started screaming, “If you feel sorry for
me, don’t refuse me. I’ll do it for you. Can’t I do it once?”
A tear fell from my face and he cried.
Guilt made me give up the struggle.
He started messing around with me, and I didn’t realize it.
Just then, the mobile phone rang. I suddenly pulled back my thoughts, only to find that his hand had reached under my skirt.
I was so scared that I had goose bumps all over my body. I pushed him away and rushed out in a mess. What was he talking about in
the back? I couldn’t care any more. I ran
down the corridor floor by floor, and finally ran out of the community and kept running forward.
I don’t know when it began to rain.
By the time I came to my senses, I was drenched.
At night, the temperature was a little cold, I was so cold that my teeth were shaking, and finally I found myself running out without my mobile phone
keys.
I didn’t want to go back, so I took a taxi to my mother.
My mother asked me anything, but I didn’t say anything. I just wanted to sleep.
The next day, not surprisingly, I caught a cold and couldn’t go to work. I called to ask
for leave.
Colleagues told me that he Yan did not grant leave.
Well, when I got to the company, I was all floating and dazed.
Very not easy to stay up until noon, colleagues went to eat, he Yan came.
“What the hell is that?” As soon as I heard this, I felt angry and asked in a hoarse voice, “Don’t you want to see me like this
?” I’ve known
him for so many years, and he fired me as soon as he came, without any thought of affection. I asked him for leave when I was
sick, and he told me, “Come to work or quit
.” When
my mother heard this, she called me to work.
I don’t know why my relationship with him is like this. How much does
he hate me so that he will deliberately punish me?
He is the person I used to like in my youth. How could this happen?
He stared at me for a few seconds, feeling a little irritable. “Go and buy some medicine.”
“No.” I don’t want to talk to him. I just want to sleep now.
“Going to work in this state is a waste of the company’s money.”
I’m like this, and he’s still thinking about the interests of the company.
I was so mad that I shouted back, “You didn’t let me ask for leave, and now you say me, He
Yan, what do you want?”? Did you have to force me to death?
He probably didn’t expect me to be so excited all of a sudden, and he stood there with a strange expression. After a few minutes, I leaned over the table, thinking he was gone, but someone tugged at my
clothes and whispered, “Get up and get the medicine. If you don’t take the medicine, you can have some food. I’ll give
you a leave.”
Why hasn’t he left yet?
Bored to death.
“No.”
He was silent for a moment, and then he lowered his voice. “I beg you.”
I
I really did not understand his changeable mood, but felt that he was annoyed, and finally I had to follow
him to get the medicine. Before
taking the medicine, he went to buy porridge and fed me spoonful by spoonful. “Take
the medicine after eating.”
His tone is still very fierce.
I looked at his suddenly lowered posture doubtfully, and I always felt uncomfortable.
“That’s what the doctor said.” He explained fiercely.
Then he sent me back to my mother’s house. I sat in the passenger seat
all the way without saying a word, and he didn’t speak either. It was fine. I didn’t have time to think at all, and now my mind is full of things with Zhou Zhou.
“Where did the wound on your hand come from?” While waiting for the traffic lights, he suddenly glanced at my wrist
.
I quickly hid my hand behind my back. It should have been pinched by Zhou Zhou last night.
“I accidentally touched it.”
He did not speak, but stared at me all the time, which made me look away uncomfortably.
“He hit you?” He suddenly asked in a calm voice.
“No.” Maybe I answered too quickly and he didn’t believe me at all. He pulled over
to the side of the road, lit a cigarette and looked at me. “What
is he?”
He should be angry now.
I don’t know why he keeps getting emotional. “I told you, his name is Chou Chou.”
“I don’t care what continent!” He suddenly slapped the steering wheel, and the shrill sound of the horn frightened the birds
around him to flee.
“What are you crazy about?” I looked at him in disbelief. After quarreling
with Zhou Zhou, I feel exhausted. I don’t want to quarrel with anyone anymore. He took a deep breath of his cigarette and steadied himself. Suddenly he turned and stared into my eyes.
“Jiang Tao, are you a fool?”
“How hard was it to play with me, dump me, and bully me?” He smiled and asked me, “Why are
you living like this now?”
I was lost in thought and was speechless for a moment.
Or.. You can only be presumptuous with me all your life? He smiled bitterly. When you smile, your
eyes turn red.
I also wept, wiped away my tears, and answered him, “Because people have to grow up, and
I can’t be self-willed after being beaten by society.”
I looked up, trying not to be so embarrassed, and continued, “He Yan, from the very beginning
, you and I are a million miles apart, so who dumped who?”? I’m not
qualified at all.. With
that, I wiped my tears, opened the door and got out of the car. Just
say it clearly. I feel
much more relaxed when I say the words that have been hidden in my heart for many years.
I stopped a taxi and went home.
Sitting in the car, I feel that I seem to be a little too relaxed, so that I always feel that there is a missing piece in my heart
. Perhaps the unrequited love in youth is like this, when I realized that I might like
He Yan, in fact, my unrequited love has been out of control.
But unrequited love can make a person suddenly feel inferior. I
had never paid attention to my family, but I began to notice the difference
between me and him, so I didn’t dare to approach him. Plus
, he also went abroad, I and he is impossible, he does not like
me, so how dare I contact him?
Watching him return to China this time to become my boss, this sense of distance makes me more sure that the original
decision is right, why humiliate myself?
But he just asked me if I had dumped him, and I had a vague feeling that he
had liked me?
Even with such a little hope, my youth seems to be complete. I know
myself, and I can’t ask for more.
With something on my mind, I got home. As soon as I opened the door, I stood at the door and dared not move. The
room was full of people, including our family and He Yan’s family, all of whom were elders.
My heart missed a beat, thinking that what should come is still coming. “Chou said a man came to your house yesterday?” My mother came to me with a black face and questioned me softly
.
“What did he say?” I asked in a low voice. When
I saw all the elders coming, I knew that what Zhou Zhou said was not generally serious.
“What else could he say..” My mother scolded me in a low voice, “You child, you
agreed before, but now the wedding has been booked, the hotel, the wedding, everything has been booked, and
other families have come, how can it end?”
My heart sank, I clenched my fist, and finally I walked over.
“Hello, uncle, aunt and elders.”
Everyone looked at me with incomprehension.
For a moment, I backed out.
I took a deep breath. “I broke up with Zhou Zhou. I’m sorry for causing you trouble
.”
“When things were going well, how could you just break up?”
“Things change in a day or two. I say you can’t be like that.”
“I heard about that. It was because of a man.”
“Marriage is no child’s play. You’re in your twenties, and you’re still so irresponsible
?” “Aren’t you going to give us an explanation?”
…… I had a splitting headache as I
listened to everyone’s words of blame. I have to explain
again. I’m the one who
got married. Why should I explain to others?
After a few seconds, I opened my mouth and said, “There’s no one else. It’s all a misunderstanding. It’s me and
Zhou Zhou who have a problem. It’s better to separate now than to divorce later. Auntie, what do you think?”
“You child!” His mother was obviously very angry, and her face stiffened. “Chiang Tao,
you’re thinking of getting a divorce before you get married.”
“I’m not good enough for him.” I’m tired and I don’t want to mess with them.
She suddenly lost her language.
“Well, our Chou Chou doesn’t dislike you either. It’s all right for you. What do you mean
by going out to look for him?”
“I didn’t. That guy is my boss. We’ve known each other since we were kids. He came to my house
for a meal. It’s as simple as that.” Her words were so ugly that I couldn’t hold back. “Is it
because I’m with your Chou Chou that I can’t socialize and talk to all men
in my life?”
Is it as simple as eating? When Zhou Zhou came home, he said.. What does he say? His mouth is on him. Can I control it? Auntie!
Maybe I shouted too loudly, and the whole audience suddenly quieted down.
“Jiang Tao, how do you talk to your elders?” My dad couldn’t hold his breath and glared at me.
I sighed and looked at the people in the room with a wry smile in my heart. “I was wrong
. I’m sorry. Everyone can leave.”
Then I bowed deeply and went to my room.
“Jiang Tao..”
I closed the door and shut out all sounds. Then he threw himself into the quilt and
cried bitterly. I cried until the sky was dark and the earth was dark. I almost died. My cell phone rang. The
screen said, “He Yan.”
Without even thinking about it, I pressed the button to turn off the screen.
As a result, he didn’t give up and kept calling me, which made me nervous. Then he asked, “What do you
want to do?” The other end of the
phone was silent. “Are you crying?”
I cried silently and did not speak.
He sighed for a long time before he said, “I’m sorry. I had a bad attitude just now. I apologize
.” I still don’t speak.
Say what?
My head is dizzy now, and I feel like I’m dying.
“Nothing. I’ll hang up.”
He went on to say, “You dropped your medicine in my car. Do you want me to bring it to you, or
..”
“No more.” I immediately refused.
“All right, I won’t go up. Then don’t cry.” I’ve never seen him so careful
. But I don’t understand him at all. My own life is a mess
.
“Did your mother talk about you?” He asked again.
“Don’t you think you’re being too broad?” I asked in reply.
He was not angry, but paused for a moment and asked, “Is it because of me?”
“I’m tired.” I want to end the conversation.
So how on earth are you going to stop crying? You make me cry. Suffering.
When I heard him say that he was uncomfortable, I felt a little revenge in my heart. But thinking that he would mess up my seemingly peaceful and beautiful life as soon as he came back, I was
so angry that I said directly, “You stay away from me!” There was a noticeable pause and the last word on the other end of the
phone was “Good.” When I went to work
the next day, I didn’t see He Yan. Not for the
next three or four days.
My colleague told me that he had gone abroad for training.
“About a month.”
“Not necessarily. I hear it’s executive training. Those who perform well will be transferred to bigger cities
.”
“General Manager Ho is so outstanding that he must be transferred and not run away.”
……
Hearing this, I have a little emotion in my heart. Just like when He Yan went abroad to study, it was impossible to say that
I didn’t feel it, but I couldn’t do anything about it.
This time, it was the same ending.
I feel like my life is trapped in an endless cycle. Where is the exit? I don’t
know. After I recovered from the cold, I worked overtime every day and filled my time.
I changed the lock at home and never saw Zhou Zhou again. After throwing
everything away and putting my heart and soul into my work, my career finally took off a
little. For the first time, the
superior leader said that he would give me more important work.
Then one day on the way to work, Zhou Zhou ran under my company building to block me.
“Taotao, is it possible for us to be together again?” I haven’t seen him for a month, but he hasn’t changed
much, not as decadent as I imagined.
Adult love is like this, not without who can not live. I don’t understand why he came to me when
it was like this.
“Zhou Zhou, let’s blacklist each other.”
He suddenly froze there, sad for a few seconds, but only a few seconds, “Taotao, I
bought a house, paid the down payment of the house, we..” Good..
“Don’t do this. Let’s not look back.” I listened to his tone, thinking
of his care for me, after all, a little soft-hearted, although there is no love, but we do not
need to be completely deadlocked, so we have to persuade each other.
“If you’re not with me, the house won’t have your name on it.”
I thought about what that meant. “Give me back my salary. Go and find a nice girl and write her name.”
I said with a smile.
“The money is for the down payment. I have no money.”
For a moment, my heart sank to the bottom.
It turned out that he was playing this abacus.
I was shocked, shocked that an honest man like him would do such
a thing one day.
He kept saying, help me manage the money, and then as soon as we broke up, my money became his
?
“Chou Chou, that money is mine.” I can’t believe what he means.
“You have no proof.”
“Don’t do this!” My mind went blank with a buzz, feeling that the trust had been ruined by the dog
.
“Make up with me and put your name on the house.”
“Do you think it’s possible for me to be with you?” I smiled bitterly.
“Yes, if you want to.” He looked at me firmly, and I just felt funny.
“I don’t want to.” After saying these three words, I left. When I got
home, I thought about my failed relationship and felt that I was useless. When
He Huan called me, I was depressed to the extreme.
“I heard your wedding was called off?” She was very shocked by this.
“Mmm.” With a wry smile in my heart, it’s true that good news never goes out and bad news travels fast.
“That’s great.” She suddenly changed the subject.
I
“To tell you the truth, I’ve never liked that Chou Chou, and you’re the only one with a good temper who’s been able to
put up with it for so long, but I can’t stand it for a day.” She gnashed her teeth at what she said.
“What’s good? I’m the laughing stock of my family now.” I let out a
sigh. What are you
afraid of? This is a lifetime thing for you. If you find someone you don’t like,
it will be too miserable for a lifetime. I must find someone I like, someone who makes my heart beat, and
no one else can.
“Not everyone can be as capricious as you.” I let out a sigh.
“I am not capricious, I am loving myself.” Love yourself? I was stunned. Do you love yourself by choosing a person you like?
But it’s not my choice. The name of a person came to
my mind. I didn’t have a choice
six years ago, and I still do.
“If the one you like doesn’t like you, how do you choose?” I asked her in reply.
“Then let him know and let him like you. Besides, you’re so beautiful, how can anyone not
like you?” She started blowing rainbow farts at me again.
Listening to her talking endlessly on the phone, I finally felt better.
Hung up the phone, I have been thinking about what she said, even if the mouth said that he Huan is a little princess
, but in fact my heart is envious. Not everyone has the same courage
as her.
I may have had, but as I stepped into the society and saw my own insignificance, I could no longer
be self-willed. As soon as I went to work
the next day, I got the news that He Yan had come back.
I heard that he gave up the chance to transfer to other companies and chose to stay. I
began to have a strange mood in my heart.
But I didn’t have the heart to think about it. I calculated one day that Zhou Zhou probably took 200,000
yuan from me. After consulting a lawyer, he said that he could sort out the transfer records and chat records and send them to
her as evidence, and the probability of getting the money back was very high. I breathed a sigh of relief when I
heard the result. It’s a little late to get
this done. There’s no one left in the company.
“What is it?” Someone was talking overhead, and I saw He Yan as soon as I looked up.
“Nothing?” I quickly blocked my scratch paper with other documents.
He looked at me. “Working overtime again?”
“Go at once.” I stood up to pack my things and was about to leave, but he held me back. “I’ll see
you off?”
“No.” I’m a little confused.
He leaned against the edge of the table, sighed, and curled his lips. “Will you see
me off?” When I
stood closer, I smelled the smell of alcohol on his body.
I just remembered that he was dragged to the liquor Bureau as soon as he came back today. Why did he get drunk and run
back to the office?
“Can you still walk by yourself? I’ll call a car for you downstairs.” I stood up, carrying
my bag, and was about to leave.
He stood still and just looked at me and smiled. “What’s the matter?” I thought I had something on my face.
He stopped smiling and began to follow me, walking slowly. When he
got into the elevator, he stood upright, but his expression was still a little confused.
I stood by silently, and it was the first time I had seen him drunk.
“Do you know why I came back?” Out of the blue, he dropped his eyes
and glanced at me out of the corner of his eye.
I’m a little confused.
But I couldn’t help wondering if it was for myself. The next second, I rejected the
idea again. How could it be possible.
“I don’t know.” I’m telling the truth.
He stared at me and snorted, “How heartless!”
I stopped talking and kept silent.
Out of the elevator, he walked a few steps and then stopped moving. He lowered his head as if he was very uncomfortable.
I had to stop and walk over to have a look.
“Can you still walk?” I don’t know what to do when I see him in pain.
He stretched out his hand and touched his temple. After a while, he looked up and asked me again with a smile, “I can’t
walk. Will you help me?” It’s late, and I don’t want to mess with him here. I just want to send him to the car quickly.
“Yes.” I reached out to help him.
He was stunned for a few seconds, and then naturally leaned up.
He’s so heavy that I can’t stand it.
“Don’t rely on me.” I can hardly stand.
Just as I was about to fall down, there was an extra force in my waist, and he fished me into his arms
.
“Ho Yen, wake up.” I want to push him away.
He just lowered his head and scared me to breathe.
Just when I thought he was going to kiss me, he just put his head on my neck.
“Dizziness?” I asked him.
“Mmm.” He leaned on my shoulder, his voice muffled.
People who drink alcohol are prone to hypoglycemia. I dare not push him away directly for fear that he will faint, so I have to
let him lean on it for a while.
“Then you can stand for a few minutes and go out to take the bus later.”
“Good.” He leaned on me with great obedience. The atmosphere was a little awkward. His warm breath came to my ears. I didn’t know
where to put my hands and feet.
“Jiang Tao.” After a while, he called me in a low voice.
“Hmm?”
“Are you short of money?” He suddenly asked me.
I
“No shortage.”
“Then what did you just calculate?” He asked again.
I was stunned, Zhou Zhou took my money, I can not tell others.
“Uh..” I’ll do the math myself and see when I can pay the down payment. I smiled
bitterly. “It’s very difficult for us workers to pay the down payment. It’s not the same as you.”
“Oh..” He paused again and asked me, “What kind of house do you like?”
I’m a little speechless. Do drunk people talk a lot?
Seeing that the taxi I called was about to arrive, I thought of a random place, “Jiangbei District.”
He stopped talking, and after a while, he said one word, “Good.” He
said I would take him back, but he asked the taxi driver to go around the city to take me back
first.
I said goodbye to him, but he got out of the car and insisted on taking me to the neighborhood. Just
send it. It’s not bad. When I was
sent to the gate of the community, he said he would send me downstairs.
“You go back, and I’ll see you take a taxi, or no
one will know which flower bed you will be planted in later.” I looked at him, but he didn’t want to leave.
Also do not know is tonight’s night is too beautiful, or He Huan last night’s words deeply
rooted in the hearts of the people, I can not help but take advantage of his drunk to see him a few more eyes.
Every glance is what He Huan said, the feeling of heartbeat.
I was scared.
That.. If I fall down, will some kind person pick me up? He
asked with a half-hearted smile.
I’m not talking. The
atmosphere was horribly ambiguous, and when he reached over, I was so frightened that I closed my eyes.
But his fingertips just ran across my cheek and finally pushed a strand of my hair behind my ear
.
My heart is so fast that I want to jump out. “Jiang Tao.”
“Hmm?” I came to my senses and tried to calm myself.
“I only came back because of one person.” He laughed for a moment, then suddenly lowered his head, and
then looked up and his eyes turned red. “Because I heard that she was criticized by the whole family because she
was unhappy.”
I froze and stared at him.
“In fact, it was because of her that I returned to China before, and it is also because of
her that I choose not to be transferred now.” “I know I haven’t had a good time these years, but
I can’t stand her having a bad time, and I want her to have a good time.”
I lowered my head, not daring to look directly at him, and the next second my tears fell out.
“I know. I was a jerk before. I shouldn’t have left. It doesn’t matter. I gave her time to forgive
me and accept me. I can wait.” There was a surge of bitterness in
my heart, and I turned my back hurriedly.
“I just want her to know that there will always be someone standing here that she
can see as soon as she looks back.” When
he finished, he reached over and gently took my hand.
My first reaction was to hide, but he caught me again.
His hands are so big and warm that I am addicted to them. “I won’t push you.” He reached out and rubbed my head. “I’ll go first.” The moment
he let go, I ran to the elevator.
When I finally got home, I remembered everything just now, and my heart still couldn’t calm down.
I sat on the sofa and found that my hands were sweaty.
Is this a confession?
If not, why am I so excited.
If so, how do I respond? I didn’t sleep well all night with something on my
mind.
The next day I went to work with dark circles under my eyes.
The lawyer told me that I could sue to recover my money, but the process was very complicated. I really
don’t want to fall in love and end up in court. After
thinking for a long time, I finally sent him what the lawyer said, and forwarded the chat screenshots and
transfer screenshots to him, telling him that he could solve the problem privately. It was a long time before
he gave a response-a picture. The moment I
saw the picture, my mind went blank. “You followed me?”
If it wasn’t for stalking, where did he get the picture of me and Zhou Zhou last night, when he put his head on
my shoulder and took it from that angle like kissing.
“Chiang Tao, I didn’t want to go after Ho Yan, the mistress, but if you had to do this, I
would have to contact my friends in the media to report on his involvement in our relationship.”
“Have you lost your mind?”
“Yes, I’m crazy. You tell me the result. I can’t lose both people and money.” Lost both
people and money?
“That’s my money, and my people are my own.” I was so angry that I was really blind before
.
“Whatever you want.” His attitude is hard.
All day, I’ve been on the edge of my seat because of this. I
had nothing to do with He Yan, but now I have dragged He Yan into the water, I have
to hesitate. After a day’s
struggle, I gave in.
“Chou Chou, I gave you the money. Just delete the photo.” I hid in the tea room and made a phone call.
“So you admit it?” He is still unrelenting. “It’s not that I admit it, it’s that there is no such thing. How did you become so
unreasonable?” I really have a headache.
“No, tell me. How many times have you slept with him?” I didn’t expect him to go even further
.
“We broke up. It’s none of your business.”
It’s none of my business. Fortunately, I still cherish you so much. As a result, you’re cheating on me
with other men like this? How is it that he can satisfy you, and I have not satisfied you, and you betray
me?
I’m completely speechless.
“Chou Chou, show some respect!” I couldn’t help shouting at him.
As soon as I finished, the phone was snatched away, and then I saw He Yan’s straight face.
He took the phone, went to the door and locked the door, then slowly walked over and stared
at me.
I was scared and too nervous to make a sound.
“Well, I’m Ho Yen. If you have anything to say, you can tell me directly.”
“Slept?” He glanced at me, smiled, and reached out and patted me on the shoulder
for reassurance.
“I overslept, so I won’t share the details with you.” I will help her get her money back. My legal team is on their way
to find you. Please don’t call her again. You are not qualified.
“Of course, if you want to spend a few more years in prison, you can try to piss me off.”
He said a few words, hung up the phone and looked straight at me.
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“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked me.
“This is my business.” I have no confidence. With a calm look on his face,
he glanced at the chat records on my mobile phone and then turned to the
stolen photo.
I was surprised.
“The angle is good, and it makes people daydream.” He said with a smile.
I’m worried to death, and he still laughs?
“He’s going to expose this picture.” I reminded him.
“I’ll take this photo. He’s done a good thing.” He forwarded it directly to himself
.
“Good thing?” I looked at him in disbelief. “A photo, you can send him in for blackmail.” After a pause, he added
, “The main thing is that the angle of the picture pleases me.”
I
He put away his cell phone and took my hand. “All right, I’ll take care of all these things from now on. Don
‘t hide it alone.”
“He Yan is now in the company.” I shook off his hand.
He froze for a moment, then came over and looked down at me. Isn’t it all right
to be in the company?
“What’s okay?” I felt like I was being surrounded by him.
“Is that okay?” He reached out his hand and took me gently into his arms.
I was so frightened that I tried to push him away, but he hugged me tightly.
Just then, there was a knock at the door. Someone
must be coming in to pour the boiling water.
“Is anyone in there?”
“Eh, why is it locked?”
“I don’t know.”
“Go and find a worker to try.” ……
I was too scared to make a sound, but he Yan hugged me with a face that didn’t mind at all.
“Is that okay?” He whispered in my ear, “If I can, I’ll let my
sister go.” My scalp tingled when I
heard him say the word “sister”.
“Don’t scream.” I warned him in a low voice.
“What’s your name, sister?” He chuckled behind me. “Are you afraid I’ll call you sister?”
“Don’t scream if you’re afraid.”
“All right, sister.”
I
He probably thought it was funny to tease me and kept shouting. I didn’t know that He Yan, who was usually cold and
fierce, was so shameless.
“Well, I won’t tease you. If you promise to be my girlfriend, I’ll let you go.”
“I don’t want you to be so threatening.” I’m confused.
“Neither do I.” He squeezed my hand. “But I’m getting impatient.”
“You..” I’m speechless. Last night, he kept saying that he would wait for me, so affectionately, and now after only one day, he has no
patience?
“After six years of waiting for you, I’ll be old, sister.” Then he pulled my body
and kissed me directly with his head down.
Thinking that there were still people outside, I didn’t dare to make a sound, so I had to push him, but he was getting worse.
Kissing is more and more insatiable, which makes me dizzy.
“Ho Yen..” I gently reminded him.
“Well, we’ll talk about it later.” He bowed his head and continued to kiss me.
I’m completely sunk. After
about half a century, he finally let go of me and blushed with embarrassment
. After
a while, I turned around and pretended to pour coffee, and he went to open the door.
“You guys send the material to my office in five minutes.” He said a word and went out
.
Colleagues are shocked, where there is time to drink tea, hurried back to their seats to catch up with the information. I finally breathed a sigh of relief that there was no expected
questioning at all and no one noticed me. After
pouring coffee and washing my face in the toilet, I went back to work. Afternoon work, the heartbeat has been very fast, restless, I think I’m going crazy
, I don’t know how to develop like this with He Yan. In the middle of his
work, he sent a WeChat: “Wait for me after work.”
I was startled and my heart beat faster again. After thinking for a long time, I replied with one word:
“Good.”
Then he came again. “I want to get off work.”
I
“Work hard.” Why is it my turn to remind him of his work?
“No, I seem to be sick.”
“Where are you sick?”
“When I look at the document, my mind is full of my sister.”
I won’t reply to him at all.
Finally, I stayed up until I got off work, and when the other colleagues left, he drove me home and started kissing me again when I got to the car
.
“Ho Yen..” I couldn’t breathe when he kissed me. “Were you born in the year of the dog?” His
lips were bitten by him. But he smiled and said, “After six years of holding back, even people will turn into dogs.”
I He
took me to dinner and sent me home, and he began to hang on.
“I’ve been kicked out of my house.” He said pitifully.
“Why?” I’m dubious.
“Because I didn’t follow their wishes and broke up my previous engagement.”
I was so surprised that I almost forgot that he was also engaged.
“Then you deserve it.” I pushed him out and drove him away.
“So cruel?” “My sister and I are in the same boat,” he said with a smile.
“Look, you don’t have a boyfriend, and I don’t have a girlfriend. How about we two poor people living together
?”
“Not so good..” How did he become so clingy?
“I can sleep on the couch, or I can sleep on the floor. It’s better than sleeping on the street.” He held the door
handle to prevent me from closing it.
So pathetic? I’m starting to feel a little sad.
“Then you can sleep on the couch for one night.” “My sister still loves me dearly.” He immediately came in, hugged me and started kissing again. It’s not right to kiss
this time.
Later, he blushed and said that he felt uncomfortable and wouldn’t let me see him. Naturally, I didn’t dare to see
him again.
I thought I could have a peaceful night, but in the middle of the night he whispered in my ear, “Sister
, do you remember that night?”
I was so frightened that I hit an excited spirit. “Remember..” Remember.
I was so nervous that I didn’t know what he meant.
“How long have you made me cry? Can you give it back now?”
“You..” How can
such a thing be done?
The next second, he pulled my quilt, and I understood.
It’s just that he was so confident that he wanted me to cry, and five seconds later, the atmosphere was a little awkward.
I smiled and comforted him. “How many years haven’t you had?”
He turned his face away from me and whispered, “Six years.”
“You won’t. After that..” “Bored to death, yes.” He was so angry that he lost his temper.
Finally, the whole person lay down on the bed and said, “You do it.”
I
“I may have a shadow. What have I done? It can only be you.” He stared at
me, angry and amused.
“So pitiful?” I have some.. Guilt.
“I know I’m pitiful, but my sister still doesn’t love me.” As soon as
he pulled me, I threw myself on him. It went well
afterwards. It was
three or four o’clock, and he fell asleep, still holding my hand and saying
, “You won’t leave tomorrow morning, will you?”
I kissed him lightly on the forehead. “No, go to sleep.”
“Mmm.”
I watched him around me gradually breathing evenly, a little dizzy with happiness.
Holding him is like holding my youth.
My belated love of youth.
